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kenzie-ann27 · 7 months

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what's the worst generation to have as parents and why is it gen x

#i just... i can't sometimes #my parents are so stupid man #they refuse to do anything new they just don't care #can't even get my dad to watch half a season of succession before he's like oh kendall's gay and i can't watch a show with a gay character #mind you they watched every episode of game of thrones with my sister #which explains why the only shows they watch are shitty generic ass cop shows from the early 2000s #idk. idk why it's so fucking hard to love me #even my own parents won't spare any fucking time to care about me #the only time my mom talks to me is to complain or gush about my sisters or ask me to do shit for her or yell at me about work #i help out so much like. i clean the house every day. i've done my own laundry since i was 12 years old but they don't fucking notice #i am not made for life like i just i can't fucking do it #i will never do anything ever i will be stuck here until i fucking die #the only friends i have are people i will never meet people who don't talk to me or know me and it's all i have #god i'm such a failure dude #no wonder teenage me was so deeply depressed like i have nothing to look forward to #i go day by day and i sleep most of it #it's just so. idk. i'm so empty #i'm just nothing #i was always nothing

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 13 days

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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hinamie · 26 days

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megu

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #megumi #fanart #jjk fanart #MEGU HOURS #ws itching to paint my boy all day #took the liberty of fixing his shoes. arch support for u my darling boy mwah #my favourite thing recently is painting with pens does it hurt my hand yes but ooooo th texture is Worth it #most of this ws done with an ink calligraphy pen that i strain my palm applying so much pressure for #scratchy scratchy blotchy lines go brrrrr #also !!!!!! hina dont use red challenge PASS lets go #i have now proven 2 myself that i do not Need to use red therefore from now on it is a choice and not a crutch #will be returning 2 form shortly #but for now i sleep !!! 1am zzzzzzzzz

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deoidesign · 2 months

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Y'know something I really love about Tumblr is that it's one of the few sites I can actually SHOW my art.

Everywhere else restricts you to squares or specific rectangles and it's so frustrating. So much art is in all sorts of unique aspect ratios and shapes that most social media is extremely hostile to or straight up won't even allow!

#just. thinking about it.#i cant post most of my art on Instagram lol #also sorry idk why im posting so much this morning #yes i do. tired can't sleep bad days the oast few days and about to see my family #so posting is keeping me awake before i gotta get going

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catliker49 · 2 months

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Oh what to Paint.. Hmm..

This is very messy!!! But.. I think I like it like that! I have realised that its fun to mess around a lot more with my style! Even if that does mean I'm switching between styles day to day.. AH!

Remember, friends! Have fun with your doodling and take Good care of yourselves! Now I'm going to get a nice long rest.. Sleep well or have a very Nice day!

(Ooh! Also! In future I may have my signature as my regular one, with my Name! Rather than catliker49! So.. beware of that! haha :o))

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simpfornegan · 3 months

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but have any of us considered the jacemond au that could save us all?

#nerdy loner aemond with his equally nerdy but well known social butterfly boyfriend jace #everyone kinda sits and wonders how their relationship even works #aemond’s impulsive and temperamental with insults for days #while jace is charming and sweet unless provoked into being otherwise #they bicker as a form of foreplay #and share stolen kisses in the library #but the most fun happens in the dorm rooms during their study dates #bouns points if jace’s roommate comes back to aemond all tuckered out in jace’s bed while jace is just sitting at his computer desk #in aemond’s sweats and his ‘this is how i roll’ t-shirt and causally going ‘hey’#like he didn’t ride that man to sleep #jacemond #jaemond #aemond x jacaerys #aemond targaryen #jacaerys velaryon #modern au

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avornalino · 4 months

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hiiii.. 🙃🙃

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 edit #late night sim posting but its ok! who needs sleep anyway....#second sim kinda sorta inspired by cocona from xg except im really bad at making irl people in the sims soo..#anyway not sure if ill get back into posting regularly anytime soon. i have a gp save rn that i play like once a week when i have time #but tbh its so hard for me to have the motivation to play rn but thats just how it is during the school year 🤷‍♀️#and i might not have that much time in the summer since i miiiiight be studying abroad for a month (idk we'll see..)#will most likely continue lurking for the next few months tho :)#ok jfc enough rambling im going to bed gn sleep tight or have a good day <33

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moeblob · 2 months

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You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

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fatuismooches · 3 months

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EVEN MORE CUTE DOTTORE MOMENTS TO MAKE YOU SMILE 🙏 (because I am too tired to post anything of quality)

#smooches talks #ouhhhh... to experience the domestic life with him...#someone motivate me to start writing actual fics again...#the dottore honeymoon fic merely has the title “medicus scriptor amorem” and “Honeymoon fic” in the actual document LMFAO #i made it on... january 27 oops #idek if im gonna stick to that name because google translate for latin is so bad omfg #(TO THAT KIND PERSON WHO SENT ME IDEAS ILY AND I PROMISE I WILL RESPOND. I PROMISE IM NOT IGNORING U)#i also have another wip i havent touched with loving the harbingers when they weren't in the fatui yet #no like seriously i think churning out 50k words did something to my writing state 💀🙏#a snippet from dottores part: Il Dottore’s strength was nearly unmatched in the Fatui being the Second Fatui Harbinger and all.#what most people do not know is that he was… certainly not the best fighter during his Akademiya days.#A claymore was also out of the question - he grumbled when he had to lug his numerous research materials and parts to the desert…#In the end you settled on teaching Zandik the basics of a sword. do with this as you will...#however i am still so proud of myself for fabulam diu oblitus #i was rereading in class bc i was bored and i was like #damn i kinda ate with this #thanks for listening to smooches mini writing life crisis if u made it here #okay i go sleep now... i have midterms this week #OMFG THESE TAGS R SO LONG IM SO SORRY

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katierosefun · 3 months

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sometimes you gotta skip your three hour long 5 pm class and light yourself a goddamn candle, eat a goddamn cookie, do your laundry, brush your teeth for 6 minutes, drink some water, wear your favorite hoodie, and then u might feel a little bit better. or something

#caroline talks #it's me . . . hi. . . . i'm the one lighting my goddamn candle. wearing my goddamn comfort sweater. the one that has holes where my thumbs #should be. the one that i wore nearly every day during my freshman year of college #because a) i was REALLY self conscious of my body back in those days #and b) this was the sweater i wore through most of high school too because i was also really self conscious of my body back in those days #and c) literally this entire day i kept thinking 'i need to go back to my room'#i need to go back to my room. i need to curl up in bed and sleep for a million years. etc.

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dismas-n-dismay · 15 days

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