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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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#vent#i had a lot of tags typed out but idk#long story short i wish my parents paid more attention to me#that sounds so weird to say lmao#i have a coworker who can make me cry on demand if she says something nice and encouraging to me#and i had to make a very scary phone call at work today and cried for like 20 minutes straight while trying super hard to stop lol#i cried a) bc of the call b) bc my coworkers were being nice and motherly to me and c) bc i was humiliated#and then ofc the coworker that makes me cry all the times sees right through all the fucking facades and says#''just remember that there is nothing shameful about being emotional'' like. okay. just adopt me while you're at it#like a single word from this woman literally turns me into a scared 12 year old again and she absolutely knows it#idk what this post is about#i wish i didn't have the emotional maturity of a scared 12 year old#like im trying very hard to be professional and not get too attached bc i get paid dogshit#but. :(#once i start tearing up it is over for me for like. 20 min MINIMUM. usually more like an hour#i do not just ''stop crying''#i have too many chemicals in my brain all the time and they have to come out !#wish I could hear encouraging words from mother figures without bursting into fucking tears though#is there a way to train myself to stop crying so easily without like. causing irreparable emotional damage lol#cause its quite inconvenient
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don't really know what to title this, something something being put on for show instead of living free
reblogs appreciated!!!! i wanna hear people's thoughts on this piece since it's a bit out of my usual zone ALSO my ko-fi is here if yall wanna check that out ;3
#my art#original artwork#i had a lot of fun with this one#don't really usually put meaning with my art#but with my collages i do#anyways really really proud of this one#reblogs hella appreciated#will do prints soon-ish once i figure out how to do that#cuz i wanna make sure that they're good quality#if anyone knows any good printing places lmk#also typing out this post i realized the pigeon doesn't have feet#we will. ignore that#ITS SYMBOLISM. MHM. YEP DOESNT HAVE FEET SO CANT WALK AWAY OR SMTHN. NO FREEDOM. IDK!#traditional collage#collage art#collage#pigeon art#no clue what to tag this lol#bird art
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shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc
#witch hat tag#orufrey#the first image is qifrey dressed as that guy. i'm glad she has an inexplicable attachment to some dorky pokemon man like i do#someone was like 'wouldn't it make more sense for deanreldea to be the champion' .... well no. not in my world .#it maps onto magic skill. champions aren't like the Rulers of the land they're just the most skilled at this thing#oru as a burnt out champion who's gently encouraging a kid like coco to reach him one day means a lot to me. i like pokemon narratives#agott went shiny hunting for the same thing coco had but cooler - just to impress her. she really is a pokemon rival type girl#pushing myself to the limit to prove my worth to you - to get to the summit first so i'm waiting for you..#and then realising it wasn't just to be strong - i realised i started wanting to see your smile. i wanted you to have fun.#i think coco would defeat agott at the end of victory road and then defeat oru & i'll probably draw one last thing abt that at least..#the image is very cinematic..the dialogue and music in my mind..I WANT TO FACE ORU!!!!!!!!!!#the super cool insanely powerful awesome champion is the spouse of my professor and he gave me advice at the beginning...no way....#btw the elite four would be the sages which is perfect (and maybe easthies as the first guy?) evil Team Brimhats#coustas as their renegade gladion-type figure. the gym leaders would be like sun/moon and s/v combined#travelling around facing the best students from different classes - so jujy and eunie etc.#i've barely thought about 'teams' or anything bc i care amore about the narrative side of things always lol#but idk. tetia with a swirlix - eunie would be ghost type boy - riche with small things but also a ceruledge or a steelix something massiv#and brushbug would have a final form which is really long like an eastern dragon- fluffy and with wings like a fairy. It's beautiful to me#well anyway *tries to move on to the rest of life now the brief obsession has passed*#obviously oru would be fire-type tho and qifrey would be water-type and they set off together and traded their starters etc.....it goes on
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OC again gomen ... (her name is Yuma)
#my characters#she was (shocking to no one) a side character in a plot from forever ago and while i fleshed out her bg a LOT#she never got her own actual story ? the plot she was in had a lot of characters so her and her best friend myo were like... cameos#in other character arcs rip to she having her own#basically she had light powers and had a kind of whispy clear happy look (top)#and then the big bad guy corrupted her and she got dark powers#so myo and her start to think she is sick and then big bad shows up and tells myo that if he wants to help yuma - hed help#so he manipulates the two into working for the bad guys who id like to point out! think they're the good guys#so yuma keeps having cloudy and foggy memories and nightmares and she doesnt understand whats going on with her#and she tells myo who hasnt clued in yet and he tells her shes fine and shes too nice to do what she feels guilty for#and then after its all kinda said and done and the big bad dies the corruption disappears bc he was the one causing it#and at that point myo knows the horrible things hes kind of helped yuma do and the actual things yuma has done#and he goes to rem who a lot of people avoid since rem has mind reading and memory manipulation powers#and he asks if rem can help yuma forget everything bad#and rem - who is the unfortunate right hand of the big bad who feels so much guilt for everything he has done -#asks him if its what yuma wants cause it isnt his place to change it without her consent as well#bc rem was actually the one that yuma interacted with most outside of myo#but as far as actual plots and arcs rem was more important ? common? idk ? as a focus#so despite yuma having a lot of established background and drama she never had her own ... thing#but as the dark corruption gets to her she loses the clear stream vibes and is like an oozing oil spill#and it kinda festers into her becoming like an eldritch monster type being from the grief and guilt her conscious has#while polluted by darkness sooooo#she just kinda becomes a monster in the background of the plot its fine she gets better#and that was storytime in the tags bye
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The Rosho Special☆ Cream of the Crop Curry: Hypmic Curry Drama Track TL
Sasara: Oh, you’ve really been cookin’!
Rei: That curry smell is really making me hungry!
Rosho: It’s a miracle I was able to even decipher what you meant in that text! Why am I the only one working on this??
Sasara: Don’t sweat the small stuff! Have you finished making our super interesting curry yet?
Rosho: I did my best to follow your recipe but…
Rei: Hm? You didn’t make a normal curry?
Sasara: Tut tut tut! You see, this curry was made with some special ingredients!
Rei: It looks brown like any other curry, so I can’t tell the difference.
Sasara: I’ll give you a hint! I was thinking of calling it, "This Curry's Got You Gigged!!" Setting off any bells??
Rei: You can’t be thing about… Actually, no, that hint was so stupid, I got nothing for you.
Sasara: Hey now!!
Rosho: I used flounder in the curry, but if you can’t tell that at a glance, that’s gotta mean your joke’s fallen flat, right?
Rei: The curry’s meant sell, so it should have a little more impact.
Sasara: I guess you’re right… It’s gotta be appealing televised too…
Rosho: Let’s take a moment to brainstorm.
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Sasara: *pops a cold one open* Man, nothing’s coming to mind at all…!
Rei: The theme you had settled on was, “A Bizarre Brown Curry,” right?
Rosho: We shouldn’t even try to be teeming with themes! It’s all about the flavours!!
Sasara: “Okra-zy Curry” doesn’t sound too bad!
Rosho: Okra me a river!!
Rei: How about “Kelp!! Addicted to Seaweed Curry”?
Rosho: Oh, now you’re just sailing on his coattails!
Sasasa: “Ya Kraken Me Up Squid Curry”!!
Rosho: Quit it with the seafood puns!! Geez, you’re not even trying to solve the root of the problem.
Sasara: Nyahaha…! No, yeah, you’re right.
Rei: But curry’s just curry, isn’t it? How can you even get someone to give a laugh at it at just a glance?
Rosho: How many times do I gotta say, that’s why we’re sittin’ around thinkin’ about it!!
Sasara: I think the alcohol’s getting to us~ Let’s get some food down, so we can sober up.
Rei: I agree. I’d like one order of flounder curry with rice!
Rosho: You takin’ my home as an izakaya?? Serve your own curry!!
Sasara: Phew whee, Mista Rosho here sure is stingy!
Rei: Well, sounds like I got no other choice.
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Rei: Hey, so this is getting annoying to handle, you mind if I use this whole pot?
Sasara: Rosho, whatcha want me to do with this bag?
Rosho: Shut up, the both of you!! For now, just bring everything to me.
Rei: And there. Rice is served~
Sasara: And here’s a bit of the curry to top it off!
Rosho: Oh yeah, we’re using this too!
Sasara: “A White Stew for Rice”? You brought out some boil in bag goods you had bagged up?
Rosho: A student of mine gave it to me as a souvenir from a Hokkaido trip. It apparently has some Hokkaido specialties in it.
Rei: Their milk is incredibly tasty. And so… *pours it in*
Rosho: Hey!!!! What the heck are you doing??
Rei: This is my specialty, “Stew On This Rice”!
Rosho: The bag wasn’t even boiled yet… I guess I’ll stick it in the microwave.
Sasara: Wait a sec!
Rosho: What are you making that serious face for?
Sasara: If it’s cream… How does “Cream Of The Crop Curry” sound??
Rei: Ohhh, we are aiming for something eye-catching but… Wait, actually, this might work.
Rosho: It’s more of a stew though…
Sasara: Let’s have a taste test first!
*microwave dings*
DH: *eats*
Sasara: Woah??? This creamy stew and rice pair together so well!!
Rei: And this white colour gives it quite the impact.
Sasara: This is it! This is the curry that’s going to carry Dotsuitare Hompo to victory!
Rosho: But this isn’t curry?? What do you mean we’re going to use a stew??
Rei: Why’re you fussing? All we have to do is say we made a white curry.
Rosho: Then how do you explain how we made it??
Rei: White curry does exist, you know. There are spices for it and everything. Curry connoisseurs would be familiar with it.
Sasara: Is that so?? Well, there you have it, Rosho! I’ll let you figure out what those spices are!
Rosho: No, you won’t!! Shouldn’t we all be trying to figure this out??
Rei: Ahaha! I believe you’ll figure it out somehow.
Sasara: Alright! “The Rosho Special☆ Cream of The Crop Curry” is definitely going to take us to the top!!
#sasara nurude#rosho tsutsujimori#rei amayado#dotsuitare hompo#hypmic#hypnosis mic#HOW DO DH TRANSLATORS DO IT I WAS MISERABLE TRYING TO MAKE THEIR STUPID PUNS WORK#a lot got lost in the sauce i'm sorry i'm not better at this lol 🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️#first and foremost is that the title in romaji reads 'omoshiroi karee'#and that the word for 'white' is 'shiroi'#'omoshiroi' and 'shiroi' you see the pun right lmao#i decided to tl it as cream of the crop bc cream is a shade of white and it has milk lol win win i think#this whole thing was made of little puns like that i'll type them out if you ask but i won't in the tags lol#also if you've had a rice and chicken casserole add some curry spice to it and that is exactly this curry LMAO#i understand why rosho was concerned lmao but it was incredibly tasty lol#a very familiar tasting curry bc it tasted like a casserole but idk i kinda wanna dock points off for it lol#we'll see how it falls in the end lol#curry tl
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Hey @agent-4-art-contests I finally join another one of these
I randomly started this half way through another edit and I'm actually really happy with it
Me talking under the cut:
That text bubble was annoying because I had to actually make it myself but now I have one forever so it's fine
Also I got the A button from The Spriters Resource! They're helpful and I wanna make sure everyone knows what I actually made and what I took from a website
Without text bubble:
#Agent 4 in other campaigns contest#I don't think I've had 4 in a normal shirt for any of the contests I've done#idk why#Also I actually had a lot of fun with this#I put some things in there only I know too because I am very VERY normal guys#Also now because of you 4 has the most versions/outfits actively in gacha life 2 out of my agents#gacha life 2#gacha life#gacha club#gacha splatoon#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#splatoon agent 4#agent 4#side order#side order splatoon#side order dlc#I forgot those tags earlier lol#How fast was I typing that???
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I've been actually talking to my irls a lot more consistently recently and it's been?? Really nice??
I'm horrible at texting irls like absolutely Horrible but I've been really trying hard lately to keep contact even though it terrifies the shit outta me--(idk why, I just. Do not have the same confidence level with irls that I do with online friends. I used to be confident w irls in irl situations but lately even that's been horrribleee like gen I am so awkward/self conscious irl rn 😭😭 it's painful)--and!! It's been getting easier!!
I'm honestly really happy and I think it's really helping with my mental health shdkdks
#foxie rambles#to the one irl who has me on tumbl r uhm i totally forgot u were on here HELPSJFJF i mean i did and didnt i typed one word before rememberin#but fuck it we ball#the chances of u seeing this r probably very low anywats#but yeah . its been uhm. nice#talking more often with u<3#i am way too tired rn i had a way more structured post laid out in my head and then. brain went Blank the minute i tried typing this out#i also tend to type easier in tags than in actual posts HAHAHA#but yeah idk i hope it goes well!! im still nervous about forming super close friendships (✨ abandonment issues ✨)#but im trying to not let the fear rule me#lifes been a lot lately 😭#trying to not get burnt out
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I don’t think anything will come from this, but for your consideration, my latest brainrot:
A sort-of Grease!AU with Rose as Sandy and Blanche as Danny (or, even better, Rizzo).
That’s all. You can go.
#if you’re wondering: yes. this was brought about by Hozier’ ‘too sweet’#which is. by all counts. not a love song#but the idea of rose being ‘too sweet’ for blanche hit me like a lightning bolt upon first listen#and I had to put it out there#realistically speaking I have nothing to add to this. i already have too many wips I’m working on#and it’s still a very unbalanced idea. for one idk where to place Dorothy#she doesn’t strike me as either the Danny or the Sandy type#maybe she’d be a better Rizzo? Italian. disillusioned#but her brand of self-denial doesn’t really fit with Rizzo’s self-destruction in my mind#to be fair all of them are pretty upright citizens. none of them properly fit the ‘bad girl’ type#blanche is just the one that feels the most similar to me#and she did do some wild stuff in her adolescence (at least according to her). might all be tales. but…#idk idk there’s potential there. obviously a lot of stuff would have to be changed but rn I don’t have anything to add to it#you know. maybe I just want to see Blanche in a leather jacket now that I think about it#god I hope people read the tags on my posts. 3/4 of the post is in here#the golden girls#golden wives
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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r/v + loneliness.
102 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch. 4 / 4 / 8 / Art Wallace, Shadows on the Wall / 603 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch 4. / 473 / Richard Sherman, Demo: "Lovely, Lonely Man/Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Finale" / 2
#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag#idk I have just been Thinking about this since that gifset lol.#‘I’ll blame it on you‚’ she says — because you are the one who has brought me here‚ she thinks#because she seems to anticipate even in their first meeting that she will play Eyre and he Rochester.#there had better be many more such tête-à-tête’s on the cliff side or she’ll be terribly disappointed !#[and not only cliffside proselytizing: barging into her room at all hours‚ chasing her around town‚ dragging her bodily into the drawing#room‚ and‚ occasionally on a good day‚ an actual genuine date or a meal sometime.]#Roger has –– in theory –– everything that she wants. a family‚ a home‚ a wife and child‚ history and ancestry! boy does he have that!#and yet he is terribly terribly alone in this well he has poisoned.#(from which‚ I might add‚ vicki drinks greedily.)#''What do you want out of life?'' when he's already achieved (or so it appears on the outside) the midcentury blazon of success:#a family‚ a well-to-do office position at which he really does nothing‚ a succession of american-made sports cars.#he may be separated from his wife but together‚ he and elizbeth and david and carolyn form a mimetic image of the nuclear family.#to which vicki is desperate to grasp onto‚ even in its most nightmarish form‚ whether or not she realizes that's why she stays.#but what does he want? he wants the same thing she wants. love and companionship. (that he hasn't yet ruined. that he can't stop ruining.)#she may not precisely understand his type of loneliness but she knows about loneliness among people. she's lived it.#and she knows too about ... a visceral loneliness pushing you to push people even further away (as in the childhood story she tells david).#so she sees through his fronts a lot of the time‚ whether they be a layer of charm‚ or terror. and boy does he hate that. being seen for#something real. where his actions matter and produce consequences. where feeling is real – good or bad.#the little governess and her capacity to find shadows to throw light on! whether they be locked chambers in the basement or the atria.
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Everybody wake up new generator just dropped
https://perchance.org/clovers-clan-gen
Warrior cat clan generator!!! Yippee!!! This generator features:
Over 300 prefixes for your cats and clan
Over 100 suffixes for your cats
1-30 warriors for your clan, not counting the leader, deputy, medic, and any apprentices
Your leader’s and all your apprentices’ warrior names
A 50/50 for every cat to have an apprentice
Coat and eye colors, patterns, and scar counts (between 0 and 15) for every cat, including apprentices
A biome your clan’s territory is in
Details (names, colors/patterns/scar counts, biome) bolded for convenience
Update 20/1/2023: bolded the number of warriors in your clan, added up to 5 queens with 0-7 kits each, added up to 10 elders
#counted how many canon* prefixes/suffixes there are for this#theres a lot. also that * um i altered a few prefixes (bubbling -> bubble#etc) and took out star- and ex-kittypet prefixes like bella- and riley-#also added bat- because batear is canon to me#364 prefixes and 116 suffixes#well 119 technically cause the gen doesnt inclue -star -paw or -kit cause. warrior named havenkit would be weird#actually 120 because i forgot i also took out -spirit for my generators#haven did stay btw! havenpelt just kinda spawned so i figured leave it in for fun#i might consider tossing in some kittypet names at some point but idk. id want to make them separate from clan prefixes to give them#different odds but i had to type out every single cat individually it would be so much work.....#also i want to go back and bold the warrior counts but. again thats tracking down and bolding 30 numbers in one long massive single line of#text. cause you cant make it multiple lines on perchance#edit i did that lmao#zoracontent#clovers generators#<- that tag never pops up in the used tags so i always think its wrong lmao#warrior cats#warrior cats generator#warriors#warriors generator#wc#wc generator#warrior cats clan#warriors clan#wc clan#wc oc clan#warriors oc clan#warrior cats oc clan#<- not trying to be obnoxious just trying to get this to the people who would use it#clan generator
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Maybe if I go to sleep now I could have enough energy to write and do other productive stuff tomorrow
#journal entry ᝰ.ᐟ#last time I wrote smth I procrastinated for a good week or two and spat out a little iver 1k words in one day#which is a lot for me#Ran baby I will get to you when I have attended to more important things 🥹#maybe if I take a small break fron tumblr I could get stuff done#idk tho#ALSO ANOTHER THING DJDNDJNDNDDN I NEED TO TYPE THIS OUT IN TAGS#bc I know no one will read all of that here#but I really find myself emotionally disconnecting from a dear friend :((((#this unfortunately is just how my brain works. if I have a feeling I'm not a priority and haven't talked to them#I will start detaching#I had friends who I thought I would be friends with for a long time. Took me about a month to get over them after splitting with them#like genuinely I cannon be bothered if I start feeling weird vibes. I cannot be botheres when I know you don't wanna talk to me#maybe it's for the better. maybe it's the midnight angst talking rn bc I am soooooooooooooo eepy#stay away! 🧿
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ive had four dreams about school while sick so far, what
#auaugsudidndj#random post#i kind of want to vent in tags#but i also dont want anyone to acknowledge it#i feel like im too young to be the creator/namesake for a whole entite. subfandom? idk what youd call it.#i just#oh yay my mac and cheese!!#anyways uh#i thought about this a lot#i dont really know if i should say any of it#i hate being sick#i dont know if its just me being sick or if im really just overthinking myself#my mac and cheese doesnt really taste good :(#theres like no cheese#i dont want to add anything else really#oh yeah two of those dreams i had in one night and both of them ryu figured out my actual name#that means ryu has been in 3 kf my dreams#get out of my dreams ryu /j#okay yeah im gonna stop now#i dont think i reallt wnat anyone to acknowledge this i just want to idk just type this out i guess#reminder to hydrate or something#im now going to eat my mac and cheese#yeah
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i been thinkin' 'bout you, haven't got much sleep, worried that you already done replaced me // worried I done took it too far and you too hurt to hear me; smokin' on a backwood 'cause I miss my ex.
#super happy art time#magnolia#nolie#hiiii i brought back nolieeeee#well she's been sitting around waiting to be brought back for ages and we finslly figured something out#shes Augustus' caretaker and also houses rowan whose a spirit that takes a human form#she saved augustus from something rly shitty idk what tho at least the full details#shes kind of a bounty hunter type deal lol#shes with dean n they used to be together when they were way younger. like teens anf they were together tor a long time until#they butted heads on how to help kimi and zeke with their living situation ESP KIMI cause Dean wanted to be more calculated cause of how#dangerous the situation was. and nolie was more like. no fuck this fuck them we go in guns blazing and run away idc idc!!#they parted ways cause of it and neither of them rly like. got over the other#they get back together way later but shh lol the way there is paved with lots of bitterness and sarcasm and pining#nolie here is getting drunk and being rly upset and irritated she still cant get over him#but is mostly upset with herself for letting it get to that point cause she feels later she could have acted better#but has a hard time really admitting kt#shes still my spitfire rebel girl#she has more info like i hc she horribly injured her dad over something to do with dean (SHE FELT HAYLOFT SO LOL) and her mom was#super controlling and she fought with her a lot growing up lol#also stuff on how she sees kimi zeke auggy n rowan but tumblr has limited tags now 😭😭😭#but yeah hwre she is#I ALSO FORGOT SHE HAD A TATTOO????#this song came on at work and my brain just. 'DRAW NOLIE NOW DRAW HER LAMENTING THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY!!!!' lmfao
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I’m the type that can and will cry if think too hard <3
#random post#me tag ∠( ᐛ 」 ) |/#I’m not an overly emotional person in the stereotypical way. but I do get in my feels when thinking about life and the experience of living#I’m like. constantly explaining things to myself cus there’s never really a time or place to talk about it#also my method of explaining things is very not coherent sometimes. so it takes me a bit to really get my point across in a comprehensible#way. I’m a big thinker. I have many thoughts and ideas a views. a daily thing of mine is noticing problems#and then fixing them in my head with thought out explanations and motives and outcomes#it’s like I’m talking to someone else. much like how I format my text posts. that’s how my inner monologue is#me talking to myself is actually me talking to someone else. someone that isn’t real#anyways it’s a daily occurrence. every day of my life is spent with thoughts similar to those breaking down a movie#lots of thoughts from adhd. compulsive thoughts from ocd. overwhelming thoughts from autism. distressing thoughts from bpd#ya. this isn’t a vent I just need to like. see the thoughts in writing so I can do smth else. like eat this muffin ive been staring at for#over an hour now <3 mmmbfbg yea muffins are hard to eat now cus I had some with mold and food mold especially is a big nono for me#spend like. five minutes examining the damn thing before I even consider taking a bite. I’m very hungry an thirsty </3#when your mouth is so dry you can taste your own mouth 👍 I’m experiencing#nothing in particular. just experiencing. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I like having an experience and living#drank my tea and I had like. hallucinations of like an alcohol prep pad. I’ve been using those in my ear cus. tmi. had a pimple that’s#causing problems so mom suggested that. it burned! which means it worked so word. I’ve noticed lately that both me AND my family have been#using ‘word’ a lot. dad says we’ve been saying it but no we haven’t. if we had I’d have BEEN saying it. maybe we’ve used it before for a bit#but now it’s back. idk. I’ve said it in class on more than one occasion lmao I don’t look like the type to say smth like that but whatever#it’s like when I used to say bro after every sentence like 10 years ago lol. we’re a family of parrots we repeat eachother a lot#I started saying I love you out of no where and they started doing it too. we whistle at eachother from across the house. sing ear worms#together. quote funny things at every opportunity and drive the joke into the ground. everyone in this house is a different kind of mentally#I’ll and it’s the most beautiful clash of personalities because we’re all so annoying and we love eachother so much and also our#communication is shit because some ppl have hearing loss and another is a short fused child and some are quick to interrupt and some dont#get a word in and some just can’t explain and some can’t understand. we get there eventually at some point. we don’t get the full grasp of#how much we love eachother yet. but we’re gettin there. anyways this went into several different directions but they’re all good ones#I think. if you read all this good on you! this is my brain 24/7/365 haha ok love you
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