#i hate these shifts sm

[m0thcl0wn]

its not even 3 am and im sitting outside work reading fanfiction so i have something to day dream about as i waste away

[imviotrash]

One must not neglect their traditional art so here's a quick Edgar sketch from last night!

[torturedpoettsv]

2 saal hi to huye the usko jaane fir ab uske jaane par ro kyu rhi hoon mai?🤧

but ig sometimes its not about how many days or months or years you spend together, sometimes its all about the moments you share, those smiles and thoughts you exchange and iss hisaab se 2yrs were good enough to make me cry.

[kaleidoscopeaglow]

had john ever worked a customer service job he wouldn’t have even bothered putting shit about adam smoking cigarettes on his tape

[chuuyrr]

CHUU HOW WE FEELIN ABT THE LATEST BSD EPISODES AND CHAPTERS CUZ OMG... bawling my eyes out rn brb

[irl]

th bugs got wrse

[scientologyblows]

after watching ryans apology, all i can say is i really wish ryan had a exit strategy. i wish he would’ve actually started streaming or something so he doesn’t feel like he has to leave the internet or anything and leave his online presence. i think if anyone could get better in this situation, its him, but he would need guidance outside of matt to do so.

[piplupod]

thinking abt the previous post, the agency i worked at for a couple years would use bits of ABA and I just... I always nodded along to the boss instructing me on how to work with the kids with those tactics (I worked with the kids who were 6 and under) and then as soon as she left I tossed all that shit out of my brain and just treated the kid like a human being and worked with them where they were at.

and guess what !!! i had the most and fastest success out of every other worker in the entire building!! i was often told it seemed like i was working miracles with my kids bc they'd just progress so fast (comparatively) through the skill book we had to work on, and that the kids always seemed so happy and eager to come to the building after they started working with me!!

this is partially why I quit because I couldn't stand seeing my coworkers treat the kids like they were dogs (talking down to them, being patronizing, and utilizing shitty ABA tactics) and as much good as I was doing there, it was fucking me up bc they were extremely demanding that I work more than I was comfortable (or able) to, and often put me with "problem" kids who I didn't get to regularly see so we couldn't make much progress bc the kids weren't able to get to know me and (rightfully!) didn't trust me because they thought I'd be treating them the way everyone else did.

i just...... my coworkers would ask me how I had so much success and I would just shrug and say like, "just treat them like they're human and work with them where they're at" and I couldn't explain any more bc that'd require me admitting I wasn't following the boss' guidance for a lot of shit fjfkdl

[voidainty]

dunno if i wanna shift agsin tonight this week has been so draining and tiring i rlly just wanna sleep but if i do shift i welcome it lol im just gonna set the intention snd let go bye

[milflewis]

Cillian Murphy looks like he’s was drawn by someone really horny but with a lot of catholic guilt

help he’s just irish

[haevnlii]

while i continue work on the newer version of my true reality script, hi. i've been back on my respawning journey because i need to stop being stupid but also ,,, i want to go home bro. 😭

the situation i'm in isn't too bad especially since i'm too numb to be badly affected, but it's still annoying in the case of me reincarnating. i thought being in england would make stuff more convenient for me but apparently not-. i don't know how to deal with it and i've been wasting a lot of days doing nothing as a result, but i want to get my shit together anyways. how? idfk. :(

i don't want to take too long to figure it out mainly because i've already spent enough time here +wasted even more. at least i know my heart attack symptoms are still here especially as i've reworked my reincarnation playlist.

unfortunately i don't have any reincarnation-specific updates, it's just the void life. </3 but here are picrew chibis of me and my s/o taken from my script.

[canisonicscrewyou]

sorry it wasn’t very I-don’t-dream-of-labor of me to cry about how I don’t feel like I’m good at my job and the repercussions of that

[noxtivagus]

[horrible-oracle]

i hate all managers but theres this manager. who i hate with all my soul with a burning passion. i want to punch her in the face a hundred times i want to KILL her.

[guinevereslancelot]

not me forgetting i switched shifts with a coworker and showing up an hour early for work ✌️😌

[oflgtfol]

anyway look at my metal frame boy. Look at it