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genericpuff · 8 months

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vent post

#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO #anxiety is a hell of a thing #and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever #i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up #and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken #but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship #i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it #i am cringe and i am free #self post #vent post #altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read #too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll #i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made #i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol #i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim #i think both things can be true #i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like #while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium #“perfectly balanced as all things should be”

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averlym · 10 months

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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yuriyuruandyuraart · 11 months

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smile for the camera!

crisis belongs to @amyupup47

#art #illustration #my art #fanart #crisis #errormare ship kid #TAKE THIS AMY!!!! you sweet sweet little goose >:'Dc #i've been planning on drawing you something for weeks now i can't believe i sat down and finally made something HHH >:'D #side note just aughgh i normally would be satisfied with the end result but dude.#DUDE you won't believe how hard replicating the swag your ocs have in my style iss WAA i can't draw hoods for the life of me hhh #hope i did the lil bean justice >:') his design is so warm!!! loved working with his colors<333 #your art is crazy good too btw can't believe you don't hear this daily but GHGHGHG HOW DARE YOU HAVE SO MANY BANGER STYLES OMG!!!#you say you don't have a consistent one as if you don't have the insane power of turning your art into whatever you like and STILL #still SOMEHOW keeping the little things that make me go 'oh! that's amy's art!' which is BONKERS. you powerful evil WIZARD #have a nice day buddy muah muah muah muah muah (FIVE TIMES as payback<3333)

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fairweathermyth · 2 years

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ROBIN HOBB’S REALM OF THE ELDERLINGS The Farseer Trilogy + images from the glossary

#bookedit #fantasyedit #roteedit #realm of the elderlings #robin hobb #the farseer trilogy #fitzchivalry farseer #nighteyes #books #made by carolyn #i've been slowly working on various rote sets for literally months and finally decided to post one!#i'll probably hold off on posting any more until i finish the saga though and i still have five books to go lol #can't wait to find out if this gets any notes at all :))))#doesn't matter i made it for me #still... summoning all fitz girlies <3 #come say hi to nighteyes!

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energeticpoltergeist · 2 months

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i have yet again drawn something Fire Emblem related

still kinda sucky at drawing FE characters, but im slowly figuring it out and seeing as i have plans(which i'll hopefully be able to act upon sooner then later, no promises though) im going to be getting a lot of practice in my future anyways yeah, Chrom time

#myart #fanart #fe chrom #fire emblem awakening #fire emblem #<- hey look i remembered to tag that before going off on a tangent this time!#what are my plans you may be wondering?#well again no promises since both life and my brain jumping on and off of walls at the speed of light #but *potentially* might be making a fancomic for one of my FE aus #which i am realizing i don't think i've talked about any of my FE aus on this blog-#-and at most vaguely mentioned one on my artfight due to having a ref design for one of the characters #(which side note is not the au i want to make into a fancomic thing)#long ass tangent aside i do want to point out i have never made comics or fancomics before #so quality will probably be ...not great to begin with #especially since i still don't fully know how backgrounds work #but! not ever attempting it is not going to help me either #do it badly and all that jazz #but anyways #i gotta get back to playing through one of the games #since i need to finish that first before working on this hypothetical fancomic(seeing as it involves that game in the au)#but hey good news is that im at part 4 so not that far from the end #i think i blabbed enough in my tags this time so yeah FE good

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sachermorte · 4 months

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YOU HAVE A TATTOO???? im sorry this shouldn't be so surprising coz lots of people have tattoos but you seem like such a fancy lil rich boy?? Elegant™

I contain gap moe

I don't have a tattoo-- I have two with plans for more once I'm more financially comfortable

This is my first-- a sword in a bouquet of gladiolus flowers. The gladiolus stands for integrity and strength of character and is also called the sword lily in a few languages. There's a balance between staying your hand for the sake of social harmony and moral character, and resolutely protecting yourself from those who might do you harm. The steel in the flower, the flower in the steel

This is my second. A vague shape of a coffin. Life and death holding hands, or passing a baton. Renewal, metamorphosis, second chances. Even if you feel all but dead, as long as you have a beating heart you can start again. There's no position you can't come back from. It will be different but it will be okay. Roses will bloom from your grave, and you will come out.

If you're in Vienna I can highly recommend my tattoo artist. Love him to death.

#also on a side note 'fancy lil rich boy' is SENDING me #I'm so glad my mask is working but good heavens #to tell the truth I've been pretty hand to mouth most of my life including right now #although people around me always tell me it never quite register because I have like. I don't know. the vibe of being classy #I guess because I dress well and know about opera #so I guess I'm giving temporarily embarrassed aristocrat. fallen noble #this is by no means to scold you anon because this made me laugh #but also when the revolution comes don't go guillotining people because they like der rosenkavalier and wear a blazer #also 'lil'#I'm almost thirty 💀#askertorte

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discountsoysauce · 5 months

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Because I am notoriously awful at actually writing the things I'm thinking about, here is a list of ideas I have but probably won't get around to writing any time soon

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reinedeslys-central · 3 months

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when it's been so long since you've read a fic that you forget about it and you find it in the search tags and start reading it again

and it's great, if a little familiar, but you've read a lot of these sorts of fics bc you like this tag a lot, so you assume it's nothing

but then the deja vu starts adding up and you start to wonder

and then moments before the great big Plot Twist Reveal happens you're suddenly like ah hell this is the bloody sundial fic again isn't it

smh this has to be the fourth time yet

#not that I don't love that fic bc I do #but also this is quite funny to me #have I made this post already? I don't remember #mdzs fic #time travel fix it #I love that tag #iceberg tags under see all #bc sm of the fandoms I'm in have such messed-up backstories that it works #it's funny. like for the media that doesn't have as dark backstories ttfi doesn't really make sense (although time loop might!!)#mdzs and st go perfectly with it as does hp (ew)#pjo not as much bc the big bad stuff (for the most part) happens much further down the line in canon than in the first few chapters #like. b99 and idk descendants of the sun or haikyuu wouldn't really work #ik it doesn't HAVE TO but I've also noticed this trend where ttfi is more common in fandoms where it's somehow plausible by the magic syste #haikyuu just does not have that magic system lol (for example)#whereas jjk? maybe. aot? probably not physically/magically but it's got such a messy timeline that at this point why not honestly #tbf the second time I read that fic I did get legitimately surprised by the plot twist #pjo #percy jackson #stranger things #atla? maybe. like it would be weird but still sorta plausible using spirit shenanigans #hp and mdzs by way of their 'hard' magic system side - wards/arrays and the like #pjo by the gods ig?? so kinda like atla with the deus ex machina and not exactly soft nor hard side of their magic systems #cinematic universes? depends but for the marvel ones it's plausible for studio ghibli idek man for kpop music videos sometimes.#not tagging hp lol #terfs dni #like literally if you've made it this far down my notes already if you're a TERF please just fuck off or block me or smth #anyway anyone know about monsta x?#they have time travel literally baked into their concept so I bet there's time travel fix it tropes over in that fandom #I don't really touch rpf these days so idk #if you have any good recs you can argue for I'd be willing to try them ig?

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knifearo · 4 months

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bro amatonormativity and relationship anarchy needs to be like common knowledge for shippers because I literally got like drawn and quartered for critiquing people for shipping a certain ship romantically when it was closer to a qpr. lemme tell u. i awoke some DEMONS. and the responses I got were allos but also OTHER aromantic/aroace people telling me I was 1: making a qpr romance-lite. or. 2: them just saying "oh but.. they had a kid! they said I love you." like HUH

MAN. fandom culture is kind of uniquely intolerable for all the focus on shipping and for all the ways that people invent to get people together they never seem to get around to anything aspec... genuinely you cannot win. if you're romance-repulsed you're inundated with it and if you're romance-favorable you get erased and if you're just trying to aro-fy it you get yelled at by everyone... i stand with you i hear your struggle 🫡

that's so wild though. i will personally say that i have not particularly liked the way that qprs have been framed/discussed in the popular conversations around relationships because of the way that it's usually presented as "you can have a romantic relationship OR a qpr!" which is what i think is people presenting them as romance-lite (the aspec alternative to a romantic relationship rather than something entirely different that exists outside of those frameworks). saying that a romantic relationship should be/is a qpr is. not that. i feel like a lot of this results from the fact that other people's understanding of our community's terms is so limited, so every conversation we have for allo benefit is baby's first relationship anarchy, and then well-meaning aro people jump into conversations with an understanding that's borne from a very basic set of concepts and definitions that isn't equipped to engage with more complex conversations. which isn't their fault really but. imagine a beautiful world where we all actually knew what a qpr was...

anyway i think we have to start eating people. and then we can have the real actual cool conversations about relationships and the different ways in which they appear without people popping up to add unhelpful and uninformed comments </3

#i am thinking ALL the time about what it would be like for everyone to have the necessary context to have deeper conversations actually #to me it is theory. and i have a little project i've been working on for a while that is a collection of all the theoretical concepts #that i feel like are necessary to have those conversations. calling it aro theory...#will keep you all updated about it. the need for that education is so real though #so many posts i make have people misunderstanding them cause they're just actually not ready for those conversations...#post i made about the false dichotomy between romantic and platonic. and how they are not opposites nor the only two options.#and people in the notes going 'yeah platonic relationships are important too!' that's not what the post is about...#anyway. you're god's strongest soldier for being out there in the trenches with this one. stay strong #talking #asks #ask

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tevatron · 2 months

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i'm so glad i won't be working with my pi after this month. i think i've reached my limit. i just can't deal with her anymore

#she said 'oh idk if i can make it to your thesis'#SHE IS ON MY THESIS COMMITTEE. SHE'S KNOWN ABOUT THIS FOR A YEARRRRRR #she said she might be on vacation w her bf... instead of going to my fucking thesis defense.#there was a special vote just so she could be on my committee. wdym you have to go on vacation #ALSO i've been asking her to check my calculations for a thing for MONTHS #and she still hasn't. but she made me present on it in front of a bunch of people.#i'd like to note that this calculation is like. the point of my thesis. and she hasn't even bothered to look at it #she forced the interns to work 50 hours last week. they're only being paid for 40.#she hasn't read any part of my thesis... others have but they don't know the details like she does #i told her to read my fucking thesis and she said she had and that it 'looked good'#what does that mean. WHAT does that mean. how do you have no comments. on my thesis. that determines whether i graduate #and then she said i'm ''irresponsible'' bc i went to a concert???#like it didn't affect anything. i showed up to work on time. i completed everything i meant to.#but i guess going to one concert is like. unacceptable.#i'm sooooo sorry i decided to go have fun for one night instead of agonizing about my thesis (that again. she hasn't read)#she asked if i want to give a talk at the new place she got hired at but she now works for fus #which is a incredibly conservative homophobic private catholic university. i've never heard anything positive about it #like they're legally allowed to discriminate against lgbt people... does she know what i fucking look like????#she's so so conservative but she only interacts with other conservative catholics #and doesn't understand how fucking vile her views are. and she wonders why people don't like her #like maybe she should shut the fuck up about how she thinks abortion is a sin at work!!#she once said 'the only time i feel uncomfortable in my skin is when i talk about being a conservative catholic at work'#AND THEN SHE SAID 'it really makes me understand how hijabis feel'#IN FRONT OF MY HIJABI COLLEAGUE. HELLO???? like she is not persecuted for being a conservative catholic #i literally started laughing when she said that. i think i said 'please get real'. and she's still mad #anyway. my colleague decided to no longer work with my pi. idk if it was bc of that comment #she mentioned that once i leave there won't be anyone who understands the data on the project anymore #like yeah. maybe you should've looked at the data. like at all #and not had an unpaid master's student do literally all the work for you

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ronanlynchbf · 8 months

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tagged by @honkifyourelonely to post 5 of my favorite songs and then pass it along to 10 of my fave followers thank u francis <33333!!!!!

literally could NOT pick only five favorite songs of all time if i wanted to, so i just did five of my favorite songs in the new year so far (which was still WAYYYYYY too hard it took me like six minutes to decide which ones to choose.....)

picking berries – lolo zouaï

kwijt – froukje

worse – snoh aalegra

husn – anuv jain

little green apples – dionne warwick

i'm gonna be honest i did kinda cheat and do scrolling and stopping on ppl to tag again bc it was so so sooo hard to choose only ten people out of my followers 😞 also sorry if you've already been tagged in this (or been sent the ask)!!! @grieving4theliving @henessy @stringcage @werewolffeelings @piningeddiediaz @girlsisyphus @lesbianjudasiscariot @danielsousa @drugstoreperfumedotmp3 @moominpriest1951 but as always no pressure ❤❗❗

#i was gonna do the 1st couple of ppl in my notes first but my activity page is FILLED with notes from my the haunting of hill house post 😭#the notes on that are STILL coming lmao it's on like 10k or smth now so that method wouldn't have worked.#r.txt #tag games <3 #everybody go listen to picking berries right neow!!! i've been OBSESSED with that song recently it's so catchy and massively groovy lolo #zouaï what were u on when u made that song i'm so serious LIKE HELLO. category 5 cuntress 3000 event.

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crescentfool · 9 months

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hello to the new influx of people who followed me from my silly little ryomina comic 👋 i hope everyone enjoys their stay!!! 🥳 i am very p3 piled with sprinkles of splatoon. please feel free to browse my blog tags and archives like it's your feed, i always like seeing posts circulate :3

and to everyone on this fine saturday. or sunday! have an excellent week :) you are so cool

#lizzy speaks #IM NGL I DIDNT EXPECT THE COMIC TO CIRCULATE AS MUCH AS IT DID #i think it's my art post with the 2nd most notes on it... and my 3rd art post to reach 1k...!#some of you left some really funny tags that made me laugh hysterically. sincerely. thank you! i'm always glad to see people enjoy my stuff #and i also enjoy seeing my notifs go crazy over rb-ing things i've reblogged. it's very fun :3 #i've been really enjoying my 2024 so far and i hope you are all carrying some good energy into the year :)#i will definitely be drawing more ryomina for sures everyone buckle up im going to blow your brains out #i have also been drawing splatoons again too and will probably do art dumps for that at some point teehee i love ocs #ok im gonna go :) i have something to work on but. i love you people on tumblr MWAH I BLOW YOU ALL A KISS #have an excellent day!!!!! beams you with the powers of awesomeness that lets you do anything and everything you want woo!!!

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novadreii · 3 months

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I honestly don't think there is greater shonen anime in existence than My Hero Academia seasons 1 & 2. The breakneck speed of the pacing, the MUSIC, the animation, the pure unbridled excitement, the realistic development of everyone's powers especially Izuku's, the emotionality. Shonen is not even my genre typically, but when I think of an anime that captures everything that I think the genre is supposed be I can't think of anything that does it better.

#personal #my hero academia #bnha #sadly the quality dipped drastically as the seasons went on & there is so much filler now #but I'll stick with it until the end #bc i'll never forget how the first couple of seasons made me feel like i could do anything!#it inspired me to go back to school and finish my degree while working a full time job #it was the hardest thing I've ever done & i remember watching an episode before bed each night and feeling like #if izuku could believe in himself to the point of delusion despite everything and everyone telling him he couldn't achieve his dreams #then i could sustain a brutal schedule for 18 months #i am trying once again to inspire that kind of energy for something I have in the works so i think i will restart it :)#i had quotes from the show written in my notes app and i'd read them several times a day #whenever i felt doubtful scared overwhelmed or anxious #and i not only graduated but with straight As too & that shit was hard!!! all of my classes were math/statistics/data analysis of some kind

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thelivingautomaton · 11 months

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Alan Wake (Video Games) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Rose Marigold, Alan Wake (mentioned), Samantha (House of Dreams) Additional Tags: Character Study, In-Universe Document, Tumblr, Fandom Culture, Meta, I laughed a lot writing this but not at Rose. anyone laughing at Rose is gonna catch these hands, Multimedia Series: Part 1 of shoebox fragments Summary:

Rose | 30s | she/her | “Find the lady of the light, gone mad with the night, that’s how you reshape destiny” 🔦

(or: Rose has a Tumblr, because of course she does.)

unbelievably, alan wake 2 has got me so riled up that i’m writing fanfiction again like it’s the year 2010 instead of 2023. given the subject matter of this one, i felt it was only appropriate to crosspost it here. pls enjoy <3

#alan wake #alan wake 2 #alan wake 2 spoilers #rose marigold #good lord it's been so long since i've posted anything i've written to tumblr that i completely forgot if i had a writing tag #automatonic writing #that works #anyway i am so serious when i say that i will throw hands with anyone who thinks rose is a joke #she is just like me fr #and like i say in the work notes i really don't think remedy made her character to be just a joke #i do also unfortunately have ideas for more in-universe documents. i got a literature minor in college and by god i am going to use it

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izzy-b-hands · 6 months

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I know it's probably just a part of restarting the lamotrigine, but. holy fuck does it have me short on spoons and patience and. Everything mentally today lmao

#text post #worst case scenario I find out this med no longer helps me and i stop it #but it's been less than a week so I know this is just. Part Of It All lmao #that said every decision I've had to make today has immediately paralysed me and/or immediately made me angry/upset so. That's something #that usually only happens when I'm already overwhelmed and/or overstimulated but it's EVERYTHING today as if im stuck in a state of that #like. I had to choose if i wanted to work upstairs or downstairs today (surveys and writing) and i had tears in my eyes trying to choose #im upstairs rn and considering going down but. yeah. Having An Moment #and I hope this effect doesn't last more than a few weeks to a month at longest lmao #on that note apologies if u reach out and i don't reply right away i absolutely will be reaching back out!!#I just need a bit today to try and chill my brain out before I'm talking to anyone for an extended period of time #hoping if i wrangle the spoons for that now I can use them all and feel better by this evening which has worked in the past so!!!

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kittyhazelnut · 11 months

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venting don't mind me

my mom has been on my ass basically since the moment I woke up to go to school so I've basically been in my room all day ignoring my parents and my dad went upstairs to tell me they got The Good Cupcakes and I was like "cool" and stayed in bed and I finally got up to go treadmill while I watch Loki except I haven't eaten in over eight hours because I've obviously been in my room the whole time so I wanted a cupcake and I couldn't find them and my dad came out while I was putting my shoes on and I asked him where the cupcakes were and he said they were in the microwave and then he left to go to bed and then I looked in the microwave and there's a fucking sticky note that says "Mom's cupcakes" on them and I can't tell if this is a joke and I can eat them or if my parents are just being dicks and they're both already in bed so i can't ask so I guess I'm treadmilling on a completely empty, cupcakeless stomach tonight :/

#i wouldve come down a few minutes earlier if i didnt think i could just grab a cupcake #but there's nothing quick to snack on and i need time to shower before bed and still get enough sleep for school and work tomorrow #so fuck me i guess #and it doesn't help that this morning my mom basically said i have no rights in the house I've lived in since i was two #and she made such a big deal about it being Her House #that i really dont want to assume the sticky note is a joke and eat Her Cupcakes #i wonder how the weight loss and prediabetes management is going -_-

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