#i just like painting lmao i always go overboard

[agorgo]

where do I begin

sketch + paint based on this analyisis by moongothic speculating about the Revolutionary Army and Sir Crocodile, and they wrote in tags #I'm just saying Crocodile being the Revolutionary Army's Secret Sugar Daddy would be hysterical

and I needed to manifest it, crocodad theory has to emotionally start somewhere lmao

[katsu28]

Ok here are some soft Remus thoughts!

- I just cannot stop thinking about how he definitely has a wonderful sweater collection and they’re all so soft and cozy and he loves seeing you wearing them (this could get smutty lmao but I’ll restrain myself)

- you know that one Taylor swift lyric “just living room dancing and kitchen table bills”? That’s the perfect way to describe your relationship with Remus, like maybe your apartment is a little shitty but it’s home and the two of you make it so cozy and you have a wonderful little life together and just putting on a record while you make dinner and you end up dancing together in the kitchen and maybe your food gets a little burnt but that doesn’t matter

- imagine babysitter baby Harry together omg just Remus holding the tiny little baby and singing to him when he can’t fall asleep and making him laugh that cute little baby laugh and every time you watch Harry you can’t help but think about actually having a baby with Remus because he’s so perfect and him with a baby is just too wonderful

I have more if you’d be interested, I just don’t want to go overboard hahahahha 🥰😚

i would adore more remus thoughts, pls send me everything you've got <3 this applies to everyone btw i need more brainrot food

domestic remus thoughts under the cut!

- the sweater collection is absolutely off the charts! drawers and drawers of the softest sweaters ever and even more stashed in different parts of the apartment for when he or you need it. some of them are solid colors, some of them have fun little patterns, but all of them are equally as comfy bc they're his and they smell like him and every time you put one on it's like being enveloped by him even when he's not there and it's the best thing in the world.

sometimes he'll be looking for one specific sweater to wear but he just can't find it no matter how hard he looks and he's just like have you seen my green one love? i think i might've lost it. but then he looks at you at you're wearing exactly what he was looking for and he just. melts. because he loves you and because you look so cozy and comfy and cute in it and he's just like oh ☺️ you can keep it i'll grab another one ☺️ and then he comes and sits with you for the rest of the morning.

- your life with remus isn't what some people might call perfect but it's just the right fit for the two of you! your apartment is a little cluttered and the paint is chipped and yeah maybe the front door gets jammed sometimes but it's your home and you couldn't love it more. you try your best to eat dinner together and unwind from your respective days with each other and most of the time that means a bottle of cheap wine and whatever dinner you can scrounge up from what you've got on hand. sometimes you do a puzzle together, other nights you'll talk for hours, and sometimes you both just sit and do your own things in the same space (parallel play LMAO). remus always makes sure to press a kiss to whatever part of you he can reach every so often just so you know he's still there. post full moon nights are fairly quiet though. remus just wants to sleep and you let him. sometimes he wants to be alone and you let him do that too, but he knows you're right there if he needs you <3

- babysitting harry is such an ordeal, especially the first time bc i feel like it might be a spur of the moment thing? james and lily desperately need a day to themselves and sirius is out of town and euphemia and fleamont are also busy so they're like surprise you get to watch harry for the day! obv you're not gonna turn them down and at first it's awkward bc you're both just staring at harry in his little baby buggy and he's staring back at you and neither of you really know how to take care of a baby?? but then harry starts crying and it's like a flip inside remus switches. he's just like yeah i think he's tired but then little harry refuses to go to sleep and remus starts humming a song and you see him start to drift off as remus bounces him in his arms gently.

when harry wakes up uncle moony is his new favorite person so they're inseparable for the day. at one point harry bumps his head on the couch or something while he's crawling around the living room and you can both tell he's about to start bawling but remus is so quick on his feet and picks him up and does something funny so harry gets distracted and suddenly he's shaking with peals of that infectious baby laughter and you're just like what. what is this i'm feeling is this baby fever??? and you can't stop thinking about having a little remus or yourself running around the place one day. obv you've got some talking about it to do since you haven't even discussed kids yet, you don't even know if remus would want kids with everything he's had to deal with his whole life but it's worth a shot right? to have someone who's a perfect mix of you and your favorite person in the world, to be able to raise them into someone who could quite possibly change the world, even to just have someone else to love more than you love yourself.

[theragethatisdesire]

fic-d here, please, i desperately need the smut abc for plug eren because i am OBSESSED with him.

and i also need to know exactly what kind of clothes he wears, for … unrelated reasons.

hiiiii mooty moot <3 can i just say i'm thrilled you asked this. fair warning for anyone about to open below the cut, this is going to be an absolute MONSTER of a post. and i'm going to love every second of writing it lol.

okay first, the outfits. plug!eren is very like, stoner/streetwear type. LOVES layers, lots of hoodies and flannels and jackets, always wearing Vans, really favors a graphic t-shirt (thrasher, anime tees, has a really impressive collection of vintage band t-shirts and limited-edition supreme drops) i shall attach some reference photos:

idk if this is even the right vibe, but just very casual, whatever-works type of clothes. owns like, two button downs vs his 1001 sweatshirts lol.

and now...onto the nasty stuff LOL enjoy lovebug

PLUG!EREN nsfw headcanons under the cut <3

A. Aftercare

plug!eren is 25, yes, but he's also kind of just a boy at heart lol. it takes him awhile to understand the whole concept of aftercare and just laying and spending time together after sex because he bounces back fast, and is already jumping up to cook dinner or get both of you ready to go to a kickback or something like, two minutes after. once you explain the concept to him, he develops a complex for awhile that he "hasn't been treating you well", and goes really overboard LOL but eventually it evens out. becomes a big fan of snuggling afterwards but would never admit it.

B. Body part

eren was a thin kid growing up, and he's super proud of all the work he's put in to change his body over the years. especially proud of his back, it's his favorite muscle group to work and the one he tracks the progress of the most for sure.

on you, plug!eren is an asssss man. like, he's the king of ass men. constantly running up behind you to land a light smack, grabbing it, holds it while you're cuddling etc. also loves your hips? like, he loves when you ride him specifically so that he can hold on tight and grab at the fat around your hips. i cannot overstate how much he loves it.

C. Cum

plug!eren def has a face-painting thing. he loves to cum in you, and it takes him a few hook-ups to tentatively throw out there that he'd love to cum on your face, but after you let him do it the once, it's over. wants to cum on your pretty face and take pictures of you all covered in him every time you fuck.

D. Dirty secret

being an engineering/architect student, eren's not bad with a pencil and paper. loves to sketch the human body as much as he loves thinking up random building designs. not going to elaborate much here bc spoilers....

E. Experience

LMAO plug!eren is absolutely ran through, so yes, he knows what he's doing.

F. Favorite position

for eren, it's a toss-up between doggy or letting you ride him, both of which stem from his thing for your hips and your ass. i think he would say riding him solely because you usually cum harder that way and eren loves watching you cum, but if it's winning out over doggy, it's only by like, an infinitesimal amount.

G. Goofy

it takes him awhile, but once eren's comfortable, he can be such a goofball during the act. like, will giggle with you when you bump your head on the headboard, full-blown belly laughing when he tries to shove you up against the wall and knocks a few picture frames down. once, one of the legs under his bed broke and you both laughed so hard about it that you couldn't even finish the act. absolutely had a photoshoot of both of you pulling ridiculous poses right beside the now-broken bed.

H. Hair

eren's not like, full-blown bush or anything, but i don't see him doing much more than just trimming. he's terrified of nicking his balls or something if he fully shaves LOL.

on you, eren would never tell you what to do with your body (again, ran through enough to know that's a big no-no when it comes to women), but i think he secretly loves when you're completely bare because he's really into watching how you take him. it gives him an unobstructed view, whether he's eating you out, fingering you, or fucking you, he loves to be able to see every bit of you.

I. Intimacy

plug!eren struggles with being intimate, and while he craves it, he hides it under constant rough sex. after you've been together for awhile though, you have a huge, blowout, nearly-break-up fight, and when he fucks you that night, he's slow and sweet and definitely not tearing up, whispering little i love yous into your skin while he rolls his hips against you. making love is definitely in him, it just takes him awhile to get up to that point.

J. Jack off

24/7. no question. this man's sex drive is unbelievable and honestly? sometimes you're too sore or just not in the mood, really. my favorite thing about plug!eren is that when you just can't go another round, he'll have you sit up all pretty and naked for him and just jack off staring at you, making you talk to him and tell you how good he made you feel. lovesick little baby.

K. Kinks

huge pleasure dom. "can't cum again" is not in eren's vocabulary- he knows you can and he knows he can make you, so what's the harm in one more? not sure if this counts as a kink, but eren's obsessed with the way you smell. not just like, your arousal, but your perfume, that little scent that everyone has that just smells like them really gets him going. every time he stays at your house he can't keep his hands off of you, loves to steal little things like a pair of panties or a dirty shirt just to have at his place for when he misses you. could get down with a daddy kink if you were into it. i struggle to think of the word for this, but he's just nasty. his favorite kind of sex is freaky, nasty, flat-out disgusting sex with cum everywhere and the sheets ruined. big marking kink, loves to leave bruises and hickeys all over you as well.

L. Location

plug!eren is very possessive, what's his is his, so not really into the public sex thing, but will take you absolutely anywhere he knows no one could catch you and get a glimpse of what's just for him. really into sex in the kitchen for some reason?? shower sex too, god that is his favorite, just having you soaking wet and pinned up against the shower wall. up against a wall in general, actually. again, he's worked really hard to get all these muscles, and it definitely gets him off how easily he can just scoop you up and fuck you in his arms. might be an ego thing but hey, who are you to complain?

M. Motivation

anything that reminds him you're his. like, if he catches a glimpse of his hickeys on your neck under your makeup? you're going home from dinner early. you're walking around in one of his tshirts? he's bending you over the counter and you're not taking that shirt off for a second. eren's also a very detail-oriented person, so if he tells you he really likes red lipstick for example, and you wear it the next day, he knows it's for him and for some reason the thought of you choosing something to wear that you know will turn him on makes him feral. you're his pretty little thing, and he loves when you show off a little for him. LOVES lingerie. like, the complicated, full-set bells and whistles of garter sets and stockings and the whole thing. embarrassed at first because he can't figure out how to take any of it off of you, but when you just smile at him shyly and pull your panties to the side, he debates leaving you there to go buy an engagement ring LOL.

N. No

surprisingly, anal. eren's very well-endowed and a girl he was seeing for awhile talked him into anal, and even though they prepared well, she was still in too much pain to really enjoy it and it scarred him a little bit. he likes to hurt you within reason, but that's crossing a line for him, so no more than a finger or two and even then, only if you really want it.

O. Oral

LOVES GIVING HEAD. like, could die happy between your legs, it's his favorite part of sex type of loves giving head. has to beg you for it, but his favorite is when you ride his face. also loves receiving. really big into pulling out when he's getting close and having you finish him with your mouth. also loves eating you out after he's cum in you, then spitting both of your cum into your mouth. again, he's a nasty nasty man and i love him.

P. Pace

eren fucks fast and hard, especially once you've gotten used to his size. he has to ease you into it at first, he's not a total asshole, but once you've gotten adjusted, it's all gas no brakes with him. all those hours in the gym really pay off when he can have you bent over for what feels like an endless amount of time, crying and wailing under him.

Q. Quickie

weirdly, LOVES a quickie. totally gets off watching you limp off to work/class after he bent you over the bathroom counter in the middle of you doing your makeup just to make your legs a little extra-shaky for the day. you're both busy, what can he say? absolutely pulls your panties up with his cum in you and tells you to keep it in there for him.

R. Risk

eren's down for whatever you're down for. he's already fleshed out most of his kinks and fantasies at this point, other than a few things he really needs a committed partner for. it really turns him on when you take the initiative to shyly ask if you can try something, and when you come over one day tentatively holding out a pair of handcuffs? oh he's done for. the one thing he doesn't love is being submissive. he'll let you have your fun, choke him a little, ride him, etc., but he really isn't into being a full-on sub and being made to beg. i think that would be his other really hard no, come to think of it.

S. Stamina

eren is, again, ran through, so he's got some stamina. usually can last at least half an hour, sometimes he can even put himself off longer. he loves to try to go multiple rounds, but honestly, he wears himself out LOL. that doesn't mean you're off the hook though. eren might not be able to get it up, but he's got a mouth and some talented fingers and he loves to make you cum over and over just for his own entertainment.

T. Toys

toys are friends, not enemies! eren specifically loves your vibrator, it's small and easy to use in multiple different positions. his absolute favorite is to have you on top of him, fully seated and grinding against his hips, while he holds your vib to your clit. no chance of him getting enough friction to bust early, and he can make you cum at least two or three times like that until you're in tears and begging him to actually fuck you. yeah, that's his fav.

U. Unfair

eren's not so much of an intentional tease (bc he will accidentally work himself up too much and have to leave the bar early lol), but he's just so unintentionally pretty he doesn't have to try. i mean come on, he's beautiful and he's naturally so charismatic and flirty that he can tease without trying. and when you both get home and you're all riled up and pulling his clothes off, it's so entertaining to him. he loves when you tell him how pretty he is, how he got you all turned on just doing nothing but being himself.

V. Volume

plug!eren is a big dirty talker, but he's actually pretty vocal on top of that, too. loves to moan and groan and tell you exactly how good you feel, whether that's with a noise or his words. he's the loudest when you give him head, it just feels so good and he can't help but ramble on and on about how good you are to him. his "tell" that he's about to cum is when he starts rambling, words slurring together and it just seems like he can't shut up.

W. Wild card

eren loves when you're a little drunk, lowest of keys. not so drunk he's taking advantage of you, but when you let the responsible, professor mask slip and just really let yourself go and have fun, it drives him crazy. he loves seeing you happy, and in an honestly almost-perverted way, he loves seeing you go absolutely crazy with your friends. it just makes him so hard to see you uninhibited and dancing in the middle of the club like you own the place, all eyes on you.

X. X-ray

i think this was pretty well covered in the fic but.....yeah it's big. like, a solid eight inches, girthy, veiny, pornstar dick. eren's blessed and he knows it and uses it to his advantage. your favorite game together is to see how much of him you can get down your throat and eren's obnoxiously cheering you on like a coach. "you're almost halfway babe, have you been practicing on bananas or something?" "shut up eren! i'm trying to concentrate!"

Y. Yearning

okay i feel like it's basically canon that eren's ready to go at all times, no matter what, and plug!eren is not exempt from that. on top of this, though, he's really turned on by...idk, mundane things? like when you stretch with your arms over your head and he can see the outline of your breasts through your shirt, the curve of your neck, when you stick a pen through the bun on top of your head. like, the silliest things turn him on, only adding to his super high sex drive.

Z. Zzzz

eren's usually still bouncing off the walls right after, loves pillow talking and staying up late and discussing any topic he can think of under the sun. he's very restless as a person, so it takes him awhile to go to sleep, especially plug!eren. you usually fall asleep first. always has to go rip the bong a few times or he's just got 0 chance of knocking out, but he always sleeps better when you're snuggled up to him <3

[good-beans]

Tsumi's ask game: 2, 3, 4, 6 for Fuuta and Mappi!

Woo thank you so much :3 I promise I didn't go overboard but there were still a bunch so they're under the cut

2. favorite mv moment/frame?

This first one, hands down. Of course I love all frames of my little skrunkly (especially in his little knights outfit :3) but this moment in particular gave me chills. I could write a whole essay on how well Bring it On shows the melding of imagination/reality in a way that isn’t infantilizing. It’s not like a little kid getting carried away thinking of their fake stories, this happens to everyone – this has happened to me. Between the glitching and the beat in the music, this really gut-punched me with the feeling of letting yourself get carried away. Shoutout to the second one because it’s epic and I edited a lockscreen with it for a while. (extra shoutout to when he wipes the blood off his face ough I love that one too)

3. favorite non-mv official illustration?

the pv shot who said that. Lmao I actually really liked the 3rd anniversary art! It really captured that shit eating grin, and somehow maintains the perfect balance of making him look genuinely creepy/intimidating and still like a loser asdfsdf. In general he just looks real good in it :3 I know it’s like three tiny panels but I also love his Clock Over Orquestra look ;-;

4. favorite minigram episode/moment?

THERE’S SO MANY LOL I think it has to be the pause of silence as Amane makes fun of his height, but I’m so obsessed with the starry-eyed panel when he’s watching Yuno do cat’s cradle ;---; (eng versions from thinkin-bout-milgram)

6. favorite relationships with another character in the prison?

In general it’s Yuno, but a lot of that is from my own analysis/brainrot/fic writing 😭 I will never shut up about how his initial impression of violence was revealed to be in her defense, rather than his own aggression!!! They’re very similar and where they’re not, they’re complimentary. They are so special to me. If we’re talking mainly canon, it’s definitely him and Amane :’) Some parts are healthy and healing, some parts are fucking them both up more, but it’s all very fun and interesting. 

2. favorite mv moment/frame?

You’re making me choose??? You’re making me choose only one frame of my beautiful beautiful wife????

Seriously though, this one. I know it may be cliche as her Classic Frame but for someone who really relates to her “out of control” emotions and toxic positivity habits, it really hit hard!! It puts you in her victim's shoes, but still in the mindscape, and is just so unsettling and sad ;-;

3. favorite non-mv official illustration?

Definitely her birthday art! She’s so beautiful and happy in it <3 I love the dress, love the cake, love the flowers, it’s perfect! I enjoy her various anniversary art, but it always makes me sad seeing them try and paint her as creepy. I get it, but the whole point of her character is that there’s nothing literally creepy/mean about her ;--; (Referring to my previous answer, that's how you make her creepy. You put the viewer in her victim's shoes and make her just as cheery as always.)

4. favorite minigram episode/moment?

Her “I bet I could” because she Could!!! I believe in her 😤 It was such a cute minigram overall but after so much canon content of her struggling to keep up with what society/others expect of her I loved seeing her have some confidence in herself, even if it was silly :3 Ahh I also love her keeping up with Kotoko at jumprope! She may be small but she can keep up with the best of ‘em 💪

6. favorite relationships with another character in the prison?

Also Yuno lol! I love how much they care for each other, especially now that Yuno has been looking after her in T2 ;-; In general they make such a cool parallel – they both have crimes related to a partnership with a man, both pay attention to the picture-perfect ideal of a woman that society expects, but are complete opposites regarding honesty/masks. My secret little favorite is Fuuta, but once again that’s really all from headcanoned interactions and parallels 😅

[ask-the-noahs-ark-circus-crew]

Dunno if you did this already, but family headcannons for the circus troupe: How would they treat their kids? Spouse? Would they all still keep in touch?

I honestly don’t know if I’ve done this or not, but hey I’ll just do it again anyway! An updated version, even!

Just like they say in those Fast and Furious movies: “there’s nothing stronger than family”. While each of the members may be out living their own lives and taking care of their own families, they’d all still be close as hell no matter what - it’d be like all of their kids are brothers and sisters! And with their respective spouses they see no differences between having their own biological kids or adopting kids - they see all kids as their own no matter what!

Dagger would absolutely treat his spouse like royalty and would absolutely fawn over them, reminding everyone “HEY I’M IN LOVE WITH THIS PERSON! He would love doing everything from menial everyday tasks to super time-consuming projects with his partner, this man is Golden Retriever energy personified! Absolutely would be the type of man to not be embarrassed if his partner gave him a big kiss on the cheek and left a kiss stain, nor would he be embarrassed about having some lipstick from his partner transfer onto his own - he works at a circus after all, he already wears makeup! You know Maes Hughes from FMA? Dagger would RIVAL that man when it comes to loving his children: shoves pictures of his kids in people’s faces, blathering on about how they’re growing up so much and so fast, and will proudly display any of his kids’ artworks! Overall A++ husband and father!

Joker is, comparatively, a little more toned down than Dagger when it comes to his declarations of love for his partner. He prefers a more quiet and intimate environment, but absolutely loves PDA and giving them flowers out in public just to see their cute reaction. Mans would be head-over-heels in love with his spouse. He would be worried about becoming someone like Father, but once he held his child for the first time all of those fears vanished as he realized there was nothing he wouldn’t do for them. If his kid did his hair and makeup, he’d happily go about his day with a silly hairstyle and lipstick painted over his eyes. Joker would wanna be there for all of his kids’ big moments: learning to walk, saying their first word, all of it! Basically would be Bandit from the show Bluey lmao.

Snake is another one who shows his love and affection behind closed doors, just because he’s super anxious in general. But he’s slowly getting better at opening up to PDA with his spouse, and especially if their kid wants to hold his hand as they walk or something. He adores his kids and partner and really enjoys all of the domestic sides of being a parent: cleaning, cooking, looking after the kids - basically is the perfect house-husband/male wife.

Jumbo is and absolute dad. That’s all my brain can think of when I see Jumbo. He can do the hair, the little outfits, the bow in the hair! Not saying that he wouldn’t love his kid no matter their gender, I’M saying this for ME lol. It always makes his spouse laugh to see him wearing makeup, sitting on the ground and still being too tall for the little tea-table, wearing a little tiara and maybe a dress or something while also holding a too-small tea cup and pretending to drink tea with his daughter. Also is another one who would be the best house-husband and is very much a mother-hen to his partner and kids whether anyone is sick or injured or perfectly healthy.

Peter would 100% pull goofy pranks on his kid, or would encourage if their kid said something like “fuck!” when they mean to say “truck” (Peter: Ooo, what’s that over there? Peter’s Kid: A Fire Fuck!) Beast almost lost her damn mind when she heard his kid drop an f-bomb so casually. While he plays harmless pranks on his kids he would never go overboard with them or traumatize them, just silly pranks that gets laughs from everyone involved. He also absolutely would fight for his kids and his spouse, literally would throw hands or stab for them.

Also: y’all know that tiktok of the older brother playing dolls with his younger sister? And the kid goes “use your girl voice 😠” and the older brother goes “how you doin’? ✨💅🏻”, then gets mad at the person recording? That’s Peter and maybe Dagger/Wendy coded lmfao.

Wendy is a mother who loves wearing matching outfits with her kids. She never thought that she would even like kids, but once she had them she absolutely fell in love with the kiddo! She loves doing all sorts of fun little activities with her kids and tries to get with everyone else together for big get-togethers. She never thought that she could be in love with someone like her spouse and their kids, and yet here she is, happier than she has ever been.

I mentioned the show Bluey before, so I imagine Doll would be much more like a Chili kind of mom: super silly and generally chill. Not a traditional mom. She’s not super great at cooking and cleaning, but she takes care of her kids and her spouse.

Beast would probably be the most strict parent out of everyone but that’s only because she was basically everyone’s ‘big sister’. Very much “I’ve only had this baby for five minutes but if anything were to happen to them I will kill everyone in this room and then myself”. Having a baby would make her fall more in love with her spouse: this is something they made together, or a decision that they made together (in the instance that they adopt) and she couldn’t be more happy or content. Very type-A when it comes to cleaning and has a fairly strict feeding schedule for her baby.

[the-axe-and-flail]

I just realized I haven't really introduced myself yet so let's change that!

My name is Kay, and I'm 35, agender (any pronouns work for me, though I usually use they/them in reference to myself), bi af, and an obsessive autistic.

The Fandoms I primarily draw/drabble for are currently Dragon Age, Demon Slayer, and Otome, though here you'll only see the Demon Slayer pieces. (@otomesass is where you can find much more, like kpop and some personal project stuff too!)

I am always open for suggestions, and you're more than welcome to jump into my inbox to suggest things you'd like to see, but there are a couple rules!-

Keep it simple- please don't request a whole ass scene with 30 characters and a full background. I mainly drawn in linework and will occasionally paint, but for the most part know when I draw requests it'll almost always just be sketches (unless the topic catches my fancy... I've been known to go overboard 😅) Please keep requests to 1-2 characters, or a third if they're minor (like X,Y, and a baby).

I will NOT under any circumstances draw ship pairings with adult and minor characters. Yall take your tanjiro/kyojuro (just for example) bullship elsewhere bc it's not happening here. Same goes for incest parings. I also will not draw smut for minor characters either.

Be nice when you request things please! I do this for free, don't be an ass.

I will draw smut, fluff, or anything in between, but even I have my limits. Please don't request things like CNC (I get it, it's my problematic fave too), or anything remotely touching on Dubcon. It's impossible to write consent into a snapshot so I won't even touch it.

I WILL draw for all body types, genders, and orientations. Gay, trans, fat, whatever! Just make sure you state that in your requests so I can give you what you want!

I will draw OC/Character, but I need references for your OC. I'm not here for character design (though you can ask to commission some!) So I need a solid reference to work from :)

And last but not least- be patient with me as art is something I do for fun and will not tolerate demands. I also reserve the right to refuse any prompts that make me uncomfortable or feel I would not be able to adequately do justice to.

With all that out of the way, I'm very much looking forward to drawing some of your requests and characters!

My ask is also open for things like headcanons, opinions (lord knows I love to give those lmao), and also just to chat :)

Enjoy this selfie of me on my way to see the Demon Slayer season premiere in theaters as a little intro~

[vypcr]

I take psychic damage every time I see someone call tory “psycho” or say that she was actually trying to kill sam in the school fight

[angsthology]

Why’d I have to break what I love so much? | Cedric Diggory

summary; whose fault was it really? the both of you knew the fight was more than what it actually was. but who’s responsible for all the unforgettable words the two of you had exchanged?

warnings; angst?, worried ced :(, swearing, battle of hogwarts, explosions, rushed and poorly written fic :( tell me if i miss anything. — 2.6k words

pairings/characters; muggleborn!gn!reader/cedric, reader & fem!oc, ernie macmillan, male!oc (mentioned).

disclaimer; please keep in mind that english is not my first language so I do apologize if there are any mistakes and/or such.

a/n; who doesn’t love a good ole’ fashion post-triwizard cedric (who is alive and well) angst. anyway i love taylor swift and i always had this concept (not w ced just this in general) every time i listen to “Afterglow” so it’s inspired by that, obvi. after ages of trying to find who to write it abt, i finally came back to him. also this was only planned for one part but i kinda went overboard when wrting lmao so i’m gonna post this onto two parts (dw 2nd part is ready if u liked this). PART TWO

You barely even remembered how the conversation happened, all you knew was that you were furious. And truth be told you wanted to tell yourself that you were actually furious at Cedric, but somewhere deep inside of you told yourself that it didn’t feel right. Despite his angered tears at the end that had led to the state the two of you are currently in, you knew he was just hurt, something that was simply out of the heat of the moment. What came from a small argument had caused you the already broken pieces of what formerly was your relationship.

Truth was, it was both of your fault. The two of you had by accident made the actual argument larger than what it was about originally. You didn’t even know where any of it had come from, maybe it was the stress from the war — but you knew that was pretty much stressing everyone especially those who were unfortunate enough to still be attending Hogwarts. Neither one of you wanted to lose the other, but the way you two had expressed it was far from how you imagined—instead of it ending with a night full of comfort and hushed whispers of sweet nothings, it ended in dread, insecurities, and whole lot of words that the either of you could ever actually mean.

Now here you were, standing in the middle of the battlefield that was once a place where you and your friends happily ran through as you teased one another whether it was about a certain someone or just you messing around in general. And now, the place you once called home was covered in a rubble of ruins, pieces of what once used to be a castle full of happiness, laughter, and magic, torn down, like puzzle pieces coming undone, and crushed down to smaller pieces, not giving any chance to be put back together.

Flashes of different colored lights flew left and right, dead bodies of friends and foe everywhere you stepped, everywhere your eyes can follow. The crimson red color coated the broke-down stone walls all around you like fresh paint over old, stained concrete.

Then there you saw it.

You saw him.

Your body instantly froze at the sight of the man in front of you, knowing his next movement, you ducked behind a large piece of stone, large enough to at least cover your whole body if you ducked correctly.

Memories flood back to you, memories of a younger you making a mistake that had changed the course of your life, a mistake you’ve caused for being reckless and careless as an adolescent child who should’ve known better, a mistake you could’ve avoided if you were more mature.

Then everything came back to you, the fight you had with Cedric, the insecurities that bubbled inside of you.

Not caring if the man could see you, you jumped from behind the large rock and at once sprinted towards where you knew Cedric would be—failing to notice the eyes you’ve caught, following you in tow.

Not caring about whatever’s going around you, you ducked through spells and weapons that crossed your way, stepping over the countless corpses you pass, slipping through small and large pieces of rubbles, you were determined to find Cedric and tell him that it wasn’t his fault. You needed him to know that you didn’t mean any of the things you said, you needed him to know just how much you actually love him, you needed him to at least have a peace of mind during this war, you didn’t need him losing focus over a fight you had caused that could cost him his life, you didn’t need to lose him in the state you two had left with. Knowing Cedric, you knew he would be thinking about such thing in the middle of a war that can possibly take his life, he cheated death once, you weren’t sure if he could do it again.

Your eyes darted from left to right, looking for the familiar head of hair your fingers often get lost into, your worry increasing every second that you don’t see him. Breathing heavily, you stopped in your tracks and let your hands rest on your knees, wanting to just give up—you knew you couldn’t, you had to keep looking for him, everything you’re doing was for him, you knew just how much he deserves a happy ending — one way or another, didn’t matter if it was with you or not, he needed a happy and peaceful life filled with joy and laughter without a worry in what’s going to happen next.

Your body jumps when you felt someone put their hands on your shoulder, your heartbeat skyrocketing once more, right after you’ve finally caught your breath. You raised your wand at the person who had almost given you a heart attack. You sighed in relief when you saw that it was just your best friend Carmen.

“Blimey, you almost gave me a heart attack!” You exclaimed at the brunette.

Also out of breath, Carmen grabbed your shoulders and looked behind you as if searching for something before seeing her eyes widen and pulled you away with her to God-knows where.

“Carmen, what the hell!” You screamed over the explosions, still being dragged away by the girl, following her anyway.

“It’s Avery, I saw him following you earlier, and I knew I had to get you out of there, I knew I had to see if he saw us or not, he was busy with some Gryffindors so I took my chance.” The girl explained, still running with her hands on your shoulders, securing you as much as she could in the speed of how fast you two were running.

Your blood ran cold at the name, you had seen him earlier but you didn’t know that he had seen you, let alone follow you.

“Shit,” you mumbled under your breath. Then you remembered who you were running to in the first place, “Carr, by any chance you’ve seen Cedric?”

Taking a small pause, Carmen stopped to think (all the while still running) and replied, “Uh, I think I saw him earlier with that Hufflepuff bloke Ernie Macmillan.”

“Where?”

“Somewhere around the Astronomy tower, why?”

“There’s something I need to do.”

“Well, okay then, be careful, I think we’ve lost him.” The two of you slowed down, you were about to head towards the other direction but you were stopped again by Carmen, who grabbed your shoulders and turned you around, gripping your sides firmly, “Y/N I’m not kidding, please be careful.” Her eyes begged, you were her first and longest friend, as she is to you. The two of you had been through almost everything together, she was there when you had first gotten together with Cedric and was the one who had given him ‘the speech’ on how she’ll murder him in cold blood if he ever hurts you, you were also the first person she talked about her sexuality and accepted her with open arms, she also told you about the first time she had a crush on Cho Chang and had set the two of them up. You two were each other’s most trusted person, always have been, always will be.

You raised your palm and rubbed her shoulder reassuringly, “I will. I promise, you too.” You gave her one last comforting smile before running off to find Cedric.

After some time of searching the crowd, you felt someone tackling you to the ground—a hand pressed against the back of your head and another on your waist, not so much as tackling as more it is pulling you down with them. The way you were held felt very gentle so you weren’t too cautious as to who this person was, but you were still wary so your hand immediately flew to your wand that was pocketed securely on your side, your fingers grazed the piece of wood before noticing who had pulled you down.

Your arms immediately flew around the figure in front of you, unbelievably relieved and happy to see them alive still.

“Oh, good merlin you’re alright, I’ve been looking all over for you.” Bringing your arms closer together, you hugged their body closer to you, afraid that if you let go any looser, they’d slip away from your arms.

At the immediate contact, the person didn’t hesitate to bring their arms around you and securing you gently but firmly in their arms, almost even closer than you were before now. “Yeah, yeah, I’m alright, are you okay?” Still keeping you close, they asked softly, whispering in your ear out of breath.

“Yeah, I’m alright Cedric.” You assured, also out of breath, still in shock that he’s finally here with you.

Then you remembered.

Surprising yourself, you were the first to pull away from the hug, both of your palms touched his cheeks, cradling their face softly, “Are you injured? Hurt?” moving his face from left to right, checking for any severe injuries and such, not finding any more than the tiny cuts and bruises covered in dust and debris that decorated almost everyone’s faces. After finding nothing more alarming than a large bruise, you held his face so that it was now facing you, still cradling his cheeks, “I’m so sorry.”

Scrunching his brows, Cedric shook his head and asked you, “What?”

“For this morning, for every day and night that led to this war, I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”

The boy was stunned, there you were in front of him with the most apologetic state he has ever seen you in, almost like you thought you had lost him, and truth be told, you did think you had lost him, especially after what had happened this morning.

You really thought you’ve done it, you felt like the worst person in the world after you’d seen your brightest sunshine on the gloomiest of days turn into a heavy dark-clouded storm, especially knowing it was you who had done it. You were the one to turn someone as happy as Cedric—even on the day of a war that could take his life and many others—into millions of broken pieces of glass that pained you as you kept accidentally stepping on it.

Cedric was about to say something, but you quickly cut him off, “Look, I know you have a tendency to overthink, especially when it comes to this, especially after what I said. I just needed you to know, it’s not you, not your fault. I always do this, I keep blowing things out of proportion and it makes you blue, I keep telling myself that I have a reason to attack, but I don’t, I never do. It’s all me, it’s all in my head, okay? I’m sorry I burned us down, I never mean the terrible things I say to you, about you. I’m sorry that I hurt you. I never wanted to do this to you, not now, not ever. So, I hope you know that I love you, despite everything I have ever said, I don’t mean it. My insecurities keep making me forget to remind you just how much I actually love you, never forget that.”

Cedric was now looking at you in awe, dumbfounded by your little speech. The two of you had completely forgotten that you were currently in the middle of a war, but that changed when an explosion was heard causing both of your heads to snap towards where the sound of explosion came from, you being the first to look back whilst the boy was still preoccupied by the recent explosion. When his eyes make its way back to you, a haunting voice filled the already loud surroundings.

“Mudblood, I know you’re there. Come out here and meet your unfortunate fate.”

You almost wanted to roll your eyes at how dramatic Death Eaters were if they weren’t about to actually kill you.

“Is that-” Cedric was about to ask something you already knew would only increase his worries, so you cut him off, nodding.

You were about to say something else when another voice called out.

“Cedric!”

Said boy immediately turned around to be faced with a scathed Ernie Macmillan, limping his way towards the boy while ducking spells here and there.

As soon as the Hufflepuff got behind the large wall the both of you had been hiding behind, Cedric faced his friend, catching him as his leg gave out. “Ernie? What’s wrong?”

“Besides the god damn war we’re in the middle of?” The boy replied sarcastically, “Sorry, I’m just- I hate this, this is my only coping mechanism.” He apologized before continuing, “It’s Niko, I can’t find him anywhere, last I saw him we had split up when he went to help Fred Weasley. We’ve got to find him mate and I really can’t do this by myself,” he said, gesturing to the gash on his leg that had caused his limp.

Cedric stared at his friend before looking back at you with worry but you quickly reassured him, “Go, find your friend.”

“What about you? Where are you going?”

Hesitating on telling the truth, you held both of his shoulders, “I’m gonna face him, Cedric. I have to, I can’t keep running away from it.” You explained truthfully. You knew you might not come back and you knew you couldn’t have your last words to Cedric being a lie.

“But–”

You were quick to cut him off again, knowing he was going to try and stop you. “No buts, go and find Niko. I have to do this, this was my mistake, I did this, I have to face my own demons, I’ll see you after.” If I make it to after, you thought.

The boy was hesitant on leaving you—he always has been, war or not—but nodded silently before kissing your cheek and whispering in your ear, “Come back to me.” Then continue going with Ernie, helping him stay standing.

As soon as the two walked away and making sure they were clear, you went out from behind the wall, immediately faced with Avery Jr. himself.

The man grinned wickedly at the sight of you, “Well, well, well, if it isn’t the Mudblood I’ve been looking for. Ready to face your consequences?”

“I must admit Avery, it was my fault and I do apologize for my behavior back then. But you deserved what you got, and I am not sorry for that.” Getting ready to run, you quickly grabbed your wand before doing something you knew was incredibly stupid. “—You despicable grudge-holding old hag.” You quickly said before running the other direction, hearing him yell ‘Crucio!’ from behind you, making you duck as you kept running.

Eventually, you got tired of ducking his spells. You saw a large boulder before running behind it, looking back from behind the large rock to see him shoot another spell at you. And lucky you, you were great at non-verbal spells, quickly protecting yourself from the unforgivable curse and continuing running ahead towards a building that was unrecognizable to you, but it was still standing.

Hiding behind a pillar, you peaked your head out to see if the man had managed to follow, unfortunately, he did, making you hide back behind the small large pillar.

Your body shook with anxiety as you stood still behind the pillar, hearing Avery calling out for you.

“I’m sorry Cedric.” You said, closing your eyes before walking from behind the pillar to face the Death Eater once more.

[saturnznct]

sungchan’s family | jsc

➸ request from anon; idk if your rq are open rn, but if they are could you tell about pregnancy/birth with sungchan and his daughters? thank you <3

➸ note; thank u for ur request anon!! i may have gone slightly overboard so i hope you like this!

➸ word count; 2471 words

➸ (by end) mira; aged 4, nayoung; newborn

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Jung Mira

Sungchan is always the absolute sweetest with children

If you have siblings/cousins etc with children he’s so kind and so doting, they have him wrapped around their little fingers

So finally when you’re married and ready you mutually decide that you want to start having the children you both wanted

Not long after you start trying you fall pregnant and he’s so excited 

comes home the next day after finding out from work with a baby grow and like blankets and stuff and you’re like woah I’m only like two weeks gone

Sorts literally everything for you

Books like three months worth of appointments as soon as possible

He just claims its because he’s so excited but bless him he is slightly excessive in a cute way

Scan picture is everywhere

It’s Sungchan’s lock screen, it’s in Sungchan’s wallet, he frames it, he probably has a little keyring of it for some reason 

Everyone on planet earth has seen your scan photo

You’re not actually too sick, but he still treats you as if you’ll break in half if he were to touch you

One day he like properly scolds you because he sees you carrying a heavy amazon package and when he opens it its full of books about pregnancy and parenting which he studies religiously as if he has an exam coming up

Highlights things he thinks are important

He buys you a rather expensive pregnancy pillow which you kind of accidentally replace him with 

He doesn’t mind because you look so cute and comfortable and that’s all he wants

You get a lot of hot flushes at night so you sleep with the covers down at your hips so if Sungchan is watching you while you’re asleep he can see the baby kicking and moving and its so incredible to him

You decide not to find out whether it’s a boy or a girl just for funsies tbh

Sungchan secretly hopes its a girl… he can picture himself as a girl dad 

Two words. Baby. Moon. 

Think jeju island or like just somewhere along the coast 

It’s like September and he’s covering you in suncream lmao

Tells you how much he loves and admires you every ten seconds

Big on loving on your bump and you of course

Cuddles, kissing, sappy pet names, never leaves your side, very handsy, attentive but its sweet

Waits on you hand and foot, which at times you slightly take advantage of but he does not mind

Foot rubs and shoulder massages all day whenever you ask

He books you a prenatal massage and its just absolute heaven, the first time you lay on your front in so long

Sends you off on a little spa day trip with your best friend(s) while him and a few of the members paint the nursery, so you can avoid the paint fumes and stress

as you decided not to find out the gender, the nursery is painted lilac (your choice)

You glow throughout your pregnancy, Sungchan loves it you look so healthy

Talks about random shit to your bump all day

Songs he’s recording, comebacks he’s working on, random memories from inkigayo days

Speaking of Jihoon and Yujin send cards and flowers and stuff bless 

Will do a gentle rap occasionally (mainly to make you laugh when you feel a bit crap)

I feel like Sungchan is like the ‘you can’t name the baby until you’ve seen them’ so names aren’t hugely discussed

Every time you bring it up he’s like ‘relaaaax, we have ages’

You’re not even sure of any names that he likes

Your baby is overall really healthy over the pregnancy

Always doing cute things during scans like rolling over and sucking their thumb

You go into labour during the night

You have cramps and stuff in the evening but you kind of brush them off, and eventually go to sleep

But then you wake up in the middle of the night by an intense stabbing cramp and ur like no.  not braxtons definitely not 

Honestly ur already sleep deprived from all the kicking and general discomfort so in a questionable moment of judgement ur just like. This is fine. Ill go back to sleep now

So for like five minutes you lay there just like dropping off and then you feel like you’re being stabbed yet again and ur just like yeah no that’s not ok

You wake up Sungchan who basically has like you know the panic the male sims have when a sim goes into labour that is him

You literally have to coach him through driving to the hospital 

Eventually you make it and you’re admitted straight away

Sungchan is super supportive the whole time, holds you and lets you squeeze the life out of his hands and just takes it when you swear and shout and cry

Holds your hands through an epidural

Which calms you down quite a lot

After something like eleven hours you’re allowed to push

About an hour later your baby is born

‘It’s a girl!’ The midwife announces, and your heart basically melts to liquid

You just love her so much

Sungchan is like sobbing in your ear when they lay her on your chest

He is obsessed straight away

Skin to skin all the way

He loves the feeling of bonding with her

She loves it too, when she’s a bit distressed he just holds her and she calms straight down

‘I think she looks like a Mira,’ Sungchan murmurs later that evening

‘I like it,’ you stroke her cheek with the back of your index finger 

She was also born on a leap year?? 

29th of February baby

So you can only imagine the jokes she’ll have to endure

Things are pretty hard when you get home

Mira cries a lot and incessantly 

You and Sungchan try your best to support each other through all the sleepless nights and confusing new experiences

Sungchan is incredibly patient I think

If she’s up late at night and he’s tired I don’t think he would be annoyed, he would just accept it and stay awake with her

He loves being close to her, feeding her with her bottle and cuddling her

Her first bath is actually so wholesome, Sungchan holds her and you clean her with the warm soapy water

It’s a nice memory that you’ll never forget

Anyway Shotaro is her godfather you cannot change my mind 

The members love her she’s so cute and friendly and just likes to be cuddled by anyone

Which makes Sungchan worry about her sense of stranger danger but we move

She grows up far too quickly for Sungchan’s liking

She was just his little baby but she can suddenly sit up by herself and roll over and everything 

When she teethes Sungchan is your hero 

Neither of you can stand seeing her in so much pain and discomfort but Sungchan is just an absolute trooper, buys the best teething toys around and lets her chew at his hand if there’s nothing else

Will try and keep a straight face if she nibbles his shoulder or neck

Her first birthday is very confusing

Should you celebrate on the 28th February? 1st March?

You decide 1st March lol

You have such a fun day, she eats her cake well and you have the doljabi

She’s a fun toddler

Has her fair share of random and pointless tantrums and destructive moments, but she’s playful and curious and has the cutest shrieking laugh

Sungchan’s favourite concert attendee

Loves performing in front of her, looking for her and pointing at her in the crowd which makes her shy

Such a sweet girl, charms every adult she meets, makes friends easily

Adapts to learning and new things well, and generally without a fight

The day she leaves for nursery Sungchan is a WRECK

His little baby doesn’t need him anymore 

Hes so dramatic takes a photo of her like everywhere he goes as if he’ll like never see her again

Although it does make him feel better that she goes with Shotaro’s middle child, Sakura who is only a month younger than her (and her bestie)

Nursery is actually kind of fun for him in the end, Mira brings home like kind of weirdly abstract artwork, telling Sungchan about the toys that she played with that day and the friends she made or played with and Sungchan is like o.0 this baby I made is now like a little human with experiences and will have a life of her own some day 

He doesn’t really know what to do with his day when she’s at nursery

He helps you with housework and you get to spend some quality time together but something is missing from his day

‘Y/N, what do you think about having another little one?’ He asks one night when you’re laying in bed, head on his chest while he strokes your hair.

‘Another baby?’

‘Yeah…’

‘Is if because you miss Mira?’

‘I mean, we always agreed on two kids. I’ve just started to have the same feeling as I did before we had Mira.’

‘I must admit, I also do feel ready. Maybe we should give it a little more thought? Go through the next few days imagining as though we had a baby with us and then regroup?’

If that’s what it takes.

Sungchan spends the next few days daydreaming about having another baby, re-experiencing the baby smell, having another tiny human in his likeness as well as seeing Mira interact with a baby sibling

Eventually you warm up completely to the idea and you begin trying for another baby

About six months after you start trying you fall pregnant

Your second pregnancy is really very similar to the first, you experience a lot of sickness and are pretty bed bound for a couple of weeks at first

Your second pregnancy is really very similar to the first, you experience a lot of sickness and are pretty bed bound for a couple of weeks at first

Sungchan is absolutely ecstatic that you’re going to have another baby

Mira is unsurprisingly worried about you, so you try your best to keep a brave face for her 

Once you safely move past the twelve week mark you feel comfortable telling Mira

You’re like ‘how would you feel about having a little brother or sister? Just like Sakura?’

And at first she really questions what you mean but you manage to get through to her

She seems kind of apprehensive but the second Sungchan mentions the word ‘play’ she got super excited and decided she thought it was the greatest idea in the world

Of course she’s only four, so she doesn’t really understand fully

When you get your little bump you do show her

She is quite concerned I mean ‘mummy/mommy what do you mean there’s a baby in your tummy?’

Pregnancy is not always smooth sailing, again you struggle a lot with sickness and headaches again

At five months you decide to find out the gender this time just because Mira was constantly asking whether she was getting a brother or sister so you just kind of gave up and bent to her will

Sungchan couldn’t believe you were having another daughter

Honestly he is such a girl dad by nature, he just wants to take care of all of his girls 

Mira feels slightly threatened by the idea of a sister, the same as her

But she does start to get excited, especially when she sees the baby move around and you encourage her to talk to her

For the most part, your pregnancy is healthy and there are no signs of anything wrong

Until your final scan, at about 34 weeks

The nurse doing your scan looks a bit concerned, as she does feel around at the bottom of your bump

‘I’m not sure how to say this, but your baby is in a breech position, so instead of being head down, she’s laying bottom first’

‘What?’ Sungchan looks terrified, ‘what does that mean for the baby?’

’To clarify, there isn’t always a reason  why this happens. It could be the position of the placenta, the amount of amniotic fluid, anything. In terms of what we’ll need to do now, I would recommend having to schedule a C-section for a certain date.’

Sungchan immediately glances at you, ‘how does that make you feel?’

’She’s ok, right?’ You check with the nurse.

‘There really rarely is much to worry about in these cases. It just means giving birth naturally would not be an option. She’ll be ok.’

‘I’m fine with the section,’ you assure Sungchan, squeezing his hand lightly, which he reciprocates, ‘it’s the best thing for the baby.’

Sungchan brings your hand up to his lips and kisses it, ‘I just want you to feel confident going into it.’

‘I’ll be in good hands,’ you smile, ‘I’m sure you’ll be there the whole time.’

‘If anything, you’ll be able to choose her birthday,’ the nurse quips, holding up a desk calendar from the space next to her computer.

You decide on December 18th, exactly a week before Christmas, because you will be pretty much full-term then

You wanted to keep her in for as long as possible

‘Do you not think having a birthday before Christmas is a bit of an issue?’ Sungchan randomly asks when you’re laying in bed one night

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well I mean it’s a bit of a logistical nightmare, with you know, Christmas and-‘

’Sungchan, our other daughter’s birthday is on a leap year. I think this will be much easier than that.’

Eventually the day comes and Sungchan finds himself in scrubs in the operating room, hand threaded through your hair to help you feel calm

‘Will you hold my hand?’ You murmur, a mixture of tiredness and medication taking over.

‘The whole time,’ he nods, ‘Y/N, I love you. And Mira, and whoever this one turns out to be. Everything will be fine. Just relax, I’m right here next to you.’

The surgery doesn’t take very long

Neither of you can see anything due to the sheet blocking your views, but a surgeon does narrate the process for you

You don’t feel much, just a slight tugging and Sungchan’s hand in your own

After a short while, you hear a shrill cry fill the room, followed by a ‘here’s your daughter’

She’s on your chest a few moments later, Sungchan letting go of your hand to cut the cord

Sungchan is so relieved that you’re all ok and safe 

once you are wheeled back to your room and you’ve spent some time alone with the baby, you begin bouncing names off each other

‘What about Nayoung?’ you suggest, ‘I like it. it’s so pretty.’

Sungchan nods, ‘I like it. Hi Nayoung. You have a family and a big sister who all love you so much.’ 

[baka-writings]

𝐕𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐁𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬

Warnings: A tiny (Subin) bit of nsfw

YAY MY 1ST VICTON REQUEST

Also I went kinda overboard with Hanse, cuz I'm a biased bitch 😅

𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐰𝐨𝐨

the sweetest bf ever, no kidding

honestly he'd do anything for you, anytime

like you wanna go on a date at midnight? you got it

he'd take care of you

lowkey forcing you eat your meals

and of course checking out if you eat your meals properly

he'd be the gentleman he is almost always whether he's tired or not

very affectionate

pda in front of other members? oh yEs

gives you random kisses 24/7

he'd be really quick to notice if there's something bothering you

he'd ask you about it and try his best to solve your problem

would listen to everything you're saying, nodding here and there

he's very serious when needed so if you were telling him something really serious/bad he'd be in the top 3 of the most understanding members in Victon

but he'd be also annoying like

challenging you in everything

he'd let you win tho, ngl

unless it was in bed😌

he's a strong man and fairly tall so no escaping

but even then he'd be such a gentleman

at first

later he wouldn't be that gentleman sorry not sorry

(later in the relationship/when you already did the deed etc)

he's a dom obviously

and very vocal if you ask me

i feel like he'd lOve to use his tongue anYwhere on you

would be rough most of the time but at the same time be careful not to hurt you

he'd love to pull your hair

and you better pull his too

also kinda kinky imo

he can go from 0 to 100 real quick, in bed as well

so you better watch out 😌

𝐒𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐢𝐤

the sweetest bf ever no 2

he'd sing for you anytime you wanted

he'd be so happy if you compliment his singing

cooks for you

wouldn't let you cook so you'd have to plead him

he'd like nicknames you'd give him unless they are dumb 😂

my personal favorite for him is angel, cuz he sings like one and looks like one

he'd same as Seungwoo take care of you

like a true mom

eye smiles 24/7

unlike Seungwoo, he wouldn't show that much pda in front of the members cuz they'd tease him for that too

but would always stay close to you whenever you all hangout

he'd sing you before sleep and would get flustered if you actually didn't fall asleep and only listened to his singing

he'd like to have you close to him

especially when you sleep

WHICH REMINDS ME

😈

he's not as kinky as Seungwoo

but i think his biggest turn on would be your face while he's slamming himself inside of you

i can also lowkey see him liking to be slightly choked, but not too much

which reminds me

switch

i don't see him that vocal honestly

but would like you being vocal

yes he likes to keep you close during these times too sO he'd probably go too deep just to be close don't @ me

when you are done i see him switching to his momma self again and clean ya'll up

unless you want another round 😌

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧

aka my side hoe

clown 1/3

he'd talk the shit outta you

annoying

but cute

too much pda in front of others

unless someone teases him about it

then he'd add even more

pda with some inappropriate touches, always a yes for him

he wouldn't even try to hide it tbh

pls touch his dimples

he'd crack jokes whenever you're sad, mad, stressed etc

so honestly there would be NO time for such negative emotions ✨

but he'd also tease you sometimes so you better prepare some comebacks

when you two are already dating he might get a bit possessive i feel like

but not the jealous possessive

more like he'd be lowkey worried you'd leave him or something

mention his brother and he'll gladly introduce you, but would be protective af

talking about his bro, if you want to tease him or want him to make love to you, just say his bro was your bias in madtown and he'll show you why he should be the only one you look at ;)

but he wouldn't really show it unless needed

great kisser

like have you seen those lips?

delicious

cuddles every day, anytime and anywhere

he looks cute and innocent, but we know he ain't

call him byunchan (pervert + Chan in korean)

we all know what I'm talking about 😉

you should probably watch what you're saying cuz he will make double meanings and pervert things from anything

unless you want that

in that case get ready for some fun

kinda kinky tbh

a switch

those hips 🥵

he'd be slightly on the rougher side tbh

if his hips do the same thing as when he's dancing then well rip you

bitting kink

would maybe like to choke you while he overstimulates you 💀

𝐒𝐞𝐣𝐮𝐧

clown 2/3

another annoying one

would talk the shit out of you as well

every date is eating somewhere

him eating your food

eating competitions between you two

PDA!! Like he'd even show you off

compliments won't work on him cuz he knows he's all that

you'd like to scare him sometimes even with the help of his members

he'd cry

he'd let you borrow his hoodies

"it looks better on me tho"

he'd be happy if you jammed to his songs and sang his parts

wouldn't let you touch his dimples or kiss them for fREE

which means he has to have something in it to let you touch 'em

probably a kiss or something

such a tease

and a brat

he's a switch, nothing else

praising kink (recieving)

he'd be very confident in himself during these times too

would like his hair to be pulled

i can also see him liking mirror sex??

i mean seeing him fucking you from behind in the mirror sounds kinda hot if you ask me 🥵

also he is kinky too, but keeps his kinks a bit lowkey.. at first

would high-key love being tamed like a brat he is

oh and also i see him being vOcal, same like Seungwoo

not that rough, but deep thrusts making you lose it pretty soon ;) aka ego boost

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐞

my main hOe

clown 3/3

loud af

pda in front of members

always

but for him I feel like it'd also be some kind of flirting and inappropriate touches so someone, probably Sejun would "get a room" y'all

tattoos, pls touch them

or lick them-

honestly, biased or not he'd be one of the best bfs from this group

he seems like he could kill a bitch, but we know he's a soft boy

sometimes

he'd be all giggly around you during your 1st days/weeks of dating

but then..ooof

a real clownery tbh

he'd like to be taken care of, like cooking for him, checking up on him and so on

that would make him so so so happy and happy Hanse is what we want

always.

he'd love you two have matching accessories like earrings or chokers! (so he could choke you later)

everytime he smiles, you smile and then he smiles when you smile and-

okay but then he'd also be a pervert and sometimes you'd have to go 'eH?' when he talks shit to check if you heard correctly or not

you'll always hear correctly

ya'll would paint each other's nails

everytime he makes a new song, he'd ask you what do you think because your opinion is important to him

he'd be a lil happy puppy when you compliment his songs (either solos or group songs since he co-writes the lyrics)

I'd like to think he wouldn't wake you up anNoYinGly as he did to Seungsik, but- uhh he would

you might challenge him in freestyle, he'd let you win and compliment your skills even If you were nOt as good as him (i mean is that possible?)

but also would be highkey shook If you did very good, he'd even forget his lyrics so you'd win

then he'd whine

anyway...a switch (dom lean)

his usual flirty line or when he's in the mood would be "mind tasting my piercing?"

and If you're in the mood just say "Sure If I can Do you as well"

honestly use the "Do Hanse" joke anytime and he's yours, truly..

i feel like he'd say something like "I'll Do you now" while he enters you and fucks you senseless (like he will dO you while hAnse is in you-)

vocal in bed, but mostly like high grunts

chOking both recieving and giving as well as bitting and all of these kinks

also..his tongue..with a rap like that I can't imagine how good he'd be eating you out ;)

rough thrusts all the way

keeps going when he hears your moans

𝐁𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧

big baby

back hugs or any kind of hugs

lowkey a brat too tbh

dimples show off™

he'd be actually vEry happy if you touched his dimples lmao

that would make him kInda cocky

would sing for you randomly and also teach you some dances

he'd actually enjoy dancing and/or singing together

a great cuddle buddy tbh

he'd be very clingy

to impress you he'd act manly and just hOt (see gif)

but would sometimes fail, because you'd start laughing 💀

borrowing his hoodies and shirts

but never giving them back-

if you're a lot shorter than him, he'd for example help you reach high places

if you're not that short well

he'd put things even higher so you'd ask for his help

kinda petty imo

anYway not really kinky, but on the more vocal side in bed

don't @ me but a sub

i think his most visible kink would be you doming him 💀 honestly

also some dirty talk (recieving) while you bounce on him

i can also see him mAybe being into some ice play tbh

just think about it😈

he's not rough, not vanilla either...perfect middle path

𝐒𝐮𝐛𝐢𝐧

a baby™

cuddles! always, whether you like it or not

i think he'd be teased by his hyungs

and told to use a protection

he'd just nervously laugh like ugH yeah sure

he'd be jelly if his pets greeted you before him or payed more attention to you

he'd pout

he can be very shy sometimes, so it'd take him ages to ask you out

he'd probably be accompanied by Seungwoo if you guys met 💀

if you by any chance go drinking, you should probably stop him tbh

he'd also pout if you called him cute

"I'm not cute *pout*"

which is cute

he maybe wouldn't necessarily sing for you as he'd be shy and not very confident

but would LOVE if you sang for him, it would make him fall in love with you more... especially if it was either his song or a song he loves

he'd never interrupt you, just listen to your voice

he'd love if he brought food to him when he practices (other members would be jelly and steal his food so you better bring them too then)

sometimes he'd tell you some weird/dirty jokes without thinking about them first

his excuse would be "Hanse said-"

now all jokes aside, he is a babie but when you two are alone he'd have those dirty times

however he'd be shy to ask for what he wants, like he'd never or rarely ask for it

but you'd see it on him anyway

like he'd be unfocused and talk less

a sub(in)

you could have so much fun with him honestly 😈

tsundere (Seungwoo said it, not me🤷🏻‍♀️)

his hidden kinky

would love bitting, both recieving and giving

for some reason i also see him liking having a collar with a chain so you can pull him whenever and wherever you like?😌

he would be vanilla of course but not that rough either, however his secret dream is to go rough tbh

also he is young so he might want to try many kinks as long as both of you want that

[seoafin]

if you are interested or have time i would love a mother's day family au, either like the first mother's day with riko and gojo buys her the most expensive and extravagant gift, and he keeps doing it year after year like jewerly, cars, exotic trips, a giant portrait of gojo to hang in her office. etc and she just says thanks meanwhile she fawns over her kids macaroni art and flowers picked from the garden

please this is so cute i’d totally write this out but i have a project due that im procrastinating on and by then mother’s day would be over 😭

BUT i can write a few headcanons!!!! slight nsfw!!

gojo would go overboard with it lmao you worry that you’ll run out of places to put all the jewelry he buys you (and it’s not like he only buys you jewelry on mother’s day. he’ll be away and he’ll see earrings or a necklace that he’d think you like and he‘ll buy it (attached to condition that you wear nothing but it for him later)

you know that gojo just uses mother’s day (and your birthday and every other holiday) as an excuse to go all out and spend money on unnecessarily exorbitant gifts, but you also know that a part of him feels a little guilty over not being at home as much as he wants to be, so you accept the gifts to put him at ease if anything.

but your first mother’s day with riko, you’re worried your husband is going do something outrageous even though you told him repeatedly that you’re fine, and that you don’t need (or want) anything. you’re already delighted and thankful that you have a beautiful daughter and a little worried bc gojo thinks she can do absolutely no wrong in his eyes so heaven knows what he’d let her get away with. in the end, the best present you get on your first mother’s day is riko calling you “mama” while she was refusing to eat the applesauce gojo was trying to airplane into her mouth

later that night you find out gojo (thankfully) didn’t do too much, other than dinner and the expensive lingerie he bought. the thought of a second child doesn’t even occur to you until he’s fucking you into the bed, and brings up how nice it’d be to have two kids. or three. or six. then he’s pumping into you like a man on a mission, and your mind goes blank, right before emptying the first of many loads into you. what you both don’t know is that you’re already pregnant 💀

the following mother’s days though....when riko is old enough to comprehend what it is, she’s always either drawing or painting you something. once she gave you a deformed pottery mug that she made during art class and you still use it to this day. then you have your other children, and when they’re old enough you get an assortment of different (often odd) things for mother’s day that you cherish. these gifts include flowers, a knife, an obscure book on the history of shogi, and macaroni art LOL

obviously gojo needs to step up his game!!!

[taetaespeaches]

“Yeah, I’m drunk. And you’re wearing my t-shirt and I fucking love you.”

jimin x reader (or oc) genre: angst word count: 3.2K

a/n: Hi lovelies, this was requested a while back. It’s Jimin angst based on Childish Gambino’s ‘Sober’. I went a little overboard with this, but I didn’t know where to stop lmao. It’s not really fluffy at all, but it’s not just pure angst. Like I gave Jimin and reader some hope, but my goal was to show the complexity of emotions between people who love each other. I hope you all enjoy and thanks for reading :))

SATURDAY nights used to be a lot more interesting. Not that you ever did much, but you never had to do anything when you were with him. Just existing in each other’s presence was always more than enough.

If he was with you this particular night, if nothing went wrong a month ago, you’d probably be a bottle of wine in, slow dancing together in the living room.

But he wasn’t there, and this Saturday night was much like every Saturday night you’d been experiencing over the last month. You were sat on your couch, Glee playing on the tv in the background, a glass of wine in one hand and your phone in the other. You scrolled through Facebook, judging most of your friend list and the stupid cheesy posts they shared. You hated the fucking app, but you were sad and lonely, and you needed a distraction from the tears that came in response to Klaine’s first kiss. You needed a distraction from the man that swirled around your mind constantly. He never left. Always there, reminding you of how much you missed him.

If it was just Saturday nights, though, you could probably live without him a little easier. It was all the other nights without him that really hurt. Saturday night was just the night you could finally sit down and feel it.

However, as much as you missed him, he’s the one who ended things. He had tried texting and calling a few times, but you never answered, partially out of hurt, partially out of stubbornness. You had a lot of pent up anger toward him, and though you still loved him, you weren’t sure if love was enough anymore.

Without putting too much thought into it, you tossed your phone onto the coffee table and set your glass of wine down next to it before you stood up and walked toward your bedroom. Digging in one of your dresser drawers, you pulled random shirts out until you located the old black one that he had left at your place when you first started dating. You wore it often, especially when he was away on tour. After the breakup, you shoved the t-shirt in the drawer, and though you wanted to take it out nearly every night before bed, you never did.

But now with the shirt in your hands, you found yourself setting it on the bed for a moment as you stripped off your own top, replacing it with your ex’s. It didn’t smell like him anymore, but it still made you feel a sort of comfort. The kind of comfort you used to feel being in his embrace.

As you looked down at your body, wrapping your arms around yourself, you were startled by a sudden knock on your door.

“Jesus,” you breathed out in surprise. Your eyes bounced to the alarm clock across the room to see it was 1:03 a.m. Who the fuck—

The person knocked again, your heart rate speeding up as you slowly walked out of your bedroom. You scanned the room quickly, searching for a weapon, not sure what you would even do if it was someone dangerous. But then, the person spoke, and you realized no weapon could protect you.  

“Dear,” the voice called out, muffled through the wooden door. His voice.

You quickly made your way to the door, placing your hand on the knob, but you couldn’t bring yourself to open it.

“Are you here?” he asked, and you could hear the sadness seeping into his tone.

You took a deep breath, resting your forehead against the cold painted wood. Twisting the knob, you cracked the door, peeking through it to see Jimin’s stature, his arms held up where they rested on each side of the door frame, his head hung as he stared at his feet.

He slowly looked up, his fringe falling into his eyes. Standing up straight, he pushed his hand through his hair, allowing you to see his blood shot eyes when his gaze met yours. His bottom lip quivered as he breathed out, “Hi.” The word was simple. One syllable. But it left his lips like a muted crescendo, quiet in volume but deafening in unsaid confessions, apologies, and regrets.

You couldn’t do this right now. But could you really send him away? “What are you doing here?”

“I—” he started before swiping his tongue across his lips as you opened the door a bit wider. “I mi—I don’t know,” he told you, his eyes drifting down your frame, his eyes softening as he realized you were wearing his t-shirt.

“You’re drunk.”

“Yeah,” he said simply.

“How did you get here?” You asked, crossing your arms across your chest.

“I took a cab,” he told you. “Can I come in?”

“Jimin,” you warned, shaking your head.

Your ex-boyfriend shot you a desperate look, tears filling his gorgeous eyes. “Please,” he whispered out, the tone shattering your heart.

You blinked your eyes as tears began forming, opening the door wider and walking away, leaving it open for him to enter.

Jimin stumbled into your apartment and tried to shut the door quietly but wasn’t able to control his motor skills well enough, closing it with a loud bang.

“Jesus,” you cringed at the sound. “Jimin, it’s one in the morning.”

“Sorry,” he apologized.

You stared at him as his eyes peered into yours. When neither of you spoke, you shrugged, and he cracked a small smile. “What?” He asked through his slightly upturned lips.

“Why are you here?” You asked him sternly.

Jimin looked around the apartment for a moment as he gathered his thoughts, his mind severely clouded at the moment. Seeing him inside your home again brought back too many painful memories. “I know it can be hard between us, but what if we just gave it some time?”

A lump immediately formed in your throat as he spoke his thoughts to you, his diction slurred, the words blending slightly together but unmistakable in their meaning.

“I know we had our problems, but we can solve them,” he told you as a tear rolled down his cheek, Jimin quickly reaching up to wipe it away.

“It’s not that easy,” you softly spoke back, not trusting your voice to speak too loudly. “You said that, those are your words.”

“I was fucking dumb,” he beat himself up. “I still love you and if you still love me then why can’t it be easy?”

“Jimin,” you whimpered. “You’re drunk.”

“Yeah, I’m drunk,” he said frustratedly. “And you’re wearing my t-shirt and I fucking love you.”

You looked down at your shirt, mentally cursing yourself for even putting it on. “This isn’t a conversation for when you’re drunk, you know that,” you told him, looking around the room for something to distract you with.

“I’m always drunk,” he spat out through tears. The sight of Jimin crying always broke you and seeing him in this state under the circumstances was nearly unbearable. But it also made you angry.

“I’m not doing this with you right now, it’s not the time,” you told him dropping your arms to your sides.

“When is the time for you?” He asked, his voice raised in response to his frustration.

“When you’re not fucking drunk and showing up here at one in the morning,” you shouted back. “This isn’t fair, you broke up with me over text, Jimin. That hurt, and this hurts—”

“Just give me one night,” he begged, moving closer to you but stopping himself as he stumbled a bit, catching himself with the sofa. You instinctively stepped toward him as if you were going to stop him from falling. “One night,” he sobbed. “I can show you how much I love you.”

“Oh, so fucking me is the answer? That’s your plan?” You asked angrily.

“No,” he protested. “That’s not my plan, my plan is to—” he paused as he looked at the couch and the tv, the Warblers currently performing their regional setlist, Blaine front and center as he belted Pink’s ‘Raise Your Glass’. “Hold you,” he sniffled as tears dropped onto his cheeks. “And watch Glee with you, and dance around to the songs and,” sniffle, “finish that bottle off with you like we used to do.”

“You don’t need to finish the bottle, you’ve had enough,” you pointed out, halfheartedly teasing him. You and Jimin both cracked the tiniest of smiles before you sighed. “Now is not the time.”

He stared at you as he waited for you to explain your comment.

“It’s not fair to show up like this. You’re drunk so I can’t just send you away without worrying but having you here is killing me,” you explained in one breath, tears pouring from your eyes.

“Why is it killing you?”

“What?”

“Why is it killing you? Having me here?”

“You know I still love you,” you said just loud enough for him to hear. “I’m wearing your shirt for fucksake.” Jimin’s eyes widened at your confession, but you held your hand up to him, signaling for him to stay across the room from you. “I don’t think that getting back together is a good idea. I’m still hurt and mad and this is making me angrier and that’s why it’s not fair because I want to yell at you but seeing you cry—” your voice cracked, making you pause. “I can’t handle seeing you cry. You’re breaking my heart all over again, Jimin.”

Realizing the position he had put you in, he directed his broken gaze to his feet. “I’m s—I’m so sorry.” A sob racked through his body, his shoulders shaking, and you stepped toward him, unable to keep your distance any longer.

You placed a hand on his back but Jimin just gently pushed it away as he stood up straight and prepared to leave. “I shouldn’t have come here, I’m so sorry.” He tried to push past you, but you held your hands to his chest to halt him.

“Where are you going?” You asked him, your tone showing him how ridiculous you found him to be.

“Back to the dorm,” he gestured to your door, his eyes red and swollen from his tears.

“There’s no way I’m letting you leave in this condition and you know that,” you told him, guiding him to the couch. “You can sleep here.”

“Dear,” he whispered, only for you to shush him.

“You’ll leave in the morning.”  

It didn’t take long to get Jimin tucked in once you grabbed some blankets and a pillow from the linen closet. He easily plopped onto the couch, letting you gently toss the blanket over him. “You want Glee on or off?”

“On, please,” he mumbled, his cheek smushed against the couch cushion making his lips pout adorably. You couldn’t help the single breathy laugh that slipped out. He suddenly started digging in his pocket, pulling out his phone and holding it out to you. “This is dead.”

“I’ll charge it for you.” Taking the phone from him, you started to walk away, however, you momentarily stalled when he called out your name.

“What?” You asked gently.

“Goodnight.”

“Night, Jimin.”

“I love you.”

Fuck. You knew he didn’t mean to say it, but you also knew he did still love you. Hearing him say it so casually, even under the clouded veil of exhaustion and alcohol, was too normal for the situation. That simple mistaken I love you unlocked the door inside your heart where you had attempted to bury him. You couldn’t deny it anymore, you missed him, and you were mad at yourself for giving up so easily. Now you were afraid you two could never overcome the pain you both put each other through.

You tried to distract yourself from your own thoughts as you plugged Jimin’s phone in to charge. Any random observation of your surroundings- the refrigerator filter needed replaced, the coffee pot clock needed reset- you tried to hold onto, but nothing could overcome Jimin’s presence in your mind. Especially with him sleeping on your couch just a few feet away.

Looking down at the phone, you realized it wasn’t quite dead yet, and Jimin had to have had about 50 texts from Taehyung and Hoseok, and about 17 more calls.

“Shit,” you sighed. Suddenly, the phone started vibrating, Taehyung’s name across the screen. You thought about ignoring it, but you understood that they had to be worried. Answering the phone, before you could even greet your ex-boyfriend’s best friend, he was yelling through the speaker.

“Where the hell are you? Are you safe?” He shouted in one breath.

You sighed before answering. “Hey Tae.”

There was a moment of silence before Taehyung spoke again. “Oh god,” he breathed out. “Are you ok?”

“Define ok,” you dryly laughed.

“I’m so sorry,” he apologized on behalf of his friend. “I thought for like a split second he might show up at your place, but I didn’t think he actually would for real.”

“No it’s ok,” you tried to relieve Taehyung of his unnecessary guilt.

“Not it’s not.”

“Well,” you scoffed. “No, it’s not. But it’s better than him wandering around the street. Instead, he’s passed out on my sofa with Glee on the tv.”

“Oh my god,” Tae chuckled. “We’ll come get him.”

“Where is he?” You heard a panicked Hoseok ask. Taehyung must have given him a look that said everything, because the next thing you heard was Hoseok saying, “oh no.”

“Guys, it’s late. Just go home, you can get him in the morning. He’s already asleep, just leave him.”

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, go home.” When you heard no response, you knew they were still considering coming and collecting their drunken runaway friend. “Guys, please. I just want you two home safe.”

Taehyung sighed before agreeing. “Fine. I’m really sorry—”

“Tae, it’s not your fault. I’ll see you tomorrow. Get some rest.” With that, you ended the call.

Sighing, you looked back at the sofa, hearing light snores come from Jimin that only really emerged when he was really tired or drunk, in this case both. Tears forming in your eyes once again, you went to get ready for bed. You considered changing your shirt but decided against it. You didn’t want to take it off.

Your night was restless, mostly tossing and turning as your anxiety grew over the fact that your ex was in your living room.

A little after 7 a.m., you decided to give up on the idea of sleep and crawled out of bed, eyes swollen from unrest. Leaving your room, you went straight to the coffee pot, starting a pot in hopes that it would keep you alive through the morning. You avoided looking at the couch. Part of you was afraid he’d still be there. A bigger part of you was terrified he wouldn’t be.

However, a groan from Jimin not even three seconds later told you he was very much still there. Looking toward him, you watched as he sat up, holding his head in pain from the very obvious hangover that was settling in already.

“Morning,” you called out, purposely loud and abruptly, Jimin shuttering at the sound. Now, in the light of morning, the anger was overtaking the sadness, probably due to a sleepless night and the anxious feeling in your gut.

“Fuck,” he mumbled, looking toward you with a guilty look.

“Don’t get used to the hospitality,” you bitterly told him. “This isn’t a hotel and it’s not a rehab center.”

“Jesus,” he groaned. “I’m sorry I showed up, it won’t happen again.” His hangover and your attitude was causing him to react in anger as well.

“It shouldn’t have happened in the first place, what a shitty position to put me in,” you kept on, Jimin trying to look stoic and unaffected, though he never was good at hiding his emotions.

“I know, I get it, I said I’m sorry. I’ll leave,” he said as he stood up. “Where’s my phone?”

Unplugging his phone, you walked toward him, holding it out for him. “Your friends were worried,” you said as he took the phone with a small ‘thank you’. “I talked to them last night and told them to come get you this morning. You might as well wait for them.”

Going through his phone, he sighed at all the messages from Tae and Hobi. The latest message said they’d be there at 7:30 to get him.

“They’ll be here in ten minutes,” he told you, tucking his phone into his pocket. “Can we talk? Please?”

Staring at him for a moment before nodding, you turned around to go to the kitchen. On instinct, you grabbed two coffee mugs and poured him a cup. “Here,” you said, setting the cup across the island for him. He slowly appeared, taking the mug and taking a sip.

“Thank you,” he mumbled.

“You broke up with me over a text while you were away on tour. Couldn’t even spare me a facetime.” The memory hurt, and you knew you would never be able to give your relationship another shot if you couldn’t move past it.

“I know,” he nodded. “It was selfish.”

“It wasn’t just selfish, it was stupid and—” you paused, trying to collect yourself before you gave away how heartbroken you still were.

However, as the tears formed in your eyes, Jimin set his coffee down, peering at your face. “Dear,” he whispered.

“It felt like you didn’t deem me worthy enough for a discussion. Or that I wasn’t important enough to keep trying. You could just get rid of me and things would be easier for you,” you said through a broken voice, tears threatening to fall.

Instead of responding right away, Jimin let out a sniffle as a tear fell from his cheek to the countertop. “Chim,” you barely spoke as tears rolled down your own face. “Don’t cry.”

“I’m not,” he sniffled again, wiping his face as he started crying more. The action was so Jimin, falling into more tears when told not to cry but insisting he wasn’t crying. You couldn’t help but let out a weak giggle as you cried. “Can we just try again?” He pleaded, looking up at you with puffy wet glossy eyes.

“I want to,” you told him as you set your hands around your coffee mug. “But I’m so hurt and mad still and I can’t be with you with these feelings lingering.”

“What if we take it slow? Start over? I could win you back,” he assured you, reaching across the island and wrapping his hands overtop yours on your mug. “Let me open up your mind to us. I promise your heart will follow.”

You bit back a grin at his speech, appreciating the words but finding them humorous in their poetic nature. “Are you a poet now?”

“If you want me to be,” he told you as his lips quirked up.

You allowed yourself to smile, just a little bit, pointing your gaze down to his hands that were still cradling yours. “You have your work cut out for you, Park Jimin,” you told him as you lifted your right pointer finger, letting it sooth over Jimin’s digit.

His eyes glanced at your finger before they bounced back to your face, taking in every feature he had missed for the past month. Grinning, he curled his finger over yours, your gaze finding Jimin’s in response to the small gesture. “I guess I better get to work then.”

“Can I tell you something?” You asked him, Jimin’s eyes widening as he nodded. “I’m rooting for you.”

[summonerscenarios]

Hello, whenever you're able to, can you make the reactions of the Summoners + Gullinbursti and Agyo reacting to MC2 coming back all scratched and bruised? I love when the boys get worried about the MC

First request post of 2021 let’s go~! dfghgfd honestly don’t we all love seeing ppl worry about the poor MC? I mean the amount of trouble they get dragged into is ridiculous lmao I’m sure there’s some kind of award for that at this point. Hope ya like it hun!

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Shiro

Shiro’s worried - of course he is. Seeing any of the Summoners getting scratched up or injured in fights is enough to warrant concern about them; however, his reaction really depends on how you ended up getting scuffed up. If it was due to jumping in to help someone or getting into an accident he’s going to be very concerned about your health and well being. If it was because you were super reckless and went overboard doing some stupid shit? He’ll absolutely know and you’ll know he knows as soon as you walk through the door and spot him waiting for you. He’s got the disapproving parent face down to a T which you’ve joked about on more than one occasion, but it's clear he’s still genuinely worried once he catches sight of how banged up and bruised you are.

He keeps a few things like plasters and that on him for the little injuries (and for when the D-evil’s get hurt I’ll die with this idea thx), there’s also a first aid kit or two stocked away at the safehouse thanks to the last couple of instances of people (namely you and Kengo) coming back in beaten up and in need of some bandaging up, so thankfully he’s fully prepared to help you. He makes sure you’re sitting down both to get you off of your feet as well as to see where all the scratches are so he knows exactly what he’s working with. Surprisingly, Shiro’s pretty adept at patching you up without hurting you too much - turning your hands and arms around in his hands to make sure he gets every cut and scrape without pressing down too hard as he wipes them over and patches them up. The whole time he works he’ll ask you about what happened this time, listening to you telling him all about what went down as he works, nodding along and humming to let you know that he’s still listening to you whenever you pause. 

Shiro knows that he can’t always stop you from getting hurt, especially when there’s so many things out to get you (and so many things you actively jump into without any regard for your wellbeing whatsoever, like seriously please at least try to keep yourself he worries a lot), but he can at least always be there to patch you back up and get you back on your feet when you’re injured, so he takes this kind of stuff seriously. Even once you’re patched up Shiro makes sure you sit down for a little while to rest a bit - if you have any open cuts the only thing that running around jumping back into trouble will achieve is making it take longer to heal. In the meantime he’ll make some drinks to convince you to stay put, giving the two of you the chance to chat about something that isn’t injury-related as you drink and talk in the safety of the guildhouse.

Kengo

Okay I’m gonna be honest, Kengo’s not entirely surprised to see you all busted up when you run into each other. It’s not like he hasn’t had his fair share of scuffles for various reasons (sometimes he doesn’t even mean to get dragged into them!...sometimes) and he knows that you’re very much the same so it’s not like he doesn’t realize you aren’t gonna come in roughed up sometimes. The two of you have got a pretty mutual understanding - if you need some help patching up you’ve got each other’s backs, namely to avoid getting reamed out by the others for getting into said fights in the first place. Which is exactly why when you guys bump into each other and he sees that you’re sporting a shiner and a busted lip to boot he knows something went down, but he doesn’t worry too much when you flash him a grin and tell him that he missed a hell of a fight, easing his worries that it at least didn’t get too out of hand.

There’s nothing a washcloth and some water won’t fix - at least that’s what he says as he slaps a bowl full of water down in front of you once you’re sat down on the floor and kneels down to get on your level. He leaves your eye be once he makes sure it’s only bruised and not something more serious and focuses on the cuts since they’re the bigger issue. His hands are rugged and his grip’s a little rough when he accidentally brushes over some of the bruised parts of your skin, but Kengo tries his best to be careful, guiding you to tilt your head in his direction with one hand as the other brings the washcloth up to your busted lip. It stings when he touches it and your expression scrunches up at the unpleasant feeling, but you ease up a little as he cleans up the wound and wipes away the blood smearing your mouth. 

Kengo tries to keep the mood as light as possible; he tries to crack a couple jokes to cheer you up but a few of them earn him a playful punch to the shoulder though it makes taking care of you go a lot more smoothly.The cuts at least look better once they’re cleaned up of the blood and marks, and while Kengo does wish he at least had something to wrap em up with he’s glad that you’re at least looking a sight better than you did when you’d initially showed up. 

Ryota

WORRIED. VERY WORRIED. When Ryota catches sight of you he almost immediately drops whatever he's doing and rushes over to you to make sure that you’re okay, expression alight with alarm when he can see how scuffed up you are up close. At the sight of his reaction worrying over you, you feel a bit guilty that you didn’t try to clean yourself up before you arrived, since the bruises and bleeding cuts don't exactly paint the most reassuring picture to the poor boy. Still you try to reassure him that it’s really not that bad - you’ve had worse bruises and most of the scratches are surface wounds anyway; Ryota still frets over you until you at the very least sit down, looking at some of the bruises on the side of your face with brows furrowed in unspoken concern.

Ryota’s asking you what he can do to help the whole time - is there something he can get you? Something to cover the cuts? Maybe some ice for the bruises? He’s pretty sure he could rush to the cafeteria and get some to wrap up in a cloth so you can soothe the ache ,or at least lessen the pain. You end up taking him up on the offer, and he comes back with a pouch of ice, pressing it to the bruised side of your face so gently it’s like he’s scared of hurting you even more. It certainly helps to ease the pain a little, and seeing you visibly relax at the touch it seems to calm his nerves down as he comes to sit down beside you, talking to you as you take the ice pack from him and keep it pressed to your face.

He seems to remember something as you’re talking and spins around to rummage through one of his drawers, turning back around with a box of plasters in hand a few moments later with a triumphant smile on his face. Soon enough you’ve got plenty of plasters with cute little patterns decorated on them on each and every one of your cuts regardless of how big or small they are. By the time the last one’s carefully placed over a cut around your finger the earlier tension’s definitely eased and you can tell he feels less worried now that you’re taken care of, offering you a warm smile when he looks up from your hand at you.

Toji

Toji’s dealt with more than a few injuries himself before, having to teach himself how to take care of different kinds of wounds over the course of his lifetime. Alongside this however he’s also grown quite adept at assessing how serious someone else's injuries are when he sees them. Perhaps that's how he’s able to notice something’s wrong when you try to sneak back to your room trying to nurse your wounds after getting pretty scuffed up through no real fault of your own. It’s not as though you can really hide them from him though, with a couple bruises, cuts and a generally mussed up appearance it isn’t hard for him to take a guess that you aren’t in your usually injury-free state. When you try to assure him that you’ll be find once you’ve patched yourself up Toji sighs, rubbing his temples, then proceeds to gesture for you to go ahead into your room, and thinking he’s actually letting you off the hook you don't hesitate to slip into your room and leave it there. Only a few minutes later he comes knocking on your door with a bag of what you soon find out is some medical supplies - bandages, plasters, rubbing alcohol and some other supplies you guess is for cleaning wounds. 

Calls you a dumbass the whole time but in a low-key lovingly sort of way. 

Okay but seriously though, if you got hurt due to recklessness expect him to talk your ear off the whole time - he doesn’t care if you think you’re being heroic, because you’re not gonna be a hero for very long if you get more injured than you can handle. You getting hurt is no joke to him, even if the wounds are relatively minor by comparison; even as he says this though he’s surprisingly gentle as he tends to your wounds, not being overly harsh despite the scolding tone of his words. You can tell that deep down he is genuinely concerned about your wellbeing as he patches you up, as when you hiss at the cleansing wipes he runs over your cuts you notice he pauses for a second before continuing.

He’s pretty practiced at this by comparison to the other Summoners, so it really doesn’t take very long until you’re all cleaned up and doing better than you would have been if you’d just stuck it out in your room. But don’t expect to get away without one last drawn out lecture on taking better care of yourself - you’ve only got one body and all it takes is a stray knife or the wrong place for you to get seriously hurt. It’s honestly pretty rich coming from someone who so often delves into the shadows for the sake of succeeding in battle more times than you can count; however, for what it’s worth you can tell he’s giving you this talk because he doesn’t like seeing you getting hurt, and wants to ensure that you aren’t willingly putting yourself into harm’s way - he wants you to stay safe, even if he doesn’t outwardly say tell you that.

Gullinbursti

I mean usually Gull’s the one who ends up getting hurt barging in to take the fall in your stead, so when you end up coming back home covered in scratches and bruises it likely happened when he wasn’t around to intervene. Needless to say, he hates the sight of you injured in any way - he feels as though he’s failed to fulfill his purpose to keep you protected from harm, and you’re honestly surprised to see just how distressed he is by you getting hurt. You get hurt all of the time, with so many close calls to your name you’re sure you’d earn an achievement or two for it - but you guess most of those instances have been while Gull wasn’t around, which explains why he gets so troubled at the sight of you standing before him, cradling a few more bruises than you’re able to cover up when you come face to face with the boar transient.

You have to really convince him that you’ll be fine without going to see anybody like a doctor or school nurse or else Gullinbursti won’t even hesitate to hoist you up into his arms and charge right over to the person who can get you healed up, be it one of the other Summoners or a medical professional. He doesn’t seem entirely convinced when you tell him that you’re fine - you just need to grab a couple things you’d stashed away specifically for these instances and once you’re finished you’ll be right as rain...minus the scratches, of course. Similar to Ryota, he hovers around you whilst you’re cleaning yourself up, looking for an opportunity to aid you in some way, whether that’s going out to retrieve something or holding things for you while you move to grab the next things you need. It’s actually pretty cute seeing him trying to dote on you, watching you clean yourself up and bristling when you grit your teeth as you apply the disinfectant.

In your opinion, you do a pretty bang up job of bandaging yourself up, though as you’re putting the last of the plasters on your palm you feel the back of his hand brush against the side of you, stopping just short of one of the particularly nasty bruises you’ve got blossoming across the skin. When you tilt your head to face him and ask him what’s wrong he wonders aloud if you’re in pain - it makes you pause, because you’d be lying if you said they didn’t feel at least uncomfortable, so instead of answering you lean over and pat his cheek, assuring him that you’re okay and that he doesn’t need to worry in the hopes to reassure him.

Agyo

Agyo absolutely panics when you come through the guildhouse door all busted up and bruised. When did you get hurt?! It couldn’t have been close to the guild, the little lion dog takes guarding the safehouse seriously, so surely he’d have spotted you while he was out making sure everything outside was okay! You’re covered in scratches and bruises when you stumble into the room and greet the fluffy transient, and the poor boy just about faints at the sight of you grinning as you rub at the side of your face where you’re supporting a particularly large bruise, half-heartedly whining about how it stings and how you were so sure you could have dodged the hit. Agyo really wishes someone else was here, someone who has a good enough idea on how to take care of you when you’re hurt; since he’s the only one around at the time he decides to take the situation into his own paws, ushering you further inside the room so that he can get a proper look at just how bad the damage is, getting frustrated when you try to tell him that it’s really not that big of a deal.

He tries to put on a brave face but you can tell that he’s really worried - your injuries are only scrapes and bruises at worst, but you’ve got a hell of a lot of them. Agyo has the least amount of experience with dealing with injuries; he’s gotten hurt before back in Wa No Kuni, and he’s also seen people coming to the shrine sick or injured but it was always his grandpa who took care of those duties while Agyo got things to help. So Agyo plays to his strengths, and remembering some of the things he’d seen used before, brings out the first aid kit for you to use, hoping that whatever’s inside will help in some way. Most of them don’t even need anything to cover, with only a few cuts actually managing to break the skin, but for the sake of easing his nerves you humor him a little and cover as many as you’re able. 

Most of your fingers are covered in plasters by the time you’re done, with them having received the brunt of the damage at the time, and you hold them up for him to see, waggling your fingers as if to show him that you’re all better. It does seem to do the trick, as at the sign of your plaster-covered hands he huffs and plops down to sit beside you, shaking his head as he asks you how you even ended up like this - surely you didn’t run headfirst into trouble, right?...right? When you don’t answer him, instead feigning ignorance and whistling as you look away, the poor lion dog gives you an exasperated look and starts persistently prying for answers, grumbling about losing guardian points when the sight of him getting so riled up makes you laugh a little.

[txtdiaries]

Momentum - Chapter Three

SUMMARY |  After a month of static noise and not seeing Choi Soobin, he finally turns up at your door. However, something he doesn’t expect when he finally sees you is a fight and a new man making his way into your life. 

PAIRING | Soobin X Reader

CATEGORY | college au, crush, slow burn, fight, angst, etc.

WORD COUNT | 1.9k

WARNINGS | swearing, ANGST, bitterness lol.

SONG REC |

PLAYLIST | momentum playlist

Preview / Chapter One / Chapter Two / Chapter Three / Chapter Four

A/N: Very short chapter, I’ll be posting another chapter later in the week. Also ya gurl didn’t proofread, bc I’m too out of it for that, lmao. Enjoy!

A month.

It has been an entire month since you have heard anything from Choi Soobin, and you’d be worried if you weren’t so absolutely pissed off.

His last text has gone from comforting to annoying, and now whenever you glance at it during the odd hours of the morning (you dwell in his messages at 3 am, reading but never replying), it makes you feel sick.

I’ve been studying, working, and going off campus a ton lately. I’ll get back to you when I can. I’m sorry.

But apparently, he wasn’t that sorry. Not sorry enough to respond within the entire month of December, and now campus is coated in a thick layer of snow. The weeks flew by. No word from Soobin, whatsoever. Now that you think about it, pissed off might be the understatement of the year.

This is why, during a Friday night study session cooped up in your dorm room, the last person you expect to see is the one and only Choi Soobin; standing outside your door, looking guilty as all hell.

You didn’t have enough raspberry iced tea in your system to be able to handle it.

“Hi.” He says, voice hopeful for an entire second before he’s back to frowning.

You look him up and down before meeting his eyes again. You don’t reply.

“Can I come in?” He speaks again, looking over your shoulder, presumably at the clutter of study materials on your desk and bed. You’re still wordless, debating on whether or not you should actually let Soobin in. Realistically and metaphorically.

The longer you look up at him, the more on edge he gets. He’s starting to shift his weight and bite at the skin of his lips before you finally step aside. He’s just crossed the threshold between the hallway and your room before he’s talking again.

“I’m just gonna say it - and I just want you to listen - I’m gone a lot.”

You close the door and brush past him, deciding in the moment to not look at him anymore. He knows. Okay. So, you’d prefer to stare at the white walls than into his eyes now. Because he knows, and he’s known the whole time. It doesn’t make it sting any less.

“I don’t reply to your messages and we don’t go on dates anymore like we used to. I know that, Y/N.”

He continues, “I just… I study. I have a job, I see my roommates and my friends. I have honor’s society, and clubs, and all the other stuff that I deal with on a daily basis, and it makes it really really hard to breathe, let alone have free time sometimes.”

“You’re gone a lot.” You confirm, knowing that both you and Soobin know he never has free time, “That much is clear.”

“No that’s not-” Soobin backtracks, suddenly running his hands over his face before he takes a deep breath. You can practically feel him gathering his thoughts.

“Everything else aside, I have you in my life now.”

You finally meet his eyes and you feel yourself deflate. You notice the bags under his, the dark skin showing how close he is to finally shutting down. You notice the unkept strands of his hair you failed to notice before. The way his hoodie strings are pulled unevenly, and how one of his shoes isn’t even tied all the way. It all falls into place.

“I have you and you matter to me.”

It’s silent for a few moments, and you don’t know if it’s your turn to speak.

“I like you and you scare the fuck out of me, Y/N. I don’t do this, and especially with someone like you I- It’s terrifying. It’s terrifying because I have all these things I always have to upkeep, and I have no real prior knowledge on relationships at all, and I already know I fucked up.”

You let him continue.

“I fucked up so bad and the longer it got, the worse it felt to even try to justify what I did. You can’t even guess how many times I paced outside your door at midnight trying to build up the courage to just knock.”

“Is this your way of apologizing, or just feeding me with excuses?”

Your words slice through the air and they make Soobin fall quiet. You expect to feel worse after saying them, but you don’t. A fucking month. You sigh internally.

“I’m not-”

“It doesn’t take over a month to text someone again, Soobin. I don’t expect all your time - hell, I barely have time, but it’s not hard to send someone a single text back!”

For a flash, you feel like you could be going overboard

“I didn’t come here to argue with you, Y/N.”

“Just came expecting me to accept your apology right off the bat, then?”

This shuts Soobin up, and you suddenly realize how heavy you’re breathing.

“Get out.”

You don’t know if it’s the best idea you’ve ever had, but looking at him is only fueling your anger. You can feel your pulse racing under your skin.

“W-what?” He asks incredulously, “You aren’t even letting me explain-”

“You had a fucking month to explain. You had hours and days and weeks, to explain, Soobin. You’re too late.”

Soobin opens his mouth to try explaining again, to try and convince you his reasoning behind ignoring you for so long, but the words never leave his lips.

Without another word, he lets his head hang low in acceptance. Soobin turns, takes a few long strides to your door, and exits.

Once he’s gone, you finally allow yourself to break down.

He didn’t even hesitate.

It is nearly past the month of January when you finally feel yourself start to get into the groove of things again. You took a week to reset, did some self care, and even bought a new outfit. As far as anyone was concerned, you were flushing Soobin out of your system. At least, that’s what you kept telling yourself.

It is a Thursday afternoon when you see Soobin again. You signed up for an art class to fill a gen-ed elective, and even though the drop date was just around the corner, you hadn’t expected any new students to enroll this far into the month.

Cue the headache.

Soobin takes his seat across the room from you, and you aren’t even sure he sees you in the first place because of how he keeps his eyes down. If he does, you’re none the wiser.

“We’re working in pairs today on your watercolor pieces. Please get your canvases and paints from the back and try to keep the noise to a minimum.” Your instructor informs the class. You were genuinely excited for this class when you signed up, and art was something you enjoyed occasionally. You decide to just ignore Soobin. If he doesn’t care, you don’t have to either.

“Do you want me to get your canvas for you?” A voice suddenly asks to your left. You perk up at the sound and meet eyes with a boy you’ve never met before.

His hair is dark and parted down the middle, and his features are pretty. You’re surprised for a few seconds before you finally speak.

“Oh- it’s okay, I can get it.”

The boy shakes his head, his bangs fluffing around a bit, “It’s no trouble really, I can carry two.”

“What about the paint?” You ask nicely.

The boy hums for a second before grinning, “Okay, new plan. I get the canvases, you get the paint.”

This makes you giggle. Before you can overthink it, you’re nodding and standing with him, stepping around other students to make your way to the back of the room where all the supplies lie.

“By the way-” He says, leaning his head down a bit so you can hear him better in the already loud room, “-I’m Heeseung. Lee Heeseung.”

You extend your hand and watch as Heeseung chuckles a bit. He shakes your hand politely.

“Y/N. Nice to meet you, Heeseung.”

The next hour of class is spent mixing paints and trying to complete your project as Heeseung sneakily tries to smear paint on your skin. Only near the end of class do you two actually chat without painting simultaneously, brushes already put away.

“So what’s your major?” Heeseung asks you softly, chin propped in the palm of his hand as he looks at you kindly.

“Visual Communication with an emphasis in Design.”

“That’s really cool!” He says, eyes wide. Heeseung is kind, this you’ve learned over the past hour. Friendly and kind. You really feel like he’s a good guy.

“Thank you,” You grin at him, “What about you?”

“Music Production and Dance.” He says easily. It’s your turn to be surprised. Of course, he had the physique for it, but you were still really impressed. You wouldn’t have guessed music or dance.

“Okay that’s way cooler than mine! Do you do dance club or anything too?”

Heeseung suddenly turns bashful, nodding a bit, “Something like that, yeah.”

Your attention is suddenly pulled away from him as the professor speaks up again, announcing that class is dismissed for the day. You’re about to take your canvas to the back to dry, but Heeseung has already gathered it in his hand carefully, along with his own in the other.

He smiles at you again before turning and walking toward the drying rack, leaving you alone. You take this opportunity to finally let your eyes wander the room, meeting eyes with the last person you’d expect to be watching you.

Soobin’s face is stoic, but his eyes are ablaze. You know that he just saw the entire ordeal with Heeseung, and it wouldn’t surprise you if he had seen it the entire class. It’s awkward to say the least, and you don’t know how long you can hold his gaze as he blinks back at you.

“Everything okay?” Heeseung asks innocently when he gets back, moving to put his backpack over his shoulders. You can only imagine how stressed out you look.

“Yeah, everything’s good.” You shake off the feeling and look back up at him, nodding.

Heeseung smiles and then tilts his head a bit, “I was wondering if you wanted to do something sometime. Do you like coffee?”

You weren’t used to boys asking you out so easily, and it takes you aback for a moment. You know Heeseung means well, but you can’t help but feel a twinge of pain in your heart. The last person who asked you out like this was Soobin, and the irony that he is watching this all go down from across the room is not lost on you.

“I… I like coffee.” You reply, smiling at Heeseung. He looks relieved after hearing your words.

“How does Saturday sound?” He asks, pulling out his phone. You nod and type your number into the device before passing it back to him, “Saturday’s great.”

“Great,” He nods, smiling fully now. You notice how nice his teeth are momentarily, before meeting his eyes again. They are half crescents, adorably endearing as he beams down at you. You take a deep breath.

“It was nice to meet you, Y/N. I’ll see you on Saturday.” And then he’s turning on his heel and walking out of the class, leaving you smiling still.

It’s less than thirty seconds before your phone vibrates in your back pocket, and you’re positive it’s Heeseung. Instead of reaching for your phone, though, you stand there, eyes staring at the now vacant chair across the room.

The room is fully empty now, and you’re left completely alone.

[lady-lauren]

Hi Lauren!! I literally just followed you and sprinted to your dilf Katsuki fic 😮‍💨 phew omg it was so good I’m def gonna come back to that a read it again lmao but I also wanted to say congrats on 1k! You certainly deserve it and I can’t wait to read more of your works! 🥰

If you still have room I’d definitely love to be apart of your match up event!! Im Alli (she/her), and I’d prefer to be paired with someone from bhna and a guy too! Im a Gemini sun, Scorpio rising, and Aquarius moon. I’d say my favorite colors are mostly earthy tones like greens, beiges, and the occasional orange :-)

I really love to be outdoors and I go hiking a lot with my dog! I paint/draw a lot :-) I majored in bio if that helps lol. I’d say my fav part about me is I definitely have a nice body, I work out a lot lmao and I love my hair it’s wavy and long (finally!!) and blonde. I’m pretty shy upon first meeting someone but I definitely am very extroverted once I’m friends with ppl!

Lmao okay top kinks for sure overstim, I’m a switch, and PRAISE omg I cry (fr fr)

Anyway that’s it! Thank you sm for doing this it’s so sweet of you!!🥰

Omg hi Alli!! I definitely have room for you on this toot tootin match-up train.

I'd like to pair you with: Eijirou Kirishima 🧡

Kiri would praise the living hell out of you. It’s just in his good guy nature, praise kink is fine tuned into his pretty head.

I think he also pairs really perfectly with all your interests! Especially working out. He would keel over for a chance to have his girl accompany him to the gym. Partly because he wants to encourage you, and also because he wants to show you off. And you can take him on a walk with your dog (leash optional).

He would love being in the outdoors with you. He’s honestly really thoughtful, so I imagine he would plan all kinds of cute outdoor dates: hikes, camping, sitting by a fire or having a really cute picnic with all your favorite foods. He’s very attentive, always keeps a mental list of all your favorite things to do, places to go. 

Okay to get soft, Kiri obviously is really into his own hair, and I think he would love playing with yours. He would absolutely learn how to braid just so he can spend time with you and run his fingers through your hair. He likes the intimacy of it all. He would honestly even get into painting with you, if you let him. I don’t imagine he would particularly talented, but, to me, his love language is quality time so he just wants to be near you, watching you smile and seeing what interests you the most.

And I think he would adore how shy are at first. He would love to watch you get comfortable with him and blossom into an extrovert right before his eyes.

He’s also a switch supreme and no one can tell me different. Loves to give and receive praise. I think he’d be very adamant on learning just how to please you, asking questions, learning all about your body that he loves. Just so he can take your pleasure overboard and overstimulate you until you can’t take it anymore. It really builds his ego to know he can please you that much.

Song: Venus by Sleeping At Last

[najatheangel]

hello wonderful soul! i was wondering if i could request a written ship for nct dream, stray kids, and monsta x!

i’m an infj and capricorn. in any sort of relationship i highly value knowing someone very well, honesty, and communication. at first i’m very awkward (i’m always awkward lmao) and reserved, but gladly return the favor to anyone friendly. once i become comfortable with people i’m a weird chaotic crackhead lol. if you find me alone at home, i’m likely talking to myself while dancing weirdly. overall a positive person with a healthy mindset about life. i’m both academically and emotionally intelligent with a lot of deep thoughts. thoughtful and caring with a streak of savage/sarcastic wit.[...]

@moon-jun Heyy Moonie, I appreciate you sharing more about yourself. Ik we haven't been talking a lot lately, but I love ya too much. Here's your ship my dear I hope you enjoy it. 🤍🌙✨

From Nct Dream, I ship you with...Renjun

Positive Side: INFP's and INFJ's are actually known to be the "golden pair" in a friendship and romantic aspect which makes sense to ship you two together. With your awkward yet energetic personality, it'll compliment along with his funny and intelligent side. He's one of the members that's more on the reserved side, but he's very caring and sociable when it comes to meeting new people. I can imagine him warning you about the other members when you first meet him telling you all kinds of stories about how much they irritate him, but obviously in a joking way. Knowing how talented you two are, most of your dates would consist of art-related things such as making paintings, creating coffee mugs, or making keychains for all 23 nct members. You also have your days when you just want to read books together on a rainy day or drink tea together while knitting each other sweaters. Whenever you're struggling with something, he would always give you his intellectual input on it and suggest coming up with the best solution for you. He's the best emotional support system for you whenever you need to rant about something and doesn't have any regrets just like you.

Negative Side: I would say there are a few issues when it comes to calming the other person down. You both are very emotional people and it's obviously shown sometimes whenever someone makes you angry about something or when someone messes with someone, you both love. Renjun sometimes mopes around whenever he's having a bad day which can be hard to brighten his day. Whenever your mad or sad about something, Renjun knows he has to give you your privacy and let you handle it on your own no matter how much he wants to help you. You two also have small arguments about borrowing each other's things whenever the other person forgets to ask permission or give it back, but it never goes to extreme levels.

Overall: With the love you have for each other, you both apologize to each other and forget about it right away. Once you've got to know each other a lot longer you know how to find ways to cheer the other person up by just getting out of the house and spending quality time together. Renjun can be surprisingly clingy too and loves to cuddle on days when he needs it the most, but obviously in private not in public.

From Stray Kids, I ship you with...Lee Know

Positive Side: Han was another good fit, but Lee Know would fit more into the boyfriend role. To start off, Lee Know has a unique sense of humor that balances well with your crackhead side so I wouldn't doubt that it would be hard for you two to open up to each other. Just like I mentioned earlier about Renjun, you two make the perfect duo friendship and romantic wise. Capricorns and Scorpios are very compatible because they value trust, communication, and emotional intimacy in a partner which is what you two can give to each other. Your both also very understanding of each other and don't judge for what big decisions the other person decides to make. Whenever your spending time together, it's always so chaotic yet romantic. I can imagine him studying with you and all of a sudden he distracts you with some crazy dance he made up with Han making you crack up off your seat. Your chemistry is also so undeniable it makes people cringe almost, but for the most part, it's adorable. Lastly, both of your love for learning new things such as languages, new facts on your favorite paintings, and even about each other's life makes you so happy that your sharing what you just learned together.

Negative Side: Your both very protective and possessive of each other which sometimes can annoy the other person depending on what level you take it. Your both also very emotional but in different ways. Lee Know would tends to get angry fast when it comes to coming across conflicts and it would be hard to help him calm down. If someone would ever bully you or try to pick a fight with you, he would not hesitate to have your back on it, but I can see him going a bit overboard. He tries to hold back sometimes because he knows you can handle your problems on your own, but it's difficult for him to do that especially when it gets out of hand. He does this thing where he'd try to smile through the pain before or give you the death glare before he loses his shit.

Overall: You both learned after a few bad experiences that you need to rely on each other as friends and romantic partners should. Besides although Lee Know may say tough things and your independent, your both just a bunch of softies that are very dependent on each other.

From Monsta x, I ship you with...Minhyuk

Positive Side: Probably the best match out of the list! First of all, he's such a happy virus always spreading positivity and a social butterfly which would help you feel comfortable instantly when you're hanging out with him. It would almost seem like he's babying you at first, but he's just gushing over how cute you are. He starts crushing hard when as soon as you reveal you're funny and talented side. Just like how you're supportive of his music career, he finds the time of day to share your artwork with his members, friends, family, and even random strangers just to help you get some recognition for your hard work out in the world. Your both have so much energy building up already by yourselves, but together it easily transfers to everyone around you and just brightens everyone's day. Although he doesn't do this a lot, he's someone that you can sit down with, drink coffee, and have deep conversations about anything and everything in life. He's also a very passionate person when it comes to building relationships with people so you don't have to worry about him not being 100% committed to dating you.

Negative Side: It's very hard to find issues because you both don't argue and would understand each other emotions too well, but If I could think of a problem it would be struggling to learn how to handle each other's emotions. He's also a Scorpio just like Lee Know he can have his days where he's maybe stressed or feeling down like any other human being, but it might take an extra amount of effort to bring him back on his feet. You also have your days where you just want to be left alone and he knows it's better to give you your space no matter how hard it can be.

Overall: The two of you are so caring and loving towards each other that a few bad days is not going to drive you apart. Whenever your ready to have a talk or go on a date to get something off your mind, the other person won't hesitate to take you anywhere. Just a beautiful and entertaining pair!

Out of everyone, I ship you the most with...Minhyuk ☁☁☁