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#i know you will see this eventually and i will be screaming in our dms posthaste
interstellarrisa · 2 days
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𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ Quotes to keep in mind 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋
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a/n: these are just things that i like to keep in mind whilst manifesting/shifting and is not something you must do! also if you recognize your or someone else's quote/saying, pls dm or comment so that i can give credits!!! (i'm sleepy so sorry for any mistakes or if things don't rlly make sense -o-)
# Nothing needs to be harder than it sounds
It's just as you read. You don't need to make it any harder by adding complicating methods or trying to reprogram your subconscious. Decide, imagine and persist is all there is. You can decide how you'll do the "imagine" part. You can affirm, visualize, script or listen to subliminal. Do whatever you want, it's you manifesting it but I don't really recommend adding in unnecessary things as things can get tangled up and make you feel like you're doing anything except "getting" your manifestation.
# Imagination is the true reality
You've probably heard this like a thousand times but if you just think about it, if imagination is the true reality then why try to get it in the physical one? Since I can just imagine it and have it there and eventually it'll materialize. Also why struggle with it inside your imagination? Just as when some people when they were younger used to have imaginary friends. Just because they didn't see their friends body in the physical reality or that others couldn't see them did not mean they never existed. They did, just in that child's imagination and that's what matters. Having it in your mind and believing in yourself. Affirming this helps me with feeling fulfilled internally.
# Observe don't absorb
I really like this one cause like this is how I usually manifest away bad circumstances. Even if the 3D is right up in my face and is unavoidable I'll keep a idgaf mindset and continue on not taking it in as final or that it can't be changed. Nothing's set in stone, not even reality. If you don't like it just change it. There's no need to take the bad things as final. Know who you are and do your thing! At nighttime sometimes when we fall asleep random thoughts will pop up and pass us by, do you pay attention to every single thought? Do you react to every single one of those or think more deeply about them? Just as we observe those thoughts passing us by we should also observe reality. As a movie we're watching on our TV and if we don't like it we just switch to another one. Not get up and start screaming about how it's bad and that it's not the one we want to watch. Just switch movie.
Thank you for reading, good luck with your manifesting/shifting and bye!!<3
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heartate · 6 months
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i finally finished reading the atlas six and i have so much to say like i think i could write a 30 page paper about it seamlessly without tiring or pause because there are not enough words that would suffice the summation of what i felt reading this book or the way it made my mind churn but.
first of all, the thing i've been saying from like, the first quarter of the book: i am in love with olivie blake's writing style. it's so poetic and yet informative and deliciously thought provoking that gets all the little gears and cogs in my brain working overtime as i try to wrap my mind around not only simple physics but astrophysics and cosmology and everything in between. she has such a way with descriptors and these juicy little adjectives that paint the society so vividly, but also that of everyone's faces, the way they look, the expressions they make, the things they feel, the thoughts that they think. her writing is intensely captivating in such an enjoyable way that's gripping with these nuggets of humor peppered here and there.
i've never been a large fan of multi-pov stories, really, but the way the atlas six demonstrated it was fantastic and i enjoyed every bit of it.
olivie blake has such a unique writing style, in my opinion, with such a distinct voice, and it's so fascinating and impressive to me how she manages to then create seven more distinct voices (nine, if you really want to get into it). everything is so beautifully blended and yet so separate at the same time in a way that was crystal clear. it was such an engaging and thought provoking book like. the writing was just uniquely mesmerizing and captivating and rich and intense and riveting.
it was so much fun to read, genuinely. it was so easy to discern the different voices and get a feel for each of them as people like i was sitting in their minds. this book would not have functioned as well as it did if it was told in a single person's pov and i just think it was incredibly well done. it has so much depth and is so incredibly nuanced and fascinating and detailed and it really tickled that inner part of me that once dreamed of being an astrophysicist, once upon a time, because i was so fascinated by space and physics and the relationship of reality and the universe and its ends and beginnings and time and i could go ON AND ON AND ON.
i think this is one of my favorite books of all time, for sure, and olivie blake is like, a top three author for me, truly. her writing is legendary and AUGH it's just so good. good doesn't even begin to capture what i feel like there are countless intricacies of this book and such depth to its writing and subject matter. like. truly. her writing is fascinating. mesmerizing. my mind is spinning but like, in the best way possible.
i was thinking about starting a different book series after i finished it because i have SO many books i'm dying to dig into, but now i want to read the second book immediatelyyyyyyyyy
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tomssexdoll · 5 months
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(pls say yes to a happy ending pls pls pls)
Take me back to the night we met
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The photo you see above is the last I took of Tom.
He was my boyfriend but also so much more.
My soulmate, best friend and forever lover. We were supposed to marry each other, build a family together and die together, but his life was cut short at the age of 20.
He was on tour and decided to take me with him, he said he had a bad feeling of leaving me back at home, that he felt like something bad would happen. Little did we know the bad thing would happen to him.
He had been dealing with a stalker for the past year, we got together 2 years ago and when she found out about me she went crazy. She'd show up to every concert, every event and every meet and greet. I'd always see her, in the shadows, lurking closer.
I never thought she'd actually do something, she'd made threats in the past. Spamming Tom with emails and dms on every platform. He never payed attention to it though, all he did was love and care for me, protect me in any way he could.
One night we were walking the streets together, taking a break from the concert and taking up a chance to have alone time together. We held hands, interlocking our fingers sweetly. I felt like someone was following us the whole time but narrowed it down to me being paranoid of being in a new city.
Then, we heard a loud pop, Tom screaming and falling to the floor, clutching his stomach. I gasped and turned to him, the bleeding wound staining his sweater. I turned to see her, gun in hand.
I sobbed and fell to my knees, her slowly walking away. "No! No come back! Shoot me too I can't live without him!" I sobbed, screaming out for her.
She just ignored me and kept walking, I grabbed my phone and called the ambulance with shaky hands, Tom slowly bleeding out right in front of me.
I held him in my arms, sobbing and trying to comfort him "it's ok baby...stay with me ok? You'll be fine" I caressed his cheek, tears streaming down my face.
His eyes drooped down, the life slowly leaving his eyes.
"No no baby stay with me!" I choked out a sob, he just touched my hand softly, caressing it with his thumb. "I love you baby, more than anything in the world, never forget that" he whispered, eyes slowly closing.
I screamed for him, holding him tightly and ripping his sweater off, wrapping it around the wound and tightening it, trying to stop him from bleeding out further.
I heard the sirens blasting from the roads, rushing to us and officers racing to our aid. They picked Tom up and put him on the stretcher, wheeling him into the ambulance, I got in with him and held his hand and they treated his wound.
I waited in the hospital for hours, 12 hours went by and the monitor went flat, instead of a normal heartbeat it cut. I panicked and called the emergency button, nurses rushing to the room.
At 3am he was pronounced dead.
My whole world shattered.
My soulmate, dead?
I broke down in tears, collapsing to my knees and weeping at the loss of Tom.
I eventually stood up, shaky hands caressing Toms cheek. "Take me back to the night we met.." I whispered softly, kissing his lips one last time.
(LMK IF YOU WANT A GOOD ENDING) (pls say yes)
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tags: @itsmealaiah @tomscumdump @tomscumdoll @tomkaulitzloverr @estxkios @charliesgoodboy @ge-billsgf @ballhair @bkaulitzlover
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lunaetis · 1 month
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shipping call ! by giving this post a like, you're letting me know that you're interested in developing a romantic relationship / dynamic between our muses whether in present or in the future. i'll eventually slide into your DMs to discuss / plot with you and see how things would go ! a few things to note before you like this post :
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joshsindigostreak · 9 months
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I See Hell in Your Eyes
Chapter Nine
“Your pretty face and electric soul.”
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Vampire!Josh x Vampire!Reader
Authors Note: Good morning, readers! Sorry for putting yall through the wringer in Chapter Eight. It will happen again, but not in this chapter! This one is a lot sweeter. If you haven’t read Chapter Eight yet I highly suggest you do so because this chapter won’t make a lot of sense without it. Also as always my inbox and DMs are always open so if you want to come scream at me after a chapter feel free to do so! Every single one of y'alls comments and thoughts means the world to me and I love hearing what you think. 😘😘😘
Word Count: 7310
Warnings: Graphic descriptions of blood, allusions to violence, SMUT, 18+, minors DNI, blood play, teasing, brat taming if you squint, fang play(?), I think that’s it. :)
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Sixteen hours. That's how long Josh had been asleep. The first two hours, you didn’t even move. You just held him as he slept, gently cleaning up any blood with a towel and running your fingers through his hair. Eventually, you shifted from behind him and got him properly tucked in. But you kept your promise, your eyes never left him for a second. After redressing you laid down next to him on the bed over the duvet. 
You were so focused on him that you didn’t even hear the door open, or notice Dimitri standing next to the bed. 
“How is our dear Joshua?”
Without looking up, you say,, “he’s fine.”
“How long has it been?”
“Sixteen hours.”
Dimitri hummed in response, “how long did it take for you to wake up?”
“Two nights.”
“Typically it's around the same amount of time for a Maker and their new Vampire,” he paused and said, “have you slept at all, darling?”
Ignoring his question you replied, “some people don’t wake up at all…”
“Oh that's very rare, and you know that-”
“Rare, but not impossible.” 
“I knew someone who took six nights to come back, and do you remember that Mary girl who lived with us during the twenties? She took over a week. It all just depends, darling.” 
“How long did you take?”
He looked off in the distance for a moment, “roughly three nights. Woke up in the basement of a church of all places.”
“I was in a carriage,” you said softly, the memories floating back to you, “in the middle of the day, no less. He was inside, sleeping.” For a moment, you were back in that carriage, terrified and unsure of where you were. You had made the mistake of pulling one of the curtains to the side to look out the window, only to be immediately met with searing pain on your hand from the sun. It was hours before your Maker came back to check on you. 
Dimitri shook his head, “Isaac wasn’t the most…thoughtful of Maker’s.”
You sat up on the bed, laughing a little, “that's putting it mildly.” 
“Have you heard from him at all?”
“Not since ‘84, and even that was too much.” 
Dimitri chuckled slightly before turning towards the door, “you should come downstairs, Portia and Magnus are finally back from their holiday. They’d love to see you.”
You shook your head and looked back at Josh, “no, I’m good…I’m staying up here.”
He smiled warmly, “I meant what I said last night, that you must mean a lot to him. Some people beg to be turned for other reasons, power, immortality, staying young forever, but he simply didn’t want to see you hurt. He didn’t even hesitate once he heard the terms. Love like that is rare.” 
The l-word caught you off guard and you sputtered, “I don’t know…I mean…we’ve barely even…it's kind of soon for that.”
“We’re Vampires, darling, since when do we care about time?” You were silent, trying to will the blush away from your skin. Before he left the room, he said, “if you need anything, just call for Phillip. He’ll bring you anything you need.” 
You resisted the urge to make a smartass comment about Phillip, “thank you, Dimitri.”
“Any time, darling,” he said before disappearing down the hall. 
Josh remained still in the bed, having not moved very much at all in the last few hours. You reached over and brushed his curls back again, and you weren’t sure if you were soothing Josh or soothing yourself. 
As the hours passed, you could not fight off sleep any longer, eventually letting it wash over you as you laid beside your lover. It wasn’t a restful sleep, in fact you found yourself waking up every other hour or so. Each time you’d sit up and check the time, noting how long it had been. You were still so full from the draining that you couldn’t even fathom feeding for at least a couple more days. Dimitri had checked in a few more times, sitting beside the bed to keep you company, but you turned down any invitation to come downstairs. You couldn’t risk it. You couldn’t miss him waking up, you were not going to chance Josh waking up frightened and alone. You wouldn’t let history repeat itself. 
~!~
Miles away, a now solitary hunter paced around his brother’s apartment. He had not felt ‘right’ in hours. Specifically, sixteen hours and five minutes. His Witch had tried to calm him down several times, but this was something she couldn’t fix. Not with her words, not with her love, and not with her magic.
~!~
It was the second night now, and you were dozing next to him. Movement next to you had you snapping your eyes open, and you saw Josh had rolled over on his side, facing you. His eyes were still closed, but his brows were knitted tightly together, and a frown was fixed on his face. 
You reached out, wanting to smooth your hand over his face, but his hand shot out from under the covers and snatched your wrist midair. The reflex was too fast, and his grip was too hard to be…human. Your entire body froze. 
Suddenly his eyes snapped open, his brown eyes staring at you, but not seeing you. You were flipped onto your back as he hovered over you, hand still gripping your wrist next to your head. He was still looking at you as if he didn’t recognize you. That was common after a Vampire wakes up, as the adjustment period was far longer than the movies and books would lead you to believe. 
“Boy Scout…,” you whispered slightly, hoping to jog his memory.
A low rumble came from his chest in response. That was another thing, it often took Vampires a little while to regain the ability to speak. 
Breathing heavily over you, his eyes raked down your form and his other hand reached towards your face. Those soft fingertips of his grazed your cheek, tracing your bone structure, your nose, and down your neck. His hand curled around your neck, his thumb slid across your jaw and landed on your lips, a familiar move he had done many times. 
You remained stock still, letting him explore. His eyes hadn’t met yours again, instead he was staring down at your lips while his thumb rubbed your bottom lip a few times. Taking a chance, you slightly puckered your lips to kiss the pad of his thumb. He blinked several times before finally looking up and into your eyes. There he was. His eyes softened immediately and he opened his mouth to speak but no sound came out. He tried again, but it wasn’t happening for now. 
“It’s ok…you don’t have to talk right now, Josh,” you whispered. 
Instead, he crashed his lips onto yours, and sank his body down to rest fully on top of you. The hand wrapped around your wrist let go and slid up to thread his fingers in yours, which you gladly squeezed back. Now it was your turn to reach up and cup his face, feeling his muscles move as he tilted his head to get a better angle. 
But the sweet moment was cut short by him wrenching away from your face in pain. He sat up and straddled your waist, hands covering his mouth as he groaned into his palms. His fangs. They were trying to come down but he didn’t know how to relax and let it happen. Contrary to how they’re depicted in various forms of media, fangs don’t just instantly ‘click’ down. It's a skill. A skill one has to learn and hone in order to be able to feed properly and efficiently. 
You carefully sat up and gently took his hands away from his face. His eyes looked scared again, and you quickly shushed him and softly spread your thumbs across his upper lip where his gums were. He winced a little at the sensitivity as his hands rested on your forearms. 
“It's your fangs trying to come out for the first time. You have to relax, Josh,” he looked at you skeptically, “they can’t come down until you relax. Breathe through your nose for me? Yeah?” 
He fully sat down on your thighs, and did what he was told and took deep breaths through his nose. His eyes were trained on you the entire time. He could feel his teeth begin to move, his canine teeth especially. It felt like an invisible force was prying them out of his mouth. 
“I know it hurts, it always does the first few times, but soon you won’t even feel it happening, I promise,” your thumbs moved to his cheeks, your right one resting where his dimple normally was. 
He nodded slightly and leaned into your hand, trying to stay relaxed. 
“Watch me, ok?” You opened your mouth, baring your teeth and took a few deep breaths and slowly let down your own fangs. After over 350 years, it was hard to slow down the process, as you could complete the action as fast as blinking at this point, but you tried your best so your hunter-turned-Vampire could see it for himself. He studied the movement as it happened, finally having a proper visual to mentally focus on. 
After a few more deep breaths, his teeth shifted again, this time down, but not all the way. A smile lit up your face as he parted his lips to show you, and you whispered praises to him as he continued breathing. With a slight groan, his teeth descended all the way, and you saw his fangs for the first time. 
You stared in awe. While you met him as a human, seeing fangs in his mouth looked so…natural on him, as if they had always been there. Unexpected tears formed in your eyes, as it really hit you that he was a Vampire now, he was like you, and the two of you were the same. 
“Beautiful…,” you mused while touching one with your thumb, “do you want to see them?”
He nodded, and you looked around to see if there was a mirror. The closest thing you had was your phone, and you quickly snatched it off the nightstand and turned the camera on, flipping it to selfie-mode and handing it to Josh. He turned the phone over in his hands and held it in front of his face. It was definitely strange to see protruding fangs in his mouth, but they didn’t feel out of place. He ran his tongue over them a few times, feeling how sharp they were, how much longer they were from his other teeth, and he turned his head back and forth to see them at different angles. Satisfied, he tossed your phone to the side on the bed before turning back to you and cupping your face once more to collide his lips to yours, this time smiling into the kiss. 
It had been so long since you’ve kissed a fellow Vampire, especially one you lov- had feelings for. Your tongue slid across his teeth, feeling the contours and length of his fangs, and it was your turn to smile against his lips. He laid you back down onto the bed, shifting his legs so that he was between yours. His lips were everywhere, kissing all over your face and playfully scraping the tips against your skin. 
But the urge to drive them into your neck, to fully taste you in a way he couldn’t when he was human, was reaching a boiling point in his system. He was putting more and more pressure against your neck, but not breaking the skin…yet.
You quickly recognized what he was doing, what he wanted, and you pushed him away so that he was back over your face instead. 
“As much…as much as I’d love for you to do that…your first feed has to be with human blood…,” you were almost sad in telling him no, but this was a process that wasn’t fully complete until he tasted human blood for himself. It was what fully sealed a Vampire in their new form of existence, the full stop at the end of a sentence. Sheepishly, he closed his lips over his teeth, feeling like he had done something wrong. You caught the look in his eyes and quickly reassured him, “no no, it's ok, we’ll have plenty of time to do that afterwards, I promise.” You figured Dimitri himself would have a human or two on hand for feeding, as he was never a fan of blood bags. 
As if on cue, the older Vampire in question rapped his knuckles on the door as he opened it.
“Is our dear-,” before he could finish his sentence Josh immediately shifted on the bed and practically shielded you from Dimitri, his instincts taking over briefly. Dimitri held up his hands in truce, “now now, Joshua I’m not going to do anything. It's wonderful to see you awake and back with us.” 
You sat up behind Josh, looking at Dimitri over his shoulder, “you wouldn’t happen to have a human on hand? Please?”
“About that…after we talked earlier I let the Council know about your decision and that you were handling it yourself. They insisted on sending a representative here to make sure it actually happened.” He sighed before continuing, “Judith…is downstairs in the conservatory waiting for you.”
“Right now? He still can’t talk! He needs to have his first feed.” 
“I know, darling, I didn't expect them to send her this quickly,” he rolled his eyes as he said ‘her’, letting you know that Judith was not one of his friends on the Council. “I’ll give you a few minutes, but it’ll be better for everyone if you don’t keep her waiting.” With a sympathetic look, he closed the door behind him, leaving the two of you alone. 
“I’m so sorry, Josh, I didn’t kn-,” he turned and pressed a finger to your lips and shook his head, shushing you and letting you know that he understood. He got off the bed and collected his clothes from earlier that you had folded and placed on the couch. He threw his shirt on as he walked towards the ensuite at the far end of the room. You had already dressed while you had waited for him to wake up, so you sat at the edge of the bed and let him get ready. As he walked to the ensuite, you couldn’t help but notice that his walk was slightly different. His shoulders were straighter, his strides were quieter but more deliberate. You wondered if he himself even noticed the changes yet. From the angle of where you were sitting, you could just barely see himself checking his teeth out in the mirror again. His fangs had retreated back into his gums, and now his top row of teeth looked completely normal. 
His eyes looked at you through the mirror, catching your gaze. He smirked at you, before turning to finish getting dressed. As he exited the ensuite he locked eyes with you again and in an attempt at his new speed, he tried to race over to you. However, stopping was a completely different story, and he ended up tackling you onto the bed. 
Giggling, you reached up and traced his nose with your finger, “don’t worry, you’ll get there, Boy Scout.” You lifted your head to kiss him, and whispered against his lips, “come on, let's get this over with.” 
It wasn’t hard to find the conservatory, all you had to do was follow the classical music being played. Just like the rest of the manor, Dimitri spared no expense in this room either. It was a massive space, with a complete wall of windows that went from the floor all the way into the ceiling, creating a dome-like appearance. It was a perfect view of the stars at night, and a perfectly lethal place for a Vampire to be in after sunrise. He also had so many plants in the room it almost looked like a small forest in the room. Most of the flowering plants had closed their blooms for the night, and the evergreens sat peacefully in their pots. The main source of light in the room were the various lanterns that were strategically placed among the greenery. It created such an intimate atmosphere, especially with the light of the Waning Moon filtering in from the windows above. 
The beauty of the room stopped when you spotted the Council member sitting rather stiffly on the couch towards the middle of the room. Judith, as Dimitri called her, was a Vampire who appeared to be in her late fifties, with blonde hair that was so faded it almost looked gray at certain angles. She had it in a tight ponytail, making her sharp cheekbones the main feature of her face. Her eyes were equally gray, and they narrowed at the sight of Josh. 
“Ah, finally, there they are,” she said in mock enthusiasm. 
“Judith please,” Dimitri said with a sigh while nursing a drink in his hand.
Josh’s hand slid into yours as you made your way to the center of the room. His expression was neutral, but you knew his mind was full of thoughts and words for the snotty Vampire in front of him. 
Judith uncrossed her ankles and stood up, clipboard firmly in the crook of her arm. She gave you a look that let you know to let her look at Josh alone, and you reluctantly let go of his hand and went over to stand next to Dimitri. Her back was to you now, but you were still able to maintain eye contact with Josh.  
“Open your mouth,” she commanded flatly. She wanted to see his fangs. 
Josh looked at you briefly over her shoulder, starting to panic because he had only made his fangs come down once at this point, and was still getting the hang of it. He put his hands behind his back and wrung his wrists, trying to remember what you had told him. 
You kept eye contact with him, and motioned for him to take some deep breaths and to relax. Dimitri nodded along next to you; he wanted Josh to succeed almost as much as you did. 
Josh’s Adams apple bobbed a little before he opened his mouth. He closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths, trying to replicate how he had done it upstairs less than an hour ago. Judith stood there, staring at his teeth with an unimpressed look on her face. But after a few tense minutes, his fangs descended and locked in place. 
Judith made a small “hmph” sound and reached into the pocket of her skirt to fish out a measuring tape. She held the tape next to one of his fangs, and wrote down the measurement on the clipboard. She switched to the other side to get the other’s measurement, before mumbling loud enough for everyone to hear, “it's ok they’ll get longer in time.” 
Josh clamped his mouth shut and gave her a look that was so pointed, you were glad he wasn’t able to actually speak. But the way his eyes glared at her spoke volumes on their own. 
Judith ignored him while she made notes on the clipboard, scribbling away her thoughts and observations. 
“Has he fed yet,” she said without looking up.
“Umm…no, not yet-”
“Excellent. Bring in one of your humans, Dimitris,” she commanded as she finished her notes and looked back up at Josh. 
Dimitri sighed and took a long sip of his drink before motioning to one of his staff to fetch one of his human companions. He always had a steady supply of willing humans who were into being fed on. He had a knack for finding them in the haystack that was humanity. 
Josh looked at you again over Judith’s shoulder, the same panicky look from before had returned on his face. 
You mouthed, it's going to be ok, at him as the door opened and a woman in her mid twenties entered the room. 
Her eyes lit up when she saw Dimitri, “hi Dimitri…,” she gave him a flirty wave with her fingers. 
“Pleasure as always, Rebeckah,” he said with a small smile. She already knew where to go and dutifully went over to the couch and sat down, keeping her eyes on Dimitri the whole time. 
Judith motioned for Josh to join Rebeckah, and made his way over to the couch and sat down. You started to follow him before she barked, “I’d like to witness this alone, actually.” 
Something in you snapped, “the fuck you wi-”
Dimitri quickly stepped in, “what she’s trying to say is, as his Maker, I think it’s more than fair for her to be in the room for his first feed? Since he doesn’t know what he’s doing, she has a right to be here. In fact it would be the responsible thing to do, don’t you agree?”
Judith rolled her eyes, “fine, but she can’t interfere. The Council wants to see how he does on his own.” 
The Council didn’t want to see shit, you thought, they wanted him to fail. They wanted the ‘I told you so.’ 
Dimitri’s large hand landed on your shoulder, giving you a comforting squeeze. 
“Very well,” he said in a clipped tone. 
You looked up at Dimitri, the worry written all over your face. He gave your shoulder another squeeze. 
Tentatively, Josh reached over and took Rebeckah’s wrist in his hand, figuring that would be the best place. He could feel her pulse through her arm, and it made his gums above his fangs throb. He felt is instincts trying to guide him, which was a good sign until-
“Oh not the wrist, it's your first feed after all, I know you really want the neck deep down,” she was practically taunting him at this point, and turned back to the older Vampire and used his own words against him, “don’t you agree, Dimitris?” 
Dimitri’s mouth twisted into a frown, “it is the ideal spot I suppose…”
You were practically vibrating with rage right now, and you wanted to physically rip Judith’s head off her body yourself. This wasn’t how it was supposed to go. You were supposed to be right there with him, guiding him through it and making sure he didn’t take too much. 
“Don’t be shy, get closer to her,” Judith said while flicking her wrist at Josh. 
Rebeckah obliged first and scooted close to him, angling her head to expose her neck. The smell of her blood filled his nostrils, and at first he thought he was hallucinating. He knew his senses would be stronger, but actually experiencing it was completely different. 
Judith had her back to you and Dimitri once again, and you used this to your advantage as you looked at Josh over her shoulder. You feigned scratching your neck to show him where to put his hand, which he immediately copied. 
He lowered his face to her neck, the scent of her blood was almost overwhelming to him now and it was still safely in her body. Part of him was running on pure instinct, and getting impatient that he hadn’t sunk his teeth into her yet, whereas the other part of him was having an out of body experience as the reality of the situation hit him. He was really about to drink blood, as a Vampire, for the first time. However, the instinctual side of him won out and he pressed his new fangs against her neck. He could feel her pulse against his teeth, and with the same ‘fuck it’ mentality one has before a shot of tequila, he pierced her flesh and her blood began flowing into his mouth. 
Rebeckah made a small squeak, but she relaxed in his hold and a serene smile spread across her face. 
Josh breathed through his nose and took his first real pull from her, and the sudden burst of flavor nearly had his eyes rolling back. He never expected blood to taste this good, let alone have a flavor profile. He recalled the taste of blood as he remembered it from his youth, that gross metallic flavor that would fill his mouth whenever he’d lose a tooth, or that one time Jake hit him in the mouth while they were fighting and cut his lip open. But now? Now he was getting notes of…lilies? Lavender maybe? It was all so overwhelming he wasn’t sure, he just knew that it was good. He kept pulling and pulling, feeling it run out of his mouth a little and down his chin. 
You on the other hand were watching him like a hawk, and listening to Rebeckah’s heartbeat even closer. It was still steady and normal, but you knew it wouldn’t be that way for much longer. The way Josh was pulling was very deep, but he didn’t understand that yet. If you hadn’t been so stressed about your lack of involvement, you would’ve noted how absolutely gorgeous he looked while feeding. He needed to slow down, if not stop completely. You thought back to your first feed, and it didn’t end well for the human involved because you had zero guidance. Isaac had just let you do what you wanted and cleaned up the mess later. But you didn’t want that for Josh, he didn’t deserve to be traumatized right out of the gate like that. 
He didn’t want this to end, part of him wanted to keep going until he couldn’t anymore. But this low thumping noise in his head got slower, and it was then he realized he had been hearing her heartbeat the entire time. It was slowing down, and he had just enough wherewithal to know he needed to let go. But knowing and doing were two different things. 
You were starting to panic, and you looked at Josh, hoping he’d look up just long enough to make eye contact with you. Judith started scribbling notes again, and you wanted to crack that entire clipboard over her head. You thought about faking a cough, making some sort of noise, but you didn’t want her to send you out of the room for ‘interfering.’ 
Josh wrenched his eyes open, and looked up to find you. He saw your eyes were watery and filled with panic, and he understood why. From your vantage point, you mouthed the words, “you need to let go,” to him, and he wanted to listen, he really did, but it was as if his mouth and his brain weren’t working together. But, he tried anyway, and loosened his grip on Rebeckah’s neck and slowly worked at dislodging his fangs from her neck. He fought the urge that was screaming at him to keep going, to drain her dry like a juice box, but he refused to let that voice win. With more force than he would’ve liked, he pulled his teeth from her neck, and let go of her completely. 
Before he could fully relax, he saw you point at your teeth, and then patted the side of your neck with those same fingers, silently telling him to use his blood to heal the bite. Josh sprung into action, quickly and hastily biting his index finger, breaking the skin and rubbing his own blood amongst her own on her neck along the puncture wounds. Within seconds they began to close and he was able to lean back on the couch, out of breath. 
Judith paused for a second in her scribbling, and looked at her watch on her wrist and wrote down the time. She observed Rebeckah for another minute, who seemed completely fine with the situation and was only slightly miffed she had blood on her dress. 
Dimitri gestured at the staff member standing by the door, “please take Miss Rebeckah to the kitchens to get her something to eat. Have the chef make her whatever she wants.” 
Rebeckah smiled and stood up from the couch, “and what about my dress?”
“I’ll get you a new one, as always,” this made her smile as she made her way out of the room. 
Without a second glance at Josh, Judith turned back to Dimitri and sighed, “I’ll give my observations to the Council but everything seems to be fine.” She looked at Josh over her shoulder, “welcome to your new life, don’t fuck up. We know who your family is, after all.” 
Josh glared at her as she exited the room. Dimitri gave you a nod and left as well, leaving the two of you alone. 
As soon as the door shut you rushed over to Josh, your hands immediately took his, as apologies fell from your mouth, “I’m so fucking sorry I didn’t know that was going to happen, you weren’t supposed to be alone like that-”
“...sw-sweetheart…,” his voice was so faint, but it was there. He was gaining his voice back. Relief flooded through you, you didn’t realize just how much you missed his voice until he spoke again. You couldn’t take it anymore and practically lept into his lap and wrapped your arms around him, burying your face in his neck. His arms instantly wrapped around your waist, pulling you closer. He was so thankful to finally get his hands on you. 
After spending several minutes just lying in his arms and breathing him in, you pulled back and said, “are you ok? How do you feel?”
A dreamy smile spread across his face, “honestly? I feel fucking incredible right now.” His voice was still scratchy, but it was gradually getting stronger.
You smiled back, “yeah? You did so good earlier, I want you to know that. They were setting you up to screw up but you didn’t. It's so difficult to stop like you did the first few times, let alone the first time. I’m so proud of you, Boy Scout.”
His cheeks reddened at the praise, “Ah, I just…I just remembered what you told me about listening for the heartbeat…had to force myself off though.” 
You were beaming at him now, “I’m not saying it's going to be easy, but I just know you’re going to be so good at it in no time. Next time I’ll be right there with you, I promise. I won’t let anyone get in the way of that again.”
His hands slipped under your shirt and rubbed the skin of your back, “I know you wanted to be there, it wasn’t your fault…” 
“But I-”
“I don’t want you to beat yourself up over this, it happened, but all we can do is move forward.”
You knew he was right, but you still felt bad, “I know I just-”
“Next time we can share, yeah?”
That surprised you, and you smirked at him, “Boy Scout…” 
He glanced out the wall of windows, and noticed the dark blue sky was starting to get lighter, “I think…I think we need to go back upstairs…and shut the windows…,” the suggestion dripped from his voice.
“Race you there?”
“You better get started, sweetheart…,” his eyes bore into yours before you took off from the conservatory. The two of you were a pair of giggling blurs rushing up the stairs to the third floor. He caught up to you at the door, and lurched to a halt while pressing you up against the solid wood. You reached behind you to start twisting the doorknob as he snaked an arm around your waist. His eyes looked even darker in the dim lighting of the corridor, but his smile was sweet, a combination that only he could pull off. 
Stumbling into the room, Josh locked the door behind him before reaching down and firmly gripping your thighs and wrapping them around his waist. He carried you backwards to the bed, while you stripped your shirt off and threw it blindly to the side. Your hands instantly returned to his cheeks as he laid you on the bed. He stood up momentarily to throw off his own shirt, before crawling up the bed and getting on top of you. The rest of your clothes were quickly shed, leaving the both of you naked. 
Josh’s mouth devoured yours, sucking on your bottom lip before he slipped his tongue inside and tangled it with your own. You moaned into his mouth, the relief of him being okay and back in your arms spurring you on. He groaned and lifted off your lips slightly, running his tongue along his top teeth. He looked at you, a little annoyed at his own body as his fangs tried to descend again. 
You recognized the look, and you smiled, “don’t fight it, Josh. Let them down, I wanna see them again…” 
He closed his eyes for a few seconds and concentrated. They came down ever so slightly faster this time, but he still winced at the pain. 
Staring at him, you reached up and gently touched one with your finger, “I just can’t get over how beautiful they look on you…” 
His cheeks reddened before he started working his way down your body, kissing every bit of skin he could reach. Every so often he’d drag his fangs across your skin, causing you to arch your back. As he made his way down to your core, he deliberately skipped where you needed him most to pay attention to your thighs. 
You sat up on your elbows and made a noise in protest, which made him chuckle against your skin. One of the few downsides (at least to him) to you being a supernatural creature was that any hickey’s he made would heal within minutes, but he loved littering your skin with them anyway. The way you arched towards him, trying to get him where you needed him only made him tease you further. Every time you thought he was going to put that perfect mouth of his against your core, he’d switch to the other thigh to nip and suck at your skin. 
“If you don’t-”
Before you could finish your sentence your lover latched onto your core, flattening out his tongue and licking a stripe from your entrance to just below your clit. A frustrated noise escaped you, and his eyes met yours with the most mischievous energy behind them. Those pools of molten molasses seemed to darken even more. Tilting his head slightly and curling his lip up to show you his teeth, he drug one of his new fangs over the edges of your lips, up and up, and slowly circled your clit. He put just enough pressure for you to feel the sharp edge against your sensitive flesh, before diving in and sharply sucking your clit into his mouth. You cried out, loud enough to echo around the room, and you couldn’t give a shit if anyone in this fortress of a house could hear you. 
Two of his fingers teased your entrance before plunging in, curling upwards and giving that spot inside you all the attention they could. His pace was quick and brutal, spurred on but the grip you had in in his hair and how you were practically fucking his mouth. He grinded his own need onto the mattress, desperate for some friction of his own. 
It wasn’t long before your first orgasm of the night washed over you, making you shake beneath him while grinding on his face. His fingers worked even harder to ride it out, drawing it out as long as possible for you. But he didn’t give you a chance to fully still. Placing one final kiss to your clit, he crawled up your body to claim your mouth, letting you taste yourself all over him. 
You were far from done when you flipped him over, straddling his hips and grinding against his cock. He threw his head back and made the sexiest whining sound you had heard in a long time. He sat up and gripped your ass, lifting you up to wrap your legs around his waist. 
“Tell me what you want…,” he whispered against your mouth while keeping you hovered just above his cock.
“Josh please-”
“Josh please, what, sweetheart?” 
“I need you, don’t be mean,” your voice was nearly an octave higher than normal, and now it was your turn to sound whiny. 
“...and what do you need?”
Your nails dug into the skin at the base of his neck, not caring if they broke skin a little now, he could handle it. 
“Your cock, Josh, I need your cock.”
His eyebrows raised in the cockiest manner, “oh? This? This cock?” Before you could answer he pulled you down onto him, plunging him deep inside as he bottomed out. His eyes rolled back at finally being inside you, and you used this distraction to tighten your pussy around him as revenge. A strangled noise left his throat, “you are…such…a little brat…” 
You smirked as you started to work yourself on his cock, relishing in every ridge and vein he had to offer you. He kept one arm around your ass, guiding you and gripping you as he leaned back on his other hand. As your pace quickened, you felt your own gums start to itch and move. You let your fangs descend, not wanting or needing to hold back anymore while with your lover. He was kissing your shoulder, and you leaned your head down to graze your teeth against the shell of his ear. 
He lifted his head, and gave you an equally toothy grin, both of you baring your fangs at each other. 
“Boy Scout…,” you started, nearly breathless, “remember earlier when I told you to wait?” He instantly caught on to what you were referring to, when he had almost bit you earlier. His Adam's apple bobbed as he nodded. “If I let you do that…can I bite you too?” 
His cock twitched inside you at the question, “please, please do…”
“Taste me, Josh, show me you know how,” you whispered. 
Another strangled sound escaped him before he lowered his head and pierced your neck with his fangs. It had been…a long time, decades even, since you had had a Vampire taste you. It was such an intimate act, most considered it almost sacred. 
Josh took a long pull off of you, and the first note that hit his tongue was a distinct cherry flavor, tart but sweet, along with a distinct undercurrent of sea salt. He could practically smell the ocean. Flashes and sounds started to flood his mind, swirling around in his mind's eye. They focused, and he saw you, as a teen in Jamestown, scrubbing the floors of the house you used to live in. A second flash, it's the Victorian era, and you’re giggling in bed with another man. You called him Colin before it dissipated. Another flash, it’s twenties and you look sad as you sipped your drink. You were surrounded by people partying, but you weren’t matching the energy. A final flash, this time it's the seventies and you look darling in your bell bottoms and feathered hair. You seemed happier then, laughing with a few girlfriends in a bar. 
The feeling of his fangs in your skin hurtled you toward your second orgasm. Before you could reach your high, you bit down on your lover's flesh. His taste…his taste was the same, but it was so much more vibrant? As if it had been turned up several notches. That orangey citrus flooded your senses, and as the vanilla showed itself to you, flashes started behind your eyes too. A small, scared, seven year old Josh scrambled to stab a rogue Vampire in the leg with a knife from under his bed. Another flash, this time Josh was older, late teens at best, getting lectured by his father about a hunting job gone wrong. The importance of his responsibility as the “oldest” was being drilled into his head. Flash number three, Josh is sitting next to his twin in front of a fire, laughing at some inside joke as he brings his beer to his lips. Who knew Jake Kiszka was capable of smiling? The final flash was him gathering some files on a table, the one on top had your name clearly on the tab. He wasn’t in his apartment, but in a room that looked like an office. 
Your vision went dark as your high overtook you, making you shake and pulse around him. His cock twitched inside you again, and a muffled groan shuddered against your skin letting you know he had reached his own high. Carefully, you each withdrew your teeth and lapped at the fresh blood on your skin as your wounds healed. 
Josh kissed you softly, mixing your blood with his, enjoying the taste. He opened his eyes and smiled at you, feeling more content and happy than he had in days. The stress from the past week had completely evaporated, and in this moment, all he saw, all he cared about, was you. 
His Vampire. 
The adoration for him was written all over your face, and you silently noted the blood smeared all over him. You looked over your shoulder at the ensuite, and could see the edge of a clawfoot tub from the doorway. 
“Lets get cleaned up, Boy Scout…”
His grin widened and he looked over your shoulder, seeing what you were looking at. He also saw the first light of the day start to filter in through the windows. Thankfully the bed was positioned in a way that didn’t put it anywhere near them, but in order to get the ensuite they’d have to cross them. Carefully he kept you in place as he reached for the remote on the nightstand. 
He punched the buttons, and the shades came down. His hand squeezed the flesh of your ass, “only the moon gets a free show, sweetheart…” 
You gave him a quick kiss before crawling off of him and leading him into the bathroom. Soon, the both of you were situated in the hot water, enjoying the extra wide clawfoot tub. 
Josh tried to take the lead in cleaning  up, but you stopped him and took it upon yourself to clean the blood off of his skin. He relaxed into the water as you swept the rag over his skin. Meticulously you cleaned any dry blood out of his beard and mustache, kissing him as you went. It had been a long time since someone had properly taken care of him afterwards. 
It was clear to you that the new-Vampire exhaustion was creeping up on your lover, and you worked a little faster to get him cleaned up so the two of you could return to bed. He would probably have another long sleep again, but not nearly as long as that first one. The process of becoming a Vampire was complete, but it still took time for the body to adjust.
Soon you were back in bed with him, the covers pulled over your exhausted bodies as you wrapped yourselves around each other. His ear was on your chest, and you were softly grazing your nails against his scalp. His eyes were closed, and sleep was well on its way. 
He pressed a soft kiss against your skin before mumbling, “...love you…” 
You stared at him as he completely stilled in your arms, eyes welling up, 
“Love you too, Boy Scout,” but you weren’t sure he heard it. 
To be continued…
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elden ring shadow of the erdtree spoilers and rambling/doodles below. got seamless co op running on steam deck and I wanted to doodle my experiences I;m having soooo much fun (if you need help with steam deck seamless co op dm or send an ask I guess?)
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not pictured: screaming about grave birds and invaders. so sorry to sneeferVEVO and cat who fishes because the first one I threw rocks at until they slipped off the edge and died (they had all endgame gear. if they didn't slip we were going to corner them and spam a frost stomp) and the second one I threw rocks at until they died (stone of gurranq is my defense mechanism) sneefervevo invaded us AGAIN and eventually left? there was also someone named gilbert I don't know if my brother killed them or not but invaders in seamless co op is the funniest thing ever it's optional but if you turn it off it also turns off npc invasions. also there is NO PROMPT when you get invaded but you can also like run around and take materials we went into the dlc by removing all of our gear!! we took everything off except my seal and one weapon/incantation/spell in our slot as a backup (I didn't use my sword, only stone) and it WORKED. the first guy we killed dropped an armor set and it was heavy enough for me to only be able to wear one piece (chest piece) and have a sword so I was running around only shirt no pants but we did grab some beast claws which we immediately upgraded to +25 and changed scaling and they're AWESOME. I love this game soooo much and I am so obsessed with hornsent already. so in character of me to get attached to the very first man I meet in this game (it happened with varré too) and every little bit I see about messmer makes me INSANE. I love this man also we ran into the ghostflame dragon it was so scary we can't kill it just yet. it looks like a pile of driftwood but I noticed it was a dragon and we went to grab the item by it. it didn't wake up. I walk closer. it immediately starts chasing us and giving us frostbite but also sooooo obsessed with the npcs
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chunkypossum · 11 months
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I know one or two people are waiting for a new chapter on Kerosene over on Ao3 so here is an update!
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It’s complete!
… Sort of … Kerosene is completely written including:
25-30 chapters (some might be broken into two as I edit)
2 epilogues in a ‘choose your own ending’ style
1 chapter in an entirely new fic that jumps off from the end of one of the epilogues.
So the next steps in the process will be:
edit the drafts of chapters 20-30.
Then I will check through the whole thing for inconsistencies. I think some minor things might need to be changed in previous chapters.
Update past chapters, tags and descriptions
Set up a posting schedule for the last few chapters!
If you think you wanna be on a tag list for this fic just dm me and let me know.
Excited to share the rest of this story with y’all! For spoilers without context for new chapters scroll to the end …
There is something sinister targeting the courts of Prythian and the Night Court’s Spymaster finds it increasingly aggravating that he can’t pinpoint the source. What will he decide to do when he is faced with the possibility of losing so much, even things he didn’t realize he had?
TW: violence, torture, child abuse, contains smut 18+ only please!
Ch. 1 Snippet.
Drip. Drip…… Drip. The echo of water on stone is his only lullaby, his only steady comfort in a world of darkness. Darkness so deep it has settled in his bones and manifested itself in wisps of consciousness that skate over his skin cooling the still healing burns on his hands. If it weren’t for the comfort of the shadows Azriel wasn’t sure he would have bothered waking up after passing out during the torture his brothers had put him through. His father had been furious at Azriel for allowing them the opportunity to do such damage.
‘I had a plan that is wasted now unless you regain use of your hands.’ He had screamed, spittle from his mouth hitting Azriel on his cheeks, already damp from his useless tears. Azriel knew he messed up when he trusted that his brothers meant him no harm. He had always been desperate for their attention, even if that attention ultimately hurt him, which it always did. He thought this time might be different, and in a way it was different, it was much worse than it ever had been before. Apparently, lighting bugs on fire until they popped had lost its charm and they had wanted to see what his flesh would look like as it bubbled and crisped under their ministrations. They had been delighted.
Eventually, he had passed out from the pain, waking up only briefly to hear his father screaming at him before passing out again. At some point, his hands had been bandaged but they still felt like they were on fire. IT was a feeling he would live with for a long, long time.
Azriel didn’t know what it meant to die but death’s song sang to him anyway. It had sounded so sweet in that inky blackness of his mind and he had been so tempted to follow it wherever it led. It was only those shadows, incessantly tugging and whispering to him that kept him tethered to his body.
Not yet. Not now.
They chattered.
Someday. Someday. Not yet. Not now.
‘I’m ready now.’ He tried to tell them but they just brushed cool tendrils into his matted, shaggy curls rousing him from blissful sleep.
The smell of stagnant water and decaying moss in his lightless cell greeted him first, even before the pain of the burns. That pain rose slowly to greet him as he opened his eyes and sat up. Little whimpers escaped his lungs and fell away in the dark while he tried not to bend or flex his fingers beneath the bandages.
Azriel could taste the salt caking his cheeks still damp with tears he had been shedding even in his sleep. The shadows whispered snippets of conversation to him they had gathered from the house and village above and around him and his young brain pieced together the news. His brothers had been sent away to his father’s country estate to the south somewhere, someplace he would never see. The villagers had eagerly spread the news that his sons had been spirited away in the night, a scandal that they were desperate to learn more about. No one could truthfully claim they knew the whole truth, yet many tried.
Azriel didn’t understand most of what was said, but what had become horribly obvious to him was the fact that no one mentioned him at all. Not that it was expected, he had known his father kept him locked away for a reason but he hadn’t realized that reason was to make sure no one knew he even existed down here.
Maybe he didn’t exist. That thought was almost comforting until a pain, bright and hot, exploded from his hands as he absentmindedly tried to clench them into fists. He nearly passed out from the pain but as quick as it bloomed, the shadows were there, soothing and banking the fire cutting across his skin. If he existed he must be crazy at the very least, to find friends in the shadows. That must be why his father would rather people don't know he existed, something was wrong in him, broken in him....
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xbunny-k · 2 years
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The Actor & I: PART TWENTY-EIGHT – Anastasia? Are You Ok?
This is part TWENTY EIGHT of a very long, SLOW BURN series on Austin Butler and a Production Assistant on set of Elvis (2022).
Masterlist here!
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Anything italicized is main character’s thoughts!
Warnings: *this next entry will discuss an abusive relationship (emotional and physical) can DM you a recap w/out that part of the story if you need!* Possessiveness, smidge of misogyny, Smut, Fluff, eventual Spoilers for Elvis (2022), language (If i missed anything, please comment so i can add!)
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The next few days at work fly by as I’m busy preparing to be out of office for over a week to travel to Memphis with Austin, Baz and a few other people from Baz’s team. By the time it’s Friday night, I regret making plans tonight with my friends, but it’ll be good to see them and decompress from work a bit. I change into a black dress after getting ready for the night with my friend Nicole. I’ve been drinking a bit while getting ready and decide to take some pictures and actually post on Instagram, which is not very on brand for me. I giggle posting the photos thinking they’re a bit risqué of me in a mini dress on the bed, but who cares.
A few hours later, we’re leaving dinner with a group of friends and head out to a club, which is not my thing at all, but it’s for our friend Justin’s birthday. Awhile after being on the dance floor and drinking a bit, I decide to sit down and check my phone. As soon as I see the notifications, I feel like I sober up a bit. 3 texts from Kelsey, she’s with us, why is she texting me? 5 texts from Austin, I….
I decide to open Kelsey’s texts first since it’s weird she’s texting me since she’s with us, but she runs over to me before I can read them. “Ana, did you see what I sent you?! Why is he commenting on your Instagram. Like he deleted it, but still,” she screams over the music pulsating through the club. “What,” I yell back at her. She points at my phone before sitting down next to me. Her texts look panicked starting with, “OMG!” to “ANA!!!” and then finally a screenshot of my Instagram. Austin had commented a red heart emoji. I feel myself blush but try to hide it from my best friend.
I then realize I had texts from Austin. I rush to open them but try to shield them from Kelsey who is right next to me.
“Ok, I went to the grocery store and you’re going to think I’m crazy for how much stuff I bought.”
“I know we’re hanging out tomorrow, but what are you up to tonight?” “Your post…you look really great.”
“Where are you headed tonight?”
“Sorry for all the texts, I started drinking with some friends and…I just wanted to talk to you.”
I smile at the last one because I too want to talk to him. I kinda miss him even though we spent a lot of time together this week… As I’m deep in thought about texting Austin back, I see the last person I would ever want to see. What is he doing here? I need out of here.
I feel Kelsey grab my arm and I look at her. It’s the look best friends know what it means right away, “No I’m not ok, we need to leave.” She nods and grabs her purse and I follow suit, but as we’re getting up, my ex, Brandon, approaches me and leans down whispering into my ear, “Oh hey, Anaaa. You look good.” I roll my eyes and nod as politely as I can while gripping onto Kelsey’s arm for dear life.
I look over at my friend Justin and yell over the music, “I’m sorry to leave early on your birthday, but we’re gonna head out!” He comes over and whispers in my ear, “I don’t know why he’s here; I don’t even know the last time I talked to him…” I shrug and hug him as I try to make my way out. Before I can get away from our table, Brandon comes up and tries to pull me away from Kelsey. Kelsey pulls me on the other side of her, placing herself between me and my ex as she shouts at him, “Not tonight, Brandon. Just leave her alone.” Apparently, this is loud enough to get a bouncer’s attention as a bouncer makes his way over to us. I make eye contact with the bouncer and then look at Brandon and it seems the bouncer understands as he goes to ask Brandon to leave.
Kelsey and I try to leave the area, but with a rope tying off the area, we get a little stuck. Brandon comes up behind me following the bouncer and says loudly for anyone to hear, “You look good for a slut. Anyone want an easy time? Look over here.” I try to hide myself out of embarrassment for the scene he’s causing and to hide my expression from Kelsey. I don’t want her to see he still has the ability to make me feel so small. We broke up a while ago after I finally realized he was being abusive to me and it’s taken me time to heal, but his words still hurt. Kelsey pulls me out and before I know it, we’re in an Uber headed to my place.
Once we get back to my place, she offers to come up, but I just tell her I’m tired and gonna go to sleep. I promise to text her the next day and then head upstairs. The minute I get inside I slide down the other side of the door and just burst into tears. It’s not so much what my ex was yelling, just the place it brought me back to. I work so hard to not think about my past and anything that happened with Brandon but seeing him and feeling his grip on my arm. I feel my phone vibrate in my bag and pull it out. It’s just Kelsey letting me know she got home and to call her if I need her. I gasp for breath in between tears and switch from my messages to the phone call screen and before I know it, I’m waiting for an answer.
Eventually, I hear Austin say, “Anastasia? Are you ok? It’s so late.” There’s no way he can’t hear my tears as he then just asks, “Are you at home?” I nod and realize he can’t see me nodding, but I cannot bring myself to stop crying as I just whimper out, “Yyy-es.”
He firmly responds, “I’m on my way, I’ll be there in 15 minutes, ok, Anastasia?”
In what feels like no time at all, Austin arrives to my apartment and softly knocks on the door. I’m still sitting on the floor right against the door, so I just slide up and open the door. Austin is in a t-shirt and sweat shorts and his face falls as soon as he sees me. “Oh, Anastasia, what’s wrong,” he asks as he walks in my apartment and closes the door behind him. He pulls me in immediately into a hug and whispers, “It’s okay, baby. Let’s get you to bed.” He kisses the top of my head and guides me to my room. “Do you wanna take your shoes off and I’ll get you something comfy to wear,” he asks, but I grab his arm. “Don’t go, please,” I quietly beg. I slide out of my heels and lay down on my bed. Austin sits in the space next to me and I can feel him looking at me trying to figure out what to do or say.
Ana, you need to say something. He isn’t your boyfriend, but you called him and begged him to come over.
I tune my thoughts out as I don’t have the energy to be thinking about work or what Austin actually is to me. I just needed my friend who would be there for me without question. Kelsey wouldn’t judge me, but she would just tell me to wisen up and not dwell on it. She’d be right, but I just need to let the emotions out. I can’t bottle up how much seeing my ex and feeling his skin on mine, even if just a brief second, hurt me. It took me back to such a dark place.
While my head is spinning, I realize Austin has gotten up from the bed. “I’ll be right back, I’m just gonna get you some water,” he says as he bends down to me and rubs my cheek softly with his thumb. I nod and he hurries out to my kitchen. I see him come back towards my bedroom, but he goes into my bathroom. I try to relax my mind and calm myself down to stop crying. I can feel my tears streaming down my face, but I finally am able to catch my breath and feel the sobbing stop.
Austin appears at my side crouched down facing me. He has some Tylenol and water held out for me, which I gladly take. He takes the water glass and offers me a make-up removing wipe, which makes me giggle. “There she is,” he smiles softly at me. I take the wipe from him and sit up a bit to take my make-up off. Once I’m done, he caresses my face with his thumb and says, “Much better.” I can feel more tears coming as I lay down again and I quietly ask, “Come lay down with me?” Austin with zero hesitation slides out of his shoes and is laying down opposite me. He wraps his one arm around me and uses the other to rub my arm. He quietly asks, “Anastasia, do you wanna tell me what happened?”
I sigh and quietly say, “No, but I feel like I owe you an explanation.” He turns me around so I’m facing him, and he says, “You don’t owe me anything. We can just lay here until you fall asleep, ok?” I nod and stay laying facing Austin. I run my fingers on his chest over his t-shirt. His eyes darken quickly, but as I look up into them, they soften back to their normal icy blue and he softly says, “Everything is gonna be ok, Anastasia. I got you, just go to sleep, baby.” I don’t have the energy to fight him on calling me baby, but I can feel my body react for a moment. I get so caught up in my thoughts…
He’s just a friend… but why is he calling me baby? Why did he rush here in the middle of the night? I was ignoring his texts and he came to me immediately when I called… Why is he looking at me like that? I just want to kiss him…
In order to stop from thinking so much and doing something I regret; I decide to open up to him. “I was out with some friends and my ex was at the same place,” I start to say quietly. Austin’s eyes look at me with such focus, like he isn’t just focused on what I’m saying, but how I’m saying it. “We broke up on pretty bad terms… at first, he was my everything. My first boyfriend and my first…well everything. Brandon started out great, but then he was a bit controlling and would lose his temper with me, but just get angry. Then he’d start grabbing me too hard or shoving me, but he’d always apologize like it was an accident,” I continue, and I look away from his eyes. “I remember the first time Brandon hit me, he apologized immediately. I thought I was done right away. But he was so apologetic I took him back a few days later. But then he just kept doing it. He’d hit me or shove me, apologize and we’d move on before he did it again. He started just demanding I stop going out with friends and I really never saw them for months. I had just turned 19 and he took everyone away from me,” I say as I look back up at him.
Austin’s eyes are locked on me, and I can see anger in them. He looks so hurt and I feel bad for unloading this on him. I think he can sense my thoughts as he says, “Anastasia, I’m so sorry. You don’t have to keep going if you don’t feel comfortable. I’m here for you, no matter what. You’re at home. You’re safe. I have you.” I look down from his eyes that are locked into mine and he reaches down and grabs my hand. I look back up at him and he quietly says, “I’m always going to make sure you feel safe. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to stop you from seeing him tonight.” I squeeze his hand and say, “I want you to know everything. It’s important.” He looks deep in my eyes, like he’s trying to get in my head to know what I’m thinking. He nods and I continue, “I was in class one day and ran into Kelsey, who immediately knew something was off. I didn’t look like myself, I was weak and just drained of any visible life, pale, thin and just no light in my eyes. It was summer, but I was wearing long sleeves and pants. She got it out of me that he was just hurting me, but she didn’t need to know anymore.”
I start to cry and Austin pulls me into him as he strokes my hair and says, “Anastasia, you’re so brave. You’re out of that time in your life and you’re so loved. You have everyone here for you and you’re safe.” I start to cry even harder. He barely knows me, but knows what I need to hear to be comforted… I bring myself to stop crying and continue, “I spent months living with Kelsey after she helped me just load up my stuff and never even say anything to Brandon other than ‘I’m leaving.’ I changed my number, stopped using social media and just learned to be myself again… My friend group, which was also his friend group, stopped hanging out with him. I really had a clean break from him once I regained my sense of self.”
Austin looks deep into my eyes as he pulls me out of our embrace and says, “I’m so happy you were able to do that for yourself. It’s why you so strong willed, you can really do anything you set your mind to. It’s why I like being around you so much. Anastasia, thank you for telling me.” He pulls me back into him and I grip my arms around him as we’re laying in my bed, on top of the covers and facing one another. I feel so much lighter after telling him all this; like he really knows the real me now. It’s ugly, but it’s what made me the person I am. “He’s the only person I’ve been with and just hearing him say things about me… just really affected me and I just had to come home,” I whisper, and I can feel his body tense up. Austin says, “Anastasia, don’t worry about anything he has to say. I’ve got you.”
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anemxvisions · 1 day
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SHIPPING INFO. answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog.
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what’s your OTP for your muse(s)?
oh boy time to expose myself! Xiaolumi, Tomozuha, Wanzuha, Venlumi, Zhongven, Albecrose, jean/good night sleep
what are you willing to RP when it comes to shipping?
Anything really, aus bring'em! I love doing plots of how our lovelies are going to end up together. Will say I do enjoy the angst when it comes to shipping as well but I'm a wuss and need it with a happy ending eventually
how large does the age gap have to be to make it uncomfortable?
I guess not too much, as long as the muses are consenting adults I'm fine with it. I do know not everyone shares same age headcanons but majority of all my muses are over twenty one, except Sayu because she's a child
are you selective when shipping?
At this point I'm kinda shipped all out, like I want other types of relationships to explore with muses but I'm not against a new ship coming along or ship partner wanting to try something out
how far do steamy moments have to go before they’re considered NSFW?
Once clothes come off it's NSFW lol. I'm down for things getting a little steamy and we cut to a fade to black or the next morning
how does one have to ask to ship with you?
Just slide into the DMs asking for ship, I'll more than often say ABSOLUTELY
how often do you like to ship?
I like a good balance of shipping and other relationship dynamics, to spread the writing and creative juices evenly out
are you multiship?
yes
are you ship obsessed or ship more-or-less?
Its 50/50 but i will say this if we have a ship i am 110% into it! I will always want to talk about it and come up with new things and share fan art or shipping memes you name it, I might be a little annoying lol
what is your favorite ship in your current fandom?
While we may be in Natlan my heart is missing our Fontaine old men yaoi, hopefully we'll see george washington mermaid and business casual werewolf again u_u
finally, how does one ship with you?
Again just come and scream in the DMs or discord!
tagged by: @tendoujo <3
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driftwoodmfb · 3 months
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So, over a year ago @desultory-novice did a couple of drawings for Marx's and DMB's birthday and I picture talking about what if DMB joined Magolor and Marx after the events of Kirby Super Star. Well, this happened before Dess made Noir. So I decided to somewhat revisit this idea~ Marionettes’ Pavane X Apologies AU or as I like to call it Marionettes's Apology/Mari'Polo
Does this count as @kirbyoctournament propaganda?
I wrote this in a loose script planning way as if it was going to be drawn like MariPav, but this is too much for me to draw XD
Notes: Blue = Magolor, Red = Marx, Purple = Noir. Reminder that Noir turned dark matter had a lot of his senses taken from him, big ones being sight, hearing, and touch. This takes place still a good amount before Return to Dream Land. Marx has gained the ability to control himself without the matter manipulator and has his arm-wings out
Magolor testing out Lor some more and picks up on two signals, Dark Matter Swordsman and his sword. He takes him into Lor's med bay and having dealt with Marx, already has an idea how to wake up this being
((...))
So is kidnapping people just your hobby now?
It is not my hobby!
((... What?))
Reeeeally? Cause two’s a pattern.
Three. The saying is ‘three’s a-’
Obviously, a none serious tone Whaaaaat!? This is your third time!? 
((Where am eye?))
Ohoho, it looks like our guest is awake!
DMS jumped up and reached for his sword. It’s missing.
Where’s my blade? (Note: DMS still can't hear anything)
Now, now, now, my unnamed guess, why would I keep you armed?
DMS raised his scarf sleeve to his head. ((Eye can’t hear Master Zero))
Marx twirls a necklace around his claw. So can we give ‘em this now?
Magolor pinched the temple of his nose I don’t know if that’s a good idea. Our guest is clearly hostile.
It’s my matter manipulator, so I can do what I want with it~!
It is not yours.
Marx ignores Magolor and moves close to DMS with the necklace in claw DMS can sense the magic in the matter manipulator. He backs away until he his back is against the wall.
((That magic… could it be disrupting my connection with Master Zero? If so eye’ll need to get rid of it. Eye need my blade back.))
Hold still will you!?
Marx uses magic to summon vines to trap and hold DMS still. He places the necklace on him.
Ahh… AHHH… AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
Magolor coves his ears Perhaps his matter isn’t compatible with it?
Booooo!
Magolor pulls up a screen. Oh? His eyes glow. Now this is interesting.
DMS is still screaming
Let’s leave him be. I’m curious how this will turn out.
Magolor and Marx leave the med bay. The door closes behind them.
Lor, mute all sound in that room, would you? Lor does so Thank you.
(Some time later) Back in the med bay where DMS is.
(Cough cough hack)
Wha-  Blurry panel, more blurry panel, then a minimum blurry panel ((I can see… Not very well though.)) Panel shows his hands. Next panel he presses the palm of his hand ((My sense of feel is back too...)) Hello? Is anyone here!?
Panel shows full room. It can also be seen that Noir is back to looking mostly human
No response.
He places his hand to his side (where he usually carried the Dark Sword) Right… it’s missing His face goes pale. Wh-what if some one finds it first!? What if someone else-!? He scratches at his neck. …? Noir’s collar is on the floor. My connection to the sword is… gone? Ngh. My head is spinning. Shows the matter manipulator. Noir holds the gem in his hand. This most be the magic I sensed. ((There’s a good chance this is what is keeping the dark matter at bay. I better not mess with it.)) Shows the door ((I should find out where I am first…))
(Probably some sneaking around. He eventually reaches the main deck where Magolor and Marx is)
Noir is peaking around the corner
You’re still staring at that screen?
How are you not fascinated by a being made of pure dark matter?
Eh, I’ve seen that already. Popstar had a couple of invasions from them. A kid took care of them though.
Magolor: -_- Mhm…
This is why I never tell you about my life! You never believe me!
Lor, vitals 
Hey!
Magolor sits up with a serious look Lor, where did they go?
Screen shows a map with two dots representing Magolor and Marx and a dot in the back of the room representing Noir. Marx and Magolor turns around.
You look quite different
Marx smirks Trying to upstage me with your first impressions, huh? 
((What?)) Are you two the ones who placed this necklace on me?
Ha! Yeah.
Magolor is still looking at the screen. Fascinating. He turns to Noir You weren’t always dark matter.
Noir looks away Eye… I was not.
Magolor’s horns wiggle Even though dark matter is known to consume anything it touches, your soul still prevailed. And the matter manipulator was able to reduce the dark matter’s control and pull out the original matter.  Now, how does one become dark matter while keeping themself? 
I didn’t keep myself, I- He shakes his head Where is my sword?
As I already said, I’m not going to arm you.
((As you already said?)) This isn’t about being armed! That sword is dangerous! It will take everything you care about if you let… And even if don’t let it, it still will find a way…
Sounds quite powerful to wield
No! It’s a death sentence!
Magolor waves his hand Don’t worry, the Lor already showed me you can’t wield it without turning into dark matter and my plans can’t exactly play out if that where to happen. 
What exactly is your plan? And what do I have to do with it?
Oh nothing! You were just a side project.
Mags, would you call that a hobby?
Marx. He turns back to Noir. I believe introductions are do, I’m Magolor and the captain of this ship. 
Marx gives curtsy in a similar fashion to when he introduced himself to Magolor. Marx, the cosmic jester.
Cosmic… jester? Are you from Popstar? (That’s the only planet that had people as odd as that)
Ha! I told ya Popstar was real!
Magolor gives Marx a glare. He turns his gaze back to Noir And you are?
… Noir. Noir Fontaine.
No title? Boring.
Funny coming from someone with an obviously made up title…
Marx goes up to Noir What was that!?
Magolor uses his robotic hands to separate Noir and Marx. Ah, ah, ah. No fighting aloud on my ship. You both are guests
Marx and Noir speak at the same time Guests is a funny word for captives.
What a funny attitude from two people I’ve saved the lives of.
Misc. notes
Noir likely stays with Magolor after Marx leaves(?) because he doesn't know where Adeleine is and thought sticking with Magolor he might find her.
I picture when Magolor goes for the Master Crown, Noir stops/tries to stop Magolor seeing how similar it is to to the Dark Blade.
Noir ends up accidently duplicating something at some point. He thinks it's side effects of the blade's remaining magic, but Marx knows how well the matter manipulator blocks outside magic and becomes suspicious
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kingluffy5 · 3 months
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Psychic Kids and Otherworldly Monsters Pt. 1 (Stranger Things OCs)
Several children and teenagers try to experience the best their adolescence in the 1980s but mysterious events follow causing them to deal with a ton of bullshit.
November 6th, 1983
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No One P.O.V.
In the laboratory alarms were going off and the dim lights were flashing, a man in a lab coat burst through the door panicked by whatever it was that he saw in there he rushed to the elevator and pressed the button so many times that it’s a shock that he didn’t break it. When the doors finally opened he ran in and once again quickly pressed the close door button. He looked out into the hallway in fear, fear that whatever he saw was in there, fear that he wouldn’t escape it. When hungry snarling sounds came from above he slowly looked up before screaming as he was dragged up by whatever it was that was in the elevator.
— — —
Oliver Reed’s P.O.V.
“Something’s coming, something hungry for blood. A shadow grows on the wall behind you, swallowing you in darkness. It is almost here.” Mike Wheeler narrated. He’s the DM for our current D&D campaign, so he had to narrate what is going on to us as we play and determine how our actions affect what is going, he also played every character other than ours so it’s always funny when he has to play a girl. I played as a chaotic good barbarian half orc who uses a war hammer and a double bladed axe named Warrok the Accused, because he was once accused of a crime he didn’t commit and was banished from his home.
“What is it.” Will Byers asked
“What if it’s the Demogorgon, oh Jesus, we’re so screwed if it’s the Demogorgon.” Dustin Henderson worried.
“Oh, please don’t be a Demogorgon.” I crossed my fingers.
“It’s not the Demogorgon.” Lucas Sinclair comforted.
“An army of troglodytes charges into the room.” Mike revealed.
“Troglodytes?” Dustin laughed at the weaker monsters than the one he expected.
“Told ya.” Lucas taunted making both him and Dustin laugh.
“Wait a minute, do you here that? That sound, boom, boom, boom, BOOM! That didn’t come from a troglodyte no that came from something else. The Demogorgon.” Mike slammed the Demogorgon miniature down onto the board. We all complained, as Dustin so eloquently put it ‘We’re in deep shit’. “Will, you’re action?”
“I don’t know.” Will replied.
“Fireball him.” Lucas said.
“But I have to roll a thirteen or higher.” Will reminded him.
“Too risky, cast a protection spell.” Dustin suggested.
“Don’t be a pussy fireball him.” Lucas argued.
“I don’t care what you do but just do something.” I told him.
“Cast protection.” Dustin insisted.
“The Demogorgon is tired of your silly human bickering, it stomps towards you, boom!” Mike narrated.
We all ended up yelling at each other, Mike yelled the Demogorgon footsteps, Dustin and Lucas shouted what they thought that Will should do, I yelled at him to make up his own mind.
“Fireball.” Will chose as tossed the dice, but the dice ended up rolling off the table.
“Where is it?”
“I don’t know.”
“Is it a thirteen?”
“I don’t know.”
We all searched through the basement trying to find the dice to see whether or not Will’s fireball hit. Eventually Mike’s mom opened the door to the basement and told Mike that we all needed to go home, he tried to tell her we’re only in the middle of the campaign and that ending now would ruin the flow. We found the dice but it was only a seven but Lucas said that since Mike didn’t see it it didn’t count. Dustin asked if any of us wanted to have the last of the pizza but we all said no. We got to our bikes and started leaving, I live closest to Mike so I didn’t have to ride long and said goodnight to everyone. I made it home, parked my bike in the garage and went inside. My dad, Anthony Reed, sat on the recliner watching TV, he works as a deputy at the police department.
“Hey Oli, how was uh the game you guys uh play where you roll the dice and you make your own characters?” He greets me.
“It went well, we had to cut it short though because Mrs. Wheeler said we had to.” I reply.
“Oh, that sucks, I’m sure you’ll be able to finish it next weekend though.”
“Yeah, I guess. Where are Sarah and Sasha?” I ask.
“They should be back soon, they went over to the Sinclair’s house.”
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Judith Byers’ P.O.V.
We all sat in Ava’s room, me, Sarah Reed, Sasha Reed, and Ava Sinclair. Ava passes me the joint and I take a long drag of it before blowing out the smoke and giggling. We all sat on her floor listening to heavy metal.
“We should totally do this someday.” I giggled.
“What, make music?” Sarah asks.
“Yeah, we should all start a band.” Ava agrees.
“Yeah, yeah, give me that.” Sasha demands. I oblige and give her the dope.
“It’s amazing how you’re a twin and we’re twins and we’re in the same friend group.” Sarah points out. We’re all pretty clearly stoned.
“Hey, we twins gotta look out for each other.” I say. “If only Jonathan would start hanging out with more people, he’s always either alone or with me and Will.”
“All right, back to this band, what music would we play?” Ava asks, clearly entranced by the idea of all of us in a band.
“Easy, rock.” Sasha says.
We all agree while each taking another hit of weed.
“AVA SINCLAIR, YOU BETTER NOT BE DOING POT WITH THOSE FRIENDS OF YOURS!!!” Mrs. Sinclair shouts up to us from downstairs, now you see I am not usually afraid of most things, I could watch any horror movie, I can go on any roller coaster, but any time that I have to look Mrs. Sinclair in the eye when she’s angry and I immediately break.
“Shit, shit, shit.” I say panicked immediately throwing the joint out of Ava’s window.
“What are you doing?” Sarah and Sasha ask at the same time.
“I don’t know.” I answer.
“OF COURSE WE’RE NOT MOM!” Ava shouts back, man that girl has a pair of lungs on her.
“What are we going to do?” I ask.
“Here’s what you’re going to do, we’re going to go downstairs, you’ll let me do the talking, just whatever you do get out of the front door.” Ava explained calmly and cooly. She could lead us to rob a bank, she’d be the leader, I’d be the safe cracker, Sasha would be the muscle, and Sarah would be the one who makes sure that none of the people in the bank gets smart and tries to be a hero. I thought about us robbing a bank way too much.
We all head down stares where Lucas and Erica, Ava’s younger brother and sister, are sitting on the couch. “Hey nerd, Erica.” Ava greets her younger siblings, her nickname for Lucas causes Erica and the rest of us to laugh.
“Ava, what did you guys do up there?” Lucas asks in an insinuating tone, shit does he know.
“We listened to music and talked about boys, what do you even think would’ve happened?” Ava replies.
“You got high.” He says nonchalantly.
“Well you girls have a safe trip home.” Mrs. Sinclair says to us as a goodbye.
“Thanks Mrs. Sinclair.” I thank. Ava glares at me from straying from the plan. “I mean, nothing.”
Mrs. Sinclair gives me a weird look before turning back to watching TV with her kids.
We all get outside. “So any of you need a ride home?” Ava asks.
“No we’ll give Judith a ride.” Sarah says.
“Yeah, see you tomorrow Ava.” I bid her farewell.
Sarah and Sasha also say goodbye before we all get into the car that they share, the 1970 Chevrolet Camaro. They dropped me off at home. It looks like I’m the only one home right now, I guess Will stayed over at the Wheelers’ house, Jonathan’s probably working, mom too. Well guess I should go to bed. I wonder why the dog’s barking though, that’s going to be annoying while I go to sleep.
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The next day.
Judith Byers P.O.V.
I’m woken up by my alarm clock. I get up and put on a pair of jeans and a graphic t-shirt with the band Iron Maiden on it, I then put on my grey trench coat and the hiking boots that I wear whenever I’m not hiking. I step outside and see my mom, Joyce, looking for her keys and my brother, Jonathan, making breakfast.
“Okay sweetie I will see you tonight.” She says to Jonathan.
“Yeah I’ll see you tonight.” He replies.
“Good morning sweetie.” She greets me and kisses me on my cheek.
“Oh where’s Will?” She asks.
“Oh I didn’t get him up yet, he’s probably still sleeping.” Jonathan answers.
“Jonathan, Judith, you guys have to make sure he’s up.”
“Mom I’m making breakfast.”
“I was sleeping.” My excuse is a lot worse, but hey, it’s true.
“I told you this a thousand times. Will, honey, come on, it’s time to get up.” She tells him going to Will’s room. After a few seconds she comes back. “He came home last night right?”
“He’s not in his room?” Jonathan asks.
“Did he come home or not?”
“I don’t know.” He says.
“You don’t know?” She asks getting annoyed.
“No, I was home late, I was working.”
“You’re working?”
“Yeah, Eric asked if I could cover, I said yeah, I just thought we could use the extra cash.”
“Jonathan we talked about this, you can’t take shifts when I’m working.” She sighs.
“Mom it’s not a big deal, he was at the Wheeler’s all day, I’m sure he just stayed over.” I defend my brother.
Mom goes over to the phone to call Mrs. Wheeler to see if Will is over there. If he’s not then he probably went to the Henderson’s.
“Hi Karen, it’s Joyce, hi. Is that Will I heard back there? Will didn’t spend the night? Uh, you know I think he just left early for school. Thank you so much. Bye.
Well shit, he’s not at the Wheeler’s, but like mom said, he’s just probably at school. Right?
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Oliver Reed P.O.V.
I finish biking over to school and I meet Mike, Dustin and Lucas by the entrance.
“That’s weird, I don’t see him.” Mike says, referencing Will who’ mom says wasn’t there when they all woke up this morning.
“I’m telling you, his mom’s right. Probably just went to class early again.” Lucas reassures him.
“Yeah, he’s always paranoid Gursky’s gonna give him another pop quiz.” Dustin laughs.
“Step right up ladies and gentlemen. Step right up and get your tickets for the freak show. Who do you think would make more money in a freak show, midnight, frog face, toothless, or the autistic kid.” Some asshole bullies come up to us, okay so I have high functioning autism, it’s only Asperger’s.
“I’d go with toothless.” The other one says mocking Dustin’s lisp.
“I told you a million times, my teeth are coming in. It’s called cleidocranial dysplasia.” Dustin tells them.
“I told you a million times.” He says, again mocking Dustin.
“Do the arm thing.” The first one orders referencing Dustin’s condition involving his bones. I don’t really understand it. “Do it, freak!”
Dustin makes his bones crack making the bullies grossed out, they leave but not before shoving us a little.
“Assholes.” Lucas complains.
“I think it’s kind of cool, it’s like you have superpowers or something. Like Mr. Fantastic.” Mike comforts him.
“Yeah only I can’t fight evil with it.”
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Sarah Reed’s P.O.V.
I walk through the halls with Nancy Wheeler and Barb Holland, some of our other friends, Nancy is also the older sister of Oliver’s friend Mike.
“So did he call?” Barb asks, referring to Nancy’s new boyfriend, Steve Harrington.
“I told you, it’s not like that. Okay, I mean, yes, he likes me, but not like that. We just made out a couple times.” Nancy answers, like making out is not an indication of liking someone.
“We just made out a couple times.” Ava says mockingly, now joining us by our lockers.
“Nance, seriously, you’re gonna be so cool now it’s ridiculous.” Barb tells her.
“No, I’m not.” She insists.
“Remember us while you’re off hanging out with the popular kids.” I joke
“Yeah you better still hang out with us, that’s all we’re saying.” Barb says. Sasha and Judith walk up now joining us, Judith actually looks a little panicked, I wonder if she’s all right.”
“If you become friends with Tommy H. or Carol-” Sasha says before being interrupted by Nancy.
“Oh, that’s gross. Okay, I’m telling you guys it was a one time, two time thing.” She says making us all laugh a little. She then pulls out a note from Steve saying to meet him in the bathroom.
“You were saying.” Barb quipped. Nancy then ran off to go find Steve, presumably to make out with him, again.
“Hey Judith I my mom told me about your brother, that he wasn’t home when you guys got up this morning, is he alright?” Ava asks Judith.
Wait, what? Will wasn’t home, is that what she’s worried about? I wonder where he went.
“Uh, we think he just went to class early, he does that sometimes.” Judith says playing it off, but we can all tell that she’s worried.
“Hey, if you need anything, we’re here for you.” Barb comforts her. We all nod along and pat her on the shoulder. Before leaving to go to class.
— — —
Anthony Reed’s P.O.V.
I’m sitting at my desk at the station, the chief, Jim Hopper, finally shows up from work, clearly having had a little too much to drink last night.
“Good of you to finally show.” Flo, the receptionist greets him.
“Oh, morning Flo, good morning everybody.” He says.
“Hey chief.”
“Damn, you look like hell chief.”
“Morning chief.” We all greet him.
“Oh really? Well I looked better than your wife when I left her this morning.” He says to one of the other deputies.
“While you were drinking or sleeping or whatever it is you deemed so necessary on Monday morning Phil Larson called, said some kids are stealing the gnomes out of his garden again.” Flo tells him.
“Oh those garden gnomes again. Well I’ll tell you what, I’m gonna get right on that.” He replies sarcastically.
“On a more pressing matter, Joyce Byers can’t find her son this morning.”
“Okay, I’m gonna get on that. Just give me a minute.”
“Joyce is very upset.”
“Well, Flo, we’ve discussed this, mornings are for coffee and contemplation.”
“Chief, she’s already in your-”
“Coffee and contemplation, Flo.” He insists, not realizing that Joyce is already in the office.
Hopper starts to file out the reports required while suggesting the Will is just playing hooky. I’ve met the kid and I doubt that he would do that and Joyce insists that he wouldn’t. Hopper kept a cool head during the conversation while Joyce worried. He asked about her ex husband saying that most of the time that a missing kid is with a parent or relative. She begged him to find her son before leaving. Before she left I let her know that Will’s a good boy, so I’ll make sure that Hopper takes this case seriously.
— — —
Oliver Reed’s P.O.V.
The bell rang in our science class letting most of the other kids out to leave while Mr. Clarke was still talking. “Remember, finish chapter 12 and answer 12.3 on the difference between experiment and other forms of science investigation. This will be no the test, which will cover chapters 10 through 12. It will be multiple choice with an essay section.” He dies off around the end since everybody already left by that point, everyone except for us.
“So, did it come?” Mike asks him.
“Sorry boys, I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but… it came.” He fakes us out as we rush into the AV club room to see the new radio that he got for the club, which consists of Me, Mike, Will, Lucas, and Dustin.
“Yes!” We all say seeing it.
“The Heathkit ham shack. Ain’t she a beaut.” Mr. Clarke says.
“I bet you could talk to New York on this thing.” Dusting says excitedly.
“Think bigger.” Mr. Clarke hints.
“California?” Lucas asks.
“Bigger.”
“Australia?” I ask, to which he nods.
“When Will sees this he’s totally gonna blow his shit.” Lucas exclaims.
“Lucas.” Mr. Clarke reprimands, he might be a cool teacher but he still keeps us from breaking any rules.
“Sorry.”
We tune the radio before Mike starts speaking into the microphone. “Hello, this is Mike Wheeler, president of Hawkins Middle AV Club.” He says in a fake Australian accent.
“Hello, this is Dustin, and this is the secretary and treasurer of Hawkins Middle AV Club.” He greets also in a accent. “Do you eat kangaroos for breakfast?”
“Hi, this is Oliver, vice president of the Hawkins Middle AV Club. If you do eat kangaroos for breakfast then when do you eat koalas?” I ask as we all start laughing.
We hear a knock on the door and the principal walks in followed by the chief, Jim Hopper, two of his deputies and my dad. “Sorry to interrupt, but, uh, may I borrow Micheal, Lucas, Dustin, and Oliver?”
We’re lead to the principal office where we’re asked about how Will get’s home. We all start talking over one another trying to explain the road that he takes, Mirkwood, which isn’t really the name of the road but we call it that because the name is from the Hobbit.
“Okay, okay, okay, one at a time, all right? You.” The Chief says pointing to Mike. “You said he takes what?”
“Mirkwood.”
“Mirkwood?”
“Yeah.
“Have you ever heard of Mirkwood?” He asks one of the deputies.
“I have not. That sounds made up to me.”
“No, it’s form the Lord of the Rings.” Lucas explains.
“Well, the Hobbit.” Dustin corrects.
“It doesn’t matter.” Lucas says annoyed.
“He asked.”
“He asked.” Lucas mocks.
“Hey, hey hey, what’d I just say? One at a damn time.” Hopper says sternly, stopping Lucas and Dustin from bickering. “You.” He says to Mike.
“Mirkwood, it’s a real road it’s just the name that’s made up. It’s where Cornwallis and Kerley meet.”
“Yeah all right, I think I know that.”
“We can show you if you want.”
“I said that I know it.”
“We can help you look.” We all insist and agree.
“No.” Hopper which makes all of us argue with him. “No. After school you are all to go home. Immediately. That means no biking around looking for your friend, no investigating, no nonsense, this isn’t some Lord of the Rings book.”
“The Hobbit.” Dustin corrects making Hopper look at him angrily.
“Shut up.” Lucas hits him making them fight.
“Do I make myself clear?” He asks stepping up in front of us. “Do I make myself…clear.?”
“Yes sir.” We all say.”
— — —
Judith Byers’ P.O.V.
Me, Jonathan, and mom are out in the woods around our house and Will’s personal fort, Castle Byers, to look for him shouting out his name.
“WILL!” We all shout out for him.
“WHERE ARE YOU!” Mom yells.
“WILL, COME BACK!” I shouted out for him, cupping my hands around my mouth to project my voice out farther.
— — —
Anthony Reed’s P.O.V.
Me, Deputy Powell, Deputy Callahan, and Hopper are out on ‘Mirkwood’ looking for Will.
“Come on kid!”
“Will Byers!”
“Come on out Will!” We all shout for him.
“Hey, I got something.” Hopper yells back to us from further up the road. We all run up to him and see a bike on a little bit off the side of the road, down a small hill.
“That his bike?” Callahan asks.
“Yeah, he must have crashed.” I answer, recognizing the bike from the times it was parked in my driveway.
“You think that he got hurt in the fall?” Callahan again asks.
“Not so hurt he couldn’t walk away. Bike like this is like a Cadillac to these kids, he would’ve walked it home.” Hopper responds before picking the bike back up and we get back to the cars.
— — —
Judith Byers’ P.O.V.
We got back home and mom tried calling our dad, Lonnie, again. This time someone picked up but it’s actually his new girlfriend, Cynthia, who’s probably only been able to legally drink since a week ago. The stupid bitch hangs up before she can explain why she needs to talk to Lonnie.
“Bitch!” Mom yells.
Jonathan, who’s making missing posters for Will, goes to comfort her, saying that we have to stay calm. She calls again getting the answering machine asking for him to answer. Before slamming the phone back down, shouting damn it.
“Mom, Judith.” Jonathan calls to us.
“What?”
“Cops.” He answers as we rush outside seeing the cop cars pull up.
We see Chief Hopper step out with Will’s bike, being followed by some of his deputies, including Anthony Reed, the father of Sasha, Sarah, and Will’s friend Oliver, he’s a really nice guy.
He tells us about where he found the bike.
“It was just lying there?” Mom asks, knowing how important that bike is to Will. “Did it have any blood on it?
“No.” The Chief answers.
“If you found the bike out there why are you here?” Jonathan asks.
“Well, he had a key to the house, right?”
“Yeah.”
“So, maybe he came home.”
“What, you think I didn’t check my own house?” Mom gets angry with him.
“I’m not saying that. Has this always been here?” He asks referring to a dent in the wall.
“What? I don’t know. Probably, I mean, I have three kids, look at this place.” She answers.
“I’ve never seen it before.” I point out.
“You sure?” He asks me, he then opens the door and it is perfectly in line with the dent.
We then hear our dog, Chester, barking at the shed outback so we go outside to check on him.
“Hey, what’s up with this guy?” Hopper asks, crouching down to pet Chester.
“Nothing, he’s probably just hungry, come on.” Mom says leading the dog away.
Hopper then looks at the shed he was barking at. “What do you guys keep in there?” He asks.
“Uh mostly gardening supplies, uh, Lonnie had some guns in there that he didn’t take with him when he left.” I answer.
He goes inside and I follow him. He picks up an open case of rifle bullets checking them. “Did you guys go hunting recently.”
“No, it was mostly Lonnie taking Jonathan and Will out hunting, never bothered to get any licenses of course. He said I shouldn’t go because it isn’t a girl’s place to go hunting, he made Will go even though he didn’t want to.”
“You really don’t like your old man don’t you?”
“He’s an asshole.”
Hopper chuckles a little bit at that. He then walks over to the where the rifle should’ve been. Suddenly the lights go out.
“That’s weird.” I say.
Then there’s a weird sound, a squelching sound. We all over to look at where it’s coming from. Then the lights come back on.
“Hey.” Callahan calls out to us.
“Jesus.” Hopper says annoyed.
“What, are you guys deaf?” We’ve been calling for you. “What’s going on.” Hopper then walks out of the shed with me and Callahan following him. “Hello, are you okay Chief?”
“Listen, I want you to call Flo. I want to get a search party together, all the volunteers she can muster, bring flashlights too.”
“Hey you think we got a problem here?”
We then go back in the house. Whatever it was that happened in the shed, it made Hopper start taking this like a big case. But I don’t think that a search party’s going to help find Will.
— — —
Anthony Reed’s P.O.V.
It’s night now and we’re all in the search party in the woods around the Byers’ house. Everyone’s shouting for Will. I’m close by the Chief and the boys’ science teacher.
“He’s a good student.” Mr. Clarke says to Hopper.
“What?”
“Will. He’s a good student. Great one, actually. I don’t think we met, Mr. Clarke, teacher, Hawkins Middle, earth and biology.” Mr. Clarke introduces himself to the Chief.
“I always had a distaste for science.”
“Well, maybe you had a bad teacher.”
“Yeah, Ms. Ratliff was a piece of work.”
“Ratliff? You bet. She’s still kicking around believe it or not.”
“Oh, I believe it, mummies never die, so they tell me. Sarah, my daughter, galaxies, the universe, whatnot, she always understood that stuff. I always figured there was enough going on down here, I never needed to look elsewhere.”
“Your daughter, what grade is she in? Maybe I’ll get her in my class.”
“No, she, uh, she lives with her mom in the city. Thanks for coming out, Teach, we really appreciate it.” Hopper says before walking farther off.
“She died a few years back.” I tell him.
“I’m sorry?”
“His kid.”
I then walk forward with Hopper. He’s a good man, he didn’t deserve what happened to him and his family. He’s who I would consider my best friend.
— — —
Oliver Reed’s P.O.V.
“Lucas, Oliver, do you guys copy. It’s Mike.” Mike said over our radio.
“Hey, it’s Lucas.” Lucas answers.
“I know it’s you, and say over when your done talking, over.”
“I’m done, over.” Lucas says annoyed.
“I’m here too, over.” I respond.
“I’m worried about Will, over.” Mike says.
“Yeah, this is crazy, over.” Lucas replies.
“Same. Out of all of us, I think he’d handle being lost out in the woods the worst, other than Dustin. Over.” I tell them.
“I was thinking. Will could’ve cast protection last night, but he cast fireball. Over.” Mike points out.
“What’s your point? Over.” Lucas asks.
“My point is, he could’ve played it safe but he didn’t. He put himself in danger to help the party. Over.”
“Meet me in ten. Over and out.” Lucas says turning off his radio, Mike does the same, and then so do I.
I go and grab my bike and I sneak out of my house.
— — —
Ava Sinclair’s P.O.V.
I sit in my room listening to some music and strumming on my electric guitar. Mom hates it. I stare out my window for a second and I see my brother taking out his bike even though the Sheriff said to stay inside. We make eye contact and he looks like a deer in headlights. I shake my head.
“Dumbass.” I comment. I turn back to my guitar and play some more music.
— — —
Oliver Reed’s P.O.V.
No one sees me as I ride over to meet the rest of the guys. We then bike down to Mirkwood and where the search party started. Thunder starts and I feel a bit of rain on my face.
“Hey you guys, I think maybe we should go back.” Dustin suggests.
“No.” Mike insists. “We’re not going back, just stay close, come on.”
“Just stay on channel six and don’t do anything stupid.” I tell him.
The thunder rumbles again before Dustin runs after us.
— — —
Judith Byers’ P.O.V.
Me, mom, and Jonathan are sitting on the couch.
“Jonathan, wow. You took these?” Mom says proudly looking through some of the pictures of Will that he took over the past few years. He always had a knack for photography. “These are great. Wow they really are. I know I haven’t been there for you guys. I’ve been working so hard, and I just feel so bad, I barely know what’s going on with you. All right? I’m sorry about that.” She says tearing up a little. It is true, after Lonnie left mom had to pick up a lot of extra slack, me and Jonathan helped when we could, him mostly, but it was always her that got food on the table and made sure that rain never leaked through the roof.
Jonathan starts crying.
“Hey, what is it? What is it? Honey.”
“Nothing”
“Tell me. Tell me. Come on, you can tell me.”
“I should’ve been there for him.” And with that I started crying too, maybe if I was home, instead of getting high with my friends, I could’ve helped him, or at least seen something that would’ve been useful.
“No, on no, you can’t do that to yourself, it is not your fault. He is close, I know it, I feel it in my heart. You two just have to trust me on this all right.” She tries to comfort us.
“Okay.” I choke out.
She picks up a picture of Will. “Look at this one. Look at this one. I mean that’s it right.” She says making us laugh a little. “That’s it. That’s the one.”
“Yeah, that’s the one.” I agree.
The phone starts ringing startling all of us. Mom runs to the phone. “Hello? Hello? Lonnie? Hopper? Who is this? Will? Will?!”
Me and Jonathan rush over to the phone. “That’s Will?” I ask, panicked, concerned, I can’t even tell what I’m feeling right now. I just want to find Will.
“Mom, it’s Will?” Jonathan asks as mom starts breaking down crying.
“What have you done to my boy?” What the hell.
“What? What?” Jonathan starts panicking.
“Give me back my son!” Mom shouts through the phone.
Then, all of a sudden, electricity began to run through the phone shocking mom making her drop the phone.
“Hello? Hello, who is this.” Jonathan asks picking up the fried phone.
“Mom, who was it?” I ask while she starts crying.
“Look at me mom, was it Will?” Jonathan asks.
“Yes!” She sobs.
“What was it? What did he say.”
“He just breathed. He just breathed.”
“And was someone else there?”
We all then descend into crying as mom repeatedly says that it was Will, and that she heard his breathing. We’re all hugging each other.
— — —
Oliver Reed’s P.O.V.
We spend a while looking maybe half an hour or so. The rain starts coming down more and more, it’s pouring now. We’re all in our rain coats shouting for Will.
“I’ve got your X-Men 174.” Dustin yells out. Shit that’s a good issue. “Guys, I really think we should turn back.”
“You wanna be a baby, then go home already.” Lucas tells him.
“I’m just being realistic, Lucas.”
“No you’re just being a big sissy.”
“Did you ever think Will went missing because he ran into something bad? And we’re going to the exact same spot where he was last seen. And we have no weapons or anything?” Dustin asks.
“Dustin, shut up.” I tell him.
“I’m just saying does that seem smart to you.”
“No, he’s right, Dustin, shut up, shut up. Did you guys hear that?” Mike asks.
We then hear rustling so we turn around and shine our flashlights at the sound. We see nothing. Then more rustling so we turn back forward. And there’s a girl, standing there, in a Benny’s Burger’s shirt, with a buzz cut, staring right back at us.
A/N: All right Pt. 1 is done of what will likely be a long series. I’m excited to see how the events are affected by the new characters. We didn’t get to see a lot of Ava, Sasha, and Sarah, so I’m hoping that I get to show them more throughout the series, I’m definitely planning on having them involved in the endgame of the first season. I’m enjoying rewatching season one, the fall setting of the first two settings was honestly such a vibe. If you enjoyed this then check out my series that I did for Wednesday, it’s a little different from this one because it’s a character x reader, but I think that it’s fun to read. Pt. 2 will hopefully be out soon. So far Judith and Oliver are my favorite characters. See you in Pt. 2.
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28mindgames · 8 months
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Oh God Louies stop acting weird challenge
well this is how i see it, louis's online fanbase is not made up of casual listeners and casual fans, but rather the majority are accounts dedicated exclusively to him, others to larrie and some to 1d. already having a fandom account involves you in a different way because in some way we follow or we're aware of what's happening with him, right? the parasocial relationship is big and it's very difficult to avoid it.
in my personal case i started to be a fan of 1d in 2011 (that year i opened this tumblr account) then i continued being just a louie, during the most difficult part of his solo career (2016 - 2018) i was very distressed and only had one account on tw which i eventually closed and i remember one night some bullshit with E had happened and i was with my friends and i felt the kind of anxiety that worries you and it was a turning point for me because i thought "i have friends, i'm happy seeing someone, i'm doing good at university, i'm finding out what i want (haha) and yet this thing have a lot of power over me" and being aware of it made me see it differently because before i was very in denial, but growing up and realizing that no matter how hard i try, the parasocial relationship with louis is still here, it took a weight off of me and although i STILL have my days, i try to put the things in perspective.
at the end of the day we don't know him like we can think we do, we can't control him or his life but one thing is reacting to something in our accounts or dms but trying to reach real people we don't know (for speculation) is crossing a limit that i don't feel belongs to these years anymore (at the time of 1d it was a common practice).
the thing with the love island girl is funny because i saw solo louies saying how embarrassing it was that she had to post that story (yes, i agree) and how larries are destroying louis image but at the same time i didn't saw the mayority of larries assuming things or screaming stunt!! instead when the video came out i did saw solo louies speculating and rejoicing about the fact that louis was in a bar with a girl.
i'm not defending larries (please !!!) but our accounts are bubbles and if the only thing you see are louies overacting of how louis surely took that girl to his hotel, it's pretty obvious that it's going to cause anxiety for some people and that probably increases the chances of bad reactions. so my only wish is more common sense reactions in the fandom <3 it's better for louis and for us.
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Hii Minty OC anon again!!!!
My Minty is the family cat. She can see ghosts cause she's a cat. So the protag (who can talk to animals) asks her to deliver messages back and forth between him and his dead hubby. And she used to comply but she's really mean so she eventually stopped being nice and just started saying stuff like "he hates you and the kids"
Anyway tell me about YOUR Minty. I know nothing of these archives you speak of so I do not care about spoilers.
OUGH. OUCH. SHEIEJE THAT'S SO COOL???? HELLO???? Bad cat >:[!! (/pos ofc)
Also just- Minty is such a good name for a cat you are so completely correct. Did she stop complying because she was tired of it or did she have a motive that's not here??? hhhhhHHhh I want to know so much ;>;
I. Would like. So genuinely love to share. But there are, people on this blog that follow us on the archives. I think the official @ for Minty's account is @minty-mori-archival-assistant (Ik it's long I made a wee goof)
The story will unfold as time goes on!! If you aren't familiar with The Magnus Archives it's best you listen to the podcast first. (We all sooooo highly reccomend it!!) ((no seriously))
The Spookier archives: (@the-spooky-archives) is our branch off from there. We're currently set in time where everyone is just getting hired and hilarity shenanigans occur. You'll find out the story as it goes with everyone!! Minty is an Archival Assitant at the Magnus Institute, London.
Feel totally free to DM me tho if you don't want to listen to Magnus and/or just want them juicy details early. I love screaming about my boys. <3<3333 (still no pressure<3<3 mwah mwah)
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samuraiko · 2 years
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The Show As It Happens - a CRITICAL ROLE filk! :D
So after seeing the promo image for C3E37, and Sam Riegel wearing his Hamilton outfit, I suddenly banged out this entire song in about 20 minutes flat.
Enjoy!
“The Show As It Happens”
Seven players and a DM walk onto a set Diametrically opposed Those They confer with a storyline That can open doors that maybe should stay closed Bros The DM runs the show with unprecedented cosmic power A system he can tweak however he wants The players can wreak utter havoc with his story And here's the piece de resistance
We all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened We all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened Sure we mostly know how the game is played Who might get betrayed The dice rolls that are made We all know that it happens Coz we all saw it on the show as it happened
Laudna claims "Dear Imogen showed up on my doorstep one day in distress and disarray" Ashton claims "I found him in a mine It was basically a bloodbath that fucking day" Orym claims "I was sent by the Tempest to find these assassins - gods Fearne, please put that thing away" Bertrand claims "And I arranged the greeting, the venue, the interview, the meeting"
Coz We all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened We all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened Somehow this strange group comes together for a "Yes" Then Bertrand is a sacrifice while Dorian's a guest We all knew this would happen Coz we all saw it on the show as it happened
Meanwhile Poor Orym is grappling with the fact That not every issue can be settled by committee Meanwhile The Hells are dealing with the Shade Creepers (insert collective screams, shouts, and obscenities) It isn't pretty Eshteross then offers them a masquerade invite The Hells agree, it's chaos, Ashton gets in a fistfight
Eshteross: Maybe we could solve one problem with another Imogen: And maybe earn some favors for each other Eshteross: In other words Chetney: Oh ho Eshteross: A quid pro quo Orym: I suppose Eshteross: Wouldn't you like to eventually go home? Dorian: Actually I wouldn't Eshteross: Well I put forth this proposal Laudna: And you'll help us with our goals? Eshteross: Well, we'll see how it goes Ashton: Let's fucking go FCG: WHEE!
... all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened We all saw it on the show as it happened The show as it happened The show as it happened My gods, it's Ruidus Never mind the clusterfuckery inside of us And BOOM then it happened Coz we all saw it on the show as it happened
DM Matthew Mercer, sir! Just what did Brennan say to you to bring about Calamity: The Sequel? DM Matthew Mercer, sir! Is Treshi just a pawn, should Bells Hells really be tangling with Otohan Thull? DM Matthew Mercer, sir! Or did you know even then it doesn't matter which storyline you put in front of the players?
Coz they'll have adventures, just not the ones they thought You got more than you gave And I wanted what I got When you got threads in the game, you stay in the game But you don't get a STORY without some risks in the game Oh, I get love for it I get hate for it And I'll get it ALL If I just wait for it Wait for it Wait
Gods help and forgive me Coz I'm building something that's gonna outlive me What do you want, then? WHAT DO YOU WANT, THEN? If you don't have patience, what's the point of it all, then?!
We... want to see on the show how it happens The show how it happens The show how it happens We, we want to see on the show how it happens The show how it happens The show how it happens We... want to see on the show how it happens The show how it happens The show how it happens We, we want to see on the show how it happens The show how it happens The show how it happens
Roleplaying and compromise Hold you breath, and roll those dice We want the players to save the day But we don't get a say in how they choose to play We dream of those perfect rolls But we fear for the players' souls We're so afraid as it happens We've got to see on the show how it happens We've got to see on the show how it happens We've got to see on the show how it happens We've got to see, we've got to see, we've got to see On the show... LET'S GO!
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greenbirdtrash · 2 months
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Yet another bad thing just came up.
I was about to make a small update about our previous situation thanking the people who reached out to help, but there's new problems now. Massive ones. I feel like everything is happening at the worst timing possible, and the stress is too much for me to bear with.
Probably good news for you: I am about to open NSFW slots. I don't know if there's a demand, or if anyone is generally interested in commissioning this from me, but i have no other options but to try it. Things are really getting progressively worse, to the point of me thinking about leaving my comfort zone and planning to distract myself as much as possible while dealing with lots of uncomfortable things and fetishes i generally prefer to avoid. Like i said, i am willing to try it as my last resort right now. We're really sinking down to the bottom.
I will not dive into details about the exact numbers here, but if anyone comes to my dm with questions, i'll answer. I do have the medical papers for that eye surgery on hand, too.
Bad news for me: this is really the only quick way to cover up the current debt i could think of when i look at the amount of trouble we're currently in. Things were going okay, we payed our bills, worked on our projects without any worries, for a few months we were saving up what we could, and few days ago, we put the majority of these savings (including the money i earned on my previous comms and also the rest of the grand i was personally saving for my driving lessons) into an eye surgery and the follow-up medication for my granny, and she's recovering just fine, finally starting to see the contours of the surrounding things again. The thing is..We are already scheduled for at least a few more intravitreal injections, and it was highly recommended by her doctor that we should get her other eye fixed as well before her cataract gets worse. All these things are already expensive as hell, oh, and the worst part?
Our credit card got blocked today because of the massive debt and the crazy additional percentage we got since the start of the war. This card always acted as a safety buffer for the times when our salaries got delayed (which gradually happens more and more over the last year, we already lost around 30% of our initial income, and the life quality dropped as a result, too. Well. I do talk about that from time to time, you probably saw my posts there and there..), we tried to transfer any leftover money (if there were any) to cover up the debt whenever we were able to, but I guess everything eventually comes to and end. And it did.
This post is mostly me screaming into the void, i do not expect anything or anyone to help me or magically save me from all this, i lost any hope about the future long time ago, and I'm just.. completely burned out, existing like that for a few months already. Sometimes it's better, sometimes i get to distract myself with things i like and interactions with friends. And sometimes…i just sit there in complete darkness, so scared and lost.
Unfortunately, this is the new reality in which war goes on, lots of my people are dying, and the ones who live… let's just say, our own collapsing economy is slowly tearing the rest of us apart in many different ways, from increasing the rent bills and taxes (even tho technically we should've had some "discounts" as a frequently attacked near-frontline region, but.. guess what. We asked, and they told us we're somehow unable to get that. Could've just said "fuck you"), cutting our salaries, even firing us to save up the municipal grands they'd have to pay us with in the normal conditions, and i have to deal with all that. One way or another. I do not like it. I do not like it at all, and i feel like I'm already at my limit. I love my country, i really do. But this is only getting worse. I don't know anything about fundraising, and i just can't beg for help or donations despite everything that's currently going on.
I feel like i am just a tiny grain of sand in the gigantic ocean, and it's slowly drowning me, waiting for me to disappear completely.
And someday..maybe i will.
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crimsonzia · 3 months
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Why did August/Crimsonzia block you!?
Here, all of these will answer your questions and such!
You’ll be blocked if you’re blank blogs or a PORN BOTS. DM me on a different account if you got mistakenly blocked + is actually not a bot so I will know!)
Empty page along with no profile picture and cover (or you can say header)?
- Blocked, I eventually will think you’re a bot, straight up a bot, even if you reblogged stuff but still have no profile picture and header. Because that is also trying to pass as human but still a bot.
Anything that sounds like one such as a porn bot account does?
- Blocked.
If you’re a human behind the blog(s), please change the layout and everything! If you don’t want to look like an empty blog(s) that screams asking to be blocked!
If you avoided looking like a bot but still got blocked?
- 1. It might be because you did something disrespectful towards me and/or others. Even crossing our boundaries no matter what just to make us uncomfortable. - 2. Towards people who didn’t do anything to cause harm or anything unnecessary when it’s just fictional (get this in your head, whatever you see in fiction works DOES NOT HAPPEN IN REALITY. I’m sure the writers and people who do stuff such as animation, artworks, etc. will say the same thing!) So fiction is just a made up side, if that makes sense. Also let us have like, giggle and shit like a teenager who was crushing on celebrities moment, we all been there before. - For #2, I support creators/writers via reblogging and all of that stuff (excluding 18+ posts because this blog is strictly an SFW (safe for work) space. So hate and bullying are not tolerated! Bullying is cringe and absolute yikes.
For minors, please for god’s sake, do not interact or anything if you see the 🔞 in their post (either pinned or not) and/or about me section if you gonna look over it because of curiosity!)
How can you tell and how not to interact in adult space and stuff:
It’s either 🔞, NSFW, and/or MDNI (minors do not interact) in their blogs somewhere where it’s visible! If you see it, please leave and scroll away!
Secondly, I do not condone the hate/threats towards creators who like to create fictional stuff on the internet. That’s about it.
In other words: CHANGE YOUR PROFILE PICTURE/HEADER!! If you do not want to be blocked if you're going to follow me!
Expect who deserves the block. Be nice or get blocked.
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