#i rhought anyway

[chickenpidgepies]

Oh something not good just happened...hmmm

I joke about my body betraying me but what was that actually

[goldenguillotines]

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(Art by @indig0trolls / @indig0g0 )

Jade / Olive cusp | Rebel | Day walker | Informant | Healer

Ymirel Vrikok / Ymir / "Sage"

Shh.. Quiet down.

Apart of the Rebel cause, Ymir is a nobody and that's a good thing. They don't kiss and tell.. what you don't know about them won't hurt you after all. Growing up in the day time- They're not used to being around so many trolls.. especially ones out in the sun. They don't live on Alternias schedule.

During their youth, a community of trolls like themself- gone in a blink of an eye. Firey inferno during the night, consuming everything and everyone.. Besides Ymir. Their lusus alerting them to the drones and helping them flee their block.. and it felt like they had lost everything. Tired and sad. They had no home for a long while. Traveling with their Lusus until a bone was thrown their way..

Apart of a small group.. Ymir transports vital information to other Rebel groups during the day time. Often under the disguise of visiting "family"

When Ymir isn't transporting information, they lend a hand by using their healing abilities to help the others around the compound they stay at. Their lusus, a rather large crocodile- watches over their interactions. Keeping watch for them while they work and alerting them for incoming patients to help

[whatsnotbutters]

get fucked bobo bongo

[spider-man-2o99]

anyways GR2099 is like the one 2099 book where i think you Should read the 2019/2099 event comic because it’s mostly just an HD remaster of the original origin story from the 90s but w/ modern retouches nd some of the Jank cut out so u can get the whole “origin” in one issue instead of having to read the entire first arc of a relatively-obscure 90s cyberpunk dystopia comic that can be hard to parse if u don’t vibe w/ its style. accessibility w/ comic books is Hard and i acknowledge that 4 most people it is way easier 2 get ur hands on newer stuff that’s still freshly-printed as opposed to something that was published 30 years ago

[myrtaceaae]

Ooof that reminds me of how frustrating when people ask me to write properly when I can't speak????? When words are not coming out of my brain. Be happy with the ones you do get. Or don't lmao and just deal with my gestures + scraps of Auslan, yeah I'm sure we'll communicate better when U know fuckall about useful visual language

[eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes-eyes]

just opened a bag of cadbury mini eggs and just. ate one. without sorting them by color. hashtag progress

[tamatama-kilo]

oh my god. okay. i just rhought of something

so everyone knows in tma how martin loves the fluffy cows. i mean, so do i, who can blane him they look like this

LOOK AT THAT HANDSOME LITTLE FELLA they could kill me and id be happy

anyways i was reading a sadder jmart fic where martin is having a Time getting used to physical affection, emotions, etc etc right and for like not even a paragraph in this fic he sees the cows and becomes instantly happier when walking with jon

and i think "the lonely leaving martins body when he sees those adorable fucking cows"

and then. i think

"wait. what if the scotland fluffy cows are literally the exaft opposite of the fears and being sround them literally is the reason why its safe (i know its not but SHSHHH) and now im thinking about these like god like cows being like guardian angels or some shit and i LOVE IT

(also this was the fic. if u care. its really good. read it. https://archiveofourown.org/works/45157594)

[twistedtalking]

🤩 anon here.

May I request an interaction with Mayuu and the light magic trio (silver kalim and rook)? Or just Mayuus rhoughts on them is good as well! Nicw to hear Mayuu likes my compliments. She really is a hero huh?

I see them. Oh how I long to be with them.

"Good afternoon, Asim."

His joyous greeting overwhelms me. So bright, like the sun. It burns. He waves goodbye and continues on with his day.

Yet I stay rooted in my spot. I urge myself to move, but my feet were glued to the floor. I have to go, I still have work to do.

I cannot break. Not now.

I am not sure when I entered the bathroom. Nor do I know how long I've been in here.

How long have I been here?

Jamil hasn't overblotted yet, so winter break hasn't started yet. It's probably been 6 months. Mom and dad must be so worried.

I wanna go home.

But I can't. I have to save them. It is my duty.

I want to play. I want to run around. I want to be odd and goofy and laugh all the time. I want to complain about school and worry about homework. I don't want to make plans until past midnight. I don't want to train until my legs hurt just so I could walk all the way back to scarabia. I don't want to juggle school with an enormous amount of part-time jobs. I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't wanna lead. I don't wanna be strict.

I'm just a child.

Why does he get to do all this? Why does he get to play and laugh and joke around? Why does he have to be so carefree!?

We know better than most that his life is not good as it seems! That he is often betrayed! We've never been betrayed. Not once. Be grateful.

I know. I don't hate him. Not even a bit. On the contrary, I think we'd make good friends. Maybe, in another life.

But I just miss me. And he reminds me so much of her.

We did use to kin him. Yeah, we did.

My ears perked up. I hear Ace calling for me. Suddenly, I remember professor Trein's homework. Or at least, I remembered it was due today. I'm gonna get a scolding. For some odd reason, a little chortle came out of my throat. How nice. Wiping the tears in my eyes, I get ready to meet Ace. To meet this day.

Bonus:

Somehow, my mind kept drifting back to Kalim and what could've been. I'm sorry Professor Trein. I dream about what we could be doing together. Probably singing in the light music club. In that other world, I'd definitely join it. Maybe he'd teach me to add sugarcubes in tea. And maybe I'd teach him to add coffee to his rice. Maybe we'd be laughing right now, while onlookers look on in horror.

Maybe, in another life.

How to get Rook in our team? A problem I've been trying to solve for the past few days. I definitely need his expertise.

Should I just unofficially appoint him <read: not tell him he's in the team and just drag him around "accidentally">, like I did with Trey? No. Can't do that. I need him on the spying division.

Maybe I could send photos of Leona to him? Nope. He probably has way too many of those. Probably better quality too. Anyways, How would I even get my hands on those?

Let him pet Jack's ears? No! Absolutely not! I won't let anyone harass any of my team members!

Maybe permission to hug me at any and all times? Nah. No one would want that. Except me. Maybe Kalim.

Poetry competition where loser gets a wish? Did you just combine a manga oneshot and a Rook fanfic, both of which you haven't read in years? Seriously, Mayo?

Should I court him with a ballad as he watches out of his window? That's just a Rook fanfic again, Mayo. Well, to be fair, it was Rook doing the courting.

Maybe I should just kiss Riddle. And how would that help!? Yep, we're way too tired to think. Let's take a walk.

Don't we need to feed Grim though?

He'll eat the grass while we walk.

You're horrible.

I'm you, idiot.

I'm not an idiot.

-And Mayuu proceeds to forget about Rook for almost a month-

"Silver? I'm quite close with his father. And I think Silver is a good person. He defends people. And he doesn't think bad of others easily. I like him. Very much so. Enough to try avoiding Malleus's overblot instead of speeding it up. I don't want the baby to cry."

An excerpt from "The life of Mayuu: The interview"

[skyward-floored]

i actually have no clue if you follow me back or not whoops but if you do im so sorry abt the amount of "filtered because of #totk spoilers" or whatever you are getting on your dash from me but i am Not Stopping i have so many rhoughts and i simply throwing them into the void that is tumblr

-scoots

Ah I don’t follow very many people back because I get very easily overwhelmed 😅 but I consider us mutuals anyways <3

And practically my whole dash lately has been #totk spoilers and such so no worries, I’m getting used to it XD

[earthtooz]

hello. it is I, the 🕺 anon. however due to my constant rhoughts abt rin itoshi i might as well be the rin anon because i love that edgy mf /hj

i am here to say have a nice 2023!!!!!! i hope its filled with the best stuff and fun times for you :)))

until next time 😀👍

-🕺 anon

felt that first sentence like no other, RIN ITOSHI ON THE BRAIN 24/7 BABYYYYYYYYY

anyways

thank you 🕺 anon !!!!!! i hope you have a nice 2023 as well and that it's filled with loads of love, happiness and awesome memories!! take care until next time, can't wait to hear from u again <3

[medicatedpiss]

Sure, I can do that, uuh first off, great cat, chunky boy and other than that you have a cute content smile in those pictures and I like your jacket. Your general vibes are cool fashion, queer and friendly. 10/10 would see you sitting in a park and ask to bum a cigarette because you look like someone I would want to be friends with but Im too bad socially to talk to people so I would literally just walk and never see you again but kind of regret not saying anything else.

Anon this made my day!!!! Literally such a sweet thought out compliment <333 you can absolutely bum a cigarette hahahaha and tbh I would prolly be a lil quiet to but the second u get me taking, try to make me stop. Hope I run into you at a park hahah

[insertofalord]

OOC: Super random anecdote:

My queue tag is "Je t'aime de tout mon queue"

When I created it, I thought queue was prononced like in french. So I made it a pun with coeur, so it's "I love you with all my heart(queue)"

Months later I realized that it wasn't, in fact, prononced like in french. It's prononced Q.

In french my tag sounds like "I love you with all my ass"

[horrorsequel]

Um I haven't finished playing sdr2 even tho I did watch a play through of it a long time ago but I'm also not sure I ever finished that wither? I might have left off on that in a really similar place (during the last investigation)?? I know who did it cos of spoilers but I don't know any details about it and since I put the game down in the middle of the investigation and accidentally didn't return to it for a while I have ... no fucking clue how to finish the investigation.

Also I literally don't know ANYTHING about drv3 like. I think I've seen a few trial spoilers for WHO are murderers but I also don't know who they kill or what context and I also like don't even know any of the character's names except like Gonta... like I literally don't know who those people even are. I'm sure I'll get to it eventually. Maybe.

Anyway I'm kind of in the mood to watch all the THH FTEs and maybe the sdr2 ones but also. Sleepy.

[softshouyous-archive]

i'm rewatching haikyuu for like the 6th time and i've finally realized his positive and determined daichi is??? like he's so good at lifting up his team mates and finding strength in tough moments??

i especially love when he says things like 'you won't win if you don't believe you can' and it's like.... dude.... you're right

[elainevc]

please stay pt. 2

fem!reader x levi

⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️: Mentions of blood, vomit, low appetite, weight loss, illness, needles, angst

Please do not read if these themes are triggers. Your mental health is more important than stories on the internet. Please take care of yourself <3

Weeks had passed since Levi had confessed. Your health wasn't getting better, but it wasn't getting worse. So, he took that as a blessing.

Hange did experiments and tests every day. They discovered you had alba rheumatismus rulmonum; your lungs were slowly collapsing and you weren't healing because your body was too busy trying to get the nutritions you lacked.

She explained that it was common in women who lived inside wall Rose. Only thirty years ago was a cure developed. The disease practically disappeared after that.

But now that you were diagnosed, the cure was difficult to get a hold of. Erwin had to pull some very special strings to get the syringe in their hands. It was nerve-wracking to say the least, but you wanted to get better. The survey corps needed as many soldiers as they could get and you weren't about to roll over and be killed by a little coughing.

The finally came when the procedure would take place. The 104th cadets visited you in the morning to wish you good luck. Sasha made sure to show up with a bowl of soup from breakfast.

Before they left, Levi entered the room and shooed them out.

He walked over to your bedside and carefully grabbed your hand. His cold fingers traced over your skin.

"How are you feeling," he asked like he was almost afraid of the answer.

"Eh, could be worse. At least I'm not titan food." He smiled but it wasn't genuine. The air was tense as he got lost in his rhoughts.

His eyes had a far-away look in them as he stared at your intertwined hands. When you squeezed he met your gaze. You lifted your hand to cup his cheek and like a cat he leaned into your touch. You gently led him down to your face.

"Don't be so dramatic. It's not like I'm gonna die," you joke but he doesn't seem entertained.

He was only focused on your lips as he met your mouth to his. It was soft and tender and you could feel how much emotion he was trying to convey. Levi always struggled to express his feelings and you were aware of this.

Just as you were about to start moving, he pulled away.

"Promise me you'll stay," he nearly pleaded with you. He was desperate. You smiled and nodded. Like hell you were going to leave him all by himself.

It was strange watching the seemingly emotionless captain breakdown in front of you. You knew better than anyone that he did in fact care about his comrades and he just struggled to express that.

"Hey," you spoke softly with your fingers pulling his chin up to face you, "I'm not gonna leave you."

He took in a long breath to settle his nerves and nodded.

Erwin and Hange entered quietly, a small box tucked under the section commander's arm. She began preparing the injection while Erwin walked over to you.

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm ready to get this over with so I can get back out in the field."

Erwin hummed in response. His brows were furrowed in thought. Despite your long-standing friendship with him, the commander still found a way to make you nervous. Or maybe it was your body preparing for the next few days of hell. Either way, his gaze was frightening and you found yourself gripping Levi's hand a little.

Hange walked over with gloves on and the needle ready for you.

You forced yourself to put on a brave face and roll up your sleeve. They wiped your skin down and meet your eyes. The needle was inches from your skin but felt like it was already in.

They slowly pierced the skin and flushed the syringe dry of... whatever was inside.

It didn't feel any different. She pulled away and returned to the box to clean the supplies. Erwin placed a patch of thin gauze over the injection.

Levi helped you stand and led you to your room. You all agreed it would be best to go through the side effects in a comfortable environment. The cadets had helped move some buckets and what-not into the room earlier that morning.

You sat on your bed carefully and Levi stayed standing in front of you. He watched you sway a little as you felt fatigue grab a hold of you.

He knelt down so he was eye level with you. His steel blue irises stared intently at you. Neither of you spoke for a long moment before he decided to put his hand on the side of your face.

His fingers tickled your ear and his palm was warm against your cheek. You moved forward slightly to meet him.

Your lips connected with his in a soft, tender kiss. It was passionate as he tried to convey everything he was feeling in one single moment. He tasted like black tea and you found yourself loving that.

The two of you separated but he leaned in again to kiss your forehead sweetly.

You felt like you could melt right then and there.

"Geg some sleep brat. You don't need to feel any worse tomorrow." You grinned up at him. He didn't mean for it to be funny but he enjoyed your smile nonetheless.

You moved to get comfortable and fell asleep quickly under the covers. Levi sat in an armchair tucked in the corner. He never got much sleep anyway so staying up to make sure you would be okay wasn't a problem to him.

The night passed uneasily. The medication was starting to sink in and your body was becoming more uncomfortable every hour. You tossed and turned relentlessly but never once woke from your sleep.

Levi stood and poked your cheek. You stirred a little but didn't wake. He poked you again until you opened your eyes and looked at him.

"Come on, you need to eat something."

The covers were too warm to leave their safe embrace so you simply curled into them more. Levi rolled his eyes at you and left the room to prepare your breakfast.

He knew you appreciated a cup of tea when you didn't feel good.

The kitchen was oddly silent and Levi wondered where the cadets had gone. Sasha must have already had her breakfast if she wasn't in the kitchen at the moment.

Levi carried the tray of food back to your room, but when he entered your bed was empty.

The sound of gagging came from the bathroom. He set the tray down and hurried to your side. You were hunched over a bucket hurling your innards out. Yeah this was Levi, and he was obviously grossed out by the vomit, but a part of him still wanted to kneel by your side and comfort you.

He decided on a happy medium of pulling your hair back (or rolling up your sleeves if you don't have hair or wear a cap) and resting a hand on your back.

You finished shortly after and cleaned your mouth. It was safe to say you weren't hungry any more.

You returned to the bed as a sudden wave of heat hit your body. Sweat formed on your skin and threatened to drip down your face.

"Levi.. can I get a cold cloth," you ask quietly.

He nods and comes back to your side with a brown towel. He adjusts it on your forehead and instantly feel better. You cough a little to clear your throat, but this sends you into a coughing fit.

You sit up and continue into your arm. The familar taste of iron fills your mouth and soon the inside of your sleeve is coated with blood.

Fuck, this was going to be a shitty week.

The next few days were filled with your constant changing temperature and occasional vomitting. Hange assured Levi that this was the normal process and that you would get better soon. He didn't believe it entirely, or maybe that was just his cynical side.

Your thinning frame and pale skin reminded him too much of his mom. You barely ate anything and couldn't get out of bed most of the time. The bucket seemed to always be in use.

Levi hated watching you like this. He hated seeing you fall apart in front of him and that there was nothing he could do about it.

He knew that the best thing to do was to trust Hange and Erwin buf that was harder than he thought. His trust dwindled the worse you got and the two of them knew he was nervous. They saw the way he looked at your sleeping form, the way he hurried to fulfill any sudden need of yours.

It was all too unsure for him to be relaxed.

The day you stood from your bed on your own was the day he felt his heart beat a little faster.

The day you were able to walk without assistance made him want to run to you and pick up. He wanted to twirl you around in one swift motion and hold your body close to his.

The day you ate 3 whole meals was the day Levi made a promise to himself.

He promised himself to never let you go and to keep you safe until the moment he dies. He promised to protect you and never see you hurt ever again.

He wanted you to stay with him and be his forever.

That was all he wanted after that.

[dykeyote]

Actually wait no come back and talk about nureyev I love him so much and I might expire if you don’t. What are your thoughts about the new ep with his backstory. Any thoughts on where it might go. Any THEORIES about him. Any thoughts about his motivations!! Any other thoughts you want to share about him!!! Please I’m withering away no one ever posts in the tpp tag anymore I need to be FED

OKAY SEE RIGHT . i am not fully caught up i have to be honest with you ive only heard secondhand things im still on season three i just make jokes about him betraying the crew because i think its funny keep in mind for all of these im only Just starting tools of rust if any of this is contradicted or confirmed later lmk that im being stupid ..... BUT !!!!! one theory i have about him is that like . so i think its pretty well understood that the reason nureyev's relationship to buddy is SO much more strained than everyone else is because she reminds him of mag right. the symbolism there is pretty heavy-handed she calls him by the nickname that we've only heard mag call him at that point in the narrative (and then immediately afterwards tells juno not to call him that because only people who are trying to parent him do), he talks about how he hasn't felt like someone has pledged to keep him safe the way buddy has since mag, buddy and mag hold many parallels especially in their relationship to nureyev (mentor-like thief who nureyev looks up to who has inserted themself into his life as a parental figure who gives some form of tough love) blah blah blah i dont need to go into that much depth into this because man in glass makes it pretty clear . but another reason i think he detaches himself from buddy and (as the wiki puts it) is "the problem child" is because he doesnt want to be the favorite child again. which is not to say that nureyev doesn't want to be the best - because he does! he very much does, nureyev has an ego throughout his arc that, while to some degree a front, is still very much present. he sees himself as so good at what he does that he doesn't need to have any support anymore despite consciously knowing that a team can be useful, he puts a lot of effort into presenting himself in a flawless manner and he does truly believe that this is achievable. while it may not come naturally, if he plans everything out to the letter, he is just that good that it'll go to plan. he does see himself as incredibly good (or at least trying to be), and to a degree he does want these achievements to be recognized - but being the best is not the same as being someones favorite. to be a favorite you have to be their favorite, to be something tangible and possessed, and nureyev loathes that - like he says in season one, he is the person who disappears, not vice versa. he constantly cycles through personas, not even using the same concept twice let alone the same name despite newlyweds being incredibly common, and nobody can get attached to him. if he is someones's favorite, he is someone's, and that gives them an in to that layer of vulnerability he hasn't granted since mag. plus i think some lines from the new ep lean into this but idk i havent listened lol maybe this is all disproven . but anyway thats my rhoughts on him hehe he lives in my brain i an ALWAYS happy to talk about him . AND A THOUGHT I HAVE TO SHARE ON HIM !!!!!! is that i thibk the way he names his aliases is cute and silly . "duke rose" "rex glass" theyre such dramatic names . he ssi silly