me, everyday, feeling like i should make myself get a hyper-fixation on one of those really popular fandoms, or on a really popular ship so that there is a heap of media to consume and im not just reading and watching the same things over and over: yes, this is smart.
me at 3 a.m, going back to a really small fandom with only 600 fics on ao3: fuck.
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gg headcanons except it’s just angst and shit 💀
- serena suffers from withdrawal even into early seasons.
not necessarily physical symptoms but her first instinct when she’s stressed or upset is to turn to drugs or alcohol.
1x03 when blair “exposed her” for her addiction and she had to speak about it in front of everyone was the closest she had gotten to relapsing since getting back to new york. she didnt go out to the met steps to think, she went to stay clean
- nate can’t look into mirrors really for months after everything with catherine. he hates seeing himself without a shirt on especially. he ends up covering his bathroom mirror for a while cause seeing himself without clothes on when he get out of the shower makes him physically ill
- serena, bless her heart, would (pre-willy vd comeback and lily fake cancer scam) defend her dad to ANYONE who even insinuated he was a bad father (which he was).
(side note: this is literally just canon but idc i wanna remind the public)
- blair hates how lily treats serena and eric. she hates the way she discredits them, and disrespects them, and abandons them. but she wishes so much that she were serena’s position sometimes.
because lily has breakfast with her kids and tries to be good to chuck sometimes (even though god knows his ass does NOT deserve it) and she tries to protect them even though it hurts them more than anything and she’s there at home with her kids and that’s more than eleanor waldorf can say
- nate (my little angel boy) would defend serena and blair with his LIFE when they were little kids. he was AT the sleepovers and he was the knight when they played princesses.
he was maybe 10 when another boy in their year started telling other guys he had sleepovers with girls and played princesses with them instead of playing football or baseball or things that normal boys did.
nate started playing with chuck more than blair and serena more after that
- blair doesn’t know why serena would wake uo sometimes after she came back to just cry in her arms at night. she doesn’t ask, she just holds her til they both fall asleep
serena can’t stop hearing the night pete died. not seeing it, hearing it. she can’t imagine it really, it’s too blurry, too messy, but she hears georgie and shouting and so many people for years after in her head
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quick which 80s movie characters would bnt MOST and LEAST get along with
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