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#i very nearly threw up
dogbunni · 2 years
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I am way too autistic and disabled for this (cleaning my house)
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months
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No time to play. You are being sent away.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#yu ziyuan#jiang yanli#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Do you know how hard it was to *not* do a 'Sold To One Direction' spoof comic? It took nearly all my will power.#Mostly because it misaligns a little too far off from the canon events and vibes.#But sit with me for a moment. Consider it:#“BEEP BEEP BEEP. I threw my pillow at my alarm clock. ”Wei Wuxian get your lazy ass downstairs!“ Yu Ziyuan yelled.#I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see my grey orbs staring back at me.#I put my long straight black hair in a ponytail with a red ribbon.#I went downstairs to see my adoptive mother holding a bottle of vodka and a cigarette.#'Listen up whore! I need money to pay the bills so I sold you. Your new owners will be here any minute so go pack!'#I stormed upstairs. There was no way I was going to let her sell me to a creepy old man!#I decided to run away. Since I'm not like other girls I don't have very many friends.#My gay friend Lan Zhan was mean but he lived like a block away.#As I opened the door I saw Wen Chao blocking the door. 'Ello Love. We're your new owners!'#I rolled my eyes and pushed him. 'Aren't you from that stupid Wen Sect? There's no way in hell I'm going with you!'#Hey again. It's me the OP of this blog taking a pause. I haven't actually read this story before aside from the memes#and I am honestly reeling from how this watpad fic chapter ends. What do you mean one of the one direction boys chloroforms her???#Chapter 2 is so much worse#Why is there such a strong focus on the *eyes* of every boy!!!#This fanfic is a horror story actually. I came into it trying to make a funny parody but I got in over my head. Dear God.#It's me again. Several minutes have passed and I'm on chapter 4. What the FUCK is going on here?#I feel like I opened up pandora's box hoping for a fun little treat and got the plauge upon me. Dont read this fic.
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wilhelmsbee · 6 months
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The silly season… finally… the silly…
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raspberrybluejeans · 2 months
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i read the graphic novel and had a category 9 autism event. i am calming down enough to type now.
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quillkiller · 2 months
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super cool being a butch dyke (and alone!) and like 20+ people from a fucking n*zi organization walk in line to the metro station im at
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angeltannis · 5 months
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Just got home from a big multifamily yard sale! Wasn’t as good a haul as last year’s, but still got some neat things 😊
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Chromecast, still sealed: $5
All the Pokemon stuff (not pictured: Japanese Marnie card that’s inside her tin) - $2
Puss in Boots: $0.50
Giant Toothless from How to Train Your Dragon: $1
Miniature doll house cabinet: $4
Not pictured: bottle of water and homemade brownie baked by a grandma: $1
Total: $13.50
And some cool stuff I saw but didn’t buy:
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orcelito · 2 months
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Honestly tho it's the "I don't love you" and "every time I said it was just automatic impulse" that's got me the most messed up. Like u couldn't even let me down softly by saying it just wasn't working out? You had to essentially tell me the whole thing was a lie??? After I TOLD you I had trust issues and felt like everyone is just going to leave me in the end???
Way to make me feel unlovable lol
#speculation nation#tho of course what has me the Angriest is her breaking up with me over text. that takes the biggest fucking cake.#idk there was a lot said in all of that bullshit. including her admitting she was probably self-sabotaging.#i hate being used as a tool of self harm. being shoved away as a form of self sabotage.#like if youre gonna be a messed up bastard whyd you have to include me in it??? fucking bitch.#i let her know just how pissed off i was. called her every applicable name under the sun.#selfish coward bastard asshole piece of shit bitch. tossed in a few Fuck Yous as well. fully deserved.#and yet she just kept on with that sniveling 'im so sorry' and 'i know ill regret this' and 'i just have to do it'#you didnt have to do anything. you couldve had it poly but you just couldnt look last your infatuation.#also her calling days old feelings Love. as if that kind of immediate and extreme kind of feelings arent By Definition infatuation.#she's in the honeymoon faze. found her nice new fixation. said they understand each other like no one else.#but it's only been Days. how well can you know a person in that time? not very well usually.#threw out a nearly 6 month long relationship just like that. what a joke.#and when she'd brought up just last thursday that our 6 months was coming up (on the 23rd)#and mentioned wanting to do something to celebrate it...#im just like. i guess you really cant know everything in a person huh?#i knew she wasnt perfect but she always treated me so kindly. so considerate and attentive.#who knew she'd be the type to drop me for the new shiny fixation? i sure didnt expect it.#id started to trust that she genuinely liked me. even if i didnt understand why.#but now im back to square one. wondering whether anyone can ever like the true me.#i know theres gotta be someone out there for me. i just... have to find them.
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thethingything · 2 months
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also shoutout to the hospital for sending us a bunch of PDFs with information about preparing for surgery and what to expect, except the information was all generic stuff where most of it does't actually apply to wisdom tooth removal, so I had a huge panic attack where I nearly threw up because a bunch of the stuff mentioned in there is extremely triggering for us, only to then find out that stuff literally doesn't apply anyway, but now I feel like I have even less of an idea of what to actually expect because it's so hard to figure out which information does apply
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#posts made on pain meds#emetophobia tw#the thing is one of the PDFs is actually specifically for us and has our name in the file name and has been edited to be the right info#but it's only for one specific thing while all the other information about what to expect is just generic stuff#which makes it even more confusing because it gives the impression that it's all specific to this surgery when it isn't#also it's 13 fucking PDFs and we're supposed to read through all of them#but I managed to skim over like 2 paragraphs from one of the generic ones before I started panicking so hard I nearly threw up#(I tried to read the others while already panicking and you can imagine how this went)#it would be nice if people could fucking communicate with us clearly about what's going on#instead of whatever the fuck this is because now we've had multiple instances of being confused as fuck because nobody explained shit#and also if medical professionals could actually fucking understand how medical trauma works and maybe work with us#to figure out how to make this less distressing so we don't have to keep dealing with panic attacks like this#we're not freaked out by the procedure itself. it's a bunch of the other stuff around it that probably doesn't seem like a huge deal#a lot of it feels very dehumanising and like we don't get a say in what people do to us#and there are lots of little things you can do to make us feel less like we're in control and less like we're being dehumanised#but nobody does that and they don't seem to get why certain stuff would be distressing#also the kind of panic attacks we have with this are ones where we don't seem to be able to calm ourselves down#we literally have to use the ''shove an ice cube/something really spicy in your mouth'' trick when we have them#because our brain will not fucking stop and then we spend the next couple of hours really dazed and struggling to process anything#and obviously I don't fucking want that to happen in a hospital because nobody is gonna handle that well#I'm concerned the nurses won't understand how dissociation works and will keep refusing to let us go home#because of us being really spaced out and woozy from the dissociation because they'll assume it's from the sedation instead#when going home would be the thing that would help us stop being so spaced out because we'd be leaving the triggering environment
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jonismitchell · 4 months
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i saw granny smith’s girlfriend at the subway station and when she looked up and saw it was me i just gave the most devastated expression of my life and walked away
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i think ive talked about riptide before but either way. chip is the desolation jay is the hunt and gillion is the vast <3
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emlos · 1 year
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the lesbian urge to psychosexually fixate on a fictional man
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You know what's the worst combination?
Liking characters and shippings and maybe even like... the aesthetic? of a certain game/series/book/movie/whatever
But not liking the game, movie,... at all.
Like. Now you're stuck with liking the characters and wanting to look though content with them and want to make some content yourself and maybe you're even thinking about them a lot but you don't wanna buy merch or talk a lot about them (even if deep inside you, you kind of want to do these things) because then you have to explain that you like the characters/ships but not the freaking media itself.
So you have this very weird relationship with the media.
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bitchapalooza · 2 years
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Whenever I try to think of surveyshipping flirting it fails so its led me to believe neither can flirt so now I wonder how the fuck these two even got together lmao
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sixthwater · 2 years
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I don't have a question, I have 3!! ~( ̄▽ ̄)~*
1) What is your favorite childhood memory that seems minor but still wholesome
2) Have you dyed your hair before?
3) As a Ni dom to another Ni dom, what was the stupidest against-common-sense thing u have ever done? mine was when i genuinely felt surprised that my socks got wet after i poured water (to clean some dirt off my shoes) while wearing the said shoes.
1) We used to have these two Big like…pillow things? They were almost the size of a mattress but they were not mattresses idk what the hell they were, but me & my older sibling used them for a lot of things we shouldn’t have (like sliding down the stairs right into a closet full of hard stuff). I remember during a thunder/lightening storm, they offered to make a pillow fort out of them with me. So we decked it out with sheets and Christmas lights and got a tablet and everything and stayed in there until the storm was over. A bit later I made the connection that since then I’ve loved storms.
2) no :( the condition I have is very much anti-hair dye but I’m also very much I want to do it anyway and risk it (but I’m also that way with drinking so Do Not Support Me). However I have come across ways that I think I can get away with it where it doesn’t do what the doctors are worried about, so if I can do that when I want white/grey/silver immediately I’ve always wanted that since I was a kid, and then like a peach ombré of sorts,,,,,,,,me staring at how I’m about to fuck up my natural hair for some dye
3) I’m absolutely not laughing, but okay listen!!! My friend/roommate is an ENTP and I have been observing learning and getting better but they also kinda suck at it, however it’s definitely By Choice but I was definitely worse??? But I’ve also befriended an ESTP over the past year! So they also catch me. Once again……definitely just doing stupid shit by choice so probably horrible friends but it’s okay my besties are an INTJ & ENFP so there’s no saving me at all
My favorite one, that no one likes to fucking live down now, is me actively looking at the foil from take out, immediately popping it in the microwave, and turning it on and then screaming when it caught fire
I have had a lot of “almost did something really stupid” moments because they keep giving me The Look or just calling my name so unfortunately most of my stories are from some years ago now, Like when I was moving and I wanted both my gum and my soda at the same time so I just merely threw a piece in my mouth and took a sip and then got very very very very very very very sad
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joymaxxr · 2 years
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that is NOT a hotdog
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runaway-mine-train · 29 days
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(Went to the local travelling funfair yesterday. No trains apart from a little kiddies one that I didn't see a single kid ride on. Idea: portable mini runaway mine train at all portable fairgrounds??)
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