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the-mandalorian-clone-lover · 2 years

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Ranting

#listen #whoever loves me #will have to do so while i am suspicious and bitchy #and i will not apologize #i am apparently really fucking aick #and everyone is listing reasons why that makes me a proble.#and im juat so done woth it #my parents refused to take me to the hospital after my most recent collapse #as if the one before it didnt result in paralysis that lasted over an hour #and theyre just #not fucking listening #im a grown ass adult #and if i say #i want to go to the er #i deserve to ve taken #even if you dont believe in doctors #for yourswlf #thats your choice #you dont get to make that choice for me

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thebibliosphere · 3 months

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Still not over the head of cardiology, who said she wouldn't formally diagnose me with dysautonomia because she didn't want me to think of myself as disabled.

As if good vibes and a can-do attitude can stabalize autonomic dysfunction.

#chronic health tag #ableism in our medical system???#it's more likely than you think #I still remember having to inform the ER doctor that the reason MCAS wasn't in my file #was because the head of allergy for the hospital he worked at #'didn't believe in it'#this was one week into the pandemic #and this man touched his face out of exasperation #and muttered something that might have been 'dense mother fucker' under his breathe #anyway #there should be a screening process for people who want to go into medicine #if you think the only disability is a bad attitude #you should be jettisoned from your course and directly into the sun

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yaoi-yaoieverywhere · 3 months

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"Shen Jiu looks like/is an incarnation of Shen Yuan's older brother" But have you considered his da-ge could be Mobei Jun. have you considered this little sassy nerd boy only got this far bc of his 6'5" jacked up frigid bastard of an older brother who was loyal to a fault. have you considered SQH once saw this man across the room and never stopped thinking about him, leading to PIDW existing. Have you-

#SVSSS #moshang #Suga Rambles #modern flavored unrequited 50Mil words #no but for real tho you cannot have da-ge mobei jun AND er-ge shen jiu without SUPER MEGA ANGST so pick one #or don't. swallow the bitter medicinal tea all you want #I want Mobei Jun to look at Luo Binghe and go “You are not stealing my prize cabbage” bc SQH accidentally introduced him to Shen Yuan #and he put the pieces together without saying SHIT

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drenched-in-sunlight · 2 months

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Yesterday for the first time I saw a post in a public forum that actually points out Marika has every reason to be so cold & distant towards Maliketh... thanks God.

The Two Fingers/ EIden Beast stood aside & let her entire family die, then when it successfully entrapped her in a literal divine prison it said “here we gave you a brother lol” like istg WHAT are you even saying. Her entire real family is already in a ditch !!! No prayers to the Gods help them! And now these Godlike beings are like take this random guy as your bro???

It’s confirmed in the base game Shadowbeast is like sleeper agent that the Two Fingers put there to monitor their Empyrean & off them if they try to rebel, no matter how earnest the Shadowbeast sounds. Ranni and Blaid literally grew up together & we still have to get rid of him at the end of her questline 💀 Marika was a young woman who had lost everything then forced to recognize some stranger as family. To her that must be some fucked up joke.

And get this, I do believe Maliketh and Blaidd care for Marika & Ranni genuinely, it’s a tragedy that they were born to bring “nothing but bale” to the person they love. Just like how Messmer, the beloved son in the Shadow, also became a curse to the person he loves the most in the end. That’s the doomed narrative they are trying to portray.

#er brainrot #the tragedy is THE LOVE WAS THERE !! it's just set up to be doomed by the narrative #not oh one party is unloved / mistreated by the other :(((((( gawddd #like gahhhh ok yeah sure think whatever u want but i'll sit on this reading of the lore #i were going to draw a comic about that which was why i been keeping my mouth shut about MaIiketh but the post i saw yesterday knocked me #tf out (a post in a wild analyzing Marika's actions with NUANCE and it's from someone i don't even know???? made my night fr)#so the feelings got out and i had to type this out

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k9effect · 27 days

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Bradley "Boyfriend" Bradshaw

Messy hair, hickies and soft clothes <3

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cobaltfluff · 1 year

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household dynamic

#buddy daddies #art tag #i've always wanted to do something with this meme #and this trio was the best #this was probs the first bud dads thing i drew #and i totally forgot that rei is shorter than kazuki #ksjdfkjsd let's go short(er) king

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lunarharp · 7 months

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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

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amygdalae · 1 year

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watched my dad stream elden ring the other night; he kept calling the crimson flask estus, which then morphed into him calling it estrogen. "gotta drink my estrogen!".... he would do numbers on here

#also when he fought margit i kept reminding him to heal but thru my mic he thought i was saying “KILL” in a funny accent #which to be fair IS something i would do #he wanted to stream it 2 me on discord so he could go through his inventory and ask me what all the shit he picked up does lol #understandable cuz theres a lot going on in ER

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kacetheplace · 15 days

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coelacanter + socials

#amy mentioned that devyn's mullet was like someone chewed on it and the troll doll imagery would not leave me #infamous #infamous if #marlow locke #coelacanter #fake social media #i dont want to HEAR how out of touch i am i dont use instagram or twitter i had to guess at syntax/usernames #also the cropping for the group photo ended up so strangely with the instagram post format i ended up going with so i just #worked it into the comments section. same with iris' outfit i realized way too late she should've had something fancier </3 #i thought rowan would be the type to point out something like that. he'd have a choice instagram with pictures cropped and edited perfectly #iris posts a photo of them and devyn and he'll comment 'very cute. were you asleep when picking this filter though or..?'#also i know this is funny to genuinely no one else but i briefly debated having maya make the fan name “the canners”#as if the band name was “can't-er” not “canter”#(they're just 'fishies') but i wanted to incorporate it somehow hence the gc name and that one fan's username #coelacanter? no. we coelacan... ner <3

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tohot4u · 8 months

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Macaque doodles cuz I’m going through a artstyle crisis

#lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #lmk fanart #macaque #liu er mihou #lmk #The thing is #im stuck between wanting things more rendered or like if I should I use lineart #I feel like my old work was better #but I can’t use that old style to achieve the things I want #Like using more posing #And like #being able to do more dramatic lighting #I’m going crazy #just expect a lot more doodles and like #Experimental and inconsistent stuff k?

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katabay · 9 months

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so. I have never. actually finished watching s2 of reunion. we're fixing that! slowly but surely, I'm going to finish s2 and not get sidetracked by anything, like watching ultimate note.

starting this off with some portrait sketches of liu sang and er jing :)

bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost

#i dont liveblog things on here so this is the closest i'll get to it #i plan. on drawing things as i watch. see what kind of fan comic nonsense shakes loose from my brain #im already turning around kan jian and liu sang around like they're on a plate in a microwave or something #honestly i can't believe that wu xie hasn't taken over my sketchbook. zhu yilong's wu xie is literally tailor made to everything #that makes my brain go brrrr but. liu sang showed up with a metal chair #er jing also showed up with a metal chair but it's really just. appearance envy. i want to look like that SO BAD. alas.#dmbj #liu sang #er jing #reunion mystery of the abyss

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pr0cyon-lotor · 2 months

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Do you guys ever have an au that you can't put into a summary because it makes no sense if you don't read it completely?

Like how am I supposed to explain the acid trip of an au I have swirling in my mind rn? It has so many parts to it.

Like the Shen siblings are transmigrated into the story but like the system messed up and they were thrown into different parts of the history. And they're trying to find each other within the confines of the system's rules.

Obviously jiuyuan is there, but like Shen Yuan is a cryptid because he's dealing with a penalty from the system but also he was just a creature beforehand but like sealed away. Bro's a changeling like that explanation makes no sense. And like Shen Yuan fakes his death by accident but also he did kill Wu Yanzi, which is always good.

LiuShang is there because I always want liushang to be there.

Mobei Jun gets with Shen Yuan's da-ge. Am I explaining that? ... No that whole storyline is too complicated. But hey, two silent, intimidating men that are gay for each other.

Also Shen Yuan's er-ge gets with Yue Qingyuan? I don't know how to explain that one either. Like what's more romantic than a battlefield? 😗 Probably anything else.

BingFan is also there because I also always want BingFan there. But they do fall into the abyss together. Forced proximity via being stuck in hell. Semi rivals to power couple

I mean Shen Yuan's meimei has a romance with Ning Yingying, and it's literally the most normal ship. They're childhood friend to lovers.

And that's not even to mention that the system is somewhat malicious in this AU.

Family dinners would be strange. Yeah we have here a fire demon that is married to the ice monarch, a disgraced cultivator that is married to this generation's greatest warrior, just deadass a cryptid who is married to the greatest battle strategist and scholar in this generation, and just a normal cultivator with a normal girlfriend.

The Shens would look you dead in the eye and say "Yeah this is my brother" and point to a literal creature of legend.

This AU is so batshit crazy but makes perfect sense in my brain like it's crazy

#ignore me im insane #svsss #jiuyuan #scumcum #liushang #bingfan #Mobei Jun x SY's da-ge #Yue Qingyuan x SY's er-ge #Ning Yingying x SY's meimei #like I have names for them but they aren't canon and I don't want to confuse anyone #Shen Yuan's family #i don't really speak about specific characters in detail so I'm not going to tag them #and yes that's because I'm lazy

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eastbluecrewed · 2 months

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