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30-day song challenge! (PART 2)
 heyohello welcome to pt 2! creds to @/eggtaurus on instagram
DAY 1: a song that represents you
jealousy, jealousy -- olivia rodrigo
i can't think of one omg. song that describes an aspect of me the most i guess (but i wouldn't want people to know me as this ..)
DAY 2: a song to play at a party
everybody talks -- neon trees
omg. depends on the party but i think people would be the most accepting of this one, but any from my neon playlist would work (my playlists describing vibes are finally put to use!!)
DAY 3: a song title with the name of a food
è±æ”æČčæĄ -- jj lin
the first one i thought of LMAOOO. it's means bean paste and fried pastry, english title: perfect match
DAY 4: an old song
amore che nasce -- piero piccioni (1967)
i had to dig through to find an app that sorts my music by release date. anyways this is the oldest one i could find. i'm NOT putting running up that hill even if it kills me. i might as well list an old-ass classical piece like mozart
DAY 5: a song that makes you feel nostalgic
piano -- ariana grande
i feel like i've listened to this a lot but i did not,, basically all the songs in my being sentimental playlist though
DAY 6: a song about love
èČéŠæ°Ž -- yoh kamiyama
any romance soundtrack would fit lmaoo but this was the first one off my âĄ! ? playlist! title means: colour perfume
DAY 7: a song from the year you were born
竄話 -- michael wong
i'm spending so much more time on this challenge than the previous one UGH. anyways slay !! a classic
DAY 8: a song title w/ the name of a person
jenny (i wanna ruin our friendship) -- studio killers
i know another jenny song omg why is that name so popular. also that one beatles song
DAY 9: a song that cheers you up
passcode -- jannine weigel
love the vibes
DAY 10: a song you never get tired of
notgonnalie -- shye
immediate answer would have been sparkle, but i used that already. ugh this is getting hard
DAY 11: a song you used to like but now hate
dynamite -- BTS
umm i don't keep track of songs i hate. maybe bts songs bc of the fandom but i didn't particularly like them, they were just decent
DAY 12: a song you want to play at your wedding
promise of the world -- chieko baisho
howl's moving castle theme would work too but i want to appreciate this :) i imagine this would be played at howl and sophie's wedding HAHHAS
DAY 13: a song you discovered this year
hasta los dientes -- camila cabello, maria becerra
doing a song released this year instead, i did discovered alr
DAY 14: the last song you've listened to
room at the table -- charlie lim
i'll do this after i'm done with the rest of the days
edit: okay a song i thought of while searching for songs!! it didn't make into any of the days but i just listened to it! yes it's that ndp song :D
DAY 15: a song with a title you likeÂ
don't miss me -- claire rosinkraz
honestly i think i just like the cover (her blowing bubblegum) which makes me like the title
DAY 16: a song for running away from home
carrying you (from laputa) -- joe hisaishi
kind of about running away from home LOL. original song is called innocent though
DAY 17: a song title with an acronym
IDGAF -- boywithuke ft. blackbear
UM the first one i thought of was YMCA.. but this one is better
DAY 18: a song title with 1 word
phonecase -- shye
easy one FINALLY
DAY 19: a song that sounds better w/ headphones
still trying -- shye
honestly all shye songs are better with headphones bc the vocals hit harder
DAY 20: a song for stargazing
stargazing -- kygo, justin jesso
LMAO i said mirror was good for stargazing yesterday. anyways what about a song called stargazing !! it's quite sad though
DAY 21: a song for the beach
summer on you -- PRETTYMUCH
hmm i think hype songs would be better? depends on the mood, if it's chilling on the beach any stream cafe/lofi, if i want to hang out w friends i'll choose this!!
DAY 22: a song about friendships
you've got a friend in me -- randy newman
i'm sorry
DAY 23: a song for breakups
you broke me first -- tate mcrae
iconic. first song from tate that got me invested
DAY 24: a song by one of your favorite artists
pretty please -- dua lipa
brb after random number generating my top 20 artists
i got 14: dua lipa
DAY 25: a song you sent to someone
itim -- shye
yeah i remember this one clearly. they didn't give a shit. well i do!! shye is now one of my top artists, this was one of the songs that got me hooked
DAY 26: a cover of a song
perfect / style -- jonah baker
mashup time!! mashups >> covers
DAY 27: a song about being angryÂ
GO TO HELL -- clinton kane
a recent one i just added to my playlists !! memorably angry
DAY 28: a song to play while running
rumours -- jake miller
neon playlist saves the day again
DAY 29: a song to play during a date
a journey (a dream of flight) -- joe hisaishi
âĄ! ? playlist again. time to link it since i keep using that
DAY 30: a song you want to share
vultures -- evanturetime, linying, charlie lim
WOOO LAST ONE!! evanturetime is really good and criminally underrated
i tried not to use wdw this time HAHSH uh i'm kind of running out of good recs for songs .. watch me recommend a whole album đđÂ
had to stop myself from including another kimi no na wa soundtrack. i also need to cut down on shye omg i keep going back to the same few artists
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THICKETY MUTUAL NUMBER 1 SAME FOR YOU YOU ANSWER WHATEVEE YIU LIKE!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT CHOOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1.what are 3 things youâd say shaped you into who you are?
Fining out and coming to terms with the fact that I'm not cis, het, or nt
2.show us a picture of your handwriting?
It's okay, but far from neat.
3.3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
A) The Princess Bride
B) Encanto
C) Equestria Girls: Rainbow Rocks
4.whatâs an inside joke you have with your family or friends?
"I'M GONNA EAT A CANDLE!"
5.what made you start your blog?
Watched a bit too much PMSeymour :âș
6.whatâs the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
Trying not to stumble into discourse
7.what scares you the most and why?
My loved ones leaving/hating me. I get very emotionally attached to people so if that were to happen it would be like having a nerve severed.
8.any reacquiring dreams?
No, I don't often dream.
9.tell a story about your childhood
One time I was hanging out with my cousins and I accidentally said something that hurt Cousin A's feelings. Her younger brother said I wasn't their cousin anymore and I cried lol.
10.would you say youâre an emotional person?
YES.
11.what do you consider to be romance?
Two people who are romantically attracted to each other.
12.whatâs some good advice you want to share?
That when it comes to anything in life, it's only your first time once. Props to my awesome aunt who came up w/ that.
13.what are you doing right now?
Typing on my phone with my tablet laptop open in front of me with no windows open on it.
14.whatâs something youâve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?
Paragliding.
15.what do you think of when you hear the word âhomeâ?
Warmth. My favorite people. A cozy house in a small mountain village. A place where everyone is accepting and friendly. Cuddles. Music. Singing. Baking food. A feeling of true belonging. A place that is not where I currently am. Rainclouds.
16.if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I want a deeper voice. Not too much deeper, I just wanna be able to reach those few low notes in the songs I like :3. Contralto voice range.
17.name 3 things that make you happy
A) My partnerâ€â€â€
B) Making some sort of music, whether it's singing or messing around on my various instruments!
C) My bestie @voidgremlin2electricboogaloo đđđâ€â€â€
18.do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
I'm impartial to the belief in such things.
19.favourite thing about the day?
Blue hour. When the sun has gone over the horizon and cast a soothing blue light on everything.
20.favourite things about the night?
Moon n stars n planets.
21.are you a spiritual person?
Not really.
22.say 3 things about someone you love
A) You have pretty eyes
B) You are one of the best things that's happened to me
C) P..Pwetty person,,,
23.say 3 things about someone you hate
(I do not really hate anyone so i just generally dislike them)
A) You're a goddamn coward
B) You're a f*cking liar
C) Please continue to leave [irl friend] the hell alone
24.whatâs one thing youâre proud of yourself for?
Becoming more confident in myself, also my improvement when it comes to my handwriting
25.fave season and why?
Fall. I love cloudyrainy days
26.fave colour and why?
I like dark teal/turquoise. Cool colors beloved.
27.any nicknames?
Rainy! I really like being called Rainy!!!
28.do you collect anything?
Aluminum can tabs :)
29.what do you do when youâre sad?
Sing, talk to my partner/friends, and watch my fav media!
30.whatâs one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
My fav people giving me affection and support, or just them in general
31.are you messy or organised?
M E S S Y
32.how many tabs do you have open right now?
I'm on my phone rn and tumblr is the only app that is open rn.
33.any hobbies?
Guitar, Volleyball, Photography
34.any pet peeves?
When people pronounce the "ing" in a word like "een". Drives me up the frickin wallhhh. Also people saying caramel like "carmul". Thats. Thats an entirely different word. Please.
35.do you trust easily?
Yes, for the most part, unfortunately ;_;.
36.are you an open book or do you have walls up?
I am in a lot of cases an open book.
37.share a secret
A person i knew in third grade had to move to our school bc her dad's identity was stolen
38.fave song at the moment?
There are multiple.
1) Reckless Battery Burns-Ghost and Pals
2) Arbitrary Sermon-Monstrosity
3) Happy Days-Ghost and Pals
39.youtuber youâve been obsessed with and why?
Not really anyone. I do enjoy Wendigoon's content though because his voice is nice to listen to and he covers interesting topics.
40.any bad habits?
There are many.
A) Picking at my acne
B) Staying up later than I should
C) Saying I forgot to do something I didn't have enough executive function to do(well this one is kinda justified bc my mom is,,, difficult, when it comes to me Not Being Able To Do Things Because Of Executive Dysfunction. She can't really seem to understand that I'm unable to just "buckle down" and do something i don't have the exec function spoons to do.s o- i do it because of that)
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college bf!bin
a/n the duality of this man??? iâm deceased...anyway i did not think this would go this long but uh my hand slipped...happy birthday binnie!
word count: 5k
genre: fluff, smut, (tiny) angst
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ugh yo
bin is so??? infuriatingly hot??? yet cute at the same time
major: exercise science
and because I love mermaid prince/the beginning, heâs been on the swim team since first year college
swam varsity starting his second year
besties with eunwoo, they were roommates their whole college career
alright so bin loves making friends
heâs so playful and talkative once you really get to know him
but his aura?? tbh very intimidating
like he has an rbf and just like heâs so tall, broad shouldered, built, like he just carries himself very strongly that you will get intimidated when you first meet him
very well known in the university
literally has a professional photographed banner of him hanging in the athletic building with the gold medal he won freshman year
a little embarrassed about it
not really, only when the boys (as in literally the other five) tease him
myungjun: woOoOw bin that guy on the banner really looks like you, donât you think?
rocky: we geeeeet it youâre a star athlete
blah blah blah you know the vibes, theyâre endearing
so how do you meet bin?
basically youâre a friend of a friendâyouâre eunbiâs (sinb) friend
youâve only met bin briefly from time to time, but otherwise you never really had any reason to get acquainted with him
your only encounters of him are when he wants to annoy eunbi and she immediately puts him in his place
but then suddenly in the spring semester of your 2nd year, you and him are in the same 8 am
a boring statistics gen ed class that everyone needs to take in order to graduate
you were running a bit late during the first class meetingâyou woke up 30 minutes after your alarm and literally rushed out of your apartmentâyou made it to class with 2 minutes to spare
most of the seats were filled up already, except that one seat in the back left corner by the window next to the one and only moon bin
oh would you look at that
you felt a bit relieved honestly, you didnât know anyone else in that class so at least you saw a semi-familiar face
he grinned at you when you sat down
âhey y/nâ
you were a bit taken back, âyou know my name?â
he laughed a little, âyeah of course, youâre one of eunbiâs really good friends, why wouldnât I know your name?â
before you could respond, the professor started class and ceased your conversation
one thing you realized as the weeks start to go on
you and bin could not give any two fucks about statistics
no offense to stats lovers
every 8 am on mon/wed/fri, neither one of you would pay attention in class
you both enabled each other to not pay attention basically
so when the professor announced the content and date for the first exam
you and bin literally looked at each other with the same expression
you were both fucked
after class was dismissed, instead of the two of you quickly packing your things and fleeing the room immediately, you both lagged a little bit
you: so...do you know anything thatâs going to be on the exam?
bin: uh...no? y/n youâre literally right next to me, you know I donât do jack shit in this class
you: well fuck, how are you gonna study then bin?
bin: I was probably gonna ask my roommate to help me, he passed with a 96 when he took this class
you give him the best puppy dog eyes you could muster up, you lean in and clasp your hands together like youâre praying
âcan he help me too...? please?â
binâs eyes go a lil wide bc you were a bit closer than he was used to and shit was his heart racing rn?
bin: uh...yeah...sure, iâll text you to come over when weâre gonna study
you beam at him and like in your excitement you give him a hug
âthank you thank you thank you! i literally cannot fail this class. Iâll see you on friday bin!â
with that you grabbed your bag and just left, leaving bin shocked
heâs surprisingly a shy boy okay!
he always thought you were cute from when he first saw you hanging out with eunbi, but ofc he never thought any more of it
until you guys had this class together and he started to think every day, that wow you are really cute
bin texts you the next day
coincidentally, eunbi texts you too
bin: hey this is bin, if youâre free in an hour my roommateâs gonna help me go over the material in ch. 1
eunbi: why did bin ask for your number
you to bin: yes! send me your addy and iâll be there :)
you to eunbi: weâre in the same stats class lol and weâre gonna study for our exam next week
eunbi: lol moon bin studying? you might wanna bring some wine with you for emergency y/n
you: lol what do you mean by that?
eunbi: binnie hates studying, but good luck!
ahh, eunbi becomes unhinged when it comes to bin
but you know itâs bc theyâre that close, theyâre literally childhood best friends, more so like siblings
still, studying w him couldnât be that bad right?
spoiler alert, it went alright
you felt bad showing up to binâs apartment empty handed so you picked up some coffee before you arrived
you officially meet binâs roommate, eunwoo, and youâre floored for like 2 minutes bc literally how can a man like him be real?
cue bin being a bit jealous bc yeah he knew his roommateâs perfect but like damn did you have to be affected by him too :(
eunwooâs a good teacher alright? you actually understood the material from him
you: idk what eunbiâs talking about, youâre actually not that bad at studying bin
bin being offended: oh god what did eunbi say about me
eunwoo smirking: maybe itâs because youâre here y/n, bin usually doesnât focus this much when itâs just me trying to help him
you: ???
bin in his head: i canât trust anyone huhÂ
before you left his place, you and bin planned to meet up and study one more time before your stats exam
it was just you and bin this time
although youâd never admit it, yes you tried to look good for meeting up with him
yeah heâs a friend?? at least you think you were at that level?? but still, heâs a cute friend and you really didnât want him to see you looking crusty
you and bin end up studying for a whole 5 hours
granted, half of that time you two were messing around, eating food, trying to procrastinate for as long as you could
bc even though you two had a good handle on the material nowâthanks to eunwooâyou both still hated statistics
you knew bin started to get more comfortable with you bc he started teasing you
it made you happy hehe so ofc you started to quip back at him
not at the intensity that he and eunbi do but itâs enough for you :)
he walks you back to your apartment after your study session
wow what a gentleman
bin waving bye at your door with the cutest smile: see you in class y/n :)
mayhaps your stomach did a little somersault
anyways
on the day of your exam you were freaking out
you have test anxiety ah ha ha
you woke up at 5 bc you were paranoid about being late to class
youâre like hastily looking over the notes again when you get to class like are you really prepared omg youâre psyching yourself out hella
bin comes in with 2 cups of iced coffee and heâs like woah are you okay
you: i woke up at 5 bin, idk if i can do this omg
you are like visibly in distress rn and he feels like a pang in his chestÂ
he was gonna mess with you and say like âbet im gonna get a higher grade than youâ but he smartly decides against it
instead, he just takes your hand and gives it a little squeeze: y/n, take a deep breath. youâre going to do great, you studied your ass for this and we both know that you got this material downâeven eunwoo hyung said you were gonna ace this exam. just trust your instincts, okay? breathe with me.
he was staring at you so intently and genuinely when trying to calm you down
your anxiety yeeted and suddenly you felt shy
you: th...thanks bin...
bin was worried about you while taking the test rip, he kept secretly glancing at you (while also trying not to make it look like he was cheating) just to make sure that you were okay
he walks you to your next class after you both finished your exam
bin: you sure youâre okay? you said you woke up at 5, did you even eat breakfast? letâs get food after your next class.
you were feeling better after the test but like you got so endeared at his fussing
yes you and bin got lunch that day
your exam results were uploaded the next day
you immediately called bin: I GOT A 95
bin: i told you that you would ace it! i got a 90 hehe
you: bin i literally owe you and eunwoo my life, lemme buy you guys food or something
you hear a little bit of bickering over the phone and suddenly youâre talking to eunwoo
eunwoo: i would love some sushi, but since bin canât eat seafood, why donât you come watch his swim meet this weekend :)
you: o...h...o-okay yeah iâd love to watch, what time is it? :)
eunwoo: itâs saturday at 10 am
you: okay! iâll see you there bin
bin already planning on drop kicking eunwoo
cha eunwooâbest wingmanâą
you basically beg eunbi to go with you to binâs swim meet
eunbi: i know bin can swim, why do i have to watch him flounder around under water
also eunbi: faster bin! donât you fucking dare lose!
bin places first this meet
are we shocked? no
okay you mentally prepared yourself for seeing him shirtless, but clearly you didnât prep enough bc youâre on the cusp of drooling when youâre watching him from the bleachers
and letâs face it, youâre not subtle and eunbi knows everything so sheâs literally closing your jaw for you and like messing with you
eunbi: y/n, youâre really sure you like bin? heâs a good guy but câmon, i think you deserve better
you: since when did i say that i like him ???? and what do you mean ??? i think he checks...all the boxes...for me...
eunbi: maybe itâs bc iâve known him since when he used to wet his pants so i donât understand why people are attracted to him, but like...really, youâve been checking him out since he removed his shirt. even the ref can see that youâre simping over him
you and eunbi meet up with eunwoo and the rest of binâs friendsâthat you havenât met yet but know of
jinjin: oh so youâre the y/n that binâs been talking about *wink wonk*
baby youâre blushing
even more so when bin comes up to your group
mmm middle parted wet hair, muscle tee and white sweats, towel around his shoulders
heâs so hot ???
youâre all congratulating him blah blah, but like bin keeps glancing at you and all you can do is just smile and like nervous laugh
sanha: y/n! eunbi noona! you should come eat with us to celebrate bin hyungâs win
eunbi glances at you, little smirk on her face: i have plans, but i know y/nâs free! bin you make sure they get home safe after yâalls dinner plans :)
hwang eunbiâbest wingwomanâą
dinner with the boys was chaotic, you were talking and joking around with them as if you didnât just meet them today
*you about to get your wallet*
bin, not even able to look at you: itâs okay y/n, i got you this time
cue the boys teasing
astro: kings of making fun of each other
rocky as the group is splitting up: walk y/n home safely hyung :) donât stay out too late
bin: sorry about them, theyâre a bunch of loud idiots...ah haha...
the walk back to your apartment is actually pretty sweet
he didnât know if you would actually come watch his meet or not but he was excited when he actually saw you
you talk about small random things about yourselves, but itâs not like useless information, you bet that both your subconsciouses are keeping track of whatever yâall are talking about
you give each other a âfriendlyâ hug goodnight...that lasts like a minute or so
and while youâre hugging, bin just canât help but think that wow you fit so perfectly in his arms
and on the other hand, youâre thinking he feels so warm? so safe? you donât want to pull away?
but ofc the hug has to end and youâre thanking him for walking you home and heâs like glued to his spot waving goodbye sweetly and waiting for you to go inside so that he knows youâre safely in your apartment before leaving
bin sighing dreamily as he walks back to his and eunwooâs place
eunwoo waiting on the couch with a glass of water: how was your date ;)
bin: it wasnât a date, i just walked y/n home
eunwoo: yeah, but you want it to be a date
bin: ...shut up
god why is the pining stage so long
alright everyone knows you and bin like each other
it becomes pretty obvious after the swim meet
you and him fall into this little routine of switching who buys coffee for your 8 am
and then heâd walk you to your next class afterwards
you both still donât pay attention in stats, sorry
but that means more outside study sessions dates
you come watch his swim meets, whether astroâs there or youâre just watching by yourself
and then you and him get lunch?? early dinner?? right afterwards, it depends on whenever his meet ends
but like??? neither of you have confessed your feelings for each other
even though you both have like a little hint that yeah the feelings are mutual
you and bin are literally like this for 3 months, like damn the semester is almost over
eunbi and eunwoo are tired of your shit, theyâre both just like: when the fuck are they getting together? weâre sick of this.
alright so the masterminds literally pay one of eunwooâs friends from his major to ask you out while youâre studying with bin
letâs do mingyu why not, he was in your korean history class last year
you and bin are in the library, half studying half goofing off per usual
eunwoo, eunbi, and mingyu are at the opposite side of the floor
mingyu: u sure bin wonât clock me for trying to ask out y/n
eunwoo: probably not??
eunbi: just do it please
mingyu giving them both the finger before walking up to your table
âhey y/n...i was wondering if youâd like to get dinner with me...as a date?â
you: o_o huh?
mingyu: i always thought you were cute from when we had class together last year, but i never had the balls to ask you out or anything...youâre not dating anyone, right?
you glance at bin to find that heâs already looking at you with an expression that you donât really know how to read
you: um...well no Iâm not-
bin: actually, weâre dating so y/n canât go out with you mingyu, sorry.
mingyuïżœïżœs not even phased, he just gives you a thumbs up and then leaves
youâre confused like literally what is going onâand then you process what bin said and you whip your head to look at him
bin: sorry i said that...i just felt...jealous i guess when mingyu asked you out
you: I wouldnât have said yes anyway...I sorta like someone else
bin: fuck it, the topic already came up...y/n Iâve liked you for a while now but uh...I donât know I guess I was scared to tell you because Iâm scared of rejection
you just laugh, but not mockingly! more like bin youâre so cute wtf
âbin, why would I reject you when Iâve literally been into you for the past four months?â
itâs safe to say that you and bin officially began dating after that
eunwoo texting in their gc: bin and y/n are finally together
myungjun: fucking finally
bin: how...did u know that eunwoo...?
*eunwoo has left the chat*
alright but binâs charm?? flirting?? teasing?? sweetness?? up 1000%
bin is touchy yâall, in private his hands are always on you, whether it be sexual or not sexual is up to you
he restrains himself in public ofc, the most he does is put a hand on your waist or hold your hand
eunbi threatens bin early on in your relationship: bin youâre like my brother, but y/nâs one of my dearest friends and if you as much make them cry i will kill you
ofc bin is still eunbiâs punching bag, but when you three are hanging out, heâs dramatic and acts like heâs hurt so heâs like whining to you
sometimes you play along and coo at him like: aww binnie, where does it hurt baby?
other times youâre like: you really think i believe that?? with the size of your biceps??
eunbi: excuse me while i vomit
okay but binnie? bestest sweetest boy
yes he looks all big and intimidating
but heâs softâespecially for you
your nicknames for each other are either âbubâ or âbabyâ
yes will join in making fun of you with the boys, but when you start pouting heâs a goner and will defend you
bin is also a big cuddler, but i mean youâre not complaining hehe
heâs the big spoon, no questions asked
okay but being in binâs arms is like your favorite place in the world
his frame literally just envelopes you and all you can feel and smell is him and itâs so??? content, you feel at home with him
you feel bad in the morning bc like his arm has to be sore from your weight so you try to like get out of his grasp, but he literally just whines and hugs you tighter
okay but just imagine you and bin napping and his arms are around your waist, his nose is buried in your neck and he wakes up like nuzzling his face in your shoulder like a puppy
im soft
one week youâre staying over at binâs apartment and then the next week heâs staying over at yours, the cycle goes like that
if youâre one of my ladies with a ~vagĂne~, he will buy all your cravings and your tampons/pads, literally anything you want that week, it is yours
doesnât really get jealous now that you two are official, he knows that youâre his and heâs yours
you two lightly bicker like friends, but youâve never had a terrible fight before
you were really close to thoughâor...like you did?? but it was resolved really quick
one of the only problems of bin is that he hates showing weakness and it takes him a whole lot to truly fully 100% be vulnerable with someone even if itâs someone close to him
he pulled a muscle in his arm and it cost him one of his swim meets
he had to go to rehab for like a month and you knew that mentally heâs been off bc of it
you try to ease talking him into telling you about how heâs really feeling but he just kept dodging the subject
one night after one of his rehab sessions, he came back to your place and youâre just like
âhey bubbie, how was rehab? how are you doing?â
and he just snaps at you: stop asking me how I am, y/n, itâs getting really annoying
youâre taken aback, like what the fuck where did that come from?
your eyebrows furrow and you cross your arms bc you are not going to get spoken to like that
âso me worrying about you and wondering how your recoveryâs going is annoying? thatâs what a partner is supposed to do, moon bin. whatâs going on with you?â
bin: youâre being suffocating! itâs the only thing you ask me about nowadays, sometimes Iâ
oh boy you got mad
you: I ask you because I know youâre not telling me things! I know youâre suffering by yourself and I want to let you know that Iâm here for you, I want to help take some of the pain away or at least help you deal with it because Iâm your partner! but how can I if you canât even let me in?? weâre fucking dating moon bin, weâre supposed to go through rough times together. and you call me suffocating...?Â
binâs silent and heâs looking at the floor
you sigh, tears are building in your eyes because youâre frustrated and a bit hurt by what he said, and your voice cracks when you speak again: if iâm suffocating you, then you should leave. text me or something when you can breathe again, I donât know.
thereâs a bit of spite in your words, hidden by the pain
bin sees the tears rolling down your cheeks and thatâs when he knows he fucked up
heâs never seen you cry beforeâbesides like from a sad movie or something
so like the fact that he made you cry and hurt you with his words? damn he hates himself rn
he immediately wraps his arms around you, and you like try to push him to get away bc why is he hugging you? didnât he just say that you were suffocating? why is he confusing
bin: baby, Iâm sorry...I shouldnât have taken out my frustrations on you, youâre not suffocating me I promise...youâre right about everything, I should be sharing things with you and telling you how Iâm really feeling...Iâm sorry.
you donât say anything and just like sniffle and he picks you up and brings you to your bedroom and then he just lets it all out
he tells you how rehab is hard and like yeah his muscle pain is going away, but he doesnât know if he can swim as fast as he used to and that scares him
and he tells you that sometimes heâs thought of giving up swimming since his injury, but then he thinks of you and thatâs how heâs still going through with rehab
youâre his motivator and comfort but he doesnât want to show you his weak side bc he hates that part of himself
and at this point, bin starts tearing up and youâre like stroking his hair to try and comfort him
bin: Iâm not good at telling my feelings baby...probably why I didnât tell you I liked you until 4 months later...but I promise Iâll work harder and at least try and tell them to you.
ugh pain
anyway your communication with serious things got better after that encounter
eunbi finding out that you and bin argued and he made you cry and she literally punched his stomach
you: omg eunbi stop
bin: itâs okay...I sorta deserved that
eunbi: why...are you not swearing at me? shit, bin are you okay?
he nods to the girl and just puts an arm around your shoulder: we talked things through, donât worry. Iâm all good now, but I did deserve that punch because I hurt y/n when I promised you I wouldnât
bin ends up having a full recovery and bam his first swim meet after he got the clear from the PT, he gets first place again
all the boys and you and eunbi were there supporting him
bin was hella nervous before the meet started, but you gave him a little good luck kiss and was like: I believe in you bub, no matter the result, as long as you give it your all and donât hurt yourself again, youâll be the winner to me :)
this was actually when the first âi love youâ was said
after your little pep talk in the locker room, binâs just hugging you and holding you for comfort
and he just went out with it
âI love you y/nâ
you blush hella hard bc you were not expecting that
obviously youâve been feeling it like yeah your feelings for bin have grown into love for a while now
you just bury your face in his chest and hug him tighter
âI love you too binnie, now go get em bub.â
he smiles and kisses you and tells you that heâll see you after the meet is over
you come back to the crowd where the boys and eunbi are and you just have a huge smile on your face, youâre literally glowing
myungjun: please tell me you guys didnât fuck before his swim meet
speaking of fucking
okay letâs get down and dirty ladies and gents wink wonk mmm grr bark bark
bin is so sexy yâall like i dont need to tell you that
heâs 100% a tease
you have a little muscle kink hehe
which bin very much uses to his advantage
if bin is wearing a sleeveless shirt, you bet he wants to smash that day
will walk around shirtless after a shower or after a workout just to turn you on and then depending on his mood, he might tease you for like an hour or youâll just get right to it
heâs very proud of his body and the work he put into it and knowing that you get turned on from one look of it?? gives him an ego boost, he loves it
one time at a party, he wore a crop top (mm hello bad idea bin) and you literally went feral
you dragged him inside the nearest bathroom and just started making out
heâs an ass guy
...all of astro are ass guys, itâs just obvious with how much they slap each otherâs asses and poke each otherâs assholes
okay you know how heâs touchy right? i mentioned that earlier
he always wants you on his lap
even if thereâs a space available, nope your seat is his thighs
ofc when the situation allows, like youâre not gonna sit on his lap in class duh
most of the time in public like if youâre hanging out with the boys or something, itâs innocent
but if he wants to be a tease, heâll literally just tighten his grip on your hips and grind you down onto his cock
subtle, he wonât straight up thrust into you
just enough to get his dick stirring and make you feel the outline of it through your pants
and then he just stops and hugs your waist again?? wtf
his majorâs exercise science right? will ask if he can practice on you for anatomy and physiology, but you know after touching you in a couple places, yâall will just end up fucking
likes to bite and mark
very proud seeing the hickeys he leaves on you
you can bite, but you canât bruise, idk his upper body is exposed a lot bc swimming so you canât really leave any marks on him unless itâs the off season
foreplayâs cool, but he prefers the main event, he just wants to be in you
as much as he loves doggy, his fav position is the hook
(itâs when your legs are on his shoulders ohoho and it just lets him fuck you in a deeper angle mmm)
also in the hook, he can choke you
if i have a choking kink, you have a choking kink
okay little tangent, choking is so hot?
like just imagine you and bin are making out, he pushed you against the wall, literally grinding his hips into you, and his hand just comes up and squeezes your throat? thatâs so sexy
likes butt stuff oops
i donât make the rules, he just does
daddy kink, but no power play
will not degrade you (even if you really just want him to call you his dirty slut) bc he really values seeing you as equals
seeing your face when you cum is a must
almost always: you cumming â bin cumming
nothing gets him off more than knowing that heâs making you feel good
after !! care !!
sweetest boy!!
will clean you up with a warm towel after sex
and if youâre one of my ladies, he will always remind you to pee so that you donât get a UTI
if yâall had a marathon or something, he will draw a bath and carry you to the bathroom and you will bathe together, so soft
always ends sex with an i love you :â)
okay letâs get back to the soft stuff
special thing about swimmer bin: pool dates
sometimes when heâs practicing and itâs just him, he asks you to come to the aquatic center and you two end up splashing around and being cute together
he like knew that you were the one for him some time during senior year
it was the holidays and his parents invited you to spend christmas with their family since your parents were out of the country this break
his parents and sister liked you immediatelyâwhich you were so scared about, but bin just knew
you woke up early christmas eve (and bin was out like a rock) so you just went downstairs to brew some coffee or something and you saw that his mom was already starting on making food
naturally, you offered your help and she was like no, youâre a guest y/n, but obviously you started helping
bin comes downstairs like an hour or two later to see you, his mom, and his dad just cooking and listening to christmas music and talking and his heart just like swells??
you: morning binnie :)
his mom: how can you be sleeping when y/nâs here helping us with christmas dinner
his dad: what kind of boyfriend are you, son?
just kidding all jokes
but thatâs the moment when he knew
best boyfriend bin ugh
he becomes a legend in the school for swimming
but doesnât continue after college, heâs all about becoming a physical trainer after graduation
he goes to grad school, while youâre out working in business
bin moves in with you after graduating, it was the obvious next step
you do talk about the future together, but obviously binâs still in school and youâre both fresh from undergrad so thereâs no rush yet to tie the knot
doesnât stop his or your parents from talking to you two about marriage tho oops
ugh but the domesticity after bin moves in with you? superb
like yeah obviously you both basically lived together anyway when he still roomed with eunwoo just from how much you and him spent at each otherâs places
but like your apartment is now both of your place and itâs like your home is finally complete
your apartment becomes the reunion place for the boys and eunbi
at this point everyone knew you and bin were gonna get married eventually
eunwoo and eunbi: we did that ;)
and thatâs how you and your college bf!bin live happily ever after uwu
happy birthday binnie moonbob â„
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30 FAVE BOOKMARKS of 2020
Happy New Yearâs Eve-Eve, everyone!!Â
And welcome to the Last Fic Rec Wednesday of 2020! No one asked for this at all, but I enjoy making unprompted lists for everyone, and Iâve been doing this list since January 2020 :P
Iâve read some FANTASTIC fics this year, and now seems like a good time as any to share with yâall some of those amazing fics Iâve added to List of Love! I had to even whittle it down today to get it to 25 â the number I like as a âtop xxâ thing, so I am very disheartened that a lot of my bookmarks this year didnât make the list :( Itâs been a long time since Iâve done a âlast XX bookmarked ficsâ list, maybe Iâll do one of those soon.
First off letâs start with 5 honourable mentions of Other Fandom fics, because I spent a lot of my summer indulging in my renewed Rimmster ship so I have a few amazing RD fics yâall should read LOL
FIVE OTHER-FANDOM HONOURABLE MENTIONS
RĂ©veillon by Big_Edies_Sun_Hat (T, 6,431 w., 3 Ch. || GOOD OMENS || Christmas Eve, Angst, Fluff, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Established Relationship, International Travel, Moments in Time, Historical / Biblical Interpretation) â After a gloomy history with Christmas, Aziraphale shows Crowley how he has learned to seek out the good in it by traveling around the world on Christmas Eve. Highlights include: the Annunciation; potholes; international teleportation; peace and hope; arson; Lupe gets a doll of her very own.
Out With It by Clipped_Ionian_Vowels (T, 10,255 w., 1 Ch. || RED DWARF || Post-Ace, Reclaimed Slurs, Getting Together, Sexuality, Coming Out) â Rimmer finally comes home, hangs up the wig and decides to set the crew 'straight' about one thing; he's not. And neither, it transpires, is Lister.
Standards by Kahvi & Roadsterguy (E, 11,725 w., 2 Ch. || RED DWARF || Hard Light Rimmer, Bickering, Humour, First Time, Over-Protective Kryten, Cranky Rimmer, Exploring Derelicts, Arguing Leads to Awkward Flirting, Showering Together, Intense Orgasms) â Yet another supply raid on a derelict leads Rimmer and Lister to an argument, which in turn leads to... something that's still fairly close to an argument. You get lonely in space, but you do have standards.
speed limits (and how to break them) by darcylindbergh (E, 13,750 w., 4 Ch. || GOOD OMENS || POV Crowley, UST/URT, Mutual Pining, Romance, First Kiss/Time, Crowleyâs Anxiety, Gift Giving, Humour, Touching, Awkwardness, Love Confessions, Sussex, Fantasies Become Real, Marriage Proposal, Sensuality, Bottom Crowley) â There is a trick people do with a mint candy and a bottle of cola which results in a small eruption, and something very like it, for much higher stakes than a laugh in a car park, is about to take place in Aziraphaleâs back room. Or: what happens when you finally unscrew the cap on a six thousand years of repression, and drop in Valentineâs Day.
Hand in Glove by lizardkid (T, 14,223 w., 1 Ch. || RED DWARF || Post-S9, Internalized Homophobia, Repression, Hurt/Comfort, Lister Whump, Worried Rimmer, Ableist Language, Cuddling) â Lister is mortally wounded in an accident. Rimmer is forced to reassess everything.
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AND NOW: The reason yâall are here! Please know I love EVERYTHING Iâve read and bookmarked, just these ones have really stuck with me and Iâve already re-read a few of these, so yeah, please do enjoy.Â
Please note that these fics arenât all necessarily NEW fics for 2020, more like they were new to ME, and ergo, I bookmarked and started reccing them this year! There are a few newer fics, though, so yeah, apologies if you were expecting only new things.
Hope you all have a good New Yearâs Day, and I hope this list makes the long weekend a great one until my FIRST Fic Rec Sunday of 2021! I might do two on Sunday just to celebrate the new year, hahah. <3 Love you all!
TOP 25 JOHNLOCK BOOKMARKS OF 2020
SEE ALSO:
Top 20 Bookmarks of 2018
Top 25 Bookmarks of 2019
The Imminent Danger of a Tumblr-Night by Loveismyrevolution (T, 2,135 w., 1 Ch. || Tumblr Fics, Friends to Lovers, Sherlock is Out of His Depth, Humour, Fluff, Pining Sherlock, Military Kink, POV Sherlock) â Sherlock gets into trouble when he pretends to know all about John's favourite social media site - tumblr. To save face he seeks help from one of the bloggers and gains more answers than he had aimed for.
Living Musical by VeeTheRee (G, 4,149 w. 1 Ch. || Est. Rel., Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Hobbies, Summer, Song Fic, POV Sherlock, Painting, Play Fighting, Soft Sherlock, Dancing, Love Declarations, Hair Petting, Promise of Forever) â A one-shot of John and Sherlock being domestic during summer. There is paint, fluff, and music from Imagine Dragons, namely from the album 'Speak To Me', specific song in this one-shot is 'Living Musical'. Part 1 of the Happy Fluffy Johnlock Time series
Stranded by BeautifulFiction (T, 5,798 w., 1 Ch. || First Kiss, Communication / Relationship Discussion, Pining Sherlock, Sherlock POV, BAMF John, Doctor John, Case Fic, Drinking, Huddling For Warmth, Friends to More) â Â When stranded on a derelict barge at high tide, John and Sherlock reconsider their friendship.
Bridges by sussexbound (M, 6,602 w., 1 Ch || Post-TLD / S4 Fix It, Love Confessions, Mending Relationships, Moving Back In, Pining Sherlock, POV Sherlock, Past Abuse, Shaving) â The silence between them is deafening, interrupted only by the hum of the traffic outside, and the soft click-clunk of the plastic cups Rosie is playing with on the floor beside them. It is the first time they have been alone together, since Sherlockâs birthday. Itâs only been two days, but it feels huge, important, like there is a precarious bridge stretched out before them both that they need to at least attempt to traverse.
To be loved by Strange_johnlock (E, 12,436 w., 8 Ch. || Post S3, Established Relationship, First Person POV Sherlock, Pet Names, Soft Sherlock, Mild ADHD, Protective John, Captain Watson, Body Appreciation, Bottomlock, Rough Sex, Travelling for Holidays, Introspection, Sherlock Loves John So Much It Hurts) â John is so deeply integrated into the work, both as my conductor of light, and as a great shot with a vicious right hook who tackles men -and women- no matter their size all in my defense. He protects me with all he can without question, and this loyalty is surely more than I deserve. Or: Sherlock is counting his blessings.
On The Fence by BeautifulFiction (T, 13,770 w., 1 Ch. || Fencing, Case Fic, First Kiss, Insecure John, Pining John, Hug, Greg Finds Out) â The murder of the King's College fencing champion leads to revelations about Sherlock's past. Will it be the point that tips them from friends to lovers, or will they remain on the fence?
The Invocation of Saint Margaret by Ewebie (E, 15,831 w., 1 Ch. || POV John, Crossing Timelines, Light Angst, Fluff, Series 3 John / Series 1 Sherlock, The Matchbox, Mushy Romance, First Time, Bisexual John, Pining John, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Sensuality, Emotional Love Making, Snippets of Time) â When Sherlock Holmes opens the matchbox from The Sign of Three and John finds himself years in the past, back to that first dinner at Angelo's with a much younger Sherlock Holmes. Is he dreaming?
Permanent Fixture by vitruvianwatson (E, 18,836 w., 9 Ch || Post-S4, Parentlock, Slow Build, Friends to Lovers, Theyâre Good Parents, Blushing Sherlock, First Kiss/Time, Explicit Consent, Sexual Content, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Mutual Pining, Big Feelings, Crying, First Kiss, Fluff, Anxious Sherlock, Inexperienced Sherlock, Emotional Communication, Love Confessions) â Now, as Rosie sat curled up against Sherlockâs side, John watched and wondered exactly how he had ended up here. Domesticity had never suited him before, not at any point in his life. His disastrous marriage had been proof of that. But somehow, here in the warmth and safety of 221B Baker Street, here with Sherlock Holmes reading medical jargon to his daughter, Sherlockâs bony feet nudging against his leg, John couldnât imagine anyplace that would make him happier.
Division by MrsNoggin (E, 19,542 w., 11 Ch. || Coffee Shop AU || First Kiss/Time, Fluff, Barista Sherlock, Clingy Sherlock, POV John, Johnâs Limp, Bed Sharing, Fluff, Sleepy Cuddles, Sensuality, Touching, Virgin Sherlock, Insecure John) â John likes mysteries. And every morning he dips into the local independent coffee bar with his newspaper and ponders another... one Sherlock Holmes.
Out of the Woods by SilentAuror (E, 20,471 w., 1 Ch. || Post S4, Romance, Slow Burn, Flirting, Drunk Sex, Practical Jokes, POV Sherlock, Bottomlock, Possessive John, Pining Sherlock, Frustrated Wanking, Frottage, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, First Kiss/Time, Virgin Sherlock, Love Confessions, Soft Sherlock, Dancing, Bum Appreciation, Hanging out with the Yard) â Sherlock is fairly certain that John has taken to flirting with him of late, but can't be entirely certain of it. At least, not until a case takes them into a forest, along with Lestrade's team and something happens that will change everything about their lives...
Inscrutable to the Last by DiscordantWords (M, 48,842 w., 6 Ch. || Post-TRF, Alternate S3, Johnâs Blog/S3 is a Story By John, Divorce, Marital Difficulties, John is a Mess, Emotional Reunion, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Grief / Mourning, Pining John, First Kiss, Adorably Clueless Sherlock, Nostalgia, Love Confessions, Eventual Happy Ending) â He wasn't Sherlock, he couldn't work miracles. All he'd ever been able to do was write about them.
Anchor Point by trickybonmot (E, 49,856 w., 80 Ch. || Truman Show AU || Psychological Drama, Suspense, Slow Burn, Dark Characters / Fic, Alternating First/Third Person, Protective John, Anxious/Worried Sherlock, Tender Moments, Love Confessions, Hand/Blow Jobs, Cuddling, Jealous John, First Kiss/Time) â The world tunes in nightly for Sherlock, the ultimate in reality TV: Sherlock Holmes, a real person with a legendary name, unknowingly lives out his life in a staged setting contrived by his brother. Things get complicated when a retired army doctor joins the show to play the part of Sherlock's closest friend. This fic borrows its concept from the 1998 film, the Truman Show. However, you don't need to have any knowledge of the movie to enjoy this story.
The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse by SilentAuror (E, 50,635 w., 1 Ch. || Post-S4/S4 Divergence, Case Fic, For a Case / Reverse Fake-Relationship, Conferences, Marriage Equality, Travelling / New York, Pride, Homophobia, Bottomlock, Marriage Proposal, John POV, Sexuality, Love Confessions, Emotional Love Making, Public Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Passionate Kissing, Needy/Clingy Sherlock, Virgin Sherlock, Touching / Hand Holding, Bed Sharing, Little Spoon Sherlock, Intense Orgasms) â John and Sherlock go to New York to attend a conference run by the National Defence of Traditional Marriage Coalition in order to investigate the potential bombing of the annual Manhattan Pride parade. As the conference unfolds, John finds himself repulsed by the toxic ideology being presented, which becomes relevent to his own unacknowledged issues and his friendship with Sherlock...
A Goose Quill Dipped in Venom by Polyphony (M, 52,748 w., 16 Ch. || Celebrity John AU || Alternate First Meeting, TV Host John, Supermodel Mary, Character Death, Mystery, Romance, Case Fic, First Kiss/Time, Meddling Mycroft, Drug Abuse, Doctor John, PDA, Deductions, POV Sherlock, Toplock, Sexual Tension, Angry/Rough Sex, Hopeful Ending, Aspergerâs Sherlock) â Sherlock Holmes, consulting detective, is called in to a very ordinary although brutal murder. Something is badly out of tune with the whole scenario and Sherlock finds himself becoming more and more obsessed with the crime - and also with the victim.
Points by lifeonmars (E, 53,791 w., 42 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || HLV Rewrite / Canon Divergence, Married Life, Pregnancy / Baby Watson, Drinking to Cope, Boxing / Fisticuffs, Clueless John, Angst, Minor Medical Drama, Tattoos, Christmas, First Kiss/Time, Eventual Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Doctor John, Sexuality Crisis, Slow Burn, Case Fic, Drugging, Blow/Hand Job, Emotional Love Making, Parenthood, Passage of Time) â What if His Last Vow never happened? This fic picks up a few months after John and Mary's wedding, in an alternate universe where Magnussen doesn't exist, but Mary is still pregnant. Life continues -- just in a different direction. And slowly, Sherlock and John find their way to each other.
Isosceles by SilentAuror (E, 56,609 w., 7 Ch. || Post-S4, POV John, Original Male Character / Sherlock Dates Another Man, Love Triangle, Jealous John, Virgin Sherlock, Sexual Coaching, Angst, Romance, Domesticity, Unrequited Feelings, Miscommunication, First Kiss/Time, For a Case, Friends With Benefits, Bottomlock, Love Confessions, Spooning) â After solving a case for a major celebrity, Sherlock gets himself asked out. When John asks, he discovers that Sherlock has no intention of going, at least not until John agrees to coach him through whatever he might need to know for his date...
Lunar Landscapes by J_Baillier (M, 57,046 w., 21 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || S3/TAB Fix-It, Slow Burn Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Confessions, Drugs, Pain, Medical, Injury, Sherlock Whump, Mental Health Issues, Panic Attacks, Romance, Secrets, Tragedy, Trauma, BAMF John, Doctor!John, Drug Addict Sherlock, Injured Sherlock, Grieving John, Idiots In Love, Protective John, POV John Watson, PTSD Sherlock, Sherlock is a Mess, Medical Realism) â An accident forces John to face the fact that Sherlock's downward spiral had started long before his flight to exile even left the tarmac.
Gold Rush by ShirleyCarlton (E, 71,783 w., 17 Ch. || Post S3 / No Mary, Friends to Lovers, Mentions of Past Sexual Abuse, First Kiss, Case Fic, Slow Burn, Alternating POV, Switchlock, Angst with Happy Ending, Marriage Proposal, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Abduction, Anxious/Insecure Sherlock, Miscommunication, Emotional Lovemaking) â John has divorced Mary and pops round to 221B one evening to find Sherlock in the middle of a case. As Sherlock tries to find the identity of a young womanâs stalker, John realises he can no longer deny his feelings for Sherlock â which then, to their befuddlement, turn out to be mutual. Shy kisses and tentative embraces ensue. But will Sherlock be able to cast off a shadow from his past that he thinks might prevent John from wanting to stay?
Repairing the Broken Things by BakerTumblings (M, 75,252 w., 15 Ch. || S4 Compliant, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Medical Trauma, Hospitals, Big Brother Mycroft, Misunderstandings, Realizations, Severe Accident, John Whump, Pneumonia, Medical Procedures, Bed Sharing, First Time, Healing, Happy Ending) â "I'm calling today to notify you that there's been an accident."
Thermocline by J_Baillier (M, 83,557 w., 14 Ch. || Scuba Diving AU || Adventure, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Marine Archaeology, Asexual Sherlock, Horny John, Relationship Drama, Technical/Scuba/Wreck Diving, Slow Burn, Underwater / Â Medical Peril, Doctor John, Hurt Sherlock, Anxious Sherlock, John POV, Protective John, Body Appreciation) â John "Five Oceans" Watson â technical dive instructor, dive accident analyst and weapon of mass seduction â meets recluse professor of maritime archaeology Holmes. As they head out to a remote archipelago off the coast of Guatemala to study and film its shipwrecks for a documentary, will sparks fly or fizzle out?
Kintsukuroi by sussexbound (E, 91,823 w., 20 Ch. || S4 Compliant / Post-TLD, Grief / Mourning, PTSD, Internalized Homophobia, Therapy, Past Abuse, Alcohol Abuse, Nightmares, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Depression, Anxiety, Bed Sharing, Love Confessions, Cuddling, Suicidal Ideation, Masturbation, Minor Character Death, Sexting, Frottage, Inexperienced Sherlock, Rimming / Anal / BJâs, Emotional Turmoil, Finding Each Other) â âI love you.â Sherlock sees the words hit John with almost physical force. He reels back a little, jaw twitching and eyes filling. âI love you,â he repeats, a little softer, a little more gentle, as earnest as he possibly can. Because theyâve been teetering on the brink of this thing for years, and it had become painfully obvious over the last few months that they were at a tipping point. This had to happen. Now it has. Now they can see where they end up. The tears in Johnâs eyes spill over, and he wipes at them angrily. âDo you even know what that means?â Â
The Summer Boy by khorazir (T, 94,706 w., 6 Ch. || Post S3/Post TAB/Alternate S4, Friends to Lovers, Asexual Sherlock, POV Sherlock, Flashbacks, Bullying, 1980âČs Kid Sherlock, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Inexperienced Sherlock, Grief/Mourning, Pining Sherlock, Case Fic, Sherlockâs Past, Awkward Conversations, Anxious Sherlock) â About half a year after the fateful events at Appledore, Sherlock and John embark on a private case in Sussex. For Sherlock, itâs a journey into his past, bringing up memories both happy and sad that he has locked away for almost thirty years. For John, it means coming to terms with the present â and a potential future with Sherlock. Part 1 of the The Summer Boy series
Northwest Passage by Kryptaria (E, 95,157 w., 27 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Canadian AU || Â BAMF!John, Canadian John, PTSD, Anal / Oral Sex, Rimming, Emotional Hurt / Comfort, Drug Rehab, Falling in Love, Pining Sherlock, Love Confessions, Sherlockâs Violin, Panic Attacks, Switching, Anxious / Protective Sherlock, Hugs for Comfort, Suicide Mentions, Healing Each Other) â Seven years ago, Captain John Watson of the Canadian Forces Medical Service withdrew from society, seeking a simple, isolated life in the distant northern wilderness of Canada. Though he survives from one day to the next, he doesn't truly live until someone from his dark past calls in a favor and turns his world upside-down with the introduction of Sherlock Holmes." Part 1 of Tales from the Northwest
The Bang and the Clatter by earlgreytea68 (M, 137,049 w. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Baseball AU || Slow Burn / Dev. Rel., Possessive/Obsessive Sherlock, Jealous Sherlock, Mutual Pining, Body Appreciation, Depression, Closeted Sexuality, Family, Sherlockâs Mind Palace, Ogling Each Other, Anxious Sherlock, Panic Attack, Drunkenness, Talk of Forever, Big Feelingsâą) â Sherlock Holmes is a pitcher and John Watson is a catcher. No, no, no, it's a baseball AU. Part 1 of Baseball
Against the Rest of the World by SilentAuror (E, 151,714 w., 20 Ch. || PODFIC AVAILABLE || Post-TRF, Hiatus Fic, POV First Person Sherlock, Present Tense, First Kiss/Time, Big Brother Mycroft, Escaping from Capture, Soft Sherlock, Toplock, Insecurity, Infidelity, Travelling, Introspection, Pining Sherlock, Depression, Fantasies, Yearning for the Past, PTSD Sherlock, Suicidal Ideation) â Sherlock has been away from London for nine hundred and twelve days and counting, and has no idea what sort of reception to expect when he finally returns.
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Yo sorry if this question takes a while to awnser, but if Cleo and Kiki were NPCs what do you think thief heart events will be like? If you don't want to awnser this that's fine, I'm just curious.
no problem! i actually need a break from my essay anyway i wrote 4 pages and it took me 5 hours/made me stressed, so this is a good way to decompress for me!
kikiâs 2 heart event - standard, boring 2 heart event... enter pelican town on a sunny day anywhere from 9am to 4pm. you see kiki on her way out of pierreâs and her grocery bag breaks. you have 4 options:
ask âare you okay?â and help her (+30 friendship). kiki is embarrassed someone saw her, but says âthank you so much for helping me! that was pretty funny, wasnât it? i guess i bought too muchâ
âi didnât see anythingâ (no effect on friendship). kiki just laughs it off
ignore her/do nothing (no effect on friendship). kiki goes â...â before telling herself sheâs so clumsy and running off
âwow, that was dumb of you.â (-50 friendship) kiki, trying to remain deadpan, responds âyeah, youâre rightâ
kikiâs 4 heart event - (similar to leahâs 4 heart event) enter kikiâs house when sheâs there. for some reason, she doesnât notice you entered and you hear someone else talking unintelligibly on the landline, but she isnât responding. after a while, she hangs up without saying anything, notices you, and jumps, asking âhave you been here the whole time?â you have 3 options:
lie and say âi just got hereâ (no effect on friendship). kiki sighs and says âoh, okay. thatâs goodâ
"who was that?â (no effect on friendship). kiki goes â...â and tells you it was just an annoying telemarketer. then she asks if she can help you with anything
"are you okay?â (+20 friendship). kiki tells you she just got an unwanted call from someone she doesnât want to talk to but doesnât elaborate. she mentions being worried someoneâs going to come over, then realizes youâre still there and laughs it off as a joke, trying to cover it up with a random fact about tulips
kikiâs 6 heart event - (similar to haleyâs 6 heart event) enter the cindersap forest from 5pm to 9pm while itâs raining. kiki spots you (â!â) and asks for help, explaining her cat (ghost) ran away because she didnât properly lock her door and the storm blew it open (this literally happened to me and my cat didnât come home for 3 days LOL). she explains how important her cat is to her. you have 2 options:
"iâll help you find him!â (+30 friendship)
âjust get another cat?â (-30 friendship)
either way, you can walk around the cindersap forest and click on a bunch of shrubs. the cat will come out of one of them and you bring it back to her. kiki hugs you and says she felt too guilty to ask anyone else for help. she also points out because it was raining you should go back inside before you get sick, so she offers to walk you homeÂ
also: fun fact the farmer replaces sebastian in here because this was something i wrote for him, but it feels like a good 6 heart one imo
kikiâs 8 heart event -Â done here!
kikiâs 10 heart event - (similar to emily and maruâs) you get a letter in the mail from kiki that says something along the lines âcome by the forest tonight!â if you enter the cindersap forest from anytime between 7pm to 11pm ONLY during the summer youâll trigger the event. it turns out she wanted to look at constellations with you and borrowed maruâs telescope. kiki starts talking about how she was figuring out how to make up for you finding her cat but didnât want to do anything boring. you only have 1 option:
"wait, is this a date?â (no effect on friendship)
kiki gets MEGA embarrassed, explaining she thought it was obvious but isnât going to be mad if you donât like her. you now have 3 options:
"wait, i do like you!â (no effect on friendship). kiki goes, âseriously? you mean it? iâm so happy!â and you resume the date. before the cutscene ends, she has you look at some stars and explains the story of altair & vega which originated in china (âhave you heard about the story of altair and vega? itâs about a cowherd and a weaver girl who fell in love but were separated by a river which is supposed to be the milky way. itâs sad, but once a year a bunch of magpies form a bridge and they reunite. romantic, right?â)
âiâm sorry, i donât like youâ (no effect on friendship). kiki tells you she understands, explaining youâre just as good of a friend and will be fine
âewâ (-30 on friendship). kiki sighs and tells her she better return maruâs telescope
as for cleo i have no idea if cleo would be a marriageable npc... weâll see. letâs get to her heart events though (excluding her 10 heart event)
cleoâs 2 heart event - enter cleoâs room whenever sheâs in there. cleo asks why you didnât knock out of annoyance, but gets over it to complain she smells like fish (because sheâs a fisherwoman LOL). you have 2 options:
âif you hate the smell of fish so much, why are you a fisherman?â (no effect on friendship). cleo explains she picks up fishing because thatâs the 1 condition kiki has if she wants to stay with her free of rent. she complains about her cousin for trying to teach her some work ethic, then goes on to say she canât wait til she and whatever samâs band is called gets famous and she can stop fishing
ânot my problemâ (-30 friendship). cleo gets irritated and tells you âlook, i didnât ask to be a fisherwoman, okay? i hate farming and mining doesnât make that much money. why are you even in here?â
cleoâs 4 heart event - enter pelican town any time during the day when itâs sunny. you overhear haley berating cleo with a magazine (even though theyâre friends), who asks why she never mentioned she modeled. cleo gets annoyed and tells haley to back off because she doesnât want to talk about it. you have 2 options:
do absolutely nothing (-30 friendship). haley finally walks off; cleo looks at you and goes, âwhat are you looking at? donât listen to stuff that isnât any of your businessâ
tell haley to stop (+30 friendship). haley sighs and apologizes to cleo for being nosey and leaves. cleo awkwardly thanks you and says something offhand like âi guess youâre coolâ before running off
make up an excuse to pull cleo aside like âcleo, i donât get how to use my fishing rod, can you help?â (+50 friendship). cleo thanks you for not making a huge scene and sighs. she explains haley figured out how used to be a model and wouldnât stop asking why she quit. she also mentions she knows you probably want to know and claims itâs just âstupid personal garbageâ and âthe modeling industry is shitâ
cleoâs 6 heart event - enter cleoâs room whenever sheâs in there again. you find her mumbling to herself out of annoyance before she notices you and greets you. then, she explains she just figured out that everyone in her old band seems to be doing really well and sheâs worried theyâre going to get a gig for the band SHE started. you have 2 options:
ask âwhat band?â (no effect on friendship). cleo explains her mom wouldnât let her go to a gig for the band to punish her, leaving them without a bassist. she says when she snuck out to go, the lead guitarist had immediately replaced her and decided to kick her out of the band, which is why cleo ran away out of humiliation. plus, she thinks their new music sounds like shitÂ
âwho cares? you donât need them!â (+30 friendship). cleo goes silent before telling you youâre SO right and tells you that good-for-nothing guitarist that kicked her out wasnât even that good of a guitarist!
âmaybe you were a bad bassistâ (-50 friendship). cleo gets defensive and tells she was a perfectly good bassist. then she sighs and says she wonders if sheâs not as good as she thinks she is and should just stick to fishing, before telling you to get out
cleoâs 8 heart event - (similar to samâs 8 heart event) cleo shows up to your door when you wake up and gives you a flyer for a battle of the bands in zuzu city. the next day, you go to the venue with cleo and she realizes sheâs going up against her old band before freaking out. she tells you she doesnât know what to do because sheâs scared sheâll mess up and prove them right. you have 3 options:
"you can do this!â (+50 friendship). cleo tells you thatâs cheesy but youâre right. she goes on to say âscrew all of them! i donât care!â
âwho cares? show them what theyâre missing!â (+50 friendship). cleo gets pumped and agrees with you before saying, âugh, what was i thinking? i donât care what any of them thinkâ
"donât be a babyâ (no effect on friendship). cleo goes âughâ before begrudgingly admitting youâre right
either way, you get to hear them play like in samâs 8 heart event. it should correspond with whatever music genre you chose for him in his own events. samâs band also wins and cleo makes fun of her old band. the lead guitarist gets annoyed and tries to fight with her over it. you have 2 options:
âget him cleo!â (no effect on friendship). cleo punches the lead guitarist off the screen the way pierre punches morris at the community center
âignore him, heâs just a loserâ (no effect on friendship). cleo says she guesses taking the higher road is better and doesnât wanna mess up her hands
regardless of what option you pick, at the end of the cutscene, cleo thanks your farmer for encouraging her not to giving up and how she couldn't have done it w/o your help
okay thatâs it! iâm sorry for taking so long to write this, but i hope it was interesting and i promise really appreciate the ask <3 it was fun to write
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Random Scenario Game - Female Avengers Version
Here is the link to the male characters versionÂ
(Link to masterlist to other scenario games)
Rules/What you do: Just match the month/day/letter to yourself and you got yourself a cute little scenario to imagine lol. And you can also leave in the tags or comments, what your scenario is :)
*Please consider reblogging or tagging your friends/mutuals to share this around.
Your Birth Month:Â
January: Pepper Pots
February: Gamora
March: Natasha Romanoff
April: Carol Danvers
May: Lady Sif
June: Wanda Maximoff
July: Okoye
August: Jane FosterÂ
September: Hope Pym
October: ValkyrieÂ
November: Darcy LewisÂ
December: Nebula
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Your Birth Date:Â
1: Takes you on a road trip...
2: Takes you out to breakfast...
3: Asks you to move in with them...
4: Hugs you all the time...
5: Gives you her jacket/sweater to wear...
6: Admits they love you...
7: Builds you a pillow fort...
8: Asks you out on a date...
9: Takes you to the fair/amusement park...
10: Kisses you on the cheek...
11: Is really protective of you...
12: Makes you breakfast in bed...
13: Surprises you with a kitten/puppy...
14: Admires everything about you...
15: Takes you to an aquarium...
16: Asks you to be their s/o...
17: Take you to a hot air balloon ride...
18: Always checks in on you throughout the day...
19: Holds your hand...
20: Hugs you so hard they almost knock you off your feet...
21: Gets really nervous when they talk to you...
22: Asks you to marry them...
23: Cooks you dinner...
24: Compliments you all the time...
25: Surprises you with flowers...
26: Confesses they have feelings for you...
27: Is often caught staring at you...
28: Gets jealous anytime you hang out with someone else...
29: Takes you on a picnic...
30: Surprises you with your favorite food...
31: Takes you to an arcade...
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First letter of your name (or Username)Â
A, B, C:Â As an apology.
D, E, F:Â For your birthday.
G, H, I:Â Because they have a crush on you.
J, K, L: Because they thought they lost you.
M, N, O:Â Just because they love you.
P, Q, R:Â To cheer you up.
S, T, U, V:Â For your anniversary.
W, X, Y, Z:Â Because you are their best-friend.
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Soon I will open these (and the male addition) up as as a sort of, three-part prompts, separate from just being a little game, so it would be for drabbles/oneshots. Like you send in; March, 5, F; and I use those to write a drabble/oneshot. Not open yet though.Â
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â 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Jamel
2. Are you outgoing or shy? Outgoing
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? :)
4. Are you easy to get along with? Ehh for the most part
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Fuck yeah
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? I like quiet men lol
7. Do you think youâll be in a relationship two months from now? Wow I donât think so
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? :)
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Not really
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Tee
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Goodmorning
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Callin my phone, trackstar, off the yak, no more parties, goat
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yes, makes me sleepy
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Sometimes
15. What good thing happened this summer? Weâre in a pandemic idrk
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Sure
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Yes!
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? No lol
19. Do you like bubble baths?ehhh havenât had one in years
20. Do you like your neighbors? Iâve only seen him once in a year maybe twice đ
21. What are you bad habits? Smoking & procrastinating
22. Where would you like to travel? The tropics
23. Do you have trust issues? Yeah pretty severe
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? The blunt I face after work
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? Ehhh just wish I wasnât as tiny
26. What do you do when you wake up? Wake up?Âż
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Darker
28. Who are you most comfortable around?my family & friends
29. Have any of your exâs told you they regret breaking up? Yep
30. Do you ever want to get married? Nope
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? Yes need a cut
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Hmmmm lol
33. Spell your name with your chin. It just clicks buttons
34. Do you play sports? What sports? I use to! Soccer, basketball, track & volleyball
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Duh
37. What do you say during awkward silences? Nothing they donât really bother me
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Tall dark handsome rich & kind & quiet & loves me more than life
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? I havenât went shopping in so long Iâm really crusty lol
40. What do you want to do after high school?HAHAHA
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Not everyone, but yes
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Iâm in my thoughts
43. Do you smile at strangers? Sometimes
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Letâs go to space babe
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Survival
46. What are you paranoid about? Nothing currently
47. Have you ever been high? Yep
48. Have you ever been drunk? Yep
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Nope
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Grey
51. Ever wished you were someone else? Timmy Turner
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? A fatter ass but we working on it
53. Favourite makeup brand? Elf
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog? Tumblr duh
56. Favourite colour? Yellow
57. Favourite food? Spanish
58. Last thing you ate? Noodles
59. First thing you ate this morning? Nada but I want chic
60. Ever won a competition? For what? One time I won selling the most cookie dough for school in like 6th grade đ€Ł
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? About 30 times, a bit defiant
62. Been arrested? For what? Shoplifting & weed charges
63. Ever been in love? Very much so
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? I think I was like in 7th grade I met up w the boy I had a crush on to hang at the park he was on a scooter. We did a lil peck kiss lol
65. Are you hungry right now? Yes!! I want chic
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? Donât have any tumblr friends :/
67. Facebook or Twitter? Twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr? Both
69. Are you watching tv right now? Nope
70. Names of your bestfriends? Tee, Bri, Ale, Mel, Kev,
71. Craving something? What?omg ur gonna keep asking huh CHIC
72. What colour are your towels? Pink, cream, flower print, brown
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? Three
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yes
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 1 right now
75. Favourite animal? Cheetah
76. What colour is your underwear? Black
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Chocolate chip cookie dough
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Blue
80. What colour pants? No pants
81. Favourite tv show? Wentworth currently
82. Favourite movie? Too hard
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Original duh
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 21 jump street lol
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory
87. First person you talked to today? Nobody yet
88. Last person you talked to today? Today just started
89. Name a person you hate? Nobody
90. Name a person you love? My mom
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Nope Iâm good
92. In a fight with someone? Nope :)
93. How many sweatpants do you have? Probably like 10
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Probably like 10 lol
95. Last movie you watched? Something in Netflix I forget
96. Favourite actress? Nope
97. Favourite actor? Nope
98. Do you tan a lot? No Iâm pasty as shit
99. Have any pets? Nope lonely lol
100. How are you feeling? Iâm feeling good I think today is gonna be a good day
101. Do you type fast? Yea
102. Do you regret anything from your past? Thereâs one thing I wish I could go back & change
103. Can you spell well? I believe so
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yes
106. Ever broken someoneâs heart? Yes
107. Have you ever been on a horse? No :/
108. What should you be doing? Nothing itâs 630 am
109. Is something irritating you right now? Nope
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? Yes :/
111. Do you have trust issues? HUGE
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Uh...... the girls at the viewing
113. What was your childhood nickname? Birdy
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yes
115. Do you play the Wii? I have
116. Are you listening to music right now? Nope
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? Yes
118. Do you like Chinese food? Yes!
119. Favourite book? Not sure
120. Are you afraid of the dark? No
121. Are you mean? Sometimes
122. Is cheating ever okay? No but it happens
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? Yes
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? No
125. Do you believe in true love? Yes
126. Are you currently bored? No this is entertainment
127. What makes you happy? Food, love, money
128. Would you change your name? No
129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer
130. Do you like subway? Eh
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Omg this already happened I fucking snapped :/ weâre ok now tho
132. Whoâs the last person you had a deep conversation with? Tee
133. Favourite lyrics right now? Sheâs a runner sheâs a trackstar
134. Can you count to one million? I guess so
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I donât really lie too much
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Closed
137. How tall are you? 5â3â
138. Curly or Straight hair? Both
139. Brunette or Blonde? Blonde
140. Summer or Winter? Summer
141. Night or Day? Both
142. Favourite month? June
143. Are you a vegetarian? No
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Once in awhile all three
145. Tea or Coffee? Yea
146. Was today a good day? Just started
147. Mars or Snickers? Neither
148. Whatâs your favourite quote? Get me lit ima slut fr
149. Do you believe in ghosts? Sure
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whatâs the first line on that page? âIâm happy to do it either way.â
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Thanks for the tag @amethyst-shift ! Iâm not gonna tag anyone for this rn but if any of yâall wanna do it feel free!
Survey me-
1. Put your music on shuffle and give me the first 6 songs
Perfect world -Ryan caraveo
The beautiful and the damned G-eazy
King of anything- beartooth
If I canât have you- Shawn mendes
5 shots -Gianni & Kyle
Sweater weather- the neighborhood
2. If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
My internet friends!
3. What is something youâre terrible at but wish you could do well?
Sing
4. What do you think about most?
Fuck... life? My body? Anxiety things basically
5. What modern innovation are you grateful for the most?
Internet
6. Do you have any strange phobias
Spiders, heights, ocean not strange I suppose
7. Whatâs your religion?
Iâm not religious and donât really believe in god, I guess technically that makes me an atheist?
8. If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Outside outside? Probably hanging out with a friend
9. Whatâs the one thing you hope never changes?
Idk... thereâs nothing in my life I want to stay the same rn honestly.
10. What was the last concert you saw before the pandemic?
Kfest either 2018 or 2019 I think
11. Do you believe in karma?
Yes and no... I think if someoneâs a dick itll bite them in the ass eventually, but I donât necesrilly think itâs an always thing or that the universe will dish karma out for balance.
12. What is one childhood memory that you remember especially well?
Running away from a dragon fly and tripping and falling down the stairs into the basement, I blacked out so idk what happened after that just have a scar as a reminder
13. Whatâs your greatest weakness; Your greatest strength?
Weakness? My insecurity maybe, like lack of self confidence and clinginess.
Strength? My stubbornness sometimes, it drives me to prove myself or others wrong and helps me grow sometimes
14. Who is your celebrity crush?
MGK
15. How do you vent your anger?
Poetry or unhealthy coping mechanisms lol
16. Do you have a collection of anything?
I have some mugs and mini back packs I like to collect :)
17. Are you happy with the person youâve become?
Eh, Iâm getting better but I have a ways to go
18. Whatâs the sound you hate and a doing you love?
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE CHEW WITH THEIR MOUTHS OPEN NEAR ME
Maybe just music sounds?
19. Whatâs your biggest âWhat if?â
What if Iâm stuck like this forever? What if nothing ever changes? What if it all gets worse?
20. Do you believe in Ghosts? How about aliens?
Nope, and yea
21. What are some core principles you have that youâll never give up or change?
Honestly nothing really comes to mind but my sleep meds are kicking in-
I think not letting mental health become an excuse to mistreat other people because I know a lot of people whoâve done that.
I think also a big one if not the biggest is like, even if I donât agree with or understand something peoples values, way of living or identity is okay and not wrong, so long as someone doesnât cause any harm to someone else, why should I be against it? Like Itâs not always that simple I guess but thatâs the best way I can describe it Iâm about to fall asleep lol
22. Whatâs one thing that instantly makes your day?
when people Iâm close to show me they care
23. Whatâs the worst place youâve ever been to?
No place really comes to mind
24. What trait do you admire in others but donât possess yourself?
Confidence đ charisma
25. To you, whatâs the meaning of life?
The meaning of life is what you make it, for me thatâs pursuing art and creativity and maybe love too. Self growth
26. Are you ticklish? If so, where?
Yes and yes >.<
27. What was the last movie you saw?
Made in abyss I think third movie
28. Whatâs the worst injury youâve ever had?
I bent my foot all the way on a rock in sophomore year of highschool and was in a boot and on crutches for 3 months and then crutches on and off for the rest of the year. I still get some pain sometimes.
29. Do you have any obsessions right now?
Nope
30. Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yeah in middle school people spread rumors I was a whore and liked people and all that dumb pre-teen bullshitđ
31. Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
It depends on the level of wrong. Like there is a very large scale, typically no not for stupid petty shit but if someone comes for me with stuff they know will trigger me or tries to manipulate me then like yeah.
32. Whatâs your astrological sign?
Gemini
33. Whatâs the last thing you purchased?
Joggers/sweat pants theyâre are super cute and cozy so Iâm happy w them :)
34. Love or lust?
Both please đ but in reality love definitely over list. Balance of two would be lovely though
35. In a relationship?
Nope single Pringle
36. How many relationships have you had?
6-7?
37. Whatâs a song that always makes you happy to hear it?
Usually if anything on my playlist comes on the radio I get a little excited, no specific song comes to mind
38. In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Honesty, communication, trust
39. Basic question, whatâs your favorite color?
Black, blue, or purple
40. What half hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Hmmm idk. Maybe 30 minutes in Florida again from my time there a year or two ago.
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POSITIVE 20 QUESTIONS TAG GAME
ily @hopeisthewholepoint i was doing this a while ago and then the draft didnât save so this is about 30 years late by now whopps. ily thanks for tagging me tho. â€
1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.
My girl Edrisa Tanaka from Prodigal Son bc weâre both socially awkward but at least sheâs unapologetic about it. I want to say I have Sam Wilsonâs humor and I too do what everyone else does just slower. Raymond Holt because I love fluffy bois and Iâm down to fight anyone who says anything bad about my pets. Ben Wyatt because weâre both human disasters and I like making dumb stuff when Iâm bored. Â
2. Aesthetic
Playing pool terribly with friends, peanut butter and banana sandwiches, colorful rain jackets. Balloons, music playing from car radios, collecting movie ticket stubs. Painted nails, open windows, and fish stamps on postcards. The smell of fresh basil.
3. Favorite musical/play? (If youâve never seen a musical or play, one youâd be interested in seeing?)
Come from Away. Hands down. Though I will say I saw recordings of the National Theaterâs Frankensteins recently and both are very good but the Miller-as-the-creature version is especially good.
4. What is the best compliment youâve ever received?
Okay this is a bit of an unfair question bc I die at any and all compliments. But one that I thought of today /a couple days ago/ a long time ago when i started writing this that made me happy again was when someone I'm in a club with let me borrow his camera to take pictures during a performance. I hadn't taken pictures in a while and I had so much fun and I don't really contribute to the club so I finally felt like I had purpose. It was hard to see how they came out on the camera but the next time I saw him he said they came out really well and someone else said that he's normally picky when it comes to photos but he liked mine so that made me feel even better and it was overall a very nice time. It wasn't even really the compliment (I mean, it still was but) it was also just the gesture to offer a camera when he heard I liked taking pictures. I didn't have my camera with me until after this and it really made me remember how much I liked it. Anyways he graduated and hasn't been in the club since last semester so I never see him but it made me v happy.
5. How many times have you been in love?
Miss me with that romantic love but I fall in love with friends and people and every little thing everyday.
6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?
Bold of you to assume I've recovered from anything embarrassing ever.
This is a bit of a cheat bc it was always funny but my middle school PE uniforms had words and definitions on the back of the shirts (no i donât know why) and mine said âfinal: adj. last in placeâ or something like that and you know what? it was RIGHT.
7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?
Probably Up. Idk I donât really have one.
8. Favorite flower or plant?
Probably triostar plants because theyâre cute and pink.
9. Whatâs your favorite holiday?
Halloween đ! I love the idea that kids are going bonkers and getting candy and having a good time. And I love that it gives not-children people a chance to dress up and have fun and take themselves less seriously for a day.
EDIT: NO ONE TOLD ME I MISSED QUESTIONS 10-14. NO ONE LOOK AT THIS .LOOK AWAY. IM FIXING IT. HOW DID I MISS FIVE WHOLE ENTIRE QUESTIONS. SMH.
10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.
This meme dee just sent me a minute ago. I had a socially-distant dinner with a couple of my friends whomst I love a lot on Saturday and it was very nice to see their beautiful faces in person again and I love them a lot. Time isnât real I donât know what happened this week. I set up the Xbox again and Iâve played a little little bit of Assassins Creed (which Im very bad at) and Skyrim (which im only a little bad at) and thatâs been fun. Bonus answer of dee, nina, and I have been watching 911: Lone Star together and itâs v v fun.
11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?
That is way too hard of a question to definitively answer. My music taste varies so wildly and my favorite song is usually the one I've obsessively listened to the last. Using that logic: Bang! by AJR or Wake Me by Bleachers. Or Chris Martinâs cover of Shelter from the Storm by Bob Dylan. Yeah. The last one.
12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.
Being a passenger in a car with music playing though that doesnât really happen when Iâm stressed. I wouldnât say peaceful because when Iâm not good at that when Iâm stressed and most of the time when Iâm stressed I have too much stress inside of me so I would rather get it out than be peaceful. So I just put earbuds in and listen to music too loudly so I donât have to hear anything around me and I can just sort of release all pent up energy with the music and calm down.
13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?
Iâm studying film! Iâm technically undeclared but Iâm hoping to declare soon. :-). Yes Iâm going to be unemployed and leech off of dee for the rest of our lives thanks for asking.
14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?
Um. Definitely sneakers (by default my white ones because I only have one pair) because I like being able to Move. Same reason for my black pants bc theyâre not restricting at all and comfy. And then probably my gray sweatshirt which dee will murder me for saying bc it means I have zero (0) colors in my outfit but it comfy. I like having colors but I feel more comfortable in more neutral colors.
15. What is a quote you live by?
Oof oof I donât know. I think there are a lot of quotes I want to live by and then I forget about them so if I am living by a specific quote, itâs not consciously. I reblog a lot I like to my words tag or text tag, and this one:
 ââDo you fall in love often?â Yes often. With a view, with a book, with a dog, a cat, with numbers, with friends, with complete strangers, with nothing at all.â (Jeanette Winterson)
explains me very well. I donât know that itâs something I live by because itâs just a state of my existence but it me.
16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.
I wish I had funnier playlist names. One of them is living room couch alone for a very specific mood when it's after 10 o'clock and everyone else is asleep and I'm in the living room alone on the couch and I'm not tired and time doesn't feel real. It's a good mood. I also have one called new york times which isn't funny I just like it.
17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.
âyou know why we do this?" *snap with one hand*Â "because we canât always get our arms free to do thisâ *dramatic arching snap with both hands*Â
But that oneâs not with dee ( @mrrmiracle ) so give me one sec to think of something else too. Ok here we go:Â
"that Andrew Garfield movie"
18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?
Stop overthinking and start doing. You canât sit at home sad your friends arenât hanging out with you if you never ask them to hang out. Initiate things. Its not as scary as it seems. Also for the love of all things holy please form good habits now. Form all the good habits I have none and Iâm tired.
19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)
um my cats :// im just kidding itâs @mrrmiracle obviously.
20. Whatâs a secret dream of yours?
Um lol to not be alone. To be employed doing something I enjoy and make enough money to support myself. If I put lol will this sound less sad.
Iâm tagging @mrrmiracle, @grayson-dick @valleydean and @daredeviil and if anyone else wants to do it just say i tagged you and iâll edit it to include you đ. i just get anxious tagging people bc i donât want to annoy people and i never know who wants to be tagged or not.
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.1 First thing you wash in the shower? - my body ..?
2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker? -alcohol i guess..but neither
3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? - yes hes my bf
4. Do you plan outfits? -depends on where i am going or what im doing! sometimes i donât but if iâm going out with friends i do
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? - annoyed
6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? - my phone
7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body? -i would freak out and most def call 911
8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? - i was with my dad who is dead and i was crying bc i was like heâs not alive idk lol weird
9. Three of your current feelings? - Tired, annoyed, sad
10. What are you craving right now?Nothing rly.
11. Turn ons? -Â Â i answer these too much
12. Turn offs? -Â ^
13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? - food
14. When was the last time you cried? Why? -tonight
15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be? - idk
16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize? - not really.
17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? - both but lick usually cus my teeth r so sensitive
18. Favorite movie ever? -Â the lion king
19. Do you like yourself? - no
20. Have you ever met a celebrity? - Nope
21. Could you handle being in the military? - no
22. What are you listening to right now? -Â futurama
23. How many countries have you visited? - one
24. Are your parents strict? - Kinda
25. Would you go sky diving? -never lol
26. Would you go out to eat with a stranger? - maybe..
27. Whats on your mind right now? - nothing
28. Is there anything you want to say to someone? -yeah there is
29. Have you ever been in a castle? - nope i want to
30. Do you rent movies often? -no
31. Whats your zodiac sign? -Â SagittariusÂ
32. When was the last time you had sex? - tonight
33. Name five facts about yourself. - 1) im canadian 2) im an artist 3) i got hit by a car 4) i do youtube 5) idk
34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened? -yeah i almost fell of a bridge lol and i got hit by a car
35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny? - not really
36. Brown or white eggs? - white..?
37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? -Pop funko toys and some tees
38. Ever been on a train? -yes
39. Ever been in love? - currently am.
40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it? - Yes.
41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with? - Maybe a youtuber lol
42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it? - Maybe hahaha
43. Whom do you admire and why? - gabbie bc sheâs gone through so much and is successful
44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child? - didnât have one
45. Youâre walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do? - try and help or call 911. iâm not equipped to go in but i would do my best
46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you? - no bc i want them to have the choice to do what they love
47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol? -idk just having friends
48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol? panic attacks
50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it? - No
51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them? yeah of course i would.
52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive youâd receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger? - sure i already hate my life so if i die whatever and if i get 100 million great lol
53. How old were you when you lost your virginity? - 19
54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires? - No
55. If you could live forever, would you want to? - No
56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are? - idk
57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit? - maybe the 70/80s
58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it? - No.
59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it? - No too much pressure hahah
60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to? - yeah sure why not
61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy? - wealthy
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request: art major!reader w law major!doyoung pls :cc bullet note format if u can!!!
a/n: heâs a year older than you but it doesnât matter that much
warning: a few swear words oopsie
genre: fluffy college!au
pairing: doyoung x reader
summary: ummm basically just how you and doyoung meet and get to know each other
word count: 5.1k (oops)
lets GOOOOOOOO
okay so basically college has been a JOURNEY
people ALWAYS had some shit to say as soon as they found out you were an art major
it was usually âwhat are you going to do with thatâ âdo you know how unsteady that career path isâ
liKE I GET IT
do they really think theyâre telling you something new????
oh Iâm sorry your majoring in business Susanâą and you decide to throw away your passions just because some high school counselor told you that you wouldnât be able to support yourself but IM going to make my passion a career
lol sorry I have a lot of feelings
now onto how you met your mans doyoung
your freshman and sophomore years, you had only seen him in passing
tbh you barely recognized him when you saw him more than once
you knew him as âthat one dude that i always see in the dining hall wearing suitsâ
then junior year you got a job at the convenience store on campus (lets get this BREAD)
pls tell me it isnât some weird niche thing that only my school has
aNyWHO he started coming in around 2 am right before closing
and ALWAYS picked up 3 coffees all of which had double shots of espresso
this happened about 2 or 3 times a week
(which is very unhealthy guys gals and nonbinary pals pls try to drink cold water instead, it helps wake me up or green tea)
so despite seeing him so often at work, he began to appear less and less everywhere else
were you lowkey kinda sad about it???
mAYhaPS
that was until winter quarter started
you needed an elective class, SO you figured âeh why not take philosophyâ you had heard around that the professor is really chill and overall the class wasnât supposed to be that bad
WELL GUESS AGAIN
 because that really nice professor that everyone loved isnât the one teaching the class this quarter
but hey you figured letâs go into this with an open mind and hope for the best
well on day one of this class (which is a 9 am by the way) guess who struts through the door
mister âthat one guy iâd always see wearing a suitâ who became mister âthat one dude who always buys too much coffee at 3 amâ
the man⊠the mythâŠâŠ the legendâŠâŠâŠâŠ.MISTER KIM DOYOUNG
yep and ya boi decided to sit 2 seats down from you, it was too far to say hi or anything (esp bc you had never really spoken to him before) but like he was also just close enough for it to be awkward
so class went by normally you found out that the new professor wasnât THAT bad but there was definitely gonna be a lot of work involved
so yeah life carries on as normal
you still see him all the time at the convenience store
one night it had been a particularly rough shift
your alarm didnât go off, so you were running late, it had started to rain on your walk to work, and when you finally got there your manager apparently had someone piss in his cheerios because he had S U C H an attitude because you were
 TWO
MINUTES
LATE
you were sat behind the counter after what felt like hours of sweeping and mopping the floors
thatâs when he walked in
you didnât even lift your head to greet him as âhi, welcomeâ crawled itself out of your mouth
you did however notice when he sat his 3 cans of coffee in front of you
âhey your y/n right?â
 âthatâs what it says on my nametagâ
âhaha yeah it does. i think i have you in my philosophy classâ
when you finally met his eyes, you felt a little bad
you had kinda been giving him the cold shoulder for something that wasnât his fault
 you gave him a little smile
âyeah i am. doyoung right?â
he nodded slightly
the air was a little awkward and silent as you scanned his coffees
as you handed him the receipt he asked âhey do you maybe want to study together sometime. i mean our test is in like two weeks and itâs a quarter of our grade so like if you were free we could hang out and get some work done?â
dUDE you froze
here he was standing right in front of you; messy hair, sweatpants, a sweatshirt repping your school logo and looking very nervous (but very attractive lmao)
i guess your reply took a little too long because he quickly started to back peddle
âi mean if you prefer to study alone thatâs cool. i just always see you during lecture and you look like you understand the material and sometimes i get a little lost in terminology but if you donât want to thatâs fine too.â
you quickly snapped out of your haze
 âno, no. i would love to study with you. here let me give you my number so we can meet up. most of my classes are in the morning so any time after like noon should be fine.â
 you grabbed his receipt back and quickly scribbled your number on it before handing it back
âjust text me when you want to get togetherâ
 okay honestly you had never been one to give out your phone number just like that and you didnât really like studying with people
but something about him made it so hard to say no
you just had this urge to get to know him
so when he texted you a few days later asking if you were free to study that night
of course you said yes
and it went pretty smoothly
he has a much better understanding of the material than he let on at first
he even ended up helping you understand a few things
you got together w few times over the next couple of weeks
each time you met you got to know each other more and more
yall quickly became friends
well yall became friends after the first night studying because lets be real it was awKWARD
like neither of you felt particularly comfortable yet because this was the first time you had actually hung out with each other despite knowing of each otherâs existence for two years
oh yeah thatâs something you found out after getting to know one another
 he had always seen you around campus and wanted to get to know you but never did because he thought itâd freak you out having a random stranger coming up to you like
âhey I know you donât know me but I see you all the time. letâs be friends.â
which isnât THAT crazy but to each their own
okay but letâs jump to the time 2 days before your exam
you guys agreed to meet up at the library and the plan was to study for A WHILE just to make sure you were prepared ya know?
so like you get there and he was already sitting in a room waiting
 when you open the door he gets up to hug you
which he hasnât ever done before
and like tbh he was really warm and smelled really nice like it his cologne wasnât too strong, and it smelt sweet but also very inviting which isnât really a scent but like do you get me? and he gave a really tight hug like the type that you didnât want to let go of it felt as though you could stay there forever (this is also where you lowkey start having feelings for him but shhh because you donât realize it yet)
so back the point
obvi you start studying and besides the hug nothing was really that different
you got through the material, quizzed each other, talked a bit
ya know the usual
time flew by and the next thing you know itâs 12:30 am and the library would be closing at 1 so you decide to wrap it up
âalright doyoung iâll see you in class. get some rest before the test okay?â
 âyeah yeah i willâ he rolled his eyes a little bit
 âseriously dude. i know you. go straight to sleep when you get back to your placeâ
he worried you sometimes. He really wanted to do well and the applications for law school were opening up soon, so heâs been kinda stressed no matter how much he tried to hide it and this test coming up isnât helping
âi will. i promise.â
he walked you out of the library and you two would usually part ways and walk alone to your apartments
before you could turn and say goodbye doyoung was already speaking
âhey itâs a lot darker out here than usualâ
you looked up at the pitch-black sky
âyeah I guess it is, oh well at least I have my pep-â
 âwhat? you have your pepper spray right?â
âno i forgot that i let my roommate borrow it. sheâs going to a sorority thing and wonât be back until like 3 or 4. itâs fine though my apartment is only like a 10-minute walk. goodnight doâ
âwait y/n. iâll walk you back. itâs way too late and too dark for you to go homeâ
âno i couldnât ask you to do that. youâre law and society class is at 8 am tomorrow so you need to get some sleep.â
 âwell i wonât be able to sleep anyway if Iâm staying up worried about you. so lead the way.â
despite the cold fall air, your face felt hot
like you know that itâs normal for friends to be worried about each other but that didnât make doyoung saying it any less charming
the walk back was nerve wracking
you guys normally donât hang out outside of the context of studying
so like this was weird, nice but weird
and once you go to your door there was a cast of silence
doyoung was just looking at you
normally it would make you kinda uncomfy/insecure but right now you were calm
there was something about looking into his eyes
the brown was so warm and inviting
after a few seconds of the comfortable silence, he finally looked away
and I awkwardly cleared my throat âthank you for walking me home doyoungâ
 âof course, iâm just gald to know you got here safelyâ
âso um, i was gonna wish you luck just in case we donât see each other before the test but i mean judging from our study session you wonât need it though.â
he giggled and i swear someone could have mopped up your heart because it was in a puddle on the floor
âshut up y/n. thank you though. i always appreciate your kind words. do you want to meet for lunch after the exam? i usually have a lab afterwards but it got cancelled so if youâre free we should meet up.â asjdjjklcbclkNCKDLSNCOS
âyeah i am free. i guess iâll see you then.â
 he took a few steps back âyeah i guess you will. goodnight y/nâ
âgoodnight doyoung. actually get some sleep tonight, yeah?â
you could see his shoulders shake with laughter as he walked down the steps
to say you were smitten would be an UNDERSTATEMENT
the smile that showed up didnât leave even after you fell asleep
when you get to class on that friday morning, doyoung is already sitting in his usual seat
the bags that usually take their place beneath his eyes are barely visible today
hopefully he took your advice and actually went to sleep
after the test you both got some burgers for lunch and just talked it had nothing to do with the test which was nice
i guess yâall make a great pair because once the scores came out, both of you got Aâs
after that studying together became a routine
every tuesday, thursday and saturday leading up to the next test, you guys would review or sometimes just hang out
it was a mutual decision to help each other study
even if you didnât share the class, one would be there to quiz and make sure the other focused (most of the time it worked, other times youâd be the reason they got distracted and vice versa)
the two of you would go out for lunch on those days instead
as the quarter drew to a close and the break got nearer and nearer as did finals week
you and doyoung tried to keep up with your study schedule but it was getting harder
you had artwork due
you were particularly stressed over a sculpture that was assigned
your teacher gave you those choice of clay or marbleas a medium and clearly you chose clay
you were going to do marble but then you remembered the other 3 tests you need to prepare for and a portfolio that had to fit the theme of mythology
so basically you had a lot of art to produce and NO INSPIRATION like none, zero, zip, zilch, nada
you sat in the room you had reserved in the arts building
a pile of clay sat atop a slab of rock, a blank page of a sketchbook sat next to that
scrolling through pinterest had stopped working long ago and at this point you were losing hope
ring, ring, ring
doyoungâs name popped up on your screen
it was odd because you two usually texted for everything
âhey, do whatâs up?â
âhi y/n i was just wondering if you wanted to grab some fro-yo. i just got out of another test and could use some companyâ
âahh, doyoung iâm sorry but iâm stuck doing work. do you remember that mythology sculpture i told you about? well, itâs due next Wednesday and i havenât even started on it yetâ
his voice sounded so concerned âis everything okay? how are you doing?â
âiâm doing okay, just tired. iâve been trying so hard but canât find any inspirationâ you sighed into the phone, looking out the window of your room
âwhat room are you in?â
âroom 247 in building B. why?â
âjust sit tight.â
the call ended before you could ask any more questions
okay when i tell yall it was less than five minutes and he was walking through the door just know that what i really mean is he rAN FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF CAMPUS TO COME COMFORT YOU
so yeah, he got there huffin and puffin, ready to blow your house down (with love)
âdoyoung, what are you doing here?â
âwell you were upset.â his tone was so matter-of-fact, and his eyes were so wide and innocent
honestly he looked so cute but like you were still very confused
what was he doing there?????
yeah you were upset but you also didnât want to worry him
he casually walked over to a seat beside a window and pulled something out of his backpack
as he got closer and reached his hand out for you to take it, you noticed it was a sandwich
âitâs ham and cheese. light mayo, no lettuce or tomatoâ
when your eyes looked up at him he wouldnât make eye contact
âyou said this is the only way you take your sandwichesâ
yALLÂ
you only told him this once in passing because he was eating a sandwich with mayo
but pls tell you are putting the pieces together
he stopped to get you food and made it across campus in 5 minutes
the walk alONE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN 10 MINUTES
HE STOPPED AND GOT YOU FOOD TO MAKE SURE YOU WERENâT SKIPPING ANY MEALS
MARRY THID MANFSJDLFG
alrighty anywho
obviously you took the sandwich and spent 5 minutes thanking him for getting it for you
he sat back down in his seat near the window as you guys chatted for a bit
the conversation slowed slightly and you were able to just look at him
the light was bouncing off his face perfectly
his eyes looked like freshly brewed coffee. they were warm and inviting
his smile somehow managed to outshine the light pouring in
there he was
in all of his glory
your muse
your inspiration
his expression shifted to one of confusion
ây/n, why are you looking at me like thatâ
he could be your subject for not only the sculpture but also the portfolio as well
âokay this may be an odd favor and you can feel free to say noâ
your leg couldnât stop bouncing up and down and you thought your hands might catch a cramp from all the wringing they were doing
âdonât be silly. what is it?â
âwell, i was thinking maybe you could be the model for my sculpture.â
 âof course i will but i thought it was supposed to be about mythology and iâm no greek godâ
he chuckled a little bit
âshut up do. are you kidding me? your shoulders are like a mile wide. you have a great jawline and that smile? youâd have all the mortal girls falling for you i mean i did. that sounds like god-material to meâ
he threw his head back laughing
mostly to hide the huge blush creeping up his cheeks
âokay, okay. iâll pose for you. what do i have to do?â
âjust sit still so that i can take some measurements of your face and then iâll take some photos for reference afterwards.â
doyoung did as he was told for the most part
he sat there patiently
he kept peeking at your sketchbook as you laid out the rough ideas for a few of your other pieces
tbh you hadnât even noticed
you were in the ZONE, you hadnât been this inspired in a while and you wanted to take full advantage of it
you also hadnât noticed the ,,,, um,,,, lack of space,,,,,, between the two of you
well doyoung had, to say the least
he sat there desperately hoping and praying that you wouldnât notice how sharply he would breathe in everytime your hands touched his face to move its position
or that you couldnât notice how much his hands were shaking and how he was constantly wiping them on his pants because they were very sweaty
finally, you had all the information you needed
as you stepped back and over to your chair in front of the clay, doyoung could finally breath
âdoyoung, do you have any other classes today? i donât want to keep you here if you have plans. you can go i can work off of the reference picturesâ
he very vigorously shook his head
âno no, iâm free for the day.â
âokay. you should probably go get something to eat while get this started. this will probably be a long process.â
âyeah sure. do you want me to grab you anything while Iâm gone?â
ânope iâm good. i already had the sandwich you brought me.â
âokay then iâll be right backâ
after he left it easy to feel the emptiness of the room
even though you were enveloped in your work it was still noticeable
the absence of his presence was palpable
the lack of it was almost suffocating
while you were worked on getting the basic shape and structure you found yourself unsettled
unable to get back into the âzoneâ you found yourself in before
still, you pushed through the weird shift in the air, but it wasnât long before doyoung came back with a bag of food
âhey doyoung.â
he glanced over at your pile of clay
âwhoa. you made a lot of progress. okay i know you said that you didnât want anything to eat but i brought burgers and some chips and stuff just in case.
âdoyoung, you really didnât have to. i would have been fine.â
he rolled his eyes but didnât reply. he simply sat back in his chair and ate some of the fries that came with his burger
the hours seemed to fly by once doyoung returned
it also helped that you played music on the speaker that you brought
before you knew it, it was 5 pm and the sun was setting
you leaned back from your chair to stretch before standing and taking a good look at the sculpture
after about 4 hours of work, you were almost done
of course there were still things that needed to be touched up, like the hair and the eyes
you had decided on a pose of doyoung looking up and off into the distance
you turned and washed your hands in the sink at the back of the room
âhereâs your burger if you want it. it might be a little cold, but it doesnât have any mustard, lettuce, tomato, or pickle. thatâs how you like it right?â
YALL HE DID IT AGAIN
HE REALLY JUST OUT HERE BEIN A WHOLE SWEETHEART
âyeah, howâd you know?â
âremember we met up for dinner before a study session a few weeks ago? thatâs how you ordered your burger and you told me about how dill pickles were the bane of your existenceâ
 âwhich they areâ you chuckled âbut i canât believe you remembered thatâ
âof course, i did. i remember everything you tell meâ
your heart melted for like the fiFTH TIME TODAY
you smiled and blushed before grabbing the wrapped burger from his hands
you guys sat and ate in comfortable silence
once you had finished you turned to him
âif youâre ready to leave you can. i just have a few things to add but itâll be okay if you arenât here. iâm just about out of daylight anyway.â
he playfully cocked his head to the side and crossed his arms
ây/n. i have a feeling youâre trying to get rid of meâ
âmaybe i am doyoung. whatcha gonna do about it?â
âcry.â
you both busted up laughing
once you had calmed down you looked at him
âseriously do. if you wanna go study or sleep or something go aheadâ
he stood up and began to walk closer to you
âoh stop that. y/n it isnât a burden for me to stay here with you. iâm honored that you would choose me to be the subject of your work and i love spending my time with youâ
at this point he was standing right in front of you. looking down into your eyes.
there was no hiding the redness flushing your skin
after a few moments of silence, you looked back down at your hands
he speaks again as if you two hadnât spent the past minute just staring into each otherâs eyes
âso what next? are you gonna keep sculpting me or are you gonna draw and paint a bit?â
âummm ,,, i kinda want to just finish the sculpture so that i donât have to worry about it ya know?â
âyeah. where is the light switch?â
âright by the corner near the doorâ
as he flipped on the switch and light once again flooded the room
you were able to get a good look at the sculpture
despite it not being finished, you were still incredibly happy and proud of it
you sat back down in front of it ready to finish the work
it only took another hour or two to finish once you really got back into it
you spent the bulk of the time adding in all the little details
and you also decided last minute to add a wreath atop his head and the top of a toga
you took a final step back before sighing in relief
you were finished
you almost wanted to cry
while you were staring at the piece doyoung got up to stand behind you and look at it as well
âwow y/n. itâs beautiful.â
âwell itâs you so i hope it is.â
LOOK AT YOU. BEING BOLD. OKAAYYYY
before he could say anything else, you walked back to the sink and while washing your hands, asked his help to put it in another room to dry for a few days before it goes into the kiln
âitâll take a while to dry so iâm going to leave it here and head to bedâ
âokay well i can walk you back to your apartmentâ
âalrightyâ
okay so you grabbed all your stuff (with his help because doyoung is too nice to just walk beside you as you try carry 4 different bags filled with art supplies)
the walk back was kind of uneventful
you invited him in to drop all your things off before he headed out, not until you thanked him for spending the day with you and being your subject
okay so 2 weeks pass
you and doyoung meet up a few times because you need him to model a few poses for your portfolio
but FINALLY you finished your portfolio and sculpture and turned it all in
since then you have been relaxing, getting ready for winter break
well ârelaxingâ is a loose term
tbh you had been kinda stressed over the scores you were going to get on the artwork
and today, the day before the quarter ends, your professor would be handing back your portfolio & sculpture with a score
you decided to text doyoung after getting dismissed from class
y/n: âhey i get the score for my art project back today. do you want to meet up and we can find out together?â
doyoung: âoh my gosh yes. but are you sure you want me to be there?â
y/n: âof course do. you were such a big part of this, i couldnât leave you out of it. besides you havenât seen the finished portfolioâ
doyoung: âokay. same art room as last time?â
y/n: âyep. iâll see you in 20â
you were nervous. as you waited in the room, your legs couldnât stay still so you decided to pace in hopes of calming yourself down
or at least having something to do
when he walked into the room, your eyes met
there was no hiding the frantic look in them either
âhey y/n. do you have it?â
you pulled a card from inside the front of your portfolio and set it down on the table
doyoungâs voice was soft and calming as he walked up to you
âcan i look at it?â
he picked up the large folder
in a large gold print:
PROMETHEUS, he dies everyday but wouldnât wish for any other way to spend eternity
âyou chose me to represent Prometheus? whatâs his storyâ
you began to recount the tale as doyoung slowly flipped through pages of your artwork
·        âwell he was the youngest of the titans, which were the creators of greek gods. it was said that he was also the kindest. when he looked upon the earth and saw how the humans were struggling, Prometheus felt pity and decided to give them a gift. he gave them a divine secret of the gods. he gave them fire. he did this despite knowing that Zeus would punish him if he found out. which he did. the other titans and gods were furious, so they tied him to a rock near the sea. every day an eagle would come and rip out prometheusâ liver and he would die. every night it would grow back bringing him back to life. this torturous routine goes on every day and night and according to the myth it continues until this day, as it will forever.â
as you finished the story doyoung closed the folder
all he said was âwowâ
it made you nervous. âso ,,,,, do you like it?â
ây/n. this is beyond words. this is amazing. and you chose me?â
âwell yeah i mean. you two just seemed to fit each other. you are the kindest person i know. youâre very generous too. so really it wouldnât have worked if i had chosen anyone else or any other myth.â
he said nothing. just set down your work and hugged you.
you embraced each other. sharing this moment.
ây/n no matter the score on the other side of that car, just know that your work is beyond incredible. not just because itâs of meâ
you both laughed before he continued
âseriously. you are an amazing artist. your art moves people. it makes me feel emotions that i havenât felt in a while. it takes me on a journey.â
he pulled back and gave you one last smile before grabbing the card off of the table
âon 3â
ââŠ.1â
ââŠ.2â
ââŠ.3!â
a 97 was written in bright red marker
âoh my gosh y/nâ
you two jumped back into each otherâs arms
the smile on your face was ear to ear. there was no way it was going to fade any time soon
âI knew you could do it.â
ânot without you i couldnât have,â you say leaning back slightly, your arms still around his neck
he rolls his eyes at you
âseriously doyoung. if you hadnât come by that day i donât know what i would have done. you were my museâ
his arms were wrapped tightly around your waist
your eyes would have met if his werenât staring at your lips right now
ây/n.â he whispered
âdoyoung?â
âcan i kiss you?â
âabsolutelyâ
FUCKING FINALLY
ahem sorry I got a little excited for you
it was great. what can i say
it was everything you expected to be
before you thought that the whole âfireworksâ thing was just movies overexaggerating
 but NOW you can attest to that
the kiss with doyoung had so much built up tension and caring and passion and just wowza
when you finally pulled apart
both of you were slightly out of breath
doyoung still had this cute, dumb smile plastered on his face
he gave you a few more pecks
which of course made you have a big dumb smile plastered on your face
you actually pulled apart and out of his arms this time and took a look at the score card
beneath your score the professor left a little note
âi hope you donât mind but i emailed the art gallery about your work. they have a small exhibition open if youâd like to showcase your art. hereâs the email: ÂÂÂÂÂÂ_______. please consider it. you have serious talent.â
âan art gallery doyoung. an exhibition in an art gallery.â
tears fell down your face
this was an amazing opportunity
a dream came true
âi can come over tonight and we can email them.â
you just nodded your head
tbh you were still in shock
this was a huge opportunity
âso y/n. i know there is a lot going on right now but I canât wait. will you be my girl/boy-friend?
âdoyoung of course. can you help me take this stuff back to my apartment then if you want we can go grab something to eat?â
he nodded happily and grabbed the sculpture
THE END
goodness gracious that took a while
I hope you enjoyed reading this 5 thousand-word trainwreck
I know some of the stuff about creating sculptures isnât accurate, but I need to make it work with the timeline I had in my head
I hope it didnât bother anyone too much
but yeah
thanks for reading
also I didnât proofread this so hopefully there arenât many mistakes
if there are just message me and Iâll fix them
also also hereâs a sequel type thing that doesnât have to be seen as a sequel umm it isnât as good as this one but here ya go
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~All. Of. Them.~ âș
99 gay-ish asks
⊠you know WHAT.
FINE.
IâLL DO ALL OF THEM.
LONG ANSWER UNDER THE TAG, HA V E FUN-
1. how tall are you?
I am 159cm aka 5âČ3ft!
2. what is your body type?
According to the first Google Image result I got, itâs between âBanana Shapeâ and âApple Shapeâ. I have no idea who came up with these terms. But there you go.
3. what is your favorite part about your body?
My nails-
4. is your current hair color your natural hair color?
My hair is brunette, which is also my natural hair color!
5. are you more outgoing or more shy?
Iâd like to think Iâm outgoing, but we all know the truth rip
6. are you more femme or butch?
Depends on the day-
7. are you tol or smol?
I definitely wouldnât call myself tol, so smol, I guess!
8. wine mom or vodka aunt?
Sober Mom
9. weird habit?
The door has to be either fully closed or fully open. Donât fite me on this-
10. favorite meme?
Too many to count, but this is one of my favourites right now-
but also like, most of my faves at the moment are actually memes with pictures of me and my friends XD
11. do you sing in the shower?
Hell yes!!
12. ever used a bow and arrow?
Yep!
13. are/were you a theatre kid?
(Answered here)
14. have you ever seen a broadway musical?
Nope, but Iâve seen Aladdinâs counterpart to broadway in London! So itâs like, the exact same thing, but in London XD
15. do you think musicals are cheesy?
Yes. Do I think it makes them less enjoyable though? Nope.
16. have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?
Itâs a complicated story, but I have!
17. favorite Cards Against Humanity Card?
Gooood, itâs been so long since Iâve played CAH! I have no idea ;;
18. last movie you watched?
I think it was Far From Home!
19. behind the camera or in front of it?
Iâm usually the one taking pictures and filming my friends (they better thank me in 10 years) but to be honest, I wish theyâd take some more pics of me to look back to too. I do enjoy filming though, so I guess behind!
20. favorite tv show?
Right now, itâs definitely The Umbrella Academy!
21. meaning behind your url
My name is Evelina, and I am online
22. reason you joined tumblr
To follow a project I used to like on YouTube ^^
23. whoâs your closest tumblr friend?
I mean, @clumsinessinperson, @xxwhisperapplexx, @hollsheadcanons and @spinharmony started out as tumblr friends, but now weâve known each other for more than a year and theyâre my best friends in the world ;w;
24. whatâs something most people love that you hate?
Olives. Peas. Crocs.
uPDATE: i READ THAT QUESTION WRONG, I THOUGHT IT SAID THE OPPOSITE, I LOVE ALL THESE THREE THINGS
I do hate BBQ sauce with PASSION though-
25. have you ever taken narcotics?
I mean, only when I got my teeth extracted XD
26. have you had sex?
Nope.
27. have you ever gotten caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
Iâve never sneaked out before, so nah. My phone caught me on my phone at 5am once, does that count?
28. worst/funniest lie youâve ever told?
(Answered here)
29. describe your passion without mentioning it.
The oceanâs waves clash at the coast. They drown in themselves. They help the boats move. But sometimes, the ocean is quiet.
30. describe your best friend.
Nearly impossible to describe a 100 people in one sentence, but none of them have braincells.
31. give us one thing about you that no one knows.
NOT AGAIN, ANSWERED HERE.
32. how do you feel right now?
Energetic!!
33. what is your biggest fear?
Dying
34. whatâs a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
(Answered here)
35. what is the best decision youâve made in your life so far?
Honestly, uploading my stories.
36. have you ever tried your hardest and then been disappointed in the end?
MANY TIMES. But hey, thatâs life. And that doesnât mean that itâll always disappoint you. Keep trying, everyone!
37. something you fantasize about.
MEETING MY ONLINE FRIENDS IRL ;W;
38. last time you cried and why
This morning because I had a fight with my mom lmao
39. what was the last thing that made you laugh?
Me.
40. do you really, truly miss someone right now?
Sure do *dabs*
41. who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
@xxwhisperapplexxâ, @clumsinessinpersonâ, @aesthetically-bitchingâ and my other irl fren who doesnât have tumblr but he is a dumbass!!
42. the last time you felt broken?
SEE 38, RIP (Iâm okay now tho, dw!)
43. are you starting to realize anything?
I wanna be a director or a scriptwriter or something!! Just work in the movies!!
44. are you more dominant or more submissive?
Dominant, but I can be just as submissive!
45. iâll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)
Iâll only date you if I love you?? Why would I date someone I donât love?
46. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?
Uhhh look, Iâm 16, so the same age, lol. And even if I was older, age doesnât matter as long as itâs not creepy and predatory, you know?
47. describe the person youâre in love with/have a crush on in great detail.
I donât have a crush at the moment, thANK GOD.
48. do you have any kinks?
Bye.
49. first thing you notice in a person?
(Answered here)
50. how can someone win your heart?
Step One: Stan Ben Hargreeves.
51. been rejected by a crush?
Nop. Never confessed-
52. have you ever had feelings for someone who didnât have them back?
Yes.
53. would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
No.
54. is trust a big issue for you?
I mean, I wouldnât trust someone I just met with my life, but I do have faith in people ^^
55. did you hang out with the person you like recently?
I do not,,, have a crush,,,
56. is confidence cute?
Everything positive is cute.
57. what would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
I donât like someone right now but if it were to happen, I wouldnât say anything? Itâs their life.
58. would you be able to date someone who doesnât make you laugh?
Everyone makes me laugh. I must hate the person then XD
59. does the person you have feelings for right now know you do?
I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH AAAAA
60. ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
Yes, like a bazillion times.
61. do you want to get married
Iâm open to it!
62. worst thing youâve ever done?
Honestly, I was trying to think of a serious answer, I PROMISE, but then I remembered that when I was little my parents had pissed me off so badly, and I quoted a Barbie movie that said âYouâre ruining my life!â like an angry toddler.
Then they threatened to never let me watch Barbie again because it was a bad influence, anD I MEAN. It was what it was XD
Note: They never banned Barbie.
63. three things that turn you on.
How did you know I was an android.
64. who do you hate?
Hate is a strong word, lmao.
65. favorite term of endearment?
Unironically, itâs âbooâ XD
66. who was your celebrity/fictional gay awakening?
I WAS WONDERING IF THERE WAS A QUESTION LIKE THAT, honestly I do not remember. Probably someone from Winx.
67. intimidating girls or kind girls?
Both are valid.
68. what do you look for in a possible partner?
I donât look, they hit me in the head.
69. do you tend to like more masculine, feminine, or androgynous girls?
All. All the girls.
70. are you good at flirting?
Yes, actually XD
71. who was the first person you came out to?
Probably @aesthetically-bitchingâ, I think!
72. do you have any friends who are wlw?
yeet
73. is your crush wlw?
donât have a crush, but used to-
74. last person to make you reconsider your sexuality?
I have no idea, Iâve known I was bi since 6th grade.
75. write a short love poem to your crush/self?
Not all the steps you walked on are stableBut thatâs okayReaching the top requires a few
76. do you fall in love easily?
Iâve only fallen like in love twice. Crushes are way different, and Iâd say kindaâŠ?
77. is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yeah. But I hate talking about it.
78. are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yep. If you notice Iâm sad, I want you to notice Iâm sad.
79. are you a forgiving person?
Mhm!
80. what is your âtype?â
Ironically, Eudora Patch from The Umbrella Academy is a very good depiction of my type. (Note: Personality wise. Looks genuinely donât matter to me, everyone is BEAUTIFUL.)
81. fall asleep in her arms or rub her back until she falls asleep in yours?
I am a little spoon inside and out-
82. tall girls or short girls?
Doesnât matter-
83. hugs or kisses?
Hugs!! kisses kinda make me uncomfortable most of the time to be honest
84. twirl her around or get twirled?
b O T H
85. tummy kisses or thigh kisses?
Tummy-
86. hairline kisses or neck kisses?
Hairline,,,
87. play with her hair or stroke her tummy?
Hair!!
88. making out or soft kisses?
Soft kisses, definitely. Not that Iâve kissed anyone before, but oh well XD
89. hugs around the neck or hugs around the waist?
NeckâŠ? Iâd say neck.
90. how confident are you in your sexuality?
It took me a while, but I am very confident in it right now!
91. when you like someone do you blush or get butterflies in your stomach?
Butterfliesâą
92. have you ever liked a friend as more than a friend? did you tell them?
I have, and I told them absolutely nothing
93. how old were you when you realized you were into girls?
*shrugs* young XD
94. most embarrassing thing youâve done in front of a cute girl?
All girls are cute girls. So many things.
95. do you have a favorite lesbian ship? is it canon?
THIS QUESTION IS STRESSING ME OUT, I DONâT KNOW WHAT TO CHOOSE. Honestly, Alphys and Undyne are a hard one to top, aND ALSO CANON
96. what is the most aggravating thing someone has said to you about your sexuality?
âYouâre just confused.â
97. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter?
⊠I donât know what to tell you.
98. what is love to you?
Love is complicated.
To me, itâs not about having a partner. Actually, loving someone regardless of romantic feelings is way more important, in my opinion. These things can co-exist, and loving a friend is just as important loving a lover.
The lack of it can hurt, especially being forced out of it. But feeling love? I donât know. Itâs one of the most beautiful feelings ever. I feel so lucky to be surrounded by it.
I really love this article on it! Itâs about the 8 types of love the ancient greeks had, and as I greek person myself, I think highly of it. I highly recommend reading it!
99. ask me anything. (bUt since no one specified, Iâll ask myself: Why do this and what did I learn from this?)
I did this because I am stubborn. Also I genuinely liked the questions XD
What I learned from this experience is that I really love answering questions, oops-
If you made it this far, I donât know what to tell you. You deserve a golden star, my dude.
ANYWAY, NEVER AGAIN.
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1. selfie I'm not sure if I posted this one but fuck it lool
2. what would you name your future kids? something Elvish for sure
3. do you miss anyone? nahh
4. what are you looking forward to? my erasmus programme
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile? idk not always
6. is it hard for you to get over someone? it's not, I'm actually really good at controlling my feelings and such
7. what was your life like last year? i was a bit unhappy bc of my choices in life but I also had good times, good relationships, ups and downs like the usual..
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed? oh boy hell yea I did
9. who did you last see in person? couple of friends
10. are you good at hiding your feelings? lol yea
11. are you listening to music right now? no
12. what is something you want right now? we ain't going there mate xD joking aside it would be nice to have someone to talk, hangout all night and make out
13. how do you feel right now? I feel pretty emotional due to the finale of oitnb
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you? two days ago
15. personality description umm a self-destructive bitch, realistic enough to believe in fantasy worlds, sarcastic and full of stupid puns I'd say (I have a good sense of humour I swear)
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didnât? I mean yeah, like everyone at some point
17. opinion on insecurities. OH I HAVE MANY WHERE SHOULD I BEGIN..to be honest everyone has them, we should either accept them or make a change if there's an option and if it'll make us feel better in the end
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago? not at all
19. have you ever been to New York? noO I WISH
20. what is your favourite song at the moment? I can't choose just one :( there are too many
21. age and birthday? I'll be 20 on Nov. 11
22. description of crush. I don't have one :(
23. fear(s) not achieving anything, ending up all alone and also FUCK clowns
24. height 5'7 or 5'8
25. role model I don't think I have one..
26. idol(s) idk
27. things i hate racist people, abusers in any kind, my relatives, the country I live in, being broke...
28. iâll love you if⊠you buy me swords, ohh and make me laugh lots
29. favourite film(s) lotr, the great gatsby, the wolf of the wall street, the departed, pride and prejudice, hobbit, leĂČn the professional, django, colette, spider-man into the spiderverse, coraline, a nightmare on elm street...I have too many ffs
30. favourite tv show(s) black sails, sense8, sherlock, good omens, lost, b99, poldark..
31. 3 random facts I recently quit my job due to health issues, I started rewatching Doctor Who and I love Leonardo DiCaprio a lot
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?equal
33. something you want to learn lots of languages tbh
34. most embarrassing moment Idk I can't think anything
35. favourite subject art, english and literature related
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill? graduating from uni, moving abroad and be covered in tattoos
37. favourite actor/actress Leonardo DiCaprio, Benedict Cumberbatch, Johnny Depp, Jack Nicholson, Michael B. Jordan, Lily Collins, Keira Knightley..
38. favourite comedian(s) Ricky Gervais and Stephen Colbert
39. favourite sport(s) basketball and working out in general
40. favourite memory this would take a long ass time to write tbh
41. relationship status single
42. favourite book(s) the silmarillion, lotr, fahrenheit 451 and currently reading the great gatsby I'm pretty sure this will be one of my faves too
43. favourite song ever I CAN'T CHOOSE
44. age you get mistaken for 12 lol jk most ppl tell me I look younger
45. how you found out about your idol I didn't I guess
46. what my last text message says "lmao same"
47. turn ons it's 4.46am and my brain stopped functioning idk, neck kissing, being kind, good humour, loving lotr, kinkyness...
48. turn offs rude assholes..
49. where i want to be right now ENGLAND
50. favourite picture of your idol I really should choose an idol right..okay let's say it's Leo
51. starsign horny one lol (if that's not clear enough it's scorpio)
52. something iâm talented at I used to think I'm talented at drawing but now idk
53. 5 things that make me happy My cat loki, finally being able to workout properly after injury, making playlists and listening to them, shopping (shocking because I'm broke yet I insist on being a stupid hoe) and hanging out w my best friend
54. something thats worrying me at the moment how am I suppose to wake up and go to gym, I can't sleep n it's basically 5am so...
55. tumblr friends @celiacelestial @wonderinghobbit @all-together-run-for-cover @asylumsammet @kingsmill and you! (i most likely forgot lots of ppl I'M SORRY YOU GUYS)
56. favourite food(s) zucchini noodles, baked mushrooms, pizza and spicy foods in general I guess
57. favourite animal(s) cats, dogs, rabbits, wolves..I love em all tbh
58. description of my best friend she's an actual hobbit, cutest bean, would kill for Freddie Mercury and Benedict Cumberbatch, stans way too many shit which makes our conversations even more enjoyable, a great listener and she has a great sense of humour lol
59. why i joined tumblr about 7 years ago I heard it from my cousin and was curious about it lmao thank god it helped me improve my English, humor, variety of interests...as well as making me spend countless hours of reblogging :::))))
Thank youuu!đ
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19th February 2019
Author: Kenyoda
Adminâs Note: The following work was written by @ebonyphd, inspired by one of @crzangelâs headcanons. You can find the headcanon here if you want to know more!
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Candid Shoutos
Izuku bit his lip as he tried not to laugh. How anyone had found a copy of Vib Ribbon and an emulator for it, Izuku would never know. But Todorokiâs absolutely perplexed expression was one for the books. He discreetly took a picture with his phone. The teen eventually gave into his urge when Shoutoâs face morphed into horror when the stick figure rabbit squealed while demonstrating what happened when you missed a combination. As the others chattered around Kaminariâs emulator running laptop, Izuku pulled up the PlusInsta page on his phone and logged into the page that he ran for Todoroki. He quickly uploaded the photo with the caption:
#his face #he looks so lost #lol
Almost instantly, the like counter started climbing and comments starting flowing about 5 minutes after. They ranged from: âheâs so adorkableâ to âwhat is he even looking at?â Izuku fielded a few of the questions as he chuckled at other comments. Eventually, Shouto gave up the computer after playing a few levels. The game was passed around to several of their classmates until someone suggested a new fighting game and the TV became the main source of entertainment. They both watched the tournament and both cheered when Yaomomo won. After a fuming Bakugou stormed off muttering halfhearted threats under his breath, the class dispersed.
Izuku remained parked on the couch with Todoroki right next to him. He continued to watch all the reactions to his newest post. He had been running candid_shoutos for about six months. Actually, the silly little side project had actually gotten Izuku a boyfriend. He looked over to his right to see said boyfriend had conked out on his shoulder.
His hair had fallen over his face casting a red haze over his pale skin. Shoutoâs glasses were precariously hanging onto the end of his nose. Izukuâs heart melted at the sight. He was so cute. The teen took another picture. He did not post it though. That was for him alone. Izuku finally chanced waking Shouto up and removed the glasses from his nose. Shouto wrinkled his nose and muttered some garbled protest at being disturbed. He sighed and snuggled deeper into Izukuâs shoulder. Izuku flushed. Adorkable, indeed. He remembered how it had all started quite fondlyâŠ
Izuku had started the whole silly page because Shouto was convinced he wasnât attractive. Izuku and majority of his classmates had protested vehemently that it wasnât true. Shouto would only scoff and claim they were biased.
So, Izuku bet Shouto a favor that he could prove Shouto wrong. Ashido, who was in charge of the Class 2-A social media pages, suggested that Izuku start a PlusInsta account and post pictures. It would be simple to post things and let other people decide. Shouto agreed to the page idea with the caveat that the pictures are only candid shots, with no explanations, and that only Izuku could take them. This way the bet stayed among the three of them and Izuku couldnât doctor the photos. They decided that they would give it two weeks. Ashido also promised to reblog the page link on the Class Insta once Izuku had it up and running.
So the following Monday, Izuku started snapping photos of Shouto doing various activities during the day, save for bathroom activities. Once classes were over, he shifted through the shots and picked the very first picture for the blog. It had simply been a picture of Shouto working on some homework during study hall. He had been perfectly poised at his desk, almost statue-like. But Izuku had zoomed in on his face, you could see the shadow of his hair on his cheek and the determined set to his eyes and jaw as his hand flew elegantly across the page. He had posted the picture with the caption:
#hard at work #go Todoroki
The first picture had gained 100 likes in an hour after Ashido had reblogged it. The blog itself had 30 followers. Izuku had posted another picture before dinner time, this one of Shouto leaning over and holding his knees after he and Izuku had come back from a run. His hair had begun curling at the ends from the sweat and his face had been flushed pink. He ended up looking at Izuku in surprise right as he had taken the picture. The number of likes it got was tripled what the other one had. The blog had a hundred followers by the time Izuku had gone to bed. The blog had also received some of its first comments. Some of them had Izuku laughing out loud:
Dear Lord! That should have come with a health warning!!! *fans self*
*sees curly ends* Omg! Todoroki has curly hair! I wonder how long it takes him to get straight?
Those eyes⊠just⊠sigh
Dude⊠I am kinda questioning my sexualityâŠ
I have been questioning mine since he set himself on fire in the Sports Festival during my first year! #TodorokiShoutocausedmygayawakening
Same.
Praise whoever captured such a blessed image!
He had gleefully shown Shouto the page during breakfast the next day. The gob smacked expression on his face had left Izuku in stitches and feeling light as a feather. As the two weeks wore on, the comments and likes kept coming and Izuku kept supplying pictures. Around day 8, however, Izuku hit a bit of a snag. He was beginning to notice that he was taking far, far more pictures of Shouto than was warranted for the 2-3 random posts he made in a day. And many of those pictures remained in his phone after he deleted all the ones he didnât like or need.
Izuku was no fool. He was well aware of his feelings for Todoroki. He just wasnât sure how and if he should act on them. But he was forced to make a decision when he posted a picture of Shouto smiling. It had not been a huge one. A small part of his lips and his eyes squeezed shut. He had been mid-chuckle at a bad pun Kaminari had told. The comment section lost their collective minds. To this day, that photo was one of the most liked pictures on the blog.
At the time however, the pictureâs popularity had left Izuku feeling sick and cold. It had occurred to him that if people loved Shouto when he was scowling, sweaty, and flat faced; they would be besotted with him when he smiled. Just like Izuku. He had spent some time looking through some of the pages that were following the blog. There were so many beautiful people on the site. People that werenât too afraid of taking the chance to ask that beautiful boy out. People that Todoroki might say yes to. Finally, in the midst of his jealous fit, Izuku decided that once the dare was over he would make that favor count.
So, he still posted candids of Shouto like always, however, there was only that one smile picture for a long while. But as soon as the two weeks were up, the two friends had met up in Izukuâs room to discuss the outcome.
âWellâŠâ Todoroki had said, âyou won. I never realized that people actually believed that I was attractive.â He had then hung his head between his hunched shoulders. Izuku felt bad. He hadnât thought about how weird it may have been for Todoroki, who was an intensely private person despite his tendency to be forthright and brutally honest.
âI am sorry if any of this made you uncomfortable, Shouto. Eek! I mean, T-Todoroki!â he blurted out. Shoutoâs head snapped back up. His mismatched gaze pierced Izuku and made his chest tighten.
âI wouldnât call it uncomfortable, just surprising, I guess? And no need to apologize. I agreed to the terms too after all. So, donât worry about it⊠Izuku.â Shouto said after a moment. Izukuâs eyes widened. He knew that Shouto expressed a lot of himself through his actions. Izuku could easily read the permission in the use of his own given name. Izukuâs heart began gallop giddily in his chest.
âOk, Shouto.â Izuku said with a nod.
âSo, I owe you a favor now. Do you need time to think about it?â Shouto asked. Izuku hummed thoughtfully. His eyes were drawn to his desk where there was a pair of tickets to a single day pop up hero convention. It was the following weekend. Izuku had been wanting to ask Shouto to go with him but he had been too timid to do so. But now that such a gifted opportunity had presented itselfâŠ
âNope. Youâre going with me to this!â answered Izuku. He picked up one of the tickets and handed it to Shouto with a flourish. The other teen pulled his glasses from his hair and shoved them on his face. Shouto took the ticket and looked it over,
âA hero convention?â he asked. Izuku nodded nervously.
âYeah, itâs a small one day thing. I won a pair of tickets from a podcast.â Shouto blinked at him. He then nodded.
âOk. But are you sure you want to waste your favor on this? Wouldnât you have more fun with Kirishima or Uraraka? They seemed to love this kind of thing.â Shouto said uncertainly. Izukuâs heart clenched. Despite being shown that he was attractive, Shouto was still a horribly insecure teenager. Much like himself.
âWell, I kinda wanted to ask you from the get go⊠I just didnât want you to be weirded out or anything,â Izuku admitted quietly as he scratched at his cheek. Shoutoâs confused expression turned concerned.
âWhy would I be weirded out that you wanted me to go places with you?â he asked.
âW-well. I mean, you are not really a fan of crowds and I know you have someâissues with the hero industry⊠and I really like you and wanted to- eep!â Izuku blurted before clamping his mouth shut. Dread spread through him like tar, thick and sticky. Why did he have to ramble so much?!
âYou, you like me?â Shouto breathed after a moment. Izuku looked skyward for divine intervention. But when no lightning manifested and struck him where he stood, Izuku just nodded his head meekly. He knew his face was red. After several agonizing moments, Izuku heard a quiet, âI like you, too.â His heart went wild. He stared at Shouto, trying to decide if he were kidding or not. The only thing reflected in those gem colored eyes was affection and some bashfulness.
âOh,â he breathed giddily. âWell⊠how about we hold off on the favor and you just be my date instead? Iâll even buy food!â Shoutoâs face turned pink and small tongues of flame shyly came to life on the tips of his red hair. Izuku wanted to die. He was so cute! So very cute.
âUm⊠ok. I would, like that.â He replied softly, a half smile curling at his lips. Izuku beamed back. This only caused the flames to grow. Now his entire red half was engulfed in flickering flames. It was probably warm enough that Shouto could tell the temperature change. The fire user squeaked in embarrassment before he used his right side to extinguish the flames. He groaned softly as he buried his face in his hands. Izuku could only laugh in response. He was punch drunk on affection, relief and happiness. So much so that he had no fear over going over to Shouto and prying his fingers away from his face.
His friendâs face was still pink and his eyes were wide and sparkling. His lips were twitching as if he couldnât decide whether he wanted to scowl or laugh. Izuku cupped Shoutoâs face and pulled him closer. He pressed his forehead and nose against the other boyâs as his chuckles dissolved into soft giggles. He rubbed against Shoutoâs nose affectionately, reveling in the ability to touch him. A soft swooshing sound brought Izuku out of his happy high. Izuku took a step back from Shouto and gasped in awe.
Shoutoâs hair had turned into wreathing flames and dancing flurries. One side white and the other a deep red. The two spectacles danced around Shoutoâs head like a living halo. Izuku could only gape wordlessly. Shoutoâs eyes were glowing, too. He looked like a God or a spirit. Devastatingly beautiful.
âIzuku?â Shouto called worriedly. The God comparison wouldnât leave especially when his named sounded heavenly coming from Shoutoâs lips. Izuku tried to answer but words continued to fail him. Almost robotically, Izuku withdrew his phone and snapped a picture. When Shouto gave him a mildly irritated look, he just turned the screen around. Shoutoâs jaw droppedâŠ
Izuku chuckled quietly to himself as he finished revisiting that old memory. Shouto did eventually get the flames and snow to go away and thankfully his hair just returned to normal. That was how they had found out that Shouto could turn parts of his body into flames and snow. Izuku had a field day helping Shouto master this new part of his quirk. The two had actually ended up going on a small dinner date a few days before the convention. Shouto had claimed it was a thank you for helping him with his Quirk. They had been together ever since. Their relationship was a quiet one. It was not hidden amongst the class, but it was a secret to anyone outside of the dorm. Maybe one day it could be public. Izuku grinned to himself at the thought of the collective mayhem that would ensue on the candid_shoutos page when they did.
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i answered all 50 questions in that oc question post
note: i'm only talking about the ones i made lol
i was gonna link them all the characterâs names to their profiles but that shitâs way too much work so: https://toyhou.se/CanineKing/characters/folder:all/tags:1/tagged:Original
1. Your first OC ever?
hmm, there's probably two answers
1) an unnamed character who was basically a fantasy dressed fox kemono boy. do you remember playing a game as a kid where you look out the window in a car and you imagine someone doing sick parkour beside your car? he was the character i imagined (there was also a whole other story i dreamt up where i was some long lost princess from other world and he was gonna save me from this one but that's a whole other thing) he's technically a character i thought of but never thought of anything beyond that, i don't think i ever drew him either
2) 4 (maybe 5) characters i made in middle school where it was about these characters that come from families that can bend one particular element, and they're all friends on school trying to get used to their passed down powers and also be basically kid superheroes. i drew them out and gave them names, but i never wrote anything beyond that, but they were definitely ones that i would call my first actual written ocs
2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?
-looks at ace, eliott, and mel- no
3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?
yup! before i wasn't so big on the adopt thing, but i turned into a fan w/ collecting designs and writing a lil story for them! i adopted 38 characters, and one other that's currently still in the process of trade :P (and unfortunately trying to purge some away)
4. A character you rarely talk about?
unfortunately that'd be a lot of characters bc i'm super focused on drawing ace/ mel smooching for the 548787th time
5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?
i'd probably make it eliott bc who else doesn't love a cute, shy, goat boy on the internet
6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?
...... i can't think of any lmao
7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?
i literally only make ocs to make stories so
8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!
nah i can't do rp stuff :'D
9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?
honestly, not really if i made them lol
but i guess i can if i'm not attatched to them and such, so if i just made a design and offered them up then yeah i can trade them (unless i love their design lol)
10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?
even thought i haven't fully drawn my plans for his outfit, azazel would be the most complicated in my standards
11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a âsunshineâ?
me personally, i'd say eliott bc that baby boy is trying his best
story wise, either thorne or lucas (but totally lucas since thorne is a liar at heart)
12. Name an OC that isnât yours but who you like a lot
TOO MANY AUGH
the very first oc i fell in love with but was forever homes was like a fantasy setting character that was an adventurer and had eagle legs/ other features w/ banging colours
but other than that too many others
13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?
again, a lot, i guess. bc they mostly fall into that trope?
aiden (even though he's trying to be a better person), damien, eve, hugh (in a way), jack, ollie, ricky, roman, and wyatt
14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory
uhhhh, hard to choose, i don't have any more bc i haven't written their backstories yet lol
- growing up as a theif his whole life to support him and his mother, accidentally kills someone after an awakening of powers and is had to run from his hometown
- growing up being shadowed over and forced to be someone that they're not, only to get their hubris get to them, causing themselves and others get hurt and can't even remember the person they loved
- growing up w/ betrayal after betrayal she closed herself off, but they met someone and slowly opened up and accidentally fell in love w/ them, only later getting caught and fell from grce, then only to find the person they trusted before not remember them
- after being caught on what seemed to be a fatal accident, gets rescured from a miraculous surgery, but he's slowly forgetting what he looks like and who he was every passing second
- two people close to each other, only to end up w/ betrayal and lies
15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?
absolutely but if they ask me something i haven't planned yet i'm just "UHHH"
16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?
17. Any OC OTPs?
nah ace/ mel is my notp :/
anyways if it's couples in general then:
- ace/ mel
- lucas/ darla
- kaiko/ caspian
- + a bunch of the parents in the monster family story
- damon/ ollie (okay i'm really not planning for them to be together, but they cute u.u)
- jebediah/ demon boyfriend
- gunther/ harem
- nadiya/ her girlfriend which i still haven't decided if i want her to be like a princess or a traveling swordsman of sorts)
- the chimera girl i designed/ her human girlfriend
- the fallen god/ mercenary
18. Any OC crackships?
uhh i actually don't know :V anyone of the people listed  being w/ someone else would be a crackship? idk every other pairing i know i wouldn't like lol
19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)
i guess eliott! i guess also catherine, ricky, comet, and/ or captain since they were my fist group of ocs i wrote a bit about, but i think eliott means a lot more bc he was the one that got me thinking more about ocs  :>
20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?
for some reason i feel like rosa would be a singer? va hc would be someone w/ a strong husky voice and she would probably sing really well in kind of old slow songs you hear in old bars
i also thought maybe lillie could sing too, but theyâd usually be softer songs or lullabies to calm herself down
itâd be nice/ cool to write for fallen god to be able to sing as well, and maybe the mercenary too so they can have nights signing together. maybe fallen god can sing songs that are in their own god language or whatever, and mercenary can watch in awe
there may be others but i canât think of them rn/ they might be charas i havenât fully made yet
21. Your most artistic OC
lmao itâs a bunch of ocs that i havenât developed my ocs enough for me to know so letâs skip i guess
22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?
i mean, people get some stuff wrong about my ocs sometimes but theyâre usually so small that i really donât care about it lol
23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?
hmm they relatively stayed the same personality wise but i assure you everyoneâs changed from their initial drawing of them
24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?
that's. a really hard choice actually lol
bc i wanna be hugged by one of the parents in the monster family story i made, but i also wanna hang out w/ the characters that i can comfortably hang out w/ lol
25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)
everyoneâs got a bit of shared piece of themselves w/ their ocs donât they?
26. Have you ever had to change your OCâs design or something else about them against your will?
against my will? i canât think of anything that i changed against my will so no :V
27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?
the only two i can come up rn are: alistair (devil wears a suit and tie) and rosa (o, raven)
28. Your most dangerous OC?
i guess the chimera girl i made since sheâs trying to fit in the modern life? i mean i still havenât thought of her story yet but i know she Angery
29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone theyâre going?
ace, aiden, maybe keaton
30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?
mel, eva, roy
31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)
eliott: landscape stuff, muted colours, mystical content here and there
ace: default theme, memes, probably has a side blog thatâs more of an aesthetic blog
mel: super aesthetic blog, romance themed
32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?
literally anyone in the renegade group
i couldâve said anyone in the hunters group but theyâre all fucking idiots (lee would be more closer to the renegadeâs level tho)
33. Your shyest OC?
eliott, roy, audrey, fallen god
34. Do you have any twin characters?
i literally want to design twin ocs just to have twin ocs jdshfkjsdf
35. Any sibling characters?
audrey, dylan, and elle + eve and juno + ace and jack
36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?
nah not really lol
37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human
?? i barely have human characters in the first place, unless this one means humanoid :V
38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?
iiiii canât think of anyone other than the two parents i thought of that iâm planning to be dance teachers lmao
39. Introduce any character you want
i havenât drawn them yet but fallen god and mercenary are two unnamed characters that i recently started thinking of where fallen god falls from the heavens and looses their sight, and the merc runs from their past meet and they team up together w/ the merc being fallen godâs eyes and the fallen go being their protector
40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!
i guess it;s just sentimental ones like, first ocs, first compliments, first art/ fic of them, etc.
41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)
YEAH AND EVERYONE DRAWS THEM CUTER THAN I DO (well i mean these were from freebies, art trades/ games, and gifts but still) please check out aceâs otherâs art gallery and eliottâs otherâs art gallery, bc they have the most of them (bc i ask for them a lot lol)
42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?
whoever in middle school age i guess
43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? Itâs time to confess
big n beefy, jokesters, heart of gold
44. Something you like about your OCs in general
that i made them all (well of course not the adopted kids)
45. A character you no longer use?
everyone every time i donât focus on their story anymore than i used to ;;;;
46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?
fortunately no, and i hope no one does and itâd stop to others bc wow thatâs rude as hell
47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?
okay literally the first time i made eliott, everyone i knew wanted to adopt him as their kid lol
48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure
eliott, parker, elle (i love all of them tho :âD)
49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes
ace, roman, ricky, aiden, dylan, eva, ollie
50. Give me the good olâ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want
i love all of my babes okay good night
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