#i was ticked really ticked

[yrsonpurpose]

ways of saying i love you, without saying i love you.

[littlebitofdnd]

Sandra-Lynn and Sklonda are having a "What Do We Do About Kristen" phone call as we speak

[skyc47su]

>:/

Hopeful Steward basically telling us to go unalive ourselves. I love this kid.

Yes, I still did the quest.

[jey-draws]

Been thinking about Luca again

[bbreaddog]

Practising Goncharov Theme by @caramiaaddio on violin bc I thought it would add an extra layer of haunting…ness (is that a word?)

Here’s the excerpt I’m playing in the video:

Despite it being in a fuck off key for violin it is a really beautiful piece and it’s absolutely worth the trouble of practising in second position (world’s most hated position) and I’m HOPING 🤞 I can record and (maybe) post a full cover of it someday

[tickfleato]

high effort cooking is like... i like doing it, and i like the results, but cooking for an hour to make something i’ll finish within 5 minutes is always kinda demoralizing 

[emotinalsupportturtle]

Who wants to get in a time machine and go tell him?

from that 2005 R&J essay by David Tennant

[burstingsunrise]

now i don't wanna close my eyes 🖤🤍

[eigenraptor]

very very dramatic depiction of what it's like to loop back in ISAT

(source for time dilation)

[circusballoon]

@willabee !!!! @burbled's precious cat whom I love dearly from afar

The last time I drew her in color gets so much love and I realized it'd been a bit and I wanted to try my hand at drawing her again

Based mostly on this photo

[sysig]

You're still standing off to the side. Somehow, center stage has shifted from under your feet without you realizing, and you're standing in the wings, performing to no one.

Starring Role (Patreon)

[petite-gloom]

Do you ever feel lonely? Like not having a partner and stuff? I am 25 and don’t have a partner and I always feel like I should. Like I see friends having babies, getting married and getting houses. I sometimes feel like I’m doing it all wrong 😑

it's honestly one of those things i don't find myself thinking often about because im so preoccupied with trying to survive and manage health stuff and keeping on top of work. but yeah, sometimes. i think im someone who needs and enjoys a lot of alone time so maybe that works in my favour but if i think about it im like. yeah. would be nice to have someone. i try not to dwell on it because these days i think it can be so hard to meet people organically if you're not in education or the workplace and realistically i don't get out enough. i used to date when i lived in london but because reading was always meant to be temporary i guess i havent given it the same time or thought since moving here.

fwiw though i don't think there has to be any sort of timeframe on things. it sometimes feels like everyone around us has things all worked out but it isn't always the case behind the scenes. ive had friends stay in relationships because they've been together since school and they literally just cant face starting from scratch. its alright to just wait and see, to have other priorities, to not be ready or to be "behind." lots of people don't find their significant others until well into adulthood and that's alright. i guess what I'm saying is that i try not to worry. it'll happen if it happens and i'll pursue it when i want and feel able to. but atm my energy is funnelled directly into survival and i think thats okay too.

especially in this world, at this time, and in this economy i don't think it's unusual to feel like you're doing it "all wrong." the system is truly rigged against us and increasing numbers of young adults are living at home for lack of partner/roommate or funds. im not sure what you need to hear but you're definitely not alone, and im wishing only the best for you and your future. please try not to stress too much.

[becca-e-barnes]

Beccaaa, I'm missing darkbestfriend!bucky so much, could you spoil me, please?

Okay, hear me out. I've had SUCH a fantasy recently about those aphrodisiac supplements and how much fun they could be. I've never tried them but I've been looking into them this week and it's on my list of things to do this year 👀

I'm soooo convinced these would be right up darkbestfriend!bucky's street and he'd turn it into a bit of a game.

"Are you sure you want to try these? I don't know if you can handle them. They're pretty intense." He's watching you with a hint of a smirk on his lips, pretty confident he knows your answer before you even say it. "You know what the rules are. We take one each and you have to sit there like a good girl. You can't touch me and I can't touch you. Whoever gives in first loses."

This isn't a game you think you'll be awfully good at but you're happy to lose this one.

"Got it. Give me one." You haven't always been known for your patience but being direct pays off this time. You take a capsule each, chasing it with some water.

The first little while is easy enough. You go back to reading your book and Bucky refocuses his attention on the show he was watching.

It builds slowly. You notice the heat first, originating at the base of your spine, fizzling outwards. Within a few minutes you feel it right to your fingertips but it's still bearable.

Bearable until the dull throb settles deep inside you. You feel your sex tightening and releasing and you've got no control over the flutters of arousal that have taken over your body. Fuck, you're wet. You have no idea how but you can feel it already when you press your thighs together beneath the skirt of your dress.

The heat building in your body creeps higher. You find yourself rereading the same sentence of your book over and over and you still have no idea what the hell it said. You need to cool down. Or touch yourself. Since the latter is banned, you settle for taking your jacket off, laying it neatly on the bed.

"Holy fuck, that's cheating." Bucky sounds more than a little strained, his eyes trained on the exposed neckline of your dress and your bare shoulders. "Fuck it, you win."

Within a second you feel his lips are on yours, his body slotting on top of you and this is exactly what you need. His hand trails up the inside of your thighs, groaning against your lips when he finds what he's looking for.

"Jesus, you soaked through your panties." He can't slow down. Not that you want him to. There's a desperation in you both that you'd quite happily drown in, given the chance.

Your clothes fall into a heap on the floor, along with his and although you've hardly even touched him he's rock hard and throbbing; his tip leaking precum that he smears over the slick folds of your cunt.

It's never felt like this before. You're so sensitive, you can do nothing but whimper. You don't know what you need him to do but you know you need more.

"Bucky please. Oh God, please fuck me. I-I can't..." You press your hips up off the bed, hoping to achieve whatever it is that you need but you have no such luck.

"Is this what you want?" He's overconfident, slapping his length against the softest part of your body, enjoying the obscene sounds.

As soon as you nod, he slides himself into your body, almost sobbing at the feeling of you around him. Despite all his teasing, he's convinced he needed this even more than you did.

The first few thrusts feel insane in the very best way. You can't stop yourself from moaning and you certainly can't help the way you try to meet his hips with your own, ensuring he's as deep inside you as possible.

"You've gotta be quiet, honey. Whole damn street can hear you getting fucked like a desperate slut." He's right but you're surprised he cares. "Open that pretty mouth."

You do as you're told, waiting for him to fill your mouth with his fingers or maybe spit in it but you weren't expecting him to set your own heavy, wet panties on your waiting tongue. "Gonna get you addicted to the way you taste. Just like I am." He keeps his hand clamped over your lips, his hips stuttering while he pumps you full of his cum but that doesn't mean he's finished. Not even close.

[the-eclectic-wonderer]

Yes, of course I have a thing for the rich lady that sets up elaborate games to hunt and eat people for sport. She’s British she’s posh she’s old she’s commanding and she’s morally revolting. How the hell am I supposed not to have a thing for her

[good-beansdraws]

Mutual left this tag on one of my Fuuta analyses and yeah...

Part two of "Fuuta’s central theme is invasion of privacy and he has extreme anxiety over being watched, so it's interesting that we get to pick him apart and see all his worst, most private thoughts" :(

[what-the-bally-hell]

I DID SOME TED FANART BC MY SKRUNGLY LITTLE BABYGIRL IS SUFFERING CONSTANTLY AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

(I made a version with a halo and with piercings)

(and yes I didn't draw the clock I couldn't be bothered)