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So I was late to work this morning because I got distracted playing with my belly😅 yes of course I recorded a little something for y’all 😘
#I like flowers and all my sheets are either green or have floral prints#Jesus I’m so soft#fat doughball#bhm#ffa bhm#ffa#female fat admirer#female feeder#male feedee
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WOOOOOOOOOO
I GOT A HATEFUL MESSAGE ON ANON AND I IMMEDIATELY DELETED IT WITHOUT GIVING THEM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT
I am FLOURISHING!
#I’ll probably delete this later but I’m proud of myself so I’ll celebrate for a sec! just for now 😅😅😅#I surmised a couple days back/sometimes last week that I’m an easy target for such anons#because I always respond sincerely to hateful messages and just assume whatever I’m being told or accused of is true#I got another one earlier today that I couldn’t tell if they were being hateful or sincere but poorly worded but either way it stung#and while I did respond to it I ended up taking it down#I intend for this to be my method for dealing with hateful or questionable anons going forward! no more feeding the mean voices!#what better way to get them off your back than to bore them with a lack of reaction? 😅#I try to be open and communicative but it can (and routinely does I feel) backfire on me… so sometimes the answer really IS just giving up#people can think what they want. I’m just having a good time with my fat hairy italian and his statuesque princess wife#peaches screams into the void
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SHEIN has done me dirty
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Hannibal and Will side-profiles I did for art class
#my artwork#hannibal#Hannibal nbc#will graham#hannibal lecter#rambling in tags#the Hannibal fandom got me#have fat crush on Mads Mikkelsen and Hugh Dancy#I do love drawing side profiles#not Batman related either but don’t worry I’m cooking up some BTAS stuff so be on the lookout#art class is so unserious - They just legit just let us draw fanart and the teacher is so chill about it#this drawing isn’t a standalone - it’s actually apart of a multimedia project - I made a collage
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Once I’m consistently making decent money I need to invest in. Better clothes
#I’m too shirtpants with my outfits . need more basics#genuine question do other fat people wear button up shirts? or is that only a skinny people thing#txt#I don’t own a single button up that fits me they all either are huge in the shoulders or I have crazy button gaps
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hot weather is the enemy how am I supposed to wear my emotional support crewneck + binder + collared shirt + beanie + pants + tall socks when it’s 80° 😔
#but in all seriousness I have no CLUE what to wear in the summer without either feeling dysphoric or getting heat stroke#all of my favorite outfits include long sleeved button ups with sweaters and pants#and now all I have makes me look like I’m cosplaying a frat boy 😔#does anybody have any summer fits advice for a fat pre t trans guy#trans#ftm#lgbtq#trans man#transgender#transgender man#transmasc#trans pride#donnieisaprettyboy#ftm problems
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✨ Friendly reminder - I don’t find spam liking a compliment. If you have a sfw blog or don’t want to reblog nsfw posts for whatever reason then I’d suggest either making a side blog specifically for promoting content creators or send a tip to show love 🫶
#I’ve been away for awhile#ngl I forgot a few of things that drove me a little crazy#(little or a lot depending on what it is)#idk I find spam liking to be like a slap in the face#either I think that person thinks I’m hot enough to keep in their likes (spank bank) but not hot enough to reblog#or they’re ashamed or embarrassed for liking fat girls???#cause I know there’s plenty of those people still out there#I just generally could never see spam liking as a compliment#spam liking along with spam reblogging?#bro go for it#maybe even leave me some cute tags to look at later 🫣#but idk just spam liking and leaving it at that is just rude in my opinion#I know everyone feels differently but that’s just how I feel#anyway if any of you spam likers want to send a tip#my cashapp is still $rosicheeks420#shut up rosie#rosie speaks
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hello prosekai fandom. i would like you to tell me your fat hcs for the cast. this can be after the specific character has aged a little (so in a timeskip). i do not want to hear muscular. i want to hear fat.
#☆ narcissus.txt#/not forced obviously#im just. id like to hear a little bit of fat rep#the game doesn’t give us any which is so so sad#if anyone tells me a thin hc i delete this post#or if anyone chooses to talk about how thin they are in the tags/replies and how hard it is for them to imagine sekai ocs fat.#i’m not fat either it’s literally it’s not that hard to imagine people with bodies that are more than twigs#tw weight mention#tw weight talk#sorry chat this is a lot more confrontational than my typical posts#ask to tag#might make a silly ask game to make up for this later#if im being a dick here then call me on it but i’m mostly just tired of the lack of diversity in body sizes
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I’m in chicken hell. I agreed to watch my moms birds while she gallivants for the month of December. I’m disabled but she said it would just be a matter of filling tubs of food.
It’s. Awful. We had chickens growing up. They had a big run, with a large insulated indoor coop, heat lamps, and table scraps. They got grain and water and had room to forage for bugs and plants.
But her current coop is a fucking nightmare. It’s a wire mesh cage with a roof, plastic along the sides, and a foot deep floor of filthy shit and straw to stand on. Their water was fully clogged with said straw, and one of the chickens was just dragging a lame foot around the first time I came to check on them.
I was distressed about the injured chicken but my mom said she just hasn’t had time to deal with it since it hatched. The chicken is a year old at least. There’s like six or seven chickens being kept in what I generously suppose to be 5x5 space for the month my parents are gone.
Today I was at my breaking point. I wanted to at least give them fresh water since they’re casually confined to a closet. All the hoses are completely disconnected and scattered wildly around with no clear hook up. There’s a gigantic green bucket full of water that I can’t feasibly do anything with.
When I called my mom indicated that I was being ridiculous and hysterical about it as they’re just chickens. But I could lay down straw if I wanted and use the green bucket for water. I had to explain that no, I’m not physically able to do either of those things. She said she’d call a neighbor to do it.
I went rogue and let them out to browse in an area they’re not supposed to be in for as long as I had energy to stand watch then regretfully hustled them back into their wretched coop.
#ramblies#I’m honestly so upset about it#I can’t feasibly call any hotlines either because their yard is so enclosed that it would clearly point to my ratting on her#my betrothed is gonna come with me this weekend and we’ll bring scraps and let them browse as much as we can#one year my parents got these wretched meat birds that get so fat they can’t stand and didn’t understand why I was so upset to see them#like that meat is not going to even be nutritional because good chicken meat comes from bugs and greens and movement#and I had to bring a fucking slideshow of reasons why they should not raise birds like that#it’s a truly evil thing humanity did to breed those birds#like I believe it’s your responsibility to give any creature in your care a good life#and even if you’re going to eat it it should get to run and play and enjoy life#I think chickens are stupid little terror birds but they still deserve nice things! they should get to scratch around and run and be silly
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“Aw she looks like she gives good hugs!”
“Oh she’s so cute I want to pinch her cheeks!”
Hey maybe she’s gonna push you to the ground and spit in your mouth, how’s about that
#this is bought to you by short fat women being desexualised#fuck offfff#it’s either fetishised or complexely desexed just staaaahp#to delete#suggestive#I’m just sick of there being a fatter person in a shot with two thin people and the others get called goddess and then the fat woman is awww#stoopppp
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steaming hot take but there are just some things self diagnosed people just can’t talk over professionally diagnosed people about
#actual sugar post#don’t kill me for this I’m autistic#and I’m not completely anti self dx either#the medical industry is awful and has the power to take away the benefits my diagnosis allowed me to access at any time#and I’m not going to pretend that professional diagnosis is always the most reliable option because there is a lot of ingrained bias#but at a certain point#if you are self diagnosed you have to understand that you and I are different#and you have to be willing to listen to us sometimes#and hell. sometimes you’ll even have to listen to a doctor on the subject#sometimes their input can be valuable when they’re not calling you a fat hysterical bitch and asking you to cough up thousands of dollars#I’m not denying your symptoms and experiences as a self diagnosed person. i don’t know you and im not living your life#but maybe a second opinion from someone who’s been diagnosed is a bit more valuable than you think it is#we’ve had a lot of experiences that you haven’t#besides. You don’t need a label to acknowledge something you’re going through or validate your problems#for example it doesn’t NEED to always be autism if you show a few traits. you can just tell people you show those traits#do whatever makes life easier for you. you don’t need all these labels to have these issues#I’m going to get the worst anons for this I just know it#idk#sugars opinions#self diagnosis#professional diagnosis#autism stuff#autism#actually autistic#neurodivergent#adhd#audhd#actually audhd
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I just dumped some soap into a pot I was pouring water into to soak overnight & some of the soap got on my thumb by accident & I just automatically licked it like I would if a bit of food got on it 😭 whole moment
#I don’t know if this is a symptom of me being greedy & fat or fucking dumb but it’s funny to me either way 😂#rose.txt#I was mulling hot cider it’s sooo good I’ve been putting just a little bourbon in & leaving a pot of this stuff on the stove on low#in the evenings &?#fr chefs kiss#the soap? not so much chefs kiss. very yucky. 0/10#.5/10 if I’m being generous
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#incapable of seeing people and not crying after it seems!!!!!! I’m glad that I get time alone but now I’m Super Alone again which.#I am just tired. of being alone all the time! not having friends around! not seeing people! being ignored!#and just like. I’m tired of being so good at everything else in my life except for having relationships and having my shit together#but then not being able to figure out how to find friends or make anyone interested in me or whatever#like I don’t really even want to date someone except for the fact that it would make me less lonely!#and it’s also just so ridiculous bc like. idk. I just have no idea how to even like put out into the world that I would like to be seen!#and seen as someone who is attractive! and wants to have friends! just. god. they should make a being in ur 20s that doesn’t make u sad.#like I don’t hate being fat in the same way as I used to but I do know my life would be easier if I was skinny. and I would be like pretty#or whatever! just. ugh. it doesn’t help that I’m not perceived as like anything other than woman half the time either. I need. a hug.#and more friends I can talk to who aren’t dating each other. I have those but they don’t. talk to me.#so it’s. whatever#roxy talks
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Someone tell me why last semester me signed up for a Monday class that ends at 9pm and a Tuesday class that starts at 9am. Oh god
#im going to die.. I’m not strong enough to do that again#they’re both at the other campus so add a fat 45min-hour commute on either end#ghgshfhahbdhfj help
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I need people to stop drawing Zelda as this weird helpless skinny girl. Yall…. She has muscles….
She’s more ripped than link even. This annoys me so much SHE HAS MUSCLES I’m so sick of ppl drawing her as a twig.
“Women’s bodies are different and hard to draw blah blah more mysoginistic crap” literally learn how to draw. It’s not hard. Trace over the images to learn the shapes. Stop drawing just skinny ppl and grow a backbone for crying out loud.
#I feel this way about so many characters but Zelda is my biggest gripe#and also in botw she’s not really fat but she’s not skinny either#I’m just so sick of this#yk these same people will get mad at me for headcanoning Nya as fat or drawing a character black#guess what you’re doing bud the same thing as me but whitewashed and skinny
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I could be a bitch if I were hot/attractive. But nah, I am the ugliest mf You will Meet. Not a horrible thing, but i can’t be a bitch cause all my visible flaws .. people know what to go after. (Though I feel like If The First or only thing You do is Go After ppl’s physical shit.. ur a fuckin horrible person and I want to burn you at 300 degrees F)
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#stfu.001#just a thought tbh#like I can fuckin deal with being fat nd shit#but being ugly too???? fuck no#it’s either I’m fat and pretty or I’m skinny and ugly#god just hated me when I was made fr#wdym You made me ugly And Gave me addictive genes so now I’m addicted to eating?
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