#i'll keep playing bc hopefully it gets better

[slayerdurge]

(so... uh... how far into dai do you have to get before it starts being good?)

[stylestarkey]

TWO DOORS DOWN │ 01

𐙚 a rafe cameron social media au

pairings — famous!rafe X pogue!femaleOC (f.c christina nadin)

summary — IN WHICH the cameron siblings turn to social media in a desperate attempt to track their childhood neighbour, who also turns out to be a huge fan of sarah.

warnings — swearing!

navigation — masterlist 01 02

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sarahcameron  found this pic as rafe & i were looking through the family photo album ! help us find the girl on the left, all he remembers is she used to bite rafe when we were neighbours in figure 8 LOL so insta, do your thing 👀

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user1 BABY SARAH ↳ user2 THE WAY RAFE IS HOLDING HER- ↳  sarahcameron don’t be fooled, he used to chase me with scissors ↳  user2 i- ↳  user3  THATS MY DREAM ↳  user4  WAKE UP queen just did her vs runway debut and y’all are thirsting over rafe ... ↳  user3  can u blame us

topperthornton  is she the reason why rafe has a scar on his right arm ↳  sarahcameron  yes and i’m glad she did that ↳  rafecameron  might have to tattoo it ngl ↳  user5  please do!! i'll get the same tattoo <3

user6  y’all better find this girl NOW

rafecameron  5 year old me had a teeny crush on her ↳  user7  WHAT ↳  user8  why not me ↳  user9  unknown girl is the luckiest person rn and she probably doesn’t even know it

user9  do you know her name? ↳  rafecameron  used to call her elle. ↳  user10  KING REPLIED SJNKDFNJSFJZ ↳  user11  are u still breathing ↳  user10  no. i’m moaning

cleoanderson  @/kiecarrera this could be elyna HAHAHA ↳  kiecarrera  a girl can dream! ↳  elynajavier  wait guys that’s me ↳  cleoanderson  girl don’t play w us

user12  that’s mee! ↳  user13  no way bcs that’s me too ↳  user14 shut up OMG she's my sister ↳ user15 this fandom has reached the peak level of delusion

note 𐙚 — hii! this is my first smau & first time actually posting so i honestly don't know how being a tumblr writer works BUT one thing i know is that it takes soo much time (also with exporting photos). i'll try to make a decent masterlist / nav. / tag list soon but enjoy this for now! i'm currently on uni break so hopefully this keeps me busy. lmk your thoughts!! - H <3

[pumpkins-journal]

✮ When He Smiles ✮

gn!reader x choso (can be platonic or pre-relationship)

You're curious about how the man could be so expressive, and yet... (Pure fluff n vibes)

inspired by that one panel of embarrassed choso and the thought of him sending dog stickers w a straight face just tickles me

also posting this on mobile bc im impatient so sorry its a bit ugly looking aUGH i might fix it when i get home (update i fixed it a lil)

Choso was an enigma to you. When you talk to him he'd have an aura of indifference about everything around him. He always seemed so… detached. Even with pestering his dear half-brother to call him big brother, the only semblance of excitement he'd show was a slight pitch in tone laced with a firm insistence.

Which is why you'd be caught off guard when you’d start communicating via text. You’d double-take at the cute emojis attached to his messages, the occasional puppy stickers meeting your gaze. 

you: choso is that a dog choso: Yes. Yuji taught me how to send these stickers. Do you like them? you: yea i do! choso: I'm glad. I'll be sure to keep using them then. 😄 choso: He also taught me how emojis work.

It was especially curious when you’d find yourself looking over his shoulder, watching him respond to his little brother in the same manner- emojis, stickers and all- and your eyes would trail up to see that same deadpanned look on his face. Once he returned your gaze, you leaned back, face warm with embarrassment.

“Ah, sorry. Was I too close?” you asked. 

“No, you’re fine.” Choso shook his head before showing his screen. “Yuji was showing me a trailer for a movie he'd like to see. It's supposed to be about the lives of people, their relationship with the creatures in their world and teamwork.” You looked down at the screen, watching a scene of a young boy with a small yellow mouse-like creature.

“I think I may like this one. He reminds me of Yuji.”

You couldn't help but smile at this.

“You really love your brother, huh?”

“I do.” he lowered the phone as the video played. “I love all of my brothers equally and as deeply. As the oldest, it's my duty to protect them and care for them.”

“Hmm.” you mused as you sat next to him while he replied to the messages. You stared out into the fields before you and leaned back, the silence keeping you company.

“Hey, Choso?”

“Hm?”

You tapped your finger against the bench, trying to form the question in your head.

“I've noticed that you don't… really emote much? Not outside of fighting, I mean. Not that that's a bad thing! I was just curious.”

“Hm.”

The silence made you acutely aware of an uncomfortable pit in your stomach, already regretting asking a question that probably drew more attention to how different he was.

Something you already know he struggles with.

“Hey, uh, you don't have to answer–”

“I'm not the best at expressing myself.”

You paused, tilting your head at him in surprise. His face was still focused on the screen.

“Emotions are draining. It takes so much energy to smile, to cry, to laugh. I can feel it all, and I embrace it– it helps me feel the slightest bit human, but it's hard to convey that. I'm aware oftentimes it makes me come across as uncaring, so I'm thankful for learning about emojis and stickers. Hopefully they can get across my feelings better when I talk to others.”

He turned to you, head tilted ever so slightly.

“Sorry if you’ve been uncomfortable all this time.”

“What- no!” You waved a hand. “It’s not a big deal, I was just curious! It kinda makes sense in a way, lots of people are like that.”

“..Are they?” You didn't miss how his eyes widened just a touch at this. You nodded with a smile.

“Yeah, some people can speak their mind, while others struggle. It's just a part of being human, I think. It doesn't make you weird or anything like that! Y'know, Nanami also tends to be straight faced, it adds to his vibe.”

“Yes, but I'm also aware that his 'vibes' make him incompatible outside of sorcery work. He doesn't seem to like to entertain Yuji or the other children when they're having fun, unlike Gojo.”

“What, do you wanna be like Gojo then?”

You watched as his face scrunched up in response, the line across his nose becoming uneven.

“I would rather be exorcised, actually.”

You paused at this before breaking out in a fit of laughter. Choso watched as joyful tears rolled down your cheeks, grin stretching from ear to ear. The mark on his nose settled into a warmer, more bubby form as a gentle smile appeared on his face.

A smile that you caught as you opened your eyes, your heart skipping a beat.

“..Hey, Choso?”

“Mh-hm?”

Your smile softened as well, cheeks tingling from your earlier outburst.

“You have a very handsome smile.”

The male tensed at this, covering his face as he turned away. You grinned at his bashfulness, nudging him slightly.

“Oh, c'mon! Can't take a compliment?” you teased, watching his ears turn a few shades darker. He tried to shoo you away with his free hand, only succeeding in making your playful bullying more insistent.

Expressionless or not, you knew that when Choso felt things, he felt them with everything he had.

That being said, you made sure to treasure the memory of his smile for the rest of your days, a rare treat for you and you only.

[physics-of-one-piece]

I absolutely cannot wait for “I’ll build castles for you, my love”!!! I’m now a sucker for possessive soft, brought to his knees for you Doflamingo. I’m so excited to see how you write the full fic since I’m so in love with the little snippets you’ve written so far! Sending lots of love and writing inspo your way!!! ❤️❤️

Aaaa, I'm excited too, anon! Thank you so much for this lovely message, for sending the inspo my way, and I am sending you all the love! ❤️❤️

I took a bit of a break from writing I'll build castles for you, my love since I went all out and wrote like 15k overall in like a week or two and I've been writing what I call Red Suit Doffy Fic which is set sorta in the same setting, except Doffy manages to get Reader right away before the marines come pick her up so...

I just used it as an excuse because my jaw was on the floor when I saw North Blue Doffy wearing his red suit on Minion Island. Just... On the floor. God, he looks so ✨FINE✨ 😩

Possessive, soft, brought down on his knees for you Doflamingo is def my favourite Doffy to write. He has his soft moments, but he is def also an absolute gaslighting asshole. I always try to keep Doffy... Well, Doffy. For, I'll build castles for you, my love by having that last remaining bit of you as family via your connection to Rosinante, he clings to you a... A lot. He doesn't show you at first, but oh boy, the more times he visits, the more times he sees you, he just... There is a flutter in his chest that gets stronger and stronger with every visit. You're his, your baby with Rosinante might as well be his, too. Forget Rosi. Doflamingo's the better brother - he is the one who walked out of Minion Island alive, after all, and he wouldn't have done that if he wasn't better, now would he?

I think the most fun (read terrifying) thing has been just writing that Celestial Dragon Thought Process™ Doflamingo has, and after rewatching Ep 733 where he explains his view of people to Luffy, seeing on how he treats "humans" depending on his fondness/feelings for them is interesting. And also, Celestial Dragon Traditions which are FUCKED UP. They're 800 years old, so there will be some fucked up practices they consider normal which Doflamingo sticks with - such as the head of the CD family having a right to marry his dead sibling's spouse and taking his family as his own! Isn't that neat? 😊 It's totally normal for Doffy to fantasize about marrying you. Totally normal for him!

Okay, I am now obliged to share a snippet from I'll build castles for you, my love bcs your message made me so happy, thank you for sending it, anon. Lemme just skim and see sth non-spoilery (hopefully)...

***

“Nothing would stop me from coming back to you,” growled Doflamingo, his forehead creased in a frown, his smile gone; he wasn't playing around anymore. “There could be an army of ten thousand in my way, and I’d still come back to you!”

You froze. Your hand went limp in Doflamingo’s massive grip. He was crowding your space, infringing upon your personal bubble without a thought for your comfort, invasive. His tanned hand clutched yours, dwarfing it.

“Why can’t you get that?” he demanded, his face intimately, terrifyingly close to yours. 

***

I need everyone to know Doffy SPEEDRUNS the Grand Line and gets his warlord title a MONTH after Rosi's death in this fic so he can be there for Reader during her pregnancy. You thought Luffy's crew did a great speedrun? Nah, the Donquixote Pirates invented the Grand Line Speedrun.

Thank you for the kind message, anon. Sending all the love to you ❤️

[sunnyy3d]

Hi again

Ok so I am currently obsessed with Matt smith and Alex Kingston so I wanted to know if you would write a 11th/river/reader fanfic where the reader is a companion that just started travelling with them but for some reason she is immortal and always finds them but she doesn’t totally understand how the meeting keeps happening between them all so she just jumped from a new tune where she was happily married to the doctor and river but now she meets river/melody who doesn’t know her yet and she gets jealous bc she over heard them talking about another girl(her just younger) and it leads to the doctor having to explain to her that they aren’t at that time yet and river gifts her a journal so she can write down where and how they keep meeting hopefully this makes enough sense and you would want to write it I just want some fluff/cuteness along with confusion on time travel

Timeless Love| 11th Doctor x River x Reader

A/N: Requests open! (Obviously)

God, I'm so nauseous. Will I ever get used to that? I really wish that I had my own TARDIS; it'd be so much better than a vortex manipulator. The Doctor calls it "cheap and nasty time travel," and he's not wrong. Of course, I'll never let him know that, though.

I let the dizziness subside before opening my eyes. I'm facing a wall? I've gotta go through the checklist. Okay, first is smell. It smells... old? Like antiques and dust. Why is smell first anyway? The second is hearing. I hear sirens, which leads to the next part: sight. To go with the sirens, I see a red flashing light coming from a bulb farther up the wall. That's always a good sign! Last but not least, the 360. Well, it's more like a 180, but that's beside the point. I spin only to find a gun pointed at my head. My smile immediately drops, the excitement of being in a new environment being replaced with dread. What have I gotten myself into this time?

"Oi, don't touch the fez! Wait, no, don't take it," I hear from behind the brute holding the gun.

"Don't listen to him. Please take the fez," I'd recognize those voices from anywhere. Especially the sarcasm... It only makes sense that they're around when I find myself in trouble. I can't let myself get distracted; this is a life-or-death situation. Just do what The Doctor taught you. Be rational and observe.

Peering past the gun, I see a creature I've never seen before in my time with The Doctor. This thing is enormous, at least a foot or two taller than me. They (it?) have on a suit of armor--similar to what would be found back on Earth-- that obscures its face. Maybe it's a security guard? It would make sense, considering that behind it are glass cases that hold artifacts.

Regardless, this creature's sheer size means I can't fight it. At least not successfully. That throws all of the self-defense skills River taught me out of the window. I really wish she was here. Oh wait... she is. I'll just have to play the innocent card. It shouldn't be hard, considering that I am innocent. I put my hands up beside my head as a sign of surrender, careful to go at a speed that's not threatening. "I just got here, I swear. I have no idea what's going on," I reason. I have a feeling that it's not gonna work well.

"Oh, look who it is! Where have you been?" Looking past the guard, I spot The Doctor and River being led in by another guard.

I sigh, "It's not what it looks like."

"It's exactly what it looks like!" The Doctor interrupts with his stupid smile.

"Honey, can you shut please? I kinda have a gun in my face right now," I plead.

"Oh right..."

"Excuse me, sir?" River distracts the guard in front of me.

"We're going to have to ask you to put that gun down. Darling, you might want to duck." Without even thinking, I follow her instructions. I trust River and The Doctor with my life. What kind of wife would I be otherwise? Being stuck between the wall and the fight, I have no choice but to crawl away.

I'm hiding behind one of the cases when The Doctor comes around the corner, disheveled and panting. It's a good look at him. His hair is messy before he runs a hand through it and flashes his signature smile. God, I could kiss him. But now's not the time. We're in the middle of a fight. I say we, but I really mean River. "What are you doing?" I yell.

"I could ask you the same thing!" Loud shots hit the walls around us. I peek around the corner and see two more guards have shown up as reinforcement.

A bullet flies past my head, and I quickly take my retreat behind the case. "Look! We'll have to save this conversation for after we get out of whatever situation you got us into this time. River needs help." The Doctor gives me an offended look.

"River does NOT need help, no thanks to you guys," she says sarcastically.

The Doctor and I come out from behind the case. "What are you guys even doing here?" I ask with my hands on my hips.

"Uhh... we're picking something up," The Doctor answers nervously. I nod, my lips drawing into a thin line as I give him a skeptical hum. It's probably not worth questioning, and I probably won't get a straight answer.

"And you are?" River questions, looking me up and down. Even after being with her for a while, I still get butterflies when she looks at me like that.

But the butterflies are scooped up by my confusion. "What do you mean, River? We've been-"

"SPOILERS," The Doctor interjects. "If you'll just give us a moment, please?" I nod as he drags River away. They huddle together with their backs facing me. Clearly, I'm not supposed to hear this conversation, but it doesn't stop me from trying. Unfortunately, they're just out of earshot, so I can only hear a few words.

Focusing on their conversation, I piece together some parts. "She's... beautiful... amazing... younger... she's like..." The Doctor explains with expressive hands. Occasionally, River glances back at me with a smile.

Who are they talking about like that? It has to be someone special. Why else would they keep it a secret from me? More importantly, why is River saying she doesn't know me? Has she had her memory wiped? Clearly, The Doctor knows who I am, but he's also acting weird. What has happened to our marriage? Did all of the intimate moments that we shared go down the drain? All the adventures forgotten?

I'm so lost in thought that it takes me a second to realize that they've finished their conversation and have started walking back towards me. I quickly stand straight, suddenly incredibly self conscious. I cross my arms and frown, "So, who's this mystery woman and why did you have to talk about her in secret?" I know my words reek of jealousy, but I can't help it. We've been married for so long, and yet here they are talking about some other woman.

The Doctor sighs, thinking about how he should respond. "We were talking about you. I know it might not make too much sense right now, but River and I aren't in the same timeline as you."

"This is actually my first time meeting you, I'm afraid. Though I'm sure it won't be the last," River looks me up and down with a smirk. I blush and look away. Even if this is her first time meeting me, she still has to flirt.

Everything is starting to make sense now. All of the times when The Doctor or River thought that they had done something with me but hadn't. Or when they'd forget simple things. It's not that they forgot; it just hadn't happened to them yet. Why didn't I think of this before? And why hadn't they explained this to me earlier? Why does time have to be so complicated?

"This happens all of the time with me and River. It's honestly quite annoying to figure out," The Doctor chuckles.

"You know, that actually makes a lot of sense. Things are starting to come together now. That explains why you guys are so confusing sometimes. Sorry, extra confusing sometimes." The couple laughs before River holds up her finger, saying hold on and grabbing her bag off her back. She rummages through it momentarily before letting out a small 'aha.' I look at The Doctor with my eyebrows scrunched in confusion. He only shrugs. River pulls out what she was looking for. I see a look of recognition flash across The Doctor's face before I can tell what it is.

"Here," she holds out a book. It's a royal blue and has squares on it like the TARDIS. It looks naturally worn, its deckled pages ready to hold a story. "I have a smiliar journal. I use it to keep track of my encounters with this idiot. Maybe you can do the same?" She suggests with a warm smile.

From this distance, I can see how young she is. Though she doesn't look much different, her eyes tell a different story. They have more youth to them, more innocence. Let's be honest: River has never truly been innocent. But she is more innocent than the River that I know best. I smile as I take the journal in my hands. It's perfect. It'll be easy to carry around, and it is absolutely gorgeous.

So much has yet to come for The Doctor and River, both terrible and happy. And even though I have lived through things that they haven't, they have lived through things that I haven't. This book will hold stories that cannot be shared with the ones I love the most. If I were to share it, it could ruin everyone's timeline. Time is a delicate balance of... wibbly, wobbly, timey, wimey... stuff. Okay, I'll admit that wasn't the most eloquent I have been, but it'll have to do.

With a smile, I look up at my husband and wife (well, future for them), "Thank you. I have a feeling that I'll be using this a lot."

[charlesxavierthirster3000]

Heyy mills! Hopefully you're ok with requests rn, if not feel free to ignore this <3 How do you feel about writing angsty Logan fics? I got a sort of idea of Logan giving fem reader mixed signals, probs cause he's so obsessed with Jean 🙄😮‍💨 but she's (reader) helplessly in love w him and he keeps flirting with her but then also flirting with Jean and she's just sad and conflicted?? Maybe Logan's aware of her feelings too but he doesn't know how to navigate those feelings so he keeps playing this game not knowing (or knowing) that it's hurting the reader? You can choose happy/sad ending but I just wanted to get the idea out hehe (and sorry it's super long :0)

Oml this is such an interesting plotline ☹️ I love angsty Logan but I never knew what typa plot to establish 😚😚 Dw abt the length of your request btw! It's even better bcs I have a lot to work off of :3 Thank you sm for requesting, I'll start working on it soon <3

[ilsanslut]

UPDATE! SEMI-HIATUS STILL IN EFFECT.

hiya lovelies, long time no chat! ♡

first off, i would like to thank all of you for all the love on my bots and support on j.ai as of late! i wish c.ai was as interactive so that i may interact with you all there as well, but i'm certainly feeling the love on the alt site.

though, there is a massive elphant in the room, and that is my consistent inactivity AND long periods of disappearing without a trace.

if you are interested in knowing how i'll precede in the future and how my content will be affected, please proceed below the cut.

so, first thing's first - work. i'm incredibly busy outside of the internet and if i'm not working, i'm most likely sleeping. just to reiterate, that is mainly because i'm a full-time nurse and work 3-4 12hr night shifts a week. for this reason, the main reasoning behind my inactivity should be self-explanatory.

secondly, i am not ignoring my inbox requests. i see them all and i hear you! however, for the aforementioned reasons, i have not replied and i apologize for keeping you all in the dark. while i cannot get to everyone, i've taken some of the requests into consideration and, in the future, bots will be published to hopefully fulfill them. it will be in no particular order, however, requests that interest me the most or involve my favorite characters (bc im a hopeless simp) will be indulged in first. sorry if this is unappealing, but this is the best way for me to pump out some content without burning out my muse for writing so quickly.

thirdly, c.ai vs. j.ai. as of late, i have been more active on my j.ai as opposed to my c.ai. that is simply because, once again, i'm a hopeless delulu simp and j.ai feeds me better than c.ai does, despite c.ai having the better ai responses/organizaiton. that being said, i have had multiple requests to convert j.ai bots to c.ai and vice versa. in due time, i play to convert my c.ai bots into j.ai FIRST and then proceed to converting my j.ai bots into c.ai.

that being said, due to my slow efforts, some of you can take the liberty of converting my bots on your own. all i'm asking is that if you want to use my bots, please, PLEASE credit me or state that my bot inspired your own (if they are very similar) and please ask/tell me either in my j.ai comments or tumblr inbox before you do so that there's no confusion later down the line. seeing as your reading this far, this should be no issue. thank you, lovelies.

if yall do see anyone stealing/using my works, please, let me know, report it, and/or make others aware that the content is stolen. i would appreciate it so, so much. 🫶🏾

lastly, i'll be active here and there and maybe share a little blurb or a horny/fluffy thought every now and then, but it will take some time for me to get back into writing full fics like i was before. if i'm honest i barely even read smut anymore after indulging in so many ai bots and only use tumblr to either check my inbox or to promote my own bots. however, this does not mean that i've stopped writing. once i'm able to fully balance work and writing, i'll be back to writing fics in no time!

but if i'm honest, that's pretty much it from me! i look forward to interacting with you all soon, and hope you all have a gorgeous day/night! ♡

[aryomengrande]

lil teaser for my upcoming art series + life update (long post ahead)

so i havent been on here real-time much lately (most of my posts are queued) bc ive been adjusting to my OCD medication (ᵕ—ᴗ—) it really makes me drowsy and i'm already a sleepy girl so i keep getting knocked out lmao and yes, after 27 years, i finally got the guts to go to a psychiatrist lol. the reason why i did is bc i had a medical check-up and even though it was normal and the highs and lows were not worrisome, my mind js went haywire. but this isn't the first time, i was always like this. ive mentioned a bunch of times i studied biology and our school required yearly medical check-up and yearly i would lose my mind over it. i'd downplay it to overthinking. fast forward to now, i can't function without any music, movie, or podcast playing in the background. i always need something to overlay my thoughts that are always centered in anxiety. when i leave our house i would suddenly question whether i locked the doors and gate, turned off the stove, or pulled out the plugs. if my cat was home alone, i'd contact my mom to check the cctv what he was doing cause i was worried he was poisoned or sumn.

when i first shared this to my mom, i got the typical 'you just need to pray more'. so i waited for her and my siblings to be out of the city to visit a psychiatrist. lo and behold, i got diagnosed with OCD and got prescribed anti-anxiety and antidepressants. i walked out of there and stuff started to make sense. why i crash out when my routine's not followed, why i have the innate need to do things specifically and refuse to do stuff in a different way. and while i'm happy that the meds worked and finally my mind could shut up for once, i still worried abt hiding this from my mom.

eventually i did tell her and at first she was like 'it's all in your head, you js have to know how to deal with it' and i was like you know it's not, you know i was like this in college i would freak out waiting for results. btw my mom is a psychology degree holder so this is frustrating to me until she said she studied psych to understand the mind. she was like me too and ig she found refuge in praying. but i told her my mind is not normal anymore, i cant keep thinking abt our house burning bc i forgot to turn off the gas or getting ransacked bc i forgot to lock the door. then she said she was like this too bc her dad/my grandfather would also think he had a terminal illness from js a headache. would have a faith healer come and put leaves on him or something and had my mom carry some type of amulet for protection when she was in school. rn, my grandfather is also taking antidepressants, im not sure what for so i js told her mental illness is hereditary. that i think it's better that i got diagnosed early on rather than later bc i might god forbid become psychotic. i told her im not going to be dependent on the medication and that i will eat healthier and exercise until the dosage is smaller.

after that, she accepted it and offered to pay for my medication ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) which is great bc the healthcare in this country is expensive as fuck.

i think i js wanted to share this bc everything is going super slow with me and the medication is toning down my emotions which is like one chamber of the heart of drawing. i will still continue to draw and take commissions ofc, it's my spine, it was my free clonazepam and fluoxetine lol, js a tad slower. hopefully i'll get well soon and also, i hope those who are afraid to seek mental help, you have my support (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡

[astrovvitches]

Loved the art you shared with Herald, his puppy energy is really shining through and I can't wait to see your take on Ortega! Would love to know more about Arden too if possible? What is their canon run look like? What path are they on? Anything you could share about their relationships?

awe thank u for the kind words 🥹🥹 & also !!!! thank u for being interested in my MC …

trying to keep it mostly spoiler free for anyone who just comes across this post and hasn’t played .. i’ll toss it under a read more

i’ve played a few routes with their name, but mostly on the routes where they reconnect with the rangers & finding themself falling back into hero habits despite their distaste — they r more of the type to try change the corrupt and try to improve/change the system from there! they kinda have a good relationship with most ppl both in their body and in their puppet eden 🤔 theyre trying to convince themselves that theyre only being nice to everyone so its easier to manipulate them in the future, but they just end up missing the company/connection & it becomes real...

abt their relationships —

with most of the rangers (or at least ppl who knew/knew of sidestep) its a mixed bag of feelings, because they miss the familiar company but things are different now, and they aren't sure they can act the same around them... with ortega, its a bit of a puppy crush/first love kinda energy but in the present its Complicated because ortega keeps remembering this person (sidestep) that is Very Much not them anymore and theyre desperate to escape the past with herald, they feel really embarrassed around him because he idolized sidestep, and the praise makes their skin crawl a bit... bc theyre not that person anymore and they dont think they were ever a "true hero"... but because he's so earnest & arden wants things for heroes to get better, they do end up spoiling herald a lot... with chen, it honestly feels relaxing for arden to be around him because he was always realistic about any situation... the shaky trust between them feels more realistic than this idealized sidestep that the others have... also spoon buff lol with argent, arden honestly doesn't know what to think partially bc i haven't gotten through a full argent run yet but its a breath of fresh air to be accepted as the villain bc that's what arden believes themself to be... but it also feels good to tussle around bc sometimes mind stuff & thinking too much, so its nice to have someone who speaks their mind like argent

with mortum, interacting with mortum as eden honestly makes them feel at peace. there's no expectation of them as sidestep or previous baggage and they feel like they can reinvent themselves around them & pretend that they are someone else for once, one without everything holding them back....

spoilery-ish stuff —

i think going into revelations, i'll stick with the route where arden gets help from dr. mortum instead of with the rangers, bc they still don't feel comfortable with being with the rangers bc they don't really believe in the institution / think that it might be easier to do their underground shenanigans to take the system apart at the roots...! its been a while since i've read retribution tho, so i'll probably refresh the whole series when it comes out >:3

HOPEFULLY THIS IS A GOOD OVERVIEW. its been a while since my last playthrough so my memory is a bit fuzzy... the current run im doing i'm trying to play a little slower so i can reabsorb all the great writing now that i know a little bit more abt all the different paths :]

[screamingay]

9 people you want to know better challenge

tagged by @orallech tysm!! i this and said out loud Yippee! bc i love these things

last song: cocteau twins- suckling the mender 😏

favorite color: gotta be green. that's nature babey!

last movie/tv show: just watched the jake's birth episode of adventure time (last movie was flatland: the film from 2007 and i gotta say it was a doozy)

sweet/spicy/savory: it's always been sweet for me.. ive gotten better with variety & complexity over the years but i'll always have a major sweet tooth

relationship status: i've been very in lesbians with harper @girl-prototype for a year and a half <33333 and we live together also hehe

last thing i googled:

(spoiler: you can and i will)

current obsession: started playing chants of sennaar a couple days ago and im having a LOT of fun with it, the mechanics and story are so simple but still challenging enough to keep me interested, plus it's so pretty in a way that only indie games can do.. idk how to explain it but it has a lot of thought put into it and i appreciate it

last book: well i just started brando sando's warbreaker. and everything before that was him also lol (hero of ages and then a short story, the emperor's soul)

looking forward to: hopefully getting started on hrt in the not too distant future, but more realistically the concert i'm going to next week (pinkshift and jhariah!!!! go check them out if u haven't they're so good)

tagging @kordate @spicebowl @billspreston-esq @akotofu @cirrusin @sc0rbuddy @scorpiobabylon @toadsrbutch @fourturtlez and as always anyone can say i tagged them if they wanna do this!!

[byanyan]

thinking about... byan making friends with all the pets of the foster families they've stayed with. them at a certain point finding more comfort in those friendships than any relationships they have with the family. ...thinking about at least one home where they were treated about as well as the dog, so when they ran away... they took the dog with them

[jonathanbyersphd]

Please can I have every dad! Jonathan headcanon you have 🥺 What is he like when the baby gets sick for the first time, takes their first steps, experiences water in the bath for the first time? Experiences snow for the first time? What does he do when the baby gets hurt for the first time? What is he like when they’re a newborn? Does he use baby talk or no? Does he play music? Does the baby make him cry? What would he do if the baby lost their favorite stuffed animal? Does he ever get jealous if the baby reaches for Nancy when he’s holding them? Does Nancy get jealous when the baby reaches for him and does he love it? Is he overprotective of his baby? Does he let anyone hold them or does he hesitate when family members start reaching for his baby? What are family gatherings/holidays like? Does he use his baby as an excuse to avoid social interaction? How lenient of a dad is he? Does he want her crawling around freely or does he nervously carry her around and not want her to explore? I want everything. All the fluff please all of it I had a bad day!!

SAY LESS ANON, WE'RE ABOUT TO TURN YOU DAY AROUND (hopefully)

I think he def knew he wanted kids before Nancy did but he was very patient about it and they have a lot of talks about it (I personally headcanon that they get married november 1990 and don't have their first kid until September/October 1997 because they spend their 20s getting established in their careers)

Then one random sunday they're sitting in the park and she points at some kids and is like "I want one"

I just know that man is SO EXCITED when Nancy tells him she's pregnant and then he checks out every baby book at the library.

I've said it before but I'll say it again, to me Jonathan Byers is a certified girl dad. Tea parties, ballet recitals, fashion shows, barbies my man is down for it all.

Then he does the whole nursery and has Will paint the characters from bambi (the nursery is bambi themed I'll die on that hill)

I don't think he uses baby talk but he does use the SOFTEST voice in the world when talking to her

And I def think that Nancy is like "music is good for the baby" during pregnancy and Jonathan switches it to a mixtape of Talking Heads once Nancy falls asleep

As a consequence, sometimes the only thing that calms the baby down is Remain in Light or Speaking in Tongues (which confuses the fuck out of Nancy) (it's also important to note that Mike is like wtf is wrong with this kid to Will because of this)

I LOVE Jonathan but I think he is like the biggest worry wart of a parent (bc he doesn't want to be a bad one) so when the baby gets sick for the first time he thinks it's somehow his fault. And Nancy has Joyce (and Hopper) call him and reassure him that he's doing great

I don't think either of them get jealous per se but Nancy definitely teases him because their daughter is such a Daddy's girl

That being said when Jonathan catches Nancy & the baby having a moment he gets all choked up and sniffly because he loves them both so much and never thought this would be his life.

Also that man 100% uses the baby as an excuse to not interact with other's he's just like oh she's fussy I better take her and then they disappear for hours on end until Nancy finds him in the rocking chair with the baby fully asleep on his chest.

I think because she's the first grandbaby anytime they're with The Wheelers & the Byers, like at Christmas, she gets passed around all night and Jonathan has to struggle to keep track. Because Nancy is always like where the fuck is my baby when she's out of her sight.

(Nancy is def a mama bear but I didn't tell you that)

He goes above and beyond babyproofing the house when she starts crawling and he's determined to catch her first steps on film so there's just a TON of tapes of baby girl just sitting there

I think Mike def nearly dropped his niece on like day 2 and was not allowed to hold her until she could fully support her head. And even Jonathan limits Mike's baby time.

Her first word is dada and he SOBS

Jonathan's def a "it's all going by too fast" kind of parent and also cries when she starts daycare.

Nancy takes up scrapbooking because Jonathan takes way too many pictures of their kids. And their bookshelves are filled with.

Of course he keeps a picture of Nancy and the baby in his wallet.

[slamminslamminmcgill]

5 also like please share your advice it’s the one thing I’m insecure about 💀

so i actually answered #5 already but sure i gotchu. boss makes a dollar i make a dime that's why i type sloppy advice on company time

im assuming you want blowjob advice bc eating pussy/ass is Strictly vibes you gotta freestyle that shit

watch your teeth. ik this is a "no shit" point to give but if you're starting out it takes getting used to. open your mouth wide and keep your lips/tongue over your teeth as a cushion

the sloppier the better. do not be afraid to gag on it for more spit. you probably won't puke and it'll just be rly thick spit. if you DO puke just swallow it down and keep going shhhh no one has to know

your partners dick will respond to what you're doing. if you feel them getting softer that may be a good sign that they don't like your technique and you should mix it up. if you feel them getting harder then keep doing what you're doing. this isn't foolproof tho and verbal communication is paramount

breathe through your nose if you're deepthroating. this takes practice. last orgy i went to i was getting throatfucked pretty intensely and i was breathing through my nose. it's kinda like swimming. short inhales when you get the chance and hopefully you'll get into a rhythm. again tho it takes practice

play w/ their balls too they're very fun. be gentle at first tho

if i think of anything else i'll tack it on in a rb

[eclipsecrowned]

ok so here's the deal.

hopefully, i am going to finish act 1 tonight. by popular vote, i'm going to be adding g*le of bootmunching. i am also adding bingbong for the fun of it all/to pester my sh players on the follow list. after i beat the game for the first time, i'm going to go back and do a g*le origin run to get a good grasp on him. could be a few days, could be longer depending on the spoon situation and when i finally cave and watch the new c*stlevania bc oh my god new c*stlevania and it has my fav b*lmont i'm gonna freak --

the point is. i'd like to crack into this fandom, and i have two acts + another playthrough ahead of me. i am not making any campaign promises towards adding more than the charming wizard and dapper imp, but. if there is anyone y'all want to recommend to me as a muse, whether because you think i could play them well or because you/the comm would like to have one, comment their name and i'll keep an eye out and my opinion open. if i mesh with them, they might make the cut. i just kind of want to know what would make y'all happiest, you know? and if i can provide that, all the better.

for now. i'm going back in.

[writerrobinarnett]

hello again! (i'm know i'm annoying, pardon)

a lot happened in chapter 16. so. here questions for you:

are the creels and wheelers related in somehow or will i just have to expect a sort of chat blanc for the future? (i hope it's the first option...)

z and chat will remain equals...right? i just hope z won't start to hide things from chat (especially now that they can use other miraculous, other teammates. i really hope that mike won't end up like that poor asshole of adrien...)

will or mike intend to take the first step with each other or? lmao

when herny was akumized, he was a teen, wich mean that maybe will and mike will keep the miraculous for some year. toughts?

el, the miraculous of the ladybug, the past are all interesting points rn. i guess el will be the first to discover where the earrings are for some reason. do you think will will (lmao) take the miraculous of the ladybug when this will be found or he'll want to take his miraculous? the miraculous of the ladybug's becoming more and more indispensable, but i think will wants to continue his journey with vecna.

i think for now these questions are enough 💀

Hi! Thanks for asking another ask! You're never annoying! It makes me so freaking happy that you care enough to ask me questions! Plus these are really important, well thought out questions, so I'm happy to give (some realatively spoiler free) answers:

No Chat Blanc. Not in my story. Too sad lol. It's less a connection between the Creels and the Wheelers and more something that happens in the future between Mike and Henry specifically. I will also say that Victor will play a big role in Henry's motivations. But I don't want to give too much away, too early. We won't find out the full answer for quite a long time, but I'll elaborate on this more as the story progresses

In my opinion, they have a supportive and equal partnership throughout the whole story. They keep some secrets from each other bc they need to hide their true identities, but it's never a source of drama and they never hurt each other by keeping too many secrets. At least, not in the same way it happened to Adrien. (There will be some love square misunderstandings and drama tho). Hopefully, I haven't forgotten about some drama I put in lol. I don't have my full outline with me rn... But if I'm remembering correctly, Mike chooses the first temporary hero and Will only finds out who it is later on accident, and it's not a source of drama, bc they understand that the less who know the temp heroes true IDs, the better

It's a slow burn story unfortunately. It's gonna take a long time for them to start dating. My poor oblivious idiots 😭 (if you want me to tell you the exact chapter they get together, just reply and I'll tell you in the comments)

Interesting observation. 😊 They might keep their miraculous for a full decade. That's a possibility. Or it might have just taken many years for Henry to get his hands on the butterfly miraculous. We shall see... Hehe

Cool guess about El being the first to figure out the location! Remember it, because all these ladybug miraculous questions will be answered pretty soon! (also, I just love this question, btw! You've put so much thought into what's going to happen next! It makes me happy 😁)

Thanks for all these questions!! They're fantastic and I had a great time answering them!!! Super long response lol. Hope I answered your questions well. Thanks again!! 😊

[spacesuitsims]

Just now saw your answer in your post D:

Update: Founder keeps dying! I think there's a glitch or something bc sometimes there isn't even a bad mood and others the Grimm doesn't even show up and there's not cardiac arrest animation, just the Game Over pop up, and the speed is normal so Idk. I've been saving to not restart XD Maybe a high maintenance founder wasn't the best idea since I had never played with that trait.

And now I'm struggling to choose a lifespan, like I think normal is better to finally progress but I have seasons and don't like to have just a week per season but in normal lifespan seems the sim won't experience more than one or two seasons per life stage? I really like long lifespan and two week seasons but seems like a lot of time so, maybe I'll have to get used to change lifespan and seasons through the game and add holidays constantly. Don't like that idea but I play on console so no mods for me :(

AND recently got a new console so I've been playing other games :D but I'm not gonna give up with the challenge. :)

Sounds like a major glitch D:

Maybe doing long lifespan for Gen 1 and then switching to normal for Gen 2? I personally play on normal lifespan but I modified a couple lifespans - particularly the teen one since it's too long for me. I think i have 14 day seasons and it means my sims get the holidays twice per lifespan.

Hopefully you resolve the glitch soon and can keep playing :)