#idk if I need to tag that because idk if anyone really really wants to watch it
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wait are you anti endo :((
i had to look up this word to make sure i knew what you meant because for some reason i mixed this up with emeto and thought you were asking me if i was anti vomiting??? 😭
anyway no
#i was like 'is this about an eating disorder??'#but anyway#tbh i dont really care about the origins of anyones weird mental shit#being a fakeclaimer is like the dumbest thing in the world like who cares if someone fakes a disorder. get a hobby bro#if someone is genuinely spreading bad shit abt a disorder you have i can understand rbing to correct them but#everyone experiences shit differently so accusing someone of faking just because they dont seem disabled how you want them to be is dumb af#me personally i dont need 'proof' of anyones identifying of anything. if you want to be treated a certain way well#i am capable of being decent and respecting other peoples wishes and boundaries. its that simple 🤷♂️#should i tag this as discourse or something. idk. ask to tag ig?#syscourse
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Heehaawww ovulation is causing me to draw salad with baby birthing hips heeehhaawww 😋 this usually is art I'd never share cus im probably gonna hate it in a week but who cares!!! Salad fingers in fashion he'd never actually wear!!!
uuuhhh he got distracted on his way to the airport and now he's confused... shouldn't have worn heels that day ‼️‼️
In the end, they're all very relieved.
#and yes that is marjory and jeremy#hc where Kenneth and Marjory and Jeremy and Hubert go on an annual trip to some really hot place in the summer for a few weeks#and they dont bring anyone else because theyre so close and no one can match them but Ken somehow convinced them to let Sal tag alone#by explaing how he's never ever seen the world properly like they have and he wants to give him a chance to#marjory was so on board because having sal along was that feminine energy she needs#hubert was okay with it#but Jeremys annoyed cus he wanted boiling beaches not piss and cigarettes#but in the end everything was fine and they had an amazing time#salad fingers#david firth#my art#if you read this i want u to reblog with weird hcs of Salad.....#heehoo#also idk why salads outfit is so dark and... sassy#i just got carried away#i love the contrast between my salad fingers and the canon salad fingers lol.... they still act the same tho#oc art#kinda#original art#doodle
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#hello i appear again#nothing bad happened i just need to take breaks sometimes#also i'm really happy because#on friday i bought my first darkromanceish book#and it's the first book i manage to read since probably 2017/2018#i used to be an avid reader as a kid so it always hurt to have lost the ability to focus for more than 5 mins#BUT I DID IT. I FUCKING LOVED IT. AND IT WAS SO SPICY#i also cried obviously because i'm too soft for angst but hello it's DARK ROMANCE#the love interest was such a good fucking dom oh god#i wish i could have had someone eating me out while reading the sex parts because HOLY. SHIT.#the realest ME WHEN#anyways girlies if anyone is on the same dark romance train and is interested#it's the twisted series by ana huang#that's the only thing i have to tell honestly lol idk when i'll post pics again but#wanted to say hi 🤓#if you read all these tags you absolutely own my heart. i highly doubt it tho
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people can use this site however they want but there's something almost- idk, sad? about how few people are actually using their blogs. you can turn themes on and have skeletons dancing in the background. you can make everything hot pink. your blog is your scrapbook and you can put whatever you want in there. tags are okay at organizing things so you can have just a whole archive of cool shit to look at later. i know people complain a lot about people liking stuff about reblogging for engagement, and on one hand i get that- it is WILD to see a drawing i spent hours on get only 12 reblogs and 60 likes. Absolute culture shock compared to my previous fandoms. but i don't think you should reblog anything to make artists happy. i think you should reblog things so you can find them again. i think you should queue things to appear on the dash at specific times on certain days. i think you should reblog things so when you're talking to your friends about xyz post you saw you can look in your blog's archive and find it again. i think you should reblog things so that your dash is filled with one really sleepy cat. with the loss of reblogs there's the loss of engagement, which Does hurt the community-focus that makes tumblr so appealing, but idk i just wish people were more excited about the incredible amount of customization that tumblr allows and took advantage of that more
#if you're ever nervous about reblogging stuff just remember that people can always turn off reblogs#and also pls theme your tumblrs after silly fish or weird cube people or dnd#just anything that's fun to you have fun!!!#this is the silly cringe website please join us and be silly and cringy#i need to go to bed i think#but i also keep thinking about how i enjoy myself the most on this website when people reblog things from me and add commentary#comments/replies are great sure but they really bring the conversation to a halt and doesn't allow anyone else to chime in#idk some of my fave followers are the people who only like stuff#but when there are *only* people liking things it really feels like you're just yelling into a complete void#and then it's harder to find more content for things you like too#because the people you follow aren't reblogging things youd like to see#i have to delve into the main tag for my fandom content a lot because the people i follow are usually just making og posts#maybe i just need to find people who reblog things more but idk#i love it when fandoms become little communities but it feels like that's been stifled recently#which is what my actual gripe is i think#maybe ill delete this in the morning maybe not im just full on rambling at this point#getting a lot of likes feels like twitter validation#and reblogs feels like 'im putting this cool thing up on my very big fridge'#i don't want a popularity contest i just want to share cool shit >:c
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THEY BOTH BELIEVE NO ONE WILL COME FOR THEM
#HOLY HECK I JUST HAD AN EPIPHANY#actually heck now i want to read the arc that one panel that makes me feral is from#bc two kids who believe no one is going to come for them#one because he just doesn't think he's anyone's priority and the other because the last time he called for help it came too late#but they have EACH OTHER??????? INSANE CRAZY#i like how i take one step into comics fandom and immediately go ah yeah I'm gonna read a random run no context#just bc I was shown one(1) panel that happens to be good#anyway so the POINT HERE: tim just flat out doesn't expect people to care enough to come for him. he's so used to handling stuff himself#and not really having anyone else care. that he just. doesn't expect it. he's sorta resigned to it.#whereas jason held so tightly to the hope that bruce would come for him- that HIS DAD would come for him- in his final moments#that because bruce was too late when he comes back as red hood he just doesn't think b or anyone else will come for him again#especially after the ways he's changed. and that HURTS. it isn't acceptance like tim has it's a scabbed over wound#idk how to explain this but it makes sense in my head. neither of them thinks anyone is coming for them if they need it#bc jason has hoped and been let down and he can't do that again. and tim never had the hope in the first place.#I'm just AUGJJJMKDCNMN THESE TWO#Lu rambles#meta finding tag#batfam#tim drake#jason todd#...the meta is in the tags but hey whatever
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the eternal struggle of reading webcomics/manga/manh(w/u)a that i think are really good but have cringe ass titles so i can't recommend them without someone doubting my sensibilities and taste in stories
#not that my tastes are *that* good...#or do people ask me for good comics often enough for this to be a real problem#or.. people talking to me at all for this conversation to come up...#anyway please ask for some comics to read. i need someone to join me in my warrior's path#of reading things but never finishing them because either they aren't done being#written and/or translated yet..#or whatever the word for when adhd says i can't read any more because the story is *too* good and so i get paralysis trying to keep reading#to anyone curious-#i just caught up with sss-class revival hunter#and was reminded how much of a sucker i am for romance... ;_:#GUH i can't gush in the tags here... there's already too many tags#but it's soo good#here's my recommend of it for those reading the tags:#really good starting plot- read a synopsis for that i'm bad at that#there's a little dip in attention keeping between the end of the introduction phase and when he starts floor 10#but if you get past that little dip it's all up hill from there#ough i'm still thinking about it.#IT'S NOT A ROMANCE BTW. the most recent plot is romance but that's not the overarching thing#at least for what's out. idk how much what happened is going to effect the rest of the story#ok ok i need to stop talking about it because i'm getting too riled up and overpowering the melatonin i took. don't want to break my sleep#schedule over this#key's lockbox#rambling in tags#btw i don't have shame in the stuff i read regardless of their bad titles#i just wanted to use this premise to get my words out about enjoying my latest read
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#putting this in tags bc i dont want ppl to rb me complaining!#this is gonna sound vent-y because it kinda is?? but i havent had anything to post in so long bc art is just#SO hard rn#im working part time and as a disabled person it's really draining#and all of my artistic energy has had to go towards zine work#just so i dont miss deadlines#+ my ipad is like. the worlds oldest crying baby. it doesnt like me anymore#+ im so bad at connecting with/talking to people online that i kinda feel like im posting to.. no one... recently...#IDK! im okay! i dont need comforting i just wanted to throw smth out there for anyone who might follow my art close enough to care#im gonna be doing merch prep to potentially table at cons soon so hopefully that should give me things to share!#im just feeling a bit demotivated :(#ill probably delete this post in a day or two but theres ur lil Meepdate (meep update
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#the worst part about all this is that i Literally saw her 2 weeks ago. we didnt have time to talk we just said hi and went our separate ways#i never even got to say goodbye to her.#and i didnt even know i needed to because this was all so fucking sudden. she was my age. healthy. etc#life is really fucking fragile huh. like it can be gone just like that.#im sorry im just.#i was super close with her mom too and i want to idk. text her or something. but what the fuck can i even say??#and my other friends in that friend group are all unavailable rn for one reason or another#like. no contact in another country kind of unavailable#so im just. do they even know. has anyone told them. or will they find out when they come back.#i still cant even wrap my head around it tbh. its just. she was alive this morning. she was alive. this morning.#hh. anyway.#i called my sister and cried to her a little bit which was nice. but fuck i really really wish i could hug her right now#or cuddle my dog. literally anything.#im going to be such a fucking mess tomorrow oh my god#i dont even want to go to sleep tonight because if i see her in my dreams im going to fucking lose it#i dont know. i dont fucking know.#winter speaks#personal#tw death#grief tag#<- i fucking guess. i might be venting more in the next few weeks so ill at least make it easy to blacklist
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Crafting update:
10/14 rows sewn and sewn together for the rainbow quilt top! One more row sewn but still needs ironing before I attach it to the rest of the quilt top
This productivity on a project I am rapidly losing steam for brought to you by the fact that I want to make a rainbow snake and/or dragon with that improvised piecemeal technique I used for the gargoyle, but I want to time how long it takes me, but I only have one timer and I'm using it for the rainbow quilt so I need to finish that first
#the person behind the yarn#crafting update#I have 'if you give a mouse a cookie'ed myself into having motivation#mostly because I am predicting this snake and/or dragon is gonna look REALLY COOL#and if people want to commission me I have to have at least a ballpark figure for how long it takes to make#because currently my idea for how long it takes is just one great big shrug emoji#also also: snakes! what should I tag them as?#I know they are a common fear/phobia/trigger/etc (I know those are separate but sometimes overlapping categories)#(but idk what group term to use for all of them?)#anyway point is: I want to be extra sure I am tagging it properly to be caught in blacklists of anyone who needs/wants that#but what tags should I use in particular for that?
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Venting anger and shit through memes. The other Aggie doodle I'm posting now. Sorry the the bg is crap, I did this quickly compared to my sai doodles. Lizbert would absolutely do this so I'm letting her and it is deserved. lol
Get the fuck AWAY from Eggabell!
It's not perfect ofc. Very much not, but that's how doodle sites be
Yes ik I'm supposed to be on hiatus but guess what I drew art in aggie for the first time and you shall look at it.
Art: Mine
Do not steal/crop/edit/etc.
Do not tag as kin/me
Please do not reblog in general if you ship them or reblog anything shipping them or like the idea of that ship thanks.
#Bugsnax#I don't want this showing up in the character tags for people searching them and I don't feel comfortable tagging them for obv reasons#I don't expect anyone to re/blog this nowadays since everyone hates me now#I ended up keeping the flower in this one because idk I just really like it. Maybe I'll keep it? It's a funny contrast of soft and rage tbh#she's allowed to hate them and be angry sorry#especially due to recent shit. Shove them into the fcking locker the shittty fandomized version deserves it rn and lock them there forever#fandom needs flo/ofty taken away from then outside of people that don't reduce them to bullshit that diminishes the character#otherwise you're not allowed to draw them anymore#unless you want to keep making Liz angry. otherwise I can keep doing these :P#Em Doodles#yeah the locker sucks I bent it too much#I might see if I can redraw this in Sai on a later date actually#been holding this off because I don't want backlash x.x'#reminder if you reblog anything of the squick ship you are autoblocked do not reblog
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i know healing is a process with ups and downs, but sometimes it's just hard. some realisations, while good on the long term, are really hard to handle. today is a day like that. it's a process, i have to remember that.
#a bee post#bee's healing journey#(you can ignore this it's just for me)#(i just want to have this out in case someone else is also going through the same)#(so you know you're not alone in this)#(none of us are)#(today is just one of those days where something great happens)#(and then it makes me realise things)#(and it's f*cking hard)#(also i close myself up when it's like that)#(because i don't want to ruin anyone's day/evening)#(because i feel guilty if i take their time)#(especially if they're having a good time in life)#(it's stupid because i really need someone to tell me it's okay)#(that i'm gonna be okay)#(but i hide because i feel bad for taking anyone's time while feeling bad)#(i know it's linked to trauma)#(anyhow idk if anyone read all of those tags)#(but if yes then hi i hope you're doing alright)
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every time i see a post like "Society is telling us we need to use the split attraction model" like no my guy, society doesn't even know what the split attraction model IS.
#text#this isn't to attack anyone btw#ik what the ppl are trying to get out they are talking abt ppl in the aro and ace communities who think everyone needs to use the SAM#but it's just really weird when they use society because society as a whole doesn't know the sam even exists#majority of society is allo and majority of allos aren't using the sam#in fact there is discourse saying the sam is only used if ur ace which again is not a wider society issue#idk it just feels weird to see 'society says' when society is never the wiser to split attractions even existing#no reblogs because i dont want ppl using this to attack others#also not main tags for similar reason
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hello demonata fandom (/nonexistant)
(CLICK FOR QUALITY)
you know that one scene from blood beast / demon apocalypse where grubbs is protecting bill-e from juni? yeah ok that, but grubbs is fully wolfed out because it looks better in art^_^
#demonata#the demonata#grubbs grady#blood beast#demon apocalypse#lord loss#billy spleen#tagging someone who isnt one of the main three as if anyone will ever check that tag in a million years#i am not normal about this series and blood beast is obviously my favourite book in it but#im also rereading slawter right now because 1. my favourite character is grubbs 😔 and 2. i like the beginning of the series when its less#about saving the entirety of humanity and more just trying to survive their own unfortunate encounters with demons#shkjshdjkdhdkjdkshdkdh also if anyone asks i make canon and yes! grubbs is a transgender❤#wyrm draws#also hmm i dont really like my bill-e desigb in this? i think the hair is fine but idk he needs revising#so do my grubbs designs tbh#i hate hate hate trying to transfer book designs into actual visuals#no!i do NOT want to draw grubbs as a beefy jock oh my god#anyway rant over#enjoy the art cus god knows we are starved for it
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fallen prey to saying stupid shit on the internet without thinking and coming off as incredibly rude and insensitive. i feel sick to my stomach. never commenting on anything else ever again. deserve to be squashed under someone’s shoe and ground into powder. in all seriousness this has shocked me so much that i am quitting every platform but tumblr for however long it takes for me to get some sense knocked into my dumb fucking skull
#actually considering deleting the clock app rn#what i said was so so bad and it could’ve been avoided if i’d fucking READ WHAT I WROTE and thought abt it FOR ONE GODDAMN MINUTE#i genuinely feel like i’m going to throw up being seen (fairly. justifiably) as mean is like the worst thing#and i don’t deserve to be wining abt this bc i’m the one who hurt someone but good god#PLEASE make sure that when you say something online you would SAY IT TO THEIR FACE#ive gotten to used to this brusque rude dark humor on the internet that i don’t relaizw using that humor INDISCRIMINATELY WITH STRANGERS is#Not okay#they made a video on it but the video got taken down so i deleted the comment. which might have been more selfish. i don’t know what’s best#-to do in that situation? i’m going to change my fucking username and pfp atp and go off the app entirely because i’m so fucking adhd ames#**ashamed don’t know why is autocorrected to that#ok just deleted the app ‘and all of its data’ so idk if that means my videos (edits) too but atp whatever#maybe it’s impulsive but at least this way i will not know what’s going on ! and never hurt anyone again hopefully. i really hope he saw my#-comments before his response was deleted because i want them to know it was not intentional and i am truly so so sorry#i don’t know how i’m going to function for the rest of the day. i’m going to think about this when i go to sleep for the rest of my life#i feel sick#i’m evil#and being evil isn’t fun silly times it literally makes me want to throw up from how bad i am#too much ranting in the tags and i deserve to be fucking shot in the mouth#but i need somewhere to put this that no one will see this but that is also public so that someone might see and know how sorry i am#feel like fucking bojack horseman#unironically how am i supposed to go on living. how can i live knowing i’m so bad. if i don’t kill myself im being selfish because i’m mak-#-omg everyone deal with my presence and live with a bad person.#i think i’m going too social media entirely except for tumblr maybe bc i can’t or don’t rly talk to anyone on here#i need someone to like give me a good meaning but not in a cathartic way in a way that it genuinely hurts so bad and makes me feel the full#suffering i deserve
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WIP Whenever
Happy Saturdaaaayyy it's WIP time. Thank you @ejunkiet for the tag (✿◡‿◡)
I have FINALLY finished a completed draft of that silly fighting thing so now I'm running through it for revisions that it definitely needs, so in the meantime the thing I've been chipping away at for a while.
Doing a character sheet of sorts for my Darlin and trying to figure out potential tattoos. Not entirely sold so far? But maybe? idk, it's tough to think of tattoos apparently v_v
I've been doing small adjustments overall and since my first post of them I've added freckles and a teensy bit of sectoral heterochromia. Because I can (〜￣▽￣)〜
I.... don't feel like tagging anyone specific right now o3o;;; But if you've been tagged or want to be tagged, feel free to tag me for it I want to see things and read things o3o
#kite rambles#the only thing I know I want is snakerope and the anemones on the neck#the anemones serve a double purpose: being neat and covering certain things up v_v#but as for anything else idfk#the plant on the arm is thyme#which my nice plant book says has had a ton of different folkloric uses#but anyway idk I want them to have tattoos but it's hard to think of tattoos#I've never really given any ocs tattoos simply because I'm too lazy to draw them once I do#also need to think of a sense of style they tend for#idk lots to think about and chip away at#I'll probably consider the character sheet complete when I have a few outfits done#might do a little inventory sheet for their pockets or something too#anyway they've infected my brain lately v_v#redacted darlin#feels like copping out to not tag anyone but whatever I'm allowed#seriously pretend I tagged you if you want though o3o#working on at least one sweep of revisions for that fic
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Tw for illness/death
#spamming here because i know tags show right under the post on mobile and i dont want anyone to see who doesnt want to 🤍🤍🤍🤍#so my grandma's in a coma#she's been unwell for a while#and then today her heart stopped#i saw her for a bit before they took her into ICU and she held my hand#and then i saw her in ICU and i managed to hold it together#tbh i haven't processed it yet I'm more focused on making sure my mum and grandad are ok#but i know itll hit me soon lol#anyway idk why I'm writing this really i just needed to vent#so i guess if you're religious thoughts and prayers would be very much appreciated#):
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