#idk if this is bc she’s so young or if she’s genuinely just dumb

[yaralulu]

i fully understand having a skewed sense of perception when you’re as traumatised as feyre is i just wish she became more aware of it as she “healed” but no

rhysand could say the sky is green and feyre would be like “i could see it now — with my new fae senses — as it stretched out behind my beautiful mate —the truth tamlin had locked me away to keep me from realising — but rhys had promised me — promised me the world and the truth — and i could feel my bowels becoming solid with the knowledge —“

😭😭😭

You don’t understand how hard this made me laugh because this is really how sjm be writing.Just spreading lies about tamlin as she compares his every breath to rhys and the goddamn ellipses after every thought.Reveal yourself anon you’re hilarious.

[wrecking]

edit: i ended up just ranting abt like the current vibe™ in the tags... sorry abt that but like also whatever i don't care anymore

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

He regularly forgets things and is late. Comes across as extremely scattered, stereotypically childish and hyperactive to begin with, like all speedsters is extremely intelligent and lives on a frequency much faster than other people so paying attention or waiting or doing one thing at a time is extremely difficult. His first solo comic opened with the introduction "Bart Allen, poster child for the judgement impaired" and went on to back that up repeatedly. It includes such jems as him not being able to pay attention long enough in class so he tunes out, a teacher asking what she was talking about and him taking it literally and listing the topics she covered. She calls him a smarty-pants (it's very 90's) and when he starts to say he "That wasn't what you wanted? I wasn’t trying to-" she responds that he's very trying. This is his first day in public school. Idk personally that hit hard. Later it talks about how his cousin named his behaviour pattern the "single synapse theory" because Bart goes from one action to the next, no pause between to consider if there will be consequences. And like. DC. That is literally how ADHD works my dudes plz just admit it at this point its been decades. Hes not allowed in Gotham anymore bc he genuinely upsets the rouges there with how much he talks and just manages to annoy them into giving up (not on purpose either, they're just mean to my boy) he's actually done that to the Joker twice.

In his callback intro in the og Young Justice comics he full on forgets he can vibrate through solid material and is stuck in tar for ages till he's talking about it, so we get "ow it hurts" "okay, you're heating the tar. It'll burn. Stop." "ow" "stop" "ow" "stop" "ow" "stop! So who named you impulse?" he's so smart but so dumb and btw his response is that Batman gave him the name and he doesn't know why, then after a second asks if he was being funny. Never stopped to consider if there was a reason behind the name. There are so many more but at that point I might as well hand over the Impulse and Young Justice comic runs and any time a flash writer remembered he exists, his name is literally IMPULSE because the goddamn Batman took one look and could already tell. Plz love my dude he's so worth it I promise

[virtualfungus]

was thinking about franmaya in bed last night and im so insane about them!!!!!!!!!

its mostly about the parallels (obsessed with them).

even before they really start to get to know each other (possibly just after the first trilogy), they feel that connection of a grim legacy they have to bear, and one they won't give up on either, with maya becoming the master of kurain and franziska still being a prosecutor.

then obviously, i think theres this forbidden (as in, pearl vehemently being against it at first) but enticing element in falling in love with the girl that prosecuted you. but thats also bc franziska is genuinely trying to become a better person. yes, she will keep saying shit like "this is the von karma's way", but over time, she wants to change what even is the von karma's way (*aggressively points to her dialogues with sebastian*)

they both really admire each others strength. speaking of which, i think franziska is one of the only person who really sees that strength in maya, bc its easy to think shes just quirky and dumb but my girl went through so much shit and yet she still smiles. ofc, not all of her smiles are genuine, but a lot are. franziska doesnt understand it at first, but comes to find her strength, her resilience, beautiful and especially inspiring; turns out being strong is not all about being tough and not showing emotions.

it may sound silly, but franziska realizes its okay to just be human and flawed (or what she perceives as flaws). bc of course franziska is deeply flawed, but either shes revering her flaws as a result of her upbringing or trying to suppress to the point of harm.

mayas like "its okay to show your emotions and be vulnerable". but, eheh... that means maya has to put her own advice into practice, which isnt easy, but is liberating.

they can both be unashamedly themselves without being judged. because before being the master of a technique that could otherwise very much disappear and that requires thorough training and being an international prosecutor taking down smuggling rings, theyre young women who had so much taken from them, including their childhood. they can be silly, they can be themselves without being their occupation first.

maya rants about the steel samurai all the time. franziska initially finds this show childish, but maya really sells it and just reading way too deeply into it, but hey, shes just so passionante and franziska loves when shes like that. on the other hand, franziska will read a shitty book and tear it apart and maya lives for the absolute violence.

of course its not always perfect. at some point, their relationship becomes long distance. on top of that, theyre not always the best at communicating their feelings clearly, especially in the beginning. franziska can get upset easily and always want to have the last word, so they can argue for a while. overtime they do learn how to communicate better and yeah.

would their relationship last forever to the point of getting married and adopt? honestly, probably not. but their relationship is deeply meaningful, and theyll forever hold the other in high regards.

there are so many other things i thought about and worded so well in my head yesterday but i forgor and now idk how to properly explain it.

[hopespeak-hostclub]

Danganronpa Trigger Happy Havoc Taylor Swift fave songs

Im such a swiftie and also danganronpa is my life so I absolutely had to do this I’m so sorry

I tried to include reasoning, but a lot don’t have any! I just think they fit!!!

Makoto: The Best Day (Taylor’s version)

He loved his family so much and I can 1000% envision him crying to this song (same bro)

Sayaka: Me!

Literally no reason I just feel like she likes it and it’s one of my least faves just like sayaka sorry girl

Kyoko: no body, no crime (feat HAIM)

I genuinely don’t even need to say why

Byakuya: look what you made me do

This one was so hard if you have anything better lmk bc oh my god

Celeste: New Romantics (Taylor’s version)

„We're so young But we're on the road to ruin. We play dumb but we know exactly what we're doin'. We cry tears of mascara in the bathroom. Honey, life is just a classroom. 'Cause baby, I could build a castle, Out of all the bricks they threw at me And every day is like a battle. But every night with us is like a dream” idk homegirls would prob eat this song up

Chihiro: Anti-Hero

Toko: TOLERATE IT

I’m so passionate about this one TOKOS LOVE SHOULD BE CELEBRATED BUY BYAKUYA JUST TOLERATES IT GIRL DESERVES BETTER

Jack: vigilante shit

Asahina: It’s Nice to have a friend

she thinks about Sakura

Sakura: illicit affairs

I can’t explain this one but it makes so much sense to me

Kiyotaka : the last great American dynasty

Hiro: lavender haze

He thinks it’s a weed strain but we love him for that

Junko : mastermind

Duh

Leon: karma

Mukuro: I can see you (Taylor’s version) (from the vault)

I can’t explain it but girl screams this in her room

Mondo: Blank Space-I prevail cover

He’s “too cool” for Taylor but likes her music but won’t admit it

Hifumi: …ready for it?

[minimoefoe]

Rewatch Thoughts: 73 Yards

Millie has some great moments through this series so far acting-wise but she also sometimes misses so bad and kinda makes me cringe. The ‘I think I broke his heart’ moment is so bad

What hand movements is the woman even doing btw are we supposed to know bc I don’t

That woman appearing creeps me out so much like this is kinda the scariest Doctor Who episode of all time

I find it interesting that Ruby is seeing Susan and recognizing her but the Doctor hasn’t seen her yet (or at least not enough times to recognize her, he saw her in Boom, right?) 

So unless there’s some reveal that she’s been scheming all along, Susan is actually a different person in every ep, right? Like. She doesn’t have memory of being the other ppl. Unless she is pretending every time and is purposely following Ruby and the Doctor around. I think that would be more cool but there’s not really vibes that that’s the case. Though I guess that would be the point like she cant make it obvious that she’s purposely following them around. But viewer-wise, giving us a hint that that’s the case would be good. I feel like it’s not though

I'm interested to see what's up with Susan but I kinda don't have any theories still lmao. Looking forward to just seeing what happens

That woman defo made Ruby pay extra bc she was feeling mean right like there’s no way a coke from that pub costs a fiver

Why didn’t Ruby mention to that guy that like an hour ago Susan went up to the woman watching her and literally ran away in fear like. It feels like relevant info before you send someone to do that exact same thing

The way these ppl turn it all into a big prank is really funny (but also if I was Ruby I woulda starterd sobbing) but also so dumb low-key bc like. Ruby is clearly genuinely scared, there actually IS a woman following her, their friend actually DID just run when that isn’t something he usually does. Like. You’re pranking this teen as if there's not genuinely a woman stood on the street like HELLO. It’s obvs a thing they do with other ppl but. This is very clearly not like all those times idk

I kinda wish the vibe stayed like it was in that pub and they were actually being fr bc it starts out so strong

Carla going up to that woman is so dumb I fear like, you can say ‘they were Welsh ppl’ (even tho one of them wasn't even Welsh) as a reason to blow off what happened but like. You’re dumb. Ruby has been travelling with the Doctor for how long now? Over six months. Take shit more seriously bro

Ruby being left without Carla is really good but like. It just shouldn’t really have happened should it. Ruby shoulda put her foot down and been like no mum seriously that man left and wouldn’t come back and I don’t want that to be you

She looks like a 19yo with a shit hair cut and some glasses, that’s not a 30, 40, however old woman sorry !! She looks like a 19yos tryna cosplay as a grown woman. Idk HOW they coulda made her look believably older but it doesn’t work for me as is

The cut to her holding the coats lmao

Roger kinda reminds me of Daniel Sharman lookswise aka he’s fit

So. is Marti supposed to be pretty young and Ruby in her 30/40s bc on first watch I thought they were both basically the same age

I watched the intention of noticing the strange SA lines but I fully missed them icl. Which is not a good thing lmao I feel like I shouldn't be able to miss something that insane bc I didn't pay attention for 30 seconds yknow

The strange political turn this ep takes is SO strange idk. I think it’s pretty interesting. Roger has good villain vibes and Ruby defeating him by getting the woman to speak to him is really cool but I feel like it need more time to breathe??? It feels like it’s over before it’s even started idrk. I don’t typically notice strange pacing in eps like other ppl do but in this one it’s defo off

There’s something about the TARDIS just being left to gather dust etc that makes me so sad

Idk if I’m too stupid for eps like these, if they’re just not massively my vibe or if it was done not that well but this ep is.. Not my fave. Still a 3.5/5 bc individual aspects of it are great and the vibe of a lot of it is cool but just all together I’m like yeah I’m not sure and I kidna don’t care enough to bang on and on about what it all means like. OKAY. Next episode plz

[ssruis]

14,17, 19? - sakitenmaenjoyer

14. Favorite vocals in the game

If this question is about which characters I think have the best vocals: I think rui is my favorite but I also really like akito/haruka/nene/mizuki/saki/ichika/an/ena.

If it’s about the best covers (not counting commissioned songs the list would get too long): ikanaide (<- PEAK. First pjsk song added to my music library. The versions on YouTube without miku are even better*), shoujo rei, At God’s mercy, mizuki’s Charles alt, rui’s as you like it alt (all of his alts are good that one’s just a favorite), nene’s racing into the night alt, ifuudoudou, akito’s airhead and fragile alts (his airhead alt is. So good.) are a few off the top of my head.

*I said no commissioned songs but I feel obligated to take this opportunity to say colopale was so evil for giving like half of salamander to miku when it would have been so much better w just akito/ena. I love miku but sometimes less is more. Look @ Cosmospice.

17. Songs you want added to the game/what unit would cover them

I have so many….

Unfriendly hater - meddmia? (Wxs specifically ruikasa. Surely they’ll put this in the game it works so well. It’s perfect.) (coping) (I genuinely think they’ll do it)

Popipo - lamazep (wxs)

Death should not have taken thee - Jesus- P (wxs) (not happening they probably would have done it with adventure log)

For dear life - NILFRUITS (vbs)

RPG - soramafuurasaka* (wxs) (far fetched but I can dream…it would be so good…)

Young girl A - siinamota (niigo)

So long - Tokyo Elvis (no idea) (not happening, small eng producer)

TAMAYA - chinozo (VBS?)

Tawagato Speaker - NEKOBOLO (idk)

Record Red - shr (niigo or wxs)

World of Wonder - daniwell (wxs or mmj)

Even though I loved you/rebirth/suck it up/mind brand/darling - MARETU (most would probably go to niigo but l/n and vbs could kill some of these)

That’s why I gave up on music/hitchcock/prostitution - yorushika* (L/N, L/N, VBS?)

Night is faint - eve* (l/n or vbs)

Luvoratorrrrry! - reol (vbs or maybe mmj)

Volt switch - deco*27 (no cover) (would be shocked if this happened)

Hito mania - sasuke haraguchi (idk)

Butcher Vanity/Lose your head - vane (eng so no cover)

Konton Boogie - jon-YAKITORY (idk)

Therefore you and me - si-o (idk. Niigo?)

You’re a useless child - kikuo (niigo probably)

Insanity - circus-P (niigo? Or vbs)

Better off worse - circus-P (eng no cover)

* not a vocaloid song but has connections to producers that are already in the game

19. Favorite cards

Constraining myself to just wxs bc of the image limit. And also I’m biased so most of them would have been wxs anyways.

Absolute favorite card. Emunene real. If I have to spark for this and destroy my savings for wxs world link I will be so mad but I will do it.

Emu cards are always so good… I don’t think I can pull for Sanrio emu though despite it being one of my favorites (devastating) (saving for wxs world link). A shout out to her untrained Phoenix card & Torpe card too… they’re so cute.

Rui also has rlly good cards I think his cyber punk card is probably in my top 10 (also can’t pull for it) and his white day card… ough the lighting/pose/composition (still mad I couldn’t pull for that)

These untraineds are favorites just because they make me giggle. Tsukasa in a crisis is Always Hysterical (also why I like his untrained Phoenix/3rd year/doll festival* cards) but I think I’ve said [insert untrained pandemonium card] while talking abt tsukasa 100 times (which I got from you) because it’s never not funny. The gokart card is just really cute I love rui’s dumb expression and the fact that he’s too goddamn tall for this ride/the pure joy on emu’s face as she turns her car directly into rui presumably in an attempt to run him off the road (I support it). But the best part of it is 100% nene being a girl failure in the back like how did you fuck up so badly. Do not let her behind the wheel of a car ever. The expression of gamer rage on her face… her mario kart skills did not transfer over… she’s pissed. 10/10.

*Doll festival card gets an extra shout out. Why is rui there. He’s not in the side stories at all. The implication that he either 1) saw tsukasa acting like the world was ending and just went “not my problem” and walked away or 2) went to go eat lunch with him and walked in on him with his head in his hands having a capital c Crisis & had to deal with that is so funny.

[nanowired-lover]

Forgetting previous tag vent but I gotta ramble about All Saints Street fr !!! Send help !!

Disclaimer : so far, i just watched the donghua and i saw some part of the manhua here and there. And got some infos from fanfics bc i couldn't wait fr

Plus I don't watch a lot of animes, like maybe one every year/2 years, which explain the big feels-

Also I was genuinely surprised by it ? Bc even if i knew it was a goofy and good small donghua from what I heard, I thought a lot of things would be kinda... one dimensional.

(i added more in the reblogs lmao)

All Saints Street is so fucking cute i can't

Especially the angel and demon crew.

I was so happy when I noticed that Neil, all cute, good-hearted and clumsy was sometimes a bit of a savage, especially with his brother in the manhua (deserved ngl, even if Nick was just trying his best and thought he was helping, he sucked at it).

Same for Lily, i loved the fact that she's a battle angel, and mischievious, and not only the straight A student little miss perfect. She's no perfect cutie pie and little me would have relate to her or Neil SOOOOO much.

Neil and Lily are really a nd4nd ship lmao.

And Lynn !! I love that even if he doesn't approve the fact that Neil is crushing on his sister and he's protective, and that he's tired of the mess of Neil and his brother are doing, he doesn't hate Neil. He even likes him, bc he likes young people and Neil is so sweet and full of good.

And same with his relationship with Nick !! I thought this ship was going to be a bit too cliché for me but. They fight and bickers but- Lynn gets genuinely touched when Nick didn't forget his birthday and even gave him a good gift like. It's smh realistic ?? They can tolerate each other (from what i saw in the manhua too) and even spent good time with each other but they are both adults and dumb as fuck with feelings.

I really see Lynn not only as a character, but a strictly catholic-raised autistic bisexual man with a lot of childhood neglect that he's trying to compensate by being overly protective of his sister and loved ones.

Now that I think about it, especially with his "there's not bad student, only bad teachers" thing, he's making me think of my uncle but less anxious 💀

Then Nick. Bro this man stole my heart but that's probably due to the denial I had about liking him at first. I genuinely thought i wasn't going to like him as much as I do rn ?? He looked like "just" a smug mischevious kinda OP bastard and that's it. And even if those characters are cool and I like them, I didn't think more about it. BUT BROOOOO HE'S PATHETIC /pos

He isn't OP at all, he's a bit stupid, and probably the queerest mofo of the serie. And he genuinely thought he was helping is lil brother, and he genuinely likes Lynn. It's a bit of "pulling pigtails for attention" situation ngl, and it's funny for once. He cares ! He's a lot and smug about it !

Also, I haven't read the manhua yet, but from what I saw, I hold no sympathy for his father 💀💀💀 bro left his kid and asks him to get him out off trouble and makes him believe that he cares about him and DUUUUDE i'm so mad that Nick still loves his dad. Not in a "it's a bad trope" way, but more like in a "it's actually realistic but rn i see my friend who took years to realise how bad and abusive was their relationship with their parents and same for me and my mom" way. Like I wanna punch the man far from Nick so much.

Maybe I'm wrong and I'm missing stuff but >:( fuck his dad

Also idk if it's a canon thing but the whole commitment issues from Nick makes sense and my angsty decided to obviously blame his father lmao

Like he kinda wants to be like his father bc of his blind admiration but also... "no, dad didn't leave bc of Neil" and the unsaid "he left bc of me" that a lot of person in his situation have probably thought at one point in their life sadly, which makes him scared of people genuinely loving him. y-yeah... i love being sad /j

Also lmao. Nick is babygirl.

(the pic at the bottom)

Oh and it was S2 ep10 lmao-

[pinkspiraling]

tw suicide

really long depressing rant

i feel like im in such a strange place now like i still want to die and no part of me can believe in a better future but i know i can’t off myself. i know i will suffer forever, it just seems like a fact now but it’s like ??? ok what do u do about that. i was so suicidal a couple weeks ago and now not so much bc i know that i genuinely can’t kms like my bsf would be so so ruined, it would hurt her too much i just can’t do that to her. so now i’m like ok…can’t kms…so??? now i do what? i wish i had any desire to go out and try, get a new job, date, make friends blah blah blah but none of that is appealing cause it never feels right. idk how to describe it but even when i’m with friends that i know really love me, it is so hard to actually feel loved or content. it makes me sad and it makes me feel like a bad person, like they should be good enough and they ARE good enough, it’s just my fucking rotting brain can’t find joy in anything anymore and i’m so pessimistic and angry all the time. my bsf is the most supportive person ever and when i’m with her it is so easy, like last time i wasn’t in the mood to hangout but then when i got there it was like it didn’t require any effort or energy to be with her so i wasn’t even bothered and we had a great time it’s so easy and good SO WHY TF DO I STILL WANNA DIE. CANT THAT BE ENOUGH FOR ME. can’t i see i have good things and appreciate them wtf is wrong with me i’m so frustrated with myself. she is the one thing that makes life good but even then everything else is still SO dark and heavy idk how to do this idk how to change. im the problem, it’s me and my dumb brain, i love being alone and yet i hate it bc im so mean to myself all the time but i can’t find reasons to be nice to myself. i could come up with nice shit to say about myself but at the end of the day i still don’t want to face life, i don’t want to figure things out and participate in fucking…idk adulthood, society, blah blah blah. why does everything hurt so badly all the time. i can’t believe i ever expected to have things figured out by now, i genuinely always thought i’d get older and be happier and i’ve never been so unhappy in my life. i’m more lost than i was when i was 17 or 19, at least then i could be like aw i’m young i’ve got time now it’s like bitch no u don’t, u have to survive and function and make money and i just can’t do it. there’s not enough to make up for it. there’s just not enough light :/ and it will never get better, i know that as a fact, and so here i am with no clue what to do when u know the rest of ur life will be this hard and miserable and there will never be enough light to make up for all of it. ew i’m talking for too long, but it hurts and idk where to put my heart or my brain anymore cause i don’t want either one inside me anymore they both hurt too much my brain doesn’t believe in anything and my heart just WANTS everything

[lupine-sky]

This seems like the kinda post tumblr would like

t/w, mention of abuse

I really, REALLY like my girlfriend and I just have to say it somewhere!! I’m the luckiest woman in the world

Points to be made

I’ve known her for five years now and when we met she could barely speak English but we clicked so well that we just worked around it until she picked up enough

She’s 6’1” 🥺

She’s super creative and I love collaborating on creative writing projects with her

She bought me a giant stuffed highland cow because she knows I love them

She doesn’t treat me any differently after learning I’m autistic

During a couple years of severe health issues she was there to listen every time I was scared bc I was a young teen going through a ton of pain and she never once made me feel like a burden

She saved my life once

She loves to teach me new things and never makes me feel dumb

She’s genuinely kind and chooses to be peaceful

Seriously I’ve only seen her get angry a couple times and all of them were at my past abusive partners

She confronted my first abuser and idk if I’d have ever gotten closure otherwise

Before she came out as a trans woman, she hid that she was attracted to me since I’m gay and she didn’t want me to feel bad and just accepted that being best friends was enough

She was always genuinely happy for me when I was in relationships

She supports my dream of having lots of reptiles and birds in the future

She’s consistently emotionally available

She accepts that I have flaws instead of pretending I’m perfect

She lets me infodump

She forgave me after a long mental episode due to an infection caused me to lie about a lot of serious things that I thought were true and completely weren’t

She doesn’t brush off her family to spend time with me

She loves babies and animals

She won’t kill the spider but she takes them outside

She won’t even kill gnats

We’re long distance so she tries to find new things to do together

She’s cold all the time, I’m hot all the time

She wants me to take care of myself and do things even if it means I have less time to talk to her

She says she’s glad she’s dating me so I’m with someone she trusts to treat me how I deserve

Guys i need to marry her yesterday i love her

[meherya]

Okay I’ve fully formulated my thoughts on Little Women (2022)

It started off as intriguing, the way everything fell apart for the sisters... The set up with Hwa Young’s death and the bankruptcy case for In Kyung set the stage... but then... it was just... Personally, the whole back and forth mind games stuff was boring as hell, and the show lagged between like ep 3 and ep 8.. Stuff moved way too fast at times, and most of the characters (In Joo) made the dumbest decisions over and over again and really didn’t learn from her past mistakes... Like in the end, why would you not tell Do Il that Sang-A texted you? Do you still not trust him? Like in the beginning it would have made sense but in the end? Dumb bitch juice is her bread and butter I’m guessing. Also the stylist must have hated Kim Go Eun or something, always had her dressed like she’d lived on the prairies as a school teacher in the 1940s (the big auction outfit was saur bad I’m sorry).

I understand the point of her character was like “you won’t break my soul” or whatever but I still think the writers did her dirty, Kim Go Eun played her being kind of a ditz well but I think we got a glimpse of how good In Joo’s character could have been when she held Sang-A at gunpoint in Singapore. If only the writers had made In Joo learn how to play the game herself rather than having her pushed around from one plot point to the other. Like I’m never gonna get over everyone knowing the big plan to outsmart Jae Sang/Sang-A when they threatened Do Il EXCEPT her bc they were like “yea she’d ruin it” LIKE PLEASE 😭

I think that would have to be my biggest gripe with the show, overall I don’t think In Joo should’ve been the main focus.. In Kyung’s storyline was much more interesting, like finding out she’s an alcoholic and was raised by the wealthy great aunt, not to mention how she was willing to get mauled by a dog to expose Jae Sang which did tie in with the 70 billion won that was embezzled by those crazies. For In Joo I think the narrative did her dirty, she’s really only ever being pulled along the current by the people around her whether it’s Do Il or Sang-A like she really wasn’t making much of her own decisions after she got caught with 2 billion won.

Other than that, they would introduce plot points and drop them like it was nothing... What was up with the whole great aunt’s debt that In Kyung has to deal with? What happened to Do Il’s dad? His mom? The ending ties up loose ends sure but in an unbelievable type of way. Those videos from Hwa Young’s apartment... if the Jeongran society was so thorough with their clean up how did those recording devices go undetected, they got some random dude’s blackbox and fucked the cctv up so how they miss that (also the fact that there were multiple angles lmao). Some stuff in the show just straight up didn’t make sense, how did Sang-Woo manage to save the video of him being murdered by Jae-Sang... what’s this new technology? I know a lot of it has to do with the suspension of disbelief, like ik there’s some hallucinogenic flower involved too like obvi stuff isn’t gonna be REAL but... I had trouble suspending by disbelief because the writing wasn’t tight enough for me to do that.

Continuing with what doesn’t make sense..... Wasn’t In Joo sentenced to a year and 6 months? How did she come out and Hwa Young still has the same injuries as she did when she was in court. Also the whole orchestrated accident thing by Jae Sang... but also Sang-A was also in Singapore to fuck with In Joo? Idk like shit was not adding up to me.

Romance wise idk I never thought Do Il and In Joo were going in that direction, like till the end Do Il scoffs when that lady says “ur in love with in joo” like please... I think his actions contradicting his earlier words about dancing for the money has largely to do with the fact that after In Joo delivered his mom’s message he was like hmm maybe revenge is better than money. I genuinely think In Joo and Hwa Young had more chemistry than them but I digress. As for In Kyung and her neighbour idk she spends a good portion of the show being uninterested and in the end they’re kissing like okay I guess.

I say all this to say.... how is this even remotely close to Little Women 😭

[florida3exclamationpoints]

Fun fact actually really really sad fact that I need to get out of my head to be able to fall asleep.

My ex best friend (which seems like a really juvenile phrase to use for the situation tbh. The correct word is bully ig. Possibly abuser. Which feels harsh? Bc we were both so young. But she did, and so did her mother. It's a lot to come to terms with tho. Anyway. Not the point.) She would always use her "mental illnesses" (I add quotes bc she was one of those people to be like Im So OcD abOuT tHaT rN. Idk what diagnoses she genuinely had) as a weapon. Or as an excuse. She'd be like AAGAHAHAH YOU HAVE TO DO WHAT I SAY BC OF MY OCD UWU. And one that she loved using was adhd. I laughed at you bc I have adhd. I insulted you bc I have adhd. I dumped water on you bc I have adhd. I lied about you bc I have adhd. I destroyed your self esteem bc I have adhd. Feel bad for me now :). It's all ok bc I have adhd WHY DONT YOU FEEL BAD FOR ME.

Then. Around the same time as this ig? Idk I don't remember most of my childhood especially in order. But. I started realizing things about myself that could be adhd symptoms. And logically. I knew that it wasn't adhd that made her do those things. And that not everyone who has adhd is a bad person. And that symptoms of adhd don't include vapid bullying. But something in me didn't want to be associated with it. I can't even explain it. I was also still a child. But I pushed it away bc of her.

Now fast forward. I've been diagnosed with adhd at 19. After high school. After a lot, possibly all, of college. After I convinced myself I was just dumb and stupid and incompetent for having the struggles I've had for a long time. And its just another reminder of the power she had and still has over me. This is a personal thing and a personal struggle I shouldn't even connect it to her. But I heard it so much all the time.

And I joke about it. I'm like hahaha I got the official diagnosis now time to start bullying people!!!! I have adhd wheres someone i can TORTURE lol. I joke about it with my mom and my best friend who went through all of this with the same person too. But its not really funny is it. Look what she did to me. What happened. Why is this my life.

[wildernessuntothemselves]

you did it again queen constantly raising the bar for us all.. honeslty chapter 5 was the best chapter so far literally 12/10 nothing can beat it. it was so well written you could actually see how the rape affected oc and how her behaviour after it tore at gyu. i didn’t disagree with a single thing she did.. in my eyes she did no wrong she was not a weak bitch in this chapter.. even the semi smut scene wasn’t that bad =bc listen gyu talking about a family heirloom and the beach day and knowing she’ll never see him again. i completely understand how it ate her up on the inside and she felt the need to kiss him. . moving on i genuinely love how u write wonyoung as being kind bc so many ppl hate her for being pretty and just assume she’s a bitch (which idk the girl but she probs isn’t) and her kindness continues to outshine everyone in that castle (even if her loyalty lies with her brother which it would for me tbh) (especially in those days- family = life).

beomgyu grovelling>>>>> his quotes were heartbreaking like how can he say “i love you more than anyone has loved ever” or “my power is yours” my heart was breaking and breaking x2773 and yh finally taehyun.. he’s interesting but so fine idc. i’m a lil scared for oc bc end of the day that’s my girl. even if she’s a lil dumb at times it’s okay she’s been through a lot. spoiler about smut scene are we gonna get sub taehyun and sub gyu?? like what are u thinking they’re gonna be???

🫣anon

it so good to hear that my hard work paid off 😭 i was so worried about giving oc's mental state justice because rape is such a serious topic but at the same time i wanted to highlight just how affected she is by the people and culture around her that try diminish the weight of it and also how her own lingering feelings for gyu make her feel guilty and conflicted. i'm also glad that the smut scene was understandable as i did feel it was. he's very good at being persuasive and she loves him so much despite everything, and especially with her knowing she'll leave him, she wanted that last piece of him. also it lays the groundwork for future scenes

and yeah i really dislike painting other female characters in a bitchy light because i feel like it we've been taught to hate each other too much. ofc sometimes characters are just assholes, whether male or female, but i do try to avoid it when it makes sense. that's why i made the princess's character not outright bitchy either.

as for real life wonyoung, omg i feel so sorry for her. i gotta admit that at first I didn't like her either and felt like she was a try hard and didn't get the appeal but she really shines in i've and imagine being in the spotlight and under intense scrutiny ever since you were 13. the abuse this girl had to go through is insane and you can see that she reads the hate comments because she always modulates her actions quickly (like her lazy hair bullshit thing) so i really worry for her. sorry for the tangent but she's just so young and she gets so much hate over trivial things.

"i’m a lil scared for oc bc end of the day that’s my girl. even if she’s a lil dumb at times it’s okay" this was actually really sweet to hear. oc definitely isn't perfect and i get that she can be frustrating (and will continue being frustrating) but i feel like it's reasonable all thing considered and she's trying her best lmao

for the smut scenes it will be dom!gyu and sub!tyun but not in the same chapter

[iron-sides]

dsmp pantheon but for pjo au lets go

there is no like. ~king of the gods~ or wtv thats laaaame they are all just simply vibing

phil is like a wind god. he also is a bird king. listen hes a very powerful bird man he communes with the birds and has minor wind abilities. he has a secondary role as a god of death

-> phil doesnt really interact w mortals outside of like. because hes hanging out w techno lijkr4ed. also since techno's retired to to the camp he probably spends every other week w his wife

technoblade is a war god/the blood god this is a given. he runs the camp bc he's always been a protector of new soldiers and genuinely likes training young people. phil is there bc he follows techno around to carry the souls of those he kills to the afterlife. phil and techno are like. besties your honor, platonic life partners, whatever. him running the camp is retirement methinks

-> technoblade chooses mortal heroes that he blesses with the ability to hear the voices in battle and call upon the blood gods strength

phil's wife is the goddess of death. is she kristin, is the the samsung smart fridge, idk but shes married to phil. he comes to see her and brings her the souls of the dead as like a romantic gift, we know the deal

-> lady death has a soft spot for dead babies but shes not like. their mom? she doesnt really have kids or mortals that are "hers", shes not super interested in them. i think shes actually p cold and reserved, except to phil

drista is a trickster god, comes to earth and causes chaos until she is once again banished to the heavens- dionysus in pjo got grounded to camp half blood, drista gets grounded FROM camp half blood or whatever i end up calling the camp

-> drista picks out a mortal she likes and smacks them over the head in their early-ish childhood (before the age of ten) with her mark, thus labeling them as Hers. they may as well be a demigod at that point tbh shes technically their patron not their mom but the only difference is the dynamic lol

dristas older brother is dreamXD. i dont know anything about canon!dreamXD but im gonna make him a god of reality? bc as i understand it he comes to c!gnf in dreams or smth idk. hes probably the most powerful but idt he cares to be king of the gods- unless someone was claiming to be more powerful than him which theyre not dumb enough to do.

-> if gnf is a god, dxd never has mortal children, only blesses young adults and teens. if gnf isnt a god, dxd sometimes does blessings n sometimes has mortal children. his blessings work like how dristas do

foolish used to be a god of death before phil was, but when phil married the samsung smart fridge, he stepped down to become the god of life instead. he doesnt reign over births in any way, i think the ender dragon does that, but he like. u know. hes the totem of undying guy, ppl come to him when theyre trying to avoid death. or like, if theyre afraid someones gonna die- hes ya man

-> foolish fashions children out of clay ^^

herobrine is a god of destruction. you give up offerings to him to avoid, like, earthquakes n shit

-> herobrine curses ppl and then their kids are all herobrine descendants, inexplicably. i think there is almost definitely some kind of stigma? or smth? major downside. of being a herobrine kid bc of this.

gnf miiiight be a god of dreams or miight be the son of dreamXD i dont watch him so idk how/how much i wanna play into his and dreamXD's canon dynamic. ill have to watch some vods n talk to my datemates little sister and come back to it later

-> gnf does blessings if hes a god. his mortals have prophetic dreams :]

schlatt is a god of divine justice or punishment, he judges the dead and works w mumza to decide who gets what afterlife. i will not elaborate on why find the clip of wilbur reacting to the matpat video lij5rkefd

-> schlatt Has Kids

FUCK official minecraft lore the ender dragon is the benevolent ruler of the end in-game and here shes the god of like, birth/rebirth/life. bc her whole thing is that shes got this egg and shes protecting it.

-> the ender dragon fucks (love her so much)

lady prime is one of my favorites shes a god a wealth and of business endeavors of all kinds- genuine, scams, pyramid whatevers, if the aim is to get cash money in your pocket u should pray to her shell help u out if she likes u. very much a picker of favorites

-> lady prime Has Kids

the egg is here. its like a bad guy or smth doesnt have kids or anything but does possess ppl

@thenerdistrying pspspspsps give me ur takes

[justanotherkathrynjanewayblog]

i have a headcannon where my oc gets very sick or sm on her first case with the bau and she ends up getting hopspitalized.

so hotch ends up driving her home from the airport bc she’s on some pretty powerful pain meds and reid ends up going with them bc he lives near oc’s apartment and she sleepily tells hotch he’s “a dilf af” and hotch doesnt know what that means bc “he’s not in young enough to be in the loop about internet things” and neither does reid bc lets face it he wouldn’t.

then the next day at work together reid asks oc what it means infront of everyone like “hey @oc you said the other day hotch is a dilf, what does that mean” and she doesn’t remember anything about it but she does think hotch is a dilf so she ends up playing dumb like 🧐

and everyone else hears reid say that so morgan is like “oooooo hehheh 😈” and garcia and jj tease her and she continues to play dumb and then emily says something about the pain meds making people speak the truth when they’re high and “insert doctor reid quote about people on meds when they confess stuff”

and then oc goes “aww fuck last time this happened i got my wisdom teeth removed and accidentally came out to my mum when i was high on the laughing gas” and she just claps her mouth with her hand all shocked like 🤭

then hotch walks in like “whats everyone talking about” and morgan asks him if oc said anything the other day on the way back from the airport and hotch is like “she said i’m a dilf but idk what that means and im not sure i care” and everyone just is like 😯😏

and then garcia is like oh it means “dad i’d like to- f” and oc just sees red and is like “feed some delicious cookies, here i made you and the group some” (she genuinely did this bc she likes to buy peoples affection with edible homemade goods)

and everyone forgets about it except for reid who ends up asking garcia what it really means bc context clues tell him the f in dilf isnt feed and she tells him

then on the next case reid and oc have a stakeout together and he ends up talking to her about it so now they have this little secret and he ends up wing-manning her in the sweetest ways to hook her up with hotch

[lucky-draws]

i love mr upshur and i love ur art, pls elaborate on ur miles headcanons! :D

aa hello thank u so much!! :D

we all love mr upshur,,,,here are some headcanons i’ve been thinking abt they’re probably dumb and trivial and im indecisive as fuck so i might change them but... here we go,, ig i’ll put it under a read more in case this gets long

- um, first i’m just gonna say he likes dogs.. he’s a dog person....and often when he’s out Investigating he’ll end up doodling any cute dogs he saw along the way...his notebook is full of stuff like this:

he gives every dog a rating but mostly ends up giving them all 10/10 bc he’d feel bad otherwise...

- he’s actually not a bad artist when he feels like it

- was best at art and creative writing when he was in highschool,,, decided on journalism as a career in the end but he wouldn’t have minded going to art school. now that he’s older though he takes evening classes sometimes

- i like the idea of him being a punk in high school...and i think he wasn’t just doing it for the Aesthetic he’d try to do shit like helping out at the local food banks and whatever, sticking up for people at school who got bullied even though he’s not really much of a fighter

- so he got into journalism with good intentions like he genuinely wants to try to Expose all the nasty shit going on that never gets reported

- he can definitely be a dick sometimes and pretty cocky, he’s full of snark and has a sharp tongue but i think underneath all that he’s a good dude tho

- like. after he gets posessed he’ll use his strength as the walrider to Violently End jeremy blaire and various other murkoff dicks and people like them and maybe the occasional person he just doesn’t like the look of.....

but sometimes he’ll just. use his walrider strength to do shit like help a little old lady carry her groceries or whatever. (the old lady doesn’t seem fazed she’s just like “oh what a nice young (?) man. strange that he seems to have an ominous black cloud enshrouding him but look how he easily he picked up my bags. thank u dearie”

so he’s kind of Soft underneath all the sarcasm and shithousery

-  i think part of his personality is that he’s kinda obnoxious and excels in winding people up. like we know he just Slams all the doors in mount massive with no fucks given and pre mount massive he has the same energy.

- he turns up late to his evening art classes and sits at the back noisily eating chips while everyone’s trying to concentrate. if he spots someone he doesn’t like on the sidewalk while he’s driving he won’t hesitate to drive through a puddle and drench them. puts his feet on the table regardless of whether it’s his own table or that of an editor he’s bringing a story to. his default expression is usually a smirk and slightly less often a full blown shit-eating grin.

- so he’s not just a 2 dimensional asshole he knows how and when to be kind and he’s certainly an intelligent guy.

- kids tend to like him?? idk what it is about this tall asshole who looks like he hasn’t slept in weeks that fascinates them but the various kids living in his apartment block are always hounding him with questions like “what did u investigate today mr upshur did u meet any bad guys” “can you write a report about my mum she won’t let me have any more mcdonalds today can you expose her for neglecting me and put it on the front page” “hey mr upshur i got two of the same dog erasers you can have one if u like” and he can’t help but smile

...ok whew i think that’s all i got for now ghgfhgfhgf i hope these make sense,,,,thank u for letting me ramble about miles for way too long :D