#if i dont then well i am minoring in physics LOL...

[ray-writes-n-shit]

WRITEBLR INTRO .✰

DONT FORGET YOUR DAILY CLICKS (this intro serves as a BYF, I heavily implore you at least skim through this to know what kind of content you will see on my blog!)

—OVERVIEW—

✮ hi! I’m just an emo guy with a love for writing and this is my blog for that stuff

✮ my blog is 14+

✮ my main account which is mostly saw brainrot and personal shenanigans is @coffin-hopping so you can check that blog out for stuff like my fandoms and other interests also!

✮ about my writing, I write mostly angst and just a lot of dark shit essentially, but my current work that I want to post and talk about does have a lot of potentially triggering content that I will talk more specifically about in my writing section below, so if that concerns you or if you’re curious I highly suggest reading further for both more information about me and about my work, thank you!

—ABOUT ME—

✮ my many names are ray, gage, adam, coal, dirt, + more to be added if I find them cool enough to put in my collection

✮ I am transgender and nonbinary

✮ I am bisexual and aromantic as well as aceflux

✮ proudly emo since I was ten years old and first discovered mcr

✮ my pronouns are they/he/it (though I mostly prefer they/them)

✮ I am mexican-american

✮ keep in mind that I am a minor! I don’t mind adults being on my blog, just be respectful

✮ I’m also agnostic!

—MY WRITING—

✮ this is pretty much the entire reason I made this blog lol

✮ I started writing when I was a little kid and had too many thoughts in my brain that I needed to put down on paper

✮ my favorite genres are mystery, thriller, drama-comedy, and general horror

✮ I write: thriller, realistic(ish) fiction, psychological horror, trip horror, drama, fanfiction, original fiction

✮ I do not write: romance, high fantasy, smut, rpf, slasher horror (this is not meant to say I don’t like these genres, I simply don’t write about them and don’t see myself writing about them any time soon)

✮ I currently have TWO WIPs which are still in their early stages by the name of Blessed (og work) and Cleanse Thy Soiled Hands (tlou fanfic). I hold both so dearly to my heart so please do not hesitate to send asks about them if you’re interested!

✮ Blessed is a multi-chapter drama about trauma and family, but i think I’ll give this story it’s own post

— triggering content! I like to read and writing stories with darker themes and elements, but I understand not everybody likes those same things. so here is a list of warnings to keep in mind before interacting with Blessed:

— trigger warnings: major themes of rape, child abuse (sexual, physical, emotional), grooming, addiction and substance abuse, pedophilia, incest, familial/spousal abuse, general harm towards minors and other young adult characters, general themes of abuse

— other content warnings: blood and injury, suicidal ideation and attempts, self-harm, queerphobia, general violence, depictions of mental illness

✮ Cleanse Thy Soiled Hands is a multi-chapter TLOU fanfic about the aftermath of Silver Lake and how Joel struggles with the memories of Sarah coming back to him as he and Ellie reunite and get closer over the span of winter, basically a time-fill fic that closes the gap between episodes eight and nine, strongly canon compliant

✮ here are the links to the fic on: ao3 and my masterlist (coming soon!)

— triggering content! I write generally with a lot of the same themes (such as abuse), so here are some warnings to keep in mind:

— trigger warnings: attempted/refrenced sexual assault, pedophilia, cults and cult-like behavior, grief, general harm towards minors and adult characters

— other content warnings: blood and injury, death/killing, graphic violence, guns, religious themes, cannibalism, general violence

(if you may find any of these triggering or otherwise upsetting, I advise proceeding my content with caution or not interacting with it, your mental health matters)

—BLOG BOUNDARIES—

✮ queerphobia is NOT tolerated

✮ racism is NOT tolerated

✮ ableism is NOT tolerated

✮ harassment, bullying, being an asshole, etc. is NOT tolerated

✮ DNI self proclaimed “proshippers” AND “antishippers” i don’t like either of yall sorry

✮ like I said, I’m a minor. do not be fucking weird, have some decorum

✮ this blog is a safe space, so please respectfully with love and peace go fuck yourself if you hold bigoted views or plan on being an annoying asshole

I stand with Palestine .

fuck all cops .

love yourself .

encourage recovery for others, and take your time within your own battles .

thank you for your time, please like if you’ve read this far!🖤

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

ooo ty for tag! @luvjiro

i'm sorry i've been sucking at doing tag games kdfjkdf

og post: x

Are you named after anyone?

not really. i think my middle name was inspired by my mom's best friend's name but she's an avid trump supporter so i'm hesitant on acknowledging that lmao my chinese name is in conjunction with my sister's though! our names together mean sweet honey :)

When was the last time you cried?

saturday :') i thought my husband was mad at me and had a meltdown djfkjdfk

Do you have kids?

i have two fur children :3

Do you use sarcasm a lot?

yep. sometimes i can't tell when it's appropriate. it's just a part of my personality at this point.

What sports do you play?/have you played? 

not a sports person. i'm not even able to really go to the gym so i'm not physically fit in any way 

What's the first thing you notice about people?

their "vibe" if that makes any sense? like i can usually tell if someone's being off or sus

What's your eye color? 

brown :)

Scary movies or happy endings? 

probably happy endings otherwise i won't be able to sleep for like a month dkfjdkjf

Any special talents?

i'm a percussionist! i'm also hypermobile but idk if that counts as a talent. i can type really fast! so i guess there's that idk lol

Where were you born? 

chicago :)

What are your hobbies? 

writing (duh), giffing, janky adult coloring, gaming

Do you have any pets?

two fur children!!

How tall are you? 

5'2 :') yes i am shorter than levi

Favourite subject in school? 

i'm going with traditional class subjects? probably english. kinda wish i minored in english for undergrad :/

Dream job? 

oh idk, something i'd enjoy but that would actually pay well? i'm pretty excited for my current profession though

#: @strawberrystepmom @lucysarah-c @ohmytomorrowisthursday @randomlevithoughts @fscottcatsgerald @littlerequiem @marleysfinest @roseofdarknessblog @arminsfavegf @prettyiwa @averysmolbear @belovedackerman @mrsackxrman @wyvernslovecake @sixpennydame @dont-f-with-moogles @chaotic-on-main @heichoudarling @bruhm0mentum @levisbrat25 @ackermendick @happybird16 @candybarbucky + you! :3

[pro-crastinate17]

welcome!

 (a remake of my previous intro post bc Shit Has Changed)  

you can call me maxim and / or refer to me by my kin names. my prns are it / he / they and any neos! mix it up i need enrichment in my enclosure djskfhdsjf 

i am a minor!! also im white!! 

im genderqueer + transmasc and non-sam arospec / demiromantic, and i have one queerplatonic partner and two romantic partners! 

im AuDHD and have GAD and HPD and i have psychosis, i suspect a few other things (including NPD) but those are the important ones lol 

i am physically disabled! i am not diagnosed with anything other than a knee condition, but i have chronic pain and suspect i have EDS and potentially POTS. i wear knee braces and am currently trying to get crutches or a wheelchair.

i trigger tag when i remember + have the spoons but i dont tag cursing or caps anymore so be aware of that pls!! 

i use tone tags and appreciate when they are used in interactions with me (but i dont require it) 

i have SO many interests please talk to me about them!!!! including but not limited to: the Muppets, the Librarians tv show (2014), the Descendants movies, musical theatre, Greek / Roman / Norse / Egyptian mythology (trying to expand my tastes in mythology as well so tbh talk to me about any type of it), my own stories, various bands/musicians (Will Wood, Steam Powered Giraffe, the Stupendium, Jonathan Coulton, Fall Out Boy, Everybody's Worried About Owen, Trashbag Ponchos, Pansy Division, Sycamore Smith, Noah Kahan, Jayden Wark, and more), clown taxonomy (especially my own clowns, Glitterbomb, Dismal, and Bludgeon), and more!!! 

also im otherkin + fictionkin! if that bothers you, fuck all the way off! my main kintypes are Gonzo - the Muppets (it / they / he / she), Jacob Stone - the Librarians (they / he), Monty - A Gentleman’s Guide to Love and Murder (he / they) , Ludo - Labyrinth (he / it), T'noy Karaxis aka Tinky - Hatchetfield (he / it) and Harley Quinn - DC (she / it + any neos). im also werewolfkin and robotkin!

i am often low on spoons and messaging is difficult for me, please feel free to talk to me but understand i may not respond right away (or potentially at all) 

im working on developing a tagging system but its Very much still in progress!!! 

dni: 

- basic dni criteria (https://dni-criteria.carrd.co/) 

- transmed and / or anti neopronouns/xenogenders 

- aro / ace exclus 

- anti otherkin / fictionkin (as stated above) 

- t erf / sw erf / radf em etc 

- conservative 

- doesnt support blm / acab / stop asian hate 

- cringe / flop blogs, discourse blogs unless i interact w you first, blogs focused mainly / only on politics, EXTREMELY pro / anti shippers (having an opinion on it is chill, but if your blog is only or mainly shipcourse, please dni)

- pro-ana / pro-mia / pro-sh 

- stigmatizes personality disorders, believes in "”narcissistic abuse”” or any other ""pd abuse"", stigmatizes psychosis  

- anti educated self dx

[setsunatekiblast]

sorry this is like fully just insane babble and a look into truly how fucking weird i am in the head im really considering making a blog JUST for venting but im too lazy to do that rn

so like general rundown for context

i did some really downright shitty things as a teenager as a result of unresolved trauma in basically every corner of my life at the time (obviously this doesnt absolve me from what happened). when i was told about the extent of it i apologised and distanced myself & never talked to anyone involved ever again.

months later when i expressed that a former friend who had (in my opinion, rightfully) stepped in to stop the situation from worsening had caused me harm prior to all this and that it was still impacting me on my private account, it was leaked to her. i was threatened with a callout post and she was acting like i wasnt truly sorry for the things i'd done/trying to change even though i had done my level best to be accountable for my behaviour and do what was asked of me.

because of everything that'd already happened + this i was living in this constant state of severe anxiety. as in, i could hardly eat due to feeling nauseous every moment i was conscious, would randomly start shaking and crying & my physical health was deteriorating at many points. i was like this from about july all the way through to november-early december, i think?

like all of this happened five years ago but ive absolutely refused to let myself move on because i thought i would be dodging accountability for my behaviour but i've kind of just had a mental shift recently (maybe from my kansai trip i think it did something to me). looking back while talking to my friend i internalised everything about that series of incidents so hard that i considered myself a horrible and irredeemable person, so ive been keeping myself at arms length from others because i didnt want it to happen all over again and didnt trust myself to actually change. i thought that if i was pursuing relationships with others, i wasnt being accountable enough and dodging my past behaviour.

idk im just tired of living like this. im tired of all the self-sabotage and the fear and anxiety i have over the most minor of things. i'm tired of jumping up and running at the first signs of closer friendships forming. i had a panic attack over someone calling me a friend for gods sake, that's not normal. its not! the fact i even struggle to call people friends because of all this fear about relationships with others after all that isn't good and i need to change from that lol

even just thinking that i deserve better makes me feel like im swallowing needles and glass though, and it sucks so fucking much LMFAOOOOOOO. i dont even know what to do because i feel so shitty about even trying to pursue support from those closest to me. i feel like i'm asking so, so much of people when i cant give much of anything in return. not to mention that right now even the idea of being misunderstood makes me feel absolutely terrible and like i need to be on the defensive. in general i feel like i offer so little that trying to lean on people is selfish and that i'm just going to end up hurting them like i did that friend who simply just wanted to help me. i don't want to feel this way anymore but it's a cycle and i don't know how to stop feeling so horrid about everything and actually. well. allow myself to feel supported AND be normal in the head about it

like i need to move on not just for my sake but because. really. it's been such a long time and i don't even recognise the person i was in those messages. but i can hear just how much pain my past self was in and that just sucks, man. my friend didn't want me to suffer, but he was rightfully hurt and angered by the way i behaved. the best way to show my remorse has always been to do better by those who come into my life, but i never wholly succeeded in that because 90% of the time i would sabotage my own relationships with others and not get too close out of fear that i was going to ruin it all and just be as shitty as i was before. i thought closing myself off would be doing right by him, and to a degree it was. but it wasn't productive for me because i wasn't doing anything but closing myself off

anyway i handled something pretty good tonight that i know my past self wouldve probably flipped out about so that's probably a good sign i guess. its actually kind of surprising to see that even though my spoons are maybe a 1 at best rn i can still handle things with some grace and tact and Not be terrible. idk. maybe things are gonna be okay, especially since i have so many people in my corner nowadays who want nothing more than to see me overcome everything

[figula]

today was up and down but there were some good bits!

i felt physically a bit shit all day + was super super gassy + bloated this evening and it was really uncomfortable but it is much improved now lol thank god. drank some ginger ale and i dont think it's even very truly gingery but it did seem to help. or it coincided with the improvement anyway

stayed inside all day but later in the eve i braved the hip problem for a very short walk to teh shop + back (ben was like "call me if you need a medevac") , and it behaved itself the entire way. (this is why im cosntantly fooled into thinking its better - a lot of the time it IS better). i also cowgirled him just now ( :) ) and it was fine for that as well (altho tbh that's not the kind of motion that seems to aggravate it anyway). tomorrow evening im going to walk slightly further to the post office + back

benny read me some penance (eliza clark) - we are nearly halfway through and we're both liking it

i did manage to book a physio appt for the 9th without having to go through the whole GP rigamarole again! quite pleased about this but also feel like im making a massive deal about nothing :/ like 90% of the time my hip is totally fine - it's just the other 10% that i feel like aware of it not matching the other one in terms of ability and like... is that enough to go to a physio for??? i feel bad for wasting their time honestly lol. also im going to feel so embarrassed having to recount the story like "so how did this happen?" "well, i was being reamed-" but then like im only 30 + do i really have to already resign myself to possibly another 60y of shit hip??

tink is getting her boosters tmr and i am always so heartbroken by the entire process :'( i dont even go to the vet w/ her and ben, he just does it alone bc im so weak for any minor distress of her lol

found like £100 in my paypal i didnt know was there :D

[julietsoddeye]

Life update.

Wow I am still alive lol

I still want to write. My only life goal is to publish something. Just 1 thing and I'll be okay.

That's not the update lol

So after a year of completely leaving the ff world because I got a job...

No I am not quitting nor being fired.

Well, I am leaving my post. My account. Basically being redeployed. I had a redeployment scare last May. Lmfao yes, on my birth month. Well I found out the last week of April and then they kept postponing it saying the papers I need to sign aren't ready yet, until I was officially RETAINED. And now it's finally happening.

I just found out last night from my supervisor. I've been skipping work a lot recently because I have been sick. This past week I had a minor upper respiratory infection. 3 weeks prior my vertigo was giving me a shitty time, my tinnitus causing it so the doctor advised me to stop using my headset at work. Good thing our team has a speaker and my supervisor is letting me play DJ while we work lol. (Btw I work for, outsourced, but work for SiriusXM. DM me if you have questions hahahaha I'm kidding, please don't. I don't want to get sued.)

Speaking of being sick lately, I've been diagnosed this year for a lot of illnesses lmfao. You can say I'm the illest, huh. Lol. Anyway to make it short, I have Hypertension, Type 2 diabetes (not yet officially diagnosed but you know, let's just assume cuz all the lab tests dont fecking lie), I have Myoma in my womb and have minor kidney stones. I was rushed to the ER in July. That's on top of all the ailments I already have, physically and mentally.

So yeah, after a year of slaving away in my current account, I will be leaving soon. I'll be in the same BPO company, but I'll be placed elsewhere.

New account, new people to meet.

This time I am not worried or scared just like before when I was first redeployed. Because first of all, the guy that I liked no longer works with me. The first time I kinda fell in love with a real breathing, non celebrity guy and nothing happens lol. 2nd is, I am ready to let go of this account, of SXM. The people are awesome, but working for that account is like your left foot is already buried on your grave. Everyday is your last day lmfao. No one lasts there anymore.

I had this plan last year to become a Trainer, or at least become a Subject Matter Expert, I had big hopes that I will last here. I was surprised I lasted a year, but now I realized, it's not for me yet.

It's not my time yet.

So I am really hopeful for my next account.

[spikeinthepunch]

i am playing Alan Wake 2, after after Alan Wake 1 (well. i gave up on playin bc i was not a fan of the gameplay and just watched a long LP). i think AW2 falls in line with what i see as like.. "cinematic video games that are basically movies". i know a key example of this are games like The Last of Us. These games are story focused, but they also really keep you on one track. Not just in the sense of a linear story, but physically (in game). I find these kinds of games don't often give you a lot to do in terms of branching off location wise unless its for a collectible, so even then its minor. Additionally, these games are basically always realistic in graphic/art style. I think in general theres been a huge rise on realistic looking games now that tech gets better, but it pretty much dominates this kind of game.

but what is on my mind as i play AW2 and this 'type' of game... well, im all for a story focused game. but these games i feel lack more and more significant gameplay where i kinda wonder if im "playing "playing" it at all. There are a few things considered "gameplay" in this game im sure but I will be real 90% of it wouldnt call that at all. Gameplay? Explore and fight enemies and solve some pretty simple puzzles (many of which can be considered side content anyways). What isn't actually gameplay to me? reading letters, looking at pictures, and sticking them on a wall in your mind palace. Looking at a scene and Alan saying its a new plot point he needs to write, so you open the window and click it so it happens. That's... not gameplay, its just a slightly extended way for you to see the story continue. And thats not to say all that is bad-- its simply a device to tell the story and its kinda neat i guess. But this isn't what I see as significant gameplay. You could entirely leave those actions out and it would be fine, but it would admittedly make the game feel more empty in terms of stuff to 'do' (which may be a bad sign lol)

the topic of "game that feels like a movie" is complicated. because you cant claim theyre bad because of the lack of gameplay (but its a critism to make if it doesnt help the game) because obviously.... we got the genre of... walking sims. and well, people have a lot to say about them in terms of gameplay too. i have played a number of walking sims that i love but i also guess the "point" of them is walking, you know that going in? but it doesnt make a point against the games i am talking about. because little unique gameplay doesnt mean you will have a bad game.

i like games focused on stories, i love them. and its certainly my attraction to games like AW2. i have played games that feel like im watching a real good movie and i absolutely love it when i come out on the other side feeling like i took part in that "movie". but i think where i feel detached in some of them is where you the player, get further disconnected from the main character(s). And I think this honestly happens more when you dont have gameplay that really lets you interact with it as a video game enough. less and less gameplay present and undirected interaction with the world, more and more scripted paths and forced direction. walking sims dont tend to feel similar to games like TLOU or AW2 not because they dont have combat, but because walking sims are usually presented entirely differently despite what could be said about lack of/simple gameplay-- you the player know youre walking around, and typically youre doing so to explore which already leads you to a game with open opportunities as a player, you dont know what coming in your path and thats the sense of discovery I feel like i lack in these other games. the script is written, your path can be forced. if it is too forced, too restricted then it doesnt feel like im getting to play much of a game.

the video game feels like a movie in a way i dont find appealing, when i feel like all i am really doing is moving my character on a path i must take and wait for the moment i need to shoot, then walking on the path again to the next area. to where else to look unless i need ammo. no where else to look unless i care about some random side items. (all of which i dont need at all if i font want them, and dont take me anywhere outside of my intended path) the video games that feel like a movie in a good way are ones that despite being heavily story focused, it allows enough options in gameplay and in world to let me still feel free and up to my own devices even when it does get back on track and put me in some clearly directed scenarios. i want to be excited to be in the video game's world so that i can have balance and be just as excited to continue even when they game puts me on some tracks i need to go through to see the story, before going back to feeling like a video game.

its all up to preference on what genres people like. but the AAA scene is becoming quite saturated with these linear story games with ultra realistic graphics. they look great and they can tell great stories. but sometimes i am not sure i feel like buying a $60 game that maybe... doesn't really make me feel like i am playing a game. admittedly i had expected a bit more from AW2 and its not offering much else for me to do with the gameplay.

[s0r3nverse]

welcome, welcome.

i go by Soren, i'm a minor, disabled, and i have been writing for well over 6 years, the majority being high fantasy related. as such, i've made an entire world by the name Unfao, and this account is... kind of just here so i can gush about my ocs without bothering my friends 24/7! feel free to stick around if you find my sillies interesting! and please ask questions about them plsplsplsplsplsplspls, i really wanna talk to people and meet people on here, so please feel free to interact! i'll be using gacha life 2 to be showing off my designs, since i can't draw for the life of me. i've been told i have a really distinct and recognizable style sooo... look forward to that ig? idk lol

! WARNING / DISCLAIMER !

this blog may contain a number of heavy topics, many of which may be triggering to some users. i'm unsure if i'll ever go in depth on these, or even mention them at all (i'm more likely to ramble about silly shenanigans than anything) but i'd rather be safe than sorry. some of the topics that may be talked about include, but aren't limited to...

* abuse (manipulation/gaslighting, sexual abuse, child abuse, physical/mental abuse, peer pressure, etc...) * violent transphobia / homophobia ( !! i am not transphobic/homophobic! i'm both trans/bi, but many of my ocs have been through it (theyre all queer lol), which is why i'm placing the disclaimer here. don't twist my words !!) * suicidal tendencies + self harm * murder. lots of that. and crime in general. * religious themes/trauma * loss of loved ones * body horror (maybe. tagging this just to be safe.) * overall, all my ocs are questionable morally grey characters. there are no heroes or villains here.

NONE of these topics will be romanticized or mocked. if you romanticize or mocking any of the topics, get the fuck out. also, all topics will be appropriately tagged and will have content warnings. (also note; if i ever mis-portray anything, TELL ME. i use these characters to cope, but that doesn't mean i know everything. i'm willing to, and i want to learn. i don't bite.)

now that's over, and if you still wanna stick around... cool! i welcome you with open arms. just make sure you don't fall under this dni category, and you're good.

DNI if...

your acc is 18+/NSFW. i have nothing against you, you do you, but i'm a minor so... yeah.

adding onto this, if you ever plan to sexualize my ocs. just, like, don't. keep that to urself. those are my children. ty.

if ur gonna make fun of me for using gacha/any of my interests. lol i dont care if its cringe, im cringe and im free

if ur gonna make fun of my ocs/what inspired them/their designs, etc.

overall if ur a creep just like stay away from me, thanks!

OK

WHEW. that was a lot... if you're still here, and you're gonna stay, then... awesome! im glad to have you here. hope you enjoy my inconsistent rambling of my ocs, because i'm either gonna post a lot, or very rarely... hopefully the former!

k imma go do.... stuff. see ya! (hopefully)

(all images are taken from soramafuurasaka's music video, 人狼ゲーム.)

[blackvail22]

i cant help but be worried for my physical health.

im starting to lose a lot of hair... i guess its less noticeable since i had a lot of it, but it feel considerably lighter, and there are also spots where my hair either broke off or is growing back from the root. there are also spots of just... nothing? but theyre smaller so theyre easy for people to overlook... but i see them. i see them, and i cant help but be worried

ive lost 30 pounds in a little over a month. sure, i suffer from b.e.d, and my medicine gives me less of an appetite... but ???? that... cant be good. like, its good that im losing weight, but i dont think losing that much that fast is healthy.

i dont know if its stress or if its something else, but i am worried for my physical well-being. i'll have to find even more time to see another doctor... and ill have to ask someone to take me since i cant take myself and public transportation here is close to nonexistent

i havent talked about this with anyone, really. ive mentioned something close to "im balding at the age of [my age]" and abt my weight change, but she didnt seem too worried about it

im sure its just because of stress or something minor, but i cant help but be worried about it,,,

which probably makes it worse lol

[pocketbutter2217]

intro!

this is a kink blog run by two ppl, posts from Parker are tagged as "P" and posts from B are tagged with "B". if its tagged "us" its for both of us lol

name: Parker prns: it/they/he age: 18 main kinks: tickling (HEAVILY lee leaning switch) (ask me where im ticklish), bondage, praise, maybe more(???) boundaries: teasy asks/messages are ok but i dont rp, nothing nsfw unless i know you very very well, i will do commissions in exchange for discord nitro (but just for my kinks not other stuff). PLEASE ask before anything not on my list of kinks, i am picky as fuck and if you do not respect my preferences you will be blocked! other info: demiro, demisexual, professional womanliker, extremely mentally ill, both physically and mentally disabled. if you know my main no you dont

name: B prns: she/they age: 18 main kinks: oh boy where do I start. I am a huge enjoyer of tig biddies, tongues/mouths, femboys, tentacles, bondage, degradation/praise, and size difference(im pretty short btw,,,) are some big ones but I dont want to take up too much room boundaries: extreme stuff like gore, scat, blood, etc. Unlike Parker, I am a horny mess and am always down for some fun~ However, I do still have my standards and preferences so dont get butthurt if I turn you down. other info: if I like you enough I might invite you to some of my other socials~

dni if: basic dni criteria, anti kink (duh), you don't want nsfw interactions/are uncomfortable with nsfw content (note from parker: i keep interactions on posts tagged sfw as purely sfw but if you still arent comfortable thats chill no worries)

we are both pretty newly 18 and one of us is still in high school so we aren't rlly "MINORS DNI >:(" but that may change and obv no one is like. Obligated to interact or anything. boundaries are our number one kink /ref

[ithisatanytime]

group_inou / CATCH

 i am constantly finding myself dragged into arguments about the age of consent by women, they are obsessed with the topic, that topic and porn women have a complete consensus on and its because those are both issues that threaten their power in the sexual market place. the truth is age of consent laws wiill always be arbitrary no matter where you set them, it should be up to the father, and the father should be beholden to his community through the church. there is nothing wrong with being physically attracted to a post pubescent girl, literally nothing on earth could be more natural and anyone who says anything else is a fucking bald faced liar. that doesnt mean its appropriate to date someone so young, there are social reasons for it and consequences for the girl (though if you got married i literally do not fucking care) ive never dated anyone distant in age from myself and i dont think i would either, i have a very very specific type (scandanavian genes mixed with some minor middle eastern genes and some east asian for flavor, nothing else will do) but it is the defacto position that the most NATURAL of all possible physical attractions makes you a fucking pedophile, and there is no worse stigma to attach to what is scientifically provably a near universal attraction. think about this and how it relates to gay men, there are gay celebrities who admit publicly to sleeping with teenage boys, aka little baby children, i dont fucking care, but as a society we have at least partially accepted that its natural for an adult man to fuck a teenage boy, but not for an adult man to be attracted to a post pubescent adult. it is the stigma that im focusing on, it would be easy to call me a pedophile and claim that im making posts like this to drum up sympathy for my real life inclinations, but if those were my inclinations i would publicly exclaim that women are in their prime at forty and then privately  i would fuck teenagers lol. its about the stigma, the establishment has convinced young men that their natural god given desires make them fucking pedophiles, its not just the shame it causes, this makes all men duplicitous by necessity.

 as long as i mentioned porn as well i want to say there was one guy who in private told me he never masturbated or watched porn, he was the only guy i was willing to believe at least, i wont go into detail as to why because i dont want to dox him, but he was an older man and seemed old fashioned and simple in a lot of ways so in this instance i was willing to believe him, until several years later he casually mentioned jacking off on his phone to some porn, i guess he forgot he was lying about that or something i dont know. a lot of men lie to women about what being a man is to get pussy is what im saying.

[oflgtfol]

sometimes its like should i even minor in CS bc 1. its so hard to get into the program at my school and 2. i dont even particularly care abt like, the actual theory of it, i just find programming fun and it’ll be useful for my career in astrophysics, but thats just the ACT of programming, i dont care rlly abt the actual theory of it........

and the more i think abt it the more i do kinda wanna at least minor in physics.......... lowkey wanna double major as well like Every Other Astro Major but idk lol, at the very least i’d like to minor in physics.. but there’s literally no fuckin way i can minor in BOTH physics and CS..........

[tulipscomeinallsortsofcolors]

hi v destination wedding was so cute and then the HEARTBREAK at the end omg so good i ended up going back and rereading ping pong the sound of our hearts lol

anyway i was wondering how everyone’s powers work in the ping verse? i am mostly lost on logan and remus with their powers, but i’m down for any hcs/explanations you are willing to share cuz your writing is thebomb.com babe

Patton: enhanced intuition and luck

Virgil: superstrength, superspeed, and invisibility

Janus: shapeshifter

Logan: ability to absorb solar radiation and do a wide variety of things with it, including blasts of energy, flight, and light manipulation, and minor manipulation of technology. the science here is very handwavey and comic book logic-esque

Roman and Remus are interesting, because they technically have the same powers, they just developed in different ways. both of them are medium-grade (for this universe) reality warpers.

Roman's powers work by conjuring his own thoughts into physical being. the golden StuffTM that his constructs are made out of is the literal material of his thoughts made physical

Remus's powers work by allowing him to exist and do things outside the laws of reality, which he uses to make anomalous technology that operates outside the laws of physics, such as disregarding the law of conservation of energy, or the square-cube law (for giant kaiju ants, for example)

When they were babies, both of them simply had the ability to manipulate their environment in very small ways (the temperature of food or the room they were in, slightly altering the location of toys, very tiny things) and as they got older their powers developed in different directions. they can still do those smaller things as well, but they mostly dont bother

[thatbitchsimone]

Never thought that Johnny was innocent fully but amber clearly was a physical abuser in a mutually toxic relationship. I don’t get why you would post her court looks like it’s something cool and aesthetic when she is a horrible person regardless

yeah i get what u mean and its understandable that u feel kinda ”yikes” about it bc it IS kinda yikes that i do that in a sense. idk this might make me sound kinda fucked up and detached but i post it bc its kind of a big pop culture moment and that kinda goes with the stuff i blog about. like ive posted lots of jodi arias, anna delvey etc content and the amber stuff kinda goes with that. since its celebrities i have this disconnect from it like u know how we follow celeb drama and gossip for entertainment/interest/pure curiosity and kinda forget that these are real people and not a tv show? its kinda like that and theres probably some psychological reasoning or phenomena behind it but we all do it more or less. im not gonna sit here and virtue signal or pretend that i have some moral justification for it bc i honestly dont like the only reason i have for it is bc its pop culture, everyones talking about it and it involves celebrities and a beautiful actress that turned out to be a pretty disturbed person who behind all that beauty and glamour hides some dark secrets and it plays into the whole ”dark hollywood” ”secret lives of the rich and famous” thing as well as the ”darkness of the female mind/gone girl psychology/female criminals” which are both topics that im super interested in and therefore put on my little blog. i dont support jodi arias for example (i absolutely think she belongs in prison or preferably some kind of mental institution bc people like her need real psychological treatment) but i sure am fascinated by her and her mind and that whole persona. i dont know if im making much sense but im just trying to be fully candid and honest here maybe i sound cold hearted or detached from reality but i know for a fact im not in the minority with this bc just look at our culture u know

and i also started doing it even more purely bc of ppl trying to police me and stop me from doing it lol like i dont like being scolded or told what to think or do and yes thats immature but im a stubborn rebelious provocative little bitch at heart always have been. im not gonna pretend that i dont feel sympathy for amber and treat her like the monster the media and internet warriors does when i dont actually share that opinion like im not gonna submit to peer pressure/go along with the popular opinion just to please others like no im not gonna fake it thats not me like i want to be honest

[chronic-claire-universe]

Hey =)

Happy Birthday babes, you are getting old =)

lol, anywho, can I request for the match up, not sure how to…so imma do it here ok? Sorry if it bothers lol, kinda new-

Gender: female (bisexual), in appearance, well, 5’6, I wear glasses and kinda messy hair? Like yeah…messy is what they are and dark brown. Not exactly skinny so kinda average and bit of an athletic build, like not very prominent but it’s there.

Physics major with business minor cuz lolz and also cuz these two are the only subjects along maths that I understand…

I’m not asking for nsfw so…imma just put some stuff bout me? I am, simply put, very competitive and like being at the top of things and better than most people. I do have a crude sense of humour, which can at times offend people but ig i give good advice. I won’t be the most emotionally stable person but I will be able to tell you nice ways to get away with murder. And I like dancing, like overall sports too but not mainstream, dancing is better prefered.

Mbti: estp, 7w8, 738

Fandoms: Tokyo revengers and jujutsu kaisen

thanks a lot for taking in the request if you do…and even if you dont, thanks for existing =)

Babe I watch you from afar your blog and let me tell you: you're awesome! For my birthday party you're going to have special escorts, enjoy it and take your time

Tokyo Revengers - Ran Haitani

Braid guy loves how much you're competitive towards others, he loves how much you get blunt and he never feels offended about your attitude, girl you got balls to respond in kind to Roppongi's king.

Ran respects you and finds himself amused with you, he's used to girl that want him for his appearance, money or power but you're not like the others, cause, as I said before you're not afraid to go against him!

You enjoy a lot your home dates, Ran loves seeing you in an apron preparing finally an homemade dinner. Music plays in the kitchen and arms hug your waist, here your boyfriend hums the song refrain.

This led to you swinging your hips from side to side in motion with him, this isn't necessarily a turning on, actually he genuine loves it. It's not all about sex and Ran knows how to remember it!

Jujutsu Kaisen - Suguru Geto

Your mbti and your attitude bring me towards hot chill out motherfuckers, this describe perfectly Suguru Geto!

Suguru loves your sense of humour, he has fine taste and being really cultured, he can understand easily your attitude.

He is your safe anchor for your tortured mind who sometimes needs to feel at ease and not in competition with everyone. Geto knows how to relax you, sometimes he adopt simple cuddles or dinner where he cooks for/with you, or simply going to play sports you like together!

Dance together? Mmm no it's really difficult to convince him but I'm sure he loves you doing it, that's why he gifted you some virtual reality game where you can dance, he loves seeing you shake your body while smirking to the vision!

[transsexualhamlet]

I feel like Louis doesn't get the attention and love he deserves sometimes

And not just in the When Louis Got Character Development And Stopped Wanting To Kill Sherlock Lol he's good, I mean just straight up murderous unapologetic stray cat louis. He's already so great and I am an enthusiastic louis apologist

Like no I wouldn't have wanted him to. Actually Kill Sherlock. yeah. but him wanting to do that was completely rational, tbh, liam was acting like a fucking lovestruck idiot and taking great and unnecessary risk, and doing that has always worked for him in the past.

And look at louis. He's got so much righteous anger and I'm totally with him on with no restraints just being completely fine with killing assholes and being a little shit just because

The man watched his older brother have to kill himself trying to get enough money to survive, all the while with him like Dying Of Some Serious Heart Issue and Being Orphans who get underestimated, ridiculed, and treated terribly by rich people, abled people, adults, just Men in general I dont even know he's totally justified in hating them unconditionally and only wanting to protect and care about his family

He's tired of being overlooked, treated like a servant, disrespected, disregarded, insulted, and he's tired of that happening to his family as well. And I think that it's great that he was able to take that energy and anger and put it to use in what he wanted to do and not wait for the priveleged people to let him. It sucked for him, because he enjoyed and wanted to do household kind of tasks like housework and cooking but he was basically just made to do it for ungrateful bitches throughout his childhood and will now be throwing tea at anyone who doesn't compliment it, as he should

He may look generally hostile, but he genuinely just wants to make a good life and world for his family, be happy and have all of the rest of them be happy, feeling satisfied by providing for them and helping them while being treated as equal.

Side note, I think both liam and louis are actually trans*, I don't know, if i look at a character hard enough they spontaneously turn transgender and Look At Him Why Does This Man Have So Much Hip- but most of it comes from the way he acts and reacts to things. And this could be perfectly explained away by him in like Child Labor plus being young, poor and physically ill gave him much the same Minority experience as a girl in that era, but being afab would only strengthen the reason he's........ Like That? He just really radiates the energy of someone who's experienced misogyny and would rate it -100/10 if anyone percieves me I will end their life

One more thing tho, I don't see why people have a problem with people headcanoning louis as aro/ace? Sorry that I have the sexiest opinions man his colors are literally the ace flag and his favorite dynamic is found family. He clearly does not want to be with anyone ever and yall need to be ok with people thinking that<3

All in all, Louis is completely justified in his actions and I support him stabbing people, not just after going "maturing is realizing MI6". He can be an aggressive, petty, immature gremlin if he wants to, ok?

*on different levels, for louis it's 100 percent a headcanon we've legit seen his birth certificate but for Liam it's kind of a conspiracy theory you cant prove he isn't /hj