#if ur taking ao3 at large for example

[halfbaked00q]

I absolutely love your posts but I need to know, what are the dynamics of 00Q? Which trope(s) do you associate with them?

thank you!!! and anon. help pls can u give me multiple choice or sth lmao,,, work is slamming me rn os i dont have the bandwidth for an essay question rn lmao,,,

lowkey tho I feel like if u scroll thru my posts lol,,, you will start seeing some themes and throughlines lmao,,,,, :'D uhh whats that thing abt the author's barely-disguised fetish,,,,

if u have any specific questions or wanna talk any specific things tho lol then feel free to send follow up questions!!!

if ur like completely new to this and asking for a ship manifesto.. idk if I can help u there exactly but like, obv the broad general strokes of 00q is "the inherent homoeroticism of the agent / handler relationship."

uhh ik ship manifestos have fallen out of practice, but opening it to the audience, if anyone has a ship manifesto/wants to write one? (if that's what ur asking lmao, if not then pls let me know)

okay god my stupid work emails are piling up again i gotta dip. cant believe i am being expected to work at my job, where i am paid to work. it's cutting into my posting on tumbs tiimee >:c

[san-fics]

Happily Married

Felinette, 18+

(upcoming on Ao3, chapters 12-14 are published on Patreon)

Art credit @aspenaspid, original Tumblr post.

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Marinette's appetite had improved—probably her body was trying to compensate and restore its strength after constant sex, which was exactly that, constant, at least that's how it felt, not that she objected or anything. Maybe she should have slowed down a bit with the food though, because it seemed like her hips were starting to round out a little, making her figure more feminine. But for now it was only noticeable while entering jeans, which she almost never wore anymore, so Marinette decided not to pay attention to it for now, so as not to invent problems that probably didn't really exist.

She couldn't help it for now, anyway: Felix wore her out so much in bed—again, not that she minded—that the next morning she was just terribly hungry, and the concept of “a portion that was too big for her” became blurred. So her relationship with food was what it was at the moment, sometimes a little weird even. For example, recently she was walking through the grocery store and suddenly had an unstoppable craving for pickled peaches...

Marinette hadn't even known pickled peaches existed before that day, but she'd bought a couple of jars and eaten one of them in one sitting as soon as she got home, chalking it up to her changing taste buds. After all, she'd never had to deal with a man's sperm before, much less in such large quantities, so who knew what else she might suddenly want to eat now that she'd added this new flavor to her collection, so to speak...

In the end, all the unusual changes in her boiled down to the fact that her man was too good to resist, Marinette explained to herself, feeling how sensitive her nipples had become. He handled her body so skillfully that it simply learned to react more sensitively to him. And as for the nipples... Felix paid so much attention to them, he loved to suck them and bite them slightly... of course they would become more sensitive with time!

And the fact that she became so tired at work was also only because they fucked until late last night, clearly (and every night, of course)... Marinette probably needed to buy one of those fitness bracelets to track the amount of sleep she was getting, otherwise, special treatment or not, she simply wouldn't be able to work soon!

...

“Always, my dear,” her mother-in-law responded. When Marinette finally released her, embarrassed by her emotional outburst, the woman continued as if nothing had happened. “Anyway, I came to take you to lunch. It’s already the beginning of the month, and you and I always discuss upcoming projects over lunch early on, remember?”

Marinette frowned, because yes, she did remember that, but it seemed so long ago that their last lunch happened… She looked at the calendar, realizing that it was indeed the third, meaning that it had been over a month since their similar discussion. But what was even more important was the unexpected realization that her period should have ended by now and she should have started the next strip of birth control pills, but…

Her period hadn’t even started yet.

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[indiestsnake]

Hi Indie! Glad to know you like my AO3 comment, now I can die happy. qwq

Seriously, chapter 49 of TFW was incredible. I do not know what sorcery you conjured to be able to write such deep characters, but I was fully immersed right from the starting sentence.

You and @paradox-crows have inspired me to start working on a RW fic of my own. The problem is that I haven't read a book in years, haven't done creative writing since middle school, and am currently having an aneryusm trying to worldbuild and plan out the plot.

Do you have any tips for a newbie writer like me? Everything I consider when planning seems to lead to more questions than answers. My current plan is to just start writing the scenes I have in mind and see what comes from that.

aaaaaaa hooray!!!!!! it still makes me so happy to know I inspire ppl that’s so COOOL ough

alright so. I’ll work off it being w RW fic but this main tip really applies to any story

outline the beginning and the end. where the story and characters start, and where they will be going. knowing where you’re headed with a story is vital to actually making your character arcs and foreshadowing feel good. I’d also recommend planning out some of the bigger in-betweens of plot beats; for example, when starting To Find Warmth I defined the end, beginning and when the main couple gets together. also if ur writing a romance, plan that moment when someone confesses. it’s imporant :3

Then, you literally just start writing. Get an idea of where the characters go and then nudge them along, and develop the story as you go. in the case of fanfic, this is why a lot of fics are written chapter to chapter. In the case of a book, this process would take place silently over a decently long time as you develop your story.

If you’re looking for writing/trope advice you can slowly subsume into your brain without just. reading a book, check out the Trope Talks series by Overly Sarcastic Productions on YouTube. I get a lot of my knowledge from watching those over and over for fun ._.

and just to round it off, here’s an important idea to keep in mind.

tropes are not inherently bad. tropes are storytelling tools, ones used often because they work. don’t be afraid to take inspiration from works you like! this story doesn’t have to be an innovative masterpiece in fiction or the equivalent of discovering a new color or smthn. it just needs to be yours.

you can always come by for more advice if you want!!! even if I am. largely unqualified to give it by a traditional definition. i try my best :3

[kidflashimpulse]

I am probably pretty late to boggling your brain on your thoughts on ZetaFlash, but I wanted to share and see how you feel about this headcanon I have in my head (and probably many others): A reason why Ed and Bart get along other than being close in age is that they both like pulling jokes/pranks/jump-scares with their powers.

In Bart's debut episode, "Bloodlines" he literally pulls various pranks on his future teammates (turning on all the shower faucets to cause Beast Boy to slip, "limbo time" with Robin (Tim) while stirring up the papers to blind-fold him, and when he vibrates out of the cuffs as soon as the door opens only to pause to say "bye-bye" and dashes before Beast Boy grabs him). Even the whole chase sequence could be considered the 'prank' (or a way to show the heroes of the past how fast he is and how good he is at using it). His usual mannerisms while fighting bad guys and working with other heroes is often involves teasing, having friendly exchanges, quips, puns, and in seasons 3 and 4 especially sound effects.

Ed had used his powers in a similar regard in "Runaways" to distract the guards and in "Hunt" using them to take away a weapon and while falling off the walkway only to crash into the Reach soldiers that blasted his board. I also wouldn't put it past him to use them on his Runaway buddies as a form of fun and 'some training', only to get told off/cursed at and just enjoy being a kid. In season 3 "Leverage" he cleverly uses his teleportation from the doorway as both a way to convince Wendy to stick around and to get the audience to settle down while his Dad tries to do it the 'traditional' way.

Although it may be largely influenced from "Going Hyperspeed" AO3 work in which the formation of their relationship is solidified from the scene in which Virgil poses the question of who could get to a given location the fastest, to the prank they pull from sharing a glance while using their powers, and the rain scene.

never too late with zetaflash, every moment is the right moment when it comes to them lol :)

i do think an underrated/unexplored characterisation of ed’s is probably that he can be goofy and cheeky, how he approached wendy i think was a very sweet example of this lol and in both the show and comic he’s got his flair for the dramatics moments like i do think he’s generally more serious than bart but that’s a pretty easy feat in general and doesn’t take away from his fun aspect that i think bart probably really likes him for, so yes i agree with ur HC!

great analysis and going hyper speed on ao3 is like the zetaflash holy scripture lol so i 100% get where ur coming from

im gonna add on to ur great points with my own two cents crudely as follows: they’re both assholes (affectionate) bart probably from a more innocent/malicious aspect (oxymoronic, i know, he puts the moron in oxymoron sorry i just had to say that) and ed from more of an emotional perspective

anyway this low-key makes them have eyes for each other and results in interesting moments lol

thanks for sharing ur thoughts with us <33

[prettyrealm]

i love ur blog fr… one of my least favorite things about the tarot community (not just kpop) is how some people alter or water down their readings (or just aren’t perceptive enough) so that their content is more positive and validating for consumability… and the people who choose to be honest and direct get ate up 😭 divination can be harsh. idk why people are here expecting validation or only positive things. most of these idols are not nice!!

if you want a romantic story and enjoy living in denial, go to ao3!! wattpad or something?? y’all are looking for fanfiction. there are soooo many writing blogs on this site.

and i also have soooo much beef with like, pop culture tarot readings on youtube and tiktok that are clearlyyyyyy not too good in quality, but people eat it up blindly because it tells them things that they like to hear and never anything critical. i have a theory about that being one of the reasons why people assume honest readers have bad intentions or are hating on people. i don’t think people realize just how common it is to read on someone and get the vibe that they’re shitty in some capacity, or not even having to rely on intuition and to be directly told that there is something off about someone. idols aren’t usually any better than the average person, and the average person usually has bad traits. period. some are worse than the average person.

also… i have a problem with how it’s seen as perfectly fine to share the positive traits we’re able to pick up on through tarot, but sharing the negatives is seen as invasive?? like girl either it’s all invasive or none of it lmaooo. you’re okay consuming content that makes you feel like you’d be attractive to someone or reading about what their personality is like, but it’s too much when that same person says that they’d potentially be a bigot or have issues with stuff like anger? that’s when it’s too much??? 😭😭

Thank you so much for stopping by to show love!! I really appreciate your perspective and agree with pretty much everything you’ve said. 🩷

People were shocked by @dreamofmetoday and l’s ideal type readings being so specific and descriptive and we didn’t get why until we tapped in with other peoples readings and realized most are just saying very vague things or just things that EVERYONE is looking for in a partner (for example, kind, sympathetic, loyal) or just things that make it easy to self-insert in general. I think the self-insert aspect is a main reason people put such an emphasis on only focusing on the positive.

I also get asks demanding I tell them how I get such specific and detailed answers when it comes to things like homophobia/race/misogyny whatever, and it’s like, that’s just how it works? Makes me wish more people would get into tarot themselves so they could see.

The “romantic love story” crossover stuff that you mentioned is why I think you’ll often come across readings, and even PACs, on here that are like a wattpad story. like you said, many readers know there’s a large audience for this. For example when it comes to PACs, 3 pile PACs are a very quick and easy way to get followers and likes, but overall don’t exert a lot of energy and limit the amount of people who can actually connect with the PAC but then each pile will be filled with nuance, details and specifics and the reader is able to just say, “take what resonates and leave what doesn’t” to get away with it. How is someone even supposed to know what truly resonates and what doesn’t for a future spouse reading anyway? Not to mention, how can these readers suddenly get so much detail for a random pac and then not in their other readings or personal readings? There’s just a lot of predatory behavior in the tarot community unfortunately (thank you to melody’s anon for helping us label this finally too), and in turn, it creates a huge misunderstanding of what to expect from readings when you know nothing about tarot.

Not saying all 3 pile PACs are bad of course btw, because that would be ridiculous. There are of course situations where the 3 pile format makes sense, but a lot of them on here are just baiting.

In regards to positives being welcomed with open arms and negatives being considered invasive, it’s literally just nonsensical and honestly, a little weird (often the result of fetishization or idolization etc. so to say this under the pretense of high morals is odd… to say the least). I’ve seen people say things like “who are readers to decide what’s a negative?” when that’s literally not the case, it’s not a case of the reader “deciding” anything, I’m literally asking specifically about the negative traits. It makes me wonder what questions other readers are actually asking in the first place to even come to the conclusion that we would assigning these traits ourselves. Or the argument that “humans are multifaceted so we shouldn’t assign them blah blah blah” like… yeah… duh they’re multifaceted, which is why there’s literally a positives section? It just seems like they reach for excuses to defend their main point that the negatives of these men’s personalities just shouldn’t be acknowledged. It almost makes me feel like some people make these blogs to even improve their idols overall image on a smaller scale or have more control of the perception of it.

I really LOVE how you said “it’s either all invasive or none of it is” because that’s something Melody and I talk about together all the time. Their love lives and “kinks” aren’t invasive topics, but everything that could ruin someone’s fantasy about an idol is. In the end, you’re only allowed to post readings that let you daydream about being their best friend, boyfriend or girlfriend with no complications or obstacles I guess lol. Thanks again for sending this ask! It was really cool to unpack this and see that there’s a reader/follower on the same page. 🩷

[mayday505]

I know a lot of fic writers have their own interpretations of different character dynamics (for example Mori and Dazai) I KNOW THERES POINTS OF CONTENTION OR WHAT NOT but like I wish ppl would leave others alone for having a dif take bc I got a comment on A Horse Named Cold Air (my comments were moderated at the time so I just deleted it on the spot) saying that basically my interpretation of Dazai and Mori wasn’t correct and that Dazai wasn’t abused. And now. I could go into detail on why contextually I think that that is factually incorrect in regards to canon but I won’t bc it’s not abt that.

However. What it is about is letting fic writers mind their own business bc hey yeah maybe some of the stuff is canonically inaccurate! (And again I could argue about how that’s largely because there are so many gaps w Dazais backstory anyway that it’s kinda up to interpretation anyways bc we simply don’t have all the knowledge) BUT! That’s none of ur fucking business how I intend to write MY fic. U don’t like it? Write your own. That’s the beauty of fandom baby.

And especially like bc. You never know what the author is basing those dynamics on or how much of it is projection. I sure as hell know I project a fuck ton onto Dazai and Mori’s dynamic and it’s actually rlly upsetting when ppl comment like “oh this is inaccurate he wasn’t abused” bc like cool??? U can read it that way??? However me. Being someone to relates to him thru the lens of my own abuse. I’m gonna take a certain interpretation and I’d like to have that in peace.

AAAAA the day people learn ao3 etiquette and general human decency is the day I will rest.

[chuckbass-love]

can i request a super smutty one shot of chris evans and hes obsessed with doing anal and it's the filthiest hottest thing ever ??? i love ur work btw :))

Hi lovely anon, thank you so much for the request and i really apologise for the delay. I’ve been working on a couple other things and obviously Christmas time has been hectic too. However, it’s here now and i hope you love it. Also thank you reading my work, your support means a whole lot and i really appreciate you🥰

A/N: Not written smut in a while so please give feedback as i’m anxious and worried that this is shit. Also, part 5 for Only Love Can Hurt Like This will be out soon. So strap yourselves in for that. 

Disclaimer: My work is not to be posted anywhere else other than MY Tumblr, Wattpad and Ao3 without my permission. However, reblogs are welcome.

Pairing: Chris Evans x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Language, FILTH, anal fingering, anal intercourse, oral (f, receiving), vaginal fingering and daddy kink. 18+

Word Count: 3,054

GIF NOT MINE!!! Credit to @myimaginesworld go check them out❤️

New Obsession

If you were to tell the truth about how you felt a week ago, then it would be that anal made you nervous. Well, not anymore.

You’ve been with Chris for around a year now, which to many wouldn’t seem like a long time but to the two of you, it feels like a lifetime.

He had a way of automatically putting you at ease with everything. Especially in the bedroom or whenever it came to opening up emotionally and even now, that’s still the case.

He treats you like a queen. 

Last week whilst the pair of you were lounging around his Massachusetts home with Dodger nestled in between your legs as you lay in between Chris’s legs. He randomly asked you some rather explicit questions.

Ones mostly about your ass and what you’d let him do to it. It started off with him asking about eating your ass, playing with it and then eventually he asked if you’d ever have anal sex with him,

The mere thought had your puckered hole clenching and your tight cunt slowly starting to drip with your honey like arousal. Yeah sure, you were terrified but you’d always been curious and wanted to explore new territory with him. 

You love him and you trust him with your life so you agreed to try.

And after a nice romantic meal, a lot of wine on your part, beer on his. You ended up kissing on the couch. It started off very slow until he stood up with you in his arms, carrying you to the master bedroom. The journey there was spent with his large hand splaying across your soft globes, squeezing them aggressively like he just couldn’t wait to have his filthy way with you.

That night was certainly crazy to say the least. You were a little sore after which only led to Chris kissing you on your delicate hole a couple times and running you a bubble bath.

He’s the king of after care with you. Always checking in with you before, during and after to see if you enjoyed it. The last thing he’d ever want is for you to be in pain or danger.

Since that night though, you’ve been doing it whenever you can. It’s like an addiction. The feel of his huge cock pushing into your forbidden and tight hole is something you can never even begin to explain. It just feels incredible. Plus your little cunt gets extremely excited at all of the attention. Chris tends to rub at your bundle of nerves or even dip his fingers into your honey pot, 3 at once. He says he never wants your pussy to be left untouched.

But like you’ve said. It’s like an addiction to you both. In fact, he’s crazy for it. 

The grunts that leave his mouth always have you keening for him to go deeper and deeper inside of you. Every inch of him.

Tonight is no exception.

You had a lovely day at his parent’s house. Lisa cooked a gorgeous lunch and all of Chris’ siblings visited with their kids and partners. 

You and Scott spent the entire day laughing and joking about the many times you scared Chris. It’s like a running joke in this family plus Chris hates being scared. He calls himself the master of scaring people so when the tables are turned he gets this huge need to get them back.

Whenever Chris is horny or desperate for you, he has his ways of letting you know without actually saying the words. 

For example.

You were helping Lisa with some of the last minute prep for lunch by taking stuff out of the oven and placing it onto dishes to then put on the table.

Chris was sat at the kitchen island, sipping on a beer. Well, he was practically gulping it down. You were in the kitchen also.

Lisa asked if you could take the quiche out of the oven and leave it on the cooling rack. Chris’s eyes followed your ass as you bent over. Something you had anticipated to happen since he’s an ass man and your ass in particular drives him insane.

You turned around to place it on the cooling rack and that’s when you saw his flushed cheeks. His eyes full of hunger and lust. Animalistic even.

Before you left to go to his parent’s house, he was begging for you to ride him quickly.

“It’ll only be a quick one, just wanna feel that ass around my cock again”

His whining was more than tempting and now, since you rejected his offer, he was so close to taking you upstairs into his old childhood room to ram into you.

But instead. Lunch was served and he didn’t have the time. 

Hours had passed until eventually it was time to go. Lisa gave you some of the leftover quiche since Chris enjoyed it so much and the two of you got into the car with you in the driving seat this time. 

“You’re such a fuckin tease baby” he slurred

“And why’s that?” you asked, feigning innocence as you started driving. With his house not being far from his parent’s house, the journey was only around 10 minutes, not even that.

He never responded to you, just smirked as he sat back in his seat.

The moment you got home however, he was all over you like a rash. You shut the front door and locked it just before he pushed you into it. 

Your cheek squished against the cold door.

“Chris” you squealed, he didn’t respond though.

You felt his body lower until you were pretty sure he was on his knees, lifting your sundress up and hooking his thick digits into your soaked panties. He yanked them down and tapped your legs for you to step out of them. 

“There they are. God i’ve missed this pretty little asshole and oh my, look at this soaked cunt. All for me, huh baby?” you knew that he was well aware of the kind of effect he had on you and your body but he still liked confirmation from your mouth.

“Yes, daddy. It’s all for you. Please” 

Whenever you’re around Chris and about to have sex, you find yourself turning into this pathetic woman who is literally his whore. You crave his touch. You crave the feel of his cock ploughing into you so hard that you forget your own name and he loves how hungry you get.

He stood up then, his eyes dancing over your body, the only thing wrong with the view was that you had clothes on. He soon changed that, stripping you completely before getting back down onto his knees.

Which is how you got here. 

Your one leg is over his shoulder and your fingers are tangled up in his hair that was once styled. 

“Fuck. Daddy. Yes. Just. Like. That” your breathing is heavy and your heart is beating rapidly. His fingers working wonders inside of you whilst his mouth is sucking on your clit.

You’re on the cusp of yet another mind blowing orgasm from just his fingers and mouth alone. He’s already had you messing all over his fingers once but clearly once wasn’t enough if he’s trying to draw another from you.

He’s always been greedy like that.

“Come on baby, i know you got another one in you, give it to me” his fingers start to curl ever so slightly, pressing at that spot inside a couple more times before you’re falling.

Your cum sliding down his digits beautifully. Just the way he likes.

Before you even have the chance to speak, he’s spinning you back around and spreading your ass cheeks to reveal his new obsession.

Seconds later his tongue is pressed against it, circling too. 

You shiver at the sensation, your back arches and your hands rest either side of the door frame. In hopes that it’ll steady you.

“There she is, my little whore”

You bite down on your bottom lip as your eyes roll to the back of your head. There’s no point in trying to hold back the moans anymore and with one final lick to your eager hole you let out a loud pornographic style moan. 

With Chris, it’s always hard to hold back and he knows that. There’s been so many times when he’s tested you, fucking you in public areas. But the worst one was when you were in his L.A home.

Lisa came to visit at the very beginning of your relationship. You went for some nice lunch and then dinner which was courtesy of your excellent cooking. 

Chris put her up for the weekend and boy did he choose that night to initiate some pretty filthy sex. 

You were lying on your stomach and trying to sleep when you felt his hands wondering. Then all of a sudden he’s spitting on his cock for lube, stroking it a couple times before sliding into your pussy with ease. All thanks to your permanent need for him.

The way he fucked you that night was most certainly sinful to say the least. His room being next door to the guest room where his mother was sleeping. You’re surprised she didn’t say something the next day. Chris had to keep pushing your head into the pillow to muffle your pleasure filled screams.

“So eager for my cock i see but not so fast baby. Gotta get you ready first” the raspiness of his voice makes everything ten times hotter and you can quite literally feel him inside of you without it being a reality.

He stands up and his finger starts to circle before he slowly pushes it in, taking his time to prepare you for another one of his thick digits. 

They glide across the walls inside.

One more is added and another until your ass is stretched out nicely.

He continues to work you over, scissoring his fingers too. Despite doing it a lot already, preparation is key with anal.

“Think you’re ready?”

“Please, i need it” you mewl

He lowers his head so that his mouth is just by your ear and his breath fans your skin “yeah, need it huh? Need daddy’s cock deep inside this tight ass of yours?” 

You nod your head aggressively, you couldn’t look more keen if you tried. 

“How bad you need it baby, tell me. Tell daddy like a good girl” he whispers, his cologne filling your nose and intoxicating you more than ever as his hand reaches in front to rub at your sensitive clit. 

“Please, daddy. I need your cock in my ass. I need it so much” 

Before you got with Chris, dirty talk wasn’t necessarily something you even thought about during sex but he introduced you to that world. And what a world it is. It seemed as though, the more you did it, the dirtier you got. 

Nicknames were thrown around, more kinks were even explored and you became the pinnacle of a mans dream. Woman in the streets, freak in the sheets.

Such a princess to the public. But for Chris. You’re a whore. Only for him though.

“Beg for it baby” he insists, his fingers press down harder as he rubbing pace quickens.

You can feel the tip of his huge size poking at your hole. Just a push and it’ll be forcing it’s way inside of you, stretching you out even more than his fingers did and filling you up in the best way.

“Daddy, give it to me. Stuff my ass full of your cock please. I need it”

“Such a good girl, my good girl. S’fucking tight baby” the pair of you hiss as he begins to push into you, tearing that sweet ass open.

He’s always loved how tight your ass is and if he had it his way, his cock would remain seated inside of you all day every day. Where it belongs. With your peachy ass cheeks adding to the incredible view.

Every time he fucks you from behind, he spoils you with spanking after spanking, not letting up until your ass is sore and it stings to touch. Luckily, you love it, always begging for more.

And tonight is no different.

His hands rest on both globes, rubbing and kneading before eventually lifting off and smacking back down, earning a gasp from your mouth.

With every inch, he gets closer and closer to bottoming out until before you know it, he’s seated deep inside of your ass.

His fingers find your pussy immediately, sliding inside with no time to waste and then it starts. His thrusting. Slow at first of course.

Gradually getting faster and faster.

“Feel me deep in that fuckin ass huh? My little cock whore. Love getting fucked in this ass baby?” the pure filth leaving his mouth has your clit throbbing under his thumb.

“Answer daddy when he speaks to you” he mutters, spanking your ass and gripping your face with one hand and forcing you to turn your head a bit more so that you’re looking at him “sorry daddy” you pout, face flushed just like his was earlier at lunch.

“And?”

“Feels so good with your cock fucking my ass like that, i need it deeper” you cry out, waiting for his pace to change. His hips snap against your skin as he presses you back into the door with his hand tangled in your hair. 

He pulls on it harshly causing you to wince in pain. It all adds to the earth shattering pleasure though, you love when he gets like this. 

Ever since you first tried anal last week, he’s turned into this animal. He wants to fuck your ass mercilessly whenever he can. Whenever it’s possible and it’s times like these when he’s glad his house is away from others. He can fuck you as hard and as rough as he likes and your moans won’t be heard by anyone. Absolute bliss.

“That’s it baby, take daddy’s cock like the whore you are. Take it deep” he draws the last word out, his breathing hitches and so does yours as you choke on a moan.

“Take. It”

One smack to your ass cheeks.

“My filthy anal loving whore”

Two smacks to your ass cheeks.

“I always secretly knew you’d love this and i was right. Such a dirty little girl for her daddy, aren’t you?” His fingering pace picks up, ramming into you with such vigor as his cock slows down into hard and rough thrusts.

“Let me hear those sweet noises baby, don’t hide them from me. Sing it for daddy, let me know how good i make you feel”

Your back arches and your face lifts off of the door, head falling back to rest on his chest “please, i’m gonna cum, don’t stop i need it” your desperate whimpers are enough to have him ploughing into your ass harder and faster, his grunts, growls and cursing lets you know how close he is to his own earth shattering orgasm.

“Is daddy’s little girl gonna cum too, huh? Gonna cum with daddy, all over my fingers baby as i spill my cum into your ass again. Like last time?”

“Yes daddy, please, i need it. Give me your cum” 

“Such a beg, god you feel so fucking good. Can feel that cunt clenching round my fingers. Cumming baby? Huh, gonna cream all over my fingers like the whore you are?”

All you can muster is a pathetic nod and a whine. You’re so close now.

And just like that, with a couple more thrusts in both holes. You clamp down on his cock and fingers, your clit pulsating again as you cum with a shaky sob of his name.

And of course with your pleasure, his is spurred on. You can feel him twitch and spasm inside as he chokes your name out too. Spilling his hot seed into your ass.

“So fucking good” his heart is beating, you feel it as you lay your head on his chest.

“My good girl, taking it like a pro. I’ll never grow tired of that”

He slowly pulls out, making his way to the bathroom and taking your hand so that you can follow him.

Once there, you get this sudden wave of confidence.

“I already miss your cock inside of me” he runs a wash cloth underneath the hot tap for a couple seconds, before using it to clean himself up. He starts running a bath too but you don’t want one.

You want him.

“I guess we’ll just have to do it again after our bath then won’t we?” he wraps his hand around your wrist, tugging you close so that you’re flush against him.

“What if i don’t want a bath?”

He raises his eyebrows at you in question.

“You want me to fuck your ass again?”

Now that he’s saying it out loud, you feel a tinge of embarrassment.

“Come here and sit on this fucking cock then baby, daddy would hate to disappoint you”

So you do exactly that, he doesn’t have to tell you twice.

“You’re only fuelling the flame baby”

“I don’t know what you mean” your innocence shining through as you turn your head to look at him through your batting eyelashes.

“This ass of yours, you know what it does to me, having my cock buried inside of it. It’s my new obsession” he starts, caressing your cheek before gliding his hand across your body “now. Show daddy how you bounce on his cock”

It would be your pleasure.

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I hope this was great and that you all love it!!! Honest feedback pls...💜

I’ve not written smut in a hot minute so if it’s shit i understand.

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[pudgecuddles]

Fic Recs!

Sorry this took a while to compile, but here you go, just in time for your birthday @chocochub!

I went ahead and tried to describe any triggers or reasons for the rating (sex vs. violence). I’m sorry if I missed anything that makes you uncomfy that‘s the last thing I want!

Also I got really sleepy around the time I was formatting this so sorry if there’s any errors with links, grammar, or trigger warnings. I’ve tried to be as thorough as I can, but many of these I’ve finished over a year ago and can’t recall every theme or possibly upsetting event :(

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Red Sky in Morning by GinForInk

Rating: E for Sex, Violence and Loss of Limb

Relationships: TaeJoon, YoonKook

Themes: Pirate AU, Curse AU, Adventure, Supernatural, Mystery, Horror

Summary: Captain Namjoon's cursed crew searches the Caribbean for a ship that can save them, and Namjoon's own men have more magic than they let on.

My notes: Even though there’s sex, it’s less smut and more romantic/stress relief than purposefully pornographic. Very heavy on Supernatural and Adventure. Characters are written very well! Definitely a favorite of mine.

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Hijacker’s Island by Gobi17

Rating: T for semi-graphic violence and attempted sexual assault from a villain.

Relationships: None

Themes: Hijack Gone Wrong, Plane Crash, Island Survival, Befriending the Baddies, Psychological Thriller, Mystery, Action

Summary: Jungkook's flight home ends in disaster as a group of hijackers take over the plane, and events quickly spiral out of control.

My Notes: I really loved this one. It was an interactive story where the audience was able to choose what choices Jungkook (the main character) would make. His survival depended on the answers, and I was on the edge of my seat the entire time. There is a lot of platonic character bonding, so no sex, however there is a bad guy that fixates on Kookie that later attempts to sexually assault him. If this is triggering to you please do not read.

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Butterfingers by jincherie

Rating: G

Relationships: RM/Reader

Themes: Co-workers, Teachers, Hybrids, Penguin-Hybrid Joon, Heavy Fluff, Penguin Courting uwu

Summary: He had you at the very first pebble he gave you.

My notes: Extremely cute. I’m not usually on for Reader fics as they’re usually rife with unneeded smut and OOC-ness, but I love Namjoon being an awkward, unusual Hybrid and I LOVE cute, animalistic behavior.

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Do Not Meddle In The Affairs Of Dragons, For You Are Crunchy And Taste Good With Ketchup by Runchrandom

Rating: T

Relationships: OT7, but Namjoon-centric

Themes: Supernatural, Humor, Crack treated seriously, part of a series, Dragon-Joon

Summary: In which Namjoon is a man who doesn't know what he wants, then accidentally figures it out while turning into a very large lizard.

My notes: Part of a very cute and funny series of Supernatural boyband BTS, navigating their inherent differences and similarities. Also lots of protective Dragon Namjoon taking good care of his Treasures UwU

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you have 1 new message by bazooka

Rating: T

Relationship: NamJin (my OTP)

Themes: Humor, Text Fic, Imbedded Pictures, Suspense/Mystery

Summary:

r u n c h r a n d a.

fuck

this is going to sound like the weirdest shit

okay look i used ur selcas to catfish and this older dude is gonna buy me stuff but i have to send him a selca with a peace sign

~ * ~ pingkeu jin ~ * ~

hahahahahahaha wtf

My notes: As someone who steers clear of text fics, this one I actually loved! Very funny and clever, the developing relationship between NamJin is hilarious. It also turns into a mystery/thriller???

(You can only read it if you have an Ao3 account as it’s locked to users only)

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Vending Machines and Bad Ideas by smiles

Rating: G

Themes: Blind Dates, Meet Cute, Humor, Rom-Com

Relationships: 2Seok

Summary: Hoseok needed to focus, regroup. He needed to evaluate the situation, weigh his options, and find a solution. He needed to work through this like the capable adult he was. He needed to get his hand out of this stupid vending machine.

My notes: 2Seok is a guilty pleasure of mine lol. This was cute, funny and sweet.

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Human by SunShineSwag

Rating: E for Graphic Violence, Many Murders, Sex, Mentions of Past Abuse and Temporary Character Death

Themes: Serial Killer/Dexter AU, Suspense/Mystery, Romance, Crime, Fluff, Hobi Teaches Yoongi How To Emotion™

Relationships: SOPE, NamJin, side VMinKook

Summary: During the day, Yoongi works for the police as a forensic expert.

But when night falls, he becomes a nightmare.

A serial killer.

My notes: Just finished this one and wow I’m so in love! It seems really intimidating from the tags and summary, but I swear it is also super ooey gooey soft and mushy. There is lots of angst, suspense and hurt/comfort, but with a very happy ending! I actually avoided this fic for a few months cause I didn’t think I was in the right headspace for something super dark, but it was actually quite fluffy.

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Jungkook’s House for the Wayward Werewolf by Rivertoforever

Rating: T for Non-Sexual Intimacy

Themes: Supernatural, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, slight Dom/sub dynamics, Werewolfs, Very Non-Traditional ABO, Asexual/Poly Relationship, Roomate AUish

Relationships: OT7 but very Jungkook-centric

Summary: Being the only human in a household of werewolves can lead to strange experiences, mixed signals, weird behaviour and a lap full of fur.

My notes: This is one of my favorite stories of all time! It’s unfortunately unfinished and has been for a while, so if you’re not a fan of WIPs this won’t be for you :( Otherwise, I reread it all the time! I remember loving the relationship and dynamic between the characters and how they were all very respectful of JK not wanting to be physical with them. A year later I discover I’m Ace! Haha! I consider this fic one of the many things that pushed me in the right direction. It’s very cute, fluffy and soft!

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[And uh... I considered putting this on the list before but thought it was a little too heavy on sex/smut so I took it off, but I’ll leave it here for you to decide. I think that the smut scenes in this fic aren’t necessarily there for “smexy cock fun times” and are more outright statements on gender equality, sociology, informed consent and healthy relationships. Hence why I’ve left it in!]

Mentoring on Marsa by FlyYouFools1

Rating: E for Sex, Firm Dub-Con, Discussion of Non-Con, Violence, Unhealthy Relationships

Themes: ABO, Technically Aliens?, Societal Differences, Culture Shock, Kind of Sugar Baby AU, Viva La Omegan Revolution, Teaching Alphas to Not Be Dicks™, One Big Fat Metaphor for Real Life Gender Discrimination and Systematic Abuse

Relationships: VMinKook, YoonJinNamSeok

Summary: Jungkook comes to the planet Marsa after being promised a full scholarship to Marsa National University. When the scholarship falls through, his academic advisor gives him the number for a mentoring service for newly stranded omegas on Marsa. With rent due, no way home, and no success in finding a job, Jungkook calls the number. The organization sends him Min Yoongi, a fellow omega who's been living on Marsa for 8 years. Yoongi teaches him how to survive. Jungkook's first attempt at survival is alpha couple Jimin and Taehyung.

My notes: This is the really long part one that just finished. It’s 50 chapters of emotional healing, statements on consent, character growth and sneaky omegas. I’m a huge fan of non-traditional ABO fics, and I love when sex is treated not as a “just cause I can”, but as an actual example of gender politics and relationship growth. If anyone is aspec, this might not be the story for you! But if you can mentally push past the idea of sex, I assure you it’s not “porn for the sake of porn”.

[yeoldontknow]

I finally made my own tumblr and i feel pretty happy bcuz im finally letting others see my writing but i wanted to know what you did for your stories to like, “get out there?” Btw i LOVE your stories im a new fan of EXO and ur stories r amazing keep it up!!

hi there. welcome to tumblr! thats so exciting! i hope youre enjoying your time here! im going to preface everything i say by advising a few things. 

firstly that i dont consider myself an ‘out there’ blog. im exceptionally proud of the amount of followers i have, even though the number itself is different depending on perspective. to some, this number is remarkably small. to others, this number is enormous. and the amount of readership that occurs on my fics really doesnt match up the to the numbers the way you think it would. so when you say ‘out there’ just keep in mind this is really...dependent on so many factors and depends on your own personal definition of what that means. 

second, the things i list that were part of my experience may not work for you or match up to your experience. theres really no algorithm or formula anyone can give. so again, you can take all of this with a grain of salt. 

putting this under a cut to not clog dashes <3 

- make use of tags and tag appropriately. when youre starting from 0 (as everyone on this website does) the first and primary way you get any of your writing out to the public (beyond...posting it lmao) is tagging. only the first five tags show up in searches when youre tagging on tumblr, so keep that in mind when you consider how many networks (ill discuss those later) you want to join. keep your tags relevant to what youve written, things like ‘member smut’ or ‘member fluff’ usually draws in a crowd. when i first started hero, i was tagging with ‘chanyeol x reader’ and ‘chanyeol scenario’ and those pulled in a bunch of readers too (that was 2 years ago tho, so idk how much a scenario tag pulls in anymore) 

- post in multiple places. i have an AO3 and a tumblr. most writers cross post to ao3 and tumblr, but others also have an asian fan fics account or a wattpad account (this is usually to prevent people plagiarizing on there). but most writers i know (tbh i think all) post in at least two separate places. 

- join a network. networks are so great for getting your work out there when you dont have a lot of followers or are new and dont have a lot of readership. theres so many out there you can join - some are specific to band and others are multi-fandom and only require that you be writing for kpop. my recommendation is to join two or three, because these networks will always require you use their tag in the first five. this is because the only way they will find your work to reblog it is by searching it, so tagging for two main tags and two networks is a surefire way to get your writing to the right people.

- talk to other writers/blogs. send asks, play ask games with them, tag them in things you know they like (example, even if i dont follow you but you tag me in something related to chanyeol i will always respond). leave feedback on their work. reblog their work and tag it well - either with your keysmash reaction, your thoughts, or your feelings. whatever you give into the community will come back to you.

***HOWEVER, i will say that dont be discouraged if writers dont reply right away. sometimes tumblr eats asks, deletes messages, or doesnt let them show up until the person can get to a computer. furthermore, most writers on here have regular jobs or families, so the time theyre on tumblr is very limited. and even more than that, theres a big question of age. for me personally, if i can tell a person is quite young or under the age of 18, i am less likely to fully go back and forth in banter with them because i am considerably older than that and thats inappropriate. im just pointing this out because i dont want you sending messages and getting discouraged if someone doesnt reply. theres a lot of reasons someone might not reply, and it may have nothing to do with you or be relate to something within your control. 

- if youre a new writer, join a beta network. theres networks out there where people willingly volunteer to beta writing, and you can also apply to be a beta. this helps improve your writing, which will help draw more readers, and will also create a community/friendship around you and your beta team.

- make a masterlist, even if you only have 1 written item. masterlists help people new to your blog see what you have written, find it, and read it OR see what you want to write. example: if youre writing for exo and you have a list for the entire band, ill assume that at some point youll write for chanyeol even if you only have a link for jongdae. make a masterlist and link it in your bio for easy access.

ok so thats...bare minimum how you get your writing out and circulating and possibly generating a community for you to engage with. but its really important for me to say the following:

if you are walking into this with an expectation that you will soon receive recognition or feedback or a large amount of notes, please please restructure this. in my years on this site, i have seen so many writers come and go because they start writing solely for the notes or the feedback. thats not a sustainable goal and it will suck the pleasure out of writing really really quickly. its so easy to get discouraged if you dont think youre achieving some arbitrary number that tumblr itself messes with just by changing rules or guidelines or the way posts show up on a dash. 

instead, challenge yourself to write things that interest you or to write different things within your stories. things like ‘i want to write a fantasy’ ‘i want to write a 5 part mini series’ ‘i want to write an angsty drabble.’ when you approach writing from this perspective, it keeps you consistent and motivated with your goals. and it also, believe it or not, make your writing come from a genuine place of love rather than a place of wanting interaction. readers can tell when someone genuinely loves what they write and when someone is just checking boxes they think will bring in feedback. 

also - please know that getting your writing out there is very much a ‘rome wasnt built in a day’ kind of vibe. ive been on this website for 2 years and there have been months where my notes and follower count is barely moving, and others where i feel like i get 200 followers in a week or hundreds of notes on something id posted a year ago. you cannot predict how long it will take for people to see your work, the only thing you can predict is that it will take time. honestly, again ive been here for two years and im still a pretty small blog. theres no magic formula to this. 

i hope all this helps!

[starkerforlife6969]

Replying to anonymous messages! As usual, no prompts will be filled here! Just me replying to some love whilst not spamming anyone MWAH x 

1) Omg so I have an idea for the mafia!Tony au with bodyguards!Steve and Bucky etc and I was thinking what if Tony totally makes out that hes the Big Boss™ in front of everyone but Peter, Steve and Bucky know better coz in the bedroom Tony totally loves it when Steve and Bucky top him and for his birthday he got dicked down by Steve and Bucky while little Peter rode his dick to oblivion

that is a gorgeous idea you gem, but unfortunately i don’t write bottom Tony :(( I’m so sorry! My writing skills are just not versatile enough! While I’d love to read it, I couldn’t write it well enough :(( Please love me anyway! 

2) OMG THAT LOUNGE SINGER PETER FIC IS SOOOO GOOD ITS EVERYTHING IVE EVER WANTED PLEASE TELL ME WE’LL SEE MORE OF IT.... ALSO SUPERSIZE ME IS AMAZING AND NO PRESSURE OBVIOUSLY BUT ARE U CONTINUING IT? LUV U

I AM GOING TO CONTINUE IT YOU UTTER UTTER GEM!!!! Aahhhhh!!! Supersize me will get continued...eventually. I wish I could say when but I’m so swamped at uni at the moment and any spare moment I have I spend usually writing for tumblr! :( I WILL get back to it though, that’s a promise I’m making you and myself! 

3) Can I ask who the piano player is? Love your blog btw

Hahahah, that’s a great question and I have zero answer for it. Maybe Bucky?? He strikes me as a really good piano player. Surly disposition, heart full of gold and music. 

4) Holy shit I would die for a sequel to the mob and singer post one day that was amaxing

THERE WILL BE ONE, GORGEOUS! 

5) P-Please sir, may we have some more?? Like CHRIST that one shot was hot 😩 mob boss Tony is so peng

Hahaha, there will be more, with actual smut this time ;) 

6) Wow, the way you write dark, possessive, mob/mafia boss Tony is soo unbelievably hot and amazing! You're definitely one, if not THE best fanfic writer out there! ❤ although I have to say that you're a little tease to end your latest fic before they had sex, I would just love to read that! 😍😁

hahaha I am a tease, and like I said to 5) there will be a sequel WITH actual smut hahahaha! Love you gorgeous! and oh my goodness I'm all red with your compliments, my head will explode. Flattery will get you everywhere! x

7) Hi I hope you're doing well, just wondering, would you ever consider writing a part 2 to your Alpha steve x Omega peter college AU? It was seriously so amazing xx

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING THAT AU! It’s one of my favourites and I definitely, definitely plan on getting back to it. Rn I'm obsessed with starker, but spider shield will come back to me soon and as soon as it does- Im there! 

8) @betty-bloom “How are Omegas raised in The Green? Also, who are the other omegas with their Alphas? And thank you for adding me in the tag! I appreciate it a lot! It’s wonderful!”

Oh my goodness, you are too sweet. Haha and what fabulous questions! I’ll definitely have to do either a back in time one, or where they go and visit some of peter’s friends because right now, I just have a vague lil idea. Like a sweet little home for these omegas, very posh and proper teaching them how to behave and how to bake/garden with lots of rec time. Very soft and sunshine based, I think. 

9) what are the "bookmarks" in ao3 for? ://

Good question! I’ll explain the best way I know. So, you can bookmark a story to save it- when I finish an amazing story I bookmark it and add a little note like “holy shit this is so good read it again” so on days when I wanna read, instead of searching for a new story, I can go through my bookmark list. You can also bookmark a story when you’re only part of the way through and add a note like “chapter 4″ so you can remember where you were and easily find the story again.    People can also search through other people’s bookmarks. For example, If i read an author’s story and it’s so good and they don’t have any more (sad face) I go onto their bookmarks because most of the time, people like stuff similar to what they read- so if this author has bookmarked stories, chances are I’ll like them too! Not always, mind you, but a lot of the time this is a great way for finding new stories!    You can also add your own tags, for example if you didn’t think the author tagged it the way you would have.   And in case I did a horrible job (I think i did hahaha) here’s the link to ao3 explaining. Hope this helps!!! 

10) love your mafia au! would you ever consider doing an installment where peter gets seriously hurt and the boys freak out?

WOULD I?!?!?! GIRL IT’S ALREADY IN THE WORKS YOU GEM. 

11) Hey bb!!! I was wondering if ur still planning on updating the super size me story and also what does the title mean?

*sobs* I will update it I promise!!! I just have no idea when! As for the title um that’s a great question, I guess I thought i was being hilarious but I’m really not. It’s what I say whenever i get a cheat day and order fast food or want an extra large cup of coffee, I always say “super size me plz”, but i thought it could work like- supers...superpowers...big dicks...size kink...am i weird? I think so. HOPE THIS HELPED I LOVE YOU. 

12) Please more mafia!!! Its so great and it honestly got me back into fanfiction lol. Your an Amazing writer like ahhhhh

Wooo! Had to sit down after this one, *hot flush* alert thank you so much you gorgeous beast! I will write more, don’t worry! I don’t think I can ever give that au up hahaha x

13) Can you do more fairy Peter? Because I honestly live for it❤

CAN ?!?!? YES YES I WILL! thank you so much for liking it, honestly it’s gearing up to me my favourite au and i wanna do loooaaddsss. I just need ideas!!!

14) fairy peter part 2 pretty please? I love your writing and you inspire me so much, thank you 💙

Hello blue heart, you are a gem and I love you and I promise more fairy peter is coming! xxx

15) Hi! Do you take prompts? Because I have lots of ideas and I love how you write ❤

YES I DO TAKE PROMPTS AND I WANT THEM ALL GIVE THEM TO ME! Sometimes it’ll take me literally forever to write them, other times they could come the next day, it’s just what takes my fancy, you know? BUT I’D BE SO HAPPY IF YOU GAVE ME SOME! 

16) @idksrerek Just wanted to let you know I adore your writing!! Hope you have a fantastic day :)

oh my goodness this is too sweet i cannot deal with it. thank you so much i HOPE YOU HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY TOO 

17) your blog is literally perfect ❤️❤️❤️

fdbhfkbfeqjkqeq I DO NOT DESERVE YOU OH MY GOSH AHHHHH IM SCREAMING thank you so much this made my day. 

18) I check ur blog like every day and I screamed when part 5 of the mafia au came up LOL thank u

you are the sweetest thing in the whole entire world! i can’t wait to make like 100 parts for that au. 

19) Part 2 of Alpha Steve and Omega Peter college au? I need it

it’s coming i promise!!!!

20) Omg I’m kinda like DYING for a sequel to the Harley!Peter prison Drabble if you ever get around to it! 

THERE WILL BE I LOVE THIS AU AND IM SO GLAD YOU DO TOO! 

[alleyesonthehindenburg]

hi! wanted to say ur fic law of probability is really pretty, and i hope this doesn’t sound mean but im a bit confused? i understand what happens but i feel like im missing something

Hi anon, that’s very kind of you to say! Don’t worry, I am also confused about law of probability, and if you feel like you’re missing something, that’s probably on me. I banged out this fic in an hour while also taking a test for my online course, and it shows. Anyway, I tried to disentangle it below and it turned into a goddamn dissertation, so feel free to ignore that if you want.

law of probability is a mess of things bouncing around in my head, but in large part it stems from my frustration with how Marvel presents Loki as the god of mischief. As a disclaimer, I am by no means an expert in Norse mythology, but it’s been a subject of interest to me for many years. My understanding, based on the limited selection of surviving myths remaining to us, is that Loki isn’t the god of anything. Some scholars have suggested that he is the god of fire or wind, but these two attributes are based on mistranslation/etymological confusion. Calling him the god of mischief has the most solid foundation, but also… no? That designation follows from scholars identifying Loki as a trickster figure, and he certainly fits a lot of the criteria for it! But that has to do with his actions – hindering the gods one moment and helping them the next – and his role in the narrative; it doesn’t make ‘mischief’ his aspect in the way that fertility is Thor’s or wisdom is Odin’s. 

All of which means that Loki’s real aspect is sort of *noncommittal hand-wiggle*, and Marvel doesn’t want to go into that. Which I totally understand! That’s a lot to try and portray concisely at a storytelling level, especially in a ‘verse as crowded as the MCU. But I’m still salty about it in the privacy of my own mind (and, in this case, my personal ao3 account).

My own personal interpretation of Loki is that he is representative of chaos (not the god of chaos, but a manifestation, I guess). His capricious nature, the way that he can turn on a whim – so many stories involve him creating a problem, and then going back and fixing it himself. I personally think of chaos and order as two opposing forces, neither of which can exist as an absolute, and Loki serves as an agent of sorts for the former.

The Death of Baldr is a story that, I think, perfectly captures why Loki seems to me like a manifestation of chaos. Frigg, seeking to avoid the death of her son Baldr, extracted a promise from every living thing that they would do him no harm, except for one: mistletoe. No clear reason is given for why she couldn’t extract a promise; maybe it refused, or maybe she considered it so unthreatening that she didn’t even bother. I read this as an example of her trying to force absolute order, trying to remove all potential for chaos, and failing. But even with just one exception, the scales are tipped precariously in favour of order, and Loki serves to balance this out. The gods are playing a game with Baldr’s newfound immortality, throwing things at him and marvelling when he takes no damage. So Loki fashions a weapon made of mistletoe (maybe a spear, maybe an arrow; sources differ), and gives it to Höðr, Baldr’s brother. Here’s my favourite part of this theory: Höðr is blind. Loki  could have thrown the mistletoe himself, if his intention was to guarantee Baldr’s death, and shapeshifted so as to avoid blame; he could have cast an illusion to disguise the weapon, and handed it off to someone else. But he gives it to a blind man, thus leaving it to chance whether or not it will hit, and chance, in my opinion, is a form of chaos.

All of this is why I included these lines in law of probability:

In every story fate tells, she embeds a shred of what came first: chaos. It is flame, and wind, and mischief, and none of these things, and this is what she takes from death. The titan sought to master chaos, and so she will turn chaos on him.

I’m explicitly referencing, refuting and accepting the various interpretations of Loki’s role within the Norse pantheon. Which is paradoxical, but I think that it’s a very narrow view of the world to think that paradoxes and contradictions cannot and do not exist.

The MCU, however, is not just dealing with Midgard. Within Norse mythology, yes, I think Loki is exceptional; but when we’re dealing with an entire universe, I specifically didn’t want to portray him as ~oh so special only he can do it~. Which is why I introduced the character of fate.

fate, in this story, is a personification of order much as Loki is a personification of chaos, although to a much larger scale. I used female pronouns for her as a reference to the Norns, and portrayed her as a sort of master storyteller. Within the story of Yggdrasil, and the Avengers, Loki plays a role that is repeated in the millions of other stories she tells; it just so happens that this is the story that Thanos has most directly impacted, and so Loki is in the best position to take action. So she defies order itself, and resurrects him – not because I think that Loki can singlehandedly take down Thanos, but because given the range of his abilities and his knowledge (which Marvel seems to forget about, but no, I’m not bitter) it will be a lot easier.

Fate has written a million epics, but the titan ran head first into one and destroyed the rest by proxy. So as the coins are tossed, she tears into herself, tears into the core of herself until she finds the one true shard of inevitability, and she sets it aflame.

But why not just, you know, kill Thanos herself and start over? Well, fate is not all-powerful. She can lay out the bare bones of her stories, and hope that they go as she wants them to, but she cannot directly influence the actions of her characters. There’s too much chaos in all of them for that; and Loki, and the others like him, are especially resistant to her meddling. Which brings us to this line:

Fear is the most primal emotion. The first coin toss is deferred.

With the Snap, Thanos invoked pure chance, which is a form of chaos. fate cannot influence what he’s doing, she can’t do anything but watch as half her work is destroyed in an instant. There is no order in this situation, which means she can’t do anything.

Except.

If there’s one thing that Infinity War practically shoved down our throats, it’s that Thanos, too, has emotions. And the most base emotion that we all have, the one that evolution has universally decided is Good and Useful, is fear. Thanos snapped his fingers, and gave every living thing in the universe a 50/50 chance; but he held the power of reality in his hands, and like all other things he was afraid. So, consciously or not, he deferred his own coin toss and guaranteed his own survival. That’s a tiny shred of order in a mess of chaos, but it was enough for fate to intervene. Death’s gates are overwhelmed, and in the confusion it is not difficult for her to steal a single soul away, throwing her own rules to the wind as she does so.

[jackiebrackettt]

^_^ question answering under cut: (i might be answering these out of order sorry)

wrt tone i don't think it's a bad thing to add in a transcript - most of my transcript work was for things that didn't really have a lot of tone changes, but i think it would be good to add in. i don't think emoticons though. (cheery) or (upbeat) are good substitutes for that kinda thing. not too sure about "):", maybe pouting or something - just look through a synonyms list and find the one that gives the best connotations but isn't too out there that ppl would need to google it to know what ur talking about.

i would treat tone similar to changes in volume: if it goes over a couple of dialogue blocks only mention it the first time and then when they switch back chuck a (normally) in there. actually thinking now you should probably chuck a (normally) after every change.

i would keep descriptors probably in brackets after the colon just because it makes it more consistent if you have to change halfway through like:

Person A: (quietly) what the fuck was that… (louder) what the fuck was that?

/ Person A: (laughing) what the fuck was that?

I think you can also use italics to emphasise words but don't go overboard i think. just up to ur judgement. also doing multiple descriptors i would just seperate them with a comma in the brackets but try and keep it to 2 at once maaaybe 3 if it's really needed.

subtitling/captioning would be more like what tommy has so you probably won't include tone, but you could ask the person ur captioning for. i should also note that captioning is specifically for this sort of thing - subtitling is for language translations. i only found that out recently. but yeah closed captions for when you toggle it, open captions for when it's in the video.

but yeah if you're transcribing content like that i would recommend just keep advertising in the tags! like an ao3 fic kinda thing - put the link to the transcript which is hosted somewhere else and short explanation / description - try and make it a little eye-catching though. idk how but uh .. yeah! youtube doesn't accept community captions anymore i don't think so you would have to get accepted by the content creator.

it might take a bit but eventually you'll prob get a following esp bc a lot of ppl like transcripts but there's not really much that exist. i wouldn't really know what to do about reaching out but i would make sure that a subtitling job doesn't include editing. the things i would do to prepare for this though is: 1) having a large portfolio of previous transcripts - esp if ur transcribing the kind of content these youtubers/streams make they'll prob be more likely to idk accept u or something.

2) figure out how long a line of captioning is before it's "too long" and then work on breaking your captions up into that - with time stamps. if you're not going to be doing the editing, you want to make that process as smooth as possible and being able to give people a rough idea of how the captioning lines should look / how long they should be would really help bc otherwise they gotta do all that manually. and it makes it kinda long. for eg when i had to do captioning on my video i just grabbed my script, copy pasted a paragraph in and then had to seperate it up each line like that and then listen back to make sure i was covering the right timing, etc. it wasn't that bad bc that was my major editing section but if these ppl are doing heavy editing and you could offer that it would prob make you look a lot more… uh hireable ig?

wrt the way diff ppl have tone in their voice … i'm not sure. it's either going to be a lot of synonyms or some (annoyed, light-hearted) (sadly, jokingly) - if ur making a website to host them i would prob recommend some kind of key up the top. where you explain what each added descriptor means and give an example - so light-hearted: often when someone is pretending to be sad/annoyed/other negative emotion but isn't that effected by it.

but if the tone doesn't come across much, i wouldn't add it. and i probably wouldn't add tone descriptors on things that don't come across. for instance if someone is acting PROPERLY angry - even if you know it's a joke (pretending this isn't rp for a second and like is just for a bit) i would be careful about adding a tone descriptor for that. if they're very obviously acting then sure, but if it's played dead-serious don't do it.

ultimately i would try and keep tone descriptors to a minimum though - only when needed, you know? and that could be a lot, but you don't need to go through adding tone descriptors to every little thing. especially if it comes across in the dialogue. i don't really know what kind of example to use but for eg just adding an exclamation mark at the end implies more of an intense sentence than usual - either it's upbeat, shocked, etc. and adding a question mark would imply the person is curious or confused.

unless it's very "over-the-top" type emotion or, again, something you wouldn't really pick up from the sentence i wouldn't add it in. bc then you'll have a tone descriptor every other sentence and that could get cluttered to read.

hope this is everything but feel free to ask more questions!

I'm asking you cuz you mentioned it and might have info on it but like. How do you do transcriptions. I have zero clue where to start, how to post it or share it, what sort of things to do, and so many particular things too like do I include images or not do I include actions do I include timestamps and AAA.

Thanks if you can provide like. Any answers or anywhere to point. I've been wanting to do this for months but everything I see is "already having been doing it for a while and have a whole repertoire and following" and that's zero help

-mimick (screaming in his head)

will come back to this in like 6hrs once I’m home from work sorry