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bucketofchum · 2 years

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@syntaxeme ;-; that's the sad thing - no, not really

Basically it was sort of survival mode since he was a baby. The only potential source of joy in his life was probably his smol chronically ill brother Atomu (who, i think in the modern AU, does not survive to adulthood).

His life is kind of coloured only red. Hatred, anger, jealousy, bitterness.

I was reading up on essentially how he was raised in the more modern AU and it's even sadder cuz this is in the same AU where Atumu ends up adopted into a loving foster family (even though Atumu suffers his own fair share of unthinkably traumatic events) and Atamu is just sort of tortured and trained into an assassin and he hates everything about his life.

Like imagine 20-25 years of being physically tortured into compliance and not being broken. He NEVER had a break-in period. And for like 20+ years, he literally never stopped trying to escape from that life.

#i am SO sad for him #he is just so full of hatred and bitterness #boy has never known love #im SO sad ughh #i think he's like WELL into his 30s when he finally is living a domestic civilian life and he has such a hard time #literally never learned morality #also has a lot of fucked up self worth issues #where he KNOWS he is worth more but can't believe it at all #in that way he's like Atumu i guess #both traumatized in SUCH different ways god #Atamu

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whos-hotter-jjba · 9 days

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Hottest JJBA Outfit Bracket - Round 1 Match 22

#ughh it breaks my heart to vote against straizo #he's like my underrated micro villain nobody cares about but me #but like. that's just a coat and a (n admittedly very cunty) scarf #terunosuke followed the assignment he actually put in effort #his coat and his top are so cool #he wins by a landslide but im still sad for straizo :(#jjba straizo #jjba straits #straizo #miyamoto terunosuke #terunosuke miyamoto #battle tendency #phantom blood #diamond is unbreakable #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #who's hotter jjba #hottest jjba outfit bracket

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dvmbgvtz · 9 months

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haii >_<

"But whatever he was going to say, it leaked away with the last of his life.”

#SOBS #IM SO SAD ABOUT THIS #I MISS HIM #I CANT DO THIS #UGHH #I LIVE IN AGONY #scythe #arc of a scythe #scythe book #scythe volta #aoas volta #volta #aoas

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insufferablemod · 6 months

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i wanna draw so many things its insane n unfair that i dont have the time 2 do it all

#really frustrated about my hand still being fuckeddddddd #drawing with the left is so much slower aaaaaaaaaaaggggghhgghf #not that im even drawing atm lmao #sobbing about sad lyricstucks instead #which r makiing me wanna draw more shiittghghg #like holy shit toasty and paperseverywhere....... their stuff is just... insaneeeee UGHGHHH #making me emotional about like.... Everyone....#ughh the ancestorsssss #and just #yeah #both their art is also just insane... the way paperseverywhere draws hands............. and the faces and Just AAAGHAHHA #B) im normal(lying)#n theres so many other lyricstucks i havent even gotten 2... theres so much cool art #art is cool #rambles

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mieltelecheycrema · 10 months

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yk no one really talks about the ending glitch thing (from what ive seen) in f and c like yeah its a whole blink and you miss it type thing but the implications !!!!

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#like ive seen two ppl bring it up so far and get very little notes so sad #this is why im writing a pwish fic or well trying really hard to and idk if it even classifies as that #fionna and cake spoilers #okay so basically the idea is scarab and prismo whole roomate sitch blah blah blah scarab has been avoiding looking at prismo. like basical #y ignoring due to being mad and embarrassed then either smth brings attention to the glitching or scarab notices it and its like whu huh ?#bam prject prismo gone now its og pris and scarab is freaking the fuck out and has to figure out how to deal #then to the meat its gonna be like getting to know each other better backstory stuff and like figuring out what is going on while trying to #keep like the wishmaster position lookinh normal like nothings wrong or smth w/ the big boss #its all notes rn and i haven’t written fic in the longest but !!! i think it should be touched on more #prismo #scarab #yeah thats all im tagging ughh im so busy though idk if ill be able to even write the dang thing #i want to though 🫵 thats the important biz #mielmbles #prismo could die also like idk i got a bunch of steps and dialogue written #now the actual real question is if ill share the fic or just preserve it in my notebook like the other ones

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lanternlightss · 3 months

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INCREDIBLY funny to me that the options for this are “… thank you, loop” and (ew, gross.) siffrin. beloved. i am going to make you so genuine with loop

#AND THEN WHATS EVEN FUNNIER #is loop going genuine thanks ??? GROSS !!!!!!!!!!#ughh. theyre so silly.#also the way loop got so uncomfortable with are you Really here to help me ?#i know what your sprites are named. that was a FAKE SMILE #also. the similarities. again. im analyzing each of their sprites once more #what’s sad though. but also very interesting #is that Loop Remembers. you can’t just retry with your options. all or nothing.#but . if i want to try to see what they say for the other option i have to exit out the game and go backkk #<- can always make another save. forgets to #ANYWAYS #lantern says stuff

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yandere-kokeshi · 6 months

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What happened to Arthur morgan in the swamp makes me cry all over again

#just. im sad #fucking heart broken #and the fact bill MOCKED him makes me so angry #ughh #kokeshi!!#kokeshi rambles!

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pavlovers · 4 months

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great day to be tragic gojo enjoyer but terrible day to be a yuta fan...

#jjk 261 #ughh really want to get into it more but im at my rotation rn #gojo being nothing more than a weapon is sad but he put everything into that so his students wouldn't need to #but it being passed on to his students anyways nd specifically his body to the one student who understood his pain the most 😭#literally the most fucked up way for yuta to go out im gonna be sick

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patentedsun · 5 months

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I'm so sad that the 2014 adaptation fumbled because there actually was so much good content that could've gone down in history :((( like the episode where we get BOTH erzav100 and cana fairy glitter gives me chills to this day but I can't recall ever getting that feeling in tartaros arc which SHOULD'VE BEEN THE MOST HYPE... the fights just devolved into still shots and aftermaths with no continuous choreography... Wendy dragon force... Lucy soloing the whole guild (summoning three spirits at once, her sacrifice, summoning the fucking celestial spirit king, unlocking her star dress, urano metria)...... the dragons coming back... But the animation was just not good (except for in gray vs silver? and maybe the later part of Lucy's fight...) and ughhhh i just :(

#fairy tail #rewatch opinions #im so sad about lucy and wendy especially #because they both started from zero #and this was like their biggest moments #the culmination of their growth over so many episodes #but the ANIMATION WAS SO MEDIOCRE #I still cried ofc bec lucy's VA went so hard #but ughh #maybe its just me but

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citrusitonit · 9 months

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thers this bitter passive aggressiveness between kids who secretly find a younger kid annoying and its really sad

#my little sister has very aggressive tendencies #she has no other playmate other than our younger cousin who she likes 2 act passive aggressive with #its sad seeing her make verbal jabs at our cousin and tries to play my callouts as 'favoritism' and 'acting weird'#ughh i try to defend my cousin when my sister starts making weird threats #like ugh idk its all so frustrating and complicated to deal with #theres so many factors to consider in her behavior and the problem is im not her psychiatrist #i recognize that shes a kid so i am patient with her and try to fill in with basic discipline #because alr our parents get irrationally angry with her so i forced myself to fix my same habit of yelling #guh idk #im just tired bro but i dont want her to grow up with that type of mindset #idk #my older sister isnt even doing anything cuz shes a pushover who bends when our younger sister just starts lashing out #i understand kids need to vent its healthy so i let her scream in her room #but what i dont allow is her hurting others just because shes mad #or smthn like that #idk im most of the time shes with me so i try to make good influences or smn #oh man this went on a long rant huh #is this considered a vent??#ventish #vent #just in case

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toastsnaffler · 1 year

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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐

#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game'#fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!!#i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all #literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt #if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i.#all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion #i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!!#dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle #i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool #and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it #i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!!#why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add #and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3 #man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk-#to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want #ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever.#might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go #.vent #listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing

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ok4ru · 1 year

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I’ve never noticed that their eyes turn red in the old Kh only in the kh3 version cuz you can see it more…

#IM SO SAD AXEL PLZ HUG ROXAS UGHH #I MISS THE SEA SALT TRIO!! OMG!! UGHHH #kh #KH2 #kingdom hearts

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somewhereinchaos · 1 year

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once again thinking about how shadow hates humans and thinks the world is a cruel and selfish place yet when if it comes to it he would sacrifice himself for the planet without a second thought and even though he feels very distant from everyone and everything and the world taught him to be so cold and uninterested in things that make someone a person he has these cute little details about him that you'll only notice if you're sharp-eyed. like shadow is so easily amazed by nature and how beautiful it can be. even though he's artificial / a freak of nature he loves spending time away from busy cities and in nature instead. he cannot forgive people who manipulate and control others and would go in great lengths to make sure their victims get their freedom. he has trouble trying to be gentle even towards his friends because he doesn't understand feelings and has low empathy but he's so incredibly loyal and protective and it hurts him that he's awful at expressing his gratitude. he has a very pure heart and it's the reason villains like mephiles or black doom failed turning him into someone selfish. because you can't destroy the part of him that wants to do what's right ( and his determination to keep maria's wish alive. )

#✕ ┊ [ headcanons ]#( SAD HOURSS UGHH )#( he's a good boy but the world has been so cruel to him )#( *puts on my clown hat* im sad about shadow the hedgehog again )

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pepprs · 2 years

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omg im supposed to (be) drive(n) 9 hours straight tomorrow like id already be on the road at this point in the day. and idk what to do. i wanted to go and i still kinda do but i increasingly don’t want to anymore bc a) i need sleep b) i don’t want to miss anything at work lol 😭

#purrs #i need to make a final decision by the time i get home tonight so i can pack. and ik my family is looking forward to seeing me. but idk ughh #im sad i don’t want to miss anything 🥲 i wish this was happening during winter break and not in the middle of the fall lol

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mistyechoes · 1 year

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I'm gonna cry that cannot be the end. oh my god. oh my god

#so many thoughts most of them distraught. im so hung up on j.esper. does he get a character arc in the next book or does the author decide #to hate him. ohvfbhf and k.az will never trust him again :[ where the hell is n.ina and k.uwei again. did i.nej just get taken into the sky #hgghhg. and p.ekka r.ollins is alive and we have to go after v.an e.ck and j.esper hates himself and he probably has good reason to #and w.ylan will never look the same and i dont know where the story is gonna go now and it makes me sad #bro and now i have to wait to get the next book. i dont even know what the next book is. i think there's spin offs too #im seriously so sad about j.esper though. i was so concerned when he wondered what else p.ekka r.ollins said #ughh and god they arent gonna fix k.az and j.esper's relationship huh. j.esper was eventually right that k.az didnt trust him #it makes me so sad that he might not be able to earn it. like im actually so distraught about this #i dont know what to do now. like what do i do. what do i do #orbit reacts #six of crows spoilers

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lovrboyx · 9 days

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im so tired of this shit on my face

#i have had this bigass fucking piercing bump #next to my bridge #since fucking #MARCH #MARCHHH #i am really trying everything but taking the fucking piercing out #im so self conscious of it i literally hate it and its only getting bigger #but ill feel MORE self conscious w just the bump and NO piercing #also im scared that itll scar and i wont be able to get it repierced im so so scared i will literally be #so upset #but jfc idk what else to DOOOOOOO #i think im gonna give it another two weeks #cuz i went back to a piercer and we switched out the jewlery to something w metal #better metal**#and switching it mightve irritated it a little bit #but im really at the end of my rope #and i love my bridge #it is literally my favorite fucking piercing #but im about ready to let her go #like. im just so over it #just seriously whatever gets this shit off my FUCKING. FACEEE #ughh im just so upset im fr really really frustrated and upsset and sad about this :(((#and also im scared that i take the piercing out and that shit doesnt even go anywhere #THEN WTF DO I DO OHH MY FOD IM SO SCARED OF THST HAPPENKNG #UGHHHHAHFHFHFNFNFNFNGNFKFFK #when i tell you ive had to fight off the impulse to just fucking rip it off my face. or w a pair of scissors #MMMMM I KNOW IT WOULD BUT FUCKKKKK #saltxt

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