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delimeats-000 · 8 months

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Just the Editor

summary: chris teasing the podcast editor takes a little turn

warnings: language, make outs, dry humping

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im editing a podcast for THE sturniolo triplets. this is big, like huuge. these guys got me through senior year of hs, and now im their editor, like wtf.

on the set beyond the wall that divides us i can hear the guys laughing with one another.

they’ve been recording for about 2 and a half hours. they should be done soon and come check the final product of the last pod i edited.

soon enough they finish their current recording and come to the editors office.

“Hey y/n/n.” nick says.

“Hey nick.” i get out of my chair to hug him and greet the other boys. “Im pretty much done if you guys wanna take a peek on the last episode.”

“Oh i have a meeting with madi and laura that matts gonna drive me to.” nick hesitates. “If chris is up for it he can stay and watch.”

“Yeah i can come pick him up after the meeting.” matt chimes in.

“Ok sounds good.”

no it doesn’t, two of three triplets gone leaving me with the third that i just so happen to be absolutely smitten over.

matt interrupts my thoughts, “Alright cool. We’ll be back.”

“Be good Chris.” nick laughs before heading out the door and closing it behind him.

i turn to face chris. i hope to god he doesn’t see how nervous i am.

“Ok so you ready?”

“Uhh yeah, you got pepsi?”

“Yeah there should be some in the fridge downstairs.”

“You wanna lead me over there? Please?”

“Of course.” i stand up and quickly walk to the foor opening it for him.

“No no, ladies first.” he winks.

fuck.

“Thanks.” wtf, THANKS, dumbass.

he laughs tho, ok cool, play it cool.

we walk down the stairs and into the kitchen in silence.

“Do you want one or two?” i say bent over in the fridge reaching for his pepsi. he steps close behind me, resting his hand on my lower back.

“Lemme get two, just in case.”

“ok.” i feel weak, his hand feels so firm and strong.

compared to the cold room i was in his hand is hot and the temperature change makes me shiver.

“Are you ok?” he asks as i stand up.

“Yeah just cold.”

“Here take my sweatshirt.”

before i can decline the offer he’s already taking it off revealing a wife beater that lifts halfway up his torso as the sweatshirt comes off. my eyes go wide and i dont get the chance to fix my expression before he notices the blush on my face.

he laughs softly, “Here goof, put it on.”

i take the sweater and put it on.

“You look good.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem, lets go watch the pod.”

“Yeah.”

my face is most definitely flushed, im hot, genuinely burning up and the sweater is making this worse now, but it smells so good. i cant take it off, not yet.

“Ok here you go.” i pass him my laptop and headphones so he can watch the pod on the loveseat in the office.

“Yo, you’re not gonna watch with me?”

“Uh, i guess i can.”

he scoots over and hands me the other headphone. he presses play. i cant even focus on the video in front of me, all i can think about is the fine ass man right next to me. shoulder to shoulder i swear i can feel his heart beat. there’s no way in hell im playing this cool. i just know im shaking. please god dont let him notice.

but he does anyways.

he pauses the video, “Is everything ok.”

i dont want to look him in the eyes, im gonna give it up. “Mhm, yeah.”

“Look at me.” he says quiet and gentle. but i dont look.

he grabs my face turning me towards him.

“I said look at me.”

he’s serious this time, his tone still quiet but now firm.

“Sorry.” i mumble.

“Shh, don’t apologize.” a smile grows on his face. “Whats on your mind?”

i shrug, struggling to make eye contact.

“Tell me, baby.”

im sure he could see the shock on my face because his subtle smirk turned into a soft chuckle.

“you’re pretty, chris.”

“You think so?”

i nod my head quickly.

“You’re beautiful, y/n.” he leans closer. “Can i kiss you?”

i nod once more before his lips land on mine.

he starts slow speeding up the kiss getting more rough. his tongue now caressing mine. he slowly runs his hand down to my neck and lets the other rest on my hip.

his sloppy kisses lead down my neck and i feel him leaving his mark. i let out a moan from the sharp pain, as i reach to grab his hair.

he bites harder making me let out another moan before he lets go, breathing hard he says, “Keep moaning for me, baby.”

“Yes sir.” i say as he goes back to making out with me.

i straddle his waist taking control grinding on his dick feeling the bulge grow larger.

“Fuck. Ke-keep going.”

now kissing down his neck and grinding against his hard cock, ive got him moaning for me.

then.

there’s a knock.

“Heeeyy.”

its nick. he opens the door to me struggling to get off chris. chris is completely unfazed as im absolutely embarrassed.

“Chris.”, matt laughs. “You didn’t.”

Nicks jaw completely dropped he turns around and walks out of the room.

Matt daps up chris before leaving too.

Chris stands up walking towards me, “Call me ok?”

i nod and he kisses my cheek before heading out the door.

i fall back onto the loveseat in utter disbelief.

“He forgot his sweatshirt.”

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dialogue key: nick - matt - chris - y/n

hope you like it, love you 🫶

EDIT: Pt 2 Out Now

#sturniolo triplets #chris sturniolo #new writers on tumblr #reader insert #requests are open #matt sturniolo #nick sturniolo #chris sturniolo x reader #fanfics #sturniolo smut #christopher sturniolo

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bassguitarinablackt-shirt · 16 days

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*clears throat*

um. asher. hes such a silly little guy. i love talking to them and he's honestly so fun to interact with??

like. literally. percy is probably one of my favorite moots <3 i love talking to him and god sorry if i repeat that a lot i just. appreciate that i can talk to them, yk?

and nico is so silly and i just :3 its always fun to interact with it and send them asks and he's just. there, you know?

like, leo's just always . yeah. i love that i can scrumble their blog and to be honest thats probably one of the favorite parts of my day, going through his blog

i like to do it in the mornings; after i wake up and go through my notifs and discord and shit ill pull up thals' blog and go through its posts, yk? and honestly i love it when they go through my notifs, it makes me so happy to see star there :3

and i understand astro is sometimes not doing well, and i want to just. get rid of suns pain, because honestly they deserve the world.

and apollo is just. yeagh. it makes me so happy that i met him tbh. comet is just. i dont know how to describe it /pos

and will is so silly btw!! i love talking to him, god im pretty sure i said that a lot already but its true. so.

and piper is honestly so cool for having so many names, she's the reason why i have so many tbh. they're so cool and god i look up to lun a lot

also i love how their names are mostly either planet or pjo names :3 like, venus is so based for that??? like i love faer names so much tbh

also, to be honest, ive considered stealing a good amount of mars' names. not my fault though !! its names are so cool :3 and he shouldnt worry about having too many names, xe can do whatever they want forever

chase is also very pretty btw. like honestly, they pass like. really well. or at least, he passes a lot better than i do sjshjfdkd

its so silly to me how octavian and i share some names :3 also, i like using numbers to tell us apart (is that weird? sorry), like, tbh, i love calling him octavian 3.0, nico 4.0, etc :3 wait, would it be leo 3.0? did he take the name leo before me or after?

and nyx is such a pretty name tbh. all of luns are. you know who else is pretty. fae are.

and luke is just. god i love all his blog themes and talking to him and

yeagh sorry jason i just. get sappy at night ig. like. hes honestly so cool and im so fucking glad i met him, yk?

i love how i assigned him the name jackson, its so silly to me :3 they made an acronym, let me find it rq, AJBCNPNOLCEDRBOCI (assigned jackson by cat nico pluto neptune octavian leo calypso eris dysnomia rusty blue opal cerulean infinity), sorry i fixed it up a bit to add on my new names, i hope he doesnt mind :3

umm castellan is such a cool name tbh. the name reminds of me of . the sky. kinda. so it fits it really well :3 honestly, the name is pretty close to callisto, which im kinda thinking of stealing- ooh idk if he knows this, they probably do, but callisto is jupiters second biggest moon :33

grace is such a cool name tbh, ive always liked it, and they're cool too so it. matches. yk

and god, i love gem so much /no plato /no romo, ive said this before but im so glad crystal is in my life :3 they're just so sweet and fun to talk to and and and-

and sorry i broke this up into lines, its so i could keep track of every name switch

sorry idk why i typed this out im just. in a sappy mood ig :3

im actually gonna cry /pos i love you and talking to you so much and and- *explodes*

#inside chases ask box #dhskshosksjslakkska /pos

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mewintheflesh-2 · 4 months

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Team Sky liveblog

NIGHTSKY REAL NUGHTSKY REAL NIGHTSKY REAL NIGHTSKY REAL MY BABY BIY MY BELOVED

YES

PLEASE

I NEED TO SEE MY BOY

I NEED TO SEE MU BOY

AIR BUD

MY OTHER BABY BOY

this is going to send me into cardiac arrest

My baby

I need Nightsky I want to kiss him on the lips so bad ANYWAYS

“About 20 years older” OKAY SO. That would make Nightsky like…. 50 in my canon. Real. No 2it 60

OLD MAN <33333333

Biting my Zoroark plushie so hard it’s hurting my teeth

Kill me don’t kill me somebody kill me except dont

This shit is an hour and 23 minutes long

holy shit

Yeah he likes Fezandipiti of course <33333333

Mikey dig up the corpse

dig up the corspe

commit a Fuse

MIRAIDON

Baby boy :)

Mikey gets his ribs kicked in by Miriadon

GB HI

GB HELLO

GB GREETINGS

MY BABY BOY

everybody pray for my throat

please

Me and my shiny rayquaza plushie watching together <3

I genuinely feel nauseous rn

okay I drank water

I’m going to

pass out

if I’m not careful

like seriously

kill Nightsky don’t kill him I love him too much

kiss him

kiss me

Mikey I’m going to kill you

GREEN!!!!!!!! CLOTHING!!!!!!!! he’s gonna get the bird mask

I’m going to die of cardiac arrest as soon as Nightsky shows up I promise you that

I’m going to dig my nails into my skin so hard I will bleed <3333333333

I bite my hand <3

SONT CALL OGERPON YGLY I’m gonna eat your flesh <3

Yup bird mask

<333333333

Put this man Ina. Dress

I will wake up the entire neighbourhood my window is open uh oh

hopefully nobody calls the authorities

MY DEVICE DIED BUT IM BACK

RACISM????????

“I’m greedy for more Sky!” uh huh…….. sounds an awful lot like Nightsky :) hmmmmmmmm are you sure you’re not so similar, Mikey? Teehee

bird death

“If it was still alive I could reform it” Mikey says “I can fix him <3333333333”

The entire world Nightsky comes from is a barren wasteland…….. of course it’d make sense if he’d be there

Mikey nobody knows you I’m sorry my Baby boy but nobody knows what team Sky is

“I’d say I’d be wary if a shadowy figure approached me at literally any time” ya

mlem :p

OH NIGHTSKY MIGHT BE AG THE CRYSTAL POOL BECAUS EHE NEEDS RESOURCES DOR A NEW TIME MACHINE

FUCK

PLEASE

WAIT

YEASSSSSSS

YES YES YES YES YES YES EYS WEYS WYS WYEHSIDNAONWLFN2PSHEOSNDODHD MY ABY BOY MY BABAY BOY MY BABY BOY DIANSODHWOWJEKDNWOHWWOSJ MY EBPVOED BABAY boy HELLO SIR HELLO MY BAABY HOY

NIGHTSKY HAS A KORAIDON

WHY

Kill him <3

And he’s gone<3

OH HES GOT THE FLYING FROM THE IDGIGO DISK

LMAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAOAO

yYES

YES

He needs the crystals from the crystal pool for the Tera power to remake a Time Machine or perhaps gain power from it. Or perhaps he already has a new Time Machine considering his Koraidon???????? Where else would he get it???????. God his new outfit looks so much better I need him to kiss me on the mouth anyways

My baby boy my BABAY boy my baby boy

Let me see Nightsky being extremely depressed pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee

Nightsky appearance my beloved baby boy my baby boy

No he is not afraid of you he… well…. Hm…. Potentially anxiety of him ruining his life even more???????? Perhaps. Kiss me anyways

I’m going to strangle him lovingly (Nightsky)

I love how fucking annoyed he was to see Mikey

Like not even a burst of visible rage. He must’ve really wanted to strangle and kill Mikey right then and there. Or maybe he’s just so out of it, or potentially he just doesn’t care anymore because he’s so confident in whatever new plan he has????????

#Team Sky Spoilers #mandjtv #Team Sky #Team Sky Mikey #Team Nightsky Mikey #Nightsky Mikey #Team Nightsky #tw cannibalism

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cryptidofthekeys · 2 years

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The Serpent God of The Septukhen Seas - Yami x Reader

I know it's literally in the name- Slifer the SKY DRAGON but for my own plot reasons imma ask y’all to roll with what im putting down here, okay? Also was originally gonna use Yugi as the main lad but I decided, there’s so little x reader content out there so I'm fixing that

I figured I should add Yami x Reader so people know what the fuck this is before diving into it fgjdklfgjdfs I know its probs already been done I mean,, combining Slifer n Yami together, its not an og concept but I like mermen type stuff, I like writing big scary creatures and so this is a thing ...Imma be honest I feel like I coulda done some shit better in the first chapter BUT,, i dont wanna go rewrite all of it so yeah

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Also Septukhen was just a word I took from the fantasy name gen bc I wanted a cool sounding name for the sea the reader would be going to, Idk if its an actual thing I hope its not- fantasy name gen said MOST would be made up names

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TW: its kinda implied but I won’t say if its true or not but there’s some implications that a family member may have died, for now all I’ll say is their missing

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You were putting all the supplies you’d need on your boat, making sure everything was in order for this evening’s trip out to sea. You had been planning this for a long time now, you had researched all you could about the stories everyone had told, about the legendary creature… You remembered reading so much about it yourself until you passed out late at night, from what everyone and the books told you, it seemed that an ancient Pharaoh from long ago fused himself together with a God itself, you remembered seeing the God’s name was Slifer.

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It was some kind of god of the ocean in the ancient times, from what you remembered reading it was said the reason these two fused was to stop a great evil that threatened not only Egypt itself but the entire universe even! It threatened mortals, gods, goddesses, and all beings in the universe so in order to prevent this evil from prevailing, the ancient Pharaoh and Slifer fused together to become one, it was the only way they could truly stop the being of great evil, it was said they couldn’t unfuse after that either so they were to remain stuck together for all eternity, no longer just a Pharaoh but now also The Serpent God of The Sea: Slifer…

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It wasn’t just the stories the townsfolk nor the books told that was your reasoning to venture out into the deep sea, the sea of Septukhen, aside from the God itself, there was rumors of great treasures to be found there if you knew where to look granted, you figured it was most likely guarded by said God but you weren’t interested in treasures or anything like that, no… The real reason you were heading out is that you were going to try and finish an old family member’s work, their research they had left behind, they had mysteriously disappeared one day, lost in the Septukhen seas, now…

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Everyone, including your friends, had thought you were insane for trying to continue this, especially KNOWING one of your family members disappeared but you wanted to follow in their footsteps for a long time, you wanted to venture out into the seas to begin with and maybe even… Maybe you could ask the God about their disappearance, it WAS a God so it’s knowledge should be boundless, you were hopeful enough anyways, and even though your friends really didn’t want you to, they knew they couldn’t stop you.

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You were far too determined to continue their work, their research, you had been determined to follow in their footsteps from the beginning… And you weren’t going to let them down! You’d carry on their legacy, even if others thought you to be crazy, you finished loading all the stuff, taking not only food and drinks for yourself but also for the God, you would at least bring offerings, after all, going willingly into a deity’s territory and not bringing an offering would feel rude to you, and you wanted to show you meant no harm, that you were no threat to the secret treasures or even to the God itself, because while there were ones, like you, who respected the Gods...

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Their were also ones who were disrespectful, thieves trying to steal from it, stealing one of its scales would even fetch a pretty penny, and if they could capture and bring this legendary creature back? They’d be swimming in money! That thought made you frown, you hated imagining the God trapped in a tank somewhere, on display like some sort of item, a pet, or anything like that, or even worse… Experimented on, you gripped your stuff tightly.

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You then sighed and shook your head, loading the final items on board, you double checked over all the items you had loaded, your equipment got a triple check to make sure it was all fully functioning for your journey, you knew this wouldn’t be easy but you were determined… You were determined to continue on the legacy of your fallen family member, continue their work and research, you promised them one day, long before their disappearance was announced that you’d follow in their footsteps when you grew up, you took a deep breath upon remembering them, you missed them a lot in all honesty, you wished you could see them one last time but either way

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“...I’m doing this for you… I’ll make you proud” You muttered under your breath before finally untying the rope and walking back to the wheel of the ship, you turned the motor on and began to head off in the direction of The Septukhen Sea, a look of determination on your face as you began your journey. You knew it’d be full of danger, you knew the risks of it all, but you didn’t intend on anything standing in your way, you had researched and prepared yourself as much as you could.

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You glanced back somewhat at the offers you had prepared, you packed as much as you could into a cute little basket, to be completely honest, you had no idea what the God liked, well… Food wise anyways, so you tried to just be open minded with the food you packed, you had cooked and baked a lot of things for it, and then for drinks, you settled on some fresh wine in the end, you didn’t know if the God would like any of the stuff aside from wine, you had at least heard that in a rumor, that The Serpent God seemed to love wine, you hoped the rumor was true, you’d find out when you arrived you supposed, it would take a long few hours to arrive at The Septukhen Sea.

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it was very far out, completely away from civilization, there was islands but they were uninhabited, the only humans that ever came here was your family member, some other sailors, and now finally… You were venturing out here, being so far from civilization is what made this place so dangerous, if you got hurt, it would take hours and hours for rescuers to get out there, maybe even days depending on the weather, you had heard the Septukhen seas had some nasty storms on the occasion.

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The storms worried you more than potentially meeting the God from legend itself, granted you were still of course nervous about that, from all the stories you had heard, even some of the ones your family member had told you in secret, The Serpent God wasn’t cruel or evil, of course it commanded respect like most deities did, you could understand that but from what your own family member had told you once ‘There’s nothing to be afraid of when meeting The Serpent God of The Septukhen Seas’ …It almost sounded like, they spoke from a place of experience even if they hadn’t outright told you they met the God.

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Your parents didn’t like them telling you these silly stories, to them there was no such thing as a God like that, it was just another fairytale, you glared upon remembering that, your hand tightening on the wheel of the boat, they had always h a t e d that you had gotten so interested in that sort of stuff, would always scold you when they caught you looking into it, telling you that the other was just too old, senile in fact is the word they used, even with that, you still believed, you believed in them, you didn’t believe they’d lie to you.

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. . . Eventually… After hours and hours of sailing, and you getting a bit exhausted even from steering the boat, you finally arrived at your destination… The Septukhen Seas…

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The water was a brighter shade of blue here than the water you had been sailing in, it was much clearer too, you had honestly thought the seas here would be dingy looking, it’d look dark, ominous but in all honesty… It looked like an actual paradise, the sun shone brightly on you and your boat, practically beaming down on you, that was the only downside is that it was horrendously hot here but other than that, you looked around, there was nothing but ocean obviously, in the far off distance you could faintly see an island, massive trees poking up in the air. You saw no signs of the God or anything really, but you figured it wouldn’t be that easy to see such a being

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You figured you’d have to dive deeper, literally speaking, but not where you were, you decided to turn your boat in the direction of that island and start heading there, you felt tired but you needed to keep going, once you got into the spot that felt right, you’d rest then, but for now you needed to press on, you looked around as you sailed, you hadn’t expected such a gorgeous place, you honestly expected something dark, ominous, but then again, why did you expect such a place?

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Especially a place that holds a God who saved the entire universe? Why would it live in a dark, dingy, and ominous sort of place? You sighed, you had no idea why you expected that but you shook your head, you headed that way toward the island, your radio had cut out here which made you somewhat nervous, you had hoped that it wouldn’t be like that if you needed to call out for help… The island kept getting bigger and bigger as you approached it, you looked over the place and that’s when you noticed a hut, you raised a brow at this “...I-I thought the islands were uninhabited…”

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You were confused, you docked your boat upon coming to the shoreline and you quickly hopped down off of it, you had to be mindful, because you didn’t imagine that if someone were here, they’d take too kindly to you intruding in their home, you slowly and cautiously made your way toward the hut, you did call out just in case “Hello?! If anyone’s in there, do you need help?” …No response, you called out a few times again before sighing and proceeding forward, you peered around the corner and saw nobody had been in there, in fact, it looked like it had been abandoned for a long time now that you were closer.

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The roof inside was falling in on itself and it honestly looked like it wouldn’t last much longer, some crabs had made their home inside along with some not so friendly looking insects, you looked inside and saw nothing particularly useful until you felt something nudge your foot, your eyes widened slightly and you jumped back with a yelp, worrying that you had just been bit or stung, you quickly checked your foot, pulling off your shoe and sock, upon finding no marks whatever you sucked in a deep breath and exhaled “O-Oh thank the Gods…” Your eyes widened when you heard a soft chuckle, it sounded as if it had been carried by the winds.

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You quickly placed your sock and shoe back on and then spun around, making sure not to make yourself dizzy as you searched for the sounds of that deep rumbling chuckle “H-Hello?” …No response, again, you sighed at this and ran your hands down your face “...Am I really cut out for this…?” You were beginning to doubt yourself in all honesty, not even out here for five minutes and you were already hearing things, you shook your head and then you felt something nudge your foot again.

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You blinked and looked down and noticed it was a crab, you smiled “...Oh hey lil guy!” You waved at the crab even though it couldn’t wave back and then you noticed something in its claw, it was dragging something very heavy, a book of some kind, you blinked “...What’cha got there lil guy?” The crab was of course silent but it surprisingly let go of the book and backed away, seemingly retreating to the hut, you waved goodbye before looking down and almost hesitantly picking up the book, it was a leather journal of some kind.

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It was covered in a lot of sand so you carefully blew on it, getting as much sand off as you could, you then opened it up, the pages were still very sandy and it was hard to make out a lot of what the book said but you squinted, then your eyes widened “T-This is…!” …This was their journal! The family member you had sworn to follow in the footsteps of! That was their handwriting even if a lot of it was blocked out by sand, you quickly tried to empty the book as much as you could but a lot of sand still stuck to the pages.

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You could still read some of it on the bright side, there was an entry from long ago… It talked about first arriving onto the island, the book entailing that this seemed to be a place the God liked to visit on occasion, they were talking about their boat crashing so they had hoped those stories about the God liking to visit here were true anyways because if not, well then they were stuck on this island until help arrived and even worse, they’d be no closer to achieving their goals but even then, they still weren’t giving up hope, they was plenty to eat on this island, that seemed to be the first entry of them settling in so you quickly flipped the page to the second one.

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It was still just as cheerful as the last, they seemed to just be documenting, counting down the days as an activity to keep from being bored, they talked about their days as they went along, nothing interesting for the first ten entries, but then… On the eleventh, you could feel the excitement radiating off of this page, and evident by a lot of their misspellings, they just repeated over and over again that they had finally seen i- er, him, you corrected yourself there, they had finally seen the God and your eyes widened, leaning into the journal a bit more to read as much as you could.

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You read over their excited scribbling, saying that while the God didn’t speak to them, he seemed to almost be… Observing at first, just observing their actions and what they were doing on the island before noticing their boat crashed, they documented the God poking and prodding at the broken ship with almost a remorseful expression, of course they had told him it wasn’t his fault, he hadn’t broken their ship, it was a string of bad weather but he still looked remorseful, and then the God retreated back in the sea, they called out for him to wait but it was too late, the God had disappeared…

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And then you read over some descriptions of the God, some little notes of his appearance, the upper body of a human, the Pharaoh more than likely, tanned body, golden jewelry that resembled an eye around his head, and then golden bracelets on his arms and legs, but the most intriguing item was the upside down pyramid hanging from his neck, they didn’t seem to know the name of this item unfortunately but either way, then they began describing the lower half of him, or at least what they could see of him, it was a long red and black body, it looked almost dragon like instead of serpent like as they detailed him, they talked about him having claws, large sharp teeth, and tail that resembled a spear that was usually seen gently swaying back and forth above the waters.

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The entry talked about the tail swaying causing a gentle cool breeze on the island. They were especially grateful for that on the hot days here… And then the final noticeable descriptions of the God were the giant red crown on his head, it resembled pieces leftover from what Slifer might have looked like before they fused together, there was a notable blue gem on the crown as well, and then finally the God was MASSIVE, while they didn’t specify how large he was, they seemed to have been in awe…

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Must’ve been larger than they previously thought, you grew more excited the more you had read about their encounters with The Serpent God, eventually they had excitedly wrote down that the God finally spoke to them, they described his tone to be loud, thundering even which made you perk up, you thought back to a few moments prior of finding the journal, after jumping back, you SWORE you heard a deep thundering chuckle, maybe that was… You then continued reading through the journal, they didn’t say much about the conversations they had with the God but so far, they seemed so overjoyed, even with their boat destroyed.

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…They did mention they were upset about their offerings being destroyed along with the boat but it seemed the God didn’t hold that against them, they said they were going to stay on the island for a little while longer, as long as they could to learn more about the God, there was s o many things about him written down it made your head spin to read it all, you read through some bits of that but then continued on, as the entries continued, they had started talking about running out of food which wasn’t good, however after that entry of them running out of food, it seemed the journal abruptly ended.

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You blinked in confusion as you flipped through page after page until you reached the book’s end, there was nothing… You didn’t understand why they just abruptly stopped, you had hoped they hadn’t met their end on this island, you didn’t see any remains anywhere nearby which you were thankful for but either way, you closed the journal back up, you wondered if they were even still alive. They had been gone for so long now, you didn’t want to give up hope but still, you shook your head, trying not to think about things like that.

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You reached into your bag and pulled out a pen and began writing an entry of your own. You wrote down the date, time, and who you were first and foremost… Writing in the book that you were heading out on this adventure to follow in their footsteps, you would be the one continuing their legacy and the writings in this book, you wrote about not encountering the God just yet but then also put a hope down, a hope that you would eventually find him. And then after finishing up, you closed the book and placed it along with the pen into your bag, you then began heading back over to your boat before pausing

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You faintly wondered if there were any more hints of them being on this island, you turned around and glanced over at the hut and then back into the jungle, you had brought a machete with you for such purposes since you knew you’d more than likely dock at some of the islands, you sighed, knowing the dangers but you knew the dangers of this entire trip so either way. You headed off toward the jungle, you still had plenty of time, you used your machete to cut through the thick vegetation that blocked your path, looking around for any signs of human life.

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Looking for any more clues, you didn’t think there’d be any but it never hurt to check, and so you did, you combed through as much as you wanted anyways.

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You had nearly been attacked by insects and various other animals, after finding nothing you sighed and began heading back the way you came, there was nothing else here, you had hoped maybe they had a camera with them, maybe you could see a picture of the God, an actual picture, not just the depictions from the books you had read or anything. As you stepped out onto the beach again, you looked around, you had more places to go, this wasn’t the only island out there, in fact… There were five, this one in the middle and then the other four surrounding it, you’d head to the four surrounding islands later, you needed to go further, further out into The Septukhen Seas.

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However before you made it to your boat, something out of the corner of your eye glinted in the bright sunlight, you blinked and looked over, you saw a crab coming right toward you again, it seemed to be trying its best to go as fast as you could so you casually walked toward it “Oh hey lil guy… Ya wanna show me something else?” The crab obviously couldn’t speak but it held another item in its claws once more, you blinked, a bit confused before leaning down to get a closer look.

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It was some kind of necklace, you didn’t understand “Uh… D-Do you want me to take it or…?” You honestly felt so silly for talking to a crab, as if it could- …And then it held out its claw, almost gesturing for you to take the item …Understand you… Okay, that was interesting, you’d mark that down in your book before leaving as you reached out, carefully taking a hold of the necklace, you inspected it very closely and noticed it was some kind of scale, a red scale, and that’s when realization struck you “H-Holy shit is this…?” You began to question, looking over the item, gently brushing your hand against the rough scale, it had to have been…

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That was surely a scale from the God himself, there’s no way it WASN’T! And then you began to question your family member, you had really hoped the God bestowed this upon them himself and they hadn’t stolen it, no… No, they weren’t greedy, they hadn’t came out on any adventures for just mere treasures, you and them had shared a certain bond, a curiosity, a love of adventures and thrills, you knew them, they were the FURTHEST thing from greedy, you then watched as the crab began walking back over to the hut.

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“...Th-Thanks!” You spoke, thankful the crab had brought this over, you placed the necklace around your neck, you were surprised it wasn’t heavier but also thankful, now you had something left from them at the very least… You smiled, holding the scale close in your hand, a sad smile, you still wished that you could see them again, one last time… You knew though, deep down, if they could and were watching right now, they would be so very proud of you for carrying on their legacy, their research, for following in their footsteps.

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You quickly documented that down in the book before you forgot, about the crab giving you said book and the red scale necklace before putting the items away again and then finally, you headed back to the boat, as you climbed onto it, you looked around once more. There were obviously no signs of the God hanging out, in fact, this island looked like it hadn’t been visited in such a long time, not since they last stayed here, and that weird chuckle you heard earlier…

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Maybe it was just your imagination getting the better of you …But that deep chuckle still echoed in your mind, you knew faintly which direction it had come from so you were going to try heading that way first and foremost, you started the boat up again and began to back it away from the island, and then you were off, heading deeper into The Sea of Septukhen.

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(First chapter done,, again Idk how to feel bout this first chapter but it be like that sometimes,, I was originally going to just make it into a short oneshot but... I uh,, got ideas ...yeeaahh)

#yugioh fanfiction #yugioh #yami yugi #x reader #gender neutral reader #slifer the sky dragon #...or well SEA dragon in this one I suppose lmao #yami yugi x reader #The Cryptid's Writings #i should also state that uh many other characters will appear in this- they wont be human tho

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KATAGAWA JR X READER PT2

(This fanfic takes place during the maliwan war in bl3 also this fanfic is mercenarys day or known as Christmas)

Y/n woke up in katagawa's bed they looked around he wasn't there 'he must already be at work' they thought. Y/n got dressed they opened their ech0-mail and found assassination requests..it was the same thing every time they were tired of going to Athens and killing dirty smelly weirdos! Even tho pandora was a wasteland it sure was fun watching bandits burn watching them beg for forgiveness and mercy oh God how they loved the contracts on pandora, taking a contract and seeing that the target is on pandora mmm made their day.

They opened the bedroom door passing by the kitchen y/n should eat but they weren't hungry they opened the front door and left the house. They started walking to Jr's office they were going out for the day maybe more and they wanted to let him know that so he didn't freak out. As they walked to his office they saw many mercenaries day decorations 'oh shoot was it already that time of year' they thought, they reached his office finally y/n walked into his office "morning jr sleep well?" He was busy with all sorts of paperwork he looked up at y/n "mm yes".

"You look busy honey" y/n said as they rubbed his shoulders "...so tense so stressed..." katagawa sighed and leaned back a little "that feels nice..your amazing with your hands you know?" Y/n smirked "oh I know baby these hands can do all sorts of things...especially to you" they kissed him katagawa broke the kiss "as much as I would love to continue this I can't my love I'm far to busy..you can sit on my lap as I work though that actually sounds nice come here" He pats his thighs "you sure I don't wanna distract you from your work if your that busy" "it's fine your like my little teddy bear y/n and I emphasize on the 'MY' because you are mine" He pulls them onto his lap "oh you look adorable like I said your my little teddy bear y/n" He said in a playful tone jr laughed softly while y/n is a blushing mess and is holding onto him for dear life.

Katagawa fixed how they were seated on his lap so it was more comfortable than before but they were still hugging onto him giving him little kisses here and there. "Oh shit" jr said "what's wrong?" "I have a meeting in 15 minutes your gonna have to get off my lap babe" y/n sighed and hoped off his lap "should I leave?" "No u can stay...you can stand next to me and pretend to be my protector or something.." "that sounds nice but I was gonna go an-" jr turned toward y/n "you were gonna go where? You were gonna leave again? Why? Did I do something wrong? Where were you going and why?"

"I had a couple contracts I was gonna go do on pandora I'm gonna come back jr I promise" y/n started to walk away but jr started to walk next to them "hey..hey hey but tomorrow is mercenaries day you can't leave especially when you just came back to me" y/n looked at him "fine... but only cause i love you and i honestly forgot it was mercenaries day eve, the tree is already decorated right?" Jr smiled "yep! oh and I got you presents!! I'm so excited to spend mercenaries day with you my love" He goes in for a kiss but I interrupted by a beeping "oh God 6 more minutes till my meeting okay..hey hun do mind acting like my bodyguard and looking scary and stuff?" Y/n smiled at him "no I don't mind hun" they giggle "oh thank God these guys specifically are assholes you may get to kill them if things go funny" "hmm good to know" jr sits back onto his office chair and y/n stands next to him crossing their arms and with a hood and mask only covering their mouth and nose so that they could only see y/ns eyes.

3 men walk into Jr's office "gentlemen welcome please take a seat....now what can I do for you?" "We want that mercenarys day bonus jr" they say in a condensing tone "oh well you boys found yourself in the wrong department you meant to go to accounting and dont call me jr im your boss okay" "oh cut the crap 'jr' we know you've been stealing money from the company and spending it on stupid shit..you probably sent a good chunk of it in that..thing standing next to you" katagawa was taken back a little "I'm sorry are u accusing me of stealing??...you better check yourself your nothing but a low level employee you three dont even have clearance to level 5!" "ooo I'm so scared" they say sarcastically jr look and y/n he nodded y/n thought for awhile is it really this serious then they saw that irritated look on katagawa's face and that sealed the deal.

Y/n killed them..they didn't even see it coming they were to busy yelling at katagawa "thank you y/n they did that way too often i mean they would literally do that every year...irritating basturds" jr sighed "that wasn't too much right like I didn't do too much?" "Oh no y/n baby i think you did wonderful" "okay..thank you I think ima head back home into our room? I don't even know what to call it...you coming?"

" I'll come with u let me wrap this up then we could watch a movie before we go to bed oo! A mercenaries day movie!! How exciting" "that sounds great jr I'll be at home wait for you" y/n said as she giggled (time skip to jr coming home and snuggling into bed with y/n) "mm how are u enjoying the movie so far hun?" Jr looks over to y/n who is fast asleep in his arms "aw fine I guess it's snoozers time" he kisses the tip if their head and falls asleep holding them "goodnight my dear"....

#borderlands #borderlands 2 #borderlands 3 #tales from the borderlands #tftbl #borderland pre sequel #borderlands pre sequel #bl3 katagawa jr #katagawa jr my beloved ♥️#katagawa jr x reader #katagawa jr bl3 #katagawa jr

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himbos-hotline · 1 year

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*drops in here*

You're into 9-1-1 too?!

(also I feel you on the memory issue my brain is currently fried)

*picks you up cuz ya shouldnt just be dropped thats MEAN! who dropped my friend?!*

I LOVE 9-1-1- !! Where dya think I got the name Evan from! I used to use Buck as a shorterning of the name Buckley for,,,,reasons. Now its Buck short for Buckshot, But evan is one of my favourite names that I use! The new series has already made me cry and we're only two episodes in. I keep seeing everyone getting really upset about coma!Buck and I dont understand it, I think it was done correctly and so personally. People really focus on love like its a one-sided romantic thing and 9-1-1 taking the twist on that to focus on the fact that Buck saved Bobby because in all honesty, Buck showed Bobby what it was like to love again and not only love himself again but to love a child who never had that father figure.

Buck figuring out to be happy. He just has to be buck. and Buck will always BE ENOUGH BECAUSE HE IS HIM! Is so fucking important. Being told something youre entire life/something that alters you entire life, like how buck was nothing but spare parts that screwed up, has so affect on a person. Buck started to believe that, the villian of his coma dream being his own anxiousness/inability to accept that he's enough and that he doesnt have to fix everything and that he didnt fail his brother or his family, he was just a child.

I have to rewatch the episode to get like a GOOD grasp on it because I spent half the time sobbing over it. But I am kinda glad we didnt get Buddie this episode. We got the fire fam mourning someone who now is such an intergral part of it, it doesn't feel whole. Sure eddie was the one who outwardly mourned the most [not counting bobby here because god I have never wanted to just cry more] Maube ill do a breakdown on the episode and see the hate fill my inbox because Im happy that they focused on fathers and on familys and on moving on.

The entire theme of closure in that episode and closure not being like a one and done thing- its omething that takes time and is gonna hurt and youre gonna feel like youre pulling teeth and its gonna feel hopeless and useless and terrified but at the same time its gonna be so rewarding at least a little bit, small things like bucks mother measuring the floor for a counch so her son is comfortable NOT so his house looks complete mean so much to people who have had parents/caregivers not care or not outwardly show them love. Chim lettign his father stay a few more days because he knows that the relationship the two of them have is shattered, he doesnt wanna pass that onto Jee. He may be her father but that doesn't mean that she has to get his rage in her bloodstream. Trauma shouldnt be passed down through generations, but it is. But its also possible to stop that cycle.

as someone whose had a relationship with his mother much like chim and his father. Seeing the "I dont forgive you but im not going to make my daughter hate you the way I do. She isn't me, I am not her." is so heartbreakingly calming. Moving on isn't always accceptance. Sometimes its just, getting used to their presence again.

#9 1 1 spoilers #mouse has pals #basil the evil cowboy #basil the wife giver

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silentxxsoul · 2 years

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The 'Uncle Buck and Madney house hunting in the same episode, we never lose' reaction dumppp:

this is a fucking mess but so am I 🤣

So many thoughts and hopes for tonight

mainly Madney house hunting and moving forward and picking a place that's theirs ahhhhhhhhhh

AND

FINALLY

UNCLE BUCK

IN (POTENTIALLY) MORE THAN A 'BLINK AND YOU'LL MISS IT' FASHION

which also means bingo for me, bitches

Listen I searched 'never lose' in the gif search and like, how do you pass that up?????

Spoiler alert: you don't

Christ this is already off the rails and the episode hasn't even aired lmao

I've always wanted to go to a Ren Fair but every year I forget until its already over.

You know what's kind of incredible here? They were talking about how girls could be more than princesses and no Hen is the one taking point on rescuing her sister, just reaffirming what her sister was saying before the bees.

I wonder how many hours of makeup/effects she had to sit through to make her look that swollen

WE GOT A JEE "BUCK" OMGGGGGGGGG

HE LOOKS SO HAPPY OH MY GOD I LOVE IT

COLORING

BEING CUTE TOGETHER

JEE KNOWING IMMEDIATELY SHE RUNS THE SHOW AND POOR BUCK HAS NO IDEA WHAT HE'S IN FOR

IM NOT GOING TO APOLOGIZE THIS IS MY JOKER

Terrible twos ahahahaah

She gon'

Did he forget she's half Chim, who loves to mess with him?

The way he's sprinting after her oh my god 😂

If bro says fix it one more time IM going to toss him out a window holy god my guy

Oh damn I didn't realize he was going out the window--whoops that was a day dream. Same tho

I can't believe he ran through every confession possible with Athena lmao buddy stop implicating yourself and get a new job, maybe a therapist

Chris is so grown up 😭😭😭

I LIVE for these Dad!Eddie moments

Carla shoving him into the kitchen hahahaa, man I missed their dynamic. Not the actress, but Carla speaking wisdom for Eddie and the fun banter they always have.

"It's gonna be great" famous last words

Bobby's lucky numbers have me cackling, because they're equal parts adorable and equal parts on brand for a sports obsessed homer

(dont ask me about 1738 and 2015)

No bc if May bought twitter it probably would be the shit show it is now

"Ms. Garcia, RIP" Evan. 💀🤣

Like, how do you think this would be a good idea? I get being overly horny but its a MOVING vehicle ???

The panic when he realizes Chris could be getting his first kiss and Buck being absolutely unhelpful

Eddie went from being invested in Hen swapping Swarezes to being a grump in 0.7 seconds flat

Not the 'grandpa' gd Buck don't give him a heart attack lmao

I missssssed the 118 family banter oh my godddddddd

Bobby's just mad him and Athena didn't do it first

May, don't make unnecessary journeys! Stay out of treacherous creepy dude's houses!

She really found his whole ass manifest

May if you're going to read the dudes journal out loud ROLL YOUR WINDOW UP AND LOCK YOUR DOORS

May, it's literally titled 'my fantasy'

Oh JFC

My nerves are so shot man

Is she going to do training to be a hostage negotiator??? Ohhh I love that angle!!! Bring her in for more big rescues!

(also that made a separate post bc I need to put it into the universe so that Tim and Co. can steal it 😇)

"Look swords", he's such a child lmao

Oh my god now he's talking about teaching Jee girls can do anything by getting her a sword I fucking love him

Hen and Buck fighting, my heart

SHE'S A FUCKING DOCTOR ?

OR IS IT JUST ANOTHER FANTASY ?

Eddie is such a fucking good dad 😭😭😭😭😭

BATHENA TO END IT?! WE ATE SO MUCH TONIGHT

Yall I'm in no way ready for a week off or for the hella long hiatus between 6A and 6B

#911 spoilers #911 fox spoilers #911 fox #surprise dylan obrien appearance #in this hot mess not the ep #but can you imagine if dob graced us on 911 ??? id simply combust

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henasse · 1 year

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I'm gonna fucking loose it I'm gonna fucking loose it this is what I get I know I know it's what I get don't disobey I get it I know I couldn't stop I couldn't make it stop I couldn't I need help I made that decision I did it I chose it but it wasn't me it hurt I didn't want to do this to myself I didn't want this I didn't want him in me literally in me gods he's everywhere I miss him I hate him fucking kill me again and again I miss it I hate it I can't stand this trauma bond anymore and if I wasn't immortal I'd fucking kill myself and it's so fucking pathetic that I've tried so many times to already and I'm spiraling again FUCK ME BITCH YKNOW WHAT FUCK It

I FUCKING WON. OK. I WON. I BEAT HIM INTO THE GROUND I TORE HIM APPART I RIPPED AWAY EVERYTHING FROM HIM JUST LIKE HE DID TO ME WHY DO I HAVE TO GET UP AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND BE PUNISHED BY THE PEOPLE WHO SAID THEY LIVE ME BECAUSE HE FUCKIGN BROKE ME VECAUSE THEY FUCKING LEFT ME. ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS ABANDOND ITS NOT MY FAULT HE CREPT IN I WAS FUCKING TWELVE I WAS FUCKING TWELVE IT WASNT MY FAULT.

I"you'll rule the dark, nothing will scare you anymore you'll dominate the fear you'll lead"

CARVED. CARVED L. CARVED. GROOMED FUCKING ROTTEN ROTTEN ROTTEN

ITS NOT MY FAULT I WAS ABANDOND ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU LEFT. I WAS SO FUCKIGN SMALL YOU WERE LITERALLY ALL I EVER HAD SOME TIMES IM SO FUCKING ANGRY AT YOU. I ASKED YOU TO MARRY ME AT FUCKING TWELVE YOU KNEW I DIDNT KBOW WHAT THAT MEANT YOU KNEW I DIDNT KNOW YOU KNEW IT MEANT I LOVED YOU AND DIDNT WANT YOU TO EVER LEAVE AND YOU FUCKING ABANDOND ME FOR YEARS YOU FUCKING LEFT ME FOR YEARS HERMES AND A NECKLACE AND A BROKEN PROMISE ISNT GOING TO FIX THAT LOOK AT ME FUCKING LOOK AT ME IM BROKEN MY LIFE IS FALLING APPART I CANT OBEY I CANT DO WHAT UNCLE WANTS I CANT EVEN GO TO SLEEP WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED. IM GOING TO LOOSE HIM HERMES I'M GOING TO LOOSE HIM AND YOU JUST FUCKING PLAY. YOU USED TO CARE.

Gods now the heart conditions acting up

I wish I could die I wish I could die I wish I could die die die die die gods Apollo why did you save me, why did any of you after all that

Was it guilt.

Why did father sacrifice so much to make sure I lived. Knowing no one could see my strand.

My life is hell father

He got me. He broke me. And not even Zeus holding my hand is enough to put me back together.

I can't do this anymore I e said that so many times

I said it the fourth time I drowned

I said it when I was impaled on a tree branch when my bones were shattered and I watched them snap into place when I lifted a tree so my friend could escape and they just FUCKING LEFT ME. HOLDING IT. UNTIL I BLACKED OUT.

Or when I passed out in the snow at age 5 because I was sent across a field in 3 foot snow trudging till I couldn't feel only to wake up to my birth mother screaming at me.

WHY WAS I WORTH KEEPING ALIVE. WAS IT LITERALLY JUST TO BE HIS FUCKING PUNCHING BAG. HIS FUCKING PUPPET.

MY BODY IS FUCKING BROKEN MY MIND IS SHATTERED MY SOUL IS LITERALLY BEING HELD TOGEATHER BY I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ANYMORE.

I fUCKING DIED SO MANY FUCKING TIMES IVE LOST IT IVE FUCKING LOST IT

#vent #forme

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many-many-bubbles · 1 year

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I don’t like how I’m living and I know I have the ability to change it, why can’t I? Or won’t? Is it executive dysfunction? anxiety? Is it really? Or am i just lazy?

Like i know I can do this stuff cause i’ve done it in the past. I can draw. I can finish this coding class. I can pack up my stuff and move. Why cant i. Why wont i.

The next step is right there and im desperate to get past it but i cant or wont touch it?? I’m depressed and angry. What am i supposed to be angry at? Frustrated because of my mental illness? Mad at my circumstances? Guilty for letting opportunities pass me by?

My sibling came home from college in the summer and theyre doing everything im afraid to do. Theyre pssing classes and improving in art– oh my god theyre amazing– they got a cat and a partner and keep their room clean and dress nice and i. Theyre scared too but theyre doing it. Why cant i. Why wont i. Whats wrong with me.

What the fuck is wrong with me. I know how to fix it but i just cant or wont and idk which it is. Talking it out and reasoning thru it and figuring out what the problem is and what the solution is doesnt make me do it. Whats the point of talking to a therapist and learning things that i’m not going to apply? Not bc i dont want to but bc i. Cant change.

Am i whining that i have to do work? Am i lazy and entitled? I just want to be able to do. People telling me to do it doesnt help. Me telling me to do it doesnt help. The reward at the end doesnt help. What the fuck is wrong with me. Am i ever gonna move

Am i ever gonna amount to anything? And not in a success and fame kind of way i mean. Am i ever gonna be an adult? A real independent adult? With an apartment and friends nearby and a cat im able to care for? Am i ever gonna be worthy to be a roommate? A girlfriend? I want that. A mom? I want that too. But fuck if im failing at just making myself shower how the fuck am i gonna be able to do that. Nobody deserves me how i am now. Except maybe me. Cause i made this.

I dont know. I’m frustrated and tired and i hate myself right now. I just want to be worthy of being here. I want to be able to stand by myself. And i know i can but im not doing it and even if i figure out why it wouldnt help any because i wouldnt apply it. Or wouldnt be able to apply it? I dont know. I dont know if i want to know.

I know its silly and frivolous to say but i wish i could skip to the part where im fine. I already know i have to work for it dont tell me that. I already know. But fuck. It would be nice.

I hate myself why wont i improve why cant i improve why do i just lie here and worry. I can do thinfs. Why dont i.

#vent tag

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tinylittlebab · 1 year

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i wanna die. i should die. i hate existing this feels horrible.

i know that i dont wanna die but god. i hate being alive. i felt ok a month ago. i dont know whats wrong with me :(

im so tired and i feel like im gonna vomit. it would probably actually be good if i did though bc i ate too much food today. i wish i could purge but i literally cant make myself throw up. my body just wont do it. weirdly i do actually throw up so easy from anxiety and stuff. i throw up way more often that anyone around me bc my stomach handles anxious very poorly. ugh. i guess its probably good i dont purge though bc my teeth are already in poor shape anyway.

i need to finish cleaning my room. how did i let it get this bad? im so tired i could pass out right now. i dont wanna carry stuff down the stairs so many times. i feel like crying but my stupid body refuses to let me. i cant feel emotions properly. it feels horrible. i think ill cut and maybe then ill feel better and can finish cleaning my room. maybe ill take the blades out of my other pencil sharpener. i need that for my pencils but i can always put them back in.

:( i dont know how to fix this. i wont even get to talk to my therapist about feeling terrible next time i see her bc i have a diagnostic assessment next appointment. i hate this.

i need to clean the house with my sister tomorrow. we r supposed to get high tomorrow too so maybe that will help me feel better but idk. i havent done that before so idk how itll affect me. hmm. idk

idk. i know i dont wanna die but i kinda just wanna attempt again. but id feel bad putting that on my sister. but idk. i know i dont wanna die. i really just do right now though

maybe when my other sister moves ill feel better because shes making everything so much more stressful and wont ever be quiet and i dont have time to myself anymore. unfortunately she might not be moving for awhile longer unless they can find the time to drive her. she is so annoying

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crazyalien87 · 2 years

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ok i hate the plot of avengers endgame bc it is shitty writing. so im gonna rant about it now. major spoilers ahead.

there are 2 big ass plot holes that make no fucking sense: 1, why they send nebula to where she was in the past? & 2, why tf didnt they fo and steal pym particles from pym BEFORE all the other time travel to get the stones?

the furst is the worst. why the fuck didnt these fucking idiots sit around and talk for more than like two minites when planning the time travel? oh my god. what the fuck. like im pretty dure nebula KNEW or at least suspected that she was there near to where starlord was. surely she would have at least suspected that sge might accidentally connect with her past self via wifi or whatever & then let thanos find out the whole time travel plan. wtf. it makes no sense that these several people including 2 geniuses who figured out the time travel, didnt think of that. i lnow they really wanna undo the snap already but damn. it's not like they have to hurry. they couldve thought ahout it for a week or at least a day. literally the only reason the movie was so godamn long with this fighting with thanos is because these fucking fools didnt plan well enough. they couldve just sent nebula somewhere. it's not like what her & cheadle did was that difficult. a 3 year old with a taser could do that. they just had to knock out starlord, get his lockpick, open the door, & grab the sphere. easy. although now. i just remembered that nebula hurt her hand getting it. but the guy has the iron man suit so im sure he could do the same. maybe even stark couldve made a special suit arm that is really strong to withstand it better. idk i actuallt forgot who this cheadle guy is bc it was been so long since. i saw fhe iron man movies. im talking like several years. but either way they did not need 2 ppl for that. they shouldve sent nebula somewhere else. or even had her stay behind & gaurd the avengers mansion. idk. although she wouldnt need to be there if thanos wasnt alerted of the plan anyway. honestly. i am less mad now. i have calmed down. but i fucking hate this plothole. it is so glaringly obvious & stupid. literally the only reason it fucking happened its because the writers. wanted the movie to be long & have big fighting climax. i guarantee that i mean there is no way the writers are just that stupid right? or that the characters are that stupid? if they can figure out time travel they can figure out that 2 versions of the same robot/cyborg (idk which one she is) can connect telepathically on accident. like radios or smartphones idc. i just fucking hate it. like it does not actually make the movie better to make it extremely long due to unneccasry war with thanos. we already saw them fucking fight thanos. like damn it aint that interesting we dont need another version of that. or at least i dont. i mean just so iron man could die? altho i recently heard that it is because robert downey jr quit. ok fine but yoh dont gotta kill hos character? he can just retire godamn. he is just a genius in a suit. anyone can wear the damn suit. he coulda passed on iron man title to his friend like captain america did or something idk. like he say to spiderman "if you nothing without the suit then why give you the suit?" something like that. also i dont like the idea of superman being basically a mini iron man & also like 15 instead of an actual man with just spider powers but that is another issue.

also the other plothole is annoying but not nearly as bad as they fixed it. but obviously tony stark & steve shoulda figured out sooner that they can just go in the past & get more pym particles. it is insanely stupid that they didnt think of that first. reallg it makes mo sense that they didnt. like i can see MAYBE why they didnt do it at first if they thought it was too risky? (but really it was so easy for them). but like they couldve at least planned it out first. idk it is just ridiculous. i mean i get the superheros wanted to rush this getting the stones & unsmapping but damn. they know so much is at stake so isnt that more reason to sit around & talk it out & plan first instead of rushing it? goddamn. ngl idk why the writers didnt have them steal the pym psrticles before the stone stealing. maybe the writers are just stupid. there doesnt seem to be an reason or benefit from the writers' standpoint. not just the writers i mean but like to irl ppl lile the company of marvel & stuff compared to what the characters are thinking. like either way there would still be the scene of them going to shield & doing that except maybe they wouldnt need to get the tessaract. but probably would anyway bc it is easier. really it would be a simple rearranging of the plot points. whereas the thing with nebula is obviously a big change to the plot so they can extend the movie & have more fighting & more exciting climax & whatnot. bc you know if the characters hadnt made that mistake then the movie would be much less exciting. like hulk undoing the snap (why didn't he hold hands with thor or whatever to share the power & get less hurt like in the end of (spoiler alert) guardians of the galaxy one?) would be the climax. then after that we still have the steve returning stones thing. then people reconcile etc. the end. the movie would be much shorter & less exciting but for me it would be much better. because the glaring plot hole with nebula is just so annoying bc it doesnt make sense that the characters would be like that. they legit added a whole thanos war plot that was totally unneccessary & easily avoidable. i fucking hate it.

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maki-matsurra · 3 years

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Hi!

So I was feeling bored and I just recently got to finish the new Guardians of the Galaxy game (which I flarkin’ adored!), and me being the naive sap, I love writing Rocket x Kid! Reader stuff!

So since I’m in the Guardian mood, I decided to whip up some !Daughter Reader headcanons to Rocket Raccoon! Enjoy!

Also please feel free to request more Rocket x Kid! Reader stuff from me! I freaking love writing this and there needs to be more of it on here!

Want to send in a request? Start here!

Being Rocket Raccoon’s Daughter

Rocket found you on Knowhere, when you were about seven years old, where this one guy held you by the arm roughly, bruising it as hot angry tears rolled down your face

Rocket already had a thing about people beating up kids, but when he called you a thief, and saw what you had that was stolen, it was official, he was pissed.

You were holding a damn piece of bread, clutching it harshly as he continued his torment on you.

He ran on all fours and continued to scratch the hell out of the guys face, him letting you go and falling to the ground harshly, that is until Groot picked you up gently and put you back on your feet, all him saying is; “I am Groot.”

After Rocket was done, he turned to you and asked if you had any parents near by, once you said no, that’s pretty much set it in stone.

“Alright, come on, Kiddo. I ain’t leaving you here with these scumbags.”

And just like that, the raccoon adopted you, even though he had no idea raising a child.

The one thing he did know, was that he was going to raise you right, and not give you the life he had when he was growing up.

He let you sit up with him in the bridge when he piloted his ship. Hearing your squeals of excitement being enough for him to start smiling.

He would tell you which buttons would be okay to push, and which ones wouldn’t.

If you had nightmares, you would climb out of bed with a throw blanket wrapped around you and would walk over to Rocket, where he would be piloting the ship, and he would hear your little tiny foot steps with a flick of an ear.

“Hey, What’s wrong, kiddo?” He would ask softly.

You would ask him if it’s okay if you could sit with him, and he would do it, no questions asked.

He would soon start to realize that you were slowly falling asleep again, and he would finally put two and two together.

He’d put the ship on auto pilot and drag you back to bed, but not without him tucking you back in and at least combing his claws through your hair as softly as he could. Lulling you back to sleep.

He had no idea who or what the flark gave you nightmares, but he’d be damned if he would let them take over your actual sleep schedule.

Even when you three joined up with the guardians, nothing changed.

He was still very protective of you, especially from the others (other than Groot.)

Anytime that you had nightmares, he still went to your room and lulled you to sleep.

The only difference was that he closed your room door and locked it until he was done/you were asleep

If you ever, ever got sick, Rocket would be freaking the flark out.

Luckily, Peter is with him, and the first ever cold you got was when you three joined up with the guardians

He had to reassure Rocket that you were not dying, and it would pass in a few days

“Quill, look at her, she’s really pale-“

“Rocket, I promise. It’s gonna pass, we gave her medicine and she was able to hold it down so calm down-“

And it did not help when you woke up coughing and asking what’s going on

“(Y/N) DONT YOU DARE DIE ON ME!”

“OH MY GOD, IM DYING?!”

“ROCKET NO-“

Needless to say, Rocket was always kept away from you when you’re sick after that incident, you kept sobbing and telling him you didn’t want to die, which made him form into an almost crying mess which would have taken hours to fix

In the end, Rocket really cares about you, and even though he doesn’t say it much, he does love you. ❤️

#guardians of the galaxy #Rocket x kid! reader #rocket raccoon #Rocket raccoon headcanons #GOTG headcanons #marvel #gotg game #gotg fanfiction #matsurrawrites

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corpsette · 3 years

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pairing → sykkuno x fem! reader

words → 837

a/n → this is so fluffy I- lower case intended! also, this is my first fanfic legit ever so ill probably have millions of mistakes in this lmao... n e ways, enjoy~

it was just supposed to be another boring crewmate round. a round where rae was most likely the imposter, and was also going to most likely kill you first because you were always alone... until sykkuno showed up.

"hey! Y/N! want to come stand on a vent with me?" sykkuno asked, making a goofy smile appear on your face. out of everyone- ludwig, sean, and corpse included- you were the biggest simp for sykkuno, and it wasn't just something you did for the cameras.

"of course!" you replied, wiggling your character in front of him. as you and sykkuno slowly inched towards the vent, you heard a voice passing by.

"hey! where's sykkuno?? syKKUNO!! I wanna simp for him before Y/N can!!" you heard sean addressing his chat, his voice slowly fading away. “imposter or not! I’m coming, sykkuno!!”

sean didn’t see you two, though, he passed right by you. the only reason you knew he was there was because of proximity chat.

"right here, Y/N. I have something to tell you." sykkuno said, walking onto a vent. you followed closely behind and stood on top of him.

"what is it, sykkuno?" you asked, still smiling like a giddy school girl. then again, you were always like this around sykkuno. he was just too cute to resist.

"you've been getting killed first a lot. I'm gonna protect you!" sykkuno said, making you smile even more than what you thought was humanly possible.

"and what if we get double killed?" you asked, wiggling on top of the vent. you already thought sykkuno was the imposter, after all he only really got people to stand on the vent when he was imposter, but you didn’t want to jump to conclusions.

"oh, trust me, we won't-" he was cut off by tina's screaming as she inched closer.

"Y/N! SYKKUNO! RAE IS THE IMPOSTER!" tina shrieked, wiggling frantically. “HELP ME! SHES GONNA KILL ME! EEEK!”

"nooo!! I saw tina vent!!" rae stepped in shortly after. "oh, hey sykkuno, are you ready?" rae walked on top of tina, who immediately tried to run away.

"oh no, rae, we can't-" he was cut off once again by rae attempting to do a double kill by killing tina. "OH MY GOD RAE-" sykkuno quickly covered his mouth as he stared at his screen.

you stood still in total shock as rae started wiggling. "KILL HER!!" rae said, laughing sadistically. it was now obvious who the two imposters were.

"go on, sykkuno. you can do it." you said after a pause. "I wont mind." you smiled softly and stood there, still on the vent.

"r-really Y/N? you really mean it?" sykkuno asked, walking towards you. he hovered his mouse over the 'kill' button, but he didnt dare press it.

"yes, sykkuno. I'll be rooting for you from the grave, as always-" you were cut off by the kill animation, but it wasn't sykkuno's character who popped up on your screen.

"TIMES UP, LOVE BIRDS!!! IM HUNGRY FOR BLOOD! MUAHAHAHAH!!" rae said, laughing again as she walked away from the double kill she did all by herself.

sykkuno stood there in shock, staring at your dead body. "Y/N..." he whispered, covering his mouth as he reported the body.

"ITS RAE! SHES CHASING ME!" toast said, not waiting for sykkuno to speak. "HELP! HELP!"

"IM JUST TRYING TO SEE IF YOU'RE STILL ALIVE!!" rae replied, laughing once again. its surprising how much chaos she can cause in a matter of seconds. her kill cooldown wasn’t even over and she already had another victim.

"YES, RAE. IM ALIVE." toast yelled, before continuing. "can we vote her out, please? I dont feel safe. if you keep me alive, ill tell you who the other imposter is." toast didn’t have a clue who the other one was, but he just wanted rae out.

"OH PLEASE! I WOULDNT HURT A FLY!" rae said, laughing again and sounding like a crazy person.

"cap." ludwig stated, earning some 'oooo's from the lobby. "I have reasons to believe its rae."

"what are your reasons, lud?" asked sean.

"...reasons."

"GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME."

"wait," corpse said as sean voted. "what info do you have, sykkuno? which body did you report?"

"o-oh." sykkuno said, fixing his hair. "I reported both of the bodies. it was me, guys. im the imposter. can I please be with Y/N now?"

"awwww." rae said, slightly fangirling. "that's so sweet it makes me wish I could've killed you earlier so i didnt have to hear that."

“WH-WHAT!”

"SPEEDRUN!!" felix yelled, voting for sykkuno. the votes were pretty split. 3 skipped, 1 voted for toast, it was probably rae, 2 voted for rae, and 4 voted for sykkuno. with that, sykkuno was voted off and the meeting ended.

"hey, sykkuno."

"hey, Y/N."

"thanks."

"for what?"

"FOR LETTING ME DIE BY THE HANDS OF RAE! ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO 'CHOKE ME LIKE YOU HATE ME BUT YOU LOVE ME-'" you broke into song, using a deep voice to imitate corpse. "do you not love me, sykkuno?"

"WHA-WHAT?" sykkuno said, covering his mouth as he smiled. "of course! I do love you, Y/N!"

"you guys are too cute." tina said, giggling and floating around you both as she watched the scene unfold in front of her.

"o-oh."

"yeah, sykkuno is too cute."

"wh-what?"

"nothing."

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oh-for-fic-sake · 3 years

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What is August going to do if his little decides to play with his forbidden knife collection? :3

Omg so this took a while and i'm sorry but im sooo happy with this! It got a little long so im hidig it under a cut but i hope you enjoy! @littlefreya @viking-raider

August swore vehemently looking around for the blades he'd sharpened specifically for his next assignment.

This needed to be silent and precise, he'd sharpened each blade twice! Not once but twice!

He wouldnt even attempt his 'arm hair' shave test this time knowing he may have gone over board with the sharpening.

But he couldnt help it, he found it therapeutic running his hands over the blades again and again, it was like medatation for him.

But they were no where to be seen! Hed placed them each delicatly in the rolled travelling leather holster, useing the small poppers to lock each dangerous blade in place and then hid it in the small safe in the wardrobe.

"Baby girl! LITTLE ONE HAVE YOU BEEN IN THE SAFE?!" He shouted down the stairs only not to get an answer, the radio on the kitchen drowning him out.

You were baking, well 'bakeing' he had bought a 'unicorn gingerbread box kit' for you both to make today.

It was a small treat he would spend the day with you doing anything your little heart desires befor setting off onto his week long mission.

You were currently rolling out the gingrbread and he had decided to sneak his weapons into his bag while you were preoccupied.

August never liked rubbing innhis occupation with you, never liked faceing the awkward questions, he wont lie to you but in being truthfull he can sometimes frighten you.

In the bedroom he was as ruthless and rough and demanding as he was at work.

But like this when you were little, you drew out a softer side. Well as soft as he was capable of, he was a stern man in everything he did, even in daddying you.

August huffed and zipped his case violently stressing out he needed to go down and pversee ou before you did something foolish, like tried to put the gingerbread in the oven.

Your panicked hyperventilating and bitten 9ff screams drew his attention immediatly!

He bolted down the stairs as fast as he could, so panicked by the cries and screams from the kitchen he raced through the housestomping and crashing with all the grace of a bull in a china shop.

Oh hell.

He froze, face paling mouth agape as he took in the scene.

Then he roared in a way you'd never heard.

You cowered holding your hand tightly as it bled profusely red life blood poured all over the white counter ruining the sheet pan dusted with what was once pure white flour.

The blood was also over the rolled out gingerbread, along with a very familiar knife.

You cried and staggered over you august holding your wound tightly tripping over your feet to him, wandering blindly unable to see much through your tears. Or hear past your frantic crying and yelps of "daddy!?"

August quickly decended on you grasping a teatowel from the laundry basket on the counter and tookover holding your offered wounded hand whislts snappjng at you in worry fueled anger.

"What the fuck are you dojng with that!? They are daddies special knives! You know not to touch thwm you silly little girl!"

"I'm s-so-rry! OUCH, NO-OO DAD-DY IT HURTS!" You cried out complaining as he dabbed the wound inspecting it.

It wasnt to deep just long, across the whole of your palm. He could tell your slipped and probably didnt evwn notice youd cut yourself untill it'd sliced fully across.

He'd sharpened them that much.

"You will be! By god little lady you will ne so very very sorry when im done woth you!"

"Come on sit down before you pass out and bleed all over the kitchen" he said tying a knot in two corners ot the teatowle making a triangle like a sling and looped it around your palm then fetched a wooden spoon slotting it in the large opening and began twisting it tight making a tourniquet.

You hissed as he pulled the clother thighter and tighter then slipped the wooden spoon into your fingers holding the teatowel still, before raising your hand high letting gravityhelp slow the bleeding.

"Now hold that there, dont you move, w need to stop the bleeding so i can mend it" he snipped grunting to himself. He wasnt worried as such, it looked worse than it was he had tended to worse on himself.

"Y-you can fix it da-ddy?" You sobbed tryi g to be brave but you were shaking like a leaf, youd never bled that much before.

"Yes daddy can fix it poppet, daddy can always fix it" he said quickly pulling out his... vast medic kit that was fully stocked to deal with everything from burns and cuts to bullet woulds and decapitated fingers. Because ou never know.

"A-are you mad da-addy?!" You whined eyes wide as he huffed and sighed dragging his hands through hos hair irritated

"Im not angry im very very disappointed. And you can bet your little ass is gonna be meeting that spoon shortly!" He said vehemently trying to calm himself and remind himself it wasnt too serious and he could deal with this cut.

You didnt even argue just looked down, dropping your watery eyes to the floor like a kicked puppy, and it wasnt even to soften him either.

"Why were you touching daddies private things?" He spoke tyring to take both his and your mind off your wound as he located everything he needed from the box.

"A'cos i wa-nted to see...they were shiney after you were polishin'em" you explained hicupping slowly weeping still as the pain and throbbing set in.

"I was sharpening them poppet, not polishing" he uttered quickly with a sigh trying to find a quaze big enough to wrap in a bandage.

"I just wanted to see... Never gon' touch" you sobbed bijng your lip eyes flickingnup the the now red teatowel, your figers were going a ittle numb from the tight tourniquet.

"And then?" He asked quirking a brow as you before waling to the kitchen sink washing and rinsing the washing up bowl thoroughly befpre filling with fresh warm water and a new clean cloth.

"Then the box said cut round the unicorns with a knife... And I already got it out to look at" you said shrugging a little as he moveed down your hand. Luckily the bleedig had stopped.

"I also says let and adult do it" your daddy chided as he slowly and gwntly unwrapped your hand making our fingers sting a little at the renewed bloodflow

"Im an-adult" you argued weakly then hissed as he begancleani g the wound dabbig it ever so lightly knowig he had to use clean water instead of antiseptic that could slow the healing of the delicate skin.

"Your a baby" he said with a roll of his eyes 'a spoilt baby' he added as an after thought to himself.

"...but im carful never cut myself with my big girl knives!" You agrued then gasped giving a small 'uh oh' you mouth had run away with you again.

"You mean the kitchen knives?" August asked quickly coming down on the new information like a... well hammer on a land mine.

"No... my saftey knives daddy" you uttered under your breath hissing as he moved on to the next stage of tending to your wound pressing the gauze to it.

"What do you mean your safety onives little one?" He said paying close attention to the bandages he was unravling over your hand trying to keep it firm but comfortable.

"My safety knives... i-in my purse?... Incase of baddies" you whispered slowly praying he wouldnt hear you. But his fingers paused for a second before quickly tying off the bandage in a knot and gave you a fierce look.

"You have knives in your?- wait hold-" august frowned and held a hand up singnalling you to stay then left the kitchen.

He returned moments later and emptied your pjrse only to growl shaking his had as a plethora of 'cute' weapons fell out. Hello kitty switch blades, rainbow blades, pink pocket knives and suspicious looking comb, key knives, pen knives you name it! There was even a ... cat keyring obviously meant to be some sort of pointy eared knuckle duster.

"Really poppet? Knives and... knuckle dusters- these are" he began scolding you but you cut him off

"I know i know daddy im sorry-" your apology was halted as your daddy spoke over you in a warning to e, he didnt like being interrupted.

"No where near good enough! These are all close range! If your close enough to use these then your already fucked! No you need pepperspray and a tazer!" He growled quickly picking up the feeble knives that had no grip to them, and wasnt ever sharp!

"T-tazer?" You stuttered tiltinnyour head cradling your injured hand to your chest.

"Yes, they are close range but will stop any attacker in their tracks! You can get away whilst your attacker is convulsing and laying in a pool of his own piss!" August growled becoming more and more aggravated as he realised you had now real way of protecting yourself when he wasnt around, big or little!

"Im getting you a tazer- today! Before i leave" he decided nodding to himself as he binned the now soiled teatowel and wash cloth.

"...can i have a pink one daddy?" You asked not being the slightest bit against having a tazer, it would make you feel alot safer then a knife.

Knives needed a proper opening and some brute force to protect you and could really really hurt someone!

A tazer was just a button and could work nomatter where ou hit the baddy and would kill them just make em gall over and pee.

"You can have a pink one princess... or a lipstick one or a tampon one?" Auguast suggested trying to thinl of the best one for you... he was sure a smaller discreet one whould be better than a law enforcement grade.

"That sounds uncomfortable daddy..." you uttered shuddering at the thought of that... being mistaken.

"Its not really a- fuck it... Right come on lets get in the living room you can go pick a tazer online" he said beginni g to pack up the first aid kitpillig everthing neatly into the box.

"O-okay... but no spankies daddy... I'm hurt" you warned cautiously waving your bandaged hand

"Yes spankies! Absolutly spankies! You take this spoon with you and you can pop it on the table as a reminder!" He ordered holding you with a level gaze blue eyes warning you to do as you were told.

"But my hand-" you said sniffling cradling it.

"Will be the least of your problems when I'm tanning your naughty butt! Now go or else" he threataned clipping the first aid box shut still watching you, staring unblinkingly.

"Or else what-" you started but your daddy was havig none of it and cut you off again.

"There is a silicone butter icing spreader in this kitchen that will be much worse than thw wooden spoon! Now get in the living room befpre i make you find it" he growled not about to let you throw a paddy about getting your ass blistered after the stunt you pulled.

Your lower lip wobbled but yu nodded giving up, plucking the wooden spoon and turning around leaing the kitchen in a walk of shame muttering a tiny 'yes daddy, sorry daddy'

Auguast watched with a stern face, before turning his attention to the bloody kitchen he will clean before coming to deal with you.

A good fifteen mineut wait will let you have time to reflect before he comes in and tans you hide.

#henry cavill #henry cavill x reader #august walker x reader #august walker x little reader #oh for fic sake headcannon #oh for fic sake ask

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