#im in need of more fics with hot fictional characters

[realmscupcake]

NEED MORE FICS

I really NEED more Theo x chimera!reader fics, like reader was turned few years after him or something like that (they came with him and doctors to BH) but like they're not as evil as him and don't end up in skinwalkers prison and then Theo is back... (just some loose idea)

AND MORE BRETT X READER, like I f** NEED more fics with him. like they are together in Satomi's pack and their interactions with Scott's pack or something like that (another loose idea) or like whatever the reader can be in scott pack or can be human or whatever ANYTHING

(fluff / angst / hurt/comfort ANYTHING)

[void-gutz]

i need to make that doctor do the most unethical gorefreak bullshit possible for both mine and his health

[lavashark-and-boygirl]

I have so many Thoughts about the aftg characters and so much to Say but i can only express it in fictional writing and im incapable of finishing a fic, and most of my ideas are just loose sentences or fragments of a bigger work anyway/:

Anyways here is a, very much uneditet, very much work in progress, thing i needed to get out about Nicky and Allison:

The mental breakdown finds Allison at Nicky’s door. He takes one look at her, all blotchy red and smaller than she’s ever been, and says “Damn girl, let’s cut you some bangs” which sound infinitely smarter than putting her fingers down her throat or drinking her weight in vodka. When he’s drunk, dancing the night away all loud and obnoxious it’s easy to forget that he was practically married at eighteen and raising teenagers at nineteen, but as he wipes away her mascara tracks and tell her to take a shower Allison is hit with the reminder that Nicky might be the most adult friend she has. She lets the hot water calm her down and when she’s done he greets her with a plate of food. It’s not a meal, more like mixtures of different bite-sized snacks, the sort of food she relearned to eat when she was recovering, and while she’s chewing on a grape he brings out the scissors and takes her to the bathroom. He doesn’t ask, just goes on about her hair quality and how cute she will look, practised from all his experience with self-destructive sixteen-year-olds, both from the twins, and from being one himself once.

[electricalhuzzah]

Heyyy!!!!! Im a little late, but!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVA!!!!

I cant believe I missed it, Im horrible. I havent gotten around to reading the new chapter yet and have been avoiding tumblr in fear of spoilers but in the midst of that I MISSED your BIRTHDAY

BUT ANYWAYS!! I Drew you a little something!

Thank you so so much for writing much a beautiful work of fiction. As I have told you many times before, you genuinely are such a talented writer. You capture are the characters so so well, give them all such beautiful depth, make me cry and sob, AND you’re funny ASF!!!

I hope you had a FANTASTIC Birthday!!! Heres to another year spinning around a really hot ball of gas on a chunk of rock and dirt and some trees and stuff! HOORAH!! 🎉

Love you, Eva!!! xx

WOAH WAHT GOOD GRAVY MAGS IM

stop STOMP this is so sweet i’m actually gonna. what. what. maggie . aUGH

thank you SO MUCH 🥺 i need to go sob into a pillow now holy jeez thank you . know that i am an organ donor according to my drivers license and if i eat shit you are getting FIRST PICK ‼️‼️‼️

jokes aside though genuinely thank you. youve been such a kind person and my big silly fic wouldnt be what it is without ya <3 your art honestly gave heinz dilemma so much more traction than i ever expected and i owe so much to you homegirl,,, you are important to meeeeee :D

also were you in my house. did you enter the threshold of my home and peer into the freezer to see what ice cream cake i got. cuz that looks REALLY REALLY similar to the one i got (it’s mangled and not pretty anymore my brother and i killed that thang). like i know logically you prolly just saw my post about it but like if you’re in my walls you can just tell me. i’ll make you biscuits or something <3

ANYWAYS thank you again i’ll cherish you forever. love you maggie <33

[jesuistrestriste]

I love when ppl bring this up bc I feel this to MY CORE!! and it’s so serious for me as a fanfictiom and tumblr enthusiast!! i’m not judging anyone when i say this either! but I will never be completely okay or comfortable w the fact that there is so much like SO MUCH real and scary sexual violence towards women in the world(to the point where it’s a known and big a problem) and i’m expected to like being sexually degraded?? like ofc there’s nothing wrong w it if you feel ok w it and are fine but like why is it suddenly vanilla to not what to feel inferior to A MAN?

there have been unfortunate times where i’ve stumbled across a smut fic that looks good and i’ve ended up crying and blocking the user bc they didn’t properly put the content warnings and I feel genuinely disgusting and gross. it’s kinda embarrassing to admit bc i’m grown but like- sorry it scares me.

and it’s so normalized I feel like it’s wrong for me to not want to be treated like a sex slave or smth. idk i’m just ranting nobody needs to agree lol <333

anyway byeee i love ur content keep it up babes 💋

i totally understand what you’re saying and your feelings are also valid !!

tagging fics properly should always be a high priority for smut/fic writers. while yes, we can’t always predict what’s going to trigger someone, it never hurts to be careful and sensitive when writing about a scenario that involves violence or gore or trauma etc. etc. im sorry that happened to you, anon :(

+ i would never kink shame anyone for what they’re into, but i def have found myself becoming more and more disinterested in writing about femme!reader(s) being subjected to aggressive male dominance in my work bc it’s just not what im super into these days. and i’d be lying if i said the current political climate and state of our society/uprise in femicide right now wasn’t affecting that.

i do find it hot from time to time though, and i also find myself feeling that it’s an interesting trope/theme to write about. a lot of people also find it cathartic sometimes to engage in/produce this sort of content because it can allow you to fictionally take control of a type of situation (by controlling what happens in the fic) that you maybe didn’t have control of irl in the past. those who know, will know.

that being said, obviously people who enjoy and/or write about male!dom!character x sub!reader fics are not inherently misogynistic or enjoy being treated with disrespect by men (or others) outside of the bedroom. it’s all fantasy and fiction at the end of the day ! and we’re all just trying to have fun and indulge:)

anon i think ur totally valid in not wanting to be degraded/dominated in the bedroom. you’re 100% allowed to like what you like, and dislike what you dislike. everyone gets that right, and ur not weird for feeling that way ! im glad that ur staying true to urself— never let anyone make you feel odd for following what feels right to you !

[si0writes]

just realised i dont have a pinned post so here we go!! this will occasionally be updated (with this top part removed eventually LOL) whenever i adjust my blog's theme and if i ever need to update any info!! credits for blog theme (pfp, header, etc), blinkies and dividers used at the bottom!

si0 | 20 | proshipper | dead dove author | my kofi my carrd | my anime list | my art account | my straw.page

fandoms im into! (there's more but these are the ones i'm currently super engaged with atm (or are just shows im currently watching)!) hellaverse (hazbin hotel + helluva boss) fnaf black butler/kuroshitsuji genshin impact junjou romantica

yuri!!! on ice cult of the lamb

dni/byf anyone is free to interact with me as i understand not everyone checks every profile before interacting (i know i don't always do it)! all i ask is that you be respectful of me and i will be respectful of you. i block freely, including but not limited to antis who act like they're hot shit and those who are against the ships i like (such as the ones listed below) to the point where i feel like sending a patch of grass to touch into their inbox(/j) please be aware that i ship sebaciel (black butler), fischl x neuvillette (genshin impact) and gravecest (the coffin of andy and leyley) amongst other things and that i love to explore darker themes in fiction, especially through writing dead dove fics! i also do not support or partake in harassing others for whatever they choose to do with fictional characters. this account is pro paraphilias (expanding on this, i don't support contact if it is harmful but if you're doing it in a safe environment (such as a roleplay in a kink environment or through fanfic/art, etc) then that's totally fine and you should do whatever you need to safely cope!), pro recovery and anti censorship!

main f/os (i'm fine with sharing all my f/os!! pls feel free to block me if you share one and aren't comfortable sharing!) f/os in bold are my favs/mains! (i get possessive over these but i do my best not to show it online! i like to welcome my acc to doubles as it makes me extremely happy so pls dont be put off!!) ♡ unrelated/non family romantic f/o ✿ related/family romantic f/o (selfshipcest) ♡ neuvillette (genshin impact) #si0; boiling water 🌊🔥 (neuvillette x vinivre guillotine) ♡ sir pentious (hazbin hotel) #si0; scarab snake 🐶🐍 (sir pentious x mutt) ✿ gaming (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ vox (hazbin hotel) (no tag yet) ♡ scaramouche/wanderer (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ tartaglia/childe/ajax (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ zandik/dottore/the doctor (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ dr. veritas ratio (honkai star rail) #sio; diamond theory 💎🏛️ (dr veritas ratio x oneiric shard) (no link because tumblr is being fucky but the tag is in the tags of this post!)

♡ mizuki (kamisama hajimemashita/kamisama kiss) (no tag yet) ♡ freminet (genshin impact) #si0; life mate 🦢🐧 (freminet x odette boulanger)

♡ yuri plisetsky (yuri!!! on ice) (no tag)

♡ hisoka morrow (hunter x hunter) (no tag)

♡ alois trancy (black butler) (no tag)

♡ aquamarine hoshino (oshi no ko) (no tag)

♡ wade wilson/deadpool (deadpool) (no tag)

♡ zhongli/rex lapis/morax (genshin impact) (no tag)

✿ riddle rosehearts (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ deuce spade (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ cater diamond (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ trey clover (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ ace trappola (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

✿ kagmine len (vocaloid) (no tag)

✿ alhaitham (genshin impact) (no tag)

♡ kaveh (genshin impact) (no tag) ♡ mortefi (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ scar (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ calcharo (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ azul ashengrotto (twisted wonderland) (no tag) ♡ jade leech (twisted wonderland) (no tag) ♡ floyd leech (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ idia shroud (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

credits pfp + header ( screenshots from FNAF Security Breach ) sun divider ( link ) blinkies ( all made by me! link) (sebaciel shipper one was made in mspaint on my pc hence the quality as a placeholder until i find a better one!)

[gardenerian]

“I fear that makes me sound like such an obnoxious shipper” ok anon but did you lie, in what world would ian and mickey be in the same environment and start dating someone else ajsnsjsnsjj. reminder it took ian approximately 30 minutes before he cheated on his boyfriend with Mickey and we love him for it. also the whole “mickey needed to experience others to embrace his sexuality” always use to piss me off, nothing more GAY then wanting to spend the rest of your life with one MAN. mickey trying to date would have been funny af but it just doesn’t fit, not with ian looming. I WILL be that obnoxious shipper anon lol.

but anyway. this s5 discourse is brining me back 🥺 I love it. and yea to all do you i think their breakup/reunion in this hypothetical timeline would be more of building their individual strength to come together stronger. either having another love interest would have been so painfully dumb. and now im reminded we were sparred of a love triangle, “who will he choose” trope for them. its what we deserve.

i love this for us 😂 can you imagine a love triangle plot with those two??? they would annoy the other person out of the equation SO FAST askjdfh "well i thought they were hot and maybe i could get with one or both..... but i think i am outta here actually" 🏃‍♂️💨 also "not with ian looming" aksdjhf i love that. both ian's presence looming in mickey's life and heart, but also ian literally just looming all over the place just 🧍🏻‍♂️ wherever mickey is lmao

totally agree about the canon divergent trajectory! i love fics where they learn about themselves and decide that they WANT each other and they deserve each other! shoving them into other relationships would just fall so flat (*cough* CALEB), but they could still use time to rebuild and become more confident! my favorite fictional proposal of all time (spoiler for a 15 year old show here sdklfjh) has two characters coming back together after time apart and saying "you've lived your life and i've lived mine, now it's time we live them together" and!!!!!! i just think that's so important! ian and mickey went through so much together and apart, they have such long history! they were always ALWAYS going to come back together so much stronger ❤️

[miraclemagpie]

random thoughts about my dark bad business fic i want to write

how do i make lord business and bad cop have the same intense power dynamic while making them more integrated into an irl setting

like there isnt a real life politician/ceo class it's like a mde up thing (dont talk to me about irl oligarchy). so he's either a ceo and bad cop is like. i dont fucking know some kind of underling which doesnt make sense to me because he's an OLD MAN in this world because the age gap is hot.

or he's an actual politician and bad cop is like his body guard or something. which is fine but i don't want to write about politics and i don't care. plus i just feel like leaning more towards ceo is the move because of the whole business business business thing.

another option is to mormor it and have it be like career criminal + body guard or trained assassin but i don't like this one, business needs to be kind of straight laced because i dont think that he would take the kind of abuse that i was bad cop to put him through in this world if he was a more dastardly deadly criminal and didn't have either a history of abuse or like crippling self esteem issues already

but none of it makes sense to me and i cant fix this problem because i dont WANT to write about a character whos a politician. i want to right about a rich fag with a lot of power thats IT but i cant work in bad cop into like a patrick bateman life because one of the appeals of bad business to me is the fake military thing. like how bad cop snaps to attention in the think tank... and that's just. not present in the world of wall street.

there's obviously something i'm not considering. uagh.

i'm obviously getting caught up on this detail when i think if i focused more on like a plot or something it would kind of come naturally because i dont really NEED to explain it imo, because its like fan fic au and im not writing for anyone other than myself, but if i do explain it then maybe i can get it published somewhere and actually write something that isnt just like random porn or fan fiction for once. like i can add it to my list of fucking novellas and short stories i've written about lord business and just call it a day

but yeah. much to think about

[bish-plz-haha]

Bungo Stray Dogs: my thoughts

So I'm not caught up on the manga (I'm trying). But I caught up on the anime and

HOLY

SHIT

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I actually screamed at the second to last ep.

*Spoilers ahead*

I COULDNT HANDLE CHUUYA - AS A "VAMPIRE" - SHOOTING DAZAI. OH MY GOD.

But everything is okay because that's not the case. But I also watched it in Dub (bc I was trying to cruise through it because its been a hot minute since I've caught up on anime) and DAZAI SAID FUCK AND IM LIVING FOR IT! Chuuya too. I was giggling like a maniac when I heard Chuuya say "You fucked up, detective agency!" Then continue to fuck up the Hunting Dogs.

PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME IS TACHIHARA OKAY?!?!? (I swear I'm reading the manga. This weekend I'm planning on reading it all the way.)

Also, I absolutely loved seeing how the agency was formed. What got me was Yosuno and her ties to the mafia. I literally doubletake-d and screamed "WhaT??" and my family thought I was nuts. Maybe I am. Its fine.

But s5 broke my heart and I'm like, over it. I need some Shin Soukoku fighting together again.

Also, can we talk about Ranpoe??? I absolutely love them, and I think they're now my third favourite ship in the series. Behind SSK and SSKK, of course. I dunno if I could see most of the ships. But, no hate to it if you do ship it because I believe we should ship what we want without judgement (FICTIONAL CHARACTERS MEN! FICTIONAL CHARACTERS!), I absolutely despise Fyozai. I just... no.

Though I do think Fyodor was a very cool character—a little boring—but interesting. Especially with his understanding of Dazai's intellect. Now I think the character with the most depth is Ranpo. Like, man's backstory - the little we know, is quite interesting. It makes me think about a lot.

Also, why is the story character based, not world based, when we know so much more about the world than we do the characters?? Like we know a little about a lot of the characters but know a lot about the world. It's insane. I love character based stories because I feel knowing the characters builds the world.

But the most we know is: Atsushi is an abused orphan; Dazai is an ex mafia member; Kenji is scary; Ranpo is an orphan too who is actually gifted with intellect instead of an ability - though it kind of is an ability; Fukuzawa is an ex assassin; Yosuno hates her ability because she was forced by Mori to keep soldiers alive during the gifted war when they just wanted to die; Kunikida is an ex maths teacher; Chuuya is a human that was experimented on so he's basically part yōkai/ayakashi (Thank you Noragami for introducing me to that delightful word—it's basically a word to describe supernatural beings/creatures and lord knows what Chuuya actually is); Tanizaki is... I don't remember anything specific about him and Naomi...; Tachihara is not a mafia member but rather a military officer sworn to get revenge on Yosuno (she didn't do anything except keep his brother alive - poor babies. She was forced to as well, which, in my opinion, makes it worse); Akutagawa is sick (I swear to god if the series ends without him...); Gin is Akutagawa's sister (HC Gin is enby); Mori was an underground doctor before he slit the previous bosses throat.

Like barely anything about a single character. Just bits and pieces for each. Those are just the main ones I remember.

Anyway~

Goodbye!

OH btdubs! I'm writing a skk au fic/one-shot based off s5 ending but also dead apple. Might post the link here. Idk yet. 🤷‍♂️

[jaythestargirl]

Ahoy Sailor, need some navigation?

^ Stole that one from Steve, sorry, he's not living that down ever ^

I'm Jay, my Creators Origional Character, whom they adore very much for some reason, but okay, that's cool. I fuck with the attention I guess.

This blog is all sorts of stuff about me, so I guess to find out more, explore all these random fucking hyperlinks below?

✶ All about me - Who am I? What do I look like? Why was I created? What world do I exist in? What do I like to do with myself? What are some of my stories? Find all of that stuff and more from this link I guess. It's basically my memoir, except way less lame.

✶ My Creator - A trip straight to my Creators blog on here, where there's more stuff about me, as well as fics about a bunch of other Stranger Things characters (and Marauders). Lots of Steddie... whole lotta Steddie 😈 Man I love when two hot guys get to make out and fall in love-- Hey, Creator? Wanna write an AU where they're both my boyfriends and they're also boyfriends with eachother?

✶My asks box - Pop in and ask me anything you like, weather it be about me, or any of the au's, or music, or movies, or about my friends and family, anything at all (yeah, even naughty stuff if you're a freak like me).

Tags I regularily use:

#jays one sided conversations - posts where im talking to myself basically

#stuff about ME! - fun facts and information about moi :)

#written in my honour - fan fiction / stories / drabbles where i feature

#get a load of my music taste - when i post about music or my daily songs

#jay reblogs herself - stuff that my creator has posted about me or things on the dash that are me

#modern au - usually paired with "stuff about me" or my "one sided conversations" but just specifying it's a modern au rather than the 80's

tags for the au's i feature in: #the freak universe, #superache universe, #tfu / su alternative ending, #just like honey, #royal fantasy au, #living with sammy, #transfem au, #eddie falls for a streamer, #my dream pollycule, #the jay and robin are in love today au

tags for the characters i often reference: #my boyfriend eddie is here, #my best friend eddie is here, #my best friend robin is here, #my girlfriend robin is here, #my best friend steve is here, #my boyfriend steve is here, #my brother tommy is here, #my dad is here, #my mother is here, #auntie lisa is here, #uncle rich is here, #uncle wayne is here, any other characters are #(insert name) is here

[liquorisce]

it makes me so angry and sad that you’ve dealt with so much negativity to where you’ve had to close your inbox to anons and even to the point where you feel discouraged from creating.

as someone who’s only fairly recently discovered aot, fics, and this community- the only thing i feel is GRATITUDE for those who create for the rest of us who don’t have the talent or ability to do so but love the anime just the same. it may sound silly but you and so many other creators have helped me cope with not just the anime ending but provided an escapism to my real life problems.

your work is so, so wonderful and i’ve reread all of them multiple times. it truly goes past the point of wanting more eremika or aot and just appreciating your abilities as a writer and storyteller. also insane respect for contributing to the fandom for 10 years!!!!

and to anyone reading that’s ever had a different view on how the characters are portrayed, root for different ships, or simply just don’t enjoy whatever was created- that’s okay. what’s NOT okay is verbalizing it in a negative, hateful way. let’s all remember that the work shared are out of the GENEROSITY of our creators. their time and efforts are used to create things for our enjoyment at no cost to us. there are tags for a reason, you don’t like it close the tab. and if you can’t do that, if you feel so strongly that you need to leave hate, please seek help because that is extremely weirdo behavior. these are real people with real feelings, remember that.

(genuinely tho if you feel the need to hate, especially anonymously, you need to touch grass and experience the real world. i cannot emphasize how embarrassing and nasty it is to act like that.)

i know I took a while answering this, I just wanted some space from this platform... but i really treasure your constant support and kind words (i know this isn't the first time) <3 please know that I read it many many times and felt a lot of comfort that there are people out there who actually GET IT and get me.

i think i dont have much more to say on the weirdness that exists in this fandom... that is not just about anonymous harassment and hate but also just an extremely judgy vibe that exists in common spaces where certain kinds of fiction and tropes are judged to be superior than others and its just exhausting! i simply am out of energy to engage with this sort of thing so my presence on social media will reduce drastically soon :)

anyway that said: fuck the haters!!! im very excited about all the cool fic that was written for the Amour zine, very kinky very eremika very hot!!! istg its like they were all written for me <3

[chloeangelic]

thoughts re: Rendezvous series and forgiveness

ive had some thoughts recently about how people might react to part 5 of rendezvous when it comes out, ie the final part, and i wanted to share for no real reason

discussions about forgiveness, infidelity and such below the cut

firstly, i want to say that zero iteration the word "forgive" appears in part 5. there is no discussion about forgiveness really at all, and i dont think there needs to be. one of the reasons is that i think the concept of forgiveness can oversimplify complex situations, as well as assign unnecessary value judgments to things. i often feel like being forgiven for something means that you have to label that thing as 100% bad and terrible, and theres no space for what sort of positive change it couldve initiated. this is often the case when it comes to infidelity - which is a whole different can of worms.

on the topic of forgiveness, however, whether its mentioned explicitly or not, ive noticed an extreme allergy to joel being forgiven for any indiscretions towards the MC in fics on this website. it seems like the MC herself can do anything and nobody really questions it when joel takes her back, we can cuck tommy into oblivion, joel can cheat on his wife etc, and all of that is cool and hot and encouraged until joel is the one making dumb decisions. people will literally forgive him for being a mass murderer but not for fucking someone else.

the discussions of morality, which are a huge focus in tlou, seem to stop short when it comes to fictional relationships between joel and MCs. we can all discuss why he merked that hospital full of fireflies, and most tlou fans will justify his actions, saying he did it for a good reason, but any relationship related indiscretions do not get the same treatment. i understand that people are sensitive about cheating, being cheated on is awful, but its unproductive to shut down all discussions about it

just to make it clear: i do not consider his actions in rendezvous cheating, not on katy and not on the MC. the MC feels more cheated on because she has an unhealthy attachment to him

am i defending his actions in rendezvous? no. do i think they need to be defended or condemned? also no. i choose not to see things as binary good/bad - even if i thought everything he did was terrible, whats he supposed to do? be alone forever because of indiscretions towards one person? i know this is fic, and i could write him living under a rock for eternity if i wanted, but this is supposed to be a realistic (in my definition) series, and realistically, thats not what happens to people who fuck up in interpersonal relationships. they move on and live their lives. we all hurt people at some point - its juvenile and delusional to think that just because someone hurt another person, theyre bound to suffer for all eternity.

i think there are a lot of nuances when it comes to relationships especially, and trying to label what hes doing in this series as cheating on the MC/katy, and then saying CHEATING BAD is an oversimplification and ignores the scope of emotion im trying to cover here. even calling it cheating ignores the depth of unlabeled relationships. i think the MC deserves more than that, cause if we say hes cheating on katy, were basically calling the MC the other woman, and the other woman is ALWAYS vilified - except in this case where shes the "reader" character. what if i wrote this entire thing in a different perspective, and katy was the reader?

im in the brainstorming stages of my next big series after love me back, and if i go with the idea thats simmering in my head right now, its gonna be a completely infidelity focused series, about when its acceptable to cheat, who is allowed to cheat and why, etc. joel will not be fucking anyone else in that series or cheating on the MC calm down

this might not be very interesting, and its not addressed to any anons in particular at all, ive just been thinking about it as the parts have been posted and thought id share my thoughts in case anyones interested. its hard to give my full thoughts without spoiling ch 5, so after thats posted i might write another reflection on it for anyone whos interested in my thought process behind the decisions ive made.

[raitrolling]

Cursed Drabble meta post because i cant help myself sometimes

while i dont think i nailed the vibe for the tumblr reader x celebrity self-insert fan fiction (mainly because i just Could not get through a single fic without dying of cringe. im sorry i do not vibe with this genre in the slightest for reasons that are probably evident in how i wrote that fic) and its probably more wattpad / quotev fanfic tier, i think i did pull off the standard tropes for those sorts of fics

like how the self-insert is supposed to be a blank slate for anyone to, well. self-insert into, but they're always very obviously written to be (cis) women. and the author can't decide if they want their self-insert to be meek and easily smitten, or sassy and genre-aware, as well as simultaneously living the fantasy of having a glamorous lifestyle that people would be jealous of, but she's also totally just an ordinary girl you guys. see, she's got average looks!

and also the combination of fulfilling the fantasy of 'what if my dream man saved me from a scary situation like gross dudes hitting on me', and the fact that the love interest is... often not written that much better than the bad guys lmao. the 'i saw you from across the room and immediately fell in love and wanted to protect you because you are so beautiful' seems to be popular in self-insert fics from what i skimmed through, but a lot of the time the dudes always come across as creepy to me. but in this fic sharle is using french terms of endearment so clearly he is sexy and romantic and not also a weird sleaze, duh

i died the most writing every single piece of sharle's dialogue but also the descriptions talking about how hot he is, btw. the line about the reader imagining his hands choking someone and them smelling his intoxicating scent in his bedsheets both made me want to hurl LMFAO props to people who can write that shit, id rather swan dive off a cliff thanks (tho the hand focus is also due to me listening to that read-through of the foxhole court and the video essayist mentioning how often the characters in that story grabbed each other by the chin. i was just like 'ok yeah i need more hand stuff in this people eat that shit up')

the warnings at the start are there solely because when i was scrolling through the tumblr tags for reader self-inserts i saw quite a few that warned for swearing which i thought was funny since like. this is a 13+ website. you can say the fuck word here and not get in trouble. apart from the cringy dialogue i wouldnt say anything in the fic actually merits a warning, but i felt like i needed to add the other stuff to keep it true to the formatting style that is common for tumblr self-insert fic

the bit with ropikk at the end definitely breaks the illusion and probably turns the fic into some 'lol well that just happened' marvel '''humour''', but tbh i just wanted to include a 'he would not fucking say that' joke and needed to write a palate cleanse LMAO you can pretend that last paragraph doesn't exist if you dont like the immersion-breaking

anyways uh. this was a lot of words i wrote to explain my stupid drabble i wrote as a joke and because people voted for something cursed. you can't say i half-ass anything lmao

[nhoongmeep]

Omg i just finish phantom of the opera - love never dies and i have THOUGHTS!

My fucking god it's hot garbage but it's also my hot garbage 😭 it's like youre eating trash fast food but it's so good you cannot not stuff your face???

Like the songs are so good tho 😭😭😭😭😭 but the plot r so MESSY, it is messy and feel really out of characters, also kinda fucked up the whole point of the first part? ig it's like guilty pleasure fic =))))))))))))) just that this is insanely invested fan fiction =)))) with the weirdest crossover/ fanon take :))) well but i guess it is an insanely invested fanfiction from the original novel

And kinda like, in the first part phantom was the one who is obsessive and controlling over christine, at least he stayed true to that trait in the 2nd part by giving her a literal collar 🙄 (i know) but also a chance to give her creative outlet and embrace her talent. While raoul was the opposite of that in the first part, at least to the movie? Bc i think he's def more possessive and more controlling in the tone of the musical. And i dont know how to feel abt that but he's definitely more manipulative, like all talk abt the past and how we once were and i can change if you not sing today, howabout you change yesterday, or last month or last bet huh? If im christine im not betting on that losing dawg yall. Imagine being a musical talent just to be locked up and never sing professionally anymore like a caged bird, and then every once in a while got manipulated like, sorry i cant give you what you want im not good enough for you while all you want is just to sing and your husband stop gambling all your family fortune and stop being such a pathetic loser 🙄 i feel like there's a lot of potential for this plot to dig deeper into christine's pov, like a caged bird who has the illusion of choice of a fucked up cage or an equally fucked up caged down the line if not worse, and will never truly be free, more than the accidental baby acquisition that is so so boring and overuse for every sequel of everything that is franchisable. You can build a good plot with the tension of the love square alone, no need to bring a child inside of it? It's just feel like a unnecessary character and plot line.

On the love square note i really feel bad for Meg 😭 i think she's a lovable character from the original one. And i feel bad for her she was reduced down to what she was performing Oh La La? Like for christine she has such profound song ig that showcase her voice, while meg have to stick w the very show girl-y stuff, very like sex sells for that time period? I think? Like for christine it's more serious and profound while meg is very surfaced and shallow song? Dont get me wrong, it's a cute and phenominal performance, and it reminds me of the 50s musical stuff more fun and whimsy i love her she'll always have my heart my psycho killer homicide queen. RIP Meg you wouldve love Rupaul dragrace w all the reveals. And like for a musical genius who can write beautiful gothic opera songs, it's like phantom is writing white girl trash pop music =))))))))))))))))))))) shame on your name pal.

Also, i find it funny that i empathize with all the side antagonists of both part more? Like for Carlotta, she's probably the most talented in her prime and ahe EARNED her spot as leading lady of the most prestigious opera house in Paris. Ofc she gonna be pissed off w a working condition that put her in danger every time she's on stage? Hell other member should be pissed too. She's the cashing earner of the opera house yet she accidentally got crushed by the prop for one than more occasion. She's probably just as good and angelic as christine during her prime. Hell, she's still in her prime, she has a powerful and cunning voice from almost all adaptation and that is through years off training and hardship going from square 1. And tell me that you wouldnt be pissed the fuck off if you worked hard for your whole life to earn what you have right now just to get it taken away from you, being a public humiliation just for a younger shinier newer doll to replace you in a blink of an eye. You going from being the most adored and respected lead singer to be tossed aside like garbage once youre passed 30s. Aint that a reflection on how today entertainment industry treating women, or honestly society treating women in a whole. My burn out star you will always sine the brightest in my heart.

And for christine phantom raoul main storyline i dont have much thought tho, it's entertaining to watch and enjoy, and i definitely singing everything and feeling everything all at once watching them perform. But yk my opinion probably boring and dont have much insight anw 🤷‍♀️

[lanawinterscigarettes]

Oh aeron, you really do spoil me with these fics because that was incredible, frustrating (but not in a bad way) and somehow you described that coil feeling perfectly i don't know how you do it! I can't wait to see what those 'follow-up questions' are if you ever reveal them to us 😉 haha, i want to watch 'doctor oswald' get taken down a couple pegs after that one - also if you do make a part 2 (no pressure) you could use the 'doctor oswald, but you can call me clara' gif, which is both relevant and quite amusing.

How are you, btw i forgot to ask i was too wrapped up in clara fics haha

omg the send anons thing on your feed HI AERONS FEED IM AN ANON

omg im thinking of you too i am absolutely drowning in just life stuff i promise im still hanging around just about haha

omg sparkle uses star as a pseudonym nah theres two sapphic 'star's going around on random social media somewhere that makes me laugh so hard

i too am in love with many fictional women i have a whole list, a whole list (robbing a bank...robbin' a whooooole bank - sorry for that reference)

yessss clara's brunette and very sarcastic and witty - i watch a couple shows that the actress is in and i absolutely fold at her brown eyes...which slightly creepily both me and aeron have described in our writing as 'chocolate brown' (yes i write too i just don’t publish stuff anymore). I watch a couple shows that she's been in and somehow she manages to look similiar yet different in each show plus ive always had a bit of a personal thing that as each character has different aspirations and personality traits, they are a different person so basically i get to be homosexual with a capital H for multiple characters and fall in love with each of their personalities, ive got an image of her in a show called emmerdale which is a british soap opera - i love her character jasmine as she's very driven but also quite bookish and nerdy, or like in another british show (that no one seems to have heard of) called waterloo road, which is about a run down school, her character is pretty much a bad girl yet also a straight a* student and gives zero f**ks about anyone and...intelligent bad girls...need i say more

https://imgur.com/aPbHOV9 theres your link try not to have a heart attack (unless you're not affected by brown eyes in the sun the same way i am LOL)

omg monicaaaa - i havent seen friends but its defo on my watch list at some point in the next ever

i still havent watched gopiss girl i need to do that - have you seen sex lives of college girls? its got renee rapp in it (idk if you know who she is) but her character leighton i would absolutely fold for as well especially in s1 like leighton's speech in s1e8 about not wanting to come out you literally could have plucked that from my brain

also agreed i love having friends through anon this is great!

yesss the tumblrverse, sorry ive yapped again me and sparkle are PREMIUM YAPPERS

omg wait i wanna make my anon descrip:

⭐ - clara oswalds gf, way too obsessed with missyclara and can be found in the village of emmerdale

i agree with sparkle the doctors fic was so hot i have definitely found a new fantasy im into haha...

good luck with your driving test, you'll smash it!

omg sparkle anon you write too, how are we all writers this is great nahhh not the smut without plot also yes im writing my own personal fic for myself and i love the ripping people apart and putting them back together trope its got so much meat to it to write about

sending love to both of yall! and thinking of you too aeron

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You're so sweet, thank you so much!! I'm happy to hear you enjoyed it 🫶 I actually was going to use that gif of clara initially but I changed my mind because I like the one where she had her hair up in a ponytail a bit better (and yes, a part two is currently in the works in case you're wondering 👀)

I'm doing good!! I've been getting a lot of writing done recently so I'm very proud of myself for that 🥰

I love monica, she's very assertive/bossy but also a bit insecure so I think you'd like her character and the complexities there. If you ever watch friends you'll have to let me know what you think of it <3

I haven't seen that show but I have heard of it! And I love renee rapp so much, she's such a good actress and very pretty hehe 💞

I'm glad you enjoyed the fic so much! Idk if you remember the other request you sent in with the prompts, but I wanted to know if you'd be okay with me writing it with rose tyler? I know clara is your favorite (and rightfully so) but I was thinking that the prompts kind of fit rose well too (I know you said I could choose the character but I just wanted to ask, and if you're set on me writing it with clara then it's no problem whatsoever 🫶)

I hope you're having/had a wonderful day, star anon!! I always love chatting with you 🥰

[reverie-verse]

Peter Parker X Reader - Falling Into His World.

Here are the other Parts. Part 2 Part 3 (I will do part 4 at some point cuz this fic is currently unfinished) Prompt: Reader quite literally falls into his world. She is his favorite character from his book and he is a favorite character from hers. She’s not sure how it happened. He’s not sure how to help but he still tries. After all, he is New York’s friendly neighborhood Spider-Man. On the other hand she’s from California and not from his world.

*College Peter and college reader.

*Fluff, curiosity, tension, home sick.

* I wrote this with Tasm Peter in my mind however he could literally be read for any Peter in your mind.

I also definitely didn’t check it before I posted sooooo spell check and gramma check didn’t happen.

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It had been a long tiring day full of work and school not to mention people finding ways to piss you off. You had gone home to your shared apartment hearing your best friends telling you that you need to get out and enjoy yourself. You gave them each a soft smile waving your hand. To be honest going out was the furthest thing from your mind. You were exhausted and just wanted to be at home lazy. Your friends didn’t push it, understanding that sometimes we all need that space. However they threatened you with a forceful night out the next time. You laughed at them shooing them away, locking the door. Weirdly enough you ended up cleaning the apartment since nothing was capturing your attention and every thought was kicked in overdrive. Unfortunately no help there you decided that maybe a shower might do the trick. The hot water will relax you and it’ll all be okay. Sure enough it does the trick walking out the shower throwing on your very much oversized shirt, you pulled on your plaid sweatpants. Man did it feel like you were on clouds, that when the tiredness truly hit you.

Your bed looked ten times more comfy the longer you stared at it. An early night so what you deserved the rest and no one can tell you not to do it right? Turning out the light you crawled onto your bed, the night sky illuminated your room. You just got comfortable in your bed, in the right position and the blankets felt amazing. Only for it to be ruined by your neighbors playing a game of how loud they can be. This was a perfect opportunity to grab your headphones, connecting them to your phone. You scrolled through your music finding your favorite playlist, No noise could be heard, only the beautiful harmonies and melodies that surrounded your senses. Shutting your eyes allowed your mind to create scenarios that involved fictional characters in various fictional genres. You had begun to feel the slumber take over, weighing you down further into a squishy yet firm mattress. Your mind began to drift slowly as the sleepiness crept into your mind, the music lulling you to sleep. Your mind humming as the fictional character played its role.

As your mind continues wandering your body finds itself in a situation, as it joltes itself awake, in turn pulling you out of your sleep. You opened your eyes only to see yourself falling onto the ground in your sleeping position. You didn’t have time to scream as you hit the floor. “ Ouch” you winced as you sat there for a moment then you heard it. The sounds of cars honking, in the distance maybe a helicopter or two a light breeze passed through the air, the moon at its peak glowing over the city. Your eyes widened as you scrambled to get up, you were on top of building a really high one at that. You looked over the railing and down at the people below they looked like ants. “ I-I’m-I-IM ON TOP OF A BUILDING?!” You panicked as you backed away from the ledge. You looked around trying to figure out where you were. You had seen more buildings, each in different textures, bricks, glass, rustic, new, this-this was not home that much was for sure. You searched for a back door to the building hoping that maybe you could get out of this mess.

Just as you rounded the corner you rammed right into something solid in the colors of red and blue. “ Hey woah how did you get up here?” A deep voice speaks out as the red and blue colors tower over you. Your eyes slowly travel from the chest to the masked face. You take a step back. “ Oh no, hey I’m Spider-Man, I’m not gonna hurt you. Let me help you get out of here” He says as he holds his hands up showing that he meant no harm.

“ Is that what you tell all your victims?” You challenged as your hair once hanging loosely now pulled back into a low ponytail. Your hands raised to defend yourself in case he attacked.

He tilted his head to the side “ My victims? I just said I wasn’t going to hurt you-“

“ For all I know you could literally be a serial killer!” You protested.

“ Listen lady, you're barefoot and in sleep clothes, you look like you could’ve used some help that’s all I’m tryna say” He shrugged his shoulders as he sat himself on the ledge sitting there watching you through his mask. His accent had begun to stand out to you the more you listened to him speak. No no no there was no way you were in another state. No because you remember going to bed in your own bed and you sure as hell don’t sleep walk.

“ No, nooooo no no no no there’s no way that I am here in New York right now. Nooooo absolutely not.” You shook your head waving your hands in the air.

“This-yeah you are in New York, If you’re at a hotel I’ll take you to it. Just tell me what the name of it is” He bargains seeing that you were only stressing more.

“ I-I'm not staying at a hotel! I’ve never been to New York, I’m from California! I never left California, I was sleeping in my bed in California five seconds ago!” You now were rubbing your forehead pacing back and forth. Standing up off the ledge the masked man walked towards you.

“ California? That’s all the way on the west coast-“

“ Yeah I know that and my California ass will kick yours if you don’t back up!” You threatened again holding your hands up. It hadn’t fully registered that you were standing in front of Spider-Man. Noooooo. You froze.

“ I’m not gonna stay much longer so either you let me take you to a hotel or hospital. If you want me to just set you down the sidewalk I can do that but I’m not letting you stay up here especially with no shoes on. Or socks.” He moved towards you anyways ignoring your threat ready to grab you and swing.

“ Your Spider-Man” You say speaking more to yourself than him. It hit you in the damn face like a semi truck. You dork how you did not catch on the first time. Oh figures you were freaking out.

“ Yes I am. Hospital it is-“ He bends down ready to carry you in his arms. You hold your hand out to stop him forcing him to wait. At this point in time you had begun to notice him becoming irritated. You needed him to believe you,

“ Wait wait wait. Uuh-I-umm I’m sorry for threatening you and not realizing who you are. But I am not from here-“

“ I know that but first I think you need to see a doctor-“

“ Uh no no no. Listen to me I know who you are-“ Spider-Man huffed, reaching down wrapping an arm around your waist pulling you closer to him.

“ I’m going to travel? Swing? It doesn’t matter the point is I’m going to get you to the hospital-“

“ PETER?!” You shouted, capturing his attention he freezes his arm still wrapped around your waist.

“ How do you know my name?” he questions pulling away from you. He was debating on pulling his mask off but at what cost. He’s never seen you before he’s never met anyone who knows about his existence besides his friend Gwen and Flash. He shook his head, backing up for a second giving some space in between each other. You watched him with curious eyes, you could tell that he had no idea what to do. He was hesitant and unsure. This was a moment you didn’t think you’d be in ever. You landed into his world. The character which you dreamed of reading about even. Peter reached for his mask, lifting it up revealing his face to you. His brown eyes squinted at you with a questioning look. He didn’t trust you, he wasn’t sure how you knew him considering he had never met you. Somehow some way he did feel oddly familiar. How could anyone in that moment? He watched you as you watched him. You both weren’t sure how to go about this-it was kind of awkward. Did he have a stalker? There was no way he had a stalker, absolutely not he made sure his tracks were covered. He crossed his arms waiting for an explanation from you. You on the other hand weren’t sure how to tell the man in front of you that he was another version of someone else you knew.

“ Right-right, right, uh this is going to sound very weird I understand that. No I’m not a stalker cuz I feel like you-you get that vibe-it’s not. Umm you-you I read a um graphic novel on a character such as yourself….” You trailed off moving back a step giving him an awkward smile. Peter had no reason to believe you but given the many circumstances where reality has proved him wrong it seemed rational. Peter stood there gazing at you trying to figure out what had drawn out the easy flow of conversation. You reminded him of someone.

“ Since we are on a first name basis what’s yours?” He asked hoping this doesn’t bite him in the ass later. You were taken back for a second. You cleared your throat trying to think of a way to answer it, sure it was easy to give him your first and last name but at the same time this was your favorite character. Who is like an equivalent to a celebrity.

You stuttered “ U-U-uh-I-I- my name is um Y/N L/N”

His eyebrows raised as heard the sound of your name leave his lips. He had to think for a moment, there could be no possible way for you to be here. You were fiction, you were a character in his favorite book. You can’t be here, that's impossible. Peter placed his hand over his mouth, turning away from you. He needed a second to process. Why hadn’t he picked up on it before. Of course it didn’t register that you were a character in a fictional book not a graphic novel. His book left much to his imagination where yours left no room for it. It had a detailed version of himself.

“ That’s impossible” he replied shaking his head before turning to look at you.

“ Impossible?” You crossed your arms rubbing them to keep yourself warm. Your bare feet were starting to get cold as the wind picked up just a tad. You wanted to continue this conversation but you were not about to continue this outside. “ Look, can we go somewhere and finish this conversation? I’m getting cold” You whispered. Peter really looked at you, noticing your body shivering he sighed. He was too caught up in the moment.

“I know where we can go” He tells you as he reaches for you pulling to him. “ Hang on tight”.

You look at him unsure. You truly were afraid of heights “Do we have to swing?”

He chuckled “ Yeah we do” he walks towards the ledge climbing on taking you along with him. You were nervous to say the least-no terrified is the appropriate word. Your heart racing, a scream jammed in your throat, fear covering every inch of your mind and body. Holding onto Peter for dear life you squeezed your eyes shut. Within that same second he jumps, you could feel the wind push against you as the two of you glided through the city. You debated on opening your eyes. He knew that as he smirked behind his mask which had put back on before swinging. He as well as you have only dreamt this moment. To be in it and to feel it was not what he had expected nor had you. To be honest neither of you did. It was exactly that a dream only this time you both had walked between plains into each other’s lives.

Peter had swung you to his apartment, the one you’ve seen countless of times in your graphic novel. Honestly it felt very surreal and unexpected. He helped you climb through his window first then he followed after. He felt kind of shy and intimidated. He only ever read about you in books. He never thought you would actually be here in front of him-raiding his sock draw. “ Sorry, Sorry, but I really need some socks. I hope you don’t mind” You rummage through his draw finding a pair of thick black socks. Shutting the draw you walk over to his bed pulling the socks on your feet. Your feet began to warm up. You sighed with relief. Peter softly smiled as he shook his head walking over to his closet. He needed to get out of his suit so he couldn’t risk the chance of anyone seeing him. Grabbing a shirt and some sweatpants he walks to the bathroom.

“ No, I don't mind.I’m gonna change, just make yourself more at home. At least wrap yourself in a blanket or something.” He tells you as he shuts the door behind him. You wrapped a blanket around yourself sitting on his bed. You were struggling to grasp the idea that you’ve somehow found yourself here. You figured that maybe you shifted as some people say but it didn’t feel like that. You felt yourself physically being planted here, you felt that fall. You felt yourself gliding as he swung; it felt all too real. You guessed that maybe you were hallucinating or maybe you had fallen into a deep sleep. You pinched your skin as you squeezed your eyes shut. Once. Twice. Three times and nothing. You opened your eyes checking to see if you made it back into your room. Nothing. You were still in Peter's apartment.

This definitely wasn’t a dream then what the hell else could it be? Peter on the other hand had no idea what to do. He pinched the bridge of his nose before throwing his t-shirt on. What is he supposed to do? The girl from a book he’s reading is sitting in his room, his apartment. He’s dealt with some pretty weird situations but this was beyond it. To a degree. Peter had gone over in his mind the last time he slept. He hadn’t slept in a few hours and he was exhausted. Maybe you were a fragment of his imagination that he conjured up in the hopes of ending his night on a peaceful one. Peter knew that wasn’t the case. He needed to figure out why you were here even if that meant putting his rest on hold. He sighed once more if need be Gwen could probably help him. In fact you were in need of clothes and shoes. Maybe she could help with that. For now it was too late to call her. You would have to settle for staying cooped up in his apartment. Not that either one of you minded.

Peter walked out of the bathroom folding his suit up, putting it in his box sliding it back into the closet. He shut the closet doors before walking next to his counter. He leaned against it, crossing his arms. His eyes drifted from the ground to your eyes. He was captivated by them. He checked your condition quickly. Looking at how you wrapped yourself up in his blankets sitting cross legged on his bed which made you look warm and inviting. He found himself drawn to it. Stop. He had to stop. He cleared his throat, needing to bring up a conversation. Thankfully you had sparked it. “ Earlier you said that it was impossible when I said my name. Why? Do you know something?” You asked as you watched him with careful eyes. You had gotten lost in his brown eyes, but you found yourself trapped in his sleepy state. He looked like he needed to be wrapped in your arms. You wanted to hold him. No you can't, you just met him. Well you read about him. Same difference. Peter nodded his head before coming up with a plan of what to say. It was an easy conversation but he couldn’t find the words. It’s not that he couldn't, he just was star struck and it took him a minute to realize that.

“ I-I-uh I’m reading this book right now and your-your the main character.” He looks around and finds a book on his desk. He walks over to it, lifting the book up and hands it to you. “ At first I was kinda thrown off with the whole California thing but then you said your name and it clicked. You're not supposed to be here. You were supposed to be at home”

You caressed the book in your hand running it along the cover. It was interesting to see a book about you in the hands of a fictional character who you happened to be their favorite character. It was too bad you didn’t have your graphic novel on Peter then you could’ve matched the unusualness of this particular second. You handed the book back to Peter. He took it from you placing it back on the desk. “ Peter what happens next in that book?” You asked, your nerves sky rocketing the way he said ‘you were supposed to be at home’ worried you.

“ You were supposed to go to work and then school but you don’t you end up staying in the next day. And your world changes-“ Peter shrugs.

“ Changes how?” You question as you mull thoughts over in your mind.

“ I don’t know. I haven’t gotten past that part yet” he replies as his gaze never leaves yours.

“ So what are we supposed to do?” You keep looking for something. You rubbed your forehead, breaking the gaze Peter was holding. This is getting nowhere. Peter moved himself away from the counter walking toward you. He got down on one of his knees. He pulled your hands gently from your face bringing them into your lap. He holds your hands there, his warmth comforting you. Your heart swoons, you had not realized how much you yearned for his touch. His heart beats a mile a minute at the touch he craved so much. He looks from your joint hands to your eyes.

He says “ We will figure it out. Together.”