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angelpuns · 5 months

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Leo going through the horrors but the horrors are just that he had a shitt day and no one bothered to save him any cookies :/

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the-random-phan · 6 months

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Shi Qingxuan~ <3

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puppyeared · 8 months

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adhd comix

#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired #like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability #and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors #i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working #isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol #if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you #need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid #im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher #to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll #go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms #AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis #theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were #comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run #and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make #a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need #to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh #yapping #vent

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sacrificecage · 6 months

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Certain people in certain fandoms need to learn tact and shut the fuck up sometimes before they get someone hurt with their shitty noxious behaviour.

#vent #/nbh i have the asshole in question blocked #im just. mad on behalf of a friend rn and need to spit it out.

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truckstoptigers · 7 months

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i hold so much more anger than anyone around me realizes

#like id beat my father to death with my bare hands if given the chance #and all those men for what they did to me #im so sick of ppl saying i need to forgive people who are not and never will be sorry. why should it be on ME to be the 'bigger person'#I WAS FOUR YEARS OLD WHEN IT STARTED.#im angry i never got to be a child and now its too late. now im 22 and just as fucked up as i was when it was still happening #i do not consider myself a violent person but thinking of what my abusers did all the time makes me so fucking mad #how can you do those things to a child & live with yourself. i dont fucking get it #i dont need to forgive ANYONE if i dont want to. the ppl telling me that dont even know All of what happened to begin with.#milo murmurs #csa vent #tw csa vent #csa tw #add that to being easily irritated due to ptsd and weve got a lovely mess here lol #im so tired of feeling like shit all the time but idk how not to rn #also. OBVIOUSLY i do not desire to commit murder. im just sad & pissed off that they got away w everything & i have to deal w it

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doodlboy · 10 days

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Watching my mom's mental state rapidly decline bc of Facebook sure is something

#she just showed me some ai bullshit video about the “dark side of telletubbies” 10000% believing it despite how clearly fake it was #i have to keep pointing out when shit is obviously fake or ai and then when i do she gets mad at ME???#nah man #I'm not doin this shit im just gonna uninstall it off her phone bc i don't need more bullshit in my life rn #elliot rambles #vent

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stardust-sunset · 1 month

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the gif of peter griffin snapping his neck is a bit too relatable

#i’m actually so mad rn #nothing im drawing looks right #i’m so tempted to quit this drawing cause it’s been a month and a hair and i can’t get anything right #i’m getting increasingly more frustrated #i can’t do anything right #maybe it’s cause my older brother is leaving for school tmrw #and it’s all hitting that i’m the oldest now technically and now i’ll become an even bigger scapegoat but that’s a vent fir another day #it’s funny how a drawing of ponyboy curtis with a sodapop swagger has me questioning my self worth #m not gonna hurt myself btw i just say shit after the smallest inconvenience #i wanna finish this before school starts but idk if i can now #i’m genuinely so frustrated and like why is a dumb drawing making me question my self worth #and i have another doctors appointment tomorrow because i have a bunch of random moles and i need to get them checked out or skth #this is a disaster #ugh #cw sui joke

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felixisfruity · 1 month

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dude my family has GOT to acknowledge their problems. if you get into an argument and then pretend it never happened it‘s not making SHIT better. im so sick of this

#felix babbles #MY DAD IS THE PROBLEM #he needs to acknowledge that NOBODY gives a fuck that he‘s an adult. you still can be wrong. you ARE wrong. a Lot.#the things he‘s said. jesus #he‘s not even a bad guy #he‘s a nice person. he‘s certainly not abusive and cares for us #but he does do some very fucked up shit and for some reason im never allowed to address it or i get in trouble #shock of the century: ur kid didnt really like it when you said [specific minority] doesnt care as much about their education not because t #ats how they were raised or they have more important things or Nope. because theyre in that minority. or that‘s at least what he made it so #nd like. and countless other things #also you cannot just say „i dont do this thing anymore so you cant be mad at me“ DUDE ARE YOU JOKING RN. i literally flinch when someone ge #s close to me. and i refuse to even walk by you when you’re mad. because you taught me when iwas little that i might get fucking hit #and he doesnt do that anymore. which is awesome. and im glad. but he didnt apologise. and if he did it wasnt enough if i dont remember it #im still. scared of him. and it‘s fucked up that im not allowed to be #swagever. at least that ddint happen today #vent #anyway

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iamunabletothinkofablogname · 3 months

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every day is a struggle not to fucking die! I do not care anymore!

I will just live in my head!

#tw vent #yes i understand that my friends do care about me which is the only reason i'm here and not swallowing a jar of meds rn #however that does not stop my head from fucking screaching #and it does not stop the world from biting me #this is not a way of seeking comfort i just need to scream /gen #i will do what i did to the other voice #surely this'll stop it #or maybe they're the same and i somehow made it mad #how the fuck should i know #IM CRY LAUGHING IN A /NEG WAY WHAT THE FUCK #if you see this post pretend you didn't /gen

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micamone · 3 months

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hey guys

#vent #just... gimmie a sec im gonna put it in the tags i cant find the readmore on my phone rn #im havin a straight up not good time but not the worst in the house!#the worst is my cat. whose old and dying. and i have no money to put to sleep to fuckin put us both outta this misery #typical. she cant get a heart attack and go fast like my moms dog #shes gotta wail and be ill for a month while im recovering from one surgery and trying to get ready for the next #its also an amazing time for my ocd that i learned i have from artists on hear explaining what it is to send me into spirals #over germs. but shes just 20 with teeth and respiratory issues her whole life and been struggling with constipation #so i KNOW how shes dying. shes backed up and hungry and dehydrated but feeling bloated still and not eating or drinking.#shes probably got arthritis and has been moving like a geriatric for a while but its to the point now she wont even lay down. shes just #perched on a pile of towels in the bathroom dozing and occasionally crying for me to come pet her. im so fuckin tired #and theres nothing i can do! the vet i could find a timeslot for in a reasonable time said 500$. so thats cool. im paying 1000$ for me in #a week for my stuff and its just. god all she and i are doing is crying and it sucks ass #she wants company for comfort and i dont blame her - so the fuck do i!#but i cant sit in the bathroom with her my damn legs keep going numb. and my roomate 1) cant emotionally buoy me thru this #and 2) has a long work day tomorrow and its already mad late. sigh #dont try to offer me condolences ive worked thru her dying already its just now we're botb exhausted in the form its taking #if anything i just need another distraction to keep me from spiraling over something again #edit: ARUGH AND THE OTHER CAT THROWING UP IN THE OTHER ROOM. GOD DAMN IT #the younger one has so many allergies and wont stop fucking eating things off the floor babygirl i am BEDRIDDEN you gotta stop eating shit #off the floor!!!!!!!! you have specialty food for a reason!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#awesome it was right in my bed

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ichigosoju · 4 months

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#having a family has never been anything but a burden for me sadly #i always feel like a burden who drags my family down #but truth is i dont bother them. i only let things affect me and myself #i never do anything that affect my family #this is harsh but i have to vent....#because of things and my mom not making it work #she'll be completely without money for july and august #that is really bad bc we are already poor #and without her income we're basically screwed #i feel frustrated bc i do mine. i do what i need to do #they've always been mad at me for being a failure and a fuck up but i've always made sure i do what i have to to get my income #but my mom didnt plan well enough and here we are #i know i shouldnt be angry but i just feel so angry #i've done what i can do as to NOT stress about money #but she didnt and now it'll spill over me and affect me #im so fucking stressed omg sskkskskskksksks #will we be able to make rent?#it's just so frustrating #for every little thing that happens i realize more and more that for me #family will never be anything other than a burden i dont want or need #if im on my own i take care of my shit and that's that #i wont have three other ppl dragging me down and fucking things up #jesus christ... thanks mom #why didnt she plan better to avoid this? i dont understand ppl #im so meticilous with having plan 1 b c d e etc etc #i know things go bad and i want to be sympathetic with her #but the situation she's put us in.... i cant be anything but angry rn

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famewolf · 11 months

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$160 later and I'm vaccinated for Covid again lmao

#[static]#and now ive got $20 until my next paycheck lmao #i dont have insurance rn cuz work dropped mine for missing work due to ice last winter #and im out of it until next June so .... what can ya do #it is what it is and weve got food to eat #but i did have to be like 'oh wait ... guess i cant fill up my gas tank'#thankfully we have the prius so half a tank will last until next week #the only place doing free vaccines is booked until February #I checked every program available to me but they either weren't active until next year or the pharmacy was booked for months upon months #it just is what it is im not really that mad about it i just needed to vent

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izzy-b-hands · 1 year

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im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)

#text post #god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again #in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps #makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now #gonna sleep eventually #i think lmao #im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better #that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something #no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that #my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it #he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances)#and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year #i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND #and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live #that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me #he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off #where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself #if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao #i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine #gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings #find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try #forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others

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faraum · 2 years

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There are certain things i am not equipped to handle and im trying so hard to calm myself but of course the second i start feeling ok again i get another message that i cannot fucking handle and i am tired of having to tell someone i love that i cannot help them rn like i am going to explode if one more person tries to message me tonight

#how to hack the world so that people shut up and give me space #like i know i should be there for them but literally just the bare minimum of what ive been made aware of today is making me spiral #they dont seem to understand that i simply cannot fucking process this information let alone help them with it #and on top of that im ALREADY low on my social meter like i do not need to be put in charge of your well being rn!!#im already having a hard time!!!#i have souch anxiety rn and im like dealing with anger problems #because when i cant process something i just get mad #i feel sick like i just want to sleep man why are you messaging me after ive already said googdnight thats ultimate conversation ender #go to sleep please for the both of us #end rant ok bye #vent #vent post

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my-thirteenth-reason · 2 months

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had a bad day bc of the accumulation of how my friends made me feel like shit but other than that. bad day too lol i feel slightly disconnected from reality and i cannot take anything seriously nowadays?? i just can't be bothered to do some things i would've last time idk what changed 😟😟

#but im doing fine rn lol #also omfg #ms whiny mcwhinerson needs to grow up im actually going to cut things off bro #shes a literal baby how tf did she actly throw a tantrum and stomp off at the not-so-tender age of closer-to-20-than-10 #and even my friend told me that she noticed that whiny really does whine at ME the most??? like bro im not even the problem atp #what did i do tf #today she threw a tantrum cuz i wanted to go home with her but she was dillydallying so i brought her bag to the front of the class for her #then she got mad and said i was stupid and nobody asked me to?? then she took it and stalked off ahead of me so id just waited for nth #bro #im not leaving out anything i did i swear i literally just did that #other than that my other friend was really rude to me which i hated but wtv that was a one-time thing #did not make it less unpleasant though #i need new friends #vent #rant

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cloudd-nyne · 3 months

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#my anxiety is so fucking insane rn hahahahahahahaha #i slept like 2 hours.#i think I've slept maybe 7 total in the last 3 days #i cannot relax i cannot sit still i cant barely eat #my body feels weird and numb #i keep getting the overwhelming urge to cry and then its immediately replaced by this awful rage #i dont even know what im mad about its just *anger*#I'm trying so so hard to keep it underwraps so no one irl notices but its getting harder #im hungry i don't remember the last real meal i had #i just don't have time or energy to cook.#i gotta get my shit together #i can't be doing this i need to pull it together or things will just get worse.#vent

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