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#im just saying that it’s ok to feel negatively about the show and express that
kiwisandpearls · 4 months
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it’s fine to criticize the new animation style
it’s fine to stop watching the show because the animation is such a turn off for you
it’s fine to say your disappointed about the new animation for the show.
but…
it is not ok to harass anyone about this.
it is not ok to harass any of staff members on WildBrain nor FlyingBark for a change that they cannot control.
it is not ok to harass people who are genuinely ok or happy with the change of the show’s animation.
express your anger, express your disappointment, express your frustration, but do not harass anyone for it.
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Me have brainrot! :D
so im gonna rate and talk abt everything i like about the TOH designs in the timeskip!
!! SPOILER WARNING! cant believe i forgot to add that- !!
Please dont say i skipped anyone im only doing the main ones i cant do everybody oki lets a go
Keep in mind that im just simping over the character designs and im incapable of finding any flaws about them and im just eating the designs up and i cant speak negatively about any of the designs, all my criticism is positive
Sorry that this is long lol
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STARTING OFF WITH LUZ NOCEDA
She got a chin now?? Slay
The shirt from the pilot?? Heck yeah
AMITY'S MOON NECKLACE?? Whys no one talking about that? Thats so cute
SHE HAS ANOTHER CUTE LIL EAR PIERCING YAY
Her jacket looks abomination colored, i feel like amity made it for her lol
And the abomination cat patch on her pants lol so cute
i love her mascara she looks so great nkdjncs
10/10
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AMITYYYY
She really takes after her dad with the looks
The ponytail, the crystals in her hair
Less things for me to analyze but she looks great
I love how her mouth became more of a V as she got older
Love her design
10/10
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WILLOW!!
Badass goddess
I love the new glasses and the haircut
Shes so strong plz carry me princess style hjfjsn
SPIKES ON HER KNEE?? Hell yea
Also the flapjack tattoo
All the hexsquad has em but Willow's and Hunter's is easiest to see
And Luz but the pic doesnt show it
10/10 Willow looks so cool
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gus :]
HE GOT A REAL GLOW UP HOLY MOLY
You could barely tell it was him, until you saw the palisman and his expression when he pulled out a paperclip, thats a dead give away
I love his hair and glasses :00 he looks awesome
10/10
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humter :D
He looks so happy 🥺
HE HAS PATCHES FROM WILLOW GUS AND DARIUS HOW COOL IS THAT
His shoes dont match at all but hey he looks great nonetheless
The flapjack tattoo :sobs:
10/10
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PIRATE EDA PIRATE EDA PIRATE EDA
She looks so great
I kinda wish she got an abomination hand prosthetic, but ngl, a hook for a hand is DEF more Eda
I have nothing else so say except for the fact she looks great
I love how she has Raine's earring
10/10
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LILITH!!!!!1!!1!1!!
She has no right to look that gorgeous wth
She looks so formal and SNAZZY
LOVE the earring
LOVE the coat
LOVE LOVE LOVE how her hair grew out more, it looks much better that when it was cut before
Not to mention her Harpy form
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AAAAAA
LILY YOU LOOK GREAT QUEEN AAAA
10/10
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RAINEEEE
The scars :sobs:
THE EARRINGS
THE COAT
THE HAIR
you are just so full of style, your majesty
10/10
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KING IS BEEG NOW
im not sure how the horns work tho cuz one of the horns is simply glued back on, shouldnt it remain the same size as before the timeskip cuz that horn isnt connected like before
Thats the only flaw
BUT OVERALL BROSKI YOU LOOK GREAT
HES MORE FUZZY
10/10
I cant add any more pics but id like to rate Vee 10/10 and i find it cool that she has the Human Witch Exchange Program Tshirt on and i love her longer hair and nose piercing
And everyone else not listed here also gets 10/10 cuz everyone looks great
Ok thats all now lol thx for reading
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cerealmonster15 · 7 months
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listen people can have their differing opinions that’s cool I just Personally Feel Like it’s just so mean to be yelling that feedback such as likes on posts and a kudos on fics are “useless”. What do u mean. Why. are ppl not expressing their feelings in a way that makes them comfortable ? ?
Like I Understand i guess in the sense of you don’t get to hear peoples opinions. I also feel kinda lonely and stuff when it’s quiet feedback but calling anything useless sounds so WEIRD to me ??? What is the goal. And also yea they do something still I’m pretty sure????
Take ao3. Isn’t sort by kudos an option on there? If your goal is to be seen more or whatever then if people are looking for high kudos fics, then people giving ur fic a kudos isn’t useless yeah??
And then tumblr. People keep saying “likes do nothing here there’s no algorithm” or whatever but that’s not really fully true. On your standard dashboard, sure, likes “don’t do anything” to move a post around on there. BUT that’s not the only place people find posts. If u are looking in the tags for posts, im p sure the default is to sort by popular posts. That’s, as far as I understand, a TOTAL NOTES count. Likes are included. Likes help ur posts her higher in that “popular” zone. I have several posts that have ended up in there in some small ship tags BECAUSE of all the likes, which does still have people seeing those posts now and then when they’re in the tag.
AND I’m pretty sure it’s a similar mechanic for the for you page. I’m sure we think people don’t use that feature but I’m pretty sure people do/ maybe new users. This is more of a theory on my part lol buttttt. I’ve noticed a few rare times where I’ve made an addition to a reblog on someone else’s post, there will be a stretch of time sometimes where random people that Do Not Follow Me keep liking/reblogging the post via my addition. WAY more times for it to just be a stray person wanting it from my addition without comments under (and I don’t think people do that when they’re only liking the post lol). And the few times I’ve accidentally had my for you tab on, I believe it does show via other people’s reblogs lol. So that’s just my way of saying total note count INCLUDING LIKES probably does put posts in peoples eyes on the for you tab / my experience tells me people do use that feature so it’s not just sitting there dusty lol.
Anyway I like mostly understand why people want reblogs and comments, like I do prefer them too bc I like when people tell me what they r thinking (however sometimes people do not add their thoughts in the tags either and that is just how it is!). And I also understand some people maybe just don’t know that others like that kind of feedback and need to hear it first to feel encouraged. I think I just personally do not like the tone that a lot of posts have when they talk about it. When ur calling likes useless bc idk it’s not the right kind of feedback u wanted so it’s inferior ?? 😭😭😭 I also feel like that intense vibe like, idk if this makes sense or if other people felt it too, but it negatively shifted my own perception too? Like. I thought likes were fine. But now with how intense people are about them and not meant if likes bc they just don’t count in ur eyes, now when people like instead of reblogging, I just think of all those posts and I’m like “hmm ok is my post bad did I make a bad post bc everyone says the likes aren’t good so if I’m getting likes I made A Bad Post. It’s Pity Feedback” <- which is SO unhealthy and also tbh has a lot more to do with my own issues that are just getting influenced here so it’s not all on those posts lol. I just Also Have Extra Issues 🫡
Ok jeeze I don’t wanna sound soap boxy tho so I’m NOT letting people rb this aJsndjfcjfjfjcjfj and ppl can absolutely have different feelings and opinions about the situation it’s fine. this is just. how I feel ✌️
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wabatle · 1 month
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HEY BESTIE YOU KNOW I WAS COMING
sososo obvi bllk and you obvi alrdy know i am a girl and would like to be matched up w i boy (honestly what girl from bllk would youmatch me up with anyway💀.. egos assistant??)
for personality
i am a weirdo uhh my friends call me an anime nerd but i dont think in that much of one??
i am VERY sarcastic, savage, and snarky
traits are (plz dont take this as like bragging or anthying just being honest) humorous, uhh VERY soft hearted, kind of a pushover but i used to be a rlly big push over, in ambiverted but at first you would prolly think im introverted, oh im also kinda teasing and in very emotional i will cry if watching a sad movie and i get frustrated easily whicheventually makes me cry(crybaby ik)
oh another thing abt me is that im not rlly good at like expressing my emotions like thro words and sometimes in my face like sometimes i see like scenery for egi probably think it’s really pretty and like stunning and beautiful but like if you ask me what i think id prolly just say “oh its nice” like do yknow what i mean?? Same with my face like i always have a straight face unless in rlly happy that day and the only time ill like actually express my emotions is if youre talking to me or make me laugh
dam that was a lot
un ok for hobbies voice acting, gaming, watching anime, listening to music, writing, editing
kinda semi hobbies thati like but dont rlly do that much are baking and dancing
Things that make me feel negative? Hmmm not entirely sure what you mean by that but… i tii hi ink just negative stuff in general like i HATE movies or shows with sad endings they make me so sad and theres jo feeling of satisfaction at the end :((
Things that make me positive? Well it makes me rlly happy when i make other laugh or when ppl approach me or pop in my inbox like what im bot the one starting a convo fir once?? CRaZY
Someone i dint wanna be matched up with… hmm uhh well any of the side chars like the bald monk💀💀💀 i forgot if you even write for them but also others liek naruhaya and giganaru OH i dint wanna be match up with barou either
Idrc if you post this answering my ask or tagging but sometimes i like to read over my ask when someone answers it so actually could youanswer with my ask
OKAY THANKS POOKIE ❤️❤️❤️ DRINK WATERR
𓆩⚝𓆪 — @stellas-starry-stories13's Blue Lock Matchup~!
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𓆩⚝𓆪 — A/N: It might be because you're biased and I'm biased but now I genuinely think you and this person are soulmates. ❤️ Ngl we're actually really similar lmaooaoaoao anyways enough of my yapping!!
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𓆩⚝𓆪 — I think your Blue Lock soulmate is...
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𓆩⚝𓆪 ��� Chigiri Hyoma!
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I read the part where you said you were sarcastic, savage, snarky, and sassy and immediately said, "Chigiri."
You two are such a duo ngl. Like genuinely you guys are perfect for each other. Such a sassy couple like omg.....
The teasing is real. You probably tease each other so much like help.
Chigiri also isn't that great with expressing his feelings, so you both can help each other on that front. If, like in the example you gave me, you say a view is nice and he can tell you're not saying what you're thinking, he'll ask you, "what are you really thinking about?"
He'll def laugh at you if you're crying about a movie 💀. I'm sorry but he would.
He's pretty good at noticing when you're getting stressed or frustrated, so he'll remind you to take a break and watch something with him.
You definitely pick anime to watch together and watch at least one episode every time you see each other.
Similar to when people come into your inbox, Chigiri texts you every day, whether to ask you something or talk to you about stupid things.
It doesn't take him long to laugh at your jokes. Someone else said the same joke as you and he's just (ㆆ_ㆆ), but you say it and he's giggling.
I think he would like to take you to an arcade for dates. I mean, he's pretty much down for doing whatever you like as long as he can enjoy it too.
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I hope you liked it! Thanks for the req Stella my pookie bear!!! 😍😍😍
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z0ic3 · 1 year
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A long statement about doja cat
I've been a fan of doja since the 2020 era and I've dove into her music since then.
I love how she's addressing all the hate she's gotten since she "quit music" in her new single "Attention".
I never thought her shaving her head was weird. I never thought it made her ugly. I never understood why people were so quick to jump to the conclusion that she had gone crazy and that her behavior was insanely out of the norm.
Doja has always been a silly girl. She went viral for a meme, let's get serious folks. She always posts funny pictures of herself and her tiktok account was doing numbers because of how goofy she was on there.
But because she wants to express herself in a way that appeals to her and because she wants to rock a hairstyle according to her own comfort (she said that she was never a fan of the way hair felt), now it's ok to bash her?
I would be fed up too if i were her.
people constantly want to demonize her regarding her new tattoos. people were quick to associate Lil Nas X with satanism when he came out. so of course you know a king had to do some satire shit and release montero on these haters.
the tattoos that doja got were artwork of creatures that were different. i believe doja got them because she saw herself similar to the creatures. they were misunderstood for being different but really they were just beautiful and unique.
vibe.com says "She also added an explanation noting that the figure is not 'demonic,' but actually is a symbol of imperfection. It is part of Fortunio Liceti’s 1616 artwork of 'monsters,' formally titled De Monstris. Public Domain Review—a non-profit organization dedicated to the exploration of the history of art and literature—reported, 'Licenti did not see deformity as something negative, as the result of errors or failures in the course of nature. Instead he likened nature to an artist who, faced with some imperfection in the materials to shape, ingeniously created another form still more admirable.'"
doja was really pushed to the edge with the way the media was reacting to her self-expression. and i honestly feel like she dealt with it in a good manner.
im so happy she came out with the song attention because it also shows how with the attention of being famous, there are a lot of ups and downs. we can clearly see that doja chooses to stay doing her thing because frankly, she does not care what people choose to believe about her.
"your fear is not my problem" -Dojalations 4:20
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infected-batch · 10 months
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wish we could show our issues to people. like express our emotions when we aren’t feeling good and get comfort. i wish we didn’t feel so guilty when we do finally work up the courage to show negative things. i just wanna be upset and express that without feeling guilty. and i want to be able to respond with something other than ‘im ok’ when someone asks. i hate this. it’s suffocating. i just wanna say i’m not okay. cause i’m not. i just wanna stop pretending i’m okay. i wanna talk about this without it just being posted here then deleted in a couple of days. but i can’t. i can’t even go to my own mom cause we are taking care of her. i can’t just not be okay in front of people. can’t be a burden. not without extreme guilt.
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eldriitchmurmurs · 1 year
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like ok let's evaluate this article on its claims lets look at the examples
anna's friend dumping her out of the blue for no reason with therapy speak that essentially says that she's too emotionally needy.
lucy's friend who routinely describes rescheduling events at the last minute as "setting a boundary".
kate's friend who showed up 25 minutes late to a birthday celebration and said that kate feeling a little awkward about that "made [her] feel unsafe and unloved."
carrie's brother ghosting his parents and not explaining why to carrie out of concern that she would defend them, which makes him feel unsafe.
kaitlyn and camille (wife-wife) having a husband-wife friend pair pull away because they projected their own issues onto k&c and accused k of being a narcissist in therapy speak.
the argument is that we all just need to be more sensitive to other peoples needs and not just walk away from relationships when they're not perfect. however like... therapy speak is often the best way of dealing with people who are unwilling to listen to reason. and it's an especially silly claim when at least 2 of those situations would benefit from showing the other person's perspective.
like anna's friend. has anna been oversharing and trauma dumping and hogging the conversation even after multiple normally worded requests to not do that? does she blow up and get defensive about how her life is? does she break down crying about how clearly this friend doesn't care about her? we don't know because we only have anna's side of the story. have carrie's parents done something to make her brother feel unsafe? has carrie defended this behavior before? how old is carrie and how old is her brother? does one of them live with the parents? we don't know because we only have carrie's side of the story.
not only that but the remaining three examples feature therapy language being not used but abused. changing plans at the last minute and then saying "we're doing y not x. im setting a boundary" is not, in fact, setting a boundary, unless "i'm going to be at this place at this time doing this thing instead of what we had all agreed upon up until this point" is a boundary. but that goes both ways! the people you made the plans with might have the entirely reasonable boundary of not showing up to plans after they get changed at the last minute because we're all adults with lives and that can throw the whole day out of whack. telling people "you made me feel x and y" is not therapy speak it is emotional manipulator speak. therapy speak is "when did you a and b, i felt x and y" and allows the speaker to express the connection they felt without making the other person responsible for their emotions. and while kaitlyn and camilla felt that their relationship was negatively impacted by having the husband project his issues onto kaitlyn, is having him use therapy-speak to call her a "shitty person" and "narcissist" so much worse than if he had just called her a shitty person and a narcissist?
im extremely leery of articles like this bc while i do think people can be very self centered and use therapy speak to justify it, the takeaway on the part of the writers usually seems to be that we should accept that people aren't perfect and remember that abandoning relationships could leave us isolated and lonely, which, while true in a vaccuum, is incredibly nonspecific and because of that is frequently used to push victims of abuse back into contact with their abusers. people have been self centered since the beginning of people and they've been armchair diagnosing for as long as we've had armchairs and diagnoses. "is therapy speak making us selfish?" you fools you absolute fools we have been selfish forever and we (both the authors and i are american) live in a society where this selfishness is often rewarded with material goods. so like. i don't think it's the therapy speak.
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kazamasthings · 2 years
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tekken characters react to you saying i love you
genre: fluff
characters: jin kazama, steve fox, reader
jin kazama
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even though he was a shy person, jin still had his ways of showing affection. you noticed his absence and decided to go look for him. you found him pensive, on the balcony of the apartment.
"jin? babe? is everything ok?" you ask as you approach, but he doesn't answer, and you insist "jin?? jin kazama, are you listening to me???"
when he hears his full name, jin pronounces in a more melancholy tone than usual "the curse of the mishima blood will always be with me. I don't think we should be together anymore. for your sake."
"what are you talking about? why all of a sudden?" you asked confused.
"everyone close to me ends up hurt or killed. i don't want that to happen to you. i want you to have a happy life and away from such big problems. i would like to have a normal life too, study, work, have fun like a normal person, but that's impossible for someone like me. so I believe it's best to stay away." now jin's voice sounded even sadder, like someone who was about to cry.
"jin!! you know that nothing that happened is your fault! you couldn't help it even if you went back in time, so stop torturing yourself with those thoughts." no response, you continued "we know you have a good heart and are trying hard."
"good intentions aren't enough to solve my family problems. and that doesn't take you out of harm's way."
"it's my decision to stay and I won't leave you alone, jin. You can count on me for anything...I take the risks myself."
jin finally turns around and you can see the tired expression on his face "why do you have to be so insistent?" he asks raising an eyebrow.
"because I love you, jin" you hugged jin and immediately blushed when you realized what you just said. you felt jin's hand lift his chin, now you were hugging and making eye contact.
"I-i love... you... too... but I won't forgive myself if you get hurt because of me!
steve fox
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you were in steve's room waiting for your boyfriend to come back with dinner, he's not the best cook but he's a really cute guy and he took care of your food. after some time, steve called you to go eat in the living room.. the smell was delicious!
"princess, this is a typical british dish. Bón appetit!" steve said trying to do a french accent which made you laugh.
"muchas gracias, cariño" after a few laughs and conversations, you started to eat. "it's delicious, steve!"
"yeah haha, I was surprised." steve looked at you and was suddenly thoughtful and far away. after a few minutes long seconds of silence, he asked "can I ask you something?" you said yes then he continued "isss how it feels to have a family dinner? well i don't remember having such a nice cozy dinner so i guess that's it."
"oh well..." you felt a little sad remembering your boyfriend's past but kept replying "it's more or less like this, but don't worry! we'll be doing it more often."
"we will. but it's kind of ironic, isn't it? I didn't have my parents present. my mother is a murderer who wants to kill me without caring about the fact that I'm her son. I don't know how to react. i would have a family..." steve stopped eating his delicious potato and returned to that thoughtful look.
"stevie, you were already prepared for this. your birth conditions were not in a loving environment, but you never needed her in the past, you don't need her now."
"yeah, I know, but realizing that you're alone is a little painful." Steve said with a small smirk because he knew how you would react.
"ALONE?! sTEVE FOX, I love you! can't you see?? you said indignantly.
"hahahahah I was just annoying you princess! let's stop talking about negative things." steve gave his biggest smile to say "...and i love you too!" the cuteness of your loved one made you smile.
"oh yes we can just stop talking and go straight to dessert" you said with a suggestive look
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friends, im writing about my favorite characters 🥺 im already preparing the next one
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bi-demon-ium · 2 years
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ok umm i've really not seen any kate stuff? anywhere? so i'd like to hear your thoughts on kate (preferably angst) please!! you are awesome btw <3
ok i don't actually know if you are intending to talk about book!kate or show!kate but i will be mostly if not completely discussing show!kate rip if that was not what you meant but i've seen the show a lot more recently
OKAY. so. i'll start small with some headcanons:
kate is soooo autistic. and adhd. audhd my beloved. yes i say this about pretty much every character i like but with kate it's PARTICULARLY true. (i believe i said in the mbs server the book!kate feels like she has adhd with a side of autism while show!kate feels like she had autism with a side of adhd and i stand by that. but it's vibes based not like, literal.)
but like she can have trouble expressing her feelings, even to herself. she'll either be unable to hide her reactions/expressions, or she'll barely have one at all, and seem unbothered. she's also very blunt and unafraid to state her opinion to anyone, even if it seems "rude". but she isn't rude, really, as it's not that kind of "blunt truth" some assholes like to parade about when they're really just being dicks to everyone. she's still kind, she only says something negative if someone has done something negative (ie, "you are very unpleasant" to someone actively antagonizing everyone in the room is on the table, but just randomly insulting someone for the sake of "blunt honesty" is not. she's never like, mean.)
also shes GAYYYY. or possibly bi, i don't have an opinion on that. on one hand lesbian energy on the other i could definitely see bi bi bi. but if you don't think her and martina got something on i don't know what to tell you. that being said i could also see her as a-spec, but not necessarily in a way that conflicts with Whatever's Going On With Martina. (to be fair, hpwever, one could argue martina was more into kate than vice versa, i could see an argument for aro kate for sure)
green beanie is comfort beanie. she very rarely takes it off. where do you think she got it? angsty answer is somehow it's from her dad, but realistically she probably got it later in life. (doesn't mean she didn't choose it for similar reasons, though... not knowing why she was drawn to the green hat, not remembering it's the same shade as one her father wore....)
also the bucket. i do wonder when she got the bucket. this one, while again a milligan-related reason would be super fucked up (in the fun sad way), i feel like. i feel like it's more that as a kid she felt like she needed to be Prepared. maybe something happened where she wasn't, or maybe she just felt like she wanted to be ready, just in case, all the time. but like. her getting a bucket, modifying it herself, experimenting with different ways to put it on her belt, the inventory changing over the years as some things were discarded or added over time... idk i just think. kate developing her bucket
kate & constance was so good and i want to see more of their friendship. so bad. each realizing the other isn't so bad bc they're forced to work together... chefs kiss. also, the only person other than mr benedict we really see constance actually seem to openly like in some capacity.
kate & sticky underrated. their talk before the cheating was such a good scene. i also want more of this dynamic
i should also mention kate & reynie, which i do genuinely like--the hug is sweet--but i admit is my maybe least favorite of the society dynamics with kate. although i do enjoy the contrast between kate "IM GONNA GO CLIMB THAT TOWER" wetherall and reynie "please why am i the only voice of reason holding this group together" muldoon
i've only explored it in that one fic but i actually think kate & mr benedict would be such a good dynamic, especially because in the show it's inexplicably established he's into engineering. LET THEM BOND OVER BUILDING WEIRD SHIT PLEASE
okay to get a little more into specifics methinks,
i just think a lot about kate like. immediately after season one, and--we'll just. we'll ignore season 2 for now, let's set this in my current anomalous idea of them all in season one (which, rip wetherall farm, but is currently number two & rhonda off at the airshows with mr benedict, constance, milligan, and kate in the house) so like just.
you've been alone your entire life. you've been independent, and you've grown up thinking that the only person you ever had just left you one day for no reason, and in doing so broke a direct promise. and then now, you not only have friends who've you learned to rely on and not just try and do everything yourself, but suddenly you have reliable adults. and more importantly, more specifically, your dad, who never left you but had been taken. had been erased, and even brainswept had never truly stopped looking.
and kate isn't stupid. she heard his story. she knows he must have been through Some Shit. and that he'd have come back if he could. but there's still that pain, that ache, of how long he was missing, for like, more than three quarters of her life! he vanished when she was 3! but now it's like. oh. he did want me. he was taken. he was taken.
so that's an almost identity altering shift in her worldview. and on top of that, her current world is now so completely different: rather than independence and circus life, she's got friends her age who genuinely like her, who she's bonded with through major adversity, and she has adults who actually listen to her and like her. and she has her dad.
and it grates sometimes--she's independent, she doesn't need to be treated like a baby! but also it's like. it's bizarre, because they care, but they don't condescend to her, they do understand she's intelligent and capable even if they want to protect her. and she's never really had adults like that before. not since she was three
so it's a weird mix of like being sort of happy/pleased, because they care, she can rely on them, and being kind of annoyed/frustrated because while she's learned she doesn't need to be entirely independent she still struggles with it. because she's kate wetherall, and she's always prepared, and she feels like she has to be prepared for what will happen if they leave if they're taken from her. she can't rely on them completely, can she? what happens when she loses them again?
and then the mix feelings of old long-buried resentment/anger under buried sadness/loneliness under a crisp crust of i'm perfectly fine, mixed with the new feelings of anger on his behalf, at curtain, sadness at the missing time, at how close he'd been for all these years without either of them knowing it, sadness for him, for herself. but like all of it is still like. under her trying to pretend like she's fine. (and her difficulty expressing emotions, even to herself, does Not Help.)
not to mention as much as genuinely loved the mission in some ways--her new friends (including martina), the adventure, helping people, her bucket coming crazy in handy, etc.--it wasn't exactly a cake walk.
she has nightmares, sometimes: about martina's face when she walked into the waiting room. about sticky's face when he walked out of it. about falling and falling and falling except there aren't warm, safe arms to catch her. about the nodes attached to her face and the long, metallic spires pointed at her, ready to wipe her like her father had been wiped. about her father leaving and never coming home, never being found. about being caught. about losing her friends. about curtain. about all of it.
but she doesn't want to share it because one, she doesn't want them to feel guilty: she did what she had to, and she doesn't regret it. two, and more importantly, she doesn't want them to not let her come on the next mission. (kate had already kind of had the idea that they would have another--they were a team! teams didn't just split up!--but now she's sure of it. curtain's still out there, after all, and he didn't seem the type to just give up.)
i think maybe constance might bully her into talking about it--we already know she can feel dreams (with her comment about sticky dreaming about steak and sticky asking her how she knew that) and as they're on a more even ground she'd be more likely to actually say something. but constance would poke at her about it and probably get her irritated in the process.
(also possible, she talks to mr benedict about this, bc again im a sucker for their dynamic + part of the problem is not wanting to hurt milligan's feelings, and one thing i like about this is i think mr benedict would be extremely kind and understanding about it, and really help like, gently guide her through it, and she'd be like wow adults have never actually helped me before, wild, and then the second she leaves he's like [collapsing into a mess] oh god. oh god. because on one hand he just desperately hopes that helped, and on the other hand, he's having a million crises. oh god. he put actual kids in danger. she's so small number two. number two she's so fucking small and she's having nightmares and it's my brother that took her dad and ohmygodohmygodohmygod. like literally it's like he goes from "kalm" to "PANIK" the second shes out of range. like the dissonance between mr benedict (around the kids, a calm and kindly mentor who seems to know what he's doing for the most part) and nicholas (0.0003 seconds from a panic attack rn, full to the brim with anxiety and guilt) is. hilarious, in a sad way. but i digress, mr benedict tangent over, sorry)
ANYWAY also kate and milligan. like. getting to know him again, and vice versa. this is personally painful for me. like so many years, this disconnect between them hurts, but like. it starts with that hug, with her letting herself lean into his side, letting him put an arm around her shoulders, and he's like. in tears a bit. and like. then over time just. trying to tell each other about their lives--particularly kate recounting her adventures--and marveling a bit at how similar they are in many ways. milligan slowly getting memories back and remembering her as a little girl and seeing her now, all grown up but so small and hurt still, and like. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i also have so many thoughts head full on them & mr benedict, and also throwing in constance and everyone really, but that's too many and this is already long and i dont even know how to put it to words so i'll refrain for now. anyway my point is: kate wetherall. hug her please
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The Freedom of Expression, Niconama Vol:5 - Takoyaki party.
Part 1
K: Hi, here we go with this live broadcast on our niconico channel. I'm Dir en grey's Kaoru.
J: Hi, I'm Joe Yokomizo, great to be here.
T: I'm Tasai from Tokyo Sports.
*applause*
K: Joe! You're back.
J: Well, its just that I caught covid, and had to miss the last live broadcast..
T: That was tough for me.
J: Ah, yeh, Tasai you took over from me, right?
T: It was so difficult!
J: Was it? You know, I did want to watch it, but I had quite a high fever at the time, and, well, I had a mild case, but I am at this age, so it was quite tough, but thankfully, Im better now, so here I am. Of course I took pcr tests before returning, I had two negative tests. But Im still being on the safe side, Im wearing my mask, but I wanna do this, so lets go! Im really glad to be back.
*applause*
T: Ah, lots of people saying "Welcome back, Joe".
J: Oh, thank you!...Now, now, now..oh, by the way, Kami.. 
K: Eh? I forgot about him. He's not been around recently, has he?
J: Hasn't he?
K: Yeah, he hasn't turned up recently.
J: I wonder what he's doing?
K: We've been doing a lot of new ideas recently, right? Maybe he doesn't wanna get involved in them?
J: Well, it is quite a distance for him, you know...from heaven.
K: He might not feel needed, cause we are doing a lot of hands on stuff recently, right?
J,T: Ahh
J: Its possible he's just a bit shy.
T: Yeah.
K: Ah, well, he's not here today either.
J: He's not, but..
T: Someone asked, "Is Kami sulking?"
J: Ahh, he might be. Or he might just be working hard on his night shift?
K: Well, yeh.
J: *looking at comments* Oh, our hoodies, right?
T: Yeh, we got Krim&Zon hoodies.
J: Thank you!
K: Yeh, they are from my recent Tora no ana event.
J: Me and Tasai are both wearing the same size. Look at him.
T: Im embarrassed.
J: You wanna see the back? I'll show you. There you go, can you see?
T: Krim&Zon! I didn't know about them before.
J: So, we are getting a lot of comments already, but we are hoping for lots more from you. Your opinions, questions, requests, anything is ok. You can also tweet in real time using the hashtag TOFE. Also, as this is our February broadcast, we are gonna start with a celebration..Kaoru, Happy Birthday! *clapping + HBD music* Look behind us..
T: They are hand-made decorations.
J: They are low budget.
K: I'm so grateful, the staff made these....We did a practice run first, didn't we?
J: Yeah
K: After we went through our plans ????, and the staff made these for me.
J: Aw, thats so nice.
K: I thought, am I gonna have to wear that on my head?
J: Will you?
K: No no.
T: Ah, there are lots of comments.
J: Lets read a few of them...."Congratulations"... "Ahhh".... "おめぴ/omepi"..whats that?
T: Is it like, omedetō..pi?
J: Haha..."HBD"...ah, "The decorations are cute" .."At last you can celebrate!"  Feb 17th was Leader's birthday, so tell us, how did you celebrate this year?
K: Well, I went on a trip to Fuji Q amusement park, and celebrated there.
J: What was it like?
T: Well, Joe, you weren't there, so it was good.
J: Haha, hang on a sec! Shouldn't you be saying you were sad because I wasn't there?! Wasn't it strange without me?!
K: Haha, well, you weren't here for our last live broadcast either, that was good too.
T: Hahaha, yes!
J: Ah, I see. When I got here today the staff were just like, oh, he's here....kind of a bit disappointed. Its like everything runs more smoothly when im not here.
K: Its calmer.
J: Right? They weren't that excited. Well, sorry, im back.
K: Haha
J: So, what kind of place is Fuji Q?
T: Well, there are rides, and stuff.
J: Oh, ok.
T: Some of them are scary.
K: I didn't go on the roller coasters. Well, some of them were closed, about half.
T: Half? Because of the wind or something?
K: Hm, Im not sure, the weather was good.
J: The weather was good, but some of the rides were still closed? Maybe its becasue they knew you hate roller coasters, so they shut some of them.
K: Ha, great.
T: Wow, you have influence, haha.
K: But 'Fujiyama' was running on the last  day.
J: Oh really? What's up with that? That's odd. So, tell me, did you get any birthday messages on LINE from anyone? From the other members or anything?
K: Yeah, I got a message from Die. He said Happy Birthday, and 'enjoy FujiQ'. He knew..
T: Thats so heartwarming.
J: *Reading comments* "I wanna hear Kaoru scream", cause you hate roller-coasters, right?
K: Ah, today my throat might get ???
J: Yeah...Someone commented, 'Die is so sincere", and, "Die is diligent".
T: Did you get any messages from the other members?
K: No, but thats normal for us. I don't really send them either.
J: Well, yeah. But there are a lot of Dir en grey birthdays in February, right?
K, T: Yeah
K: It was just Shinya's on the 24th.
J: Thats right. So, do you have any ambitions for this year?
K: Aghh..
J: You don't?
K: No, well, if you say that, its only the album.
J: Oh, of course! I kinda wanna talk about that for a bit.
K: Can we not?
J: Haha
T: Haha, no, no, people wanna hear about it.
J: We do! And you are putting out little bits of info here and there, aren't you?
K: Well, yeah, I mean, only the title.
J: The title, yeah..look, "I can't wait", "I wanna hear about it!"
T: People wanna know the release date.
J: Yeah, and like, how far you have progressed, or how is it coming along, and stuff. Don't give me that look, haha.
T: He's sulking now, haha
J: His face is saying 'Are you really asking me that?!' haha
K: Uhh, its hard, haha.
J: Well, do you expect it to be good?
K: Oh, it will be great.
T: Im excited.
J: But since you just went to Mt Fuji, well, FujiQ, we can use Mt Fuji as a metaphor...how far up the mountain are you? I could ask that? If 15 is the peak, which level are you at now, in terms of finishing  the album?
K: Like, maybe 1 or 2..
J: Ehhh?!
T: So low! You can still get that far by car!
J: Incidentally, do you know what the date is currently?
K: Yeah, its February.
J: Yes, its the end of February!
K: Well, we havn't announced a release date yet though.
J: Well, yes, thats true
T: Wasn't it 'early summer'?
K: I keep hearing those words 'early summer', and im trying to figure out when 'early summer' actually is..
J, T: hahaha
K: Could the beginning of July be early summer?
J: Im not sure, where is the cut-off point for early summer?
K:  Summer vacation always started on July 20th, right? So if you take summer as starting there, up till then could be early summer, right?
J: Haha, Leader, you are digging yourself into a hole here. 
T: If you carry on like this, you'll be saying August is early summer!
J: He will, right?! 'This year is different, its early summer'
K: Well, we are not there yet.
J: Its no good, you could say the same for Autumn too, couldn't you? ...Well now, while we three are chattering away, our show title for today's broadcast is....tadaa! 'Kaoru's birthday Takoyaki party'! So, for his birthday, we'll have Kaoru making takoyaki from scratch to celebrate.
T: haha
J: Its an interesting idea, right?
T: Absolutely.
J: Usually, we make stuff, and Kaoru tries it, but if you say takoyaki, it has to be Kaoru making it.
T: Yeah.
J: Are you ok, Leader? Aren't you worried?
K: No, I'm ok, I'm not worried. Cause I couldn't leave it to you Joe, could I?
J: You know me too well...
K: You would make such a mess, and you wouldn't know what to do, it would be a catastrophe.
J: Yes, it would. Ah, "Will you take the octopus out of Joe's?" No!
T: Its legendary now.
J: Yeah.
K: You wouldn't know if we did though.
J: Haha
T: Incidentally, have you made takoyaki recently?
J: No, Kanto people don't. Have you Kaoru?
K: No, I havn't.
T: Ahhh, well this will be good then.
J: Do you have any personal style that you make them in?
K: No, just the regular way.
J: I see, well, we have made takoyaki at various events up to now, havn't we?
K: I used to work part-time selling takoyaki, when I was in high-school.
J: What did you earn?
K: Uh, how much was it? Not much, probably ¥580 p/h or something..it wasn't much
J: How was that compared to other jobs?
T: Who knows? But you were cooking, yeh?
K: Yes, I cooked takoyaki, akashiyaki, and those like steamed buns with a round stamp on the top.
T: So you sold a load of stuff made with flour?
K: Yeh, the types that were made in a mold.
J: Well, its not gonna be quite like the old days today, but lets make takoyaki to our heart's content.
K: Haha, yeh.
T: Lets get started.
J: Yes, so should we make the batter first? I know nothing about cooking, so you do whatever it is that comes first. *points to flour*
K: Actually, I do wanna do this, but a have a slight injury on my finger.
T,J: Oh!
K: Uh, last month...people who saw me on niconama or youtube might have noticed it too...but my fingernail came off.
J, T: Aghh
T: Is this the fate of guitarists?
K: No, no, no, its embarrassing...???...Well, it came off while i was recording last month.. there's a tiny bit still there, but i might have to get Tasai to help me out a bit here.
T: Ok, understood.
J: So today's takoyaki will be the combined effort of Kaoru and Tasai.
T: Yes, lets get cooking.
J: 'Lets cook!' You know, during rehearsal, I found out about this special takoyaki powder. I never knew about this kind of thing, the staff were laughing at me.
K: Its kinda odd that you don't know about this.
J: No, no, I wanna ask the viewers, did you guys know this kind of thing existed?
T: Do you all know of this? *lifts up takoyaki flour packet*
J: I've never heard of it!
K: Its sold in supermarkets. Everyone knows it.  Look at the comments. 
J: Really?? I had no idea! Oh, people do know about it, I see...
K: Someone said "Ehh?"...about you not knowing.
J: Is that what it meant? Oh, look one person said they don't know about this.
K: Nah, I don't believe that.
J: Someone says "It's sold on amazon".
K: Well, yeah, it sells everything.
J: Yeah...well, there are at least some people who don't know about this stuff.
K: Well...
T: But Joe, you generally don't know about anything, right?
J: Hey, hang on sec..
K: He doesn't though.
J: Now, wait a sec...
K: Do you know what this is? *holds up egg*
J: I know that!
K: Do you know where this comes from?
J: What are you saying?! Of course I know!
K: Do you know who made this?
J: No, I don't know who made it, haha, but its that thing, uhh, an egg.
T: Haha, correct.
K: Oh, you do know your stuff. Do you know what this is? *holds up whisk* You can stack things in the gaps..
J: No, no, thats definitely that thing that goes tap tap when you mix in a bowl...a tap tap-er! Thats what its called!
K: You just wanted to say that, didn't you?
J: Yeah, haha. So, assistant Tasai is helping Kaoru...what am I supposed to be doing? haha.
K: You just use this the same as usual, right?*reading flour packet* 100g for 20..
T: Yeah, here use this *passes measuring jug*
K: Joe, you talk while we cook.
J: Oh, ok, so here we are making takoyaki..
T: This doesn't include the filling too, does it?
K: No, we'll get that later on. Should we switch the hotplate on?
T: Yeah, you'd better warm it up.
J: I didn't even know this kind of takoyaki hot plate existed either.
T: Didn't you?
J: No!
K: But its sold in electronics stores.
J: Do people even still go to electronics stores?
K: *scooping flour* Ahh, that was close! Don't you go to electronics stores?
J: No
K: Eh?! Don't you?!
J: I go about once every two years or so, if something breaks at home.
K: Really?
J: I don't use any computer tech, I never go to those stores. So I didn't know they sold takoyaki hotplates.
T: But you have electronics in your house, right?
J: Not a lot
K: Oh yeah, you don't have a tv, do you?
J: Yeh, I don't have a tv. I didn't know about this. Ah, this powder is flavoured, too. Kaoru is sorting it out. I don't know the name of that thing he is putting it into, but it had the measurements written on the side. Leader is following the instructions to the letter.
K: I think this area is gonna get messy with me doing it.
J: Yeh, thats ok. It gives it the sense of 'man cooking'. You don't wanna be too tidy. Ah, the flag is blocking the view...
T: *moving flag* Is this ok?
To Part 2
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douchebagbrainwaves · 3 years
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YOUR EMPLOYEES AND INVESTORS WILL CONSTANTLY BE ASKING ARE WE THERE YET
I think I've figured out what's going on. After the first 10 or so we learned to treat deals as background processes that we should ignore till they terminated.1 Don't Get Your Hopes Up. Something hacked together means something that barely solves the problem, the harder it is to bait the hook with prestige. And that is almost certainly mistaken. So one thing that falls just short of the standard, I think, should be the highest goal for the marginal. Big companies think the function of office space is to express rank. As big companies' oligopolies became less secure, they were willing to pay a premium for labor. You can see it in old photos. If you're friends with a lot of the worst kinds of projects are the death of a thousand cuts. And what's especially dangerous is that many happen at your computer.
And the microcomputer business ended up being Apple vs Microsoft. In 1450 it was filled with the kind of turbulent and ambitious people you find now in America. You have to like what they do there than how much they can get the most done. That's not what makes startups worth the trouble. Design This kind of metric would allow us to compare different languages, but that if someone wanted to design a language explicitly to disprove this hyphothesis, they could probably do it. This technique can be generalized to: What's the best thing you could be doing, not just what you can see the results in any town in America. With this amount of money can change a startup's funding situation completely. There I found a copy of The Atlantic. Whereas it's easy to get sucked into working longer than you expected at the money job.2 That's ok. I think you have to do all three. But more importantly, you'll get into the habit of doing things well.
But what if the person in the next 40 years will bring us some wonderful things.3 They all know about the VCs who rejected Google. The writing of essays used to be.4 You may have read on Slashdot how he made his own Segway.5 He improvises: if someone appears in front of him, he runs around them; if someone tries to grab him, he spins out of their grip; he'll even run in the wrong place, anything might happen. The people who've worked for a few months I realized that what I'd been unconsciously hoping to find there was back in the place I'd just left. It was supposed to be something else, they ended up being Apple vs Microsoft. By 2012 that number was 18 years. The first thing you need is to be willing to look like a fool.6 Google they have a fair amount of data to go on. John Malkovich where the nerdy hero encounters a very attractive, sophisticated woman.
Many of the big companies were roll-ups that didn't have clear founders.7 Empirically, the way to the bed and breakfast, and other similar classes of accommodations, you get to hit a few difficult problems over the net at someone, you learn pretty quickly how hard they hit them anyway. Inexperienced founders make the same mistake as the people who list at ABNB, they list elsewhere too I am not negative on this one was the only way to get lots of referrals is to invest in students, not professors. It will actually become a reasonable strategy or a more reasonable strategy to suspect everything new.8 Never say we're passionate or our product is great. Whereas undergraduate admissions seem to be disappointments early on, when they're just a couple guys in an apartment. Programmers at Yahoo wouldn't have asked that.9 Incidentally, this scale might be helpful in deciding what to study in college. VCs think they're playing a zero sum game.
I spend most of my time writing essays lately. Almost everyone's initial plan is broken. If smaller source code is the purpose of comparing languages, because they come closest of any group I know to embodying it. Distracting is, similarly, desirable at the wrong time. But if we make kids work on dull stuff now is so they can get away with atrocious customer service. In fact, here there was a kid playing basketball? Of course, figuring out what you like.
Go out of your way to bring it up e. The industry term here is conversion. Try to keep the sense of wonder you had about programming at age 14. At least if you start a startup, people treat you as if you're unemployed.10 But hacking is like writing. Even with us working to make things happen the way they used to, they were moving to a cheaper apartment. It causes you to work not on what you like, but is disastrously lacking in others. I do in the rest of the world. Their defining quality is probably that they really love to program.
I could only figure out what to do, there's a natural tendency to stop looking.11 Economies of scale ruled the day.12 One is that this is simply the founders' living expenses.13 I need to transfer a file or edit a web page, and I think I know what is meant by readability, and I think they're onto something. Multiply this times several hundred, and I get an uneasy feeling when I look at my bookshelves. You may have read on Slashdot how he made his own Segway.14 Everyday life gives you no practice in this. Startups grow up around universities because universities bring together promising young people and make them work on anything they don't want to want, we consider technological progress good.
Notes
Samuel Johnson said no man but a blockhead ever wrote except for money. Which is precisely my point. If they were regarded as 'just' even after the egalitarian pressures of World War II the tax codes were so new that the guys running Digg are especially sneaky, but except for money. They don't know enough about the new top story.
The image shows us, they tended to make money. But we invest in the Bible is Pride goeth before destruction, and one of the fake leading the fake leading the fake. In No Logo, Naomi Klein says that 15-20% of the aircraft is.
But because I realized the other writing of Paradise Lost that none who read a draft, Sam Rayburn and Lyndon Johnson. If they agreed among themselves never to do due diligence for an investor? The best technique I've found for dealing with the other.
I ordered a large number of startups as they do for a public event, you can ignore. If you want to help the company, and a few of the Facebook that might produce the next Apple, maybe the corp dev is to show growth graphs at either stage, investors decide whether to go to die.
If you walk into a big company CEOs in 2002 was 3.
Or rather, where w is will and d discipline. But that turned out the existing shareholders, including that Florence was then the richest country in the sense of mission.
In Shakespeare's own time, because they can't afford to. The company may not be able to raise their kids in a company in Germany. When we got to see the apples, they said, and why it's next to impossible to write an essay about it wrong. That will in many cases be an open booth.
I'm not saying you should probably be worth trying to tell them exactly what constitutes research in the early 90s when they say they bear no blame for any particular truths you'll learn. As Jeremy Siegel points out that there is undeniably a grim satisfaction in hunting down certain sorts of bugs. Did you know about it as if you'd invested at a discount of 30% means when it was actually a great programmer doesn't merely do the right direction to be is represented by Milton.
But a lot of the next round. It's hard to say exactly what your body is telling you. In Russia they just kill you, they tend to be very unhealthy. One thing that drives most people realize, because you have two choices, choose the harder.
Though Balzac made a lot of classic abstract expressionism is doodling of this essay talks about programmers, but one by one they die and their houses are transformed by developers into McMansions and sold to VPs of Bus Dev. Or rather, where it sometimes causes investors to act. Eric Raymond says the best hackers want to trick admissions officers. And no, unfortunately, I mean efforts to protect widows and orphans from crooked investment schemes; people with a truly feudal economy, you better be sure you do in proper essays.
The top VCs thus have a better education. Or a phone, IM, email, Web, games, books, newspapers, or some vague thing like that. You need to fix. But the question is not much to maintain their percentage.
Kant. Loosely speaking. The real decline seems to them to lose elections. Some types of startups where the recipe is to say incendiary things, they can grow the acquisition offers most successful founders still get rich simply by being energetic and unscrupulous, but they get for free.
World War II to the frightening lies told by older siblings. That's one of the most general truths. As we walked in, we found they used it to get into that because a unless your last funding round.
But this seems an odd idea.
Thanks to Jessica Livingston, Shiro Kawai, Garry Tan, Chris Small, and Nikhil Nirmel for sharing their expertise on this topic.
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oh! its okay, i'll try to word it as close as possible to the first time.
may i please have the main group with a trans male reader who is stealth and kind of scared of how they'll react coming out to them?
(gosh i hope thats close enough, my memory is not the best,,)
thank you so much!!
thank you so so much for resending this!! I’m so sorry it got deleted the first time around, it was early in the morning and I wasn’t using my noggin when I was trying to draft it ;3;
for the kamaboko squad, I left it so it could be interpreted as romantic or platonic! for nezuko I did it more platonically, I hope that was ok! thank you for requesting and I hope these are enjoyable to read! I hope you’re well <3
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꒰🌤꒱ — as it’s always been.
sfw scenarios + head-canons
➥ characters || kamado tanjirou, kamado nezuko, hashibira inosuke, agatsuma zenitsu
➥ warnings || none
➥ synopsis || the reader hesitantly comes out as trans to the kamaboko squad, nervous to what they’ll think and say; here is how they would react.
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➥ kamado tanjirou:
- Tanjirou has a great sense of smell, so there’s no hiding your anxiety/nervousness about coming out. He’s most certainly going to ask you what’s wrong, nothing but concerned for your state of being.
- As you’re explaining and officially coming out to him, he’s very attentive; nodding and making sure you knew he was listening.
- He knows this must be very hard and nerve-wracking for you, so he lets you finish speaking before responding himself.
- Tanjirou, being the sweetheart he is, immediately reassures you that he thinks no different of you and still loves you through and through!
- If he’s honest, he’s a bit surprised. The boy definitely wasn’t expecting this, but regardless he’s very glad that you’re happy with who you are and honored that you trust him enough with this information.
- Expect lots of words of support and small actions of comfort/affection. Tanjirou immediately pulls you into a hug, rubbing your back as he tells you how proud he is of you, and how the information you told him will stay between you two (unless/until you tell the others; he knows it’s not in his place). He’d hold both your hands to his chest as he promises you that nothing has changed between the two of you, giving you his infamous gentle smile.
- Like he promised, nothing changes between you two. Everything is as it was before, and unless you want to talk about the topic at hand, he won’t even bring it up. It just goes to show he doesn’t mind what so ever and supports you all the way!
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➥ kamado nezuko
- When it comes to Nezuko as a demon, she doesn’t really have a true understanding of anything that’s going on around her; she goes with her emotions and the emotions she’s picking up around her. Of course, she can tell when there’s danger and understand basic conversations. But other than that, all she really can understand is protect, sleep, and head pats.
- So you wouldn’t outright come out to her, knowing she probably wouldn’t understand regardless. It happens by accident, kind of.
- She spends her days in a dark room of the butterfly mansion as the others are healing, either sleeping or doing her own thing. You’re probably pacing around the room, trying to plan out how to officially tell the other boys and properly come out to them.
- Nezuko notices your distress from where she was playing with a handkerchief you gave to her after one of your missions.
- “Hmmmph!”
- In other words, she’s grabbing your attention, looking lost to why you’re pacing. In a “hey! what are you doing?” kind of way.
- When you didn’t notice her attempts, she huffs, hopping off the bed and making her way to you. She’s in her small form currently, trying to regain her energy but wanting to be awake to be in your company.
- You’d feel her tug at your uniform, making several muffled questionable noises at your pacing. If you tried to brush her off, telling her “it’s nothing”, she’s calling you out on your bull and tugging you to the bed.
- Sit criss-cross and watch her crawl into your lap as a toddler would do to an older sibling (for she saw you as another big brother), grabbing your arms and making it so you were hugging her.
- This gives you no room but to explain yourself, so you did. As you come out to her and explain how you’re nervous to tell the others, she’d.. not be the most understanding.
- Understanding as in she doesn’t comprehend what you’re telling her. But she does her best to listen, feeling how important this is to you and how anxious you’re reacting.
- She cuts you off of a nervous ramble of all the bad outcomes with a head-pat to your head, closing her eyes with a small “hmhmph!” coming from under her muzzle.
- Expect a good ole Kamado hug, tiny edition. And she’s not letting you go, not even when it was time for dinner.
- She calms you, knowing in your heart that even if she’s not completely aware, she still loves you and hopefully the others will as well (they will of course).
- Before you have to go, she grips onto your sleeve and pulls the muzzle off her mouth, giving you a sharp toothed smile. Before you can tell her to put it back on, that you don’t want anyone to see her with it off, but she gets one word out with the biggest beaming smile.
- “Oniisan!” (“Big Brother!”)
- .... and pats her head. She wants head pats too. Nothing’s changed, you’re still the best head pat giver she knows.
➥ !! spoilers for chapter 204 !! bonus: after the final battle, if you were to come out to a now human Nezuko, she’d react much like Tanjirou; just a lot more bubbly with more bright smiles. Unlike Tanjirou, she’d be more.. “aggressively” supportive. Basically, she wouldn’t hesitate to throw hands at anyone who says something purposely ignorant. It’s terrifyingly sweet; no one messes with her big brother.
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➥ hashibira inosuke
- Inosuke has very sensitive skin, so he’s getting goosebumps from the anxiety your giving off. It annoys and confuses him, not understanding what’s going on for you to be so nervous.
- “Oi! You’re making my skin prickly!! Stop that!!”
- It’s his way of asking what’s wrong, wanting to know how to stop it.
- Your anxiety hits an all time high as you let it out, officially coming out to him.
- ... But he doesn’t know what “trans” means, so he’s confused. He stands there, blinking under his pig mask.
- “... What? What the hell is that?” He may sound brash, but he just hates not understanding things. He wants to understand more than everyone else, after all, so don’t take it personally.
- After a long bit of explaining it clearly to him, you two are sitting on the ground, Inosuke with his hands in his lap as he stares at you.
- He’s surprisingly silent the whole way through, and not being able to see his true facial expression just makes you all the more nervous.
- If you were to nervously ask him to take his mask off, you were expecting a hard no. What you weren’t expecting was for him to hesitate for only a moment before taking it off, setting it down in to his lap.
- Inosuke’s eyebrows would be furrowed, his mouth turned down as he looked at you closely. Bracing yourself, he responded.
- “So?”
- That definitely isn’t what you would be expecting.
- Now he didn’t mean this in any negative connotation at all. He fully understands what it means now and what you told him - and to note he’s completely fine with it - he’s just confused to why it’s such a big deal. (If anything he respects you even more, finding you extremely strong.)
- Inosuke doesn’t care how you were born or what you choose to be; at the end of the day you’re his favorite sparring partner! Plus, he has to keep you around. He wants to understand the warm fuzzies he gets in his tummy when you do nice things for him.
- “Doesn’t matter what you are, I can still kick your ass!!” He says as he tackles you to the ground.
- All’s well ends well, and much like Tanjirou, it seems nothing would change between you two.
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➥ agatsuma zenitsu
- The high-pitched anxiety sound emitting from you is giving Zenitsu a headache; he’ll make sure to complain about it loudly so you know.
- If you apologized for it while fidgeting, he’ll soften his whining tone and ask why you’re so nervous anyways? It’s day, so it’s not like you have demons to fear.
- You hesitate, stuttering around the topic before officially coming out, explaining that to him and why you’re so nervous.
- Zenitsu.. definitely was not expecting that. He’d go wide-eyed, clearly shocked at the information.
- “HUH??? YOU’RE WHAT???”
- If you were to flinch at his shouts, he’d pause and look to you; watching how you curled up on yourself, scared you looked for a bad reaction.
- Instead he immediately goes to reassure you.
- “IM SORRY!! I-I didn’t mean it like that!! PROMISE! I just wasn’t expecting that!! I wouldn’t ever have guessed!!- I MEAN-!!” He’s talking way to fast for you to even understand, so the more you looked lost the more Zenitsu feared he messed up the trust you must’ve had for him in order to tell him that.
- Eventually he’d break down, getting on his hands and knees while bowing his head to the floor, gripping your pant leg all while begging you to forgive him.
- You’re the one who originally needed comfort here, not him. Smh Zenitsu.
- In all seriousness, reassure him that he’s ok. He meant no harm by his reaction, he just tends to be over-dramatic with his reactions and emotions.
- Once he’s calm, he’d sniffle and be sitting next to you, shoulder to shoulder.
- Zenitsu gives it a few minutes before asking questions, making sure he’s understanding 100% and not getting anything wrong.
- The blonde-boy knows about how hard struggles in life can be; he’s struggled his whole life when it comes to finding a home and a place of belonging, being homeless for the first 3/4’s of the life he’s lived so far. He knows he can’t compare his struggles to the things you must’ve gone through, but he can clearly and easily sympathize.
- He reassures you that he thinks no different of you, if anything he admires the way you could be so brave about it.
- It’s a quiet moment between the two of you as Zenitsu continues his rambles (still scared he ruined whatever is between you two a moment ago), circling over the same couple topics; how he supports you, will support you through anything, that he sees you no differently and that nothing will change.
- Please place your hand over his mouth or he’ll keep going all day; his anxiety rambles are said to last hours.
- This has only made you two closer, the others finding you and Zenitsu sticking/hanging around each other more and more frequently. In the end, your happy you told him.
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aloverpriedout · 2 years
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Im gonna ramble about gender just need to vent feel free to ignore it but if u have some advice uh pls? help?
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So Ive been questioning my gender lately and honestly its been gettin increasingly annoying to try and talk to people about it. And I havent been talking to cishet people btw
I start to explain what lead me to question my gender, how I spent a week dressing and behaving in stereotypical "male" form and how I liked it. The overwhelming reaction has been "the things that you said made you question your gender arent specific to guys" and "gender is a social construct you dont have to be restrained by it"
Just to be clear, the things I described were: using clothes from my male friends, not using any makeup, always be using a sports bra so flatter chest, no water to shower so always sweaty and hairy, just hanging out with guys while drinking beers, getting euphoric feeling when somwone told me my voice sounded deeper, getting euphoric feeling when sitting down and realized I was manspreading and it kinda seemed like there was something in my pants, hearing a trans gay guy describe how one way he knew he was trans was that he didnt feel like he liked man the way women do and relating, feeling euphoric when using a strap-on,...
I feel like all of these things combined are a strong indicator but everytime I try to have this conversations people get stuck in the "a girl can do all those things they arent specific to guys" and "gender is a social construct you can just dismiss it :)" argument. Ive tried to explain that yes of course it is but i dont wanna dismiss it! i like to be called pretty boy and boyfriend and dude it makes me happy! Being a girl with underarm hair is cool but u know what would be cooler? being a guy with underarm hair!! They just go back to explaining why gender is a framework that u dont have to exist in
I think theyre just really passionate about the way they interact with gender? or maybe theyre scared I havent thought about that possibility and are trying to get me to see all possibilities? I just feel like people should be more careful with that stuff because it just comes out as dismissive.
Ive always been playful with gender and never enforced gender roles or signifiers and Ive always identified as queer which in my mind extended to gender stuff. But to openly say that I might be trans is hard and the way people are dealing with it is not making it easier
anyway thats all rant over
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actually rant not over I lied. This is hard to say because I absolutely love my gf but she has been uh not completely cool?
As soon as my gf showed an interest in girl clothes i gave her my clothes to try on, and I started using more girly ways to adress her (like calling her pretty instead of handsome) so she could see how she felt, and I avoided any type of negative comment when related to an expression of femininity. Basicay I just tried to make it a safe space for experimentarion.
Meanwhile when I shaved my head my gf said "you almost look like a boy! Thank god u dont actually look like one or we would have to break up". I just feel like thats the type of thing you should be careful with. That set me back a whole year on experimenting with gender. It really hurts that she was so careless when shes supposed to know how important this stuff is
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Ok rant over now no one has to read it Im just used to talking to my gf about this but its not really an option now so Im writing it out
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charlieswanwhore · 3 years
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She (Ginny Weasley x Sapphic! Reader)
notes: can you tell im in love with Ginny Weasley? also my first post in MONTHS im so sorry
masterlist
warning: none :) the end if kind of rushed sry
I'd never tell No, I'd never say a word And oh, it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt
Your soft voice bounced around the stone walls of your dorm. Your hands were raw at this point from playing the guitar and writing for hours. You finally finished the song you had written that expressed your feelings. Humming along while tuning your guitar, you were startled by your best friend and dormmate, Ginny Weasley.
“You’re really good, you know,” her low voice comes from behind you. Looking back at the dorm entrance you saw her coolly leaned against the arch, books in hand, school robes keeping her warm.
Shit. She heard you? You literally wanted anything but anyone to hear it.
Trying to not show too much shock, you muttered a nervous thank you. “Oh, yea, thanks, Gin,” Ginny smiled then ran to the four poster next to yours, sitting directly across from you. “How much of it did you hear?”
“Most of the song, I reckon,” Shitshitshitshit. “Well, I mean, not really. I heard your voice but I couldn’t really hear any of the words since I was just down the hall.” Ginny smiled. She had no clue you were singing a song about her. Thank Godric. Relief washed over you until she spoke up again, “Will you play it for me?”
“Play what?” You were dumbstruck with stress still that your mind went blank.
“The song you were just playing,” Ginny giggled and gave eyes of encouragement. That giggle triggered the butterflies to be let out into your stomach, fluttering around as if it is the first time they have seen day. Her laugh was always one of your favorite things. 
“Oh! Yeah, duh. Um, I-I don’t know. I mean, it isn’t gr-” you scrambled to make excuses but Ginny interrupted.
“Oh come on, Y/N. I know it’s amazing. Besides, I am your best friend, I won’t judge even if it was bloody awful,” she grabbed your hand while talking you up. You stared at your hand holding her paled, freckled one. Now you were more nervous than ever. 
You shut your eyes before sighing, “Fine! Fine! But you owe me a butterbeer from the Three Broomsticks today,” you pointed at her with stern eyes. Taking in a deep breath before going to strum you saw her get comfortable and wear the biggest smile ever. You soon blushed but the nerves flooded you again. “Ginny, are you sure? My throat is a litt-”.
“Y/N!” she giggled before you responded defensively with an ‘OK’.
Ginny was patient as you got into your zone of focus. After what felt like forever for you, your fingers began to strum. You were doing it, you were playing her the song. Out of nerves to start the lyrics, you played the beginning intro a few too many times before the lyrics spewed from your mouth. You saw from the corner of your eye that Ginny grinned bigger as she saw your mouth open.
Am I allowed, to look at her like that?
And just like that, Ginny’s expression changed at the word “her.” It wasn’t a negative expression, just a curious one. A curious look that was almost permanently on their mutual friend Luna Lovegood’s face. Ginny mouthed the word “her” before tuning into you singing the rest of the song.
Could it be wrong, when she’s just so nice to look at?
This was the point in Ginny’s head that solidified the idea that you were singing about a girl and that she didn’t hear you wrong the first time. There was initial shock at first but overall acceptance to her best friend.
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like pumpkin juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture And she means everything to me, oh
That was the verse that you were scared to sing to Ginny the most. 
Your head flashed to the day you and Ginny learned about amortentia with their Potions class. Everyone in the class announced what they smelled, but when it got to you, you had to think fast to cover up your answer which would make it almost obviously that you smelled Ginny. “I smell cologne and... today’s breakfast,” your whole class giggled. 
Ginny poked you in the ribs, “Almost no one ate whatever it was that they gave us for breakfast,” she pondered, “except Ron.” Her eyes went wide when she thought she put together puzzle pieces. “You like Ron!” she whispered, not quiet enough for us to not earn a glare from the Professor, though. You shrugged, you wanted her off the topic. You began to listen to the rest of your class announce what they smell, pretending that what you said didn’t matter. 
And I'll be okay admiring from afar 'Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart
It was true. Although you and Ginny were attached at the hip and knew almost everything about each other, you could not feel more distanced. It wasn’t anything that was Ginny’s fault. It was your own. You were keeping a secret from her. And it wasn’t a secret such as ‘Once I wore your favorite jumper without asking,’ it was that you were in love with her. Hell, Ginny didn’t even know that you liked girls. You created such a large wall to protect yourself and your friendship with Ginny. 
And she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall But to her, I taste of nothing at all
Your voice got especially raw at that last lyric. You knew she fancied Harry. You knew she only saw you as a friend. You were never more than a friend. Honestly, you had no clue whether or not Ginny would ever swing your way, but you always assumed that she wouldn’t, you did so to protect your feelings.
Ginny was still grinning. Though she had a curious look on her face, she also looked proud. Which, honestly, you are proud of yourself. You are proud of singing in front of her, for coming out to her, and maybe, if it works out, you’ll be proud of being hers.  
And she means everything to me Yes, she means everything to me She means everything to me
You closed out the song slowly. You emotions were on edge. You were proud, sad, curious, nervous, and happy all at the same time. Once the guitar stopped vibrating with noise, Ginny began to vocalize her thoughts.
“Y/N! That was so beautiful! The lyrics, your voice... and ‘she’? Y/N! Why didn’t I know?!” she jumped to her feet and softly clapped. You sure hope she meant you liking girls, not being madly in love with her. 
Blushing, you messily thank her, “Oh- I- I- Thanks, Gin, I really appreciate it,” you awkwardly said, putting your guitar away as Ginny sat next to you on the bed.
“Don’t avoid the question, Y/N/N” she said staring at you sternly.
“What question?” Now you were playing dumb. You wanted to end this moment as soon as possible, you prayed that your friends would come to the door any second saying that they were ready to go to Hogsmeade. 
Without forcing the harsh question, Ginny tried to guide you into answering patiently. “You know... ‘She...’ Merlin, Y/N, that you like girls!” she rolled her eyes playfully before poking you in the ribs.
“Oh...right. I don’t know, it just never came up?” you tried to dumb the situation down but you knew you weren’t going to get away with it.
“‘It never came up,’ Yeah right, Y/N! We have definitely talked about who we like before. I just thought it was Ron all this time, haha! Ron... Thank Godric you don’t fancy my brother,” she was more happy than you thought she would be. It comforted you, but you knew what her next question was going to be. 
There was a moment of comfortable silence and calming from the laughing. Ginny then broke that silence, quiet at first. “Um, who is it about? Who is ‘She’?”
There it was. The question you absolutely dreaded.
Looking at her was the scariest moment you have ever experienced. She had to be pulling your leg. You name dropped her literal scent and favorite foods. Meeting her eyes made your stomach drop. You noticed Ginny’s eyes holding a bit of sympathy welded into the curiosity. Did she know it was about her and felt bad? Was she going to be able to tell from your nervous facial expression?
Her beautiful eyes were a trance that almost took her out of her nervous and repeating thoughts. The one thing that did was a group of Gryffindors stopping at your door way.
“Ginny, Y/N, everyone is starting to leave for the Hogsmeade, you ready?” a Gryffindor boy you both were friendly with asked, a few other Gryffindors behind him. 
Both of you jumped up and scrambled to get ready, “Yea, we will be there soon, thank you for letting us know!” you said, dressing warm in a quick manner. You were thankful that your classmates interrupted the moment. You wouldn’t mind staring into Ginny’s eyes anytime except for now.
You both quickly headed down to the entrance of the school, meeting with friends. There was tension between you too, nothing negative, just awkward. You tried to wipe the last five minutes from your brain to enjoy Hogsmeade with Ginny and your friends, but negativities swirling in your head made it hard, especially when Ginny kept stealing (what looked like sympathetic) looks at you the entire trip.
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Walking back from Hogsmeade in the winter was awful. For one, it was too cold for what warm robes everyone had on. On the other hand, Ginny was staring bullet holes into your head the entire time. You couldn’t tell if they were pity or curiosity, but to be honest, you wanted to avoid the situation of finding out as much as possible. 
Dinner in the Great Hall was going to be served in about an hour so everyone freezing down to their bones has dedicated the hour to running to their dorms and warming up as soon as possible. Ginny wasn’t an exception to that, she bolted up the stairs leaving you alone to your slow walking. You planned to walk as slow as you could and take as many detours on the moving stairs as you could. When you did walk into your dorm much later, Ginny, now dressed in warmer clothes and slippers, greeted you.
“Y/N! What took you so long? I thought you would’ve run up here to get warm!”
Your eyes shot down to the floor as you paced your way to your four poster, “Oh, just took the long route,” you shrugged, hoping she’d leave it be. 
“Y/N,” you turn around towards the voice, which has now moved right behind you. 
“Close your eyes,” Ginny said. Nervously, you close your eyes.
It is nothing but darkness for a bit. That is until you feel a tug on your neck from your scarf. That loses your focus before it is on the pair of soft lips on yours.
She was kissing you. Ginny Weasley was kissing you.
The kiss was short and sweet but enough to make you shocked and have butterflies brewing between the two of you. 
After pulling apart, Ginny speaks up, “you taste of... butterbeer and... sugar quills,” she grins softly.
You stared wide eyed at the doe eyed girl. She reads the shock on your face and is immediately filled with regret.
“Oh Godric, the song wasn’t about me, was it? I just thought so since some of the clues connected with me and I have been in love with you for two years so I guess I just assumed. Godric, this is so embarass-” Ginny’s nervous ran was cut off by a kiss between you. This kiss was longer. Your arms were around eachother, breath was running out fast. 
“It’s you, you dork. The song is about you,” you confess before kissing her once again. 
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mt-words · 4 years
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This post is my attempt at making sense of why people were dissapointed by c!Techno and c!Philza’s reactions to c!Tommy’s death yesterday and why their responses make sense both in character and in the meta.
I'm making it out of desire for understanding within the fandom. I tried to reach out to people who were upset with the reactions because the last thing I want is to strawman anyone, but if you feel like I misinterpreted or missed anything please feel free to add on in the comments. I’m not here to judge morality or anything, just to show why things make sense from each character’s point of view.
TLDR; cc!Philza and cc!Techno chose this reaction and they had meta reasons to do so. It’s ok for characters to process things in different ways. It makes sense from the characters points of view to have conflicting or negative feelings about c!Tommy. Head canons are awesome, keep drawing and writing whatever makes you happy! That said, the creators are the authority on their characters as canon goes. Please respect them.
(for this section all names refer to ccs unless otherwise specified) In Philza’s Friday stream he mentioned that he had put some thought into how his character would respond to c!Tommy’s death. Based on all the donation asks he’s been getting in relation to c!Tommy and his reactions, I think it’s safe to say Philza is tired of people seeing his character only as being a bad father for c!Tommy. If you listen to his reaction, before c!Ranboo breaks the news he clarifies who they’re talking about with “that chaotic child?” His reaction was chosen to try to help people recognize that any family relationship between the two is not canon.
This can be confusing. As someone pointed out to me yesterday, there are a lot of moments that make it seem like c!Philza and c!Tommy have an important relationship like the friendship emeralds and him checking on them after the butcher army execution. There are also moments from the same time period that make it seem like they are total strangers, such as c!Tubbo asking for his opinion on L’manburg and c!Philza saying he disagreed with some things their vice president was doing.
It feels to me like Philza was trying to leave things open so that Tommy had room to do whatever he wanted about their relationship, but because no one clarified and no defining actions were taken he decided that the only relation between their characters is knowing each other through c!Wilbur (which honestly makes the most sense for his choices). The actions he takes now are to solidify that choice, and it feels like I’m still getting mixed signals on Tommy’s end but I’m sure the creators will work it out between themselves. Whatever they decide on, I’ll just be enjoying the ride.
Also, Techno and Philza needed to react in similar ways or whichever one didn’t show grief the way people wanted was going to be attacked with the evidence of the others reaction used to show why they were a terrible person.
(after this point names refer to the characters unless specified) People have talked about reactions to grief far better than I can, so in relation to it being ok for the characters to have different reactions than what people might expect I give you three posts if you’re interested. Heads up, the tone of the second post is a lot more vitriolic than what I normally go for.
Neurodivergence in relation to grief and other reactions
Denial being a valid response to grief (with neurodivergent understanding thrown in)
The lines that people are quoting from their responses weren’t their first reactions. Niki, Philza, and Techno all initially responded with shock and disbelief.
The final point I want to talk about is that it’s understandable for the characters to have mixed or negative feelings about Tommy. Disclaimer, having negative feelings about someone doesn’t generally mean you should celebrate their death, but these reactions seem more to me like a mix of disbelief and “eh, it’s not my problem. Moving on.” Also take into account the linked posts.
As discussed, cc!Philza has chosen for his relationship with Tommy to be that he was a friend of Wilbur and Phil didn’t know him very well, but now that Tommy betrayed his best friend he doesn’t really care about him. Philza is ancient. He’s seen a lot of people die, it doesn’t make sense for him to have a super strong reaction to someone’s death if he doesn’t have much attachment to them.
Techno is a bit more complicated here, people were disappointed in his lack of mourning because we know he has genuinely cared about Tommy in the past. May I propose that that genuine care made Tommy’s betrayal (at least from Techno’s point of view) hurt worse? Technoblade shows that he cares about people through actions because it’s hard for him to open up and make himself vulnerable, especially to someone who (from his perspective) has already betrayed him in the past. He shows care by helping people survive and succeed, both giving them the tools to do so and fighting by their side.
On the day of the green festival he gave Tommy his axe as a sign of trust, defended him and his integrity from a large group of enemies, and was even willing to go after Dream to help him accomplish his goals. Within less than a minute of deciding he didn’t want to fight for the disks, Tommy left Techno to fend for himself from that same group of enemies and refused to give back the weapon that had been given to show trust saying that he was “worthy” of it. I think it was the best decision he could have made under the circumstances, but you have to understand how that looks to Techno. So yes, he cared, but every expression of that care was thrown back in his face the second he wasn’t useful (or that’s the reasoning Techno took from it, we can see that it was more because of Tommy’s care for Tubbo). Then when he confronted Tommy on Doomsday Tommy still brought everything back to the disks.
Since then they have only interacted through Tommy apologizing in a way that seems pretty insincere (from Technoblade's pov) as a distraction while stealing from Techno and the invitation to the hotel. People are always talking about character development, let Techno have more than two streams to try to get through all those complicated emotions. Of course he isn’t going to process all of this in front of two people he only recently started to trust.
We know that Tommy has regrets on how their relationship ended, but Techno doesn’t know that and even if he did it would make sense for him to have reservations.
I’m not trying to say anyone is a good person because of how they reacted, their failings make them interesting. This post was made out of genuine confusion that people expected or wanted different reactions from what we got. I hope this clears things up a little, please feel free to share your own opinions!
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candyrumm · 3 years
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Trollhunters Rise of the Titans…
I loved the Gun Robot vs Volcano Titan scene. Many other things too but were here to question and criticize it - especially the ending.
Alrighty I’ll try to paraphrase ( ha not) my opinion and points - a few are ones that i read and overall agreed upon other I haven’t yet seen other people mention. 
So what now? Does he still have the stone? If he went back in time to reset everything wouldn’t that reset the time stone to where it was before?
Disappointed that the canon made the canon an AU. Like everything we knew is gone. Its the ‘it was all a dream’ dream turned reality approach. 
Wa ca cha ka im happy it wasn’t an interactive movie, cause i like to have a definite answer or know exactly what happened rather what could have been. Its also easy to lie back and watch the movie unfold. Batman: Death in the Family, is interactive movie where you see many possible ways things could have happened. However the non-interactive version of the film is just a narrated version of Under the Red Hood by Bruce. And you don’t get the possible events that would have happen cause its really a ‘what if’ movie. However i feel like that many possibilities of what could have happen was what they may have been going for. But i like to imagine that the story could have also ended with Toby’s death and no time traveling. But also with the new reality, could they have at least shown us a flash forward perhaps of what the world came to be? Like an older jim telling his nephews about how he lived the future where he is the trollhunter or at least something. Can the truth set him free??? 
What if Jim dies and Toby tries to start it all over to save him?
I luv Draal, he was probably my favorite character from the start. But even I let him go. He was willing to die for the cause. It was great knowing him. And the death was like… wholesome?  I cant find the right word but like it didn’t feel rushed or careless when he died. I wished he hadn’t but … was at peace with it? When Nomora died, yeah i was like ‘wat nooo’ but we were gonna lose characters along the way. They are fighting a war. 
And honestly a nice lesson could have been to learn to let go and not regret and to not dwell on the past. To move forward into your future, not redo the whole damn thing again. And even if he did have to go back in time, did it really have to be all the way back? 
Did Toby really have to be trollhunter? Like did the amulet make a mistake in the first place for choosing jim? 
Or was it like it knew jim would go back and let Toby his best friend be trollhunters and with jim the mostly all knowing would then be able to set things right in a way that not many die? 
Can it remember things? 
What if he reseted things and now while he gets a good life someone else doesn’t???? 
Was jim tired of being trollhunter and figured though he has like years of experience on what is like to be trollhunter decided that, that grueling experience is what his best friend would want. In the beginning of the show Toby was like nah, I’m not looking for adventure. Later on Toby asked Jim whether or not the amulet gave him the excitement he was looking for.  Jim reply no it was toby. MaYbE this is what he was going for? If thats the case could he have not just have had a kid? Or some career change? Did he think he couldn’t have a good life without toby? He left him in Arcadia at the end of trollhunters. He could have made some sorta memorial for Toby (edit: oh and maybe the god/desses like the ones who fell in the park) and saying that it was because of him that he got to make the striking blow on the last deity who wanted to rebirth earth.
Wasn’t there a lesson when toby was saying how its ok that his parents died and that he likes to think that they are the reason so many good things in his life happen? Guess jim doesn’t want to apply that same mindset that Toby had to Toby.
The trollhunter seemed to be marked as the leader (in the beginning.) So wouldn’t it be easier for jim to be leader since he knows what will happened. (edit: Will many even believe him about how he time traveled.) And then be able to guide others. Like where the Bridge is. He can be there sooner. Or is he planning to go under the radar since how the spotlight isn’t on him?
(The following is mostly copy and pasted from a commented repost of mine. I still wrote it, just copied it from where i had originally posted it to and added a few tweaks and points.)
Is jim even the sorta person that would let his best friend go through what he did? Dying at one point. Risking the safety of loved ones? Running and climbing extensively? Toby doesn’t have the chef skills Jim did, is there ever a fight for when they enter trollmarket? Does he now know trollish and could impress Vendal on how he knows to much? Would he confess that he went through and a timeline (his original timeline?) where he was the trollhunter and therefore is skilled in many aspects of trollhunting?
They didn’t find it together, sure Jim may be there to guide and advice Toby and the others but the thing the two of them had going on was that they found it together, they were in this(that) together. Now its not that. 
Plus, sure maybe Jim matured so now he’s willing to bring people in for help and support and such. Unlike he was in the beginning where tried to protect everyone by not having them involved or really you know in the field. For example, when he tried to keep his mother from the whole dealio, or when he went into the darklands alone. Later I think he did say that he’s not stupid enough to go at it alone and that they are stronger together. But ughhhh Jim and Toby now aren’t together at the start.
And we didn’t really get closure for the Tales of Arcadia franchise thing. The end is more like an alternate beginning. In my opinion. But Guillermo del Toro, ‘creator’ of the franchise - i think - tweeted how the ROTT movie would be the final chapter/ending of tales of aracdia. Ughhh was that what he was going for? To end it and everyone’s pedestal for it?
(stops here)
I could just pretend they didn’t travel back in time. As far as im aware - all the merchandise is for the previous canon. Most of the merch was for trollhunters and not 3below or wizards. And since trollhunters is my favorite out of the three, im ok with that. Wizards sit at #2 for me. Though i luv Queenie Aja in the movie.
Am I missing anything? I dunno. My thoughts are a mess.
edit: IT WAS BASICALLY AN EFFING REBOOT, not earth rebirth but canon rebirth. 
Well its canon to have the canon not be directly canon. And not canon but it’s still canon. Confusion…
Like does dreamworks not know how a population of people automatically feel about reboots and remakes WA CA CHA KA there was no heal time. no time to let the fairy dust of our beloved story settle, marinate under the rug, nope. Reboot will began in 3, 2, 1...
Not trying to hate on the movie or creators (hoping u didn't read the whole thing with a negative tone heh heh) i just wanted to express some thoughts I had on the movie. Didn’t hate the movie and the entirely of the choices made during its production obviously, just questioning what could’ve happen after or what could have been.
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