#im legally binded

[hwitzr]

general themes and ideas for my portrayal of katsuk.i:

a broken prototype: "then turn selfishness into a weapon. make things yours, make other lives and dreams hopes yours." / "it feels like i'm sad for an infinite number of my selves." / "it has to be perfect. to make up for it, to make for the fact that it's me."

butterflies:  re: metamorphosis, "you listen and you know you could live a better life than you do, be softer, kinder. and maybe this year you will be able to do it." / "i act and react, and suddenly i wonder 'where is the boy that i was last year?'... what would he think of me now?" / "mostly, i want to be kind."

fear of insignificance: "i want to try and be terrific, even for an hour, i feel like a time traveller: summer dissolves in my mouth and i can’t remember what it tasted like" / "it terrifies you. that you missed out on something."

without body and mind: "could i just ... let my molecules separate while you keep an eye on the burner? the flame's fickle. here's hoping it doesn't go out." / "i feared a wound not of the body but the soul, an irreconcilable division between myself and the rest of humankind."

guilt as an open wound: "i want to tell you this story without having to confess anything, i want to tell you this story without having to be in it." / "the enormity of my desire disgusts me." / "the strength of my desire, the speed with which it flowers, shocks me; i flinch and startle."

anger as someone else: "i began to realise that although the violence was over, i still carried it with me." / "let the current carry the body away. let it sink. let yourself grieve and learn from this: learn to love." / "violence does not always take physical forms."

and anger as all you are: "aside from luck, what has driven your career? rage. i'm fucking angry, man. about everything." / "i know if i had not discovered art, i would have become a criminal." / "he plays very badly, but it stops him from destroying things."

sometimes people can understand you better than yourself: "to be a monster is to be a hybrid signal, a lighthouse: both shelter and warning." / "i was taught to desire nothing, to swallow other people's misery, and to eat my own bitterness."

a study in shame: "mother please believe me, ... i'm ashamed of the things i've been put through, i'm ashamed of the person i am." / "another morning and i wake with the thirst for the goodness i do not have." / "the horror of myself, and the meanness of myself.” / "isn't all that rage so ugly? and isn't it mine, still? good god, isn't it mine?"

you don't look to the past but drown through it: "when you leave your home and wander really far, you always think, ‘i want to go home.’ but then you come home, and of course it’s not the same." / "time passes, memory fades, adujusts, conforms to what we think we remember." / "it eats and tears away at me."

mother and son and the complexities that brings: "mother, i have pasts inside me i did not bury properly." / "i am a reflection of my mother's secret poetry as well as her hidden angers." / "i am my mother's child, and it terrifies me."

the ghost of who you were: "you are twenty-one and you know there are too many things out here. you're so afraid of becoming a ghost, but you are more afrai of what will happen if you don't." / "yes, i believe in ghosts, but we create them. we haunt ourselves."

[deimosatellite]

nuh uh

[liliacult]

Post game kokobolt au where Yuma occasionally makes appearences on Desuhiko's tours (he used coalescence b4 the show)

[the-purple-possum]

At this point in my life, I'm convinced that Max Fosh is a James Potter variant.

[toastsnaffler]

in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

[mellosakicc]

dear every sims creator that makes text and image tutorials instead of videos:

i will give you a kiss on the mouth or $50 whichever you prefer

[br1ghtestlight]

i was dumb and misread a tenancy agreement as a rental application when i was signing it (which i would have signed anyway but it speeds the process up a bit lmao) so NOW im almost definitely moving into an apartment with my sister on march 1st which is exciting!! big things to come!!! bob's burgers calenders to hang etc

[xx-k1tsun3-k1d-xx]

bonus: the very normal group chat background in case ur wondering she’s the one on the right xD

[a-very-sparkly-nerd]

s6 is literally SO Legally Blonde (musical)-coded

[cyber-phobia]

*zooms in on the little green box*

THE SACRED TEXTS!!

Yeah yeah I already had my little panic about it an hour ago

[madhyanas]

hmm when corporations try to call their fine print ‘boring legal stuff’ or some other cheeky little 👀 reference to how no one bothers to read it. hmmmm don’t like that

[pummelingbat]

All current book pre-order invoices have been sent out!!! please check your emails, and thank you for your patience 🙏

[stupidusernamepolicy]

if sweden gets into finals im setting something on fire

[fellhellion]

Conchata is still referred to as Mrs O'Hara so maybe divorce laws in 2099 really are just that shitty fsdjhfkjsd

[gayvampyr]

i make bad decisions so have at it