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im sorry mom and dad, i know i messed up bad
#scp 166#dr clef#50th fucking drawing of me in jacks necklace bc guess what#im sad about it again!!!#i remember 035 being pissed when he saw us after what i did and i remember kondraki trying to talk to us and i remember how much-#shame jack felt#im sorry jack#im sorry dad#i did what i had to do#lyrics are from parents by anna clending#vent#sorry to vent on main and in the scp tag guys#i will do it again#PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS ME//RI I HATE BEING CALLED THAT NAME SO FUCKING MUCH#i honestly just need to cry it out but i wanted to draw#someone talk to me about my memories i promise its not all traumatic#like fr one minute im making flower crowns for my friends and the next im killing myself for the ''greater good''#fuck the foundation#and fuck you too jack but i forgive you#epon.txt#traitor art#or whatever the fuck our art tag is#might post more vent art later but t b h i just wanna sleep i oddly miss my cell. i miss cain and able#i miss my brothers ^
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if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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idk y'all I'm just sad bc we keep getting alternate endings that are like "no don't worry dean was supposed to be queer in heaven!" but like that doesn't fix it, right? why does he have to be dead to come out? why couldn't he have had a peaceful ending alive? he deserved to love cas freely AND be at peace AND live
#this isnt shade to anyone excited i love u all <3 im just sad about dean dying again#imo no ending where dean is dead is what we deserved. or what he deserved
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'Calliope, my daughter... You have a brother now...'
#god of war#kratos#atreus#calliope#gow kratos#gow atreus#gow calliope#art#my art#jib draws#this has been sitting on my tablet for ages but im getting a gow itch again so#im releasing it into the wild#i have so many feelings about kratos and his kids#all of the feelings Will make me cry#i love this sad dad and his babies
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I get a lot of people telling me that they hate how much the iliad drags on with all these little bloodlines of each person who does but like
It FUCKS ME UP. Like. Here is a man who lived, a prince maybe, a son, a father, who had just gotten married, whose wife waits across the sea. Here is a taste of his life. Watched it be dashed against the ground.
Here is a boy, a trojan soldier. He has yet to be wed. His father waits for him to return home. He is speared on the battleground. His father weeps
There is a king kissing the palms of the man who killed his son. There is a soldier whose mother will never be able to hold again. There are these pieces of lives that bleed red
#iliad#im so sad about all those excerpts#there's one passage where it says that a soldier's father will never be able to hold him again and i think about it all the time
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They did not need to make the Fragmented Depiction That Heavily Implies That Little Girl Got SHOT look this cinematic but i am extremely glad they did.
As awesome as it is heartbreaking HERE WE ARE GUYS!!!
#and they went over the firing squad thing with gerald again so thats a point to make too#i was shocked when Shadow asked the question of if Gerald was dead or not bc im like??? are they tying this in with the movie law???#*lore WHOOPS#never in a million years would i have ever thought they were gonna suddenly imply that gerald has been alive THE WHOLE TIME but ok then#dunno how i feel about it#depends on how theyre gonna explain it away if hes actually still alive#how sad would it be if it turns out Black Doom just got Shadow's hopes up by toying with his memories...#anyways STILL HYPED AS EVER LETS GO!!! WE'RE SO WINNING!!!#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sonic x shadow generations#sxsg#dark beginnings
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#today was….not good#and at one point i had a moment#where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it#but im still really hopeful it will happen some day#because all i want in this world is to feel secure#and for others to feel secure around me#and for everyone to feel secure around people they love#because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t#but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all#im manifesting it#im completely okay btw things just got a little rough#and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay#im gay and i like sleeping#also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever#im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight
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help... i bismuth her
#requested by kingllector!#separately but i immediately assumed it said bispearl so here we go#steven universe#bispearl#bismuth#su bismuth#su pearl#pearl su#su human au#my art#fanart#stylized#2024#described#uhhhhhh this was supposed to be a human au but i didnt change much. how can i improve on perfection#the setting here is an attempt to replicate the very strict unchanging image i see every time i hear strawberry blonde#shes LITERALLY strawberry blonde#ok in other news now im sad about bismuth screentime again. we were robbed
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TMayNT Day 1: Favorite Turtle
This is a surpise to no one, but I love this silly guy
#sad•leonart#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#tmaynt#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise leonardo#rottmnt leonardo#doing coloured sketches again is much more fun than trying to make something finished#lets see how long i go on this challenge#hopefully i can do the whole thing since i dont gotta worry about school anymore#also im not gonna put it on the spot#but some style inspiration coming from good friend lee :D#it's style is very edible so i channeled it's blocky lighting with my own messy sketch style
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me: :)
*remembers both lancelot and arthur's last words to merlin were "thank you"*
me: :(
#not a day goes by where im not sad about merthur and/or mercelot#sobbing#bbc merlin#merlin#lancelot merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#mercelot#bbc merlin spoilers#<- spoilers tag for gio again lmaooo
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“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft.
— Tender Curiosities, Baby! @otrtbs
#tender curiosities baby#art heist baby#james potter fanart#james potter#jegulus#rosekiller#rosekiller fanart#marauders#marauders fanart#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#jegulus fanart#jegulus fanfiction#fic: ahb#art heist baby!#mine#my art#hp#ahb#ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence#like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller#but alas cars wont allow it#ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it#i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta...#(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them)#(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...)#(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset)#((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops)#(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad))#((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))
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here comes the boy ~ hello boy ✨
cleaned up a couple of the vash doodles i did while learning to draw him :)
#trigun#trigun 98#vash the stampede#anime#doodles#art#dat me#my friend phoenix was visiting from portland almost the whole last week it was really fun !!! i did not open PS for a week FJHBGDBHJDFG#how do i draw again... what is a tablet.... i forgor .....#i have seen TWO trigun fans in public this weekend. a guy at the bookstore with a vash pin on his lanyard + someone at the local arcade#who had a PUNISHER ITA BAG ??? COOL AF??? the arcade was also full of furries for some reason. which was cool but i've never seen it before#girl the arcade is hot enough as it is if you're wearing a fursuit in an arcade you are braver than any us marine#I WAS SO SAD I LEFT MY PURSE (ALSO AN ITA BAG) IN THE CAR FOR THE ARCADE BECAUSE I HAVE A VASH PIN IN IT .....#please ask me about my ita bags... please ask me about my pins.... i am insane about my pins......#my brother and i are going to indie pop con in 2 weeks if i dont find some cute trigun 98 stuff i will riot#i am relentlessly vashposting on main. i will draw other characters i swear but he is my favorite#any character where i go 'there is something so so so wrong with him' is my favorite EVERY TIME#im just happy to be drawing again honestly#i got about a month before anime central so i am just trying . to VIBE. for the first time in months
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themthemthemthemthemthemthem-
#more of those lil requests i asked for a bit ago#the christmas one was so so fun i was delighted to finally draw ms. beagle being a total wingman for her son#and i got to draw howdy in a turtleneck again which is. one of my favorite things#i imagine that ms beagle will spend the whole evening trying to get howdy & barn under the mistletoe at the same time#oh my fucking god that would make a cute fic. adding a new section to my Thinkings doc#yes wally will be passed the fuck out in the corner after drinking too much spiked eggnog#jk he doesnt sleep#anyway hggggasncjasnclkask theyre soooooooooo ehehehehe yeah....#i love drawing them Cozy so ty person for the excuse#love drawing characters comfy in bed together... i can live through them...#scribble salad#laughingstock#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby#sometimes im sad. then i think about Them in a domestic setting and im cured
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