there's so many things in tsc that just come at you all at once, so it's hard to focus on just one thing to break down, but the most glaring thing that stood out to me is how hard it is to really put someone back together. especially someone so shattered that it's nigh impossible to glue them back and pray they don't crumble under your ministrations.
if jean is neil's foil, then jeremy is andrew's direct antithesis. whereas andrew is a steady bedrock because he's been broken too many times to know how to weather the storm, jeremy is too soft hands and an even softer soul. he cares and cares and cares. so empathetic and so gentle it almost breaks your heart. you pray for the impossibility that jeremy can survive knowing the truth because if he doesn't, then what hope does jean have? so you pray he can be steady too. that he can weather the storm as well. that he will not break when knowing that just under the surface lies shark-infested waters.
but then you remember the beginning. "even knowing everything could go completely sideways, you'd make that choice every time"
in every other universe, jean has not survived. but in every other universe, he did not have the trojans.
fuck fuck fucki got in my room and started rubbing my lovely thriving cunt first thing and not 30 minutes later I'm moaning and throbbing and so fucking desperate for cock
please please please fuck my stupid bimbo face I'm not a person I'm porn I'm not free I'm a fuckdoll fuckdoll I'm better as a fuckdoll fuckdoll fuckdoll I'm nothing but a fuckdoll
I wanna be spat on and choked and degraded, I want women to be misogynistic to me, I want my greedy wet superior cunt to betray me for pleasure, I'm an inferior toy please treat me like it
listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
Gale's the type that when you are having feelings of inadequacy about your relationship and how you fit into it, uttering "Gale, I'm no Goddess" whilst turning your head away, that he would cup your face with his hand and bring your eyeline back to his, and whisper "No. You're so much more." right before he pulls you close to kiss you as gently, with a reverence, just as you deserve
Ogh clay....such a sick disturbing disgusting selfish stubborn immature man.....he knows 99% of the bad stuff that happens to him are his own fault but he's so deep in his own lies and he'd rather blame everyone around him than take responsibility and if he suffers then everyone must suffer with him he hates everyone around him but no one will ever hate him as much as he already hates himself, what a miserable thing..... he's like a wailing dog with a broken leg and everytime someone tries to approach it to help it only wails and snarls and bites in response