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cerulean-sims · 1 year
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falling on my knees because we absolutely need darker/edgier styles in the sims but voting against rainbowcore feels like a betrayal of my own personality
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wurmwizzard · 5 months
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saw this beast today
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sillyabtmusic · 6 months
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lotsssss of conflicting feelings in my me rn >_<
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dearlyjun · 8 months
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mm thinking about photobooth pictures with yeonjun turning very dirty!! it all started off sooo innocent until he grinded you down on his lap! hopefully there’s not a line waiting,, the pictures coming out on the other end being proof of what took so long >~<
- 🪄 new anon ahh
I saw this and I was literally had my hand over my mouth (it was also like 7am lol SOOOOO)
hi hi hi new anonie, welcome!! it’s a fun time here I think, enjoy your stay.
⚠️ warning! erm public sex…and I don’t know how a modern photo booth works nor have I like been in one within the last 15 years ok anyways
sit on my lap. yeonjun pulled you into his lap, your skirt riding up slightly, making you move to fix it. it’s just me, no one can see you.
you got more comfortable on his lap in the Photo Booth, putting your arms over his shoulders as one of his arms firmly gripped your waist.
you gonna press the button? you asked, glancing at the screen that showed you a preview of what the picture will look like.
yeah, yeah. yeonjun pressed the button, and the both of you posed rather cutely together.
you look so cute. he mumbled, pressing a kiss to your jaw as you were looking away from him. in your little skirt. his hands gripped your hips as he suddenly grinds you down onto his hardening cock; hitting your panty covered cunt perfectly, making you gasp.
jjun. we shouldnt do that here. you warned as his hands were now underneath your skirt. what if there’s people out there?
his hands roughly kneaded the meaty flesh of your ass; emitting a subtle hum of a moan out of you.
we’ll be fast….just be quiet for me mkay?
you nodded, lifting your hips slightly so he could slip his cock out of his pants. you felt him swipe the tip against your clit, making you let an audible noise slip out of your mouth.
shhhhh im not even inside of you yet. yeonjun slightly laughed at your state.
finally, he bottomed out inside of your cunt. parting his thighs slightly and leaning back on the seat; you felt him so deep you had to fight to hold back whimpers.
fuck….jjun. your voice was barely audible as you rocked your hips into him, trying so hard not to make any noise.
yeah…just like that. fuck…wanna take a picture of you like this… yeonjun lifted up your shirt, making sure the camera could get a lovely view of your hardening nipples.
yeah, hopefully no one could see the reason why you were taking so long in that photobooth….
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bellswlw · 1 year
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ answer the phone ⇨ e. williams
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ellie williams x fem!reader
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summary: text messages with ellie and her horny, clingy, ghost face loving gf!
cw: modern gf!ellie being soo fucking sarcastic and horny, pet names, reader is vv fem and cutsie, kind of dirty talk & sexting, implied phone sex, bratty!reader, lowkey brat tamer!ellie, reader is super clingy, reader is kindaaa power bottom and ellie’s such a switch godddd
a/n: i keep seeing ellie & reader text message drabbles and i seriously need to fuel that fire there is something so addictive ugh ohtmfidicso and i haven’t stopped thinking about this tiktok since i saw it soooo do w that what you will it’s soo ellie coded (also i lowkey have writers block so this is all i can manage rn) enjoy!!! proofread ps if the spacing is off just ignore it plsplsplspls
Mon, April 17 at 3:49 PM
Hey, quick question?
what’s up<3
Are you busy later?
depends… bc if your asking me
to come over and watch you play
valorant for 3 hours then yes i’m busy
but if your asking for some
otherrrrr reason then no
i’m completely free:,)
Okay wtf
You said you liked watching me play
i’m sorry but i lied
YEAH
THANKS FOR TELLING ME NOW
BUT I LIKE HANGING OUT THO I
LIKE UR COMPANY
what did u wanna ask me bub?
Plz don’t call me that, I’m actually so pissed
IM SORRY OKAY
I JUST GET BORED
I BORE YOU????
well not when u have your
hand in my pants and are
making me squirm all under you
Ok
I’m coming over
On my way!
😐 OMW
wait i thought u wanted ME
to come over???
Oh yeah I forgot
Yeah you wanna come over
and watch a movie tn?
what kinda movieee
Honestly I just want you to come over
And make u squirm under me…
okay wow?? since when
are you so honest
Since u literally told me THATS
WHAT YOU WANTED??
Am I wrong?????
okay fine
no ur right…..
when are u picking me up?
do i have time to shower
& shave and stuff lmk
Idc if if u shave or not i’m
fucking starving
i meant my legs but okay good to know
sooooo what time are u coming?
❤️
Probably like 5
okieee ilyyyyyy💕💕💕
I love you too my sweet girl❤️
Mon, April 17 at 5:05PM
I’m outside
okay i’m coming!!!!
i’m bringing some stuff
I figured, I’ll come help
no no it’s okay
just some small stuff
Babe
You said that last time
and brought a duffle bag…
U stayed for like 10 days
are you saying u don’t
want me around:(
No
I want you around all fhs time
Just wanna help
it’s really not a lot
Are you bring your makeup stuff
again? All of it?
… no
I’m coming in rn
Tues, April 25th at 7:34PM
i miss you:(((((((((
Baby
I just dropped you off
I’m not even at the stop sign yet
you’re not too far
come back🥺
pls:((((
Baby I can’t
We talked abt this
i wasn’t listening
come get me this isn’t fair
pls els i miss u so much already
i’m so lonelyyyy all aloneeeeee ugh
ellie
ellie
ellie
Baby I’m driving
I can’t come get u rn I’m sorry
It’s good to have time to ourselves
remember?
no bc i wasn’t listeningg
you looked so pretty it’s distracting
you should really do something
about that maybe…. come over?
come get me?
not abandon your lonley sad gf??
Baby
You’re hangry
Eat something plz
you eat something
oh wait u cant
bc u fucking left me all alone
I doordashed u food okay?
Plz eat and accept my apology
It’s ur favorite 😊
ily
i miss you
i want u to fuck me
pls
I love you and I miss you too
pretty girl❤️❤️
I’ll call you when I get home hm?
Will that do for my bratty princess
i’m not bratty
i just need you
bc you left me:((
and yes, that will do💗💗💗
Wed, April 26th at 8:12AM
Goodmorning bub❤️
How did you sleep??
goodmorning my
sweet angel baby💗💕<333333
i slept okay i had a dream
you were the new ghost face
idk how to feel abt it
Oh??
Was it like a nightmare🙁
no you weren’t scaring me
u were killing ppl tho
i just don’t know if i liked
it or not bc like… yk like ur a serial killer
So you’re saying
I was hot???
yeah<3 u took ur mask off
and ur hair was all stuck to ur face
goddddd now i need you to
buy a ghost face mask RIGHT NOW
Done
wait really
No but I will if you want
no i think it’s kinda bad
sends the wrong message to the fans
Fans????
WHAT FANS
WHOS WATCHING US FUCK??
oh???? you wanted to FUCK MS
WITH IT ONWOWA?????
RHRRSKAHA OH OKAYXBSE
fine by me
Is that not what u meant
Tell the truth
i meannn yes no who’s to decide
I bought the mask, it’s coming Friday
Friday, April 28th at 1:08PM
It’s here
wait what is
The mask
i literally am so confused
Look
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oh my god
oh my god
OH MYI SHSOSDJ GOD
fUCK
ELLSSS PLS
why does it look so
fucking good
my god
oh my god
wrap ur fcking hands
around my neck
It smells kinda weird
Also OK
Good to know you like serial killers
u make it look so good
jesus ellie istg
i need u so bad i’m so serious
With or without the mask?
with uR FUCKING STRAP
your fingers
mouth tongue idc
you = need!! thank you
You got off to my voice
the other night
stop
No bc u kept whimpering
Literally so fucking loud
stfu i’m wet
YEAH
U WERE
I could fucking hear it
over the sound of u
ellie stop
You don’t even know what that means
stfu
Mm yeah OK but
you like it when I embarrass you
no i fucking don’t
Yeah u do
And you like it when tell you what to do
okay no not all the time
Be honest
Tell me
literally fuck u
i’m not listening to you
Alright I guess i’ll just
return the mask or smth since
you won’t get to see me in it
this is manipulation
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bye
just lost ur gf privileges
(send me more pics)
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ellie
did u just fucking send me
THE MESSAGE
AND NOT PICS
Yeah😊
i literally hate u so bad rn
Ur blushing, don’t lie
Tell me
I’m right right?
sometimes i wish you never
knew what i looked like
and by sometimes i mean now
I never think that
I like seeing ur pretty face😙😙
ugggghhhhhh pls come get me
plssss
ur being so sweet to me
uggghch it’s working pls
i’m fucking aching els please
How bad are u aching?
bad enough that there’s a
fucking pillow stuffed between my legs rn
Jesus
Fuck
I wanna come get you but
I can’t rn I’m sorry baby
nooooooo
no fair wtf
I bet you look so pretty
Straddling that little pillow
mhm:(
wish it was u
I wanna see
Show me
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Ok
I deserved that
No i’m On my Way! idc
On my way!
On my way!
OMW
I love you be there in 10❤️
Mon, May 1st at 10:59AM
Hi baby☺️
hiiiiiiiii💖<33333
wyddd
Just chilling
I miss you
All of u
Are you busy rn? Wanna get breakfast
i miss you moreeee
and i miss all of u too😧
esp ur strap
okay i didn’t say that
idk what happened
anyway!
yes i’d love to bub
hehehehe:,)))
Where do you feel like going
hmmm
idk you pick
You’ll hate what I pick tho
no i won’t
promise
OK fine guess then
ummmmm
idk i cant THINK
i’ve suddenly never been
to a breakfast place in my life
ummm
dennys????
Alright we’ll go there 😁
wait what no
wait
U FUCKING TRICKED ME
BABE
THIS IS not FAIR WTF
Listen u said yourself
“oh no I won’t say no to every
single restaurant and have us
sit in the car for 30 min trying
to find something and then pick
the first thing my gf offered”
I DIDNT SAY IT
LIKE THAT
OK BUT YOU PRACTICALLY DID THO
stop making fun of me
or i won’t go
OKOK I’m sorry🙁
But yes u will
You love me
And apparently my strap… that’s
tucked in my pants.. rn
yeah but that doesn’t mean
i have to go to breakfast with u
plus it’s practically noon
It’s 11AM???
BRUNCH??
leave me alone stop making
FUN OF ME
I like making fun of u
It’s cute
❤️❤️
bring u and ur stupid strap smh
What I tell you
stfu or i’ll tell everyone in
the restaurant it’s ur birthday
No
Plz
Actually fucking don’t
well then i guess u better
make me
Jesus my god
Fuck I’m like
Gonna speed
heheheh<33
NO DONT
i want you alive
No I’m gonna fuck you
For breakfast😁
In the back of my car and feel
how hot u get for me and move
ur hips against my strap fuckkkk
how romantic💕
Don’t ruin this I’m sexting
oh wait is that… is
that what u were doing??
sorry it’s just kinda hard to tell yk
OK wow???? maybe
I won’t then Christ
But ik your wet rn
And fucking beet red so like
Guess you’ll have to figure
something else out😢😶
well thx to you i actually
can<3333
Don’t
Don’t fucking touch yourself
hmmm what if i kinda wanna….
what if i kinda wanna let my
pretty little hands trail down
my stomach and feel how wet i am
what then lmk:,)
Then i’ll fucking grab your
wrists and pin them above ur head
And take you myself
really??
and if i wanted to be on top?
to ride your strap with you
guiding me up and down and
force me to keep going even
when i get tired
Jesus fucking Christ
How do u do that Oh my God
My God
Fuck okay I’m On my way!
OMW.
I love you I’ll be there soon❤️❤️
ehehheheeheh okiee💗
wait are u coming in orr
Yea I’m fucking coming in
are U kidding
AFTER U JUST SAID THATTT
blushing kicking my feet els
speaking of
if u had a dick i’d want you to
make a mold for me
OK how did we get here
Also I don’t need a dick to
make u a mold just FYI
😧
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spideyhexx · 6 months
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i’m thinking about wholesome very not canon coryo because actual canon coryo scares me
actual canon coryo is sooooo fun to think about though but I get you
I like to think of modern coryo when thinking of him more wholesome :/ cause my headcanon for it is that he’s definitely still got mental problems, but he’s not uh…killing anyone or trying to rule! I think the biggest thing he’d carry over is a sense of control/possession but even then I very ooc it🥲I think he’s capable of leaning in the morally correct way especially if you take how he is in the beginning like academy coryo and put that into a modern world (and he could still turn out bad but I think im being optimistic that he’d at least have more outlets and help fjsjddj) Idk part of me feels like that’s so wrong BUT IDK I think the good parts of canon coryo can be amplified in headcanon fjdjfjenr
im yapping hopefully that all makes sense so ANYWAYS
wholesome Coryo thought for you is how clingy he’d be :( like not in an annoying way, but in a, I missed you and I need to be around you and hear you talk and spend a bit of time with you way. And he’d never ever admit to wanting that or needing it but just a look to his face and the way he’s gripping your hand, playing with your fingers, all of it tells you what he needs. Feel like sometimes he communicates so well through his body language.
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sillyrandomwriter · 6 months
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hello hello, gingerbread here, back with another angsty scenario that leads to guitarspear hurt/comfort!
let's say this is modern au, though it could work for hellaverse as well. i prefer this as a modern au hc though.
say this scenario takes place before adam and lute realize their feelings for each other. like, they're just friends with benefits, and lute's spending the night at the house like she usually does. the kids are with their other parents (lucifer, lilith, and eve). adam already knows he's in love with lute but he's too stubborn to actually do anything about it. and we've all agreed on the fact that adam has abandonment issues, right? right.
so, with that being said:
Adam has a nightmare about Lute leaving him and he wakes up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat. He checks the time---it's four o' clock in the morning. He's frantic and panicky, his heart is beating a mile a minute, and his breathing is unsteady. He knows he just woke up, but he feels like he's about to pass out. What is this? Why is he so anxious? Why won't his mind just slow down? Why is he like this?? It was just a stupid dream, why is he-- WHY THE FUCK IS HE CRYING?! Crying is weak, he's strong, he's a man, men don't cry, he can't cry, he can't be weak, he can't be vulnerable. Why is he still crying, why--- "Adam?" Lute says groggily. She's tired, why is Adam awake still..- She freezes. So does Adam. They stare at each other for a moment. "Adam..?" Lute says again, concerned. Is he crying?
Adam sniffs. "Uh.. haha.. oh! You're... still here. Right, I forgot. My bad if I woke you up. Go back to bed, nothing's wrong," he says in a tone that implies that something is definitely wrong.
Lute quickly but cautiously goes over to him and hops onto the bed. Adam is covering his face in embarrassment. He doesn't want Lute to see him like this.
"Adam, what's going on with you?" Lute asks. Her voice is soft but firm. It's kinda comforting, actually. Adam looks up from his hands at Lute. She's looking back at him worriedly. Adam notices how pretty she looks. She's so... fuck, she's so hot. Shit. Fuck. No, Adam, don't spiral, not in front of her, stop being like this you--
Lute hugs him. Adam is taken aback. But he's not complaining.
He hugs her back tight. They stay like this for a little while.
"Are you alright now?" Lute finally decides to ask. Adam nods, looking away. He's glad that it's too dark to see any actual colors, because his face must be tomato red. "Do you wanna tell me what caused this?" Lute inquires. Adam stays silent. Lute nods. "Fine by me. Good night, Adam," she says, getting up.
Before she can leave, she feels a light tug on her arm. Lute turns around.
"Uh.. stay," Adam says bluntly. He looks up. They make eye contact. "Please?"
Lute's heart skips a beat. They sleep together that night. Literally, not sexually.
...
sooooo what do we think of this? yay or nay?
i have read all of this but all i can say is that this is a certified yay. i now have the urge to write a oneshot on ao3 about this but its too early by the time im answering this
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lucabyte · 3 months
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HOWDY! *slams pile of papers on the desk* i have Inquiries. OKAY SO-
1.) i know the bridge between infurno and purrgatorio is Ali realizing they cant leave, so like, whats pawradisio???
2.) wtf happens ta Ali durin the 'age ???' section of their design timeline. what type cult stuff do they get involved w and how. its haunting me i needa know
3.) whats with the 3 year memory erasing thing in that one ali purrgatorio relationship chart. Really funny chart ive shared it w a few friends but also im staring intently at it like Huh What O_O
4.) what is mymk's final form? is it gonna be written, a comic, etc?
5.) got any music you associate w any mymk characters/ali? besides like, in canon reasons like Chrome more like any songs/artists/lyrics that remind u of anya em :0??
anyway yeah huge fan! also hope ur vacation's fun!
Hehe hi :)
1. We shall get there when we get there <3 my lips are sealed. Though I will say, there are further books by Dante one can animal-pun the titles of... Though they aren't part of the divine comedy..... (Alludes vaguely to plans that will inevitably take me years)
2. Okay so spoilers for Creature Feature, Ali's home setting (and @samhainian's thing) (because this is all a bit of an open secret) but Ali is, as I've alluded to previously, an Antagonist.
Creature Feature is a real world adjacent setting, set in our modern day, only with all manner of monsters and cryptids living secretly alongside humans. Ali lives in Wraithbrook, a hidden town populated primarily by monsters (albeit, most everyone still upholds a disguise, just in case). Being a (very) small town with an effectively captive population.... The post-high-school ennui tends to set in bad for people. Hope you enjoy the family businesses, kids.
So... This leaves the listless vulnerable. And boy is Ali a bit malleable. A trusted figure in their life takes advantage of this, part of an accellerationist group looking to break these confines, having singled them out as candidate for their most recent attempt to mold a magic user into a weapon to shatter the veil. And, well, if you've got a self-hating isolated guy who is predisposed to a bit of Catholicism already... Why not utilise the concept of the antichrist? They will be bringing a world together, in a way... And when you've been around as long as some immortal librarians have, doing a little bit of time dilation in the later stages of indoctrination isn't thaaaaat hard... Sooooo....
(But don't worry. They get better. Eventually. At least they look it. Everything is A-OK!!!)
(as for if purrgatorio is canon to this timeline....? Yes! But in a fucked up way! Can't make it too easy for the little guy....)
3. Okay so I was coy literally a sentence ago but yeah purrgatorio is set dead on like.. at the exact same time MYMK proper *should* start. Thus, it cannot exist at the same time as the main story... Ali's narrative powers keep them from being subsumed by the universe and just becoming a funny animal themselves.
But should a time come where Ali is *gone*, and the world is similar enough to the moments before they arrived? Well, the narrative can just pretend the time hasn't passed! Just, don't think too hard about your count of how many Halloweens and Christmasses you've had doesn't really line up....
(A normal person would simply name Purrgatorio noncanon, but hey, if Ali's whole thing is that they manipulate reality like a Narrative... Well. May as well use it! So once canon is over for both parties, things can start creeping back in. It's needlessly overcomplicated but I'm having fun)
4. Written with illustrations! An Online picture book, I suppose. I was initially damning myself to a comic, but after playing in the space with Purrgatorio, I realised I prefer prose. I'll probably write the thing in whole and then release it bit by bit as I work on the illustrations? I have a working outline as of right now and it's not a super long story lol. But its likely going to come after some practice with smaller projects like my reworking of Hazeclan and maybe Damonquest (name pending) (the latter featuring a cut main character of mymk lol)
So! ETA: a while. But we stay silly
5. OKAY.... so I can't link character playlists sadly since they don't exist (..... Yet.) and I'll stick primarily to our at present Purrgatorio cast.
I am like. Famously bad with identifying songs (<- usb stick full of songs on shuffle in the car as a kid) but I have been trying to put thought into this recently (my gold standard for this being my friend @teddymedley who's so good with character songs I did ask him for some vibe checks for this even)
So these are messy and some are like, inherited from earlier drafts of the characters so can be a bit off but I'll give a handful and their reasonings. (No links or embeds though I'm on mobile and Tumblr might eat my visibility if I do. I'll reply with some though)
[Ali Alighieri]
1. "Here comes the flood" by the Divine Comedy (self explanatory really, that animatic will exist someday I promise. This is THE big one to me, but @samhainian may have a different top spot opinion lol) Bonus: it has a demo version that also fucks supremely
2. "All the angels (demo)" by MCR. (Ali is not the MCR sibling, they're the P!ATD sibling. But I don't listen to panic lol)
3. "If you could save yourself you'd save us all" by Ween (peak "sorry what was that line just there?" song)
4. "In the meantime" by Spacehog (I like Spacehog. Everyone gets a spacehog song yaaay)
5. "Here comes the sun" cover by Ghost (not their style of music at ALL and you KNOW they're contrarian about the Beatles, but grim irony is such a vibe here)
[Chromium Mono]
1. "Manicure" by Lady Gaga (this is such a flippant "because I said so" choice lol)
2. "Let it grow" by Renaissance (this is such a nice cheesy song. I like to think of this as speaking to the actual nice loving guy chrome can be when he's not being a prickly bitch)
3. Kissing Ancaps by Patricia Taxxon (... GOD this song is way too cool or smart for chrome lol. It's a chrometab song to me because of the big words and cynicism. It's too modern and online for them but I'm attached to it... Also it contains a sample from let it grow)
4. "Run away with me" by Carly Rae Jepsen (more vibes based! Love some ms jepsen. But at least has a coherent theme wrt to eloping lol)
Bonus: oh god I really have to finish the voiceclaim video I was making. Premiere kept melting on me but I should probably let the world know chrome sounds like Donald Glover huh. The marshall lee to live action Simba pipeline.....
Bonus 2: @teddymedley suggested "Ratchet" by Bloc Party, with the phrasing "subject matter younger chrome sound older chrome" which I like!
[Tabitha Boss]
1. "Cable Rat King" by Gem Milsom (this one genuinely feels like a solid choice to me. It's polite and tentative and about depressive spirals, and is from the same album as the Number One Main Labyrinthine song, Pipes. That animatic will exist someday too I promise)
2. "This too shall pass" by OK GO (Preferably the brass band version. I think Tabitha would adore their videos, he'd be delighted by the moving parts and generally light tone. Also, Labyrinthine has a different "this too shall pass", being by Danny Schmidt)
3. "When will you die?" By TMBG (goofy song. But you get it.)
4. "Zeroes" by Spacehog (Spacehog again 👍)
Bonus: Jimmy buffet discography. He is living on island time baby
Bonus 2: @teddymedley assigned "Happy Hour" by Eels and I think the strange upbeat lethargic energy fits
[Lavender Wafeu]
Lavender is really funny because I honest to god don't think she listens to much music. This means I barely associate music with her apparently.
However @teddymedley did suggest "Black Rainbows" from Hawaii: Part 2, and I think that's better than any of my previous notes. Those previous notes being entirely the words "Little shop of horrors". She, Knives and Mafioso do also share an association with "Panda Hero" by Hachi but that's more visual to me?
I have however begun associating some Zelda OST tracks with her though... Hmmm....!
[Markus Felidae]
This poor bastard has shed and gained characterisation recently enough to have shook the MCR out of their system.... I don't have all that much for them.
Now. Hm. I think I'd have to go with some very on the nose musical tracks? My mind immediately goes to the opening track to Disney's Notre Dame, and maybe like, Mungojerrie and Rumpleteazer from Cats? These are such dreadful picks lol. Sorry buddy, characterisation overhaul syndrome. They probably also would listen to P!ATD same as Ali though so do with that what you will.
Bonus: in Markus' earliest iteration over 10 years ago..hrm. long story short, 121 guns is so fucking unfitting but it's lodged there forever lol
[Lupus Felidae]
Lupus is associated in my head with the kind of dub anime opening best codified by 4kids era Pokémon. Like the ideal song here is that one from Yugioh. "No matter what"? That kind of cheese and boyish power of friendship. "OK!!" From the JP endings of anipoke goes here too it's cute to me.
"I can go the distance" from Disney's Hercules is also up there for the same vibes. She's just silly and having fun!
Bonus: "Don't let's start" by TMBG is a Miao song to me, but in relation to her family. So it's also Lupus and Markus' by association.
[Ess Somil]
The idea of an ess playlist is hysterical to me. I feel like it's a Mother 3 battle theme in that man's head all the time. What's your time signature boy.
Anyway, "Numbers" by Neil Cicierega. Since it is overwhelming enough of a soundscape. Or just "Doctor Worm" by TMBG. For that they live in the soil.
.... And that's probably enough!!! This ask is very long now! Sorry it took a while to answer lmaooo. I've been very busy but it's been nice to chip away at during my downtime! Thank you so much for the questions :)
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itsjaywalkers · 6 months
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OKAY MY SWEET STARFLY i just finished footloose n you are SOOO right. it's sm better than the original like,,,the dialogue flows a lot better n the soundtrack mmmm so good
obviously i can't consume anything without inserting marauders into it—james is so ren oml!!! willard n him are james n sirius coded ESPECIALLY the montage of ren teaching willard to dance
"do you wanna kiss me?" "someday." JEGULUSSSS you're so right i need a fic of them. regulus as the reverends son??? james as the new guy from the city who just messes everything up???? i need it so bad
sorry, i need to talk abt the scene of ren just going off in the garage,,,to quote my mother who walked in during it, "who would even do this?" all i can imagine is james busting a move n it makes me giggle. that scene will always give me secondhand embarrassment i actually cannot. although, the gymnastic moves really got me cause those were really good
overall the movie was MUCH MUCH MUCH better than the remake n kevin bacon was soo fine in it n i will die on that hill. a 10/10 watch for sure
FIRST OF ALL...... MY SWEET STARFLY IS SUCH A CUTE TERM OF ENDEARMENT . IM LOWKEY OBSESSED . I ADORE UUUU
i'm so glad u enjoyed it <3 like, don't get me wrong, i always have so much fun watching the remake too, but u simply can't compare!! the original is the original for a reason yk?? i think the remake does a decent job of adapting the dance scenes to . more modern dance styles etc etc but that's about it. the only things i like better in the remake are . miles teller (especially him learning how to dance) and the line dance scene!! bc it's iconic!! and that one moment between ren and ariel (u know which one) is so fucking HOT the chemistry is insane and i've seen sex scenes look less like sex than that one sequence of them dancing
THE DO YOU WANNA KISS ME SOMEDAY SCENE MAKES ME SCREAM EVERY SINGLE TIMEEEEE GOD THEY'RE EVERYTHING and yesss you get, it just fits jegulus so well.. reg as the reverend's son + him leading a double life is Perfect.................. AND JAMES BEING A CITY BOY NEW IN TOWN AND TURNING EVERYTHING UPSIDE DOWN HELL YESSSS also ren has THE cocky vibes + some underlaying anger issues !! sooooo james coded imo
LISTEN THATS SCENE IS SO FUCKING ICONIC AND THE DANCE GOES HARD but yeah the secondhand embarrassment is also there and very much real.. i'll always love it tho!! i watched it when i was younger and still a dancer and it had me in awe so it's . special to me <3
IM SO GIDDY ABOUT U WATCHING FOOTLOOSE (the good one) BC I RECCED IT !!! AND THE FACT THAT U LIKED IT SO MUCH !!! BEST THING EVER and kevin bacon looked Perfect i had the biggest crush on him in that movie (still do tbh)
kissing u all over MWAH
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you are so cool and non judgemental to chat with, so thanks very much once again! yeah I think the whole hysteria abojt idols fs in away its intruiging from a non obsessive point of view but for those who do obsess about idols fs are going to be in for a shock whenber idols are revealed to be dating and shock horror, its not themselves.
honestly I regret not really going for it and learning a genuine skill that I could then use later on but sometimes its just matter of having opportunities or being in the right situations to actually gain those skills, for example you could go to a really shitty school and learn something amazing or you can go to a better school but have shitty classmates or teachers that are of no real use to you or courses that arent available and so on and so forth, whilst idols have to go through a lot I do think what they get to do is super cool cause when they pass on they have a legacy to be proud of. Sadly I think it just comes down to them being in the right areas or theyre from the right families who can invest so much into idols gaining their skills and talents. I have yet to really see someone from my country denut in kpop group sooooo it kind of says a lot of where kpop is heading and that they were going to smerica come what may. its just sometimes our situations are very limiting and we cant always win at everything in life either or say you might want to do something but realistically you know its slim to none chances and i think at some point it has an age limit of when you can succeed at it. So even if i wanted to do what i originslly wanted it would take many more years just to get to a good skill and even then you might not be the best at it
I also think sometimes social media makes things neither great nor bad cause people can upload their skills and really empahsis on what they want nowadahs whereas when I was a kid we were doing fuck all with our free time yaknow? kids nowadays shouldnt waste their younger years is what im saying. sometimes i think that i dont fit in with my generation cause of how screen obsessed we all have become and then i dont fit in with newer generations cause they have so many more ways of making success for themselves, im just like what can i offer? honestly not much.
thats also why i lowkey wouldnt mind passing on early just to get out of this screen world that we are in and yet older generations were never bothered with taking selfies then they wouldnt habe been able to get social validation via online, so they were probs happier and things were at least affordable back then. i kinda envy the older generations in that respect, we only got to experience a small handful of years without the pressures of social media and ever since idfk 00s or earlier it kinda went to shit really.
everyone was expected to be online and idk how i really feel about it anymore im sort of over it and modern society generally sucks. so many idols get backlash for no good reason, youtubers who dont do anything wrong get gossiped about and snark pages are endless so even if someone wants to do something amazing with their lives they cant avoid scrutiny of any sorts. its just got way out of hand and its past the point of saying well just dont use it then cause we technically need these devices constantly so ergo its not hard to not be delulu about celebs and the likes either cause its literally everywhere.
Sorry for the late response, been caught up in some important stuff recently (it's not bad stuff LMAO)!! Anyways, thank you so much! I try my best to remain open-minded of any/all perspectives before forming an opinion of my own and even so, I'm very open to hearing others opinions on these matters. Debating issues is something I genuinely enjoy, as long as it is a polite and healthy debate ofc. It is quite interesting, I'd say it has something to do with the "loneliness epidemic" (as I like to call it) of these times. We're in a time where technology is increasing rapidly and human interaction isn't as common, we're more attached to our screens than actual people and that becomes an issue when it places you out of touch with reality! The obsessions over being an FS and whatnot is genuinely awful, like fans hating on idols and their relationships have led to some couples even splitting; look at Lee Jae Wook and Karina from Aespa as our most recent example. It's never too late to try, really. You can learn any skill no matter your age as long as you can put enough effort in, remain disciplined and dedicate time to it! I think your point there is quite valid, but since technology has advanced so rapidly, you can realistically learn most skills online now by a few quick google searches, taking notes, learning and applying them practically. I think it is quite cool how idols have a legacy that'll be remembered for a while. It's something I'd want to achieve before passing on, as even though making an impact, being remembered, etc isn't a neccessity it does in a way lessen the anxiety about passing on? It makes you feel like there is a chance that people will still mention you, bring you up, that what you did could be studied or researched by other people, that your story could motivate others into getting their shit together, etc. A lot of idols aren't in the right areas or families, though. I'll use BTS as an example here; some members had extremely poor families and were from a run-down agency that could never compete with the big 3. Look at where they are now? They single-handedly built up their label, going from Bighit to HYBE. Practice makes perfect, the more you practice, the more work you put in, the better you will get at that skill! Obviously, blind optimism isn't helpful but if you take the realistic steps in place to where you want to be in the next few years now; it will happen and you will succeed. I completely agree that we, as a society, have all become too screen obsessed and I'm also guilty of this, but it is an issue. It's caused a lot of parents to just let the screen teach their kids, too. I'm sure you have a lot to offer to the world, even if you might not think so. You can do it, though! I believe in you and I'm proud of what you have done so far :] !! I had a discussion with a friend about a similar topic to this, but a lot of trends now are fueled by "nostalgia" where things looked happier and less daunting to live in. I think after 2015 is when things started to spiral, but that's my personal take. You're more than free to disagree with anything I've said!! I don't think you should force yourself to be online, stick to the trends, etc. Do what makes you happy and you'll see yourself shine brilliantly! And yeah, a lot of delusional ideals are fueled by big companies nowadays, too, since fans will obviously put more money into those celebs if they feel like they might get "noticed" - which could also be why concert tickets are getting higher and higher even for newly debuted groups. That's my take on all this, though, feel free to respond and add on, agree, disagree, etc! <33
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crying, shaved ice, volcano, mouse trap, droplet and cloud for valentina, venus and/or vernon!! <3 (also your oc page looks AMAZING)
OLI THANK YOU!!!!! i decided to spin the wheel and assign two emojis for all of them so the order is gonna be a little messed up but i got it 🫡 and thank you for the compliment on my oc page!!! :"0 it took me so damn long to do but im sooooo proud and happy with the final result!!
edit - oh my GOD i had this answered for so long and it was never published because it was sent to my drafts instead 😭? so i deeply apologize for the late response oli omfg...
oc emoji asks!
🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for? (valentina)
god both of those honestly… she is very protective of her loved ones and is willing to do anything to keep them safe ANDDDD she is always looking for a way to save herself from the relic (but also valentina wants so badly for johnny to be saved too, she has grown attached to him :/)
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon (valentina)
once valentina started getting more uppity and well known in night city ($$$$$), she was able to help joss pay off randy’s medical bills and also helped joss re-enroll randy into school so he could graduate (also because she’s extra, she has delamain pick up and drop off all the kutcher kids at their respective schools so joss can go to work without worrying about getting them to and from school!) :’) valentina loves river’s family so much and she wants to let them live normal lives again after what happened with randy because she still has nightmares (as does river) about what she saw on that farm, so she can only imagine how bad it must be for randy ❤️‍🩹
😭 CRYING - what makes them cry? do they cry easily? (venus)
it takes a lot to make venus cry tbh but the one thing that does make her cry is a cat, she loves cats SO much… she gets so emotional seeing cats on the street and likes to think in another life, she ran a rescue for kitties ☹️ so instead, while she was employed by arasaka, she would make a monthly donation to animal shelters around night city to help them with any surgeries or care they might need!!
🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it? (venus)
she had a plushie her parents got for her before she was even born that she kept for most of her life and she took it with her EVERYWHEREEE truly one of her best friends... but when she moved out, she gave it to her grandmother for save keeping. but after her removal by arasaka, her whole family basically shunned her no matter how hard she tried to tell them otherwise, so even thinking about the small little pearlescent dragon brings back painful memories for her :(
🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion? (vernon)
vernon has a very mild temper, it takes a LOTTTTT to get him mad omg so definitely a slow boil!!
💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon (vernon)
vernon is a nomad because he has basically lost every family he has known (his biological one, his adoptive one, etc.). vernon was given up for adoption as a baby by a couple who were unable to give him the life he deserved, so a close friend of his mother promised to raise him as their own. his nomad family was part of a small clan, removed from the seven nations that inhabit the NUSA and were located north were modern day vegas is. he grew up happy until he was about 18 when he was off working a seasonal job at some biotechnica plant, after the season was over, he returned to find his whole clan had basically been slaughtered, only a few members remained who were also returning from their seasonal jobs. so vernon and the remaining nomads gathered what they could of their family to honor them and eventually joined the bakkers which is where his story starts at the beginning of cyberpunk!!! (damn sorry for that long ass dissertation 💀)
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doyouevenshipbr0 · 3 months
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top 10 strongest firebenders
im on fire. cant stop making lists.
rules: no avatars included and nothing from comics or books. STRICTLY ATLA AND LOK!
lets go
honorable mentions: so i feel as though fire lord sozin should be SOMEWHERE on this list, but we just really do not see him firebend nearly enough to know where he would rank. so im just gonna play it safe and leave him off the list.
10. zhao- im ngl he’s kinda ass LMAOOO. but to be so honest there are no other firebenders that we see for a significant enough amount of time so here he is. he obv has to be kinda good bc he was an admiral/commander/whatever tf, but he gets his ass handed to him in every fight. he gets beaten by zuko in like ep 3 when zuko himself was kinda ass (sorry its true. remember this for later on so u wont be as mad as me), and in the ep with jeong jeong we see that he totally lacks restraint and discipline. zhao sucks! but idk who else would be 10! so here u go!
9. iroh II- love him! we really dont see much of him but what we do see is pretty epic! its nothing that would be able to put him any higher on this list, but again he’s a general (i think LOLLLL) so hes gotta be good. he was def a force to be reckoned with when we saw him, we just didn’t see him much!
8. mako- to be so honest i think mako is over-hated in a lot of ways, his bending being one of them. i feel like he isn’t very spiritually connected with firebending which isn’t necessarily a problem but it is one of the reasons he can’t be any higher (in my opinion). he is still a master though and is the best firebender we see in tlok (outside of pli). he can lightning bend soooo easily, has great battle iq, and he’s very shifty, and he uses his MMA style firebending to his advantage for sure. he’s definitely the pinnacle of a modern fire bender which is cool to see but i do think works to his detriment when it comes to the rest of this list. but even though he’s so low on this list, make no mistake he is an excellent firebender and i think he outbends bolin easily (im just bringing bolin up because bolin is higher on his list than mako is but i do think mako is the better overall bender).
7. jeong jeong- we don’t see much from jeong jeong so idk if this is fully fair, but he is a legend in avatar the last airbender, and when we do see him firebend, we see stuff that really no one else in the show does. he clearly has a lot of raw strength and talent, and i think a lot of his power comes from his understanding of firebending. he’s also a member of the white lotus! i just can’t put him higher because 1. he doesn’t have any sub bending feats (not that that fully matters but it is definitely a plus to have those skills) and 2. we don’t see him much.
6. zuko- im not gonna lie i think zuko is overrated as a firebender. HOWEVER he is by farrrrrr the most improved firebender we see across both series. he saw the original firebenders/the dragons/the meaning of firebending whatever tf and i think that gave him a full spiritual connection and understanding of firebending. after this he was locked tf in! i just can’t put him higher because, this is fucked up to say, he lacks the natural ability and talent that numbers 5-1 have (IN MY OPINION!!!). he started as a great firebender that works his way up and earns his spot as a master firebender, but firebending doesn’t exactly come easy to him, and honestly, his firebending just does not impress me the way 5-1’s firebending impresses me. sorry zuzu!
5. p’li- so her and combustion man are sooooo interchangeable for me like i really cannot decide who is the stronger bender. all i will say is combustion bending is OP as FUCKKKKKK and that’s why p’li is here. both combustion benders we see are insaneeeeee threats.
4. combustion man- the only reason he is over p’li is because 1. he just seems like a more booming threat that the gaang really cannot figure out how to deal with than p’li was in tlok and 2. p’li gets killed lol. combustion man does not get killed (i think…..?) so i think he’s higher for those reasons but i think they are super interchangeable and i can see why u might think they could be switched.
3. azula- so ok. if we were making a list of “firebenders with the most potential” she is number 1. imo she is the best firebender in the verse other than 1 and 2 and it isn’t even close. but she is only 14 and just is not fully realized as a firebender like 1 and 2 are even before she loses her mind. i donttttt wanna hear “well zuko surpasses her in the end” because yes ur right but literally only because she genuinely has a psychotic breakdown. i think if u take crossroads of destiny azula and have her fight sozin’s comet zuko, she still clears. she has such an immense level of skill and technique that really cannot be matched. she has an insane battle iq, and yes she’s naturally gifted but she is also extremely hardworking. she is also the most fun firebender to watch but i guess that’s not a valid point lol. i think if she gets her mental health in check in her adulthood then she can easily become the best firebender in the verse. unfortunately we dont see that tho! also BLUE FIRE!!!!!!!! blue fire. im done here.
2. iroh- ok. i know. i know. many of u think he’s number one. for me, he just isn’t. maybeeeeee in his prime but he is simply not there anymore which is what we see. with that being said he is the mf dragon of the west and he outclasses every other firebender below him on this list with ease. it was suggested that he try to fight ozai for a reason! he’s really the only other firebender that is on his level! he also easily handles azula which no other firebender can do.
1. ozai- i dont have a fun long winded reason for this one. i know we only see him bending (for the most part) during sozin’s comet when all firebenders are buffed, but even comparing him there to the other firebenders during the comet, he was an absolute MONSTER firebender. also ive used phrases like “spiritual connection” a lot to describe a few of these people, and to be honest, i feel like ozai has little to none of that, which is definitely a con for him, but this is just one of those situations where his insane natural ability, raw strength, and power make him outbend literally everybody else. lots of people argue ozai and iroh’s spots but 1. iroh says himself he isn’t sure that he can beat ozai and 2. im pretty positive bryke literally said ozai is the strongest firebender in the world. which is a boring piece of evidence, but it’s a pretty good piece of evidence nonetheless. also he kicks aang’s ass the entire final battle until aang goes into the avatar state lol. he just seems like the most overwhelming force of firebending we ever see imo!
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artistictiana · 4 months
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Also been falling deep into my Country and State humans aus that I wanted to share something that I decided to recreate. Im just doing this to pass by time since im on CQ duty... Im most certainly aware that nobody is gonna wanna read any of this, but its too late. Im writing it anyways.
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This is my old design of Texas. I have redisigned her so she has a past and current design.
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This is her past design. Back when she was Mexico's daughter. But after the Texas Revolution and she disowns herself, she tries to be her own country but fails before even a decade ends. She turns to America and asks to be annexed as a state. America agrees after 9 years. Down below is her modern design.
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When Texas first joined, she was the biggest, loudest, and most problematic state. Not many states liked her, her only friends being Florida, South Carolina, and Tennessee. Not even America grows to like Texas much. She's too independent and braggy for his liking (which is funny because that's how he acts exactly). So she tries to "fit in" by changing her hair and main colors to red, white, and blue.
Not long after, her and her biological father had an argument over where the Texas-Mexican border should be. Texas said the Rio Grande River, whilst Mexico said it should be the Nueces River. Mexico also didn't recognize their daughter's independence, ultimately causing the Mexican-American war in 1846- 1848. This caused Mexico to cedced Upper California and New Mexico, who are Texas' brothers.
Then, in 1850, Texas signed the Compromise of 1850, where she gave up some of her territory to New Mexico, Oklahoma, Colorado, and Kansas. She hated this, ultimately growing to hate New Mexico and Oklahoma.
A little over two decades go by and South Carolina has seceded from the union, and soon the other southern states followed. Texas was easily persuaded to join the Confederacy, but didn't do much to to help in the main war front. At the end of the war, Texas was let off lightly alongside Florida.
I'll skip over WW2 because she clearly would support her adoptive father's decisions. But WW1, oof- Learning that Germany tried to get Mexico to attack America by attacking her... she was a bit scared. She was relieved when Mexico didn't agree to join Germany.
Now after the Cold War, Texas began to see an issue at the Texas-Mexican border. Immigration. Immigrants in large numbers would file into Texas due to reasons her father isnt proud of to this day. She tried to deal with the situation herself but America budded in and now we have the wall and deportation and everything else going on today. This is causing her to be depressed since she can't openly talk to her biological father freely anymore but she doesnt want to upset America.
Also just to add, in my au, Texas will secede from the USA. She was reading through her old documents and found her state constitution. She forgot that she could still secede if she wanted to, and does.
BTW: Also it's Texas x Tennessee... Sooooo...... Yeah. Thats that I guess.... Peace ✌️
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deputy-buck · 9 months
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Fellow Travelers yellin ep.2
I SAW THIS COMING IM SO SORRY BUT I DID I KNEW SOMEONE ELSE WOULD COME-
it's…. so fucking awful that Hawk has to see queer men able to be themselves with no issue (the 80s had their own issues don't ever think I don't know that, do not think I'm too stupid to realize how good I've got it today.)
Tim and Mary going to that function is the smartest thing Tim has done-
I TOO WOULD GRAB HAWK'S ASS LIKE THAT
ahahahahahhh the fact that Tim has 0 gay-dar is the best thing of the show.
how BIG Hawk's hand looks on tims chest at some angles
"membership's free, but the dues will kill you."
the fuck- the fuckin kisses to Tim's chest-
THE FINGERTIP KISS 'ILL TAKE IT TO MY GRAVE'
THEY OVER-SLEPT OF COURSE THEY DID
Mar you have to watch this there's a little black terrier just like Fem!Gene's
Mary not clapping after that dicksuck made his whole stupid homophobic speech. love her but that was dumb.
HE SHOULd HAVE NEVER LEFT THE BOOK IN HIS DESK-
Marcus is my fav so far, he's so bullheaded yet so smart about the fact that he's queer.
THE SHINE GUY REMINDS ME OF ENCINO MAN IN GEN KILL
Mama Fuller doesn't quite get it but I appreciate her being… okay… with Hawk
TIM SCARFING DOWN A SANDWICH YUHHH
Mary talks a bit too modern for me but I do like her character and her love for her job.
"maybe it is better to kill it and be finished with it." hey, Tim, that hit close to home-
HE WON'T CALL HE'S BEING STUPID
FUCK YOU SECURITY GUARD FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
the party is so so so cute but it is so dumb, I agree with Hawk this was so dumb to do in the long run.
do we ever get the man's name that danced with Tim?? I love him…
Marcus getting mad at Hawk is the most,,, yes, yes take it out on that idiot. "intigrated" you fucking idiot.
a- A DRAG QUEEN???? SHE IS THE QUEEN OF DRAGGGGGG
I love Marcus and Tim's relationship already. "saw Hawk the other night" "here have all this detrimental information"
There is so much going on with Mary and her girlfriend I hate this so much.
kennykennykennykennykennykennykennykenny-
ahahha yeah fuck you Hawk's dad. "I'm sorry that you're dying. that not a single fucking soul gives a shit. and that cha didn't knock first."
THE CARS ARE MY FAVORITE IN THE WHOLE SHOW THEY'RE SO PRETTY AND PERFECT AND SOOOOO WELL MAINTAINED UGH I LOVE THEMMM
does…. does she think he's after a girl, cause he's not, mama-
"I'm home now" FUCK YOU YOU FUCK YOU HURT HIM YOU HURT HIM SO MUCH
Tim needs to get smarter about his eavesdropping
the raid and interigation of Mary and Caroline..
THE LETTER-
i… understand… why Hawk just walked in… but that had to have been so incredibly depleating for Tim's energy to see him again
….. yeah of course Mary did that…
i hate you Hawk.
ehheheeheh Marcus and ✨them✨
and i hate and love you Tim….
cry count: i didn't really ever stop so 1-
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cicadangel · 10 months
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erm.! diary 12/4
hi i havent been online in a bit or written any diary entries recently bc well i was really depressed and then i just like forgot or whatever. but uhmmm life updates sorta/just how im doing right now.
i will start with the good news :-) i am not depressed! ive been feeling good pretty consistently for the past 2 weeks i think? ive been happy enough to be able to function normally and do all the stuff i need to do. also school swim started so i got to see my crush (the one i talked abt a bunch last year) and i actually need him so bad he's so fine i need him. not much has happened w him (in terms of moments or whatever) but it will soon trust!!!!!! also ive been feeling a bit more confident lately in terms of how i think guys percieve me so i hope maybe that will inspire me to make a move but probably not. oh well.
as for everything else. well. i have been having issues with that one bitch "friend" ofc hoping to hit her with a car sometime soon. but thats not rly new ig. i am kind of having issues too tho with one of my other friends bc he's being weird and annoying. recently hes been extremely sensitive abt just everything which is whatever except he won't tell me, he'll just get upset and try to get me to ask him if he's upset except i won't play that game ugghhhhh if u have a problem with me tell me bc i wont understand otherwise!!! i cannot possibly fathom what he's got wrong with him about me so im not even gonna try. if he wants to fix it he can use his words otherwise no bueno it is not happening!!!!
he's also been like. weird to me recently. we're in psychology class together and we're gonna be at the "abnormal behavior" unit soon (which is mental illnesses) and he keeps saying ohhhh we're almost at your unit we're almost there when it's like stop thats actually so annoying. i am abnormal and crazy but that's not ur place to say? i dont talk to my friends abt my mental illness struggles but i guess it is obvious there's smth wrong with me or whatever but it's just annoying. i will talk abt how im against involuntary commitment to psych wards and how sooooo many therapists only end up doing more harm than good and my problems with the whole mental health industry and the modern understanding of it bc it's smth im rly passionate abt, but he just brushes me off as if i dont have first hand experience with all of the terrible ways psychiatry and the mental health industry can fuck people up???? i also feel weird talking to him in general sometimes bc i know he'll bring me up to his therapist (because he constantly mentions it) and i feel like i cant talk to him bc he's gonna tell her and that just puts a weird strain on the relationship. like his therapist knows me, but just from his pov and that kinda weirds me out im ngl.
oh i also got in a fight w my mom today. actually we're still fighting. it was over something soooo insignificant but i got so overly angry like i always do and now im going to make it ruin the rest of my day because i am insufferable. she's just been really angering me lately also ive been feeling destructive which is complicated. i dont rly like the term "splitting" but it's def what ive been doing a lot lately. ugh. also i like dont know what to do with my bpd "diagnosis" it makes me angry and like i just have so many problems with it in so many ways REGARDLESS if i actually have it or whatever which i could talk abt for hours. in some ways it's nice to have a label for what ive been going through my whole life but in most ways i am like not too happy with the fact that ive been handed a disqualification from ever being upset again. if i am, it'll just be because im a crazy borderline! ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway. more on that whole mess later sorry
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23F looking for fantasy fandomless roleplays-
First and foremost, female and NB roleplayers only please, I've had too many bad experiences with male roleplayers, so l'd rather not do that again.
Heyo! Im frankiefuckinmermaid on a search for some compatible roleplay buddies. First off I usually only do fantasy roleplays, mostly modern fantasy- think fantasy characters somehow winding up on earth and having to struggle through various shenanigans.
I can do other types of fantasy, that's just what I prefer most.
I'm a huge fan of angst and romance in my storylines, and I'm looking for MxF and FxF themes only- preferably MxF- I'm looking to play the F in the MxF, I'm so down for FXF but I'm a bit picky with that one as I'm into a very specific type of woman (dominant, tall, scary, could crush you and/or throw you around) and nobody wants to play that role.
Sooooo if you're down to play M or play a scary intimidating woman hit me up.
I am NOT looking for NSFW. If it happens naturally then fine, but I'd rather focus on the story.
I usually play as two characters (I have two ocs that are a package deal, they're my fav girls,) but that is not required of you-I mean hey if you wanna that's cool too, but no pressure on your end! I'm lit, to semi-lit and can write a minimum of 3 paragraphs or over 10+ paragraphs, it depends on the story and what's happening, so I ask of you,
PLEASE no one liners. I can't stand one liners or itty bitty small paragraphs that give me nothing to work with- I'm not asking for a book but PLEASE give me something I can work with. Grammar mistakes happen, I make them, everyone does- but please be coherent.
I want action, angst, adventure, love and magical adventures!! If you think we're compatible, hit me up!
Please message me, I won't see likes if someone likes this post because I'll lose track of it- so please send me a message!!
I know a lot of people won't read this, it's happened before, sooooo the code word is 'Cat. Send the word cat somewhere in your message so I know you've read it! Thanks!
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