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carpisuns · 1 year

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cant stop thinking about how elation might have played out if:

a) marinette did not repeatedly refer to herself as a "fan" but rather a friend, since they have been through a lot together and have hung out and gone to the movies. and she has also yelled at him angrily multiple times, unlike any other starstruck fan he's ever met

b) andré ran a normal business and just like. served the customers who approach his cart lol

#i think adrien would still feel guilty that she doesn't know who he is #especially since she knows him in another context #but he wouldn't have known that she 'fell out of love' w adrien #and also he probably wouldn't feel as much like he's taking advantage of a fan #if he knew they both saw each other as friends #like. what would happen!!!#maybe they wouldnt even have kissed #if marinette wasnt like IM A SUPER FAN KISSY KISSY MEOW MEOW askljdf #but they would flirt and hang out and say 'i really like you. let's do this again soon.' maybe??#i am plagued by the what ifs #i know the point of the ep was to show how it wouldn't work bc the mask will always come between them no matter what #and also their desperation and the way they threw themselves together in this particular situation felt IC and made sense #and also we dont have time for a marichat slowburn plot #BUT STILL #im sorry i cant help but Think About It #waaaaaaaaa #ml spoilers #ml elation #ml exaltation #marichat #mine

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freaky-flawless · 7 months

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Dead Tired Honey Swamp

Shout out to @deuces-stone-cold-style for the nightgown inspo!

#monster high #monster high fanart #monster high g1 #honey swamp #dead tired #finished this a couple days ago but couldnt post it #cuz my laptop battery decided it had had enough and finally went caput on me #i have a replacement coming within a i cant really draw until then and im super bummed about it #anyway this drawing was funny #i kinda hated it but thought if i could just add some color that it would help #and it did i love her #shes one of my most detailed mh designs so drawing her is always a doozy #i wanna design a dt wydowna to match because they are ghoulfriends #also sorry the nightgown isnt that accurate to the actual reference #i dont think honey is particularly a lace ghoulie which is why i went with the wispy plant fringe #and i really dont like drawing floral patterns i just used the csp presets 🥲#i know the dt dolls come with little accessories but she gets a blankie #and i couldnt fit the sleep mask because i refused to get rid of the bow on her bonnet #id in alt #my art #sabz art

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daftpatience · 2 months

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one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

#theres no peace #every little thing reminds me we are poor #seeing friends having electricity wifi heat food gas. it all costs money. and bills and fees and charges happen all the damn time #im constantly worried that i am measing up somehow or im not keeping track of my finances properly #the person handling our disability assistance application keeps coming back with question after question about my job #and i have so much doubt and fear that ive made some mistake in my answers that will disqualify us from support #and theres this sick backwards stupid thing where applying for and being on disability support is discouraging me from trying to make money #because the more i make the less likely we'll get support but i need to make money to live #its just fucked. and once we're on support i have to make monthly reports of my income so ill feel like im explaining myself all the fuckin #time #cus the system isnt built in a way that makes sense for self employed ppl who have business expenses to account for #sorry for the ranting i cant sleep #truly truly i think poverty is making me a worse persin #more anxious more resentful more jealous more miserable more spiteful #i have so little and there is so little i can do to help it #i want things in a more desparate and even childish way than i used to eant things #spend a lot more time fantasizing about magically having expendable income #not to mention the constant exponential guilt that comes from asking for help or recieving help. its guilt i need to unlearn but i feel it

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 10 months

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Ok, this is mostly bc I realized we've only seen Sally being passive, but how is she able to hypothetically rip apart larger puppets limb from limb? (if the captions with Howdy hold water with other puppets)

(Slight Mutilation Warning Ahead: Puppet Edition)

they absolutely hold So Much water! it's a combination of a couple things!

a) Nightlight!Sally is really Strong. i'd liken to her to a chimp, as much as i hate them. despite being smaller than people, they're absurdly powerful. when it comes to Her, this comes from a mix of hysterical strength and something Else i've been pondering but don't want to solidify yet, so shh dont worry bout it. it's also much easier to tear fleece & cotton/stuffing than, uh, Biological materials.

b) none of the puppets are really prepared for violence? they've lived in an idyllic world where true, visceral violence likely hasn't even been a Thought in anyone's minds. like, you watch videos of people get attacked by like... raccoons or rats and they visibly Lose because they panic! they aren't prepared! they don't wanna fight! so the much smaller creature wins. They Don't Know How To Fight, Or Fight Back.

b.1) also, Nightlight!Sally is still... Sally. she's still their dear friend. i know that if a close friend attacked me, i'm not sure i'd be able to bring myself to do much other than defend/flee. i wouldn't wanna hurt them even if it meant protecting myself. hence why Wally avoids all confrontation with her & can't protect his friends from her. he can't hurt his neighbor.

b.2) there's also the shock factor. imagine you wake up from a pleasant dream to an absolute nightmare reality. Boom, automatically thrown way off your rhythm. then one of your close buddies looks Fuckin Weird, Are You Okay? and other crazy shit is happening! you're freaking out!! then your Close Friend Who's Off is suddenly slashing at you and BOOM, your arm's gone & your entire brain is scrambled from shock and fear and "?!?!?!?!?!". plus, i doubt the puppets know they're full of stuffing. seeing yourself sliced open and white fluff spilling out has gotta be just. so Unpleasant on principle.

c):

CLAWS BABEY! RIP TEAR AND SHRED! those sharp grippers are perfect for piercing and ripping! puppet fleece is Paper to her!

her fighting method is attack wildly until the threat stops making noise! it's very hard to defend oneself from it! imagine those cartoon bits where a cat attacks someone and its just a Flurry of Unbeatable Violence

#if it helps. barnaby goes back to sleepytown immediately after this #so he's safe. as safe as he can be.#i would Also like to note that to My Interpretation/Understanding the puppets can't feel actual pain #i believe this for several reasons!#but for this au specifically im gonna make that a thing for Different Reasons on top of the Main Reasons #anyway anyway #the barnaby-sally attack in my head happens Directly after he tries to help her #its already a chaotic scene but he thinks theres something wrong with her for Obvious Reasons #and runs to her to try and snap her out of her apparent daze #and then WHAM arms gone. barely gets a chance to process #meanwhile wally is hiding curled into a little ball with his hands over his ears #bc he Cant Help and he Doesnt Want To Listen #if this makes you sad! oops! sorry! i have a softer scribble queued up for later today if that makes up for it #wh lights out au #scribble salad #i am Also taking into consideration clown's post about the neighbors playing splatoon. iykyk <3 #alright its 6 am im going to sleep #meant to pass out Hours ago but that didnt happen!#ah fuck wait cant sleep yet starships just started playing. ninki minjaj...

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plulp · 5 months

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hey guys. remy design

#remy the farmer #dol #my art #sorry it took so long for me to make this #im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds #if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these #to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said #''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare''#youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything #so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know #i hope you guys like this remy though #i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine #i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it #i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis #and also i feel bad for spamming you guys #actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs #i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :(#and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me #but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do #and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak #this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate #ill try to work on the avery eden thing again #see you all later :)

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tobisiksi · 4 months

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I'm aware that the message of the final episode of saiki k (when he finally stopped the volcano) is that you may not know your friends completely, everyone have thoughts or things about themselves that they hide for fear, shame or more reasons but that's okay

you will never know a person completely and it doesn't need to be something bad, it's something normal, the thing is that you must accept that fact

maybe wait until the other is ready to spill the tea or just accept that you may never know

saiki's friends may not know saiki completely, at the end they accept it in the episode and wait for him to be ready because that's what friends are for

at least that's the message I got

but damn

I wish they were a little bit more insistent

I know that it could had been a cliché ending if he revealed his powers on the last episode butbutbut

#power reveals are my weak point #💥THEM💥#nendo and his emotional rant made me sob #saiki knows ALMOST everything about his friend #but they dont know the most important thing about him #and that thing unlock a lot more #just look how he is with the psyckikers #you cant deny how much he loves to do his stupid silly trick with the spoon #or how sarcastic and snarky he is with them #also he asked for help multiple times because they were the only ppl around who knew and the only ppl HE COULD TRUST #kusuo is himself when ppl knows about his secret and you cant prove me wrong #because if they accepted it then they'll probably accept everything else right???#saiki k #the disastrous life of saiki k #saiki's friends #thinking thinking thinking #i wrote this in a rush so im sorry if it is unreadable or smt

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skunkes · 8 months

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decrepit hag let out into the doodle page for a few minutes of recreational Once a Year Smile time

#a doodley #maybe will try to add a body to this for his bday tomorrow...#but also it looks like he's r***** c*** and idk if i have the energy. for drawing that rn.#sorry... that gay vampire had me thinking about my own gay vampire.#i wish i was a good writer of characters i know talon wld be a big hit to someone in some universe. (in a meaningful way!#bc i know ppl like him but im bad at like. plots. backstories. resolutions. all of it)#also idk if this doodle wld even be canon i just know i cant help but snap and turn all my men into lovesick clingy princesses.#here we see a completely domesticated cat...#I NEED TO FINISH DESIGNING GENEVIEVE SO I CAN DRAW THEM TOGETHERRRR AUGH #ok gnnnn <- delirious

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seven-tastic · 9 months

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planets

#tears of themis #luke pearce #tw// vent #im not sure why my art has been doing so badly lately #i know i shouldn't care much about numbers even more on twt since that place is #currently a dumpster fire #but i cant help but think its my fault and I'm doing something wrong #i feel like my art isnt good enough and I'm not as good as others #and that i dont do enough for the fandom #sorry #i kinda had to vent somewhere #i might regret this when i wake up #i always love and appreciate my moots who say the nicest and prettiest things to me so im trying to just focus on those #very beautiful people #again sorry for the selfishness #and thank you #anyways luke baby has a special place in my heart #i wanna draw more young luke and more raven #ill do my best

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hayaku14 · 13 days

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kuroba toichi you need to stay dead or im going to fucking kill you myself

#you sick son of a bitch #if you truly love your son you wouldnt be alive #it's bad enough that you basically left the mantle for your teenage son to take up but you actually being alive????????#you just out there living your life while your son is destroying his relationships chasing after something that you started????????#his very motivation is your death and it's not even real??? the utter fucking betrayal???#and maybe being kid has kade him a better magician and has helped him find out more about himself #but he shouldve been able to have a choice if he even wanted to be kid at all it shouldnt have been a responsibility pushed upon him #AND IF YOU ARE FUCKING ALIVE AND YOU'RE JUST WATCHING YOUR SON RUNNING AWAY FROM THE POLICE WITH PRIDE INSTEAD OF GUILT YHEN YOU CAN #GO FUCK YOURSELF #Honestly the worst #also that theory that maybe chikage is travelling the world because she KNOWS toichi is alive and she's with her elevates this fuckery into #a whole different level #anyway go read cuethesun's tomorrow and the next day #good fucking food and bad parent chikage and toichi enjoyers will be pleased ;>#lol #dc prattles #as much as i want happy everybody is alive kuroba family #i need touichi and chikage if she knows too to feel the repercussions of their horrible parenting and i need kaito to be able to let himself #feel the hurt and betrayal that he is justified to feel even if he is happy that his dad is alive #but i dont trust gosho to handle that nicely if anything i think hes gonna just handwave it and wont address it properly #anyway my point is i just need more hurt and angry kaito also if shinichi is there im happy #sorry i sneaked in a kaishin i cant stop the brainrot unfortunately theres no cure 🤚😔#ALSO DONT GET ME STARTED WITH BAD PARENT KUDOS OOOOOHHHH

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labyart7777 · 1 year

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PEACE & LOVE

#trigun #vash the stampede #digital art #anime #ms paint #please help i cant stop thinking about him #also didnt feel like drawing his glasses and i like his first og outfit the best im sorry

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acklesgotsnackles · 9 months

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i wanna rant about physical boundaries and intimacy between wilson and house.

this show is all about boundaries, and how house breaks them on a regular basis—whether thats running an unapproved treatment or shoving a thermometer up someones ass. hes not afraid of crossing the line.

and when it comes to wilson, hes the exact same way. he'll break into his office and throw everything wilson keeps on his desk into the trash just so he has space to sit, because for some reason he didnt feel like sitting in any of the chairs that day. and when wilson walks in and sees this, he just. lets him? im sure he pulled most of it out after house left but the fact that he just lets him do that? hes so relaxed about it. so comfortable.

and house is obviously not an open person. hes a depressed loner with a serious drug addiction who lives in an apartment alone. he doesnt appreciate people coming in and messing with his things. and when wilson first started staying with him, he was very much upset—his things were being touched, his schedule was being messed with, etc., but over time he grows to like wilson, to enjoy his company, so much so that he actively sabotages him when he tries to move out.

and theyre clearly comfortable when it comes to their physical boundaries as well. its so often that we see house standing over wilsons shoulder, or wilson grabbing house by the arm to pull him aside and lecture him about another dumb life-risking thing he did without a thought in either of their minds.

its so intimate. house can just take up wilsons space freely, and wilson can do the same. they can stand to be hovering over each other without being overly conscious about the space between them.

just saying that these little goobers constantly push into each others space and they both let it happen like its no big deal, even when it quietly changes the directions of their lives.

#im sorry i went on another long rant but i cant help it #they mean so much to me #house #house md #james wilson #dr james wilson #wilson #gregory house #dr wilson #dr house #hilson #is this considered hate crimes md? because it feels like it #hate crimes md #kill me theyre all i can think about right now

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cerealmonster15 · 11 months

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they saw the meme breach containment

#twisted wonderland #cater diamond #idia shroud #ruggie bucchi #cereal tries to draw #twst #help. i cant stop thinking about it.#lunch doodle bc I needed it out of my system l o l #i think im most haunted by Who Posted air 🥶 of all people GOD……… URK ruggie baby im so sorry that happened to you sweetie #posted it**#anyway. plugging my idia/cater interactions any chance I get sorry ruggie had to die for this

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sunbun-fnaf · 5 months

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JOIN US!

On December 16th, me and @Toki-woki-fnaf will be streaming a blind playthrough of Help Wanted 2 on YouTube.

We run 1987, a YouTube podcast where we talk about our thoughts, opinions, and theories about FNAF and give (very late) news updates on big announcements!

In the meantime, why don't you check us out?

(tbhs made by @freddyfazbearsmegapizzaplex)

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skeletalheartattack · 8 months

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Releases pikmin creatures into your home

What will you do?

probably have sex with them i guess

oh fucm *slides my hair back and sprays perfume into my mouth* agh agh cough fuck wrong thing *sprays that other shit into my mouth then pops my shirts collar* what's up lil mamma. how about we find a quiet place to sit and make the whole place wet... EUGH!!! what's all this then!!

anon. anon. what do i do if she's a milf

#ask #anon #anonymous im so sorry. im sorry.#to actually answer your question though. depends on what creature #and ik theres like. a lot of creatures.#i think id like to have a bunch of bulbmin. or bulborbs. they remind me a lot of opossums. mostly in their mouth shape and fangs.#but generally i think id either release them outside or just watch them for a bit for the most part. in terms of most pikmin creatures.#breadbugs would be funny to watch but i imagine they'd probably be pest-like if not taken care of or kept in an enclosure #theyd be constantly trying to take random shit back to their holes or piles of dirt or whatever #like listen i never lose my keys since i keep them in the same place. and also theyre on a bright red lanyard.#but a breadbug would steal those keys and i would be in distress #for pikmin themselves. same deal i think. id prefer to see them outside than inside my house #i think bulborbs/bulbmin would be the highest on my list of creatures to take care of maybe #otherwise LEEEAVE my motherfucking home NOOOWWWW!!!!#except less like dr breen #anyway. anon. sorry about the initial reply. i hope my tags sufficed #i like to say dumb shit i cant help it. favourite activity.#anyway thank you for the ask anon :)

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oatbugs · 4 months

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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mokutone · 1 year

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late entry for 5th day of @tendaysoftenzo ! the prompt was:

Day 5, November 5th: Kakashi | Marry Your Dad

i am. so so so endeared. by how much yamato wants to be somebody who Kakashi can rely on in a tough moment.

#tendaysoftenzo #my art #naruto #yamato #yamato tenzo #tenzō #kakashi #injury /#kakashis fine! hes just hurt and out of it he will be ok #i think all the time abt how his infinite tsukuyomi dream was him saving kakashi #and also kakashi telling that he trusted yamato to lead his team. AND THE KIDS BEING HAPPY ABT IT. just. augh.#he wants to be helpful and reliable and useful to the people who he cares about. augh. clutches my heart falls to the ground weeping #maybe. he wants to be needed. maybe.#also. jesus christ. im back. finally. barely. lets see if i cant finish tendaysoftenzō to the best of my ability #i have so much stuff to respond to 😭 so sorry everyone

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