#im still relearning tumblr

[the-kingbo]

Me drawing more WN werewolf ava rather than working again

The other doodles

[dog-teeth]

[icyheart-and-friends]

Please, for the love of gods, allow yourself to consume content/media uncritically

You can be aware of issues a show/game/movie/etc has but you don't need to be aware of it *all* the time, you shouldn't have to justify yourself liking it every time you go to talk about it.

You shouldn't have to feel like you're the worst person in the world just because you like something that happens to have problematic stuff in it.

And you're setting yourself up for failure if you go into something immediately looking for all of the bad in it, you're setting yourself up to be unable to enjoy it! And if you do manage to enjoy it it'll likely just feel wrong because of that!

I'm begging y'all not to consume *everything* critically and to sometimes enjoy things uncritically.

[queerxqueen]

mike’s expressions during the fight 

[pyrriax]

hi tumblr im pyrr pyrriax and im in my trimonthly artist arc, lord help me and all the projects that are currently sitting in my drafts while i am lured in by the siren song of drawing

[nagimayo]

haven't drawn digitally in like 4 years but @eccentricmoonlight has planted the kaonagi seed in my brain and they're all i can fucking think about

[edennova]

I TURNED 30 THIS YEAR!!

[bananarose]

I've seen lots of blogs with cute tags for each of their ocs... I want those 🥺

[misqnon]

when your bf of almost 3 years breaks up with you out of the blue but you got uhhgeehhhh cat

[tv-stella2001]

2023 ART RECAP!

Long time no see Tumblr!!!!!!

I'm mostly on Twitter and my main fandom atm is the Sonic fandom! I gotta say, I left this blog unused I think around the finale of VLD and a lot of things changed since then! I stopped drawing for like two years and since 2020 I've been relearning how to draw again lol I changed my artstyle and my current one is the sonic artstyle you see here, really fun to do! As you can see, i'm still learning and I didn't make a lot of sfw art this year.

yeh

I have a side account on tw focused in nsfw stuff and im more active there lolol That's where im getting the anatomy knowledge for my drawings, i guess lol

Aight, I think that's all! I'll try to be more active here again, so...

SEE YA LATER~✨✨✨

[kaydenverse]

a/n: ohmygod the ghost blurb did numbers im happy eee! thank you so much!! here’s something else i just thought of, i tried a new format style I’m trying to get back into relearning how to use tumblr again (and get back into the swing of writing it’s been… a minute) do give me a sec to figure it out lmaO also send requests or your headcanons on task force 141 if you’d like!

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ghost going non-verbal after really intense missions and gets a little clingy with soap during this time.

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the first time ghost did this, soap is a tad confused but he doesn’t question it. he’s pretty quick to catch onto the things that ghosts needs or wants during this time.

ghost trusts soap the most during this vulnerable time period. not that he doesn’t trust the rest of the task force when he’s non-verbal, it’s just that soap gets it ya know?

ghost silently following soap around once the two get back on base as they strip off their tactical gear and head to debrief.

soap will ask ghost a question and when ghost doesn’t respond, soap just smiles a little, pats his friend’s (they are more than friends but don’t realize it yet) shoulder, and mutters. “tas alright, take as long as you need.”

it makes ghost just a little (a lot) giddy. he feels safe and understood.

anything ghost needs to say, soap has this talent of just knowing before ghost even attempts to write it down somewhere.

“anything to add, ghost?” price turns towards the masked man.

ghost simply looks at the scottish man sitting next to him as he drums his gloved fingers on the arm of his chair.

soap barely looks out of the corner of his eye before he snorts, his lips tugging up into a smile, and says “he said can we please wrap this bloody meeting up, he’s tired.” ghost nods in agreement and price just stares at the two, baffled while gaz barks out a laugh.

“i’d have to agree with him.” soap grins

depending on how intense the mission was, ghost can be silent for a few hours or sometimes a few days but soap still remains patient and helps ghost whenever he can.

sometimes ghost will even stay with soap on their days off after missions at soap’s house and that leads to ghost flying through soaps sticky notes until he’s verbal again.

soap spends an abnormal amount on sticky notes for this reason. he even goes out of his way to get a few nice pens for him.

ghost doesn’t know but soap keeps a lot of the sticky notes and pieces of paper that have ghost’s shitty handwriting sprawled across them. soap’s favorite one says “fuck you.” with a little heart drawn next to the words.

when ghost speaks again, soap is always caught off guard. ghost finds this incredibly amusing.

soap stands in his kitchen, humming softly to himself as he flips the grilled cheese he’s making for himself. well, he already made himself that sits on a nearby plate. this one was for ghost who had walked into the living room where soap was, reached over the back of the couch, and slapped a sticky note that read “i’m hungry” onto the shorter man’s forehead before leaving the room immediately after.

“you’re out of laundry detergent.” a deep british voice speaks and soap’s soul nearly leaves his body as he says various swears in his heavy scottish accent.

“for fuck’s sake, simon! make yourself known when you enter a room!” soap whips around to find ghost standing at the counter with his hands shoved in his sweatpants pockets.

it’s been about two days since soap had last heard the man speak. soap buries the thought of having missed his teammates voice before it has the chance to fluster him but he can’t stop his warm smile in time.

ghost shrugs and soap catches the amusement in the other man’s eyes through the mask.

“you just need to just be more aware, sergeant.”

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MY BOYS, MY PRECIOUS BOOYYSS

[myverycoolnickname]

HELLO! I am so excited to see you posting gameplay again! I love your little sims family, and have always aspired to have one like it; unique, goofy, and connected. I’m sorry to say I never got there, but seeing you post again has inspired me to play again as well… maybe once I finish uni I will have a go at my own goofy, casual gameplay and see if I can finally get attached to some sims!

hi!!!

it makes me happy to hear that you enjoy following my sims stories :)

you know, when i took my long break from playing the sims, i thought that it was the end. i felt no desire to play and tumblr stressed me out (it still does). whenever i tried to go back to my legacy, i felt depressed because i lost some of my save files. i just couldn't imagine doing all of this again. it was also a very difficult year (or two) for me in general, a lot of bad things happened. that made me focus more on my life instead of my sims. but bad days are finally over and im happy that i found my way back here. feels like i never left tbh 😁 i had to relearn how to play the game, how to use tumblr and photoshop. now im happier than ever because im finally doing what i love. this game has always been my passion 😊

attaching to sims is a common problem, i think. i tried playing with new characters but got bored very quickly and missed my old sims. im really lucky to have so many sims to choose from, and even now i get bored sometimes. i hope im not gonna burn myself out again..

i also hope that you will create your unique sims that will entertain you for years 😄❤️

sorry if it's too much information, literally no one asked for this kind of answer but i guess i needed to say all of that, so thank you for this message!😁

[arienshifts]

Seeing people on shiftblr having a negative reaction to "shiftokers" moving here is... *sigh* okay. I get things work differently here but this is just discouraging. We all just wanna shift. Can we please just get along?/gen/nm

If anything I wish I moved to shiftblr sooner because the toxicity messed with my mental health and limited me a lot. I dont agree with some things like racechanging bc I'm of color myself but Im not gonna come after you for it, only that I prefer not to interact with people that do because of the amount of people that've fetishized it from my experiences. It's your DR after all.

As someone that is trying to make the transition to a healthier side of the shifting community (aka shiftok to shiftblr), I promise I don't bite as long as you're not a terf or anything along the "hey, Im an asshole" lines.

This blog used to be for aesthetics + gaming a couple years ago, I just didn't want to start over. Um- sorry if this whole thing's awkward, I'm still relearning how the tumblr app works

[mueritos]

screaming and crying i dropped an ask on like july last year and then left tumblr so cannot see at all what your response was to it (if even responded at all) but it’s so cool to still see your being a very open loud and proud faggalious transmasc, given how many terfs are false reporting openly trans people (specially if they’re that loud and proud about it) i was worried they would’ve stuck down your shit by now anyways, what your thoughts on being mixed? im mixed (black dad, white mom, both latino) and it feels so complicated?? you’re not black enough for black people and you aren’t white enough to get any safety out it. even if you’re white passing (which is an iffy term for me ngl but i understand the point of it so i still use it)

Aw hi there!! I apologize if I never answered it, I have close to 2k unanswered asks in my inbox, so I try to answer what I can with the energy I have. I'm happy you could find safety in my blog from how open I am :)

As for your question, I can say that I'm mixed myself! I can guarantee you that all latines are. I found out last year that I am half indigenous (North American and Central Mexican Native) and half spanish/portuguese. This makes sense due to colonization, of course, but its hard not to know until an actual DNA test of what that makeup is. Even now I still struggle with being okay to call myself indigenous (I have no tribal affiliation due to colonization), and I at the most call myself detribalized. I am often "too mexican" for white spaces, but I am also constantly question why white people about my ethnic/racial status, or about the extent of how "mexican" I am. At the same time, I worry I am not mexican enough even when in mexican spaces, as I am trans/queer/neurodivergent, and this complicates my relationship with my ethnic/racial identities. I, however, have white privilege (I refuse to use "white passing" because what the fuck is that), and I won't ever experience colorism or racism the same way darker skinned latines will.

I think being mixed can bring complicated relationships, especially when it comes to dual identities, whether racially, ethnically, or nationally. It can make you feel like an outsider within your own family, but it can also allow you to see and experience multiple worlds/cultures with a level of intimacy others do not have.

I know other mixed latinos with 2c hair, Black/indigenous features, and latino last names who call themselves "white passing", even though I have paler skin than them! You can use whatever terms you want to describe yourself, but please keep in mind that white folk have taken this term and run off with it, applying to any and every mixed/non-white person just because they look slightly "european".

I think latines have a long way to go in terms of acknowledging race, but colonizer racial castes definitely have their blame in this failure to recognize Blackness and Indigeneity in latine populations. Afro-latino wasn't even recognized in countries like Mexico until a few years ago. I really suggest finding community with people who are mixed like you, who can understand the deep rooted confusion, unlearning, and relearning that being mixed and accepting that mixed identity can bring. Finding community with others will always allow you to feel safer and connected with others.

[crimson-catalyst]

filled my queue back up with some stuff yippee!!

i have an archive of 500+ arts id like to post from the past couple years i wasnt active so if things seem a bit disjointed topically my apologies :'3 i might still post some things manually thatre more recent but i'm still relearning how i wanna use tumblr lol

im also trying to post all my nephfei prompt work in order so if you see a raft of those it means i forgot to queue anything in between LOL

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

um uh uh moen disclaimer

writing this both for myself(a lot for myself since i kinda forgot and got swept up) and anyone whoever that is even interested; just a reminder that this blog prioritises my journey of. enjoying creating again. and just existing. rather than being a fandom blog

so this means that there are times that i will. probably be negative or slip through some of the insanity ive been experiencing through my posts - i truly don’t intend to do it a lot, i guess it just slips through sometimes cause yeah i am not in the greatest environment or state of mind HAHA dies

i will. also not prioritise likes nor worry about views. (ok this one is just for me mostly HAHA- since i am hoping to work as an artist online, its kinda hard for me to not turn this into a side hustle since thats. what im always taught to do )

this blog will definitely be a mess !! so keep that in mind (feel free to leave ofc, this is just a silly personal blog within a whole ass ocean of other type of blogs, i am not obligated to cater to your likes nor are you obligated to follow me and cater to what i post if that makes sense). i am . still figuring out how to properly exist and make this a place for me honestly. ngl kinda wish there was a guide to making a safe social media area for people HAHA/hj

also uhh i might be a bit quieter in the WH fandom / interacting with people cause i lost the ‘idgaf about likes/views war’ and im not beating the ‘stfu you’re cringe’ allegations HAHA so um. i apologise ? both to myself and others cause i do enjoy complimenting creators and just talking/creating for WH AHH. and also ngl there’s also. a very specific allegation that kinda triggered a really bad memory so im. trying to relearn to love WH again ahaha (dies)

OKAY SORRY THIS IS REALLY LONG UHH tldr;

- im tryna relearn to feel comfortable on this blog, might be a bit quiet since i kinda got mentally fucked up again, also this blog is more of a personal blog than a fandom blog so please keep that in mind if you do intend on following- and do note that this entire tumblr will be a mess HAHA, its just for funsies