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lunarfleur · 2 days
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Kei Tsukishima General Headcanons
Warnings:None!
A/N: this marks the beginning of me making my returning Haikyuu obsession everyone else’s problem 🙏🏻
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He’s near sighted (?)
^ can’t see anything unless it’s right in front of his face (I think that’s near sighted but idk)
Used to have an obsession with dinosaurs as a kid and retained all the information as he got older
The dinosaur figurines are from when he was a kid
The type of guy to hold on to things for memories (he has several memory boxes tucked away in his closet)
We know he’s really smart but he doesn’t read all that often because it wears his eyes out
He sticks to magazines and manga because it’s easier
Loves cardigans and sweaters as much as hoodies but he doesn’t really wear them outside his house
Actually has a really big family (like a lot of cousins and aunts and uncles)
His dad died a couple years after he was born
It doesn’t bother him all that much because he doesn’t really remember him, but it’s upsetting when he spends father’s day at the cemetery with his mom and brother
He gets random waves of sadness when he remembers that his mom lost her husband and raised two sons (basically) alone
He has so much appreciation for his mom, he’s a different person when he’s with her
He’s far from fluent, but Tsuki’s quite good at speaking English
Could hold a decent conversation if needed
He listens to quite a bit of foreign music because he thinks it makes English easier
Tsuki doesn’t wear cologne but he smells good anyway (good hygiene is a must)
He just smells clean idk
Tsuki can’t really lie down on his couch comfortably because it’s just barely his size
Has trouble finding t-shirts that don’t swallow him whole because he’s so skinny
He doesn’t drink soda but loves juices and teas
No nickname pisses him off more than “four eyes”
He spent a long time disliking the way he looked with glasses
He actually doesn’t hate Yachi, he’s very respectful towards her
Doesn’t have too much of a ‘type’ but Tsuki prefers smart girls because he likes being able to have (mature) debates with people
And he’d prefer someone who is completely dependent on him
He’s not really picky with anything else, though. His mom taught him to understand that there’s different types of beauty
Normally has cold hands
And he gets cold super easily so he cranks up his heater in the winter
I think that’s it!
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memento-rory · 2 days
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AND ANOTHER THING! musician!reader and schlatt who are just friends…
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you and ted have become really good friends since you met on twitch, and in turn, you and schlatt have become really good friends. you don’t see each other that frequently, with you still on the grind to make a name for yourself and schlatt just generally being busy, but you guys do make time for quick discord or facetime calls when you can, sometimes hopping into a game with him. when he comes to LA, you all convene at ted’s apartment or out on the town. it’s nice to have ted as a buffer, because you don’t really know how to be alone with schlatt in person.
there’s a part of you that maybe kinda sorta likes him, like a little bit, but you know it probably wouldn’t work. he lives so far away, and long distance sucks, especially when you’re still trying to gain some traction with your music. you need to make that a priority.
so you write about it. you write about your feelings for schlatt, about being scared things wouldn’t work out, about the work-life balance. you have enough songs for an EP at this point, and you start putting in the work to release it.
ted, of course, gets the first sneak peek. you send the audio files over to him and wait, despite how badly you want to know what he thinks.
he calls about half an hour later, about the length of your EP, and when you pick up, he immediately goes, “did you write these about schlatt?”
you didn’t think it was that obvious, but as ted rambles off a list of lyrics that he’d analyzed to be about schlatt, you realize they are, in fact, super obvious.
“well, shit.” you breathe out, “do you think he’ll figure it out?”
“i fucking hope so,” ted laughs, “maybe he’ll finally make a move.”
both of you go silent, and once ted realizes what he’s said, he says, “do not tell him i said anything.”
“he’s into me?”
“fuckin’… duh, (y/n). aren’t you guys in contact, like, 24/7? you’ve never noticed?”
“not really.” you huff. ted laughs incredulously on the other end of the line.
“love you to death but for someone so astute, you’re really fuckin’ dense sometimes.”
“okay, i’m giving your ticket to my show tomorrow to someone else.”
“a reeeal shame since i was going to bring schlatt to the that one.”
you didn’t even know schlatt was coming to town. “schlatt will be there?”
“fuck,” ted mumbles, and you can practically hear him face palm. “don’t tell him i told you.”
“…fine. you can have it. but watch your fuckin’ tone.”
ted laughs again, before going into detail about the rest of your EP and what he liked the most. when the conversation ends and you hang up, you huff a sigh.
schlatt’s coming to your next show, where you were planning on playing the songs from your EP.
fuck it, you think, he’s going to hear the songs about him anyway.
in a real act of bravery, you send the audio files over to schlatt, with a message that says, lemme know what u think :)
it’s a couple hours before you hear back from schlatt, and it’s agonizing. what if he figured out you wrote about him and doesn’t feel the same? what if he rejected you? what if he didn’t even notice they were about him?
your phone finally pings, and you’re terrified to look at it. after you take a few minutes to chill the fuck out, you read what he has to say.
> Fuck (y/n) this is killer
> Didn’t realize I made such a good muse
you turn bright red at the second message, your heart pounding. it’s so obvious they’re about schlatt.
another message comes in.
> Can’t wait to hear em live tomorrow
> And if it wasn’t already painfully fuckin obvious, I’m into you too
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oqwomyo · 1 day
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Butlers' wedding party. Yuhan's card translation.
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Part 1.
After Lato's statement... I spent the whole day with the butlers. And tomorrow will be a day that I will spend with Yuhan. I was looking for Yuhan because I wanted to ask him what he would like to do tomorrow.
Step.. Step..
Yuhan: Hmm... It's definitely different from the Eastern Land.
When I passed by the library... I heard Yuhan's voice. When I looked into the room, Yuhan was reading enthusiastically.
You: Yuhan.
Yuhan: Ah, Master. Good afternoon.
You: Good afternoon.
Yuhan: Did something happen?
You: I was looking for Yuhan.
Yuhan: Arara? Is that so?
Yuhan: At such time...
Yuhan: Could it be... You want to say something about tomorrow?
You: Yes.
I said to him, "What are you going to do tomorrow?"
Yuhan: That's... Sorry for not telling you earlier.
Yuhan: Actually... I couldn't decide what to do myself.
You: Really?
Yuhan: Yes.
Yuhan: I'm still not very used to the culture of the Central Land... There are many things I don't understand.
Yuhan: I think it's better to make plans when I know enough.
You: You're hardworking.
Yuhan: It's not that. A day with Master...
Yuhan: I want it to be enjoyable.
Yuhan: And... If I'm talking about the marriage culture of the Central Land...
Yuhan: When we receive a request related to marriage... I think I'd be able to help.
You: Of course.
Yuhan: Although...
Yuhan: Even though tomorrow is the deadline, I still have work to do. I must say, it was a mistake.
Yuhan: I'm sorry if it'sunpleasantfor Master.
You: I don't think it's unpleasant.
Yuahn: Fufu... Master is a kind person.
Yuhan: Thank you, Master.
Actually, I'm just worried about tomorrow... I didn't think it was unpleasant. Or rather, knowing that he was thinking about tomorrow so seriously... I felt happy.
You: Are you still going to study?
Yuhan: Yes.
Yuhan: There are many things that are different from the Eastern Land... It's quite interesting.
You: Like what?
Yuhan: Yes... Like the costumes and the atmosphere of the ceremony.
Yuhan: What particularly interests me is... The culture of the "first dance".
You: First dance?
Yuhan: Yeah.
Yuhan: The first dance is... A dance performed by the bride and groom during the ceremony.
Yuhan: It seems like the goal of this dance is for the two to open up.
Yuhan: Hold each other's hands... Dancing will remain as a beautiful memory.
You: That's an interesting feature.
Yuhan: Fufu... Yes.
You: What kind of dance do they perform?
Yuhan: In general... Slow-tempo dance seems to be popular.
Yuhan: However, it's up to the bride and groom to decide. It seems like they can choose any dance they like.
You: I see.
Yuhan: Perhaps the master too... Do you find the first dance interesting?
You: Mhm...
A little...
Yuhan: Is that so?
Yuhan: Hm, but...
Yuhan: Master... Would you like to dance with me tomorrow?
You: Eh? We?
Yuhan: Yes.
Yuhan: Although since I'm not actually getting married... It's not really the first dance.
Yuhan: When I first read about this aspect of culture.. The first thing that came to mind was the master's face.
You: Eh..?
Yuhan: If the master and the butler dance... It's probably not good.
Yuhan: However, if master allows... I want to dance with you.
Even though he's aware of his position as a butler... Yuhan still wants to dance with me. I'm glad about that... I wanted to dance with him too...
You: Okay.
Yuhan: Is that really okay, master?
You: Mm-hmm.
I want to dance with you too.
Yuhan: Thank you... Tomorrow will definitely be the best memory.
So, we... Tomorrow will be our first dance.
Some time later...
The first dance... To create a wedding atmosphere... We changed into our formal wear and gathered in the garden.
Yuhan: I prepared the music box for dancing. Now everything is definitely ready.
You: I'm looking forward to it.
Yuhan: Fufu... Yes.
Yuhan: So, today... I'd like to dance the Viennese Waltz with you. (?) (from Japanese ウィンナーワルツ uinna walsu)
You: Viennese Waltz..?
Yuhan: Yes. Unlike a regular waltz, this is a dance with very fast steps.
Yuhan: Because of the high level of difficulty... I haven't learned from Miyaji-sensei yet.
You: I haven't danced it yet either.
Yuhan: Fufu.. I see.
You: Will we be able to dance normally?
Yuhan: Yeah.. I'm sure we can finish the dance.
Yuhan: And I... It's the same with dancing...
Yuhan: I want to try everything new with master to have fun.
You: I see.
Yuhan: Yes. Instead of doing what we already know...
Yuhan: Like that... It will leave a deeper imprint in one's memory.
You: Of course.
It seems hard to dance such a difficult dance... Listening to Yuhan's words... I wanted to do my best.
Part 2.
We decided to practice right away. Following Yuhan's instructions, I learned to dance. First, we held each other's hands. My right hand in Yuhan's... My left one on his shoulder.
Yuhan: Like this.. Straighten your back.
Yuhan: Let's get closer to each other.
Yuhan: If we are far apart.. Our steps will not be in sync.
You: I-I see...
When I brought my body closer... Yuhan supported me, holding my back.
Yuhan: Fufu... That's a wonderful call, master.
Yuhan: So... Let's go slowly at first.
You: Yeah...
Yuhan: One - two - three ♪ One - two - three ♪
You: Uh...
Yuhan: No need to rush.
Yuhan: Move your right foot forward... Then move your left foot back.
Yuhan: Let's go slower.
You: Y-yeah..
Yuhan: One - two - three ♪ One - two - three ♪
Yuhan: You're doing great, Master.
You: Thank you.
Yuhan: Fufu... Wonderful.
Yuhan: I can't believe master is so close to me... It's like a dream.
Yuhan: When we're so close.. I can clearly see master's face.
You: This is awkward...
Yuhan: Arara? Are you embarrassed?
Yuhan: Fufu... You really are a nice person.
Yuhan: But of course...
Yuhan: I know master can see me clearly too... It's embarrassing.
Even though Yuhan says that... He's holding my back securely.
You: It doesn't look like you're embarrassed...
Yuhan: Fufu... I'm just pretending.
Yuhan: In the eyes of my loved ones... I want to seem at least a little manly.
You: Is that so...
Yuhan: Uh-huh.
Yuhan: Although I can maintain my composure in front of someone special... I'm not a man with high self-control.
Although Yuhan says so... I don't feel any embarrassment from him. I can't pressure him further. Instead I focused on dancing.
Yuhan leads the dance well... By continuing to increase the tempo a little, we were able to dance in harmony.
You: You're doing a good job in leading.
Yuhan: Oh? Really?
You: It's easy to dance with you.
Yuhan: Fufu... Thank you.
Yuhan: (I'm glad I trained hard before this.)
You: What's wrong?
Yuhan: No, it's nothing.
Yuhan: The steps seem to be getting more familiar.
Yuhan: Let's keep dancing.
You: Right.
Yuhan: Dancing like this... Can this be considered the first dance?
You: I think so.
Yuhan: Fufu... I'm kind of impressed.
Yuhan: All the time... I wanted the best for the master.
You: Eh?
Yuhan: I met master later than the other butlers...
Yuhan: To have the honor of dancing the first dance with master... I can't understand it.
Yuhan: Although it can't be helped...
Yuhan: That is to say... I'm a little upset.
You: Yuhan...
Yuhan: But the first dance... It's the first dance for both master and me.
Yuhan: Finally, I can give something best to my master.
Yuhan: And most important things for me... They're all for master.
Yuhan: I'm very happy...
You: Is that so...
I heard what Yuhan thought about this dance... The joy of dancing with him for the first time... I felt it in my heart, too.
You: We are happy together.
Yuhan: Yes... Then, please.
And we rewound the music box. While the two of us were pressed against each other, our legs moved vigorously. Even while spinning quickly... Thanks to Yuhan's support, I felt calm.
Yuhan: Fufu... You are beautiful, Master.
Yuhan: With you like this... I am glad I could dance with you.
Yuhan: For you... This is not my first time as a butler, but...
Yuhan: My life from now on...
Yuhan: New things... Let's experience them together.
We enjoyed our first dance while laughing.
After finishing dancing, we bowed to each other.
Yuhan: Thank you, Master.
Yuhan: Aren't you tired?
You: I am a little tired.
Yuhan: Please sit here. I'll get you some water.
You: Thank you.
I sat down in the chair and drank some water. It was so easy for me to dance that I surprisingly forgot about being tired. However, looking at Yuhan... He doesn't even take a breath.
You: It looks like you're full of energy.
Yuhan: Oh? Does it look like that?
You: Isn't that so?
Yuhan: Fufu... Oh, come on...
Yuhan: Of course, I still have some energy in my body, but...
After saying that... Yuhan knelt down in front of me. And, taking my hand... He placed it on his neck.
Yuhan: ...Do you feel it, Master?
You: Um... This...
Yuhan: As I said before... There's not much I can do.
As if to confirm Yuhan's words... His neck is hot... And underneath his skin, there's a rapid pulse.
Yuhan: In front of someone important... I can't suppress the pounding in my heart.
Yuhan: All I can do is smile so they won't notice.
You: Yu-Yuhan..
Yuhan: Fufu.. What is it, Master?
Yuhan: ...Please say my name more often.
Yuhan: If you do, I'm sure...
Yuhan: Every time you say my name, my heart will beat faster.
You: E-erm...
Yuhan: Are you surprised..?
Yuhan: This... This is the image of a man who is enchanted by you.
Following Yuhan's heartbeat... My heart was also fluttering... His thoughts are hidden under his cold face... I accidentally got a hold of them.
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celefrfr · 15 hours
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hiii!! can i get an angst to comfort joost fic where the reader is just having a really hard time lately w everything. like family, work, and just everything in general is stressing her/them out so they get really distant bc they feel bad about burdening joost and joost jusr shows up at their apartment and is like “why” and they break down in tears and it ends all fluffy?
February i almost died.
notes: this is actually a bit gotten from a real story, i removed the happy part of it , made parts different , and i just added joost lol, im good now, dont villanize my mom, she was very sad too because she knew i was always crying, shes a good person
summary: literally look at the request 👍
relationship:joost×fem!reader
WARNING! theres a part where Y/N commits sh (head banging)
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Reader was always a very clingy person to Joost, always texting him, asking him to hang out, going to restaurants, but, november came, her mental health started to go down, she felt lonely, like nobody wanted her, like she was a burden, she never spoke, whenever she did she'd get ignored, she always argued with her parents, she made each of them cry at least once, she was guilty, she was close to running away from everyone and never coming back, the only thing stopping her was that she didnt have any money to use, one day, she was in her room listening to music, bawling her eyes out, in fetal position,her mom came in, she kinda screamed "go shower, and do your room." her voice cold "CANT YOU SEE HOW DOING RIGHT NOW?" Y/N screamed back "Y/N, youre never happy." her mom left and closed the door, Y/N got up, and slammed her head into the wall twice, she got white flashes each time, joost lived in an apartment, attached to hers, he could hear the banging, the crying, the screaming, as Y/N was pacing back and forth in her room just crying, joost was trying to find her , she didnt want to be a burden to him, so she ran to a public bathroom and just cried there, her eyes were already puffy from the day before since she cried everyday, when she calmed down, she went back to her house and into her room, just to find joost talking with her parents, he was almost screaming, arguing "YOUR FUCKING DAUGHTER IS ON THE VERGE OF KILLING HERSELF OR RUNNING AWAY AND WHAT DO YOU DO? OH YEAH, LETS SCREAM AT HER A BIT MORE, MAYBE SHE WILL BE HAPPY, WHERE IS YOUR COMMON SENSE?" he yelled, her dad yelled back "SHE TRIES TO MAKE HERSELF A VICTIM,SHE NEVER LISTENS" joost didnt even answer, he noticed her rooms door closing so he ran and found her on her bed, staring into nothingness "what happened?" he asked, his tone concerned, he was almost gonna cry too, Y/N didnt answer, she just fell into his arms,crying, she showed him the mark of her head on the wall to him, he didn't say anything, he just packed her bags and got her to his house, made her favorite tea, atleast attempted to, since it was an ethnic recipe, put it near his bed, and got with her, trying to comfort her, he held her to his chest, she gave him a faint kiss on the cheek, the stubble hurting her face a bit, she didnt care, since it was him "Why didnt you tell me anything?" he asked "i didnt want to be a burden to you." she answered, he didnt say anything, just hugged her, he saw her eyes getting heavy, almost falling asleep on him, she looked so cute but so miserable, the only things keeping her alive were him and her phone, he kissed her, and told her "just know that if you even ran away i would find you and come with you.", the period of her life that went from november to february finally ended, she was there, felt happy, loved, for once.
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spinninglightning · 3 months
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whenever i read fics i always end up thinkin of a song for the fic or like, th chapter and then i canr stop associating the fic w/ those songs
#i listen to sm fckn music tht all the songs end up bein wildly diff too#ong i cld make playlists for multi ch fics#*stares at electric rebels*#actually u know what#i will#here r some songs:#our song by matchbox twenty is (early ch) electric rebels treemina coded#butterfly by bts (song is abt the fear of losing a person and in electric rebels this is very much true#everyone has the fear of not only losing their lives but losing their family(+found) as well#time is very much sacred n stuff like that)#humming by turnover (thr lyrics “with you ill make it out alive” sold me on this one)#viva la vida by coldplay specifically for the capital students because of how disillusioned theyve become due to the games#and forming relationships w/ their tribute#really good examples are vipsania and hilarius#rhythm of love by plain white t's makes me think of all the good moments treech n lamina have had despite their circumstances#(its also just a them song in general)#young volcanoes by fall out boy for the tributes!!! it seems light a more lighthearted victory song almost?#a “we will persevere” thing but more full of complete happiness#think abt the scene of teslee mizzen n treech running down the hill in jubilation (obvs before shit went down)#would that i by hozier just makes me think of when treech first met lamina up in the tree#which witch by florence + the machine is definitely for vipsania just before & after the bombing (aspen too but to a lesser degree almost)#“whos a heretic now” “im miles away hes on my mind” yeahhhh#love grows (where my rosemary goes) by edison lighthouse is jst a rlly good treemina song#rousseau by nerina pallot is a good fpr one of the main questions in the fic “are we really born free?”#(no. theyre not they have to work for that freedom. rousseaus main theory specifically the idea of it works really well for this fic#and the hunger games in general)#the promise by when in rome seems to work especially for treech and how he interacts with the others#he always seems to make promises - that theyll live - that he wont leave - that hell take care of the living for the deceased#this ended up sm longer than intended i reached the TAG LIMIT#basil.txt
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dummerjan · 3 months
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i just came across ai covers on youtube and people are requesting songs in the comments instead of getting enraged and i am further losing hope in humanity and turning to misanthropy
#meins#for a minute i got really excited about henning may singing take me to church :(#i hate people#have you no appreciation for or understanding of art? clearly not.#why would you want to listen to an ai generated song? even if it sounds like your favourite singer it's not them#it has no feelings to meaning to intention. it is empty and soulless#reading the booklet for sinéad o'connor's album of traditional irish and folk songs gave me so much appreciation for her#she wrote a little bit about each song. why she chose it or what it means to her.#it has added so much to my enjoyment of those songs and i think of it whenver i listen to it#they were chosen with intention with love with a deep appreciation for the music and lyrics and there is a story behind it all#it is art and love and human#i see aboslutely no appeal in ai generated 'music' or 'art'#and i hate that i fell for it for a minute#i was sceptical because i had never heard of henning may covering hozier and since it wasn't just 20-60 sec i am certain#i would have heard about it by now#and something was just a little bit... unsatisfying? something was missing which does apply to a lot of cover songs#(i could go on hour long rants about why people fuck up danny boy (and sinéad o'connor does it best (because she actually takes her time)#or trash madonna's version of don't cry for me argentina (again a song ruined for by everybody else but sinéad - once she has sung somethin#i have a hard time enjoying it by anybody else. the parting glass is an exception. hozier's version is phenomenal))#but! henning may not giving it his all for a cover? unlikely. very unlikely.#anyway this concludes my tuesday night rant. rather here in the tags than some poor person's inbox.#or i would have kept fuming by myself for another hour or two
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averlym · 9 months
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whshdfhfjf.,,,
#close up!! because i firstly Did Not render them with such insanity in order for tumblr's lack of general resolution to make it blur#look at all the lines!!! teehee i still really really like this style of digital painting it's super super fun to do!!! and also secondly#because i went back and added a tag ramble and as i seem to often be doing??? lately?? reached the 30 tag limit and went 'hm ok how else..'#anyway the tag essay on that one is now up and talks about the artwork generally and miscellaneous thoughts!! that said. i need a space to#ramble about beatrix at Length because look you don't draw and paint etc a character for like ten hours without having a lot of thoughts#anyways ! i digress terrifically. tag rambles are more like trains of thoughts masquerading as subways and you get on and it's unfortunately#a rollercoaster track. but this is My Blog and i can do Whatever I Want as long as i don't hurt anyone <- affirmations!! also Harm Principle#lately it's been like *kicks up feet* *opens tumblr tags* *treats it as own personal journal* and tbh Good for me!! anyways back to beatrix#fun fact ! the thing that pushed me over the edge to go watch the musical after looking through the tumblr tag was a very specific poll.#and the fact that the winning option was blue hair and pronouns made me double over laughing so hard i had to go see the source material#mm i feel like lately the academic Context has been tossing me essentially into a blender HAHA ;-; so everyone in adamandi is to some extent#a Mood. but bea-specific (haha be specific)(sorry!)(wow this is the same reaction mechanism of my friend who points out innuendos)(...)#i think it's the wanting to prove herself. like from the whole abuela etc thing there's proof here she's got a Stable Support System of sort#and instead what beatrix continues to do is push themselves. 'i guess u could say i'm married to my work? god that's depressing' // no one#here to enforce that // abuela tells me to rest says i'm constantly stressed and i'll just get depressed like before but i still have to try#like. that shred of desperation that pushes you to the brink to neglect yourself (well i guess physically but also your morals..) and like!!#the whole 'lose half your soul thing' proves she's self aware!! like they know what they're doing is super dubious yknow! but they're still#they're still doing it even if it goes into conflict with their morality system in a way and then they justify it to themselves (see pt 1#of ghostwriter) and the whole wanting to achieve at all costs Despite the self awareness. (i think? this aspect also applied to quincy. but#thoughts on him will come later). more beatrix specific also is the fact that they genuinely adore their work.. 'i just love it here where#you know they'll be printing forever and you are just part of it' because that does kind of resonate with me. also the being behind in the#competition is real!!! i'm maybe talking about Art as a subject because that same drive for it exists on my good days i think. even#even when nothing seems to be going right and you've ended up at the back the intent passion inherent in what you do is still there!!!#the genuine. care she has for reporting. is so !!!!! to me... other beatrix thoughts include 'why reveal yourself at the end' aka vincent's#'u should have stayed silent u had a smart plan' like rip to them but i would not // it feels with bea's complex character i can't imagine h#her Not doing that. like the guilt is real i guess. and i am running out of tags but! smth also about her fervent hope or smth that she'll#eventually get to where she wants. and the resilient determination.. 'i won't let their deaths be pointless there's more good i'm gonna do'#they're so so real for that. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing; seeing myself reflected in aspects of characters like this.. but it's#it's there regardless. smth smth just make your peace with the person you are ig!! tldr beatrix campbell my beloved. hehe#adamandi
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wavesoutbeingtossed · 2 months
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talking to a friend who didn't vibe with TTPD and said she can't get over the Matty of it all and the album gives her the ick and she isn't enjoying it and I'm just like... I respect that and you feel what you feel and shouldn't apologize for it... but I'm glad that after the initial 😵‍💫 of it all I was quickly able to appreciate the music for music's sake and the story being told because I find the album beautiful lyrically and sonically and narratively.
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bmpmp3 · 2 months
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i do think its kinda funny when i see someone in the year of our lord 2024 talk about vocal synth music like its all gone downhill since like 2010 because like dont get me wrong i love a good niconicodouga-ass 2008 ass vocaloid joint BUT also like. the past couple years have had the most fascinatingly creative and expressive uses of vocal synthesizers ive ever heard in my life DJFSKHJDFS dont write it all off just yet!!
#usually i only see that from people who havent actually listened to any vsynth music from the past 15 years so i understand why they got to#that conclusion. and also usually theyre people who didnt listen to much vsynth music in the first place LOL they just dont know#but it is still a little funny. brother there are things beyond your wildest dreams if u just look#like some personal highlights: the stuff by rinri - particularly their use of the meika girlies#dont carry our memories away is LIFECHANGING the whispers. the spoken parts. the BELTS#plus the haunting and unrelenting instrumentation. fantastic song#and naisho no pierced's propose + birthday + gift sort of trilogy of songs. gift especially has been unreal#again the dynamics of soft intimate whispers to belts but also those fuller high notes with edges of growlyness.#plus the songs just generally rock. and those LYRICS. absolutely intense like physically painful and frightening like#yearning and codependency and possession. and the tuning and production just amps it up more#OH and slave.v.v.r has been doing crazy things for even longer but i only started getting into his stuff recently and holy shit#love eater is like. the scariest vocaloid song ive ever heard not because of the lyrics. but because of the tuning#im like. scared. i cant stop listening to it. the heavy synthesized breathy main vocals and whispered harmonies plus the VOCAL FRY#i didnt realized vocaloid5? i think? has a vocal fry option built in i heard? thats crazy#but specifically in love eater the fry and growl is amped up so deep and loud and clear compared to everything else it like#emphasizes the artificiality of the voice while also amping up the expressiveness#its awesome. and on the older slave.v.v.r songs i heard i will hit you 8759632145 times with this piano. also so fucking cool#addicted to that song. 1) its a great jazzy rocky piano tune with this piano flourish at the end of each phrase that sounds fantastic#but also 2) the lyrics are insane. using kanji to write english??????#people are doing wild ass things with vocal synths rn you guys#this isnt even getting into some of the really unique synths themselves too. adachi rei is awesome i love that shes just like#the perfect inbetween of sample based and reconstruction based vocals. shes a sample based synth#but her samples were drawn by hand LOL shes like dectalks granddaughter to me.....#a really good use of adachi rei is iyowa's heat abnormal/heat anomaly/whatever its called ITS AWESOME thats what it is hjrkfdgfd#i think the fact that vocal synths can be so realistic and clean and noiseless out the gate now has made people really stop worrying#about like. realism all together and looking more into expressiveness. omg vocal synth modernist movement
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arthur-r · 2 months
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lyrics: all my mistakes are a work of art / love letters aimed straight for the heart / should i let them / teach me how to fall apart / it gets better when you get on top and show me how it works / i could never be your kind of flirt / tell me that you’re falling out of love / cause i could never be your kind of drug / love me til the morning cause it hurts to be the one that’s headed for the / curb your appetite and drink your tea with herbs / helps if you just believe it does / tell me all your secrets and i’ll leave you in the morning / help me fight my demons and i’ll love you without warning / sick of sitting pretty in my pearls / thinking i could ever be your girl / do you even notice when i’m gone? / the thought of you, it keeps me up til dawn / waiting, wishing, wanting for your love / but don’t think i could ever be enough / to satisfy your raging taste for blood / but maybe that’s just the way we love / tell me all your secrets and i’ll leave you in the morning / help me fight my demons and i’ll love you without warning / i’ve been waiting so long for someone like you to come / i thought i’d found the answer to all of my lonely nights / coming down, have i reached the ground?have i reached the ground? have i reached the ground?
i’m obsessed with this song rn listening to it on repeat so just thought i’d share
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siobhanromee · 3 months
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aromanticannibal · 7 months
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Hello I am once again asking you to listen to Feldup's new album (edit: ive made a rec post)
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alltimefail-sims · 2 months
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Getting online when T Sw**t does literally anything...
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Every tag. Every fandom. Fanfic titles. Retconned characters (this character is a sw***ie, this character is this song coded, this ship is so that song coded and so on). Fan Edits out the ass. Audio clips, lyric quotes, hot takes on Twitter/Instagram/Tumblr/YouTube/TikTok. A cruel, unending slew of exposure you did not ask for lmfao
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rinielelrandir · 8 months
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If you follow me and in any way, shape, or form think the Israeli civilians killed and kidnapped on 07Oct (including children! including old people! including goddamn peace activists working for Palestinian liberation longer than some of us have been alive!) *deserved* what happened by virtue of being Israeli? Do me a favor and unfollow me. This is me showing you the door, please see yourself out, I do not want to have a conversation with you about this. (See tags for caveat.) Because killing of non-combatants is never okay.
It literally does not matter which "side" you are on here. To be clear, I do not agree with being on any "side", this isn't a fucking sports match. These are real people being straight up murdered. Palestinian and Israeli. Both for having the misfortune to be born the wrong country or the wrong religion. That will always be wrong. Hamas is wrong. The Israeli government is wrong. Because killing civilians is always wrong. That's it. That's the takeaway. You don't get to say "Palestinians have a right to self-defense" as a justification for 07Oct. Self-defense does not extend to civilian targets. To non-combatants. To CHILDREN.
And to be quite clear, I will not accept "Israel has a right to self-defense" as a justification for the killing of Palestinian civilians but I'm largely not seeing that from Jewish leftists, including Israelis and including Zionists. I'm largely seeing them call for a ceasefire and for peace and condemn the Israeli government and its actions.
But I *am* seeing fellow western leftists, particularly non-Jews, defend Hamas and the 07Oct attacks in their desire to stand with Palestine. You have to stop doing that. Hamas are not the good guys, you can read their damn charter documents online. You can read analyses of them by experts - Hamas is a religious extremist group intent on imposing jihadist control over the entire region and eliminating all Jews. It's not something they've been secretive about. They routinely kidnap, torture, and kill PALESTINIAN peace activists who they learn have met with Israeli peace activists or in any way worked towards a 2 state solution. They use global aid donated to Gaza for themselves while letting their citizens suffer. Their most prominent leaders don't even live within Gaza, aren't even at severe risk. These are all things you can verify easily and readily just by doing some basic research anywhere that isn't Twitter, tumblr, or Al Jazerra.
So if you want to justify killing civilians? If you want to support a terrorist organization? If you are going to unilaterally condemn all Israelis for the crime of being citizens of a country whose government you disagree with? Please see yourself out. And when you do, please keep in mind that I am a nonzionist telling you to kindly consider availing yourself of the sea. I do not support Israel and I work with actual Palestinian liberation organizations when I can. I've been doing so for the better part of the past 5 years. I attend a synagogue that is actively involved in Palestinian liberation as well as the first nonzionist havurah in the US. I'm not exactly new to this.
But I am also a Jew. I do not support Israel, the government of the nation state, largely because I do not support the concept of nation states as a whole. I find the system inherently violent. But I *do* support, Israel, the people. I am a Jew by Choice. I have chosen to throw my lot in with Israel and her people. They are MY people. If you gleefully call for my people to be slaughtered, I want nothing to do with you.
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straycalamities · 1 month
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I was going to ask this forever ago and I JUST remembered this, but I listen to some Motionless In White among others. They have a song that was released in 2022 by the name "Cause Of Death". I enjoy Truffula Flu quite a bit and in my head I've always associated it with Tflu Entre/Bitter's execution, kind of a "Sleep" situation all over again. I got genuinely curious about if you've ever listened to it and thought the same.. Or similar. Gah, I'm just a nerd aren't I?
this is my first time listening to it, i don't listen to much motionless tbh
i can see where you see it, but idk if i personally would because the song genre doesn't really fit entre that well. so i probably wouldn't pick this for that, but it's really cool you associate it with one of the scenes!
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calmbigdipper · 1 month
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sooo it’s been a couple of days since I went to Miku Expo and like… I think I’m still reeling from the fact that I actually went since I’ve been listening to vocal synth music since my childhood and I never expected that I’d actually be able to go to one of these concerts?
some thoughts and highlights under the cut!
the show I went to was sold out (in D.C.) and I stood in line + waited for like, 6 or 7 hours? but I had so much fun that it was worth it!
I helped some people put film inside their penlights, and it was nice chatting with them while we were waiting!
some groups of elderly people who were hanging out in the area were confused about what was going on and after asking some concert-goers to explain they started laughing LMAO (some puzzled passerby’s asked me too and I just said “oh it’s a J-pop concert!” because I didn’t want to go into what Vocaloid was in full detail haha)
there were so many cute cosplays there; I saw a lot of people in Miku’s Vampire outfit and was surprised to also see an Oliver cosplayer, there were also some dressed as Project Sekai characters too!
before the show, every time someone in the audience held up a Miku plush, everyone around them would cheer and hold up their penlights
some people also brought Miku plushes that were bald and whenever they held up those, everyone would shout “BALD, BALD, BALD!” (and I heard someone say “MY EYES!!!”)
the songs the crowd were the loudest for were Miku, Vampire, and World is Mine (it was… so loud during World is Mine LOL)
Kaito fans were being Kaito fans when he did his solo (ILY Kaito fans you’re so iconic) and there was also a notable amount of hype when Luka’s solo finally happened since it took until halfway through the show to get to her
I know the setlist was quite controversial when it was released online but I honestly liked hearing it in person, I feel like the band really elevated the experience (kudos to them!), I really liked how they played for Literacy and Hyper Reality Show in particular
and maybe a hot take but the screen wasn’t… that bad to me? but that was also because I was in the very front and the venue put lights around the stage as well, so I may be biased
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