#ineedtobreathe

[fagexe]

Are y'all trying to send me to an early grave? cause it's working!

[shannonbookmusic]

I Need to Breathe REWIRED is now available on all digital platforms!!!! Buy it, download it, share it, and add it on your playlists!!! Click the link in bio!!! #music #artistsoninstagram #art #Spotify #itunes #instagood #intunegp #westoneaudio #fallenraideraudio #godblessamerica #ineedtobreathe #rewired (at Austin, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVnO9EZr3H8/?utm_medium=tumblr

[raspberryland]

I my me. 📷 by @felormazabalm . . . #run #ineedtobreathe #myself #uyuni #travelphotography #travel #shotoniphone #bolivia #clouds #sky #ineedtorun (at Salar De Uyuni - Bolivia)

[goldskiescloudyeyes]

Someone

Someone today told me that nobody is going to feel sorry for me.

I think they failed to realize I don’t want people to feel sorry for me. I just want them to understand I wasn’t built to be strong and survive this way.

[hibahalk]

I need to breathe.. #ineedtobreathe #thoughts #feelingsquotes #thinkingoutloud #mind #writersofinstagram #quotesofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #kuwaitinstgram #feelings #quotes_by_hk https://www.instagram.com/p/BzIZSn9B3wV/?igshid=odftdn6c7op4

[jisoobp]

           love waking up with a knife in my hand ready to destroy the btihc that made my bestfriend lose his mind <3

[writtenintheshadows]

Oh how I wish I remembered what control felt like, not the sort that is manipulative, never that, but the kind that allows you to feel like you can catch a breath amongst all the drowning. #writtenintheshadows #control #drowning #peace #spinning #theoceanstrikesagain #ineedtobreath #help

[conduitofhealing]

I do not celebrate 4/20 but, on 4/21 my #purple means #Prince and my #smoke is water #vapors laced with #saline for my allergies. #breathingeasy #freemysinuses #iaintsmokingshit 😂 #theconduitofhealing #psychicmedium #reikimasterteacher #allergyseason #nopass #nopuff #ineedtobreathe (at Ridgewood, Queens)

[austinwiard7]

@tfiremusic #INEEDTOBREATHE (at Cambridge Square Apartments of Ft Wayne)

[trevorgoesplaces]

#ineedme #ineedtobreathe #solitudeismytherapy

[lynnp70]

Current situation😵 #allergies #ineedtobreath (at Elliott, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/BomImwoAV_X/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1o93iiexd4v9f

[sheerieful]

DRAPETOMANIA 🏃🏻‍♀️ . . . . . . . . . . . #wheninbaguio #escape #iwannaescape #fighting #view #nature #campjohnhay #vsco #vscoph #vscocam #vscophile #vscodaily #ineedabreak #ineedtobreath #iphonephotography

[boyitspasturbedtime]

get out of my life, you bastard. i hate you. I hateu. I hate everything. I hate your facebook posts. I hate how you treat me. I hate how you lie to me. I hate how you were there for me. I hate how you thought you were there for me. I hate the walk you walk. I hate the way you talk. I hate your words. I hate everything. I hate your hair. I hate pictures of you. I hate when you talk to me. I hate your world view. you are not a role model. you do not love me. you do not show love. you think you can hate and call it love. you think everyone sees the way you do. you believe in god. you are sad because i don’t believe in god. you are mad at me. you are trying to preach to me. you do not trust me, you thik you are doing a service. get out. get out of my life. i hate you. i never wanted you in my lfe. get out. get out. get out. please. run, or i will make you. i will chase you. i will burn you down to your ashes. i will not think twice. i will not remember you. you do not deserve it. get out. run away while you can. you are stupid, you are ignorant. you are misguided. you can not think. you can not love. you are nothing to me. get the fuck. away. get away from me. i hate you. get away from me because i hate you. i am raging ionto this keyboard. my fingers are flaming. you do not love love. you do not know what love is. you are sad. you are pathetic. you are disgusting. you are stupidiididid. you are dumb. i hate you. get away from me. please. please. please. why do you make me do all of the work? why do you strike me down? why have you given menothing? i want to cry and spit at you. i want to bleed and make you watch. i want to see the hope drain from your eyes. you do not know me, but you think you do. fuck you. get the fuck out. i ahte you. goddmkdmaddinnnt. goddammit. i cannot be controled. get away from me. i am a loose cannon around you. i tried. i tried so hard. i tried to love you, but you went away. i tried to hold you, but you danced out of it. you brought me pain and hate. you made my thoughts. you tainted my thoughts. i hate you. i dont like hating. i want to love. why do you make me hate? why do you make me suffer? why do you hate? why do we hate? why is there hate? ineedtobreathe. i am gasping for air. i am uncotroleddd.i am a loose cannon. ihate. i dontwant to hate. whyy. why do you make me do this. im crying. why do you make me cry? get out. dont come back. dont watch me cry. let me be alone. let me love again. let me regain myself. i am not strong. why can’t you see my weakness? why cant you see through my facade? help me be getting away from me. you broke the ice. you sent me down a fridged stream. i am drowning because of you. don’t save me. i will save myself. i am strong. i have to be strong because of men like you.

[onceuponasaltcircle]

Preispys Playlist

10/10 Reccomend making playlists for your characters for development. These aren’t in chronological order, just in order of how I found them. Explination for each song below the cut. 

@moreroads and @dragons-baking-cookies dare you to do it too. 

https://open.spotify.com/user/12138622574/playlist/0UHHQkOLGLCXOjsoQcgnTx

1. Color in Your Hands (ft Fink) by D.L.i.d

Preis goes from making trinkets to break rules and cheat at cards, to in order to survive making wepons and things that can hurt and kill. She never uses them herself but sells them to gain enough coin to live in Numeria. This guilt is suddenly overwhelming as she gets this power from Brigh. Shes trusted to create these things to please her goddess and she has this internal battle of how she should strive to honor this gift she was suddenly given, a gift she doesn’t feel like she deserves.

2. Hello my Old Heart by Oh Hellos

Preis fell in love for a moment. But the girl ran away when she was claimed by Brigh. She responded by numbing herself. Logic was safe. Tinkering was safe. Building things were safe. But being alone can be hard. 

3. Brother by INEEDTOBREATHE

Preis only pretends to not care about her brother. She loves him. They may have a strange relationship but Preis wants to be closer to him. He was one who listened to her and found her a place where she could call home. She thinks its his decision to bring her here that made her gain the gift of her powers from Brigh. 

4. Second Chances by Gregory Alan Isakov

Preis knows she wasn’t going down a good road when Brigh finally claimed her. She is beyond grateful for the second chance she was given. At the same time she feels like sometimes that she shouldn’t have let home. 

5. Bury It by CHVRCHES

Bury it and rise above is Preis coping mechanism for existing for the most part. She was given a second chance from Brigh and she is determined to prove herself to her Goddess and to everyone around her. She isn’t the weak girl she used to be.

6. Bow Down by CHVRCHES

Preis isn’t one to stay quiet about what she thinks is right. She is someone of action. She will fight for what she thinks is right, and hopes for luck while she jumps into the situation. 

7. Forgiven by Alanis Morissette 

She feels that since she was given her gift from Brigh she is finally slowly escaping the guilt of her past deeds. Other’s pasts don’t matter to her anymore. She believes that everyone deserves the blind fresh start she got. 

8. Stupid by Brendan Maclean

She was ready to love Zaos, the arranged marrige she was placed in. But he was dumb and made out with her brother. Peace out dude. Preispys doesn’t tolerate that mistreatment. 

9. Au Revior (Adios) by the Front Bottoms

Along the same lines as Stupid. Preis don’t care she’s just bitter that you were dumb enough to get caught with her brother. 

10. Suddenly Everything Has Changed by The Postal Service

Preis thought process as soon as she was given Brigh’s grace.

11. Cool Thanks by Julia Nunes

Preis struggles with people. She sucks at small talk. She sucks at manners. She sucks with not being logical. Give her a robot please. 

12.  Minimum by Charlie Cunningham

Preis feels like she has the whole world avalible to her the second she leaves her tiny town. And she does. She is scared but excited to finally spread her wings. She couldn’t even imagine the great things she would do. 

13. Gambling Man (My Odds are Stacked) By The Worst Cover Band

Preis has a little bit of a bad addiction. Oops. 

14. Fields of Wheat by Little Cheif

The greatest measure of time. She admires farming and wheat more than anything else. Too bad she has celiacs and can’t actually eat any of it. But also this song touches on how she found her home within the Goddess of Time and Invention.