#insomnia needs to go

[shurup-overt]

to the me who always lacked warmth

[please-read-the-manga]

Hm... the idea of the ghosts of Uchiha continuing to endure beside the mourner who grieves them, even beyond death... Idk, it compels me.

[droposap]

[phoenixwithapencil]

Here’s an evil thought: a version of ffxv where all the foundational bits are the same.

Except

There is no decade long reflection.

I think a decade of darkness, a decade of Noct being all but dead, a decade of being curled up in the void with naught but endless blue and Bahamut and memories as company, at the end of which everyone walks into the capital chin up and dressed to the nines to go kick ass knowing the ending and accepting it- makes the whole thing feel very fair, very regal. It’s all very just, don’t you think?

But without it, Noct is twenty and he touches the crystal and gets its powers-

And then he gets the truth.

Does that feel just?

You’re going to fight Ardyn, Bahamut will inform Noctis, and you must not die before you defeat him. And then you will die afterwards. To save the world, of course.

Does that feel just?

Noctis ascends the throne at twenty, bruised and battered and wearing raiment that feels like dressing up in his father’s clothes. He says goodbye to his friends, who at most a month ago believed their journey had reached a happy end with a wedding in Altissia. Their friend will die and the world will keep spinning for it and time will march on for it. Noct’s voice wavers, cracks, as he tells his friends to walk tall.

And then he’s gone.

Does that feel just?

Anywho thanks for listening to the nth reason for ‘why Bahamut is actually just a vile trickster masquerading as an arbiter of justice and is the true BBEG of ffxv’ (because without that decade timeout corner no one would be remotely as chill about the ending as they end up being)

[king-lena]

it’s actually kind of fucked up that they programmed roger waters like that. they didn’t have to do all that to him now come on. he has far too many wolves inside of him. not exactly setting him up for success. like babygirl you possess far too many qualities that are just way too combative to each other in nature for you to ever know peace. i don’t think you can ever have too much passion per se but like what is this man’s resting heart rate?

[kamurawaffles5684]

I honestly need Nick Valentine to hug me and tell me that everything is gonna be ok.

[remnantofstars]

Wow they're so silly!!! None of them said cheese for the picture :/

[varpusvaras]

No Capes AU Paramedic Jason. Paramedic Jason save me. Save me paramedic Jason

[monsterlets]

okay. got some amount of normal sleep lol. still playing it safe with the taking, felix can loop everyone else in, only action item for me whenver I actually get up is actually remember to check livlyb island actively and straight up hey anjer

please just tell me how many days it's been since i logged in and literally in any way get me the ipa transcription of your name lmao like i don't even know what to do with the j ya feel me. not posting shit here until i hear back from you lol

lemme just grab the most recent picture of my island i can find lol literally none of this is a secret. oh my god actually let me just get one of the random fucking cards lol at this point it's pretty clear why I've been keeping y the same aesthetic with minimal changes fuckin. literally anyone send me requests will prioritze anjer (there's a hard limit of 200 so don't like. start flooding it or anything) and to be clear, open invitation only for random tumblr peopl, if you know me irl at all fuckin identify yourself in some way

there. that works lol

okay. wait until i connect with anjer. Just gonna link this in the discord i guess. will clean up my friends list. after that feel free to send random requests vaguely identifying yourself and use the word tumblr fucking somewhere. cool lol. appreciate y'all. anjer hit me up. only reading on tumblr until then. peace ✌

[akindplace]

late night thoughts that keep me up at night feeling like someone took all the contents of my brain and is spinning them at a high velocity much like when people take everything out of their refrigerator and blend them as fast as possible to make a smoothie. both things taste like regret

[starryjkoo]

replay by shinee is a jikook song and we should talk about it more cause jungkook is all the time calling jimin pretty names in FEMININE terms in korean language. we should talk about how he totally would dedicate the song for jimin if he hadnt already!!

but seriously that song is so good i just love pathetic man yearning for love AND JUNGKOOK TOTALLY IS STUPID IN LOVE

WELL pathetic man yearning for love did low-key become part of JKs solo brand, ie Seven MV

Even 3D has a weirdly endearingly polite begging undertone if you squint

And according to JK, Jimin is prettier than the clouds, so that part checks out as well.

I’m seeing your vision anon, I’m seeing a glammed up dramatized R&B scene of that time JK lay naked in bed and repeatedly begged Jimin to let him come over at a non-socially acceptable hour - only with red silk sheets and a wind machine.

I’m not sure how yet, but I also see something about your vision manifesting a JK, Taemin interaction.

No wait, Taemin finally gets cast as the villain the jkk writers have been yearning him to play - only more sinister, even more conniving, à la Jimin in a tkk fanfic levels of villainess perhaps. And now I’m picturing JK as something like Taylor Swift in that MV where she plays the temporarily overlooked yearning nerdy true love.

But in all seriousness I would also really love a full yearning R&B song from JK so bad. I actually need someone to take the last minute of Too Much and make it a full JK song (I love the whole song, I just need more of that specific thing).

And sorry if I’m missing some extra Replay lore here, I’m not super familiar with SHINee outside of senior group whom BTS respects, Ring Ding Dong being so catchy it got banned from schools, and Jimin & Taemin sharing the same hand size. I see Replay getting name dropped a lot though! I do see your vision.

[lavampira]

what if I merged gabriel with my old mahariel concept, would that be wild or what ha ha

[coconi]

A-Z Drabble Practice #17

"Quadrant D clear."

Omega's ocular receptors dim, finishing their nightly perimeter scan. Team Dark's quarters return to darkness.

Voice modulator: off. Proceed with final step.

Moving as quietly as his metallic body will allow, Omega trudges towards the two closed doors on the other side of the apartment. He lingers by each in turn, allowing his sensors to delve and scan past them. Two sets of vitals. Stable. Within normal sleep parameters.

Satisfied, Omega enters his room and slumps against the wall amidst his few possessions: spare ammunition, polish, crane game plushes, a singed photograph…

Mission complete. Initiating scheduled stasis.

(Previous)

[diazheartsbuckley]

WIP Wednesday ✨

So y’all know that I’m indecisive as hell and throw out fic ideas left and right and I truly wanna do them all. But I came up with a a little something the other day and I’ve chosen to call it the insomnia fic.

It centers around the well incident, Eddie almost dying (which we should be used to at this point) and he develops a fear of the dark, mixed with a hint of claustrophobia. It leaves him unable to sleep and Buck is ofc concerned about him. Eventually Eddie admits to being afraid to going to sleep in the dark, scared that he won’t come out of it and Buck helps him work through it.

(Story and tags under cut)

It’s dark.

It’s dark and filling his lungs with air seems like an impossible task.

The mud is slowly starting to weigh his body down, threatening to pull him under with every sudden movement that he makes.

Think.

“You need to think” he tells himself, the sound of his voice disappearing into the abyss around him.

Stay alive.

You have to stay alive, stay focused.

Moments of happiness start to fade into each other, most of them moments that he has shared with Buck and Christopher in the recent years.

Usually he wouldn’t be so afraid of dark but he’s all alone down here with no way out.

God, I’ve been deployed in war zones. This shouldn’t be so hard.

He’s talking to himself. Maybe to stay calm. Maybe to stay alive. Maybe because he isn’t ready to give up yet.

The more he tries to control his breathing, the more numb his body seems to become. He can’t feel his hands anymore, cold and tired from trying to claw their way through the weight of the mud.

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[soft-puppy-boyfriend]

First time I am teetotal sober since like 2022 and Im proud of myself but goddamn at what fucking cost 😂

[nyxi-pixie]

girl help i forgot the reason i used to sleep better last year was bc i drank more💀💀💀💀