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Kirishima Eijirou Crushing On x Bestie!Reader

Quick Author’s Note:
what’s up guys i’ve hit aunctie status and am in my twenties now and i started this account when i was liiiike 16 and now i’ve just have waves of inspiration after being inactive for forever :3 this is unedited just brain rot to get my old gears rolling since i started rewatching anime again😁
enjoy y’all ☺️ love feedback and request OPEN!!!

he didn’t know how it started… the feeling of queasiness whenever your eyes found his in conversation, looking at you whenever he made a cheesy joke to hear your mellifluous giggle, the butterflies in his tummy after brushing shoulders on the couch during movie night with his closest friends. but kirishima has a problem. and it’s you and he feels so guilty about it because you’re supposed to be platonic! just two friends who happen to live in the same dorm and spend their free time hanging out! nothing to be misinterpreted… right?
he knew he was done for after you seen him with his hair down for the first time
you couldn’t help yourself! that man went through got2b by the can so during your first movie night in the dorm you threaded your fingers in his unstyled hair and scratched softly on his scalp
“ ‘m sorry i just had to know what your hair felt like with no gel” you quipped with a friendly smile
this wasn’t out of the ordinary at all… you guys gave friendly hugs, pushed at each other when you laughed, and whispered shared inside jokes to tease katsuki on a fairly regular basis. physical touch between friends never really phased him but this was different … oddly intimate
as you removed your digits and turned your body towards the tv again kirishima couldn’t stop staring at your side profile while the back of his neck and ears blushed deeply
he swiped his face with his palm because no way would he ruin a perfectly good friendship you guys cultivated over the school year… it’ll pass
as the chatter dies down and the group concedes to the post snack nap he feels you squirming slightly on the couch beside him trying to get comfortable
he hears you let out a puff of air before leaning into his side more
he holds his breath before turning to look at your face only to find you peering at him sleepily
“do ya mind if i borrow your shoulder red? i’ll only take a thirty minute nap”
he internally reacts to the nickname before letting out a less cool “oh yeah for sure”
that’s all you needed before putting more weight on him and closing your eyes
and that’s how kirishima’s arm ends up going numb after thirty minutes stretches into the second hour but he can’t help but spend the time taking in your features
this is what he trained for, to save civilians and keep the country safe of course! but also so his pretty girl can sleep soundly and safely using his sturdy bicep as a pillow
and he couldn’t help but take deep inhales of the products you recently used in the shower
as the time stretched on and the horizon turned into a dark plum… he debated the matter if his newly blooming feelings could complicate things
but he couldn’t help but notice how breathtaking you looked under evening sun shining through the common room windows
he knew deep down whether he liked it or not… this was only the beginning of his newfound affection
#bnha x reader#bnha#bnha headcanons#kirishima eijirou x reader#mha headcanons#soleil writes!#kirishima eijirou headcanons#kirishima x you#my hero academia#kirishima eijirou#boku no hero academia x reader#boku no hero academia#fluff#x reader
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@mxbuster replied to your post “Being a part time alterations tailor may be a very...”:
Omg you are amazing. If you ever want to do a tutorial…….
Sorry for the delay, I put the photos in a folder on my desktop and immediately forgot they existed.
Alrighty, here is how I shorten modern jacket sleeves.
First I should note that:
I work for a suit store that doesn't take very many outside alterations, meaning almost everything I alter is from the same few brands and I'm used to a specific construction. Other jackets from other brands may have different construction, but it shouldn't be too wildly different.
All the jackets I work on have false buttonholes, or none at all. If you've got one with functional buttonholes (statistically unlikely, but not impossible) you're kind of screwed, unless you need to shorten it by so much they'll all be turned to the inside.
The amount you need to shorten it by should already be marked on the sleeve, or you should have a measurement written down. The salesmen leave a little chalk line for me.
Start by cutting the buttons off. (Both this shop and my previous job use razor blades for this kind of thing, so I can only assume it's common in the professional tailoring world.)

Then turn the sleeve inside out. There will probably be a section on the lining seam where the 2 edges have been topstitched closed. Carefully pick this out with a seam ripper on both sleeves. If it doesn't have this, just open a section of the seam, but not too close to the end of the sleeve.

Often the sleeve lining will be tacked to the outer sleeve's seam allowance in a few places, and you can cut these if they're in the way.

Now you can easily pull out the threads that were holding the buttons on, and can remove the false buttonholes if there are any.
Most of the buttonholes on the jackets I do at work are chain stitch, which means they're easy to pull out quickly once you get one end loose and can un-chain them, but some of them aren't and take a lot longer. I especially hate the ones on the sport coats that have a little contrasting bar tack at the end, those ones are the WORST and take forever to pick off.
There's a seam holding the ends of the lining and outer fabric together. Cut it off.

On jackets with a particularly loose fabric there may be a bit of blindstitching around here holding the end up, same as there is inside a dress pants hem, and you should remove this first. It's big and loopy on the inside and you can find the end and pull on it to make it come apart, just like the string on a potato bag.
There's probably also a bit where the edge of the jacket sleeve is stuck in place with a bit of fusible tape, so pull that apart. Cut through the threads where the seam allowance is sewn to itself, and pick apart the seams that form the corners of the vent.
(I use the razor blade for this too, by pulling the 2 halves of the seam in opposite directions and cutting the threads in between, but you'll probably want to use a seam ripper.) Don't cut the top part of the seam on the vent though, that bit where the seam allowance juts out to provide extra material for the overlap should still be sewn shut, as you can see at the top of the photo below.

Turn the sleeve back right side out and mark the new line all the way around. At work I mainly use wax chalk which disappears as soon as you iron it, but regular chalk works too, it'll just take a bit more work to brush it all off after.

Press out all the creases from the old seams at the corners. (I have to be careful not to get steam on my wax lines, or else they'll disappear.)

Now press the end of the sleeve in and make the new crease. Sometimes I press out the old crease first, if it's far enough away from the marked line, but sometimes not.

I like to press both layers of sleeve at once in the middle, avoiding squishing the sides, and then I press each of those side bits using this little dense pillow thingy we have at work. It's kind of like a tailor's ham but small. You could easily make one and fill it with scraps, it's a useful thing to have. Make sure the overlap & underlap are facing the correct way.

I then straighten out the sleeve and see how the lining length looks. The end of the lining is usually quite wrinkled, so I press it first.
Here the lining is barely protruding, so I didn't trim anything off, but if there's more than about 1.5 cm sticking out past the sleeve then I'll trim that excess off.

Turning the sleeve back inside out, trim any excess off the folded up bit. I try to keep this bit about 4.5 cm wide, so this one just needed a little bit removed.

At this point you may want to add a bit more fusible interfacing to the button area, but it usually goes pretty far up, so I only do this if I'm shortening the sleeve by a LOT. (And if I'm shortening it by that much then there probably isn't enough overlap left to redo the vent.)
Now there should be creases showing where the new vent corners will be. On the underlap side I mark a little + right where I'll start sewing there.

And on the overlap side (the one with the mitred corner) I mark a diagonal x and then draw a line over the whole corner with a ruler, like so.

That is NOT your stitching line!!
This corner isn't perfectly square, it's a slightly wider angle. So when I fold that corner right sides together and match up the lines I start sewing from the tip of that marked line at the fold, but I veer off at a slight angle (in the direction of the seam allowance) and end about 4 mm out from it.

It's not very clear in the below picture, but you can hopefully see it.

Flip those 2 corners right side out, turn the whole sleeve right side out again, and press those corners nice and flat. I use the little sleeve pillow for this too.

Then you can pin the overlap shut just the way you want it to sit, turn it inside out again, and carefully re-pin it so the pin is on the inside, before removing the first pin.

(I actually skip this step and just pin it from the inside and go straight to the rest of the sewing up, and then press the corners after the lining is closed up, but I've done hundreds of these at this point so you'll probably want to do it this way.)
Sew the two halves of the vent together so that it'll stay closed. Just a tiny spot of backstitching on the seam allowances, like so.

Now you can match up the ends of the lining and outer sleeve and reattach them. I always start with the seam opposite the vent, since the vent side doesn't line up precisely.

I put them together like this, right side to right side, and pull those ends out through that opening in the lining before pinning it closed.


Then sew it, starting and finishing on either side of the vent.

There will likely be a small gap between the ends of the seam, since the vent is in the way, but this doesn't matter.

On the non vent side, clip into one of the seam allowances right below the seam.

Fold that seam allowance right sides together, keeping the rest of the sleeve out of the way, and sew it to itself. This is the same bit of stitching you removed earlier in the process, and it helps to keep the end of the sleeve from sagging.
If the seam allowances are too small or frayed you can also just turn it back right sides out and stick a bit of fusible tape in there.

Stuff everything back so that it's right sides out but the sleeve itself is still inside out, and redo that topstitching on the linings. (Or do it for the first time if there wasn't any. You may want to press the lining first if you don't have two nice creased edges.)

If this is your own personal nice jacket you might prefer to slipstitch it closed by hand, or to instead machine sew it closed from the inside and hand sew the lining back to the end of the sleeve, but I'm obviously not going to do that for my very low paying alterations job.

Turn the sleeve right sides out, sew the buttons back on, and you're done!

Nice mitred corner and all!

The first time I did this it took me over 2 hours because I didn't know what I was doing, but 5 years later I've got it down to about 45 minutes.
If the sleeve needs to be shortened by so much that there isn't enough overlap material left to redo the vent, then I just sew it shut and fold the whole thing up. I have to add new interfacing behind the buttons, as mentioned. For this I also need to turn it back right side out before I close up the lining, so I can stick the not-vent-anymore area to itself with some fusible tape.
Sometimes I have to lengthen sleeves, and for that the process is fairly similar, except of course I have to carefully unpick the seam at the end of the sleeve instead of cutting it off, and I sew an extra strip of fabric to the end. (I keep a box of cut off ends from some of the pants I've hemmed for this.)
For that you also need to use fusible tape for both seam ends, because when you've added an extra bit on you can't sew the seam allowance to itself. The amount you can lengthen a sleeve by is limited, since you need to make sure the new piece of material is entirely folded to the inside and out of view.
I hope this helps and makes sense!
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Naomi's Auto Clinic #1: The importance of inspecting your automobile. And spark plug and wire replacement.

Hello my friends this is going to be the first in a series of posts about DIY auto repair and maintenance. Today we have two topics! Why you should regularly inspect your vehicle and replacing spark plugs and wires.
So.... Why should you inspect your vehicle regularly?
well, so you dont end up like this:

Last weekend I was driving home from my parents house when my Miata stopped idling and died at a traffic signal, I started her again and she immediately wanted to die unless I had my foot on the throttle, I went and quickly pulled off onto a side road and opened my hood. I looked around the engine bay until I found the culprit.


The bundle of wires for the Mass Airflow Meter (MAF) had abraded through and caused a short, I spliced and wrapped it in electrical tape and she runs fine once again.

But while I was looking for the problem I found a different unrelated one, which we will get too later!
Alright so what should you inspect?
First you should pop open you hood, the hood release is usually on the underside of the dashboard on the drivers side in most cars.

Now that you have it open I would just do cursory glace over everything. Does anything seem super out of place?

Open the radiator cap and check the fluid level and color, in my case I can see the fluid and it looks nice and green as it supposed too. Word of caution only check this with the vehicle is cold and hasn't been ran for ~30 min or so.


Check your engine oil. Most cars have a pretty obvious dipstick. In my case it has a yellow handle with a loop on it. With a paper towel pull out the dipstick and wipe off the oil, then put it back in all the way and pull it out again. it should be somewhere between full and empty. Take note of the color, if it is very dark you should change your oil!


Check your brake fluid reservoir. As you brake fluid gets older and used it absorbs more water from the humidity in the air. The fluid gets darker as it gets more water content in it. This reservoir is usually in a translucent container near the firewall at the drivers side of the car. As you can see mine is bit dark, so I should replace it soon. I have a future part in this series planned for this already so we will go over it then.


Outside the engine bay take a quick look at your tires. How deep is the tread depth? is there any cracks.

Look for this DOT code, this tells you the month and year that the tire was manufactured, I personally would not drive on any tire older than 10 years old. So if they are I would replace them. The first two digits are the month, and the second two are the year. So my tires were manufactured in the 28th week of 2023.

Back to the engine bay! Take a quick look at your belts to see if you see any cracks or fraying.

Take a look at the wires and rubber hoses. Do you see any cracks if so they need to be replaced, and UH OH. look at what we have here. The spark plug wires are falling apart! lets replace them.

So, I've decide to replace the spark plugs at the same time, simply because I do not know how old they are. And here are the new parts! Along with the tools needed to install them!


First off remove the wires from the plugs, I leave the rear hooked up to the coils so I know where they go.

using the wrench and socket is loosen all the of the spark plugs all the way, then retrieve them using my magnet.


Here are the new plugs! These are pre-gapped so I don't have to set it myself.

I put some anti-seize on the threads to the plugs so they wont corrode into the engine. That would be a pain to extract if they were.

Then I lower the new plugs into the hole with the magnet making sure not to drop them hard.
I always like to start them in the threads by hand so I can make sure the threads are not cross threaded before snugging them the rest of the way down with the wrench.

Alright lets move onto the wires! I like to replace these one at a time to make sure I put the right wire in the coil, its easy to find out what plug each wire is for as they all have different lengths

And they are all in!

Finally take it for a test drive to make sure everything is working properly!

I came back and she ran great! :)
I hope I was able to relay some good information for y'all! I plan on making more of these as I come across more things to do on this Miata. Up next is the brakes or replacing the AC compressor as it is bad.
Stay safe my friends!
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The sewing machine advice post.
Here's an introduction to sewing machines, from someone who has gone from "making costumes with a busted old machine I bought at a thrift store" to "Teaching how to care for your sewing machine as a living."
Read the manual. Can't find it? Don't have it? There are lots of PDFs online. The manual is going to tell you important things like which way to insert the bobbin and how to thread the machine. It will also tell you what kind of bobbin to use.
Get some more bobbins. The machine needs a bobbin that is wound with the same thread you plan to sew with. There are situations where you can use two different threads, but while you're learning, use the same kind of thread above and below. Follow the manual's instructions to properly wind a bobbin, and only wind one thread at a time on each bobbin.
Change the needle. I have a whole other helpful post about what kind.
When you put thread on the machine, follow each step and make sure the Presser Foot is in the "up" position before you start.
Right before you thread the needle, pull the thread to make sure it moves freely and isn't caught anywhere. Then, lower the presser foot, and pull again. It should be very tight. (If it is not tight with the foot down, raise the foot and re-thread the machine from the beginning.)
Find and get to know the Take-Up Lever. It goes up and down faster than the needle, and kinda looks like a dinosaur head. The thread has to be settled in the eye of the take up lever or your machine won't make a good stitch. It will go "stitch stitch stitch clunk bang stop." If the thread isn't in the take up lever, re-thread the machine.
You're going to spend a lot of time re-threading your machine. Gird your loins, and be prepared to do this.
Make sure you insert the bobbin correctly. Follow the manual. Once it is set in the bobbin case, the thread should pull tightly, not freely.
Your control of the fabric happens before the needle goes into it; your hands should be in front of the needle, not behind it. Don't pull the fabric from the back. Just guide the fabric from the front; don't push it or overdrive. Try using one finger on each hand to just keep the fabric straight while the machine feeds the fabric through.
If the fabric won't feed through properly, take the metal needle plate (AKA Throat plate) off and clean between the pointy bits that stick up through the needle plate. Those are the feed dogs and lint collects between them under the plate. Keep that area clear of lint and dust.
If the machine still won't feed properly, take it to a service technician. There may be a feed timing problem.
THE HAT TRICK: If you have a problem with the machine, do these three things:
Remove the bobbin, check it over. If the thread isn't wound on it properly, or if it's cracked or bent or rusty, it might be bad. Replace it if necessary.
Change the needle. Make sure the needle is inserted in the correct direction and that it is indeed inserted completely. (Choose the correct needle, too.)
Re-Thread the machine from the beginning. Make sure to hit each step, make sure the presser foot is up, and make sure to lower the presser foot at the end to check the tension.
This is really a beginner's list. There's a lot more, but I wanted to start simply. Please feel free to share it around, or add your opinions.
**My credentials: I've been teaching sewing, serving, and machine embroidery professionally for 20+ years. Been sewing for over 40 years. I'm also a trained sewing machine technician.
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Overview of TGCF Versions
Due to recent(ish) events, I thought it would be good to make another post cataloguing all the different "versions" of TGCF, for newcomers and old fans alike! I'll also be going over some FAQs that I've seen or been asked so this post can serve as a decent info thread.
For simplicity's sake, first think of there being two "main" version of TGCF:
The Original -- what all the translations are based on, as well as the manhua and donghua.
The Revised -- what was released in print last year in China (only), and what was recently updated on JJWXC. The audio drama is adapting this
The original webnovel was itself not "censored." By that I mean, it contained everything MXTX originally wrote including kisses, swearing, innuendo, etc. MXTX did self-censor to avoid Real Censorship (hence the lack of NSFW scenes we may have gotten like in her previous novels), but that's a whole different thing. For all intents and purposes, consider the original version and (most of) its translations as being uncensored.
The revised version was first publicly released as a print novel in China. As such, it was actually censored. While "Hualian" is still there, and things are alluded to, it's a lot more vague. Kisses and a lot of other things were cut, including certain dialogue tidbits that perhaps were deemed a bit too obvious. (Plus a lot of Feng Xin and Qi Rong's cursing was removed lmao.)
HOWEVER, shortly after the print release, the audio drama started adapting the uncensored revised version. So we all knew there was an uncensored revised version somewhere in existence. It wasn't until the end of last month that we actually saw it! TGCF was available again on JJWXC after years of being "temporarily locked" to comply with regulations. (Though it was possible it was locked for other reasons. We will never fully know!) Not only was it finally unlocked, but it was actually updated to the uncensored revised version!
F.A.Q.s
1.) Why did MXTX make a revised version anyway? MXTX has mentioned before that she was not entirely satisfied with the original version of TGCF. Because she wrote and released each chapter in a serialized manner, with frequent (possibly daily?) updates, it doesn't surprise me that it didn't turn out exactly how she wanted. Now that she has the opportunity to sit down with it and go over everything on her own time, she's able to get it closer to what she wanted. In short: she's just really passionate about this story!
2.) Is there and English translation, or will there be? What about other languages? Officially, not yet. We don't know if there ever will be, as MXTX would have to re-negotiate the rights with publishers for translations, and at this time, we don't know if that'll happen. Unofficially, there are a few options: a. ClearNoodle has done some fan-translations you should check out here! b. By purchasing the webnovel on JJWXC now, you can MTL (machine translate) the novel. If you've seen screenshots in English floating around that aren't part of the fan-translations above, this is probably the source.
3.) What is JJWXC and how do I use it/purchase TGCF on it? JJWXC is the webnovel publishing site where TGCF was originally released. It hosts a giant array of C-novels, including most other danmei that you may have heard about. SV and MDZS were indeed also on JJWXC, but are currently (still) locked. To purchase TGCF (or any other novel) on JJWXC, cangji.net has an excellent guide and list of other helpful links to get you all set up. Please do check it out! Additionally, buying on JJWXC seems to be the most direct way to support authors. You can also throw bonus tips at them!
4.) How much has really changed in the revised version? A fair bit. Mostly, the changes are to do with plot structure, minor characters, overall flow, and so on. It's still essentially the same story, but in a way that feels fresh. Hualian in particular have exactly the same dynamic as before. MXTX added extra scenes between them, including very sweet and tender domestic stuff haha! There's also a few new lines of spicier dialogue to go along with some of the scenes that already existed in the original.
5.) So what is considered canonical? Both, in a way. MXTX has stated that she's happy if fans can enjoy both at once, and that we're free to pick-and-choose as we wish. Personally, while there are many things I prefer from the original, the revised version is something closer to MXTX's true vision for the novel. So I feel that holds a little bit of weight there, too.
6.) Will the manhua/donghua be adapting any of the newly revised content? So far that seems unlikely. The revised version facelifts a lot from the early parts of the story, which is stuff these adaptations have already covered. It would be hard to change things down the line now. At most they could add some of the extra dialogue or such, but we'll see if that's the case. For now, we simply don't know and shouldn't count on it. If you'd still like an adaptation of the revised, please absolutely check out the audio drama! It's easily become my personal fave adaptation of the story, and is made by a small but very passionate team who are close to MXTX. Thus, it's quite faithful and does the source material such justice! <3
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hob#heaven official's blessing#this post was supposed to be out WEEKS ago but such is life lol#nyerus.txt#guide
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Tiny Terzo Reliquary!
It’s finally finished! I decided to keep the embellishments to a minimum instead of doing a lot of tiny paper cutting when my hands have been really stiff with the cold weather, but I absolutely love how it turned out!!!


He now lives with my other little figures on my music shelf and I’m already planning to make one for my Copia figure when I get it next year >:)
Compiled progress shots and thoughts on the project below the cut! (Heads up, I ramble a lot)
If I was to make it again I would definitely have planned the roof section better and made the base in full panels instead of sections to minimise seams. I also would make sure I painted the inside before construction and put the plastic for the windows in last instead of having to mask them off for painting.
It’s made of a combination of 1mm and 2mm mount board (also called chip board I believe?), clear plastic from some packaging, stretch velvet and bamboo toothpicks. Ideally, I would have made it from acrylic because that’s much stronger but that would require a laser cutter or a jigsaw, two things I don’t have lol but the mount board takes paint much better without needing too much priming and sanding and cuts much easier with a scalpel.






I crocheted the lace using single strands of embroidery thread and a .6mm crochet hook. It was the first time I ever did any crochet on that scale and it was actually really fun and I’m planning a few more crochet lace projects in the future. Although I don’t recommend doing micro crochet if you’re very tense and have long nails because I was putting SO MUCH pressure on my thumbnail on the hand I was holding my work with that I actually had to take a break overnight because my nail bed was starting to hurt and didn’t stop hurting for like four days. Learn from my mistakes. If anyone’s interested, I put the stitches I used on one of the older update posts but it’s a very basic row of double crochet scallop stitches on a base of a single row of slip stitches to keep it small


The tufting on the back plate was done by marking out a lattice grid on a rectangle of mount board that was slightly smaller than the space it would sit in on the removable plate and punching the holes with my awl. I then chopped up some foam from an old bra that I’d already harvested the hooks and eyes from and glued that to the piece of mount board before covering with some stretch velvet. I tried doing the tufting in a few different ways. Originally I wanted to do it just with little French knots to look like buttons but I ended up not liking it so I took them all out and tried a couple of different methods for doing a lattice before landing on what you see in the photos. I went over in one long stitch along all the left to right diagonals and then did the same with the right to left diagonals and put in tiny couching stitches at all the intersections through the holes in the mount board to pull them in and give it that tufted look
I’ve really missed doing things like this. I went to college to study model making because my dream was to work in theatre either as a prop builder or set designer but with my disabilities I realised that kind of career that required a lot of work with heavy machinery and a lot of time on my feet isn’t a viable choice for me, so it’s nice to get back into something I’m really passionate about while also making something relating to my special interests
#the band ghost#papa emeritus iii#papa terzo#this little thing is my pride and joy#I wish I’d been able to do more tiny details but my hands are always very sore this time of year so I want to keep them in good shape#I bought some ring splints for my right hand that should be arriving at the end of the month so hopefully those will help!!
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How do you do your Final Fantasy edits?
The hard way, my friend. No AI is used here, I do it all by hand. 🥰 I assume you mean the screenshot manipulations I create? I'll try and give a simple summary... First, I boot up Remake on PC and use a "free camera" mod(you can find the links to the mods I use on my archive pages for manipulations, which is on my pinned post) to take a couple screenshots that I think will work well together. Sometimes I change my mind and choose a different one. It can be hard to match the camera angles and lighting, so sometimes I have to mess with that later, as well. But it's easier if they fit together from the beginning. We'll take my current WIP as an example. I started with these two screenshots:
I open them in the free program GIMP (GNU Image Manipulation Program), which anyone can download at gimp.org. Then the first thing I do is choose the base image. In this case, they're both facing the same way, so I choose to flip Sephiroth(you can't really do that with Cloud easily because of his earring, and his hair is less symmetrical). Since the camera was closer up on Cloud, and he's the smaller one, I usually choose Sephiroth's to be the base image. With that decided, I roughly cut Cloud from his background and paste him onto Sephiroth's image as a new layer. Then I position him, resize him, rotate him, whatever I need to do until he seems to be in the desired place, which ends up looking like this: (I ended up adding snow for this preview, so it would look more complete than it is when I showed it to my server, haha)
If you look at Cloud, you can still see a thick outline of his old background around his head. Once he's positioned properly, it's time to remove the rest of his background(I use a size 10 eraser with 100% hardness and zoom in about 5 times). Then I need to think about where they're connected, and how to make them look like they're touching, as well as layering to make them seem intertwined, as if they're truly occupying the same space together.
I cut away some of Cloud's shirt, and the rest of that effect will come with shading later. If I wanted Cloud even closer, I would make a duplicate of Sephiroth and erase his background, so that his lock of hair would appear to go over Cloud's face. I could also make it semi-transparent, so you could see the outline of Cloud's face through his hair. You can see I have some small game defects to fix, such as Cloud's hair clipping through his ear. I leave those tiny details for later, typically. Sometimes, because of their height differences, I have to "rebuild" missing parts of them from scratch, such as I did for this other manipulation:
It's a delicate process that's mostly the clone tool(to keep the textures) and some freehand drawing, but I don't have an art tablet, so I use my mouse for everything, which can be quite challenging. I've had a lot of practice from translating doujinshi, where I'd erase the words, rebuild the missing part of the image, and then place the translated words over that spot.
In any case, I decided I wanted more out of this manipulation than just leaning against each other. I wanted Cloud to be reaching up towards Sephiroth, and perhaps for Sephiroth to be pulling him closer. To do that, I needed pictures of their hands/arms like so:
I've taken hundreds of shots, so I looked through what I had first, but it wasn't the right angle, or was the wrong outfit for Cloud, so...then you open up those images and cut out the parts you want. After that, you work on positioning and things like that again. I haven't finished with that part yet, so it looks a little awkward. (And when you're doing these kinds of things, color matching is very important, but that's a bit advanced.)
I'm not fully satisfied yet, so I'll probably remove the rest of the background from the arms and then mess with the placement. As for Sephiroth's hand, I intend to thread it in Cloud's hair, so Cloud will need to be duplicated in order to create that layering effect, as mentioned previously. Which should end up looking similar to this one:
(I had to draw in most of Cloud's hand because I didn't have the camera mod back then, and the Sephiroth shot was provided to me by Coeurlwhiskers.) After that, it's a matter of shadows and highlights, remaining details, and finishing up the colors, etc. It's a long and difficult process, and can take many hours to complete, depending on how ambitious I get with it. Most of that stuff would be a much longer tutorial, and I did used to do some actual artwork a long time ago, so I...kind of know what I'm doing?? I probably do a lot of stuff the hard way(like not using layer masks) because I just don't have the time to teach myself more than the basics. 😅I know it may seem daunting, but it's really fun! I hope I managed to answer your question properly. Feel free to ask follow ups~
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“Crowley is Malleus’s long lost father” theory is popping off right now in like every twst social media community so I wanted to know what your thoughts on it were?
I briefly discussed this theory in the final paragraph of this post (although it is full of spoilers, so please be cautious of that). To reiterate (and to add more details), the main pieces of evidence that come up when discussing this idea are:
Malleus’s dad is confirmed missing, but we never saw a body or have confirmation of his death so we can’t 100% trust that.
Crowley’s past and motives remain a total mystery. (The crow mask he wears is also highly suspicious; why does he never remove it? Why does it resemble the masks worn by Briar Country soldiers? Because Malleus would recognize his father? Because Lilia might recognize his old friend?)
The name of Malleus’s dad may be romanized as Levan/Revan (we don’t have an official English localization for book 7 yet, so we don’t know for sure how it would be written). (Edit: EN has confirmed that his name is "Raverne".) The former looks like the word “raven”, just with the vowels swapped around. And you know who else is a black bird?? Diablo, Maleficent’s crow and right-hand man, similar to how Levan/Revan was Mallenoa’s right-hand man. Who else do we know that’s a crow? Crowley.
Levan/Revan is described by Lilia as someone who “always dumped their work onto others/him”, which is something that Crowley also does to his own students.
So I guess the conclusion is that Malleus’s dad went into hiding to protect himself (especially if we assumed that his wife got killed off shortly after his disappearance; his own life may be in danger as well)?
I think the idea is definitely… interesting??? It would also be a big rug pull since players have been joking since day 1 that Crowley gives the vibes of a deadbeat/absentee dad or someone who went off to buy milk and never came back 😂 But in terms of how likely I think it is to become a reality??? I think it’s definitely kind of shaky if we’re going with only what we know right now.
The problem I have with this theory is twofold. Firstly, it’s counting a lot of omission of information as proof rather than details present as proof (which really could be spun any which way you like if you tried hard enough). Secondly, the main thread of logic here is basically the same as “Ace traitor” theory. We’re drawing conclusions from… a name (in Ace’s case, the fact that his surname isn’t “Heart” like the other card soldiers but is “Trappola”), which isn’t a lot of solid evidence in of itself.
I don’t know if I totally buy that Malleus’s dad would go MIA for literally 400ish years either? Like… he was the princess’s confidant, right? So he must have cared for her very much. Why would he up and abandon his wife (rather than coming to her rescue), his friend (Lilia), his country, AND his unborn child who NEEDS his love magic to be hatched? Why wouldn’t he return once the war was over?? Why would he run off to Sage’s Island and become the headmaster there??? If he doesn’t want to be a present father figure, why have a child at all or put himself in a position where he now has to monitor several hundreds of children every year instead of the one child that is actually his? (I know that Lilia started off not wanting kids and then became more open to the idea over time (ie people can change), but I don't think we can conclude the same happened to Crowley given how dismissive he still is in present day and how little we really know about Malleus's dad's true personality.) And surely if Crowley was Malleus’s dad, he’s not so ignorant as to not know Malleus is his son, right…? But then why forget about his existence 90% of the time and forget to invite him when he knows Malleus is on campus and he had not been there for him all his life???? Why actively be such an asshole???
The mask thing on Crowley is suspicious as heck, yes, but I don’t know if Malleus would be able to identify his father on sight since he never saw him or got to know him before hatching. On the flip side, how would Lilia not immediately notice his friend by voice??? Or by the mask if it is, indeed, his friend’s trademark or a custom from Briar Country? Are we arguing “characters made dumb for the sake of plot”? 😭 (Believe it or not, this is actually the most credible piece of evidence to me just because of how often TWST has employed cases of mistaken identity for the sake of convenience; I wouldn’t put it past them.)
Lilia does describe Levan/Revan as someone who dumps work on others, but he says Mallenoa does the same thing. Yet there are other aspects to Mallenoa which we also learn about. Shirking work is not the entire personality of Malleus’s dad and while his overall character may be inclusive of that, there are tons of traits unaccounted for; we barely know the guy. The Crowley = Levan theory feels like taking a conclusion and working backwards/retroactively changing the interpretation of other details to prove the conclusion we began with, instead of taking suspicious details and synthesizing a conclusion from it.
Anyway! You can see that I’m hesitant about this theory. I’d like more concrete details before I get on board with it because there isn't enough to implicate Crowley specifically—but hey, that’s not to say the idea isn’t interesting or funny 🤔 I’d personally love to see Malleus’s reaction to Crowley Darth Vader-ing him, haha 😂
Side note: It’s also sort of funny how people don’t believe Crowley is Malleus’s dad simply because they think Mallenoa is “too good/hot” for a man as bumbling as Crowley www
#twst#twisted wonderland#Malleus Draconia#Lilia Vanrouge#Dire Crowley#Ace Trappola#twst theory#twst theories#twisted wonderland theory#twisted wonderland theories#notes from the writing raven#question#spoilers#there is also an alternate theory that Crowley is the Dawn Knight???#since the Dawn Knight is said to always wear a helmet to cover his face which is obviously sus#but that can’t be true bc Silver is alluded to be a relative of the Dawn Knight#and Crowley and Silver look nothing alike#also that would make the Dawn Knight a fae that turned traitor wouldn’t it#although ig the helmet would explain hiding the ears all the time#Meleanor Draconia#Raverne Draconia#Maleanor Draconia
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the hush of the barrens made even the faintest of steps audible , twigs snapping - stones shuffling ; it was comparable to a pin dropping in a vacant room .
hazel eyes flit up towards the tozier studying him , all the while her lips pressed together . it was scary , not in the way someone like henry bowers or gretta keene might stare ... but the uncertainty of knowing what one of derry high school's most popular students may be thinking ; was enough to churn a gut or two .
the cheerleader pushes her frame up , seated onto her knees - the quilted fabric underneath her bunched up as she shifted . her parasol , dainty ( and unnecessary ) continued to swirl .
' you look ... different than i remember . '
she looks perplexed , all signs pointed to marilyn mistaking him with his twin . good natured at heart , it wasn't likely that she even knew the tozier family had a set of twins . unfortunately for edgar , it would seem richie would absorb most of the spot light .
a lovely day to spend at the quarry - awfully lonesome , though . her friends on the cheer squad , nor jocks wanted to go .
she idly spins a parasol between her finger tips , excitement tends to finds it's way to her , unfortunately the wait is terribly mundane .
#more than okay! I'm super happy you replied!#I haven't written on tumblr in ages so i'm still getting used to formatting lol#is there a way to like... remove old posts in the thread like how you used to in the past?#[ ☼ ] ↬ edgar
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You're still not sure how this works. You're 99% sure Rafael Barba is your soulmate, but the clock hasn't hit zero. You've met him, talked to him, and slid papers under his door for him to almost step on in the mornings or retrieve on late nights. But if the clock is still ticking, then you haven't met them, right? So, why do you feel safer when he's close by?
It's confusing. And you have no time for confusion about anything. Jack has delegated you second chair, one you are happy to accept. The case load is growing, the indictments issued flying from the clerk's office with increasing speed. You're issuing subpoenas left and right, searching records that go back so far you think you may have found the mythical lost pen an intern took from Paul Robinette because they were too chicken to ask him out so they settled for something he touched (or so you heard).
And Barba has hardly looked at you.
Olivia Benson had reassured you it was because the man is fiercely independent, not because he thought little of you. And while it helped, you couldn't help but grow saddened and irritated by the fact every interaction you shared with him was passing papers while he barely spared a glance.
The record in front of you is the biggest find yet. Unshredded and non-digitized remands. You're not sure how long you've been in this dusty old room, but it's worth it. You hop over the file boxes- you'll be back to fix them soon - and rush upstairs, aware you probably look like you've been crawling underneath a bed in a messy room, but this is it. The clincher. And you don't even care if he sees you looking dishelved, because this file is the red bow, the Michael Cutter homerun swing.
There's no dignity as you cross the threshold of his office, his brows raising as he pours his cup of coffee, your hands holding the file with such a tight grip he wonders how you haven't bent the folder.
"Rafael Barba, may I present four different remands and secret indictments. Done under suspicious circumstances and-" you flip through the file, finding the bright pink post it, "the other dismissed without prejudice."
The room slows, his eyes meeting yours with intensity. The clock on your wrist hits zero with an echoed final tock. You take a step closer, fiddling with the random thread on your sweater.
"I hoped it would be you."
He's quiet, placing his cup on the table before he takes the file out of your hands, fingers gently resting on your wrist, wordlessly asking for consent. You nod, watching with bated breath as he pushes the sleeve up just enough to see the fading clock.
"She always said it was the first time they see you not the first time you look," he murmers, thumb caressing your skin.
*
Barba's watching intently when you approach the stand, the evidence you either found or helped lead the way to balanced eaily in your hands despite the amount. The room grows quiet as you lay the receipts, the texts, fax confirmations, and signed agreements in front of the man on the stand.
"You weren't going to say this was a one-time deal, were you?"
*
Barba's hand lands at the small of your back as you descend the steps.
"Rafael," you begin, his first name foreign on your lips, "can I see your wrist?"
"It's zero."
You wrinkle your nose, halting at the bottom step.
"How long?"
"The day you met me."
"And mine just stopped?"
He frowns, removing his hand from your back to face you.
"Your dedication to justice, your determination, those became clear the minute you spent hours doing what someone else could have been doing. I saw you, and I knew." His hand cups your cheek fondly, brown eyes meeting yours, as if asking for permission. He presses his forehead to yours, lips barely grazing your own.
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vampire au part 2. part 1 here
cw/tw: it as a pronoun, mention of animal's blood, mention of sunburns, brief description of removed teeth, exploitation. quite light, mostly angst but not much of that either. not proofread.
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Aaron startles awake.
He is not alone.
It is as if his very base instincts wakes him up. Cave dweller-instincts.
Prey instincts.
He'd spent a few hours googling vampire nature and care and intermittenly trying to get a hold of Mike. But Mike didn't answer and very few people seemed to post actual, reliable care guides on the Internet, so he'd eventually resolved to read the endless wiki on vampires and had fallen asleep on the couch. His head had tipped back at an awkard angle which had given him a painful twinge on one side, and he tries to massage it away with one hand while the other fumbles for the light on the sidetable, eventually finding the switch.
It's dark outside, and once the lone bulb starts glowing, it seems even darker where the light doesn't reach. Aaron scans the room, trying to establish whether the hairs standing up at the back of his neck were justified. The little thing had not attacked him in his sleep at least, and immediately he took back the thought. Vampires aren't a realistic threat to a humans. Especially not one like the one he so easily had picked up and carried downstairs.
The species had grown to fear humans, claimed most of the literature he had come across.
Lone individuals typically strayed far away from human settlements in prehistory. Like cats, they have keen smell and hearing, and sensitive eyes which can pick up even the faintest traces of light.
And there it is. He can see it now, the almost supernatural shine of light reflecting in the creature's eyes, where it is peeking out from the darkness of the stairwell down to the basement, halfway hidden behind the door which Aaron had left ajar. It is so low to the floor it must be crouching, or is perched on one of the steps near the top.
When it understands that Aaron has spotted it, the shadow startles back. For a second Aaron thinks it has retreated back down again, but soon the eyes are back.
Like coyotes, they scitter away before any human can even realize they are nearby.
Hm. This one, not quite.
"Hi there," Aaron tries, slightly unsure of how to apprach.
"You said I could come upstairs."
It's the first time he's heard its voice. It sounds sore, like it's screamed itself hoarse. Dragging its words like an old man. Shaking, like a little boy.
"Yes. Come up here, please? I would like to see who I'm talking to."
For a few long seconds the creature doesn't move, and then the shadows around it change. It looks like it is one with the absence of light surrounding it, morphing from one abstract shape of darkness to another. It doesn't go in a straight line from the basement door and towards Aaron; it migrates from patch to patch of shadow, coming closer and closer.
Like wolves, they are only brave enough to be a legitimate threat to humans when they are part of a pack.
Aaron hopes so, as he watches the creature move. It certainly doesn't look threatening once it comes close enough to step into the light of the side table lamp. It stands there, head bowed and shoulders hunched, looking more like a repentant child waiting to be scolded than a predator of the night.
It is wearing somebody else's clothes. It must be, with the way the shoulder seams of its t-shirt hang down its upper arms and and its shorts end well below its knees, halfway covering blue and brown bruises. Those are the only garments its wearing. Aaron can see the bumps of its ankle joints and the sharp lines of the clavicles sticking out, lik his skin has been threaded over a wire armature. It's skinny. Some part of his brain wonders about the metabolic rate of vampires. Has this one been stared or do they all look like this? How much blood do they actually need, and how often? Which quality? Should it ideally be human?
Its hair is long enough to brush its shoulders and Aaron has to duck his head down a little to get a better look of its face. The sunburn is still present across his cheeks and nose, a violent red compared to its otherwise pale skin. Its not just pale - the skin is completely colourless. Almost like a black-and-white movie. It makes few drops of blood on his lips stand out even more. So half-thawed cow's blood in a dish works.
"I have tried to get into contact with Mike, who took you here," Aaron begins, as he sits back on the couch again, tilting his head a little to one side. "He's not picking up, or answering any of my texts. So I'm hoping you can tell me where you're from, since he won't."
The vampire doesn't move its downturned head, but its gaze flits up to Aarons from where it's been burrowing into the floor. The pupils have receeded some from the vast blackness they were when the creature came from the basement door, when they were so expanded they took up the entire iris. Now they're sort of elongated circles, floating in greenish-grayish pools.
Not quite cat.
But decidedly not human, either.
"Springfield," it says blankly, and Aaron blinks.
He doesn't know what he expected, but Springfield wasn't it.
"From a private collector, or a drug farm? A lab?" he tries, because he's not entirely sure what sorts of places keep vampires. Some roam like wild animals, following highways until they find something to eat and then move on. Most exist in some sort of captivity. Legislators have still not agreed on exactly what vampires are, only that they are not humans. Some claim them to be no more tame than orcas in a pool; mostly willing to do obey for food, but inclined to pull their trainer under if given the chance. Some call for eradication, arguing that there is no place for a species which has been known to prey on humans when the conditions are right. Others believe that the humane solution is containment until a consensus is met. But almost nobody thinks they are fit to be part of society alongside humans.
Aaron doesn't quite know where he stands, but he supposes he has to make up his mind if this one is to be stay with him for the unforeseeable future.
"Leeland incorporated, Antibody Manufacturing department. Private facility."
He's not prepared for such a clear answer. These are google-able terms, he realises, and repeats the name in his head so he can remember to look it up after. He had imagined… well, he doesn't know what place of origin he imagined. The skinny thing in front of him with bruises on its shins and blood in the corners of its mouth is the first vampire he's ever met.
"What did they do to you there?" is what he asks next, because he cannot imagine that it was voluntary, whatever it was.
It avoid eye contact again, and bites its bottom lip with a set of front teeth that are remarkably straight and human-like. Not a fang. Aren't they supposed to have sharp, fox-like incisors, to pierce flesh with?
"They take our venom," it whispers eventually, so low Aaron almost doesn't hear, even though the living room is completely silent and the house is situated far enough away from any road to not be distrubed by the sounds of traffic.
"Your… venom?"
It nods, quickly, like it rather not talk about. A tear travels along its waterline, eventually rolling down from the corner of its eye and over its sunburned skin. It winces and draws a hand up to sooth the skin, and in the process pushes its lip up enough for Aaron to see that there indeed is no sharp canine there. Not because he's been tricked all these years into believing that vampires have sharp teeth, but because there simply is no tooth there at all.
There is only a red orifice where he can only assume such a tooth once was.
"What happened to your teeth?" he asks before he can stop himself, and immediately regrets it. It's appearantly a touchy subject, because the vampire lets out a sob and brings both hands up to cover his eyes, which only serves to irritate the sunburn further.
Aaron isn't sure what to do. Should you soothe a vampire? It feels slightly degrading to put his hands on it like it's an animal. Even though, it strictly is.
"They take them too," it suddenly lets out, heaving like it's ran a mile. It's trying to hold back its tears. It is still holding its hands to its face, further aggravating its sunburn. On a whim Aaron rises from the couch and retrieves a pack of frozen peas, which he wraps in a kitchen towel and brings back to the living room. The vampire isn't making much sound, but its shoulders are shaking. Aaron holds out the makeshift icepack, anticipating the flinch when the vampire spots him out from between his fingers.
"This will help," he says, gently nudging the icepack inbetween its face and hand. The relief seems immediate and palpable. Its red-rimmed eyes close as it grasps the icepack in both hands and presses it gently to its skin. First one cheek, then the other, then it brings it to its mouth and rests its sore gums on the cool fabric. It repeats the triangular pattern while Aaron sits back down on the couch.
He doesn't push the teeth-issue anymore. He has some information to work with now, and some pointed questions to ask Mike when he decides to pick up his phone. For now, he's got to take care of the little vampire in front of him.
"Do you have a name?" he gently asks when the worst of the crying seems to have subsided. The vampire looks at him from over the icepack, which he's now placed across his cheekbones and nosebridge like a cold compress.
"One of them called me Joey."
It's low and muffled through the towel, but Aaron still manages to pick it up. He smiles.
"Well, Joey. I'm Aaron. Nice to meet you."
#vampire whump#vampire whumpee#human caretaker#sunburn mention#blood mention#tooth whump#at least descriptions of it#it as a pronoun#ngl the it's/its trip me up a little#i think aaron will have to change pronouns for him pretty soon
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Idk if I've posted any of these before, but anyone want a few recipes from my old Disney recipe book?
(Disney Recipes: From Animation to Inspiration)
For example...
Uncle Scrooge's Golden Risotto


Left Page
"Gold and more gold! Look at it, touch it, and if you can't get enough of it, try eating it! Gold is Uncle Scrooge's main preoccupation, as he counts and recounts his vast fortune, more than "three acres of money" to be exact. Beholding a dish of this golden yellow risotto, we're sure the old miser's eyes would sparkle with joy. The dish blended with saffron, the spice worth its weight in gold, and served with a crowning touch of edible gold on top. The soft, warm glow this elegant dish provides is proof of your great generosity towards friends and family, a sign of how much you care."
"And I like to dive around my money like a porpoise..."
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Right Page
HOW TO MAKE IT
4 Servings 1 Hour Preparation Time
INGREDIENTS
6 cups - low-salt vegetable broth 1/2 teaspoon - saffron threads 2 tablespoons - unsalted butter 2 tablespoons - extra-virgin olive oil 1 medium onion, finely diced 1 pounds - arborio rice 1/2 cup - dry white wine 3 ounces - parmesan cheese, freshly grated 1 piece - edible gold* salt and pepper to taste * Edible gold is available in specialty gourmet shops and fine bakeries.
Being vegetable broth and saffron to a boil; then reduce to a simmer and proceed to the next step.
Melt 1 ounce of butter and olive oil in a pan. When butter begins to sizzle, add onion and sauté until translucent.
Add rice and saute until coated and somewhat translucent, about 5 to 6 minutes. Slowly add wine. Stir in a single direction until most of the wine has evaporated.
Add a ladleful of stock. Continue to stir in the same direction until incorporated. Do not add more stock until the previous amount has been completely absorbed. Continue until all of the stock has been used and/or the rice is al dente, about 10 to 15 minutes from the start.
Remove pot from heat and add final ounce of butter and Parmesan cheese. Shred the "gold" over the top just before serving.
MENU IDEAS
You might preface this dish with a salad with "Bambi and Thumper's Green Goddess Dressing" and follow up with "Esmeralda's Turkey Piccata."
VARIATIONS
Add fresh peas or quickly sauteed asparagus tips to your risotto just prior to serving, for additional texture, flavor, and visual appeal.
SERVING SUGGESTIONS
Refrigerate leftover risotto in a flat plate or pan. The next day, cut into shapes and sauté in olive oil. Serve in any number of ways: alone as a quick appetizer, as an entree with a light stew poured over the top, or simply alongside fried eggs for a rich, extra special breakfast.
WHAT CHILDREN CAN DO
With parental supervision kids can help stir the risotto or, using safety scissors, they can help cut the "gold" foil into little strips to decorate the top of the risotto before it is served.
#recipe#disney#uncle scrooge#scrooge mcduck#the old recipe book from when I was a kid#finally getting use from it lol#golden risotto#uncle scrooge's golden risotto
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S1E3 The Man with the Umbrella Liveblog
Note: in first episode liveblog, I mean to say that Gihun forget birthday preparations for his daughter. He did not forget her birthday.
As we left off last time, Junho is playing a game of follow the leader.
Driving for 2 hours, 38 minutes. His persistence and stamina is impressive.
Important to text your boss, that you won't be in. Classic work schengians. 👌
Write down a license plate number! I don’t know if that works elsewhere though besides the US.
Junho with 4 live rounds, one blank. Ready to play among us.
Show title I cannot read!
Music fades as Junho gets all sneaky sneak.
Ironic that Gihun is the first scanned in. Microchip? How did none of the players notice any bumps around their necks.
Junho strangling a worker, throwing him overboard. Ruthless, brutal, and efficient.
He is now playing dress up. 👗.
Now he gets to learn rule 1. Oh like the avoxs in the Hunger Games then 🙄.
Basically no talking unless the higher ups allow it.
That rule can be abused and misused in so many ways. Being an employee at this organization is terrible. I would end myself rather than endure forced loneliness.
Maybe that's the point though isolation prevents the workers from joining up together.
We are in the flux point, the in-between basically walking into a fairy ring to get to the true location.
Hm the string being used to determine who is Junho compared to others is a grand idea.
He is the loose thread in the whole operation now.
Seagulls yay!!
As they near the island, still in transit. Honestly it's creepy how they move in sync like forager ants bringing back food.
They bring in the players to be undressed, they are processed, and then redressed to remove their individuality.
Much like living dolls which is beyond horrifying as it takes away a chunk of the players body autonomy.
And the sheer silence, the rapid speed on which they do this. It's bonechilling.
They are being processed now.
And Saebyoek plays what's in my pocket.
001 and 456 together again. In a deranged liminal space. Fun.
Gihun and Ilnam gossiping over Minyeo and her possible bald face lie.
Oh Sangwoo is here!
And they share awkward silence as both ask each other different things like you are here and did you see your mom. Already intense eye contact.
An Ali appears.
Aw, Gihun calling Ali his angel. Ali is happy to see them both. 😀.
Gihun saying at a training camp, well technically they are at "war".
A team up offer already!
Ali is so hesitant and happy that Gihun is including him.
Sangwoo uncomfortable with sir still.
Ilnam is now asking to join up. Sangwoo's look of disgust and dismay is a sight to be seen.
The half lidded death glare he gives Ilnam is peak acting choice. Sangwoo's vendetta against Ilnam is great to see it start with slow annoyance.
He just wanted it to be him and Gihun up against everyone. Just like old times.
Sangwoo is not laughing 😒. He is like oh great more strays.
Where did Sangwoo's glasses go anyway. Did the workers remove them because the glasses gave him a perceived edge.
Deoksu is up his antics. And he is not funny.
Oh Saebyoek is now dragging him. Go girl go.
Minyeo interrupting by flattering Deoksu's ego. I am surprised that his ego cam fit in this room.
Minyeo the ultimate girl boss overconfident queen. Well at least Mr. Bad Jokes and his gang are all gone by the end.
Great choice, Minyeo.
Saebyoek has her eyes on the vents already. Vent gremlin Saebyoek!
187 out of 201. 93% retention rate.
Is this was a school, that is an excellent retention rate. However it's not, meaning 186 people will die here.
Why keep him posted on the 14 not coming back unless he arranged "accidents" for them? Or they are invited back to a later game.
14 people means higher chance they can support each other's stories.
Lunch now. Ilnam has children.
Bringing up the stove to.... a person who tried to end his own life. Gihun does not know about that, though.
And Gihun is eager to hear what Sangwoo had to say. Focus, Gihun essentially.
There is wide array of games all over the world. Personally I think the wall murals are attempts at trolling. The wall murals literally mock the players.
They are sitting in a circle.
Gihun lists all the game possibilities.
Poor Ali is like I don't know how to play any of those. Easy to learn in a limited time span, is Sangwoo making a dig there?
Honestly all in sync marching is creepy still. How do any of them not get lost in this maze.
Poor Junho trying to figure things out fast. Ironic that I am now 29 years old.
And worker 28 staring at Junho through the mask.
A literal prison cell with no color, just white, no entertainment sources whatsoever. This place must go through employees bodies fast, workers included.
So no removing mask, I guess any facial itches means they are up the creek.
No conversing as we seen previously. Junho is like square is greater than me.
No leaving the room. And, they are under surveillance. The circle workers are above the players but beneath everyone else in the pecking order.
Minyeo is being a dramatic diva. She is flatout screaming. She and Gihun should have a screaming/annoying the workers contest.
Who gets a square manager to appear the fastest wins.
The most dramatic 🤣 girlfailure queen ever.
Saebyoek coming along with Minyeo.
They are watched by other workers yet who watches the watchers.
Minyeo smuggling cigarettes and a lighter in her Victoria Secrets Department.
Partnering up together to see if they can find info.
That guard is thinking of all the straws I had to draw. I had to draw the one that is watching over the players at night.
Saebyoek being a vent gremlin. Sneaking over workers heads.
Minyeo is so loud. I love it. You can hear through the vents.
Now the triangle guard is now regretting his life choices. It would be fun they say. Get to a wear a costume and cosplay they say. I gave up the job in retail for this....?
Watching out for your vent gremlin partner.
And they must get so hot in those uniforms.
It's time to go back by order of the triangle guards who wishes that he was never approached by this organization.
There is no toilet paper Minyeo screams. In a bathroom littered with stalls that surely have toilet paper rolls.
Improv is not her strongest skill.
Eww a rat. This facility is a massive osha rights violation.
A worker looks up at the squeak of the vents.
How dare the triangle guards barge in on two ladies.
They are both looking at him. And he is like note to self, go back into retail. The paycheck of this organization is not worth it.
And now Minyeo is bringing up that she will sue him. Maybe in the afterlife, you can sue him.
Like Saebyoek being the straight man to Minyeo's....Minyeoness is what makes the bathroom scene works.
The abrupt turn around of the guard drives me to laughter 😃.
This is comedy gold. Dies of laughter.
How has his phone not died yet?
Junho taking notes on his phone like us. He is smart cookie too as he knows morse code by coughs.
I swear that piggy bank is the most evil mobile setup I ever seen.
Sangwoo cannot sleep. Is he a light sleeper?
He overhears them discussing what Saebyoek saw on her vent gremlin adventures.
See you tomorrow.
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lavender thread // a curated imodna playlist
I started curating this playlist over two years ago, and it’s still one of my favorite creations because I put arguably way too much thought into it. I soft-launched this a couple weeks ago, and I was genuinely surprised by how many people checked it out.
It’s in rough chronological order from pre-relationship to post-campaign. Every song goes through a fairly thorough vetting process for thematic appropriateness, accuracy, tone, and genre. For example, if there are too many references to modern technology, days of the week, months, real places, religion, etc., it will likely be cut to build the "world of the story." Imodna playlist, but make it hyperspecific. Like, corpse falling in love with an embalmer specific. (you can find the "rejects" here)
Right now, the playlist is broken into two acts, with a prologue, an epilogue, and a couple of sub-sections sprinkled in. I personally recommend not shuffling, at least on a first listen, so you get to experience the full journey. But hey, I can’t stop you.
This playlist is a constant work in progress. I’ll add new songs I find that feel fitting, and sometimes they live at the bottom of the playlist for a while before I get around to slotting them in. “Dance in the Graveyards” will always be the end of the structured playlist. Rarely, I’ll remove or shuffle a song if I think it doesn’t fit the vibe, the lyrics aren’t specific enough, or it’s just not working.
I’m making this post to share my playlist with anyone else who might want it and to write down my reasoning for every song so I don’t forget it. It’ll be updated as new songs get added. Enjoy!
I laid out my reasoning for each song mostly for my own benefit. You'll see the "section," song title, artist, a little blurb from me, and one/two of my favorite or the most relevant sections of the song. Sometimes, I just had to pick something because the whole song was perfect.
Prologue:
“Stories” - Lilli Furfaro
It’s a beautiful framing device. It’s the premise of the game, the world, the show, and the characters. Fun fact: I found this song two full years before I learned she made a whole Vox Machina album lol.
“We are stories / Bеginnings, middles, ends / Our power lies in living lives that touch a life or two [...] / In this world we’ve built on games of chance / And hours of introspection”
ACT 1
Laudna, Before:
A general note: I looked for songs that were just slightly off-putting with darker over and undertones to match Laudna’s energy.
“Old Churchyard” - The Wailin’ Jennys
Welcome to the world. Foreshadowing and a set-up for the downfall of Whitestone. Speaks to the exhaustion. I imagine a tiny Laudna being ever so hopeful that it might get better but embracing the eeriness of a graveyard in the meantime.
“I rest in the hope that one bright day / Sunshine will burst through these prisons of clay / And the trumpets will sound on the hills near and far / Will wake up the dead in the old churchyard”
“Funeral Bell” - PHILDEL
The aftermath of the banquet. The fear, sadness, and resignation. The sense of relief.
“Oh mother, I’m scared to die. / Where, where do my good deeds lie? / Oh father, I’m scared to live, / Takes more than I’ve got to give.”
“Apple Tree” - Marika Hackman
Hanging from the tree. A crowd gathering. Wanting to be remembered. Enough said.
“Here I hang for the sated crowd / To look upon my eyes, look upon my mouth / And say, ‘We were there that day / I saw a face, heard a sound’”
“Special Death” - Mirah
Asking, “Why me?” A sense of confusion and loss along with the saving of Whitestone. Concludes with the beginnings of the la-la-las.
“But it's a special death you saved / For me, the brown-eyed daughter”
“Ain’t No Grave (Sparse)” - Crooked Sill, Aoife O’Donovan
It’s a little on the nose, yes, but I chose this version specifically for the sense of emptiness it evokes. There’s an implied skepticism of seeing people you think you’re able to trust, specifically “gods’ people” (as I’m choosing to interpret it), and thinking of the clerics who saw a monster. The dismay of being resurrected into a world that hates you. We’ll see if this one sticks; it’s a little heavy on references to Christianity.
“Ain't no grave gonna hold my body down / When I hear that trumpet sound / I'm gonna get up out of the ground”
“Don’t Know Who I Am” - Rebecca Roubion
The distinct loss of identity and a surprisingly apt description. Laudna had no name and no sense of self or what she was. She’s searching for something to identify.
“Black tears on my shirt / Black tears on my freckles / I've been stung by this hurt / I've been stung by a stinging nettle”
“Lying Beast” - Run River North
Running. Running far and fast, leaving home behind. Seeing herself as a beast and being terrified of it. So alone.
“And so I flew away with myself / I was the beast all alone in my hell!”
“Drinking Song” - House Phone
What could she have become if she hadn’t been murdered so soon? We see her begin to play and fantasize and dream and grow.
“'Cause you won't rewrite history / To commemorate the likes of me / And you would not believe me if I tried / To tell you all the things I've seen / And all the places that I've been”
“Mile Magnificent” - molly ofgeography
Starting to explore her magic and Delilah’s influence in her head. It starts to feel... good? The pent-up frustration and anger have a release.
“We bloom beneath the blessings of a goddess with no face [...] / All my better demons have gone the way they came”
“Stolen Roses” - Karen Elson
Digging into the anger, searching for a purpose. Too old and too young at the same time, forced to grow up too fast.
“There once was a time when I was a girl / That darkness hung in my sky / I was old before I learned to be young / Stone cold till I learn how to cry”
“These Bones” - Azrai (ft. Momo O’brien)
Searching for a home, a place to rest. Crossing the sea to Marquet. (The intro, as you’ll hear, foreshadows the pluckier sound of Imogen’s section.) Skeletal imagery.
“I am a long time finding home / I have only ever wandered before / It′s a savage sea we're made to roam / Every tide can turn to haunt us / But the ocean reaches past these ghosts / And I will always sail for more”
“Mountain Song” - Little Chief
A beautiful, adventurous musical introduction. Open to the possibility of new things, still weary, but there’s more here.
“I’ve been living in a hole in the mountain / Ain’t no sins in there / Oh, these memories they keep on following”
This is our transition into...
Imogen, Before:
A general note: I tried to seek out songs with more of a folky-bluegrass vibe for Imogen to match her background.
“Second Child, Restless Child” - The Oh Hellos
I imagine a very young, carefree Imogen. Well before her powers kicked in. I like to think she thought she was a bit of a troublemaker, but anything she did was so endearing and mild that it was sweet. A happy kid with big dreams until the signs of something else started to appear.
“With a spirit running wild, running free / And they saw trouble in my eyes / They were quick to recognize the devil in me”
“I’ve Endured” - Tim O’Brien
Growing up with her father in the mountains and in the fields. The nightmares begin. But this is fine, right? She can handle this.
“I've seen the lightnin' flashin', I heard the thunder roll / I've endured, I've endured / How long must one endure?”
“Wander. Wonder.” - The Arcadian Wild
The powers are coming on strong. Post-nightmares and in pain, nothing she did was good enough. She felt trapped in her own home, shackled by her mind and father, perhaps, as she tried not to let on that she was changing.
“Half awake I wander through this house / Lost in a labyrinth and left with no way out / I built this hall of mirrors all myself / Faces staring back at me look like somebody else”
“Lost in My Mind” - The Head And The Heart
Everything is So Much. Thoughts of leaving but–
“Momma once told me / ‘You're already home where you feel loved,’ / I am lost in my mind / I get lost in my mind”
“Trouble and Woe” - Ruth Moody
The voices are awful, and the world is so bleak. People are cruel. Getting worse, and hoping it will get better.
“This world is full of trouble and woe / All I see is trouble, everywhere I go”
“Little Bird” - The Weepies
People have noticed. Trips to town are much harder. The voices are louder.
“Sometimes it's hard to say even one thing true / When all eyes have turned aside, they used to talk to you / And people on the streets seem to disapprove / So you keep moving away”
“Storm Comin’” - The Wailin’ Jennys
It’s getting worse. Nightmares getting more frequent. Control is slipping. And, you might notice this song is by the same artist as Laudna’s first. I do love a bit of symbolism.
“Will you listen to that thunder roar and let your spirits soar / When that love calls, open up your door [...] / No, don’t run from the coming storm, ‘cause it can’t keep a storm from coming.”
This leads us to…
Connection
General note: a blending of both genres and styles.
“Mostly” - Vian Izak, Juniper Vale
A prelude, almost. Are you real?
“I've bought up all my dreams and sold off most my heart / I'd been lying to myself just to bury all my thoughts”
“Maybe” - The Henry Girls
The timid hope of meeting someone and realizing you feel like you’ve known them all your life. Suddenly, things might be okay.
“I feel like I should know you / I feel like we have met before [...] / And all these things that I don't really understand / Would be much simpler if you'd only hold my hand”
“Dandelion” - Heather Maloney
A moment of peace. I like to think of this as Laudna’s adoration of the natural world and its beauty. Her will to bend the laws of the world to give Imogen what she deserves. And, on a more literal level, to offer Imogen the gift of flowers because Laudna has little else to her name. This song also begins the recurring flowers-in-hair motif.
“I have nothing but these weathered hands / And I live nowhere on this wild land”
“Rain Clouds” - The Arcadian Wild
A connection over shared struggles from both sides. A mutual agreement of trust.
“I’m being frightened by the people / They look at me like I’m a scar upon their perfect skin / Perfect to only them / I’m being shadowed by my past / Reminding me of what I was and what I could become”
“Daylight” - Watchhouse
Realizing that this person might’ve saved you.
“My search was unending, and my soul was bare. And darling you came to me like a midnight flare.”
“The Devil In You” - The Haunted Windchimes
The joy of being seen. Of being known.
“I've walked a long long way it ain't new / Here I sit face to face with the devil in you / It looks a lot like someone I've spoken to / We were broken together it's true”
“Curses” - The Crane Wives
The fear that neither is good enough for the other. Basic choice? Maybe. But it’s too good to pass up.
"Every word I say is kindling / But the smoke clears when you're around / Won't you stay with me, my darling / When my walls start burning down, down, down?”
“Wildflowers” - The Wailin’ Jennys
You deserve better. You deserve the world, and I can’t give that to you. The feeling that this is too good to be true. Surely, it can’t last.
“Go away somewhere bright and new / I have seen no other / That compares with you”
“Bruised Feet” - Haunted Like Human
Laudna’s invitation to leave. Together. An escape from mistakes and the past.
“Do you want to hear the stories these bruised feet could tell / ‘Cause I’ve been chasing sunrises, throwing change in wishing wells / And I’m running to and I’m running from and oh Lord knows that I ain’t done / Running for the sake of running wild, so come with me child”
Unless...
ACT 2
On the Road
“Light in the Sky” - We Banjo 3
And they’re off on a search for knowledge and freedom.
“So if you’re lost in the night / Stuck between the demon and the knife / As it traces a line across your heart”
“Apple Pie” - Lizzie McAlpine
Transient, finding solace in one another. Home after home. How long can this last? This one has a few more references to modern things than I’d like, but I can’t pass up the vibes.
“Every house looks the same in my dreams / Every house feels like home for a couple weeks / I've been runnin' 'round trying to find a place where I can breathe...Home is wherever you are tonight.”
“Almost Home” - Keston Cobblers Club
In search of a person, a place to settle. As long as they’re together.
“The clouds will break the wind will brace these sails of stone / And I have never known a journey take this long / But I'm almost home”
“You and Me” - You+Me
They fit together.
“They say everything, it happens for a reason / You can be flawed enough but perfect for a person / Someone who will be there for you when you fall apart / Guiding your direction when you're riding through the dark”
“Witchcraft” - Vian Izak
I like to think Imogen is... realizing some things, and getting attached. (We all know she fell first.)
“It's witchcraft / And I've got no defense for it / The heat is too intense for it / What good would common sense for it do?”
“For My Emablmer” - Emily June
Laudna’s turn. Still seeing herself as a dead thing, a little confused by Imogen’s friendship but embracing it all the same.
“I hope you know I won't complain / If I decompose and you're to blame / Abandon your duties, lay down next to me / Grab my hand, feel no shame”
“Home to Me” - The Devil and the Deep Blue Sea
Keep coming back to each other regardless of what other people think.
“How dare you love me like you've never known fear / You've got more troubles than minutes in the year / And a voice like your father's tells you nothing good's for free / Well, that may be / But you're walking home to me”
“The Moon Song” - Brittin Lane, Mitchel Morse
Foreshadowing the importance of the moon later. For now, it’s peaceful.
“We're lying on the moon / It's a perfect afternoon / Your shadow follows me all day / Making sure that I'm okay”
“You Are My Sunshine” - Lena Hall
Contrasting the last song, when the moon becomes too much… there’s the sunshine. Specifically for Imogen constantly fighting the pull of the moon, Laudna is the sun, her spark, her light. What happens if she disappears?
“As I lay sleeping / I dreamed I held you / In my arms / When I awoke, dear / I was mistaken”
“Two” - Sleeping At Last
These two self-sacrificial, loyal, dedicated characters. Bonus points for “I will love you without any strings attached.” A double meaning for Laudna and Delilah.
“No, I don't want to talk about myself / Tell me where it hurts / I just want to build you up, build you up / Till you're good as new”
The Campaign
“Growing Up” - Run River North
Apt for both of them as they come into their own. Growing together as they explore the world, adventure with their friends, and learn to take what comes.
“I used to close my eyes / To what stirred under my bed / Now, they're open wide / To the monsters in my head / Instead of claws, they whisper lies”
“I found my way without your help / With broken family / I'll take my breaks with my sins / Do as I do, please / With my friends 'til the end / There lies my loyalty”
“Anything Can Happen” - Tors
Imogen is being pulled.
“But even when I start to dream / Every little piece of me / Gets a little close to the edge of darkness / I know I've been here before / Long as I'm not falling off / I'll be fine”
“Crawl In” - Upstate
Things are getting harder, but they’re seeking comfort in each other after nightmares and bad days alike.
“Crawl in my head tonight / Read my thoughts so I don't have to speak / It's been a long, long week but I'm tryin’ / To make do and stop fussin’ and fightin’”
“Bottom of the River” - Delta Rae
The crickets chirping continue the nightmare-ish theme of the last song. However. Shit’s getting real. Holding onto each other as they sink deeper.
“Hold my hand / Ooh it’s a long way down”
“Raise Hell” - Brandi Carlile
Can’t believe Laura Bailey beat me to this song by 2 days with her Imogen playlist. It’s the perfect mix of angsty and bluegrass-folky. Being born cursed and learning your strengths. May or may not stick because of the substantial references to Christianity, but I do love it for Imogen coming into her god-like power.
“It came upon a lightning strike / And eyes of bright clear blue”
"I'll Bend But I Won't Break" - Red Moon Road
First of all, could that band name be any more perfect? Second, this song is such a good tribute to Imogen's character. The tempo is quick; the drums like rolling thunder; and allusions to dreams, storms, the dark. "Still I will endure" calls back to the second song in Imogen's section, "I'll Endure," and "Still in the eye of the hurricane" is both great storm imagery and foreshadows "Hurricane" which is a song further down the playlist. I imagine this during Otohan Round 1, but it may shift around the playlist depending on how I feel about the flow.
"Lighting lights the sky like it's looking for me / Flashes of the forces the dark has set free / Thunder strikes the land / With the mighty heavy hand / It rocks me to my core / I won't fall down / I'll stand my ground / I'll bend but I won't break"
“Bury Me Smiling” - The Ballroom Thieves
Laudna’s second death. Love and loss.
“I stood in silence / A mind's worth of violence / Strung me a short rope / Round my neck / A love like an old home / Breathes in these dry bones”
“Afterlife” - Haunted Like Human
Laudna on Imogen’s desperate search to get her back. Asking Imogen not to waste her time. The choice to return. I particularly love the chimes. Musical thoughts and the reflection of death.
“So darling don’t go digging up graves / When love is lost the afterlife is a choice you gotta make / So put the nails in the coffin, let them rust in place / But darling don’t go digging up graves”
“The Mountain Song (First Dance Version)” - Tophouse
The “I would do anything for you” of it all. Resurrection. Hope. Bonus points for flower-in-hair motif.
“Well the clouds rolled in / There was lightning there was thunder there was rain / As we hid beneath our shelter / All the doubts that we had felt / Came pouring in as a flood we had to face”
“Flowers in My Hair” - Wes Reeve
Yearning. A bit of good old fashioned wanting what can’t be had. I imagine this is the last of the first Whitestone visit and the orange tree is the golden glow of the sun tree. Whitestone Andy mention? Continuing flower motif.
“I had a dream of a boy who loved me and / We danced in the leaves of an orange tree [...] / Then I went my own way, and you crossed the highway / But just maybe someday we’ll be, my pretty”
“Haven” - We Banjo 3
The Rudius arc is kicking into gear. “You have the biggest spark of anyone I’ve ever seen” vibes.
“The moonlight's a path we can travel down / River runs wild with what has gone before / Cast aside for new and more and more and more and more and more and more / Let me be your haven / Let me be your light”
Moon Arc
“Wax & Wane” - Alana Henderson
Oooh tension. The drama. The moon is affecting the relationship. We’re starting to see a shift to a darker mood around the Solstice and all that’s around it. Mirrors “Moon Song” - “There’s nothing I’d keep from you.” Oh yeah?
“But we bent and we broke and I meant what I spoke / And the blame game does not produce a winner / We went as far as we could go we had to go that far to know / That we had nowhere left to aim / And no one left to blame but / The moon’s wax and wane and the turn of the tide”
“The Moon Will Sing” - The Crane Wives
This reminds me of Laudna during the separation and immediately after, starting to question everything, seeing herself as dark. That extreme co-reliance. Clinging to each other. Is it a good thing? Laudna starting to lean back into Delilah’s burn.
“The moon will sing a song for me / I loved you like the sun / Bore the shadows that you made / With no light of my own / I shine only with the light you gave me [...] / I want to feel the fire that you kept from me”
“Always You” - South for Winter
The rush of reunion. The high-pitched start, disbelief. Then: the warmth of returning to Your Person. Being able to rely on them. A bright spot.
“Should the blood red tides run o’er / Should our nightmares all come true / Should we lose this holy war / I know there’ll still be you [...] Oh my love / The skies are growing colder / Oh, my love / I need you more than ever”
“Tether Me” - Galleaux
In addition to the obvious tether relation, they’re both feeling pulls in different directions: Imogen to the red dawn; Laudna to the darkness of her mind. Being tied to her limbs earns you more puppet symbolism, particularly after Delilah's resurgence.
“For a moment, I was gone / The speed of light into the red dawn / In this space, do I belong?/ It’s dark out here in my own thoughts / Pull me back out of my body / I’m tied to my limbs”
“Blood Moon” - Saint Sister
The moon sure is tempting. The pulls for both of them are getting stronger. Things are getting darker, harder, more intense.
“And so I wonder will those scattered pits / Take root behind your cracking lips / They are always doing that [...] / The hunter’s moon was bleeding red / The night you left our thorny bed / You were always, always”
"Stay" by Haunted Like Human
I try really hard to avoid repeat artists because I feel like it keeps my bias toward one band in check. However. I'm a little convinced this artist is straight-up writing about Laudna at this point. This song isn't quite as musically dark as the other songs by the same artist that have made the playlist. It's a little more acoustic/has more guitar as a connecting bridge to Imogen. Plus, it hits all these specific marks: 1) reassuring that the voice in her head hasn't got the best of her yet 2) begging [Imogen] to stay and to not give up on her 3) apologizing for the weight of her sins and that they're not [Imogen's] to hold 4) addresses [Imogen's] feelings about the voice in Laudna's head.
"Darling you don’t hold me close the way you used to do / And I wonder what you’re thinking when I’m reaching out for you / You’re trying to be patient, yea you’re trying to be kind / But I know that you’re still running from the demons in my mind / But I promise this thing in my head / It ain’t got the best of me yet"
“If We Were Vampires” - Baggio & Hannah Kol
The looming sense that one of them won’t come back. As the end draws near, even if the upcoming fights don’t kill one of them, Imogen will out–age Laudna.
“It's knowing that this can't go on forever / Likely one of us will have to spend some days alone / Maybe we'll get forty years together / But one day I'll be gone or one day you'll be gone”
“Hesitate” - The Harmaleighs
They’re hiding things from each other as the tension builds.
“You keep saying you love me / You keep telling me you’re proud / But you don't know who I am / 'Cause you're not even living out loud”
“Soothsayer” - Haunted Like Human
Not gonna lie this is my favorite song on the entire playlist. It is peak Laudna-Delilah. I would quote the entire song if I could. It’s dark, thematically perfect, and haunting. It's also by the same artist as "Afterlife," Laudna's "death" song to reflect that link. I imagine this is late C3 as Laudna continues to feed Delilah. My favorite line: “The thing that you hate / Is the thing you've become.”
“There's a price to be paid / But ain't that every trade? / You're just looking for strength when you're weak / Oh you know there's a flickering darkness / And it sings out like sirens to you / Yea it's sickly sweet and elegantly violent / But these debts that you take / They will someday come due / Hungry hands reaching up / Crave for more, lust for blood”
“Hurricane” - Bandits on the Run
While still being them having to navigate their relationship in the midst of the impending end of the world, this song brings to light Imogen’s relationship with her mother, too. She meets her mother in the storm.
“They told us run for cover / Stay close to home and mother / Don’t seek out any other”
“Chasing Twisters” - Delta Rae
It’s time. Make or break.
“I was born with lighting in my heels / Sewed a spur onto my ankle / Bit a horse under the steel / And I lost hope when I was still so young [...] / I’ll take you to the grave / The only love I’ve ever known / The only soul I ever saved / And I went home”
Epilogue
At the time of writing, we’re around C3:E95, so from here on out this is even more so my reinterpretation or guesses about the future. I’m hoping to flesh out this section and the middle/end of Act 2.
“Oh Mama” - honeyhoney
Our transition song. The cacophonous high of the last song into the unbelieving stillness of the piano, the end of a battle. The world has shifted. There’s no going back.
“All covered in mud the day is done [...] / Oh mama look at my heart / I’m useless now that it’s dark / We’re praying for rain a thunder of change / And lightning to lighten my way”
“If She Ever Leaves Me” - The Highwomen
Alright, this one’s a little self-indulgent, even more so than the others. But don’t we deserve a little wholesome “we made it” energy? I think it also nicely circles back to and reflects the shift away from the early-on Laudna "I'm not good enough for her; she's going to leave me" vibes we get in songs like "Dandelion," "Curses," "Stay," and even "For My Embalmer."
“I’ve loved her in secret / I’ve loved her out loud / The sky hasn’t always been blue [...] / She loves wild horses and tumbling dice”
“The Time for Flowers” - Emily Scott Robinson
The bookend and parallel to “Dandelion” from much, much earlier. This time, from Imogen’s perspective. Conclusion and continuation of flowers motif. “The skies are clear now. The moon is new.”
“I came upon a woman in a field on her knees / Singing ancient songs and sowing wildflower seeds / Tell me what the point in planting pretty things / In these days of darkness and disease [...] I have witnessed funerals and wars / Worried mothers, empty shelves, and empty stores / The storms will rage and the winds will blow / You are gonna find out that you're stronger than you know”
“Dance in the Graveyards” - Delta Rae
I always knew I was going to end the playlist with this song. It perfectly mirrors “Old Churchyard,” the first of Laudna’s songs. It's also by the same artist as the "climax" of the playlist. The drums give me Laudna, while the folksy sound gives me Imogen. Finding joy in death, in life, in love. Life will go on, new friends and old will come and go. And that’s alright. She’s happy. They’re happy.
“When I die, I don’t wanna rest in peace / I wanna dance in joy / I wanna dance in the graveyards, the graveyards / And while I’m alive, I don’t wanna be alone / Mourning the ones who came before”
If you're listening to the playlist on a loop, you'll return to "Stories." It reminds us that it was all just a story. It will happen again. Stories and characters and people will move us, make us feel and hurt and love. It is an ending just as much as a new beginning.
#imodna#wow sure would love if this showed up in the tag…..#laudna#imogen temult#critical role#am i a little bonkers for this one? maybe#feel free to comment reply interact send an ask etc etc#i have playlist brainrot so like. would happily discuss it endlessly#bonus: you might learn about new artists! bc no hate to anyone but i refuse to put generic love songs on here#cr3#Spotify
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Gonna say a quick thing about the Ween fandom, neurodivergence and ableism.
I don't have much energy left for this. I just want to listen to their music again (and keep archiving stuff and updating the Ween Wiki), and I need to take care of myself.
But some of the comments on this reddit post are important. I don't know what the original post said, it was removed by reddit for violating its content policy. It sounds like this person told a (probably made up) story about breaking a woman's nose, as some sort of weird flex. If so, then they deserved some harsh backlash, and they got it.
Having said all that, this was still the top comment:
"I swear to god if this is weapons grade autism instead of satire I’m unsubscribing."
Another comment reads:
"This is the worst fucking thing I’ve ever seen on Reddit, and that’s saying something. OP please take this down and address what is clearly crippling autism."
Nobody pushed back on either of these.
Am I surprised to see the spurious link between autism and violence come up yet again? No. That association is ingrained in the public's mind, and it's gonna take more than one generation for it to go away.
Does it still hurt, as a 35-year-old autistic, to see neurodivergence being scapegoated for destructive behavior in a community where "oddballs and misfits" are supposedly welcome? Yeah of course it does. I can only imagine the effect this would have had on a much younger version of me.
That's to say nothing of the way words like "psychosis" are thrown around when someone is being annoying (or just harmlessly weird). I would bet that quite a lot of Ween fans have actually experienced psychosis. How welcome do you think comments like that make them feel? Or do you not mind deterring them, because you assume that they're dangerous?
And then there's maybe the biggest issue of all: the way addicts are still thrown under the bus constantly by a community that thinks it's just so cool about drugs. (You'd think we all would have learned something about that by now, if nothing else.)
What do you think misfits and oddballs are, exactly? People who wear black and have purple hair? As the Dead Kennedys said, "You ain't hardcore cos you spike your hair, when a jock still lives inside your head."
Ween fans are a disabled, neurodivergent, monotropic bunch. And some of you might not be totally comfortable with this, but it ain't just their fans. Sorry, but if you look at Ween and see nothing but two neurotypical people, you don't know much about neurodivergence.
Here's part of an interaction I had on another thread:

These threads are still up, you can click the links and judge for yourself if you think I've represented them fairly. I'll link them again separately at the bottom.
The Ween fandom mess is complicated, and I'm viewing it from a distance (in terms of both time and location). Anything I can say about it here is going to be an oversimplification. But I really believe the seed of it all was when people made an unspoken collective decision - to varying degrees - not to see the suffering that was going on on that stage right in front of them.
When people aren't treating everyone like people, they stop taking care of each other, they stop trusting each other, and the infection spreads. Now there's a whole new generation of young fans who need the community that this could have been, and they're not gonna get it.
That's all I can really say about it right now. This is not about blaming anyone. There's a reason I say "us" and "we", even though I wasn't part of the forums etc 20+ years ago. I chose to take part in this online fandom now, knowing what I know and seeing what I see. That doesn't mean I'm personally responsible for anyone else's behavior. It means I have some accountability to myself for what I take part in, the good and the bad, just like everyone else.
As always, I hope this doesn't need to be said, but just in case: do not go and harrass any of the reddit users in these threads, or anyone else. It's not about them. It's not about me either. It's about us, maaaan. (But seriously though...it is about us, man.)
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Let's Talk About Reality
Hello, my loyal subjects. It is I, the King of Sorting, and today I feel like diving a little deeper into aspects! A lot of this will just be me mulling over the aspects and voicing opinions, so I would hold your applause until I do a little trick or something. If any of this seems obvious to you, take this as the ramblings of a senile old king.
Okay, so let's look at SBURB in a bigger-picture sense. The point of this game is to create a universe....to create a UNIVERSE. That's an intense goal to have, but when we look at the aspects we begin to understand that the game intentionally prepares you for this goal.
I touched on this a little in my Classpect College post, but every aspect has an important job in creating reality, which is important when creating an entire universe. For most of the comic the meaning and purpose behind the aspects is somewhat vague, until Calliope and Jade discuss it (this is Calliope and Jade discussing it), and over the course of the conversation, Calliope shares some very important information about aspects, using time and space as the easiest examples to showcase how the aspects interact with each other. Space and Time are opposing aspects, meant to be opposites. But one cannot exist without each other. Time and space are intricately woven together, made so that it is only with a balance of both that we are able to play the game on steady ground.
Do you get it? They aren't just random aspects. They have direct ties to their polar opposite, so much that the removal of one would not only destroy the other aspect; it would destroy reality itself. They interlock, they interact, they oppose each other, they ebb and flow, they dance in an intricate dance between two gods that shakes reality itself as it tries to maintain balance. Calliope tells us that all aspects work like this. They cannot be measured conventionally and they don't function linearly like us humans are used to. When she says this, not only does she mean that all aspects have an opposing aspect that functions similarly to how time and space work with each other. I believe she also means this generally; that all 12 aspects are woven together with the 12 different threads of aspects to then create something whole: a universe.
Okay, so let's think about space and time how we know of it (ie we are thinking quite literally). We know that space and time affect each other. We know that they are important to reality. Without it, we wouldn't have a here and a now. We wouldn't have physicality and we wouldn't have a linear timeline. Calliope talks about how if we were to stand still, time would seem to last forever. When we effect one aspect, we are inadvertently asking its opposing aspect to be affected as well. What a life without either of those looks like is beyond me, but I think by letting us know how important these are to the game, we get insight on the importance of all the other aspects. Reality is based in both space and time in a way that is familiar to use; but what about the others?
Light and Void are the only other confirmed aspect coupling, and I think this is a familiar pairing as well. Regardless of your spiritual background, I think we all seem familiar with the concept that first there was nothing but darkness and shadow, and quickly after, light is introduced. Light and Void have an existing relationship that's gone on for far longer than our own existence, rivaling only time and space. Because this is a canon coupling, we are able to infer certain things about the aspects. Light, figuratively, is also related to things like luck, relevancy, and wisdom/knowledge that we have received usually in a more direct manner. That's why, although void is kind of swept over as only about nothingness, it has been implied that Void also rules over the lack of luck, the lack of relevancy, and sometimes lack of information, although usually people instead note how Void players are connected to secrecy or information that is hiding in the dark. Information that attempted to stay hidden. If we know that an aspect is ruling over one area, we know that the opposing aspect will lord over areas that would balance its partner out. We know that if one person gain's relevancy, it's only natural that another person must lose it. For every lucky person there's someone who must be unlucky. This is important as we are intelligent beings. The physical and figurative components of each aspect helps us create a physical reality, but it also helps us understand the reality of being a human. What's life without the ups and downs of luck, relevancy, and the flow of information?
This, to me, is revolutionary. If you were to create a universe with just these four aspects alone, you would still picture a relatively stable place to exist, right? Light, Void, Time, Space....but it's missing something, right? Don't worry, we have plenty of aspects to discuss.
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