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silly best friends
#having to repost art making me feel sad i miss them so much </3#raeda#raine whispers#eda clawthorne#the owl house#toh#best friends to lovers#is. the best troupe sorry#mi arte
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negative attention vs positive attention feels the same to looey, but not to shrimpo
#i was talking to my best friend about looey & shrimpo and i was pondering why shrimpo genuinely hates looey out of every other toon#and i came to a realization#Looey despite not really enjoying being a clown does get positive attention the only time other goons are a little negative towards him#is when hes asking them to join the circus troupe#i think looey feels like a freak for being a clown and wants others in there group so he feels more normal about it#i think that he doesn't like the spotlight and seemingly the isolation that he and his circus troupe friends have from the others he just#wants to be like any other toon but hes not thats not apart of who he is#shrimpo hates looey bc of this stage fright and anxiety#he cant see why looey runs from a laughing audience why he dislikes beings a clown#meanwhile shrimpo is the bully and he cant control his anger because he was designed that way#he cant make nice with others even if he WANTED to#sorry for the rant just oahhh these are my favorite guys#beebberb-v2#my art#fanart#dw#dandys world fanart#dandy's world#dw looey#looey the balloon#shrimpo the shrimp#dw shrimpo#shrimpo dandys world#looey dandys world#dw fanart#i also think the dialogue is a little out of character but fuck it we ball
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A3! Act Addict Actors || one gifset per episode ↳ Episode 04 ❀ A New Challenge
#a3#a3! act addict actors#a3 anime#animeedit#dailyanime#fyanimegifs#allanimanga#sakuya sakuma#masumi usui#tsuzuru minagi#itaru chigasaki#citron#my edits#my gifs#people who don't know a3 try to guess wtf is going on here 💖#i'm about to be so annoying in the tags though but this scene. is everything to me.#not just because it's hilarious although that's very important too#but itaru's little gasp when sakuya says 'all i want is to keep living with you'. his cute laugh at the end#the way that i feel like breaking down sobbing when i think about what this must've meant to him like#he's always been so lonely and felt so ashamed of his true self and his interests#the only friend he ever had betrayed him and left him#and yet he let himself look absolutely ridiculous about his gaming habits in front of these people he really barely knows#and then outright told them he's not into theater and he only joined to save money to spend on his gacha games#he knows he doesn't belong. he knows it'd be best for him to quit and WAIT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THEY'RE BEGGING HIM NOT TO LEAVE??#what do you mean they came up with this whole insane plan to make him stay#what do you mean the gambling addiction plot is them basically saying 'we know what you're like and we still want you here'#also what do you MEAN citron said he hopes the troupe can be like a family. and then their plan is PRETENDING TO BE ITARU'S FAMILYYY#hello. what the fuck. they did something so meaningful for itaru when they don't even know what he's been through yet....#okay sorry i am normal about itaru chigasaki (lying) <33#anyway sorry this post is so long but i had to include the whole scene
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told two of my friends today about my eversnow obsession.
needless to say they were horrified!!
#president snow x katniss#i regret nothing#i will die on that hill#i can’t explain the appeal#it’s just there#it’s the best troupe im not sorry
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I drew something for TBoCI for the first time in what feels like forever even though it’s only been a month
Something something AU where instead of sending each kid to the Magical Islands FT keeps all them with him and Perry as well so they ALL end up on Cold Island pre-collapse… Alternatively here’s four canon characters and two fanmade characters, guess whos who (all of that was sarcasm)
In other words I decided I will starting this over from the ground-up. It’s been over a year and my motivation is finally, FINALLY back. I will be keeping all of the current stuff on @theballadofcoldisland but that ask blog is officially shut down and is now just an archive.
Instead of being one long and strange story that only focuses on characters that honestly have nothing to do with the title, I will split TBoCI into several smaller stories that give a MUCH better insight on the motivations, groups, and the like. I will inevitably share the original files, drafts, and ideas.
This is the part where I get somewhat emotional and sincere apologies in advance to plushii, who I might mention in there. All good things, my friend. All good things.
I think this is the best course of action. There are a lot of characters in this story that despite being incredibly important, are not addressed properly or not at all until the last chapter that only exists in my notes. I mean… A massive amount of this story has only been discussed in a discord chat with a person I cannot contact anymore. It’s a massive mess of an idea that sounds stupider everytime I think of it.
And then a long while ago now, I was on Pony Town and talking to a friend I has just made. I distinctly remember they were in a Celestial skin. I think at some point they’d asked what “TBoCI” meant in my name, and I explained my story to them. They said they were writing a fanstory for MSM as well. I encouraged them to post it.
Now I daily see wonderful, wonderful content for that story, both from the creator and the fans. I finally understood what I did wrong. TBoCI was incoherent and messy where Fallen Stars was clean and consistent. I had so much in my mind that I had spilled it all out to One Person, and now there exists only two people in the world who know who the hell Kane is (possibly only one person now)!
What I’m trying to say is, in short, thanks @plushii-gutz . There’s a few factors to me being able to write TBoCI again, but you’re definitely the biggest part of that. Our encounter was a blessing.
And to everyone, please look forward to a much smoother ride. This is a fun one.
#*cracks knuckles* here i go embarrassing myself on the embarrassment website again#my singing monsters#the ballad of cold island#fallen stars msm#really surreal seeing those tagged side by side. really surreal#serious post#sorry for how much i speak i really needed to make things clear#first part will be to decide the new protagonist#it fucking. changed each chapter#i think because of how important this character inevitably becomes its gotta be..#either Ripple or someone in Troupe Bungie or Sammy#Sammy would be a really good protagonist but the ANGST POTENTIAL if a TB member is it is OFF THE CHARTS#and Ripple is. Ripple is the MAIN FACTOR in what ending we get. all good options#i’ll think on that some more. main antagonist ..???#main antag depends on whos the protag.. if ripple then society/self for the two for one combo#if sammy? felon. if a TB member then that ALSO depends#its kinda like.. against each other but ALSO time itself and/or felon. oh god#ok yeah sammy is def the best option for a general story structure and in every scene possible that hes in. ok? ok#i’ll do more thinkin. love how casual these tags are compared to. *checks notes*#.a comment on whether or not an actual person is alive or dead. *rips notes* oKaY
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★ MHA SMAU: DATING KATSUKI BAKUGO
notes: it’s been a minute… heyyy guys 😅

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y/nstivites: he’s a lover boy the tough guy thing is an act
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katskugo: delete that caption
ochochko: AWWW so he really is just a softie 🥹
↳ katskugo: NO
↳ urgirlpinky: bros upset cause people think he’s nice 😭
↳ katskugo: stfu
mightoriya: it took him a while to pick those!! he wanted to make it special 😁
↳ katskugo: SHUT UP IT DIDNT
↳ y/nstivites: you do realize that’s a good thing right
↳ katskugo: it doesn’t sound like one
↳ y/nstivites: …

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y/nstivites: my personal chef 🧑🏼🍳
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_denking: SO YOU CAN COOK YET LET ME STARVE???? @.katskugo
↳ katskugo: like i’d ever waste ingredients on you
↳ _denking: some friend you are.
↳ y/nstivites: it’s ok denki sneak into my dorm next time and i’ll get you a plate 😋
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↳ _denking: this is why ur my favorite y/n
↳ katskugo: if you’re cheating on me just say that
↳ y/nstivites: KATSUKI
↳ katskugo: yeah you’re right you wouldn’t be able to survive going from me to spark plug you’d die from the downgrade
↳ _denking: WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM
↳ katskugo: you
satobakes: looks really good!
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↳ katskugo: thanks
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katskugo: 🖤💪🏻
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y/nstivites: this is misleading he made me add 10 extra reps to my normal workouts
urgirlpinky: you wanna be mysterious SOOO BAD
↳ katskugo: WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN
↳ urgirlpinky: would it kill you to post a happy normal kissy face sunshine rainbows couple picture
katskugo: it would
↳ y/nstivites: 🙁
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↳ katskugo: …
manlykiri: me when?
↳ katskugo: you never
↳ urgirlpinky: i’m sorry i screamed this is insane
↳ urgirlpinky: he is not your friend kiri this is opp behavior
↳ manlykiri: 😢
↳ _denking: it’s ok i got you bro
↳ seroman: ayo?
↳ katskugo: 😐

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y/nstivites: KATSUKI NO WAY
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y/nstivites: IM GONNA CRYYYY
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y/nstivites: i love you so much 🥹🤍
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↳ katskugo: i love you more baby
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urgirlpinky: EVERYONE SCREENSHOT THIS IS HISTORY
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↳ katskugo: SHUT UP???
↳ _denking: youre such a lover boy kacchan
↳ katskugo: sleep with one eye open tonight
urgirlpinky: literally the grumpy x sunshine troupe irl
ochochko: I SCREAMED OUT OF EXCITEMENT
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#mha fanfiction#bakugo katuski#mha x reader#mha#bakugo x reader#katsuki bakugou#katsuki bakugo x reader#mha smau#mha fluff#bakugo fluff#mha bakugou#mha scenarios
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i was complaining about not having a >20% crit dmg artifact. but i forgot i had this

#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo,ide yo !!#i really dodged all those flat stats#now if only the other four pieces were this good ._.#let me have my moment okay this is literally the only good artifact i have ;-; most don't even break 10% on either#i'm just lucky i'm not opposed to putting em on chong. otherwise i'd be so salty that my best pieces are mostly wanderer's troupe#i'm also stuck with a 4 star goblet with the tiniest drop of crit rate possible#i literally don't have a 5 star cryo dmg bonus goblet. like at all. and the one chong has on is the only one with any kind of crit#it's so depressing#i'm also constantly out of mora#should i devote an entire week solely to farming mora leylines (after weekly bosses ofc)#and then use all that mora to mess with artifacts so my chong can finally go above 50/100#sorry layla ig your leveling will have to be put off for a while#i cannot wait to get to ar 60 i swear to god. i want free mora just for playing#i know it's ridiculously far off i'm still barely reaching ar 56 rn. but goddamn it i hate spending resin on mora leylines#ugh guess that's my sign to finish looting the event area. and do the domain event. and finish my world quests.#/screams at the heavens/
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Easy breezy beautiful premature ejaculation. Hypersexual!Simon/fem!reader. Discussion of edging. Cumming untouched.
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“If we do this,” he says around his cigarette, “then we do it my way.”
“I’ve never done this before,” you admit cautiously, turning your hands palm up as if to show you have no weapons, no tricks up your sleeve. I’m innocuous, your posture says. His own says: I’m still deciding, with his tense shoulders and narrowed eyes. “This weird, femdom thing. So I appreciate your guidance. Because I know fuck all—“
“You’re no femdom—Jesus, fuck, I can’t talk about it anymore,” he grits out. He takes a step back and away, creating distance, exhaling a plume of smoke that makes him look strangely ethereal in the evening light. Against your will, your eyes flicker down to just below his belt buckle and oh god. He’s hard.
“Just from talking about it?”
The look he gives you could melt ice. It could sublimate it. You cringe, knowing you were in the wrong, wishing you could reach out and snatch the words right out of the air. He’s trusting you with this. The last thing he needs is to feel like a joke.
“I’m sorry,” you say. “I shouldn’t have—you’re not a, a science experiment or something—“
“Wouldn’t mind that so much. Might figure out what the fuck’s wrong with me. Less interested in being treated like I’m part of a circus troupe,” he grumbles. He drops the cigarette and grinds it to ash beneath his boot. He asks: “Inside?”
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Gingerly, so gingerly, he undoes the button of his jeans and unzips them. He holds his breath as he works the denim down his thick thighs. God, is he built: muscles made for more than just show. His history is inscribed on his body in its strength and in its scars, scars of white and pale pinks that darken to purple in the lamplight. He’s wearing boxer briefs, straining at the front from his erection, and they are soaked. You’re surprised that he hasn’t soaked straight through to his jeans.
“Don’t look,” he grits out through his teeth. You look away, unsure where to cast your eyes to, and settle for shutting them. He explains: “Can’t take the way you’re looking at me.”
“Sorry,” you mutter, feeling your face flush hot.
“Just—let me—” you hear the sound of fabric rustling. He kicks off his jeans—you can tell by the soft sound of them landing against the floor off the side of the bed. “Fuck. Fuck, fuck.”
“What’s wrong?” you ask, eyes squeezed shut, hands clenching in your lap.
“Nothing just—fuck. No way I’m going to last.” He sounds bitterly disappointed.
“That’s the point of this, right? To get better at lasting?”
He sighs, a long-suffering sound, like this discussion is well worn and frustrating to him. Something in you shrivels, and it takes your body with it as best as it can, sending your shoulders hunching inwards, your head ducking down. You pick at one of your nails by feel alone, eyes still closed, and nearly jump when his fingers brush your knee.
“Sorry,” he mutters. “You’re right. That’s what this is for. Might as well get used to embarrassing myself.”
“That’s the spirit."
He snorts. More fabric rustles, and at length he says: “Alright. You can look. Just…you can look.”
You open your eyes hesitantly. His cock is right there—and Jesus. It makes sense, proportionally, but it is frightening in a very real sense. You’re already doing the math, measuring in your head and comparing to your past precedents. Ghost would have them all beat, quite comfortably, in length and girth. He’s cut, which surprises you, but isn’t a turnoff. He keeps himself landscaped nicely, which you appreciate, even if it isn’t necessary.
He is flushed a ruddy pink, the head darker than the rest. As you stare, it jerks, a bead of precum welling at the tip. Suddenly one of his large, scarred hands reaches down and grips the base of his cock in a painful hold, hissing in a breath through his teeth.
“Can’t look at me like that,” he admonishes again.
“Like what?” you ask, a little defensive. You’re just looking! You have to look, right?
“Like you want it,” he mutters.
God, does he really have no idea? No inkling of how badly you want to sit on that monster in his hands? No notion of how wet you’ve been since your conversation in the parking lot? Sure you aren't like him, not about to spring off if the breeze was just right, but you are anything but unaffected. Still, it seems like the wrong moment to educate him on your attraction to him and his cock, so you do your best to morph your expression into one of unimpressed ambivalence and hoped it helps.
“I’m ready when you are,” you say, interrupting his deep breathing exercises. He nods but doesn’t give you the go-ahead, not for another minute or two, until his chest stops heaving and he can remove his hand from the vice grip he has around his balls. His cock has a near purple tinge, and you wonder if maybe he should have rubbed one out in the bathroom beforehand just to take the edge off. Oh well, it’s a thought for next time.
“Go ahead,” he says, like he’s giving you permission to pull the trigger on him during a game of Russian Roulette.
You reach out—his cock twitches, a nice warm welcome if you’ve ever seen one, but you hesitate. Your hand is dry. Should you ask for lube? How does he usually jerk off? Dry? You have a feeling he doesn’t mind the discomfort; he seems like he has a self-destructive streak a mile wide. His eyes are fixed at a point on the ceiling, his chest unmoving as he holds his breath. You decide that some sort of lubrication is better than none—so you lick a broad stripe up your palm.
“Fuck,” he whispers, a little punched-out sound. Sometime between opening your mouth and licking your palm, his eyes had transferred from the ceiling to your face, to the flash of your tongue and your wet palm. His eyes widen, irises swallowed up by the pupils, and he says again, more urgently: “Oh fuck.”
He reaches down to grip the base of his cock again, but it is too late: he cums. His abs are thrown into sharp relief as he tenses with each pulse, cock jerking against his brutal grip. He doesn’t even jerk himself off—just ruins it as you stare with your mouth open and your hand wet, watching him splatter seed against the coarse line of hair that runs from his belly button to his cock all because he watched you lick your hand.
“Fuuuuuuck,” he groans, throwing one arm across his eyes, breathing heavily. His mouth is flushed a pretty red, like he has been kissing. His hand clenches into a fist as he says: “I’m sorry. I tried not to.”
“It’s okay,” you say, your nearly brain blue-screening from how turned on you are. You lower your hand and wipe it dry on your leggings. “That’s what this practice is for—so you don’t do it when it really counts. We can try again tomorrow or something.”
He snorts. “Tomorrow? Give me five fucking minutes.”
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Ellie (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship)



MINORS DNI, MEN DNI
Pairing: Ellie Williams x Reader
WC: 7k
Summary: Ellie was infatuated the day she met you. The two of you instantly growing close, in turn she fell in love with you. One problem, she was a coward.
Content: 18+, best friends to lovers troupe, college auish, loser!Ellie, femme type reader, both Ellie and reader are oblivious asf, weed (e using), smut, sub! ellie, thigh riding, pussy eating, fingering, biting, marking, top! reader
Divider Credit: @enchanthings (I love your work so much! You make the cutest stuff) 😭💗
Author’s Note: Huge thank you to @astralnymphh for reading this for over and giving me suggestions! You’re the best and I love you mwah!! You also inspired me to write loser Ellie… Sooo ♡ Based on the song Jenny by Studio Killers! Also… We need more sub! Ellie… please
I. A Smile Beyond Words —
Both you and Ellie had been friends as long as you could remember. The memory was like yesterday: it was first when Ellie moved into your neighborhood, your mom lugging you over with her, freshly baked cookies in hand, she knocked gently on the door and waited for an answer.
“Mom, they’re still unpacking. This is probably such a bad time,” you sighed. Anxiously you began bouncing your foot, staying close to your mom almost to hide yourself from whoever would answer the door.
A smile was still present on her face. With a hand, she waved you off. “Nonsense, sweetheart! Who wouldn’t want home-baked goods?” she giggled. The house's front door opened, and a gruff-looking man nodded, greeting you both.
“Hello, may I help you?” he remarked, his hands still steady on the door.
“Hello! Sorry to bother you sir, but my daughter and I here saw you move into the neighborhood..” your mother began, her tone was cheery, and welcoming, “And we wanted to say hello! And give you this.” She offers him the cookie container.
His mouth hung open for a second in disbelief, before he collected himself and took the container from her hand. “That’s very kind of you, miss. My name is Joel… Joel Miller,” he mumbled, his other hand reaching out to offer his hand out to shake your mother's.
“Well, it’s great to meet you, Joel… Got any kids?”
“Yeah.” His eyes fell onto you briefly before continuing, “Probably about your age actually, let me call for her.” His head turned, and he yelled: “Hey Ellie! Come greet our neighbors.”
A voice from farther within the home yelled back, clear annoyance in the tone, “Hold on!”
“No! Ellie, now,” he hollered, rolling his eyes, and turning to your mom. She laughed, knowing all too well how that felt.
A sigh escaped Ellie’s lips. She stopped unpacking her room and made her way to the front door, where she saw her dad chatting away, a container in his hand, and a woman on their front steps with a girl who looked her age beside her.
Joel noticed Ellie and cleared his throat, “This is my daughter… Ellie.”
Ellie, now seeing you, awkwardly stood beside Joel and didn’t dare utter a peep. Her freckled cheeks flushed, embarrassment crawling over her bones realizing not only your mom heard her reply, but so did you. She realized the tone she used wasn’t the best… especially for her first impression. Joel’s free hand slung around her shoulder, and she groaned, waving at you realizing that’s what he was hinting to do.
She didn’t expect you to brightly smile at her and introduce yourself, finally feeling at ease seeing a girl your age in your neighborhood, let alone your next-door neighbor. And, that’s how you and Ellie met.
She’d somehow found the courage to bring you to her room, posters of Savage Starlight, space, and her favorite band adorning her walls.
“Wow! Your room is so cool, I haven’t had a girl my age like you in our neighborhood in… who knows how long,” you sighed.
Ellie gulped, nervously fiddling with her nail beds. “U-uh thanks…” Her eyes were glued to the many boxes still scattered around her room.
You settled your eyes back on her, noticing her frigid gestures. I know you’re nervous, but I am glad to meet you,” you beamed, hand reaching out to shake hers. “I do want to be your friend… Your best friend, maybe even…”
Ellie laughed the thought at the time seeming impossible to her lonely self. “You’re joking right?” She bit her lip, feeling bad suddenly because of her tone.
You shook your head, reaching out and grasping her hand. “No, I’m serious. I promise, pinky swear,” you winked at her, holding out your pinky.
Her mouth hung open, this was the first time something like this had ever happened to Ellie. “Okay…. Let’s give this a try then—shall we?” She stuck out her pinky finger, twisting it with yours to conclude the pinky promise.
From there, the two of you were stuck together like glue in your college, even through your high school years. The two of you had a relationship like no other, even with the new friends you’d both made over the years.
Things never changed.
II. Best Friends —
Even though you and Ellie met at fourteen, it didn’t stop you from having things like matching bracelets. Both you and Ellie had a set of bracelets you made together, first when your friendship had started.
It was an idea sparked when the two of you were looking for a specific movie. You shuffled around different items to try to discover the movie you’d both tried your hardest to find. But with no luck yet, you kept your search up.
This leads to you finding a box of beads, strings, and other things to make bracelets or other jewelry.
You glanced over the box, showing it to Ellie. “Hey! This looks fun, Ellie. Let’s try it. Pretty please…”
She rolled her eyes, her slit eyebrow-raising. “Beaded bracelets? What are we—in middle school?” Ellie teased, she was kidding and wouldn’t ever want to be mean to you seriously. She’d never want to cross that line or break it.
You pouted, hugging the box to your chest. “Ellie… If you’re going to be my friend… We need matching bracelets, so…pretty please?” You gave your best puppy dog eyes, trying to make them appear bigger to guilt Ellie into accepting.
She was going to accept, either way, she just liked pushing people’s buttons. “Of course we can do it!” She smiled at you, grabbing the box and the two of you created each other a bracelet. It read your name, yours reading hers, along with your favorite color beads, and some charms.
You smiled, looking over the bracelet now on your wrist. You’d swore you’d never take it off, and Ellie did the same.
“Thank you,” you shyly said.
You were too kind, too kind to be thanking for something like a friendship bracelet. She was just so honored to be your friend, so silently, Ellie hugged you.
The embrace cut you off guard, her not saying anything back besides abruptly pulling you into a hug. A hug you never wanted to let go of.
Ellie’s physical affection towards the people she loved was one of her strongest ways of showing she cared about someone, including you. She was like a koala bear.
Your koala bear.
III. Stolen Lipstick —
Ellie was captivated the day you smiled at her; it took her breath away, and even to this day, it makes her heart pound slightly in her chest. Ellie stared at you, sitting in your vanity chair and applying lipstick to your lips. She observed the way the pink made your eyes pop, the color complimenting the color of your skin.
You hummed, shaking your head, hand extending for a makeup wipe to remove the color. “It’s not the right one, El. I don’t know, I’ll try this one,” you frowned. You removed the previous color, puckering your lips, and applying the new darker shade of pink to your lips. “Yep! This is the one.”
Ellie smiled, loving either color on you. “Whatever makes you happy, babe,” she shrugged, the stupid giddy smile never leaving her face. It was like you cast a spell on her from the day she met you, that had her obsessed, and hopelessly in love with her perfect best friend.
You shifted your body to face her, “You’re too nice to me, I’m going to the bathroom, and then let’s get going, okay?” You muttered, getting up and slipping out of the door hearing a little ‘mhm’ from Ellie.
Once Ellie was sure the coast was clear, she got up from your bed and slipped over to where you sat only moments ago. She grabbed the previous color of lipstick you wiped off, pocketing it into her baggy camo pants. She figuratively crossed her fingers, hoping and praying you wouldn’t notice the color gone. In her gut, she felt bad but knew it truly would go unnoticed due to the many lipsticks you had.
She swallowed, awkwardly looking at your vanity for a moment then remembered you’d be back soon. She went over to the bed and laid back down in the position she was previously in before you left. Her face hit your pillow, the scent of your perfume filling your lungs, almost lulling her to slumber. Ellie was almost grateful she scurried back into your bed, because only seconds after you came bouncing back into your room.
“Hey! Sleepyhead! Wakey, wakey let’s go,” you excitedly clapped your hands together and walked over to your bed, where Ellie was comfortably lying.
She groaned, turning her head propped up on your pillows to face you. “Alright, fine I’m getting up,” she spoke and got up from your bed.
You grinned at her, and it made her hold her breath at the sight. As a person you are so alluring and pretty to Ellie, the simplest thing like your smile had her down so bad. It was almost hard to be around you at times. The two of you were always together, so always pushing aside her feelings for you was swallowing her whole.
But one thing about Ellie is that she is a coward. A coward too afraid to admit her feelings for you and ruin your friendship. So that’s why she did little things, like stealing your lipstick and other things now and then. It was nothing you’d miss, but those things meant the world to her. So, Ellie felt like both a loser and a coward simultaneously.
IV. Hidden Sorrows —
Silence. A dead silence fell over Ellie.
Ellie felt her mouth run dry, she opened it for a moment and quickly closed it, still at a loss for words. Her brow arched, green eyes glimmering under the car’s light. “You got a boyfriend…?” She uttered, finally forming words.
You were sitting next to her in the passenger seat, nervously fiddling with your manicured nails. “Mhm, he asked me out yesterday, and I wanted to tell you. Are you upset?” You noticed her quiet behavior when you mentioned it and frowned.
Ellie noted the obvious frown on her face and shook her head, “No, no! I didn’t mean to come off that way. Just… scared he’ll hurt you or something,” she whispered. She tried to play off her quietness and shift in attitude upon hearing the information as simply, that.
She didn’t want you to know that her heart broke in two. The words hit her like a ton of bricks, sadness washing over her knowing her perfect best friend was taken. Taken and stolen from her now that you had a boyfriend. Ellie wanted to be the person you were taken by, but she’d never admit that, especially not to you.
It was silly, she knew she’d never get a shot with you or even a chance, but here she is, sad over you getting a boyfriend. Which was inevitable, wasn’t it? It was like the earth was mocking her and playing some huge prank on her.
“Is that it? I don’t know… You just seem so off since I told you about it,” you pouted, puffing your cheeks. You were being playful, but also serious with your tone. Ellie could tell. She could always read you, like an open book.
Ellie eagerly nodded, not wanting to infringe on your happiness. Even if she loved you, your feelings always came first. It would be selfish of her to be upset.
So she bit back those feelings, as always, and pushed a reassuring smile on her face. “Yes that’s… it. I promise.” She grabbed your hand, squeezing it gently to try and reassure you.
Your hand squeezed hers back, leaning over from your seat to lean your head against her broad shoulder. The way you comfortably rested your head on Ellie had her breath hitching for a moment, the smell of your perfume filled her nostrils, and the warmth of your hand was so comforting.
“Thank you for looking out for me though, El,” you muttered, nuzzling yourself more into Ellie’s shoulder.
You always enjoyed being close, and physical with Ellie. It was one of your favorite aspects of your friendship. Sometimes you’d wonder why no other person made you feel the way Ellie does. Somehow, you chalked up how you felt for Ellie as nothing more than a friendship. Despite the numerous times you or Ellie had been asked, you’re nothing more than friends.
Feeling you nuzzle more into her shoulder, she peered down, despite you being in a relationship now she couldn’t love you any less. Ellie felt her face grow warm, she knew she was staring but you looked so pretty in the dim light of the car, your hair sprawled on her shoulder and face nuzzled into her shoulder.
Ellie leaned down, inhaling the scent of her hair and pressing a sweet kiss to your head. She didn’t miss the muffled giggle from you, and she smiled, her hand squeezing yours once again. It was a habit of hers.
“Always, pretty.”
V. Smoke It Away —
There were always points in your and Ellie's relationship that crossed the line, many, many times. Even due to just how touchy the two of you were. Always cuddling, holding hands, and hugging. It was things friends did, but it always felt like there was more between you two.
Ellie sighed, her tattooed arm gripping the pillow in frustration. Why did feelings have to be so complicated? Why did she have to be so hopelessly in love with her best friend? These were questions that often crossed her mind, especially now you had a boyfriend named… What was his name again? Derek? Micheal?
Ellie, in all honesty, didn’t care. She would find herself drifting off when you’d bring anything about your boyfriend up. She wanted to be happy for you, and she was; but the more you talked about him and spent time with him the distance grew. Ellie didn’t like that. Distance between the two of you isn’t something she’s used to, so when she saw you texting her less, not replying to her spam of Instagram reels, and just less of you. It made it all worse.
She felt almost hollow, laying on her bed, messy auburn hair sprawled across the pillow. She felt her heart break just like the time in her car when you’d first broken the news. Ellie hadn’t yet noticed her eyes watering, the tears building up and pouring out, dampening her cheeks. She reached up to wipe them, the effort almost pointless with more and more tears breaking the floodgates.
The walls she worked so hard building up came crumbling down, and Ellie let herself finally feel it. Previously, she was forcing herself to not cry. Almost like she wasn’t allowed to feel heartbroken over you being in love with someone else, but was she? It felt selfish in a way, but now you were distancing yourself.
It felt like a punch in the gut, she sobbed harder, nails digging into the sheerness of her pillowcase. She sniffled, finding it harder to breathe because of how hard she was crying. She’d never felt such an overwhelming feeling. She hated it.
Ellie’s love for you was a powerful all-consuming force. It filled her heart to the brim, leaving little room for anyone else. But then the heartbeat and sadness you’d somehow brought into her life hit her like a tidal wave, overpowering everything else she felt. She knew it wasn’t you who was responsible for this pain, but her cowardice for not revealing her feelings to you weighed heavily on her shoulders. She was haunted by the what-ifs and the could-have-beens, wondering if things would have been different if only she had found the courage to speak up.
Maybe you didn’t realize the amount of affection Ellie truly held for you. Ellie knew you were oblivious to her feelings, she always tried to hide them even with how close your relationship was. Boundaries were in place, at least she thought and she’d never tried anything with you or crossed them, because Ellie genuinely loves you.
Ellie sat up from her tear-stained pillow and wiped the remaining tears with her sleeve. “Fuck this… I need to smoke,” she mumbled to herself. Her voice sounded hoarse from her crying. Ellie rubbed at her eyes, the skin puffy and red, and her previous tears also accompanied the congestion in her nose.
Opening the little drawer on the side table, Ellie pulled out her pre-rolls and lighter. She mentally thanked herself for preparing a few for times like these. She brought the end to her lips, flickering the lighter to light the other side. She inhaled it, the smoke filling her lungs, helping numb her emotions.
She breathed out the smoke, the room growing foggy from it. Ellie brought it back to her lips, taking another drag, then another, and another before she dabbled the end of the finished preroll into her star-shaped ashtray.
The weed made her feel giddy and light, but she sat there on her bed, its effects washing over her, and her thoughts turned to you. She felt a longing for you, a sense of comfort and familiarity, as the thought of you was like a warm embrace from home. Her heart ached for you, even after everything Ellie missed your presence in your life.
It didn’t help when she caught eye of the friendship bracelet clad on her wrist, yet another reminder of you. Ellie pitifully frowned, using her free hand not occupied holding the pre-roll, to slide it off her wrist. She meekly clutched it in her hand, tossing it onto her bedside table.
A buzz sounding from her phone tore her from her antics. She hummed and grabbed the device, the screen lighting up with a notification, it was from you.
You: ‘Hey Els, sorry for not replying to these till now. Is it okay if I come over?’
Ellie’s breath hitched reading the message, but without thinking she clicked on it and began to reply. The weed had lowered her inhibitions, making it easier for her to give in to her true feelings. Despite the tears that had streaked her face less than an hour ago, Ellie couldn’t deny seeing you. She found herself missing you more with every passing minute.
Ellie: ‘Yeah, come whenever. See you soon :)’
Ellie let out a soft sigh as she turned her phone off, throwing it on her bed and laying back. She closed her eyes, the silence in her room seemed to echo the hollowness in her chest, and she found herself staring at the ceiling as her thoughts swirled over you. She tried to push the memories of you aside while she waited for you, the sound of your laugh, the way your eyes crinkled when you smiled, but they stubbornly refused to be silenced.
Her brain or heart was somehow always testing her too long for you, and you finally would see her after a dreadfully long week. It felt incredibly long to her, never going so long without seeing the person who… made her the happiest.
VI. Friends? Or More? —
You almost felt stupid for not listening to Ellie or reaching out about how your stupid boyfriend, just shy of one week, cheated on you by kissing some random girl at a party, you kicked him in the nuts and walked away. Somehow, you did an excellent job of swallowing down the tears in front of everyone and shakily calling your mom to come pick you up.
Your mother answered immediately and was on her way to get you within minutes once you texted her the location. When she arrived, she found you in a state of despair and self-pity. Following the party, you locked yourself away from the world, wallowing in your stupidity and pain of the entire situation.
The universe seemed to taunt you with every attempt you made to move on from Ellie as if it was trying to send you a sign that you should just confess your feelings to her. You had tried to find happiness in your current relationship, and when your boyfriend asked you out, it caught you off guard, but you accepted nonetheless.
You cried over being cheated on but didn’t feel sad over your ex-boyfriend. You were lying in your bed, covers swallowing you up, and self-pity absorbing all your being. Usually, you were a bubbly person, full of energy, and always reaching out to your friends, but not for the past week. You’ve been radio silent, even with Ellie whom you never went thing long without seeing or texting. You pouted to yourself, feeling bad for leaving Ellie in the dark for so long. Lifting out of your cave of blankets, you reached over to your nightstand and texted Ellie asking if you could come over.
When Ellie quickly replied and agreed to meet up, your heart leapt in your chest, almost infusing you with a sudden burst of energy through your veins. You couldn’t wait to see the person you love the most in the world, Ellie. You kept it in the back of your mind as you dressed it had been a foolish decision to try dating a man, and the very thought of romantic interactions made your stomach churn with repugnance. It was never worth accepting his offer, to begin with, then he goes and cheats on you.
The entire situation seemed almost comical as you developed deeper into your thoughts, and you couldn’t help but chuckle at your attempts to enthusiastically tell Ellie about your relationship. The truth was, your feelings for her had been eating away at you the entire time, plaguing your mind and every thought. You gave a shake of your head in an attempt to dispel the tingling sensation that coursed through your body when you thought about her.
Ellie had always been your closest, dearest friend, and you over time fell in love with her. It was hard not to, she was so kind to you and treated you like a person. She was the most genuine person you’d ever known. You yelled down to your mom you were going to Ellie’s, throwing on a coat in an attempt to keep yourself warm and shielded from the cold and making your way out the front door.
Within seconds, you were over to Ellie’s, her living next door so convenient. You raised your hand, knocking softly but loud enough for Ellie or Joel to hear. It was only seconds after you knocked, the door opened and you saw Joel standing there.
He smiled widely at you, “Hey Kiddo! Been a while seen I’ve seen you, Ellie is in her room. Come in it’s freezing.”
You returned his smile, walking in through the door to escape the cold. Joel closed the door softly behind you. “Yeah, it’s great to see you too! I’m going to go see Ellie,” you replied, a polite smile still etched on your face.
He nodded, walking back to the living room to the sofa. You made your way upstairs, gulping as you made your way up the stairs, your stomach doing somersaults, your right hand clutching the wooden railing. You never felt so nervous to see Ellie, but having to explain… everything and potentially confess to her crossed your mind. So you were in a pickle.
When you reached Ellie’s room, you knocked waiting for her to signal it was okay to proceed inside. “Come in!” She yelled, it was muffled by the door.
You braced yourself before turning the doorknob and entering her room. When you saw her figure, sitting on her bed with her grey sweatshirt, eyes red and blotchy, the room smelly of weed: your heartbeat sped up. You closed the door and quickly made it over to her, taking a seat only inches apart.
“Hey… So I’m sorry about being kind of distant this week,” you muttered, the guilt you felt making it too hard to make eye contact.
Ellie fiddled with her fingers, her leg bouncing with anxiety. “Kind of distant…?” Ellie huffed, not bringing herself to look at you either knowing she’d fold at the sight of you. Her tone came off harsher than she intended. She bit her lip, thoughts going millions a minute after she said that.
You almost felt your mouth go dry, but you understood why you never did this to Ellie, not in all the years you’d known each other. So the guilt continued to reside in your every being, your hands felt clammy as they lay by your side. You bit your lip, shaking your head, “I’m so sorry- Ellie please look at me,” you pleaded, your hand reaching out to grasp hers. “Let me explain.”
Ellie’s hand grabbed yours, squeezing it and finally looking up. Her usually brightly green eyes were duller looking, which made you frown. “I’m sorry for my tone, sweetheart. Didn’t mean it, just grouchy your douchy boyfriend stole you,” she whispered.
You chuckled at the mention, which had Ellie opening her mouth an ‘o’ shape, surprised you didn’t already bite back at her remark about your boyfriend. “Speaking of, he cheated on me, and turns out men aren’t for me. I disappeared because I was wallowing in self-despair,” casually you shrugged it all off as if it weren’t a big deal. Your whole demeanor seemed nonchalant. A smile was tugged stupidly on your face, your hand squeezing Ellie’s back.
Her eyes see red upon hearing the mention of him cheating on such an amazing person like you, but then again… Now you’re single and he’s not in the picture. Relief flooded over her, the weed accompanying that feeling. “Wait… He cheated on you and you don’t like guys?” Her eyebrow quirked, somehow she needed you to confirm it again.
“Yep…” you purr, scooting closer to Ellie, your thighs now touching. “I like someone else.” Your other hand reached over and grasped her face, forcing Ellie to maintain eye contact with you. Your thumb trailed over the numerous freckles littered upon her cheek, a sly grin on your face as you moved your face closer to Ellie’s. “I like you, Ellie.”
Her pink tongue ran over her lips quickly, she blinked a few times, not believing what she was hearing. “W-what…” she uttered, disbelief written on her face. “You- Sweetheart, like me? I must be dreaming, I swear…”
“Nope, you aren’t, Ellie…” you rasped, your thumb tickling her skin. Even with her eyes all red, and her hair thrown in her usual half-up bun, she looked so pretty. Without thinking your lips fell onto hers, only for what felt like seconds before you pulled away. “Fuck- I just confessed and kissed you, El. I’m sorry-”
Your worries were swallowed by Ellie’s lips on yours, she hungrily kissed you again, your lips swallowing the tiny moan she let out. As you kissed her, you could taste a distinct tang of weed on her tongue. Her hand lets go of yours, her fingers gripping your sides. The kiss was wet and intense, fueled by a sense of urgency and longing. Both of you are feeling the weight of the week-long separation.
You pulled back briefly in need of air as you were caught off guard by the kisses. “Ellie, I’ve wanted to ruin our friendship for who knows how long…” you panted, your eyes glued to hers.
She felt jittery, your hand now free from hers, comfortably grasping her side, your hand going up and down her side. It was like the weed heightened everything she was feeling, her pupils were blown out as she took her breaths of air.
She shook her head, tongue once again darting out to wet her lips. “You’ve… wanted to ruin our friendship? God, I’ve wanted to kiss you… I felt like some stupid lesbian yearning over her best friend.” She sighed, shaking her slightly at her obliviousness to your feelings for her.
You giggled, the sound making her smile harder. She missed you… and missed that sound escaping your lips. She wished she could mentally take a picture of you, the way you captivated her was like nothing else. You were like an angel, somehow, that blessed the earth with your beauty and kindness.
“Glad we both feel the same way, now shut up, and kiss me, Els,” you playfully tugged her forward and pressed your lips against hers. The desire, and need for each other are overly apparent.
She nodded her head eagerly into the kiss, her lips eagerly pressing back. Your tongue swiped against her lower lip, the sensation driving her wild. It was like nothing she’d ever experienced before, you were an entirely new experience for the girl.
An experience like this she’d imagined more times than she could count on her hand, but one that was happening. She still couldn’t believe it.
She opened her mouth, realizing you wanted excess inside. Feeling your tongue against hers made Ellie let out another breathy moan, your tongues messily sliding against one another. You took the opportunity to suck on Ellie’s tongue, the sensation going straight to her core, her grip tightening on your hips.
The grip she held on you only furthered fueled your actions, you went back to greedily kissing her, almost sucking the life out of the poor girl from just kissing.
The pair of you separated, chests rising and falling, small huffs escaping your lips. You and Ellie stared at one another, a stupid grin on both of your faces. Ellie’s once dull eyes were dilated, focused, and glistened with a spark of something else.
“Ellie,” you grinned, “Would you… Are you okay with me going further than just kissing? If not that’s okay… just really want to make you feel good.” Your own eyes twinkled, the same sparkles appearing in Ellie’s like your own.
“Yes… Absolutely. Anything you want I’ll do, just please…” She gripped your hips, the begging having more of an effect on you than you’d think.
“I’m glad you want it just as much as I do. Okay lay back on your bed for me,” you breathed out. She obeyed, immediately getting onto her back as you instructed.
You crawled over to her, your gaze fixed on the sight before you - Ellie lying back, eyes begging for something… anything, her hands pathetically gripping the sides of her bed. It surely was a sight. Her whole demeanor leaked of neediness, her lower lip caught between her teeth as she patiently waited for you. She looked absolutely delicious, ready to be eaten up.
Of course, you were starving for a taste. You tugged at her sweatpants, signaling to her you wanted them off. She nodded eagerly, you discarded the piece of clothing and threw it behind you without a care in the world.
Ellie was sprawled beneath you, her body now clad in only her boxers and a sweatshirt. You wanted to savor this moment, engrave it in your memory, to finally show Ellie how you truly felt for her. You wanted to make her feel so good she’d see stars, the same ones she excitedly points out to you. This was a special moment for you, considering how long you’ve yearned to touch her this way.
You moved to sit between her legs, grabbing at the flesh of her thighs that was decorated with various freckles and moles. The feeling of your hands on her skin made Ellie tremble, her green eyes closed in bliss. Until they fluttered open, her head snapping to look at the unexpected sensation now pressing between her legs.
The sensation was coming from your knee pressed against her clothed pussy, you rubbed it back and forth, your eyes never peeling from Ellie’s face to watch how she’d react. Her mouth dropped open, hands dropping to the sheets to ground herself. You applied a little more pressure, slowly going faster and then slow.
Ellie’s eyes looked glossed over, almost like glass. “Please… do something,” she whined, hips lifting to rub against your thigh herself.
This had you halting her hips immediately, Ellie pouted at the action. If she wanted to do the work, then she could. You backed away, retracting your knee from against her, Ellie’s pout growing wider. The distance you created displeased her, she wanted you as close as possible.
“Ellie, I want you to listen to me and follow my instructions. I want you to straddle my thigh and ride it for me. Do you think you can do that for me?” You batted your eyelashes at her, your lower hand slowly gliding from the lower part of her leg to the inner part of her thigh.
Her skin felt like it was on fire, every touch of your skin against hers sending another wave of warmth over her. She nodded her head, too eager to form words yet. “Yes, I can.”
You couldn’t help but smile as you felt the eagerness and desperation radiating off Ellie. She shifted her body back, no longer laying down, and created space for you to lean back against her pillows. You settled yourself against her many pillows and stuffed animals, spreading your thigh to provide a space for her to sit. Faintly, you tapped your thigh, signaling to her what to do.
Ellie bit her lower lip, teeth nibbling into her soft lips. She crawled over to you, sitting herself comfortably on your thigh. When she finally sat herself down, underwear still on, she felt her face grow hot. “Should I.. uh… keep this on?” Ellie avoided eye contact with you, finding it too embarrassing due to the position and how new this all was.
This was not something you would let slide, not for a minute. You grasped under her chin, lifting her forest green eyes to meet yours. You clicked your tongue, shaking your head. “Ellie, I never said to take them off, did I?” You pressed her, leaning forward to tug at her sweatshirt. “This though? Off.”
Ellie listened, taking the hoodie off and throwing it into the abyss of her room. She looked at you again, waiting for further instructions.
“Waiting for more instructions from me? Good girl, Els.”
The nickname sounding velvety off your tongue, Ellie subconsciously moved against your thigh, the rough material of your pants making the perfect friction for her pussy. She moaned, a breathy whiny moan slivering out of her pretty lips, her hands desperately gripping your shoulders, dull nails leaving crescent patterns in their wake from how hard she was digging.
She moved her hips back and forth, wanting—no—needing more friction. “Yes, please let me keep going,” she whined, eyes skewing shut, and holding onto you for dear life.
“I’m not stopping you,” you leaned closer, your lips mere inches from her ear, “Make yourself feel good.” Before pulling away you pressed a kiss to the shell of it, the action making Ellie’s breath hitch.
Ellie frantically began moving her hips, her underwear growing damper, the friction gliding perfectly with her clit. She snapped her head back, her boobs moving with the frequency of her hips. Your hand moved forward, grabbing at her breasts, your lips sucking at her nipples. You nibbled and sucked, leaving marks on the flesh—to claim her as yours.
Ellie sighed, loving the harsh love bites you were littering across her chest. Ellie moved one hand to grip your waist, the other steadied on your shoulder. She tried moving faster, the friction from her underwear no longer enough for her. She needed more.
“This not enough for you?” You quipped, noticing her once fast movements suddenly slowing little by little.
Ellie pathetically shook her head, her voice trembling as she spoke, her face begging for more. “No, I need more. Please… Can you touch me without these on? Can’t feel anything…”
You pretended to debate and think about your answer but nodded. “Yes, lay down,” you instructed. You massaged her sides, fingertips dipping her sides playfully as she scooted off you. Her legs were shaky, making you laugh.
Ellie slid off next to you, rolling her eyes at you laughing at her. The sensations flowing through her body and straight to her core were the cause of no one other than… you. Without a word, she removed the last layer of clothing still clad to her body. Her underwear.
She shimmed them off, leaving her fully bare and exposed, her wet pussy now on full display for you to see. Your mouth began salivating at the sight, her pussy already so sensitive and puffy from just dry humping. You returned to your original position, Ellie lying down, you hovering over her, in between her thighs.
Your hands pressed firmly, grabbing at the fat of her thigh, your dainty nails ever so gently scraping the surface of her delicate skin. Your face inched closer to her core, and you pressed a gentle kiss along her thighs, making your way close to where she wanted. In your wake, you left more love bites, and little bruises making sure to leave as many as you could.
You craved to express your devotion and admiration for Ellie in the most profound way possible, and this was your way of doing so. As you worship her body, taking the time to adore and cherish every part of her body, every little nook and cranny. Finally, you pressed a tender kiss to her clit, Ellie’s hand flying instinctively to grip a fistful of your hair. She let out a groan, one deep within her throat, too overwhelmed by the sensation and her pussy pulsing for attention.
With your tongue, you licked from her clit and down and greedily sucked away at the wetness. The taste of her was unlike anything you’d ever experienced before, as you slurped away at her juices, Ellie tried to squeeze her legs shut, the sensations from your tongue almost too much for her. Your grip tightened on her legs, refraining her legs from closing around your head.
“My god, El… You taste amazing,” you groaned into her heat, the vibration adding an extra layer of sensitivity to the mix.
“Please! I am so close… Oh fuck-” Ellie shuddered, her mouth agape and tiny whines leaving, hips moving against your mouth desperately. Her forehead crinkled, sweat drops forming as she got closer and closer to her sweet release.
Her stomach was twisting in knots, your tongue relentless and not stopping as you sucked on her clit like it was your favorite piece of candy. Ellie’s wetness was leaking out from her hole; to help further push her over the edge, you pushed two of your fingers inside. An obscene wet sound came from it, just showcasing how wet Ellie was. You pumped your digits a few times, Ellie’s hold tightening even more.
The coil within her stomach snapped when she felt you curl and pump your fingers in, then out. Alongside the nonstop stimulation of your tongue working itself to get a drop out of her. Ellie whined, riding out her release on your face, your slender fingers still curled inside before slipping them out. You eased them out with a squelch, dragging them up to swipe through Ellie’s folds.
Lazily, you cleaned up her, not wasting a single drop of her orgasm. Your tongue lapping up her juices as if your life depended on it. Her grip loosened on your hair, Ellie’s chest rising and falling, trying to recover from her high. You sweetly kissed Ellie’s clit one more time, pulling away and kissing up her stomach.
“How did that feel?” You glanced at her, noticing her body trembling from the release. “I hope it felt okay, and… I really do mean what I said, Els.”
She lifted her head, eyes still shut, but snapping open when she heard you say those words. “I know, and it felt amazing… Are you kidding?” Ellie chuckled, a dazed smile on her lips. “I meant what I said too.”
You felt yourself instantly melt hearing her say that, you laid your head on her stomach, finding comfort in listening to Ellie’s breathing. You peered at her from that position, heart racing a million miles a minute. “I love you, Ellie. I’m in love with you.”
She grinned harder, her hand reaching to smooth out some loose hairs at the top of your head. “And, I’m in love with you. You’re truly my dearest friend.”
“Friend? You know we’re more than that now… Way past being just friends, Ellie,” you snorted. You leaned up to kiss her on the lips, pecking them softly, before pulling away to rest your head against her chest.
Your eyes trailed off to the side, catching sight of the charmed matching bracelet you and Ellie shared, promising to never take it off, you clicked your tongue and narrowed your eyes teasingly. “Really, El? Took off the bracelet?”
She snapped out of her blissful trance, cheeks warming that you’d noticed. She’d completely forgotten she took off the bracelet in the mess of her feelings. You’re an observant person, so of course, you’d pick up on something like that. “Fuck, sweetheart. Smoked a little and got too… into my feelings.”
You reached over, and with little effort grabbed the bracelet. Guilt twanging your heart for making Ellie so upset, you sat up again, grasping Ellie’s wrist delicately, and sliding the bracelet back on. “Not a big deal, now, never take it off,” you pouted. Fingers tapping her wrist, dancing over the smooth surface.
Ellie’s lips curled into a small grin, hands enveloping around your waist, tugging you so you were on top of her. “Never,” she whispered, voice oh, so promising, squeezing your hips in reassurance.
Author’s Note: Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed :)
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Pairings- Y/N x Dad's best friend! Toji Fushiguro
Summary- Your dad’s best friend stays the night and you are too coincidentally! This is part 1. Part 2 can be found here!
Warnings- Size kink, tummy bulge, anal, vibrator used, reader gets fucked in a closet, unprotected sex, breeding and kissing.
Word count- 4k words!!
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A/N- HIII yes, I made this filthy why? this is a filthy troupe. anyway, I've finally finished this at 4am giggles. By the way reader is 21 and Tojis around 40. I really enjoyed writing this it got my creativity GOING and my jenis hard. writing this made me tickle my pickle so I hope you enjoy this, and it tickles your pickle too!! :33
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You knock on your dads door. You don't live with him anymore since you got a place of your own, but you still visit when you can. The door opens revealing your dad, his eyes lighten up at the sight of you. “Sweetheart! I haven't seen you in so long!” Your dad brings you in for a tight hug making you laugh, “I know it’s been too long, I've been so busy I'm sorry dad! Is it okay if I stay 2 nights? So we can catch up?”, “Ofcourse, you’re welcome to stay as long as you want!” Your dad lets go of you and moves aside so you can come in. “Oh and by the way, Toji’s coming to stay the night tonight” Your dad adds unexpectedly. What. what. Toji??!! Oh god. Your heart flutters at the thought. You can't lie to yourself growing up. Toji was around alot with your dad, since your mum wasn't around Toji helped your dad out alot with you.
Ever since you were younger you always had a crush on him. You're 21 now but god you still don't have a boyfriend. Nothing seems appealing about any of them men you’ve been on a talking stage with. You tried to move on from your childish crush. But how could you when he was so goddamn sexy. “O-oh? He’s staying the night? That's surprising I didn't think I'd see him!” You play off cooly, ignoring your thumping heart.
You put your bag down in your old childhood bedroom and take it all in. nothing changed, everythings still where it used to be. Even the clothes you left here last time you slept over were in the closet. “Y/N! I’m going to the store real quick! Please answer the door if it rings!” Your dad yells out, you let out an “Okay!” and you hear the door shut. You walk out into the living room and sit down watching TV mindlessly. All of a sudden you hear the doorbell ring and you jump onto your feet, looking in the peephole you see him. There he is. Standing with his hands in his pockets and a duffel bag slung over his shoulder. His big. Muscular. Shoulder.
You open the door after calming yourself down. “Long time no see.” you greet him, the tip of your ears go red, thankfully he can't see them because your hair covers them. “Didn't see ya there, doll, ‘t's been a while.” the scar on his lip twitching as he smirks. He takes you in, it's been a good year or two since he's seen you, you're wearing a top and a skirt but god does the top hug your curves and the skirt sitting just right stopping at your mid thigh. His Adam apple bobs as he swallows, “Mhm, it has” You smile curtly. Stepping to the side so he can come in. “Dads gone up to the shops to get something, I'm not sure when he’ll be back.” You continue, fiddling with your fingers.
“Mm, that's fine, doll” He says, putting his duffel bag on the couch before he continues, “You look pretty, doll since the last time i've seen ya, you've grown a lot.” You feel your cheeks heat up in response, your heart thumping against your chest. Why were you feeling this way? You’re over your childhood crush on him..well you thought so at least. “I-Thank you.. You’re not so bad for an old man.” You play it off in a teasing voice, he lets out a laugh, “Old huh?” He grins, “Yeah, you're pushing 40 old man, be careful you might break your back tying your shoes.” You retort, His eye twitches “Yeah? You seem oddly flustered by this ‘old man’ hm? You think i dont notice you clenching your thighs together, doll?” He steps closer to you with a smirk that makes your little cunt throb with need.
“I-How’d you notice-” You gasp out, “You’re clenching your thighs together like a little slut.” You feel yourself gulp as he moves closer to you, his larger hand cupping your chin, tilting your face up to look into his green orbs.
This is wrong. You shouldn't be so turned on by his simple touch. You shouldnt be wanting to fuck your dads best friend. You shouldnt be craving Toji’s cock deep inside of you right now. His thick thumb thumbs at your bottom lip and without thinking you take his thumb into your mouth and suck on it sensually. Swirling the tip of your tongue around the tip is his thumb, you then move your tongue to the underside of his thumb as you suck hard. Toji grunts out a moan as he takes his thumb out of your mouth. “You little fuckin’ slut.” Is what you hear before he's crashing his lips onto yours. Hard. his tongue dominating your mouth making your back arch towards his body, his hands coming down to cup and squeeze your ass. His tongue greedily swallows the moans coming out of your throat, his tongue exploring the crevices of your mouth making you oh so wet. You were certain you were leaking down your thighs.
“Jump.” He mutters against your lips, kissing you again and you do as he says, your legs wrapping around his large bulky waist. The scar on his lip rubbing against your mouth made you feel oh so turned on. He carries you to a bedroom. You don't know which bedroom he took you to. But you couldn't care right now. He shoves you on the bed and no he doesnt pull your top off. The man rips it off and throws your bra behind him and when he starts sucking on your breasts you can't help but gasp and moan pathetically. “T-toji-! A-ah!”, “Quiet doll. Needa hear when your dad opens the door so we don't get caught.” he grunts out, his free hand fondling your tit that's not getting his mouth's attention. Your back arches towards him making your tit go somehow further in his mouth. “P-please-!” you don't even know what you're begging for. “Please huh? What are you begging for, sweetheart?” He nibbles on your nipple making your hands fly to his hair and tug harshly on his scalp.
“Need you so baaaadd” You whimper out, grinding your wet little cunt pathetically on his chiselled torso. “Yer so fukin’ desperate, doll. Relax your little cunt.” He grunts out moving to assault your other tit with his tongue. You let out a pathetic whimper, your panties are drenched, your thighs are covered in your own slick from rubbing them together for friction and now Toji’s abdomen is soaked from you pathetically rubbing your cunt on him. Both your nipples drenched with his saliva, he nips his way down to your skirt and panties. “Careful doll. Yer drenching your dads bed. Wouldn't want him to find out about this would we?” He pulls your skirt off leaving you in your drenched panties.
What. what. We’re not in the spare room or my old bedroom??!! Your heart rate picks up in panic. “T-toji- you didn't go to the spare room or my old room?? Are you crazy?? We need to not do this here or he’ll find out-” He cuts you off with a sharp slap to your clothed cunt. His large thumb presses gently on your clothed clit moving down to your hole he puts more pressure humming in satisfaction as your cunt opens; when all he's done was suck on your now sore boobs.
“Quit yer whining, girl.” He snarls, pushing his thumb into your clothed hole making you whimper harshly. “T-toji- need you- stop teasing. Puhlease!” You look down at him and he smirks. “Don't be a brat and tell me what to do.” He grunts out finally pulling your soaked, dripping panties down and the nasty man shoves it in his pocket. “Hey- my panties-ah!” he cuts you off by licking a stripe on your cunt. “‘M keeping it for later, you dont mind right, doll?” He says before sucking on your clit, his thick fingers circling your hole before he pushes in 2 fingers knuckle deep. You cry out at the sudden intrusion. He starts suckling on your clit as he pumps his fingers in and out of your puckered hole with a loud squelch with every thrust of his fingers. Your fingers grip at his hair tugging him closer to you, and god you moan so loud when the scar on his lip makes contact with you. Your eyes crossed and head back you don't realise he's sinking another finger into you before he starts thrusting 3 fingers in and out of your cunt rhythmically.
“To-oojjiii-! Ah! O-oh my god-! A-ah!” You grip his scalp, your manicured nails massaging him. He moans into your sopping cunt adding to your pleasure. His thick fingers stretch your cunt and you clench around him taking his thick fingers in. The stimulation of his tongue on his clit and his fingers curling to your g spot with every hit made you unexpectedly squirt all over his chin. “I-im shoorryy-!!! Aah!!” You squeal out and he pulls away. He pulls his pants down exposing his thick throbbing cock.
You gape at his length dripping with precum. It's so big and thick. He jerks his cock making it twitch, “Don’t be so shocked, doll, don't tell me you can't take it, hm?” He teases, he rubs his leaking tip along your folds making you gasp. Resting his heavy length along your hot cunt has you panting. Your lips part around his thick, heavy cock welcoming him to sink inside of you. But he stays there for a bit, both of you panting, “P-please..need to feel you..” You whimper out looking at him with doe eyes.
“For that ‘m gonna breed you.” That's the last thing you hear before he pushes his thick, long cock inside of you making your hands fly to his shoulders and gripping him with all your might as he sinks inside of you. He sinks in balls deep, his balls slapping against your ass as he’s got his entire cock inside of you. It kisses your cervix oh so perfectly. It's like you were made for him. He pulls his hips back then drives his hip back to hit your cervix, each thrust feels so deep. “A-ah! To-jii- O-oh my god- ah!” you babble mindlessly as he thrusts inside of you, every thrust to the hilt. He drags his cock almost out, tip remaining in your puffy walls then slamming them back to hit your cervix. Again. Again. And again.
His tall broady frame leans over yours, taking your right leg and pushing it to your chest, his thigh goes over your other leg as a lewd plap! Plap! Plap! Is all you can hear besides your loud squelches your cunt makes. Your body’s tingling all over like electricity zapping all through your veins continuously, his thrusts are the only thing you can feel the pleasure making you cry out with every drag of his hips. His hand snakes down to your tummy where his big cock makes a bulge with every move of his hips. He presses down harshly making you scream out, dumb tears dripping down your face. His other hand lets go of your thigh and rubs harsh infinity circles on your clit making your legs shake at how much stimulation he's giving you.
“Yeah. that's it, girl, take it. Take it you fucking slut.” He grunts out his hips continuously slamming into yours faster and faster and faster. “T-tojii!! I’m coominnggg-a-ah!!” You scream out suddenly squirting all over him. His thighs and abdomen drenched in your wetness. With a grunt he fills you up with so much cum. It practically leaks out even with his cock filling you. All of a sudden as you're both panting you hear the door open, “Y/n! I’m home! Toji, i see your bag!” Your dad yells out announcing his presence and you both freeze. Your blood runs cold. No way. His footsteps around the house, “Hello? Where are you both?”, “Toji..” You whisper to him nervously. “Shit.” He mutters under his breath, Toji picks you up and kicks both of your clothes under the bed and goes in the closet. “Shut the door f’me doll.” He whispers into your ear, his breath fanning over your ear making you clench around his cock. Thankfully your dad had a dark blanket on so it wasn't noticeable and the window open. It worked in your favours surprisingly.
He leaned his back next to the doors on the wall, your dads clothes right next to you both as your legs were wrapped around his waist, cock still inside of you and your arms wrapped around his neck. Toji starts thrusting harshly suddenly inside of you and you rush to cover your mouth to stop the moans pouring out of your mouth. Tojis hands grip your ass, spreading your cheeks and moving your hips slamming them down onto his cock and he thrusts his cock up into you making you clench your hand harder around your mouth to silence your moans. Toji bites your shoulder to keep himself quiet as well, your eyes flit next to you, the closet doors; they had shutters on them so you could see the bed..and if your dad walked in..but he couldn't see the both of you which was good! Right? It was really hard to stay quiet when Toji’s thick mushroom tip was kissing your womb making your legs shake around him.
Your tits flat against his hard pecs, bouncing up and down when his hips met yours harshly adding to both of your stimulations. “Y/n? Toji? Where are you both??” Your dad then opens the door, walking in and looking around his room, you tap Toji’s shoulder to warn him and if anything his thrusts get harsher. Making you fight so hard to stay quiet. Your dad for a minute looks at the closet, coming closer to it then stopping himself, “Maybe they went for a walk..” He mumbles, walking out and shutting the door sitting on the couch. You could tell by which direction his footsteps were walking and the sound of the TV turning on.
The hand that isn't gripping your mouth grips the back of Toji’s neck as he doesnt stop thrusting into you, your body heats up, the knot in your stomach tightening signalling your release is coming. Your walls clench around his cock basically choking his poor dick. Your hand lets go of your mouth, “T-to-ji! Ah-ah! I’m g-gonna- ah! Ah! Ah!” You rush to cover your mouth again, your slick and his cum from earlier dripping down yours and his legs. Suddenly the elastic band that's your release snaps and you cum hard. Your eyes roll back and shut, you feel like you're above heaven. White pleasure filling your veins as you shake all over.
“S-shit!” He moans out, filling you up with his come, your tummy bulging a bit from how much he filled you up. You're not even finished coming down from your high before his foot kicks the closet door open and he pulls out, putting you on the ground with your ass in the air and chest on the floor. “T-toji- what are you- annghh!” You couldn't even finish talking before he spanks your ass, spreading your cheeks apart. This big thumb goes over your ass hole. “What do ya think, doll? Reckon I can make it fit, hm?” his thumb circles your little hole and you gasp. “W-wait- oh!” He spits on your hole and runs his pointer finger through your soaked folds and sinks his finger into your ass.
You slap your palm on your mouth again as he fingers your ass open, it feels so weird but it felt so good at the same time. You're moaning against your hand, forgetting to put your pressure against your mouth as he fits a 2nd hand in, your ass wet from how much he's spitting on it to lubricate it. “Mm lets see if we can fit another finger, kay doll?”, “H-hurtttss Toj’” you whimper out, you push your cheek further into the ground when he slowly does, bucking your hips towards him. He jerks his cock with his free hand and takes his fingers out. “Ready, doll?”, “Y-yeah..” You brace yourself; ready to feel his member push into you. God you didn't expect it to feel this good. His big fat tip pushes slowly into your ass, spitting occasionally on your hole so it goes in easier. Your hand gripping your face so tightly to avoid screaming out.
Slowly his entire cock is inside of you to the hilt, his balls against your puffy clit. He starts thrusting sloppily into your ass making your eyes cross. Toji reaches over you grabbing a vibrator? “Hid this here last week when i was over. Knew id fuck the shit out of you when id eventually see ya.” He grunts out as he turns it on to max speed and shoves it into your needy cunt making you drool dumbly on the floor. You try to crawl away from his merciless thrusts but when you try to he drags you back and thrusts so fucking hard you feel the air in your lungs leave.
The vibrator isn't helping you either as it buzzes inside of you, it has a compartment that vibrates your clit too which really doesn't help right now because you feel like squirting everywhere if you even could anymore. “That's it. Take it. Take all of it.” He grunts out his chest against your back, pinning you to the ground not like you could move anyway. Your body feels like it's zapping and on fire, the pleasure too intense. Your free hand that's not covering your mouth scratches at the carpet, your eyes shutting as the knot in your tummy is tightening for the third time and it's not even night. You're panting under your hand, your walls clenching around his cock and the vibrator.
Suddenly you feel like you're higher than the sky. You're shaking. You can feel Toji’s cum filling up your ass with so much cum again. Your orgasm comes crashing down like a freight train as you squirt all over him again. Making your juices drip off the both of you. “Get dressed. We gotta act like nothing happened, kay doll?” His deep voice rings through your ears and you pout; “You ripped my clothes you brute!” Whisper shouting it and he gives you an innocent look, “Oops, not my fault you wore such a slutty outfit.” He retorts, pulling out of you but keeping the vibrator on low. “W-wait aren't you pulling it out-” “No. keep it in.” He cuts you off and slips his clothes on, leaving the room. What you didn't know was he could control the vibrator with his phone. Oh youre so fucked. But you didn't know that yet.
You slip your skirt on and bra and well.. Your tops.. Ripped. You open the door and tip toe to your childhood bedroom past your dad and now Toji on the couch, you go and look in your bag for some panties. Thank god you always bring extra panties. You slip them on and put on a top, fixing your dishevelled hair and you freeze suddenly. Did the vibrator just go faster? Oh god. You throb putting your hand over your mouth. What the fuck do you do?? You can't slip up around your dad..
You clear your throat and walk to the lounge room and greet your dad and Toji. “Oh dad you're home? Hi Toji” You smile, trying to hide the shaking in your voice. Your dad smiles, “Where were you?” “Oh-! I was out front and some lady needed my help with something.” You play off cooly and your dad nods his head, “Ah! That’s good, you’ve always been helping people. Isn't that right, Toji?” “Yeah, she's a good kid.” Toji nods and opens his phone. Oh he better not. You felt the vibrator go on level 3 and your ears heat up. Shit. you chew on your cheek and smile. “Do you want-uh- tea or anything?”, “Sure, sweetheart, Toji do you want anything?” Your dad turns to him and Toji throws you a little smirk making your cheeks flush. “Yeah why not”, “okay” You nod and go to the kitchen, turning the kettle on.
You gasp and cover your mouth as the intensity goes up 1? No 2? F-fuck no. 3. Levels. Your thighs clench together and you're pretty sure Toji’s cum’s still dripping onto your panties. Fuck. you're on level 6 and you feel like exploding. Your hands grip the edge of the counter trying to keep it together, your knuckles turning white. Shit. it turned up again?? This has to be level 7..yet..fuck. No you can't cum. Not now. The tea kettle dings that it's ready and you clench as hard as you can to keep yourself together. You struggle to get both cups and pour the hot water into the mugs. You get tea bags and put them in stirring it, you gasp loudly and cover your mouth. Fuck. level 8 by now. Shit. shit. Shit. its stimulating your clit and your cunt. Fuck. fuck. Fuck.
Maybe you could just cum then give them the tea? Shit no he wouldn't turn it off and you'd be overstimulated. And that makes you come quicker. Fuck what do you do?? Your heart thumps and your body feels hot all over. Shit. y/n. Give them the tea and say you gotta go to the bathroom. Yeah. you can do this. You grab both the mugs shakily and walk to them. Fuck Toji looks so good you wanna jump on him so bad and bounce on his dick. Shit you can't. “Here you g-go its d-done.” You try not to let the shaking get to your voice, “Thank you sweetheart” Your dad chimes, “Thank you, doll” Tojis deep voice rings out.
As you walk away, the level increases again making you jump slightly. Fucking hell you were going to kill Toji. “Where are you going? Spend time with us, ‘ts been a while since i've seen ya kid” Toji says, taking a sip of tea and smirking over at you. “I-i need to go to the bathroom. Then I will.” You then rush out to the bathroom leaning against the back of the door as the level finally hits 10. Shit. your hand covers your mouth and your free hand gropes your tit as you cum. Hard. all in your poor panties. Fuck. fuck the vibrator isnt slowling down either. You slink down and sit on the floor, your legs shaking as you wither in overstimulation.
The door suddenly pushes open, you slide away from the impact; enough so Toji can step in. his menacing smirks all you can see and fucking hell it makes that knot tighten again in your core. “T-toji..” You let out breathily, “Hmm? Yer so worked up, doll” He picks you up and bends you over the sink, a mirror in front of both of you. He pulls your skirt up and moves your panties to the side. He pulls the vibrator out of you and shuts it off, he then slips his cock out of his sweats and sinks deep into your sloppy cunt. Your hand clamps over your mouth as his hand grips your hair and forces you to watch his hips slam into yours.
The hand that's not gripping your hair moves to your throat and applies enough pleasure to make the corner of your vision slightly blur. Fuck. you weren't going to make it out alive. The worst part is Toji didn't even lock the door. You were both fucked if your dad gets suspicious and walks in. but right now you couldn't care less when Toji’s tip was bullying your cervix. He pushes your head closer to the mirror and one knee goes on the sink deepening his thrusts making your muffled moans go louder. Your body was tingling so good. All of a sudden the door opens and your dad stands there, mouth agape in shock and Toji stills inside of you.
“We need to fucking talk.”
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THE BOY WHO WOULDN’T SAY HI

written by mina leigh ୨ৎ , mike wheeler 𝔁 f! reader | wc 800
synopsis. y/n finally tells lucas about her crush on mike wheeler. lucas — shocked, thrilled, and determined to fix his best friend’s life — delivers the news to mike, who … panics. now mike’s dodging y/n like his life depends on it. confused and hurt, y/n tries to let go. but lucas, max, and dustin have other plans
labels. hellfire mike x cheerleader reader, loser boy + popular girl troupe, soft feminine reader, shy reader, happy go lucky reader.
warnings. light angst, mutual pining, miscommunication, brief emotional hurt/comfort.
you weren’t supposed to like mike wheeler.
not because he wasn’t likable — god no, he was too likable. too kind. too smart. too thoughtful in the ways only someone as soft and awkward as him could be.
but you? you were the bubbly cheerleader who shared her water with her cheerleader friends who forgot theirs and had a locker full of pink gel pens and birthday cake lip balm. you weren’t supposed to fall for the tall, lanky boy who wore fingerless gloves in june and talked about dungeons & dragons like it was a religion.
and yet.
you did.
so one day — just after sixth period, still in your cheer uniform, hands clutching the strap of your backpack like it was keeping you alive — you told lucas.
❝you like mike?❞ he blinked, mouth full of peanut butter reese’s.
you nodded, cheeks burning. ❝i think i have for a while.❞
his reaction was a combination of a cough, a squeak, and a half-choked yell.
❝lucas, oh my god—❞
❝no, no, this is great! this is—this changes everything!❞
and you laughed, nervous and sweet, because lucas made it easy to say things you couldn’t say to anyone else.
mike stared at the floor like it had personally insulted him.
❝she—she said that?❞
lucas nodded. ❝y/n. the y/n you refuse to look at even though you clearly like her back.❞
❝i don’t—❞
lucas clicked his tongue.
❝okay maybe i do but it doesn’t matter because she’s like—she’s her. and i’m me. and she probably only said that to be nice or something.❞
❝that’s not how crushes work, dude.❞
❝but what if i mess it up?❞ mike groaned, pressing the heels of his hands into his eyes. ❝what if i say something stupid and she realizes she made a mistake and regrets everything and never speaks to me again?❞
❝so your plan is to… not speak to her? ever?❞
mike didn’t answer.
lucas sighed.
you noticed.
how he turned corners when you walked toward him.
how he laughed with dustin until you entered the room and then suddenly went silent.
how he looked anywhere but at you — like your face was a solar eclipse, and he didn’t want to burn out.
and it hurt. not in the dramatic heartbreak way. more like a quiet ache in your chest that you kept trying to brush off.
maybe you’d read it wrong.
maybe it was just a nice conversation with lucas. a temporary rush of courage and hope.
maybe mike didn’t like you back after all.
you sat on the steps outside the gym after practice, your hair still tied in a half-hearted ponytail, your water bottle resting beside you. you watched the sky turn pink.
then max plopped down beside you.
❝he’s a dumbass.❞
❝…huh?❞
❝mike.❞ she glanced at you. ❝i overheard lucas and dustin talking. he thinks you’re too good for him, so he’s been avoiding you to protect his fragile ego or whatever.❞
you blinked. ❝so he does like me?❞
❝oh my god. yes. obviously. you should hear the way he talks about you when you’re not around.❞
❝then why—❞
❝because he’s mike. and mike is, like, i don’t know he’s just mike.❞
later that night, you opened your locker to find a note folded into a triangle. written in messy blue pen:
meet me at the bleachers. please. - mike
you debated it.
for five seconds.
ultimately you obliged.
he was pacing when you got there.
his eyes went wide when he saw you. ❝hi.❞
you smiled, small but real. ❝hi.❞
then silence.
❝i’m sorry,❞ he blurted.
you knew why he was apologizing but you proceeded without thinking.
you tilted your head. ❝for what?❞
❝for being… a total idiot. and avoiding you. and not saying anything. and making you think i didn’t like you back—❞
❝mike—❞
❝—and not telling you sooner that i’ve liked you since, like, forever.❞
you blinked. ❝you have?❞
he nodded, hands flailing. ❝yes. i just—i didn’t think you’d ever feel the same way. and then lucas told me and i freaked out and then i just—❞
you stepped closer. ❝you hurt my feelings.❞
❝you are aware of that, right?❞
he froze. ❝i know. and i hate that. i didn’t mean to, i swear. i was just scared.❞
you smiled, sad and soft. ❝me too.❞
he looked at you.
❝do you forgive me?❞ he asked, quiet.
you reached out, your pinky brushing his. ❝if you promise to say hi next time.❞
he grinned, sheepish. ❝hi.❞
you laughed, and suddenly his hand was in yours.
and just like that, the ache in your chest faded.
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Vampire Phantom Troupe x Gn!Reader
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚: Your love life starts out with Chrollo, but you slowly start to end up in the dangerous arms of most of the Phantom troupe
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚: Sorry this took so long lovebugs I hope you like it!!! Reader is also referred to as pretty multiple times. Sorry for any spelling errors..♡
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚: Subtitle: Let us explain.
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ Warnings: Mentions of the reader throwing up, Murder, gore, Yandere themes, dark themes in general. MDNI.

You were always with him no matter where he went, or what he had at that moment. It made you feel a sense of pride knowing that you could be with a man with such power. Chrollo had you wrapped around his finger. You would go with him almost everywhere it didn't matter if you knew Nen or not. Even as his little jobs got more and more dangerous and when you finally start to rethink the figment of your relationship you’re sucked into his web again. This time you were sure that there was no way out. His little friends started to get more and more friendly. Giving you slight touches.
One in particular acts like he just can't keep his hands off of you. Shalnark. He was loving, and clingy. You could tell that Nobunaga, and Pakunoda were very fond of the way that they would always be at your service whenever you would need or want something. It took a while for the other half of the troupe to get used to you, but the person that took the longest to get comfortable with you was Machi. Every time you would come around she would often move out of your way, or just leave the area you were in, in that moment.
For a couple of months you thought that she maybe liked Chrollo, and as a result she didn't like you. It wasn't until Uvogin gave you the wettest, and sloppiest forehead kiss you could ever imagine on your forehead, and the worst part about it is that Chrollo or anyone in the troupe didn't bat a single eye. Actually a couple of them laughed while Pakunoda could see that you were visibly flustered. You could see Chrollo glace at you, and looking up from his book. After that Uvogin was almost practically glued to your hip, and not soon after his shower affection came Nobunaga, and Shalanark. At first you were just Chrollo's muse now you're being shared between a powerful group that you barely even knew, and it's not like chrollo is technically rejecting their love towards you. It wasn't until today that you found out that all of them held a dark truth from you. You knew that they were different, but not this odd.
You knew that they dealt with dangerous people, and did terrible things. But they were sick. They weren't human. Having Chrollo's arms wrapped around you, and Pakunoda's head in your lap you were relaxed. These were the calmest of them all. You then heard sudden screaming. A man in excruciating pain. You were pretty sure this was Feitan's doing. He's almost always inflicting pain on someone. I mean that is what he does best. You slowly get up, and walk towards on of them many rooms inside of the base. You peek inside and to your painful surprise. You see a poor man cut down the middle. His organs were visible, and surprisingly he was alive. His screams were the worst part of it all you never knew a human could make such a horrifying noise. The sound of pure agony. There was Feitan. Licking down the man's heart, and by the looks of it he drew circles almost like he was playing with him.
"Y'know if you would've talked earlier this wouldn't have happened."
His smile was terrifying snug. He knew what he was doing, he enjoyed every bit of it. Beside him was another Troupe member. Shalnark. He was on his phone helplessly tapping around at buttons. From occasions he would look up to Feitan, and his plaything. I was almost like he was waiting for something, but for what. Feitan then looked the man in the eyes one last time before biting down on his heart. Blood splashed everywhere. Feitan sucked, and licked around his arteries. Like an excited puppy, Shalnark's face lit up. He rushed over with a glass cup, and put it towards the man, and as the blood leaked from his organs it fell into the glass. Once Shalnark felt like he filled the glass enough he lifted the glass up from the man, and put it towards his mouth, and drank it. Shalnark, just drunk someones blood. If only you knew this sight would change your life for the worst forever. You felt as if you were dreaming.
This was had to be hallucination. Shalnark practically breathed in the blood that was in the cup. His eyes lit up and his smile grew. He felt as if he was floating on a cloud. He keen sight and hearing doubled. Then his eyes cut to you. His pretty 'ole thing sitting, peeking, and snopping on him while he feeds. He puts down his glass, and starts to walk over towards you. You slowly start to back away, and your small steps turn into full on running.
The rest of the troupe exchange glances at each other, and the slowly get up and start to run after you. All the while Chrollo sits back unbothered. It's because he knows you'll be back even if you're screaming, crying, or maybe even bleeding.
He knows they'll bring their darling back home. You look back, and of course they're following you. This was too much. Stealing, fighting, and killing is one thing. But cannibalism is another. This was sick. As you run you think about how the man's eyes were dead. he was screaming, but you knew his soul was gone. Having that done, and living through it is impossible. Watching it is even worse. At least he's dead. You now have to go through your whole life with that image in your mind. How is that even possible? You stopped in your tracks to throw up.
"Oh honey, w-what's wrong?" Pakunoda stands on your side, and rubs small circles on your back. You jerk away from her almost instantly.
"What the fuck." Is all you managed to get out. You cough, and spit.
"I can explain. We all can explain, and you will listen. Right pretty?" Shalnark tried to reassure you.
“Explain? Explain.. what the fuck do you mean explain.”
“Our sweetheart’s got a lil mouth on her yeah?” Phinks laughs at your little outburst.
“Alright hun c’mon back home.” Nobunaga looks you up and down like you’re some type of prey. His eyes full of need, and want.
“No just let me go-.”
Uvogin appears behind you while his hands are in your waist.
“Let us explain.”
There’s gonna be a part 2 to this I promise guys jst wanted to give you all a sneak peak to my first series!
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I'm sorry it's been so long. This fanfiction has been sitting in my notes, so I'm excited to finally post it. ^^ I'm sorry about the grammar.
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Warning: 18+ only!! Smut!! Minors do not interact.
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Bumpy Ride To The Beach ❤️
You were going on a trip to the beach with The Phantom Troupe. You were there most recent member, and this beach trip was supposed to be a mission, but of course everyone saw it as a vacation to the beach.
Nabunaga decided on driving since he was the most responsible. Uvo took passenger seat because of his massive size, and front row sat Hisoka, Shizuku, and Machi. Second row sat Pakunada, Chrollo and Illumi. Last row sat Phinks, Shalnark, Feitan... And you on Feitans lap. Originally it was supposed to be Phinks, but Phinks was already too tall to fit in the back. Shalnark was off the table, because he had a unique case of car sickness where he had to look at a screen to not get sick. The others either didn't trust you, or you didn't trust them either. So the last available... Was someone smaller, who you didn't really know too much about. He was usually reserved, and hard to read. You knew he tortured people for the Troupe, but it only seemed that he tortured to interrogate. You thought to yourself he's at least better than Hisoka, or Illumi... Right?
It was a hot day, and all you girls decided on wearing your swimsuits under your clothes. Due to the heat though, you weren't wearing much clothing. Shorts that barely covered your ass cheeks, and a thin crop top that was practically see through, but it was breathable. Your bikini top underneath sculpted your breast's nicely, and most of the Troupe did a double take when you approached the van. You tried hiding behind Machi because Hisoka was looking creepily at your form.
The person who had the lap you'd be sitting on, Feitan, peered over, his eyebrow raising slightly and eyes narrowing. You couldn't tell if he liked what he saw, or if he was judging you. He always hides under that mask of his.
Everyone got into the van, you being the last one. The seating arrangement seemed to be Phinks by the window, Feitan in the middle, and Shalnark on the outside. You dreaded being in the middle, on Feitans lap nonetheless. Shalnark slid out of the seat with a smirk. "Your throne, royal highness." Shalnark joked, bowing before you. Feitan glared at him, man spreading a bit. You noticed he was still wearing his usual outfit, which shocked you, due to the heat. Maybe he was used to the heat, but still it seemed way too hot for such a outfit, that was black at that. You approached him, stumbling a bit and almost falling face first on Feitan. Feitan sighed, seeming annoyed, and Shalnark and Phinks laughed. "This is going to be a long ride, huh Feitan?" Phinks asked, playfully punching Feitans arm.
You tried your best to sit closer to Feitans knees rather than more back for obvious reasons. You blushed as you felt his eyes staring at the back of your head, trying to distract yourself by looking out the window. Phinks was already asleep, and Shalnark was focused on his phone game. In the front, Nabunaga began getting road rage, his driving becoming a bit more erratic. Suddenly the van went over a bump, causing you to fall back onto Feitan, the ride becoming more bumpy, your soft, barely covered ass grinding into Feitans crotch. You covered your blushing face in embarrassment, hoping that it'd get less bumpy, but it didn't. Feitan let out a groan that was barely audible near your ear from behind, making your heart speed up, and wetness to begin seeping into the bikini bottoms you were wearing. You cursed yourself for your choice of clothing, your body jiggling obscenely over every obstacle in the road. You wondered if Feitan had that same look on his face, or something... more aroused. You didn't think of Feitan as the type to get aroused, him always seeming so indifferent to people.
You all went over another bump, and this time when your ass grinded against Feitan on accident... You felt something hard and pressed against your ass, the length through the pants nuzzled between your soft thighs, the tip of it bumping into your pussy through your shorts. You bit your lip, trying to suppress a moan, the grinding of Feitans erection against you causing your body to heat up and more wetness to ruin your bikini. You tried moving away from his lap towards his knees again, but his slender, cold hands grabbed you around the waist, pulling you back on his aching cock. This time he positioned you so that his tip could rub against where your opening would be through your shorts. You thought about how all it'd take is for him to pull down his pants and boxers, easily slipping your sorry excuse for shorts and bikini bottoms to the side, and just slip inside you right here, right now. Your heart raced, the sensation of the grinding making you want to moan.
His boney, cold fingers delicately explored your hot, exposed skin above the hem of your shorts, making you let out a small gasp. No one seemed to notice as he continued rubbing your skin teasingly. You realized this man had tortured and killed before, masterful with his hands at getting people to respond in the most extreme ways. You realized what kind of man was teasing your flesh, as if it were another form of torture, fingers reaching just a inch closer to the hem of your bikini bottoms, just a bit closer. It was sinful, awful, letting such a man touch you, but you were far gone. You're a Phantom Troupe member now, so all reason slipped your mind, your morals dissolving as his long fingers slowly slipped into your bikini bottoms, the cold pad of his thumb resting right on your hard, pulsing clit making you moan softly, you immediately making sure no one heard.
"Keep down or no more." Feitan growled in your ear with his signature way of speaking, his raspy voice electrifying you, as you felt a small gush of your liquids spill out of you. Feitan gripped your hip, making sure you didn't move as his index finger ran up your soaked slit, making you softly whimper. "You like this?" Feitan almost mockingly whispered in your ear, making you shiver. He laughed lightly, pressing his long middle finger at your opening. The van just then went over another bump, causing his finger to slip about an inch inside of you. "So eager." Feitan teased, making you blush. You tried bucking into his finger, but he just gripped your hip tighter. It'd definitely leave a bruise. Feitan cursed in his native tongue under his breath as he slipped the rest of his middle finger inside you, flexing it and exploring your soft inner walls, making your back arch slightly. At this point, you didn't care if anyone would see your mind foggy with lust as Feitan curled his long finger, the pad of it rubbing against your most pleasing spot. Feitan chuckles, holding you down as he rubs the side of his thumb against your little clit, his long finger still slipping in and out of your tight heat, middle finger so masterfully hitting your spot. You squirt a little when you orgasm, back slightly arched as your body twitches, Feitan holding you back with his arm so your orgasm isn't noticeable, your face hanging as you cover your mouth with your hand, concealing any sound, your orgasm still going as Feitan continues fingering you through it, a sadistic smile on his face under his mask. When your pussy stops gripping his finger and pulsing around it, he slowly removes it, slipping his hand out of your bikini bottoms and shorts. He takes a look around, and Phinks is asleep, Shalnark is asleep with his phone pressed up against his face, and the people in front are distracted or also asleep. He removes his mask for a couple seconds, slipping his middle finger dripping with your liquids into his mouth, sucking lewdly on it until it's completely clean. He puts back on his mask, and you notice his throbbing cock under you, you too lost in your previous pleasure to pay attention to his need. Precum soaks his boxers, and he tries to settle his arousal, it near impossible to after fingering you like that, and having you grind into him due to the road. He puts his hand back on your hip, gripping it and putting his mouth next to your ear. "We do more later." He whispers.
#feitan x reader#feitan porter x reader#hunter x hunter x reader#phantom troupe x reader#feitan x reader smut#feitan
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love is the best medicine
pairing: producer jihoon x you troupe: already lovers genre(s), est. relationship, angst if you really really squint and zoom in till the max you can, so much fluff warning(s): like one curse/swear word count: ~1.5k summary: she realises she has caught the full blown of jihoon's cold, the full effects taking place as she's fully bedridden. jihoon on the other hand, doesn't know this because she doesn' tell him, afraid to make him sick again. he finds out though, and comes over to take care of her like how she did when he was sick a week ago. jihoon steals kisses on her lip, even after protests that he would get sick but he’d brush them off saying how he was immune, and touched, she finally kisses him back, learning that sometimes love is the best medicine.
APOLOGIES for this being posted so late i had a BUSY week, had to prep for performances, tests and yeah so sorry:(
work all mine, no reposting without creds, no stealing of published work, copyrighted:D
pt 2 of jihoon short series, read pt 1, "ever heard of taking a break?" here!
oh god, your immune system was weak as hell.
you groaned as your eyes fluttered open, before pulling the covers over your head. you were so wrong about not catching whatever the hell your boyfriend had last week. okay, you admitted it, your immune system was shit.
you could already tell you was spiking a fever just from how cold you felt even though the fan and air conditioner had been turned off yetyou were practically swallowing your body with the blanket and multiple pillows on top, shivering from how cold it was. you turned over, grabbing your phone to check the time- 8am. okay, you had to call in sick. typing in a quick sorry you can't come in because you were stuck in bed sick, not even sure if you had spelt everything right, you hit send and threw your phone somewhere on the bed. you collapsed back immediately, trying to go back to asleep. maybe you would sleep this one off, you told yourself, when you knew you really just wanted jihoon to cuddle with you all day. you knew that wasn't going to happen because he had been dying to head back to the studio after you nursed him back to health and recovery just a few days ago, and he was probably busy catching up on everything he needed to do, so you didn't want to disturb and interrupt him at work. besides, you really didn't want to keep spreading this bug back and forth, so you would have to toughen up and fight this one off by yourself.
somehow managing to stand up with the energy you had left, you wobbled unsteadily as you stood, holding onto the bed for support. you stumbled your way to the kitchen to grab some water, your hands trembling as they lift the jug of water to pour into a cup. your arms are unstable as you shiver uncontrollably, drops of water landing outside of the cup. suddenly, your hand loses its grip, and the whole jug of water crashes down on the counter, water splashing everywhere as you struggle to stop the water from spilling. you groaned- why was everything going wrong when you were deathly sick? grabbing a handful of tissues lying on the island top, you threw them around the puddle that was beginning to form, hoping to stop the water for now. your head was just about to kill you, as you sighed, your attempts to salvage any water failing and you were just about frustrated enough to leave everything there. wait, actually, that didn't sound much like a bad idea to you at all, as you groggily clambered back upstairs, making a mental note to yourself to clean that up when your headache cleared later on in the day.
as you practically layered blankets and pillows over you, you fell into a deep slumber, hoping some miraculous miracle would happen and you were feel much better after some rest.
“y/n? honey?” a soft and angelic voice belonging to your boyfriend floated throughout the house as the front door swung open. “y/n…? hello? I’m home! y/n- woah!” suddenly, his words cut off abruptly, as jihoon leaned forward just in time to grab onto the counter to prevent him from slipping on the small but dangerous puddle of water in the floor. he raised his eyebrows in alarm, muttering a what the hell under his breath as he immediately ran throughout the house, calling for you. his voice grew louder and more anxious as he panicked, his loud footsteps stomping up the stairs waking you up.
"Y/N!" he suddenly comes to a halt, stopping right in his tracks as he came to your room, noticing the door slightly ajar. he immediately barges in, only to see you piled under a heap of blankets and pillows, your cheeks flushed and your face pale. groaning, you barely make eye contact with him as you take whatever strength you have left to weakly throw a pillow which narrowly misses him and mumble, "what are you doing here?" "baby, are you sick?" he climbs onto the bed, squeezing next to you as he wraps his arms around your waist, wanting to cuddle but you gently put him arms off you.
"i'm just taking a short nap. um, about the mess downstairs, i'll clean it up later." you say slowly, pausing for his reaction as jihoon shakes his head, almost forcefully making you lie back down. "y/n, i'll handle it. next time, if you need anything, just tell me okay? you could've hurt yourself. also why didn't you tell me you were this sick? you obviously have a high fever, so you're on bed duty and you're not going anywhere." he gives you a look that shows he isn't hearing a word as you can only slump back into bed (not like you were complaining). "ji, i don't need this cold to spread between us again and again, i'll be fine after some sleep." you coughed softly, snuggling even deeper into the blankets as you hear him sigh while patting your back to ease the itch in your throat. you don't even see the look on his face, but you know his brows are creased with worry and he's frowning as you can't help but make out a small smile at that.
"nonsense. come here, i'm sorry you caught my cold." he gives you a sheepish look as you turn over, to see his arms wide open, welcoming you to roll into his warm embrace which on any normal day you would light up at the chance to considering how busy your boyfriend was yet this time you didn't. "y/n, you know i don't care if anything happens to me. i know you need me right now, so stop pretending you're fine. you're literally the most dramatic person when you're sick so come here. i took off work early to spend time with you right, do you not want me to take care of you?" he nudged your shoulder playfully as you rolled your eyes, croaking, "i am not dramatic!" you pouted as you squiggle into his arms, the warmth in his arms already making you feel better than before. "sure whatever you say babe, you're always right." he smiles cheekily, giving you a peck on your cheek as he taps your nose, making you sneeze. you shot him a look as he put up his hands in the air, surrendering. you whine and kick your feet on the bed, unpleased, "ji, you're supposed to make me feel better!"
"am i not doing that, also, overdramatic." he chuckles, climbing in back next to you as he pulls the covers on top of both of you. you scoff, but a smile appears on your face, "you're so full of yourself aren't you?"
"no, i'm full of love for you." you slapped him jokingly as he rubs his cheek in pain as you snort, "stop being so cringy." your voice is so weak it can barely be heard but jihoon simply answers by wrapping his arm around you, pulling you on top of him as he brings his lips onto yours. you gasp softly, about to avoid him yet again but he physically moves your head till your eyes are locked onto his, as he smacks his lips onto yours. you widen your smile, the sudden cloudy pounding, aching feeling in your body going away in just that moment.
you do pull away after a minute or so though as he asks what's wrong. "i'm feeling so much better, so you can go back to doing your producing thing." you give him an innocent smile, blinking your eyes almost begging him to get out saying how you were worried he would catch it again but he comes even closer. "i'm basically immune since i've gotten it once already. speaking of immune, didn't you say your immune system was strong as fuck or something like that?" he snickers, as you push yourself out of the covers, wanting to get up but after seeing jihoon's firm look as he crosses his arms akimbo, you slide back into bed.
"hoon?" you murmur.
"yes my love?" he asks, his tone so loving yet mischievous you're sure your cheeks aren't red for only one reason. "can you stay?" you ask quietly, as he breaks into a smile wider than a brilliant painter's stroke. he mumbles a yes or something to himself before clearing his throat, replying slowly, "of course baby, but i'll be back so fast after preparing your medicine, okay? just give me like 17 seconds." you look like you might throw up after hearing the word medicine as you look down, already throwing together a plan.
as you see the silhouette of jihoon walking out, you call out, "wait, hoon, i don't need medicine, you know, love is the best medicine! hey, jihoon, yah, lee jihoon-" only to hear running footsteps and a burst of laughter trailing down the stairs.
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How not to fall in love with your best friend: a step by step guide
Pairing: Joshua Hong x y/n
Notes: just pure fluff, best friends to lovers because its my favorite troupe, both are down bad, mutual pining, fem reader, one swear word, short reader, height diff, y/n is a little clumsy, “princess” used as a nickname
It's my first ever attempt at fanfiction and so I hope you enjoy! And please do not copy my work (even with credits), however reblogs and likes and even comments are greatly appreciated :D
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Its getting harder and harder to resist the temptation known as Hong Joshua. His kind eyes, gummy smile, well built arms– the universe has given you many many reasons to fall for the beautiful man.
There’s one issue though, he’s your best friend.
Good thing you came up with a “y/n’s guide on how to not fall in love with your best friend”:
1. Ignore his teasing remarks followed by a far past platonic amount of praise
“You sure you don’t need help?” Joshua chuckles from his seat on the couch, watching you struggling to reach a jug of juice set on one of his ridiculously high shelves.
“No I’m good” you respond, clearly struggling. You reach up, on the tips of your toes, fingers barely grazing the baby pink handle.
Hangouts like this were normal between you and your best friend of many years, just casually lounging around his apartment with some movie was drowned out as white noise.
“Doesn’t look like “you’re good”, you don’t have to keep up such a “cool” facade around me y/nnie,”
“Shut your trap Hong Jisoo,”
2. NO THE NICKNAMES ARE NOT CUTE DO NOT FALL FOR THEM
“Princess, aww don’t be mad at me, I was just trying to be helpful,” he smirked, getting off his comfy place on the couch and walking over to the kitchen counter. His arm rested against the counter, clearly amused.
A smile briefly flashed on your face as you grazed the handle, but you ultimately pushed it further into the shelf. A pout adorned your lips, sighing in defeat as you began to move away from the shelves.
Mid movement you bumped into a strong…wall? It was warm. You looked up, it was Joshua. He smiled down at you, and shifted closer to the shelf, caging you in between him and the shelf.
3. The close proximity means nothing stop imagining having a house and children with him–
His arm rested on your waist, the other reached up to easily grab the jug. You looked up, his face was so close to yours. He looked down at you. Your mind went blank. Not thinking straight, you moved to the right, attempting to create distance and to hide your flushing face. In the process you knocked into his arm, tipping over the jug onto yourself and his sleeve, the jug landing on the floor with a loud clatter.
“Shit y/n I’m so sorry-” he scrambled to grab tissues and gently wiped your face.
“Nono Shua, it's ok, it was my fault,” you sheepishly smiled. His eyes briefly moved from your eyes to your lips, so quickly that you almost didn’t catch it. He cleared his throat and refocused on drying your face and neck.
“You’re blushing”, this time it was his turn to smile, your blush deepening. His smile was too pretty.
“Hush Hong, I’m just naturally this red,”
“Naturally as red as Minghao’s hair in the “hot” music video, mhm seems normal”
“Oh my god!,” you whined, his smile grew even larger. How could you be this endearing?
He decided to stop his teasing as your shirt was still drenched. “Well, just go to my room and pick out whatever, you know the place well enough.” You nodded at his suggestion, walking over to his bedroom and rummaging through his closet.
“The hoodie you like to wear is in the wash but I have a really comfy t-shirt in the bottom drawer on the left,” he called out to you a few moments later from the kitchen where he was wiping away the remains of your earlier encounter.
4. Just because he frequently offers you his clothes doesn't mean it's a sign.
“He knows me so well” instantly popped up in your head as the shirt fell loosely over you, reaching mid thigh over your shorts. It was comfy, warm– very much like Joshua.
The corners of his lips tilted up as he laid his eyes on you. “Comfy?”
“Yeah, very much. Thanks Shua”
His pretty eyes crinkled up at your validation, “that’s good. Come sit down on the sofa, we can pick up from where we left off with weightlifting fairy,”
“You are amazing,”
“I know”
You took your spot next to him, suddenly hyper aware of his presence right next to you, thighs grazing, shoulder to shoulder.
5. Every best friend duo has their cuddle-ish sessions while still being just friends right?
That's what you tell yourself, 2 episodes in, Joshua’s arm around your waist, your head resting comfortably on his shoulder. This happens to everyone, right?
You don’t miss the way his eyes would linger on you, on your lips, your hands, every so often.
“Hey y/n”
“Hm?”
“What do you think of the show?”
“I really like it, they are cute, its nice to watch a relationship flourish,”
“You like best friends to lovers?”
Your eyes lit up, “yes of course! It’s one of my favorite troupes.. Mutual pining and whatnot,”
“Best friends to lovers, hm that sounds pretty nice,”
“Yeah..” you agree, painfully aware of the flutter in your chest, the pounding of your heart that seems to intensify every time his hand brushes against yours. But it's becoming harder, isn’t it? It’s becoming impossible not to feel everything when he's this close, when he's always so effortlessly there.
You don’t want to fall for him. You can’t, but every little thing, every laugh, every look, every touch chips away at that resolve. And now… now you’re starting to realize that maybe you don’t want to resist him anymore.
Your breath catches in your throat as you stare at him, unable to look away as he shifts to face you, that familiar smile of his tugging at the corners of his lips.
“Y/n,” he murmurs, his voice low, like a secret just between the two of you. “I’ve been thinking…”
Your heart skips a beat.
“About what?” you ask, though you already know the answer.
About you. About him. About this.
He leans in slightly, his face so close now that you can count the lashes on his eyes. Your breath catches again. His hand lifts to your cheek, his thumb gently grazing the skin there, sending a shock of warmth through your whole body.
You think you should pull away. You think you should do anything to preserve the fragile balance you’ve carefully maintained for years. But something inside you snaps, and before you can even stop yourself, your hand moves to his chest, your fingers curling slightly into the soft fabric of his shirt.
“I…” you whisper, your voice barely audible. “I think I’ve been falling for you for a while now.”
6. Give in to the temptation and fall in love with him because the slow burn has slowburnt enough and you both are hopelessly in love with each other.
His eyes soften, his smile turning tender as he leans in closer, until his lips hover just above yours.
“I know,” he murmurs. “I think I have, too.”
And just like that, the world shifts, the lines between best friends and something more blurring in the most natural, inevitable way. His lips find yours in a kiss that feels like both an answer and a promise. A kiss that burns with everything unspoken, everything you’ve both denied for so long.
It’s terrifying. It’s thrilling. But you don’t want to fight it anymore.
You give in, falling into him completely, and you realize that maybe, just maybe, you were never meant to resist the temptation known as Hong Joshua.
#joshua#joshua x reader#joshua hong#svt#svt x reader#seventeen x reader#seventeen fluff#joshua fluff#joshua hong fluff#fluff#svt fluff
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── .✦ 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔶𝔬𝔲



⋆ ˚。⋆୨ৎ˚ summary ‣ soulmate au! a misunderstanding leads to you rejecting brant
⋆ ˚。⋆୨ৎ˚ pairing ‣ brant x fem! reader
⋆ ˚。⋆୨ৎ˚ warnings ‣ none
⋆ ˚。⋆୨ৎ˚ word count ‣ 665
⋆ ˚。⋆୨ৎ˚ author's note ‣ maybe a bit ooc as I have not yet played brant's story
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Your soulmate's name only appears on your skin after your 18th birthday. You have known your soulmate's name for a while. The word 'Tern' is written on your chest, right over your heart. You have yet to meet someone with that name. Brant has been even more present in your life since his 18th birthday. You've asked him to reveal the name written on his skin but he declined. Saying, "If you didn't want to show me yours, I won't show you mine."
That's how it went. You were left wondering who Brant's soulmate was. He didn't seem to be preoccupied finding them which shocked you. Everybody around you was anxious to meet theirs. Why was Brant so nonchalant? He was spending more and more time with you when he should be looking for his soulmate. Just as you are. Today for example he could be out in town meeting new people one of which could be his soulmate, instead he asked you to hang out.
"I like being with you that's why?" He had picked out a nice restaurant for your night out. It was more like a date. You didn't mind going out on a date with him. It just kind of felt pointless. Brant was a nice guy but you knew he'd be happier with his soulmate. Tons of people date before meeting the one, some only meet them later in life. You never choose when or how it happens. For you it still felt weird.
Brant couldn't be happier if that wasn't already obvious by the smile never leaving his face. He had planned the perfect date from the moment your name appeared on his chest. This was it, the day he had been waiting for. He tried to look his best and he even wrote a whole speech. You didn't seem too thrilled to be there, that made him more nervous. Had he misread the name? No, there's no way that happened.
The dinner went by smoothly or so Brant thought. As he was getting ready to spill his feelings you interrupted him. "Brant, you're a great guy but I don't think this will work out. We should just stay friends." You quickly left paying for your part of the meal. Brant was stunned, his soulmate rejected him. Was he that unloveable, that his soulmate didn't love him. The one person meant to love him no matter what just left him.
What is he to do? He didn't do anything. He knows it's petty to avoid you like he has been. It just hurts too much. He doesn't think he could stay friends. Roccia noticed how the Captain of the Fools Troup had been quite mopy recently, deciding to ask him what happened. The captain wouldn't reveal any details. Based on deduction it had something to do with his date. She went to you in order to find out what happened.
You told her everything that went down during the date. "Why did you reject him? Aren't you soulmates?" You looked at her weirdly. "What? No, the name written on me is 'Tern' and not Brant." Roccia just stared at you before continuing. "Tern was Brant's name before he changed it." You froze that explains all these feelings you've been having for him. You thought they were irrational as he wasn't your soulmate. Now you know the truth. He is and you messed up big time.
"I need to see him." Roccia quickly led you to him. "I said no visitors," his back was turned to the door. "I came to say I'm sorry," he stood up heading for the door. "I don't want to see you right now."
"I was an idiot for ignoring what my heart was telling me, all because of a misunderstanding."
"Misunderstanding?"
"Tern is the name written on my skin." Brant started laughing. Holding his stomach and doubling over. "I'm so relieved. I was worried my soulmate didn't love me."
"I do. I always will."
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