i know it’s stupid for me to be doubting my writing skills rn, like i’m literally getting more attention on my fics now than ever, but i’m just so unconfident in everything i’ve written lol. i’m putting out things that i’m happy with, but there’s always that voice telling me it’s shit and that i should just stop – and, it feels selfish, being insecure despite the support. like i’m not appreciative enough and i’m just being an attention whore. now i’m just sitting here, staring at a blank draft for the past 5 hours. i have the idea, i have people asking for the chapter, and yet i’m paralyzed trying to write.
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Hey. D you think that perhaps Sebastian’s metabolism is just fucked to all hell and that his human-ish torso looks absolutely rake thin partly due to him not eating a proper meal for years + the caloric intake his tail demands
Oh also long hair keep seeing long hair and i am loving it (he just sucks ass at cutting it so he’ll let it grow out until he cant take it anymore)
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Not only does Alan Ritchson walk away from The Ministry of Ungentlemanly Warfare the MVP (rivaled only by Danny Sapani IMO), but he gets to openly and outrageously flirt with Henry Golding’s character for exactly *one* scene and in such a way that should power many an explicit fanfic on AO3.
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thinking about all the verbal (and, at least once in the books, physical) abuse from regis that richard just reacted to, then apparently absorbed and moved on from. and then when he literally sets regis’s entire building on fire — on purpose, for revenge — he still expects regis to go “oh well, i’ll let bygones be bygones, lets get out of here and start over.” which is. not what happens. how conditioned to just…….. getting over abuse do you have to be to set your boss’s building on fire on purpose and then be surprised when he’s angry and vindictive about it
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The question is never “is it good?” anymore. It’s good. I know how to do what I do well. I know I wouldn’t share it if I wasn’t proud. I’m good at what I do. It is good.
The question is never “is it good?” anymore. It’s “will anyone care?” It’s “will anyone like it?” That’s the black we step into, blindfolded and hoping like hell. That’s the endless adventure we’re on. It’s good. I’ve shared it. Will it matter?
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Bumping up the smut scene bc realistically there’s no way Jace would be away from Porter for 6 months and not wanna jump his bones within a day or two of being reunited.
But jokes on him bc Porter has been so terrified to lose him again reformed that he’s like overly careful to the point of being attentive about asking Jace if he’s okay with doing anything again before they’ve even discussed the killing and rage star mind control of it all. And Jace vehemently would like to get his nut and not think about the past because they’re back by each other’s side; always a duo.
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donald’s singing scene where it fades to a regular singing voice got me emotional dawg DAISY IS SO RAD TOO. this episode makes me insane i need to cry and explode and die in a corner rn
like the way that so many of donald’s frustrations come from no one understanding him but he loves his band and wants to sing with them and. AND. AND!!!!1!2!! he just needs to be given the opportunity and encouragement to do so. everyone shut up my unintelligible cartoon duck with anger issues is rasping his heartfelt and grating lament and i am ALL here for it
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Humanity as a whole and individually is really disappointing. I think i want to rejoin but I’m quickly reminded that less is best
I experience a lot of joy from an interaction with a stranger, a flirtation with a passerby
Extended interactions yuck the yum of who I thought you were. It’s a lot for me to expect and I realize this but I still cling to the hope there is someone or a forming group of someones who are operating on the same level of competency.
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