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hauntingjasper · 10 months

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Everyone moved on but I stayed here

I love how she just had to touch him and he instantly went "must kiss gf" I hate them so much EUEUEUESHAHEKWHAH

#they made out after this. that's the post #it's 2 AM and I'm bored again #God could've made me a normal person who cheers for Gumlee/Bubbline or Huntbunny but he didn't and I'm gonna make it everyone's problem #not that I wasn't rooting for Bubbline or Gumlee but y'know the drill i was expecting more of them 😭#if everything goes well my next fanart will be Fionna x FP fanart #and with that I mean if i manage to not make Flame Prince dirty bc of his hair #i understood why this guy only had 5 seconds of screentime the moment i started drawing him istg #at this point i'm giving up on trying to make it look like fire and i'm making it fluffy instead #fionna and cake #adventure time fionna and cake #fionna campbell #dj flame #fionna x flame prince

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orengejoshi · 4 months

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morning cat yoga (yeah those 🏳️‍⚧️ colors were chosen like this on purpose)

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hajihiko · 2 years

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Physician/therapist/chemist/etc, heal thyself

#hajime hinata #He has off days too. it's hard when the worst part of your life is when you were bored as hell and now it's real easy to get bored again #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #An art #Who here cursing their brain chemicals or lack thereof tonight?#I am. It's taking all willpower not to drink 5 monsters in a row just to see what happens #Dwbi tho it's fine I'm not gonna this is not a serious threat

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incorrect-hs-quotes · 8 months

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ERIDAN: i lovve you…

FEFERI: Swordfis)( slas)( to the c)(est. And you’re on fire.

#submission #homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #eridan ampora #feferi peixes #mod terezi #does this count as eridan bullying?#i think it can slide #but then again i am sleep deprived from playing mass effect 2 for the first time #they really gave us the gnc woman of all time had her say she's been with women and proceeded to make her straight #i was robbed i tell you #first tali in me1 now this #i swear if there's a hotted woman in the next game that fits my taste and make her straight i'm gonna launch a planet into the sun #a universe full of women and none are lesbians for shepard #well #at least not on my crew #i know kelly is there but she's a narc and liara is kinda boring when she's not out for blood #i also got to the doctor's brother and uh #they had the perfect autistic character in mordin but they just felt the need to fumble the bag so hard it turned into a skirt

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goldiipond · 1 month

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ohhh my friend came over and we somehow ended up watching the entirety of tpn season one and ray still makes me so fucking sick. im goig to tear apart steel beams with my teeth

#skye's ramblings #THOUGH IM ALSO JUMPING AROUND SOO FAST BC SHE LIKED IT. shes like my only irl friend shes known abt my illness since the start #i take my ray plushie when i sleep over at her house she calls him my little guy. i genuinely didnt think it'd interest her much #we were literally just bored and she randomly picked up v1. 2 pages in she was like 'oh this is really addicting can i borrow this'#FELT AUTUSM KICK INTO MAXIMUM OVERDRIVE. said we could watch the anime n after ep1 she was like oh this is really good #cant describe how much i am jumping off tge walls in my mind. shes never been able to get into anime till now. i think i just won at autism #of course w the excitement comes escape arc ray once again hitting my brain with hammers god i love him so fucking much guys. i'm nauseous #it'll be 3 years since my first watch soon btw i wonder if ray emotions will ever stop making me physically ill. ifuckng love yuou raaay...

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talkorsomething · 3 months

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I have Got to get more transgender

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #transmasc #trans ftm #transgender #i like 2 say i'm very trans already but unforch i am Not Really. mostly boring ftm Guy Ever #so tempted to cut my hair again but my sense of what i look like is already so fuzzy i dont think it'd help..#want to dye my hair anyways. at this point i'd take whatever color i can get if not purple LOL #it's almost everything i could want and yet ... still me. still the same life. stuck.#soooo high functioning like you wouldnt believe EXCEPT istg i need an emotional support human who will guide me through tasks #such as 'pay with your Moneys Card at the Store'#or... idk that's it really. maybe go grocery shopping without feeling like i'm not meant to be there also #or like. exist in general maybe #reasons why not emotional support Animal: creature cannot understand capitalism. and also is not as necessary as a service dog specifically #idk! every time i come on here i fall apart (in text) and then pull myself back together for another day of ... this i guess.#i'm not even having like crying breakdowns or anything to go along with it i'm just held inside this shell of a body. typing away again #i'm soso tempted to make things worse. progress wouldn't matter anymore... at least maybe it would feel real that i'm like this #i wish my face fit on my body right. and also that i did not look quite so much like a vaguely gnc lesbian #like at LEAST let me look butch as hell but no. curse of sad hair & uncertainty #miss my little mullety thing from that brief period in october... miss my short hair from back in 2017 ...#just dont feel satisfied with what i am now. in general.#top surgery is literally Within my reach but i'm not sure about cost and i need to wait because of doing guard now......#my list of do i want t i kept for the past month turned out to be a bunch of maybes #partially cause i got sick. partially cause it stopped being shark week and i forgot about it #as always happens...#still unsure in my new(er) name. only heard it once #didn't feel the same way as with my old one? but idk. just don't know.#missing guard also but feeling conflicted about not having time for other hobbies...#since winter season is over i've had so much time to play guitar! that's insane! mostly cause i stopped playing for unrelated reasons...#just tired again. wonder if i need more sleep than what i always get. kind of restless.#there's nothing else to say i guess. just wish i could be a person the way everyone else seems to be.

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honeysulani · 10 months

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I love creating sims in my head, write their backstories for gameplay and when it comes to opening the game and creating them I don't want to ;-;

#why am I like this #they're also 2 MALE sims #means pain because my male sims take so long to create #i never like them #creating female sims is much easier for me ;-;#i'm bored at work and began to write their looks and stories in my notes #and i'm always like #yeah TOMORROW before work i'll open my game and create them!#and what do I do...not opening the game #i'm always like aaah it takes so long to find the cc I like and spending hours is cas is not worth it #I don't wanna waste my little free time before work ;-;#them I'm playing bg3 lol #but maybe on the weekend #at least it's my plan to open sims again and play a bit #annie.txt

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lilacthebooklover · 6 months

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screw it i'm grabbing a kitten and a mug of hot chocolate and putting on spies are forever again

#ooo maybe i'll get some digestives in the meantime #this will be wonderful #(and i will make bio notes while it is on)#(triple higher bio paper 1 my beloved)#(paper 2 is easier but it. gets on my nerves)#(homeostasis i love you but ecology is boring as heckk)#(i'm a history student guys do NOT come @ me with the water cycle again </3)#spies are forever #EDIT: just now realising it said “spies is forever” i am crYINg

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ghost-in-my-backyard · 9 months

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god please kill me

#guess who viewed his story within 10 mins again?#guess who hasn't viewed my story even after 2 hrs?#see i don't care if he views my story #nor do i care about what he posts on his story {unless it's drama}#i didn't even know he had posted a story #i was so effing bored at this function i'm at #i started viewing stories #and his just came up next after the first few #and normally i wouldn't have cared but like what if he thinks i like him and i'm desperate?#cuz i remember he used to view all my stories within an hour before i acquired a crush on him #i don't want him to think that #idk what am i tryna say #or why am i even over explaining myself #but i need to sleep #and throw my phone away #ghost posts

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chiropteracupola · 1 year

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a little pain now, to save a great deal more pain later

[flintlock fortress is a collaboration with @dxppercxdxver]

#em draws stuff #flintlock fortress #team fortress 2 #blood #today on the em cupola show: wild self-indulgence. but hey I feel Bad so I'll draw what I Like. and today that's medical procedures.#someone leaned over my shoulder while I was drawing this and asked 'is that bloodletting' and they were Almost Right so I'm endlessly proud #in fact it is smallpox inoculation!#sorry to everyone who I have bothered with my Smallpox Talk in recent memory but It Will Happen Again.#the game style itself is kind of rockwell and leyendecker-y to me so I wanted to do something with a similar look to their work #had a lot of goals for this piece and I think I really did achieve all of them quite nicely #could I keep these guys recognizable without showing their full faces? yes I think so!#could I make 'getting a mild case of smallpox with the lads' seem a bit romantic even? yes to that too.#also. scout tattoos make an appearance. (do not go looking for them in any other art of him on account of I Forgor)#and a new look for ansel (this man dresses Boring but that is no fun for me to draw)#'backstory relevant' I say as I do not discuss any of these guys' backstories again.#'that's for us to know and for you to find out' I say while giving you no way at all to find out #have been in a constant state of 'by gosh having a little less blood in me would make this situation better' for several days now #and while I am using Normal methods to improve the situation drawing such things does work a bit to heal the mind #'we're doing just fine' says local guy who is madly drawing the same guys over and over again

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taegularities · 10 months

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#i'm always gonna work at my own pace but i've been sooo slow with writing!!#like the last cmi update's gonna be 2 months old soon lol and i am so excited for cmi11 but oh my gosh it's been so hard bc im like #'is that scene boring? too dramatic?? worth it all??' bc i want this chapter to be p e r f e c t so im worried of not doing it justice and #then my brain goes so blank!!!#worried about*#like the plot has my heart so i wanna do my best!! which is why it still might take a lil bit to finish and drop it #let's see! i don't wanna rush this one.. but i do also feel so badddd :')#i promise im gonna work extra hard on it n when it comes it's gonna be worth it !! or at least i hope so!!#i really hope you guys like it a lot :') don't let it flop LMAO!! 🙈 but fr cmi11 means a lot to me so any interaction is 🥺#the comfort is crazy in this one rlly rlly <33 so pls wait for me <3 sorry again <3 ily and ill do my best <333 #fic: colour me in #might delete AHHH LOL

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givemethaturl · 19 days

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I took today and tomorrow off simply because I've been putting too many hours into work and wanted some time to rest...

And I'm fucking bored to shit. It's really great that my work is my passion, but I absolutely need to find other hobbies outside of reading and working out. I am seriously questioning taking my PTO day back tomorrow and just heading into the office.

That or prepping my class content for next semester (adjunct). I mean, I worked on two more LinkedIn learning courses today just to keep my mind going.

A complete juxtaposition, really, from my younger days where I couldn't fathom being a quarter as productive on a regular basis. The pendulum has totally over corrected. My coping mechanism to deal with the ADHD and Anxiety became to just never stop being productive, and it is sending me to an early death.

#ramble ramble ramble #adhd #anxiety #no but fr tho I need to get this shit under control before I become a lifeless blob #like at least my job is interesting af so I'm not boring to talk to #but really who wants to talk about work all damn day? no one #so I gotta get a hobby #used to be writing #but that's fallen to the wayside and again I need something that isn't super productive #and i will just turn fictional writing into working on another paper so I can't do that #watching movies and tv were good but I have the adhd curse of multitasking (which is how I've been doing these LinkedIn courses)#so I don't even enjoy the movie at that point #working out is great but a girl can only go so hard before the fatigue kicks in #I could go outside more on hikes but again 1. fatigue #and 2. I'm currently trying to figure out my allergy issues w. my doctor so I am avoiding outside until I can stop dying immediately #tried knitting and crocheting. can't do it. embroidery also no bueno

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plantenjoyer · 2 months

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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS

#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything #my will to draw specifically #but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it #i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that #i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though #so there might be some changes #but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation #we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing #not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw #anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again #but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!

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lynaferns · 11 months

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School is draining any small motivation I had for art

or creativity in general

(tw: I got pretty much depressive in the tags but I needed to dump this somewhere and this may not be the best place but is where I feel better talking about my problems or insecurities, so feel free to ignore)

#vent in the tags #tw vent #i'm tired #and I hate that I'm tired #everytime I try to finish education is worst than the last time. my head can't take any sort of information from the class #no matter how many times they try to explain me or how many times I read and reread the same text #I can't focus. I can't memorize anything. I'm just sitting there in the classroom waiting for the 4 hours to finish to go back home #and spend the rest of the night just doing nothing. staring at the walls or doomscrolling till I have to go to bed and wake up again #for another day of fighting against an stupid anxiety attack in class because I'm going to fail this again #I hate school. I fucking hate it. the most boring stressing overwhelming way of learning #having the teacher talk for 1-2 hours straight and the student listening the whole time not saying anything is stupid #it's so fucking stupid they only want them to be mindless sheeps that only listen #because if you say anything 'no. you're wrong. I'm the teacher and I know better' fucking bullshit #this system is bullshit #and how am I supposed to study a whole school year of history. biology. math etc in less than 4 months??#everybody was like #'oh it's just 4 months and you'll be out of school!' 'in 4 months you'll get the education!' 'you can finish this in just 4 months!'#I fucking can't! I can't do this in such short time! I can't. focus. on 6. subjects at the same time. my brain can't!#and it's so fucking depressing. I have 4 opportunities to finish this. the longest it could take me is 2 years #I could just focus on 1 or 2 things each time but if I fail too many times I won't have another opportunity like this ever again #and I won't be able to finish highschool education and I. just. can't.#I'm tired of giving my biggest effort and not being enough. I'm tired of getting no satisfaction from any achievement I get #I hate so many things right now #and I have a lot more things in my head right now but I better shut up #you don't have to comfort me. it's ok. I'm not searching for confort. I just needed a place to dump my frustration or something #idk #you can ignore this #I might delete this later

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skrunksthatwunk · 2 months

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"i'm not disabled" followed immediately by "i've got bad knees and a bad back" is certainly something to read 🤨 you know it doesn't have to be cripling for it to count, right...? it's not normal to be in pain after 15 minutes of standing. ableds can stand for, like, an hour at a time before they need to sit.

i know! i appreciate the concern, but i uh. dunno lol. genuinely i don't know. but i included the afaik ("i'm not disabled afaik" was the original phrase, though i'm not like mad at you for excluding it or anything) because i'm well aware that it's a possibility. it's hard to explain but there's a lot of little things that don't add up to much but are like. noticeable. like i would prefer to do most things sitting, if i could, as a matter of comfort. it would be easier for me. and walking isn't as bad as just standing. i've never been great at taking care of my body, and this has only gotten worse with time. it's hard for me to know what i should read as necessity and what i should read as preference, and how much weight to put on said preferences. like you said, i know it doesn't need to be "if i don't sit down i'm going to collapse" or anything, but where to draw that line between Definitely A Medical Thing That Affects Me More Than Other People and.. not that, i'm not sure. i kinda just thought i was a persistently slightly tired and low energy person, but it doesn't seem bad enough to be chronic fatigue, so...? is it related to the half-diagnosed. idk it's complicated depression (and yes in hindsight i probably should've counted that as disabling but whatever)? idk it's not a rabbit hole i've explored much at all is my point. but i know it's there and uh i guess this was sort of validating in a way anon so.. yeah? yeah👍

#also in reference to the pain after 15 mins of standing thing it's.. usually closer to discomfort than pain? but it's not Not pain either #it's often more like 'oh i should sit down. i wanna sit down. i should sit down' and it's not that frequent but it's like a status effect #and the frequent reminders are only after like 20-30 minutes #sometimes i don't even notice it and sometimes (if i'm bored lol) i'll notice it a Lot #this is not helped by my body being.. iffy at telling me what's going on. it's always too much or too little input with this guy #ahh that rascal. anyway #listen anon 1) uh sorry for going off like this idk if that's like. socially appropriate or whatever but i'm doing it anyway 2) if you've #got ideas i'm all ears. like off the top of your head not like. im not asking you to do research for an internet stranger ok #plus it feels weird saying i could be disabled when i have no idea what it would even be. i mean i think i'd believe someone else if they #said that but it's a classic rules for me and not for thee situation. still working on that #point is i got brain gunk for sure i just don't know how much of the body gunk is because of the brain gunk or smth else #like the possibly-probably autism definitely affects me physically i just don't know exactly what to do with that information #like. am i exhausted bc i'm overstimulated? is it the burn out? or is that a separate thing? or are they working together? etc #anyway yeah got caught vagueposting about my symptoms here's the deep dive no one wanted. for self indulgence purposes :v #no but i think about it a lot with posts like this bc i mean. would an able bodied person react THAT strongly to finding out shower stools #exist? probably not. but who knows for certain #....coming to the conclusion of. probably. maybe. but in what ways specifically? uh. i dunno. i just got them heavy limbs #might be a thyroid issue now that im looking into it. but again this is Not my area of expertise

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nightshadeowl · 1 year

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"Hmm, I should edit together some of my favorite clips of this streamer. Let's see-"

"Well, there isn't that much video material to work with. But there's this!" [clicks on video]

[smacked over the head by hearing their voice from 5 months ago]

#yes i am zirconposting here #passenger status #i got bored and thought it'd be a good idea and totally forgot that was a thing to consider #fine. instead i will procrastinate homework by drawing. and also i'm gonna reblog the minesweeper part 2 trailer again methinks

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