#it's amazing to be able to love my body instead of being mad at it because it causes me pain and does things that i dont want it to

[southernvampire]

uterus has been yeeterused

[mayasikeu]

Gamer bf Jake

Warnings: smut, sex, blowjob

espically wrote this for the anon that wanted a full jake smut idk who u are but i hope u see this and enjoy it

Your boyfriend Jake was busy playing video games as usual. Even though he had invited you over, he was completely immersed in the match he was playing with his friends paying no attention to you. All while you laid on his bed scrolling through your phone trying to kill the boredom you were feeling. “Jake, are you really just going to be playing Fortnite the whole time?” you said clearly sounding pissed off “You know what I’m just going to go home”

“Noo babe. Please stay, just one more match, hm?” he said not being able to take his eyes off the screen while his head turned to face you. “You can’t even look at me!” you scoffed, rolling your eyes as you sat back down.

“Babe I’m sorry but I’m so close to getting a victory royale” he apologised with his eyes still focused on his screen. “If you’re going to keep wasting my time I’m leaving” you sputtered. “Okay, okay I promise it’s the last one”

“Fuck” jake yelled out aggressively. He took his headphones off and threw them on the table as he leaned back in his chair. “I can’t believe we lost.” he moaned. He turned around to face you as he gathered up the courage to ask a question he knew you would get mad at.

“My sweet amazing gorgeous girlfri-” he began until you interrupted him “What do you want now” you complained. He cleared his throat before continuing “Uh…is it okay if I play one more game? I really need to get at least one victory. I made a bet with Heeseung'' he begged as he gazed at you with his adorable little puppy eyes. “Ugh.. fine just do whatever you want” you sighed and turned the other way to face the wall. When Jake heard this he immediately went back to start another match, you knew how competitive he was but sometimes it was too much.

As time went by you were getting so impatient, if you didn’t do something to stop him now you knew he would end up playing all night. You thought to yourself when you finally thought of a good idea to get Jake’s attention on you. Carefully, you began to strip, taking your pants off. Under the sweatpants you were wearing you had on black booty shorts, Jake was definitely an ass guy and he especially loved yours. Since you knew it was his weakness, you decided to take advantage of that. You sat upright on his bed before you sneaked up behind him, putting your arms around his chair, almost as if you were hugging him from behind. “Baby, can’t you just stop playing for me? Hm?” you pleaded.

Poor Jake who was too concentrated on the game, didn’t realise what you were trying to do. “I’m almost done princess, just wait for me on my bed.” he murmured. “But I can't wait, Jake. I need you right now” you whispered in his ear as u began planting kisses on his neck.

“Fuck stop that, not right now baby. I’m on a call with my friends” he whimpered quietly not wanting it to be picked up by his mic. You obviously ignored him as you attempted to place another kiss on his neck until you heard someone on the mic. “Jake what the fuck is wrong with you bro? Focus on the game” the flustered look on Jake’s face caused you to smirk. “Focus on me instead of the game baby, I just wanna make you feel good” you whispered into his ear with an alluring voice. Goosebumps had spread all throughout his body. Jake couldn't help but bite his lips attempting to hold in his moans when you started to rub his bulge, with your tits pressed onto him. “Just give up baby, you can play later”. The seductive scent of your perfume filling his nose and the softness of your tits gave him a rock hard boner.

Before Jake could resist, you climbed onto his lap. “What the fuck are you doing y/n?” he whispered loudly as he tried to focus on his screen. “If you won’t get off your game to fuck me, then we can do it here, yeah?”

“Are you fucking crazy?” he yelled after he went to mute his mic. “Please Jake, I'm so horny” you began to grind on his bulge. Jake couldn’t stay mad at you for any second longer as he threw the controller and grabbed onto your waist, guiding you.

“Jake? What the fuck are you doing?”

“Jake?”

“Hello? Are you even there?”

“You fucking dickhead we’re going to lose again”

Jake couldn’t care less anymore as he left the call and turned the game off. Your plan worked and now his attention was fully on you. Jake groped your ass as you grinded on his lap. His mouth wide open as he continuously let out loud moans. “Gonna fuck you so good, get on the bed right now” he commanded as he slapped your ass.

He went on top of you as he spread your legs open, beginning to rub your clothed cunt. “Don’t ever tease me like that again” he stared down at you. “I just need you to fuck me, please” you looked up at him with doe eyes. He ripped your shorts off as he turned you around, spanking your ass. Jake would softly caress your ass cheek before slapping it again. Your ass was starting to go red from the stinging but it was a good kind of pain. As you kept moaning and whimpering Jake took that as a sign to continue.

“You’re such a fucking slut” he slapped your ass again but harder this time. “Turn around”

You turned to face him as he started rubbing your cunt with force. Jake was so turned on right now he had completely forgotten about how he made his squad lose another match. The only thing he could think about was fucking you. “Jake please” you whined. “Please what?” he teased.

“Please fuck me I need your cock”

Jake immediately pulled down his pants as he rubbed his length through his boxers. He pulled your panties to the side as he laid his cock on top of your pussy. Then when he used your panties to cover his cock he began to buck his hips aggressively. “S-so fucking good” you whimpered

Jake picked up his pace as he slid his cock against your wet warm slit. “Oh my fucking good, you feel too good” he groaned as he began to use his fingers to fiddle with the bud of your nipples. You could barely keep your eyes open due to the pleasure you were experiencing.

He quickly slid on a condom not wanting to waste any time.

“I’m putting it in now baby” he muttered before he planted a sweet kiss on your cheek. Slowly and carefully, he pushed his tip inside your wet pussy. Taking it slow until he managed to put his whole cock inside. At first his strokes were slow, wanting to let you get used to it. After a few slow strokes his rhythm quickened as loud moans were escaping from both of your mouths. “Yes fuck. Just like that baby, you’re doing so well” Jake panted

The feeling of his balls clapping against your swollen cunt made you go completely limp. You were basically his own personal fucktoy now. Jake would grip onto your waist so he would be able to shove his cock as deep as he possibly could inside of you.

The sweat dripping down his toned abdomen drove you crazy.

Your back arched as you could feel his dick reach all the way to your stomach. Hitting your g spot every single time. “Cum with me baby”

When you both reached your climax he kept his throbbing cock inside of you. He reached down to grab your head pulling you in for a passionate sloppy kiss. The kiss being filled with moans and you both exchanging your spit. When he pulled away there was a string of saliva that connected to both of your lips. “Wanna taste you in my mouth so bad” you whined

Without a second thought Jake laid down and let you stroke his cock. He grabbed onto your ass before he leaned in, sharing a soft kiss with you as you jerked him. “Fuck baby” Jake moaned into your mouth while he caressed the back of your hair as you slowly began to put him inside your mouth. “Shit” he groaned. The muffled wet sounds coming from your mouth as you practically choked on his dick made him want to leave your mouth overflowing with his cum. He noticed how you were struggling because of how big his length was and he found it adorable. He grabbed your hair into a ponytail then bobbed your head up and down his cock. “Yes fuck” he slurred

“Gonna fill your pretty little mouth with all of my cum baby” he purred. When he was getting close his hips started thrusting into your mouth faster and faster causing your eyes to roll back. You could barely breathe but you couldn’t care less. You knew when he came because it filled your entire mouth with a warm sensation. He slowly pulled his cock out, “You look so beautiful with my cum stuffed inside you, now swallow all of it for me” he hummed.

You desperately swallowed all of his cum without thinking twice. “I'm so proud of you baby, come here” he embraced you in his arms as he showered you with kisses.

[sourlove]

YANDERE KING 👑 (GN READER)

TW: OBSESSION, YANDERE THEMES, INSANITY

a/n: thanks for all the notes everyone! i'll try to write and post more!

Yandere! King who was a good and benevolent ruler and loved by all who encountered him. From his good looks, to his amazing battle prowess, to his diplomatic skills, there was nothing he lacked or wanted for. Instead of squandering the kingdom's resources like his predecessors, he expanded the kingdom and improved the lives of his people.

Yandere! King who journeyed up the Black Mountain by himself to slay the dragon that had been tormenting the kingdom for years! Unfortunately, that came with a severe consequence.

Yandere! King who was cursed with the dragon's dying breath to never know peace until he learns to love. No one knew about that last part but the King and the dragon. They wouldn't understand it. Only an ancient and wise being would be able to look into the noble King and see a cold, empty heart.

Yandere! King who was tormented by whispers and screams only he could hear, corners haunted with bloodied corpses only he could see and nightmares that left him screaming and clawing at his own body.

Yandere! King who was tormented more by the fact that as the curse ate away more and more at his sanity, the chances of him learning to love (what a cruel word that had become) became slimmer and slimmer.

Yandere! King who didn't believe in love. He had married a princess and sired children with her simply because he had to. That's what kings did. She was a good choice: docile, pretty enough to fuck, and smart enough to know when to keep her mouth shut. But the curse had made being around anyone, especially her and her brats, unbearable. Love? What a foolish notion. He would rather die a mad man than let himself be swayed by something so flimsy, so weak.

Yandere! King who wished in the dead of night for something or someone to save him. He didn't want to live like this. He didn't want to die like this. Disembodied voices chased sleep away and the once proud King wept in misery.

Yandere! King who stumbled into you by chance. It was a regular day for you as you went about your business, travelling on the road to sell herbs and potions when you were knocked down by the kings carriage as he passed by. You kicked up a fight with the guards, lashing out at their brusque handling and one of them made a crude comment about you. In your blind rage, you fished a potion from your satchel and threw it.

Yandere! King who came out to see what the commotion was and was suddenly struck with a dark, viscous liquid that clouded his vision and made him stumble back. You were immediately forced to your knees as you stared at the King himself wiped your potion from his face. Your life was definitely over now, you thought miserably.

Yandere! King who finally turned to see his attacker and halted to a stop once your eyes connected.

Yandere! King who looked around frantically, checking and listening for anything, anything, while everyone else watched him with confusion and worry. Had the King finally succumbed to his curse? Or had you worsened it?

Yandere! King who turned to you, shaking and whispered ,"You've cured me. Y-you- the voices- the voices are gone...they're all gone!" He refused to let you leave. He snarled at his guards to release you and begged you to enter his carriage and go to the palace with him.

Yandere! King who announced that his savior had lifted his curse. The people cheered as he dragged escorted you to stand next to him, where his queen should have stood, and kissed you on both cheeks. "From now on, I will dedicate my life to repaying my debt to you."

Yandere! King who threw a feast in celebration and forced you to dance with him all night. He praised your talents and beauty to all who would listen, never giving you the opportunity to slip away from his iron grasp.

Yandere! King who pleaded with you to stay. When you adamantly refused, he stopped pleading and ordered you as your King.

Yandere! King who soon realized that the curse slowly creeped back to him after he was gone from your presence for a few minutes. Instead of filling him with sorrow, the King could only smile widely. Now you had to be with him, to sleep next to him, to stay with him, to love him, until you drew your last breath.

Yandere! King who appointed you as his new concubine. The queen was outraged but he paid her no mind. She was lucky he didn't divorce her, for political reasons, and her opinion never mattered to begin with.

Yandere! King who would burn down the entire kingdom to hunt you down if you escaped from him. So be good and don't kick up a fuss, alright? All you have to do is be a good pet and stay next to him, living luxuriously with the world at your feet.

You're his savior after all.

READ PART 2 HERE

[30somethingautisticteacher]

Fuck it Friday

I'm fairly new to fic writing so nobody tagged me but I'm doing it anyway! 🙂

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For Buck, there wasn't one specific moment where he knew that he wanted to marry Tommy. To him, their whole relationship had been a series of important moments that left Buck more hopeful every day. From the moment Tommy kissed him, his whole world was altered. Tommy Kinard walked into Evan Buckley's life, and everything changed.

It only took eight weeks for Buck to realize that he was in love with Tommy. But he had felt it even earlier. He remembered vividly how his heart raced and desire coursed through him when Tommy walked through those hospital doors in his soot-covered turnout gear, smelling of smoke, and apologizing profusely for not being there sooner. In that heated moment, any lingering hesitation Buck felt about being attracted to men melted away. Tommy really was a beast and Buck felt a deep yearning to hold onto him tightly and never let go.

The next time Buck allowed himself to hope for a forever with Tommy was on a typical, unremarkable day. Buck had spent the night at Buck's, not for the first time but it still felt new and exciting. Buck and Tommy were snuggling in bed, Buck wondering if it were somehow possible to meld their two bodies together. They were interrupted, however, by the distinctive buzzing of Buck's phone. "It's Maddie. I have to answer," Buck said apologetically. "Of course, Evan, talk to your sister," Tommy replied with a smile. God, he is so amazing, Buck thought, not for the first time.

"Hey Mads," Buck answered. "Oh thank God you picked up! I have an emergency!" Buck's heart skipped a beat.

"Chim took an extra shift, and my shift starts in an hour. The Lees were supposed to watch Jee, but Anne's sister is in the hospital, so they can't anymore. I know you're off and probably enjoying time with your hot pilot boyfriend, but can you please, please watch Jee for me?" Maddie said in one breath.

"Well Mads, first of all, you're a first responder. You should know better than to use 'emergency' so casually!" Evan scolded. "And secondly, of course I'll watch Jee. I've missed her lately. I'd love some Uncle Buck time!"

"You're an absolute lifesaver! Are you sure Tommy won't mind?" Maddie asked.

Buck hesitated for a split second. "No, I'm sure he'll be fine with it, and I really want them to get to know each other."

"I'll drop Jee off in twenty minutes. You are seriously the best little brother," Maddie said before hanging up.

Tommy seemed enthusiastic about Jee coming over, but Buck knew him well enough to sense the underlying nervousness and reservation he was clearly feeling. Buck understood that Tommy hadn't been around kids much. He had recently revealed that he was the youngest of three, with his brother and sister being 12 and 14 years older than him, respectively. Tommy called himself an "oops baby" and alluded to that being part of the reason his childhood was so difficult. His parents had wanted to retire and travel the world but instead felt saddled with a child whom they viewed as nothing but a burden.

However, despite Tommy's lack of experience with kids, he was a natural. Jee warmed up to him immediately, despite having only met him briefly before. Buck grinned as he watched his boyfriend having a tea party with his niece, before allowing her to paint his nails a shocking pink. When Maddie arrived a few hours later, Jee couldn't stop talking about "Uncle Tommy" and asking when she could have her next playdate with him and Uncle Buck. Buck beamed with pride and happiness, scarcely able to contain his overwhelming joy.

Buck knew tonight was the night to have the crucial conversation with Tommy. "Hey Tom?" he asked, trying to sound casual.

"What's up?" Tommy replied.

"Seeing you with Jee today was pretty eye-opening, and I just have to know." Buck swallowed. "Do you want kids someday?"

Tommy smiled at him. "Evan, if you'd asked me that a year ago, I probably would have said no." Evan raised his eyebrows. "But that was before I met an amazing partner who was born to be a dad." Tommy gently took Buck's hand. "With you, sweetheart, yes, I definitely want to have kids."

Buck's face lit up with a beaming smile, his eyes shining. "Really? You mean that?"

"I've never been more sure of anything," Tommy said, pulling Buck into an embrace. "You and me, Evan Buckley, we're going to make an incredible family."

Buck lay in bed that night, his mind drifting to thoughts of the future with Tommy. He had always known he wanted kids, but with previous partners, it had seemed like an impossible dream. Now, visions of bake sales and little league games danced in his head. He pictured birthday parties and backyard barbecues with the 118 family. Swim lessons, dance recitals, all the milestones played out in his imagination.

"The Kinard family," he whispered to himself with a smile, tightening his embrace around Tommy's sleeping form. The name felt right, like the final puzzle piece clicking into place.

In that moment, Buck's heart overflowed with a sense of contentment and eager anticipation for the life they would build together. With Tommy by his side, that future vision of love, laughter, and little ones no longer seemed like a distant dream. He pressed a tender kiss to Tommy's forehead, whispering, "I can't wait."

[thequietkid-moonie]

Foster Parent comforting them after a nightmare

[ SCENARIO ] [ Kotoko, Nagisa, Masuru, Jataro, Monaca ] [ Danganronpa Ultra Despair Girls ]

⚠️ This contain spoilers about their backstory

They are my babies, I would give the the sun, the moon and the stars if I can ❤️ Anyways, im FINALLY writing for them again!! IM SO HAPPY!!

I don't care what people think or say, I know Monaca suffered a lot too, the fear she felt when she sees Hanji again is REAL!!

Kotoko Utsugui

Kotoko doesn't really like to talk about what happened to her, she gets pretty mad whenever someone or something reminds her about her past, and even so she prefers to act like it she doesn't mind it anymore, what happened in the past it stays on the past, and now that she has someone who cares for her why she will like to remember so disgusting things?

But as much as she tried to forget her trauma still hunt her down from time to times, that fear that exist deep inside her of one day the horrible parents she had will come for her and make her return to her old life (if she still continue going to the drama club she feels insecure about it from time to time too)

Saddly, all the feelings and fears she tries to ignore sometimes come to her as a dream, as a terrible nightmare where no matter how much she call for your name you aren't there, instead she just see her father, who with a big smile congratulate her for her amazing performance and remember her that there is something that she still have to do

Kotoko wake up all scared before something even can happen because she just couldn't handle all of that again, tears already falling from her eyes, her whole body shaking and trying to cover her body while trying to normalize her breathing

It depends on how bad her nightmare was to what she will do next, if it wasn't that bad she will try to calm down by herself, not really wanting to bother you and being anxious about going out of her room, but is more likely that at the end she goes to your room to at least sleep by your side, in the other hand if the nightmare was really bad she won't be able to calm down so she just runs to your room crying almost imediatly, also it could be that she scream while sleeping or when she wakes up what will alert you so you will be the one going to her room

Either way, Kotoko is just crying, she isn't able to explain what happened and she doesn't want to talk about it either (she even almost scream at you if you ask her about the nightmare just because she is scare), she just want to be in your arms, she just want to know that she is with you and that you won't let those perverts touch her again, if Kotoko manage to say something will be to either ask you to please hold her or to ask you if you will let that people reach her

Kotoko doesn't want to leave your arms so you will have to hold her for a long time until she calm down, as well sweet and soft touches (such as caress her hair or back and small kisses on the forehead) and reasuring her that something like that will never happen again help her calm down faster, still it will take her some time to fall sleep again and there is no way she will do it alone

The next days Kotoko will be more quiet than usual, even a little shy with her head down, she isn't really embarrassed about waking you up is just that the nightmare really affected her, but with some time she will feel better and will go back to her normal self again

Nagisa Shingetsu

Nagisa doesn't really have problems with talking about what happened to him in the past and he even talk about like it isn't nothing or that it doesn't bother him, but in reallity all that he suffered affects him more that even he knows

Nagisa were exposed not just standards too high and a constant rejection but to the effects of drugs in order to make him work more and more, and even when he acts mature deep down he is still searching for the approval of the ones he loves and is startled by the the minimum errors

For being in a house where he is appreciated by just being himself and don't ask him to be perfect or to spend all the night studing the fear of messing things up or even disappointing you hunt him from time to time (not always but it still there), so having a nightmare related to it isn't totally strange

Dreaming about his father and all that he went through it doesn't really affect him, it bothers him and it startle him, but aside from that he doesn't have much troubles with it, is dreaming about you being disappointed of him what makes him afraid, you being mad, disappointed or even calling him a failer is what makes him afraid, is that what will make him anxious, desperate trying to explain himself and apologize for his error, even promising that it isn't going to happen again and he wil make it up for it (but if you don't seem to wanting to heard him that will lead him to a panic attack)

When Nagisa is finally able to wake up he is afraid and sweating, he may even jump a little in his bed, he is so nervous that he is even disoriented, it take him a moment to start to calm down and realice that he is in his room, that everything was just a dream, even so he isn't fully calm

The last thing he wants is to bother you (specially if the nightmare really affected him), so Nagisa tries to calm down, repeating himself that everything was just a dream and that you aren't like that, you'd told him a million of times that you don't expect perfection from him

He may be able to calm down enough to try to go back to sleep once again, but if the nightmare was specially scary or it affected him a lot he won't be able so he just goes out of bed and take a walk around the house, maybe a glass of water could help him calm down. He doesn't really want to wake you up, even if he know that you won't be mad for it the memory of your bothered expression and voice of his nightmare make him anxious, he doesn't want to see it in real life

Its okay if you find him in the middle of the night in the kitchen or you see him until the morning, Nagisa doesn't really craves for direct comfort he just need the reasurance that you aren't mad or dissapointed of him, so for him is okay just continuing with your normal routine (although he will be more talktive and clingy, like quietly asking for the parental love and comfort)

He doesn't want to talk about his nightmare, so even if you insist the most you will get from him is admitting that he had a nightmare, he not just doesn't care for it but he is a little embarrassed of needing/wanting comfort, so if you try he will complain at little at first but totally accept it (specially if is a hug)

Masuru Daimon

Masuru normally don't talk about the abuse he suffered from his father mainly because he doesn't see a point on doing so, and since now he has a home and a parent that always welcome him with open arms he doesn't see why he should remember the bad past with the demons

Also, his past doesn't affect him directly, it makes him pretty aggresive from time to time but it is something he can change, he is just bother by it when he remember it but aside from that he normally just act as the energetic child he is

For Masuru to have a nightmare about his past of abuse is more likely to have been triggered by something during the day, something that had make him nervous or remember him about it. His new house is one where he is more free and appreciated, and even if he can desesperate you from time to time you never really decided to hit him, so having a nightmare where is again with the abusive father he had is pretty shocking for him and he doesn't like it, he want to be where he isn't attacked, he want to be with you so even in his nightmare he is searching for you, but you aren't anywhere, what makes him more an more desperate

When Masuru finally manage to wake up he is shaking and sweating, still it depends in how bad his dream was to how he will react, if it wasn't too bad he just wake up scare but still he will try to calm down, while if his nightmare were really bad even after waking up (probably with a little scream) he is so afraid that even will have a panic attack. But in both cases he is pretty scare and is pretty loud while trying to calm down (specially in a panic attack because he tend to self harm), so is more likely he ends up waking you up for the noises and you go to his room

When you enter in his room/knock on his door he is immediatly startled but by recognizing you his tears start to fall from his eyes because as much as he like to act all rough and brave, deep down he knows that he doesn't have to fear when he is with you, also it depend in how scare he is to his next move, either asking you what are you doing there or running to your arms, but it doesn't matter much his reaction because he wants your comfort

Is probably that Masuru start to have a panic attack, depending in how scare he was and he will try to hit himself to make him calm down unless you guide/teach him another way to be able to calm down (a less aggresive way), as well that he is able just cry into your arms depend in your relationship and how much he trust you, otherwise he will be trying to convice you that he isn't scare at all

However, not matter how much the nightmare affected him at the next morning Masuru return to his normal self and just be cheerful since the morning (but if the nightmare was really bad he will be a little startled when he does something wrong or you seem mad for a while)

Jataro Kemuri

Jataro has been treated so poorly for all his life, not just for his mother but his friends used to treat him bad too, so it take him a long time to get used to being with someone that truly cares for him and loves him just for being him

Jataro doesn't has any problem with talking about his past of abuse, although he talk about it like if it is something normal for how used he is to it, he just repeat what his mother used to tell him (especially when he start to take a liking for you because he doesn't want to hurt you with his horrendous appearance)

As he slowly start to get more used to and comfortable with your kindness towards him it will be a while where he is more nervous about making you mad, being insecure of himself thinking that he won't be enough or that he will end up making you mad (he kinda expected it as something that will obviously happen)

For him to have a nightmare related to this is more likely to be caused because something through the day trigger him and is more common to happen when he is just getting used to his new life, it could be that he is with his mother, either that thinking that being with you was all just a dream or some kind or that you had throw him with her again because you don't want him anymore, also it could be with you the dream, making you so mad that you start treating him bad like her used to do, and probably even force him to wear the mask once again, or that he end up hurting you still somehow believing what his mother used to tell him

No matter what his nightmare was about he wakes up frighten, it take him a moment to realice where he is and still his anxiety doesn't fully goes away, the more the nightmare scare and affected him the more anxious he will be, leading him to start crying for nervousness and even to compulsive scratching his arms and head

He may not be really loud but is at least enough to alert you, and the moment you approach to him (either entering on the room or knocking on the door) he is immediatly startled and just stare a moment at you trying to decipher who it is between his anxiety, and when he reconize you he is mixed between wanting to be in your arms and feeling ashame of himself, so he just continue being troubled by his anxiety while saying little apologizes (but don't apologizing for something in concret)

In this ocations Jataro really craves for comfort but he isn't going to really ask for it because he feels ashame, just being able to be in your soft embrace will help him start to calm down and a direct reasurance that you aren't mad at him or that you don't think of him like his mother did comfort him a lot

He isn't completely sure if he will be able to fall sleep alone again but he is willing to try just because he doesn't want to bother you, but if you don't mind he will be happy for you to stay with him until he falls sleep (and will sleep with you only if you insist)

The next day he will still be a little nervous, not wanting to bother you with his presence so he will be a little quiet for a while, until he feel completely sure that he isn't bothering you

Monaca Towa

It isn't easy for Monaca to trust in someone, she could be acting all happy and charming and even calling you her parent already but deep down she isn't fully used to his new life and even a little wary of you, is just that she goes carefuly, little by little

And as just as she doesn't fully trust you she isn't going to talk about what happened to her right away, she even cover it saying that Monaca was really loved by everyone (more specifically in her school) and that everyone wanted to be her friend, and even when she feel completely comfortable with you she doesn't know if she will tell you the truth

For her to have a nightmare related to this isn't really common, or at least no to be enough to truly frighten her, so is more likely during the day something trigger her and/or she is specially anxious. Her nightmare could vary, being about her abusive family, by just being there with them again and you were nowhere to seem, or even worst that you are the one leaving her with them or even mocking her for trusting you and starting to act like how her family used to do, ignoring her and even calling her a pest

When she finally wakes up she is really nervous and even sweating a little, her past afect her more that she likes to admit so having to relive it in a nightmare isn't something good for her, she is looking everywhere a little disoriented and really startled by it, still it doesn't take her long to realice that she is safe in her room, the room you designed for her and she was free to decorate at her taste, just that is really comforting for her and since she doesn't really make much noises while calming down it isn't a reason why you will know about it

However, it actually will affect her much more the nightmare if you are the one on the nightmare, she tries to make it seem like it doesn't bother her and that is nothing but it slowly make her pretty nervous and insecure, going as far as making her almost imposible to properly calm down, so is more likely that she end up going to your room and getting into your bed quietly to at least be by your side, even snuggling to you

Monaca doesn't want to talk about her nightmare nor admit that she was scare, so if you insist enough or she already trust you the more she will do is say that she had a nightmare, not really wanting to give details about it and she doesn't like to make a big deal of it neither

Monaca doesn't exactly ask for comfort but she wouldn't mind receiving it but still she prefer just doing the common things like any other day, from the outside it seems like she isn't bothered at all but deep down she is still a little nervous and will be a little wary not just of you but of her own actions, something that she does almost unconsciously, as well as insisting a little more on helping you in whatever she can or talking with you, even small chats she just need the reasurance that you still care for her

[intheticklecloset]

Obvious (Black Clover)

Summary: Despite his attempts to fly under the radar, Finral's enjoyment of a particular activity is too obvious to hide.

A/N: Love me some lee!Finral! He's such a sweetheart and deserves the world. I love his character growth throughout the series and how everyone has his back, even if they don't flaunt it like Asta does. Just wanted to shower him with love for this one. Enjoy!

Word Count: 1098

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Finral was a flushed, giggly, teary-eyed mess, one hand covering his mouth in an attempt to stave off the leftover snickers spilling out of him as Vanessa grinned and ruffled his hair. His ribs and sides were singing with phantom tickles, making him shiver as she climbed off of him.

“I’m done, I promise,” she said sweetly, offering a hand to help him sit up.

After a moment, he took it and groaned as she pulled him into a seated position on the ground. “So,” he gasped, barely able to make eye contact for how flustered he was, “what will be your next excuse to tickle me?”

Vanessa chuckled. “So eager for more, Finral?”

“No!” he cried, feeling the heat rising to his cheeks despite his best efforts to appear unfazed. “Just…wondering when I should put my guard up around you.”

“Always, Finral,” she replied, giving him a playful smile. “Always have your guard up.”

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Finral didn’t keep his guard up. He didn’t want to, which was why when Luck suddenly tackled him out of nowhere the next day, he stood no chance at all.

“Tickle, tickle! Hahaha, you look so surprised!” Luck giggled, fingers flying at literal lightning speed across the brunette’s torso.

“Luhuhuhuhuhuhuck!” Finral squealed, arms flying down to try and protect himself. It was all for naught, however, and he instead found himself surrendering to the tickly touches whether he wanted to or not. Not that he didn’t want to.

Luck poked and scribbled and dug mercilessly, making Finral arch his back and squeal and kick his legs in an effort to relieve some of the ticklish sensations wracking his body. Still, he couldn’t bring himself to ask his friend to stop; if anything, it felt amazing to let go and laugh like this.

The blonde kept it up for another minute or so, then stopped and giggled, “That was fun! We should do that again sometime! But you know…maybe you can fight back a little next time?”

Finral panted for breath and pushed himself up, watching Luck skip away excitedly, no doubt looking for his next victim. He blushed. Next time, huh?

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“GAHAHAHAHAD MAHAHAHAHAGNA STAHAHAHAHAHAP IT!!” Finral pleaded, laughing loudly and flailing wildly as his delinquent teammate straddled his waist and dug into his knee pits. He hadn’t been tickled this hard in a while – even Luck wasn’t usually this merciless!

“Nah, you deserve this, you punk!” Magna replied triumphantly, smirking down at him as he screeched and thrashed and lost his mind laughing.

“WHAHAHAHAHAHAT FOHOHOHOHOHOHOR?! I DIHIHIHIHIDN’T DO ANYTHIHIHING!!”

Magna scoffed good-naturedly, finding a specific spot in Finral’s knee pits that made the brunette wheeze with silent laughter. “Maybe that’s the thing, taxi service. You don’t do anything.”

Finral had no idea what he was talking about, but he couldn’t care less right now. He had to breathe, had to beg for mercy, wanted to keep laughing his guts out until he had no laughter left. This was unbearable! And yet…he didn’t want to get away.

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“Hey, Finral!” Asta shouted as soon as Finral entered the living room, making the brunette freeze in place, bracing himself. Three consecutive days of different teammates tickling him to pieces had him a little more on edge now, but still, he watched as his anti-magic friend bounded up to him with the barest hint of hope in his chest.

“Y-Yeah, Asta?”

“Is it true you like being tickled?!”

Everything came to a screeching halt. Finral’s eyes went wide. He felt himself blushing furiously, eyes darting around at the others, all of whom suddenly looked frustrated.

Did they think he was stupid? Were they mad that he didn’t give them the reactions they were probably looking for? Expecting? What if he was disappointing them again—?

“Asta!” Magna groaned. “You weren’t supposed to say something!”

Finral stared, heart racing nervously. “W-What?”

Asta turned to look back at the others. “Huh? But why not? If he likes it, why should he hide it?”

“It was more fun when he thought we didn’t know!” Magna whined, then was promptly shut up by a pillow whacking him in the face.

Vanessa got to her feet. “He doesn’t hide it. That’s why it’s so fun. And you should never feel like you need to, Finral.”

Finral’s eyes darted around frantically, surprised to see that even Gouche and Gordon and Gray were listening in with interest. He shrank in on himself a little. “I…I’m sorry. I didn’t want you to think I was being weird, s-so that’s why I never said anything…”

“Honey, you didn’t need to say anything. We understand you perfectly,” Vanessa told him gently, putting a hand on his shoulder. “We can see how much fun you’re having. We notice that you don’t ask us to stop. That’s why we keep doing it so often.”

“Yeah, dude,” Magna added, striding over to join them. “Even when I found a bad spot you were barely protesting at all. Your stamina is impressive.”

Finral swallowed nervously, still glancing between the three of them. But upon seeing their genuine smiles, their open features, he felt himself relax a little. “T-Thank you guys. I…I do kind of like it. It’s…nice.”

“Kind of?” Vanessa teased.

“Okay, I like it a lot,” Finral admitted.

Asta was bouncing up and down like crazy, his eyes taking on that excited gleam they got when he learned something new. “I want to see! Let me tickle you, Finral!”

Before the brunette could say another word, Asta had latched himself onto his ribs and was digging in with fervor, making him shriek and laugh. “W-Wait, wahahahahait!”

Vanessa and Magna exchanged mischievous looks of their own, then joined in, each of them grabbing an arm and pulling them out of Asta’s way, and within seconds all four of them were on the ground, Finral at the center of tickly attention, laughing and squirming helplessly beneath their fingers.

“Ooh, we’re gang tickling him? I want in!” Luck cried, having suddenly appeared from who-knew-where, throwing himself into the fray as well.

Finral couldn’t even bring himself to protest. He just let himself be pinned and tickled playfully, laughter spilling from his lips freely, happily. “You guhuhuhuhuhuhuys!”

They all grinned down at him.

“We got you, pal,” Magna said.

“Don’t worry, Finral,” Vanessa soothed.

“Yeah!” Asta and Luck said at the same time. “We’re gonna tickle you for as long as you want, Finral!”

The brunette blushed and laughed even harder, barely resisting their hold on him as he laughed himself into a happy oblivion.

He loved his Black Bulls family.

[rk8connorzz]

“The love I feel for you.” Connor X AFAB Reader (Smut!)

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“There you go, that’s good. I’m so proud, I love you so much.” Though many people thought being told “I love you” was a turn off, it definitely wasn’t the case for her. As their bodies connected in a passionate display, he showered her in kisses all over her face. He knew all too well he was bigger than all the others she had— that’s why he was so steady and careful not to hurt her. In his eyes, she was the most beautiful thing ever. Though her wounds left bloodied scars upon her heart, she was able to look past them to share a night of pure love with Connor. The more he speaks, the more she drips. Her pussy was perfect lubricant for his cock, he was able to keep on going without worried she would go dry.

He can feel her squeezing along his length, and it drove him mad. He can read her vitals with just a single palm placed upon her chest. He went deeper inside of her till he eventually bottomed out. “O-Oh, fuck!” She swore under her breath. It was stretching her out barely— a burn that settled in as he let her adjust. “There you go, hun. You’re taking me so good, I’m so proud. I’m gonna make you feel good, okay? Just let me take over. I love you.” He placed another tender kiss on her cheek before leaning her backside onto the bed, his cock remained buried inside her pretty pussy.

Missionary was always something he wanted to try. The intimacy of staring at her while she wriggles underneath him in pure ecstasy. To see her flushed face glaring into his brown eyes. It was something he fantasied about, even before becoming deviant. Though he didn’t want to admit it, he even pleasured himself to the thought of it.

He grabbed her hand and stroked the back of it with his long thumb. He moved his hips again, this time faster. To her, it felt absolutely amazing — more than that— it left her absolutely speechless. Mewls and whines fell from her wet lips as he continued. He looked down at her bare breasts, admiring the view. She closed her legs subconsciously while still letting out loud sounds. Large hands went to her thighs to spread them apart again. “No need to hide. I want to see your pretty pussy take me, darling.” He let out a groan. A knot in his stomach tightened with every passing thrust.

Putting his hand on her belly, the pleasure only heightened for both of them. She swore she could feel it hitting her cervix every time he bottomed out. “There you go, that’s it. I want you to cum on my cock, okay? Let go of your inhibitions.” His words of praise drew her crazy, but held her with comfort. “I… love you s-so much. You feel so- so… ah~… good.” She whispered. She closed her eyes from the impact and eventually felt her orgasm flow upon her, a tsunami of pure ecstasy leaving her wobbly and completely breathless. Her back moved off of the bed and she moaned out Connor’s name, over and over. She knew the neighbors would remember his name as well.

His LED circled yellow, then red, then settled on yellow. Even though she was already tuckered out, he wanted to finish more than anything. He didn’t have her consent to creampie, so as soon as he felt the knot in his stomach snap, he pulled out urgently. He stroked himself through his orgasm and whimpered all through it. Her belly was completely covered in his cum. They were both left a panting mess.

Connor moved down to hold her. “Oh, [Name]. I love you so so much. My good girl. You did amazing. I’ll run us a shower, okay?” Her legs were shaking, and she hoped she would be able to situate herself to walk with him. Instead of having her worry, he picked her up suddenly and held her as if she were his bride. He carried her into the bathroom and put the shower on a nice temperature for her. Connor went into the shower with her still in his arms— until he set her down. She held onto his arm the whole shower. It was filled with praise and kisses, the usual. But this time was so much more meaningful than the others.

He washed off the cum that was drying on her belly. Then, Connor grabbed a loofa and began scrubbing her with her favorite body wash. As soon as they were both squeaky clean, they stepped out and turned off the shower. They both dried off with a towel and shared a long hug. Connor leaned down and kissed the top of her head. “You did absolutely amazing. Thank you for being my love. My beautiful, beautiful princess.”

She did her nightly routine with the help of Connor. Skincare, brushing of hair and fluffing it up, then getting changed into comfy clothes. She chose a black, oversized sweater and panties to bed. Connor had pajama pants and a Knights of the Black Death t-shirt on. They went back onto the bed and slid under the comforter. They were completely tuckered out. Connor held her close to his chest and played with her hair until she eventually fell asleep, her soft breathing filling the quiet room. He muttered one last “I love you” before falling asleep— cuddled close to the one he loved most.

[weskin-time]

howdy there friendo! got a question about The Boy (yes it’s wesker ofc it’s wesker i adore him) soooo I’m asexual and I was wondering if you had any ~spicy~ but not down right nsfw headcanons? Pretty much anything that’s not actual ~smex~ if you catch my drift. Sorry if that’s a lot to ask, have a great day <333

HELLO FRIEND ANON!! sorry this took so long but i’m also asexual and i mostly wrote this off my own preferences if that’s okay! i hope this is close to what you wanted! sorry this is a little short!! also wrote this on mobile sorry :(

-loves to tease you in any sense of the word

-make out sessions? yes

-loves to have you on his lap straddling him as he kisses your neck and nips at the soft skin, his hands holding your hips down on him

-dragging his tongue up the side of your neck all the way to your ear where he gives it a little gentle bite making you whine and shiver under his touch. GODS. his hot breath hard against your ear making your chest fuzzy.

-i’m talkin about tension baby.

-completely understands your boundaries and what you’re willing to do and not wanting to. he won’t ever force you to do something you’re uncomfortable with and if you ever do wanna try something outside of your usual comfort zone he will be excited but also make sure you’re okay and keep checking up on you to make sure you’re okay and still fine with everything

-he loves you and respects you. your boundaries are your boundaries for a reason and he’s not going to over step them.

-gets close to you. just his body pressing against yours.

-if you’re cool with oral he would gladly go down on you. and if you’re cool with suckin him off he ain’t gonna stop you

-leaves hickies on your body

-he loves to dance his fingers across your skin, any way he can send shivers down your spine he’ll do it.

-hand. on. your. thigh.

-the possessiveness of having his large hand on your thigh already makes you melt but when his fingers grip at the inside of your soft thigh, so close to your core, your brain starts to spin.

-he gets you hot and horny and close to where people would actually start having sex but instead he slows down a bit, dragging out the kissing and the touches to slowly slow down everything

-if you’re cool with dry humping and stuff like that ooooooohhhhh yes. grinding against you while you’re both clothed, creating an amazing friction between you two, he’d cum in his pants.

-in all honesty you’d probably have to explain to him what asexuality meant. i feel like he would instantly think that you can reproduce without sex. he’s a man of science he doesn’t know much about identities and people.

-says things to tease you

-gruffly yet softly speaks in your ear just telling you how good you look and how much he loves being able to see you squirm under his words.

-i’m sayin he’ll make you horny as FUCK and then just leaves you. he’ll do what he can to make you weak in the knees and start to pant without even touching you before he just straightens out and leaves, just turning away with you on wobbly knees.

-sees how much you can take before you explode. it’s fun to him honestly. teasing you, lightly touching you or man handling you, just to see how horny you can get before he leaves you. and you don’t even fully mind it so it’s a win win.

-if you initiate anything by teasing him he will be taken a little aback but gladly welcomes your lips on his neck

-he would never get mad at you for not wanting to have sex with him, he can take care of his needs by himself and would never look to another person to help him. you’re just too cute when you get flustered.

[thesecondcircleofkel]

Nothing to Worry About

900 words

Izuku x Reader

Request: ‘People aren't sending you many?? But you're so good! In that case, how about NSFW Midoriya/fem s/o where she's feeling some kinda way about her body scars and he reminds her that she doesn't feel bad about his scars by turning her on?’

Warnings: NSFW, vaginal fingering, body worship

Author’s Note. If this sucks, I’m sorry. I wrote it two years ago, so...forgive me.

“What’s wrong, Y/N?”

What wasn’t wrong? You loved your job, you really did. Being able to help people, saving lives, inspiring- you will forever be grateful that you’d been able to become a hero, but it wasn’t all easy rescues and good feelings. Your time as a hero had been filled with many battles, some of which you had barely survived, and those battles had left you with many scars, both mental and physical. The physical ones were plaguing you more at the moment.

You hated them. They marred your skin, some visible no matter how you tried to cover them, and you felt worse and worse about yourself every time you caught a glimpse of them. You wanted them gone, but even with all of the amazing Quirks in the world, that wasn’t a possibility. It wasn’t possible and were left staring at yourself in the mirror, naked with your scars on full display, a mixture of disgust and sorrow in your eyes.

Izuku had apparently noticed your sour mood, and he was now standing behind you, concern etched into his features. You couldn’t bare to look him in the eyes, whether that was directly or through the mirror, and you couldn’t come up with a reasonable answer to give him that wouldn’t further worry him. Instead, you let your head hang, one of your arms crossing over your chest to hold onto the other, shuffling where you stood and hoping that he would drop the issue. He did not.

Both of his hands come to rest on your shoulders, and he gave them a gentle, reassuring squeeze.

“Please tell me, Y/N. I can’t help you if you don’t.”

You felt bad for hesitating because you knew how much he cared about you, and that his concern was genuine, but putting what you were feeling into words was difficult, especially when you were talking to someone as bright and confident as Izuku. In your moment of hesitation, though, you absentmindedly stroked one of your scars, and that was more than enough to key Izuku in on what was bothering you.

You heard him sigh behind you, felt the wind of it on the back of your neck, and you were afraid that he was mad, annoyed with your self-pity. But then you felt his arm curling around your waist. You couldn’t help but feel some reassurance from the firm hold that he had on you, and that was only reinforced by the soft kiss that he placed on the back of your shoulder.

“I wish these didn’t bother you so much, Y/N. You’re beautiful, and no amount of scars will ever change that.”

You didn’t reply, but he could tell that you weren’t convinced. He placed both of his hands on your belly, spreading out his fingers and gently rubbing them against your skin.

“You don’t feel the same way about mine, do you?”

He knew for a fact that you didn’t, but he wanted to hear you say it, hoping that it would help you realize just how unwarranted your doubts were.

“…No…”

He laid his head against your shoulder, and you could almost feel him smiling against your skin.

“I know you don’t. I seem to remember you liking them quite a bit, right?”

His hands started to rub at you more firmly now, kneading against your belly before moving out to your sides, and then down to your hips. His skin was rough because of his own scars, and the feeling of them had your breath hitching, and your heart started to race as their trail veered toward your inner thighs. You gasped as they kept moving up, so close to your aching core, but then they diverted from that course, moving to settle on your belly again instead.

“See? There’s nothing wrong with my scars, so why should anything be wrong with yours?”

You didn’t have an answer for that, but he knew that he had your attention now. One of his hands slowly trailed up until it cupped your breast, and the other started to circle your belly again. His rough thumb brushed across your nipple, bringing it to a stiff peak before bringing his forefinger up and gently plucking at that peak, using the perfect amount of pressure that he knew you loved.

“To tell you the truth, Y/N, I absolutely love your scars.”

His other hand moved away from your belly, dipping between your legs and rubbing along your slit. You sighed at the action, inching your hips further apart to give him more access to your sex. His touch always felt so amazing, and you were ready to lose yourself to it. The fact that you could see exactly what he was doing to you in the mirror only served to make everything that much more intense. You could see Izuku’s loving gaze focused on you, with his strong, scarred arms around you, his fingers moving against you. It was one of the most erotic things that you had ever seen, and your scars were the furthest thing from your mind at that point. You felt sexy having Izuku fawn over you, knowing that he wanted you just as badly as you wanted him.

“I think they’re beautiful. I think they show just how strong you really are.”

His fingers slipped just past your lips, lightly prodding at your clit.

“Now, let me prove it to you.”

[mephinomaly]

[TL] Easter/Epilogue

Location: Easter Fes, Opening Ceremony

Wataru: Ladies and gentlemen! Welcome to today’s Easter Fes…☆

Hinata: Kaboom! We’re jumping into action here at this opening ceremony, bringing bucket loads of energy––

Wataru + Hinata: We’re Puffy☆Bunny!

Hiiro: Easter Fes is a festival that runs from today until Easter Day!

I’m happy we’re starting our performance with a bang…♪

Shinobu: Spring is right around the corner! Until then, join us for a good time ♪

Mika: We’re gonna sing and dance a whole lot, but first we’re gonna have the time of our lives ♪ Everyone, follow us~

Hiiro: (Is it alright to have this much fun from the moment you step on the stage? It’s such an emotional feeling!)

(Everyone came here for us. They were initially surprised, and then immediately smiled afterwards, and it seems they’re excited.)

(...This is the first time I’ve experienced the culture of Easter. It’s a bright and fantastic festival.)

(I want everyone to have a good time, so I’m going to enjoy myself as much as I can until the very end…!)

Shinobu: (Nihihi ♪ By doing different facial expressions according to the song lyrics, the audience reacts differently!)

(Everytime I see it, I feel like it makes my movements get better, and makes me happy too. Somehow, my body feels lighter!)

(I have to hop and jump from one side of the stage to the other, to bring a smile to everyone’s faces ♪)

(Everyone’s grinning, and so are we. In the warm spring weather, their smiles are blooming like flowers…☆)

Mika: (Ahaha. Hiiro-kun and Shinobu-kun look like they’re havin’ so much fun.)

(I’m singin’ and movin’ around freely. I don’t get t’do a lot of stages like this, so I was kinda worried ‘bout it…)

(I ain’t worried at all now! I gotta make eye contact with everyone, highfive ‘em, and be full on ♪)

(I’m glad I get t’be a part of an Easter event again. It's gonna make me happy too.)

(It’ll be good if we can bring joy t’everyone through Easter. That’s why I’m gonna do my very best~♪)

Hiiro: ♪♪♪♪♪~... ☆

Shinobu: ♪♪♪♪♪~... ☆

Mika: ♪~ ♪~ ☆

Hinata: (Jumping out from Easter eggs, using a cannon and screens makes for a surprising live!)

(Then running and hopping around… and communicating with everyone in the audience!)

(Booyah ☆ It’s mad to think that this is just the beginning of a superrrr fun festival, right?)

(I’m glad that everyone agreed to being a part of this unit, and I’m glad everyone wanted to do this all together!)

(Puffy☆Bunny still has some ways to go ☆ We’re gonna make this even better…!)

(So let’s keep getting along and doing our best! Hibiki-senpai ♪)

Wataru: (Amazing! I have been the recipient of Hinata-kun’s charming gaze instead of the audience members.)

(...If you think about it, this is quite the wonderful approach. After all this hesitation and confusion, we are able to exchange innocent looks upon this stage.)

(Fufufu. Maybe this has been a good experience…)

(This is proof of joy from how I’m moving my body! I’m enjoying this from the very bottom of my heart, and I’m able to live to the fullest!)

(Not just now, but until the very end of the Easter Fes, dancing around cheerfully…)

(The arrival of spring, and everyone here. I will––we will bring the warm pitter patter of your hearts ☆)

Wataru + Hinata: ♪~ ♪~...☆

Wataru: Easter is about new life. Throughout the world, this spring festival is dearly loved–

Hinata: We want you to love us as much as you love Easter!

Wataru: The curtains on this Fes have just opened. Please enjoy yourselves with us until Easter Day arrives…♪

Location: The sky

Hinata: Uwaa, we’re up so high! So this is the view Hibiki-senpai normally sees…!

I’m more than happy to be flying at the same height as you, I’m so emotional. The wind feels super good…

…Oopsies, we’re totally slacking right now. We’re meant to be advertising for the Easter Fes from this balloon ♪

Wataru: You’re a hard working person, aren’t you, leader? You just enjoy the scenery. This Wataru Hibiki is raining down leaflets and flowers…☆

Hinata: Hey, let’s go halfsies ♪ Then I can share the workload with my senpai.

Wataru: Very well… Oya?

Please look over here. There are so many people waving up at us from the ground.

Hinata: Ahaha, there really is! I wonder if they’re all people who came to the Easter Fes…

Wataru: I can hear them shouting out our names, so it must be so. Shall we throw down some flowers and wave back?

Hinata: Hell yeah! We’re all anxiously awaiting the arrival of spring. Though it’s a tad early, let’s shout down to them–

Wataru + Hinata: HAPPY EASTER…☆

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[rainingmbappe]

Maybe the sky has always been calling your name, maybe that’s why you take endearing pictures of it.  This is what feels the closest to retranscribing the overwhelming beauty your eyes can catch, even if pixels will never be enough (at least for you and I).

I too, wish I could study about every science, but I just have one body and one life. I think i will always be mad at myself for not being able to live for hundreds of years, as ridiculous as it may seem. I get so overwhelmed by my love and desire to learn and discover everything that I often lose myself in ignorance if that makes sense. But this is what is so beautiful about it, no matter how hard I try to get all of the answers, i will never get all of them. So instead of being sad about not being able to learn literally everything, I enjoy the tiny speck of time I have on this planet, learning piece by piece.

Biology never failed to amaze me, I won’t lie jellyfishes are my favorite animal and when I heard that they were probably the first living thing present on this planet, I became so obsessively in love with them. I even have a huge poster of jellyfishes in my bedroom. Learning about the outside world and what is around us is cool, but learning and discovering about our own essence and what we’re made of is even cooler. What do you mean my brain knows how my body works but I don’t ? (Sorry if I’m rambling) I told to some of my relatives how it was amazing that the brain was the only organ « aware » of it’s own existence, and they laughed it off saying it was a rubbish thought. I don’t know if I’m right about it, i think I saw something about it in a book. The human body will never fail to amaze me, as much as every living thing walking, crawling or swimming on this earth. May I tell you that your blog always found a special place in my heart and that I always deeply enjoyed it when you talked about science or when you reblogged science stuff. You have a special place in my heart Sara.

The 🔭🌌 anon, formerly known as zowa.

I knew it. I knew that the last ask was you but I didn't want to say anything or assume anything at the cost of embarrassing myself. Zowa I don't know why you left and I wouldn't want to pry too much I will tell you how saddened I was by that. I was genuinely taken a back. I wasn't that active and when I came back on I noticed that your blog had deactivated beside it. I almost felt guilty for not checking I'm or being in contact. But I hope you're doing well <3

I too get overwhelmed zowa. I get overwhelmed all the time. I need to put down books and dry my tears because that's how overwhelmed I get. I cried numerous times during Oppenheimer and my sister just knowingly shook her head at me haha. But yes I completely understand you.

I, too, have had people scoff at me so many times. I've been told that I talk too much and that I'm very pretentious about talking about science stuff. And frankly it hurts like a bitch. I just want people to be as enthusiastic about it as me and when they don't reciprocate it hurts. But then I have people like you who make me feel so seen and heard. Make me feel so understood.

Jellyfish are unendingly cool. Having a Jellyfish poster is so so cool.

And zowa seriously speaking, if I can effortlessly write a 5k word essay on my love for space, the human body would be a full-length book. So I'll bookmark that one for now 😭🫶🏽

Not to be too sappy, but I miss you so much, too. I feel like as we were getting close and having so much fun, I had exams. I mean I always have them fucking exam man 😭😭. I really hope you come back when you're ready. And if you're never planning to, thata completely fine. Talking like this is rather mysterious and fun, I might add.

[madllamamomma]

To all that it may concern:

Hi. It’s me, ya Mad Llama Momma.

Yes. It’s been a very long time, and I am sorry.

Since the start of this year I have been unfortunately going through, well, a lot. Mentally and physically.

Now that I am where I am today, in January of 2023, I see that I was at an all time low and just didn’t know it. 2022 was a year of me kick staring my healing journey of my mind, body and soul. And let me tell you it has NOT been easy. Between new multiple physicians and even going through two therapist (holistic therapy was kinda a joke for me personally), a liver surgery scare, coming to realized that I had an eating disorder, and stopped drinking because of said liver surgery scare, it has been a fucking exhausting year. (Note: I had a kind of contusion on my liver from some unknown trauma 🤷‍♀️. Yeah, my doctor didn’t even have a clue.)

Turning 30 also was very mind boggling to me, and I literally mourned my 20s for almost half the year and was crying about the fact I wasn’t where I thought I’d be by now.

I wanted to be knee deep in a blossoming career and making the world brighter and better. As last month, I officially quit my job and do not have plan to go back to the medical field at all.

I wanted to be wearing a size 12-14 and somewhat fit. But I’m currently a size 22 and the biggest and most out of shape and unhealthy that I’ve ever been.

I wanted to be a mother by now. But due to my overall health, it just wasn’t in the cards at that point.

I feel like all of our young lives we are told that we are supposed to be in a certain place by a certain age or we are failures, freeloaders, lazy, etc. But I’m coming to terms that this isn’t true and that 20s aren’t the official end of my fun youth nor the end of my life.

This entire year also sparked something in me. Sometimes we need to think hard about where we are at in our lives and evaluate if it was even worth it. Sometimes, things happens and makes us question who we really are and makes us think if we really are truly happy.

I realized I was using the Arcana and my fanfics to heavily disassociate and a way for me to escape our crazy world and in a very unhealthy way. It was great when it was working, but when it wasn’t, all my depression and anxiety came flooding in without any remorse, and I couldn’t even muster myself to write anymore despite having so many ideas.

I am happy to say that I’ve been in regular therapy session, I started ceramics again (where I make a lot of crazy sub par mugs and other functional pottery), my liver is almost all the way healed, I started back to yoga, and I’ve been losing weight safely for my health.

After being restricted all of my young life, I am feeling like I have been able to be my most authentic self than I have ever been and I feel like for the first time in my life, and I am finally thriving. I was afraid of entering my 30s feeling lost and feeling bad that I wasn’t a hot young 20 something year old, but instead I’m entering an era where I am focusing on me. And it feels great. It feels amazing.

I have a lovely husband who is my best friend and soulmate and that loves me and supports me, I have a wonderful set of found family that loves me for me and never ask me to change or to be anyone else other than myself, I feel like I can be creative without being restricted. And it feels great. I’m figuring myself out and I am so happy I am able to do it.

(TL;DR) For all the people out there who feels stuck, who feel like they can’t be themselves, who feel like nothing is ever going to change—please just know, it does get better. People are out there to help you, people who want you to be your best self. Sometimes it takes medication, sometimes it takes lengthy therapy sessions, sometimes it takes putting up boundaries with your family and limited the time you spend with them, and sometimes it takes just you admitting that you need help.

Please don’t give up on your healing journeys even if you family doesn’t support you. Please don’t think you are alone.

Please. Please. Do not give up.

Happy New Years my lovely hungry trash pandas,

❤️

Your Mother Llama.

[chrissypoox2]

𝑻 𝑼 𝑹 𝑵 𝑰 𝑵 𝑮 𝑷 𝑨 𝑮 𝑬 (chapter 2)

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Pairing: Bangchan x Female Reader

Word Count:2,111

A/N: SOOOOo I'm back with the pt2 of turning page, I genuinely don't know how many chapters or seasons or whatever this series is gonna have, but I hope you guys stick around for it most of it. the storyline is going to be a little messy at first, it's more about giving information than focusing on Chris's past so then when the relationship comes up you can see and understand why he acts and does the things he does. The series does get pretty grim I think, but don't worry yall it'll be good I promise. I'll still be writing oneshots. Anyways please enjoy guys (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

TW: suggestions child abuse, violence

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"Chris? Is that you?" You come to a full stop when you reach the end of the stairs, everyone takes a sip of their beverages as they look at the interaction that you two share.

"Y-yeah-... you look amazing Y/n. I see that the city has been treating you well" He scratches the back of his neck with his left hand. Chris' body language spoke for itself when words failed him, he was nervous. 

"Yeah, I guess it has, you look amazing yourself Chris." You couldn't believe your eyes, seeing your once best friend, and first love standing right in front of you, it left you going through a rollercoaster of raw emotions. You continued down the stairs and could see everyone looking at you guys in awe, almost like the meeting between you two was planned out.  

"Well then now that, that's over. Let's carry on everyone" Your mom said flashing you a wide smile, she was up to something for sure. As the evening carried out, more and more people from the town began to pour into your house, and greetings from all the neighbors reminded you of the warm environment you had growing up. But something was off, while everyone was in the kitchen and living room enjoying the welcome back party, Chris wasn't anywhere to be found. Remembering when Chris was troubled or just needed to get away from large gatherings he would sit on your back porch and watch, listen to the crickets at night, and bask in nature. 

You made your way towards the back porch and heard him on the phone, you didn't want to interrupt but he sounded upset, he sounded more than upset, he was mad. Making sure you were unseen you listened in on the conversation.

"Well, what am I supposed to do? I didn't create this mess you did. So why should I have to deal with the consequences? I'm not selling the farm regardless of what you say. It's under my name, therefore, it is my property if you need money that bad get a job." Chris was pacing back and forth, you couldn't help but smile, even though he was upset, you were happy to see that he grew up being able to stand up for himself instead of being pushed around. You weren't able to hear what the person on the line said but it did set off a fuse in Chris. 

"WHY DON'T YOU JUST F*CK OFF ALREADY?!" Chris hung up and sat down letting out a huge sigh. 

Should I give him some space?

Your feet moved before you could finish your thoughts.

"Why aren't you enjoying the rest of the party?" You looked over to Chris from the door frame and when he turned to face you his expression changed completely. 

"I just had something to take care of, want to join me?" He scooted over making room for you on the bench and looked up at you with a warm grin. you nodded in agreement to accept his invitation and walked over to sit next to him. As you sat down Chris' arm was around you but leaned up against the bench, you felt a little tense, but it reminded you of your teenage years. You couldn't help but let out a little giggle which made Chris look at you. 

"What's so funny?" He looked at you concerned as your giggle turned into a laugh, which then turned into hysteria, you were laughing so hard that your stomach began to hurt and tears were coming from your eyes. 

"Are you okay? What got you laughing so hard?" Chris himself let out a giggle too. You try to compose yourself as the sentence forms together in between each laugh.

"Remember-...remember when back in high school-...you-...you pissed your pants in the hallway because you got jump scared by the mascot before the football game." Your cheeks began to burn with all the laughter. Chris also started to laugh with you. the laughing fit lasted for at least 3 minutes before both of you guys began to calm down. You looked up at Chris.

"I missed this, laughing at stupid things with you. How have you been? And don't give me some bullsh*t answer" You turned your entire body to face him, not breaking eye contact which you knew was the only way to get information out of him. 

"I've been good. Really. My dad moved out but gave me the farm which at first was hard because of the amount of debt he left for me, but I finally got it paid off so it's just easy cruising from here." Something else was bothering him, you wanted to ask about the phone call but not now, now wasn't the time to ask questions. You just wanted to catch up with him. 

"That's good to hear, I always wondered how you were doing when I left. Actually, sometimes I even thought about coming back just for you" You looked down and twiddled with your fingers, Chris looked at you with innocent eyes, almost resembling puppy eyes. 

"Of course you did, but I'm glad you didn't. I had to do a lot of growing after you left and it was something I needed to do on my own, I'll always be grateful for you Y/n. Actually, I wanna show you something, would you mind taking a drive with me?" Chris stood up and held his hand out, you quickly accepted it, but you didn't stop there. You pulled Chris into an embrace. 

"I'm grateful for you too Chrissy." Chris was a bit shocked by the sudden hug, but he hugged you back. You could feel the muscles from his biceps and when you touched his back you could then feel the back muscles he had developed. Your mom always told you those farmer men were either all muscle and hard work or no muscle and tended to cattle. 

TIME SKIP -

You and Chris hadn't been driving for too long, when you realized where you were headed too, you saw something incredible as he drove into the driveway of his renovated farm. Before his home was huge but looked just as dead as the inside did, and the field was empty, not a grain of wheat to be seen. What you're looking at now is the complete opposite of that. His home had color (of course it was the obvious white and blue wrap-around porch home he loved looking at in catalogs). The fields were not only filled with wheat but also sweet berries and orange and apple trees by the ton. Chris' dad inherited the farm from his dad before him. After Chris' mom's death, the farm turned into a wasteland, and his dad's mental health went with it. 

Before you could even realize it, Chris opened the passenger door helping you get out of his truck. 

"Chris this is so beautiful, I knew you would be good at stuff like home Renos, but this?! This is a full property flip!" You looked in awe at his home, you walked up to the front door and looked behind you, seeing that Chris was also looking at the house. He looked down at his shoes and then kicked the gravel on the floor. No one gave Chris that sort of appraisal, it was the first time in years that someone even complimented his hard work. He was so used to girls from the town telling him how good-looking he was but no one ever said anything about how hard-working and determined he was. Only you did that. 

"Hey! cmon, I wanna see the rest of your masterpiece" Chris looked up and walked towards the door unlocking it and opening the door, as you both stepped inside he turned on the lights, and although the design was nice, it was empty, barely any furniture or anything. You looked back, Chris was no less than 5 steps behind you, and then averted your gaze to the house again. 

"Why is there barely anything in here?" you walked back to Chris looking up at him, his gaze meeting yours. 

"Well, that's just the thing. When you told me about that whole high school thing it reminded me of why I couldn't finish the inside..." You looked puzzled. Why would you have anything to do with Chris decorating the inside. 

"I don't understand, why can't you finish it?"

"Because you promised me, to help make my house a home." Chris looked away from you and started walking into the house down each hallway, you closely followed. He stopped before he went upstairs to look at you. 

"Listen, before we go upstairs, my room is really messy and I'd just prefer if you didn't go in okay?" You nodded saying yes.

A man needs his space, but why does it feel like he is hiding something from me.

You continued to walk into the rooms and then he opened the door into his studio, he loved making music, it was his escape sometimes when you came over you would sit on his bed on your phone, and then he would play you something asking for you to rate the performance 1 out of 10, no matter what he produced and wrote they were always a 10 even more than a 10. You walked into the studio before Chris could close the door. In the corner was a desk with a bunch of paper splattered all over it. You looked down at them and then at Chris.

"Still making music I see." Teasing him. He blushed and then walked over to fix the papers.

"Yeah of course, what else would I be doing." Leaving a grin on his face.

"Are these all of our photos together over the years?" You stopped looking at a wall covered in framed and unframed pictures on the wall. Chris came up behind you and looked at them still with a smile on his face.

"Yeah it is, like I said, you're supposed to help me turn this house into a home." You looked at him and flashed a wide smile. Then you heard a thumping sound. Walking towards the sound Chris stops you and signals for you to stay put. Doing so, you watch as he walks into the other room across from the studio, looking in from the doorway of the studio, you could see a woman in the room. A pregnant woman. 

Why is there a pregnant woman in Chris' room? Does he have a girlfriend or even a wife perhaps?

You turn so that your back is facing the doorframe and your mind begins to run a madness, then Chris touches your shoulder and you shudder. 

"Sorry, sorry...I'm just a little psyched out right now. Would you mind taking me back home? I got a headache out of nowhere and it's starting to hurt a lot." Chris looks at you worried, not only for you but also for himself. He nods and guides you down the stairs. As you both enter the car, Chris stops and looks at you. 

"Hey before we get going-..." You looked down at your fingers and began to twiddle with them. 

"Would mind keeping this a secret. No one else knows about her, and I'm not sure what or how I would even bring it up." You had so many questions and you needed the answers to them now. 

"Who was she? Your girlfriend?" Chris looked at you then back to the wheel. 

"Well technically she is my stepmom but she is young enough to look like my girlfriend. A lot of things happened after you left and my dad became messier. I guess his alcohol really did have a death grip on him for him to impregnate a young girl." You let out a sigh but also looked at him concerned. Chris' dad was no younger than 50 and you both were in your mid-20s now. So for his dad for him to impregnate a younger woman, was a big deal and also kinda creepy. 

"What happens in vegas stays in vegas." You side-eye him holding back a laugh. You both start laughing and Chris drives you home. 

As you arrive you notice most of the cars aren't there anymore and you can hear the sounds of someone screaming and yelling inside. You hurry out of the car into the house Chris follows behind you in a hurry. As you open the door you see your mom on the ground bleeding and some tall guy right there on top of her.

TO BE CONTINUED

[kakashihasibs]

Is it ok to ask you gender-related questions? Because I’m kinda stuck in a phase where I’m questioning my gender a lot and idk what to do about it tbh. And you seem to have yourself figured out and you’re confident in your gender and you know who you are, and idk maybe you have some advice for someone who’s questioning. If you don’t feel comfortable answering this or giving advice, totally ok too, just ignore the ask, I don’t want to overstep any boundaries

Ur all good! I'm more than happy to talk about gender/trans stuff! ^_^ my only worry is, no matter what i say i might not be able to help you >.> bc at the end of the day only you can know these things about yourself, and the rest of us can only take you at your word.

So! I'm going to start with gender doesn't have to be a big commitment! If you say one thing today, you can say another thing tomorrow and it doesn't make either any less true in the moment you said them! Or! You just can be wrong and that's okay. There no harm committed against anyone if you end up being wrong about your gender at some point. It doesn't hurt me, a trans guy, if you say ur a trans guy and then realize ur not actually a trans guy.

Like what harm could possibly happen there that's caused by you? You took up resources? What resources? A few months of testosterone? An appointment or two with a therapist? Okay then should i be mad at the person who thought they were having a heart attack but turns out it was a panic attack instead? Should i be angry at them for causing me to wait an extra hour in the waiting room bc they guessed wrong? No that's fucking stupid.

My waiting an extra hour so someone could be taken care of isnt some terrible harm against me. Me waiting an extra month for my gender therapist appointment bc one person guesses their gender wrong isn't going to keep me from transitioning. A month or two extra wont kill me. I'm more than happy to wait if it means some else gets the care they needed in that moment. So anyway there's no harm in being wrong! Life isn't a zero-sum game.

Even if you think you might want to do something like HRT you can /try/ and stop if it ends up not for you. You can try and stop just about anything. Surgeries are harder to undo but no impossible.

I know people act like you're potentially ~mutilating~ or ~ruining~ yourself if you do anything that makes you farther from the cis ideal but that's based in cissexism and fucked up beauty standards. There are many many cis people who will have the features you might gain from HRT without ever having touched a hormone in their life. They're not "ruined" they're not "ugly" or less important or disposable or whatever fucked up wrong shit people might say.

So take the pressure off of yourself! Think about unpacking any beauty standards that might make you uncomfortable with experimenting with gender.

Early on I actually planned to never go on testosterone bc i was afraid and frankly disgusted by the idea of having body hair, but i already had dark coarse body hair. Yeah i was afraid of something i already had 🤦 bc i hadnt let go of white/western centric standards of beauty.

Also the very thing i was so worried about is what I'm happiest about now! I love having body hair 😌

You dont have to do anything you dont want to. Okay so ur a trans guy now cool! But you like ur boobs and dont want top surgery? Awesome wonderful amazing. A trans woman who likes having a dick? Excellent. Trans and too fucking lazy to do... anything? Whatever my bud it's all good bc your presentation if whatever you want to make of it.

You can start with trying on different clothes or you can jump straight to HRT (if you have a chill enough prescriber that is x_x). You can take things and leave things. Start something then stop it a day or week or 20 years later.

Bodily autonomy is bodily autonomy. That should be the basis of all of your experimenting. You want to make your body, yourself, you. Your home. Even if you question and try stuff out but decide you're cis then at least your know for sure and you're cis on purpose now 😌

Whatever you decide it must be your choice. You can go as fast or as slow as you want. Make your body yours ^_^

So tl;dr 1) take the pressure off of gender. It's not a one time commitment 2) you harm no one by being wrong 3) recognize your internalized cissexism and challenge it. 4) it's your body, life, and gender. Do with it as you will.

[scarlet-spider7]

Joker: Mental Health and Subversion of Expectations 

By: scarlet-spider7

If you asked me who my favorite villain of all time, I wouldn’t be able to give you ONE answer, my answer would be, Green Goblin, Cruella De Vill, and of course, The Joker. The Joker is arguably the most iconic superhero villain, and arguably, the best. The Joker is an agent of chaos and in my opinion has helped tell some of the best Bat Man stories, and has also been the main character in one of my favorite super hero movies, (or super villain movies) Joker, this is an essay about why, it is such an amazing movie, and a bit of a lesson on how to use the Joker character.  

Spoilers From This Point On. 

The movie opens on a perfect note, Joker starring in a mirror with clown makeup on, frowning. He puts his fingers in his mouth, and positions his lips into a smiling position, and then a single tear falls from his eye. It’s immediately obvious, that this man, has mental problems... 

Mental Health: This is THE central aspect of the film, it’s the Jokers struggle with mental health and decent into madness. We don’t actually know WHAT his mental problem is, but I can describe to you three of his mental problems shown in the movie and how they tie into the plot. 

The first one is laughing uncontrollably, which is said to have been caused by head trauma. Though it SEEMS uncontrollable it may be caused by elevated levels of stress, as he laughs in most stressful moments. Second, he learns by seeing, but, like, to an extreme. At one point, he saw three men on the subway harassing a woman, al laughing, so, Joker, laughs, right along with them. We also see him at a standup comedy bar, taking notes on how to tell jokes, so we can better understand why he laughed along with those scum on the subway, he is learning, and really doesn't know right from wrong. And finally, seeing things that aren’t real, which I'll get into in a moment. but first, I want to talk about- 

Adapting The Joker: This is one of the two best adaptations of the Joker; I won’t talk about the other (but I bet you could guess) but why? Throughout the movie you may have noticed that this maniacal tyrant who is known for being a killer, only has a body count of seven. If you haven’t seen the movie and you're reading this as an entry point to the film, you must be shocked! But it works so damn well. The Joker only kills if it is necessary for his plan, not if it’s absolutely necessary, because he loves making wiggle room in his plans. His laughter causing him physical pain, also seems so perfect for the character, in such an odd way. Comparing this origin movie to his origin in the first Tim Burton Bat Man movie, this movie takes the cake. Even though Tim Burton's Joker origin is much more well known, the one presented in this movie is better. Instead of seeming like an evil demon emerging from the acid, he is a person, and because he is just a person now, it seems scarier. And when watching a movie with Joker, you should be scared 

Subversion of Expectations: At the end of the Mental Health segment, I mentioned that Aurther saw things that weren’t real, let me explain one. At the beginning of the movie, Joker meets a woman in an elevator named Sophie. Throughout the movie, she supports Joker in everything he does, and even begins a relationship with Joker. And then, in one scene, he walks into her apartment, and sits on the couch. Sophie walks up from behind him and, she is shocked, and then the audience is shocked, when she says “Your name is Aurthur right? Can I call your mom is she home” Nobody was expecting this, I can guarantee you, this is obviously is subversions of expectations. As Joker begins his descent into madness, you expect Sophie to leave Joker eventually, not being able to stay with a madman, so you expect Sophie to make the Joker sad, and you’d be right, but you didn’t expect it to be done in the way it was. Other big shockers in the movie were Jokers adoption, and that he was abused as a child, Tomas and Martha Wayne being inadvertently killed by the Joker, and plenty more. Circling back to Sophie, Joker losing her hurts him, which makes sense! And to become Joker, you’d have to endure- 

Losing Everything: The first thing Joker lost was his job, all because of one of his fellow workers spinning a web of circumstances and lies so he could fire his co-workers. Next, he lost his therapist and psychiatrist prescribed medicine due to budget cuts in the city, and someone so mentally ill can’t benefit from lack of help. He lost his parentage, he found out he was adopted and abused by his mother! He lost his mentor, who humiliated him on TV. And through all that, at least he had his girlfriend Sophie, after all of this, literally minutes later he found out he made Sophie up. Obviously, this could break anyone to insanity, but Joker was already insane, no, the reason that this man became a killer is that, he has to deal with- 

Being a Product of Your Environment: This whole movie has a central theme of Gotham being a bad, bad place. At one point in this move the Joker says, “If one of you were dead on the ground there would be swarms of people surrounding you, but if it were me, you’d just step over me” Gotham neglects someone who can’t fit in, someone who doesn't already know how to survive. Tomas Wayne perfectly embodies this, in fact he embodies the whole city, IN UNIVERSE when characters think of Gotham, they think of Tomas Wayne. And Tomas Wayne offers no sympathy for people like Joker, and though he says he does, he cares nothing for the lower class, so it makes sense why the lower-class sides with Joker, and Gotham, becomes a house divided against itself, upper class versus lower class. This war actually ends in a loss for the upper class, by Tomas Wayne being killed. Tomas Wayne being killed, inevitably leads to Bat Man, and Bat Man inevitably leads to- 

Joker VS Bat Man: 

There isn’t a single Bat Man vs Joker fight, hell, Bat Man isn’t even in the movie! But in the Jokers actions, it’s easy to draw parallels. Infact, on the surface level, Bat Man and The Joker are the same, straight down to the supposed Tomas Wayne parentage, so why IS it that every time the Joker does something, it draws parallels from Bat Man? Again, we circle back to that upper class VS lower class struggle, Gotham's lower class bread the perfect killer, and its upper class bread the perfect hero.  

The Differences Between a Joker Movie, and A Bat Man Movie:  

This movie easily could have been a re-hash of any given Bat Man movie, just with extra Joker footage, but it was nothing AT ALL like a Bat Man movie! Bat Man movies portray Tomas Wayne as a saint, while this movie portrays his as a scumbag. Bat Man movies portray Joker as a scumbag, and this movie portrays Joker as, an innocent exploited by the system. Yet the similarities are still uncanny, both show how messed up the system is, how the “villains” are just people who need help, and are all still really enjoyable.  

The closing scene of the movie shows Joker in an interrogation room, that is inside a mental hospital where he laughs at the therapist questioning him. The next shot is of him walking down a hallway, leaving a trail of bloody footprints behind him. 

Initially, while watching this movie, I thought it was a tragedy, but now I realize... It’s a fucking comedy.

[stormyoceans]

[VICE VERSA episode 4 parts 1&2]

“Friend Credits” is so cheesy but I love it asdljfkdl

There’s that weird music from episode 2 again

Yeah you would NOT get me up to that studio, I have a fear of falling so I wouldn’t be able to climb that ladder

My reservations aside though it’s such a cute and quirky location :’)

Guys, at least pick initials instead of “male lead” and “female lead”, use T and P as a cute nod for all I care

Up and Aou leaving together /again/, MM-HMMM

Fuckin’ Mr Plagiarism over here

Puen’s writing got good because he’s in luuuurve

Talay’s gotten so used to Puen getting in his face askdljf

Gonna need to try harder than just staring his soul out of his body Puen

I don’t think people can blush on command guys

Omg Talay what is the colour of that suit you’re wearing, it’s so ugly

HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW YOU HAVE A TEST

AI’DANG <3

I’d rather be called Ai’Dang than Miss Vera the Hottie

I just remembered Puen’s driving skills and the only time I’d get on a bike with him is if I had a death wish

HOW FAR AWAY IS THIS TURN THAT THEY CAN DO THIS

DON’T PLAY AROUND ON THE BIKE OMG I’m gonna kill these two myself

STICKING THE PRODUCT PLACEMENT UP THE ACTOR’S NOSE IS ONE WAY TO DO IT

Talay doing the back thing again to thank him, cuuuute

Correct me if I’m wrong but at this stage Puen kind of comes off as still trying to be cool and aloof when he’s probably melting inside

“Who’s the guy in red?” He’s wearing a black jacket……  (yes I know the shirt is red but from their angle it’s not the first thing they’d see)

Look Puen fanfic writers write amazing smut all the time, you don’t need to actually experience a thing before you can write it, you’re an ACTOR for god’s sake

… omg… it’s THE place…….

(and deserted despite the lights being on for some reason)

“After the leads part, they reunite here one day” eheheHEHEEHHEHE

Just cooperate Talay, you stick in the mud

“The cake is a chef’s kiss” WHAT ARE THESE SUBTITLES

“I can buy it myself, I don’t need a lover to do that” Talay gets it

I guess aro universe-swappers would be fucked if the condition is romantic love

Puen: I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE IIIIIIIS

More copyright infringement with the folders

If I were a guest at this café I’d get so fucking pissed at these four shouting

Okay but would Tess’s friends not think it… interesting that Tess might be going out with the guy he bragged about stealing a girl from

Screenwriters =/= casting agents Fuse you dipshit

There goes Talay

YEAH SO WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF PLACE IS THIS THAT IT HAS AN AQUARIUM IN THE CEILING

I think later on Puen complains about not being able to pay the rent and it’s like YEAH NO SHIT

Poor Puen, the idea of him hitting on Talay is so implausible to Talay he flat-out rejects it when Puen literally says it

Are you really telling me they made a “reading shoujo is embarrassing because Puen is too good for that” joke, c’mon man

I’d eat that entire basket of chocolate snacks ngl

“Wanna touch it?” DON’T SAY IT LIKE THAT

Now I can’t unthink “cheek” as being a stand-in for something else

Damn just kiss already you pathetic cheek-pinchers

Talay’s like “no time for kissing I need to get serious for a mo”

Puen telling Talay he’s not alone <3

At least brush your teeth before you go back to sleep man

Come to think of it how do you /not/ have a hang-over

Nobody at the wedding’s like “who the heck’s this guy who showed up late”

“I should just marry a colorist” Talay’s brain short-circuits

PUEN (the protagonist) CATCHING THE BOUQUET IS SO CLICHÉ BUT I CAN’T EVEN BE MAD

“Friend Credits” is so cheesy but I love it asdljfkdl <<<<< I LOVE IT SO MUCH TOO and the fact that it was puen to suggest the ‘friend’ part…….. IT’S FINE IM FINE

There’s that weird music from episode 2 again <<<<< sfdskfdgsk i’ve never really noticed it before you pointed it out and now for some reason my mind is calling it the ‘get freaky’ music ;;;;;;;;

Yeah you would NOT get me up to that studio, I have a fear of falling so I wouldn’t be able to climb that ladder <<<<< UP JUST GOT LUCKY NONE OF THEM HAD A FEAR OF HEIGHTS TBH like okay maybe he knows tun and aou well enough to know they don’t have that specific phobia, but imagine if he rented the place only to find out that tess is terrified of heights [shakes head] it’s still a very nice location though!!

Guys, at least pick initials instead of “male lead” and “female lead”, use T and P as a cute nod for all I care <<<<< NOW I WISH THEY HAD ACTUALLY USED THEIR INITIALS THAT WOULD HAVE HAD ME SOMERSAULTING CLIMBING THE WALLS SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE FLOOR SCREAMING

Up and Aou leaving together /again/, MM-HMMM <<<<< 🙊🙊🙊

Fuckin’ Mr Plagiarism over here <<<<< i love that puen's writing is either a) straight up PLAGIARISM, or b) things he actually experienced/wants to experience with talay. i hope he never had to write a sex scene because the mad man would just put his fantasies on display for everyone to see

Talay’s gotten so used to Puen getting in his face askdljf <<<<< after taking a bath together and basically seeing puen naked i guess talay just got desensitized sfjhfsdkjg (the way i wish they had showed us the two of them getting out of that bathtub……. talay is a gentleman so he probably closed his eyes again and let puen have his privacy as he climbed out of the tub and wrapped himself in a towel, meanwhile puen is such a horny bastard he probably turned around but kept sneaking glances……….)

I’d rather be called Ai’Dang than Miss Vera the Hottie <<<<< you mean i cannot call you Miss Vera the Hottie???? 🥺🥺🥺 IM HEARTBROKEN

I just remembered Puen’s driving skills and the only time I’d get on a bike with him is if I had a death wish <<<<< talay trusting puen’s driving skills after knowing that puen died from a car accident and got arrested for driving while drunk (AGAIN) is like.. both the most reckless and most romantic thing he’s ever done

STICKING THE PRODUCT PLACEMENT UP THE ACTOR’S NOSE IS ONE WAY TO DO IT <<<<< I ALREADY SAID THIS BUT LISTEN. i know there are way too many product placements in vice versa but at the same time most of them are literally SO FUNNY AND CLEVER AND GOOD IF I COULD MARRY THEM ALL I WOULD

Correct me if I’m wrong but at this stage Puen kind of comes off as still trying to be cool and aloof when he’s probably melting inside <<<<< i don't want to spoiler you.. though technically you did watch episode 11..... anyway let's just say there is a reason WHY i can't understand how people do not feel the urge to run back to watch AT LEAST episode 4 after ending the show like this was one of my least favorite episodes the first time around and now IT'S ONE OF MY MOST BELOVED LITERALLY MY ENTIRE PERSPECTIVE OF IT CHANGED SO DRASTICALLY IT'S INSANE

Look Puen fanfic writers write amazing smut all the time, you don’t need to actually experience a thing before you can write it, you’re an ACTOR for god’s sake <<<<< OH YOU KNOW THAT WAS JUST AN EXCUSE TO HAVE ANOTHER DATE-NOT-DATE WITH TALAY HE IS SO PATHETIC (affectionate)

… omg… it’s THE place……. <<<<< I CANNOT COMMENT ON ANY PART OF THIS SCENE ON THE ACCOUNT THAT IM AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN WAILING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT

I guess aro universe-swappers would be fucked if the condition is romantic love <<<<< yeah just don't listen to anything puen says at this point he wants talay to love him back SOOOO BADLY he would say anything sfjksgfj (but im gonna remind myself to get back to this point once you're done with the show)

Puen: I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE IIIIIIIS <<<<< I WANT YOU TO SHOW MEEEEEE (im laughing but also the way this genuinely is a puen song….. [bites her entire hand off])

Okay but would Tess’s friends not think it… interesting that Tess might be going out with the guy he bragged about stealing a girl from <<<<< i don’t think they know the one who tess allegedly stole a girl from is tun, because in episode 2 fuse just says that tess bragged about stealing her from “someone in high school”. then again, even if they knew it was tun i feel like both of them would be like ‘can’t believe tess dated the girl when he actually wanted to date the guy bless his heart he is so….. STOOPID’ (and considering tess’ endless string of Bad Choices, that probably wouldn’t even be too weird)

Poor Puen, the idea of him hitting on Talay is so implausible to Talay he flat-out rejects it when Puen literally says it <<<<< the funny thing is that talay rejecting the idea of puen hitting on him so strongly is the reason why puen brings up the whole 'faking it' thing which is also the reason why talay doesn't believe puen is sincere and all of this ends up trapping them into a vicious cycle for the entire episode and by funny i mean IT MAKES ME WANT TO WALK INTO TRAFFIC

Are you really telling me they made a “reading shoujo is embarrassing because Puen is too good for that” joke, c’mon MAN <<<<< i personally read this scene as puen being embarrassed to admit he likes shoujo because it clashes with the cool actor mask he's still partially hiding himself behind when the truth is that he's just a very soft and romantic boy

I’d eat that entire basket of chocolate snacks ngl <<<<< SAME!!!!!!

“Wanna touch it?” DON’T SAY IT LIKE THAT <<<<< I'D TAKE THE KEYBOARD AWAY FROM YOU EXCEPT I KNOW PUEN'S MIND WAS IN THE GUTTER TOO

Now I can’t unthink “cheek” as being a stand-in for something else <<<<< STOPPPPPSFJKSGDKSGDK (i mean puen IS an ass ma- [GUNSHOT])

Puen telling Talay he’s not alone <3 <<<<< NOT TO REPEAT MYSELF OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT THE WAY THEY ARE FRIENDS WHO SUPPORT AND CARE FOR EACH OTHER BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE 🤧🤧🤧

Come to think of it how do you /not/ have a HANGOVER <<<<< apparently talay can get drunk, fall asleep and wake up feeling perfectly fine i wish i had that superpower too

“I should just marry a colorist” Talay’s brain short-circuits <<<<< MINE DID TOO BECAUSE LITERALLY WHO EVEN SAYS THAT KIND OF THINGS PUEN JUST HAS NO SHAME I WANT TO STUDY HIM IN A LAB

PUEN (the protagonist) CATCHING THE BOUQUET IS SO CLICHÉ BUT I CAN’T EVEN BE MAD <<<<< okay but the way talay shields himself from it while puen catches it with no fear symbolizing their current attitude towards love I JUST LOVE THE DETAILS IN THIS SHOW