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sweetlikesunflowersandhoney · 5 months

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*girl who is not doing well at all voice* I should rewatch Pride and Prejudice (2009)

#i am deeply unloved and it is my fault #the people i consider friends do not want to see me or hang out with me #they say they do to my face but they don't reach out. they don't come when i invite them.#the people i considered my family never text. they don't call. they don't reply when i reach out.#i must be so annoying. it must be so hard to enjoy my company.#because no one ever seeks it #i am so so so unloved and it has to be me #my own mother doesn't like me #my sister tolerates me #my father forgets i exist #and people will contradict this with their words but not their actions #i have heard ''i miss you so much!'' from people and then i made plans with them the next week #and they always say they can't #i say ''okay let me know!''#and they never do #because they don't think about me #because my company must be so. bothersome.#at best i am good in small doses #i stopped trying with those people #today i saw them all and I didn't make plans #for what?#it's been years of this pattern #but today i really saw how little i mean to them #negativity //

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hotcinnamonsunset · 1 year

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a whale of a good time🐋

#knitting #wip #knitblr #pattern is Melville on Ravelry😊#let me tell you…this sweater is my white whale (even if the whale is blue ofc). I’ve been dreaming and scheming of designing her for years.#and at last! she’s here! and she’s full of silly fun details!#like Morse code along the raglan shaping spelling out SOS. waves on the sleeves spaced out according to the Fibonacci sequence.#and a fucking colorwork whale! she’s got it all.#moby dick #whale weekly

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andsewingishalfthebattle · 6 months

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Novice sewing pattern: Cut out shapes. Line up the little triangles on the edges. Stitch edges together. We've also included step-by-step assembly instructions with illustrations.

Novice knitting pattern: yOU MUSt uNDerstANd thE SECret cOdE CO67 (73, 87, 93) BO44 (63, 76, 90) 28 (32, 34) slip first pw repeat 7x K to end *kl (pl) 42 * until 13" (13, 13, 15) join new at 30 pl for 17 rows ssk 27 k2tog mattress lengthwise BO and sacrifice a goat to the knitting gods. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WANT "INSTRUCTIONS," I JUST GAVE THEM TO YOU

#knitting #no it's not a real pattern but I can't write one that makes sense because I have no freaking clue what any of that means #How do you make things that aren't basic rectangles #Why has every knitter I've asked for help just said 'patterns are easy; you just have to know how to read them' & then refused to teach me #Where do I even find a goat to sacrifice #How do I join the pattern cult #I am so confused #I've been knitting for almost a decade but I can only make scarves and potholders #I learned one (1) stitch by watching a YouTube video and none of my friends or family knit so I have no IRL resources #And nobody I meet seems to want to take the time to explain the rest to me #I taught myself to sew through trial and error but that doesn't really work with knitting because error is pretty much just... Unraveling?#Anyway sorry for the tag rant I'm just frustrated that I see pretty things I want to make but the instructions are in an alien language #And the gap between 'absolute novice' and 'intermediate' seems to be about 20 years of experience and formal instruction

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antisisyphus · 1 year

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if you could pick the met gala theme what would you choose??

#i heard a rumor a while back that a theme would be athletic fasion innovation and i LOVED that idea #also a theme of textile printing #like. dif types of printing techniques/patterns/customs....#printing has been around for over 2k years there is SO MUCH.#anyways rb this i want to see what other ppl want #oh also maybe smth abt silhouette???

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yutaan · 2 months

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A papercraft commission of matching Gideon and Harrow busts! I had wanted to make a Gideon to go with Harrow for a long while, so I was super excited to finally get the opportunity. And I really enjoyed the contrast of their expressions! Gideon's huge sunglasses-sporting grin! Harrow's icy necromantic stare! Griddle and the Gloom Mistress, united in paper at last!! 💀💀

#the locked tomb #gideon nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon the ninth #papercraft #papercutting #paper art #traditional art #my art #I had been picturing Gideon placed against that skull-patterned background for YEARS #it was VERY satisfying to finally make the piece and hold it in my hands

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website-com · 8 months

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its true he just comes to you in your moment of need

#i was playing the game and then i had to make dinner #i remember seeing posts about this phenomenon before even playing the game... it inspired me i had to know him #it was so funny i was not trying to think of him at all and his voice actor just appeared in my head doing my secondary narration thing #you know what i mean. when youre doing something so you have a little conversation in your head.#its been like years since ive had a character narrate it for me. the speech pattern is even my best impression of him #dont play video game for hours #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi

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turbo-tsundere · 7 months

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#gonta gokuhara #gokuhara gonta #danganronpa #v3 #ndrv3 #my art #first post of this year yey #it's a bit experimental and the idea kept changing along the way in favor of playing with brushes and patterns #but I'm glad I finished smth. it's been a while. maybe this finally marks the end of my typical seasonal artblock #my guy always saving me from my slumps xD

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sparrowmoth · 1 year

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This was the kiss he’d been waiting for. It was a gunshot. It was prairie fire. It was the spin of Makker’s Wheel. Jesper felt the pounding of his heart—or was it Wylan’s?—like a stampede in his chest, and the only thought in his head was a happy, startled, Oh.

Please do not use, edit, or repost my art without permission.

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kagooleo · 4 months

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even the biggest beasts need a little love and care when they've evolved (watch your head!)

#kagoodles #champion lance #lance pokemon #magikarp #gyarados #pokemon hgss #hi hello i Live i'm just recovering from a couple life things and a bit of art block + zine stuff + possible sona redesigning :>#time passed by Quick what the hell. i blink and I'm gonna be a year older in 7 days #old habits (jumping Really high) still stick with the fishies even after they've evolved into big angry dragons #but to a dragon master he'll love them all the same :]#been meaning to implement some more biological features on pokes (ie: koi fish patterns on magikarp/gyarados)#and also because I went down the rabbit hole of seeing tons of fish videos where they have Big ol domes. i love their funny domes #i may have commissions planned for this month soon also :V gonna be workin out the cogs for it

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wincerind · 3 months

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my goofy ass epiphany

#made a lil peryton avatar for myself and i think it is cute :)#but forreal my thought patterns surrounding art have been. bad. for like years #so while dumb this epiphany was needed lol #my art #wince.txt #makeaterriblecomic2024

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puppyeared · 6 months

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id fumble him so bad

#really really rushed but ill probably go back and clean these up tmrw anyway #i havent played stardew valley but ive been meaning to because i have a little crush on this guy ^_^ hes cute #idk why but smth about him is really endearing. like between him and sunburst i feel like theres a pattern here but idk what #i guess my type is boys that whimper #the last two images are based on a real conversation i had with my doctor a few years ago lol. deadass stared at me for a good 2 minutes #i wanna make a farmersona too...... if my minecraft gameplay is anything to go by id probably play with animals all day instead of #actually farming........ can i just do livestock in stardew.. i dont have a green thumb i managed to kill a succulent once......#actually idk if my computer is even strong enough to run steam but i dont wanna get it on my phone. maybe ill get the microsoft download #unless stardew has its own website like minecraft. i really dont know anything abt it so im going in blind from the start #my art #myart #doodles #puppysona #sona #sdv #sdv harvey #stardew valley #whats funny about this is i have a classmate who kinda looks like if brian david gilbert and harvey had a baby. i havent told him this

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biblically-accurate-dca · 11 months

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day 16: object head !

#my art #daycare attendant #moondrop #dca fandom #cringetober #today i was also working on a pumpkin carving pattern of the dca .... last year i made sans #btwww thank you to the person who's been sending me asks :3 #i'm a bit too busy with this prompt list to respond properly but i've been reading them and i appreciate them a lot!!

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queermasculine · 2 months

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butches who find themselves relating to fictional dudes in the absence of butch representation: what type of guy do you most often find yourself relating to? is there an archetype you feel most closely represents your experience? just curious

#been thinking about my own “he's just like me fr” moments from over the years and observing some patterns

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obsob · 2 years

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there he is......the man of the house

#mine #ough hello not posted in a while!!#im busy doin portfolio stuff so . not much cat drawinign going on THO i will. hopefully do one tomorrow hehe #i was gna get stickers for my next shop update but its hurting me head so. gna order new prints hopefully!! this week and then #do stickers n postcards next time. i am so low on stock sihfdkggwe #need 2 buy envelopes also....my least favourite thing 2 spend money on #what hve i been up to ....i made a blanket!! maybe i will post picture. it was gna b a cardigan i started it like last year #n then i went 2 sew it together n was like. this pattern is insane also this wool is too thick so. blanky :)#its very good. good lap blanket!!#what else what else....been re reading lotr. im reading it on ebook i lov ebook sm. i love printed books but i jus absolutely cannot #read them. dyslexia gang rise up !!!!#im reading it so much quicker tho n also actually remembering it ....would die for gimli #also started rewatching cr2 >:) i dont . actually like th new campaign so KSDFKJDN rewatch it is #even tho i dont like molly. not that thats gna b an issue for long sifubshbhebwj #im so seepy...so cold.....gna rest now probably n play skyrim hehe #cat drawings tomorrow >:)#okay bye

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thechy-fychannel · 2 months

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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.

#chyanne speaks #house md #hilson #hate crimes md #gregory house #james wilson #i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough #like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone #his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly #he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly #the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house #and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her #but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT #bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold #although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction #and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on #but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone #and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g #he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again #but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him #and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house #and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.

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autisticaradiamegido · 3 months

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day 178

TIS DONE

except for like. styling the beard. and final assembly on a couple things. BUT THAT IS A TASK FOR TOMORROW ME!!!!!! THE ARMOR IS FINISHED!!!

#day 178 #year 5 #senshi of izganda #dungeon meshi #cosplay #this is my first attempt at foam armor and i am soooooooo proud #shit is HARD people on the internet make it sound so easy!!!!! but WOOF!!!!!!#patterning that helmet was.... laborious #i feel like there must have been a better way to do it but oh well #anyway I THINK IT TURNED OUT OKAY!!!!#i was so afraid it was going to be a lumpy piece of garbage but it all worked out!!!

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