#it's no one's fault

[cometblaster2070]

i am upsetting myself at ungodly hours by imagining how the scene in apple and raven's dorm room must've looked like after raven refused to sign.

like imagine apple sobbing the night away and raven tries to comfort her only to be rebuffed and she spends the entire night awake and staring at the ceiling while the guilt eats away at her as she hears apple's quiet sobs.

and apple's there feeling so hurt and angry and alone, and in that moment she probably wants nothing more than a friend, a comforting presence, but she can't even look her bsf in the eye because she's just so upset about what's just happened.

idk there's something about the two of them being so steeped in distress and sadness because raven can't force apple to understand her and apple can't comprehend the reasons for raven's decisions.

and the two of them love each other SO MUCH, but right then they're just stuck in that suffocating dorm room with only each other for company, wondering what they're going to do next.

[azuldoodles]

Honse

[sailoreuterpe]

I miss having time to do stuff that wasn't just trying to catch up.

[bl33ditout]

lowkey the word "stalk/stalker" triggers me i'm ngl because of my past experiences of dealing with stalker creeps in the past (online and offline) who made me feel like dirt

hopefully this doesn't sound silly but if i could ask that the term isn't used around me/toward me as a joke or whatever, it really takes me to a bad place. thank you in advance

[baronessblixen]

not to intrude on personal thoughts but your writing is literally so good, i don’t think i’ve ever seen spelling errors other than our usual misclicks in a fic of yours!!!! every time i read a fic of yours i tell myself that someday i’ll be able to write as well as you do ^-^ 🥰🥰🥰

Thank you so much! that means a lot to me. I mean it's not even just spelling, but like grammar too 😂 and sometimes I think of a word and use it without even making sure I'm thinking of the right one. I usually check after but what if I forget and use a word that a) doesn't exist or b) means something completely different? Pretty sure that has already happened 😆

You're already a terrific writer! And a million times better at spelling and grammar than I ever could be.

[gourdkeeper]

Ok so at first it was just one single request touching the topic and it wasn't too bad (if you sent the request asking for Jamie reacting to reader getting pregnant, please don't feel bad, it was a very normal request and I might still do that one because it sounds kinda cute), however I got more pregnancy, breeding and children related fic requests and I'm sorry but I'm denying them completely.

I'm super flattered that you like my writing, didn't expect anyone to even read my stuff or send requests and I've gone from posting 1 fic to having 15 requests, clearing 2 and getting 5 more djfkskfk which is fine, keeps me busy when I'd be otherwise bored and I like doing it! It flatters me a lot and I'm happy to make friends through this as well but for my sake, I've added a "No's" list of stuff I just won't write because I've 1) received requests containing that already and 2) it just makes me uncomfortable.

For convenience I'm adding the list here as well;

Won't write:

Pregnancy;

Anything related to children;

Breeding, scat, vomit, zoo, amputation, mutilation and death fetishes.

[trixiedjinn]

one thing about me

I'm gonna scream loud enough to burst the earth, with a rage hot enough to rival a star

and then I'm gonna go right back to slut posting, pretty pictures, and videogames.

[makanidotdot]

i was made aware a warcraft version of this meme didn't exist

[mequetrefis]

free him

[blorbopolis]

starting to understand one another

[inkskinned]

the thing is there's like, a point of oversaturation for everything, and it's why so many things get dropped after a few minutes. and we act like millennials or gen z kids "have short attention spans" but... that's not quite it. it's more like - we did like it. you just ruined it.

capitalism sees product A having moderate success, and then everything has to come out with their "own version" of product A (which is often exactly the same). and they dump extreme amounts of money and environmental waste into each horrible simulacrum they trot out each season.

now it's not just tiktokkers making videos; it's that instagram and even fucking tumblr both think you want live feeds and video-first programming. and it helps them, because videos are easier to sneak native ads into. the books coming out all have to have 78 buzzwords in them for SEO, or otherwise they don't get published. they are making a live-action remake of moana. i haven't googled it, but there's probably another marvel or starwars something coming out, no matter when you're reading this post.

and we are like "hi, this clone of project A completely misses the point of the original. it is soulless and colorless and miserable." and the company nods and says "yes totally. here is a different clone, but special." and we look at clone 2 and we say "nope, this one is still flat and bad, y'all" and they're like "no, totally, we hear you," and then they make another clone but this time it's, like, a joyless prequel. and by the time they've successfully rolled out "clone 89", the market is incredibly oversaturated, and the consumer is blamed because the company isn't turning a profit.

and like - take even something digital like the tumblr "live streaming" function i just mentioned. that has to take up server space and some amount of carbon footprint; just so this brokenass blue hellsite can roll out a feature that literally none of its userbase actually wants. the thing that's the kicker here: even something that doesn't have a physical production plant still impacts the environment.

and it all just feels like it's rolling out of control because like, you watch companies pour hundreds of thousands of dollars into a remake of a remake of something nobody wants anymore and you're like, not able to afford eggs anymore. and you tell the company that really what you want is a good story about survival and they say "okay so you mean a YA white protagonist has some kind of 'spicy' love triangle" and you're like - hey man i think you're misunderstanding the point of storytelling but they've already printed 76 versions of "city of blood and magic" and "queen of diamond rule" and spent literally millions of dollars on the movie "Candy Crush Killer: Coming to Eat You".

it's like being stuck in a room with a clown that keeps telling the same joke over and over but it's worse every time. and that would be fine but he keeps fucking charging you 6.99. and you keep being like "no, i know it made me laugh the first time, but that's because it was different and new" and the clown is just aggressively sitting there saying "well! plenty of people like my jokes! the reason you're bored of this is because maybe there's something wrong with you!"

[daoinnight]

Zoro’s definitely one of those kids who were convinced their older sibling is some form of evil entity.

[rainedroptalks]

I don’t think TMAGP-Gerry has the eye tattoos, but in my heart he still has shitty dyed hair. That had nothing to do with the trauma he’s just bad at dying his hair

[demigods-posts]

to the end of the earth. i will argue that percy's first kiss was with annabeth chase. this is not rachel slander. i love that green-eyed redhead. but percy did not kiss rachel in the last olympian. he got kissed. percy did not kiss annabeth in the battle of the labyrinth. he got kissed. that's not a technicality. it's fact because both kisses happened to him. he did not consciously engage in any kiss until he was with annabeth after his birthday. and i will die on this hill.

[uncanny-tranny]

I recall saying this before, but it bears repeating:

There could be a billion trans people in the world and it still wouldn't be a bad thing because being trans is not a bad thing. Even if the rate of people discovering they are trans is "disproportionate" to trends from decades ago, that is not a bad thing. In fact, it's a natural consequence for there being more trans people being able to stay alive, and, overall, being able to live in a slightly more tolerant world. You'd only see that as a bad thing if you actively didn't want trans people to either live or live a life that facilitates wellness.