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sydneyshipsstuff · 1 year

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answering both of the recent tag games in one since im lazy (so scroll for the questions below the bingo)

tagged by @professional-benaddict (sorry for responding so late lol) and because i dont have too many mutuals, tagging anyone who sees it & wants to do it!

I chose my baby Spider-Man/Peter Parkee, with a focus on the starker fandom!

1. How did you discover your fave?

spider-man movies -> video edits on insta/tiktok -> irondad fanfics on wattpad -> ao3 -> looking at starker in disgust -> becoming a part of the fandom

2. How long have you been a fan of your fave?

since homecoming! when it first came out but it took me a while to start interacting with the fandom

3. Do you write for your fave? (E.g. AU's, Drabbles, Fan Fics.)

sorta! i don't actively write, just kinda drabble sometimes and i mostly dont post that, plus helping others write, i do have drafts that have been in my docs for years though

4. Do you like what is canon about your fave?

i do but i feel bad for him! poor guy has nobody :((, but before endgame i was in love with canon.

5. Tell some of your headcanons of your fave.

•his spider abilities on top of the originals like purring, cant have peppermint, hibernates, etc

•his love of animals, always stopping on patrols to say hi to them or trying to keep the strays he finss

•being worthy of mjolnir and picking it up without knowing the significance

•that he worms his way into the hearts of everyone he meets

6. Do you draw for your fave? (E.g. Fan Art)

no i dont, but i love seeing others fan art obviously!

7. If your fave/s are portrayed by several actors, who are your fave portrayers?

basic, ik, but tommy.

8. Are you more into Books/ Comics/Films when it comes to your fave?

mostly the fanfics then anything, but the movies and comics are so entertaining.

9. Quote anything about what your fave has said.

this ones weird but when i went to new york i went out of my way to go to moma because of him mentioning it to tony

10. Quote your favourite line of your fave!

basic but the "When you can do the things that I can, but you don't, and then the bad things happen, they happen because of you." because even though its sad/semi unhealthy to put that pressure on yourself, i relate to it in a way and uphold myself to helping whenever i can.

11. Ever made a edit for/of your fave?

i dont think so? maybe photos but that would have been a while ago

12. Songs you associate with your fave?

anything to do w new york really

13. If your fave was real, do you think they'd like you?

i think so, if we meant in a natural way lolol, i try to be social and i think id be able to joke with him

14. Amongst your fave/s who do you think are you? (E.g. You have 5 faves, amongst the 5 of them you think of yourself as fave no.3)

skipping because i only am answering for the one

15. Do you know your fave origin story?

yes i doo, radioactive spider bite, yada yada, parents dead, yada yada, uncle shot, rip, grew up in queens & stayed there

16. In 1 word describe your fave’s aesthetic.

akward

17. Is/Are your fave/s famous on A03?

yes very much, but mostly for irondad

18. Ships that you like with your fave?

i do like irondad if thats even considered a ship, peter w tony, harley, steve, stephen, and bucky, either seperate or at the same time, and im open to other pairings too

19. Is/Are your fave/s well known?

yes very well

20. If your fave/s have a fandom, what do you think about the fandom?

i like them, idk if theyd like me now that ive gone to the dark side lol

21. Describe yourself using something your faves have said

oops kinda did this already for another question but, "I am Responsible. I…Oh crap. My backpack’s gone." I try to be responsible but i am very clumsy and forgetful lol, and i do a lot of stupid shit

22. If you would feed your fave/s something, what would it be?

as big of a meal as i could possibly make, very carby, probably pasta, get some meat on those bones and feed the super apetite

23. How do you see yourself in any of your fave/s?

i see the optimism/ akwardness in myseld as well, we are semi-close in age so i think that contributes to it

24. Ever taken a break from your fave/s?

sorta, it was very short and it was mostly in between going from irondad to starker as well as small breaks i took from everything lol

25. If your fave/s were to have a crossover, who and which character would they have a crossover with?

well they did have one with stephen and the other spidermen but i think it would be cool to see him really interacting w the women of marvel, aka kate, yelena or natasha (also rip), pepper, captain marvel, america chavez, etc.

#sydneys tags #sydney answers #sydneyrambles #rafni if you see this i love you #starker minus the starker tag

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amazingphilza · 3 years

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twitchcon :: cc!multiple x reader

fluff , platonic , gender neutral ! some mcyt headcanons if you were to attend twitchcon w them

cc’s included in order: tommyinnit , tubbo , ranboo , wilbur soot , philza , technoblade

cw: kinda lengthy for the minors (i think), not as much for the hags LMAO /hj

tommyinnit

this man is so excited to be at his first twitchcon & being able to hang out with all his best friends makes it a hundred times better

when he isn’t at a panel or doing meet & greets, he’s dragging you everywhere to see the whole convention center (clingyinnit)

he is just so at awe despite this not being his first convention to attend

you’d be surprised he gets tired pretty quickly & stops over to the partner lounge

you both rest for a bit against a wall in a pretty packed hallway despite it being an exclusive area to twitch partners

every time a famous streamer walks by he will yell it out and record it then vlog your reaction, even if they’re surrounded with bodyguards & trying to get to another place quickly

he’d zoom in his camera to their face at a horrible angle and be like

“oh my god it is THE ninja. ninja famous fortnite player, HELLO.”

but he gets completely ignored

then the camera pans out to you, still really zoomed in that the capture is blurry

“ninjainnit?”

“EH?”

tommy is so confused, forgetting the bit ninja did on his twitter where he renamed himself ‘ninjainnit’ for a split second

okay tommy isn’t that athletic but he will chase you and the rest of your group down a hallway if he had to

he’d probably find a toy gun from the artist alley/seller booths and shoot you and wilbur with it

but if tommy stumbles across any of the dream team, it’s about to be minecraft manhunt but irl

and he will def play his stream music while walking or smth when he’s bored (or trying to jump dream & sapnap)

** DO DO DO DO MANHUNT MUSIC **

oh my god,, now thinking about it he’s probably the one to open like random doors of empty rooms and steal stuff while you film him

like he will take a random empty glass, a bunch of pens, a freebie t-shirt, everything he sees he takes with him and you’re just panic

“tommy we’re literally not supposed to be here, and i’m stuck here filming you. it’s surely a felony in action”

“well, it’s their fault for leaving the doors open! plus this is great content. who’s the dirty crime boy now, HM?”

you’d tell wilbur about this and he’d scold tommy and threaten him with the same pen tommy stole

tommy probably would also drag you some weird event happening outside twitchcon along with tubbo and ranboo

“pokimane is giving out free pizza to everyone if we go to this one restaurant down the street!”

“we are literally gonna get bombarded. have you forgot you’re like three of twitch’s top streamers? i’d rather pay for all of our meals than try getting free pizza from pokimane against all her other fans”

“DEAL! let’s go to five guys then!”

you unfortunately end up paying for all 3 of their meals and picking on their food instead of buying your own

even with all of them making way more money than you, they still happen to be cheapskates

OR tommy will end up getting a burrito from a taco truck, immediately making a mess of himself, then proceed to complain how messy the food is to eat despite knowing what he was getting himself into before even ordering

“shit my clothes are all ruined now!”

“well that’s your fault you got a burrito, as if it’s your first time having one”

“i mean the food is good, i’m not complaining about that but i don’t think it’s that good that it’s worth costing my red and white shirt, im just saying”

tubbo

same with tommy, he is so excited

i don’t know why but i imagine him overpacking his suitcase and you making fun of him for it

anyway tubbo has his irl backpack on and streaming EVERYTHING

probably spends a lot of time at a bunch of different booths, checking out all the pointless gadgets he could buy for his stream

you’re the one to stop him from doing so

“TUBBO IT’S LITERALLY OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS, STOP. DONT GET IT.”

“WHY NOT?? IT WILL BE COOL FOR MY STREAM AND I WILL USE IT EVERYDAY”

“okay theoretically speaking, how the hell are you going to even bring it home? which—let me remind you—is across the country for you and not to mention the giant ocean separating america and the uk”

“free ship-pang!!!”

“i hate to break it to you tubbo but there is no way you can get free shipping on a FIVE FOOT PC. it’s nearly as tall as you! what are you even gonna do on it, hack the government???”

the arguments are all lighthearted but eventually you give in and let him splurge over a thousand dollars in different devices he claimed he “needed”

i could honestly see him visiting the beaches in san diego and going for a swim or even renting out a boat to use for a bit :D

also he’d bring benson along with him and taking a bunch of scenic photos with it in them

i have a feeling he’s the type to schedule a spontaneous meet & greet because he was bored & gets in trouble for causing a mob in a certain part of the convention

he’s like “oh god, i did not expect this many of the bois to show up AHAHAH oops”

tubbo would def pull a lilypichu and bring his melodica or ukulele and play themes while following random people/cosplayers

at the end of the day, you’d find his bag just stuffed with crap he either got for free or bought in the convention

“how did you get all that stuff? i was with you all day??? and it’s only the first day of the convention, hello?? it looks like you’ve been collecting as if twitchcon has went on for a week already!”

“HA i have my ways, do not underestimate my powers”

lani would probably tag along for the vacation honestly

like whenever someone comes up to her giving her gifts/asking for pics, you and tubbo would tease her about how famous she is

and i dunno but something about tubbo just gives me this amusement park energy and going to legoland and spending the whole day there since it’s near by and because he can

ranboo

he is like a beacon in a sea of people, that’s it .

i honestly just see him causing as much chaos as the other two

ranboo would probably like take someone’s camera whether if they’re streaming or if it’s for the vlog, hold it up high, and point the camera directly above someone’s face

it did not matter how tall you were and if you had platform shoes on, ranboo was a skyscraper next to you

“HAHAH this is how i see you from this height, this is funny”

then he shows you the vid of the recording of him getting like an aerial view of your face

like you see your nose and all your pores and just overall a bad angle to be captured in

“OH GOD RANBOO DELETE THAT, ITS HORRIFIC”

i dunno why but i feel like he’d jump scare every person that was cosplaying as his minecraft character from behind for some reason

“BOO!”

“ranboo i’m not even remotely dressed as your skin—”

“don’t worry i’m practicing it’s fineee”

“you’re like the height of 2 people combined, i think you will be fine as is. you even intimidated the security at the front”

i feel like if he had his own panel he’d like pull up some undertale song in the middle of it and scare all the people in the crowd

“lore but in real life”

probably would get some matching keepsake with you from artist alley/the booths!

i could imagine like a cute keychain or smth :D

i feel like he’s the type to like randomly volunteer as a participant for those mini events in a booth thinking it would be funny but regrets it the moment he’s on stage

after introductions the presenter is like “okay ranboo, you will be given a random meme prompt above your head you won’t be able to see until after and you will have to make a random face to compliment it!”

and you can just tell by his facial expression he’s just thinking

oh god what have i gotten myself into

what is this game? who came up with this idea?

you’d laugh at him the whole time, even after he’s off the stage and finished with that small fiasco

“that was horrible. never again.”

“AHAHAH IT LOOKED SO AWKWARD YOU DID GREAT”

“I CROSSED MY EYES AND PUFFED MY CHEEKS BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANY OTHER FACIAL EXPRESSION. THE PROMPT ENDING UP BEING ‘WHEN TWITTER CANCELS YOU FOR USING PLASTIC STRAWS.’ AND WHEN I SAW WHAT IT WAS—LITERALLY WHAT KIND OF GAME–”

“I GOT PICTURES AND EVERYTHING ITS PERFECT AHAHAHAH”

wilbur soot

honestly with wilbur it’s slightly more chill

he already experienced twitchcon before so he’s just glad to see his friends again after so long

insists that you explore the convention yourself rather than sticking with him the whole time but you do anyway!

wilbur would probably have like a mini concert and gets you front row seats with the rest of the group

but that doesn’t mean before it that you’re not helping him set up

“y/n please– my amp is so heavy, i can carry it”

“don’t worry! i’m strong” :D

and musically talented or not, he will probably bring you and the rest of his friends up to stage to just vibe and sing a bunch of random acoustic songs

it’s not like some big concert hall stage,, i imagine more like a casual thing w a slightly higher platform from the ground yk?

after spending a long day at the convention he’d also bring everyone across the city to la jolla or smth !

you’d all probably have dinner there and chill, watching the pretty sunset

“this place is really pretty but oh my god im gonna lose my breath hiking up this stupid hill, please slow down”

and wilbur is like ??? because he’s completely fine with his long legs and everything

“just walk faster”

“no, you walk slower”

AHAHAH and for context traversing through la jolla by walking around the town is a bit hard since it’s basically on a bunch of hills (walking up from the beach to a restaurant actually is actually sm work, trust me ive been there)

wilbur honestly doesn’t spend that much time in the actual convention center, he’s probably sightseeing a bit of san diego with you instead

but i could imagine him staying at the tabletop games area playing dnd or smth

“c’mon y/n, come join!”

“uhh i’m not sure, i’m not the best at roleplay and...”

“it’s fine don’t worry!”

he’d pull you in with him and end up enjoying yourself even if it was your first time

and if you’re of age, you’d be wilbur’s +1 at the twitch partner party and make sure mans doesn’t too drunk

if it’s not too late in the night, you two would chill at the beach after the party

it’s just a nice, calming moment after all the loud music mixed with hundreds of conversations at the party

also something about like taking polaroids pictures with wilbur just seems to go hand in hand for me

i’m not sure why but you will be taking lots of pics with wilbur for sure (not necessarily you both in the photo, but of sceneries as well while you’re together!)

philza

literally a dad on vacation with his children, it doesn’t matter how old you are

need sunscreen? surprisingly has it

want a snack? probably has a small granola bar somewhere in his bag

but same with wilbur, he’s more chill like this isn’t his first time at twitchcon

omg he’d def bring you to the artist alley and just buy a bunch of fanart and stuff tho

“oh wow look phil, someone made a giant poster of the dream smp and shit!”

“holy shit that’s so good what the fuck!”

and he’s like rushing to that artist’s stall to buy a poster or print

idk why but phil seems like the person to know where he’s going all over the convention center

he probably had a copy of the directory map but yk

you just have trouble reading it bc all the signs seem to be misleading to you

nothing really crazy screams out to me of what phil would do at twitchcon besides like go to a few events, spend a bunch of time w his friends, etc

HOWEVER i could see him wasting a lot of his time at the gaming area and testing new games that are currently on the works of being developed

like “woah y/n, this vr game is sick, you should try it out!”

ngl i feel like phil would plan a visit to disneyland for everyone, like he gets the tickets and everything but once you’re at the park it’s free reign, y’all go everywhere with not much of a plan

the minors would try to cheap out phil and pay less than the others even though everyone else fully paid phil back and everything LMAO

ok but if he’s feeling nice, phil will buy everyone cotton candy/pretzels :D

and if you’re not hungry, he’d at least get you a mickey balloon

HE WILL HAVE MATCHING MICKEY EARS WITH MUMZA YES .

ALSO STAYING FOR THE FIREWORKS THOUGH OMG

just in general, best idea phil had for taking everyone to disneyland :D

technoblade

surprisingly techno is really calm despite this being like one of his first conventions

but when he finally settles in and gets comfortable, he’s showing the same energy

if you’re playfully yelling, he will yell back

however there’s still those awkward moments that are unavoidable

idk why but something about him makes me think that if you feel tired and want to go back to your hotel room, he’d go with you just to make sure you get there safe

he probably also needs a break from being around everyone else for a moment too LMAO

i could also see him searching far and wide in the artist alley for fanart of himself AHAHAH

walking around with him in the convention consists of someone yelling “BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD” every 5 minutes but you don’t really mind

something about him makes me think he’ll be forced into playing minecraft twitch rivals along with the rest of sbi or smth

and he’s like “oh god, i’m going to be on stage? and people will see my face while i play minecraft?”

“i’m sure it will be fun!”

“i mean i like being competitive and feeding my ego, but i’m not that desperate.. well”

do i imagine techno getting easily tired of being surrounded by a bunch of people and just going back to his hotel room with phil and watching some anime with him? yes

and will you watch even if you have no idea what’s going on? also yes

i feel like after a while of you guys hanging out in techno’s room, the rest of the gang will just slowly join you guys

like eventually everyone is there; you, techno, phil, wilbur, niki, tommy, tubbo, ranboo, etc

and techno is like “wha– where did you guys come from?” because his room is basically packed

and niki could be like “oh we can go if you want!”

then techno just insists that she’s fine “but who let the child get in?” clearly implying tommy’s presence

“OI!!”

eventually techno gives in with the company and someone gets a bunch of board games to play from the front desk

lots of yelling and laughing for sure

when it becomes late at night, techno is like half conscious, you’re on your phone, wilbur is staring out the window & enjoying the night view, tommy is passed out on the couch from tiredness, tubbo & ranboo is still wide awake quietly talking, and phil & niki are helping clean up the giant mess

eventually everyone brings themselves to go back to their own room except tommy who won’t budge

you give techno a look and he immediately understands what you were thinking

he rushes to the bathroom to fill up two cups with ice cold water and handed one to you

“on three?”

“okay.. one”

“two”

“three!”

then both of you pour the water on the poor child’s face

he jolts awake and saying a string of curses

“what the fuck techno? y/n too?”

“get out” is the only think techno says that before tommy rushes out with his stuff and you leave right after

a/n: i honestly can’t wait until conventions open up again though,, phil and ranboo were talking about vidcon earlier and omg.

also i kinda want to take in tommy requests but i’m not sure??? it would be both cc! and c! x gn!reader for sure tho. i love writing him to bits but who knows, maybe i’ll only stick to my ideas,, or not. send in a tommy x reader request, might do it, might not, but he’s my fav cc if you can’t tell so! :D (i dunno if i will keep it strictly platonic, but unrequited crushes and stuff are fun to write hehe,,)

edit: let’s hope i fixed all the grammar mistakes LMAO we love writing late at night :) /s /hj

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buckyownsmylife · 4 years

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v e l o c i t y - chapter iv

The one where John’s your true mate, but he doesn’t want you to be his.

In a universe where fate grants you a new mate whenever you lose yours, John has lived quite comfortably for many years with the knowledge that he was alone after Mary. That all comes crumbling down the second that he meets you. How could the universe choose someone so young to be his omega?

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A/N: Hey! We start to get to the good stuff, and that means I finally get to show what sort of modifications my A/B/O world has. If I’ve done my job correctly, you’ll get it without me having to clarify it, but if not, here’s the breakdown: alphas, betas and omegas can mate whomever they want, but only after meeting their true mate. One of the ways it becomes clear someone has met their mate is that their scent changes - as scenting is something quite popular in A/B/O dynamics. I think that’s it. Hope you guys like it!

I was so lost in my own thoughts - with a brief interception to wonder who the fuck constructs a bar that makes their client have to leave the building and walk all the way to the back of it just so they could use the bathroom - that I only realized the Alpha that was stalking me when he already had me against the wall, his lips fused with mine.

“James,” I quipped, hands simultaneously trying to push him away and pull him closer, undecided if this was the right thing to do even if the way my pussy ached just with his nips over my scent gland was undeniable.

“James,” I tried again, knowing if I didn’t get this out I would end up doing something I’d regret. I was too close to my own heat, and it’d been too long since I felt an Alpha’s hands on my body… The need I felt was overwhelming, but there was so much I needed to consider. “I think we should talk…”

His beard tickled me as he nuzzled against my neck, right where he’d threatened to leave a mark so many years ago. The memory brought shivers down my spine, and I gasped and grabbed fistfuls of his shirt when he licked it, my nipples instantly pebbling under my shirt as a whine fell from my lips.

“Oh, come on, sweetheart,” he countered, hands already traveling under my shirt to find just how affected I was from his caresses. “Remember how good I can make you feel?” Flashes from that summer were all I could think about when I closed my eyes and rested my head on the brick wall behind me, trying to gather some focus, trying to think. But underneath all of the confusion and indecision, one thing was overwhelmingly clear to me: after everything I’d been through with finding my true mate and having him reject me, I was reveling in the feeling of feeling desired at all.

Even if it wasn’t by the man I wanted.

“Yes, I remember,” I finally admitted, hands finally settling around James’ strong shoulders before I buried one of them in his long locks. And that was all the consent he needed to really lave me in his attention, sucking and licking my lips, my jaw, my neck, and shoulder, while his hands made quick work of my underwear.

“You won’t be needing that anymore,” he joked, quickly returning his lips to my scent gland, determined to leave me at least with his smell if he wouldn’t leave me with his mark - something I still wasn’t able to determine. As it were, I was much too occupied with other thoughts to consider anything else at that moment, so I just allowed him to kiss and nip all over my skin, my hips instinctively looking for more of his touch.

“God, I’ve been thinking about this for so long. Do you know how much I longed for you? I feel like I’ve been waiting for you all this time. I thought about you, about this sweet cunt, every single night,” he growled against my cheek as his fingers finally plunged inside of me, finding me wet and ready for him.

I tried to ignore the fact that he wasn’t the actual cause of my wetness, and that I couldn’t say the same about him. As much as I cherished my time with James, he hadn’t consumed my thoughts or fantasies - especially not since I’d seen John for the first time.

But I doubted those were his real feelings, anyway. He was probably just saying this for the sake of the fuck, or at the most, to convince me to let him mark me. There was no way this man, this Alpha, had spent so long just hung up on me.

“Fuck, I can’t count how many times I got off to the thought of you, but now you’re here.” Oops, guess I was wrong. “Now you’re here, and we can be together. If you want. Your scent has changed, you found your mate. You can leave him behind and come with me. I promise I can make you forget all about him.”

I was so fucking sensitive from not having been touched for so long that a few thrusts of his fingers had me cumming all over his digits, a gasp that resembled his name escaping my lips as I struggled to hold myself up. The weight of James’ words, his offer, still couldn’t be processed by my orgasm-driven mind, which now that had met some sort of release, could only think of finding another.

I never even stopped to consider how James had realized that John was my true mate, but I seriously could not be bothered to care about it then. My hands were occupied with his zipper, reaching out to touch his cock - I always did enjoy how he never liked to wear boxers - while his fingers kept fucking me to another release.

I felt one of his thumbs tap my lips and instinctively sucked on them, knowing he wanted to stop my cries from reaching innocent bystanders who could be leaving the bar in search of the bathroom or the parking lot. And it was that thought that had me realizing that we were very much out on the open, where anyone could see…

And then my eyes met his.

“Don’t mind him, baby. I bet he’s only watching because he wants to know how you like to be touched. I’ll show him, huh? Maybe I’ll even let him join. Let him taste this little pussy. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”

And just as realization struck me of what was really happening, my body starting to wiggle to push James away from me, John stepped out of the shades, his entire frame radiating waves of fury.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?”

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tatyana-dreaming · 3 years

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Met opera asks day 6

Thank you again @opera-my-beloved!! the questions just keep getting better and better! That being said this post is atrociously long :’) FAIR WARNING

Any favorite weird/funny lyrics? Bartolo, Basilio, and Marcellina’s in the Act II Finale of Nozze (musically more than anything)... oh, of course “pa..Pa...PA!” (ad infinitum) in Papageno/Papagena’s duet... Figaro’s “Largo al Factotum”... and I completely agree with @revedebeatrice and was actually screaming over that particular “---mètre” line in Hoffman from the eye trio today (idk “thermomètre” in particular just really got me)

Also hmmmm sometimes I laugh at the poetic lines in Trovatore (I was going to say only Manrico, especially during the Act II finale - “ The waves of the rivers have an irresistible force!” okay Manrico -- but then again he has his Troubadour songs too... and then Leonora gets almost - ALMOST poetic in her Act IV aria... and actually di Luna is more poetic than her, I mean, Il Balen??) so anyways I find those funny because. Haha it just is. The overly “poetic” parts just heighten the ridiculousness of the melodrama; so many other more serious operas have such less dramatic librettos and I find it funny.

What are some opera songs that make you lose your mind? Finale of Onegin (I wrote an essay about it remember hehe?) but also Olga and Tatyana’s Duet and Skazhi Kotoraya Tatyana (my beloved) and Uvi, Somnenya Net/Puskai Pogibnu Ya, and, and :) Act II finale of Nozze Act I and II Preludes of Un Ballo in Maschera (and the Act III Quintet) Un Dì Felice/Ebben..? from La Traviata Violin Aria from Les Contes d’Hoffman

So many, I have to stop there though.

Are there any Met interview moments that live rent-free in your mind? Definitely Roberto Alagna in Don Carlo (never forget that somersault!!!) and Renée interviewing the cast of the 2011 Trovatore (Sondra Radvanovsky and Marcelo Álvarez being so CUTE) also when Dmitri Hvorostovsky a) called Sondra Radvanovsky “rock and roll” in the Ballo interview, because she is, and b) when when he held ground for Onegin when Beverly Sills interviewed him with Renée Fleming by saying "I would really disagree with you, because if [Onegin] was…cold and [aloof], Tatyana would never fall in love with me. Obviously I have quite a great bunch of qualities…”

What’s an opera production that you positively rant about for an hour and a production that you could angry rant about for an hour? Positive: 2007 Carsen Onegin (I have matured though, and seen many different Onegins now, so I understand why others don’t like the set or production. Completely valid. But with That Cast, they could just sing the music in a blackbox theatre and I would say it’s the greatest production ever so. Also, those leaves ARE magic)

Negative: I really don’t have an answer for this one! Only anger/confusion for why certain productions WEREN’T filmed live in HD

Are there any weirdly specific moments from a stream/production that you love? I second @sweatershowgirl, that heel kick in Faust (2011) is glorious (so is all the drinking form beakers, haha #toxic). So many in the 1998 Nozze - Basilio’s hair pats, the pheasant triology, Marcellina’s affectionate cheek kisses, Bryn’s growls. Basically all of Kate Lindsey’s Nerone and Nicklausse.... and YES Pretty Yende and Matthew Polenzani in the 2018 Elisir... (make that Polenzani’s absolute Attitude towards Papa Germont in the 2012 Traviata)

Which opera production was the most visually pleasing to you? Too difficult! I was of course very pleased with Leaf Onegin (aka My Many Colored Onegin) because of all the colors, and as I’ve said I loved the 2012 Rusalka....Oh, of course! the 2018 Cendrillon and Traviata....absolutely lovely. WAIT WAIT also Comte Ory (all that pink and purple and of course the “nuns!” ahhh!!)

Is there any singer who changed your opinion on an opera character? I couldn’t take Leonora seriously until Sondra Radvanovsky. Mainly because her Leonora doesn’t necessarily take anything too seriously and when she does she does it with power (oops, I wrote a 20k word essay about it) (yeah I’m just tagging everything on here tonight huh)

Are there any productions you wish had been filmed but are only available in audio form (or not available at all)? Apparently Thomas Hampson was Onegin in 2009? (LEAF ONEGIN!!) And I’d love to see a full Renée Fleming/Ramón Vargas Traviata... and honestly, so many.... I’ll stick with those two since this post is already way too long :)

#hahaha i really tagged all of my posts HA #but it's a nice kind of timeline of all the Stuff I made over the year #just like all of these ask posts! I love this project so much #thank you for reading if you read the whole thing :') impressive and also I feel seen #even though I'm happy to rant all of this to myself #asks #opera asks

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bxthharmon · 4 years

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Never Go Home Again, Pt. IV || JJ Maybank x Reader

Words: 3551

Series Warnings: violence / talking about abuse / toxic relationships / talking about nudes sex tapes and sex tapes / drugs / underage drinking

Pt. Warnings: drinking / violence / the murder of JJ’s favourite rooster :(

Series Summary: A new girl, a shoebox of old memories, a past she’s trying to forget coincide with a hotheaded, but selfless, boy. teenagers getting in way over their heads

Pt. Summary: JJ, JB and Y/N investigate Ms Lana, and Y/N’s dad brings up old memories.

A/N: This is wayyyyyy longer than I expected so... oops? I was gonna have all the chapters around the same length but? oh well??? Also, i need to stop posting in the middle of the night, (it’s past 3 am where i live), let me know if you want to be tagged!

Chapters linked in masterlist.

“masterlist”

“I don’t know, man.” JJ sighed, popping a beer open, “I really fucking like her, but I don’t wanna rush it, or mess it up. Like last night, we were on the beach, talking about constellations and shit, and I wanted to kiss her so bad, and I pussied out.”

“I’d say that’s sweet, but you literally just need to do it, bro.” John B laughed. “I mean, what happened to you being the impulsive one?”

“But it’s also like, she’s super open, telling me about, like, LA and her friends, but anytime her family or the reason for her moving is mentioned, she closes right up.”

“Dude, don’t push her - she’s not pushing you. She’ll open up, give her time.”

“I know, I know. But I think it’s serious - I found police papers in her moving stuff.”

“You snooped?”

“Nah, bro! I didn’t snoop.”

“But you went through her stuff?”

“Nah, I was helping her move.”

“So you haven’t looked through her stuff? At all? JJ, something about the face your making makes me think you snooped.”

“Okay so I found a shoebox-”

“You snooped?”

“I snooped. She has a box with like, pictures of her and her mom and shit.”

“And?”

“And her dad got full custody! Her mom’s still in LA!”

“What do you think it means?”

“I don’t know, might be to do with her parents divorce. Like I said, her dad got full custody, so it was definitely something fucked up.”

John B shrugged, “Sure. But I think you’re reading into it too much.”

“I’m not-”

“JJ, chill.” John B pulled up at your house. “Let’s just go get her.”

The pair hopped out of the VW, walking through the battered front garden. JJ knocked on your door. He expected you to answer - your dad was never home and you always seemed to be the one to answer, but this time, he was greeted by the sight of a man, who looked the scruffily dressed pair up and down. “How can I help?” he asked.

“Uh,” JJ glanced at John B, who shrugged, “We’re here for Y/N, we got plans.”

The man looked the pair of them up and down. “Are you JJ?” the man asked, and JJ nodded, swallowing thickly and trying to ignore the surprised eyebrow raised that came from John B.

“Oh my God! Dad!” they heard from upstairs, “Stop! You’re embarrassing me and I’m not even there!”

“Well, JJ,” your dad continued, “Don’t hurt her, she’s been through enough without you.”

JJ looked at John B as if to say ‘I told you so’.

“Dad!” you yelled again, running down the stairs, “Stop inviting people into my problems.” you pushed JJ and John B out of the doorway, turning back to your dad, “Jeez Dad, I’ll be back later, love you.”

“Love you too.” he watched you run to the Twinkie, climbing in the back after JJ.

“God, Jay, I am so sorry about him.” You rolled your eyes, “Ignore whatever he said.”

“It’s cool.” he grinned, “But how did he know my name?”

“Oh my God,” You groaned.

“Have you been talking to your Pops about me?” he mocked, and you buried your head in your hands.

You piled out of the car, walking towards the house.

“You know what this house looks like?” JJ asked, “Whoever lives here smokes too much weed.”

“So like yours then?” You joke, and he glares at you playfully.

As you approached, you could hear glasses smashing, and JJ put a protective arm in front of you, signalling for you to slow down.

“Bullshit!” you heard from in the house.

“Maybe we should come back.” JJ glanced at you, “It’s a little too soon.”

“No, no, shut up. Shut up, JJ.” John B shook his head, walking quietly towards the house, you and JJ close behind.

“Tell me where it is,” the voice from inside yelled again, “or I’ll fuck you up!”

You could hear Ms Lana crying, and wanted to puke.

“I’ll sink you in the fucking-” the voice was shut up by a load crash, the three of you ducking next to the window and Ms Lana screamed.

“Where the fuck is it, you bitch!”

“I don’t know!” came the wail, and JJ looked at the tears building up in your eyes.

“Is it here in the house?” the crashing continued. “Is it somewhere else?”

You could hear Ms Lana begging. JJ left your side to pull John B back from the window.

“You still think we should stay?” JJ asked, and you shushed him, smacking him lightly with the back of your hand.

“The compass wasn’t in the boat! Where is it Lana?”

“I don’t know!”

You could hear the sound of wood breaking and glass smashing, like Ms Lana was being thrown around. Chips of painting were falling all over you.

“Is that paint?” JJ asked, trying to shake it out of his hair.

“Yes, it’s paint.” John B hissed.

“Let’s get the hell out of here, man.” you heard footsteps leaving the house.

“We should just go,” JJ whispered as you and John B crept to the corner of the house, “He’s got smuggler-”

“Shut up!” you whisper-creamed, whipping around to face him, forcing him to take a step back.

John B pulled back from the corner as two guys left the door. You watched them leave on a boat.

“Those are the guys who shot at us.” You pointed out. Once they were gone, you followed John B into the house, feeling JJ pull at your hand, you ignored him.

“Ms Lana,” you called softly. You darted to her side, grabbing a first aid kit from the cabinet over the bath and rummaging through it for painkillers, offering her them as John B knelt beside you “Do you need a doctor?”

“Call the Sheriff's department.” John B told JJ.

“N-n-no cops,” She stuttered, “Please.”

“Mm, that’s not good. Let’s just go.” he pulled at your shoulder and you shrugged him off.

“You shouldn’t be here.” she cried as you looked her over for any serious injuries.

“That’s enough for me, come on.” JJ grabbed at John B’s shoulder again, and you rolled your eyes.

“Wait, wait,” John B pushed him off, “What do you know about those guys?”

“They were looking for something.”

John B pulled out the compass, “Does it have anything to do with this? Do you know anything about this? This is my father’s, and Scooter had it. Why?”

“Scooter didn’t have it, okay? Don’t tell anyone that you have that.”

“Come on.” JJ urged, again.

“Don’t let anyone know that you have that! They can’t know that you have that!”

“What do you know about the compass?”

“You gotta get out of here, you gotta go!”

“What do you know about the compass?”

“Go! Get out!”

The boys ran, and you were about to follow, when you turned back, kneeling down beside the sobbing woman again. “Ms. Lana, please, call us if you need anything.” She nodded feebly, and yous sighed again, kneeling beside her again, reciting your number to her, as she nodded, repeating it. You heard JJ yell your name, and got up, scanning the wrecked house once more before jogging out of the house, following them to the car.

“... And we were right outside, like this,” JJ mimed how you had leant on the wall, “And all we hear is just ‘Bam! Bam! Bam!’ Knocking paint off the wall, G! From the inside! All right, and I’m looking at him like-”

“So dramatic.” You mumbled, Kie pulled her skeptical gaze from JJ and grinned softly at you.

“Wait, first off, look at this shit!” he shakes the paint in his hair onto the table.

“That’s dandruff, disgusting.” Kie muttered.

“Look at all that, all right? That’s paint.” he sighs, “At that point I was just like… I’m waiting for death!” You rolled your eyes.

“So you saw the guys who shot at us, right?” Pope confirmed.

“Yeah.”

“Did you get a good description of them? What did they look like? Anything we can bring to, like, a police report?”

“Burly.” JJ said simply, making you snort.

“Burly?” Pope confirmed.

“Yeah. You know, like-”

“That’s not very helpful.” Kie pointed out.

“Okay, well, no, like, the type of guy at my dad’s garage.” he sighed, “I mean you guys know he made cargo hides for drug smugglers.”

“He made cargo hides for drug smugglers?” you asked, and they all turned to you, faces telling you that now was not the time. You shrugged, “You’re explaining that to me later, okay?”

“Yeah, yes. No, we know.” Kie said, and you shook your head.

“I don’t.” You pointed out, earning a glare from Kie.

“Well I can tell you with full confidence, these boys, these killers,” he took a dramatic puff of his vape, “they’re square groupers.”

“They’re square groupers, like, narco square grouper?” Pope asked, “Like Pablo Escobar square grouper?”

“You guys,” Kie said, “Not everything was a kingpin movie.”

“So what does this square grouper look like, specifically?”

“You weren’t there!” JJ yelled.

“-because apparently you don’t know what to look for!”

“Dude,” You interrupted, “in fairness, we weren’t taking little mental polaroids the whole time. We were under duress.”

“But I can tell you,” JJ took back the centre-stage, “I can tell you from the way Ms Lana was screaming, that these guys are serious, serious hombres, man.”

“Hardcore motherfuckers.” You added.

“It’s a heavy vibe right now, okay?” JJ sighed, “I’m not liking this very much.”

“Why do they want the compass?” Kie brought the logic back.

“It’s a piece of shit.” Pope confirmed, “You couldn’t pawn it off for five bucks if you wanted to. No offence, John B, I know it’s your family’s-”

“The office.” John B interrupted. “My dad, My dad’s office.” he led you through the overly cluttered house to it. “He always left the office locked because he was worried about his competitors stealing his Royal Merchant research. We used to laugh at him all the time, like he was actually gonna find it, but now that he’s gone I’ve just kinda… I left it as he kept it.”

“Yeah, for when he gets back.” Kie nods as he unlocks the door.

“I’ve slept over here like six hundred times and never seen this door open.” Pope points out, and you all crowd in.

John B shows you all the history of the compass, showing how each guy died while they had it.

“Sounds like there's a recurring theme there.” JJ points out.

“Dude,” you look up from the corkboard, you and Pope sharing a glance, “You have a death compass.”

“No I do not-” John B argued.

“You have a death compass.” Pope confirmed.

“Seriously dude, just get rid of it.” JJ nodded. “It’s cursed, and it’s made its way back to you.”

“Look, my dad used to talk about this compartment in here, soldiers used to hide secret notes,” he sat down, untwisting the compartment. Kie pointed out some writing on the lid. “This is my dad’s handwriting.”

“How can you know that?” Pope muttered, full of skepticism.

“Because he does these weird Rs, see-”

You stopped paying attention, the continuous sounds of the rooster doing your head in. you looked out the window to the hen house, the shack blending in to the woods behind - well enough for you not to notice it until now. You looked over to the pontoon, and the HMS parked next to it. You scanned you eyes over to the beaten track to the front of the house, the black car breaking the pattern of greens and browns. “Guys,” you mutter, watching a car pull up. “Guys!” they looked at you. “There’s a car outside.” they walked to the window, squeezing beside you and peaking out.

“Guys, guys is that them?” Kie asked, “Is that them?”

“This is suboptimal.” Pope stated.

“Jay.” you turned to him, he didn’t hear you. “JJ!” you grabbed his arm, “Where’s the gun?”

“Gun?” he frowned, “Uh, I, uh, I can’t-”

“Now you don’t have the gun,” Kie panicked, “the one time we need the gun?”

“It was in my backpack, and then I-”

“On the porch.” John B guessed.

“It’s on the porch.” JJ confirmed. He went to leave, immediately backing straight into the room again, shutting the door after him. “Where’s the compass?”

“Where’s the gun?” John B shot back.

“They’re on the front porch guys.” he whispered.

“We gotta leave.” You swallowed.

“Guys, the window. The window.” Kie said, pointing to the sill. JJ and Pope tried to pull it open, but it wouldn’t give.

“What’s happening?” You asked, “Why is it taking so long?”

“It’s painted shut,” JJ snapped, “Okay?”

You stepped back, Kie grabbing a letter opener to cut the seal. You could feel yourself starting to hyperventilate. “Fuck, fuck, fuck!” you whispered, watching the window get pried open. As the door got kicked repeatedly.

JJ helped you all through, letting you out last, and then pulling the window shut behind him as the door bust open. Crouching, he pulled you along the side of the house, making a run for the henhouse. Once inside, you looked at him for the first time, sat in the hay, and he pulled you into the crook of his neck, eyes closed, steadying his breathing.

You watched the two men load the van, Kie panicking about shutting the rooster up. JJ reached forwards, two hands around its neck. You closed your eyes as the crowing stopped, and JJ let the dead rooster fall to the ground. The car doors shut. You could see Kie sobbing next to John B, and JJ looked up at you, both of your eyes full of horror and shock, breathing heavily.

“Fuck.” you whispered, for the hundredth time that day.

When you got home, you had a shower, changing into a pair of gym shorts and a hoodie. You wanted to refresh yourself after the eventful day you’d had, and food sounded like the perfect remedy. You went downstairs to find something to eat, and your dad was sitting at the kitchen counter, nursing a beer.

“Hey Dad.” you chirped, rummaging through the brightly coloured packets in the cupboards.

“Hey honey.” he responded, his tone colder than you were used to. You turned back to him, not bothering to swing the door back shut.

“You okay, Dad?” you frowned. He nodded slowly.

“Those boys,” he started, “From this morning, who are they?”

“John B lives down the road, and JJ’s his best mate.” you shrugged, not understanding the big deal. You turned back to the snacks.

“Y/N, honey, you need to be careful.” he insisted.

“I know, but it’s not like that.” you assured him, throwing an empty sweet packet in the bin, noticing the piles of cans inside. So he was drunk.

“Y/N,” he warned, “You can’t be friends with them.”

“What do you mean?” you frowned, your smile fading, “It’s chill.”

“No, Y/N, it’s not.” he stood up, “This is just how it started with Tyler.”

Fucking Tyler.

“Dad, they’re nothing like Tyler.” you countered, “Even if there was anything there, neither of them would hurt me like that. Trust me on this, okay?”

“But I can’t fucking trust you, can I?” he exploded, “Last time I trusted you to be ‘Just Friends’ with a guy, you decided to be a fucking slut!”

You stepped back, surprised by the uncharacteristic outburst. You could feel tears building in your eyes, threatening to spill over. Your throat felt thick and dry, and your face was contorting in your efforts not to cry.

“That’s not fair, Dad.” your breathing was ragged and shaky.

“Isn’t it?” he shouted, knocking the stool backwards. You stepped away, knowing he wouldn’t hit you, but scared that he might.

“Fuck you.” you mustered, the first tear sliding down your cheek, the dams opening for the emotions you had been pushing down for the past two months. He lurched, and you began to run up the stairs. He stumbled after you.

“Always running, huh?” he chuckled to himself, “From fucking Tyler,” he followed you through the bedroom door, “from your mom,” he watched you grab your phone and keys, “from this fucking conversation?”

“You were the one who ran from mom. Not me, I didn’t want to leave! And you decided I couldn’t deal with going back to school without even asking me! I’m stronger than I look, Dad! I could have managed, moved on! But no, you wanted to run! You!” You dodged past him, running to the door, letting him follow you into the street. You pulled your bike from the garage, vision blurred from crying. He stood on the doorstep, shouting profanities at you as you peddled away, unsure of your path.

You found yourself on JJ’s street. The houses were bungalows, squat with gardens that reached far back. His was rundown, unsurprisingly, from what you’d heard about his dad. There were weeds creeping onto the paved path to the door, and the porch was battered, some of the posts broken and splintered. The house felt dull, depressing, the kind of place that felt riddled with bad memories even if you’d never been there. You pulled your phone out, the white light making you squint in the darkness, as you sat on the cold curb, your butt beginning to ache. You pulled up his contact and pressed the call button, letting into ring until you were invited into his voicemails. You hung up and tried again, only to be answered with the same result. You looked at the house again. No lights visible from the front were on, and the windows were dark. You called again.

You kicked your bike, and it squeaked slightly as the gears and chain clattered. You pushed yourself up, grabbing your bike from where it lay on its side in the middle of the road, and made your way to the rickety sire gate, pushing through and onto the overgrown paving. You dropped your bike on the patchy grass next to the path, and stepped onto the porch, knocking lightly on the door. You stepped away, looking back over the frail neighbourhood. You heard talking inside, and the latch on the door clicked.

The door opened an inch, and after a pause, it opened all the way. JJ stood in front of you, still in his shorts and top from earlier, but a confused look decorating his features. You hardly hesitated to pull him as close as you could, inhaling his smell and absorbing the feel of his shirt against your hand. You pulled away, this time his face was a conflicting mix of worry and bliss. He stepped away, grabbing your bike and wheeling it to the back, reappearing and taking your hand, his thumb rubbing softly over the back of yours. You let him lead you, slowly and quietly, past the sleeping man on the sofa. You didn’t fail to notice the beer bottles and alcopop cans. You could almost feel the shame radiating from JJ. he guided you to his bedroom, shutting the door softly and turning off his games console. You stood in the small open space, taking in his unmade bed, and the clothes on the floor. You noticed the collection of band, gaming and surf stickers and posters, and the shelves of random shit, some of it useful, some of it decorative, some of it pointless. He had countless DVDs, CDs and a few bits of merch. He sat down on the bed, tugging on your hand lightly to indicate that it was okay for you to do the same.

“Are you okay?” he asked, smoothing your hair down.

You shrugged, not really sure yourself. “I’m sorry, I don’t really know why I came here, I just needed to get out of the house.”

He nodded like he understood the feeling. “Y/N, you know you can talk to me about anything, right?” you looked at him, eyes glassy, “Like, I’ve known you a couple of weeks and I can tell you went through some shit, and I get that it takes time, but if you need to talk or - or get anything off your chest, I’m here. Like, I’m not gonna judge you. I just, I haven’t known you long, but I want you to trust me, because I wanna help you.”

“Can you just give me some time?” you whispered, “Everything still feels pretty raw. I mean, it’s been a couple of months, but it still feels really present. I just, I wanna sort it out in my head before I invite someone else into it.” he nodded again, “I’m sorry.”

“You got nothing to be sorry for.”

He stood up, grabbing some joggers and a t-shirt for you to sleep in. You changed, and he held you the whole night, still having you pulled close in his arms when the morning rolled around.

Tags: @tangledinsparkles @jellyfishbeansontoast @lolitstiana @ilikealotofpeople-younotsomuch @teamnick @thoughtsofthestars

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wolfsgravity · 3 years

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I can’t sleep so I’m just thinkin’ about my range of Pokémon romantic F/Os. This series has meant so much to me for so long, and I know F/Os from that source make up a decent portion of my list. I’d feel more embarrassed about it if I didn’t make it abundantly clear that Pokémon is one of the most pervasive influences in my life from an exceedingly young age.

I just. I dunno. I find my collection of Pokémon series F/Os so interesting.

I’m just gonna ramble a bit.

I’m going to talk in Generational order, because my 1am brain couldn’t decipher a more cohesive timeline if it tried.

Giovanni is a funny one. As a kid, his character in the show intimidated me a little. But I really loved Team Rocket on some level. They were my first Pokémon villain organization, and with the Gen III games having Aqua and Magma, I decided pretty early that Team Rocket was my team. I had a stint in Magma since when I was young, I thought I’d specialize in Fire types, but eh it didn’t stick. No team really stuck nearly as much until Team Skull! So I had a lot of time for my intimidation from Giovanni to evolve into a fearful respect, to a mild devotion… by the time I played Let’s Go! and Ultra Moon, I was more than a little excited to see him in game. As in, I would quietly cheer when he appeared on my screen, in some weird giddy manner. It was only a matter of time before I realized I was crushing hard.

Steven Stone (he has a full name so more often than not I use it when referring to him) probably didn’t make the biggest impact on me in the original Gen III games? Hoenn was my favorite region for a while (in part due to pre- “Hoenn confirmed” hype), but he didn’t have a huge role in Ruby/Sapphire. Maybe I noticed him first in Emerald? I wish I could remember my real first inkling of crush on him, because I just remember when I played Omega Ruby… I was already obsessed with him. He showed up for the first time in game and I squealed. I spent the whole game seeking him out and already making romantic passes at him in my around-19-year-old head.

I am counting Grovyle for this, but it bears repeating that my S/I for the Pokémon Mystery Dungeon games is a Pokémon too. Those Mystery Dungeon games enamored me as a teen! I got to BE! A POKEMON!! So I probably got Explorers of Time/Darkness for DS not long after it released in 2008. I was so excited to have Gen IV Pokémon to be and battle and recruit, ugh, this game meant so much to me. I will always remember being part of Wigglytuff’s Guild super fondly. And like, as I am super susceptible to mental role play, putting myself in my characters shoes (or lil toe beans I guess) has always been second nature for me. So a dashing Grovyle just jumped into my silly life and was the most honorable and misunderstood character and I am not even joking when I say I fell for him in my first playthrough. And I’ve played through it a lot. I was always jealous of Celebi. I hate every Dusknoir I see to this day. *chefs kiss* Good game.

Gen V is “oops all F/Os” Gen, where to even start..

Just kidding, N is the obvious choice to start for me. He was love at first sight. He just, ugh, he cares about Pokémon SO MUCH. I literally don’t know how to even expand on this. He literally rode the Ferris Wheel with the player character in the game, and I WASNT supposed to interpret that as a date? Wack. It was a date. I love him so damn much. Next question

Elesa comes next because I’ve always thought she was stunning. I mean, duh I guess, she’s canonically a model. Also, Electric types are in my top 3, behind Fairy and somewhat tied with Fire, so she was a woman after my own heart. Her Emolga kinda wrecked my team and I respect that. Also, she loves puns. So again. Woman after my own heart. The only reason she’s still listed as Crush and not as Dating is because she intimidates me. She’s out of my league and I worry she’d only see me as a friend. Well, not “only”, her and Skyla are bffs and that also looks fun. I just. Can’t imagine her romantically being interested in me sometimes. Heh.

Grimsley was a crush that came on yeeeaaaars after his Gen, and it hit me like a freight train. I swear, he made very little impression on me in B/W, because I was young and I was just excited to possibly see N again as champion. I was a little shit, okay. I also never played B2/W2 all the way through, which is a huge stain on my Pokémon record. Anyways. When he showed up in Sun/Moon, I gasped. I was like, that’s a familiar face. Why is he hot now? (The answer is we was always hot, and I just had a few years to grow between games). But like, I kind of tamped it back down? I think I legit tried to tell myself around Sun/Moon era that I can’t keep finding Pokémon characters hot, because I was drooling over another one in Moon. Anywho. Grimsley kept popping up as fanart on my Tumblr dash for a while and by the time I pulled him in Pokémon Masters, I slipped into love. Whoops.

Professor Sycamore, probably not my proudest moment of fandom. He was another one I liked from the very introduction. I made fun of him in equal measure, but I affectionately referred to him as “Professor Hotdad” for an embarrassingly long amount of time. He’s not even the oldest of my Pokémon F/Os. One of my other Pokémon F/Os is canonically a father. But nope. Sycamore was Hotdad. That all said, he did make me smile like a crush-stricken schoolgirl when he talked in game so it wasn’t all just memey objectification. I do love him dearly.

Gen VII! Alola! Guzma! Oh man, like I’d stated earlier, Team Skull really nestled it’s way close to my heart the way no team had since Team Rocket. It wasn’t all because of Guzma, I really did like the group of ragtag misfits banding together and creating a family. Guzma was icing on the cake. Oh boy, he made my heart do funny little flips even when he was threatening me in game. I loved his design, I loved his character, the way he talked, I just. Ugh, I was down bad for ya boy in Moon and Ultra Moon. He’s actually the inspiration behind my main blog url: its-ya-boi-remington. The “Y’all are stupid!” line and face lives in my head rent free at all times. Guzma protection squad.

(Nanu isn’t a romantic so I won’t talk about him here, just know I’m not forgetting him!)

Leon was, believe it or not, my actual first Gen VIII crush. I saw that fashion disaster and felt a warm comfort from him. It didn’t help that I mentally read every character in Galar with some UK/British Isles accent, that sweetened the deal. I was actually gushing to a couple then-friends about Leon while we all played Sword/Shield together and they kind of mocked me about it. They chided me that Leon “doesn’t bat for my team” and said either of them would have a better chance with him if he were real. So I was a little downtrodden about Leon after that for quite a while. It wasn’t until a couple months ago when suddenly it hit me that A- He’s literally fictional and my version of him can like me regardless of what “team he bats for” and B- I’m nonbinary? So rules get thrown out the window, anyone who likes me is both a miracle and some kind of gay whatever way you spin it. So I let myself warm back up to him, though I’m still a little skittish from before.

Piers, I guess, as awful as it sounds, was initially a crush rebound. Like, don’t get me wrong, I’d have been attracted either way. He’s a musician, a SINGER no less, and has that emo/punk vibe. But he’s also gentle and kind. Swoon. But it helped that I had my crush-feelers out full-force for a cutie in game to obsess over since I was still butthurt about my “friends” killing my crush on Leon. Obsess I did, and continue to do. I could probably snap this man over my knee like firewood he’s so lanky, idk why I put that in here but it’s staying. Piers is the one I most imagine jamming out with on a regular basis, and it makes performing for no one a bit more fun 🥰

I’m finally getting tired, I feel like I’ve been typing this for an hour. I probably have been. Ah geez now I gotta tag all these F/Os lmao. Thanks for letting me ramble.

#all my Pokémon romantic ships ahoy #ship: darkpoppunk #ship: it’s ya bois #ship: despite being french #ship: natural number one #ship: da boss’s favorite #ship: she’s electrifyin #ship: taking a gamble on you #ship: I got lost in your eyes #ship: time stops for you

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leoxxii · 4 years

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fic writer interview

tagged by - @frill-shark !! I WAS TAGGED IN JANUARY BUT I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO DO IT SO UM. OOPS AKDBKABRWJ

name - hi hello im leo!! i also go by hawk & spooky! hawk is my fursona's name and i used to use spooky a lot while playing among us and got attached to the nickname :o

fandoms - uhh usually i don't write for that many fandoms bc my hyperfixations come and go akbflabrkw but currently i write a lot of subnautica and warrior cats! i also used to write a bit of dbh but uh. my interest in that game dropped HARD i cant even force myself to play it let alone write it anymore so akrhkavrkwhr

where you post - just ao3 😔✊ i usually post links to my writings on tumblr but other than that yeah just a03 :o

most popular oneshot - a jerry-centric dbh thing i wrote like 3 years ago now? it has about 500 hits! its the oldest thing on my ao3 besides my warriors stuff and a03 is not a v popular source of warriors content akfnksbrowbr

most popular multi-chapter - my subnautica: survivors au! first thing since my wattpad days that ive felt genuinely happy with and im glad that other ppl enjoyed my niche little au so much!!

fics you were nervous to post - LITERALLY ALL OF THEM TBH. im always kinda nervous to post content but ive gotten a lot better at being less concerned with it recently! although if i had to choose one uneven odds brought me a lot of trouble bc its That specifically catered to myself. i rewrote it like 3 times just to try to get rid of all the embarrassing parts and i refuse to re-read at all KABDOABROABE

how do you choose your titles - i dont i just close my eyes and spin a roulette wheel and see what happens. FR THOUGH i dont rlly know i just kinda.. choose a phrase or word i like (survivors, the last warriors) or sometimes i use song lyrics (uneven odds, a world alone)

do you outline - yes but im awful at it sjfblavrowvriw. i write very VERY vague outlines that are half shitposty and completely useless as an outline to anybody except for me. i often stray wayyy off the outline too and the story almost always ends up no longer following the outline and i free-write by like half way through 😔✊

favorite story ive written so far - as i mentioned above, red survivors!! the entire series is currently at over 125k words altogether and its been so much fun to write and talk about with its readers. its the first multi-chap fic ive finished in YEARS and im so happy ive stuck with it bc it means so much to me, these characters and their world and interactions make me so emo all the time

complete - out of the 6 i have on a03, 4 are finished! granted 3 of those 4 are oneshots bc im typically not that good at finishing multi-chaptered ones. and this number only includes the fics ive finished enough to get a single chap at least out so um. LABDKABDKBA

in progress - i usually only work on 1 fic at a time so i don't forget about one over the other so im only rlly working on a world alone rn! i am planning a remake of my old warriors story so that's technically in progress ive just been really really slow with it,,, oops

coming soon - ok ok actually i have another subnautica themed thing planned where its like a collection of one-shots of characters on the aurora! i rlly want to further explore and expand the survivors au characters and ive been thinking of a few different scenarios that i could write about,,, might never get finished but im hoping to start writing it once awa is completed! sometime this year if all goes well 👀

prompts - i used to take prompts all the time omg, now i never rlly get any :( but i mean hey, ill try to do something for most prompts if anyone is interested… 👀👀

tagging - uhhh idk how many ppl i know are writers buttttt lets see um @ryttu3k @io-wall @stellar-starryy @flamefoxcat @warriorofkungfu !! no pressure to actually do this tho y'all!!!! i honestly have no idea if some of u write at all but ur all cool ass ppl so yeah!! thabk you for reading ilu all have a good day im embarressed over talking so much byeee !!!!

#i used to have a wattpad account but i havent used wattpad for like. 6 years now at least #i was thornthecat and i wrote almost exclusively fnaf content. likr so much fnaf. i had like 8 different fics going on at the same time and #i kept them all updated at least weekly #i wrote so much fucking fnaf and i cannot remember ANYTHING about all those fics #except one had a self-insert that showed up at like thr final chapter to say a couple lines #and i then immediantly get hit by a car and die #WHICH IS SO FUNNY IN HINDSIGHT WHY DID I DO MY SELF INSERT SO DIRTY AKRBSORBISBD #ANYWAYS YEAH FUN ASK GAME I LOVE THESE THINGS I JUST NEVER GET AROUND TO ACTUALLY DOING THEM #BC I FORGET SO EASILY 😔✊

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theravencawsatmidnight · 5 years

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Inferno Chapter Two

Part Three 🔥

Yandere! Dabi

A/N. This is kinda long oops. This series is more of a build up to the big picture unlike Ice Box. Thank you for reading! (All parts under Inferno tag! Chapter One can be found under the Icebox tag! )

The chips Dabi gave you were heaven in a bag compared to the hospital food. Youre stomach was satisfied and youre eyes were watering from the taste. You were so content, even if it was for a brief moment. Nothing mattered right now. Not the pain youre arm was giving you , not the distance from youre family and peers , nothing. It was bliss.

The rest of the day was pretty boring , except youre nurse seemed a little more distant than usual. She asked how old you were and if you sign some papers . You refused and the look on her face changed from false concern to annoyed. She explained that it was important but you did want to sign without reading first. She left the room in a huff and you tried to forget about it . Night time rolled around and you laid in bed rubbing youre arm watching the moon shine outside. Little did you know though , that youre door was open slightly and someone was watching you.

The next morning youre nurse came and dropped off youre pills and left. You tried to stop her to tell her youre arm was hurting but she ignored you slamming the door. You flinched looking at youre bandage . The cloth under it had dried out and itched a bit . Should you do it youreself? Whats her problem? She forgot youre breakfast again tio. You sighed down at the pills before taking them and looked outside, forming little ice cubes in youre hand.

Youre stomach was angry by the afternoon , you could feel the pills and water sitting in youre aching empty stomach . You did not want to call the desk but... you were feeling light headed with little to no food besides the chips. Where was Aizawa? Did he not care......did anyone care....

The door creeped open and you smelled WacDonalds. Instantly youre head turned and youre stomach ached. You heard the door shut and a ‘click’ sound. It was Dabi , the nurse from the floor under you. He had a bag of food with him.

“Dabi!!! “ you sat up feeling youre mood skyrocket to the moon. He cared, he was the only one who cared.

“Hey Y/N , hungry?” He chuckled holding the bag up walking over to you. He pllaced the bag next to you and went to the other side of the bed inspecting youre bandage. It was turning a ugly red color and leaking under the cloth.

You dug into the bag whining in total bliss. The fries the burger the soda... all of it was euphoric to you. You looked up at Dabi thanking him over and over he only smiled behind his mask and pat youre head.

“Of course Y/N, but you seem awfully hungry. Did youre nurse get you breakfast? And this bandage looks.. not good.”

“No she.. started acting weird when i would not sign a paper for her yesterday. After that happened she got more distant with me. “

“Y/N, ill explain after you eat so just enjoy youre food. Im going to check youre mark.”

He sounded.. angry. Like he was gritting his teeth. But you paid no mind to it as you dug into youre delicious food. Dabi cut the bandage off and had to pry the dried cloth off of youre arm. The mark looked worse now , it was irritated and imflammed again. You looked at the mark and you felt youre mood drop and you had flashbacks for a second..

That laugh.. his grin.... “Youre doing so good Y/N! Im almost done...”

You whined and Dabi looked at you, he cupped youre cheek gently turning you towards him . “Ill clean this up for you. But you cant have it wrapped till tomorrow.”

“Sure..” you were lost in his eyes . Those striking blue eyes.

You had finished youre food after a few minutes tossing the bag and empty drink in the nearby trash bag while Dabi cleaned youre mark. It stung.. a lot and you were really starting to think it would never heal. After Dabi finished he went to the other side of the bed sitting down, he was leaning forward, his elbows on his knees and his hands together.

“Y/N... they want to put you in psych ward..i heard the nurses. They think you are crazy, they dont believe you did not do this to youreself. “

You leaned towards him to fast and youre lungs did not respond well. You caughed hard and Dabi got up grabbing you. He sat down on the bed holding youre head to his chest .

You cried and dug youre hands into his scrubs shirt. “Im not crazy... it happened.. it really happened i... i dont know what to do.. no one even comes to see me anymore.”

Dabi pet youre head and lifted youre chin with his other hand, he stared in youre watery eyes and you moved youre lips closer to his. Dabi moaned pulling you closer squeezing you for a second .

“I know youre not crazy Y/N. .. “ he pulled away bringing his hand up to his mask slipping his index finger in at the top. “Listen Y/N. Im going to show you.. me. I dont want you to be scared.”

“Why.. why would i be scared?” You were flustered and aroused, you wanted more of this man and you could not think straight.

Dabi pulled his mask down revealing his scars and staples. He looked down . “Im a monster”

You grabbed his hand making him look at you.

“No.. no Dabi. Youre beautiful. A beautiful man.. who understands me. Cares....”

He chuckled pulling you back to him. He kissed you gently and lovingly.

Crack.

Did you just hear something? It felt like something broke off. Probably nothing.

Dabi hugged you , a very devilish smirk across his face.

Slowly Dabi let go of you getting up, you grabbed his hand and he fixed his mask. “I will be back tomorrow. Promise” He said soothingly. You frowned letting go and watching him leave. Tomorrow, he said he would be back tomorrow.

That night youre nurse was clocking out and going to the front entrance , she left going to her car and saw Dabi leaning on it.

“Uhm excuse me? Can i help you? Where did you get those scrubs?!, ive never seen you at the hospital before!!!” She asked scared

Dabi held his hand up , blue fire dancing in the center., “youve been neglecting my precious Y/N.” The fire shot to her instantly catching. He pushed himself off the car walking down the street and lighting a cigarette.

#dabi x reader #yandere dabi #inferno #Icebox #ice box

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kpopbread · 6 years

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🌟 How Nct 127 would cuddle you 🌟

Yes this was requested but i forgot to copy the request oops

HELLO MY BAGUETTES WELCOME TO ANOTHER LONG AND AWAITED EPISODE OF “will this actually get in the tags?” T-T it’s kinda sad tbh but yesss I’m back hello hello I’ve finished my mocks now!! Well, by ‘finished’ I mean I’ve done most of them but I have one German mock left but the school forgot that I was a student that had to do it so now I’m not doing it 😂 lucky escape tbh I legit fell asleep in two of my mocks lmaooo

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Taeil:

Aww I think he would enjoy hugging you and being more dominant but every now and then, when you were both super tired from work and stuff, he would love you cuddling him from the back (like spooning) like he would just flop on the sofa and just wait for you hug him (and you would know that’s what he wanted you to do because y’all would have a weekly hug time or something like that LMAO) this would also happen the other way round (you’d switch positions)

Johnny:

B i g spoon

Might accidentally crush you

Taeyong:

Kinda awkward and lanky at first, but he’d get more confident after a while and it would be the softest and fluffiest thing ever,,, he would squeeze you and be like “this is nice, let’s do it more often~”

Yuta:

You would both promise it would just be an innocent cuddle but it always ended in you two smashing

Doyoung:

Surprising shy at first! Even when he wasn’t being shy it would still be a gentle sort of cuddle- he’d probably be super caring and play with your hair lightly or something

Jaehyun:

Ya um, you’d be lying down, he would be facing you straight on and he’d do one of those beautiful smiles and you’d feel proper nervous and intimidated by his attRAcTiveNesS and then he’d just pull you in for a hug- his arms would be pretty strong so you wouldn’t be able to move away not that you’d want to ;)

Jungwoo:

Jungwoo is so fluffy!!! You’d both be cuddling 24/7 and if you were standing he would creep up behind you and give you a backhug and rest his head in the crook of your neck (is it called crook?? god it’s been ages since I’ve written stuff like this)

Winwin:

He would act shy but would shock you at how strong his arms were; he’d embrace you like he was holding the most valuable thing on Earth- gentle and caring yet protective also I think people forget how strong winwin must be?? Like he was a traditional Chinese dancer right those peeps have to be strongg

Mark:

Lol little mark lee here would be lowkey highkey awkward like I can imagine him being like “uhm, yeah. so like pfffFFTtttttt I CANT WRITE THIS IM CRINGING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT

Haechan:

LOL ok donghyuck would also be pretty awkward but not on mark level awkwardness kinda just a tiny bit awkward at first but like Tae he’d build up some confidence and hug you properly

I think it would be an even (?) hug. SO like you’d both be hugging each other with the same strength so it’s quite a heartwarming hug~

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WHY DO THEY KEEP ON ADDING MORE MEMBERS TO NCT 127 I THOUGHT IT WAS MEANT TO BE A FIXED UNIT IM GETTING CONFUSED

#nct reactions #nct scenarios #nct 127 #kpop reactions #nct mtl #nct #nct 2018

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sheismental · 6 years

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how it’s supposed to be - tom holland (chapter IV)

CHAPTER I \ CHAPTER II \ CHAPTER III \ CHAPTER IV

→ “You know we’re supposed to be together. I knew it the first time I saw you, and you know it, too. I know you do.”

pairing: tom holland x fem!reader.

summary: the way things are supposed to be are not always the way things are.

warning: tHERE IS SO MUCH FLUFF HERE and foul language so watch out for that

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Tom parks outside of y/n’s building. The drive from the diner to her building had been silent, his conscience filled with guilt - but still there was a feeling of relief going through him.

You glance at Tom. “You should come up.” You mumble and he looks at you confused.

“Oh no i should go back to my hotel.” Tom replies, shaking his head and you huff playfully.

“Let me clean the wounds, Holland. It really is the least i can do.” You explain softly and he gives you a lopsided smile as he fiddles with the keys of his car. “Fine, darling.” He gives in and you smile as he turns off the car and both of you walk out of it, his hands are stuffed in the pocket of his jeans and you shiver as the cold air of NY hits your skin.

You take out the keys out of your pocket and you shudder as Tom’s hands rub against your arms - He smiles without showing his teeth as you warm up a little.

“You know that what you did is going to cause some serious drama, right?.” You say and he shrugs as he bites his bottom lip.

“He shouldn’t have cheated on you, y/n.” He states, no hesitation in his voice as you two walk into your apartment. “Perhaps i shouldn’t have reacted the way i did, but-.” He clicks his tongue. “Nah i reacted just the way i should have acted.” He chuckles and you roll your eyes playfully as you motion him to sit on the kitchen stool.

“I bet your agent is going to think otherwise.” You state and he rubs his hands together as he shrugs - giving you an innocent smile, you take out an ice pack from the freezer and hand it to Tom. “You look like shit, Tommy.” You assure and he gives you a ‘seriously’ look.

“Well i was punched on the face once or twice.” He replies, pressing the ice pack to his face and feeling his muscles relax just a bit.

You run over to the bathroom and find the first aid kit, grabbing the box and taking it straight to the kitchen aisle. Tom cocks his head to the side, his curls following his direction as he stares at you, your hands taking out the alcohol and some cotton balls.

“Please tell me you are not putting alcohol on my lip, darling.” He pleads and you smirk.

“Who would have thought that Spider-man would be afraid of alcohol.” You tease as you take a step closer to Tom and he narrows his eyes at you.

“I’m not afraid, but when i have the chance to avoid it -- I take it.” He explains.

“Too bad i’m not giving you a chance.” You state and he pouts and you hit his arm playfully. “Don’t move or it will hurt more!.” You scold as you dip the cotton ball into the alcohol just a little bit. You reach over and cup his jaw with your hand, he is slightly stunned at your touch - But he relaxes, staring at you as your eyes are focused on his lips. He notices how your mouth agapes and your tongue grazes the top of your teeth, and that almost makes him forget about the stinging pain on his lip as you press the alcohol to it. almost.

“Oof.” Tom whines and blinks. You laugh lightly and press the cotton ball up and down, the previously dried blood now coating the surface of the white ball.

“You’re such a baby.” You tease as you leave the cotton ball in the kitchen counter, he continues pressing the ice pack to his bruised eye and cheek. “Let me see your knuckles.” You demand and he grunts as raises his hands - You take them between your smaller ones, noticing how the veins on his hands pop - Dried blood coats his knuckles, they are scrapped badly, and you can’t tell if it is his blood or Nick’s.

You bite your bottom lip, taking yet another cotton ball that had been previously dipped in alcohol. You take one of his hands softly, pressing the cotton ball to every single one of his knuckles - He feels in cloud nine as you do it, your actions so careful and soft, making sure every knuckle had been cleaned. Tom has forgotten about the pain as he glances at your parted lips.

You repeat your actions with his other hand - The room completely silent apart from both of your breaths. You carefully finish cleaning his knuckles, and grab his hand as you lock eyes with him.

“There you go, it wasn’t so bad was it?.” You ask softly and he stares at you breathlessly. His other hand reaches over to your face, your faces at the same level - You stand still, your breath catching as the palm of his hand cups your cheek and his fingers touch your ear slightly.

You are both conscious of your actions, but it feels like a dream. You are both lightheaded, and in the blink of an eye your faces are only inches apart.

“Maybe you can kiss it better, darling.” He whispers as his breath hovers over the surface of your lips, and you want to - you really want to kiss him, you want to kiss it all better. Your rational thoughts were thrown out of the window as you press your lips against his lips.

He sighs happily as he moves his lips against your soft ones, his hands tangling on the back of your neck as your hands run up his bicep, tugging at his shirt. Your body in between the space of his legs as his hands roam toward your lower back, his thumbs caressing your skin as he brings you closer to him. The kiss leaves a numb feeling on your lips as you pull your face only inches away from his.

Locking eyes with him was the most glorious thing you could of done, seeing the way his eyes sparkle makes your heart beat out of your ribcage, his cheeks flushed as one of his curls falls helplessly onto his forehead.

You take a deep breath as he tilts his head to the side and the biggest foolish grin grows on his lips, showing off his perfect white teeth. His cologne fills your nose and you bite your bottom lip.

“Go on a date with me.” He mumbles and you look at him startled, he chuckles at your reaction. “I mean it, y/n. I know you’re going to say it’s too soon but believe me when i tell you that for me, it feels like it has been an eternity.” He confesses and you swallow the lump on your throat, his eyes look at you sweetly as both of his hands intertwine together behind your lower back. “Just go on a date with me, darling.” He pleads and your heart and mind races.

Surely you had thrown all rational thoughts out the window before crashing your lips agaisnt his, but now all of those thoughts had appeared racing faster than a speeding bullet. His heart races after moments of you not replying, he leans over at you - Laying his forehead against yours and closing his eyes, waiting for your answer.

You feel his breath fan over your skin, making shivers go down your spine. Your hands reach over his hair, running your fingers softly through his curls - Making his knees weak and stomach turn.

“Yes.” You breathe out and Tom’s eyes shot wide open, you raise your gaze and lock eyes with him as a playful smile appears on your face “Let’s go out on a date.” You reply softly and his smile grows over to his eyes as he pecks your cheek feverishly.

“You won’t regret it, i promise.” He rambles and you laugh softly, his strong arms wrapped around you and bringing you to his chest for an embrace.

And as you lay your head against his chest - hearing the fast pace of his heart, you know he means it.

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tags: @choke-me-sweet-pea @taylorjrs13 @ooopsharry @spidyboyholland @imatrisk @distantsmiles @xallyouhadtodowasstay @thelyinglady @sterolinelover13 @nihilistisright @sangstersvalentine @roses-hxlland @exposingrande @keilanimelton @oops-is-my-life

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threeracha · 6 years

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𝚜𝚘𝚏𝚝 𝚋𝚒𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚊𝚐

tagged by: @skzlove ILOVE U CJ

tagging: @jinnielovebot @himeaegyo @hyunjeno @hyyunjinn @bangchans @realstraykids @hyunnlix @bangchant @felixeslee @channie @luvknow @jeongingf @district9sgf @xiupch @vitaminhwang @1ovbot

who is my bias?

perhaps hyunjin

what’s your favorite thing about them?

HIS EYE SMILE, the way he gets all awkward like he wants to bury himself n never surface again whenever he has to be cute, HIS SELFIE UPDATES, eye mole, his dancing, that thing where he stares into the camera on stages n kills me, HIS VOICE, HIS TEETH, HIS GIGGLE, UGH his DUALITY, when he eats,,,,hhhh,,,,,is this a k*nk i jsut , when he stares at his fansites for a LONG second before doing a heart or something, when he hugs jeongin ;_____;, I COULD GO ON 4 TWELVE MORE YEARS but yeehERRRKRR

who would initiate skinship more?

i think i would even tho i dont wanna admit the actual SOFT I AM UGH like i dont like hugs but if i am Not Hugged Ima Needa GotDamn SNIKCERS

BUT AT THE SAME TIME hYUNJIN IS SO NATURAL W SKINSHIP ITs UGH

who would hog the blankets more?

UGH ME even in the most humid, hottest, scorching days that are basically feeling like satans actual aSS ,,,,, i need to WRAP.ME.UP, in ALL THE BLANKETs ;;;;

who would be more clingy?

hopefully neither like i like attention occasionally but i also need some of that SPACE n i feel like my mans jinsus would understand n would appreci8 the same

who would say ‘i love you’ first?

o me man i lov tellin ppl i lov them ALL THE TIME LIKE its some sort of dISEASE i feel like

what cuddling position would you two have?

o this is like such an awkward question honestly omfg but ig like my fav is when i can put my head on ppls shoulder or chest or smth n their arm is around me so i can still use my phone n they can too n yeah it’s a win win situation in our generation 4 sho 4 sho LMFAOOFOA

which colors remind you of them and why?

peachy orange ! it’s a very bright / light kinda color i suppose n who doesnt just think of ALL TIHGNS PRETTY N GOOD when u think of hyunjin n peaches / oranges :(

which season would you like to spend with them?

fall / winter? i hate snow like SO MUCH HONESTLY but i hate unbearable heat / rain even more n i have minimal allergies in the winter so im not wheezing and crying 50 hours a day during those seasons

who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

we would bake cookies tgt n eat the batter TGT

which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

i liv for making bad jokes :( hyunjin would probably call me a headass, catapult me out the window, change the locks on the doors, change his name, change his hair, get a new id, and pretend he doesnt kno me when i crawl my way back

who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

TEAM EFFORT.

which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

WHO MICROWAVES A POPTART??? we eat that shit Raw IN OUR HOUSE >:[

who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

hyunjin would b leaning but im not pullin him bacc yall im so scared of like SKDJFLSJ DYING LIKE THIS ugh if any1s ever been to chicago n like yall kno the bridge over the grandriver on michigan ave???? THE SIDEWALK HAS AL THESE LINES IN IT SO U CAN SEE ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE WATER AND ITS SO SCARY i practically crawl going across i cannot HANDLE THAT SHIT IM i omg i just its so ;(

what would watching a horror film with them be like?

i LOVE SCARY MOVIES SO MUCH like im still scared but ye itd b lit bc ik he doesnt like them so like ima HECKA PROTECC JINSUS

who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

LMFAOO actually ive been told im a smooth flirt (even tho i never mean what i say ;_____; oop) BUT OMG i feel like jinsus would b smooth too tho ngl LFMOAFAOOF BUT OUR INTERACTION WOULD SOMEHOW NOT COME OUT SMOOTH-

who is more competitive?

hyunjin. i cannot compete in anything it givs sm STRESST TBH LIKE I SLKDJFLKJ GUHGHkflJ

who would be given constant reminders? (don’t forget your keys, remember to eat, etc.)

BOTH? IM FORGETFUL?? BUT I DONT FORGET WHAT OTHER PPL GOTTA DO fFFLFKFJLFKJFJ we lov priorities in this house ?___?

who sends memes and who sends cute ‘i miss you’ texts at three am?

I THINK WED BOTH BE BOTH i get so emo sometimes n also i combat emoness w memes n i think hyunjin would b like ugh BITCH mood

#tg:done #tHANK U FOR TAGGINE ME CJ THI IS SO CUTE

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ao3feed-creek · 6 years

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Finding Somewhere

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2OkkeSi

by twitchytweek

Tweek's been gone for four years, and predictably the hectic world of South Park has moved on in his absence with little care for the shaky spaz that once held an amount of significant influence. Trees still grow, flowers still bloom, and people still breathe in without a single thought cast his way. But things have a funny habit of falling apart, sometimes in just the right way, and he comes back to places and people that have grown around his influence, that remember him without knowing him at all. People change, places change, but it's very rare to forget entirely, and he's very quickly pulled back into the habitat that he was so certain he belonged to once upon a time. Now he's stuck wondering if this is really what he wants anymore.

Welcome back, Tweek. Welcome home.

Words: 5359, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: South Park

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Tweek Tweak, Craig Tucker, Tricia Tucker, Kenny McCormick, Clyde Donovan, again others will be mentioned in passing probably, but i think those guys will be the most significant, speaking of those guys, Token Black, Jimmy Valmer

Relationships: Craig Tucker/Tweek Tweak, others might be mentioned in passing??????, Clyde Donovan/Craig Tucker (one-sided)

Additional Tags: Hi this is going to be fluffy but also, yall ready for pain, bc i cant have fluff without extensive s u f f e r i n g, I swear, i do it out of love, sweet sadistic love, alternatively titled, Projection: The Fic, Oops, also there wont be smut bUT, there will probs be makeouts with like, a very tasteful fade to black, everyone in this fic will be around 17/18, so if that squicks yall out be safe, also maybe........... implied???? self harm, nothing graphic shown again, update schedule might be wild too sorry, Please Forgive me, also suggestive language and lots of cursing because yall. theyre teens., ive been a teens, teens Say Things, many many characters will be mentioned but not shown extensively bc this is a creek fic but trust me, if i could, id write a chapter from the pov of literally every character, bc i love the it, but itll mostly be written from tweek's pov with a few others v rarely, there are brief mentions of:, Drug Use, Alcoholism, Abuse, Mental Illness, so again be safe

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#Tweek x Craig #Craig x Tweek #IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic

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rqs902 · 6 years

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bias explanation tag

ok so @banana-jiayou tagged me to do this about one month ago and me being the forgetful person that i am, am just getting around to it now!!!

nini actually tagged me to talk about either my banana or my mr-x bias, but because i still consider myself as “developing” my bias order in mr-x (altho anyone can probably tell im leaning towards luo zheng) i’ll go with banana kids!!

you may know already, my banana bias is Lu Dinghao 🌞🌞

(i dug deep into my #ludinghao tag to try to piece together what i can remember of what happened hahahha)

the rest will go under the cut bc i think this is gonna get kinda long....

Idol Producer Era

you may have seen me rant about this in my tags before, but I really did not plan on watching Idol Producer... at all. I watched p101s2 and it wasn’t the greatest experience for me (kenta and youngmin were my favs ;;;) and so I wasn’t too keen on starting another extremely similar show, because I had little hopes that the kids I’d like would make it to the end, so I thought the show would just end in disappointment for me again.

but! *drumroll please* cue chen linong! (i promise, im getting to dinghao, itll all make sense eventually LOL)

so I forget why, but maybe when I was just on the internet, I heard a LOT about chen linong. (even my friends who don’t watch ip who are just normal taiwanese kids HAVE HEARD OF chen linong. he’s honestly THAT popular in taiwan that regular people who dont care about ip know his name - its crazy!) so i heard he was taiwanese and I heard he was super popular and tons of people loved him. so what did i do? I went and looked up his audition video bc i was like wtf why is this kid so popular?? whats so special about him??

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so one audition video, one intro video, one upward!trainee video, and a couple of douyins later, i was officially committed to watching idol producer for chen linong.

the next step, what do I do? go to wikipedia (LOL) and search up what other taiwanese boys are on the show. i immediately notice 3 of them are from banana ent and banana ent actually also has a malaysian child. (which was super interesting to me too bc i have a lot of friends who are southeast asian and southeast asian representation is super cool!!) and so i watched all of the 5 other taiwanese kids’ intro videos and upward!trainee videos. I’ll be honest, at the time none of them stood out to me as strongly as linong (I just love love love smiley guys, and linong’s personality was so strongly taiwanese and so down-to-earth in his audition video, i just couldn’t resist!) but from there, bc 3 of the 6 taiwanese kids were in banana, I knew to look out for the banana kids.

fast forward to episode 2, I watch the banana audition perf and dinghao sort of stands out to me because i usually go for the “happy/ mood-maker” member in kpop groups, so when he introduced himself as “小太陽陸定昊” i was like oo who’s this? also im soft for boys with the curved lip smile thing heheh and so in my curiosity to find out who he is, i look him up and find his instagram! (i didnt have weibo yet) and I start seeing pictures like these and I’m like oh my goodness he’s beautiful :o

but i think julie (@qinfour) was one of the first people i talked to about this, but one of the reasons why i usually like “happy/ mood-maker” members is because I feel like I can relate to them (ie: dinghao) bc I feel similar to them. In high school i was seen as the crazy hyper happy one and people actually thought that i was constantly happy.... all the time... which is impossible. so it was hard for me at times bc when i wasn’t feeling happy, people would discredit my feelings, or as soon as I stopped smiling, people would be like omg whats wrong with you?? so to me, seeing idols who are like that, having a happy, fun exterior but are actually insecure / experiences hardships inside, makes me feel like i can relate to them.

so anyway, so after ep 2 im already like kinda interested in dinghao (but also still interested in linong and the other banana trainees, but he’s on my radar) and so ep 3 rolls around and this HISTORIC xinfan ep from Feb. 2nd comes with it:

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(in the original video, the banana part starts around 8:36) and from watching this and dyING of laughter at zhangjing being adorable and sassy and dinghao being HILARIOUS, i was like ok i like them, they’re my fav banana children!! (even tho neither of them are taiwanese and i only became interested in banana in the first place bc they had taiwanese people LOOL) and you may be wondering, what about yanjun?? he was really funny in that video too?? but actually yanjun didn’t stand out to me until around “ai ni” bc he was in the same group as dinghao maybe bc i just didnt get his humor as much??? HAHAHHAHA like zhangjing and dinghao were like SO FUNNY to me but yanjun i was likeee okayyy (i love him and his humor so much now, but idk i just didnt get it back then?? LOL oops sorry yanjun) but yea, it wasn’t until “ai ni” that i started noticing him and then gradually it snowballed into i was MADLY VOTING FOR YANJUN by the the final ep and SUPER EMOTIONAL when he made it into the final 9, like my body was shakinggg, i was so happy !!! (i was MUCH happier with the result than i was with p101s2!)

but anyway, back to the point, I think around this time was when i found out about the “rock the show” mv (it was actually released beforehand, on 1/29 and the dance version 2/6??), and I think i freaked out to violet (@zhu-xingjie) like !!!! wtf is this ?!?? its so good omgomg (something along those lines, at least ;;;) and then after watching the mv i was like ok im def gonna be a banana stan wow they make good music, so talent, super funny members, much visual wow

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(tumblr only lets me embed youtube videos, but you can find the official video in HD!! here and the dance version here. id highly recommend watching both if you havent already!!!!!!! the dance version has more closeups???? and i felt even more attacked than i thought was possible after watching the official video???)

and so basically from there, I became a banana stan, focusing on lu dinghao and you zhangjing. and ofc i love zhangjing to bits and he’s so warm-hearted and adorable, but I think I’ll always feel the most connected to dinghao, which is why he became my bias.

some other moments that led me to love him:

his mini chinese lesson because i also struggle with “zhei” but also since then, ive discussed with nini on multiple occasions how weird dinghao’s chinese is?? hahahahahha its like hard to understand sometimes??

4/9 banana boys discussing getting rid of fans at the airport !!!! this is actually one of my favorite videos because LU DINGHAO IS HILARIOUS!!! SO EXTRA WOW

the entire banter with yanjun during the “ai ni” era bc he finally got more screen time!! and also he showed how good of a friend he was to keep voting for yanjun until he just really couldnt anymore

nursery coloring class with chaoze bc dinghao is ridiculous??

during the hot pot ep, just watch for any clips of dinghao and he’s probs doing something ridiculous

the banana family scene from the “boom boom boom” era where dinghao shows his insecurity, bc it was a moment where i felt i could really connect to him, as a flawed and normal human who isn’t happy all the time

fun fact: I think this banana boys post was one of the first i ever translated, probs bc beibei was leaving and im soft for that boy too and bonus you can see in my tags that im already dinghao trash at that point bc i freaking had 芝麻糊 for the first time (and bought it with my own money!!) bc of freaking Lu Dinghao !!! (about two weeks later, i bought a whole pack of it at the grocery store....)

but anyway, so “that’s how the story goes” (gotta include a zzt reference heheh) of how dinghao became my bias... i tried to keep it as relevant to dinghao as i could? lol and i also could be remembering things wrong LOL but basically post-ip, all that’s changed is that i’ve realized dinghao is even weirder than i first realized HAHAH BUT I STILL LOVE HIM.

some additional fun moments:

this interview where he describes roasts all the other banana trainees

watch “sawadika banana” if you havent already and you’ll get some GOLD dinghao moments like this crazy mess and other hilarious shenanigans

idk if its been subbed yet, but this bazaar interview is one of my fav dinghao / yanjun / zhangjing videos bc theyre so funny!!! i was literally laughing the whole time, its so fun to watch c:

im not gonna tag anyone else to do this, because it does take quite a while (3 hrs for me LOL) but its fun if you have the time to reflect back and if anyone wants to do it, id love to read your story as well!!

#ludinghao #mine #sorry it took me forever to do this nini!!!#i did my best to keep it dinghao centric altho i still strayed lol #i wanted to include more pictures but my internet wasnt cooperating so i had to take them all out lol sad...#thank you for tagging me nini!! this was fun to do c:#translation

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kkamist · 6 years

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tags (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

ok so ive been tagged in different tags by different people ,,, nd have procrastinated on actually doing them ,, so i decided to compile all of them in one post !!

warning: this will be a v long post ,, read only if u wanna ,, know more abt me i guess (why would u lmAO)

fact tag?? i guess

rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better and answer the questions

was tagged by maria !! @s0ftminho ♡ඩ⌔ඩ♡

Relationship status: single

Favourite colour: yellow,, peach,, nd black

Top 3 ships: oof idk?? oo nomin probably !!

Lipstick or chapstick: i dont use them :”)

Last song: im listening to gfriend - rough rn!

Last movie: spiderman homecoming hAHHAHA ( i was doing a mini marvel marathon bc my dad had the movies and didnt ! tell ! me ! but i uh stopped there lmao )

Top 3 shows: i dont watch shows often,, but i do rly like knowing brothers, night goblin :”) nd its dangerous outside the blanket! oooo theres also cafe amor that is p cute too !!

Currently reading: ok if manga counts, kimi no todoke nd bnha ,, if not ,, waking gods by sylvain neuvel (but i paused like ,, last yr prob hAHHA)

kpop + music tag!

ok so i was tagged by @01yoonjin to do ,, both of these tags if im not wrong,, and @maetaamong tagged me for the music shuffle tag and @hyuunjins tagged me for the kpop tag thingy aha

music shuffle tag

rules: put all of your phone’s music library – no playlists! – on shuffle. list the first ten songs that play. bold the song(s) that lift your mood and italicise the song(s) that makes you the most emotional. then tag ten people!

mad city - nct 127

campfire - svt

us now - vixx

hold me tight - bts

talk me down - troye sivan

paradise - nct 127

too good - troye sivan

grr 총량의 법칙 - skz

another world - nct 127

blue - troye sivan ft alex hope

kpop tag

rules: answer the questions!

1) 5 favorite groups?

skz

nct

nuest

sf9

2) Top 5 on your bias list? (no particular order)

hyunjin

(lee) chan

(lee) mark

chanhee

jr (jonghyun)

3) Ult Bias group and why you love them?

oof ok i,,, dont know? im not the type to actually Stay ulting a group?? like ill stan then ,,, then,, get into another grp,,, yeah,,,, im not v loyal aa my friends always ask what grps i stan and im liek ,,,,, idk,,,, i stan a Lot,,, (that was a real convo between a new friend i made weeks ago) but i guess,, atm its skz? their music is,, my taste? like the meaning of it nd all,, and uh theyre also v v fun to b with,, there isnt a moment when i dont smile whenever i see one of their vids or during their vlives :”) tbh what i like the most in groups i stan is their humor lmao,,, like if theyre v funny, i automatically love them even more :”))

4) Ult Bias and why you love them?

again,,, idk man,, i dont think i even Ult hAHHA ok but i ,, rlly like bae jinyoung nd chani hHAHHA ok but also ,,,, hyunjin. that boy,,,,, id do anything for him tbh ,, also bjy wasnt even mentioned in 2 but,,, i rlly love him ,, like idk,, i dont stan w1 as much now but ,, whenever i see him im like :-))))) (same goes for chani aa) fiuwe idk y i like them sm tho aa

5) Favorite Kpop Meme

iiiiii dont have any guawdeij

6) Favorite pic of your ult? (I dare you to only pick one)

ok what,,, i dont even know my ult hAHAH

7) 5 Favorite Kpop MVs

dont stop - twice (this is in jap tho,, does it count?)

nuest - daybreak

blooming days - exo cbx

you&me - kisum

go - nct dream

8) 10 Favorite Kpop songs?

vivid - loona/heejin

heart attack - loona/chuu

singing in the rain - loona/jinsoul

scentist - vixx

boss - nct u

rollercoaster - chungha

shine - pentagon

blooming days - exo cbx

trigger - vixx

my valentine - vixx

nd a lot more auief

9) Favorite Kpop crack video?

oof i dont watch crack often-

10) Favorite content creator within the fandom?

all of them!! :”)

11) What fandoms would you say you’re an active member of?

aa atm the sk fandom !! i was q active in the svt fandom in my main blog but i dont make content anymore :-( i do want to b active in other grps (like nct nd sf9 nd mayb nuest) but i dont have enough Commitment to run other blogs at the same time :”)))

12) Take your top 3 biases- fmk

these arent my top 3 but-

F(riendly convo with) - murk leeeee

M - oof tbh id marry seungcheol or mingYU OmG :-)))))))) hes not my bias but ,, hes such husband material tbh ,,,,,,,,

K - lee chan bc he,, keeps Killing me w those looks even when im tryna stan another grp ughrei

13) If you could be best friends with any idol, who would you choose?

chani? or chenle!! for chani ,, we’re q similar nd we both like chicken !!!!!!!!!!!! so yes. for chenle ,, we’re also kinda similar but we def have the same humor ,,, which is always great :^)))))

14) If you could date any idol, who?

hm,,, tbh these days ive been feeling Soft for mark (lee) nd !! also bjy ,,,, ahHa im sorry hyunjin yshvriIHFED

15) What’s one Kpop album you think everyone should have listened to?

vixx - eau de vixx bc nO ONE i know talks abt it :-((((

16) Are you a soft or a hard stan?

swoft??? or medium idK HAHAH

17) An idol that makes you go into soft mode?

100% hyunjin,,, Also bjy.

18) An idol that makes you want to smash the empire state building with one single punch?

o man is also hyunjin aLSO mark lee :-))))))))))

19) Favorite vocalist?

oof hm,, defo seungkwan ,,, seokmin,,, basically svt’s vocal team :-))) oOF reading this again ,, yo haechan???? God tier vocals,,, pls stan nct :-)))

20) Favorite Rapper?

oo ok so i watched high school rapper nd i really like osshun? nd oH bang jaemin :”) aa i need to watch s2 soon jgafiue

in terms of idols, defo 3racha,,, theyre So Good uiahrfiu

21) Favorite dancer?

aAA in terms of girls: cHUNGHA!! for boys its ,, basically all of svt performance team nd,, ten and taeyong- (i like a lot of dancers its hard to choose ifajoiwe)

22) Things you have in common with your ult?

ok i,, dk my ult but ill just do it w the idols i put in in that q - for hyunjin i feel like we ,, both struggle w cooking lmAo nd have troubles waking up early :”) ,, actually now that i think abt it,, were both v quiet nd shy but when u get to know us? were v Loud nd savage (same w bjy nd chani) also again ,, chani likes chicken, i do too so :-)))))))

23) The mot beautiful trait any idol can have?

hm,, confidence? it takes a lot for someone to just go on stage and sing/dance etc,, like i would Never b able to do that- (proven today: had a skit and had a shaky voice the whole time , also laughed alot oops)

24) Songs that will always make you jam along?

vIVID by heejin nd singing in the rain by jinsoul nD ALL THE OTHER LOONA SONGS-

also rock by skz !!!!! nd nd omg rollercoaster by chungha nd,,, scentist by vixx nd many others hAHAH

25) Your worst wrecker?

in skz its ,,,,,,,, ***** :-)) also nomin have been wrecking me these days ,, rip

26) Any kpop concerts you’ve been to?

0 bc my parents wont let me :-(

27) Favorite choreo?

there r too many-

28) Favorite live performance?

also too many- but i do like concert performances where the fans sing along too- like those Hit me in the feels everytime (eg: smile flower - svt!!!) iahfnie (does this even count lmao)

29) Favorite debut mv?

adore u- svt !! (3rd anniv coming up ihHIWU)

30) Recommend a rookie group

skz obv, loona, unb ,, (g)i-dle !!

31) A kpop song you could listen to every day for the rest of your life?

there is a Lot but prob vivid - heejin hAHAH I RLLY LIKE THAT SONG AUWIFHIAU

20 question tag!

rules: answer 20 questions and then tag twenty people you want to get to know better

i was tagged by em !! @realstraykids (´∀｀)♡

name: hazirah (oo name reveal :^))

nickname(s): haz

zodiac sign: scorpio

height: i am smoller than em ,, barely 5 feet :-)))))))))

languages spoken: ok ,, eng, malay, arabic, uuuh tiiiiiny bit of chinese and im now (kind of) self learning korean :^)

nationality: singaporean

favourite season: ok we dont have fall in sg,, but fall !!

favourite flowers: baby’s breath!

favourite scents: the scent of fried chicken :-)) or fresh laundry ,,, also petrol smell :-)

favourite color: i answered above but yellow, peach nd black

favourite animal: shiba inus !!

favourite fictional characters: mmmm kacchan nd aizawa nD TODOROKI IFIAEUR HOW COULD I FORGET HIM O Mg frm bnha !! also baz nd simon frm the book carry on, simon by raindow rowell (one of my fav books tbh) ,,,, also tanaka frm tanaka kun is always listless bc hes goals tbh. ALSO oMg USUI TAKUMI FRM KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA OH MY GODUIHF

coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: ok in cold countries i Always get hot chocolate,, here in sg i always get green tea,, or ice lemon tea sometimes :-)))

average sleeping hours: 5-6

dog or cat person: both but more towards cats tbh

number of blankets you sleep with: 1

dream trip: the world !! or like japan/england ,,

blog established: feb 1 2018

followers: a number :-)

random fact: mmmmmmmm i broke my fast w two of my friends last night nd caught up w each other nd im v happy :-)))))

nd thats the end !! (not really,, theres like 2 slefie tags but i have 0 pics oops) but if you read through all this,, congratulations,, you probably know me more than my classmates :-))))

#tagged #about haz :o #i actually wrote some of these beforehand #so idk how accurate this is hHAHA #also for the bias thing #im bad at explaining/elaborating so descriptions r short nd stuff #i apologise ayugfbuwe

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