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꒰ 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐘 ꒱ 변의주

summary : after a stressful work day, you come home to a sweet date and confession from euijoo

genre : fluff, slight-angst, jpop-idol!ej x afab!reader tws : slight mention of misogyny, minimal angst, language author notes : ej loml word count : 1.4k

you felt a physical ache shooting down your spine, your legs hurting every time they'd press against the pavement. you sighed, shutting the door to your car and going to grab your things from the back. it had been an unusually stress-filled day; multiple people yelling at you and critiquing your dancing skills.

you knew being a choreographer wasn't an easy task, however multiple people—specifically men—would tell you that you weren't meant to be as successful as you were; more than you'd have normally apprehended. they told you that women weren't meant to choreograph men's dances. or that your moves were too promiscuous for them and fans would never appreciate the art because of it.

however, you knew you were good. hell, hybe hired you as a full-time choreographer, it just sometimes gets into your head on bad days such as this.

tears pooled in your eyes, blurring the backseat of the car as your trembling hands fished your bags from the leather. you slung them over your shoulders, grabbing at your keys and locking the door with a couple beeps. you felt tense, almost too much to move quickly, and your stomach churned whatever you had had for breakfast almost twelve hours ago now.

begrudgingly, you entered your apartment building and made your way to the ninth floor. the fluorescent lights mixing with your already blurry eyes made you practically blind as you fought with unlocking the door, your key-jingle echoing throughout the tunnel of a hallway. you swung it inwards to reveal the small mud-room, spotting an unfamiliar pair of nike dunks—too big to be your own—and recognized them as being the only other person who had willing access to your space: euijoo.

you felt a relief form goosebumps over your anxiety-splotched skin and you sighed out shakily. you set your things down and slipped your own shoes off. you didn't even realizing the smell wafting from, you presumed, where your kitchen was as you stepped into a pair of neatly placed slippers. before you had a chance to fully enter your own home, your smiling not-yet-boyfriend was stopping you. he blocked the end of the hall, shielding you from the mess you assumed he had made.

"did you set a fire?" you joked, watching his eyebrows furrow at you. his palms went to your cheeks and you leaned into the touch subconsciously. he examined your skin, shifting your head from side to side without words.

"what?" you asked when he let you go. "do i look funny?"

"not particularly," he stated, making you scoff in his direction as a smile broke out across his lips again. "but, were you crying?"

you didn't think any tears had slipped out of your eyes but you were also too busy noting the pain that coursed through your body to notice the streaks that had painted your cheeks. you knew it was no use to deny what was obvious to him—never being able to slip anything past the man that was oblivious to almost everything but you.

“yeah,” you revealed, a puppy-frown adorning his lips at your words. “it was a stressful day. i’m sorry if you had something planned for us, i’m just really—i don’t know…” your eyes began to well again, forcing the faucet to twist. “upset?”

“it’s okay,” he stated, pulling you into an embrace that warmed you as you cried quietly into his shoulder. “you can tell me it all, and after that we can watch a movie—also, you know i can’t cook to save my life—i bought your favorite pizza.” he pushed you back by your shoulders, grabbing your cheeks and wiping the tears away. "does that sound okay? do you want to do that?"

the gentle aura of euijoo was almost intoxicating—suffocating you in a comfort that had your senses calming down as if he was a sedative.

you could see the stars—scratch that—touch the stars with him. you knew he’d give you anything you could ever dream of. he’d be your night in shinning armor if that’s what he knew you wanted; however he’d settle for being the shoulder you leaned on for comfort, the arms you fell asleep in, the ears that you confided in. he’d settle for anything if it involved you.

he didn’t ever make you feel like your trivial worries weren’t worthwhile, and you knew he wouldn’t even speak over you if you began to rant. so, in the hallway of your apartment, you let the tears and words fall freely. “euijoo, why does working have to be so hard? this industry is so fucking ruthless—i swear i’m just trying so hard to make a living. i have rent due, and i need this dance for enhypen to be perfect otherwise it’ll be problems for me. but i don’t know if i can keep up with this lifestyle anymore. i don’t even know if i want to.” it felt a million times better to finally admit what you’ve been thinking of. “dancing isn’t fun anymore. it’s not the same as when i first started. it’s too much pressure now. i just want it to be enjoyable again. i just want to be happy when i choreograph, but i’m just not, and i don’t know why.”

he kissed the tip of your nose gently, staring with—if you didn’t know any better—love in his eyes. you huffed, feeling an honest bit of irritation rise within you; you didn’t know why he had to be so perfect, standing in your hallway, holding you close, thinking of only you, when there was literally billions of other people on this planet. but you also knew that, despite your self-consciousness, he’d reassure you a thousand times over that you were more than enough to him.

“you… you’re so goddamn perfect,” he put both his hands up defensively. “i don’t even deserve you—to come home to you.”

your wording had made a slight blush creep over his features. he knew what he had planned for your impromptu stay-at-home date, he knew that he desperately wanted what you subconsciously spewed out, he knew that it was becoming irritating not being able to call you his girlfriend when asked what the two of you were.

he never much cared for labels until it came to you. he respected your proclaim to take things slow when you first started whatever this was, but nevertheless he was only human and he thought you two were moving too slow at this point.

he took ahold of your hand, dragging you to the kitchen in an attempt to get you from ranting about how much you cared for him (because it ultimately flustered him.) and, honestly, you were grateful because, from the time you had began work until this exact moment, you hadn’t eaten anything besides some applesauce your grandmother had made and sent you from america.

“babe, the food is getting cold. i know i said i’d listen and then we could eat, but i’m starving—i’ll listen, but i gotta eat before i die.”

you laughed, watching him sit in the chair he self-proclaimed was his, and take a slice for you and himself. sometimes you forgot that he was just a man at the end of the day, a simple creature in its’ purest form, but at least he didn’t forget to feed you.

you took the pizza, putting it down on the plate he’d set up even before you’d gotten home. “it’s okay, i feel better now.”

he looked up through his hunched position, mouth full. “you do?”

“yeah,” you admitted, letting a moment of silence resonate. “you make me feel better so… thank you?”

he giggled, almost shyly, burying his face in the food once again, in an attempt to stop from professing his undying-love for you right now, instead of at the right time.

he finished his pizza as you had just began to eat, a comfortable silence falling over the apartment. he had the same loving look in his eyes, a deep-shade of pink flushing your upper-cheeks. you felt, what seemed like relief in his presence—a calmness that you believed you could never grow tired of. to you, he was perfect. you were convinced you could never see him any other way. he wasn't your boyfriend, but he had already ingrained himself into your personality.

you two complimented each other the way lovers in a fluff-filled romance movie would, the way constellations and wishes did, the way the sun and moon did. you had to practically swallow down the church bells that threatened to ring every time he'd catch your gaze.

all you two had to do was finally make it official, and after the feeling he instilled in you, you thought it couldn’t possibly be as hard as people made it seem. euijoo kept you breathing like he was the air that filled your lungs. the daily-anticipation always filled your heart to the bittersweet brim, only waiting for the day when it would overflow—though, in the past, maybe you were both too shy to ever say anything—but now, you could see the surface tension at its max.

“euijoo?” you asked cautiously, wiping your lips on a napkin as his attention refocused. he hummed sweetly, causing a small chuckle to escape your lips. you both knew that he was lovesick for you, bewitched, head over heels, but neither of you jumped to admit it.

silence took over, your chest caving slightly as you two locked eyes. you swear he could read your thoughts, and you weren't as scared of that as you used to be in past relationships. you wanted him to know everything you thought about him.

“i love you.”

“can i be your boyfriend?”

you spoke over each other, and then neither one of you jumped at the others proclamation, literally too stunned to speak. you just stared at each other like if you looked away the other would disappear.

his eyes grew ten-times their size. “y-you love me?”

however, you had decided to speak against his words once again. “you can be m—you go first, im sorry.”

“i love you, too.” he stated, making your lip pout-out at the way he looked so goddamn adorable. “i wish I would’ve done this sooner, oh my god, i had this whole thing planned out and—“

“it's perfect—you’re perfect. i love you more than the word love could ever insinuate.”

“you can’t ever stop saying that now.” he shook his head like he couldn’t believe it. “seriously? how’d i get so lucky?”

it was rhetorical, though you still felt the desire to refute it. he was mad that he hadn’t asked you to be his girlfriend sooner, your claim only making his stomach swarm with butterflies. he was in love with you before he even knew what love for another person was, but now he was convinced it would never feel the same if it wasn't you.

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[yumartist]

Mr.Children - CROSS ROAD

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[misakolove]

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[nazars]

Written and Composed by mk All Rights Reserved by mk(NAZARS)

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[jpopstreaming]

🆕 「 OSAKA LOVER」 by EASTA, Naothelaiza, KUJA Available for streaming worldwide!🌐 Added to our weekly playlist 🎧 https://spoti.fi/3lgjH73

[kpoplrcfiles]

[Mini Album] ITZY (있지) - KILL MY DOUBT

[Mini Album] ITZY (있지) - KILL MY DOUBT ITZY sets their minds free in seventh mini-album KILL MY DOUBT! After going on their first world tour CHECKMATE, Ye Ji, Lia, Ryu Jin, Chae Ryeong and Yuna gear up in voguish styles for their new comeback with....

ITZY (있지) – KILL MY DOUBTRelease Date: 2023.07.31Genre: DanceLanguage: KoreanITZY sets their minds free in seventh mini-album KILL MY DOUBT! After going on their first world tour CHECKMATE, Ye Ji, Lia, Ryu Jin, Chae Ryeong and Yuna gear up in voguish styles for their new comeback with title track CAKE. Track List: 01. BET ON ME02. CAKE (*TITLE)03. None of My Business04. Bratty (나쁜 애)05. Psychic…

[proudfreakmetarusonikku]

Hey while you’re all excited for the sonic movie coming out in December (understandable) did y’all know that there’s a sonic movie from the 90s you can watch on YouTube for free right now while you wait? And it’s really fucking good?

Like, are you excited for cool fight scenes and animation? This film has gorgeous Sonic CD inspired traditional animation and extremely well choreographed fight scenes! Do you like the character interaction? The dynamics in this film are really adorable and funny, and also really fucking emotional when they want to be. You here for the awesome music? There's so much Sonic CD inspired goodness in this film I can’t talk about it enough, plus what I think is the first example of having an awesome lyrical song for the final battle in Sonic history (it’s jpop instead of rock though lol). And- let’s be honest- are you here for some good old enemies to lovers the inherent homoeroticism of having a rival goodness? Well, Sonadow wasn’t a thing that existed in the nineties, but can I introduce you to the world's most gay ass Sonic storyline with Metonic instead? This film is literally canon Metonic soulmate au, it’s what made me ship them And Only Them Out Of Any Ship Ever it’s so fucking good like this movie is gay as shit it’s great.

And did I mention that it’s free on YouTube uploaded in full yet? And is unlikely to be taken down bc it’s in Copyright Limbo? That's right, you can watch it right now for free for an hour of your time well spent! Just click on the link and have a blast! https://youtu.be/bxs3YujqVN0?si=7-a_GxElrKZLZllm

[pienbitchchan]

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name: amber/amby

age: adult

pronouns: any (i'm genderfluid)

black lifestyle jirai (don't mind fashion jirais, just be respectful)

dni: racists, transphobes, and fatphobes (trying to lose weight but still)

tw/cw: weight loss talk, general venting, csa and abuse mention, anxiety talk, fictional gore, yanderes

posts: vents, reposts of jirai or anime stuff, no tw

go to my ed page @shionrocks for all that. i want more moots!

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fav characters: kenpachi, grimmjow, yuno gasai, rena ryuguu, shion sonozaki, subaru and ayato sakamaki, aomine daiki, kagami taiga

fav shows/movies: bleach, knb, diabolik lovers, saw, when they cry

fashion i do: jirai kei, subcul jirai, tenshi kawai

fav games: assassin creed, bandori, saints row, sonic

fav music: jpop, kpop, numetal, cold wave, etheral breakcore, west coast hip hop

jirai moots are well appreciated!!

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[abby-howard]

I don't think I ever posted this here 👀

It's a playlist I made to listen to while working on Episode 4, the Reese parts in particular.

Hope you enjoy!!

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I think Reese is the only character I can comfortably make a playlist for, bc this is basically the only kind of music I listen to. I have general vibes for other characters tho!

🎵Stella would be Sad Indie Girls (Lesbian flavor), which Tony could probably take a good crack at (his Spotify is 90% Sad Indie Girls and 10% DragonBall themes).

🎵Kaneeka would require vast knowledge of anime OSTs and jpop that I simply do not possess, possibly with some new wave mixed in. I can imagine her and Reese hanging out and listening to New Order together.

🎵Avery listens to Plantasia on vinyl.

🎵Oscar would have some flavor of dad rock, remnants from his wild long-haired youth. Plus mournful latin music, which he sings along to on car rides with Rosalina, like his dad did with him (she doesn't appreciate it now but she'll think of him every time she hears it until she is the one singing along and embarrassing HER kids)

🎵Tabitha is tough bc she doesn't "get" music, so it'd have to be vibes-based only (rather than being stuff she would also listen to). And her vibe is dark folk. I do have Folk Music Knowledge (acquired by growing up in the south), but I mostly listen to old shitty recordings of songs about spurned lovers, not modern dark folk (lesbian flavor or otherwise).

Anyway those are my thoughts on the characters' playlists/music tastes. It's fun to write this stuff :3

[vampyrluver]

About Me!

Hi! I am writing this to get rid of my carrd and have this replace it as a pinned post is much easier to update than a carrd site.

My name is Cal or Vampi <3

24 / any pronouns / Black / Aquarius sun, Libra moon, Gemini rising (I know...triple air sign...)

Resident Vampire lover, also aspiring academic. But im actually quite lazy and bad at reading. Currently Majoring in Anthropology with a Minor in Mythology and folklore, with my main focus being supernatural folklore and African folklore. I am in my last year of Undergrad and will probably be going to grad school for archiving, or museum studies or both.

Please talk to me about anthropology, folklore, mythology, vampires, supernatural beings, or anything related to humanities and social sciences. I love learning and most importantly i love yapping.

Outside of academics, heres a list of things i am insane about

Music:

Kpop (nct, onlyoneof, nmixx, le sserafim, gidle, seventeen, shinee etc), Goth music (with an emphasis on dark cabaret), hyperpop, cringe fansongs, alt rock, vkei, jrock in general, jpop, ethiopian rock music, ethiopian rap, alternative folk music, and metal.

Feel free to give music recs I am very open to just about any genre yes that includes country and rap! I love music so much <33333

Thangs:

vampires (duh), clowns, uncanny valley, dolls, lolita fashion, horror/thriller books/shows/movies (mostly thriller, am baby when it comes 2 horror), the splatoon franchise, dc comics, various video games, dating sims, gacha games, shigaraki tomura of my hero academia and probably more if you just scroll thru my blog!

Overall, i just like things that spark joy, I collect clowns, anime figures, kpop albums, vampire books/media, kpop photocards, CDs and i am starting a porcelain doll collection (i have 2 so far). Feel free to ask about any of my collections! My proudest collection is my vampire book collection, as i am nearing 100 books!! with a few VHS's and other various items scattered in the collection)

I also soon will amass a giant splatoon frye merch collection. I love my lil freak squid thing so much. Ill show that when it comes in!

I love collecting, I love learning and I love Yapping.

Hopefully this was through enough!

[vampirevatican]

More Hobie walking in on you to music playing? call me delivery bc i ain't digorno. (fluff and nsfw)

bc i love shenanigans.. and my fave blog for hobie content has grabbed me by the throat.

SOFT STUFF FIRST

he just joins in and depending on how i write it (friends to lovers or y'all already dating) you're flustered bc ur in the zone doing whatever and then you just hear him singing with you or you look over somewhere/open ur eyes and boom he's there.

if y'all already dating? depends on the song but i like to think if it's a slow jam and lovey dovey or not inherently sexual then he just holds you by the waist, arms wrapped around you, swaying. if it's smthn more upbeat he's jamming along or if he's never heard it, he's giving it a listen and can't help but tap out the beat with his foot or fingers. definitely in guitar form if the song has a guitar bc he is a musician

for the werid black folks, if it's kpop/vocaloid/indie etc. he's here for it. hobie is a punk man at heart but he's not about to knock your music taste, especially if he hasn't even tried it. like he's in a punk band, he is punk, he loves the music but he too has a wide listen range.

so, keeping this in mind. walking in on you doing choreography for a kpop song, and he just claps bc you're on beat and it looks so cool. doing your own choreography for a vocaloid song? same thing. infact he wants an encore so he can get the full experience.

y'all know there's cpop right?? jpop?? there's metal music and punk bands there and you bet your sweet ass when you show him this??? and the lyrics!! he starts blasting some of it too.

my literal brainrot for this is maximum the hormone - what up people. yes the second op for death note and omfg don't get me started on y'all watching it together he literally mocks miguel. he nudges you during one of miguels rants and goes, "bruv thinks he's light yagami." and you have to hold a little chortle. you start to nickname him ryuk too bc this mfer is only at the spidey society to look after his homies and for shits nd giggles.

for the even weirder folks, noise music. like you're drawing smthn or doing something and he decides to give a try. i think he'd like noise music bc of how chaotic it is... i have recommendations if ur intrested

NOW FOR THE HORNIES

inspired by mcon, crybaby by megan the stallion. ima repost but in short he either sees you and needs you to throw it back one more time for him.

i need y'all to understand the concept of a pole dance, for those who aren't ace, please i beg of you hear me out. teasing him via a routine or pole practice?? im begging, pleading.

now personal indulgence aerial hoop dancing. it's so ethereal and can be sensual if made so, just like pole.

now outside of walk-ins of throwing it back and sensual dance routines. him hearing you sing it and asking you to repeat yourself.

girl im on the floor, jumped out my skin, immediately trying to explain cause 'haha im in danger 🤭' but for those who like to test him and get to it??? babes ur braver than me.

[moved-to-aggraphsive]

WELCOME TO MY BLOG !!!

Ay, I'm Raph! 14, about 15!

he/they/xe/it/sai/mayhem/that/thing!

im an introject/fictive whos pretty close to source!

my interests: tmnt (ofc), nicktoons, d4dj, invader zim, fop, jn, garfield, calvin and hobbes, mlp, and ddlc! as well as... uh fnaf. and vocaloid...

i like d4dj, vocaloid, lemon demon, and blink-182 mostly! but i also enjoy whitney houston, celine dion, CHERRYBLOSSOM, and mad medicine.

my favorite songs: leia by yuoyuppe, KiLLiNG ME by RONDO, and Onaji Hoshi by RONDO.

i like drawing, djing and wrestling! im also studying to become a jpop music producer and idol!

dni: people who wanna talk about hazbin or helluva to me, pro-israel, pro-navinenightshade, proship/darkship, pro-contact para, anti recovery, endo systems and their supporters, narcissist abuse believers

my tag is #raph yaps 🐢💢

my fam!!

donnie: @urplepurplegurgleturgle

mikey: @no1-pizza-lover

leo: @ i forgot

the other guys:

other me: @red-rage-machine

donnie 2: @dotbot2012

mikeeyyyy: @mikeyeatsyou5000

ick: @thechillestcat

karai:

mona:

casey:

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