#jumping to conclusions that i have smth that i dont

[artheresy]

The weight that has been lifted off my shoulders today oh my god

Went to the orthopedist for a follow up appointment earlier today or I guess yesterday now, had a nurse practitioner instead of the doctor that I had seen before, and I guess because I mentioned the pain I get that seems to be more like inflammation and how that’s the primary point of pain I have after physical therapy treatment, he strongly suggested we see a rheumatologist because he thinks I have all the signs of an autoimmune disorder

Which isn’t the best news, but I have been thinking this for AGES and was scared to bring it up to my mother, though she told me after that she had been thinking it too given family history and symptoms, and finally being in the next step of the process to figuring out why exactly I feel so awful all the time just makes me happy

Like I’ve been considering that possibility for a long long time, but hearing a medical professional actually say “Yeah, you have a lot of signs that indicate some kind of autoimmune disorder, here’s where you can go to figure out more” just feels way more validating than it probably should :’D

Being closer to a potential explanation just feels nice, I hope we get this sorted and can figure out whats going on

[arolesbianism]

GUYS.

New dupe real! Also new pod????? Olivia is that you girlie speak to me

[overnowsfcb]

even if they talk; trent alexander-arnold smau

pairing: trent alexander-arnold x nepobaby knowles!model!reader

face claim: taylor russell

summary: people will criticize everything, but there is someone who will never fail you, and that was trent.

warnings: mostly fluff, angst (bit of hate and critics towards reader).

note: this is my first smau i hope it's not too bad! i would love to hear your thoughts or suggestions, also requests are open! — venus 🫂💐🫧

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trentarnold66 🤷🏽‍♂️

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user1 the best out there

user2 unreal 🔥🔥🔥

user3 let's go reds!

ynknowles congrats! is there some secret routine helping you before the game to be that amazing? 🤔

↪trentarnold66 Maybe.. But I can't share any details here 🤫

↪user4 ARE WE MISSING SOMETHING????

↪user5 whats so interesting??? share with the class????

user6 yn and trent interacting??? i- wow

↪user7 if i hadnt seen it with my own eyes id say everyones tripping

user8 are they implying something or is just me

↪user9 I THOUGHT EXACTLY THE SAME

user10 YOU BETTER EXPLAIN YOURSELF ynknowles

user11 LET HER COOK

↪user12 girl i think they've already had a feast

user13 wtf is yn doing here

↪user14 she ruins everything good

user15 i hope trent doesnt distract w this... cant even say it

↪user16 yeah we know what she did to her exes so...

↪user17 put some respect on beyoncé's daughter's name and inform yourself before talking, mind you

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user trent can do so much better than yn. she just wants to stay relevant

user shes using trent because she has no talents to show

user i've heard rumors about how yn's exes have ended. trent, watch your back, my man.

↪user you talk as if she murdered them??? plus she never did anything to any of her exes you're just talking bc it's free

user i just hope that trent can open his eyes asap

user what a disappointment from trent. i thought he was better than dating a spoiled kid with too much time and money in her hands

user y'all are just jealous that she has what many desire 1. money 2. fame 3. beauty 4. trent's dick

user why is everyone jumping to conclusions though? we should give them the space to tell us whenever they feel ready

user i love how haters act like they know everything about yn's life and they dont know shit

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ynknowles paris you are the vibes ⭐️ so damn proud of my little blue and this mind-blowing tour, i love you momma beyonce !

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beyonce Love you endlessly, my angel. You know how much your support means to Blue. 💙

bellahadid Prettiest fairy in the world.

troyesivan mmm alright??? why are you so perfect???

user18 no trent here though 🤷‍♀️

user19 this is the confirmation about how yn just uses trent

user20 ugh. i hate these nepobabies who think the world revolves around them

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ynknowlesupdates Yn Knowles in Anfield today with friends! This is the first time we've seen her in public in three months.

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user1 i cant stand her 😒 smile or smth if youre gonna see your "boyfriend"

↪ ynfan1 if you cant stand her then poke your eyes with a spoon and dont bother 😁

ynfan2 omg this will be the first match that she attends. i hope she enjoys it!!!! (win please)

ynfan3 I MISSED HER SO MUCH IM GLAD SHES WELL

ynfan4 baby looks tired of people taking pics of her 😕 i wanna hug her

↪user2 but shes there for that??? she loves attention

↪ynfan5 or maybe just MAYBE she wants to support her boyfriend??

ynfan6 TODAY I WAS MISSING HER MORE THAN ANYTHING SHE LOVES ME

trentfan1 WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING THERE?? i though we had gotten rid of her 😩

user4 if we lose today you know who is to blame...

trenfan2 over and over again i will repeat it until trent leaves her, shes with him for fame

↪ynfan7 yeah cause trent is soooo worried about what you think right???

user5 i bet shes there just for the cameras

trentfan3 yn trying to be a wag is so cute and laughable. she doesnt even measure up to the real ones.

↪user6 ikr? shes trying so hard poor girl

trentfan4 the fact that she goes with her friends 💀💀 i bet no wag would want to be seen with her

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trentarnold66 Just clever people can handle how flawless my queen is. Happy first anniversary, my love. I love you madly, always. No need to demonstrate anything on social media when we're tellin' each other how much we love at every hour. ❤️

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ynknowles i love love love you so fucking much you dont have an idea

↪trentarnold66 i love you more more more than you could imagine

ynknowles thank you for being the most perfect man ive ever known t ❤️❤️❤️❤️

↪trentarnold66 i just try my best to be on your level, lovely

beyonce You are such a gentleman, Trent! Grateful for the way you take care of my angel.

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ynfan8 A YEAR??? BUT IF WE FOUND OUT FOUR MONTHS AGO

↪trentfan5 i feel so stupid how did they hide it so well 😦😦

trentfan6 shut them up trent

trentfan7 THATS A GOOD MAN!!!! men just take notes rn

bellahadid Thank you for taking care of the purest woman in this world, Trent 💖

ynfan9 not bee and bella thanking him 🥺🥺

↪trentfan8 im gonna cry he must be so cute

↪ynfan10 no bc she surely spent some tough months with the hate towards her and he sure was the supportive boyfriend as he should 😭😭

trentfan9 WHY NO ONES TALKING ABOUT THE BATMAN KEYCHAINS???

↪ynfan11 nonononooooo i love them best couple in the world

ynfan12 the pics he takes of her, the caption, everything 😪😪😪 god send me a man like that

trentfan10 the people who said they were going too fast must be regretting it 🤭

ynfan13 im afraid we'll find out they have kids when they're in uni, lmao. happy anniversary you two!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[jellyfishcharm]

i am currently getting into the marauders fandom, and i am overly confused rn. i have never had an interest in reading harry potter but after begging from my best friend i started ATYD, and because i wanted to understand it better i started the actual harry potter series (pirated, fuck jkr) i have a ton of questions and i dont really think theyre things i can look up, so i turned to tumblr.

(please keep in mind i have not read the harry potter series so im like completely lost)

1) what is the source material for the marauders fandom? i thought ATYD was what jump started this whole james, sirius, remus thing but apparently it’s been going on since like 2003 so i’m just confused what is the canon information? the most confusing is wolfstar and how people talk about snape. is snape good? is he bad? am i missing something? was james bullying snape or snape bullying them? and is wolfstar supposed to be the “canon ship” or smth?

2) why is jegulus so popular? don’t get me wrong i love the concept of it from what i know (not very much im afraid) but i thought james and lily were like the end all be all canon marauders couple?

3) why is james desi? im all for it and as a black/jewish/gay girl myself the whole representation of poc and jews in harry potter along with jkr just put me off from the series for years but nothing about james reads as brown for me, so im just wondering how people got to that conclusion

4) why is there this weird hierarchy in this fandom? i keep going online and seeing old fans complaining about how things are so different now but like.. that’s how fandoms work? things are gonna change? it’s okay to like things that are old in fandom i mean i definitely do but it’s like they have such a superiority complex over others it’s kind of putting me off

5) why is everyone forgetting that the marauders were a group of little white boys in the 70s? they’re literally wizard racists (i thought)? i just don’t know how everyone thinks they’re so progressive when so many of them are wizard nepo babies. also

i really don’t want to seem negative or like i’m allergic to fun, i really love the fanfictions and the cosplays i’ve seen, this fandom seems so fun and the fact it’s been going for 20 something years is so cool, but i just have a lot of questions and im hoping the tumblr community can help me. i’m hoping reading the original series will clear some things up for me, and if you guys have any other harry potter/marauders related things to tell me as i get more into the series/fandom let me know!

(i’m also fairly new to being so active in fandom spaces so be nice)

[19180901]

OSHSJSHSJSHSJSHJSNSSH I’M SO HAPPY THERES A NEW NINJAGO BLOGGFGGFFEHEHDHSHSHBD

OKAY OKAY OKAY WHAT IF LLOYD AND KAI (Seperate) GIRLFRIEND IS AN ELEMENTAL MASTER OF LAVA YES I KNOW ITS ALMOST LIKE KAI BUT THIS IS FANFICTION!

LIKE JANAI FROM THE DRAGON PRINCE WHENEVER SHE GETS LIKE REALLY ANGRY AND MY HOMEGIRL GOT SOME ANGER ISSUES HER ENTIRE BODY TURNS INTO LIKE LAVA TYPE OF SKIN AND THEY TRY TO CALM HER DOWN! IF YOU DONT WATCH THE DRAGON PRINCE I RECOMMEND WATCHING THIS

https://youtu.be/mIwidDvNins

JANAI STARTS TO TRANSFORM IN 01:04

OKAY SORRY FOR THE CAPS IM JUST SO EXCITED IM GONNA SHUT UP NOW

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OMGAGAHSHAH IM KICKING MY FEET AND SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW RN IM SO HAPPY I NEVER THOUGHT ID ACTUALLY GET REQUESTS AND LIKES AND SHIT LIKE THAT FROM THESE?? AAAAaaa a

IDK IF I SHOULD DO HCS OR A DRABBLE SO IM JUST GONNA DO HCS!! (SEND ME ANOTHER ASK IF YOU WANTED A DRABBLE, ILL MAKE ANOTHER VERSION !!)

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⤵ YOU'RE SO UPSET WITH ME...

. . 𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐋𝐀𝐕 - 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 .ᐟ

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✣ . Kai and Lloyd (separate) x Master of Lava!fem!reader with anger issues !

➟ Lowercase intended.

➟ CW: Mild swearing, use of "princess" once. But overall it's just crack and fluff, and completely safe!

The timeline is up to you.

I didn't know if you were saying Janai had anger issues or the reader did, so I just gave the anger issues to the reader ahhajahahabba

I LOVE THE CONCEPT OF THIS SM

- <3

✣ . . 𝐊𝐀𝐈 𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐓𝐇 .

oh boy, you were angry as fuck. and normally, he'd think he could handle your anger.

haha WRONG

girlie so mad she became lava. literally.

and he was scared. so, very, extremely scared.

you looked like you were about to wreck the whole monastery down😭

BUT kai being kai like the (adorable) dumbass he is, he thought that, as the elemental master of fire, naturally he'd be lava-proof.

lol wrong again woopsies💔

he tried to hold your hand to calm you down a bit but instantly regretted.

but once he saw you slightly calming down and lightly giggling at his absolute suffering, he had an idea.

he walked towards you to excute his stupid idea (which was doing tomfool-fucking-ries and other dumb stuff in your face to cheer you up;; which would have made you angrier), he tripped on the electro chicken thing and fell face-first on the floor.

he turned around onto his back, pain written all over his face, and groaned.

okay. well that was a fail.

but maybe not?!?@?@🤯🤯

still on the floor, he saw you, also on the floor, laughing your fucking ass off. he was about to pull out some sassy remark out of his ass when he saw that you were becoming like the usual again!

you were brushing your tears off, about to throw him some mocking comment when your breath was fucking squeezed out of your body because the mf you call your boyfriend jumped on you like some kid who met their dad again after 6 years.

"OH thank the first spinjitzu master you're not lava and angry anymore. pls don't do that again i'm sorry😞."

you couldn't do anything but just pat his head and accept his apology.

conclusion, angry y/n: -12/10 would not recommend.

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✣ . . 𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐃 𝐌. 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐎𝐍 .

holy shit?? you were lava??@?

this dude had no fucking clue on what to do, or what was going on.

he is the definition of the standing emoji (🧍)

it's not that he doesn't wanna help you or anything, my boy just has no experience on the "how to calm down angry girlfriend that turns into lava without dooming yourself" field ykyk 😞

at first he thought about pouring a bucket of water on you.

but he got scared you'd turn into stone or obsidian or smth and he'd lose you forever💀

so no pouring water on lava s/o.

so instead, he did what he thought was the most reasonable and logical thing to do.

he (very carefully) sat you down on the couch (or bed, idk) and let you rant/vent about whatever or whoever made you so furious you pretty much changed the composition of your skin cells and unlocked some kind of new power or something.

you ranted and ranted, and he did nothing but listen to you ever so attentively.

once you were done, he comforted you the best he could.

"it'll be alright, you are so much better than them anyway."

"their opinion on you does not matter if it's negative "

"you're so beautiful, no one can rivalize with your beauty, princess."

"i love you so so much. <3"

"do you, by complete hazard and coincidence, have their address? i'm just gonna... pay them a nice little visit. 😇"

you love him so ofc you give it to him ha😊😊

anyway he goes to get your favorite food and once he comes back with it, you're happy again👍

he's so proud of himself for that it's so cute

and after that you both live together happily ever after and have as many kids as you want whenever you want.

the end😋

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hihi hope you enjoyed this and don't forget to hit that follow and reblog button !!👍

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[freyadragonlord]

hi, same anon who wanted to know if sctir had a happy ending. well im not even fully done with that one yet and im already planning to suffer more!

so, does orv have at least not a sad ending? its the single most popular korean webnovel by a long shot and ive always seen it around in the webtoon space, but that psychological tag scares me and ive heard very fucked up things about this story and the pain it causes.

its to the point that im kind of convinced that there is no actual full happy ending available, but at least tell me that dokja doesnt just die for real or smth. as long as kdj and yjh arent like forever separated or dead thats good enough for me to jump the gun and read it.

Ahhh, this answer is more complicated than sctir djndkdkskd

Spoilers ahead:

So, the main novel is 551 chapters long. It has a Really painful final arc (which is called "epilogue" but dont be fooled, it's not an epilogue by normal standards. It's the crucial final arc of the story).

Then, the ending is hopeful, i want to say positive, but the thing is that the authors don't really show you the happy ending, they take you right at the door of it, let the characters have a glimpse of it, and the reader is left to imagine it themselves. This is very deliberate on the authors' part, as it's a story about a Reader, and by the end it directly involves it's own readers in the conclusion.

So like, if you want to stop there, and imagine a full happy ending, you can, and the authors encourage it. You have all the elements to believe it, it's not subtle or anything, but you never get to see the characters have a relaxing, happy epilogue. It is action and pain all to the very end, and the rest is up to you.

I will say, in this happy ending you Almost see, all the main group of characters are together, they Want to be together forever and live as a family, so that is the starting point where you're left to imagine from.

But!!!

ORV also has a long Side Story, that continues with chapter 553 (552 is another short, self contained side-story). And a bit like the epilogue isn't quite a normal epilogue, this isn't a normal Side Story.

Basically, if you want to find out More about what happens at the end of orv, after that open ending, you get a chance! At first it appears to be a separate story set in the same world building, but that's just a trick, it's basically a sequel and the characters you came to know appear a bit later and you learn what they've been up to.

But it means suffering more for a while, and delaying their happy ending.

And i mean, i hope it's just a delay, but i don't know, because the side story is not over yet! So i cannot tell you if it will end happily or not.

So basically. If you want to read it, i can promise you that a happy end exist, tho you dont get to see it on page, and you can chose to stop it there, and it's a perfectly acceptable way to end the story.

You can come back in 6-8 months and ask if the side story is over yet and it ended well xD

Personally, i think ORV is worth it. And i this as someone who suffered a lot reading the epilogue. The "vagueness" of the ending didnt bother me because it fits with the themes of the novel, which is all about What the agency of a reader reading a novel is.

But it's a choice you have to make for yourself!

[twisted-lies]

hii ! can i get a kin match up? your turn to die, genshin impact, and deltarune? ^^

- im usually shy and pretty quiet, sometimes i panic when there's too many people or when someone I don't know is talking to me. plus i can get easily overwhelmed and exhausted after socializing too much or school BUT i am usually open, talkative and playful around my friends! i just prefer hanging out with friends online rather than outdoors but i dont mind going outside from time to time if i feel better. i love to play games, watch anime, daydream, and talking to my friends! it gives me a major energy boost!

- i hate it when my friends come over to my house without any announcement since that makes me feel frustrated and anxious about everything. im also the type to accept an invitation then regret it afterwards. but i like paying for their food from time to time

- but im always worried how other people would think of me (especially friends) since im scared of disappointing them and tend to isolate myself when it gets rough or if my mind overpowered me and i overthink. plus i am really scared being in a group project because of people having epxectations on me doing my part well so i prefer solo unless it's a tough assignment. i also value good relationship between everyone around me and dont want to make things too awkward (unless they did smth bad). and i can usually tell when someone is distant or not in the mood, if they're my friend, I'd usually leave them alone, give them a hug, or ask what's wrong

- other than that, i like to meow and bark alot and biting my friends for fun. my friend told me im mature because how i talk and know things. i always try my best to be more understanding and comfort, but im pretty bad at comforting bc i have trouble with sympathy and empathy, and dont really know how to say thank you or apologize properly since im a lil awkward with that (+ being appreciated by other ppl)

- there are times where i would feel easily irritated and avoid my friends or anyonw bc i fear i might explode infront of them by accident! ^^; (just realized i mentioned friends multiple times hehdhe, i just love my friends)

Hello there Anon! Of course you can! I struggled a bit with the Deltarune matchups so take those with a grain of salt, honestly, because I don't remember the game all that well ^^; but I hope you're satisfied with your results anyways!!

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Kanna Kizuchi

Firstly I thought of Kanna Kizuchi! She's more timid and shy, but she's also not afraid to speak her mind. She's very self conscious and looks down on herself and ends up caring a lot what others think of her. She tries her best to be helpful if she can be. She's different around her friends, mainly noticeable when she's around Shin Tsukimi. She's a little more childish. She tries her best to get alone with everyone.

Tia Safalin

Secondly I thought of Tia Safalin! She is absolutely more shy and quiet. She often stutters and can easily get overwhelmed in social situations. She prefers to stick to herself and know whats going on and when. So basically no unannounced arrivals. She doesn't like to disappoint others and often is found helping out the others in a small way. Even if she's not really on their side. Tries to remain more neutral from what I remember.

Anzu Kinashi

Lastly I thought of Anzu Kinashi! While she's more of the bubbly or airheaded type there's definitely still some resemblances. She's talkative and playful, though accidentally can say something rude without realizing. In stressful situations she's the complete opposite. Often shutting down and getting overwhelmed easily. She's somewhat insecure and can jump to conclusions if she thinks someones judging her. Needless to say she cares what others think of her. Of course she sometimes still has a nervous or anxious demeanor as well, she's not always bubbly. She tries her best to comfort people as well and get along with them.

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Gorou

Firstly I thought of Gorou! Definitely more shy and quiet when he's around people he doesn't know and he can easily get intimidated or overwhelmed by others and it can also drain him sometimes. A prime example of this being with Yae Miko. He's definitely more talkative around friends though! Like with the traveler or Sagonomiya Kokomi. He's not fond of unexpected things happening, more like to plan ahead or have a schedule. He also holds himself to a higher standard, being a general and all, so he can also somewhat care about how others see him. He doesn't like letting people down either. If anyone's upset he'll try his best to help him, even if he might not be the best at it. He's also a dogboy so like. Bark.

Barbara

Secondly I thought of Barbara! She can be pretty shy at times despite working at the cathedral. Sometimes people will crowd her and she can feel pretty overwhelmed and drained afterwards. She really loves being around people she's close to though! When she's around the traveler she's usually pretty bubbly and outgoing. Or around friends in general. She doesn't like disappointing people and usually cares somewhat about how others perceive her. She doesn't like to hurt anyones feelings either and would rather stay on good terms with everyone if she can.

Sucrose

Lastly I thought of Sucrose! She's absolutely more shy and quiet. She panics in more social situations, tending to not go to them if she can help them or if she does usually isn't fond of them. Needless to say being around others drains her unless she's friends with them. Like with Albedo or the Traveler. She's self conscious about herself as well so I'm sure she cares somewhat about what others think of her.

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Ralsei

Firstly I thought of Ralsei! They're generally pretty shy and quiet. Conversation with people he doesn't know or riskier situations seem to drain him or even cause him to panic a bit from what I remember? Absolutely adores his friends and is a little less shy and anxious around them! Always tries to help them when he can.

Noelle

Secondly I thought of Noelle! Like Ralsei she's more shy and quiet. She's rather kind towards other people and tries to help out her friends if she can. She seems to worry how other people think of her, especially Susie. She seems to get easily overwhelmed, too.

Kris

Lastly I thought of Kris! Literally does not speak, definition of introvert to be honest. He tries to support those around them and help them for the most part, but they seem like they can get under their skin sometimes too. Idk he was more of a last thought.

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[thatweirdafbeing]

“Can I ask you smth?”

The odd abbreviation on the text told him who sent it. Andrew picked up the phone to answer, putting the guitar down on the bed and sitting up a little. The question by itself sends his heart rate up a few beats so there’s an attempt to calm himself down. Plus,

“U awake at 1 am? I thought babies got to bed at like 9pm lol”

“Sure, shoot it”

Yeah, he figures that sounds laid back enough. But the casual mood goes out the window bit by bit with every second it takes Dee to type. Fidgeting with his too-long-too-flashy blond hair, his thoughts are taking their own escape routes. Should I dye it brown? Should I just make a “straight guy” buzz cut? Maybe the handful of people who ask for pictures on the street will stop recognizing him. For a while. But she wouldn’t like that, she likes my long curl-

“ Do u remembr that one party we talked about kink and u said u could never do a ‘non sexual spanking’? Do u still think that?”

Oh wow, he did not see that coming. It takes a full minute to recover from the whiplash, and another to reprimand the fantasies lurking in the back of his mind and focus on the answer. Of all his kinks, Drew thought, that’s probably one of the most arousing ones, specially considering there are plenty that do not have that effect at all. He knows most, if not all of Dee’s relationship with bdsm it’s non sexual. Actually, she’s a very non sexual person altogether, which makes the whole situation a little more confusing. On that note, when has he said that? It makes sense that it was at a party, still that doesn’t narrow it down at all since they know each other for almost a decade. Why was she even thinking about that…

“Uhm, I think so, yeah… I don’t remember the context of that conversation, and it’s been a while since I got to be a dom but” - No no no, scratch that. Too many awkward follow up questions could come out of sharing too much. Keep it clean -

“Drew? It’s that okay for me to ask? I don’t want to be annoying u don’t have to answer if it’s too personal”

“Hey, no”

“Actualy, never mind ok, pretend I didn’t ask”

“Don’t do that, u know u don’t bother me”

“ I was thinking about it, I didn’t know what to say at the top of my head like that”

“…sorry

I dont want u to be mad”

She’s more of a mess than usual. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep. Maybe that’s why she can’t sleep. Damn, the urge to take care of her clears his mind like nothing else. If it was anyone else, the defensive and self pitting responses would get on his nerves and sidetrack the conversation. She knows him well. And he also knows her, hence why he thinks something is up.

“Tbh I think it’s still true. Perhaps if it was with someone I’m really not attracted to, I could ignore the sexual stuff… Otherwise it would not be worth the discomfort”

“Y u ask?”

An even longer pause follows. He contemplates calling her, even though she hates it, just to ask more questions, but it was gonna reach too close to overreacting for his liking. It was a pretty inconspicuous topic, after all they only have their friend group to talk about that stuff. However, that one on one felt kind of… personal. Is he actually jumping to conclusions about why a sub would ask a dom about a heavily d/s practice? Is he trying to see it as a weird interaction because he doesn’t want to think about where the conversation may go?

“Dee?”

…

/

“Sorry about that night, I fell asleep. Sorry for being all over your business as well, don’t know y i askd”

“Sure, np”

Turning his phone off it’s the best way he finds to concentrate on the recording instead of her, for once, after a week.

/

“May I call u”

Barely at home, stressed from working non stop, Drew notices the text is from hours ago. At another time he could preserve himself and deny it, but he’s convinced he just needs to know what’s going on with this disappearing act of hers, just need to hear her voice. He’s not going to get frustrated nor anxious again. Gathering the courage, and honestly not even expecting her to see it right away:

“Of course”

And the phone immediately stars vibrating.

“Hey Dee, good to know you’re alive haha”

“hey, yeah… Sorry for dropping out of the face of the Earth like… I hope you were not worried…or…anything…”

Her voice sound small on the other side of the call, and her words are coming out with a bit of struggle. With just a few words he gets a bad feeling-

“Are you ok? Do you need anything like, can I help you with-”

“hope i’m not bothering I just needed to…Idon’tknow”

“You at home? I can come over to talk-”

“NO, no…I - can I come over? I’ll try to be there before 7 ”

And at this point his full on worried about her. With a bit of back and forth she at least agreed to meet him at the door of her studio after she picked up something she forgot at work. At least that part is on character for her. Parked near the entrance, at 7 pm exactly, Drew’s watching a variety of people on their phones, carrying suitcases, scratching paint of their hands, just going about their days. It feels nice, cause it all looks so normal. Since they started working bigger roles, higher positions and being big names in each of their industries, this two grew a little bit apart. If you ask them while together their opinion on that would be dismissive and chill, but separately…

It was almost 8 when he recognized the long purple hair. Good thing it was from a distance, ‘cause the mismatch of cute bows and chains, leather harness and a baby-pink skirt, tied with thigh height girly socks under combat boots… does things to him he is so not ready to admit. Before she could seat next to him, his breathing has evened and his blushed cheeks were more discreet. Not that the girl would have noticed, since she barely look at him the whole ride. Dee acknowledged his attempts at small talk by humming and mumbling one or two words. She’s distant sure, but it doesn’t seem like she’s mad. Spacy, ditzy… slow…

“Are you high?”

He was too in his head to drive. Almost sure he ran a red light, he pulled over close to a busy cafe. Just a sense of normalcy and casualness, it’s what the situation needs.

“What? No! I shot God knows how many scenes, attended a contract meeting, and even printed some material, I’m fucking exhausted!”

“My bad Dee, I, I’m just worried, you haven’t even complained about work, you seemed somewhere else sinc-”

“Complaining would be acting more like me right”

That’s not what he meant. She probably knows that, so he swallows an snarky come back and tries again. At least she didn’t storm off the car. Small victories.

“Please Dee, can you at least look at me? I know you need to talk, you need someone right now and I-”

With each word his voice sounded louder and more exasperated. This was a moment he really did not wanted to be so emotional. Andrew rubbed his face, frustrated, and kept his eyes shut with force whilst taking deep breaths. His little “anger management drill”, as he was hyper aware of now. It does the trick every time. Until, of course, he opened his eyes to find Dee staring at him expectantly, with her big brown eyes shinning under the street lights. Her bottom lip was bruised under her teeth, leading to the thought that she must have bitten then a lot lately. Completely absorbed by instinct, Drew brushed his thump down her lip to free it from her grip, making her mouth fall agape with a small sigh. His rational part began fighting for control, telling him to turn around, clear his throat, anything to break the trance. This woman means too much for him to have the guts to make a move and risk rejection, or worse. He was withdrawing his hand when she leaned into the touch, letting her eyes softly close, giving her a relieved expression that locked his mind on the desire to kiss her.

And oh, hadn’t her felt just like he imagined. A quick brush of their lips got him tasting candy flavored lipstick and a whole lot of craving. Before any of them could overthink it, Drew pulled her close by the back of the neck, tangling his fingers on her soft curled locks. Their lips met with more intensity this time, just like two lovers who finally reunited after decades, lifetimes, centuries apart. Dee melted to his touch, giving him access to play with their tongues, a breathless moan slipping from her as he did. One of her hands rested lightly on his arm, encouraging to keep caressing her hair, and the other held tight to the neck of his shirt, pulling him impossible closer with every passionate move they made. The only thing stopping him from siting her in his lap for easier accesses was the public space they were parked at. Or so he thought. In need for more touch, more contact with her heat, his free hand wandered down her skirt, inciting Dee to push him back, grabbing his hand, and anxiously covering her legs. The expression on her face went from panic to anger for a split second, but Drew’s clenched jaw and fists made her turn away in barely disguised shame.

“Let me see it”

“Fuck off Andrew”

“If it’s no what I think then show me, Desiree. At least look at me and say it.”

“And don’t you dare try and lie, to me of all people.”

Almost unconsciously, Drew rolled up his sleeves and crossed arms on his chest. They were almost imperceptible under the numerous tattoos, but Dee knew where each one were. She could paint those strong arms from memorie, with all of its drawings, it’s marked veins, all of it’s faded scars. That’s why she couldn’t meet his eyes.

“It’s not like that. I didn’t mean to.”

Without a word, he started the car and headed to the residential part of town. Dee tried to make him say something, anything, to yell at her, voice his anger and disappointment. But he just looked forward, maintaining a vice grip on the wheel. It was only when they were under the car shelter that he finally spoke:

“I’m not angry at you Dee. More sad than anything. No, not with you, just…with the situation. Just.., C’mon, talk to me babe.”

Curled away at her seat, a million thoughts passed through her mind, but not a single one could make past her emotional block. She swore it wasn’t a big deal on the drive there, except now, under the gravity of Drew’s earnest concern, it all started feeling like too much. So much so that she couldn’t keep the tears from falling anymore. She heard a deep breath being let out next to her, then the driver’s door opening and closing loudly, making her jump. The mixture of feelings where flowing now, clouding her mind with guesses of what’s going on on his. She wanted to be ok, wanted to talk and explain herself, but she doesn’t want to be seen, doesn’t want to open up. More so, she wants to scream her anger, curse her friend for the judgement, for the betrayal.

As the passenger door opened and she made no sign of taking his hand, Drew caressed her hair down to the back of her neck, and met no resistance while carrying her close to him, with an arm on her back and another under her knees. Kissing her right above the ear, still with her face hidden on his chest, he felt her breathing slowing to a more healthy rhythm. Content, he whispered while taking her inside:

“That’s it baby, let me take care of you.”

[mhaynoot]

ch182

oh cheongryeo my little psychopath you really are a psycho

he's so red flag red flag im so in love alslkd i didnt expect a whole ass kidnapping scene but like damn thats good pay off considering the sprinkling of foreshadowing, building tension and bait with the fake de-escalating "im sorry" part

listen i like my ships as messy as possible. the more they bring out the worst in each other to the point it loops back into actually making them better is so Peak Ship Dynamic

warning: my opinions and some personal critiques on dod here

i think im gonna take a break on reading this though and just wait for manhwa updates instead because the novel is very ... slow? or maybe i should say its a bit too light hearted for me i dunno

i think it would have been a little more interesting if the other members of testar were also part of some other system or if there was just a lot more drama in genera. i dont know but considering what i know of irl kpop and the really messy fights that happened, the internal and interpersonal character conflicts here are just the slightest bit too tame for me personally and, while that isn't necessarily bad thing, its just not to my drama loving taste. also the external conflicts aren't all that spicy either to act as a counterbalance.

well tbh, i was already very worried when i saw the survival show format and the first debut or die mission because thats a very short term conflict. and the back to back missions, format and tension of the survival show is incredibly good for creating escalating high stakes and, combined with the death penalty, it has a natural development for consistently high tension and lots of potential drama and conflicts. and the novel hit those points very well. and while i think they definitely could have potentially made this arc a little longer and explore different aspects, it does end as a satisfactory first arc. but now there's the rest of the 600 chapter story which will have to match that level of tension. and so far i dont think it really has? at least until cheongryeo LMAO which is why i love him so much!! he makes things interesting and the novel isnt afriad to make him villainous and start shit up and do actual things that really fucks up moondae and has like some future consequences like oh no whats gonna happen to their relationship, whatll they do in the future when they meet, whats happening to the other members and their relo with this sunbae who they admired

i just feel the novel is really fluffy and light hearted for a death scenario concept. and even if it didn't want external conflicts to be too heavy, a way to keep the stakes might have been to shift focus onto interpersonal conflicts instead. like i really thought they'd continue to do that when the keun seijin and bae seijin arc happened. and then the chungwon arc too! but it feels like its been twenty small online conflicts in a row between them. i just want stuff with like actual group breaking, and potentially friendship destroying conflicts that they have to work through.

yes the testar members are wholesome and nice and they love moondae and...? that's about it right now for the last some chapters now. they dont have arguments, they dont even really properly talk to each other. i know moondae treats it like coworkers and professionalism but maybe bring up more of the other members perspectives. like i know we're in moondae's pov but like considering the consistent pov shifts, it wouldn't be too bad to at least make it so that we can flesh out the other members and their relationships with each other too?

but like what do i know?

maybe i should've seen moondae's easy rise to platnium and quick skill up as an indicator that this novel isn't really focused on drama and breaking the kneecaps of its mc like what i prefer. i dunno i just thought that was a bait or smth and things escalate hard later or smth HAHAH yeah i guess when i saw the death failure, i jumped to conclusions and thought this novel would be a really gritty one that might touch on and explore the messed up behind the scenes of kpop

[parcai]

man i should prob clarify that i am not high 💀💀💀

[toytulini]

well that was fast

[simplywylan]

daily reminder: don't look on the comments of any greys post that involves levi and/or nico, don't look at the comments on alex landi's posts, and don't look at the comments on jake borelli's posts

because they'll only make me incredibly pissed off

todays reminder has been failed already but oh well

[threepointseven]

How Diluc & Xiao would react to you getting kidnapped 😼

Gn reader

Genre- ansgt, fluff

Warnings! MENTIONS OF INJURY AND BLOOD

Pairings- Xiao x GN! Reader, Diluc X GN! Reader

Starting off my come back with genshin hc’s cause im not an obey me writer as a matter if fact 🙄 i didnt proof read too much so tell me if theres anything wrong with the pronouns or smth!

enjoy <3

Xiao

* Finds out hella fast, he may not be attached to your hip or directly clingy but this man is extremely worried about you if you dont visit him for longer 2 days

* He thinks of the worst case scenario straight away, of course right now he isn’t all wrong but what if you’re dead,? or what if you’re out of liyue and you’re being tortured?

* The what ifs cloud his head as he try’s to stay focused on figuring out your whereabouts.

* Tracing your steps and the locations you said you’d go to on your commission was easy enough as he scrambled and panicked day and night

* Finally getting your location after asking all his acquaintances and advice from zhongli he dashes to the place you’ve been captured

* Id say he finds you in a day, mostly because of his adepti connections and his general physical speed

* As he starts getting closer and closer to your location he thinks “why didn’t you call out his name?” Trying not to blame himself for your absence he convinces himself that is was selfish of you to leave him worried and panicking like this.

The stars lighting up the Liyue sky Xiao would watch peacefully beside you had turn into a reminder, a reminder that if he ever wanted to feel solace and warmth in your arms ever again he would have to get to you before your kidnappers decided to slaughter you,

Arriving at the place you were kept he glanced around at the camp. Confused yet cocky treasure hoarders pulling on your hair as if you were a rag doll, your bruised form frustrated him, the blood on the ground that was dripping from a large wound on your thigh lit a fire inside of him. From there all the adepti saw was red. A blurry and maniacal fit of frustration as he beat up the treasure hoarders In a second and picked you up.

As he held you in his arms he could now see the fatigue in your eyes and the wounds up close.

It was terrible.

He couldn’t kill humans. Especially not ones that originate from Liyue, so he left them with a painful warning.

“Don’t lay a finger on them ever again, do pass that on to your other companions.”

The words echoed through the treasure hoarders camp as he disappeared, your body still nuzzled against his chest.

You blinked as you became aware of the aching pain all over your body, the bright light above you blinding you.

Confused you look around to see your self on a bed, you legs fully bandaged and your hand held tightly in Xiao’s. Smirking and taking the opportunity to tease your worried boyfriend you poke his cheek with your free hand

“Aweee were you that worried?” 


“…Mortals like you are so fragile, you could easily be destroyed if a superior being put in effort…”

“Are you underestimating me because of one event???” You pout as he buries his face in your arm

“No… Just… Say my name next time..”

Diluc

* Now what insane psycho in mondstat had the idea of kidnapping Diluc Ragnvindr’s lover :/

* Sadly doesn’t find out too fast cause he busy holding down the tavern but as soon as he realises you haven’t come home in like 5 hours he gets really worried.

* Tries to get a hold of you before jumping to conclusions

* Asks the maids if they’ve seen you and the helpers around the winery since you hang out with them a lot

* After finding out you were no where to be seen the entire day he narrows all the possibilities down to one option

* You’ve been kidnapped

* Immediately reminded to how he lost his father. He lost his most precious family, what would he do if he lost you? The love of his life!

* Kaeya probably offers to help, Diluc of course considers but after seeing the unworried expression kaeyo holds he probably decides to look for you on his own.

* Quick to find you since he has tons of connections

His steps are rough and impatient as he pays no mind to the freezing cold and his foggy breath. shoulders stiff and tense and he swears he’ll burn the entirety of dragon spine if he sees a single scratch on you.

Apparently some worthless fatui freaks were tasked to capture you. He couldn’t care less about why, he just wanted you safe, in his arms once more. Closing in on the camp the fatui spot him

“Oi, what’re you doing here”

The ice infused fatui get their weapons ready as they seem to care little about how you’re crying from the cold and the bruises. Flowing down your cheek a single tear,

At that point it was a blur. A haze powered by rage and worry from the pyro claymore user.

The heavy thuds of his claymore and the agonizing grunts of the fatui’s were practically nightmare fuel.

As crimson blood stained the snow the red haired man approached you.

“Im here..”

It was raspy and deep, your lovers voice was scared, trembling almost. His shaky hands picked you up with the utmost gentleness, it was loving, and protective

As you nuzzle into the familiar warmth of your lover you catch a peek of his worried expression. One that says

“Ive already lost so many people, dont leave me too..”

Requests are open!

[aerltarg]

I've been talking with one of my friends about mental health, media that single out this type of issue, and characters who probably struggle with it, and we came to the conclusion that a lot of characters of ASOIAF probably fight their own battles in this type of matter. Robert, for one, as much as I dislike him (maybe a bit too much, cause I'm biased with thr targs), seems to suffer from PTSD, as a consequence, depression. Cersei, as a victim of abuse, seems to blow off this negative emotions and experiences to others, as a form of 'giving back to the world all the horrible things that she had to endure' (add a little prophecy paranoia to the mix, and you have a train wreck called book! Cersei emotions); and, finally, Rhaegar: anytime that he's mentioned, aside from his looks, his somber, melancholic, personality is always a big thing. I came to the (maybe shallow, idk) conclusion that Rhaegar melancholy came from this overwhelming guilt that he felt of Summerhall, that maybe this phantom that he carried could be explained as depression (again, as shallow as a conclusion can be). What's your thoughts about it?

oh, that's a very interesting concept and i rlly like it's present in the books!

i'm not that sure about robert but imo it's undeniable that self-destruction is a big point about his character and it's indeed possible his attitudes could have smth to do w his past (negative) experience.

cersei is a far more clear example of grrm exploring this theme and i just love her as well as other pov characters who are shown to bear logical and well-written consequences of their past that affect their character and character arc permanently. it makes them very real yk. speaking of cersei, i especially appreciate her anti-parallel w dany where they both suffered abuse, but while cersei makes other suffer in turn dany helps other who go through this too. all ppl are different individuals and deal w this stuff in their own unique way, and you can see this in all grrm's characters.

rhaegar's exact emotions and thoughts are unknown (probably forever) to us, but one big YES, there is an implied depression that has very much to do w summerhall. details can be different: was he feeling guilty for very young age when aerys only started mistreating rhaella (and such things do affect any children in the family) and his siblings kept dying? smth along the lines "it wouldn't have happened if others didnt die at summerhall" and imo you rlly can expect from kids to jump to the conclusion like "if i wasn't born, summerhall wouldn't burn"/"it would be better if i died and they lived".

(keep in mind that the ones who died were mostly seniors of aerys who probably could influence him in some way and intervene in the situation w rhaella; that's also the reason why i think shaera died before (like jaehaerys ii) or very shortly after aerys becoming king since i dont believe that she, who married for love, had parents marry for love and siblings following their hearts, would close her eyes at her own children's marriage turning into an abusive one)

though i'm more inclined to think rhaegar grew so burdened when he found out about the prophecy and probably the fact that his parents were married in the first place bc of it. he was an only child for 17 years while other babes kept dying so there's no wonder why he could think tptwp could be him + w maester aemon's approving of this theory.

(i also love to think exchanging letters w his great-granduncle was somehow dear to rhaegar too. it could feel rlly good to have another male relative who was so different from aerys. not to mention that maester aemon had very much in common w rhaegar himself and was a brother of aegon v and knew everyone who died at summerhall as well as he knew rhaegar's grandparents who died a few years later. it could make rhaegar feel closer to the ones who perished before he could the chance to know them since i believe his affection for summerhall is rooted not in the grief for ppl he never met (though he could be very much affected by the grief of his parents who very likely mourned their relatives) but in the longing for what could have been kind of melancholic wondering. aerys blaming rhaella for deaths of babes? what if grandmother shaera was there? babes dying one after another? what if his aunts and uncles were still alive? would aerys still keep insisting on having more heirs then? aerys having a bunch of mistresses? what if great-grandfather aegon v was still alive? aerys lusting after rhaella's handmaids and rhaella confronting him about this? aerys confining rhaella to the maegor's holdfast and making two septas guarding her "fidelity" days and nights? what if great-grandmother betha was still there? aerys fucking off to westerlands and taking rhaegar w himself while rhaella struggled w stillbirth? aerys leaving rhaella behind in kl and fucking off to tourneys at other places? what if whay if what if)

and we know rhaegar was very dutiful about this but never happy.

tldr; we don't know details about rhaegar's clear perspective there but we do know summerhall affected him greatly and depression was heavily implied. i appreciate very much that grrm makes most main, minor and pre-series characters so real by exploring this very rich field of mental health and the consequences of some aspects of their lives and stories. the fact that past experience affects them non-stop, without author forgetting about it for some reason, makes the good writing. main povs, imo, are among the best examples of it and i especially love that character arcs of dany, arya, jon, bran and tyrion contribute to this narrative greatly. big separate thanks for grrm to dig the grave for a "perfect victim" trope by giving us a great amount of characters who deal w their issues in different ways and don't play saint martyrs suffering in highly spiritual silence. they can be angry, destructive, constructive, running away from it and embracing it. and none are heavily portrayed as "less a victim" for this.

[sanchoyo]

danny phantom episode 4-7 Thoughts: (under a readmore because, these got kinda long!)

-the outfit danny had to buy for dash's party. CLASSIC 2000S i cannot stop laughing. And also showing up to the party and everyone is dressed like the trio is hilarious. and further proof that everyone looks good dressed goth.

-dash has a closet full of cute lil bear plushies?? LOVE that. adorable. also his response to danny trashing his room fighting a ghost was SO valid if somone BROKE MY BED IN HALF ID BE PISSED TOO.

-technus being like 'oh smart, u should be a tutor!' then later being like 'forget tutor, be a teacher!' :) supportive king <3 I also really like his upgraded suit/design. AND SPOCK CAMEO??? HELLO??

-the music in this show is super. its so funky. I looked it up and the guy who does it, guy moon (awesome name) also did music for other cartoons like fairly odd parents, barnyard, chalkzone, billy & mandy, AND some actual movies like FIGHT CLUB??? the whiplash I got from reading that)

-sam being rich explains a lot about her, actually.

-I know the moral of the episode was supposed to be 'dont ditch your friends for popular people/spend a lot of money on clothes that arent You to Fit In'. but tbh. it wouldve been easy for danny to have been like 'well, okay, ill come but only if my friends can!' but I get. that hes 14. so. not a lot to say there.

-BOX GHOST IS BACK!!!!! also, danny sitting up and wearing the dress/wig/makeup. umm thats how I dress everyday LMFAO. unironically me. (hate the jokes that boil down to 'haha funney man in dress' tho. but this is a look)

-jazz being protective of her brother once again being like NOOO YOU GUYS BETTER NOT STAKE OUT HIS (actually haunted) LOCKER!! shes aware of how people perceive him and she wants to help :( which is also probably why she told dash to invite him to that party even tho she had no interest in going!! she wants to help him out :(

-gotta say im with tucker on the whole 'should danny use his powers to get back at bullies' debate. 100% yes. let him teach kids to fight back. making dash throw his food at paulina out of the blue? no. but when hes actually about to pick on someone? yeah! for self defense? YEAH! if dash and his friends just threw food at him, I think rather than. idk doing sneaky shit with frogs he couldve just threw it back and not pulled punches if they tried to fight. I kNOOWWW its a kids show so they are like 'if u fight back ur just as bad!! violence bad!!' but. theyre HIS POWERS. WHO CARES.

-like my only gripe is that dash really isnt LEARNING ANYTHING WHEN DANNY GETS BACK AT HIM IN THE MOST PETTY INDIRECT WAYS. whatever they had to add a bully psa episode I guess. I hate it and I hate the way cartoons usually handle it because these methods simply Do Not Work. 'aND YouRE USinG YOur poWErs FOR EVill???!' this is Not Evil. even when poindexter takes dannys body, theyre only being 'nice' bc hes stealing soda for them!! bitches deserve what they get (nothing too brutal bc theyre high schoolers but damn, if they pick on danny he doesnt need to be the 'bigger person' he needs to start biting people)

-SAM TRYING TO SMUGGLE FROGS OUT OF THE BIO LAB?? girl in middle school when we had to dissect frogs we could opt out, also, they came to us already dead and preserved...

-sidney's lingo and the fact hes in black and white is sending me. also, danny is a ghost celebrity apparently for being a halfa?? ok. thats interesting to know

-the DENTIST BEING EXCITED ABOUT THE COTTON CANDY FLOOD IS THE FUNNIEST THING SO FAR.

-I LOOOVE the trope of 'wishes gone wrong'. not crazy about the stereotypical genie, or the use of the dreamcatcher looking design. (also, I KNOW theyre scientists but the way theyre handling a cold...are the fentons ANTIVAX)

-the genie. she. whitewished paulina. JKASDFHKJ. (the ghost literally just being hello kitty???? im dying) 'why do i feel that im special and wonderful? because I AM! <3' paulina ilu self worth queen. felt bad for her also getting possessed by (2) boys later who were arguing INSIDE HER. WTF.

-imagine being the guy trapped in his now flying car. he thought danny and tucker were HALUCINATIONS. imagine being trapped in a flying car with two, what you think are imaginary arguing 14 year olds convinced ur gonna die. i WOULD say this dude is gonna need so much therapy, but he seemed totally fine and excited when they landed (I would be happy too if a chicken was on my head. chickens rule) stoner rights

-sam's bat slippers??? iconic. SO cute.

-I think desiree's backstory is so :( do all ghosts have messed up sad backstories?? poindexter's was sad too...cannot imagine box ghost has any kind of fucked up backstory. but what if. his mom got pushed off cliffs by boxes...........a la cruella... anyway her 'no man may lay a hand on me' iconic. ilu

-I know danny has no concept of how much bras cost but my god dont attack tucker with some girls bra. those are so expensive.

-its really. well its not a GOOD THING he went into the portal and got fucked up, but its good danny was the one to do it rather than sam or tucker. because even tho he was being influenced by desiree and kept getting more malicious and it prob wasnt 100% him...he sucked as a ghost like most the people he 'pranked' were innocent ppl just Chillin and he didnt want to help anyone at all. I think danny is the most responsible out of them but also, hes 14 and shouldnt HAVE to feel obligated to fight every ghost. hes a good kid and wants to, but I also feel like he feels like...responsible for the portal turning on?? because his parents did give it up,, but it was an accident and not his fault (if anything, why was the on switch on the inside. why was it that easy. why was there no safety measures. that seems like smth OSHA needs to hear about). like thats my son. hes a good boy. and hes never done anything wrong in his life, ever. if anyone hurts him im killing everyone in this room and then myself. etc.

-danny's curfew is 10PM????? DUDE. when I was 14...shit I couldn't be out that late, I had to be back at like, 8 at the latest, and my parents had to know exactly where and who I was going with, AND i had to call/text them regularly...is this a case of my parents being overbearing, or the fentons sucking??? the only time i could EVER be out that late was if I was at an overnight sleepover or smth...

-the vultures have lil fezes. why do they have fezes...theyre so fuckin funny 'ask him for directions' 'I KNOW WHERE IM GOING' these ghost vultures are my new grandpas. pick them up, put them in the adopt box.

-'I wonder why those guys were trying to waste dad!' THEYRE GHOSTS. YOUR DAD HUNTS GHOSTS. why is that not a conclusion you'd immediately jump to??

-*jazz voice, clearly disgusted* WISCONSIN???

-mrs fenton with the lab coat and leg warmers and PERM. YESSS STYLISH.

-was going to say 'ew billionaire' @vlad but. super valid he used his powers to assumedly steal and cheat to get that money, thats how all billionaires do it! but ew hes a SIMP. and spending your billions on FOOTBALL STUFF?? you are Not Valid overall. I DO respect the fact you have a castle instead of a mansion. in wisconsin. if youre going to be stupidly rich might as well go all out, torches on the wall and all. I DO like his ghost form's little kitty ears. catman. and his cape! every design can benefit from a cape. and how different his forms look, like danny looks the EXACT SAME IN BOTH FORMS ASIDE FROM COLOR CHANGES. vlad's is like,, I could believe they were different people!! also I love the drama. but dude you are fighting a 14 year old. lame. also he was like, telling danny he wanted his mom and him and like, wanted him to renounce his dad?? WHAT ABOUT JAZZ?? bitch. those r MY kids and they are both important and special. I do agree they need better parents but thats not u sir <3

-I thought vlad's 'little badger' nickname for danny came from the football mascot of the packers, but google says they have NO MASCOT?? so now I'm like?? is it because his hair is sometimes black and sometimes white?? I hate to give him props but thats a PERFECT NICKNAME. theyre also tiny and vicious!

-why did I get so excited that Skulker is back!! its been like. 2-3 eps LMAO. AND THE DAIRY KING. ICONIC I LOVE HIM. hes the nicest guy ever :) more nice ghosts please. danny cannot be fighting alone everytime with no ghost buds like every ghost being hostile sucks :(

-mr. fenton knew vlad was controlling him, but a few episodes ago he had no clue danny was doing the same thing...is it something about how malicious the ghost is?? he just seemed to think his memory had gaps the first time, this time he was INSTANTLY LIKE 'GHOST'. then again in this ep when danny did it again he was just slightly confused but not immediately freaking out like he did with vlad possessing him!!

-'my parents will accept ME NO MATTER WHAT' so. so why haven't you come out to them yet, danny?? if you really think that?? if theres no harm, and you're sure??? if vlad is a real problem, wouldnt that make dealing with him easier, to expose him???? SO WHY HAVENT YOU COME OUT YET?? COULD IT BE,, MAYBE YOU HAVE DOUBTS ABOUT WHETHER YOUR PARENTS ACTUALLY WILL ACCEPT YOU??? 🤔 ... 🏳‍🌈 I get why people say He Is Trans. I totally totally get u danny.

-sorta unrelated, but it just occurred to me in one of these eps they go to casper HIGH not casper middle school??? theyre 14?? dont highschools usually do ages 15-18? (I didnt go to hs so I might be wrong, if I am ignore this...) freshmen are usually 14-15, could just be a case of them not turning 15 yet but they will sometime in the school year (I say they because tucker said he was 14 too)? I know the show has 3 seasons, so by the end of it will they be older? thatd be neat but usually cartoon characters stay the same age...I love shows where you can see the characters age and grow up, though...three seasons seems like a long time to spend on like, 1 year...

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im genuinely really confused, ppl are saying that freelancer had these romance options and??? theres no options in these stories, they are set stories as in we dont choose how the story goes, we dont affect the choices the listener character makes?? gavin is the romantic interest, hux lasko and damien are freelancers friends, the non-canon romance audios are not other options or other love interests for freelancer within the story, they are non-canon spin-offs that are Not Canon and meant to be a separate thing from freelancers story??? erik has put Non-canon everywhere he can, i dont understand why ppl are like not getting that??

i get cause we have those audios of FL being their love interest but idk treat the non-canon audios as ???Non-canon maybe??? like an au or smth.

am i reading this wrong or like misunderstanding smth i dont get it?? is it cause we might not get audios of FL with them anymore?? Like theyre not canon, nothings changed with that we still might? FL is still with gavin and no ones freaking out over that "feeling like cheating" or smth

yeah besides being able to "self insert" there's no choice. maybe if it were at the beginning of freelancer season one where you could follow which elemental but gavin's been The romantic interest for a long time now.

i get people are worried we might not get videos from them anymore but in the description erik said he's planned this from the beginning of season two and we still got non canon videos since then.

lasko's my favourite and if it were up to me he'd be canon but he's not and if he had been paired off with one of the guys it wouldn't have changed anything for me. his videos with freelancer are an au and i enjoy them separately to the canon line.

that said, no one has to like the pairing for whatever reason, but until erik says something there's no reason to believe things will change as a viewer.

and dw you didn't misunderstand anything i think a lot of people going with their gut reactions and are jumping to conclusions. as for the cheating thing, i guess it only feels like cheating when a listener isn't involved in the initial pairing.