#just a general mood lmao

[craycraybluejay]

yeah yeah you hate me I'm an evil disgusting perverted manwhore we have each other blocked everywhere blah blah but I know you still jerk off to me and I know it makes you hate yourself a bit because you don't have the strength to accept the darker parts of your desire. but you can't help yourself and I take pleasure in the knowledge.

[andoutofharm]

the thing about the fob healing tour is that it has filled me with so much vindication that now whenever i see Bad Fall Out Boy Opinions (of which so many people are so unnecessarily loud about) it’s literally just like lol okay so you missed the point so bad it makes you look stupid and we are all laughing at you. get laughed at loser we do not have time to entertain your silliness we are busy healing and partying together forever.

[hypogryffin]

how do u draw so much so fast

well,

[shirogane-oushirou]

───[ First Meeting ]───

when poke!ren and poke!ro meet, ro's sitting at the water, drawing the landscape using chalk pastel, their team sitting around them or playing off to the side... and then they see A Little Freak (affectionate) crawling around in the grass, looking for Critters and things to forage. and he's focusing so hard that doesn't realize they're there until he's right beneath them, almost bumping into their chair ;;;

[cantsaythetword]

Agdkagskahs lee mood hit HARD tonight I was such a lil shit playing games

BUT IT PAID OFF I GOT TKLS QUITE A BIT IT WAS GREAT

I'm all cuddly and sleepy now lmao bed timesssss

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

I think the fact that even in the bit where kama attempts to actually romance you she brings along jar douman for frankly inscrutable reasons makes her one of the funnier characters. Like she doesn’t even really explain it she just BROUGHT him even before he offers to do her a favor if she lets him out like what exactly was the thought process here girlie

Also they’re both stupid

[neweitantree]

"Pretty dang pregnant" - Ike

[crunchchute]

if i do sonic related art again (or specifically, sonic movie fanart) i will post it here Unless its too shippy i guess. then its going to the grave

[riikkuu]

i need spunky kairi! i need kairi with some attitude! i need kairi to show up in quadratum to save riku and sora and then kick their butts for worrying her!!!

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Bpd culture is feeling bad when your partner says "I love you more" because you know they're incapable of it because you feel emotions much more intensely, but also not wanting to say that or go with the regular couple response of "no I love you more" because they'll just repeat themselves.

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[rosesradio]

i said this in that ask earlier but i still cannot get over. how ej said that “i would slap you but you’re my brother” comment. voice barely level eyes watering. probably went outside to cry. and then ricky and gina were like “oh no :(” for like a quarter of a second before going “well he didn’t slap ricky so i guess let’s make out now” like What was that about

[sonego]

gonna get personal in the tags sorryyyyy

shit i ran out of tags to use GKBKGKDKKDBJDMBMN ok rest under a read more 😭

so okay basically my doctor said sure i'll write you the prescription and also wait should i add it to your regularly taken meds page (so i can request it with a click when i run out)? and i was like yeah that'd be nice and i tried to explain that i thought i would only need for a short period of time but i still need it after many months so... but like he didn't care about the why lol

and anyway now that this has happened i'm like. gonna try to Stop doing what i was doing. there is no good reason to be in pain all the time and make my life harder when taking that dose of my med was working okay and making things considerably better. i don't need to punish myself. this is like so so so hard for me to internalize. being disabled is not a fault. even if it might be my "fault", even if i lowkey feel like i might have contributed to the condition i am in with like, bad choices or whatever, it's still not right to punish myself for it. i'm already unwell, i'm already suffering, what's making it worse gonna do to help? why do i need to feel worse just so i can think i got what i deserve for being in pain in the first place?

so yeah. going back to the higher dose. i hope that makes me feel less pain. i hope i can work without hating every second of it again. i do still hope one day i can get better and not need this med anymore, it's not like i've given up on that bc tbh a lot's still unclear and i will try and see if i can find answers. but in the meantime, no more punishing myself. i need to be okay. i want to be okay.

[strawberrywindow]

freddy newandyke is my dream girl 🧡

[take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar]

Welp, someone is stuck in rather conflicting moods right now--

[wickedhawtwexler]

it makes me so mad that i was laid off from my job while i'm struggling with writer's block. last time i was unemployed i wrote like 100k words a month

[lesbianchemicalplant]

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