#just know y’all are in my heart and i love you vvv much

[emomanswhore]

Who do you ship your moots with 👀

i am so sorry this took me literally forever to answer (>︿<｡) thank you for being patient w me, here’s my lovelies n who i think they belong with !! 🤍💗 lmk what y’all think hehehe <333

➜✰ @touyyes i ship u with … !! @emomanswhore

★☆ baki you know who you belong to, so naturally you’re shipped with me 💋👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🧁🍓💍 there’s no room for arguments n if you thought you was getting shipped with someone else, you were sorely mistaken 😟💢 …. BUT i do occasionally share you with toji, carlos, godot, leon, dabi n getou

➜✰ @ghxstic i ship u with … !! GYUTARO

★☆ nymphie i feel like gyu NEEDS you in his life forever（˶′◡‵˶) !! i bet he literally follows you every step you take, n while he tries acting hard in public and extremely protective of you,,, i jus know hes the biggest clingy baby who starts grumbling when y’all aren’t attached at the hip every second ♡♡♡

➜✰ @hellavile i ship u with … !! EREN

★☆ EVEEERYYONNEEE knows that my gorgeous momo n eren are the cutest tumblr couple ever🧎🏽‍♀️🤍 actual couple goals, cuz the way y’all are obsessed with each other makes me extremely jealous. #moren !! ♡♡♡ highkey wanna ship u w akira too cuz i feel like y’all would wear matching all black fits n look so good together <333

➜✰ @maydayaisha i ship u with … !! SOUTH TERANO

★☆ honestly aisha you give me BIG poly vibes ( ⸝⸝⸝• •⸝⸝⸝) like i can see you being in a happy, loving, committed relationship w multiple people ! buuttt if you were to be with a single person, i choose SOUTH. he’s so big n mean, but i bet with you he’s so gentle n treats you like his princess anytime anywhere !! 👑 ♡♡♡ hes never afraid to kiss you n sit you in his lap in front of anyone

➜✰ @snake-titan i ship u with …!! JEAN

★☆ nia piiiiaaaaaaaaa 🫂🤍 im thinking you and jean are the most wholesome n cutest couple EVER <333 like anytime i see y’all, if it’s not you hugging his arm,, it’s him behind you curled around your body like a koala bear ! absolutely adorable ( ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ )

➜✰ @sailewhoremoon i ship u with …!! ICHIGO

★☆ honestly sosa, i was so tempted to pair you with either renji or urahara (𖦹﹏𖦹ᐡ꒦)— BUT im sticking with my gut n saying you and ichigo would be the sexiest couple 😩 i just know y’all be dressing and styling together, n you’d be that famous fashion influencer couple on tik tok & the gram ♡♡♡ !!

➜✰ @getosbunny i ship u with … !! GETOU

★☆ his name is sitting there in your user ٩ʕ•ﻌ•*ʔو so ofc pretty girl jade can only be with pretty boy sugu ♡♡♡ !! i think suguru absolutely adores you, like you’ll never have to lift a single finger cuz he lives for spoiling his baby <333

➜✰ @satorhime i ship u with … !! GOJO

★☆ lolly n gojo sittin inna tree k-i-s-s-i-n-g !!! (˶‾ ⁻̫ ‾˵) ♡♡ lolly polly i feel like even tho satoru is your bf, you constantly threaten his life cuz he stays playing games with you. like more than once, you’ve told him you’ll stab him in the leg w a fork cuz he’s just getting on your damn nerves the whole day 🚶🏽‍♀️🔪

➜✰ @noriken i ship u with … !! DRAKEN

★☆ OF COURSE NORI GOES WITH KEN ?!!! YALL DIDNT KNOW ?????? 🤨 ken for sure got an attitude every minute he goes without you being around him. you got him wrapped around your pretty lil fingers for sure— speaking of, ken gets suupperr happy when he pays for your nails n sees you got his initials on each nail (˶ᵔ𖥦ᵔ˶) <333

➜✰ @bluebellhairpin i ship u with … !! ALLMIGHT

★☆ whether it’s allmight or toshi, nemo i think you’d love him no matter what state he’s in and he’s completely infatuated with you ! (๑ ᴖ ᴈ ᴖ) ♡♡♡ you are his biggest weakness in the world, n i just know he keeps polaroids of you in his wallet

[mymegumi]

HAII im late but here’s my entry for the matchups thing 🥹🥹

name: logan ⭐️

preferred anime: jjk !!

preferred gender: you can roll the dice for me 🤓

fave thing abt the holidays: definitely the weather, if we’re talking abt christmas in the northern hemisphere i love when it gets cold bc im so used to living in tropical weathers n i love wearing sweaters when i go out, also im lowkey domestic as fuck so spending it w the ppl i love in my family is also nice 🥹

personality wise i come off pretty unserious 80% of the time but it’s all in jest, i truthfully struggle with expressing my raw emotions/thoughts out loud sometimes so im more of an action person (my love language is quality time which explains it pretty well, i basically am very much a “i dont know how to tell you i like being with you in a way that fully encompasses it so let me make up for that by dedicating all of my time to you”). also my aesthetics/interests and overall likes tend to lean more towards anything alt/niche and ‘nonconforming’ as i have this innate desire to be as unique as possible (yes i was an edgy not like other girls teenager and yes i regret it) but i draw inspiration from the world around me and i could never see myself without the people i hold dear to my heart :’) im also a huge nerd lol im a stem major specifically astrophysics and i like to think im pretty smart but just suck at explaining/teaching things to others so yeah. this is probably more than u even needed from me but i hope this works !! 😭

hi logan!!!! its soooo good to get to know u more and i hope u know that i am so excited to get to know ever MORE! but for this wintery match up today, i match you with:

GOJO SATORU !

listen, i think gojo lowkey loves that ur like shy w ur affection and is always teasing you abt it!! he tries to get u to say u love him n he’s always always trying to make u blush or get flustered!!! he thinks it’s such a treat when you finally, finally tell him you love him and will absolutely smother you in affection when you do! he says, yeah i’ll love you enough for the both of us, baby, don’t even worry. he also loves! loves that you’re smart and that he can talk to you about his jujutsu and even can explain the limits of it and the mechinations in a way that he can’t with ppl that don’t understand physics/calculus. he thinks it’s so nice to be able to have someone even remotely on the same level as him in terms of like,, his jujutsu!! and i think that he’d also appreciate how you were so much smarter than him in certain aspects. he also loves ur perspective on life and i can see y’all having vvv nice convos abt the world and how both of you see it!!! it’s just such a wholesome lil couple and ik that he’s ur fave but i truly think y’all would get along rlly well and have good convos. and he would be so teasing and pretend to be hurt when u say smth lowkey mean and make u give him kisses and apology!!!

RUNNER UPS: ⠀ ෆ none ⠀ ⠀ ⤿ tbh i lit cant think of anyone else that would be a ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ better match for you loge!!!

gojo laughs with his chest as you brush at your hair, eyes concentrated and brows furrowed as you try to get the melting snow out of your hair. his chest is light, full of joy and happiness at the ease of which he feels with you. “baby, why are you so grumpy? it’s just a little snow in your hair.”

“i know it’ll melt, but my hair was so cute tonight!” you grumble, hands clutching onto gojo’s as he attempts to tuck a stray piece behind your ear. “ugh, whatever. let’s just keep walking.”

“okay, princess.” he knows not to argue with you, because he’s smart and he loves you. “want to get a coffee at that cafe?”

“yes please.” you pout, tucking yourself as close to gojo as you can for warmth. putting an arm over your shoulder, he rests his head on your not-so-soggy hair. “i can pay.”

“don’t insult me like that.” he huffs, tugging on a piece of your hair gently. he loves to spoil you, and you just hate letting him have his way. too bad you were stuck with him now, though.

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[userholland]

save your tears | t.h.

pairing: actor!tom x princess!reader + enemies to lovers au

summary: getting lost in italy sounds like a dream, but not when it’s with an actor who you think could be the worst person to be stuck with all night in a foreign country. as much as the two of you can’t stand each other, everyone, including the paparazzi, make it impossible to be separated. will pulling an all nighter in venice and ending up in rome for an escape be able to help you make amends? (based off the films, roman holiday + 10 things i hate about you!)

word count: 11.5k!

songs: save your tears - the weeknd, remember that night? - sara keys, golf on tv - lennon stella, drama queen - milk., maniac - conan gray

warnings (?): buzzcut!tom because he’s my heart, lots of secret yearning, cursing, drinking alcohol + reader being a lightweight, golfer!tom, cringe-worthy paparazzi, tom and reader being the trope soft idiot + clueless idiot, tons of hateful tension, a very sarcastic tom + wingman!richboy!harrison, fake marriage (?)

a/n: this is purely fictional and my work! i just want to say this is a fic i’m vvv proud of it. like low-key i’m so nervous to post it BUT these tropes are just my everything and were inspired by movies + others and mushed into one long slow burn!!! thank y’all so much for your love, support, kindness and remember, love yourself <3

PART I: VENICE

Summer was a season to easily fall in love or, at least, try to find it. There was free time to go out to bars & clubs and more time to hang out in the city until the sun peeked over the horizon. White sand beaches, new tan lines, and even the warmth of the sun felt like bliss because the harsh humidity after long, rainy nights had ended. But, throughout all your summer vacations spent in Italy, Venice was the closest thing to heaven on earth. It’s too bad that this was your one and only time to try those things when you’re being hovered over 24/7.

You weren’t able to leave your home in Caserta, your royal home in Italy, that often. With your family’s traditional fear of thinking you go off on your own, you were always escorted with someone to wherever you may want to wander to. It felt like being put on a leash when you seemed like a person who could have the world. Sometimes, you thought that being a princess was more of a curse than it was a luxury. While most people could pass by you not knowing you’re royalty, your face would be plastered everywhere if you ever went missing. Police would be called, your phone would be tracked and dogs would sniff through every town... quite dramatic if you were ever asked.

The air in Venice was fresh as the vivid blue casted above without a cloud in the sky. It was complete paradise, a place you hoped to venture to again when you had another free week, but just as the vacation from your home life was ending, your best friend, Delilah, somehow got you both into some kind of charade when you just wanted to relax on your last night. Her family’s wealth put her on the map, always seeing the beautiful and poised Kingston family in the tabloids for organizing their huge galas and exclusive balls. But, when Del was with you, she dropped the good girl act and let her wild side come out, ready to find something or someone interesting to do.

Although love has never worked in your favor, marriage was always brought up since you needed to find someone to wed. None of the royalty your parents brought around was worth your time, not because you were the snob, but they preferred their time talking to you about their boats and yachts, even talks of how they wished they could have more Italian cars to race through the country like F1 racers. For once, you wanted to hang out with a guy who was normal, average even, if that didn’t sound like an insult. Someone who worked for what they have rather than having it handed to them on a silver platter.

You groaned, “Who is your date bringing again? I hope it’s not someone from a rock band or… a biker.”

“I don’t know really, he just said a friend. Someone good though, I only made it a deal that way. He’s no Windsor or even a Depp, but he’s apparently really talented and super nice.” Del teased, pulling your hand behind her as if you were running late when you were perfectly on time.

“Well, he better be a son of an ambassador if you have me running in heels on granite.” You rolled your eyes, following her lead into the grand hotel. The entrance had huge doors, lined with lights that entered a beautiful lobby with greenery to blend in with the warm yellow warms and sleek floors. “I want to feel normal about this, okay? No mentioning I’m a princess just for free drinks. We don’t need cameras on us so that my parents will have a heart attack.” You mentioned.

Del rolled her eyes, “Don’t worry, I pretend I’m dating the prince of Denmark, he owes me a favor after last Halloween.”

You arched your eyebrow, “Do I wanna know?”

She replied with a sweet giggle, glancing down at her phone to check her messages. Apparently, they agreed to meet on the second floor deck, outside where the pool overlooked the ocean. Golden fairy lights curled around the railings and the night’s stars littered the midnight of the skies that went as far as your eyes could see. You didn’t want to leave yet, it was too perfect like you were painted into a beautiful canvas. As you gazed at the constellations, Delilah tapped your shoulder twice to get your attention.

“They’re in there, by the fountain. Your date looks super cute too!” She giggled, grabbing her clutch off the railing and already two steps ahead.

When you went inside, both the guys were facing away from you, talking to one another and cheekily smiling to themselves. One was wearing a white-button up and slacks and the other was in a large black shirt, baggy jeans— and for some reason a beanie when it was eighty-five degrees outside.

Immediately, when your gaze met his, you furrowed your eyebrows. Great, another actor. The reveal of him was shocking, or in your mind, disappointing. He wasn’t the Prince of Holland like you wished, someone much more… dense. Well, there were plenty of adjectives in the English language, many more in Italian, to describe how you thought about god-complexed actor with an ego bigger than the whole country of Italy, possibly all of Europe, standing in front of you with, what you thought was, a smug smile painted on his thin lips.

“Hey, I’m Harrison and this is my mate—” The well-dressed blonde smiled at Del, both of them already smitten with one another’s appearances.

“Yes! You’re Spider-man, of course, I know you. Oh my God, I almost didn’t recognize you without the curls.” Del praised him.

“Nice to meet you, and yeah, had to get rid of it again for a recent project.” Tom chuckled as he ran his hand over the freshly buzzed hair then turned his gaze at you, “And how’re you, love?”

Great, that accent is probably how he comes off as “endearing”.

“Honestly, I’ve had better nights.” You retorted, your tone was snarky yet you said it with a shit-grinning smile, which confused Tom if it was sarcasm.

The brunette furrowed his unkempt brow, but Harrison chimed in, “We were going to hang out at the bar so, let’s head over there.” It was his attempt to gloss over the awkward moment, but you could call it an honest opinion. You’ve never had a problem with being brutally honest﹣ even more so when it came to Hollywood’s elite. You heard enough from friends and others that they were some of the meanest and most spoiled beings who walked around, flaunting their pretentiousness like it was a badge of honor stamped on their designer bags and real leather.

As you crossed your arms, you trailed behind Del and Harrison’s lead while Tom was by your side. You could feel his bright brown eyes in your direction, trying to initiate conversation, but he couldn’t read your poker face. He dealt with many people like you, incredibly defensive and thought of him as presumptuous with his status. At least, that’s what he could make out from your body language from the walk to the bar which was only seconds. But, having those kinds of sudden encounters, Tom knew how to take the piss out of the situation and he absolutely intended to do it tonight.

Harrison politely asked for a booth for four, but with the late night crowd coming in, there was only one table left for two and the bar was open to anyone.

“We’ll sit at the bar, mate. No worries.” Tom insisted, purposefully not asking you.

“Okay, great. Don’t get too comfortable guys.” Harrison jeered toward his best-friend and your unamused look.

Soft jazz played quietly once you walked further into the restaurant, some people would call it romantic, but you thought this was a version of one of your hells. You were used to having doors opened for you, food made, even your hair brushed when you were fitted for royal events, but you wanted to handle yourself and not let him get underneath your skin or dress.

You pulled out your own bar stool, lifting the end of your dress so you wouldn’t pull on it when you sat down. As you crossed your legs, Tom’s eyes trailed up them, but went back to your gaze, puzzled as to what to say that didn’t make you reply with a bitter answer. Although he could always play along, not needing to play nice with such a normal girl for once… or so he thought.

“Vorrei una vodka soda, per favore?” You asked, the words elegantly flowed off your tongue.

Tom smirked, “Peroni for me in a bottle, thanks, mate.”

The bartender nodded to the both of you, walking away to get your drinks. You didn’t turn to Tom, your eyes searching around the low-lit room, any reason to not pay him mind.

Tom sealed his lips, his eyebrows raised as he does the same all while feeling sufficiently awkward, like he had done bad to you, someone he never met before. In times like this, the natural charm came out and things would mull over from warm conversation, but he knew that there was something lying beneath the surface of your body language.

“So…” He trailed, “how’s your night been?”

“I’m sweating like a pig in this heat, and you?” You answered bluntly, running your fingers through your hair, still feeling the pain at the crown of your head from how tight your bun was last night. The tiara’s ends had poked at your skull all night, having to keep your head up as well for the elite crowd that were your parents' friends.

“Well, I was going to ask if your glow was natural.” Tom smirked.

You arched your eyebrow, “Do you even know who I am, Hollywood?” You asked, your hand trailing to the back of your neck, trying to massage out the kink.

“No, but it was my follow up question and I’m actually from London so...” Tom replied, still that smug smile on his face.

With a smirk on your lips, you replied, “Well, I’m not going to tell you.”

“And why’s that? You’re too worthy?”

You hummed, “Something like that, yes.”

“Well, do you want to know my name? The least you can ask since I’m buying your drink, right?” Tom asked, leaning his elbow on the bar as he fully turned toward you.

“You should buy me a drink because it’s what a gentleman does for a woman... and while you’re not a gentleman, by all means, you’re still my date. So, no, I don’t owe you my name, Hollywood.”

Tom smirked, “See, you called me Hollywood again, or at least implied it so you do know who I am.”

You scoffed, “I know enough.”

“Ah, so you assume I’m an asshole.” Tom nodded.

“No, I know you are. Unlike the girls that fall into your lap, I was raised to see you for what and who you are… a spoiled, west-coast-influenced, actor who snaps their fingers just to get what they want.”

Tom half-smiled, “Actually I just text people these days, gets a lot of things done faster.” He jeered to fuel your hatred, “and I’ll have you know I worked for my place in the industry unlike some other spoiled actors who just have the pretty face and daddy’s money.”

You narrowed your eyes at him before taking a sip of your liquor, not liking the taste, but it was better than having to share a glance. A huff left your lips, but your gaze focused on the small dance floor in the middle of the room. Couples of all ages danced around, their hands around their partners and spinning to a happy, upbeat sound. It reminded you of the times you’d stare out your big window, letting the fresh air in as you heard the samba and Italian pop blare down from below. It was an open patio where many residents would go for a night out, playing cards and blowing their cigarette smoke into the night. Usually, it was people your age, a life you wish you could live if you were able to leave without supervision.

There was silence between you and Tom for a few minutes, before he turned to you, “Do you want to dance? Ease the tension?” Tom asked, putting his beer down.

“Not with you.” You trailed.

Tom bitterly chuckled, “Okay, am I missing something? Where was the part that I gave you a real reason to not like me?” He asked out of curiosity, his fuse running shorter and shorter.

You turned to him, setting down your drink that was only ice, “I know guys like you. You think because you’re famous and you get everything you want and anyone you want to fall into your lap because you’ve been in some… amateur movies.” You protested, straightening your back.

“Amateur?” Tom scoffed, “I haven’t been in amateur movies.”

“That’s not what reviews say.”

Tom arched his left eyebrow, “So you haven’t even watched my movies to know?”

“I don’t have to know if everyone else is making such a big fuss about them. It’s what happens when you stick to American movies, why not broaden your horizons a bit?” You ranted on, the bartender already refreshing your drink and placing it on the bar.

A stuttered chuckle left Tom’s mouth, his ego deflated as he took in your words, “I do broaden my horizons. I broaden my horizons all the time.”

“Like when?” You raised your eyebrows.

Nothing left Tom’s mouth, not even a word on his own tongue, but he finally replied, “I do my own stunts… most of the time.” He said before taking a sip of his cold beer.

“Hmm, is that what your publicist tells you to say?” You retorted without looking at him.

“Okay, what have you done that I haven’t done? Most adventurous thing, go.” Tom asked, slapping the top of his hand against the bottom of his hand in his lap.

Your heart began to beat faster as you tried to think of something, anything with how limited you were able to do anything. Tom almost smirked at the panic painting on your face, watching you take a long sip of your drink until you answered, “I went horseback riding once…”

“Horseback riding? That’s it? Was it side-saddle?”

“No, we went horseback riding in the Alps.” You sealed your lips.

“Oh, we? Who? Boyfriend? Fiancee?”

You clenched your jaw, “It was a great time and I could have fallen over the edge of a mountain at any time. No ropes or anything.” You said then took a quick sip of your drink, “Besides, it’s not like any of those things you do you plan yourself, you’re paid to do them.”

“It’s my job technically, and I wouldn’t trade any day of it.” Tom fired back.

It made you feel shallow with how low you were willing to go to sink his ego. All you could do is face the music, quite literally, and feel like you hadn’t done anything with how limited you were to your life. The years have sailed by and the only thing that could come to mind when the word ‘adventurous’ was brought up was… horseback riding. The loud words of your parents boomed inside your head, the music playing seeming to fade, and all you heard was them telling you not to attend events other than regal balls with monarchs or tea parties with girls who just married their way into royalty.

Tom saw the empty glare in your eyes, “Hey… I didn’t mean to make it a competition or anything--”

“It’s fine. It’s not like I care what you’ve done. We live in two different worlds.” You smeared over your embarrassment with something dry and quick.

Tom didn’t feel so much as hatred, as something was bothering you and it wasn’t him. He was cautious when thinking of something else to say, but Harrison touched his shoulder that made him turn back.

“Hey, we’re gonna go back to our room. She’s been whispering in my ear since we got here.” Harrison jeered, leaning on Tom’s shoulder.

“Our room? Like yours and mine?” Tom furrowed his brow, “Then what do I do?”

“You’re an actor, improvise…” Harrison patted Tom’s shoulder, “Things aren’t going well with the friend?” He added, his icy blue eyes taking a quick glance at you.

“No offense, but I think this girl hates me… and I’ve never met her before.” Tom whispered.

“You had to have done something bad for her to not like you… Are you sure you didn’t sleep with her?” Harrison half-joked, but Tom gave him side-eye in response.

While Harrison spoke to Tom, Del stood on your side and she giggled, “Hey, do you have a condom?”

“I barely get to leave my own home, what makes you think I’m carrying those?” You replied in an unamused tone.

“Can’t say I didn’t ask you.” She continued to giggle, glancing her dazed, green eyes over at Harrison.

“We’ll see you guys in the morning.” Harrison smirked, Del getting his arm before the both of them walked away.

Tom watched them walk away, “Definitely don’t want to interrupt that later so, I guess you’re stuck with me for the night.” He spun back on his bar seat, grabbing his beer again.

“No, I have a key and our hotel is just down the road. So, you’ll walk me there like the gentleman I know you can act like.” You trailed, watching him tip back the bottle until there was nothing left. He got the beer less than a half an hour ago, and you didn’t want to say how impressive it was. Granted, you’ve only had alcohol at parties and it was usually one sip of champagne or old wine to toast.

“C’mon, let’s stay for a few more minutes… just because I want this moment to last forever and ever.” Tom trailed with all the sarcasm in his tone.

You cocked an eyebrow, “Oh, haha. You should add comedy to your exceptional résumé.”

Tom’s phone vibrated in his front pocket, making him wiggle it out and the text on his bright screen was from Harrison. He assumed his best-friend would either ask about a room key or if he had a spare condom, but instead there was a picture of the front, glass doors and a group of men with big cameras.

“I’d stray away from the lobby, mate.” The text underneath said.

Tom held back his curse, simply turning off his phone and putting it back into his pocket and you rolled your eyes at him.

“What? Your other date cancel on you?” You tilted your head, sipping from your straw.

He sighed, “You know… If I didn’t know you, I’d think you’re a statue, so why don’t we relax for a few more minutes.” Tom said before gesturing to the bartender to come back over, “I’ll have another beer, do you want another drink?”

“I want to go back to my room, if you don’t mind.” You tried to speak politely.

Tom wasn’t trying to be a dick, but he wanted to cringe at himself for sounding like one. The real reason he didn’t want to leave was not to prolong this argument, but fear of the group of paparazzi and fans outside the hotel. As much as he wanted to humble himself, anywhere he went, there was always a mob outside practically shaking for him to come out. The limits people would go surprised him, but he still tried to be cautious about how he went about it and if it was actually good for him or raising his ego to fuel a Hollywood persona. Some days, Tom wished he could flash back to being able to go out without being bombarded by phones and cameras in his face, so much that he had to hire an assistant to run errands for him. A part of him didn’t want to admit it was nice to have things done for him at his beck and call, really anyone’s dream, but at the same time, he suddenly realized how private his life had become more than anyone could ever handle.

As you grabbed your purse and gracefully moved off the stool, Tom quickly got up, “Uh, why don’t we walk around for a while? This place is really nice… Did you see the flower swing in the lobby?”

You narrowed your eyes, “No, I want to get away from you, aka the creep who’s trying to get me to stay here just because he’s lonely and a little desperate.”

The two of you stood there, Tom’s face practically pink and his lips went to the side, but he turned to the bartender, “Is there an exit through the kitchen?”

With a nod and friendly grin, the bartender replied, “Through those two back doors, keep walking straight and you’ll end up on the street behind the hotel.”

“Hey, thanks mate.” Tom nodded back as he took out his wallet, “If anyone comes in asking for me, tell them I went to the garden on the top floor.”

You watched Tom as he pulled a crisp hundred dollars out of his black-leather wallet, the gold designer logo by the corner. It made you turn your attention to the shiny, silver watch glimmering against his tan wrist. Roman numerals circled around the frame, the brand in small letters in the center, not realizing you were concentrating so hard because your buzz hit you hard just from the little alcohol you had. There were one of two sips left, ice barely melted, but your tongue needed water to wash the light drunk feeling away.

“Of course, Mr. Holland.” The bartender said as he took the bill.

Tom turned to you, “Okay, let’s go.”

“Wait, wait!” You groaned, finding the straw with your tongue and sipping the rest of the drink until you heard the sound of slurping, “Okay, I’m done. Jeez. So eager now.” You trailed, turning your back to him and Tom lightly put his hand on your forearm.

“This way, princess.” Tom groaned, unironically calling you that.

“Now how did you know?” You faked a gasp, walking behind him and his hold on your arm went around your hand.

You giggled, but Tom was too busy looking left and right to make sure he wasn’t getting caught. None of the people lingering in the bar seemed like his fans, but it never ceased to surprise him if a photo of him was taken when he wasn’t looking.

After avoiding a few dark-haired busboys, Tom waved the trailing steam from the kitchen out of his face while his other hand held yours with a tight grip. Eruptions of pan fires and various great smells consumed the room, but you dodged chefs left and right as you were pacing through the busy scene.

One guy, around the same height as you, turned around with a hot pan as you passed by, making you quickly duck your head with Tom still pulling you behind him.

“Why are we going this way? We’re not getting shot up by anyone.” You groaned, coming back up and touching your hair to make sure it wasn’t singed off.

“Trust me, it’s a better way. You’ll thank me later.”

You rolled your eyes, “I’m not thanking you for anything.”

Once you got to the exit door, you entered the alley that was only lit by a single, warm light from above the door. The cool summer breeze blew against your faces, a relief from the bubbled heat inside the kitchen and you leaned your head back to look at the beautiful, bright moon. The white gleam shone down as a heavenly glow over the city where people easily fell in love, but at this moment, you were feeling sore from your heels and sick of Tom.

Before you could take in the moment, Tom held your hand once again, “Okay, let’s go… this way.”

“Let go of my hand, you don’t just grab a woman’s hand without warning.” You spoke properly, pulling your hand away from his in one swipe.

“Well no offense, princess, but you look pretty tipsy. I know it’s not the breeze so, I’m making sure you don’t fall on your face.” Tom said facing forward, you trailing behind him.

You groaned, “Would you stop calling me that? Just because I act like a princess doesn’t mean I am a-”

Your words were cut off by Tom suddenly shushing you, bumping into his backside and you held his shoulder to regain your balance. Tom, without looking, tried to wrap his arm around to your lower back to help you not fall as well.

“Hey! What are you doing?!” You protested, pushing yourself away from him.

He carefully peeked his head around the corner as the pupils in his golden-brown eyes instantly became small, but Tom had his sight glued until the men with cameras walked across the street.

Tom let out a breath of relief with his back against the wall.

You arched your eyebrow, “What the hell was that about?”

“Hiding from the paparazzi.” Tom said shortly, his head still looking in the same direction.

Rolling your eyes, a small chuckle left your lips, “Oh, I’m sorry, I’m not some supermodel who would know how fatal it is to be seen by a bunch of guys with cameras getting your every great angle.”

Tom turned his head with an peeved look painted on his face before he passed you, walking down the sidewalk.

“Where are you going? You can’t just leave a woman alone in the middle of the night, on a corner, in a busy town.” You complained, cautiously following behind as your heels moved between the cobblestones.

“Sorry, but I can think of a million better things to do than you making fun of me, mocking me and insulting me all night.”

“Hmm, and to think, I thought you actors had thicker skin.” You muttered, your eyes staring at your feet as you continued to be careful with each step you took, your arms a bit out from your sides to maintain your center of gravity. Just when you thought you were balanced, you heard a snap and the weight of your right foot dropped enough that you leaned onto Tom’s shoulder for support. He caught you with his one arm, able to lean you back up and you looked over your shoulder to look at your heel.

“Oh! My heel broke, oh no.” You pouted, taking off the high-class, black stiletto.

The bottom ripped from the shoe, making them unwearable for the dirty road ahead of you. With your eyebrows furrowed and your mouth gapped, there was no way to repair it right here and right now.

“Great, now I have to walk in the streets with bare feet. To think, this night couldn’t get worse.” You trailed, sitting down on a bench in front of one of the street shops.

Tom glanced at you as you wiped dirt off the bottom of your foot, looking at you massaging your ankle. While he was up to his ears with your royal-like attitude, Tom rolled his eyes before he sat on the bench next to you and began to untie his sneaker lace.

“What are you doing?” Your face scrunched up.

“I’m giving you my sneakers so you don’t complain the rest of the night.” Tom grinned.

With an unamused look, you retorted, “I’m not wearing those… They’re probably sweaty.”

Tom stopped pulling his other lace, “Unless you want to walk barefoot in the streets and step in things like dirt, booze and throw up. Maybe even pi-”

“Okay!” You retorted then sighed, “...Give me the shoes, please.” You pouted, a furrow between your brows.

“Ah, she says ‘please’.” Tom raised his eyebrows, taking off his other white sneaker and handing it to you.

You were visibly frowning, not at all happy about this, but it was better than subjecting yourself to stepping in something gross. Throwing your pride away, you take both of his Vans and toss them by your feet. Tom grabbed your heels, placing them next to him as you tied the dirty laces in big bows.

“How do they look? Tacky?” You asked, looking down, tucking your hair behind both your ears.

Tom half-smiled, “They were given to me, customized and worth a lot.”

“Well, I beg to differ. It doesn’t match with my outfit.” You pouted.

He got back on his feet, giving you his hand and you glanced up at him with the dim, yellow light shining over your face.

“I think you look lovely.” Tom admitted, his hand still out for you to hold.

You didn’t want to believe him, especially with how the night was going, it was the last thing you expected him to say. As you took his hand, you stood up with his help and the soreness of your feet was tender against the dry insoles.

“I supposed I see the appeal. They’re quite comfortable.” You kept looking down at the shoes, bending your ankle to see the sides of the clean soles.

“Was that just a compliment?” Tom acted surprised.

You quickly looked back up at him, narrowing your eyes at him, “Let’s get to the hotel before we get mobbed by a bunch of Nikons.” You huffed, picking up your heels by the straps then walking past him with your arms crossed.

Tom couldn’t help but smirk to himself, a little skip in his step to catch up to your fast pace. Street lights were far and few, only leaving you exposed to light for a few seconds, but Tom still looked over his shoulders to make sure you weren’t being slowly followed. Car horns echoed from side streets and you passed groups of people without being noticed, but once you saw your hotel across the street. Tom felt like he was home free, ready to let this stress of being seen off his shoulders, only a few feet away until his name was called.

“Oh my god, it is him!” One girl squealed, quickly walking up with her friends.

While it was hard to hold back, Tom scrunched his face before turning around to the excited teenagers, their phones already out so they could take a picture with him. He handed you your heels, holding them by the ankle straps while you waited for him and his little fangirl group.

“Hey, how’re you guys?” He grinned, walking up to them.

The scene made you roll your eyes, but you kept your distance and leaned against a road sign pole.

“We heard you were filming around here! What’s the movie about?” One of the young girls, her hair short and a bright blonde, curiously asked him.

“Soon, I’m not gonna spoil anything.” Tom jeered, signing one of the phone cases given to him along with a metallic silver sharpie.

“Ugh! We can’t wait.” The taller brunette smiled, “Can we get pictures, please?”

“Yeah! Of course.” Tom smiled and the blonde girl immediately got under his arm, giving her friend her phone. She hoped Tom couldn’t feel her heart beating out of her chest, practically red from being this close to him.

“Is Harrison here too?” One of them asked, giddy just from his presence.

Tom nodded, “Yeah, he’s out though.” Another flash going off with another girl under his arm.

“We almost didn’t recognize you with the buzzcut.” The other quickly followed up, “Where are your shoes?”

“Umm…” Tom trailed, turning red from feeling on the spot.

You cleared your throat, Tom only turning his head your way while the girls continued to flash their phone cameras at him. A tight grin, obviously sarcastic, grew on your lips, then sealing them once he looked away.

Tom took one last picture, showing his pearly smile before saying, “It was nice meeting you guys.”

They cheerfully thanked him, genuinely seeming happy but you didn’t quite understand why. As Tom strolled back over, you handed him the expensive, yet ruined, heels, but his glance was focused on someone across the street with a big camera pointed his way.

“Look at you, lowering girls' expectations one day at a time.” You said with raised eyebrows.

“Apparently, it’s my specialty tonight.” Tom sighed, “Let’s go.” He placed his hand above your lower back, trying to escort you from the mob of snapshots that could come at any second.

The two of you walked up to the entrance of your hotel, Tom pulling open the door for you. You wiped your shoes on the mat in the foyer, then both of you set foot in the lobby. A few people turned their heads, staring at the possible couple before them, and furrowing their eyebrows at your feet, wondering why Tom was just in his socks, but he turned to you to focus from the attention.

“I can’t go back out there for a few hours. I don’t need paparazzi coming up to me and asking questions. I can’t be seen with you.”

Right then, you wanted to tell him that it was a privilege to be seen with you. But, you bit your tongue and tried to remember that you only needed to spend a few more hours together then, hopefully, never cross paths again. It wasn’t worth getting to his level, or so you thought.

You lightly scoffed, “With me?”

Tom closed his eyes for a second, nodding his head, “That’s not what I meant. I just mean that I don’t want to get you into this, it sucks having your business leaked to millions of people... By all means, it’s not because your company isn’t appreciated for being so warm and cheery.” He ended with his ongoing sarcasm.

Your mind said no, wanting to trip him on the way out, but your heart didn’t have the will to leave him on his own even though you were willing to a few minutes ago. After seeing him with his fans, there was an authentic side you saw from him that made him seem unfeigned compared to his Hollywood ego.

“Fine, you can stay… I know your face is your money maker even though I’d like to see some girls tear you apart.” You hummed, tilting your head at him.

Tom chuckled, “I only asked because I figured we’re having such a fun time, why stop it now, darling?”

“Keep it up with the ‘darling’ pet name, and I’ll push you out there and record it.”

“Oh, please do.” Tom grinned, turning his back to you.

You rolled your eyes, “I can’t stand you.” As you walked away from him, his back still turned to you. Tom looked over his shoulder, seeing you were already a distance away so he quickly picked up his pace and caught up behind you. He arched his head up as he walked, squinting his eyes and admiring the beautiful tiles layered along the ceiling. He wasn’t an expert in architecture, but your hotel made the one he was staying at look like a kept up motel. The chandelier lighting shined against the gold foil within the tiles, giving the place a natural glow even in the night time.

Tom whistled, “Wow, does this place have a helicopter pad on the top too?”

“Yes, and they come with huge bottles of champagne and strippers.” You grinned at him, walking side-by-side with him.

“...Don’t joke about that.” Tom trailed.

As the two of you approached the sleek elevators in the hall, paparazzi with their huge cameras in hand were outside on the back patio. Tom could see them storm in, eager looks on their faces past the glass of the back doors. Even though one of the managers interfered, Tom lightly pulled your arm to the side to hide in the hall of elevators.

“Hey! Again, with the grabbing!” You whisper-shouted, moving away to stand in front of him. You pushed the top button on the pad, seeing it turn yellow then crossing your arms in front of your chest.

“Are they still out there?” Tom asked you, standing close to the tall plant.

You forced a grin, “Who? The screaming fans that probably have locks of your hair?”

“No... the paparazzi, right out there.” He continued to whisper, his back still against the wall.

As you carefully leaned over, while also trying to be graceful, you saw the cluster of men with a camera in one hand, some with the huge flashes attached to the top of them, and all of their mouths moving at the same time.

“Maybe if I go out there, I can certainly convince them you’re not that big of a deal.”

“Pff, that’s impossible...” Tom nodded.

You quickly turned your head to him, “Do you really want me to throw you out there?”

“Kidding… I’m kidding.” He trailed a chuckle.

You narrowed your eyes at him, then turned back to the hectic scene outside, “I think they’re being told to leave now.”

Just as Tom thought he was in the clear, he shifted his attention to a few paparazzi that had snuck in through the side door. He watched them as the men scanned the room to see if they were caught, but Tom’s eyes widened as they started coming in your direction.

“Hey, hey, we have to go, right now.” Tom huffed, reaching out for your hand.

“But the elevator—”

“We don’t have time for the elevator.” He persisted, pulling your arm in his direction.

Both of you turned your heads away from the doors, attempting to ignore the paparazzi yet they still yelled Tom’s name as loud as they could to tempt him to look at their flashing lights. You stayed close to Tom, putting your hand on the side of your face to hopefully mask your identity so there wasn’t a chance you could ever be linked to this embarrassment.

“Tom! Is that a new girlfriend?”

“Who is that?!”

“How long have you been together?”

“Tom! Tom!”

If you didn’t know any better, they were like seagulls squawking for the same bait, practically tripping over each other to get any shot to get their paychecks. You could understand your conscience pulling you either way to either have a moral high ground or burst out in rage and tell them to go away. It almost made you grateful that your royal spectacles weren’t in the public limelight.

“C’mon, c’mon, darling.” Tom said under his breath, opening an exit door.

“Don’t call me that.” You retorted yet your hand was squeezing his tight.

You both squeezed through, finding yourself outside again but golf carts were evenly parked and a wide path lead out into the dark.

“You know, I think you’re really overreacting right now. You’re acting like you... shot someone or something like that.” You huffed, dragging yourself behind him.

“Well I have a getaway plan.” Tom trailed.

You furrowed your eyebrows, “...You’re not being serious, right?”

Tom walked over to the stand with the golf keys inside, grabbing the first one he saw and read the number in golden font.

“You haven’t taken me seriously the whole night so what does this one thing do?” He said as he searched for the golf cart with the matching number.

You nodded, “Wait, but this is stealing...”

“Ah, look, they even have a bag of clubs. Ooo, property of Wade Duffield. Happy anniversary, babe. Love, Rachel...” Tom ignored you, running his hand over the tag attached to the bag.

“Hello?” You sang to him, his back still turned to you.

“Look, these other clubs are Rachel’s. Must be honeymooners…” Tom trailed, flicking the tag before he walked around the cart and sat in the driver’s seat.

“What? Because you think you’re some celebrity, you get to take people’s things?”

“I’m not taking it, we’re just leaving until all the paparazzi are gone. Huge difference.” Tom told you as he turned the key, making the golf cart beep a few times.

The sound of crickets filling in the silence as you exchanged a blank stare with Tom. It was one of those ‘use your head or your heart’ moments and it left a bittersweet taste in your mouth, but when was the next time you were going to be able to steal a golf cart?

“What do you say? I’ll be Wade if you’ll be Rachel.” Tom put his hand out for you to hold.

You rolled your eyes, “I bet you stole that from one of your own movies.” You scoffed, walking around to the passenger side.

Tom patted his hands on top of the dense steering wheel, “Depends, did it swoon you enough? Because I’ve memorized a lot-”

You tossed your heels on the floor, “Just drive, Hollywood.”

“Whatever you want, princess.” He said before driving onto the asphalt path.

Though you couldn’t see, the full moon beautifully hung in the stars, light gleaming against the grass and it lit your way the further you went out. With the warm, summer breeze brushing your skin, the night seemed perfect for what it really was-- running away from men with big cameras. Exhausting as it was, this moment could make up for it. The royalty you felt everyday vanished, even if Tom didn’t know your true identity, it was nice to not feel protected by someone overbearing. He was just the opposite, always full of surprises. But, you weren’t ready to admit how fun it was starting to get.

Tom pulled over to the driving range, where lights set up along the area so you could see around the green.

“This looks like a good place to lay low for a while.” Tom suggested, walking to the back of the cart to get the driver from the golf bag.

“There’s probably security cameras here or something… why don’t we just ride around for a while?” You replied, a bit flustered, and turned in your seat.

Tom walked backwards, “Are you coming?” He smiled so big, enough to call it cheeky.

You huffed sitting there, pouting your lips and closing your eyes for a second. There was no use walking all the way back and you didn’t want to go back to your room, so somehow this seemed like the best option.

“You better be able to convince the police with those great acting abilities I’ve been hearing about.” You grunted, walking away from the cart to catch up to him.

Out of all the escapes, this was Tom’s safe haven. Any place he traveled to, golf was something he could always find. A quiet place with an open field and all you had to do was hit a ball. Usually he had his brother to accompany him, being able to laugh and talk about anything, but this long trip to Italy was a new loneliness he hadn’t felt since he first broke into the acting world. The past two months were all about working, exhausted by the end of the night then having to wake up when the sun was just rising over the ocean’s horizon. It was nice Harrison had time to visit him for these few days, but Tom didn’t know what he would do with himself for another month left, almost dreading the job he loves most.

Tom looked around before finding a plastic bucket filled to the brim with golf balls. You put your weight on your right leg, your arms crossed as you watched with an arched eyebrow. After spilling a few golf balls, Tom, still in just his white socks, moved a ball in front of him with his driver.

“So we’re just gonna stand here all night and hit golf balls? Hello? Did you forget about how we need sleep and shelter, preferably with a roof.”

“Shush… I’m trying to relax.” Tom whispered, focused on the ball.

You gasped, completely flustered, “Excuse me? Did you just tell me to sh-”

The ball shot through the air, losing it in the sky and assuming it went far enough that it disappeared into the night. His swing was loud right next to your ear, enough to make you forget about what you were going to rant about and look back out into the night.

“If only I could see where I’m hitting, but it’s more fun this way.” Tom smiled to himself, moving over another ball with his club. He moved his shoulders up and down, trying to relax them before preparing to swing once more.

“And you find this relaxing, how?” You asked, your left eyebrow raised and leaning on your driver.

Tom nodded, “You take all your anger and stress and just--” He grunted as he swung, “...slam it right into the ball with your club, it helps me clear my head sometimes.”

“Yeah, and then there’s that little voice in your head saying, ‘Oh, so many people are in love with me, I can’t stand it! I’m Spider-man, look at me, look at me.’” You poorly acted, batting your eyelashes with your hand placed on your chest, holding it over your heart.

Tom raised his eyebrows, “...Done with your performance? Or should I hold out for applause?”

You hummed, “Not yet. I’m just so smart and funny and everyone worldwide loves me!...” You took a dramatic pause, turning back to him, “Okay, now, I’m done. Unless-”

“No, no, I’ve seen enough, I should really give you my agent’s number.”

A smirk painted on your lips, humming before you placed another ball down in front of your feet.

“But, seriously, what do you like about this? I can actually hear all my thoughts… It’s quite annoying.” You huffed, swinging the driver and watching the ball fly up in the air. He took another hard swing to a different, dirty ball and both of you listened to the echo of the club making contact through the quiet night.

“It’s easier to be alone… away from filming movies, away from questions and interviews… Just nobody is around and all I have to focus on is how far I want the ball to go. You clear your head then swing.” Tom answered.

There was a humbleness to his answer, probably the most sincere thing he said so far. Your lips twisted with the silence that followed, not wanting to spit out a comeback since you felt the same way. While you didn’t find golf comforting, you liked sitting in your book nook, looking over your town and people watching-- wondering the lives everyone lived or even making up their own stories, like they were characters in a real life fantasy panning in front of your eyes.

You hummed, “Hmm, I guess I’ll try it your way.”

Tom watched as you relaxed your body, maintaining a proper stance before you rotate your shoulders. As he narrowed his eyes, Tom followed the ball until it flew high and into the dark, disappearing with the rest of the stars.

“What do you think? 200 yards?” You trailed, placing your hand above your eyebrows to block the bright light coming down.

“You play golf?” He asked surprised.

You half-smiled, “Private lessons since I was five, along with ballet and tennis.”

“Ah, so you’re a rich kid? Ivy league school, caviar with a little gold on top?” Tom tilted his head, scrunching his nose and he smiled, it almost made you want to grin back.

“I’m not… rich. My parents are and they love their jobs. I’m grateful to be their child.” You trailed, hoping it was enough to cover your white lie.

Tom turned his head, “What do they do?”

“Hmm, they’re… investors.” You hummed, digging your heel into the grass.

“Investors in?...” Tom trailed.

Another swift swing through the humidity.

Only a few seconds left to think of a logical response.

“...Grapes.”

Tom froze, but he glanced up at you and relaxed his shoulders, “Grapes?”

“Yeah, it’s Italy. There are a lot of grape farms here… for many purposes.”

He lifted his unkempt eyebrow, “Forget what I said about my agent earlier because that’s some of the worst acting I’ve seen.” Tom jeered, playfully swinging his club with his right hand.

You acted offended, “I’m serious, they’re investors in grapes.” You tried to keep it together, but your smile cracked through with laughter.

“Yeah... and I’m friends with Paddington.”

“I just think they’re the best. They gave me a great life and I appreciate it everyday.” You confidently spoke, but it was a forced response. You were expected to speak highly of them, no matter who you were with or where, unable to vent about the cage you felt locked in all these years, “What about your parents? Do you see them a lot?”

Tom, a bit surprised from your curiosity, nodded, “When I get to go home between movies or whatever I’m doing. I get to see my dog, Tess, and have dinner with them and we all catch each other up on what’s going on in our lives. My brother usually comes with me on these trips though…” He replied, but cut himself off. He knew if he went on a tangent about his home life, it would make him emotional, “But, Harrison is a good second.” He jokingly followed.

“Your parents must have trusted you a lot… you know, to become an actor.” You suggested.

“It wasn’t their ideal career path for me, but things turned out my way and they were right behind me for all of it… and while some people call it amateur.” He chuckled, eyeing you, “I think I’m just getting started.”

Suddenly, you were envious of the support he had when you didn’t think much of him, well, until right now. Your lips twisted, masking your feelings that wanted to paint on your face.

“I’m sorry… for about the things I said when we first met. It wasn’t very kind of me.” You admitted, pride diminishing away yet it felt nice to be honest.

He grinned, “Is that sincerity I sense?”

“You’ve proven you’re more than just a pretty, British face, I guess.”

“And you’ve proven you’re more than just a dainty princess on her high horse.”

You weren’t sure if he knew by this point, but you didn’t care. He was treating you like the way you wanted to all this time-- just a normal girl.

It was the first time the two of you shared a genuine smile, even a light pink tint on his cheeks. Butterflies filled your stomach, fluttery feelings from your heart traveling to your throat. Different from the nervousness inside before you had to present yourself to a room or for Tom, when he was being interviewed with a crowd.

His cheeks tinted light pink, rubbing the back of his neck before moving the club to bring another ball in front of his feet. Tom hit another swift swing, a satisfying ‘swoosh’ brushing your ear and the two of you watched the ball fly high into the sky. The twilight outlined his sharp jaw and the rest of his face, like a perfect silhouette profile carved in the yellow moon. You bit the inside of your cheek, but once he looked over, you quickly turned your head to pretend to look for the ball.

You cleared your throat, “I’m thirsty, is there any water in the cart?” You asked, fanning your hand by your face.

Tom lifted the top of the backseat, opening a compartment filled with a blanket, a champagne bottle, clean glasses and a box of Italian chocolates wrapped in silk, silver bow. He cocked his eyebrows, squinting his eyes as he read the labels on the food and attempted to translate them.

A few seconds went by, but Tom was still leaning down into the backseat which made you curious.

“What’s going on?” You asked, setting the club down and walking over with his back still turned.

As you glanced leaned over his shoulder, Tom smirked, “Are you sure you don’t want to be Wade and Rachel tonight?”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・

You laid a few feet from Tom on the soft blanket, both of you laying on your backs and looking directly into the midnight abyss glittered with stars. After finishing half the bottle of wine while eating chocolates in between, fatigue set in as well as beautiful scenery you didn’t get to see often from your room.

“And that kind of looks like… a cow.” You smiled, squinting your left eye to see clearly to the alignment of stars.

“It looks more like a balloon with legs.” Tom teased.

You giggled, buzzed from the wine and a heaviness weighing on your eyes. Tom’s jaw was sore from how much he smiled, rubbing his hands against his face to stay awake then over his fresh buzzcut. A night hadn’t been this relaxing since he left home, trying to adjust to a new set, a new location and especially adjust to another new schedule.

Turning his head, he watched your eyes flutter and lazy grin.

“Have you ever thought about how there are millions and billions of people in this world… and we all get to look at the same moon, the same stars… but we all live different lives. You never know who you’re gonna cross paths with and you never know who is out there for you, but looking at the stars?... it’s like no matter where you are, you just have to look up and you share the same view.” You trailed, the words leaving your mouth like it was a poem.

“Huh, I’ve never thought about it like that…” Tom admitted, admiring the galaxy even more, “It’s a more beautiful way to put it than thinking stars are big balls of gas.”

You giggled, playfully smacking his shoulder before you rolled on your side to face him. Tom turned his head to meet your gaze, those bright brown eyes gleaming as a soft smile curled on the corners of his mouth. Freckles kissed along his crooked nose bridge, just like the stars in how they were scattered along his warm skin.

“I’m sorry this night hasn’t been perfect.” Tom trailed.

“What are you talking about? This is the most fun I’ve ever had.”

Tom narrowed his eyes, “Was that sarcastic?”

You chuckled, nodding, “No, no… I really mean it. I’ve never really been able to go out like this and get to do whatever I do or want. I get to live in such a beautiful country with so much to offer, but I haven’t seen most of it.”

He leans on his elbow, supporting his head as he puts his hand against it, “Like where?”

“Rome… I’ve always wanted to go there, but my parents say it’s too dangerou and littered with thieves and tourists.” You turned your head back to the night sky, “But, I don’t care, I think if I went there, I would stay there forever.”

Tom shrugged, “Why don’t we go then?”

Your eyes widened, leaning on your elbows to crunch up, “What?”

“Yeah, today… technically since it’s almost 4 A.M.”

“What?! Oh, no!” You quickly stood up, “It’s that late? I have to get back!” You groaned, picking up the sneakers by the end of the blanket.

“Hey! Hey, woah, it’s fine. It’s okay.” Tom tried to relax you, but you ran your hands over your hair, practically hearing your heartbeat.

“No, no, I shouldn’t have left with you.” You retorted out of frustration.

“Don’t blame this on me, I was trying to protect you from the crazy guys with cameras.” Tom spat back.

“Yeah, well I’m surprised you didn’t pose in front of them to get your new headline, “Tom Holland seen with another girl who’s completely in love with him.” You rolled your eyes.

“Oh, back to this now. If you’re gonna make fun of me, at least come up with a new act.” Tom, very childishly, replied back with his arms crossed.

Before you could give him another comeback, a bright flashlight shined on both of you.

“Hey! This is private property!” A loud voice echoed from feet away. The light swayed back and forth over your bodies before you turned to Tom.

“What do we do? Run?” You huffed, exchanging a look with Tom.

He began to back away, “You said you wanted to go to Rome, right?”

He took your hand, pulling you behind him and you both were bursting with laughter as you continued to sprint down the field. There were no lights to guide your way, but your feet were running faster than your mind could think. Careless and reckless, the two of you ran down the small hill where a sidewalk wrapped around at the bottom. As Tom gracefully stopped, he caught you in his arms from tumbling. Your whole body felt on fire, the spark igniting from the heart and pumping on adrenaline with your walls completely down. Tom gently swung you around, your feet barely off the ground and your arms coiled around his neck before you both took off once more.

“You okay?” Tom huffed, chuckling while catching his breath.

“Never better.” You gulped.

The sweat on both your foreheads glistened, your clothes littered with dirt and grass stains and Tom’s white socks— not so white anymore. Both of you could say a lot, but all you could do was laugh and erupt in giggles at your escape route.

“Do you think people will give us money if we beg?”

“Well, at least people won’t think you’re famous.” You smiled.

While you should have been defeated, there was an infectious happiness beaming from the chase and now you were somewhere you didn’t know. On any other day, you would seek help and protest that you are a priority, but it felt nice to be a stranger. A nobody.

You moved your thumb against the dirt on his cheek, watching him crack a heavenly smile again.

Tom blushed, “Now, let’s find the train station.” He said as he started walking one way, but your feet felt as if they had weights on them.

He turned, “I assume if we go one way or another, we’ll see a sign somewhere.” Tom chuckled until noticing the frozen, doe-eyed stare you suddenly had painted on, “What’s wrong?”

“I-I don’t think I can do it.” You timidly spoke.

“And why is that?” Tom strolled back over to you.

“Because… I…” You sighed, but you held back the words.

“Because you’re scared? Tom cocked his wild eyebrow.

You scoffed, “I’m not scared.” You protested as you crossed your arms.

“Remind me again, the most dangerous and crazy thing you’ve done is ride a horse… side saddle.” He hummed and you concealed your smile as you playfully shoved him.

“There’s a difference between getting on a horse and going miles away to a place that I’ve never been to before… what if it’s not what I pictured and it’s a waste?” You said, but deep down your heart wouldn’t have uttered it.

Tom nodded, “You won’t know until you find out…” He knew you were scared, but Tom hoped you had gained some courage throughout the night, “I promise, I’ll be right next to you the whole time. We’ll see all of Rome together.”

Like a prince, he held his hand out for you to hold. His eyes were glassy as they gazed into yours, wondering if you would fall in or get out while you could.

You rolled your eyes, placing your hand in his and giving it a quick squeeze.

“If we get lost, I swear-”

“You swear what? All of your parents grapes?” He jeered.

Once more, you shoved him and Tom quickly regained his balance to walk by your side.

The streets were empty, no one up this early except women hanging their laundry on clotheslines outside their apartments and the birds flying into the sunrise. Both of you were able to brush some of the dirt off of you, but not enough that you didn’t look like you came from working on a farm. Even though you were closer to the center of Venice, you still didn’t know where the train station. For the past half-hour, you were cutting through alleys and walking by canals, aimlessly walking around a neighborhood where everyone was still sleeping.

“Okay, I need to take a break.” You groaned, stopping your pace and sitting by the canal. You swung your feet over the edge, looking down at the blue-green water.

Tom huffed, sitting next to you with his feet hung over then laying his back against the cool cement.

“Didn’t we already walk through here… I think I remember that boat… right?” You tried to reassure yourself.

“I think it’s the mix of being lost and restless that makes us feel like we’re going in circles.” Tom huffed, running his hands down his face.

“Maybe we should just try to find out way back to the hotel, Del is probably going crazy.” You mumbled, your eyes fluttering as you tried to keep your head up.

Tom shot back up, “We’re not giving up, this is your dream.”

“I want to actually dream, right now, like falling asleep dreaming.” You pouted, leaning your head on his shoulder. He furrowed his eyebrows, but half-smiled before gently patting the top of your thigh.

You thought all was going to waste until you heard, “Excuse me.”

It was spoken softly, and the two of you turned to see a little girl with big, brown curls by the dock.

“Lost?” She asked, her big and jade.

“Yes, yes. We’re lost. Can you help you?” You quickly stood up.

Suddenly her eyes sparkled, as if she looked straight at the moon and her mouth slowly gapped.

“You’re- you’re-”

“Sofia!” A deeper voice echoed from the apartment behind you.

You and Tom stand up quickly, trying to look presentable but that was near impossible with how dirty you looked and Tom not wearing shoes. He ran his hand over his buzzcut before the tall man came out, his hair black as a crow and his shoulders broad.

“Papa, they’re lost.” His daughter told him, pulling the end of his untucked shirt.

“Lost?” He chuckled, “No better place to be lost, right?”

You both chuckled, but the man started to furrow his bushy brows, “You two uh- look familiar. Do we know each other?” He genuinely asked as he squinted.

“No, no, I’m Wade. This is my wife, Rachel. Were here celebrating our wedding anniversary.” Tom quickly spat out, a lingering smile as he put his hand out to shake.

“Congratulations. I’m Leo, this is my daughter, Sofia.” He grinned, his daughter hiding behind his leg. “But, you two look like you’ve had a long night. Are you alright? Should I call someone?” He followed up.

You nodded, “No, no, we’re just looking to get to the train. We’re going to Rome.” You smiled, linking your arm with Tom’s and putting on the same act.

“Hmm, it takes too long by car, but I could take you by boat.”

With widen eyes, the two of you protested by nodding your heads.

“No, no, you don’t have to do that, sir.” Tom insisted.

“No offense, but you two look like you’ve been through.. Well, hell. C’mon, I throw in a free boat ride for the honeymoon couple… but, if you want some shoes, that will cost you.” Leo joked, patting Tom’s shoulder.

You couldn’t help but giggle, glancing at Sofia as she smiled too with dimples in her cheeks.

“You’ve got a deal, mate.” Tom jeered back.

Tom and Leo boarded first, then Sofia before you stepped foot on the dock. As Leo got the boat ready to leave, Tom gave you his hand and you placed your hand on top as you stepped onto the platform.

“Thank you, Wade.”

“The pleasure is always mine, Rachel.”

Both of you sat at the front of the boat with a blanket over your shoulders, people watching as you cruised down the canal. The air wasn’t too thick like some mornings, the humidity overbearing, but there was a light breeze crossing through and it made everyone open their windows for the start of their mornings. You were tender with Tom, nudging your chin against his shoulder as the two of you looked around and pointed out different people or things you saw along the way.

A few minutes later, you docked and Tom helped Leo tie down the ropes. With a pair of worn-out boots, Tom instantly felt relief in his feet and they seemed to fit perfectly with his luck. Tom pulled you up with his strength, spinning you around to make sure you were safely on the dock.

“Hey, thanks again for the ride and the boots.” Tom pulled Leo in for a quick side hug.

“No need to thank, but I hope you two enjoy the rest of your honeymoon.” He smiled, patting Tom’s back.

“Thank you.” You grinned, nodding your head.

Sofia sat where you and Tom previously did, but after Leo untied the boat, she shared a glance with you. As Tom muttered which way you should head, you gave her a quick wave, but she stood up and gestured a quick curtsy. A small smile curled on your lips, giving a small bow of your head toward her before they turned around in the canal.

“Let’s go… this way.” Tom suggested, already holding your hand to guide.

In the center of the train station, the big clock read 5:06A.M. as seagulls flew behind it with a pink and orange tint to the sky. Pigeons littered around, pecking at the cobblestones and trailing the people walking by them.

Tom approached the ticket booth, taking his wallet out and sliding his card through the small slot to the seller behind the window. He was surprised how far he’s gotten without being recognized, but it was hard to spot him with the new look instead of his usual curls.

The train came just as you received the tickets, both of you walking behind a group of tourists to board it. Air conditioning refreshed you as you stepped on, finding seats toward the middle before anyone came that way. Huge sighs of relief left your mouths, the pain in your swollen feet soothing and your backs laid against the soft cushions.

There was a moment of silence between the two of you, people passing through the train to sit down and get situated. For a split second, you could catch your breath and the adrenaline pumping through your veins was thinning out now that your whole body was relaxed. You glanced out the window, people strolling or running past either way, and you noticed an older man, holding a bouquet of flowers, sitting on the bench in the center of the walkway. As a woman approached him, he stood up and embraced her so much that his hat fell off. Another couple, younger-looking, were pushing their baby in a stroller, sauntering past two men hugging as if they hadn’t seen each other in years. You smiled, watching everyone’s story unfold in front of you, making you intertwine your fingers with Tom’s on his lap.

He glanced over your shoulder, “What are you looking at?”

“Just people… everyone looks so happy this early.”

“I don’t wake up this early to know.” Tom joked, stretching his back and shoulders.

You faced his direction, that endearing smile on his face before asked, “So… what’s the movie you’re filming here anyways?”

Tom humored with a chuckle, “Ah, now we’re at the point of the date where we ask the personal questions.”

“You considered this a date?” You asked, tilting your head.

Tom nodded, “I mean, we got chased away from paparazzi, got fake married and now we’re on a train to Rome… what’s your idea of a date?”

“All of that… and if you bought me dinner.” You jeered.

“If I wasn’t under the impression that you hated me when we met, maybe I would have considered it.” Tom shrugged.

“Well, now I just hate you a little less.” You told, the corner of your mouth turned up.

He grinned, “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

As you shared a deep look into each other’s eyes, you leaned in and your lips brushed against one another’s before you pressed them on his. Tom, taken by surprised, moved in and his fingers intertwined with yours and held together like velcro. The kiss lasted longer than either of you intended, tender and sweet, as your lips moved together one last time. There was a hesitation to pull away, enjoying the sweet taste of each other as your nose lightly brushed against his. You lazily smiled, resting your weary head against his shoulder and your eyes fluttering shut.

[starlight-writes-stuff]

hey! i sent in the ask for the party fic with ethan (which was so good holy shit) and i was hoping you could do the SFW alphabet for him? can I be ⚙️ anon, as well? (get it?)

⚙️anon (thats so clever ily for it) , welcome !! im sorry this took me forever , but here’s your sfw alphabet - this came so easy to me i spend too much time consuming ethan content - anyway ! i really hope you enjoy this ((: reblogs are always appreciated <3

AYO LOOK AT THESE : soft , fluffy ethan content , no tws ! also , yall rockin with the new blog theme ⁉️

a = affection (how affectionate are they? how do they show affection?)

ethan is incredibly affectionate in all senses of the word- big gestures, small moments, and everything in between. he brings you flowers or food quite often, just something small to show you that you were on his mind while he was out and about. you two would have a designated date night once a week where he’d clear his schedule to spend quality time with you; either taking you out to dinner or cooking and watching movies at home with spencer. also, ethan would definitely go out of his way to do little things around the house to help you out - washing the dishes, vacuuming, folding the laundry. however, ethan wouldn’t shy away from larger gestures of affection, either: he’d take you on surprise vacations or road trips for holidays or anniversaries. 

b = best friend (what would they be like as a best friend? how would the friendship start?)

being ethan’s best friend would be so much fun. he’s definitely the kind of guy that would send you a text when he was 10 minutes away from your house because he was bored and wanted to go do something together. you’d never be bored around ethan- he can talk for hours, and would 100% know how to make you laugh, even if the two of you were just chilling on the couch. a friendship with ethan would be filled with adventures; concerts, midnight snack runs, campouts in the backyard and lots of fun with spencer. 

c = cuddles (do they like to cuddle? how would they cuddle?)

yes, 100%. thinking back to unus annus, ethan was a vvv touchy guy with mark, and i think that would only be amplified with his significant other- touch is one of his love languages, for sure. he’d be the type to always have some soft of physical connection; a hand on your thigh while he drives, mindlessly drawing patterns over your skin while your working, aways holding your hand in public type beat. if ethan wasn’t getting your attention when he wanted it he, would not hesitate to pick you up over his shoulder and carry you to the closest soft surface before plopping you down and wrapping you in his arms. i think he’s probably a fan of having you laying on your side, facing him so that he can hold you, but still see your face/ talk to you. he’d also love laying on your chest because he’s such a boob guy but that’s a conversation for another time ,,,,,

d = domestic (do they want to settle down? how are they at cooking and cleaning?)

i think that if you and ethan were committed and had been dating for a while than he would absolutely want to settle down- but i feel like dating ethan would also include being around each other all the time (constant sleepovers while you aren't living together) so it wouldn’t be that drastic of a change. while he was living on his own, though, ethan obviously had to take care of himself, so he taught himself to cook and clean and do general, domestic tasks. i think he’d be a really good partner when it came to things around the house like that; ethan would always do his fair share and would pick up anything that you needed him to. 

e = ending (if they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

ethan just comes off as a very feeling, sensitive person (his brand is literally soft boy what do u expect), so i think breakups would be really hard for him. he wouldnt break up with his s/o until he was 10000000% positive that it as the right choice, and had thought through it multiple times. even then, it would rip his heart out to end things- he wouldn’t be afraid to show his emotions. ethan would definitely break up with whoever he was dating in person- he knows that he owes them that.

f = fiance(e) (how do they feel about commitment? how quick would they want to get married?)

okay, this one is up in the air for me. i definitely feel like ethan would settle down with his person and be completely loyal to them- thats a no brainer. i just don’t know how he feels about marriage? i feel like ethan wants a life partner, i just dont know if he would marry them. (this could 1792049384% be my personal bias peeking through because i think marriage is fkn weird, but for some reason i think he would too ????? maybe thats just me)

g = gentle (how gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

ethan is just ,,,,, soft hearted, dude. he’s just gentle in general. i think emotionally he’s a total teddybear, and he feels all his emotions incredibly deep- he rules with his heart, for sure. he wants to make sure that everyone around him is happy, and if they arent, it would affect him more than he’d like to admit. physically, ethan can vary- like i said, he’s always touching you in some way, but i think he’d be down for getting a little rougher in bed when you guys want to. 

h = hugs (do they like hugs? how often do they do it? what are their hugs like?)

ethan is an envelope-the-whole-ass-person kinda hugger, hug-with-your-whole-body type deal. if you look at pictures from unus annus, even old old pictures from the tour he did w/ mark, ethan is always completely wrapped around someone, hugging them with everything in him. i think if his s/o was shorter, he’d love to stack his head on top of theirs, and if y’all were around the same height, he’d bury his face in your neck. he’s very huggy- when you’re out and about, he’s always hugging you from behind, pulling your body closer to his. i also think ethan would love koala hugs, where he was sitting and his s/o wraps their arms and legs around him- he’d sit like that forever, rubbing up and down your back.

i = i love you (how fast do they say the l-word?)

hhhhhhhhhh don't clock me for this one, yall- if ethan was feeling some type of way, he would tell you. i don't think the length of the relationship would matter as much to him as the intensity and depth of his feelings; if ethan really truly loved you and wanted to say it, he would. he’d definitely preface it with the fact that you didn’t have to say it back, that he just wanted to get it on the table and out of his head. 

j = jealousy (how jealous do they get? what do they do when they’re jealous?)

ethan would be very secure in his relationships, and i think it would take a lot to get him jealous. however, when he was,,,,,,,, it wouldnt be pretty. like, at all. if it was a situation where someone was hitting on his s/o, he wouldn’t step in until you’d already tried to get them to leave you alone- not because he didn’t want to, but because he knew that if he did, it would get ugly. when he did step in, he’d start by saying something (not kindly worded, but to the point), and if that didn’t work i don’t think ethan would be above getting physical- he’s extremely protective of you. 

k = kisses (what are their kisses like? where do they like to kiss you? where do they like to be kissed?)

I THINK ABOUT THIS A LOT AND I HAVE SO MANY THINGS I'D LIKE TO SAY SO THIS ONE’S GOIN IN BULLET POINTS , GANG

okay- ethan loves to kiss you. he just loves kisses- they feel so personal and intimate to him, and he kisses you all the time, everywhere

he’ll dip you and kiss you in the middle of the grocery store aisles, he dgaf

but i think his favorite spots for kissing you would be your forehead, your lips (duh), collarbones/shoulders, down your spine and on your inner thighs hngggggg

but it goes vice versa too

ethan wants ALL your kisses . all of them , everywhere

He’s such a sucker for you kissing his neck and you cant talk me out of that (:

l = little ones (how are they around children?)

cute. literally so cute. i think that ethan would love other people’s kids, but definitely doesn’t want any of his own- at least, not right now. however, with other people’s babies he is S O F T; he loves to hold them, and would absolutely offer to try and calm a crying baby down, rocking them and singing soft lullabies to calm their woes. i also think that he would LOVE toddler aged kiddos- like 3-6. he’d be cool uncle ethan, playing catch with them, taking them to the park, finding games to play and always letting them win. he’d totally try to teach them how to ride their bike, or how to do a cartwheel, or how to jump off the swings for maximum height. ethan would totally bring them a fun lunch at school or sneak the kid’s favorite candy over to them and eat it together in a secret spot.

m = morning (how are mornings spent with them?)

mornings with ethan would be slow and lazy and filled with golden light filtering in through the blinds. if he woke up first, ethan would be as soft as humanly possible in order not to wake you up & would sneak downstairs to make coffee and start breakfast for the two of you, sometimes bringing it up to surprise you with breakfast in bed. the two of you would spend an hour (at minimum) in bed together, waking up and peppering each other with soft pecks all over. i think ethan would be extra soft™ in the mornings- he’d be super cuddly and affectionate. 

n = night (how are nights spent with them?)

nights spent with ethan would always hold a sort of unexplainable magic- there’s something about the thought of falling asleep next to him thats just so… comforting? he’d be so warm and easy to fall asleep with, all soft and hazy and gentle; he’d fall asleep holding you as big spoon, but when y’all woke up he’d be wrapped in your arms, laying on your chest. also, if you were having a hard time falling asleep, ethan would stay up with you, talking through whatever was on your mind even if he was barely able to keep his eyes open. 

o = open (when would they start revealing things about themselves? do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

i think that ethan would open up more and more as the relationship progresses, going along with the natural advancement of things unless something happened that made it crucial for him to open up; if that did happen, though, you wouldn’t have to pry anything out of him. ethan is a pretty honest, open person and wants to be transparent with you always- trust is something that he values above all else and he wants to remain very truthful with you.

p = patience (how easily angered are they?)

ethan is incredibly patient and understanding- it would take a lot to truly upset him. sure, the two of you would get into little tiffs here and there about stupid things, but the small arguments would be resolved within the hour with lots of hugs and kisses and soft “im sorry”s. however, if yall managed to get into a big argument, i think it would take ethan a bit to calm down and he would want to put some space between you two while he did- not to anger you any further, but to make sure that he didn’t say anything he didn't mean. ethan has a bit of a temper while he’s angry, and he wouldn’t want to say anything just to hurt you out of anger. after he cooled off he would come back and be willing to re-examine whatever had caused the issue with fresh eyes. 

q = quizzes (how much would they remember about you? do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

if you’ve watched ethan ever, you know that the sweet bby doesn’t remember shit (cue the instagram live thats purpose was to help him remember a word)- but listen. i think that ethan would go out of his way to hold on to little pieces of information about his s/o, and would put so much effort into trying to remember little details. he’d store them in his brain (things like your favorite flower, the brand of chocolate you like best, etc) and reference them when he needed. 

r = remember (what is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

a couple moments would stick out to ethan - when y’all first met being his favorite. he’d remember every detail of the moment he was first introduced to you; what you were wearing, where you were, what y’all had been doing that night. it was something that he though about a lot, actually- he loved to reflect on the way you’d blushed as he’d introduced himself, how you’d hugged him at the end of the night. 

s = security (how protective are they? how would they protect you? how would they like to be protected?)

ethan isn't possessive, but he is incredibly protective of you. he secretly hates whenever someone flirts with you, even if it’s strictly platonic- you're his s/o, and he doesn't want anyone thinking any different. like i said earlier (reference letter j), ethan wouldn’t be afraid to step in and put someone in their place of they were getting a little too friendly. he likes when you’re protective of him as well, even if its something very subtle to show that he’s spoken for, such as calling him a nickname or dropping a kiss on his cheek.

t = try (how much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

romantic ethan my belOVED- he would try so hard. ethan would plan surprises for you for weeks before they would unfold, even roping your family and friends into his schemes. He’d be so creative with date ideas too; picnics, art classes, different seasonal excursions around california. For bigger occasions like anniversaries, holidays, birthdays and all that, ethan wouldn’t hesitate to go bigger- i definitely think he would take you traveling. he wants to see the world with his love :,)

u = ugly (what would be some bad habits of theirs?)

ethan bites his nails, which is why he’d had you paint them- he’s trying to break the habit

he’s a very sweary human, but so are you; the only issue is he has no filter and accidentally swears in front of kids all the time lmao

v = vanity (how concerned are they with their looks?)

eh. ethan is more particular about certain aspects of his appearance over others, but he’s generally well put together. he likes for his hair to look good, though- that’s the one thing that he’s picky about. 

w = whole (would they feel incomplete without you?)

ethan is his own person and is able to function on his own, but the two of you have developed a sense of codependency with each other, like any couple does. he can’t see his life without you at all anymore, and would much rather have you around than not. the two of you have fallen into a flow together- you and him against the world. life is much easier when you have another person on your team, and he’s honored that he gets to play that role for you. 

x = xtra (a random headcanon for them.)

(this may or may not be a lil hint to a fic i'm working on shshhshshhhhhhhh)

on the night unus annus ended, ethan was a wreck - rightfully so

he had a bit of an existential crisis , and started to spiral a bit

you were worried about him , and knew that he would just continue to get into his own head

so you got him out of bed

and took him on a v special date

thats all for now ;)

y = yuck (what are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

ethan wouldn't like smoking (nicotine), and if that was a habit that you were willing to budge on, he would really try to help you break it. 

overall, ethan is a very considerate and kind person, so someone that was rude or had a sense of entitlement just wouldn’t fit well with him.

z = zzz (what is a sleep habits of theirs?)

ethan can’t fall asleep without background noise. his brain gets too loud when he’s just in bed in complete silence, for better or for worse; sometimes this leads to great video ideas or new concepts for the channel, but other times it just lead to him overthinking his life. when it was that kind of night, ethan would fall asleep to soft music or one of those white noise apps- then he became dependent on it to be able to fall asleep. something about filler noise managed to calm him right down and lull him to sleep, and he pays $5 a month for the premium version of his favorite white noise app.

[hobidreams]

RAAAAAAAAIN!! I love that we’re back to the present with May 1869. And I totally see WHY the timeline delved into their past with those drabbles. I love seeing the way their relationship has evolved over the years, and most importantly, WHY things have changed. It’s a lil heartbreaking to see how circumstances have shaped their tenuous relationship, but I still have hope!! I love the way you start off this piece with this imagery of her standing in front of a mirror admiring Yoongi’s mark and missing him. “As the days grow longer, his visits have become far less frequent, though the minutes he spends indulging in your heat seem to extend ever so slightly in turn.” Hmm either he’s lasting longer bc of experience, but then… WHO ELSE IS HE FUCKING👀… or he’s simply dragging it out to spend more time with her???👀👀 AND OMGGGGG we finally meet jimin- Scholar Park- and he can have my whole heart. The way he treats her like a normal person should be expected, but unfortunately for her reality, is a luxury. His lil meltdown about acquiring Bang Si-Hyuk’s latest text had me so endeared and I’M HOWLING over ✨oppa hyuk’s✨ intro into MLT HAHAHAH neways, the way the older scholars are punking my baby jimin have my fighting fists out and ready to defend my boy!! Will we be seeing more of Scholar Park??🥺 Ok, but the way Scholar Park realizes she’s THAT uinyeo-nim… “you can practically see the moment it clicks in his mind that you are that physician, the one who’s name is irrevocably tangled with the king’s… you can literally feel the turmoil going on within him as he tries to figure out how to address you… Just a lowborn, a hole, even a witch doctor that has bewitched jeonha…” UGH. Did she just refer to herself as a HOLE?!?! R U SRS???🙄 And… is he fucking her face-to-face regularly now?😳 The way you have me going back to April 1869 to make sense of “are you that need for a fuck?... you think you feel the ghost of that word lingering around his questions, but it is a small blessing that has not said it aloud since that night in April.” Ah, I see he is no longer degrading her with the term “whore”... I’m guessing bc he’s heard the whispers of palace inhabitants calling her that. Ok, but I mean, you probably ALREADY KNOW that my favorite part of May 1869 is Yoongi’s “never have”😩😩... like I’m that biiiish that guessed she was his first and that night he came to her was his first time (I mean… his bumbling thrusts were a dead giveaway for me cus any non virginal man KNOWS how to thrust, but whether or not they can make a womxn cum is a whole nother story🙄), but catch me also being that biiish that’s shook she was right!!!!! 😂😂😂Ok Rain, we already know I’m gonna make some dirty comment about the smut, so here it is: the way he fingers her to use her arousal as lubricant for his cock… yeah I liked that, it was vvv hot 🥵🥵Also, don’t think I didn’t catch HER marking HIM for the first time. So symbolic of her staking her claim on him as THE ONLY ONE. And I see her wearing his bracelet again. Catch me piloting that lil grey stone of hope skipping my ass across the pond bc I BELIEVE IN THEM!! “You’re the only one.”💕 Ahhhhhhh I’m still squealing!!! 🤭Such an exciting and spiiiiicy update. As always, MLT is such a pleasure to come home to. I have only the utmost respect for you and your writing babe!! I hope your thesis is going well!! ILYSM💕💕

BAAAAABE i’m so glad u get me 🥺💓 as u always do because u are perceptive as hell 🥰🥰 hold onto your hope!!!! the same way our dear uinyeo-nim does haha. OK but like its so relateable because i would let Yoongi mark me however he wishes-- but anyway. heheeh im so glad u enjoy Scholar Park because i was so excited about revealing him!!! he was such a fun character to write amid all this ~angst~!! we are DEFINITELY seeing more of him.  as for the face-to-face...... yep he is 🤭 annnnd she’s coming a lot more too, isn’t she? 🤭🤭 interesting. and heheeheh yessss i was dying to tell u that you were right abt the virgin thing when u first guessed it 🤣 but fr like, most men at least know how to thrust at least, so i was hoping that’d be enough of a hint for some of y’all to pick up on it 🤣✨✨ PLS U GOTTA HAVE THE DIRTY COMMENT LMAO HAHAH hell YES she’s staking her territory. ladies, back off. this one’s mine!!!! kind of !!! 🤪 hahaha omg the image of u on that stone made me giggle. thank you so so much for this thoroughly entertaining ask 💕 i seriously appreciate u like crazy and i hope ur having a great week, lovely!!!! ilyyyyyy 💓

[emorishh]

this sounds like a shitpost but it’s not:

IF your very first draft is NOT SHITTY, you are DOING IT WRONG!!!

you have no spelling errors? INCORRECT. do not go back to edit anything! ANYTHING! when you’re writing your first draft.

hey! STOP looking up synonyms! *hits you with a wooden spoon* BAD! BAD! just write the word you’re overusing way too much and come back to it AFTER you’re finished. and i mean FINISHED, you fool!

i am. trying to save your life here. DONT EDIT AS YOU WRITE. you’ll end up deleting whole sections of edited writing because it doesn’t fit with the plot, and it’ll feel terrible. don’t waste your time! please i’m BEGGING YOU—

hey. HEY! I SEE YOU BACKSPACING! N O ! you don’t have to absolutely limit yourself to NEVER backspacing, as i know it can be hard. but cut down the use on the delete button! try and train yourself to only delete when it’s necessary, like when you want to add an important detail that you might forget if you don’t do so. still, try not to backspace. that’s the same as editing, lads.

can’t think of the word? write a different word; a word that would never come up in your actual story. like iphone if you’re writing a medieval fantasy. then when you’re done and you’re ready to edit, highlight “iphone” throughout your entire work. Go through and edit as the context demands.

you should probably know some of the names of your characters, and maybe general age and a vague background. but keep it vague (for some of them, if you don’t want to do all), so their past can shift with your plot as the need arises.

additionally, if you can’t think of a character name, just write something stupid as hell, like bitchboy or idiot mcgee. then do as you do in #5.

it’s ok to interrupt your own writing here. write notes to yourself as to why you wrote a specific thing, what could change, etcetera.

an extension to the above is summarizing, but try not to use it too much. yes, you can summarize, but try to keep large blocks of summarizing off your actual writing draft.

stop reading here if u don’t want to hear abt a plot exercise i do! vvv vvv vvv

lastly, because this one is less about first drafts and more about plot: i don’t know how helpful this might be for y’all, it’s not super mega amazingly fantastic for helping me write... but it’s fun as hell, and it does help a bit with my own understanding of my story!:

write ur thought process!! pretend you’re explaining the plot to someone! but write it out! interrupt urself! things don’t have to be in logical order here. it’s just what u want to have happen, and important points you plan to include. here’s a very fucking long medium sized excerpt from my own thought process exercise, because i have no shame and i want to talk abt my writing...:

“ok so basically this fuckin story is about uhhh. magic n shit!! we love cliches in this house. anyways there’s sixteen mages and they’re all spread out across the land. it switches perspectives between them and they r basically trying 2 Not Die because some of the main kingdoms think magic is evil. fuck u cliches are fun u can’t tell me what to do. there’s one kingdom that’s like. “magic bad!”. cuz this one dumbass angstyboy had a Tragic Past and therefore decided to be buddy buddy with the king (who’s an idiot) to outlaw magic. if u use magic ur either executed or sentenced to jail time, where u will disappear before ur sentence ends. wack af. some of these mages live in this kingdom, which means they gotta hide their magic stuff. some of the mages tho, actually don’t have magic yet (it can develop later in life). and a lot of them don’t live in that kingdom, so they’re at less risk. but magic is technically illegal in all six kingdoms (w/ varying degrees of punishment severity), so they gotta b careful. what kicks off the start of the adventure? well, in the heart of the main yikes kingdom, one of the head knights discovers she has magic. throughout the story, each character meets up w/ each other until they’re all together in one group (which might not even happen in the first book lmao). there are other cool characters who contribute to this sexy ass plot...” (cont.)

(btw i have a blog for this wip, the url is magicandmages and it’s literally the worst and i never post but if u want to follow it u can. and honestly, if u show interest in it, it’ll give me motivation to write. so if u want to, go ahead,,)

[medievalwhore]

Ah shit, here we go again. Merthur fic Res!

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Morning

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Arthur complains about Merlin waking him up with the same “Rise and Shine!” everyday, and tells Merlin to try something different. And well, he does. {2,908}

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Furs and Flannels

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Sharing body heat fics? I think yes! Merlin shows up almost dead with a serious case of hypothermia, and with pounds of furs and flannels (hehe) on Merlin, Arthur still volunteers to help Merlin warm up faster. {4,894}

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Five Times Merlin and Arthur Slept Together Platonically, and One Time They Didn't

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Long ass title, great ass fic. Title explains itself. (Also, a few times seem arguably less “platonic” but, whatever :) ) {5,905}

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Breathless

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Merlin has an asthma attack when he’s ill, and Arthur finds it 100% necessary to take care of him from that moment. {2,268}

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Hugs Are For Losers

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The summary is all you need. Literally. If I summarized it now it would basically be the word for word summary from the author. (The ending hits differently) {3,888}

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a night out

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This one’s just a simple fic that is 100% canon. (They have to spend a night in the woods because their hunting trip didn’t go as planned) {3,255}

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Look After You

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Arthur is ill and Merlin takes care of him. There’s really not much else I can say, that’s literally it. (There’s a fun twist at the end ;) ) {6,166}

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Nonesuch

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Alright bear with me; there’s gonna be quite a few ‘Sharing Body Heat’ fics ok. Even though Arthur could share a bed with someone in the winter to keep himself warm, he doesn’t. Merlin knows this, takes pity on Arthur, and takes matters into his own hands. {1,713}

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Fallacy

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Arthur thinks Merlin is seeing a girl. Of course he fucking isn’t. (Which Arthur quickly learns) {2,000}

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Fall Off The Earth

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A winter storms stops their journey back to Camelot, so they have to stay inside a cave for the night. With Arthur’s poor navigation and refusal to listen to Merlin, they’re in a bit of a pickle. + more sharing body heat (and maybe some more) {3,128}

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Gone Fishing

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Arthur knows Merlin is keeping a secret from him, and he is determined to find out. So, he plans a short getaway trip for both of them, believing if Merlin is able to truly relax he’ll spill the tea. {4,269} hehe 69

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Anniversary

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Arthur wants to give Merlin something on his birthday, just because, well, ya know, he wants to be nice. Though Arthur has trouble thinking of a good gift, so naturally, what does he decide on? Plums. Delicious plums. {1,909}

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Four times Arthur doesn’t notice Merlin kissing him – and one time he kisses Merlin first

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What can I say? I love 5+1 fics. (Or I guess in this case it’s 4+1). Title says it all. {1,997}

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Arthur Enchanted

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Arthur is cursed to obey Merlin’s orders. That’s it. That’s the fic. {4,958}

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Finding Home

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This one’s a good one. Gauis retires as court physician and Merlin gets kicked out of his room by the new physician. It’s mid winter, Merlin has nowhere to sleep, and it’s Arthur’s job to take care of Merlin. (This fic also has ‘Sharing Body Heat’. You’ll probably see it again) {7,857}

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The Mystery of Merlin

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The description in this one confused the fuck outta me. But I don’t have any good way to summarize this.. you’ll just have to read. (Hint. Ass grab.) {2,224}

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The Truth Is You

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Arthur gets himself into a situation and ends up getting slapped with a truth spell. This one’s got great angst at the interesting part (the end basically). Obviously, Arthur doesn’t wanna tell Merlin (or anyone really) the truth. And he must tell his biggest lie to break it. {8,957}

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All Its Splendid Glory

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Alright so, Arthur gets hit with another spell, but this time, it’s a love spell. And Arthur’s enchanted to love Merlin. (Or that’s what Merlin thinks, he finds out he was wrong) {8,029}

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Friendly Slaps

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Merlin realizes that Arthur manhandles him more than anyone else, it doesn’t take him long to come up with a reason why. {4,044}

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before it breaks

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Now this one...this one HURTS. It’s angsty, extremely, but everything is better in the end. Arthur knows Merlin’s secret, but it doesn’t go great at first. {2,750}

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The Best Kept Secrets

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This one is so good! Merlin wants to take a vacation to Ealdor to relax from his duties (...and Arthur). But Arthur follows him anyways and it’s a much needed vacation for both of them. {7,099}

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What Arthur Knew

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A modern AU. Arthur is head over FUCKING heels for Merlin, he doesn’t really know how jealous he is, but there is some stuff he does know about himself. (5+1) {2,995}

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New Light

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This one’s short & kinda simple. But, idk, I like it. {1,201}

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Promised

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This one is super duper short but it’s sweet and fluffy. {749}

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A Lesson In ‘Shut Up, Merlin’

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Arthur teaches Merlin how to kiss after asking him if he wants to kiss [Arthur]. Pretty much just 4,000 words of smooches. {4,522}

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A Battle of Wills

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Basically, these shitheads are super competitive, and when Arthur makes a move to kiss Merlin, neither of them will back down. (Which of course, escalates fairly quickly) {1,903}

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The Magic Word

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Read the description. The ending tho, holy fuck, so many emotions lmao. Y’all be fine. {4,271}

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Appreciated Merlin

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Merlin’s mind is wandering while he dresses Arthur in his armor in preparation for a tournament. Arthur takes advantage and studies Merlin and closely as he can. Since Merlin’s mind is somewhere else, Arthur decides to kiss him. {1,906}

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all the best it could be (just you and i)

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When your best bud is gone for a few days, everyone knows that you must drink all you can. And when your ‘ol pal climbs two stories into your room, you gotta have a heart to heart convo. and make out. like best friends do. {7,860}

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my body (when it is with your body)

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You ever...accidentally turn on your best friend...by rubbing his nipples...and then...uh...you know... [Smut. Just. Smut] {2,669}

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Happy Birthday

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Read the description. Arthur celebrates Merlin’s birthday 4 times before he actually gets his birthdate right. {4,193}

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On the Importance of Hot Beverages (And Other Methods of Keeping Warm)

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Arthur has Merlin venture into town with him one cold winter day. Merlin, not expected the cold weather, isn’t too happy about it until the end. {2,164}

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Practice Makes Perfect

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After Arthur learns of Merlin’s magic, he thinks they should train so Arthur can counter-attack magical strokes. Or whatever. It’s literally the description lol. {3,057}

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Can We Always Be This Close?

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Merlin’s goes to Ealdor to tend to Hunith’s farm while she’s away, to his surprise Arthur really wants to join him. (A week of domestic farm-life work and reveals? oh yeah) {7,982}

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Thin Band of Gold

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Basically, Arthur likes Merlin in his clothes: both the boys realize so there’s really no denying it. It starts with Arthur’s price circlet, and doesn’t stop from there. {3,418}

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[karma-was-taken]

MY THOUGHTS ON ENDGAME

 (mostly focused on Steve and Tony) (95% of this post is pure rambling)

THE GOOD THINGS: • Tony and Nebula…….. just,,,,,,, their entire dynamic. Tony offering her food and her gently nudging it towards him. Them working together. Her being so soft and caring when he fell asleep. Just. So soft……. So pure…… when she helped him down the ramp I was already In Love. • Steve CATCHING TONY WHEN HE STEPPED DOWN FROM THE JET!!!! Tony saying in that absolutely broken voice “I lost the kid, I lost the kid” i----- HELLO?????? Literally the best stevetony scene to date I cannot believe that ENDGAME SAID SUPERFAMILY RIGHTS and also my heart was bursting holy fuck • Still can’t get over how fucking good tony’s monologue/speech with the other avengers was. The catharsis. The satisfaction. “Where were you when i needed you?”, the distaste in his voice when he says “we’re the avengers! We avenge, we don’t prevent” and then the “we’ll lose together. You said we’d do that together too, liar!”. Amazing. Powerful. One of the best moments in this movie and in the entire mcu. Rhodey having to physically hold him back. Tony tearing the reactor off his chest. Him pushing everyone away as he collapses. Everything was so painful and yet so healing oh my god- • EVERYTHING ABOUT MY BOYS 5 YEARS LATER!!!!! The parallel between Steve and sam at the support group. Steve still trying to help others through their trauma despite being unable to do the same for himself. Powerful and heartbreaking, especially in his scene with nat. I didn’t love the “this is my family” thing because it was a tad out of the blue but I still enjoyed nat’s character and her relationship with Steve. • TONY AND HIS FAMILY I CAN’T EVEN EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVED THAT. Tony finally getting a quiet life with his wife and kid. Literally everything he deserved and more. TONY WAS SO SOFT WITH MORGAN. THE PHYSICAL AFFECTION. THE CARE. I LOVE YOU 3000. Like holy fuck,,,,,,,, you cannot tell me that tony isn’t the best dad in the whole universe. • Tony’s bitterness when the avengers came to his house. The jarring difference between how warm and open he was with morgan vs the cold sarcasm he gave the avengers. Steve’s evident pain at seeing tony living the life he never got to have. • Tony telling Steve he had a family he couldn’t sacrifice like,,,,,, I fucking teared up. Tony was so emotional, so desperate to keep what he had fought for his entire life. AND YET!!!! He still couldn’t live with himself without trying to save the world. This is why I loved his conversation with pepper. The clear subtext that connected this to her leaving him when he couldn’t quit being iron man. the development for both of them,,,,,,, she went from “it’s either me or ironman” to “will you be able to rest?”, tony asking her permission but really telling her that if he went for it he would have to sacrifice their life and leave them behind. It was so powerful and so well executed. • The photograph. Yes, that one. That’s all. • THAT STEVETONY SCENE WHERE TONY BRINGS THE SHIELD I--!!!!! WAS LITERALLY SCHREECHING. It felt like an acceptable reunion after the events of CA:CW but tbh I would have loved a “you gave me a home” moment for our boys. BUT STILL VVV GOOD • Tony and bruce teaming up and literally creating a time machine we stan two science bros (plus scott bless his soul) • the throwbacks to the old movies were incredible. It felt like a behind the scenes feature AND a fanfiction all at once. The 2012 one especially Fucked me UP!!! The elevator scene,,,,, Steve’s “hail hydra” being a fucking smartass wink to the audience. Steve vs Steve!!!! Tony telling Scott to disconnect the reactor!!!!! America’s ass. Tony finally being a thot on main for Steve rogers. • I----- didn’t love the 70s time jump. I disliked how howard got redeemed for what he did to tony. Not something that I wanted for either of them. The Steve/peggy scene was so painful and yet powerful, specially because Steve left her behind once again (………. More on this later) • TONY BUILDING A FUCKING INFINITY GAUNTLET HELL YEAH BITCH • I didn’t have many feelings about the whole nebula thing but the reactions of the characters there felt rushed (gamora immediately trusting the new nebula. Past nebula being killed and this somehow didn’t affect the “rule of time travel” or whatever the fuck,,,? Sure jan). loved her dynamic with rhodey and quill. Super fun. • The big three facing thanos was everything I’ve ever wanted from this movie and I’m so glad it was SO FUCKING GOOD!!!! • STEVE LIFTING MIJOLNIR!!!! HE FUCKING USED THOR’S LIGHTNING AND!!!! I LOVE HIM HE DESERVES THIS AND MORE!!! • RESCUE MADE ME CUM!!! That scene where they’re back to back?????? Orgasmic. • Just. That entire fight scene was. So good. Perfect. I wouldn’t have changed a single thing. Absolutely incredible. The subtext was everywhere and it was so powerful. The Steve/t’challa nod,,,,, the clear throwback to iw,,,,,,,,,, amazing. • Listen y’all when strange lifted that finger my heart stopped. I Knew what was going to happen immediately. The sheer relief/terror I felt when I saw that fucking finger is indescribable. • Literally the most powerful and iconic line I’ve ever heard: “I am inevitable.” “I am ironman”. I was bawling at this point. • The entire funeral scene. “proof that tony stark has a heart”. Happy and morgan interacting. “I want a cheeseburger”. Sam getting the shield. Tony’s message at the end. I was crying for the entire thing. Literally the most cathartic thing I’ve ever experienced.

WHAT I DIDN’T LIKE: • Literally my pettiest beef with this movie: carol danvers. Her screentime was a joke. Literally “oh hello carol” *carol fucks off to god knows where for the entire movie* “oh hey carol nice to see u again just in time for the final fight huh”…….. absolutely disgraceful. She should have been part of the planning. Where’s the team dynamic. Where’s the character building. Literally the only good thing about this was her haircut I’m so upset at how fucking badly she was treated in this movie. • thor and bruce were …….. no. it felt like a bad comedy. What the fuck was this character building I have no idea but I’m so sorry for thor and hulk fans because they were done so dirty I’m actually speechless. Bruce’s actions made no sense (he’s just,,,,,, chilling with his fans while the avengers struggle???? Hello????? Where’s his,,,,,, *barf* “relationship” with nat????) and thor was……. His struggle and clear ptsd were just treated like a joke. They literally put him in a fat suit I was speechless. Disgraceful. • They both deserved better. • I’m a bit meh re: natasha’s death. Like,,,,,,, I get it but also Why • RHODEY DESERVED MORE!!!! I WANTED A RHODEYTONY HUG AND I DIDN’T FUCKING GET IT. NO CAROLRHODEY EITHER HELLO?????? I’M BEING DENIED MY RIGHTS. • And now……. The Big Yike: Steve. The mcu has never treated Steve’s character like he deserved. What I wanted for him was the chance to have a new life, in the present, with his family. His entire character arc seemed to go towards it (e.g. his dialogue with tony when tony was leaving the avengers???) and yet. We got fucking robbed. I wouldn’t have minded Steve going back to have that goddamn dance with peggy, hell, they both fucking deserved it. But leaving for good? Not coming back? Hell no. he gave up his friends. He gave up Bucky (stucky shippers I am so sorry Bucky also deserved better) just for the chance at having a relationship with peggy. What I wanted for Steve rogers was the possibility to make peace with what he’s lost in the past so he can live in the present and fight for the people of the future. Instead all we got was this,,,,,,,, weird character regression where he just. Gave up??? No. I hated that.

THE BIG DEATH: A lot of people were unhappy with tony’s death but honestly? It’s exactly what I wanted for him. He had the best possible ending: dying to save the entire universe with his sacrifice, using the infinity gauntlet he built himself. The mcu and the avengers started and ended with tony stark. This was his final redeeming act: he made the sacrifice play once again, this time once and for all. No one will be able to call him selfish anymore and he’ll be remembered forever (“i hope they remember you”) for dying like he lived: always trying to save the world. Sacrifice has always been the core of the im movies and this ending felt perfect for him. He got the 5 years of bliss with his family, and then he had to give it up to save the world. The final sacrifice.

I can’t elaborate more on why I hoped to see this ending because it’s literally midnight but long story short this movie was amazing, final score 10/10 despite the Steve thing, I left the theater literally crying tears of joy and felt high on happiness for the following 2 hours. This movie means a lot to me and I’m so glad I liked it as much as I did.

[writing-freestyle]

model!irene

i haven’t updated in so long, i’m so sorry!

when she first became a model, people were like… that face can't be real. it's photoshop or smth, it's so perfect

BUT NOPE

irene is literally just that beautiful

models for cosmetics, not really clothes too much

but when she does model for clothing lines, whatever she wore sold out in under five minutes

no one believes she’s a day over 20 when they first see her, they're always like…. ur either drinking straight outta the fountain of youth or ur really just that young

but they stop saying that when they see her with newbie model!yeri, because….. she's a whole mom

babies the hell outta yeri, and even though yeri is like… irene, pls…. i’m an adult

she still eats the crust-free, dinosaur shaped sandwhiches irene brings her with the biggest smile on her face

and that smile is the reason irene babies her so much

irene lives to make other people happy, and it's this trait that makes you fall super hard for her

ur an employ at the company irene is signed with, and it's not like ur in her immediate team or anything like that

u just recieve requests from people that want to work with the agency’s models, and it's ur job to sort out the request and either assign them a model if they haven't specified, or make sure the requests reach the desk of the specific model’s team

and it's a really good job! u like it, especially since an organized environment is what you love most in the world, and that's basically what ur doing for a living

but sometimes it gets stressful

bc the agency is so huge, it requires everyone to be on their a game at all times, and since it's basically just you doing the sorting, it can be…. overwhelming

and especially in the few months or so before spring is when it gets real hectic

because everyone wants models for photoshoots with blooming flowers and falling cherry blossoms

which you’ve handled before, it should be no big deal, and this year should be no different

but for some reason

when you go to work one day

you just….. can't

it's not like you sit at your desk and do nothing, but it's more like you're trying to do things, but keep making mistakes you’ve never made before

when it's an hour before your lunch break, you send out two stacks of requests, one for irene’s team, and one for seulgi’s team, because those two usually are more opinionated on which jobs they take on, and they'll probably need more time than yeri, joy, and wendy combined to decide

and ur like ‘cool, the requests are on their way, i need to stop stressing and chill a little, i got this.’

but right as you say this, an intern walks into ur office and looks kinda…. concerned?

and u know it's the intern from seulgi’s team, so ur like…. what happened with the requests, is something wrong?

and the intern kinda mumbles at first cause they don't want you to be upset, but eventually you make out that they're trying to tell you that…. irene and seulgi’s request still haven't been recieved

wat

“what do you mean they weren't recieved?”

“like… we got the message that we’d be recieving them today at 11:00 am, but….. we never got it.”

and you just snap because

oh my god

this is a major mistake, and you're going to be the one to take the blame

you tell the intern that you're going to fix it, and to go tell both seulgi’s and irene’s teams that it’ll be there soon

they nod and leave, and you begin to scavenge through all the scrunched up and tossed away notes to try and decipher which brand wanted who and what day and time and the benefits they offer with each job

and it's literal hell, because all your notes are so vague, because you immediately wrote them down on the official request forms for irene and seulgi so you wouldn't have to rewrite it later and waste time

without even realizing, lunch is long gone and it's nearing time for you to get off work

but there are at least ¼ of the requests missing from each girls’ pile and you're full on sobbing bc….. this sucks

and you're so stressed that you don't even realize someone entered your office until they timidly knock on the surface of your desk

you're somewhere between shocked and scared when you see it's irene, because a) you didn't even know she knew where your office was? and b) was she there to yell at you or fire you? because you will cry even harder if that's the case

but nah

before you can do anything, irene sets down a plastic container on your desk and pulls out a fork and a bottle of water from her purse and puts those in front of you as well

and that's when she really gets on ur fucking uwus, because she opens the container to reveal some crust-less, dinosaur shaped sandwiches with a fruit cup in the shape of stars on the side

“you didn't come out of your office all day, and the delivery guy didn't have your usual order when he stopped by the office earlier, so i….”

she kinda motions to the food, and looks down sheepishly, and ur all sorts of “wat” on the inside bc????

is irene a literal angel? probably

you thank her profusely and tell her she didn't have to do this, but she just gives you the softest smile and goes:

“i heard about what happened today. it's not your fault, but you're probably kicking yourself like it is. i just wanted to make sure you're not beating yourself up over this, because it makes me sad when you're stressed like that.”

irene has to leave shortly after that because she has a night shoot for this brand that came out with a new line of evening gown’s and irene was begged to model for it

but she makes sure to leave her number on your desk and tells you to text her if you're ever stressed and need someone to talk to

or if you wanna go on a taco date with her, but she says that part in her head bc she's like…. it's too soon for me to be this forward with them

sure enough, you do text irene a few days later, but it's not cause you're stressed

you actually ask her out to dinner to repay her for her kindness earlier

irene, in a meeting with her team, recieving ur text asking her out on saturday

manager: “what about this quick photoshoot for armani on saturday bc they're a top brand, and we really shouldn't say no to that??”

irene, feeling her heart ready to burst out of her chest: “no, i’m going to be living my dreams on saturday, k, bye :)”

you let irene pick the restaurant, and you thought it was gonna be fancy and expensive, bc, hello, super famous model??

but instead she goes “i know this taco truck”

if you weren't already in love with her at that point, YOU SURE AS HELL ARE NOW

so, you guys are sitting on this park bench at 11 pm

with four plates of tacos between the two of you

and you guys are telling stories and cracking jokes, and it’s honestly the best date either of you have ever been on

and at the end, irene just kinda lays her head on your shoulder and sighs so happily

“thank you for this, it’s been awhile since i’ve had this much fun.”

“maybe we could do this again sometime, then?”

irene suddenly snaps her head up to look at you with wide eyes, and is like “SERIOUSLY? OMG, CAUSE I HAD SUCH A GREAT TIME BUT I DIDN’T KNOW IF YOU HAD FUN TOO!”

“irene.... ur literally the human embodiment of happiness, i can’t be anything but in a good mood when i’m around u.”

something in irene just melts, and she’s like so happy that she pulls you in this giant hug and just starts to ramble about how happy she is and

and then she’s just like “i’m so happy you had fun, because i really like you, like a lot, and i would’ve been real sad if you didn’t have fun”

you just giggle and go “i like you too, okay? you can stop being so nervous now.”

and she relaxes and smiles, grabs your hand, entwine it with hers, and the two of you continue to talk and get to know each other even more

and that’s how you two start dating

y’all are the mom couple, y’all already knew this was coming

cutting fun shapes into yeri’s food so she thinks it's more exciting to ear her fruits and vegetables? check.

making sure joy doesn't break that vvv expensive vase while y’all are visiting locations for potential photoshoot’s? check.

helping wendy translate her thoughts properly when she’s too flustered to do so? check.

putting bandaids onto seulgi’s scrapes when she attempts to do some sport and takes it a little too seriously? check.

you two are just the resident angels, and everyone looks up to you two?? aspiring to be as great as you and irene are?

you two are really making the world a better place, bless

and you two take really good care of each other too! always making sure the other is eating properly and if the other is stressed that they have a shoulder to cry on or a person to love them unconditionally

it's gr8, and the rv members are so happy that irene has found someone with just as much love in their heart as she does, and isn't afraid to tell irene she's the love of their life every day

concept: irene has now taken a habit to eating lunch in your office. occasionally, the other rv members join too, but irene comes every day at noon with two sets of food and the biggest smile on her face. she always says that you're the best part about coming to work now.

[sujus-girl]

Disclaimer: This is just for fun, so please don’t take it too seriously. This is not an official profile or anything like that!

A GUIDE TO PENTAGON

I actually had a lot of fun making my guide to JBJ, so I was like?? What other group do I love that doesn’t get the attention they deserve? …. PENTAGON

Are y’all ready to cringe? To sigh? To question what is going on with these children? Then, without further ado, I present to you: Pentagon: My Shitty Guide to 10 Toddlers

Group Name: Pentagon

First appeared on a show called Pentagon Maker, which was called a survival show, but SPOILER ALERT: Cube decided to do the right thing and debuted all 10 members together

If I’m going to be 100% honest, I still dk where to find the full episodes, but there are a ton of clips on youtube, and, honestly, I was satisfied with just watching those

ALL OF THEM HAVE REALLY GOOD VISUALS? LIKE, I SAY THIS WITH EVERY GROUP, BUT SERIOUSLY, PENTAGON HAS SOME A+++ VISUALS

Beware because they’re very. Very. very. Loud

The fandom name is universe and i just think that’s so cute OKAY?

Ofiicial Music Videos: Gorilla, Can You Feel It, Critical Beauty, Pretty Pretty, Run Away, Like This, Violet

Personal Favorite Non-Title Tracks: Thank You, Beautiful, You Are, Spectacular, and Lose yourself

Aight, we have ten members to go through this time, so BUCKLE UP, MY FRIENDS

Members:

Jo Jinho

The oldest member of pentagon

Vvv smol baby. Is only 5’6”

Is scared very easily lmfao

May be smol but has A HELLA SET OF LUNGS

High note king that leaves almost everyone shook

Used to be in SM the Ballad, but left and became a trainee again under cube entertainment

Had trained for EIGHT FRICKIN YEARS, DO NOT SLEEP ON MY BOI

I guess he gave vocal lessons to cube trainees like Yoo Seonho (someone pls KINDLY let me know if i’m wrong)

Drops a bunch of covers and spoils Universe with his voice, thx boo

Usually gets paired with hongseok for stuff?? Idk

Has a room by himself in the dorms, lucky boi

ALSO A MUSICAL THEATER ACTOR?? ALL SHOOK UP REALLY HAD US ALL SHOOK UP

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Lee HwiTaek (Hui)

The leader of this mess

Got pretty popular after the song Never was released, then continue to leave people quaking after Energetic was released

Is an A+ Singer and Producer, we love a talented man

Is vvvv scared of everything and also has a lot of tears (we love a man in touch with his emotions)

A former JYP trainee

Got7’s JB said that one time, Got7’s Mark got into a fight with him, Hui, and B.A.P.’s Youngjae and Day6’s Brian had to translate the argument LOL

Also in a subunit called Triple H that consists of him, E’Dawn and Hyuna

Also has a room to himself

HONEY SOCKS

Has a fanboy named Yoo Seonho that loves him vvv much, and they even went to vietnam together

also appeared on this variety show called hyena’s on the keys and flaunted his composing SKILZ

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Yang Hongseok

A former YG trainee

Was on the show that created iKon, and it was…. Oof

He was new at the time, so it was kinda awkward and tense, but it got better

Is obsessed with working out, and has the abs of a greek god as a result

Reads books in his free time, and enjoys studying foreign languages

He moved around when he was younger, so he can speak Mandarin and English (we love an intelligent man)

Apparently the mom?? Cooks and cleans for the babies in the dorm

Shares a room with E’Dawn

Also really likes Iron Man… and Jinho

The members say he’s the worst at dancing in the group LOL

It’s okay though, cause he’s vvv talented in other aspects

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Kim HyoJung (E’Dawn)

“I have no fear” not even two seconds later *HIGH PITCH SCREAMING*

Can reach an octave i didn’t think human possible

A little weird, but that’s okay!

Is also in Triple H with Hui and Hyuna

Hongseok’s roommate

Is really good at dancing, wow

Kinda looks tired 24/7, but we’re pretty sure that’s just his face. Like you know how some people have resting bitch face? E’Dawn has resting tired face.

TATTOOS!

Sry, i just really like tattoos, lol

But yeah! E’Dawn has multiple tattoos! Since it’s like 1 in the morning and I’m kinda tired, I’m not gonna try and think of all of them, but they should all show up if you just google e’dawn tattoos lol sorry

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Go Shinwon

Has trouble keeping his clothes on apparently

Like for real, just casually pulled his pants down and took his shirt off multiple times in pentagon maker

Is scared of animals because one time because… um…. let’s just say that there was an unfortunate incident with his pet hamster when he was in like middle school... yeah

Was eliminated during Pentagon maker, but four remaining members broke into cube late at night and put up posters saying they wanted pentagon to debut as ten

Gets mad real easily

Has broad shoulders… Like real broad. Edawn and yanan fell asleep on his shoulders and they were comfortable

Shares a room with Kino

Also really likes Mcdonalds?? Like, this boy put on a burger hat and ate a mcdonalds burger.

Really hates bugs LOL

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Yeo Changgu (Yeo One)

Has a visual that a lot of foreigners seem to really like? That’s just something I noticed, I know it’s not the general consensus

Is also an actor, he appeared in a webdrama called Spark and was the main actor for a historical drama not too long ago

Shares a room with yanan

Is yanan’s biggest fan

Has a laugh that can revive wilting flowers tbh

Talks a lot too

Sucks at table tennis

He and hui put ducktape on their legs and ripped it off

GIVE HIM MORE LINES PLS

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Yan An

“MADE IN CHINA!”

“Annyeong chingudel”

He’s from Shanghai

Hella model vibes, amirite or amirite

He injured himself when preparing for the Ceremony album, and he had to sit out and everyone was vvv sad and vvv worried

Got better and is back, and more random than ever

Sometimes says things that are real funny, even if he doesn’t intend for it to be

“What are you talking about, this is plastic”

“You… You’re in big trouble!”

“Korean name is Yanan. Chinese name is Yanan. English Name? Yanan.”

Also once called Jinho a foreigner, even tho Jinho is Korean and they were in Korea?

May be tol and handsome, but he’s really just a big toddler

Scared of roller coasters

Roommates with yeo one who loves him v much (yeo one has the right idea, y’all)

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Adachi Yuto

“YUTODA”

A japanese prince

AN ATHLETE! Played baseball and used to do soccer

A former JYP trainee

Good friends with Yuto (U) from ONF because they both used to be JYP trainees and also NCT’s Yuta

Shares a room with Wooseok and will laugh at anything he says

Milk couple

Can’t eat spicy food for shit

Hella tall

Also appeared predebut at ISAC 2015 for futsall

A bby that is afraid of many things. Especially the dark. On pentagon maker, the crew turned off the lights and he real cutely went “pd-nim~” and i almost cried it was so cute

“What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?” “Ice cream.”

Says he can’t do aegyo, but he hella cute already, so it’s okay

Also once danced shirtless and i almost sued, you a child Boi (i say as I am younger than him)

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Kang Hyunggu (Kino)

A whole cutie

I legit that he was my age or younger cause he was just so adorable

Only 4 days younger than yuto and 4 days older than wooseok, but he a whole baby

They did a vlive for wooseok, yuto, and kino’s birthdays and when they were getting into teams, hongseok was chosen to be in kino’s team but he said it so emotionlessly that kino got all pouty LOL

A dancing king

“I was going to go easy on you, but you called me Hyunggu”

Has a lot of friends in k-pop, he vvv popular

Shares a room with shinwon

A laugh that motivates me to be a better person

Saved the entire world by eating watermelon in front of cameras BLESS

“Get it Kino Beauty”

Proceeded to destroy yanan’s face with makeup RIP

Makes funny faces that i sometimes screenshot and send to my friends at 2 in the morning

ALSOALSOALSO, he had this little dance solo in Critical Beauty and I was LIVING for it

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

Jung Wooseok

The baby of the group

HELLA TOL??? LIKE WTF, IF YOU LOOK AT PHOTOS OF JINHO AND WOOSEOK STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER HE LOOKS LIKE A FREAKING GIRAFFE

He was sleeping backstage once and yuto put a chocopie in front of his mouth and he sleepily tried to eat it and i was :((((( he was so cute

Really likes yuto, they’re usually paired together for stuff. Like dorms

Really likes anime, legend has it that if you play samurai heart at exactly 1:23 AM, wooseok will appear behind you and sing along

Imitates an opera singer and achieves an octave that i would imagine isn’t humanly possible for someone with a voice as deep as his

Has a fanboy names Lai Guanlin from wanna one, and he will not let anyone forget about his precious Wooseok

Once did an eating broadcast with super spicy food and accidentally got some in his eye and the rest of pentagon thought it was the funniest thing ever RIP

Videos to Watch: (1) (2) (3)

That was a journey! We’re almost done, though!

Videos Of Pentagon to Watch! Weekly Idol with Victon and Momoland! (X) This crack (?) series that I live for (X) The VLive that was all sorts of mess (X) Triple H Weekly Idol (only Hui and E’Dawn) (X) This clip from Pentagon Maker that was all sorts of mess, even with only 4 members (X) Hui, Wooseok, and E’Dawn trying to cook (X) This other VLive that was all sorts of mess (X) Pentagon Heyo TV (Mafia Game Cut) (X)

AND THERE YOU HAVE IT! A VERY SHORT, SHITTY GUIDE TO PENTAGON! I hope this helps anyone wanting to get into Pentagon, or even just makes an Universe smile! Now go and bask in the glory that is Pentagon’s craziness! Bye!

[mintchocfringe]

10 Biases

Hi hello there I've been tagged by my good pal @pepperminthiya to talk about 10 biases, so enjoy me ranting about my faves because I never do that..... anyway onto the love �� I’ve been putting off finishing this bc I lowkey expose myself but sure here we are......

1) Taehyung - BTS

One of my ultimate baes, I really do adore him a lot. He’s so positive, friendly, and bubbly, big lov. I need a minute to talk about his vocal range, because fam it’s very impressive (i’m a music person, i’m in the know) and he has this beautiful, rich voice and I just *clutches heart* love it. I need to talk about stage presence because onstage tae and off stage are different people I swear (esp during Blood Sweat and Tears, that stage where he had the fake scars on his back omllllllllll) and he’s so charismatic!! Big love. Also, he’s adorable! Oh my god so soft and fluffy which makes my heart go w h o o s h, but will also!!! come for my life !!! (y’all saw the dispatch photos I was unable to cope).

2) Hoseok - BTS 

Okay listen. I have been bias wrecked by j-hope for so long that i’m just lying to myself if I don’t bias him at this point. I've been biased the whole time and just never said so.....I really do love him with all my heart, he’s so full of life and energetic, is always picking people up when they’re down and just a genuine good person. Hope World really shook me to my core, the lyrics and everything about it really reached out to me but I loved him so much even beforehand. He’s so talented in so many ways and is super charismatic as well, big big love. Also there’s something about the tonality of his voice as well??? I don’t know how to properly describe it but the whole kinda baritone/raspy thing he has going on ??? oof

3) Irene - Red Velvet

Right okay so I just a minute because i’m so incredibly snatched by Irene, I mean her surname is Bae!!! Meant to be. I love her because aside from being incredibly stunning (how is one person allowed to be that gorgeous omg) she’s so dorky and cute too? Like in her own kind of quieter way but she can be vvv serious, Mama Irene the Ironing Cooking Queen but also silly and funny too. Of late she has been so down for raising up women which I am all about! I only stan intellectuals after all!

4) JiU - Dreamcatcher

 This girl, let me tell you. She may the “fake maknae” type, but she is a powerful woman. Can rock literally every hair colour without trying, can be good at any concept without even trying and she just amazes me. She’s so dorky and weird omg???? Like talks about such weird things and behaves like a toddler on a sugar high but is also a slaying queen??? I am unable to cope, I love her so much. Her vocals are kind of honey-like and really sweet which just makes me ;_; Also she loves the colour pink more than life itself and it’s so cute asjakls

5) Jun - Seventeen

OOoooooooooookay. Where to begin with the vampire meme prince of China??? (I won’t stop talking about his vampire web drama you can’t make me mom). I’m so affected by his presence it’s embarrassing. He’s too powerful and actually damages my general stability in life. So powerful that I abandoned Hoshi for him...(I was always biased though, I was out there watching his web drama calling myself a hoshi stan dasjdalkjds). He embodies “duality of man” so much I get whiplash from him smh... Can be so present on stage and such a character but is a soft baby too??? He makes his little puns (lest we forget ajun nice) and cares for the other members so much and is really really soft. Can be the cutest patoot in the whole world but also the most dangerous man ??? in the space of 00000.2 seconds ?? idk man i’m never okay when he’s out there being himself...

6) Youngjae - GOT7

*inhales* hoooooooooo well. I have lots and lots and lots of love for JYP’s resident otter. He just embodies a ray of sunshine and is so bright and bubbly and his laugh adds 2 years to my life!! Although I really love his more expressive side too when he releases his emo songs at 3am and remember it got leaked that he has tattoos????? oh my god. I could go on forever about my love for him because in all honesty he’s very close (if not basically) my ideal type. I’ve talked with some of my close friends about this and we’re vvv similar so idk that makes me all gooey and cringey to think about it ((cringe culture can fight me)) but yeah. I think that says everything I need to say tbh...

7) Dahyun - Twice

There is just something in the water at JYP because I adore Dahyun with every fibre of my being. A soft memey bean who had so much love to give but is so loved too which makes me so happy <3 I’m calling it now but she’s gonna be a hecking good mc on something one day, something funny like weekly idol (or whatever the new version will be.. rip honestly) where her true Comedic Queen self can shine! She makes some hella good jokes and never fails to make everyone laugh when she’s on a variety show etc. Her personality is so likeable and she’s just so friendly!!! ((this seems to be a theme... hmm)) 

8) Kihyun - Monsta x 

mmmmmmmMMMMMMMMMM oh my goodness gracious i’m so affected by kihyun it’s horrific. ((not as much as jun but close)). I always seem to be stanning these “duality” types whereby they’re so soft and fluffy one minute but attacc my whole life the next. Kihyun is such a dangerous man on stage, and is so stunning like his visuals are no joke but is also a soft bean??? Kihyun just kills me, like his vocals are A+++ and any high/ power note sends me to the grave. He’s also too savage for me, which isn’t my usual type but a lot of the time it’s really funny... oops.... 

9) Nayoung - Pristin/ IOI

Idk man there’s something about Nayoung that just gets to me? She was known as “stone nayoung” during pd101 for being so serious/ shy and I understand bc I’m too serious sometimes too lmao but she’s also really sweet! She will protecc pristin with her life and makes such weird jokes as well lmao. She too is super powerful, rapping her way into my heart. A queen

10) Doyoung/Jaehyun - NCT

Okay i’m cheating a little bit here BUT they are both in NCT but anyways... I love them a looooooooot, doyoung is such a bean but will fite u for not picking up your socks off the floor. He’s such a little fluff but will come for my life ((Esp 7th sense hooo that was a time) and he’s such a good mc! Vroom Vroom Talk Show paid off :D ((fight me it was fantastic))

But then there’s jeff. He’s such a meme ((which i’m too weak for save me)), but also such a bean?? The cutest fluff but needs milk but will also fuck me up ?? I can’t handle how fast his personality changes between on stage/off stage/ general existence.... He’s so adorable but really fucks with my sanity sometimes and I h9 him but will fite anyone to protect him. Idk what to tell you fam I just love jeff too much.

Hooooo that was a journey but here we are! Also, this isn’t in any particular order because I have so much love to give, and wish I could include more biases but you can just keep an eye on my posts for that :P 

Tagging: @apassionthatisdead @beingtaessoulmate @kittog @merci-beau-kook @todoroki-bean @hopeless-namjin 

Enjoy!

[iamverysmall-andihavenomoney]

hello lovely🥺💓 please don’t worry about it, it hasn’t been that long! and even if it was, it wouldn’t be a problem💖

omg okay I read it and I’m just??? so in love omg all my fave babies were there and it was so fluffy and sweet and really really made my day 100x better I swear,,, like genuinely, something happened earlier that brought down my mood for the rest of the day, and all I really wanted was a hug and to be told that it’s okay but we’re in the middle of a pandemic, so coming home to see your sweet message and the cutest flipping post really made me happy and safe and loved💓💓 that was lowkey an accidental ramble I’m sorry🥺 but! all this goes to let you know that your work is vvv much appreciated and is 110% making other people’s days better💖💖

also yes they’d be the softest like,, lowkey brainrot time but imagine going out to eat w the team after winning an important match (nationals, regular season, or after timeskip, going out to eat w the newly appointed olympics japan team!!) and it’s like this super cozy hole in the wall type shop whose tables/booths weren’t designed to fit a whole team of men’s volleyball players (they aren’t exactly twigs you know) so y’all are a little squished and the boys notice that and move you to sit in their lap to “give you more room, sweetheart” and! it may or may not be due to ulterior motives (I imagine that either they’re jealous that one of their team members is squished in next to you too, they weren’t jealous but they noticed that you were uncomfortable not having that much room around you, or they just wanted to cuddle with you and couldn’t wait to get back home lol) and I just!!! quality time and physical touch?? really are a couple of my love languages hehe but it actually makes me so soft omg it’s the cutest thing (but tbh lap sitting in general makes me !!! bc idk I just feel like it’s so intimate?? and cute and honestly, just fits my love languages) (okay but wait, lap sitting while they’re gaming also makes my heart go !!) but yes hi sorry for the vvv long ramble please feel free to ignore it LOL

you’re such an sweetheart, I swear 🥺💓 it’s so nice having someone tell me that haha but I honestly have no one to blame but myself for my workload (it’s all things I enjoy, only working with a team can be kind of difficult,, a lot of the times)

and nonono you are def the angel!! you bless the world with your beautiful writing and amazing characterizations and your own fantastic self💖💖 thank you for the reminders lovely, and the same goes to you🥰 please make sure you eat a happy food, drink enough water, and get a sufficient amount of sleep (if not more😌)

take care of yourself angel, and stay safe! I hope you had a lovely day and will have an even lovelier day tomorrow💓💓and I love receiving your messages no matter what length, so don’t apologize babe💖 (I just realized that this message is,,, really long, so I’m sorry about that lovely🥺)

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Hi there, sweetheart! 🤍 You’re so sweet! 🥺 Thank you for excusing my horrible response time! 😅🙈

You had a bad day 🥺👀 I’m sorry, baby! If you need to talk about it, I’m right here! But I’m so glad that it made you feel safe and happy! That’s what I’m here for, sweets! And it’s okay, ramble all you want! I’m happy to listen, anytime! 💕 Really though, I’m glad it made your day better. Never be afraid to let me know if you’re having/had a rough day. I have a few comfort drafts that I have yet to publish that I wouldn’t mind publishing, if you needed them! 🤍

Oh my — YES. No lie brainrot time, doubled. Riding on the bus with the team (because the team has just accepted you as a major part of -player’s- success) and they pull you into their lap and take over a row of seats with you. Or, them showing you off to the team/introducing you to the team for the first time, and they end up getting jealous, because someone started flirting with their S/O (most likely just to annoy them). Or, the boys notice your stressed because of work/school, and come up behind you, while you’re sitting, massaging your shoulders, before eventually just taking you to get your comfort food, then taking you to eat it in bed/couch, and just doting on you for every little thing. Or with an S/O who’s been touch starved, who they’re helping slowly get used to it and it ends up being their love language. Sorry, I started rambling too. You gave me so many ideas for comfort drabbles, no lie 🥰 Don’t ever apologize for rambling, though. We love all rambling/brainrot here.

Thank you sweets, but I’m just telling you the truth. A lot of people will say otherwise, but at the end of the day, you should treat your mental health the same way you treat your physical health (or at least the way you should 😤): with the utmost importance and care. I’m glad you enjoy doing it all, but still don’t get stressed out, alright?

🙈 Thats so sweet of you to say. But it’s the least I can do 😊 We’re just gonna have to agree to disagree, because you’re easily the angel 😤 And but of course. I’ll attempt, promise. But really, don’t forget to get some water, something to eat, and a reasonable amount of sleep. Or more, cause sleep is great. 😅 Remember though, myself, and the Haikyū!! boys are all proud of you for simply getting up and smiling today, along with everything else you’ve accomplished.

You take care yourself, alright, sweetheart! I don’t wanna stop hearing from you, so stay safe and healthy! I love reading your messages as well! Don’t ever worry about length, it wasn’t too long, at all! 💕

[princeshushu]

you shld ship your mutuals with seventeen members!!

I’M SORRY THIS TOOK LONG!!! (I have 65 mutuals have mercy on me)

I’m only including the ones that I’ve talked to personally because I know them better~ (you can actually tell how much I’ve talked to someone based on how long the paragraphs are)

@bingshua/ @theliqht (Seungkwan or Josh) - DENISE I FEEL LIKE YOU TWO WOULD GET ALONG NICELY BECAUSE Y’ALL ARE CUTE AND SWEET AF (those emoticons you use just makes me think of them akdkslg) You guys would be the cute ass couple that hypes each other up and does cute pda that people don’t mind because it’s too cute no one has the heart to get mad about it.

@foolishlydreamingx / @kingyu97 (Mingyu or Jihoon) - The realistic type and the adorable puppy both seem like you asdfghjkl Jihoon could probably relate and understand you better. Plus he might encourage you to do music again. I feel like Jihoon’s going to understand your problems and be able to comfort you better than other people. Mingyu is very sweet and very warm, he’d be able to comfort you too but not in the same way Jihoon will (although that’s not a bad thing). He’d let you know that’s he there for you and would let you tell him everything, assuring you that he’s listening to every single word you have to say. You guys would probably get along more when it comes to how hyped you guys can get!! But y’all would be the very supportive couple that won’t exactly print fans and scream at the top of their lungs to cheer you on but they’ll always be there to talk to you and give you a lot of support. They’re very down to earth and funny, you wouldn’t even feel like a third wheel when you’re out with the both of them asdfhckljl They’re very warm in their own ways and would probably cut their dates short to rush over to where you are because you feel sad or you need a shoulder to cry on. They’d be a great couple that you’d feel honored to be friends with.

@honeywonu (Wonwoo or Seungcheol) - Both of them could probably see through you when you pretend that everything is fine. They’d make sure you’re alright 24/7 and will be willing to sit down and listen to you or fight and beat the crap out of someone who made you feel bad. Hugs and cuddles every minute and would probably stick a big ass sign that says “You’re beautiful” to your mirror. Cute ass couple that would lowkey flirt everywhere and maybe accidentally turn something on so ya gotta run back home 

@jejublr (Seungkwan or Joshua) - Easy-going, sweet, funny, bright, and caring!! I feel like you’d get along with both asdfghjkl y’all brighten up everyone’s day and would probably get caught watching crack videos (or making them) in public. Y’all would be the sun in everyone’s lives asdfghjkl and that cute couple that is very comfortable with each other. You’d make faces at each other at least once every minute and would hype + cheer everyone up. Joshua would be great at listening to your problems

@7teencarot (Wonwoo or Jeonghan) - I literally just put in Jeonghan because or napping. Y’all would have cute napping dates (is that a thing)! You seem easy-going and chill, something Wonwoo would turn upside down. Idk why but i can see you with wonwoo laughing a lot and it’d be cute because you’re not usually like that (are you).

@causewhenyoulooklikethat (BooSeokSoon) - ANYONE OF THEM WOULD PROBABLY GET RID OF THAT AWKWARDNESS AND TURN YOU INTO A BALL OF CONFIDENCE ISTG. Okay but you’re great to be with once you get past the awkwardness (It’s cool to be awkward tho bc same) but booseoksoon would probably intensify the greatness AHAHAHAHAHA Y’all would make friends with people and be the nicest + friendliest couple out there. They’d see you holding hands on the streets with smiles as wide as the pacific ocean and it’d be ADORABLE

@paintedshua (Joshua) - Nice but not too intense~ plus vvv extra sometimes but JOSH WOULD LOVE JOKING AROUND WITH YOU!! You’re very open minded and calm so Joshua would love that and would feel safe opening up to you about things. You’d be that calm and soft couple that’s secretly I N T E N S E and funny af!!! (the funny things you say are said in a normal way (?) so it’s not obvious but when you read it you’d die laughing)

@soongyuz (Mingyu) - I HEARD YOU LIKE TOL BOIS HHAAHAHAH but it’d be really cute to see Mingyu all giggly and smiley because you want to kiss him but kinda need a ladder to do so?? He’d be happy to reach stuff for you and would protecc you because you’re his precious and no one else should have you. Also you’re a ray of sunshine mingyu would fall for you in 0.2 seconds. Y’all would be the cute couple that comforts people with their warmth and love

@diaryofadorkykid (Dokyeom or Joshua) - Very cute and bright but also very earnest and caring afkjdgsklj adorable and sweet which made me think of Dk and josh!! Ok I could see them being the sweet couple that is always seen together holding hands with bright smiles on their faces as they prank people or joke around HAAHAHAH they’d be very easy to talk to, and very understanding so they’d be a great couple to ask guidance from

@andromedaneedsoxyjin (wONWOO) - shy and awkward but cute and funny when you get to know them?? YES hello this couple is the one you’ll find in libraries, snickering in some corner with a funny comic they both enjoy. You’d probably see them in cons cosplaying or just enjoying the event. Then they come home with comic books in their arms ready to snuggle in their warm bed to read them together

@kwoncity (SOONYOUNG) - you may not notice it because of how funny they are but omfg they are very caring and will always make sure that you’re okay. They’re the couple that always seems like they’re just joking around and goofing off but they’re serious when they have to be. It’s the responsible couple that supports/protects other people. I feel like they’d be a bit more mature than other couples but it’s all the same when it comes to cuddles and comforting each other (maybe even sweeter)!!!

@shucoup (Joshua) - NOT JUST BECAUSE HE’S HER BIAS OK but like they’re both very caring and supportive. It’s the positive couple that rarely has any fights because they’re both just very understanding and mature enough (although fights can’t be avoided sometimes I feel like they’d patch up easily). Ya think they’re nice af people but then their inner meme shows up in selfies (like with Snow filters and chicken shua) HAHAHAHA (they’re still nice af people tho). They’d probably blow up your timeline with meme-y selfies and if not, they’re out enjoying food and simply spending time with each other!! (Why do I see them in pet stores???)

@sugarhyun / @7teentexts (Jihoon or Dokyeom and maybe Jun) - Jihoon’s personality isn’t like berry’s (can i use your real name or-) but like she would be able to bring out the less serious sides of Jihoon. You’d see Lee Jihoon walking the down the street laughing his ass off when he’s with her!!!! I also added Dokyeom because y’all would be the energizer that cheers anyone up!! I’ve had bad days but when I talk to you I just laugh a lot and it makes me very happy akljfkjlkdhf They’re both very caring (Jihoon and DK) under the kinds of personalities they have and can turn from a meme into a very serious person in like 0.1 seconds. They strive hard for the things they want to get and may falter but will always get back up. I ADDED JUN BC Y’ALL ARE ADORABLE AND CHILDISH SOMETIMES

@wonubookfairy (Wonwoo or Joshua) - sweet sweet sweet and shy but when you talk to them they’re very nice and won’t bite at all AHAHAHAHA They’d be the really nice couple that would probably your best friends! They’d be great at keeping secrets and you can count on them to be genuine and honest in everything akfjsdglkhdk They’re also very thoughtful and will do things to cheer you up when they know you’re sad and hurting. Omg they’d be the couple who would break into your apartment to set up a surprise party or a small gathering on your birthday or to make you feel better. 

@jeonghangyu (Chan or Seungkwan) - REAL AF also don’t touch them when they’re in a bad mood bc i cant guarantee your safety if you do. They’d be a chill couple that would be easy to talk to if they were in a good mood. Also protect this bby when they feel discouraged bc they’ll need all the love in the world asdfjkl 

@justsomekpopstuff (Joshua or Seungkwan) - down to earth and appreciates the things that deserve it. They will find you and they will give you the love and care you didn’t know you needed!!! They’d be the caring couple that would be seen at cafes sharing a milkshake or in the pouring rain, feeding a little puppy on the streets (that would be precious) omg askdlskgjklsf. okay but they’re cute lil beans that would support you and would understand you when you’re having a hard time

@joshpup (Joshua or Mingyu) - will probably do anything to put a smile on your face!! cutie that makes everyone happy because they’re so generous and sweet and kind!!! They’d be the couple who would be seen at charities, playing with kids, or just spending time with each other in cafes where you can lounge around!!! 

@chillihansol (Hansol) - I DON’T KNOW YOU WELL BUT YOU CHILL AF HANSOL WOULD LOVE DATING YOU ASKHSDLGKSHGKLSJ Y’all would send memes to each other late at night even though y’all are in the same bed and he’d suddenly laugh out loud and you guys would end up cuddling kahfklsdjglk

AHHHHH THIS WAS SO LONG BUT I LOVED DOING IT!!! I wish I could add more but this is as long as my fics AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

[dong-hyucks]

Tagged Again ~

CJ ; Bolded // Jade ; Italicized Tagged by: @nctimagery !! ily Rules: Write down your top 10 biases and answer the following questions.

Lee Donghyuck (NCT) // Min Yoongi (BTS)

Yoon Sanha (Astro) // Hansol Chwe (SVT)

Kim Jihun (KNK) // Nakamoto Yuta (NCT 127)

Kim Wonpil (Day6) // Park Minhyuk (ASTRO)

Lee Chan (Seventeen) // Lee Daehwi (Wanna One)

Lee Daehwi (Wanna One) // Lee Felix (Stray Kids)

Jeon Jiwoo (KARD) // Lee Jangjun (Golden Child)

Kim Soohyun (AKMU) // Kim Jennie (BlackPink)

Kim Jisoo (BlackPink) // Park Chanyeol (EXO)

Jung Hoseok (BTS) //  Mark Tuan (GOT7)

1. BETWEEN 1&4: WHO WOULD YOU RATHER KISS?

this is such a rude question oml,,, y’all know who it is tho leedonghyucktheloml

omg, i love yoongs a lot, but i would have to go with minhyuck on this one 1) ‘cause he’s closer to my age and 2) because he’s sooo adorable

2. BETWEEN 2&7: WHO WOULD BE YOUR BEST FRIEND? 

i would love love loVe to be best friends w any of them OMFA bUT imma have to go with sanha

yES oMg!! i lOVe HANSOL VERNON CHWE,,,, he’s a meme but also a total sweetheart wrapped in one (we’re basically the same person) i’d love to be besties with this darling

3. BETWEEN 5&10: WHO HAS THE BETTER VOICE? 

all of these are r u d e omg,,, ,,, daehwi

i love mark to pieces, but daehwi has taken my heart and legit stomped on it. i love this boy so much, and his voice is so beautiful. it’s so mature, and he’s so young.

4. BETWEEN 1&8: WHO IS THE FUNNIEST?

hOmYgOd afhakjfwafakjh hYuCk

oh lord, min yoongi,,, when he get riled up or when he’s mad, he’s absolutely hilarious

5. BETWEEN 6&9: WHO WOULD YOU DATE? 

highkey soohyun bc shes cute aNd shes close to my age lol

LeE fELiX. omf. i love this boy so much. he’s such a cutie. and his freckles are to die for. this boy is a blessing and i 10/10, 100% would date.

6. BETWEEN 9&10: WHO WOULD YOU DO A COLLABORATION WITH?

uM heLLo im p sure collabs require talent, which i dont have bUt-- hoseok !!

yeee. park chanyeol all the way. he is a gentle giant and a sweetie pie. even though he’s way older than me, i’d love to collab with him (we both play guitar, but he’s probs way better i mostly play classical and fingerstyle ;-;)

7. BETWEEN 4&8: WHO IS THE BEST DANCER? 

uH ajhkfjhah cHaN

bRUh, is this even a question?? park minhyuck is like,,,, the greatest dancer (i’m highkey very proud of him. my baby triple threat.)

8. BETWEEN 3&5: WHO WOULD YOU MOST LIKELY MARRY?

lmao what lUxuRy-- none ??? jihuntho

SDljkfhDJKFH oMG, if i ever got the chance ;-; probably hwi, i love yuta, but like,,, daehwi tho (i will never be over this boy)

9. BETWEEN 1&7: WHO WOULD YOU NURSE WHEN THEY ARE SICK? 

i really really want to say hyuck again but ive said him twice now sO onepeel !! (i make it sound like hes just the second choice nO oMG i loVe--)

okay so, i bet a lot of people think min yoongi would be a pain when he’s sick, but imma go with him. i don’t think he’ll have enough energy to be a pain, so he’ll probably just be a pile of mush. (i like piles of mush)

10. BETWEEN 2&3: WHO HAS A BETTER SMILE?

i just cHoKed-- bih their smiles are g o l d e n how dare you make me choose-- jihuniMSORRYDDANAILY

oh,,,, oh no ... idek anymore. i can’t even choose on this one. don’t get me wrong, i love hansol, but yuta,,, he’s literally called “healing smile.” i cannot deny that fact ;;

11. BETWEEN 6&8: WHO WOULD YOU VACATION WITH?

jiwoo !! omg she seems like the type to be vvv fun to be with on vacation

kim jennie!! she is super adorable, and i would love to go on vacation with her. she seems like she can find her way around easily. 

tagging: @hellohaechan @ugyeoms @trashforyugyeom :)) dOnT fEeL oBliGed oKay !! only do this if u want to !

[bellamysgriffin]

dana watches lucifer (2x11)

yo guys i’m back and i’m vvv happy to be liveblogging again

it feels so weird to be watching without my dad guys he’s driving my sister to oklahoma but usually we watch together

anyway

this clip of chloe saying her speech at the courtroom on the previously on - LIKE I NEED REMINDING 

it’s making me emotional and the ep hasn’t even started yet

pls tell me they kiss i want them to so badly 

my cat is strangling me with her love rn and i’m.... trying to type

“i hate ketchup” that’s so romantic

ARE YOU KIDDING I HATE MYSELF THEY WERE SO CLOSE

“i’m glad she showed up she kept me from making a big mistake” I’M SUING FOX AND THE WRITERS WHAT THE HELL

trixie is back i missed her

“they’re a wonderfully scrumptious start to your day”

ok now i’m imagining maze and trixie grocery shopping

trixie Knows and ships deckerstar

trixie KNOWS

MAZE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH MY FAVE I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

i missed that whole scene by squealing abt maze lol 

maze craves validation bc she wanted chloe to be happy

aw chloe maze tried so hard don’t tell her that

it’s ok chloe i forgive you

CHARLOTTE no 

i’m already mad at her

my tv is glitching so y’all better provide some quality gifs

“it’s about chloe” and then instantly he turns into Protective Boyfriend™

ok charlotte ships deckerstar too and she’s back on the good list

she was nvr really off it i have a weakness for lucifer women

“you don’t have to prove anything to me” that was something very nice said very harshly

“not in a fun way” 

“not the slut police and i mean you not her” DAMN I LOVE CHLOE

hmmm that was a good plan while it lasted but

“jana! always with the tragic timing”

oh my god is lucifer a murder suspect again

“maybe she’d still be alive” and already he’s feeling guilty jesus i just want him to be h a p p y

also where is ella i want her on my screen right now

“ditch the loser from lux. that’s terrible, she was seeing someone else from lux?

maze is proud of herself dan leave her alone

my cat is back and ready to prevent the typing

danikeen - is that their brotp name?

ppl need to stop yelling at maze right now ok

i like his white suit a lot

her fun is being with her daughter aww

ok lucifer is actively pursuing a relationship and i - i’m emotional

“she’s spoken for” “haha no i’m not”

this guy is a dog and i hate him

ok i need linda and ella and amenadiel to cleanse my soul from that dick

“you two are a lot alike” how DARE YOU

ANOTHER murder??? things are heating up and i like it

“pretty sure you didn’t sleep with this guy” “actually ur wrong” OH MY GOD IT’S CHRISTMAS

“you’ll need a much bigger notepad”

this parade of lovely women with the song hot pants in the background is my aesthetic

“bit of a dry spell these last few months” ik this is a joke .... but that’s probably bc that’s when he met chloe js

dan don’t you dare things are complicated enough

“the best night of my life” in a bunch of different inflections is possibly the best scene in this show to date

also i love how they included a guy

and his explanations to dan omg this is hilarious

chloe is SO JEALOUS

OH MY GOD I’M SCREAMING AND CRYING 

NOT OUT LOUD BUT JUST TRUST ME

ok now lucifer is sad so um.... cue character growth?

oh good more charlotte shipping deckerstar i love it

it’s still so weird that chloe thinks charlotte is lucifers ex

“last thing i need is a step-dan” “you say some really weird things man” i love their dynamic

LINDA

LINDA

LINDA

OK I’M GOOD BACK TO COMMENTARY

LINDA

SORRY 

also linda and maze in the same scene????. christmas confirmed.

“you want me to stab this friend of yours” ok i love how maze is oblivious but also she’s Ready to Fight for linda and i’m just..... wow that’s beautiful

“that’s human” “i’m a demon” “i actually think ur more human than a lot of ppl i know” what kinda romantic bs is this??? i love it

“ur saying i’m awesome” “i’m saying that u need to say ur awesome” 

“yes ur awesome” “hell yeah i am” I LOVE MAZE SO MUCH I’M DEAD

“i can describe her aura” it’s me

“i told you someone cared” i’m laughing lucifer is the best 

god i missed this show

i’m gonna save this in my drafts before my computer freezes and erases the whole post again

ok i’m back

OFC CHLOE IS ON THE WALL

ok suki is who i would be if i ever met him i would just scream and shut the door oh my god

“gay best friend for now” i’m laughing

suki is hot it’s true

WHERE IS ELLA THOUGH

“do not leave town” “and abandon lucifer?” god me

AMENADIEL IS BACK

oh i forgot he’s being rude to lucifer

i forgot charlotte was still bad oh myg od

i’m a fake fan i’m sry guys

i still love them both though

if ever there was a time for ella to show up it would be now just saying

ok and she’s not there

lucifer is such a doofus i’m laughing so hard chloe is so scared

i just fast forwarded and there’s like three clones of a guy petting a robot dog and i just -

“i wanna build a cat sanctuary” god is this me

“no one wants to hear about your feline meet cute” that’s wrong i would sell my left kidney to hear about his cat

“i’m in” i love maze i just do i just i could watch her eat bread for three hours

“no. because i’m awesome” I LOVE HOW LINDA SUPPORTED MAZE SO MUCH THAT SHE REALLY CHANGED MAZE’S ATTITUDE I LOVE STRONG FEMALE RELATIONSHIPS

“because self worth comes from within bitches” DO YOU SEE WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT

my cat is back and obscuring my vision hang on a sec

ik that as you read this ur not waiting but i just want you to know that i had to wait for my cat to stop knocking my laptop over

her name is sylvester mcmonkey mcbean anyway

can deckerstar kiss already 

amenadiel :’)

i kinda just want their pure brotherly love i don’t like the conspiring behind lucifer’s back

my cat and i compromised

ok i dig this jazzy piano music but for a sec i thought it was gonna be heart and soul and i was gonna die that’s my favorite deckerstar scene ever

maze looks so hot w o w

“if we were strangers you’d be hitting on me” maze is so smart dan you can learn from her

i do like him better now 

oh my god i’m laughing so hard

“self worth comes from within dan” i love maze so much she’s trying so hard to help

i’m gonna scream

oh my g o d i love her so much i’m laughing

“you and me? not happening” he looks so hurt i am so sad chloe let him IN

MAZE IS SO HOT WHEN SHE’S MURDERING

aw poor jim

OH MY GOD WE’RE ONE EPISODE IN AND ALREADY LUCIFER HAS A GUN TO HIS HEAD CAN’T WE JUST RELAX FOR A SECOND AND LET HIM BE HAPPY GOD

already chloe is shook and scared bc she loves him so much

now lucifer is intrigued hm and so am i

LUCIFER STANDING UP FOR WOMEN IS MY AESTHETIC I LOVE THESE LITTLE MOMENTS

oh now he’s all “hey man we can work something out” 

AW LUCIFER THINKS HE’S A GOOD PERSON

oh 

i should have seen where that was going

I JUST WANTED LUCIFER TO LOVE HIMSELF THAT’S ALL I WANTED

i guess we’re not there yet

that was badass tho

i was just thinking that we must have missed something about the package

who are these people

OH NO THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS TO CHLOE IN THE TRAILER I’M SCREAMING

were we supposed to recognize those things

lucifer is having an ocean contemplation shot is this the bachelor orr

“really” she says not disappointed at all 

HONESTLY I’M BITTER RIGHT NOW I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA KEEP GIVING US SLOW BURN BUT LIKE AW

one step forward two steps back i guess

“you deserve someone worthy of you and that’s not me” I’M CRYING THAT’S NOT TRUE BB

“that’s not what i’m saying” “i know that’s what i’m saying” WHY DOES HE LOVE TO SUFFER WHAT THE HELL I’M SAD

LUCIFER THERE IS NO ONE BETTER THAN YOU

oh my god he’s just listing why he loves her

her middle name is jane?? this is cute

“ur special and i’m.... i’m not worth it” OH GOD YES YOU ARE

OBH MNYUIAHGREJKL;

AKJSDLFPOJIA UW0AOW J

WHAT OAIEKLW;’

IJJAIOWEFJO9

THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL

I’M TAKING A PIC AND PUTTING IT ONAERF[

MY WALL I WAS GONNA SAY AND THEN THEY KISSED AGAIN

OWEFIAJKML;

I’M SCREAMING AND HYPERVENTILATING WHAT THE HELL THAT WAS THE MOST ROMANTIC THING I’VE EVER SEEN 

IT WAS LIKE A BEAUTIFUL PECK AND THEN SHE LEANS IN AGAIN AND CUT TO TRAILER AND I JUST

ASJFDLKj[wuhiol;nkl

it really is christmas guys :’)

i don’t know what to say i love thioajefkls;d’

YES WE JSUT GOT A DECKERSTAR KISS AND THEN WE GOT LIKE FIVE MORE IN THE TRAILER IT’S CHIRAMTMIOAL;’

i love you guys i love this show i’m signing off and watching the bachelor which is never going to be this romantic :’)

[sujus-girl]

Disclaimer: This was just something I did for fun, and also for @squeaky-jiminie. It’s definitely not like an official profile or anything like that, but I hope it does help anyone wanting to get into JBJ, even though it’s really late A GUIDE TO JBJ, AKA THE ACTUAL EMBODIMENT OF HAPPINESS

Aight, who the hell are JBJ you might ask? I’ma answer your question in a few steps. So, sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. Or not. Whatever.

Group Name: JBJ (Just Be Joyful)

JBJ is a fan created group of eliminated Produce 101 Season 2 contestants. It was inspired by the fan created group IBI from Produce 101 Season 1.

At first, the initials stood for the saying “Please give us more screentime” in Korean, but fans eventually changed it because they just wanted the members to be happy

Group originally consists of 7 members, but 1 of them is currently inactive because he’s having troubles with his company

Our fandom name is Joyful, and JBJ love us even if we a hot mess LOL

Has 2 music videos out: Fantasy and My Flower, and they are certified BOPS

Members:

Noh Taehyun

The oldest and leader of this daycare GROUP

Also a member of hotshot

Smol baby, he only 5’6”

Roommates with Donghan

A MASTER OF KRUMPING, A MASTER OF SINGING, A MASTER OF BEING PERFECT

Cried the hardest during their first win, and it started making all the other members cry too

When Ha Sungwoon was a candidate for first place, Noh Taehyun was even happier than him, and I just honestly think it’s so beautiful how Taehyun never really focused too much on himself, but instead supported and cheered for Sungwoon and other trainees

I honestly believe he’s one of the best leaders because he’s so selfless and just wants the best for everyone

Pls love and protect, he beautiful

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

Kim Sanggyun

Used to be a member of ToppDogg

Can’t keep his clothes on

JBJ had to fulfill a penalty on a live broadcast and Sanggyun said they couldn’t do the sleeping one because he could only sleep naked, and then Joyfuls started flooding the comments saying they should do the sleeping penalty LOL

Is very charismatic on stage, but a fool every other time

ANO ANO, HAJIMEMASHITAE

Roommates with Kenta and likes to tease him a lot

Tbh, sanggyun has suffered a lot, like he didn’t make it big with toppdogg, and then he went on this show to be treated as a trainee again, but then they didn’t give him a lot of attention, and eventually he got eliminated, but now he’s doing a lot better, and i honestly hope that life just gets better for him, i love him sm

Is very handsome and he KNOWS it

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

Takada Kenta

“I’m JBJ’s Cutie Sexy”

Is Japanese

A huge fanboy. You can find predebut videos of him at K-Pop concerts LOL

Especially fond of Teen Top’s Ricky

Gets teased a lot by the other members, but mainly Sanggyun and Donghan

Before JBJ, he went on Heyo TV with other PD 101 Trainees and they were a group called Prinsix, and when RBW’s Lee Gunhee kept referring to him as Kenta, Cube’s Yoo Seonho got all sulky and went “Kenta HYUNG.”

Cried the second hardest during their first win, and like??? Can you imagine?? Moving to a foreign country and starting your career from the bottom up, and not even being assured that you’ll actually DEBUT or even become somewhat popular, and going on a shitshow like pd101 that only cares about like 10 of the trainees at most? Damn, i could never. He literally deserves the world.

A couch potato

Despacito dance RIP

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

Kim Yongguk/Jin Longguo

Is part of the duo Longguo and Shihyun, and constantly bullies Shihyun RIP

Is chinese, but has vvv good korean skills

Sometimes acts like he doesn’t to get out of having to do stuff tho LOL

Is sleepy 25/8 and doesn’t understand what’s happening half the time

Also loves cats alot. He brought his two cats to live in the JBJ dorm, even though Sanggyun and Taehyun are allergic

Roommates with Hyunbin

Was too insecure about himself in the beginning, so no one knew he was a vocal, and made everyone SHOOK when he unleashed his singing skills

But, in all seriousness sometimes yongguk isn’t confident in himself, and it breaks my heart because he’s such a beautiful human and he works so hard, so everyone and anyone that has a problem with yongguk GOTTA GET THROUGH ME FIRST, COME AT ME, HOME GIRL WILL THROW SOME HANDS FOR YONGGUK

Almost made it to Top 20, but Guanlin took 20th place instead, and you could honestly see how yongguk was a little disappointed that he was so close but missed the chance by a single place, but now he’s in jbj and a lot of people love him, and y’all should CONTINUE TO LOVE HIM pls.

Videos to Watch (1) (2)

Kim Taedong

The baby that is inactive because his company is shit

Was also a part of the shape of you team that left everyone shook

Also was in the survival show Boys24, but he got eliminated

JBJ members agree that he’ll always be a part of JBJ, and that’s another reason why I love them all so much, like bless

His former company deadass released a statement trying to claim he “changed after getting popular on produce 101” and that’s honest bullshit, because after the show ended, they lost ALL their trainees, and Taedong was just the one unfortunate enough to be stuck facing an actual contract termination, and now a lot of the fans and the jbj members are worried about him and just want to make sure he’s okay

He’s precious and a sunshine and I hope that he finds happiness soon

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

Kwon Hyunbin

The first model-turned-idol

Everybody was shook when he entered the room for the first time cause he was tall AND hot

The biggest meme

No one lets him live down the time he started crying during Downpour

“I’ve only had work done on my nose. Everything else is mine.”

Attended an international school in Japan, so he can speak some English and Japanese

Improved A LOT since the beginning. Like, if you watch his first audition of My House by 2PM, then watch the dance practice for My Flower, you will be shook

ALSOALSOALSO, he cried when Jonghyun didn’t make it into Wanna One, and I just think that’s the sweetest thing ever because it just shows how much he cares for the people that helped him and didn’t give up on him

STAN THIS GIANT PUPPY

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

Kim Donghan

The baby of the group that really likes cuddles

Also the second tallest tho

A Sunmi and BTS fanboy

Likes carrying kenta for some reason, idk

Can crack a walnut open with his finger, so his nickname is walnut LOL

SHAPE OF YOU TEAM AYYYEEE

Some people say he kinda looks like got7’s yugyeom, and, tbh, at certain angles, he does

Doesn’t really show his emotions much, but cried at their first solo concert, and that, to me, shows how he’s still human, you feel? Like, he’s young, and he works so hard, and a lot of people just assume that it’s natural to him, but i think that he does that for the sake of other people, and that makes me weak. Pls love him, he’s just a giant puppy that deserves recognition and appreciation

Videos to Watch: (1) (2)

WE ALMOST DONE, I PROMISE!

VIDEOS OF JBJ TO WATCH: This live of them annoying each other while trying to sing My Flower (X) Their Predebut variety show that was all types of mess (X) Their Heyo TV Season 1 (X) This Messy VLive that made me KNOW that I was going to love them (X) Their LieV (minus hyunbin cause bby was busy being an actor) (X)

THAT’S ALL FOR NOW! Hope this was kinda informative, or something along those lines. Now go love JBJ! Go! Do it!