#just. idk something something the way my families love languages have always been acts of service and gift giving

[tin-can-iron-man]

I just. I love my dad so much guys

[g3l3mb]

how to generate creative ideas:

(i need to get this out of my brain)

Make moodboards, playlists, keep a list of people who inspire you. Before starting a project think about the general vibe you want it to embody. Ask questions like “What would this concept sound like if it was a song?” ,“What would this concept be like if it was a person?”. Create a shirt that looks like a building you like, literally anything can be combined.

Take unrelated things or concepts and mix them together. Let’s take Addams Family as an example. “What if it was a story about a typical suburban family…but GOTH!”. It basically flips everything upside down. Or “What outfit would someone wear, who’s personality is the mix of the vibes of these two songs?” Random word generators are amazing for this if you don’t know where to start from.

Try making something truly BAD and then add a twist to it. It’s a great way for your brain to let go of expectations and then think outside of the box. But you can also use this to find out what you do not wanna do under any circumstances.

Think without worrying about the limits of what you can do and when it’s time for excecution, find a way around what’s impossible. It births more creativity and adds uniqueness.

Consider what your idea is NOT before considering what it is. Limits are the best way to avoid getting overwhelmed and giving up. Don’t ALWAYS do this though (unless you wanna…), it’s just something to try out when you feel like you’re seeing too many possibilities to the point that they’re contradicting each other. Unless your goal is to make something full of contradictions, you’re a Free Man, do whatever you want.

Keep a list of random ideas you have throughout the day in your notes app or something and then at some point actually review them. Keep what you think is worth exploring and then act on it.

Find out how something works very throughoutly so you know which aspect can be changed to create something new.

Take a concept and break it down into smaller concepts, ideas, questions, key elements and then also break those ideas down etc. This will naturally lead to associations, unique ideas you wouldn’t think of without doing this. I found that this is a great way of coming up with metaphors.

This one is similar to the last two: take a piece of art you really love and try to find out the thought process behind. What’s the story, where did the artist get inspiration from, how did they incorporate those ideas in their work. How did an artist combine their personal interests and knowledge into one big thing. For example: Tolkien was an erudite linguist, so much so that he created entire functional languages in his work, such as Elvish in Lord of the Rings. Hirohiko Araki loves 80’s music so much he named characters in Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure after music references. This is why no knowledge is useless knowledge.

Think about the times you’ve been the most creative before. What were the specific circumstances? For me my best ideas always come when I have a strict deadline for something unrelated, like school (which I’m way too willing to sacrifice), or when I’m doing something mindless like walking and listening to music, or playing a game that requires no thinking. Most of the time after 10p.m. This doesn’t mean I can’t “force” myself to be creative (tips above), it just means these are the times ideas come most naturally. For some people this might be being out in nature or experiencing high emotions, maybe having their life on the line idk, to each their own.

You can’t just create. You also need to consume. The more information you absorb, the more possibilities you have with your ideas. So if you’re not feeling that creative, that’s fine, it’s the perfect opportunity to learn something new.

If you don’t already do these things and you’re looking to get more creative my advice is to ACTUALLY TRY THESE OUT. You’ll best understand them in action.

[delululand]

hii could you please do enha love languages? ty! <33

hii! this question has been in my inbox for a couple of months so thanks so much to this anon for the question and patience, i finally finished it!!

heeseung world of affirmation & physical touch

perhaps this is just my subjective perception, but i wouldn’t say that heeseung has a very noticeable love language that would immediately catch the eye, however, the words of affirmation seem to me to be his most noticeable love language. he really looks so happy and embarrassed when members or fans compliment him on his gaming skills or ask him to sing and admire his vocals. and this seems to be not only the language in which he chooses to receive love, but also the way he gives love. he always tries to praise and support the members and i’m sure that he would really be for his partner that person who constantly reminds you of what a wonderful person you are, really appreciates any of your skills and abilities, expressing his proud of you, never criticizes your ideas and always ready to listen and support. and physical touching seems a little less obvious, but he often casually touches participants by patting them on the back/head, patting them on the shoulder, and many other manifestations

jay act of service & physical touch (actually it’s seems like he has all 5, but i choose the biggest one)

the most visible language of love that immediately catches the eye is acts of service. he's literally the guy you don't need your brain with at all. you don't have to worry about ANYTHING. if you are going to go somewhere or even go on a trip, he will collect all the information, take into account everything you like to eat, drink, what you would like to see and experience, and based on this he will create an ideal route, all you need is your presence. if you are together, he will do absolutely everything for you, such as prepare food for you, set the table himself, serve you whatever you want, serve utensils, complete all-inclusive, i swear this guy is one step away from starting to feed you himself. cooking, cleaning, fixing anything, he is a wonderful housekeeper and knowing that you are tired, he will gladly free you from any household chores by doing everything himself. in any everyday matters, he is literally the most reliable person i have ever seen. at the same time, i cannot remain silent about how gentle he is in physical touch, he always treats members with such tenderness and is very responsive (?) to the desire to touch him from others. idk It sounds a little strange, but for example, i’m talking about that video where Jongwon was nervous and started to grab jay’s finger and jay immediately took his hand and allowed him to pull his arms, fingers, poke his knees and whatever he wanted as much as he wanted. there's nothing special with it, but it makes my heart melt. and as i mentioned above, he literally has all 5 love languages. we see how much he tries to spend time with the members the way they love, going bowling with niki, shopping with sunghoon and jungwon, playing with heeseung and so on, he really values ​​quality time together. and he also often mentions the importance of spending time together, as he talked about how nice it would be to go on a trip with his family or how he imagined relaxing by the fireplace with a jungwon during the winter holidays. we see him constantly paying for the maknae, taking his mom shopping and always trying to buy her whatever she wants (+ quality time). and speaking about words of affirmations, i think it’s important to emphasize not only that he’s really very responsive and loves not only to talk but also to listen, which is very important, but also how attentively he treats his words. for example, when they were cooking something in one of the episodes of en o’clock, he wanted to joke that they weren’t doing very well and jungwon replied that he had crooked hands, jay thought it was because of his joke and was afraid that jungwon wouldn’t accept this is at his own expense, so he immediately said that his hands are crooked and jungwon does a good job. how much more confirmation do we need that he is literally husband material? (+some additional)

jake physical touch & world of affirmation

okay i think physical touch is more obvious. we see how he loves to hug members from behind, stroke their backs, smell their hair, and even inanimate things he always treats with some tenderness (like how he strokes pillows and all that). but he also has another side that is not talked about as often. he is really very good with words of affirmations!! members often mention that jake is the person they are most likely to want to talk to when they are feeling down or worried about something. they mentioned many times that he listens very well and knows how to choose the right words of support, and can not only provide moral support, but also gives good advice. and the way he supports the participants is always so touching and funny at the same time, like when jay teased sunoo that he wasn’t funny, jake immediately told sunoo “don’t listen, tell him let’s see how funny you are”. he is the person who will not only console and support you in private, but will not remain silent in public

sunghoon quality time & gift giving

i would like to say that his love language is teasing but i really feel like this guy is often underestimated behind the mask of a cold, frightening, unemotional person and he may seem like that, but only at first glance. he cares so much about his members and it often looks like his love language adapts to the other person. jake loves physical touch and sunghoon often touches him by patting him on the back, high-fiving him, or patting him on the back. jay likes to talk a lot and sunghoon listens to him (even if he teases him after...). heeseung loves to hear praise and sunghoon tries to praise him in all sorts of games and stuff. sunoo loves to giggle and sunghoon makes him laugh. engine want to speak to him in different languages ​​and he tries every time even if he’s embarrassed by his english pronunciation. he always tries to take care of the people around him even if he does it unnoticed. and if we talk about his personal love language i would rather highlight quality time and gift giving, we all see that he is not very good at expressing feelings with words, so he would try to make up for it with actions. like just being together, even if you are not talking right now and everyone is busy with their own affairs, he would feel peace from the very fact that you are doing this next to each other in the same room. and speaking of giving gifts, he just constantly sponsors you with anything, but unlike jay, it wouldn’t be something expensive or something like that, just random things that he gives you with the words “nothing special, just went home, saw it and decided to buy”. i really hope that one day more people will see how much feeling and warmth really lies behind his cool exterior

[jeonlicious]

MASQUERADE I ; jeongguk

pairing: prince!jk x princess!reader

synopsis: “You love me,” — “Yeah, yeah, keep dreaming loser.”

genre: smut, angst, fluff

word count: 1,8k

warnings: enemies to lovers (idk), y/n gets SAd but jungkook comes to rescue, angry kook, jungkook takes care of y/n in the best way possible, needy!kook, he’s also shy shy shy, y/n is a total angel (pls i love her, my poor soul), oral (m receiving)

author’s note: i didn’t expect this to have 1,8k words but 🤷‍♀️, I hope you enjoy reading this!! (english is not my first language)

series masterlist | chapter two

“Miss Y/N you need to hurry up, your father is waiting for you at the ballroom.” Currently you were getting ready for another boring masquerade ball. Your father planes them every Halloween, it's been a tradition in your family for years.

Every year hundreds of people come to your castle. You don't know most of them, except for one family. The Jeon’s. Mr. Jeon is a very well-known king in a kingdom not far from yours, he's a great friend of your father. He and his wife are very nice people, well you can’t say that about their son.

Jeon Jeongguk, the motherfucker has been annoying you the second you were born. He is two years older than you but still acts like a toddler. Of course, there are moments when you enjoy his presence. Like the one time 4 years ago on your 16th birthday, he came to your rescue when he saw prince Han getting way too close to you.

After 40 minutes you were finally ready. Red ball gown, and a matching red mask with black rhinestones. Your hair was down with a little black tiara decorating your head. You looked stunning. When you walked into the ballroom all eyes were on you, people showering you with compliments. Well most of them were mothers of the princes that were here, all they wanted was just to get their sons to be your future husband so they could steal money from your father.

“Ah Y/N, you're finally here!” Your father cheered as he came to you and gave you a small peck on your forehead. “Yeah, the maids wanted to do their best.” You chuckled and walked away to the buffet. Different types of drinks and desserts on display. While you were deciding between wine or liquor a familiar voice rang through your ears.

“Y/NN.” Jeongguk whined putting his head on your shoulder. “You're out here drinking without me? How rude.” He continued. “Good to see you too.” You lowered your shoulder so his chin almost fell on the ground. “You love me,” He teased as he continued to walk by your side. “Yeah, yeah, keep dreaming loser.”

“Oh my, Y/N you look gorgeous!” Mrs. Jeon gasped when she saw you, giving you a big hug and kissing you on the cheek. “You look gorgeous as always Miss Jeon.” You complimented her. “She’s pretty and polite, you raised her well, my friend.” Mr. Jeon said as he came to you, hugging you. “Thank you, Mr. Jeon.”

While you were enjoying your time dancing on the dance floor prince Han came to you. “Look who's here.” He chuckled as he eyed you up and down, eyes stopping at your cleavage. “Good to see you too Han.” You gave him a fake smile as you continued to slowly sway your hips to the music. “Looking alone, your prince charming isn’t here today?” He kept on coming closer to you and you started to get uncomfortable. “Firstly, Jeongguk is not my prince charming. Secondly, I already told you that I don't want to have anything with you.” You declared.

Han’s face was covered in something mixed with anger and shock. He grabbed you by the wrist and took you to the nearest room. “Hey! What the fuck do you think you're doing!” You shouted as he covered your mouth with his palm. “Let me show you how you should respect a man.” He spit and his nasty fingers started to undo the strings on your corset. He was almost done undoing your corset when the door flung open.

“What the fuck is going on in here!” Jeongguk screamed, pure anger in his eyes. He looked at Han first then you, he saw your scared expression and already knew what was going on. “You son of a bitch!” Jeongguk punched Han in the face. Blood splattered across Han’s face as he fell on the ground, blacked out. “Y/N are you okay?” He came to you, a warm hand cupping your cheeks, fingertips rubbing your tears away. “N-no, can we go?” You sniffled coming closer to Jeongguk softly trembling. “Yeah, sure let me just tie your corset.”

When Jeongguk was done he gently took your hand and led you out of the room. Your lipstick was smeared and your hair was messy. But you couldn’t give two fucks about that right now, the only thing you wanted was just to be in your room with Jeongguk by your side.

“Which room is yours?” He asked as you two ran through the corridors. “The last one on the left.” You replied, feet hurting from the heels you were wearing. You and Jeongguk entered the room, the familiar scent of cinnamon hitting your nostrils.

“Take off your clothes and I'll prepare a bath for you.” He said and gave you a small peck on the lips. You were too shocked by the fact that he kissed you to even process what he was saying.

While you tried to get the massive dress off your body you heard a knocking on the closed door. “Hey, you alright in there?” Jeongguk’s muffled voice came through the door. “Yes, I just ca- fuck!” The heel of your shoe pierced through the bottom of the dress, tearing the skirt completely. “Y/N!” Jeongguk opened the door immediately covering his eyes when he saw your bare legs. “D-do you need my help, or s-should I just go?” He was too startled to even comprehend full words. “Guk it’s fine just help me out of this dress.” You assured him and peeled his hands off his eyes.

Jeongguk’s hands took off the remains of the skirt. “Guk could you maybe help me with the corset too?” Big doe eyes staring up at you. “You sure? I mean after what happened.” “Yes Jeongguk. I trust you.” Jungkook’s hands went to your back, untying the knots. The corset slid off your body showing off your black lace bra.

Jungkook’s cheeks were tinted a rosy color, his breath quickened and the bulge in his pants started to grow. “You okay Gukkie?” fuck, how could he be okay when you’re here in your laced underwear looking so fucking beautiful “Yeah I-I’m fine, I think the bath is ready.” He stuttered, quickly leaving the closet.

You weren’t stupid, you knew Jeongguk since you were kids. He always had this ‘big spoiled brat’ persona, but when it came to you he was a stuttering mess.

You have to admit, the bath is very nice. Warm water relaxing your muscles, bubbles swaying around you and muffled sounds of the tv coming from the bedroom.

You closed your eyes, letting the warmth of the water swallow you. Thinking about the previous events that happened. How could Han be such an idiot, thank God Jungkook noticed that you were gone. What if he didn’t come, would Han rape you? You knew Han for about 6 years, he was always quite shy and didn’t like being around people. That changed when his mother tragically died in a car accident and since that, he’s been acting like a total douchebag.

“Y/N?” Jeongguk’s voice pulled you out of your thoughts. “Yes?” You turned the faucet so you could hear him properly. “Can I come in?” His voice sounded so small and fragile. “Yeah.” The doorknob turned allowing Jeongguk into the room. As soon as he saw your naked figure covered by bubbles his ears turned bloody red. “I-I think I have forgotten I- uhm m-my.” “Gukkie it’s fine don't be nervous.” you leaned against the bathtub, head resting on your forearms. You've never seen him like this, he looked as if he could crumble under your touch.

He was staring into the ground, avoiding your gaze. “What have you forgotten?” His eyes looked up at you, traveling up and down your body, stopping at your plump lips which were still a little stained with lipstick. “Uhm I can’t find my glasses, I-I thought I left them here but I guess not.” You looked at him and then snorted. “What?” “You're wearing them on your head silly.” You giggled, the bubbles moving around exposing your body. Jeongguk gulped, his bulge now fully visible.

He followed your gaze and then quickly covered his crotch area with his hands. “Fuck I'm sorry Y/N, I-I didn’t mean to, you just looked so pretty and I couldn't.” He was full-on blabbering right now. “Hey Koo, look at me.” Doe eyes find yours, nervousness leaving his body. “It’s okay, I can help you.” His lips quickly turned into a smirk. How could he look like the cutest being on this planet and then look like a total sex God.

“Y/N fuck!” Jeongguk was a whimpering mess right now. Hair messy, eyes rolling to be back of his head, thighs trembling. “Shit, if you keep sucking me off like that I'm not going to going to last- ah!” Hot spurts of cum went down your throat. “I'm so sorry, I-I didn’t mean t-” “Open.” You pushed two fingers into his mouth. Sucking them slowly, he tasted the bittersweet taste of his cum. “Good boy Jeongukkie, just like that.”

While you and Jeongguk were having the time of your lives your father called from the other side of the room. “Y/N are you okay? I heard some whimpers are you crying?” Jeongguk’s eyes almost popped out of his skull. He quickly stood up picking up his clothing. “No dad, everything’s fine.” You assured, getting dressed up too. “Alright then, and please if you see Jungkook tell him that his parents are looking for him.” And with that, your father left.

“We should go shouldn't we?” Jeongguk stared at you, cheeks pink from the orgasm. “Yeah, yeah we should.” You were done tieing the laces on your heels when you felt Jeongguk’s hands on your waist. “This will be our secret right?” “Of course bunny.” You giggled and gave him a small peck on his lips.

“Ah finally, where have you two been?” “Sorry, Mr. Jeon, we were just walking around the castle.” “I see.” He smiled and walked away. “Jeongukkie what is that red mark on your neck.” Jungkook almost shit himself, looking at you in panic. “Oh, don't worry mom it's just a scratch.” He assured her. “Oh okay then dear.” She smiled.

“‘It's just a scratch’ Really Guk, you will need to work on your lies.” You mocked and grabbed him to the dance floor. “Okay next time I'm eating out that sweet pussy of yours and then we are going straight to your father, how about that?” He snickered. “Ah that offer sounds delicious.” You giggled and started to dance to the rhythm of the music.

© 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 2022. All rights reserved.

[bloodyhoon]

[3:53am]

pairing: lee minho x female! reader.

gender: angst & suggestive.

warnings: friends to lovers to exes, reader has traumas, low self-esteem, toxic relationships, mean minho, degrading, abuse, crying. idk what more. english is not my first language so there may be grammal or spelling errors.

words: 1.7K

n/a: this is lowkey a personal experience lmao

six months had passed since you ended your toxic and dependent relationship with your boyfriend. you knew from the beginning that he was not a good boyfriend but you ignored it when you saw that attractive face, those bright eyes and that convincing smile that made you give him everything what he asked for, and so you continued trying to maintain yourself in that relationship that never amounted to anything and that was completely consuming you. minho was a great friend and that made you fall in love with him, he knew it so he continued acting that way with you and eventually one day you decided to make your relationship official and that's when everything changed. first he controlled every step you took, who you were with and what you were doing, then he began to control the way you dressed and acted and in the end, he was jealous of you at every opportunity he had whenever he saw you with your friends or with his own friends. In fact, he insulted you and called you a bitch in front of his friends even though they always told him not to treat you like that and they defended you, but he just ignored them. you just kept hanging on because there was something in him that wouldn't let you go, the way he treated you when it was just the two of you, the way he made you feel and how he awakened the strong desire within you with just a touch of his body. you knew you would never feel that way with another person.

the last straw was going to visit him at his apartment one night when you arrived as a surprise from the vacation you had gone with your family and found him fucking a girl who he swore was just his friend. of course he had been cheating on you for who knows how long, but you ignored it and even he had found a way to make you feel that it was your own fault and you believed it. he thought you were so naive. your friends couldn't see you suffering like this, so they insisted so much that they made you open your eyes and cut off your relationship with him. what they didn't know was that even though six months had passed since you had broken off your relationship with minho, at the end of the day you always ended up in his sheets and then he discarded you like an object, sending you home crying without even looking you in the eyes. but you always ended up coming back.

your thoughts scattered and you came to when you felt a pair of wet lips brush against your neck, your hands holding onto his arms as he sat on the bed and straddled you on his lap. that touch felt foreign to your body, it didn't make you feel anything even though you had been making out with him for a few long minutes and letting him touch every corner of your body. you didn't feel anything, your mind and body were completely disconnected from any touch other than minho's.

"are you okay?" the voice of the boy from whom you didn't even know the name, sounded against your neck. "y/n, are you with me?" you would like to be there. the boy hesitated for a few seconds not knowing what to do or say, but he didn't have to when he saw you get off his lap and adjust your skirt that had gone up. you combed your hair looking at the mirror next to the bed in the unfamiliar room and then looked at the boy with an awkward smile.

"you were actually doing really well, you know? but i remembered that my friends are waiting for me." you just shrugged and he blinked in perplexity. you made your way to the door without looking back. "see you around, don't hate me too much."

listening to him calling you and his tone becoming increasingly angry, you walked down the long hallway of the unknown house and went down the stairs in search of the exit from the home, feeling very sexually frustrated. you knew that guy would probably talk shit about you to his friends and say that you were nothing more than a cock tease. but you didn't care, you were already used to men talking shit about you and now you even thought you deserved it since you had broken up with minho you had been jumping from bed to bed looking for something you would never find in the guys who were trying to have sex with you. it was useless to even keep trying at this point.

"y/n" you heard your name over the hubbub of people and music. your best friend Yuna was looking at you from the crowd with a plastic cup in her hand, you smiled at her and approached. "i thought I saw you go up with a guy"

"yes, but you know" you shrugged. "just another stupid guy" it was a lie, but you didn't mind saying that rather than admitting that no other guy turned you on like your damn toxic ex-boyfriend.

"oh, that's a shame" her face showed disappointment. "well, but the night is still young and it's full of hot guys out there, you know? I have a lot of people interested in you" she winked at you and took your arm, determined to take you with her, but you gently rejected her hold, leaving her surprised.

"you know yuna, i'm actually leaving" you gently squeezed her hand and let go, looking towards the door. "i'm kind of bored and I'm sleepy" you tried with everything in you to convince her, but your best friend knew you like no one else and had already discovered where you ended up every night you disappeared out of nowhere.

"you're going to minho's place, right?" her question was direct and straightforward, you didn't know what she was expressing with her look, but something told you that she was looking at you with pity, so you just looked at her without saying anything and letting her guess your answer. you didn't care that she looked at you with pity and thought that you were nothing more than a stupid girl who was easy to manipulate.

you left the house saying goodbye to yuna and took out your cell phone to write a message before stopping the first taxi that passed on the street in front of you.

you: I'm on my way to your apartment.

and after that message, without waiting for a response that you knew would never come, you threw your cell phone at the bottom of your bag and told the driver to take you to the address that was recorded in your mind as your most frequent place.

(***)

"you are here"

minho's body was resting in the door frame of his apartment while you stood in front of him waiting for him to let you in, feeling all dignity leave your body. you scanned his body dressed in a pair of gray sweatpants and a black hoodie on his torso, showing that he was at home and probably hadn't gone out anywhere. he looked so good. your eyes went up to his face and both gazes met, yours showed desire and some embarrassment, while his said absolutely nothing after having scanned you from head to toe. he sighed softly and moved his body away from the door, silently inviting you in, which you didn't hesitate to do. As you entered the familiar apartment and heard the door behind you close, you felt a chill run down your spine.

"you always come back" you closed your eyes and sighed, preparing yourself for what was coming. you felt his steps behind you, but you decided to be faster and walked down the hallway that led to his room, knowing the way as if it were the palm of your hand. the bed in the middle of the room made your heart beat fast, because of the memories of the entire nights of pleasure that you had spent there and at the same time, because of the memory of him fucking that girl. a hand encircling your waist startled you and you inevitably relaxed into his touch. "how was the party?"

"how do you know I'm coming from a party?" you asked, feeling the palms of his hands caress your abdomen discovered because of the short top you were wearing.

"because you're dressed like a slut" he whispered in your ear with annoyance. you hated him. you hated that he would always find a way to make you feel humiliated and hurt you with his words and you would still come back to him begging to feel his hands on you. "a slut who still isn't over her ex, who goes from bed to bed trying to find someone who makes you feel as good as I do, but let me tell you honey, you will never find out." and he was right because he had ruined your life, he had made you depend on him and feel for him in a way that you could never feel again. you turned in your place and looked at him, his face had an arrogant smile as his hands held you by the sides of your waist, pressing your body to his. "do you want me to kiss you? to touch you? to fuck you and make you feel used, then discard you the moment you get what you're looking for?" his voice was calm, but his words pierced your heart like a frozen dagger, that being the only thing you felt vividly in your daily life.

"yes, that's what I want, you admitted shamelessly, but your flushed cheeks and tear-filled eyes proved otherwise. minho continues smiling, delighted to have all the power over you and nodded, then raised a hand to your face and removed the hair that was in the way, brought his hand to the back of your neck and pressed your lips tightly to his, taking your breath away and making your body alert, but at the same time relaxing.

his body guided yours to the bed and without hesitation you dropped into this list to let yourself be used and discarded just as he had said. you didn't care that he used you and then sent you home crying and painfully begging him to let you stay and trampling on your dignity, because you had already gotten used to it and you were okay with it even though you knew it was wrong. you knew that you didn't deserve that bad treatment and that he didn't deserve you, he didn't deserve that you always came back for him and let him do whatever he wanted with you, he didn't deserve that you let him treat you the way he did and he didn't deserve your tears. but you didn't care anymore, nothing really mattered anymore and you were always going to come back to him. you didn't care as long as you could still have some of him.

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[bluelolblue]

what r ur thoughts on gianna and santino’s relationship? (ive always loved gianna but it feels like she’s just as if not more ruthless than santino. she just manages to act civilized more)

The D'Antonio siblings

They're both so fucking beautiful 💕

I definitely think Santino was jealous of Gianna when their father willed his seat to her and throughout their childhood

The reason for their father leaving his seat to Gianna is unknown in the movie (we can make headcanons on that ofc). However, I think that just made the relationship between Santino and Gianna even worse

I think through their childhood, Gianna was more the serious one, had more tolerance, patience and took things as a D'Antonio heir seriously.

While Santino probably wasn't like that. He's the younger sibling, and he was probably a bit spoiled. Or he tried his best to impress their father, but he was "not good enough."

Since they're both D'Antonios, they got everything served on a plate for them... but it's not as easy as they thought. Or at least not how Santino thought

Idk what Santino was thinking. That he's gonna get the seat after his sister proved herself more? But this is just my thought since we don't know that part

Really, it could've been differently. Maybe he did everything he could to prove himself, but his father was just an asshole

In the movie, we don't even see them interact with each other. Only like through John. Santino saying "I could never do it. She is my blood. I still love her." Has a little bit of truth in it, but the real reason he couldn't kill his sister was just that he didn't want to risk getting his hands dirty. And to kill Gianna D'Antonio, he needs someone special... and that someone special is John Wick. Just what Santino told him "That's why I need the ghost, lo spettro, John Wick. That's why I need you."

While Gianna called John "Death's very emissary." So even in all this, you can see how they're both using and picking their words carefully

Gianna didn't seem very fond of the fact that when she dies, Santino takes her place, but he also takes New York. And John would be the one who gifted it to him. So that's something I'll have to analyze more

Although, I feel like they both still cared for each other in their own ways. No matter how cold they might have acted towards each other, I still think they cared and loved each other. Or that sibling love is somewhere deep in them

They were both born into this D'Antonio family, into this toxic hierarchy of the High Table, and they couldn't do anything about it. It's the way they were raised to believe that this life is normal and it's supposed to be like that

That one of them is gonna be the next representative of Camorra. Of course that one child is gonna be jealous of another. It just happened to be Santino

I do agree that Gianna seems just as ruthless as Santino. HOWEVER, she has more self-control, can act more civilized, and has more patience, so she is really good at hiding all that, which makes her a great leader in my opinion

They both share the same way of having good ways with their words. They both talked to John in a very...how do I say it? Manipulative but calm tone and had rather relaxed and even dominant body language around him. So they both don't fear John, and they're not afraid to show that

But we all know what happened to her and later on to Santino. Gianna had a really tragic death, in my opinion, since she killed herself. "I lived my life my way. And I'll die my way." That line sends chills down my spine and it's fucked up in a tragic way. Makes me think she actually didn't want to be a part of all this. And really, the only way to escape from the curse of being a D'Antonio that's supposed to represent Camorra in the High Table is death

While Santino literally decided his own death with talking back to John. All he had to do was not mock John any further, and maybe he could've had his seat at the High Table for a longer time

Both share a lot of similarities, actually...it's just that Gianna died willingly trying to escape from this life she was born into, and Santino died after he got what he wanted by force

There is, unfortunately, no good ending for the D'Antonio siblings

Rip Gianna and Santino D'Antonio... yall were too attractive to die 😞 💔

I'll write more about them in the future, I wanna do deep analysis on both of them so... one day, it's gonna happen. I love their sibling rivalry lol it's very interesting

Also, I like to add some pics from pinterest for aesthetic lmao :3

[hi-i-love-u-bitch]

TMNT Headcannons from across the universe!

These are just headcannons I have for characters that NO MATTER which universe they’re in, I truly believe these hc are real in my heart.

• Raph curses like a sailor (Yes even your precious rottmnt!Raph). He is usually 101% done with whatever bullshit they’ve gotten themselves into and has no need or want to put a filter up because of it. Though he tries not to curse too much if Master Splinter or small children are around, he’ll slip up once or twice if he gets too frustrated.

• On the flip side: Leo NEVER curses. But it’s not because he’s the older brother/leader and wants to be an example for his brothers (especially not rottmnt!Leo). But because he’s a little shit and likes watching his brothers cringe at whatever nonsense he uses to replace swear words.

• Leo: Aw shucks! This really ruffles my freathers! Looks like we really go ourselves in a pickle this time fellas!

• Raph, Donnie, and Mikey, sobbing: Please for the love of god just say FUCK!!!

• All of the bros can skateboard but Mikey is the best at it.

• Donnie’s always got to be a little messeed up in the head, mainly because his morality is a fucking rulet wheel. Like he can be the sweetest person you know but if the situation does not benefit his friends or family he does NOT care for it.

• It has been stated before many times that Mikey has the most raw talent amongst his brothers and I truly believe that if Leo hadn’t stepped up as leader Splinter would have assigned it to Mikey. But like also Mikey absolutely DOES NOT want to be leader.

• I firmly believe that Raph is good with kids; like if it were possible for him to live a normal life I wholeheartedly believe he would be a kindergarten teacher.

• Donnie does NOT like kids but kids seem to like him for some reason.

• Leo is okay with kids, he’s just really awkward around them and doesn’t know how he should act.

• Mikey absolutely adores kids and they adore him right back! He doesn’t speak to them in that condisending way that most adults do as if children are stupid and don’t understand anything happening around them. He talks to them like any other person and respects their opinions and ideas. If possible he’d probably have the biggest family out of all his brothers.

• Hates pineapple on pizza: Raph, Donnie, Casey

• Likes pineapple on pizza: Mikey, Leo, Splinter, April

• Casey Jones would NEVER in a million years EVER be a cop! (I don’t fucking care what the Bayverse movies say CASEY JONES WOULD NEVER BE A FUCKING COP!!!)

• Casey is trans and bisexual, always! Look me in the eyes and tell me I’m wrong!

• Even if she isn’t a reporter/journalist in every universe, April O’Neil is always gunna be a bit nosey by nature and know ALL the gossip.

• April is either gunna be Bisexual or AroAce, no inbetween!

• With that being said, if April and Casey aren’t “romantically” involved with each other they are QPP because they’re soulmates and I love their dynamic together.

• Raph and Casey are also QPP! They are ALWAYS going to be best friends in EVERY universe!

• Leo is bisexual, always! Look me in the eyes and tell me I’m wrong!

• Mikey is pansexual and genderfluid/agender/genderqueer/idk they got something going on with their gender cuz it sure as hell ain’t cis!

• Donnie is nonbinary because he has no time for silly things like gender, only science! His sexuality is a squiggly line hand wave that’s somewhere on the ace spectrum and your guess is as good as mine.

• Raph goes by he/they pronouns. That’s all anybody has ever gotten out of him and if they ask he always replies with: my gender is who fucking cares and my sexuality is who gives a shit!

• Much like April, Splinter fall under the line of either being bisexual or Aroace, no inbetween!

• Splinter may be pretty bad with technology sometimes but he absorbes languages like a fucking sponge. At minimum he knows at least 6 different languages.

• If given the choice to either save the world or his sons Splinter will always ALWAYS choose his boys. No hesitation what-so-ever! This rat man would rather fist fight god themselves then ever even CONSIDER losing his babies! He’s not the most perfect parent and he can be a bit strict at times but he loves his children so, so much! To him they ARE his entire world!

• Cat person: Mikey, Raph, April

• Dog person: Leo, Donnie, Casey

• Bird/Fish person: Splinter

• Epic Rap Battles of History!!! Autism (Donnie and Raph) vs ADHD (Mikey and Leo)!!!

• Raph listens to emo rock and grunge music

• Donnie listens to either classical music or heavy metal depending on his mood.

• Leo is actually just as good at playing video games as Mikey. He excels best at super fast paced rhythm games and complex puzzle games.

• Mikey actually kinda enjoys meditating but he HAS to have music playing in the background or else he gets bored and distracted.

• April, Raph, and Donnie have formed a gossip circle where they shit talk about people they hate.

• With proper motivation Baxter Stockman is the most terrifying villain in the TMNT universe because the man is fucking insane and doesn’t care if he has to hurt himself or others to meet his goal. We do not thank our lucky stars enough that he is a coward prone to being bullied by other overzealous villains to do their grunt work. The world would have been destroyed ten times over if it were not for that.

• I feel like all the turtles’ troubles could have been avoided if the Shredder would have just taken some anger management classes, yoga, weed, something and like vibed for at least 5 minutes. Like if he took the time to think over his plans more than once he’d kind of be like: Yeah okay, no, this is fucking stupid!

• Bebop and Rocksteady are gay and married.

[gayleafpool]

Talk about Varian

IM ALWAYS READY TO TALK ABOUT THAT LOSER!! get ready

-> one thing i’ve been thinking SO hard about lately is the potential of a lady caine and varian friendship. imagine it. she lost her dad and varian thought he lost his which drove them to seek revenge against and grow to hate the royal family. they both get thrown in prison. and basically forgotten about. A FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN THEM WOULD BE SO FUNNY he would probably think she was soooo cool. wait imagine if they had cells near each other in prison. imagine if she saw the things he went through w andrew in prison and thought hm wow that was insane and fucked up. what if they meet again later on like post s3 and become sorta pals and feel like they can vent their lingering resentment toward royalty w each other and just like. idk talk about all the shit they went through. WHAT THEN HUH

-> related i get so emo about varian repressing his trauma and like, outwardly it seems like he got over everything that happened to him with the blizzard/amber/prison/etc etc but really it was more relief that rapunzel forgave him and was able to free quirin so it felt like everything should be FINE and it would easy to just leave everything in the past so he tries and he thinks he’s getter better and doing well but he’s really getting so much worse and refuses to address or process any of the shit he went through until it all majorly comes crashing down a while later. there are these little signs in the way he behaves like he acts weirdly reckless sometimes and will put himself in bad situations, just starts to exhibit signs of what happened to him. iykyk u know we know. and it’s so hard for him to rationalize this and accept this bc his feelings are so complicated bc he would tell himself that he deserved to be treated that way or even liked it because he was so lonely and desperate for positive attention so there’s this shame and guilt aspect that makes it 10x harder to talk about and AUGHHHHHHH. i could write an essay. this is so important to me. everyone be nice to me about this

-> okay lighter topic. something i always forget about varian is that he’s a good artist like canonically i think that’s so fun. THEREFORE: varian and rapunzel drawing/painting together. ENOUGH SAID!!!!! i love them

wait now i’m thinking more varian and rapunzel thoughts. rapunzel teaching him how to dance. rapunzel being one of the few people who’s happy to sit and listen to him ramble about chemistry n shit cuz she loves learning new things so she’s genuinely interested. they are so <3 IVE ALSO SAID BEFORE that i think varian looooves learning new languages and he’s really good at it and i think rapunzel would be too!! they just end up having lots of common interests

also i refuse to believe varian ever gets taller than her i just cant see it

-> mmfmfmfmfmf varian and ulla thoughts. the fact that they look so similar makes me crazy. i also like to imagine that his hyperactive inquisitive balls to the walls insane personality comes mostly from her too. cute but batshit 🫶🫶 also the anger issues. u know that image that’s like i inherited my mother’s anger yeah thats varian. also the idea that quirin is so protective of varian bc he feels like he couldn’t protect ulla esp when you factor in that varian is basically just a copy of her. WAUGH!!!!! i’m emo.

something something donella seeing hugo start to catch feelings for varian and being like oh so this little shit is EXACTLY like his mother. bc it reminds her of how she loved ulla but could never have her. and it makes her hate varian sooo bad. girl rein in the projection

this has been explosion hour with gayleafpool come again soon

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OHSHC- How they show their S/O affection and vice versa (HC)

(According to my brain😁🕶🤏)

* warning: I ship Tamaki x Haruhi, and everyone else’s S/O is unknown, and this is evident in my headcanons*

Tamaki and Haruhi

What love language doesn’t this guy speak?

He’s very touchy when they’re alone

He’s a hugger

Haruhi isn’t as into physical touch the way he is

She likes it though

But I see Tamaki as someone who likes to spoon, and be cuddled up as a pastime

Haruhi is not quite like that

She likes to hold hands, and stuff like that

But she probably kind of prefers to sleep on her own

Tamaki would want to cuddle her though

So they’d like cuddle and talk about their day or whatever

Then they’d roll over and not be so on top of each other to actually sleep

I think he’s careful about gift giving

So as not to overwhelm Haruhi

Even though he likes to give gifts

Same with Haruhi, she’s more of an acts of service gal

So gifts are like small and sentimental

They both prefer:

#thegiftofeachotherscompany

He’s definitely good with words

Leaves Haruhi speechless a lot

But she does the same

They’re both very sure in their relationship after they’ve been together a while

They seem like they wouldn’t have to talk to communicate, you know?

But they do talk, a lot

They definitely run on quality time

That is the basis of their relationship

Tamaki doesn’t like to be without Haruhi much

Haruhi is a little more adaptable

but she’ll start to miss him if she’s without him for a couple days

NSFW

Idk, it’s very lovey dovey

They don’t do it much

They’d rather cuddle idk

My mind just can’t get gears moving on them doing this

But they do it I guess

Kyoya

I doubt he ends up with that lady from the manga tbh

She’s a little too old for him, and idk she seems too free-spirited, plus the familial conditions, blah blah blah

Btw idk what Kyoya’s sexuality is, but I think he marries a cis woman because business

Probably a badass, self-made, businesswoman

I think that is the dynamic he and his s/o would have- the way he was with that lady

He’s a big words of affirmation guy

But only because they flirt by roasting each other

So when he says “I love you” or gives a compliment…

Oh boy that is a BIG DEAL

I think he’s big on every other love language though

We all know he’s kind of self-serving

But his s/o becomes part of the self-serving-ness

If they’re happy, he is

So he gives gifts a lot

They’ll just be out walking through a shopping center

And if she looks at something for too long

Oh wow yeah consider it bought

Knows her clothes size

Randomly buys her clothes

Also doesn’t let her lift a finger tbh

There’s servants for everything

Oh my goodness is this man into physical touch

This is his main love language

Also quality time

She’s the only company he can endure for days at a time

I like to think that they work in business together

Like their business combine or something

And they’re co-CEOs that work together

For their combined company

Idk what it’s in, idk business

So they’re together all the time

Their work will be different

But they’re always traveling to the same places

They’re rarely in business trips without each other on the same continent

I def think he likes cuddling by the way

I know he’s kind of cold but give me a sec 🤚

He’s the type to fall asleep with his face in her neck

He’d lay with his head between her thighs, and legs draped over his soldiers

And he’d draft fucking business emails or something

They eat just about every meal together

He also won’t attend an event if she’s not going

“But Kyoya, I’m literally your brother, and this is my bachelor party!”

“Women aren’t invited though.”

“Can’t you live without _ for a few days?”

“A few hours sure, but I don’t see a bachelor party as a strong enough reason to spend several days without _.”

All of these things kind of make up for the fact that he’s not a guy who says “I love you” much

He does say it though

He’d say it while they’re sitting at a restaurant in Barcelona on their anniversary

He’d say it if he leaves to go somewhere without her

He’d say it after making out (or more)

He’d say it when she does something for him

He’s just not a random “I love you” guy

NSFW

Ok yeah the gears are turning on this one

This is one of the events where he says “I love you”

They do it quite frequently

But it’s not a thing they’ll do quickly

Like it’s part of their nighttime routine if they make it home by a decent hour

They both shower before

Then like take a bath together after

It’s a very lovey-dovey thing

Like there’s no degradation

Nor pain

But this guy loves overstimulation

Will make his partner finish at least a couple times before his pants even come off

She will finish several times

He kind of gets off on that

He definitely is a giver

Making her feel good is half the fun

This is very specific, but:

He’d make her finish several times

Then he’d make her ride him

And she’d be like out of breath and sobbing

And he’d just like encourage her

Like

“Come on, you can do it.”

“Don’t you want to make me cum?”

“Yes, perfect. There you go, love.”

Then after they finish like that

She’d collapse on top of him, out of breath

Then he’d like wrap his arms around her

And get up and carry her to the bathroom like that

And they’d take a bath together

This would probably be a routine for them

Oh yeah btw he’s definitely had a vasectomy

So yeah, he likes to do it raw fyi

Actually looks forwarding to finishing inside

And he likes keeping it inside her until they reach the bath

Hikaru

Idk if he’s straight, I doubt he does either

So I assume he ends up marrying a cis woman

But he has bi wife energy

He by no means “wears the pants” in the relationship

Continuing the legacy of strong Hitachiin women lol

He’s a big physical touch and words guy

Will cuddle her constantly

Will just come up and hug her waist, lay his head on her chest, and just say like “hi” or “*sigh* I love you”

Likes to hold

But more so being held

Not much of a sleepy cuddler

They’ll relax and cuddle

But not sleep

She’ll be laying propped up on pillows

A movie playing or something

And he just lays on his stomach while hugging her waist and head on her chest

Or on his back with his head below her belly button and her thighs over his shoulders

While they just scroll on their phones

He definitely feels most loved from acts of service

But he’s not all that into giving that himself

But he’ll do it sometimes

He does like gifts, giving and receiving

Will randomly come home with stuff for her

And wants to see her reaction

Likes receiving gifts, but gets kind of flustered

Like

“Oh you didn’t have to, but thank you”

But then he’ll gush about it to himself later

Especially wary in the relationship

Loves quality time but needs time apart just as much

I bet she does too

They’d be the pair to just be really happy to spend the evenings and off days together

And though they spend much of their days doing their own stuff

He cannot sleep without her.

He cannot.

He can, but if sucks.

She would be fine, she’d just miss him.

But he would get anxious

Would need extra pillows to hug

Wouldn’t sleep well overall

NSFW

He’s had a vasectomy to be able to do it

He enjoys coming inside

LOVES praise

Probably kind of submissive

Likes for her to take control

Prefers she do more of the work

Most of the time she’s on top

He’d probably kind of praise her efforts

To be praised in return of course

And if he’s on top, he wants constant praise

Kind of obsessed with her body

If she’s not in the mood

Which she’s not afraid to say

He will literally jerk off right next to her

No shame

Probably felt shame at first

But now he enjoys it

Kaoru

Idk what this man’s sexuality is

He ain’t straight tho

So his S/O is just a they for now

They could be any gender tbh

He LOVES physical touch

Loves to cuddle

Loves holding hands

Is totally content on his own

But LOVES to be constantly touching them

They could be riding the metro and he’d be holding their hand

Is good at words of affirmation

Will tell them how he feels

Expects that in return though

And they may struggle and he’s be patient

He’d encourage them

Receiving words of affirmation is a big deal for him

Does love quality time of course

Will sit in silence for hours

He’ll talk but he’s more of a listener

If they want to rant about their day, he’d just sit, totally focused and listening, while playing with their hand or something.

He gives good advice

Really likes receiving well thought out gifts

Will appreciate any though

Only gives gifts if they’re special

He sees acts of service as a given

He’d do anything to make their life easier

And they feel the same

Which he just knows

NSFW

Has had a vasectomy (if needed)

Not afraid to be pegged

In fact he enjoys it

He is such a bottom

LOVES for them to be in control

They tend to be in charge

He’s a big aftercare guy

The two take good care of each other

Enjoys all the aspects of sex

Foreplay more so than the actual act

Could make out for hours

He definitely gives head

Doesn’t expect it in return but will happily oblige

Mori

This guy’s straight idc

He is the definition of traditional

He lives for physical touch

He’s constantly holding her

Sitting with his arm around her

Or hand on her thigh

Or at least holding her hand

Sleeps with his arms around her and face in her neck

Likes to feel like he’s protecting her

She likes feeling protected

To specifically describe the sleeping situation:

She hugs his neck

He hugs her waist

Her legs wrap around his torso

His head is in her neck

Her chin is on the back of his head

The MOST intimate of cuddling for this guy

His love languages are all of them though.

He loves spending time with her

Kind of gets separation anxiety

Like, if she’s not around, he’s thinking of her

Will text to make sure she’s safe

She thinks he’s a little paranoid

But appreciates the care

They do everything they can together

Words of affirmation are big for him

He’s not afraid to say he loves her

But he always has to remind her

Likes to hear it in response

Or unprompted especially

Oh yeah and he’s a good listener

But so is she

He does actually talk to her a lot

Will recount all the events of his day while playing with her hair

Tells her stories from before they met

She loves hearing it

And he loves hearing her talk

She’ll tell him stories or talk about her day too

And he’ll fully relax just listening

And yeah he’s constantly acting in service

He’s such a caretaker

But it makes him so soft when she takes care of him

In general he’s so soft for her

Like she makes him food, he would be so happy

Also, gifts?

Idk if he’s all that into that

But she’d give him gifts frequently

And she’d love to see if he likes it

Because she loves how giving he is with acts

And so he’d try to get her gifts

But he’s lowkey clueless?

Would end up getting very niche things

Because he’d walk through the whole mall until he’s like «yeah, that one»

And it’s the most random thing

NSFW

Another guy whose had a vasectomy

Definitely has a breeding kink

But he’s not stupid, so he makes sure there’s no surprises

At least not until they’re married and in agreement on things

He likes to be in control

He doesn’t have to be on top though

Because he is undoubtedly bigger than her

So he doesn’t have to be on top to have control

Lowkey likes manhandling her

#gently

Doesn’t like receiving head

In fact he insists she doesn’t give any

But he’s all about giving it

Would usually do it before penetration

Likes to make her feel good

Gets off on it actually

Oh and

You know he’s big on aftercare

She will not be walking for at least an hour after sex

He prefers to do it at night so they can bath then cuddle together

Either way he’d carry her to the bathroom to clean her up

Or at least tell her to lay

And he’d come back with a towel and clean her up himself

Sex always leads to cuddles

He won’t let go of her regardless

But after sex he really won’t

Honey

Idk what gender he’s into

They’re cute though

Loves cuddles

That’s the only physical touch though

Loves any quality time

Prefers to do things together

He loves when s/o does acts of service

But he’s not good at reciprocating in daily life

Will try though

He’d do it in bigger ways

Like he’d take them to the movies

Then the theatre is empty

And they’re like “huh?”

“Oh yeah, I rented out the theatre since you said you weren’t feeling like being around people today.”

He doesn’t see it as acts of service

It’s just being a decent s/o

He loves gifts

Usually sweets

But when it’s something else they realize he likes

Like from a small detail he mentioned

He is TOUCHED

He gives gifts too

Usually just for special occasions

Or if he happened to have an idea or see something

Words aren’t hard for him

So they don’t mean that much

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Idk

Gears not turning

Maybe he’s ace or demi

If they do it, it’s a special event

It’s not frequent

[askthesouleatercrew]

Happy gay month! Drop all of your lgbtq soul eater headcanons

[answering this ooc so we can get into details >:) sorry (or not?) for how dang long this got. please enjoy...

maka!!

-girl! trans! demigirl in a "all girl but Girl is so much bigger than cis people think it is" kind of a way.

-bi! uses it interchangeably w/ pan but tends towards bi as a descriptor. being a girl is a big part of her attraction. iykyk

-recognizes when she likes someone very quickly which makes her an absolute outlier in this group. love that for her. everyone clap

-now being vulnerable by admitting to those feelings to others...a little more complex! i am rooting for her

soul

-boy! also trans! my guy my dude my man. this guy can fit so much t swag in him.

-bi! loves women as a man but queerly and bonds with kilik about this. important note.

-even worse than maka at feelings which is saying something

-doesn’t bind generally. too uncomfortable and his back is already messed up due to the *gestures at so many things about this guy* so yeah. his presentation is v influenced by his sensory needs.

-his name stuff is very important to him as evidenced by him canonically owning multiple clothing items with his name on it. every time i have to type out soul eater evans i am physically pained by this but there’s no good solution. soul eater my friend soul eater

kid

-nonbinary. trans. gender is symmetry. you know!!

-made a comic about this a bit ago

-”’boy”’’ terms are fine w/ him. gets a little >_> (positive) when people mix in they/thems for him with his he/hims. beloved he/they boything

-very new to thinking about all this but he has already figured a lot out gender with support from his friends!!! proud of him

-attraction/sexuality...less so! knows he’s not straight but is not really able to think about himself in the context of attraction at the moment. he will get there when he gets there...

liz!

-girl! she is the only cis person in the crew, lol.

-she is lovingly referred to as "our liz cizbian, our ciz lizbian" etc by many of them

-lesbian as aforementioned. an absolute wreck. tries her best to play it off but so very nervous about acting on stuff.

-advice giver despite this lmao. good at picking up on other people's stuff if it doesn't involve her

pattyyy

-girl :3 transgender :3 she is having a great time. gender stuff was unfortunately part of her and liz’ reasons for leaving home

-thinks its hilarious to vary the sizes of her breast forms and she’s right. she’s very powerful and does whatever she wants. trans joy is real and patty is proof

-assigning words to her attraction/sexuality simply not on her radar at this point in her life.

-she’s also like . why is everyone so pent up about this just kiss the people you want... i will do it since you are so fucking complicated

black*star

-trans boyyy... gender is being THE BIGGEST and being THE GREAT BLACK*STAR

-he knew EXTREMELY early. like basically never got why people were calling him a girl early

-sid and everyone else around him were super supportive! he basically never had to transition socially, it was p immediate

-gay!! attraction and “fun” dating easy and great, Big Feelings/Romance are...much more difficult! he is simply bouncing around like an electron can’t catch me vulnerable thoughts and feelings!

tsubaki!

-trans girl! was also very supported by her family and has had a relativeley smooth time of gender. want an easy one for her lol

-pan! also uses bi but prefers pan. truly like “the future is open who knows :)”

-sees herself like...idk how to phrase this but her self view is very utilitarian mostly? like her function and her abilities rather than Her as a person if that makes sense.

-so it’s a nice like...genuine expression of self care for her to have been able to express these aspects of herself. tsubaki..

crona my beloved

-nonbinary of all time. they/them so much. just so not in the binary. we love to see it. did not have the language for it (or most things) growing up but always knew on some level they weren’t a boy or a girl.

-re crona gender medusa was along the lines of ‘as long as you serve your function, whatever’ which is shitty in its own special way but at least. you know.

-as far as attraction/sexuality...oh crona. does not know what a crush is. woefully out of their depth in terms of being able to conceptualize themself as someone capable of being loved or loving others at this point in their life. and yet! both of these are possible. and in fact. happening right now... bless them. it’s hard. they will get there..

THANK YOU AND CONGRATS IF YOU READ THIS FAR LMAO

happy pride everyone!!!!!]

[ragingstillness]

MAJOR SPOILERS

Ok just finished the season here are my thoughts:

@/djenks fuck you man

No seriously, I love like 99% of what you do but killing Izzy? Fuck you man

I know it’s entirely possible he won’t turn out to actually be dead and season two will start with Izzy being like “you fuckers buried me alive without even checking?! I hate you all!”

I’m always afraid of stuff like this happening when characters are given so much development and love but really it feels so unnecessary I can’t accept it as a plot point like I don’t even feel sad now because I’m so numb

Certainly seems like we’re getting a third season or at least the set up is there

Ricky can fuck right off. I do kind of wish he had remained and become a sort of protégée for Stede from the beginning and someone else became the villain because the whole thing with him was clearly that he was meant to be a metaphor for queer people feeling safe to live their truth when they see other queer people do so and playing out that metaphor against the plotline of the season gets pretty negative

Not a fan of us not seeing if the rest of Zheng’s crew were ok

Not a fan of them just fleeing without acknowledging that the port is probably overrun by soldiers who are holding pirate captives still. In general I wanted a better idea of how many British soldiers were really there so I’d get a better understanding of how the plan worked

This is turning into a rant about the things I didn’t like but I’m gonna keep going, I’ll put the neutral and good thoughts at the end

Yeah Zheng’s ships got blown up but they seemed to still be on the water. Did they even try to fix them up and make them seaworthy again? Healing people?

During the fight where Stede and Ed reunite and Zheng is there I got a bad feeling that she was starting to replace Izzy as the “swordsman” character and I thought of how Auntie is acting an awful lot like how Izzy was developing when she was trying to be more encouraging to Zheng to be herself

If they were gonna have Izzy get gut shot I wanted more significance to it, maybe it’s over the only wound he has from being stabbed “in the right bits” and it was from Ed? Or smtg like that

Izzy’s death scene was way too short and no one was sad enough for me

Genuinely ridiculous for Ricky’s character to be faster on the draw than Izzy with a literal knife against his back

We never found out what happened to Ed’s red silk scrap and that was a bummer

Did the only person to acknowledge Izzy’s infamy really have to be Ricky? Give Izzy more respect from more people

Idk if this was on purpose, probably was, but the way Ricky was treating Jackie felt racially motivated to me. It’s rare the show gets explicit about that, mostly just in season one when that one officer called Roach a slave and got killed for it. It felt, like Izzy’s death, unnecessary, considering how much of this show is about joy and seems to dance nimbly around the discrimination that would have existed in that time period. Pick a lane. Is the world gonna have racism and discrimination or not? Because having just tiny moments feels out of place.

When something like “we get poison training in this family” exists why kill Izzy

Really I’m just pissed about that, he means a ton to me and to a lot of other people too. Con was the first celebrity I got to meet in person and hug and talk to. Ok the numbness is wearing off now I’m sad

Still waiting on Sam Bellamy to show up in this show

Not sure I love Izzy calling Ricky a cunt. I mean, I know I’m somewhat prescribing American sensibilities onto British language and that it seems like splitting hairs when Izzy has been calling everyone twat from the beginning but while I know this show is mostly about men being queer I wouldn’t mind less gendered insults against women

Izzy still never got a proper apology from Ed and that’s bugging me

Did Zheng not say she’d need Ed and Stede? How did they go from that to the two of them being inn keepers? Just odd and jolting

When did Ed and Stede take possession of that house where they buried Izzy?

Did the bird landing on Izzy’s grave symbolize Olivia or Buttons and are they implying that sea witch magic is gonna bring him back? Confusion symbols

The Happy/Neutral stuff:

“Finding family to kill for” - fuck me up Izzy that’s so sweet

“Being a part of something bigger than yourself” “the crew” “you have family all around you and they love you” dammit Izzy this is supposed to be the happy section

Auntie is my love she’s so good

This episode had all the slow motion badassery of my dreams

I totally knew Ed was gonna dive for his leathers, idk how I knew but I totally did

Ed reverting to a violent version of himself on the rejection of “pop-pop” is totally analogous to Ed turning to a life of piracy after killing his father and the fact that Stede’s letter/Stede’s love has always brought him out of that killing phase is beautiful to me

I had forgotten about the messages in bottles and that genuinely cracked me up

Finally we get to see the characters be really really cool. Like we’ve seen them be silly and incompetent but it’s refreshing and exciting to see them be genuinely awesome, makes me feel an odd sort of pride

Love that Zheng remained relevant for the whole season and wasn’t a one-off

I could literally feel the passion in Con’s voice talking about how the pirate spirit will survive I guarantee he was picturing himself giving a speech about queerness because the wording and delivery was very reminiscent of his commentary during conventions and especially the “vote the fuckers out” speech

Archie/Jim kiss wahoo we love to see it

Jim should wear a tricorn hat forever they looked so good

I am genuinely having difficulty remembering so many of the good parts because I’m so sad

I’m glad Ed said I love you first, it was beautifully delivered, that frigging Star Wars reference Stede you fucker

Lucius/Pete marriage fuck yeah

Wedding questions asked by the crew? Beautiful

Mateys - yeah Matelotage is a little clunky of a word to say without a french accent this is a good medium

Ok I legit can’t think of anything else I’m gonna see if I can get in a good cry before work in the morning sorry guys

[spiteless-xo]

💲

🧠 Hange. Or Levi. Or both.

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🥰 ooo yay tysm for asking!!

💲Would you ever open commissions?

I’ve definitely thought about this in the past and this might sound lame but I feel like if I ever got to the point where people wanted to pay me to write for them, I’d feel like I MADE IT as an author 🙈

My dream is to one day be able to write for a living so that’d be really cool to see that people are willing to spend money for something I’ve made 🥺

So, short answer: yeah maybe one day!

😬Which of your fics would you be most horrified for friends, family, or coworkers to stumble upon?

Definitely That Night 🫣 It’s the first fic I wrote (recently-ish) so I feel like my writing is a little rougher in that fic. Also it’s got absolutely ZERO plot and is just about getting fucked by 3 anime guys 😫

✅What’s something that appears in your fics over and over again, even if you don’t mean it to?

Because I write fics about Reader sleeping w multiple people, I often talk about how a character kisses in comparison to another character 💀

so like “x’s kisses are soft and slow while y kisses with passion and intensity” or something like that. if i catch it when i’m editing i take it out now lol but i think it’s in at least 3 of my currently published fics

🧠Pick a character and I’ll tell you my favourite headcanon for them - Hange, Levi

oooo ok!! I don’t think about these guys much so i don’t have a lot but lemme give you what i got (sorry if this is more than what you asked for!!)

general headcanons - levi, hange

levi

acts of service is his love language for sure 🥺 i feel like he struggles to express his feelings with words or even affection, but he’ll make you tea if you’re not feeling well or clean up the house for you to lighten your workload if you’ve had a bad day

i think he derives his self worth through his career success and money. growing up with little, i think he wouldn’t feel like he made it in life unless he was wealthy and in a well respected position

i don’t think he’d necessarily be flashy with his money. like i don’t think he’d drive a sports car or something like that, it’s more of a security thing to know that if he needed $x for something, he has it available

idk why but i feel like this man has a sweet tooth 🥺 love chocolates and candies and especially gummy candies!! i feel like he’s got a stash somewhere in the house because he doesn’t like to share

i feel like marriage would be really important to him. even tho it’s just a piece of paper and a couple of rings, i think it makes him feel secure in his relationship — but at the same time it would be really difficult for him to propose because even if you’ve been dating forever, he’d still have that small bead of insecurity that you’re going to leave

hange

non-binary, they/them. i feel like that’s mostly canon but some people still write them with different pronouns idk. i feel like i could never write smut for hange because i can’t decide if it’s hotter for them to have a dick or a strap 🫣

will befriend literally anyone. i feel like if the two of you go out to the grocery store together, they’re chatting up the other customers, asking for recommendations from the butcher at the deli counter, talking to the cashier about school 💀 every outing takes 10x longer when you’re with them

has a hard time sitting still and is CONSTANTLY tinkering with stuff. like the two of you can’t have a moment of peace without hange being like, does that picture frame look crooked to you? i bet i could fix it. or like there’s horseback riding at a local farm nearby!! i already booked us a date there 🥰

doesn’t drink! idk why but i feel like they don’t like the way alcohol makes them feel (either in the moment or the hangover the next day) so they don’t drink. has no problem if you do and will always be your DD and go out with you, which is actually super nice because they always take care of you if you have too much 🥺

they hyperfixate on a new hobby every couple of months. this month it’s golf, so they brought a brand new set of clubs, rangefinder, golf watch, membership to the local golf club 💀 is already dragging the others on a golf trip with them later in the summer. but this same time next year, they’ll be into something completely different like photography or something 😭

you’ll literally have a separate room in the house for all of the stuff they bought during their hyperfixations that they won’t let you sell/throw out in case they wanna get back into it

asks game questions

[leolingo]

ok i could just be spouting bullshit. but as someone that also loves ElQ but doesn’t like Doied- 

i think the main difference between them that makes one really appealing and the other boring (at least to me, cuz clearly a lot of people like him) is that ElQ has a (semi) established motive and personality. there’s a lot left up to the audiences imagination, but there’s still enough there for him to believably exist as a compelling character.

doied on the other hand.. doesn’t really have a motive? i could be completely wrong. i’m not fluent in spanish so i could have fully missed something in either one of the cintas- (especially with the heavy accent cc!roier puts on for doied) but it doesn’t appear that doied has any actual goal in swapping bodies with roier. which makes his existence as a character.. boring. just why.

but even besides that the thing that really gets me is that he doesn’t have a personality that separates him from qroier. yes, he’s acting like qroier so that he can effectively disguise himself as him. but that also works against him.. if there’s no major separation between qroier and doied in terms of personality then there’s nothing separating one from the other in my brain. to me they almost of exist as one entity. unless im constantly reminding myself that its doied that we’re watching, not qroier, then im not gonna be able to tell them apart at all. 

qq and elq- there’s a major disparity between them in terms of personality. to me qq comes off as being very jaded, he’s a chaotic but very caring individual who loves his friends and family. elq comes off as being very emotionally detached, vengeful, bitter, and snarky. their separation from one another allows them to exist as separate characters.

idk that’s my rant, sorry if i’m just like. blatantly wrong LOL. but ive been holding this in for months and Had to tell someone 

no i think youre RIGHT. i agree with most of it

i think a big reason why i cant like doied is precisely BECAUSE elq already exists like the setups are very similar but elq’s existence just currently has more depth and so its just really hard for me to care about doied at all

im pretty sure doied’s motives revolve around wanting to meet other people and see the world because he never got the chance to inside federation facilities (he said that directly or implied it during one of the cintas but also spanish is my third language and im not 100% fluent so i could be misremembering) but that doesn’t really stand on its own like OKAY but why does he exist? what is his role inside of the federation and why is he allowed to openly pursue a goal that seems to be completely personal? elq was sneaking around back when he was doing things out of personal interest and it culminated in him ultimately crossing the fed and being accused of treason. i just dont like how inconsequential doied’s plotline is so far and the way it doesn’t seem to tie into ANYTHING

i agree about doied’s personality and how we haven’t seen much of him as himself to really set him apart from roier. i guess that can be explained by the implication that doied had been watching roier for a looooong time and knows how to play him perfectly, whereas elq never did and always had his own personality show through even when he was supposed to be playing quackity. still, i just dont find it very interesting

ultimately to me doieds existence with little explanation just takes me to places i have NOOOOOOO interest in like because he’s there and cucurucho barely acknowledges him it forces me to think Oh then does EVERY islander have a clone? is everyone tied to the federation in the end? and i DONT like any of those paths. lol

[brandnewhuman]

Only you babe

One shot

☆STARRING☆

☆ Asa emory ☆

CONTENT:

Tw: toxic relationship, Asa emory being well himself, mature language, canon violence, mentions of blood, description of maybe a mental breakdown? Idk, the gaslight manipulate but make it mansplaining

A/N: izzy posting something that is not a request or brain farts about the slashers? YES IT IS. Idk what this is but I had this idea while watching victoria pedretti saying the "You're supposed to protect me but you say the meanest things to me" line in an edit. That mixed with almost having a michael myers moment with my family has gave birth to this absolute train wreck of ooc Asa emory fic. I tried to do a 'normal reaction' with the reader dealing with Asa being a psycho. ENJOY WHORES.

 Asa has quite a temper. Since the first time you actually met the real him you saw it and you had to admit that it was terrifying to be at the end of his rage. But you couldn't bring yourself to hold it against him cause most of the time both of you were happy together, most of the time he was still the man that you loved so much. He always said sorry afterwards, he always regretted everything and you could always be sure he didn't actually mean any of the things he said. 

No, the things that really made your eyes sting with tears were those small snappy replies, that sometimes passive aggressive attitude he held without any reason. You were very aware of his distant and cold nature but you couldn't help to feel a sting of disappointment when you got treated the same way he treats other people, even more when he was the one that basically locked you inside his house after finding out the truth about him. You didn't have a say in anything, he just allowed you to know it was for your own good, to protect you he said. And even with that premise, you still felt he kind of didn't want you there.

 You could be doing everything right, you could be joking or talking calmly and he would just change his mood without any reason. It wasn't something big you could keep track of to tell him it was bothering you, and honestly you felt pretty stupid at getting affected so much by it. Most of the time you tend to forget about it as soon as he looked at you with the soft gaze he always helped just for you, just to get upset with yourself for forgiving it so quickly. 

You just wished he was more gentle, that he treated you like he used to. The whole thing seemed unfair and somehow you always felt like you were the one asking too much, like you were the one who got worked up over nothing. Even now as you're sitting silently on the couch, not saying another word in case it might annoy him while he's working, you can't help but let your silly emotions get butchered by the feeling of being a burden to him, of not being loved anymore. 

You attempt a quick glance over him to see if he's even looking at you but his gaze is still fixated on whatever the papers he's holding have written on, his body leaning back on his chair as he relaxes slightly. Just when you were about to give up on looking, his eyes snapped up to look right into yours. 

"What is it? I can hear the clogs in your brain spinning" he put down the papers as he ended the sentence to give you full attention. For a moment you almost wished he didn't noticed you staring cause now that he was looking at you, the reason you had for being upset felt childish and stupid. You could feel his annoyance when you just tore your eyes away from his face, lowering them to stare at your own hands while fidgeting with your fingertips nervously. "You know I don't like to be ignored. Would it be so hard for you to stop sulking around and tell me what's going on?" He breathed out with exasperation, he was starting to run out of patience. It's been days you've been acting like this, and it was driving him crazy. At first he just thought that maybe it was Stockholm syndrome finally kicking in after months of being downright terrified of him, but then you started to be more quiet and distant. He didn't think much of it, finding that he actually didn't care and liked it better this way. But even he has to admit that he missed the old y/n, the person you were with him before everything went down. The one who made him feel so special, like he actually had something else to make him feel good and loved besides being the collector, like he could have all the things he ever wanted without necessarily using his violent ways. But then you started to look at him like you just…didn't even care anymore, you started to shut him out and just live in your own little world of sadness. Not even when he was more gentle you seemed to change, all that warm you held in your eyes when you looked at him was gone. He wasn't really sure what happened for you to become like this, he has never laid a finger upon you and even when you discovered the truth he made sure to be as careful and nice as he could in order to not completely destroy any chances of keeping your relationship with him somehow. He had to admit to having lashed out at you more than once and that his temper was something he knew you were scared of, but he always said sorry profusely. He just could not understand for the life of him, why you were slipping away from him so fast and so harshly.  

"It's just…I just feel like you don't really l-like me sometimes.." he had to focus really hard on your voice to hear the last part. You felt your heart inside your throat while you waited for him to at least let out a reaction of some sorts. He just kept looking at you with his dark and piercing eyes and for the first time, you felt what his victims and insects might feel when he's studying them. His face was still relaxed but adjusted his body to sit straight, getting clearly more tense. "What do you mean I don't like you?" His brow furrowed in confusion before getting up and putting both hands in his pockets to keep a somewhat calm image even if he was starting to get far from feeling it. "Is it because of our argument yesterday? I told you I was sorry, you should know by now I don't always really mean the things I say when I'm angry" you could feel how defensive he was getting and you were starting to regret even opening your mouth. He seemed to notice this somehow because his features hardened noticeably. "I don't recall ever hurting you, so why do you always have to look at me like I'm about to kill you?? And while we're at it why are you always holding onto such stupid things?? It's like you're only waiting for me to slip so you can act and look at me like I'm a monster with you" his voice was full of bitterness and resentment as he just took a few steps towards you, his hand out of his pockets to let his arms cross in front of his chest. You were having a hard time even looking at him, you felt your own chest tightening so much you couldn't breathe. You hated feeling like this, feeling like you're the one asking too much, like you're the one ruining everything when all you have done is try to be perfect. 

You slowly raised up from your seat to avoid your legs giving out under the pressure of your anxiety, you were now downright torturing your fingers and you could feel your core screaming at you to stop and just remove yourself from the situation. It was too late to run away from it, your glossy eyes fixated straight on Asa's dark ones and you took a second or two to force your voice to come out as steady and clear as possible. 

"You know, you were supposed to protect me. You said it, you promise. But you always said the meanest things to me…" you mentally applaud yourself for not letting your trembling lower lip make you stutter even if the last part came out as more of a sob than anything else. You painfully clenched your jaw, trying to hold in the tears cause you hated to cry while arguing with someone. You wanted to feel strong for once, even if it was the last time you would ever do it. 

He was just looking at you with an unreadable expression, slowly lowering his arms down as he took a few more steps towards you. As good measure you took one back to keep distance, which he didn't seem to like. He couldn't even process what was happening, why were you saying all of this just now. Before he could speak again and make you feel even smaller than what you were already feeling you kept going "I didn't choose to be here! You..you chose for me and you're not even happy about it." You couldn't help but let out a bittersweet laugh while turning your back to him to wipe away the tears pricking your eyes and blurring your vision. You could feel his black eyes boring into your soul which made you thankful for having turned away. 

He knew you were right, that he had fucked up and he was getting more scared than angry right now. The more you kept going the less happy endings this whole situation had. The funny part of all this is that he just didn't mean for this to happen, it was so easy when you didn't know anything. To pretend to be normal, to be what you needed, he just couldn't keep that up now that all you could see in him was bad. He had to admit that at some point he wanted you to love him even if it was out of fear, but this was not the case. You didn't even love him, you didn't fear him, you were just tired of him. 

He opened and closed his mouth several times, trying to come up with something. His eyes wide open looking at anything but you even if he, somehow, managed to keep his usual stoic composure as you turned again to face him. Your face was contorted in pain that you tried to conceal with an attempt of a smile. 

"I don't like being here…I don't like being with you Asa, you lied to me. You have..manipulated everything from the start so you could get your way with me" you stated in an almost flat voice if it wasn't for the occasional trembling. 

"I didn't! I- you.." for once he was the one stuttering and he hated it. He ran his hands through his hair nervously as he tried to come up with something. He felt so pathetic right now, why did he care so much about you and what you were saying? You already knew he was a bad person, why is he feeling so bad about you thinking of him this way and saying it out loud? "You're..you're just upset okay? If you could just- If you could calm down and we can talk about it, please y/n.." he gave you one of his soft smiles that was supposed to be comforting but was far from it because of the worried look plastered all over his face. He extended a hand towards you, staring at every inch of your face with a hopeful and desperate gaze to find something that could tell him he didn't lose you forever. 

You were the only thing, besides being the collector, that he has ever cared about this much. He might have forced things a little bit to ensure you didn't have any doubts about being with him at the beginning but if only he could show you how honest he has been with you this whole time. The only thing he has never told you was his whole being a killer thing, otherwise he has never once lied to you. He was so upset with himself for letting you in so deeply but the more he spent time with you, the less he wanted to distance himself. 

He couldn't even explain how you did it but you wiggled your way into his heart by looking at him like he didn't had a single thing you couldn't love about him, by doing such stupid and little things no one cared anough to do for him, by smiling at him and trying to stay near him.even when he wasn't being the most friendly person ever. He just needed to protect that feeling, the feeling of being loved without having to force it out with violence, a pure and genuine love. And now everything was fading away because he couldn't try to be more careful with it. 

"No…I don't want to talk about it, cause you're going to try to convince me that I'm the one imagining things and getting upset over nothing" you blurted out everything as you finally let go of those tears that wanted to fall so bad, hugging yourself to stop your whole body from shaking too violently with your sobs. He didn't even wait a second, as soon as he saw the first tear he was already by your side, caressing up and down your arms while trying to calm you. You looked so tired and so…defeated by the situation, you kept your eyes closed as you brought your hands up to hide your face in them. He just slowly pulled you in for a hug, pressing his cheek to the top of your head. He felt the acid taste of guilt gripping his throat painfully, even his mouth went dry as he tried to form a sentence "I won't…I'm sorry, you…have every right to be upset but we can fix it. I know we can…" his voice was so soft and gentle you had a hard time with finding the will to shake your head no "You're lying…you're lying and it's going to get all back to how it was" and that's about the last thing you were able to say before a hot stream of tears bursted out of your eyes, making you sob violently as if you were in the most painful state one could think of. And in some kind of way you were, you gave in and slowly got closer to Asa, burying your face in his chest and letting out everything you haven't been able to let yourself feel. He just kept stroking you back, holding you close and whispering sweet nothings while his mind tried to think of something to do about this. 

Besides the sounds of your heartbreaking sobs, everything around was quiet. At some point you run out of tears and you realise that Asa has picked you up and seated you on his lap while he himself took a seat on the couch. You didn't even have the energy to fight it anymore, slumping against his solid form and basking on the small amount of comfort and love you so desperately wanted. You would make sure to treasure it, not knowing when would be the next time you get it. 

He just kept holding you closer as if you couldn't possibly be close enough. After a while you felt his chest rise and slowly lowering as he took a deep breath "I like being with you…I have never told you a single lie. I'm just…scared" he paused waiting for any reaction, secretly waiting for you to interrupt him. When you just lifted your head to look up to him with confusion he kept going "It was easy to be…good when you thought I was really as good as you.." he gaze was soft and his voice too, but there was the ever present tint of sadness. "I just don't know how…to keep things without hurting them. I wish I could, I don't know…be different. But the thing is that I enjoy being like this, I like hurting people y/n. I wanted to keep up the act of maybe still feeling remorse but I don't feel it, and I'm scared that's too much for you to overlook." 

The smile he gave you was not coming from a place of happiness, you realised with great surprise It was full of shame. He didn't feel remorse but he was ashamed of not feeling bad, and you honestly didn't know how to take all of this. You looked down as if your hands had the answer for everything while your mind tried to calm the storm inside you. 

"I thought I could live with you looking at me with respect out of fear but I find that…I just can't help to wish I could get back to when you stare at me with love" that was when he had to tear his eyes away from you, not waiting to see the obvious negative reaction. You, on the other hand, kept trying to sort out what you were feeling right now. The more you thought about it, the more you knew that whatever you could say, there was no way out of it with you going back to your normal life. What scares you is that most of that conclusion came out of the fact that you simply didn't want to give up on him. "So you're..you're going to kill me now? You'll turn me i-into…one of your victims?" You assaulted your fingertips once more making them bleed, then shaking was making it hard for you to pick on skin. You were coming to the same realisation as Asa, there was no way this could end well. You, for one, couldn't just pretend that what he was and what he did was something forgivable or right, he even told you himself that there was no way of changing that part of him. You loved him, you really do, but you weren't lying when you said you didn't like to be with him anymore. It was all wrong and everything felt forced, even though he knew you would never be able to go past your fear and feel safe around him. You were already so on the edge with him not liking you because it was the only thing keeping you alive. He didn't answer your question because none of the things he could come up with were options that could make you happy, he just wished that maybe time and patience would do something good for it. He slowly cradled your head against his chest, trying to pretend he was having just a nice moment with you, meanwhile his mind was trying to come to terms that the only person he did care for would never look at him with genuine care or affection ever again and there was nothing either of you could do about it. 

[gravyhoney]

Just got home from a 12 hour shift (at the time of writing this). I have been personally victimized by Turkey Gravy, that shit can die.

ANYWAYS!! I’m gonna make a list of what I think the Ninjago characters’ love languages are because I am abnormal about this show and also I love love languages.

These are going to be a mix of what we can observe in canon, ~vibes~, and shit that I make the fuck up because I’m deranged.

Jay’s love language is 100% words of affirmation (he just like me fr). This has basis in canon, he is always telling Nya that he loves her, and complimenting her, and he is very outward with his affection towards her. I like to think he enjoys being told he’s doing a good job or that someone is proud of him. That’s mostly projection but let me have this ok? Anyways, I think he’s very vocal about his feelings towards his friends and family. Words of affirmation.

Lloyd can fit so much made up backstory in him. (I don’t want to rewatch all 16 seasons rn, if I do I’ll update this for sure) I think Lloyd’s love language is physical touch. I don’t think he necessarily has to be actually touching someone, but the act of being physically close to people as well. He does like, the supportive hand on shoulder thing, hand holding in a platonic sense, a huge hugger, all that stuff. Growing up the way he did, I feel like he’d be uncomfortable or have trouble expressing his feelings through words, so like, physical touch is a good way to get it across for him. Idk he seems like the type of person that just likes to be held.

Kai’s love language is also physical touch, but slightly to the left. Obviously I think he’s a hugger, but I think his love is expressed through. Uh. Physical violence. Not severe physical violence! But like, occasionally punching someone on the shoulder, shoving, bumping people, lightly kicking, stuff like that. He loves his friends, don’t get it twisted, he just shows it through means of beating them the fuck up.

Cole’s love language is gift giving. This has absolutely no basis in canon, I’m basing this purely off of vibes and the shit I make up. He gives ppl little things. Like. Whatever he finds. Like a crow. It’s a very special ritual for him, he finds stuff and is like ‘hmm, (friend/family member) would like that.’ And gives it to them. When ppl give him things, no matter how important or not, he always keeps it. He’s got a little box filled with stuff that people have given to him, it’s very important to him.

Zane’s love language is quality time. I had a hard time figuring this one out, but I think he would just enjoy being in the presence of his friends. They could all be doing wildly different activities and also not acknowledging each other, but if they are in the same room and all doing wildly different things together, then it’s like, ‘whoa, my friends and I love each other so much’. Parallel play I guess would be the best way to explain it.

Nya’s love language would be acts of service. This one is probably supported in canon to some degree, but once again I’m not rewatching 16 seasons rn. I feel strongly about this, because she is the ‘girl ninja’ and joined the team (officially??) fairly late, she’s kind of got a lot on her shoulders. So it really means the world to her when people do things for her. It can be little things like, idk getting her water or a snack or something, but little, easy tasks that make her life just slightly easier can go a long way.

PIXAL’s was the hardest to figure out. She’s one of my favorite characters, but I just could not place what I think her love language would be. But I think it would be words of affirmation. I’m mostly thinking about the one episode when she had to fight The Preeminent and when she beat it, Wu was like ‘PIXAL ur amazing!!’ So I’m gonna use that as my evidence or whatever. But yeah I think she likes being told she’s doing good every once in a while.

Skylor is being included because I love her and have so many feelings about her (she should have gotten her own episode send tweet). Hers is cooking (acts of service). It’s one of the joys she finds in life and she shows love by sharing her cooking with her friends.

Vania is also being included because she deserves more love. Her love language is quality time. She loves doing activities with people, and also she’s a big talker. She could go on for hours about things that interest her and I think that would play into it as well. Her love language is quality time with added info dumping.

Ok that’s all. Again if I end up rewatching it and my feelings change, I will update this. But I feel pretty strongly about these already so here you gooooo.

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Ok honestly any rivusa shipper will enjoy the comics and their stories like as a child (I collected the comics from the debut issue and in the country I live every month they would realise a new issue so I’d buy the winx comics every month) I watched the show but the comics made me genuinely love the characters and their relationship ESPECIALLY rivusa and it’s honestly thanks to the comics they solidified their spot as my otp. I mean rivusa have a whole wiki section on the winx fandom wiki dedicated solely to their comic storyline and honestly it’s so iconic. They just have great moments (like I rmb there was one issue where Musa was panicking to look presentable while she was gonna go meet riven in magix city and once she got off the bus to meet him as he’s waiting at the bus stop there’s a whole frame of them holding each other and staring into each other’s eyes and he calls her beautiful😍😍😍 and in that issue when the girls ask about him there’s a whole frame of her heart eyes with hearts in the bg as she raves to the girls “riven is very sweet and kind when you get on his good side” like PLEASE YOUR HONOUR I LOVE THEM SO MUCH and I distinctly rmb from my childhood this issue where the winx and specialists get stranded on an island back In time and Musa and Brandon are knocked out cold and even tho there’s no dialogue riven is just carrying musa to safety bridal style🥺🥺 (I think this ig acc @/rivusa._ did this thing where they screenshotted the moment he carries her in the animated cartoon and in fate and the in the comics and put all 3 side by side and idk there’s smth so fulfilling and heartwarming knowing riven will always carry musa to safety when she needs it in every version of them😭) so yes if you ever have time please go read the comics it really made me love the winx franchise as a whole even more

I've been slowly reading the comics and I'm obsessed with their s1 interactions, tho I mostly open them to see if I can make thematic edits XD

It really shows how Riven is more interested in school stuff over dating, while Musa is easily swept up by crushes

It's really cute. Riven hears something maybe dangerous and he gives it his full focus and Musa is trying to flirt with him because she doesn't think it's dangerous

They have completely different priorities, which I think is a adorable way to keep them apart lol

Omg!! That must of been so much fun!!!

The comics actually involve the assassin's that Sky's family has been so scared of in the story and I'm really excited to see how it includes other details the show glossed over

The more you talk up the comics the more I want to read them 👀

I think all of the couples have a couple part of their wiki but don't quote me on that, it's the middle of the night and I don't feel like checking

OMGGG NO NO NO NO THATS SO CUTE!!!

Musa definitely worries about her outfits, for no reason tho bc Riven is like 😍 abt her always. I imagine the most ideal response she wants to get is looking so good he forgets words exist for a while

Nfkskskejsjskskwjjw Musa and Riven are the epitome of two mentally ill people dating that are just similar enough that they understand each other without being too similar but so different that their friends are like "what???" Riven definitely stuggles to let people in, but he clearly wants to help people by going to RF and it's just 🥰🥰🥰 he doesn't trust people but he wants to protect them and I love him

OHHHHHH JESTER TOLD ME ABOUT THAT COMIC IT WAS APPARENTLY V GOOD AND IM EVEN MORE EXCITED TO READ IT NOW TNX U

Riven's love language is acts of service and physical affection, change my mind. He would never leave Musa in danger come hell or high water and I love him!!! He's doing his best and it's amazing!!! Musa from her actions in s1 isn't used to having people she can rely on so seeing that Riven will always try to help her gives her the warm fuzzies

I've always had this hc that before Musa and her dad start understanding each other, and her dad is still deathly terrified of Musa going the way of her mother if she joins the industry, Riven offers to help her get an apartment. Like no questions asked. You dad sucks? Let's help you move out. He didn't have a clear picture, Musa's dad is over protective the exact opposite of Riven's and he was projecting just a bit, but Musa was all like 🥰🥹 when he offered

I love them your honor that is all