#kinda wierd but not look at details to much

[hl-obsessed]

may i present you ✨ tank top and shorts Louis ✨

part 2!

[my-castles-crumbling]

Hey Cas,

So I've been following you for a while and I've seen some of your asks including dancer anon and the advice you gave was really good and I think it helped a lot. That being said I am here to ask a few questions relating to gender,so if you don't mind I'll try to give you a little bit of context: So, I was raised far away from all of the Lgbtq+ community and I was shocked to find out about it. My family is very conservative and are completely against all of that but, I'm not. Anyway when I was around 9-10 I kinda started really feeling confused about my gender but my parents had always labeled me a Tom boy so I kind of just went with it, I dressed more masc but that was really it I didn't like being around guys at all and my friends were still all girls really the only changes were I played basketball and wore basketball shorts and plain t-shirts 24/7. When I was 11 I kind of tried out they/them pronouns and it was fine though it might not count as trying them out since I just sorta referred to myself as non-binary in my head it was okay. Then I did the same thing with gender fluidity swapping mainly just between she/her and they/them but it wasn't what I was looking for. I never really considered being male but guys had always made me a bit uncomfortable I don't think I have ever really had any like traumatic experiences with men and my mom was wierded out when I let it slip that I found pretty much all men (except my dad who I love) intimidating especially after she had told me about some horrible things that had happened to girls who had been kidnapped by men. I tried agender but it wasn't for me I felt connected to gender but like loosely and it didn't really freak me out unless I was referred to as male which has only happened a handful of times. Really I don't mind my body except for my breasts which I despise most of the time (sorry if this is to much) and I feel like I am stuck he to some amount of femininity.Also I'm not really bothered being called pretty or beautiful even if I subconsciously link those terms to something feminine and sometimes I feel pretty by myself but typically only by myself but I hate being called a woman or lady or being told to be ladylike. So my main question is are there any genders for a vague connection to gender itself but still linked to femininity? Thank you so much for reading through all those probably uneccesary details and giving me your time, please don't feel pressure to answer soon or at all and again thank you so much.

Love,anonymous

Hi!!! <3

First of all, I'm so sorry your family isn't very supportive.

As far as gender, here is a list of nonbinary identities that might work for you! Based on what you said about being somewhat linked to femininity, maybe check out demigirl?

<3

[writer-komaru]

I was just relaxing, having a good time, then suddenly-

KITTY NAGITO IN HEAT!

(I don’t fucking know why my perverted brain thought of this but I haven’t written anything of decent length in a while so LETS GOO)

Word count : unknown

Summary : Kitty!Nagito goes into heat in the worst possible time. Just his luck….

Warnings : smut :P

“You’re such a good boy~”

Your sweet voice whispering low in his ears caused him to whimper, nuzzling against your neck. His whole body felt so, so hot, tears bubbling up at the counters of his eyes. His ears laid flat against his head, his tail twitching and swishing behind him. The way you pressed your thigh against his throbbing erection, holding his hips down to make him grind against it made this poor boy’s body go into overdrive. He couldn’t help but rut desperately against you. The pleasure was just too much! He looked over at you, completely disheveled, drool and tears dripping down his very flushed face.

“Please… ahh, please, keep going… I need it so bad~”

Just as his motions quickened, preparing for his upcoming orgasm, everything when black.

Nagito suddenly woke up. His whole body was coated with a sheen of sweat, his breathing rapid and quick. He groaned as he felt the throb of his very, very hard dick, reaching down to palm himself. Unable to control his sudden urges, and against his greater judgement, he hastily pushed a hand into his boxers and rubbed the tip with his finger. His dick immediately twitched, sending a wave of neediness straight through his veins. He grinded his teeth, curing under his breath. He’s never felt this hard in his whole entire life. Except….

Oh no. Fuck, not again. He can’t possibly be in heat when he’s supposed to be spending the weekend with you!! He mentally cursed at himself for not remembering this very important detail.

“Nagito? Are you okay? I heard wierd noises and I just wanted to make sure something bad wasn’t happening.”

Just his luck… he just so happens to go into heat while being in the exact situation he hoped he wouldn’t be. You would probably be so disgusted by him. A disgusting pervert jerking off like his life depends on it while you were right on the other side of the door. Against everything his body was telling him, and with a fucking ton of determination, he let go of his dick and stubbled to the door.

“Heheh, sorry if I disturbed your nap. I was just kinda worried. Well, since you’re awake, I’ll make us some snacks and we can watch a movie, how does that sound?”

Fuuuuucckkk!!! Fuck fuck fuck fuckkk oh god no, he can’t possibly last even one more minute without being able to touch himself, how is he supposed to last a whole movie?!!?

“Sounds great! I’m so lucky to get the opportunity to spend time with a lovely ultimate such as yourself!”

“Good! You can pick something while I get the snacks.”

You flashed him a happy smile before passing him the remote and heading into the kitchen. Nagito’s smiley personality immediately broke down as soon as you left, leaning his back against the door and whining, rubbing the outline of his dick with his fingers. He was lucky enough to be a master of masking his true emotions. That could have gone very bad.

Reluctantly, he made his way to the couch and carefully sat down. His eyes locked onto the arm of the couch. His dick twitched. He couldn’t stop thinking about how good it would feel to hump it, desperately begging for release. He shook his head to dislodge the thoughts. Without much thought, he picked a movie you had put on your favorites and waited for your return.

After a few minutes, you came back with a bunch of snacks in your hands.

“I got all kinds of sweet, savory, and salty snacks for us to try. Which movie did you pick? Oooo, that one’s a great one!”

“I’m glad I was able to pick something you liked. The snacks your brought look great, thank you so much for your generosity!”

“You’re very welcome!”

His whole body jolted as you sat down next to him.

“Hm? Oh, sorry, am I too close?”

“No, it’s totally fine! If you want to, I won’t stop you.”

After a bit of chat, you both started the movie. It really wasn’t of any interest to him. There was really only one thing on his mind, after all. Your scent. It was so intoxicating. He had kept his cool for a long time now, but the longer he sat next to you, the more he felt himself losing control. Slowly, his head flopped against your shoulder. And to his surprise, you didn’t say a think. He decided to go even further, wrapping an arm around your side. This finally caught your attention.

“You tired already? Hehe, but it’s just started.”

But if you were being honest, it was always a blessing when Nagito decided to break out of his shell and initiate touch.

And that’s when he felt like he couldn’t hold it back anymore. You started petting his ears. As soon as you gently stroked the base of his ear, he let out a small whine, his eyes squeezing shut. He nuzzled his face against your neck, positioning himself over your thigh.

Your eyes widened.

The whole time after Nagito took a nap, he had been acting weird. Avoiding eye contact, seeing jittery, and of course the most obvious, a giant blush across his face. But as soon as you heard the needy squeaks you heard him make, you suspicions were confirmed. He was probably in heat. Heheheh~ oh boy were you going to enjoy yourself (you pervert-)

“I-I’m sorry I didn’t mean to-“

You immediately started rubbing ears harder, cussing him to let out a strained moan.

“Nagi, I can tell you’re in heat, you can stop hiding it now. Why did you even hide it from me to begin with? You could have just asked me.”

Nagito gripped your shoulders and he fully gave in and rutted desperately against your plush thigh, panting in your ear.

“Do you wanna know something? The funny thing is, I actually invited you over to begin with because I wanted to spend some… personal time with you. I guess my dreams are coming true, aren’t they?~ hehe, We’re going to have so much fun~”

Nagito nodded his head enthusiastically.

To be conti-

Jk ;)

“Please, I need more, please, it hurts so bad~”

Nagito whined against your neck.

“If that’s what you really want~”

With a swift motion you flipped Nagito over you and onto the couch, sitting on his lap. You undid his belt and unzipped his jeans, causing him to let out a sigh of relief. But that sign was immediately replaced by a throaty moan as pushed off your shorts and rubbed your clothed sex against his. If his blood was on fire before, the it was liquid fucking MAGMA now. He gripped onto your hips and humped at your like a wild animal.

“Ack! N-Nagito, slow do- ahh! Down!-“

But, due to depriving himself of so much before that point, he had no more willpower in himself anymore to stop. All he could to is choke out an apology as his grin tightened. Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as his dick rubbed both your clit and your entrance.

“Ahh!~ I’m gonna, gonna, please, please, please, let me cum! Please please, I need it so ba-ahh!”

Even though you were the type to tease, you couldn’t find it in yourself to say no as you looked at the absolute desperation in his eyes, all teary and half-lidded.

“You c-can cum whenever you want, Nagi.”

“Hah, please, can you call me a good boy? Please?”

You chuckled under your breath, pressing a quick kiss to the corner of his lips.

“What a good boy, my precious good boy~ soooo good for me, aren’t you?”

His dick twitched at your words, causing him to go twice as fast. Thank you’s and apologies cascaded from his lips like a broken faucet as he felt his stomach tighten. Then finally, it burst as he came against your pussy, heaving loudly.

He looked totally exhausted. Sweat, drool, and tears were dripping all over his body. He was still twitching.

You combed a hand through his hair, petting his ear slightly.

“You did such a good job, I’m so proud of you.”

Yeah, you didn’t get to orgasm, but watching him come completely undone just from humping you was so much better. Suddenly, Nagito whispered something so quietly you couldn’t hear it.

“Hm? Is something wrong, Nagi?”

“Want….. want.. more.. please. I need more…. I need to feel you… around me. Please.”

With trembling hands he pulled down his boxers. Your eyes widened. Would his body even be able to take doing it again? He looked like he was going to faint already. But, you gave in. Maybe another round wouldn’t hurt.

[ngmn2002]

The ball and the toys.

I have to say I love these details.

We saw Tsukasa's first granted wish back in chapter 33. And we knew about it in ch 81.

The toys he got for Amane that he talked about in ch 81, we saw some of them in ch 33 as well. And that elephant toy… well, we know that Tsukasa loves elephants so it's a good addition. Looks like he had an elephant toy back when he was a kid because he loves them. It's kinda cute.

Why do you like an elephant, Tsukasa?

Oh, I see. Good for you my dear. <3

And that weird looking toy… we saw some kind of creatures like it so many times throughout the manga.

Amazing details.

The toy that has No. 7 on it... I wonder what that means. I hope it has no meaning because I'm the kind of person that doesn't like the "number - foreshadowing" thingy that it is going on here in this story for some reason. I like to see "physical" foreshadowing. Just like the toys Tsukasa got for Amane and us seeing them for the first time in ch 33 not 81. The same goes for the "ball" -his first granted wish-. The wierd looking toy was just an addetion for fun only.

And guess what? Here we see Tsukasa in the red house, right? I think so. (the floor, the toys, ...)

So, looks like Tsukasa's backstory has always been planned since long ago. The red house, the toys he got for Amane back when they were younger, the "ball" -his first granted wish-. We saw all of them almost 48 chapters before we knew the truth about them. And I love these details so much. That's why I love "physical - foreshadowing". And it's amazing in Tsukasa's backstory. The details I talked about didn't come out of nowhere when we learned about Tsukasa's back story in ch 81. They has always been there (the red house, the toys, the ball, ....?), but we didn't notice them back in time. I'm waiting to find more discoveries as the story progresses as we dive into Tsukasa's backstory more. I can't wait.

And this for sure, is one of the reasons why I love Tsukasa's character so much. It's not forced. On the contrary, it's well written.

[pipecleaneradventures]

thank you for such a in depth reply! this is my puppet, shes made out of wire and is needle felted. she has some problems like a poorly attached head and currently has no hands, but her body is decently poseable

im defaintly wondering what to use to make them stand up, I wasnt sure if most of your videos were top down or not. it looks like your using some sort of pipe cleaner arm attatched to the wall?

i also saw you had a video where one of the characters was blinking, ive always wondered how stuff like that was done. are the eyelids attatched or just sat ontop of the eyes? they dont look detatchable in the video

its rare i see any stop motion artists active online on sites i use, (though maybe i just dont know where to look) so its very nice to be able to talk to someone about it. im very new to it besides dabbling in it a bit as a kid so any advice or tips is helpful, so thanks so much for sharing your setup

sorry if this is incoherant, its kinda late here

Sorry  for the late response. I could have answered earlier, but my anxiety is always getting in the way of things.

That's so cool that you can needle felt and that you put wirres inside it. So it's the same as pipe cleaners material wise. :D Are you going to add hands to your puppet? You probably should do something to atttch the head better so itdoesn't fall off, but things can be fixed after a figure is made, though heads can be tricky to attatch better. I need to know how it's held together. The wires in my pipe cleaner heads go all through the body, I usually make the head first even if it doesn't have all the details at first.

I've made my videos with so many different camera setups and ways of holding my figures up. The first year of videos I made were "filmed" top down. (it's wierd to call it that because this is reeeeeeeaaaaaalllly slow filming:D) My figures were just lying on a fleece blanket with minimal backgrounds often consisting of another color blanket supposrting my figures because they wouldn't look natural lying flat, and the second material was also the ground.

For about the next year I had my figures on an easel instead because the wifi was bad in the new place I lived and as I discovered later, my tablet was just getting old, so I couldn't use two separate devices, one as a camera and one from which to edit. Besides the fact my figures were at a slant instead of top down, I made my animations in much the same way as before. (There were lots of other small changes and improvements amongst using these methods and before I did top down I expereimented with all sorts of different ways, some of them pretty silly and not used for long.)

Taking pictures with the easel was often a fight with gravity and I also wanted to start adding more background pieces, but I didn't want them to be bumped by my crittersmoving, so I had to change my method. So again I went through lots of trial and error like I did before I'd settled on doing the top down picture taking. I tried out all the different methods and ways of holding my critters and backgrounds in place I could think about. I experimented with usign materals that hadn't worked for earlier setups, but that I still had lying around so, why not try them?

Finally I landed upon the setup you saw in my recent video where there are magnets on my easel, I also have ground in my animations. (I didn't have that for most of my earlier animations so yay!) As of about a week I've been using a doll stand stuck to the magnets of the "background wall". (The magnets also help hold background pieces in place.) But the doll stand botem is stuck to the wall so the tall part is facing the back of the critter and I have a pipe cleaner attatched to the part that is supposed to be around the figure's waist. (In the video I replaced the wire part with a pipe cleaner, but the wirre is thicker so now the pipe cleaner is just there becaus it is thinner than the end of the holding thing and is the same color as the figure.)

So, now my figures can move freely in the air attatched by the waist to a stand attatched to the wall. The magnet background is covered with my fleece blanket, and the magnets are strong enough to be able to grab the pipe clenaers through the blanket fluff. The blanket hides them. I also hide the botem of the stand by either it going through a background piece like the leaves of a tree covering it, like in my Shadow and Flicky animation. Or the ground color is pulled up over the stand, like in the one with the little chicken, Cucky. Or it is hidden behind an energy aura like in the one with Shadow floating with the blue energy. I proably shouldn't have shared my secret of how I make these, now people will be looking for where the stand base must be hiding. :D I still have to try out my new idea of how to easily move the stans about with the critters on them. (When you pull the tall part they follow along with that so that has to be the  leading part when you move them because it is atatched to one side.)

(I think that description was longer than it needed to be. Oh well)

As for the eyelids. The figure in my animation yesterday has atatched eyelids that can pulled from above the eyes like real eyelids. That is difficult to work with and takes longer. I haven't even animated with the eyelids like that. My critters you see blinking have eyelids that I just set on top of the eyes. At first they were made out of felt, but the felt wasn't always the same color, so they are pipe clenaers, (thin pipe clenaers, not fluffy ones). I have separate pieces for the amount the eyesareopen. I alsohave simular ones for making the eyesopen wider or the pupils dialating. I'vealso used ones for the different mouth shapes, even though that gets trickier for animals who's mouths stick out from their faces. But yeah, it's a thing other stop motion animaters also use. At first the felt pieces I used were sticky, but they don't have to be sticky because the fuzzy felt and gravity hold them in place. It was so cool the first time I saw one of my characters blink in my animation. I first had them blinking too often actually.

When I started making these videos, (I wanted to animate them shortly after I started making things with pipe cleaners, but I had no idea how I'ddo it and itseemed like such a big, imposible progject.) When I finally got good at pipe cleaners and started experimenting with animating with them, it was amazing how many other stop motion animators I found out there. Like, this is an old way of animating, so it's interesting that people still use it. There are lots of Lego animaors, they call their animations Brick Films. After I'd started figuring things out on my own and with advice from others' videos I even discovered other pipe clenaer animators because pipe cleaner creators are also rare unless you are one, and then you start finding them all. :D I had to come up with my own techniques to animate with pipe cleaners because no onehad instructions about that. There are clay animations and lego ones, and I even found a page that's pretty big that does needle felted animations and even made a needle felted videogame.

Stop motion used to be used in movies all the time before computers took over. It's like I was born in the wrong time period. Anyway, there are occasionally Stop Motion movies still. It's nice to be able to talk to somebody about it. I wonder if people I know are starting to get dirven crazy by how I keep talking about a new way of animating my figures. This most recent one has a lot of promise I think. (Though I think that about all of them.:D) So teaching someone about how to make these videos is maybe not the best thing for me to do because I keep changing how I make them every day.

As for actually animating. I think it's just practice and observing what you see and usuaing that useful feature on youtube where you can see individual frames and stuff like that. But mainly it's practice. That's why you wnat to have your figures in a way that you can easily move them. Having a wire frame is great because then they stay where you moved them. That's why my figures also have pipe cleaner hair, so it stays in place. I've been posting videos consitently for over two years, so I've had lots of practice and I hope I'm improving.

Anyway, you can ask me any other questions you like, maybe you can even message me to ask them. I hope you are able tomake some animations and have fun making them. Initial setup is big and scary. I remember making much bigger backgrounds than I eeded to make when you just need what you see on screen. Anyway, so just make what you need for your first animation, maybe even jsut have a blank background for practince. Too many times I've made a big setup jsut to try out one little thing that doesn't work, so just have it so you can practice that one little thing. Even try to move your figures through the motions before taking the pictures to see if they will even move like you like.

Anyway, I hope that helps and makes maybe a little sense, I'm super scatter brained. I hope you will enjoy animating, but it's ok if you don't. The figure you made looks really cute. I'd lketo see other things you've made. Anyway, happy creating!

[poetsdepartment]

anyway here's my rwrb movie review that no one asked for!

it does not even come close to the amazingness that is the book. and it really comes down to three things

characters

pacing

mismatched energy

music

characters. ok there are so many characters missing! june not being around is ridiculous. so is henry's absent mom. i don't get it. and literally, raf, the backstabber responsible for the leak, doesn't exist so that this weird raf/liam hybrid can be here? every character is responsible for bringing stakes into play. not having them decreases the stakes and makes you rely on the logic of the problem instead of the way it makes you feel, killing the emotional investment, most prominently in the huge leak convo scene. And many of the characters are NOT scary enough! if i'm supposed to believe the crown is homophobic, i need someone to actually say something homophobic, just not the word "homosexual" in a wierd voice. i need to see hushed voices and people almost getting caught and disdainful glances. alex got away with too much shit and if the comedy can be that extreme, i need our character presence to bring that back to earth. henry can't be the only person doing that because then, again, we only believe him either bc we read the book or bc it makes sense, not bc we see it. showing vs. telling ppl! this is like, basic writing principle.

pacing/scale. this is probably the biggest issue. the first 30 mins of the movie cover like half of the book! also, most are really short scenes (like 1-3 mins), so there isn't time to get invested. we don't see them develop from friends to enemies or friends to lovers. and we don't see the details of alex understanding his bisexuality! this also decreases the stakes because the audience doesn't understand how deeply they know about and care for one another. when henry spits out "it feels like you don't know me" we're kinda like, yeah... bc we don't know henry, either. we needed the texts and emails to be slowed waaayyy down. what they did to accommodate them for film is cute, but it wrecked the sense of time passing, and passing time is integral to showing change and development in relationships. and a lot of this vulnerability in character DID happen during or before/after sex in the book! so cutting out sex scenes, as they did so often, really ruined the sense of how they were feeling. the sense of taking this from "i am attracted to you but have unresolved issues about my sexuality/our relationship so am using your body to express this pain" kind of sex to "i'm actually deeply in love with you" kind of sex! they kind of did it with the slowness of henry's undressing but it should have been even slower AND there should have been foreplay and blushing and lots and lots of consent. maybe candles? idk i just feel like one of the things casey mq does so well is writing sex scenes that are both awesome for representation and also necessary for plot/character development

so many moments happen in a way that distorts their emotional impact by having either strange camera focuses and/or not having enough physical acting to be believable. be it the focus of the scene (why do cameras cut to a patch of lavender while henry is opening up to bea?). and, in their big fight scene after not talking for a week, why does the camera focus so much on just henry's face? alex is the one who is confronting? and why is there a focus on quiet conflict? let them rage! in the museum scene, why is henry leading alex like a tour guide, instead of trying to be close to him? or trying to not look at alex only to fail? there isn't quite enough physical pining and use of the actors' bodies in space to help heighten emotions of the scene. they are just like, bodies roaming around. part of this is also the way voiceover is used for the text/email scenes and how quickly questions would be answered bc we'd see the answer happening in real time. more diminishing of stakes!

i feel like this is getting out of my realm of literary expertise (i'm a creative writing major), but i do feel like the choice of music was odd. WHERE WAS THAT FUCKING BILLY JOEL SONG? why did they use such a niche "i can't help falling in love with you" cover. why did we never hear henry play the piano until the very end? why didn't alex's dad play the guitar? why did we never get to hear a muffled breath over the phone? WHY DID THEY NEVER MOAN DURING SEX?? like, why is there such a lack of real, human sounds? i think one of my favorite moments was henry fumbling around the closet and singing karaoke for that reason. they were real sounds that could happen in real life. yes, the music swells in your head when you are into someone, but camera zooms can get that effect. just like, less weird pop, more sounds that are contextual to what is going on.

anyways, some moments are so golden. and many characters are played well, henry and zahra, especially. but the stakes are like completely removed bc all we see is success montages with short sad scenes. i think that part of this is that it can be hard adapting a dual-pov book into a movie bc how do you not show the context in real time? it's so tempting! but part of the impact of dual-pov is the inherent longing, miscommunication, and emotional spiraling that comes from not knowing the answers and seeing things right away! too many things were resolved too quickly.

i also think that they really glossed over alex's discovery of his bisexuality. i remember the scene where he talked about his poster of prince henry having thumbprints all over it and how he had taken these confusing seeds of bisexuality and repackaged them as idolization and rage and jealousy bc he had nothing else to call it! it was literally so relatable and so integral to my own queer awakening and to see those parts removed really took away from alex's stakes and the main message of the book. like of course henry is scared bc his family is homophobic but alex's fear couldn't be evenly represented bc his identity was realized so quickly that the doubt and embarrassment that went along with it only lasted for one sex scene and a way-too-heavy-handed-ally convo with his mom.

anyways i want to read the book now.

[claaaaaare]

It's hard to develop my own art style, but I think I've finally made some progress (EXCITING!!!).

I drew Pol first, with the least deftness and patience so his eyes, nose, and EVERYTHING is wierd. He looks like a bad guy right now. I'm truly feeling sorry for him, and I truly adore him lol. Next time I'll redraw him with all my love.

Kak, my favorite character in the entire JJBA universe, was the second. I've been drawing him all the time so I was kinda confident with this one, but it turned out that I messed up his hair... and his nose, and EVERYTHING. It's time to do some research on Kak's hair style.

Then Jot, my favorite Jojo. I definitely did much better this time! His neck looks unusual but it's not the point I was focusing on! And I really enjoyed drawing him without hat. He is like Johnathan somehow. Maybe I'll never put his hat back - just kidding.

Then Avdol, with the most details (love his earrings so much) and patience. His eyes are not sysmetical (none of them - and human - has a symetrical face anyways), but his nose is the best one I've ever drawn. Congradulations!

Last, Joseph, my second favorite Jojo, drawn with the shortest time. I tried to make him look more like Jot, but... Never mind, at least they have eyes of the same color. I didn't know how to draw beard and wrinkles, and I wasn't sure how he should be like without hat. Nonetheless I'm still proud of myself.

[ceoofmetagala]

You know. I never thought much abt how valeire.ys know exsits. Did they fuck? Did they wish for her on nova or I'd she adopted? Never atucly out thought in that 1.

Atuclly , originally valeire was adopted!(didt make much sense...since i designed her to look like a metagala kid that can reasbonly be their kid)

EVNE funnier since at that time, i still made gala a girl and mk a guy. So they could fuck. But my 13 yr old ass hated sex so much i couldn't even fathom my favs fucking 😭😭

So what is she now?

Again past valeire (closer to new degsin with minor color and detail diffs)

It's implied in her refrence and i believe it's ATUCLKY stated she is indeed, a wish born child.

And now atucl modern cute lil feather tail valeire?

Not fuing clue i didn't ATUCLKY think that far

Same with my ship kids but shhh

Now let's see what's most likely and what my awnswr is!

Adoption- possible but highly unlikely they happen to find s baby puff that looks like thier love child

Wish kid- highly unlikely , both have probably used their wishes up assmiung you only get 1 wish (it's kidna implied you do since nova days you may have 1 wish) assmiung it's nova + its homophbboic why would it help them?

I've seen fiuntion of dreams popinh children out as s thoery (metadedede kid i saw once) but neither have much of a connection to the fountain other than gk being old

Also how could they ever know if they dream really hard they could have a kid??

Sex- .....I'm not having my favs have sex....

Asexaul repdution- what if puffs reoriudce asexully but they can also fuse the clone(gooey, not yet very alive yet) together to make a baby? (Kinda like relay life baby making works already maybe)

So yeah 👍

That's it on the how did valeid come to be and the answer we all wanted to know-

No they didnt fuck as i stayed before, that's wierd.

But you make sex jokes about metagala all the time! Exhibit a -

No i don't make them all the time i just happen to be incerdibly funny and can't keep them in .

And i mean in a serious no joking way for them fucing. It's just wired to me , as an asexaul who's icirbly sex repulshed i make sex jokes because they're funny to me . Because i just think y'all genuinly feel this shit and enjoy it ?

[is-this-a-sideblog]

Maybe i'm just super lazy or something but it feels like any time I try to use one of my campuses resources I have to go through a maze or jump through hoops or something. Two great examples of this is:

Trying to request help from a librarian

Trying to get help from the mental health services.

(I get kinda sappy and wierd, just warning you)

For some of my classes last semester, I had to find academic resources as well as primary material for a project. My best bet? Ask a librarian who specializes in the topic I'm covering. The thing is l: I can't just walk up to a librarian and ask for help. Not a problem, because I can schedule an appointment online, right? Maybe, if I ever find which of the hundred links will take me to that leads me to the form. Email them directly? Always get an email back saying they are out of the office. Just walk in and ask to talk to someone, ANYONE. Get an assistant librarian that tells me to look up the sources online (which I've been TRYING to do because the deadlines approaching and I need something) or even worse, directs me to the main website where somewhere, surely, a form to schedule a meeting with one of the main librarians.

Next is trying to reach out to the CAPS services on campus. Idk if this happens to anyone else, but during the day I'm doing pretty well. I have classes and school work to keep me busy and if nothing else, I can go for a walk around campus.

It's at night that I feel like shit when all of my thoughts come rushing in. Without going in to too much detail about whats making me upset, just know I don't have many people that I feel comfortable talking to. My roomate? I love her to death, but not a chance. My best friend? Why bother her more than I need to. My family? Part of my unhappy thoughts involve them. Besides, I wasn't really raised to be that expressive.

So that leads me to the free and (hopefully) confidential mental health services on campus. Every time I feel brave enough to fill out a form to get a meeting, the website says "fuck you pal." It's always temporarily unavailable. Just tonight I've figured out why. You can only fill out a form in between 7:30 am and 4:30 pm. Since I usually feel fine around those times, I never think to do it. When I wake up innthe morning I've got enough to do that I just think I was being dramatic the night before and that everything's fine.

But how many times am I just being dramatic when it's the same thoughts over and over again at least three or four times a week at night?

Idk, just venting about this made me feel a bit better. I guess this sideblog will be my diary now lol. I always feel better when I write this kind of thing down because it gets out of my head and somewhere where I can reread my emotions.

That being said, I'm going to post it with just a few tags so if on the very off chance someone sees this, I can kinda see if it's just me being silly or not.

K bye.

[americanrecord]

So basically I did an album review for a music website and they posted it but then they wanted a photo/bio about me and I might have never sent them one 😭 bc I'm wierd about how much of my personal info is out there yknow?

ANYWAYS I kinda miss writing and there's this other website and idk whether to send them an email and see if I can do a bit of writing for them?

I plan to ask before this time about how it would work but I'm also a little worried about how much free time I have bc I do feel a little bad about dipping lol but like if they don't want anything actually personal about me and I can just pop in now and again when there's something interesting that could be fun?

But what do you think? Should I go for it or???

Also do you think maybe I should reach out to the original website and tell them that I don't like being "public" but I'm still happy to write for them if they don't mind me not having an author page? Idk about that tho bc apparently they mostly communicate through Facebook which I don't have nor plan to get at any point 😭 And we haven't communicated in like 2 months BUT that's not actually on me bc I sent the last email and they never replied 💀 SO for writers who wrote like one thing and dipped 😭 their writing is under the generic publication profile, not an author specific profile so I might actually reach out again and see if I they mind if I stay under that and then I only have to reach out whenever there's something I'm interested in maybe idk

hey!! so this makes sense!! i think you should definitely go for it, first of all, but i do think it's a really good idea when approaching this second website to sort of ask how they go about accepting writing—if they are okay with more "anonymous" type postings (or at least pen names/no extensive biographical details) and if they accept random/not scheduled submissions. i think that's the best way to ensure there's no error in communication from both sides, but also to make sure you don't over-commit to anything if you don't have the time for it. i always say go for it !!! the worst that could happen is they could get back to you with guidelines that don't fit your needs, but there's no harm in inquiring.

as for the second website, i would also do that. maybe just shoot them an email apologizing for the gap in communication (even if it was on them, they might be more likely to respond if you just own it), but explaining your reservations about how much information you post on the site. say, like, you're really into writing for them and that you really enjoyed writing the article/review that you've already written for them, but that being overtly public isn't something you're comfortable with and you'd like to see if there's some sort of compromise they're willing to make with you if they're still open to having you write for them. i think it's a great sign that they have a "generic publication" profile, and that it might be a nice little niche for you due to your privacy/time constraints. it's a great way to get your writing out on your time and under your terms. again, i don't think there's any harm that could come from asking!! the worst that could happen is that they say, y'know, no - we can't work with those terms, or like...maybe they won't respond at all. best case scenario, you get a perfect little writing gig on the side!

if neither of those sites work, you could also keep looking for ones that suit your needs, or you could also even create your own writing/review blog. that's a great way to ensure that you'll be in control of all of your information + to post on your terms!!

hope it all works out!! ♡

[penelopepserver]

Baileys interview

So I got the incredible chance to privately interview Bailey Riles, a classic character who has since fallen from light and outshined by his best friend Leah Mckenzie! In all honestly, we barely know anything about him other than he likes sports. There has to be more right? He was asked a series of questions:

(The following extract is paraphrased for easier viewing purpose)

"Whats with your basketball obsession?"

Bailey: "I just.. really like basketball. I'm good at it, and I love the feeling of winning- not only that but winning as a team! Makes you feel real real good, yknow?"

"Do you have any other interests?"

Bailey: "well.. I play guitar. Not well, but I play it. Oh- and I really like hairstyling! Is that.. wierd? Yeah that's wierd isn't it.." (after a bit of back and forth of reassurance) "I just like taking care of how I look! I'm gonna be on TV one day, so it's best to look my best!" He laughed afterwards

"Opinions on all your friends?"

Bailey: "talking about all of them in full detail would take me years! Uh let me think... Martins super brainy, I wish I was as smart as him! Rileys got his own thing going on but he's well funny. Milly, despite telling me how babies were made and scarring me for life, is really cool. She kinda scares me though. No, she REALLY scares me. And of course there's Sandy. What isn't there to say about the legend himself?"

"How's your home life?"

Bailey: "I don't really like being home, if I have to be honest. I live with my older brother, Ralph. As cool as he is, he doesn't really pay much attention to me. YOU might think it's well cool- I get to do whatever I want whenever I want but it's.. I dunno, it just gets kinda.. lonely. Hence why I'm outside most of the time!" He laughed afterwards.

"Where are your parents then?"

Bailey: "I don't really see my dad anymore these days, I dont think hes dead or anything though. As for my mum? They said she was sick but when I visited her in the hospital, she looked fine. Sure she was crying alot and looked well tired, but she didn't seem properly sick- yknow?"

"Any plans for the future?"

Bailey: "well I'm gonna become a famous athlete of course! I'm gonna enter the NBA and become super famous and rich and people are gonna love me!! And yknow what? I'll get interviews just like this, real interviews! No offense Penelope."

"What do you think about Leah? You didn't talk about her when I asked about your friends earlier."

Bailey: "that's different. She's different. She's more than just a friend to me."

Do I support Bailey x Leah? No. Why? Because it's just not juicy enough, plus I ship Leah with someone else and I'm not a multishipper lmaooo sorry people!! So that was Baileys private interview, I feel like I missed a few things however so I may have to interview him again in the future!

[yariktrapov]

CONTROVERSIAL TAKE

Warning: i am going twitter mode controversial.

So. I watched that one video essay about abortion and it was supposed to advocate for pro-choice, and i was pro-choice originally, but i think i switched side to some gray area.

So. I, as a person, am lazy. Extremely lazy. So i don't research topics if not much depends on it. If i don't need it for a debate or a assignment i'm not gonna think on it too hard.

So my core morals are mostly based on feelings, not thoughts. And i'm sure many people out there are just like me.

So. This video. I suggest you watch it. Very enlightening.

The questions i had was: 1. When is it immoral to get an abortion? And we kinda got the answer in the video: when the person expresses their desires which is at birth.

But.. does it?

No! I disagree.

So that prompts another question.

2. When does the future person gets desires they can express?

The desire comes from the new human, so the human must have something to create this desire. I am hinting onto a little thing called a nervous system.

So. Basically. I think a fetus can express desires, we just don't have the technology to observe it yet.

For example: the felus shifts in the tummy, and kicks and stuff. It does so because it wants to. A desire is here.

But also there's another question: Can the desire be expressed through the pregnant person? Like cravings. Does those count? Can we say that the fetus wants a certain chemical and requests it through its bearer? Or is the fetus a natural part of the pregnant persons body and not a separate entity and therefore it can't have desires before some point in time? So. I

I am stopping my thought right now. Fuck, i got a terrible unrelated realization.

I think i'm in the house of a psycho rn actually. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I feel scared now. Fuck.

I didn't get a dorms room (those are extremely cheap and i am, as my family is dirt poor). So my mom asked his friend to give me a place to stay. He gives her a place to stay all the time so one more person won't be an issue.

I met this guy a few times, he gave me and my mom a few rides, he's kinda aggressive in the roadrage department, but a good driver. Very talkative also.

But i met many of my mom friends so they all blend into the same image for me. I forget the details she tells me because they all have similar names, faces and mannerisms. I can't tell them apart, literally. I meet them so rarely.

So. I meet this guy again. He has the "All women belong in the kitchen" mentality, but to be honest, all of her friend have this shit. I tolerate it, because these dudes are kinda a big deal, i get a few benefits for my great acting job. But yeah, that's not concerning.

We get into his car and he tells me that we're gonna clean his house today, because he does those "clean thursdays" and it's totally is his thing. My mom confirmed he made her clean and cook for him, bc woman. But he did help with the cleaning.

He shauferred us around for our errands for a while and i was a bit creeped out for his smile but it was ok, i get scared of men a lot, that's chill.

So we get to the place and my first thought is: "Poggers! There's no carpets and the furniture is all leather. It will be a piece of cake cleaning up in here!

So we made lunch, ate it together while listening to some typical Alpha male war podcast. Sketch.

We start cleaning up. I do the kitchen. I thought i did a decent job but then i went to look how they were cleaning.

They. Were. Wiping the fucking walls and everything with the window cleaner. And i mean everything! Normal things: TV, windows, mirrors. But also: doors, walls, wooden furniture. Idk if literally anyone else does that!

AND HE DOES IT EVERY WEEK APPARENTLY!

IT WAS HILARIOUS AT THE MOMENT BUT NOW IT'S FUCKING NOT.

So i thought he was just a dude obsessed with cleaning and misogyny. Wierd but not totally out of the ordinary.

And then i made a convo that went something like this:

Him: Good job cleaning.

Mom: Are you feeling tired?

Me: Yeah. I was tired from the journey before! I didn't need anymore work today.

Him: Well, now i won't give you anymore work today. We'll see about tomorrow though.

Me: And that's how he treats his guests.

Him: That's how i treat the guests i like!

Me: Oooh, i get it. Where's the shotgun?

Mom: Yarik! (Well, she said my real name but i won't get my name on the internet nonono)

*end of convo*

And that's when it hit me. The fucking shotgun.

FYI

Owning firearms is kinda illegal here. Owning guns comes with a legal reason, a permit and BIG SURVEILENCE.

There was one friend whose shotgun my mom found in the closet while cleaning.

Ha!

It was. him.

I did not remember it was him! These men, they are all the same to me! I did not remember the name!

So then i started theorizing.

We have a bald strong kinda violent man, with misogynistic war-obsessed mentality. Who owns a gun and does a casual deepclean every week, has no wife, kids or pets and has leather non-absorbant furniture. (Also i missed to tell you that he's a devoted patriot, a communist and he's also gives out insults like candy on halloween)

So i think there's 3 scenarios:

1. That man is afraid someone will plant a corpse in his house and frame him.

2. He might be afraid of someone intruding on his house and doing something to him or his house. So he accepts the possibility of shooting a perpetrator.

3. He's a fucking phycho and thinks he can shoot us if we disobey him! I am panicking i am panicking i am panicking i am panicking. Wtf wtf wtf wtf He's got a gun in a big city. With a silenser btw. Why?!? My mom thought he was a sniper. Sniper my ass, he's a psycho. Crazy person

Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy. Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy. Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room. A rubber room with rats. And rats make me crazy.

If you can't tell i did this because i need to calm down.

And i can't to my mom about it because she's a terrible lier and an even more terrible actor.

I'm sure i can play it cool for like a week or two. I'm a champion at ignoring my problems. I'll finish my problematic rant later when i don't feel my heart in my feet.

[mengswe-blog]

Sketch to lineart!

So this is how I tend to start off a drawing. It's a hot mess on layer 1. I also REALLY exagerate anatomy. It's easy to trim it down, but it helps me see things. (Quick note, I’m using Krita and an XP pen digital drawing tab.)

Next is step 2, and it DOES look a lot like step 1, lol. I start a new layer and use a different color. Tidy anatomy, move some stuff around. But now I can kinda see what I'm going to want to change, where I want to move with this.

For instance, now I can see that I'm going to want to pull the chest up and out, which will give the spine more of a curve. There's nothing wrong with this, but that'll give the image more motion. Still thinking about that bottom hand. Probably I'll rotate it so its more side-on.

Oh, I didn't really address this, but I use a big, chonky brush for this so I don't get hung up on details. When I paint using my oils irl, I squint so I can only see big shapes of value at first. (If you’re dehydrated, this has the hilarious side effect that it deforms your eyeballs so you think maybe you need to go to the emergency room for a couple hours after you’re done squinting. Drink your water.)

So, this is steps 3 - ? because it's the wierd middle bit. I have enough anatomy down to start building outfits and details on, but doing that reveals more anatomy issues and frequently composition issues. So this wiggles back and forth a lot. Literally because this is where I start really flipping the canvas back and forth.

All the layers turned on for funsies.

Okay, so next I have lines, and they are mostly correct. You can see where I was like, "oooh, these are entirely correct" and started weighting them. Alas, there are still tweaks needed. Also, I made Wyn smaller so there would be room for magic. I always seem to draw things too big for the canvas, so I’m in love with that tool that lets you smoosh stuff down. This was, haha, a huge problem for me in art school when I was just using traditional media.

List of tweaks: The hair is wrong, and I think it's actually because the back of the skull is too big. I need to soften the facial featurs, and probably lift the mouth a bit. The biggest one is that I think the chest part of the chest armor needs to stretch down more.

Okay, so this next bit gets a little tricky to explain with just snips (why I'm excited to figure out the record function in either Krita or on my graphics card eventually). To make the above adjustments, I take the layer I want to tweak down to about 50% opacity, and on top of it, draw the changes. Ruducing the opacity of the below layer helps me “ignore” it a little, and drawing on top, of course, keeps the changes separate in case I have to revert. (Don’t mind my weirdo little notes about process and lore.)

Once I have some adjustments made, if I'm confident, I'll take the eraser brush at like, 30% opacity, and erase under the adjustment layer (blue here). It lets me see even better without destroying the work if I need to revert. The skull and chest plates show this. (The black arrow is pointing to an erased portion and the green is pointing to one where all I did was lower the opacity.)

Quick note about why Wyn is where he is. People like threes. So if you bust up a canvas into thirds vertically and horizontally, it's always good to put points of interest at the intersections. Wyn’s face, and his lower hand are about spot on. His upper hand isn’t, quite, but it’s close enough. I also want to leave enough “low value” space here for magic effects.

The last step before I have what I call finished line art is just so much fiddling with the lines. Make this one darker, make that one lighter, smooth this, make that pointier etc. Just a bunch of small adjustments. But at the end, ta-dah!

[husbandohunter]

Hello may I request albedo x shy reader where albedo and reader has feelings for each other but reader is too introverted to do anything and albedo doesn't want to tell as he thinks he scares her as reader always gets red and is stuttering when he talks to her. Klee finds out about this and makes it her mission to get albedo and reader together.

Klee gets albedo to play hide and seek with her and invites reader to play together with her. Albedo is counting down while klee and reader hides. Klee and reader hides in a location that klee always hides in so albedo would find them quickly. While they're hiding where albedo is within hearing distance, klee ask reader about whether she has feelings for albedo or not. Reader then admits to having feelings for albedo and makes klee promise not to to tell him. Albedo having heard all this comes behind reader and says why not, proceeds to bring reader to a private location and tells reader his feelings.

If this is too detailed a shy reader x albedo headcanon is enough.

I Found You [Albedo x Shy!Reader]

Synopsis: For someone as meek and reserved as you, love with Albedo was a game of hide and seek...literally!

Genres: Fluff

(A/n): Ahhh what a cute idea, don’t be afraid to be detailed at all! I love hearing people’s ideas. Buuut kinda went overboard with this one since I am in the narrative mood, hope you don’t mind >//< Word count_2.3k

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Albedo wonders if he had done something wrong?

Three weeks, four days, sixteen minutes and twenty five seconds. To this moment he had counted down every tick of the clock since the day you began avoiding him. That's how he sees it at least. You weren't always deliberately doing this on purpose, as Lisa's personal helper, there were times when you were given a chance to converse with the Chief Alchemist after dropping off the books he requested for research purposes. Albedo would ask how your day went, trying to find out if you wanted to take a short break and drink some of the tea Noelle had prepared for him. Your response was a modest one but he didn't mind, he eventually came to enjoy your tranquil prescence after a long day of work. 

But something changed. Those moments where you came in during your free time have gradually faded to nothing more than swift bows and small greets coming from the door. Every attempt he made to invite you for another tea session you left as quickly as you entered. At first he dismissed these moments, thinking that you were probably too busy with no time to stop by. Albedo was a busy person himself, though, that didn't prevent him from noticing your odd behaviour whenever he saw you in the hallway. Just as he was about to call your name, you avert your eyes and take a sharp turn until you were out of sight, leaving him perplexed and alone. The alchemist couldn't help feel neglected. Compared to everyone else, he was the only one you couldn't approach with ease. It bothered him immensely.

Did he accidentally say something to upset you? Albedo was well aware of his straightforward attitude which might have caused a negative affect on your contrasting, rather delicate personality. But he always felt that he had taken great consideration on how to approach you. Or what if it was the time when he happened to eat the last bite of Noelle's shortcakes? Remembering the afternoon you sat in his office, he recalls that there were exactly five instead of four treats left on the plate. Little by little, they began to disappear, you only ate two while he devoured three. Was this the reason why? No, that can't be it. You were the one who offered and refusing would only be impolite. Unless you felt pressured to do so when he told you that he was very fond of sweets….

Albedo heaves his shoulders and lets out a breathly sigh. He became very melancholy since then, staring out the window from the second floor when there were still unread research reports lying on his desk. His mind was so cluttered that he couldn't bring himself to focus these days. How troublesome. If only he were more adept with the ways of socializing, only then he can figure out what triggers you to be so nervous around him, why you tend to shrink when he gazes into your eyes and how is it that he feels so bitter when seeing you act the complete opposite with someone else.

"Big brother?" asked Klee. She hops off her stool before throwing the box of crayons to the side. The young girl prances her way to where Albedo stood and tugs on the hem of his coat, "Is there something wrong? Why are you sad?"

"Klee," Albedo turns his head in reponse. A pair of oversized cherry orbs looks at him with concern while the girl's bangs falls sideways to frame her petite face. He felt the white fabric crinkling within her grip as she signals him to come down. Placing one knee on the floor, Albedo gently smiled, speaking in his soft and brotherly tone, "Don't worry, I'm fine. Have you finished your drawing?"

"Mhm, almost done!" She throws her hands up and cheers, "But can you help me with the backgrounds? Klee doesn't know how to colour them."

"I don't see why not," agreed the alchemist, "Come, I'll teach you."

Just when Albedo was leading Klee back to the little space he set up for her, a knock was heard on the door. He ushers her to stay put and Klee tries to peer over his shoulder to see who the visitor was. When she recognized you standing at the frame, her smile grew wide in excitement.

It's big sister (Y/n)! Did she come here to play with us too? Oh please please please!

"(Y/n), you're here," Albedo couldn't help the apparent surprise on his face, "What brings you? Is there something I can help you with?"

"Ah sorry to bother, I-I have the documents you requested from the library!" You nervously handed him the folder.

Huh? Klee brings a finger to her chin, That's wierd...Why does she look so scared?

"Thank you (Y/n)," Albedo slips them out of your trembling grasp in the same fashion he would handle old relics on the verge of breaking. It was so long since you last visited him and he didn't want to startle you, "I appreciate you for bringing them here."

You shook your head in response, "It's nothing much…"

There it was again. You were avoiding to look at him in the eye. At this rate the next thing to occur would be you taking your leave and he didn't want that. Not when he finally gets the chance to fix his mistakes. Using his calculative mind, Albedo tries to formulate the best approach to soothe your worries. He thought of the first step, something that would make you more comfortable. Perhaps he could try smiling? Yes, that could do it. They always seem to have positive affects.

"(Y/n)."

He calls you. The sound of your name on his lips brings you out of your frenzy state and you subconciously lifted your gaze, daring to take a small peek over his countenance. 

"I'm very glad to see you again, truly."

Oh!

You froze into place. Your brain stops working and the whole world comes to a halt. It was the sight held in front of you that stole every last breath away leaving you with nothing but butterflies fluttering about. They spread their wings, voraciously swarming from the pit of your stomach, desperate to burst along with the pounding of your heart. Never in your life have you witnessed or even fathomed the idea of how Albedo would look if he smiled but here you were, mesmerized and captivated like a butterfly entranced by the flower's glow.  It blooms. So brilliantly that you couldn't stop yourself from being drawn. Eyes you fought so hard to tear away from, sparkled just for you, crinkling from the impact of his evergrowing smile. It was the feeling that made you fall for him. The same feeling that pushes you to run somewhere far far away, knowing if you flew too close, the outcome would risk everything you were trying to protect. 

"(Y/n)?" The alchemist tilts his head in confusion. He noticed the redness seeping into your features and immediately brings a glove hand to press against your forehead, "Your temperature is rising. Are you feeling sick? You should have told me earlier."

"I can't…" 

"Hm? Why not?"

"Ah I just remembered there's something I need to do!" Taking a step back you gave him a stiff bow, "Good luck in your research Sir Albedo!"

Given no chance to reply, Albedo watched you dash away before disappearing around the corners. He could only stare blankly at the empty space in front of him before dropping his arm back to his side, contemplating; where did I go wrong?

"Does that mean (Y/n) doesn't want to play with us?" Klee said dissapointedly.

"…I suppose."

"Big brother?" Upon hearing Albedo sigh, Klee finally figured out what caused him to falter these days. Perhaps not entirely being the small child she was but there were enough clues to let her know that the relationship between you and Albedo was somewhat strained. To Klee, she saw you both as the bestest friends! And it was only natural that friends play together right?

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"Eh? You want me to play hide and seek?"

The Spark knight nods heavily as she grinned up at you, "Uh huh, and with big brother!"

"Klee, don't force her if she doesn't want to, it'll be fine with just the two of us," Albedo scolded lightly and folds his arms over his chest.

She only returns him a pout, "But it's fun with more people!"

"Klee-"

"It's okay Sir Albedo, I don't mind," you chimed in at last. You were just taking a stroll near Starfell Lake after you finished organizing the bookshelves in Lisa's stead (as always, she naps while you worked away). All of a sudden, Klee waves over from the otherside and proceeds to drag you into a friendly game for little kids. You weren't sure why she seemed so desperate but…

"Yay!" While jumping side to side, the girl did a little mini dance while waving her arms in the air, "You're the best (Y/n)!"

It was hard to refuse someone as cute as Klee.

"So for the first round, big brother is going to be the one who counts to twenty while you and I go hide so he can never ever find us," Klee informs enthusiastically. 

"Alright, that shouldn't be a problem," said Albedo.

You followed suit with a giggle, "But considering it's you Albedo, I don't think twenty seconds is enough."

He quirks an eyebrow, shocked from the way you referred to him.

"Ah, I-"

"Let's go!" Klee interrupts which you were thankful for, "And no peeking!"

Turning to face the Statue of Seven, Albedo counts down monotonously while you and Klee scrambled for an ideal hiding place. This was not the first time you indulged in one of her many activities, in the past it had almost become part of your daily routine to assist the alchemist in entertaining his little sister. Even Klee was capable to be the seeker for several rounds and Albedo would lead you to a spot nearby yet discreet, just the right amount of difficulty for her to handle.

He wouldn't think of this area again, would he?"

"Six...five...four..."

Eeek! Better hide.

You hopped into the crevice formed between the mountain rocks and crouched down, huddling your knees together against your chest to blend with the shadows. You let out a soft sigh, pleased that you were able to make it in time.

"Wow big sis, I didn't know you would be here too."

The screech nearly escapes when you were startled by a pair of ruby eyes gleaming at you innocently. Klee signals you to stay quiet and you nodded, bringing down the hand that you used to cover your mouth. From a distance you spotted the chief alchemist shifting his footsteps against the grass, though he was far enough on the otherside to not notice you and Klee together in the same room. You beamed softly. He was purposely holding back.

"Pssst! Big sis?" Klee whisper-shouted, "Are you angry at big brother?"

You returned a curious glance, slightly taken aback by the outlandish statement she made, "No of course not. How could I?"

(If anything, it was the contrary).

"Then why are you always running away from him? You guys used to be really good friends, Klee misses you and big brother misses you that's why...that's why he's always sad when you're gone.

"Oh...I-I had no idea..." feelings of guilt begin to emerge when you realized what your action seemed from a different prespective. You were so caught up with being cautious that it prevented you from seeing how Albedo would react on the recieving end. Without knowing, your true colours began to reveal themselves as you could no longer stand the thought of making Klee (making him) upset, "I'm sorry, I'm just not good with words."

The little girl cocks her head to the side.

"Ever since I was little, I never found it easy to make friends. Until now when I finally became Lisa's assistance, I still can't approach other people and they tend to shy away from me since I am...difficult to hold a conversation with..."

Hugging your knees even closer, a fond expression graces your features, "But Albedo was kind to me. He was patient when I didn't know what to say. Whenever I made a mistake, he would always be there to teach me the correct steps. I have alot to thank him for."

"Huh...?"

"I think it's also on of the reason why I fell for him too. But I will never have the courage to say it. I don't want to ruin the friendship we have so I chose to keep it to myself. Though, I guess it only made things worse. So promise me that you won't say anything okay? I'll apologize to him later."

Klee did not respond. She only stares past your shoulder and you immediately spun around to see Albedo standing at the entrace with an expression equivalently shocked as yours.

"(Y/n)...."

"I...I-" you stammered. The embarassment was so unbearable to the point that tears began to form at the corner of your eyes.

"Wait, don't cry. There's no need to because-"

You thrusted your way past him before he could finish his sentence, sprinting to the distance while yelling, "I'M SORRRYYYYYYYYYYY!"

"Wait!" The alchemist chases shortly after, "Come back!"

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You groaned at the pain throbbing against your skull as you pushed yourself upright. A fallen branch, it was. One you didn't catch before tripping over your steps and tumbling down the hill while landing harshly on the sensitive pad of your elbow. The surroundings seemed unfamiliar to your memory since you never travelled too far from Mondstadt, your vision was filled with nothing but the endless columns of trees and bushes nearby. There were no signs of anyone else within the area.

"I'm lost," you announced in a defeated tone. Something cold taps against the tip of your nose and you realized that the clouds have already gathered over your head, violently spilling the rain down to where you sat. You crawled to a dry space where the tree branches were thick enough to keep the water out. You stayed there, waiting. But waiting for what?

"I can't go back," you meekly say, "I can't see him."

The air was cold and you shiver in response. You hated how much of a coward you could be sometimes. You were always so weak, never having the strength to be courageous for once. Albedo was a beautiful man, he was smart and he was popular, he was everything you're not. There's no way that he'd return your feelings.

However...

"I found you."

Why did he come back?

"Thank goodness you're alright. Are you hurt?" Albedo lowers himself to meet your level. Up close you could see the strands sticking from the side of his golden head and the residues that marred his features. Still, he looked beautiful. Your heart soars from the intense gaze he kept on you, drawing lower until he caught the scrape at the side of your arm. Albedo pulls it forward so that he could examine them at nearer proximity, "Hmm this doesn't look so good. We should head back so I can treat your wounds immediately. Can you stand?"

You nodded. 

"Good. Here, take my hand," he offers his gloved fingers and pulls you up to your feet. You could tell that he was trying to be gentle from the way he adjusted his stance so you wouldn't wobble. Kind. He was so kind.

"Why did you come for me?" You started, "I don't understand."

Albedo frowned. There it was again, the expression he hated. The one where you wouldn't look at him in the eye.

"I just don't want to-"

He didn't even bother with what you wanted to tell him. Instead, Albedo removes his coat almost within an instead and threw it around your shoulders. He wraps you gently, making sure that the rain didn't touch your bare shoulders before bring his arms around your figure and trapping you in his embrace. You could feel his fingers raking against the strands of your hair as your vision was blocked by the star on his neck. A little voice thanked the archons for this particular position, for two reasons in fact. The first being that he wouldn't be able to see your expression, knowing you must've looked as if you ate a bowl of raw Juyeun chilis. The second reason, well, you were simply overjoyed. 

"Do you understand now?" 

Closing your eyes, you succumbed to the grasp of your beloved, "Yes, I do."

"You won't run away?"

His tone was almost a plead. You reassured him by moving your head to the crook of his neck, how foolish for you to assume all this time, "I won't, don't worry."

"Are you sure?"

"I promise."

"Good," Albedo's eyes soften in response as he pulls alway to see your face, "I love you too (Y/n)."

Alas the butterfly and the flower finally united as one. Like nectar, he was sweet. How bold of him. It seems that not only was he able to steal your heart but your first kiss as well.

[violetnotez]

Hiiiiiii! Can I have a request where Midoriya’s s/o makes a promise to him that they will protect them with their life?

“God, this part always made me so upset,”

you snuggled closer into his shoulder, grip tightening on his sleeve as you watched the woman on screen let go of her lover to the ocean, the melancholy music playing like the main theme like a funeral progression as the camera captured the beart wrenching moment.

Midoriya chuckled, looking down at your pouted face as you watched the scene of Titanic unfold, your expression obviously unhappy with the events taking place in the story.

“And why’s that?” He asked, almost sheepishly, timid voice ringing out with curiosity as he smoothed the hair away from your face with his scarred palm.

He felt you take a deeper breath, your chest deeply pressed into his for a second or two. “I could never do that,” you stated, your voice muffled from being curled into his tshirt, “just leave somebody I love like that to die. It’s kinda messed up when you think about it.”

“Well, she didn’t really have much choice, the door only couil fit one person-“

You shuffled on top of him, propping your head up with a playful huff. “It could have totally fit him on too!”

Midoriya chuckled, finding it kind of funny how adamant you were about this fictional scenario. Apart of him agreed with you, that the protagonist maybe could have tried a little harder to save her lover....but apart of him felt sympathy for her.

Many times he’s been in near death experiences, the sole task of saving people in need left on his shoulders. He couldn’t count how many times he stayed up at night, rethinking his approach to those situations in order to do better the next time around, beating himself up when situations ended up worse than he thought.

He knew what it felt like to be those situations, where the line between life and death was only but a single fragile thread, one wrong move snapping the boundary Indeifnitley, and not knowing what the right move was until moments after when everything was said and done.

Did this character regret her decision? Did she wish she saved her lover, not listening to him and joining him in death as well?

Midoriya shook his head of the morbid thoughts, coming back to reality when he heard a man yelling from the TV.

Izuku looked back down at you, grabbing your hand instinctively, finding a certain solace with touching you, grounding himself back into reality.

Midoriya was prone to going on tangents internally, his mind an Icarus of itself. He would fly through his thoughts, each other more detailed than the last, until it ran him into a barrier like the sun, suffocating his sanity.

But with you, you were his saving grace....an angel to gently pull him back to Earth, unknowingly keeping him from being engulfed by his own self.

His thumb squeezed yours gently, smiling as the familiarity of your face made him feel at ease in the present. The man on the screen was still yelling, presumably looking for any survivors as your brows knitted in sadness, hands pressed deeper into Midorya’ chest.

“What would you have done?” He suddenly asked, his thumb grazing the skin of your outer hand.

“Like-if it was you and me?”

He felt you tilt your head, gaining a peck to see his facial reaction. Izuku gulped, feeling a familiar heat raise to his cheeks knowing you were curious by his question-did you find it wierd he was asking such a sad question? Was it a bit morbid for a home date to ask? You had been together for a while...was it okay to ask that?

You felt your voice call out his name, the sound sweet and dreamlike against his ear as he awoke yet again from his internal tangent, shaking himself from the thoughts.

He sent you an apologetic grin, green eyes wide and cheeks glowing a dusty pink.

“I-I guess you could say that,” he said sheepishly, hoping the question didn’t bother you too much with its dark undertone.

He felt you hum against him, your smaller chest sending a vibration down his spine as you thought about his question.

“Well...” you sighed, your eyes shifting upward to look at him “I would obviously try to make you go on with me.”

“And what if it didn’t fit us both?”

I’d make it fit us both,” you said triumphantly, shuffling to prop yourself up in your palms, showcasing a proud grin.

Izuku chuckled at your antics, scarred digits moving to your hips, encasing you on his lap. It was so comfortable like this, so domestic...you really were like a dream, so stubborn yet so sweet in all the right ways.

Deku bite his bottom lip, emerald eyes looking down.

“And what if that didn’t work?”

You tilted your head, leaning down slightly to look at Izuku’s expression. Your grin was on your face, that pride still plastered on your expression.

“I’d force you on it.”

You said it so effortlessly, as if it was so normal and nonchalant. But to Izuku, this was major-you practically said you would-well, die for him-how could you be that.....devoted?

It wasn’t as if Izuku wouldn’t do the same-hell, he’d willingly give his life over yours if it came to it, no question about it...but hearing it from you-well it worried him as well as filled him with a strange sort of gratefulness.

“Force me?” He stuttered out, eyes wide with confusion. “But I-I wouldn’t, I couldn’t let you do that-“

“Cmon ‘Zuku, lets be real here-“ you pursed your lips, your expression more serious than before. “you’re a pro hero. Your life is way more valuable than me.”

“T-that’s not true, all life is valuable, especially yours! I couldnt live with myself if you-“

“You lived without me once-you could live without me again.”

Izuku sucked in a harsh breath, his chest brushing against your yours for a split second. He didn’t expect that from you...such a blatant lack of your own concern for your life. How could you be so willing to lay everything down for him? Of course, you were only saying this, and actions speak louder than words as they say...but the way you were looking at him confirmed what you were saying. Your eyes were knitted, irises dark and full of harsh honesty. It terrfied him, filled him with a pool of icy worry in his stomach.

“I couldn’t.”

He breathed out, digits squeezing your skin, almost as if to confirm you were still there with him, heart beginning to beat like a steady drum in his chest.

“Izuku, your life, no matter how you look at it, is much more valuable.”

You explained, your lips curving into a sweet smile. “You save lives, and you’re pretty damn good at it-Id protect you with my life, because you’d help way more people than I could ever in one life time.”

“T-that’s....no, I-“

You laughed at his obvious flustered look, loving how adorable he was with his cheeks like red licorice, freckles dusted like specks of choclate, sweet and enticing to devour.

You pressed a chaste kiss on his heated cheek, nose grazing his skin, warmth radiating off of him. You giggled at how much he reacted to that one small gesture, his nose taking in a sharp inhale of breath and muscles of his legs tightening under you.

“Just be grateful I wouldn’t toss you into the ocean.” You said mischievously, eyes creased with amusement.

“T-thanks....I guess...”

You smiled, feeling guilty as well as proud that you had the power to turn such a strong person’s mind into much with just a few actions. You decided to give the poor guy a break, finding your spot against his chest yet again. You snuggled back into him, relishing in the smell of his shirt that was so familiar at this point.

“Ya know...I-I...I really-love you,” you heard Izuku stutter out the words, voice so timid it made your heart tug with adoration, “and Id do the same for you. In a heart beat.”

In A heart beat.

It echoed in your head like a mantra, that honey sweet word circulating your body, warming up every corner of your insides.

You yawned quietly, the feeling so refreshing and calming as you snuggled deeper into him, relaxing your body as your lids fluttered down.

“In a heart beat...” you repeated back, feeling as if the simple phrase was perfect to say, the sensation of Izuku’s strong heart beat a reminder of that promise.

[scalproie]

Mortal Kombat: Deadly Alliance

FINALLY WE'RE TALKING

I like how his upper outfit folds over itself? The balance bewteen blue and black is really nice too and I like the little bits of metal(?) on his left shoulder, as well as the clothe details on his right shoulder. His shoes are okay but I like how his pants are black on the front and blue on the back. The medallion is so stupid large and its THIS close to ruining the balance but still it made it work, plus it gave him glowing icy blue eyes which is an indicator that it increased his cryomancy. Love the mask as always. And he has the icy arms. My only gripe with this design are the things on his biceps because they make it look like he has detachable arms. At least to me. But other than that, solid Subz design, I give it a 7/10, I like it a lot.

for context deadly alliance was the game where they decided to pull a mgs4 snake with Subz (tho DA came out first) and after Subz touched some funky medallion, it aged him by forty years. Literally world's oldest late 20-early 30 something.

Anyway this is not Sub Zero this is some ex-marine asking you for the veteran discount at your local american shop. This is that guy from NCIS. This dude starred in a Michael Bay movie.

Okay enough, what about the actual outfit? I actually like it! Of course I do he has his tits out again. I like the inclusion of chinese symbols on his floaty suspenders I wish I knew what they meant. I also really really like that they started to include eastern dragons into his design as well, as you can see on his belt and his loincloth. He also keep his funky wrist guards from his mk3 unmasked design, PLUS the icy arms (which look kinda wierd on his official render but fine in game). His scar finally look "natural" tho blue but honestly it has its charm like he actually froze the scar over or it froze over naturally yknow? The pants and shoes are okay and im not a super fan of how much the floaty suspenders go over his shoulders but overall, it gets a 6/10