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sincerely-sofie · 11 months

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*quietly pins Twig art by @scribz-ag24 and @ohboyitsbomk up by my desk*

Now I can alternate between crying because of people being super kind and crying because I keep finding bugs while I do my homework.

#let me know if you guys want me to untag you!#im still not 100% sure of tumblr etiquette #people are nice and i am crying #stuff by sofie #kinda. idk how to use my own tags.#i guess it counts bc i took a photo???

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yumedoca · 2 months

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So yeah, 'Ranma 0.5' or something like that..

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roseverdict · 1 month

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the torment nexus (collision of fixations) is going great

#rosie musics #jukebox #musescore misadventures #i think i was using this one tag at one point for a vague #story vibe #? well anyway im giving it its own tag now #bertie and bee #the himbo herbo duo. the duobo if you will #i have an Actual Name for this i just dunno if i'll end up finishing it lmao #also i kinda wanna make a few more songs and channel my inner 'songwriter who gives the lyrics lore across multiple songs'#idk how that'll go but it might be fun #also there's a really jarring bit in here when it goes from the bridge to the leadin to the final choruses #it's supposed to be jarring but the volume change should be less so once i have the vocals figured out #crescendo into uncanniness. you understand #sorry lmao it's quarter past nine and the true -bo was me all along akfjhasklfhASDKHFLAFJA #im not done with the outro tho. hence the megalo.#music composition #original music

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squuote · 10 months

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man not to be that guy but like. if I gotta see or hear someone say the fandom is bad one more time I might just kill someone. and then kill someone again. just make an analysis post or idk do something fun and fucking shut uuup ohmy god

#delete later #morning thoughts Uh oh. figured out why I’ve been kinda antsy recently bout this #ok but you can’t blame me for this feeling I’ve had to see like FOUR different posts about this same issue #AND I GET IT!!!! ITS RLLY SHIT!!!!! BUT TALKING ABOUT HOW SHIT IT IS IN THE MAIN TAGS ISNT HELPING!!!!#like idk be proactive. make a self indulgent post or an analysis or something idk get creative #you can complain all you want but if I have to see it four different times in one day in the main tags I am gonna just like. attack you #this isn’t to say you can’t complain btw. I just hate when people complain in the main fucking tags and clog it up #LIKE USE UR OWN PERSONAL TALKING TAG FOR THAT #god forbid I just wanna see silly posts about my fav silly game without being bombarded by fandom bad complaining posts

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2prince2sparkle · 3 months

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Losing my mind hearing that people think being punitively misgendered as they/ them only happens to she/her trans women and not also he/ him trans men

Edit: glad I dug through the shitty comments enough to find op saying she didn't mean the phrasing of a particular sentence to imply this didn't happen to trans men, she wasn't expecting the post to blow up and was just writing about the things she's experiencing in a casual rant way. Internet ok sometimes. (Still other people in the comments thinking the above though.)

#why do people keep thinking that trans men don't experience transphobia #I've seen this happen!#I'm so tired #and i feel like i never see folks talking about trans men other than specifically trans masc spaces #unless its in relation to trans women #and i get that its because trans women are under public scrutiny in a more weaponized way #because transmysogyny is real #but im going crazy #and i feel like no one engages with the posts i make like this #which makes me feel like pulling my hair out even more #I'm absolutely not saying that trans women dont get targeted in a more violent way #they are #but trans men are also out here facing transphobia and it's not just like accidental or a byproduct #and like reminder to everyone including myself that people only see the slices of life they see #and none of us know how representative of the whole they are #and practically speaking we're not gonna get the data to answer that #so people can very much see x supported and y not in one space and others see y supported and x not in another #and both of those are real experiences the people in question have #idk i feel like people treat trans men as kinda unserious #and thats its own tag essay #Anyway I feel like no one's going to interact with this post #And I feel perhaps mistakenly but I feel like ppl think this kind of post makes me terfy and that's why they don't interact?#And I don't know why people do shit or don't #But it does just make me feel more like this #This being that people don't treat trans mens issues seriously

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batsplat · 4 months

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deeply compelled by this photo

#heretic tag #finishing rec lists by doing the most important part - using my 30 image allowance to splice up the text #and well they can't all make it... and i'm fond enough of this photo i'm posting it on its own #I Just Think It's Interesting (and slightly comical) how friendly they are to each other in person for the most part #like you'll get them saying the foulest shit about them in the press and then u compare with the footage/photos from the time and go?#now sure you could say being polite to a coworker you hate is an incredibly low bar. but. like. it's often not one riders clear!!#I feel fairly confident about why this is the case from valentino's side of the equation #casey's is a little more... hm because the thing is it's not like we have a big enough feud sample size to compare with #but i just find it something kinda fun about him... like yeah he's blunt to the point of being wildly tactless...#but also friendly with valentino who he thinks is basically the devil... he has layers...#//#brr brr #WARM smiles towards someone he at this stage definitely loathes as a rider if nothing else... idk it's interesting #it does add a specific fun vibe to that rivalry imo #like they are SO nasty to each other in the press and then it's all :)) how have you been valentino :) congrats on the wonderful race :)#the list is done btw i need to read it through two more times to grammar check (not fact check i don't believe in that) and then i'll Post

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inniave · 3 months

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posting for e.x.a.r. - [ 'it's out. keep it out.' ]

#i'm pretty sure sar posted the whole drawing on their blog awhile back #anyway it's almost 5 am we should be asleeeeeeep but i wasn't gonna kick xar out yk #idk how the hell they made that track but it scares the hell out of me #music #my music #i never know what to do for the artist tag for our own stuff cause not all of us say who made it (and we don't always know)#and the name we chose for like soundcloud and stuff is kinda mostly a placeholder i guess???????#depends how we spread the projects i guess #why am i always posting music in the middle of the fucking night when nobody is gonna see it #🙉🙈🙊#ITS NOT MY FAULT VULNERABILITY IS SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!#:/#okay bye #is it still considered an album art if it's just one song #i won't change it cause xar don't want me to but #i just wonder #okay actually goodbye now #i need a snack and sleep #love u all <3

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coridallasmultipass · 25 days

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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh #im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in #just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d #im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally #fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot #to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just #fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it #like #this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote #cries lol #ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting #but #i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either #fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it #tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol #but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but #rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao #personal #vent #kinda i guess #delete later / /#maybe idk lol #ShitPost.exe #like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml #all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic

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waterfallofspace · 11 months

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Little mostly positive waterfall ramble/rant under the cut~ (warning, I do swear a lil haha~ and feel free to ignore ofc!~)

Finally got the dumb panic-induced false confidence nerve to tell one of my only two in-person (well, one province over, but USED to be in person till earlier this year) friends about The Kink. I've told a handful of internet friends before, but never an actual real life friend I might have to see in person one day.

He actually took it really well, my other irl friend (of 15 years, his girlfriend, known him only about 3-4) would not want to know, we just don't have that type of relationship, she doesn't have that comfort level, but me and him have always been able to have deep and honest talks~

I was. Honestly scared out of my fucking mind. We were in call, but I typed the messsage and then IMMEDIATELY deafened until he read it, but once I got back we had a good talk, he asked a few questions, we made a few jokes, and overall the mood didn't change at all.

I'm honestly always so worried people will think I'm getting off to them sn--zing every time... or anyone else who does... which, ofc, just isn't how it works, but he didn't even consider that. (and made a few joking-yet-honest comments that even if I did get off to him snzing, he wouldn't honestly care. Which knowing him, is completely true~)

Anyways, this is a bit of a random/personal thing to post, but I've been so deeply ashamed of this part of me for so long, and then only recently started feeling more comfortable, and I've been toying/struggling with the idea of telling him for almost a year now, so to finally do it, and get such a good response... honestly it just feels so good. I don't think anything's gonna change in our dynamic, or get weird in any way, and that fills me with so much relief. (and yes, he knows I have a tumblr, but he promised not to search for it thank GOD)

#waterfallrants #waterfallrambles #waterfallpersonal #thats not a tag but now it is! because this is my blog! and i can do! what i want!#actively using it as a journal at this point but you know what i dont care #im out of my mind right now- literally just got off call my heart is POUNDING #but he took it so well and was like 'oh- that's it??'#the only time he was like 'woah what thats a bit weird' was when i told him how long ive felt this way (since lil child)#but otherwise he was so supportive (in his own 'makes jokes about it but gives genuine comfort with them' way)#and honestly it feels. so refreshing?? that now he.... i guess TRULY knows me?? like- knows this side of me. knows ME me #idk guys please feel free to ignore this honestly might even delete it later idk but im just kinda exhausted in a good way #it was a good talk (liek we always have) and im honestly not sure why i was even so worried in the first place ToT

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waywardsalt · 2 months

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fuck it, unedited snippet from an early early post-ph scene i decided to write one night

#uhhh. how do i tag this #post-ph #yeahhhhh #this is meant to be a bit after bellum runs into link and linebeck (mostly linebeck) and theyre just. talkin #like a day after running jnto each other so theyre just figuring things out with the shared theme of how tf are ypu alive #i like linebecks response it feels very. 19 years old idk. hes not like. entirely chill during this hes tired and wary #hes just got a lil more humor in thsi bit. writing this to try out how i might want to do bellum’s dialogue #and get his perspective on linebeck’s survival and just have a literal dialogue about that topic specifically #and also figure out some other ideas like linebeck waiting to actually tell link whi bellum is and whatnot #i think i like the idea of bellum having a slighrly childish side with the ‘youre the weird one’ line #some kinda balance between him using more complex phrases and ideas in his speech while also talking casually and roughly #and having little indignant childish moments usually in response to something or to demean someone #tbfh mostly posting this bc i wanted to work on it. cuz ive been reading scps and in my enjoyment of it as a cool fiction collection site #forgot that its like. horror. and fucked up some times. and its been a while since i delved into this kinda stuff and forgot my own limits #yknow how it is. prolly gonna play fire emblem or maybe smash bros havent touched that in a while #specifically smash 4 3ds havent played it in a while most been playing ultimate. i have 6 smash mains or w/e. characters i like #sheik ganondorf lucario greninja cloud corrin. used to do lucina but shes a bit too standard swordfighter to be fun for me so now corrin #anyways this is a decent snippet ig. its a lil funny and kinda gives an idea of the convo without giving too much away #not aure if i want rhem to more or less figure out why linebeck survived in this first interaction. tbh its not too hard i think #since bellum does some deductive reasoning comparing jt to past experiences and is like ah. maybe ill save it #maybe he gets conveniently cut off while theyre figuring it out. tbh it works wirh wanting to have link join in somewhat

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jediaprentis · 3 months

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I personally don't much care for the high republic jedi costume design. Here's my reasoning (and it might sound a bit mean so don't read if you don't want to see any negativity):

- The overall silhouettes, with the use of cloaks, tabards and asymmetry, have such a basic 21st century style pseudo-medieval fantasy feeling to them. I have nothing against using medieval inspirations if done well, but it is quite used to death so if you can't do it in a fresh way it's better to do something else.

- The decorative motives, once again, look like your run of the mill fantasy bling and don't feel like they have much creativity to them. This is also a personal preference thing but I dislike the delicate and art deco-ish look they have. I feel it's quite easy to use that kind of ornamentation lazily and make the design look unbalanced and cheap. There's also too much of it which, sure, serves the narrative but also just means there's more of the stuff I dislike.

- I personally hate the use of gold in these and the beige/ocre fabric colors that go with it. Well, perhaps the yellowish brown clothes would be okay if not for the other stuff I complained about, but I'd still prefer light brown over golden tones. In Acolyte they manage to make the fabrics straight up mustard yellow. I guess they found my grandma's 1970s fabric stash. (also, the fabric they used for the tabards is too thin so it drapes weird and looks a bit cheap - which to be fair, is very 70s)

The overuse of layers, asymmetry and ornamentation ends up creating a feeling of fragility, imbalance and self importance. You may think now: "That's the point! The jedi were like this in the times of High Republic" and if that is so they have succeeded with communicating that. However, I still think it's ugly. They could've effectively communicated their messge and made them original and nice to look at.

#I kinda ripped on the Acolyte too but I honestly like it's costume design very much (only the very High Republicy parts stink)#(and also Sol's wig)#feel free to tell your own opinions on this stuff in the comments but if you think my opinion sucks don't be go like overly evil on me #star wars #star wars costumes #star wars the high republic #star wars criticism #the high republic #some day I'll learn how to instictually use articles in front of words #the acolyte #Idk if I should tag the acolyte but it's still high republic so

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gibbearish · 5 months

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am finally back home and can say without a doubt that i am just fundamentally not built for long distance travel however the train was much nicer than planes

#that being said. pressurized cabins drive me insane a little bit #and also it gives you pretty intense sea legs for a While #like. the ones from the first trip hadnt gone away by the return one. so. might be stuck with that for a few days #we shall see #also ajr live fucks severely #the albums were already incredible but that was a goddamn religious experience #like. idk the way i think abt it is theyre more djs than a regular band esp w their performance showing the making of way less sad #like their music is very electronic‚ theyre making mixes of their own sound effects more than singing in one go #so like. the vocals were a teeensy bit rough at times #notably times it has taken me Literally Hundreds Of Hours Practice to be able to consistently sing along with #and times ive found its literally physically impossible to like. no matter what #idc how big your lungs are‚ there is no human on earth who can do that final run of karma in one breath #much less to An Entire Stadium After An Hour Of Jumping And Dancing And Singing Loud As Fuck #so like i dont blame them for that‚ you dont go to live shows expecting it to be 100% perfect anyways jwbdjsbfksb #the trumpet however. well she was certainly playing sometimes. and was very enthusiastic about her flares.#however. in most of their songs they use midi trumpets to my ear at least #meaning she was likely an addition specifically for live performances and in my personal band kid opinion #prooobably was not in any of the like. higher tier bands? idk just. a lot of the mistakes she was making were hitting as stuff that got #taught out of us the instant we joined any band beyond regular concert #so i would guess she was probably just like. a friend who happened to play trumpet in high school or maybe even just middle school #and they knew that the trumpet parts in their pieces were big and distinct enough that like they /had/ to get a live player #and just kinda. didnt anticipate the audition -> performance gap #like. her tone was really fried the whole time like she was playing as hard as possible #which. she was mic'd. have the sound guy turn her up.#the way they did it made it sound like she was using a mute but not. like she only got the bad parts of a mute from it yknow #her tempo and timing were. bad. theres no nice way to put that one it just Was Bad‚ like the trumpet runs in ajr songs arent. complicated #like. quite literally if you handed me the sheet music right now i would have it down perfect in a week at absolute most #and better than that player on sightread. like. we did so many sightreading drills.#like ill share my band kid creds if anyone cares but i need to emphasize this isnt me being braggy like. they genuinely just arent hard #fuck im out of tags. w/e i think only like one of yall also listens to them anyways so i can leave it there

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rabbitprose · 9 months

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sometimes i think about the year-long (or longer, i asked people not to talk to me about it) adventure of "you don't really have a dissociative disorder" anons and meanwhile i'm sitting here pouring my absolute heart out regarding d.oma's own troubles with dissociation. no, d.oma and i don't have the same relationship with dissociation - d.oma experiences severe dissociation as a symptom of a disorder that is not catagorised as dissociative in nature (me on the other hand is a different story).

but like, do you really think there's not a hint of self reflection within what i write? no processing of my complicated relationship with dissociation? do u really think that? do you think i write so extensively about his pain and hardships and strained relationships as someone completely separate from intense dissociation? do you think i'm just writing about it without a single shred of "this has actually happened to me"?

d.oma's dissociation will always be an expression of my own - that's the truth.

#ooc.#breathes #this started off as me just extensively writing about how i actually relate to d.oma lol but #this isn't a vague or anything #to my knowledge no anons have happened for a while but i'm still like #i still??????? use d.oma's dissociation to vent out my own struggles - that's just how it is #we have different relationships with our mental illnesses but it's still something we connect over #negative /#vent /#kinda?? idk tagging just in case for my friends

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so-you-melted-22 · 2 years

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i'm obsessively checking my email in the hope that a fanfic i'm really obsessed with is finally updated and i think i'm slowly going insane

#im scared because like all of that fic so far has been hurt&very little comfort and i kinda doubt that the author is gonna change that up #any time soon #and im even more scared that it might get a main character death tag added #wich as far as i know would make sense in the canon of the story (i never played cod and i dont think ill start now i just read the wiki)#but i desperately need these characters to get something closesly resembeling a happy ending #a not dead ending is already great enough and also probably the best you can get out of this #i read in his own image and sex at frigid temperature multiple times i should be used to my blorbos not getting anything even #close to happiness #idk how to write that #the english exam tomorrow is gonna be fun #at least i now know the plot of mac beth #anyways idk maybe moth (the author whos writing is currently killing me) is from california and they have like the entire day left and #its just timezone fuckery #it probably is that #but i need that new chapter #desperately #stuff #text #fanfic

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volfoss · 2 years

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God I cannot wait for the weather to get less cold so I can do doll faceups

#twist rambles #like. i hate how msc (sealant) doesnt work in certain temps like dear god i have so many faceups to do #i have a new doll coming (my grail which ough. so excited starts sniffling and sobbing) and i have a kinda complex faceup planned and i +#need to do the faceup on my new 1/4 doll because my god the face and body do not match lmao. and need to redo the faceup on my big doll and #the teensy little cyclops doll. need to do soooo many faceups and obviously cant do that rn bc im like. stuck on the couch and its cold #outside so im just like 😡😡😡 weather get better soon PLEASE. i have so much work 2 do #rly hope ill do good enough that ill wanna post pics and stuff :) haven't done bjd faceups in years but ive also done a lot of painting on+#ponies so i feel i can handle it. plus ive gotten better w eyeliner and my own makeup in general so i think I'll be able to make it more +#symmetric and stuff bc ough i was bad at that before. my only fear w my new doll is the pastels will not show up bc it has grey resin so im #like ough... might have to just do most of it in acrylics<- guy who does not wanna use acrylic paint bc id have to buy so many colors #the faceup i have planned is rly bright and neon so idk if i did acrylic i could do like glow in the dark paint maybe that could be fun...#hi sorry the tags r rambly im soooo upset i cant rly do anything artsy rn lmao

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neverendingford · 30 days

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#tag talk #was talking with my brother about being plural and like. I'm kinda the tough rough protector cliche one #and I was talking about wanting my other half to be happy and he hit me with something I'm still mulling over.#he was like “you talk a lot about wanting her to be happy. does she want you to be happy?”#and like. chat words cannot describe how much that threw me. it's my job to take the blows. to front when we're in danger and in pain.#I don't think she gives a shit whether I'm happy. she hasn't learned to care about me as a separate person.#I care about her because that's my job. I'm the fucking trauma alter or whatever. but she doesn't care back.#and we really need to have this talk once she's back. she's asleep right now cause we've been having real bad migraine and I've been dealing #but once things aren't so bad we need to have a fucking talk #I'm not happy being restricted to a relationship I'm not interested in. I don't want to date our partner and that's whatever #but I can't even go out and get fucked properly because even though *I'm* not in a relationship my second half is.#like. goofy ah situation where two people live in a single body so one of them is celibate in order to keep the other one monogamous #like. how the fuck do I do this? if he calls me babe or baby or my love one more time I'm gonna kill us both I hate it.#she likes words of endearment like that and I would rather die. she likes kissing him but I don't like kissing anyone in general #and this whole time I've been expected to just go along with everything because she just bulldozes me out of the way.#I tried to break up with him and she took over the next day and got us right back together again with apologies and letters #because she's genuinely emotionally happy with him and I'm happy for her because I do care.#but I'm not happy with the situation and I don't think she actually cares that I'm not happy. she's caught up in her own shit #and I'll admit I do like him. the partner. we communicate really well and we kinda click yaknow?#and I really do want to keep him as a friend long term #but I can't fucking do this I'm not monogamous I just wanna go get fucked good and rough and he's insufficient for that #one of these years I want to go to Folsom Street Fair. I've read a ton about it and it looks so fun.#I just wanna be sexually liberated and unfortunately I'm stuck in this body with a hopeless romantic #anyway. we've got a lot to sort out here.#I just. she does care but she gets so caught up in her own shit that she forgets to consider other people.#and weirdly enough I count as other people even though we're kinda(?) the same person #pretty similar music tastes. relatively similar fashion styles. same body and same childhood goes far in making you similar people #and yeah. I'm aware she's the more developed one. I don't get nearly as much screen time as she does. but I'm making up for lost time #idk. if I'm stuck here I may as well make the most of it.#also wanna know something funny? I think I'm the one who's tried to kill us every time. no way she ever had the guts to do it.

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