#like an angry ex asking about a child he wasn't told about

[vexcor]

#6

You know, I've seen so many prompts and fics that involve Danny looking uncanningly similar to the waynes despite not being related, that the batfam themselves believe he's some sort of clone.

But I've actually never seen the same prompt done with Superman, of all people.

I mean, come on, black hair, weird blue eyes that glow a bit too much. Let's not forget the basic powers.

So first would be Clark spotting Danny somewhere in public and going "Wow a teenage version of me". He goes to walk on with his day but backpedals mentally.

Realization "Wait a teenage version of me?"

The second thing that comes to my mind is that Clark somehow spots Danny breathing cold mist onto a hot drink to cool it down. Hijinks ensue after that.

Super strength? Check

Laser eyes and laser hands (do we count that Danny can shoot lasers from his butt? Yes? Ok)? Check

Clark would probably think he's a meta at first, but then add the menagerie of powers and the idea that the kid might be a kryptonian on some level start to creep into his mind.

Until he sees the powers that Kryptonians don't have.

Invisibility?

Density Shifting? (Intangibility, but potato potatoe)

Minor Shapeshifting?

So he recaps.

Kid he doesn't know looks like a younger version of him that is going through a teenage phase.

Kid has most powers Clark has and some he does not have.

The weird color inverting transformation.

Que mental math gone wrong resulting in:

"Oh this kid is obviously some sort of clone that was experimented on to get more powers"

Who knows? Maybe Clark has the kid on careful watch and surveillance until a JL meeting where everyone catches up and he probably goes.

"Oh yeah I've been seeing this kid that looks like me and I think he might be a clone but also he may have martian DNA because he has powers I don't have and-"

[lucy90712]

I’ll be there for you- Pablo Gavi

A/n: this is a long one- 4.1k

Warnings: pregnancy; mentions of birth 

I don't quite know how it happened as it all happened so quickly but my life just fell apart right in front of my eyes. Today has been such a rollercoaster of emotions I've gone from anxious to crying to angry then back to crying and now I just feel absolutely nothing. I've heard of people saying that you can just feel numb but I've never experienced it until today and what they say couldn't be more true I just feel nothing it's like I don't have the energy to feel anymore. 

For the last week or so I haven't been feeling great and I could just tell something wasn't right but my fears were confirmed when my period was a few days late. I really didn't want to take a test as then it would become real but I knew I had to so this morning I went and got one without telling anyone. Of course when I had the courage to take the test it showed two clear lines meaning I really am pregnant. There was nothing I could do to stop the tears flowing down my face as there was so many thoughts flooding through my mind like what will my boyfriend think, how will this affect my studying and how am I going to cope with a baby. Growing up an only child means I've not had much experience with babies and I don't know much past the basics about pregnancy which makes all of this a whole lot scarier. 

For the next few hours I was so in my own world that I didn't even realise the time until my boyfriend came home and I knew I had to tell him straight away just to get that out of my head. We have been together for a few years and have talked about having kids in the future but not yet so I know he won't be overly happy but hopefully he will see that something out there believes this is the right time for us. I wanted a minute to think of the right thing to say to him but he noticed that there was something up straight away. I tried to brush it off for a second but he was persistent in trying to get the truth out of me. 

"I'm pregnant" I eventually said 

"What?" He questioned 

"I'm pregnant" I repeated

"Oh" he said bluntly 

"I don't think I can do this I'm not ready for a family and I feel like I haven't been as into this relationship recently anyway" he said 

"Wait so you're leaving me?" I asked 

"Yeah I'm sorry I just can't do it I don't care what you do but I don't want to be part of all this like at all" he said before just walking out 

With that everything got a whole lot worse. As if things weren't challenging enough I now have to do it all alone. In that moment I began cursing my decision to move to Barcelona away from my family and friends to follow my boyfriend and start school as now I have no support system and I definitely don't have the money to move back home. Most of my friends out here are from my boyfriends friend group as he introduced me to them when I moved here so even those people probably won't be here for me. Even thinking about having to do this all alone had me balling as not only is this a tough situation I also have a lot of hormones raging through my body making me even more emotional than usual. 

As I was nearly drowning in my own tears my phone began to ring so I grabbed it hoping it would be my now ex boyfriend telling me he regrets his decision and actually wants to stay together. That wasn't the case though it was actually my one friend who isn't associated with my ex, Gavi. He doesn't usually phone me at all let alone at this time so I felt like I had to answer just in case he needed something or something was wrong as despite my disastrous situation other people's lives still go on. I tried to sound like I hadn't been crying and asked him if everything was alright but he noticed something was wrong straight away and told me he was coming over before hanging up. 

It wasn't long before Pablo arrived and came straight into my apartment calling for me but I couldn't bring myself to get up from my position on the floor by the sofa. Once Pablo saw me he practically ran over and sat down next to me putting his arm around me to try and provide some comfort. For some reason having him by my side made me even more emotional and the tears began to flow again. Pablo then held me closer allowing me to cry into his chest which was just what I needed, he was there for me, he wasn't saying much he just provided some comfort which is all I want. He rubbed my back gently until I managed to gain control of my emotions enough to finally look at Pablo whose eyes were full of worry. 

"Whenever you're ready please tell me what's going on" Pablo said 

"It's a lot" I said 

"That doesn't matter clearly you need to get whatever this is off your chest and I'm here to listen" he said 

"I'm pregnant and y/bf/n left me saying he wants nothing to do with the baby" I finally admitted 

"Wow what an asshole" Pablo whispered under his breath 

"Are you ok how are you feeling?" He asked 

"Right now I just feel numb I don't know what to do it's all just a lot to think about" I ranted 

"Its ok I'm here for you why don't we just talk everything through" he said 

After that I took a deep breath and Pablo who is usually always messing around and having fun was actually serious for once and ready to help me. He allowed me to say everything that was on my mind and bit by bit we began to figure things out. Pablo promised me that he would do everything he could to help me and even insisted that I move in with him as this apartment isn't mine. I didn't want to have to move in with Pablo but he keep insisting that I need support and to have someone around and eventually I gave in and agreed with him. 

~~~~~~~~~~

A few months later 

It's been a long hard few months. For pretty much my entire first trimester I spent the majority of my time laying on the sofa feeling exhausted and incredibly sick. However now that I'm approaching the halfway mark I have finally started to feel better and have been able to do a bit more. Pablo has been a godsend during all of this he's taken me to all of my appointments and done everything he possibly can to make me feel even a little bit better. On my really bad days he will spend as long as necessary sat holding my hair and rubbing my back as I throw up and when I'm tired during the day he will let me rest my head on his shoulder so I can nap. As much as those things have been nice the thing I appreciate the most is how he's been there for me mentally. When I moved in with Pablo I completely cut off my ex and anyone to do with him which was hard as it left me feeling pretty lonely but Pablo has been my rock as he's been able to help me see the positives of the situation and the right way to move forward.

Today is my 20 week scan where I should be able to find out the gender of the baby. Pablo begged me to make the scan for after his training as really wanted to be there. He's been to as many scans and appointments as he possible can but he missed the last few due to being away but he really wanted to find out the gender with me. Of course I had to oblige and make the appointment at a later time so Pablo is coming back straight after training to pick me up. Having Pablo at appointments has been nice as it makes everything slightly less daunting plus while I'm stressing he's able to actually listen to what the doctors and nurses are saying. The only downside is that all of the staff think Pablo is my boyfriend and the father of the baby and neither of us are brave enough to correct them as we don't want to have to explain the situation plus I would rather not have the judgment. 

There are worse things than having people believe that Pablo's my boyfriend but it has certainly messed with my head. Since everything happened I've started to see Pablo in a new light and my feelings have drifted to beyond just friends. It's all very complicated as I can't tell whether my hormones have anything to do with my feelings plus I can't risk telling Pablo how I feel in case he doesn't feel the same and kicks me out as then I'd be truly alone. Day by day it's getting harder to keep my feelings to myself especially on days like today where Pablo is so excited to go with me to the appointment even though the baby isn't his. Pablo has treated me and the baby as though we are his the entire time which makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I so badly wish that that was true but he's not mine no matter how much I think about it nothing will happen as Pablo doesn't need anything else on his plate right now. 

Just as I was starting to spiral into my little dreamworld Pablo came home and helped me up as I'm starting to struggle a bit so we could head to the doctors together. Recently my bump has really started to grow making it a lot more obvious that I'm pregnant which has made me a bit insecure as I always think people are judging me when I'm in the streets. As we got in the car like always the baby started kicking like crazy so before we left I grabbed Pablo's hand and placed it on my stomach so he could feel the kicks as he mentioned how weird it must feel the other day so I wanted him to experience it. 

"Wow that's so cool can you feel that all the time?" He asked 

"Not all the time but it's been getting stronger recently and baby's always really active in the car and when I want to sleep" I said 

"Aww so you like to keep your mama up at night already do you little one" he said to my stomach and I think I nearly exploded from the cuteness 

"Oh yeah getting me ready for the months of no sleep soon" I laughed 

Pablo laughed too as he started to drive towards the hospital but he kept his hand on my bump rubbing it gently which made the baby go crazy and had me feeling all sorts of things. I could tell that my cheeks were bright red and my heart was beating at a million miles an hour just because he had his hand on me. Having his hand on me made the car ride feel a million times longer but eventually we arrived at the hospital and I could begin to calm myself down so that the nurses didn't think I was dying or something. 

The wait for my appointment wasn't too long so before I knew it I had the freezing cold gel on my stomach and the nurse was checking the babies development to make sure they are growing as they should be. Once the nurse had done all of the important checks she asked if I wanted to know the gender to which I obviously said yes. As I responded Pablo grabbed my hand which made me look over to see that he had the biggest smile on his face as he was so excited to find out what I was having. Looking at him only made me smile as his smile was that infectious and it made all the nerves I was feeling about being able to be a good mother disappear in an instant. Right after that the nurse happily told us that I was having a girl and we were both super happy but confused as we were sure it was a boy but clearly we were both wrong. 

"Thats so exciting a little mini you" Pablo said once the nurse left 

"I know I'm surprised I was sure it was a boy" I said 

"Me too but you know now we have to go and buy loads of cute clothes and decorations for the nursery" Pablo said 

"I'd love to but I don't have the money to buy loads of things" I admitted 

"Don't you worry about that I'm happy to pay for everything and before you say anything I want to do this" he said as we were now getting back in the car 

"I can't let you do that Pablo as much as I appreciate it you shouldn't spend your money on a baby that's not yours" I said 

"But I want to plus I can't help but feel an attachment to the baby even if she's not genetically mine I already can't wait to meet her when she's born" Pablo admitted 

"Thats so cute your going to make me cry" I choked out

"Please don't cry I love you and your little baby" Pablo was quick to say

"Wait I don't mean I love you oh who am I kidding I definitely love you and I get that nows probably not the best time to admit that but it's time I told you how I really feel" he said 

"I love you too Pablo but if we are going to try this we need to take it slow" I said 

"We can do whatever you want I just want to give this a go" he said 

~~~~~~~~~~

Another few months later 

The second half of my pregnancy has been so much better than my first Pablo and I started dating taking things slowly of course but I've never been happier in my entire life than I have been the last few months. Pablo has been so good to me I thought he was super sweet before but now he is an angel he literally waits on me hand and foot and does anything he can for me to make my life easier. Everyday when he comes home he takes over and does the chores even though I tell him I'm fine to do it and then every night he gives me a massage as I'm at the stage of pregnancy where everything hurts. He has also single-handedly put together the nursery, we picked out the colour and furniture together and then Pablo put it all together and even decorated the room which turned out perfectly. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better boyfriend than Pablo I thought things would be difficult at some points as I still have a very obvious tie to my ex even if we don't speak but that hasn't bothered him at all and at this point he might as well be my daughters father. 

Yesterday was my due date so I have officially reached the point of pregnancy where I could go into labour any minute. Luckily Pablo has a few days off so I'm kind of hoping that I go into labour soon so that he can be with me because I really don't want to give birth alone. This morning my back has been hurting more than usual which I have been told is signs of early labour but that could last a hours or even days before turning into active labour. I want to be done with being pregnant so badly that since we woke up I've been getting Pablo to help me do things that induce labour. I have gone up and down the stairs about a million times and we went on a walk so that I could walk with one foot in the road and one on the pavement as that supposedly helps too. 

Someone recommended eating spicy foods so I sent Pablo out to get anything spicy for me to eat but once he'd left the back pain I had started turning into more like cramps all over which was a bit more painful. When I have pain I have been bouncing on a yoga ball so I got up from the sofa and all of a sudden felt liquid rush down my legs which I knew straight away was my waters breaking. Until that moment I'd been feeling quite calm about giving birth but now that it's actually happening I'm starting to freak out as so far it hurts more than I thought it would and my waters have only just broken. Once I calmed down a bit I grabbed my phone and called Pablo straight away as right now I just want him home so we are ready to go when things get more intense plus I need some support. 

"Hey love is everything ok I'm just getting to the store" Pablo answered completely clueless 

"Forget that I need you home like right now my waters have just broken" I said 

"What?" He questioned 

"I'm going into labour you idiot please just come home" I yelled 

"Oh god I'm on my way I'll be as quick as I can" he said 

"Thank you and I'm sorry for yelling I'm just a overwhelmed" I apologised feeling bad 

"It's ok love I'll be there soon to help" Pablo said before hanging up 

It felt like forever before Pablo was home but in reality it was only about 15 minutes until he burst through the door and ran over to be by my side. Just as he got to me I had another contraction so I instinctively grabbed Pablo's hand and squeezed it to help with the pain. As the pain began to fade away I loosened my grip until I was letting go of Pablo's hand who was looking at me with fear in his eyes clearly worrying about me. He helped me sit down as I'd been standing up walking around and got me some water because he didn't know what else to do. I was trying to keep myself calm as I know that's the best thing to do but seeing how worried Pablo was was making me feel bad. 

"What do you need me to do amor?" he asked 

"Everything is already in the car right" I said 

"Yes everything is in the car and the car seat is installed too" he said 

"Ok then I just need you to be here and time my contractions as when they reach five minutes apart we need to go to the hospital" I explained 

"I can do that but please tell me if there's anything else you want" he said 

My contractions stayed quite far apart for a long time but eventually things started to progress and my contractions became more painful and were getting closer together. By the time they were consistently 5 minutes apart it had been nearly 9 hours and it was pitch black outside. Usually at this time Pablo and I would be sleeping but instead we are both wide awake and he's helping me to the car so we can go to the hospital. It really started to feel real once we got in the car as the next time we're home there will be a baby with us in the backseat. There was no time for me to panic though as a contraction hit just as I was beginning to spiral which took my mind off everything but the pain I was feeling. I needed to hold Pablo's hand as for some reason being able to squeeze it makes me feel better and of course he obliged but he looked a bit nervous about having to drive one handed. He drove with a mixture of extreme care and speed as he wanted to be careful and I wanted him to get to the hospital before I have the baby in the car. 

Once we arrived at the hospital everything happened so quickly we were given a room and then what felt like millions of people came in and out to check on me. I was hooked up to all sorts of monitors one to measure baby's heartbeat and another to show when I was having contractions which felt like a cruel joke as now not only could I feel them I got to see a visual representation too. Pablo was trying to be as helpful as possible but there wasn't much he could do other than let me squeeze his hand and rant at him about how much pain I was in. He was such a sweetheart no matter how much I was yelling as he was putting a cold flannel on my forehead and giving me ice chips which were weirdly nice to eat all while giving me encouraging words. 

We were there for another few hours before I was fully dilated and ready to begin pushing. By this point I'd been in labour for over 12 hours and was completely exhausted so when I was told to push I wasn't sure I could manage it with the very little amount of energy I had left. Luckily I had a minute while the nurses were getting themselves ready so I looked up at Pablo hoping to gain some motivation and I was met with his beautiful smile which really did give me a boost. 

"Come on amor I know you can do it, you're so strong, it will all be worth it when she's here in just a few minutes" Pablo encouraged as I was pushing 

"It hurts so much and I'm so tired I don't think I can do it anymore" I panted trying to catch my breath 

"I know carino it will all be over soon but you have to keep going for a bit longer I know you can do it" he said 

"Thats it you're doing so well" Pablo continued 

A few seconds later cries began to fill the room which was the best thing I've ever heard as it meant my baby was here and ok. The nurses then placed her on my chest and I got to see her beautiful face for the first time which was a truly magical moment and something I'll never forget. Tears begin falling down my face as I was so overwhelmed with happiness but they were quickly wiped away by Pablo who when I looked at him also had tears in his eyes which only made me more emotional. It truly felt like this was our little family however unorthodox this was our family and blood relation is never going to make a difference in that. Pablo was allowed to cut the umbilical cord and then the baby was taken from me so she could be weighed and have all the other tests they need to do done. 

"I'm so proud of you you did amazing" Pablo said softly 

"Thank you but I couldn't have done it without you" I said 

"Don't say that I did nothing I just stood here, literally" he laughed 

"Well that's exactly what I needed" I said 

"Pablo I know this might seem a lot and you can definitely take some time to think about it but how would you feel about me putting you on the birth certificate and giving her your last name because she's more yous than that dickhead who provided his dna" I said 

"I don't even need to think about that I would love her to be mine" he smiled 

Suddenly I felt so at ease knowing that I had Pablo to support me and that he was happy to raise my little girl as if she were his own as that had been on my mind for the last 9 months. Pablo truly meant it when that night he told me he'd be here for me and despite everything I couldn't be happier with how it all turned out. 

[limeade-l3sbian]

Some time ago, before I cut contact with my dad, I would often contemplate his mindset. Not of why he was so lackluster in all manners of fatherhood but about his unbiased, objective few of me as a girl and, now, a woman.

On some obligatory level, I know my dad loves me. I think his perspective of what makes someone a “good Christian” demands this of him. And in a small percentage of the time we spent together, he might love me for the child he knew. And to hear that a father loses interest in his daughter when she grows up/develops the ability to defy and to think is not a new experience. There were telltale signs of it coming so I was fully prepared. But I expected a casual indifference when we got to the point we are now. He would lie about me to the family and retain his desperate image of a father “trying his best.” Like I said, I saw it coming years before.

But it didn't really play like that. Because while he definitely began to detach, there was this frustration and rage in his eyes when he spoke to me. When I called him out. When I didn't just shrug off what he said. He was so angry when I threatened to stop talking to him for a while and followed through. As a child, he couldn't understand why I chose to live with my mom in a homeless shelter over staying with him and his now ex-wife. And there are a handful of family facts and personal history that I won't just spill but I know for a fact play a part in this. I was more interested in his objective perspective of me, like I said.

And to be frank? My dad loves me in a very superficial way, but in no way likes me. My family is the type that say “blood is thicker than water” no matter what. Generations of abuse and neglect founded on the back of “respect” that is inherited rather than earned. My mom was the first to make me challenge that, and I think my dad resents her for that to this day. 

When I was younger, I considered him cool. Especially since he seemed supportive of my feminist ideology that I garnered very early on by just being with my mom. My thoughts then and now? How can a woman's place only be by a man's side when my mom has given me as much of the world as she can without one? I just wasn't buying. But he always told me he wanted me to be independent and strong. So I can give him that credit. No one in my life ever told me I couldn't be whatever I wanted to be, and that is a real blessing I don't take lightly.

But his support had a veil of contrasting expectations. I didn't have to wear makeup…but I should have my hair pressed or braided. I could wear pants instead of skirts…but you need to ask your mom to teach you how to shave. The role models he thrusted upon me were strong figures still deeply layered under a presentation that was appealing, especially to him. To him, they were still “women.” Strong but ever willing to submit. 

And his support always came with imaginings. When I inevitably became rich, he would joke that I could get him things. When I won a writing award as a kid, he didn't drive me home for twenty minutes until he finished boasting to his friend about me. He thought I was the most intelligent person he'd ever met. If I could just stop being so disagreeable and more presentable then the world would be my oyster.

And as an adult, hearing him speak, I could finally understand why my average intelligence seemed like such a world shattering achievement. Because to my father, I was intelligent in spite of being born female. I immediately thought back to all his interactions with women. How they were either dismissive or lewd. How he rolled his eyes when my stepmom would demand basic respect from him. And I'd laugh with him. [Go ahead and insert infamous quote about how it will not save the daughter.]

His perception of women was secondary. Adam's rib. He wanted to raise me as Eve and felt (and feels) cursed that he was bound by blood to Lilith. And the only Christian thing to do is spend the rest of his life trying to change me. And when I came out, that thin smile of support from him told me that he felt his ability to control not just slipping, but being yanked. I did not recognize men as authority. His only card he had and has left is that we are bound forever by blood.

But I don't care about blood. The water of strangers and women in my life and in this community has carried me further in life than blood ever has or, at this point, ever will. 

[lokisprettygirl]

Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)

Read Chapter 7 here // Series Masterlist

Chapter 8

Summary: Loki's ex wife brings chaos but also a little bit of realisation.

Warning: 18+, Steamy stuff, Rough language, mention of suicide, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff. Reader and Loki doing and saying questionable things in the heat of the moment, these are fucked up individuals, read accordingly, don't like don't read.

Ex wife? A fucking wife? You weren't ready to hear that, for a moment you felt disassociated from the reality, you didn't want to believe that he actually married someone once, that he loved someone so much that he wanted to stay together forever but as you looked at their teary eyes and loving glances you knew your life was about to be disheveled again and that's when you started to feel angry, how dare he kept this hidden from you? 

"Hey lokes" she smiled at him so he walked towards her, he seemed shocked but you could tell he was affected by her presence, affected in a way you didn't like.

"Jo" he whispered softly as he pulled her in for a hug.

He even had a nickname for her. She didn't have to make herself taller to reach him, she was the perfect height, you couldn't deny that they looked good together, the more you watched them embracing each other the worse you felt about yourself and then you got even more upset. Why did he hide this from you?

"What are you doing here?" He asked her as he pulled away first so she took a step back

"I – you changed your number and everything, you asked Steve to not tell me but he caved in this time" she looked behind at you so you gave her the fakest bitchiest smile you could have offered "I just ..Steve told me about Odin and it worried me, I was worried loki" she sniffled as she spoke and you wanted to smack her for no reason. Well to be fair being Lolo's ex was enough of a reason.

"You'd be safe, Steve gave me his word, you shouldn't have come here, you're not safe here" she shook her head as he said that.

"I wasn't worried about myself Loki" Her voice choked as she was fighting back tears, you couldn't stop staring at his face. What happened between them? Why did he marry her? And why weren't they together anymore, you have been with him for 4 years so it all must have happened before that. 

"I have to be at work on time so you guys can probably carry on this heartfelt reunion later? No offense to you Joleeene" you glared at both of them so loki gave you eyes, he never wanted this to come out because he knew you'd react abruptly and pretty immaturely. There wasn't any point either, it was all in the past and they both had moved on or so he thought, why did she come to him after all these years? That's what he couldn't comprehend. 

"Come with us, you can't stay here" Loki told her so she nodded, your eyes rolled back into your head, you felt hurt, frustrated and you really wanted to yell and scream but now wasn't the time. On the set even Peter was ignoring you for some reason but that was the least of your concern at the moment, you couldn't stop obsessing over the fact that his gorgeous ex wife that you had no clue of -had returned and seemed besotted with him still. You could tell she wanted him again, you could just tell and you also knew that if he chose her once he could very well do it again especially if he wasn't the one to break that relationship. 

"So that's y/n? Your y/n?" Jolene asked him so he looked at you, he knew you were feeling upset and he really wanted to explain it all to you but he had a feeling you won't understand.

"When I was yours I was only yours Jo.. you know that" 

"I know ..that's not what I meant lokes..I just..I know you always wanted to get her out of that orphanage after everything that had happened..she was always there in your head" 

"She was…she was just a child that needed to be protected and everyone around her failed her..me as well" 

"You're doing what you can..don't blame yourself " He nodded as she said that 

"She's not a kid though now is she?" 

"Ohhh you haven't seen her throwing her usual kiddish tantrums" he chuckled but she didn't find it in the least bit amusing.

"You know what I mean" 

He sighed as she said that, she was the last person with whom he wanted to discuss his feelings for you. Or how important you were to him. 

"Why are you here jo?" He asked her softly and she smiled at him, she placed her hand on his and he hesitated for a moment, he wasn't used to this anymore, he haven't allowed anyone except you to hold him like this, it was always sexual or lustful in the way he chose to interact with women.

"I have missed you ..I have missed us, these past few years, I …I thought I'd be happier ..that I'd move on and it would get easier but everytime I even got closer to having what we had with each other..I ..I just couldn't stop thinking about you, you were there always" he chuckled as she said that.

"You can't just come here and say that to me..my life isn't the same anymore " her eyes teared up at the harshness of his tone.

"I see that Loki..so acting business? What's up with that?" she pulled her hand away and changed the topic of conversation as she looked at you.

"That's her escape I guess, and she's so good at this" she didn't say anything as he complimented you.

From the distance you couldn't hear anything but you didn't like the long lost lovers type of glances they were giving each other. As the day got done with, he took you both home, you didn't miss how she sat at the front so you won't. You had hated his flavors of the night with such passion before even though they only had him temporarily so knowing that this woman used to be his wife and someone he put a ring on made you want to commit a crime.

As you reached the apartment you glared at him, you weren't able to keep it in any longer. He took his jacket off and placed it on the couch, he just wanted to forget this day as if it was a nightmare.

"Can I talk to you? Or do you want to continue the reunion still?" His jaw clenched as you snapped at him, he grabbed your arm and took you to your room then he closed the door as if that would stop your voice from reaching her. 

"Calm down alright?" He could tell you were about to go off on him so he wanted to diffuse the situation as best as he could.

"Calm down? When the fuck you were going to tell me that you had a whole fucking wife?" You raised your voice at him so he walked towards you and as he got closer you started to punch him in the chest purely because of how hurt you felt in the moment

"Lower your voice and stop hitting me.. alright?" He grabbed both of your wrists and pulled you closer but you couldn't stop squirming, you wanted him to hold you but you felt betrayed, you had no right to but you still did.

"I hate you so much ..you're such a liar" you cried and screamed all at once so he dragged you with him and made you sit down on the bed, 

"Stop struggling I don't want to hurt you y/n" he raised his voice even further but that didn't intimidate you, not today.

"Ohh you think this hurts me? Nooo you hurt me with all the lying" 

"Honestly my life is mine, it's none of your business so can you behave for once?" he snickered after he finished his sentence. Jerk. How were you in love with him?

"You fucking hate me don't you, that's why you keep doing this to me?" His jaw clenched as you said that, maybe he hadn't treated you right but he never wanted you to feel as if he hated you.

"Let go of my hands" 

"Are you going to hit me?" 

"Noooo" you sniffled so he let go but you started to hit him again so he grabbed your hands again and pinned you under him on the bed 

"God you're such a child..when will you grow up y/n huhh?" 

"It hurts..it hurts" you couldn't even let your words out because your throat was starting to close up, you felt heartbroken, there was no other name for this feeling.

"Whyy hmm? I'm not your boyfriend you know that right, I don't have to tell you everything about my life and this is exactly why I never told you.. look at you, acting like a 4 year old" you started crying harder as he said that "And You think I hate you? Do you think you'd be here if I hated you? You wanna know who actually hated you? Your own fucking daddy.. remember him?" 

As soon as he said that, everything stopped, you stopped crying, you stopped squirming, you stopped moving, you just stared at him all dumbfounded, you couldn't even believe that he said that, he knew that would hurt you in the worst possible way.

 As he watched you go motionless suddenly he knew he had fucked up, he knew the way things were going someday he'd ruin whatever affection you two had left amongst you and what he just said to you was uncalled for. He  let go of your hands immediately and got off the bed, in a moment he was out of your room, that's when you finally allowed yourself to break down. 

"Want to join me for dinner?" He grabbed his jacket from the couch and Jolene looked at him at the offer, she didn't know what happened between him and you and if she was being honest with herself she didn't care either, you were one of the reasons why he never allowed himself to move on and heal from the trauma of his father and abuse he had to torment, even when he tried to move on and heal, he'd hear something about you and that would bring him back to where he started from, she absolutely came here thinking that making her way back into his heart wouldn't be so hard, he needed love and she can give him that.

"Are you okay?" She asked him softly as she sat down on the passenger side so he hummed in response. He wasn't okay, he was cruel to you just now and you didn't deserve that, you didn't deserve his cruelty today, you both were possessive about each other and he wasn't unknown to that fact but a part of him never really believed that you were in love with him or could ever be. 

Lust? Yes absolutely. Dependency? Hundred percent. But love? He didn't think you were in love with him, he didn't think you even knew what it meant.

He felt Jolene's fingers caressing his scalp and that made him flinch so she stopped doing it immediately.

"I know I'm not forgiven Loki and I don't expect to be forgiven so easily either but–" 

"Let's not discuss that okay? Can we not do that?" He asked politely so she nodded. 

He took her to a diner and he still remembered all her favorites, she couldn't have been happier. 

You cried until you couldn't cry anymore. It's been more than an hour since he left, not only did he dismiss your feelings so casually but he also took his ex out for dinner. You tortured yourself as you thought about them laughing and having fun with each other, maybe he was kissing her, maybe he would realize that he had missed her all this time and he'd want to go back to her, where would that leave you? Where would you go? You could never give your heart to a man ever again, not the way you gave yourself to Loki, he didn't have your body but he had your whole heart and your soul belonged to him, he was irreplaceable in your life, he always has been but he chose her to be his, he put a ring on her, he asked her to marry him, he wanted her forever and maybe he never moved on, could be one of the reasons why he never wanted to fuck you. 

"What is that?" She pulled his shirt down a little as the bruises were starting to peak from underneath.

"You know what that is" he winked at her and it made her flush, during their time together sex wasn't something she could ever complain of, it was pure heaven with him, he took her and pleasured her in ways she have never experienced before, she didn't get the same satisfaction with anyone else after him, no men could treat her the way he did.

"I haven't made love to anyone since you" he mumbled nonchalantly and she couldn't help but blush at the statement.

"Don't tell me you have been celibate since our …ummm–" 

"Divorce?" 

"Uhhh…no..since the last time we slept together..that was way after–" 

"Our divorce..I remember that night..I mean i get around that's not what I meant" 

And that's when she realised what he meant, he fucked other people but he didn't make love to them. 

"I uhh–" 

He clicked his finger to get the waitress's attention which cut her off mid speech. She could see the scared, vulnerable Loki in him still but she also knew he had created this hard cold exterior now. His whole demeanor had changed.

"Can I get mac n cheese for the go?" He asked the waitress so she smiled.

"Sure sir, anything else?" 

"Nope..thank you darling " he winked at her and Jolene could see how flushed she had gotten. Loki had a way with women, he always did. 

"For y/n I suppose?" 

He hummed as she questioned him. As they drove back home he felt utterly confused, where was he supposed to leave Jolene? Her safety was his responsibility now, if something bad was to happen to her he'd never forgive himself, so he took her back to the apartment.

"I can find a hotel or something…I don't want to intrude" She wanted to stay with him but she wanted him to make her stay.

"Don't worry, it's all fine, I can be a host for my ex wife" he chuckled as he said that then showed her his room and told her to get freshened up or do whatever she wanted. He really didn't want to complicate this situation more than it already was.

"Can we sit and talk?" She asked him as he was almost out of the door.

"Sure..just have to do something else first" she nodded as he said that, even though it bothered her alot that he was going to see you. She never liked you, especially considering the drama you kept getting involved in while at the orphanage. Everytime you got in trouble, Loki was informed d about it and it disrupted their lives. Even now you acted like a child, how was he even tolerating you? she knew all about your past and she knew you needed professional help, you weren't good for Loki and his mental state especially now that Odin had escaped and she really wanted you far away from him, she didn't want Loki to get hurt again.

As he entered your room with a warmed up bowl of Mac n cheese he found you bundled up under the blanket, curled up like a ball, he could hear you sniffling and his heart clenched. He placed the bowl on the bedside drawer then he tried to take the blanket off you but you were clutching onto it tightly. 

"Y/n? Get up you need to eat" his voice was stern but soft. He didn't want to hurt you anymore. He didn't want you to leave him.

"Noooo..go away..I hate youuu..I hate you" the sound of your cries broke his heart so he grabbed the edge of the blanket and pulled it off your body with a little force this time. Your swollen tear soaked face would keep him up tonight.

"You don't hate me..you don't mean it ..I know that" he whispered as he leaned over you, his fingers wiped your tears and then he leaned even closer to kiss your forehead.

"I didn't mean to hit you…I'm sorry I'm sorry.. I'm sorry if I hurt you" you sobbed excessively and that made his eyes tear up too.

"I know that.. now you're going to stop crying and listen to me okay ?" you shook your head as he said that.

"I just…wanted…a hug..I just… I was scared..so scared" That was it for him today, that's what made him want to drop the facade even if temporarily.

"I know I know baby I'm sorry I'm so sorry sweetheart.. I'm sorry…I'm really sorry" your crying stopped suddenly as he apologized, when he stormed out of your room tonight you weren't expecting him to return to you, you were expecting him to fuck Jolene and run off with her, you definitely didn't even think for a second that he'd come back- not just with your comfort food but also the warmest apology, something that you hardly ever got from him.

"You are?" You sniffled and that made him smile for some reason.

"I am.. I shouldn't have said what I said.. and I shouldn't have kept it hidden, it just…it didn't matter anymore okay? I didn't see the point, I knew you'd react like this and I wanted to avoid this" 

Your fingers played with the fabric of his shirt as he spoke to you. Soo soft .He was being soft and you wanted to enjoy it because you knew it wasn't going to last for long.

There were so many questions you had about Jolene but you didn't want to upset him, not when he was being like this 

"Sit up now okay, you need to eat" he mumbled as he grabbed your arms and made you sit up.

"Is she here?" He sighed as you questioned him .

"It's not safe out there…not anymore, I need to find a safer place for her" 

You nodded as he said that. You can't just expect him to throw his ex wife out of the house when his murderous abuser father was roaming free. If Odin had any clue he'd definitely try to harm her to get to him.

He brought the fork next to your mouth so you snapped out of your thoughts and took the bite.

"Did you eat?" 

"I did..yes" 

You crawled closer to him and in a moment you were on top of his lap, clutching onto him like a starved cub, and he didn't push you away either, he held onto you instead. 

"You chose her..you loved her, you asked her to marry you..she must be so important, then where does that leave me?" You could barely form a sentence as the tears made it near impossible.

He held the back of your neck with his palm and pulled you away so he could make you look at him

"I did choose her, I did love her but I didn't ask her to marry me, she did. It was her..she was all in as well.. and then she wanted an out so I let her go, and it hurt, it really did but I lived and I promised myself that I won't allow myself to feel so much again and I kept that promise, I'm going to keep that promise because it's me and you for all damn life now you hear me? I'm not going to leave okay?" You nodded as he said that then you hugged him as tightly as you could.

After dinner he made you brush your teeth, he changed your clothes and he made sure you weren't crying anymore.

"Sleep with me please" you mumbled but he shook his head 

"Not tonight..be a good girl okay?" 

You nodded as he said, you didn't agree but what option did you have here? You knew you'd stay up all night thinking of them fucking each other.

He had you and you were his whole world, and nothing would ever take him away from you.

What he said to you today wasn't the complete truth, he wanted to tell you that he had given up, that he felt so empty when she broke his heart, that he wanted to die and he even tried to but then he remembered what he had to live for, he clearly remembered the night and the message he had gotten from Rogers, reminding him of your coming 18th birthday, that moment saved his life, he had realized that he'd fail you again if he was to leave you all alone here.

Not again, he'd never ditch you like that, your initials on his scarred wrist that he had gotten engraved was the proof of his love for you, he got it done for his own sanity and every moment where the fear overwhelmed him and need to give up heightened he just looked at your name and he was reminded that he had something and someone to live for now.

But you didn't need to know that right?

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My first Medic DID OC Backstory! THANKS TO @stove---top and @inkytrinket-irii for the information for DID so I can understand it more!

This is just his backstory. But I am starting to create him and his alters. His name is Nadja (The Host).

His story begins when he was a young child. He was 6 years old when his dad found out his mother was cheating on him with another man. When his parents got divorced his mother managed to pull some strings and got full custody of him. The only reason she wanted full custody of him was because she wanted the money from the child support. Leaving his father only having visiting rights. But his mother would never treat him right. She would emotionally abuse him and even neglect him many times. And when his father visits him, his mother even threaten him if he says something to his dad about what is happening to him.

This has been happening to Nadja for two years. When he was 8 years old. He was in his room lying on his bed. He felt strange... he felt sleepy. Strangely, he didn't feel tired at first, but he did slowly close his eyes. Some time passed, and he woke up, and he didn't feel tired anymore. For him, it only felt like a day passed, but he checked the calendar and realized a whole week passed. Because there were X's on the boxes of his calendar. He was confused because he didn't remember anything that happened last week. He looked around in his room to see if anything had changed. Nothing seemed different, but... He did find a sticky note. He grabbed it and read, "Hello! My name is Guillermo. There's no need to be scared or worried. I am your friend, and I am here to protect you." He was confused, but he didn't feel scared. Instead, he felt kind of happy and protected.

Days soon passed, and Nadja got used to going "to sleep" and waking up a few days or weeks later. He felt very happy when his friend Guillermo left him notes behind. He also started to write notes back to him in a way to chat with him. He also found out that Guillermo wasn't alone and had another friend with him. He was happy that he wasn't alone anymore. But unfortunately, his mother has gotten worse, and he started to get even more scared. That's when Guillermo had enough because he feared that Nadja would get hurt or something way worse. So Guillermo made a plan. So when Nadja went to "sleep", Guillermo started to write a note that he could give to his father without Nadja's mother noticing. When Nadja's father comes to visit, Guillermo puts the letter in the father's pocket secretly.

Nadja's father did feel the note in his pocket, but he decided to read it at home because his gut feeling told him so. When Nadja's father read the note, he was shocked but also angry. He went back to Nadja's mother's place, but he brought a friend who's a cop with him just to make sure. The father could hear his ex-wife yelling. So what a good father would do... He kicked the door open and saw that his ex-wife was actually about to hit his son. The father's cop friend managed to grab her, and Nadja's father grabbed Nadja. Nadja was finally safe from his evil mother.

It has been years after what Nadja had been through. Nadja has been living with his dad ever since. Everything was going fine, and he grew up to be 17 years old. He was in his room looking through the notes that he had been writing to Guillermo and his friends. Yes, he even kept the old notes when he was 8 years old. His father came into his room and noticed the notes and asked about them. He explained to his dad that the notes were from his friends, and he also explained that his dad already met one of his friends. His dad was confused because he hadn't met one of his friends before. So Nadja explained everything about Guillermo and his other friends. He explained it was Guillermo who gave him the note to save him from his mother. And how he will go to "sleep" and then wake days later and not remember what happened the past days or weeks. His father was confused and surprised, but his father does remember things that Nadja would do. His father would notice him acting very differently at times. He would always think it was because of what Nadja had been through. But Nadja's father would also catch him acting or speaking like a young child.

His father was worried and so he started to do research and even ask around to see if anyone could help Nadja. And, one of Nadja's father friends did mention something, and it was, "Maybe make him talk to a professional like a psychologist. Because I heard that could help with those types of things." So his father thought about it for very long and hard. So he asked Nadja about making a psychologist appointment just to make sure that nothing was wrong. Nadja agreed, and they did it. The psychologist made Nadja take some tests, which they did for days. When the results came back, they found out that Nadja had DID. His father was shocked because he heard of it before and he was worried. But the alters didn't do anything bad to his son instead, they were trying to help.

So when his father was driving back to their house. His father noticed that Nadja was really deep in thought. When a red light came on, his father stopped the car, and he looked at him worried.

Nadja's Father: Hey... Are you okay?

Him (Nadja): (Looks at him)

Nadja's Father: I'm not talking to my son right now, aren't I? What's your name?

Guillermo (Protector Alter): My name is Guillermo. Nice to meet you.

Nadja's father smiled and nodded at him.

Nadja's Father: Thank you for being a friend to my son and protecting him.

Guillermo (Protector Alter): And thank you for being an amazing father to him.

(Sorry if it's too long. I loved making Nadja backstory.)

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The last time I saw Lando was a few days ago, even after the tennis final, a blond-haired whore didn't get off him, but in the end, in a strange way, Holge told him to leave him alone, he's probably going home now, just as he'll have time to pack his stuff and take the dog, and then he'll go train for the race. Well, I think the roommate stopped there to say that it was a dog, and so did I. "Where did he get it from?" "Guards took in the beauty from a shelter." ,,Beauty? A girl? Damn, didn't he have enough Uno? Now he has another one pulled up next to him, I'm talking to him. don't send him anywhere just friends. I don't know what's wrong with him in Melbourne, he even took a pregnancy test and told me that he might be pregnant because he missed it." "Kids, stop, there's worse! By the way, hello, mother will cut off him ears and eardrums for this." ,,Cic hello! He's crazy since he says he's pregnant." ,.He says so? He's really pregnant, he seems to be taking a minimum, he's trying to cover up what he told Max and Pietra, Max's reaction I'd rather drive your sports car before the fetus gets hurt, even though he already knew Pietra froze, I was there Callum couldn't bear to spit and swallow, he just blinked when he found out that the boys they can also be pregnant."

"What the hell??? I got my ears pierced???? Where do you get this from again????” I looked at the secret chat group on my cell phone and it was full of people arguing about it, sometimes jokingly, sometimes seriously, the older ones seriously, how to take it out, it doesn't look good, the ones my age are jokingly, it's very good. Only I knew the answer to this, I took a photo and wrote it down, it's a fucking pimple that grew in the wrong place, stop it, it hurts and it's big, and this fucking breast is embarrassing, that's why I'm constantly wearing a fish tank because it's bothering me. "Honey, why are you angry? That's when you're cute, right?" Loki lay next to me and caressed my upper arm, then he lay on his side and looked at me. "There's gas, everyone's focused on my hormonal acne and they think I've pierced my ears." "Are these normal? Who was?" My sister, "Well, if it was meant as a joke, it wasn't a good joke." I lowered my head and asked Loki for a sad kiss, which came in handy as the twins were very fond of each other, but one of them resisted. When Doctor Yin told me, I burst into tears, I'm not a big cryer, but we really expected them to be sick, but they felt this was a trick and that's all I told Max, he didn't take it well last time.

"Well, it's getting weirder, it's not a pimple, it's a piercing." I hung up the phone after I wrote back so that he could finally do the truth about this shit, because he sure did. em acne because I had it too, I don't even admit it, it's fucking embarrassing and sometimes it hurts, this is how life has to be put up with. "Oscar, what's wrong? I know you shouldn't tell your girlfriend everything, but I can tell you everything." "What the hell is this?" I looked at my picture, it looked like a small tattoo that one's child plays pranks on after a drunken night. "I think an embarrassing tattoo that you can get drunk on guys is the slut tattoo." "Maybe this will be fucking new to you, but Lando is pregnant, you American bastard!!!! This isn't the series How I Met Your mother, you stupid person."

,,What??? They're getting dumber. Loki You have to see this.” I admit, yes, I have a bitch tattoo, but I did it last year on New Year's Eve, drunk in Bali, not exactly legally, and sometimes it can hurt during the day, and I also have a navel piercing. I was sixteen when I did this out of rebellion with a group of friends, so I don't keep in touch with any of them anymore, they became exterminating jerks when it turned out that I was gay. That I'm smitten with the ex of the mistress, who is a boy and right, we went to an art history and finally got together. Berdon is my first boyfriend. and the first boyfriend I told that I love him, so far I told a boy named Alex. It all ended badly, it was written in the lyrics when I heard the first one from him, I could sob for hours, but I wasn't the stupid one as it is, he was because he cheated on me with another boy.

I caressed Lando, it was very nice the last few days, especially the girl, what's in him ear? He thinks the girl talked to him, a fucking bitch, even a WAG, and it would be shit, the dog and mine, I don't understand what's the trial lesson in chat, it's secret I'm in the WAG chat and the problem is how big I wrote that my daughter and a beauty should be called I'm hoping for a baby... The air here is also freezing, a lot of questions from who is pregnant... I wrote from Lando Ollie Bearmann... Freezing... But Lando boy questions... Answer In one word, he's not intersex and he told me he'd already given birth and ended up in a bad place because of him father... Anger...He was still a teenager then but he could have done it but him father wouldn't let him, now he's an adult he feels he can do it and leaves him alone and he wouldn't want him there it would be only the mother when the little one was born. ,,I'm trying to stop here too, but Kelly..." I kissed him hair and sniffed the poor thing because it was more and more obvious that he was pregnant, but it didn't bother the cameras, and the fact that he's with a boy instead of a girl, which freaks out the girl fans even more, is lately, the poor thing just cries, I can hardly comfort him, I even brought my dog ​​beauty to make him happier, but not as often as he goes out on the street, the paparazzis are screaming after him, where is the beautiful girl Norris. "It doesn't work for me, I prefer to cover myself and myself on the weekend. This is not a situation. I always knew that I loved boys and not girls. It's bullshit what they write about me."

[poppadom0912]

So I do have a request for Antonio! Maybe it’s a Antonio Dawson x Reader story where After Eva’s kidnapping Antonio files for some kind of emergency custody hearing and it’s just a angsty fluffy imagine between the reader and Antonio and the hoops and jumps they have to take to try and get full custody of Eva & Diego?

Warnings: Mentions ff fighting for custody, divorce

A/N: This is my first Antonio one shot so I apologise if I didn't do him any justice, give it some time and I'll hopefully get better at writing for him.

*****

"Hey."

You looked up from your flies, softly smiling at your long-term boyfriend, watching as he hung up his coat and put his keys in the glass bowl by the door. You followed his every movements, not even having to motion for him to join you on the sofa after he toed out of his shoes because he was already making a beeline for you once doing so.

"How was work?" He asked, eyeing the mess of your papers on the coffee table, not even enough space to put down your mug of hot chocolate which haphazardly rested on the sofas arm rest.

"Work was work." You very, very briefly summed up your twelve hour shift, not wanting to keep the talk all on you when you knew exactly what was going through Antonio's mind. "You okay?"

You knew that he wasn't but such a simple ask would allow the two of you to start talking about what was bothering him.

He swallowed harshly, clenching and unclenching his jaw, staring ahead at the blank tv before looking down at you who was looking up at his side profile intently, patiently waiting for him to unload all his emotions in the comfort of one of the people he loved most.

"I don't think I'm getting custody." Antonio ripped off the bandaid, finally saying it aloud what he'd been thinking since Eva's kidnapping. Taking into account everything about him, bundling it altogether and putting it against everything his ex-wife had, Antonio saw no reality in which he had full custody of his only children.

There had been a time the two of you spoke about having a child that was half you and half him but just two weeks before Eva's kidnapping you collapsed at Med, all your colleagues telling you what you understood as a doctor but as a woman, couldn't comprehend.

Fibroids, which you tried to contain with drugs and non-surgical procedures but after much crying, you and Antonio came to a joint decision to have a hysterectomy. Antonio didn't really decide for you but when he told you he couldn't care less if you had a uterus or not because at the end of the day, you were still you with or without one.

"Antonio." You frowned, bringing your hand to his shoulder and lightly rubbing it in a comforting motion. Despite not being fully convinced he could gain custody, you didn't want him to think so negatively about it. "Don't think like that."

"Why?" He pushed, angry at his inability to do his job as a father. Maybe this was a sign and he should just give up before he was slapped in the face by a judge in court who saw straight through him.

They wouldn't see the loving father he was to Eva and Diego. They wouldn't see what he did to bring them back home safe, the sacrifices he gave and the nights he stayed awake in his babies rooms, rocking them with hushed lullabies and oblivious to the rising sun and his badge in his bedroom.

Instead, the judge and everyone in the courtroom would see a man who was never home. They'd see a middle aged detective who is putting his life on the line everyday, the man who let his only children get kidnapped despite his occupation. A latino working in a unit under a so called dirty cop and in a nearly five year relationship with a female doctor who was still paying her med school debts, yet to be married but cohabitating.

In what world was Antonio bringing Eva and Diego home to the very apartment the two of you sat in.

You watched as all the worst case scenarios flashed before his brown eyes which started to glisten in the dim lighting, sniffing and blinking it all away in one swift motion.

But, the judge didn't know the Antonio who was resilient. They had yet to see but would be faced with the Antonio who worked his entire ass off to provide for the only family he thought he knew, the man who saw the entire universe in the kids that were his and he loved more than he loved himself.

The courtroom wouldn't be prepared for Detective Antonio Dawson who had more than the world cheering for him in his corner.

*****

With red rimmed eyes, scratchy voices and his suit still on, Antonio stumbled into the ED alone, walking straight pass the waiting room and towards the first person he could recognise with his vision which was starting to blur.

Before he could approach anyone, you took a step out a treatment room and immediately caught sight of your boyfriend in the suit he left in this morning.

Quickly excusing yourself, allowing Natalie to carry on for you, you speed walked towards him. Still rubbing sanitiser into your hands, you looked at him in concern and interest. You desperately wanted to be at the hearing with him but with a sudden shooting and very little number of staff in the ED, you had no choice but to work.

Taking note of his red eyes, you linked your hand with his and brought him into the doctors lounge filled with students who you forced out, scrambling at your intense stare and semi-harsh tone, scared at one of the ED's attending doctors.

Forcing him to sit down on the sofa, all it took was a peck on his knuckles and a bit of patience before Antonio crumbled.

That was all you needed to know that Antonio didn't gain custody but with his cries that he muffled, leaning forward and resting his face on your shoulder as his tears fell on your maroon scrubs.

Wrapping him in your arms, you stayed by his side till the tears subsided, your own eyes tearing up at the sound of his desperate cries that were long overdue.

"They're not mine." He hoarsely whispered, still leaning against you. He still couldn't believe it but it wasn't yet set in stone. There was going to be one more hearing, the last one where the final decision would be made but taking into account everything from today, Laura was winning.

"No matter what I do or how much I try, I'm not getting custody." He bitterly laughed, harshly wiping away all of the wetness on his cheeks and eyes.

Your assurances fell on deaf ears because all Antonio could see was a life without the kids that took his last name.

"Antonio, look at me." You forced him to look you in the eye, your hands cupping his jaw to make sure he wouldn't move.

"What does Laura have that you don't? Better yet, what do you have, we have that she doesn't?" You said confidently, not even bothering to count the do's and don'ts.

Antonio opened his mouth, ready to answer you but you tutted, shaking your head in disapproval. "Your not supposed to answer that, your still listening to me."

Taking in a deep breath, you maintained eye contact and continued with your motivational speech once he let his mouth drop. "You love these kids so much that you've done the unspeakable. Do I have to remind you that you had to handle your daughter's trauma while dealing with your ex-wife fighting with you and a girlfriend who was practically dying in hospital."

You licked your lips and shook your head in disbelief. "You may not be the most decorated man in the father and policing world but I'd be damned if you weren't granted custody."

You whispered a warning, it was meant to be humours and a bit of comedic relief, you didn't want to sound like an obsessive step mom even if you weren't married yet. "Over my dead body are those kids staying with her."

*****

It felt like deja vu.

Exactly a week later, Antonio was walking into the ED with red rimmed eyes and a slightly hoarse voice. Dressed in his suit, he had one thought on his mind and that one thought was you.

You were deep in conversation with Dr Charles, exiting the treatment room and you were so invested that you hadn't even caught a glimpse of the man who stood out like a sore thumb. It wasn't until the older doctor lightly nudged you and looked to the front desk, you following his line of sight, for you to finally notice him.

With his appearance, your mind immediately thought of the worst but when you looked at the two figures standing behind him did you realise what was happening.

Not even excusing yourself - Dr Charles didn't mind anyways - you rounded the desk in utter shock.

The first thing you did was envelop Eva and Diego in the biggest hug, trapping them in your arms despite you smelling like chemicals and everything sterile.

"You did it." You whispered, looking up at Antonio who was watching with a soft smile, the teenagers still in your embrace with your head resting on theirs.

"We did it." Antonio shook his head, correcting your mistake. Had it not been for you and your constant presence at his side, always motivating and reminding him why he was fighting in the first place.

"Come ere." You sniffled, blinking away the tears and gesturing for Antonio to join your hug, wrapping his arms around his family.

Pressing a firm kiss to your cheek, he tightened his arms around all your bodies, not caring that all your friends and colleagues were watching but only caring that your family reunited.

The Dawson's did it.

That included a certain future Mrs Dawson too.

[cherrysweather]

Hi! Could I request Blackquill and Fulbright and their reaction their s/o's parents really disliking them from the start in the form of headcanons? (The s/o also may stay oblivious due to the fact that they are treated similarly all the time by their parents, so they geniunely can't see the problem and think all is going well). I know it's probably a weird one, I just had that idea for some time. Have a nice day regardless!

Hello anon! Sorry for keeping you waiting so much, I really liked this request the first time I read it, so I hope you'll like how I worked with it, if you are reading ofc Remember to drink and cover yourself in this cold plz, luv u

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S/O's parents disliking Simon Blackquill & Bobby Fulbright:

Simon Blackquill:

They were so excited to finally have an opportunity to introduce Simon to their parents;

He, on the other hand, was more than nervous;

He was used to people despising or fearing him because of his involvement with Metis' homicide, so he didn't think it would be different with their family;

So, his goal for today was to suffocate the worst parts of his personality, to have at least a chance to be accepted;

They helped in the house before his arrival, and then they waited for him in the garden, knowing that he was dying from anxiety;

"I'm not late, am I?" he turned the corner and sprinted towards them as soon as he saw their figure;

"No, you aren't, don't start to worry already" they hugged him softly and the first thing noticeable was how tense he was "Hey, please calm down";

"I don't think I can, in the best of cases I will get kicked out immediately after eating" his hands tortured in the worst way possible his jacket, still keeping his usual pokerface;

"Please, don't say that. You'll do great, whenever you want to get some air tell me, we can step away for a while" they placed both their hands on his cheeks and waited for a second, keeping him close to calm him down;

"I'll try my best, but if your parents don't like me, please don't get angry, they have their solid reasons" he sighed and kissed their hands, squeezing them to his body and giving their lips a quick kiss before going in;

They introduced him to their parents and he handed them the little gifts he brought before sitting at the table with them;

For the whole conversation Simon could read in their parents' eyes prejudice, dislike and pure distrust;

What parent would leave their child in the hands of an ex-convict? And he understood that reasoning;

He tried his best to smile when they joked about something, he was actually interested in their stories about their past, but whenever he asked something about it or was too interested, they almost would glare at him and ignore his words;

He had the final confirmation that they didn't like him when their mother stopped him from coming inside the kitchen when he tried to bring the dirty dished for the table to the sink;

She acted as if he was going to destroy those dishes, almost screamed to stop him from entering, but he just nodded and stayed outside the room;

Their parents then started asking him questions about his life and career, treating his passion for psychology as if it was some kind of black magic;

"You sure you didn't convince them to put up with you?" was the only thing their father could think of saying regarding his studies;

His mother obviously had to ask about all the UR incident, in detail;

At first, it was strange for him to see them not saying anything about the situation, but he wasn't angry about it, they were still their parents;

But then he remembered all those times in which they told him how many times their parents mistreated them in various ways;

So they probably don't even realise that they are treating him in a, not exactly nice way;

Strangely, the comments about his appearance came late;

"Why don't you get a haircut? At least to look a bit cleaner" "What about those dark circles? Do you even sleep?" "You're always ready for a funeral?" "Those, things, under your eyes?;

They had malicious comments about everything;

Imagine what they could think the second he briefly mentioned that he had a pet hawk;

The attempt at explaining that he was probably the most trained hawk in the world was not enough;

They finished the image of him as a savage, a danger;

He started to get angry when they criticized them, too, their choices and common sense;

When they clearly stated that he was a danger to the whole family, it was them who got angry and started talking back;

They tried to talk some sense in their heads; years had passed since the UR incident, and he was declared not guilty, he has always been innocent and didn't deserve to be treated like that again;

That, was unacceptable, as soon as they could they brought him away from them;

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, I didn't know they would be like that; it's okay if you want to go home" they sighed, and barely suppressed their murderous instincts towards their parents;

"Please, it's not your fault, I understand that I'm not welcome in their house, and it's ok; I just hope that you know that I'm no danger to the most important person in my life, if you know it, they can say anything about me" he tried to calm them with a hug, going towards the door in the meanwhile "I'd better go now, I don't want to upset them further" he patted softly their head and walked out of the door right after them;

"...Can I come with you?" they closed the door without waiting for their answer

"You don't need to ask, just hope that Aura isn't around to bother" he finally was able to smile since this morning, regaining some calm.

Bobby Fulbright:

Fulbright is the kind of guy who is at your parents' house door before you even arrive;

He just waits there, hidden in the bushes to not creep out your parents;

As soon as they arrive, too, he jumps out and comes to you, all excited to meet your parents;

When they talked about him, their parents seemed pleased that their child found someone serious like a detective, so it couldn't go that bad;

As they entered, their father approached him right after greeting his child, shaking his hand and asking right away the "proof" of his occupation;

Fulbright had to put the gifts he brought down before showing him his badge, not understanding the mix of faces the father did after that;

The mother took the gifts and just gave them a look before putting them in a corner;

"Um, I thought about bringing something for lunch, I was told that wine is somewhat appreciated in the house" he pointed to the bags and then handed the bottle he bought to the mother;

"Oh yes, we'll see if it's in our taste";

He looked around confused before feeling his sleeve being pulled;

"I'll show you the house if you want!" they pulled him around the rooms of the house, showing him what they loved the most about each of it;

When they returned to the dining room, though, their parents already started eating;

"You could wait for us, at least call" they said in a sad tone, sitting down with him;

"You knew we had to eat, it's not our fault that you preferred going around doing nothing";

"Isn't punctuality a fundamental thing for a detective?";

"Oh, it sure is, sorry about that" he tried to smile even if he felt a bit embarrassed by that comment;

As expected, during the meal it was Fulbright who did all the talking, from asking their parents a lot of things about how they were when younger, about their hobbies and careers and many other things;

It was probably that nature of his that disturbed their parents;

They started to ignore his questions or give quick answers to them, they talked to each other to directly avoid his questions and often snorted;

He was quite saddened by their attitude, but he didn't catch what the problem was;

The thing that saved him at first was his career, but after meeting him they started thinking -and saying- that they could find someone better, more serious;

He tried to convince them otherwise, searching for support but they were almost passive to the scene;

At some point he surrendered and fell silent, not knowing what to say any more while talking to two walls;

And, of course, their parents didn't lose the chance to rejoice about this, openly;

Fulbright was so happy to finally meet them, but it seems that the feeling wasn't mutual;

After the pause for thought, he started to answer back in his typical angry tone, mostly because they started to attack their child, too, and it wasn't fair;

That's the main reason that urged him to get up and leave;

He quickly excused himself from them before exiting the house, gave them a delicate kiss and recommended them stop allowing this behavior to persist;

He then dragged them with him, not even explaining where they were going, as soon as he saw their parents at the door;

"Sorry for freaking out, I- I couldn't stand anymore how they treated you, I can't imagine what it was like growing with them";

"I should be the one apologising to you, I couldn't imagine this scenario" his arm almost became one with theirs as they squeezed it out of frustration;

"I'll try to convince them that I'm a good person, but otherwise-";

"Don't say it, you're not going anywhere; otherwise I'll live with you, away from them" they hit the back of his head and pushed him to keep going faster.

[blastlight]

#christian followers feel free to infodump in my inbox

☆hi beam!! okay i'm agnostic (spiritual and leaning hindu) now, but as a kid i used to be catholic (and also hindu at the same time. i was both simultaneously it's Complicated)

☆when i was little (before the Upsettings happened) god was sort of like my imaginary friend that i talked to all the time and demanded stuff from him constantly and i felt super upset whenever i did something to make him "angry". One time when i was 7 i prayed for about a week straight for him to turn me white. I was also convinced he would give me superpowers before i turned ten. I told all my friends about it. and then when it didnt happen i convinced myself it was because i was (vaguely) hindu too and God doesnt like it when i talk to other gods (???????) I won't get into the more traumatic aspect of the whole thing but the thought of someone always watching and the prospect of hell and dying forever messed me up for a good long while

☆surprisingly unrelated to that, i was obsessed with the bible as a kid (not really in a religious way so much as an autism way). My favourite book/section in the bible was leviticus and i just sat there for hours reading over and over what the ancient israelites were supposed to Not Do and the proper rituals that had to happen if they did those things anyway. My second favourite was the book of revelations but that was out of childish spite because at some point I remember the priest at my church saying that nobody understood what revelations meant or what was going on in there and i went "okay I'll just be the first then". I had Theories.

☆i was also going through my ancient history phase around the same time of my obsessive bible phase so every single week at church i bothered every single adult with questions about evolution and why the dinosaurs aren't in the bible until they made me feel too guilty to ask LOL (same thing happened when i asked stuff like why they eat shrimp or wear purple if leviticus says they can't)

☆tldr; i was obsessed with the bible in the way other kids at the time were obsessed with stuff like percy jackson, not because of religion but because i was fascinated by the Lore. But at the same time (and mostly unrelated to my bible interest??) i also believed in god fully and thought he would do stuff for me if i asked nice enough but be also scared me very much. Around age 12 I eventually reasoned myself out of christianity because, among other things, i decided the whole heaven/hell situation wasn't fair and unrealistic and also genesis made zero sense. The religious trauma that came later didn't help but was surprisingly not a driving factor for the most part. I still read the bible sometimes. I think it's fascinating

Oh wow that's way more than I thought anyone would send hahah

Definitely sounds interesting. I can see how you might end up like that but it sounds unusual. i don't know a whole lot about hinduism, but if you want, can you elaborate on how being hindu affected your catholic experience? just for curiosity :>

i relate with the "talking to G-d as if He's my imaginary friend" thing so much. i don't do that much now, but it's just way easier to speak directly than through very specific pre-written prayers sometimes...

hyperfixating on Bible Lore TM is kinda fascinating. i would not have chosen levitcus but i can see the hypothetical appeal of analyzing The Rules. (i was a child of chaos.) i don't know anything about revelations. what is going on in there?

bothering church adults with dinosaur questions is hysterical. also, where does it mention not wearing purple again? because religious jews do follow a lot of the commandments that originated from there, but that one's never come up. seems like a weird mistranslation/misinterpretation maybe?

makes sense why you'd leave based on that, i think that's more or less a common experience with ex-christians from what i've seen? good luck with the rest of that ♡ 👍 ♡

[mgarmagedon]

I feel that Sideswipe and Strongarm bicker a lot lot but rather make up quickly but were there times when they didn't talk to each other for days because they where so hurt by the other ?

You know... there wasn't big amount of such a situations, because they're usually making up quickly.

But the only time when there didn't talk to each other for more than a week was kinda Strongarm's fault.

It happend few weeks after they arrived on Earth, even before they met Drift!

Strongarm wanted to know more about Sides, because in police data base hadn't much information about him... so she asked Bee if he knew few information about this red tampon. Obviously he told her that he knew his parents, because they are his ex besti and boyfriend - KO and Smoke.

Ofc after she found out about this from him, she immediately started fangirling, because his parents was fighting on Earth, on both sides of battlefield.

She ran at Sides and start screaming at him, something like:

"OH MY PRIMUS! Sideswipe!!! Why didn't you ever told me about your dads?! They both helped in rebuilding Cybertron in a fully peaceful society!!! One is genius doctor, who left Megatron side and became autobot and second could or still can become Prime!!! A P-R-I-M-E!!! I'm so jealous! Your parents must be so cool! Now tell me everything about them!"

And he was like:

"No...? I mean if you want bother somobody with your war vets obsession, go to Bee and talk to him. He was there, he's like old as hell and probably will say something you wanna hear about them, unlikely me."

Then she said:

"Sides, how could you say something like this about your parents?! They are like heroes for our nation! They can't be THAT bad, I mean my father was Ultra Magnus. He was extremely strict and demanding, but he still helped me to became what I wanted to be! What have your parents did that you don't even wanna talk about? Ground you for a week, because you were twerking publicly??? Just say something about them Sides, pls, pls, pls!!!"

Of course Sideswipe, after she has said to him, he was a BIT angry on Strongarm. So he screamed at her:

"GROUND FOR A WEEK?! I FUCKING WISH!!! I would be so good damn happy, if they ever did that! But they didn't care about me to even punish me for anything. They only cared about the golden child, smarter, stronger and better behaved Sunstreaker. After all "why couldn't you be like your twin brother? You are just doing nothing evey single day!", that was the last thing my father Smokescreen said to me, before I ran from my home after the incident... Now, I'll better go... Russell is probably waiting for me to take him from school"

Sides got in his car and drove off. Strongarm was so shocked after what she heard, but she thought: "He ran from his only, because his fathers doesn't cared about him and always wanted more from him??? That's the most ridiculous explanation I ever heard! My parents was the same and I would never say a bad word about them!"

So because od this little situation, they didn't talk for a week. Ofc Strongarm said sorry to Sides, after Bee made her aware, that Sideswipe is very sensitive young man and not everyone is like Strongarm. Bee mainly did that, because he was so tired of that how they were behaving at this time and how hard it was to go with some of them on a mission.

So she apologized to him, so it made them a little closer and even Strongarm kissed red tampon 7w7

[robinofgothamcity]

"I want a picture with a baseball bat, hoes don't like when I talk like that please, don't bark, 'cause Milli bite back."

♡ character: jason grace

♡ pronouns used: she / her

♡ note: not checked for grammar or spelling mistakes / a bit of an au! but i digress, here's some jason food

you looked to reyna, your eyes blinking rapidly as she had mentioned that your ex boyfriend, yes, ex boyfriend was making a stop to camp jupiter from the east coast. you hadn't seen him since he moved over camps and a part of you was not ready to see him again. you left on a semi-sour note and she knew that.

"oh come on, it's been two years and you still can't confront him? kind of sad isn't it? i know it's because you still love him," she replied. you gave her an unenthusiastic look but continued to kick the rock that was near you, "shut up, i have kids to train and if you better not try to get me to talk to him,"

you gave her one final look and walked away to grab your armor. being the child of mars really benefitted you in combat or training scenarios but it was almost always your downfall. more often than not, it was not in your benefit unless you were on the front lines of a war or a quest. because of this, reyna had made you head trainer to train any new romans that arrived at camp jupiter.

reyna tended to joke that because of your hot-headedness and anger like attitude, you represented more of the greek god ares which usually earned her a hard smack on the head by you.

"come on kids, you won't get any better by just standing there," you told the few seven and eight year olds. reyna smiled as you grabbed all the kids and gave them small pep talks to encourage them to do their best. it was like a flip of a switch. whenever you had to work with those younger than you but necessarily kids, you had this soft side that she wished you had with the older kids. the way you trained with those a few years younger had her sympathizing with the way they walked to their cohorts.

you started to train with the kids, helping them with their posture and defense attacks. you had been told several times that you couldn't start training them in actual forceful combat until they reached age eleven. they knew the downfall of not having them fully prepared for war but in a case where a major war with a god came down, you'd have to use yourself as a shield until they were safe.

"listen, you have to block someone's sword like this," you said summoning a sword quickly. you grabbed the nearest camper, the unfortunate luck going to a son of bacchus. he went on the defense but you quickly attacked him, landing a near blown to his chest, "you see how he wasn't prepared? that could happen to any of you if you aren't quick with your reflexes."

reyna who was now joined by jason, piper, and percy all saw the way you were showing off your abilities with ease. given that you were training a bunch of children, you knew for perfect examples you had to use someone your age. you had kept the son of bacchus as an example and jason could tell you weren't trying your hardest given that the poor boy was not strong enough to be a great example.

it was around the thirty minute mark when you decided that you should give the kids a break. you were talking to the boy, chattering almost smugly about how he could improve. jason chuckled, even after years of not seeing you, you were still that same cocky daughter of mars.

"you can talk like this when you're really that bitch and guess what? i am," you told him, ruffling his hair to get angry. you succeeded in that he charged you with full force, "see! that's what i'm talking about, where was that ten minutes ago?" you asked now kneeling on the ground.

he rolled his eyes, walking away as you dusted yourself off. you soon noticed who you were in front off and lifted your eyebrow, "i'll be in bunk if you need me," you told reyna as she shook her head no, quickly grabbing your wrist, "as second in command practically, you should welcome back old and new members."

your eyes widened, quietly screaming that you would have her head if she made you be around jason anymore than you needed to be, "i think i'm okay, two of the three know their way around, don't they?"

after avoiding jason's stare, you stared at him, your eyes immediately wanting to water from the memories that flooded you as soon as you locked eyes with him. you turned to percy, giving him a head nod before walking away.

if reyna wanted to berate you for not listening to her, you'd take her million lectures rather than sitting with your ex boyfriend and his now ex girlfriend. not that you cared for rumors on their relationship but you heard from a bird in the sky that jason and piper were now broken up and had been for months. you didn't want to get your hopes up but you weren't upset that he was newly single.

"they came to see you, maybe you should stay," reyna screamed. you waved her off not caring for their reasoning to stay before entering the diner for a snack. reyna shook her head in disbelief, "still as unhinged as she was when you left," reyna murmured to jason as they all sat down on a bench.

what reyna had said earlier wasn't a unnecessary lie. the three had traveled to see if you'd join them back at camp half-blood. being the daughter of mars and similar to ares, they needed someone as strong as you to help their cabin. clarisse was planning to move to new rome for a better education and jason had brought up the idea to move you over to the east to be head leader of their cabin.

and although the conversation was a touchy one to him, jason knew it would benefit camp half-blood to have you there. he always admired your fight to be the best, your wisdom towards the younger kids, and the way you fought like hell on quests.

it was part of the reason why he fell for you the way he did. you were gorgeous, no doubt, but the way your carried yourself as if you thought of that you were the best made him fall in love and quick. that was why the breakup that preceded him leaving for new york was so sour and why he was the first to suggest to bring you over to long island.

+

percy gave his friend a weirded out look as he brought up your name. he had heard of you from jason various times before but he never met you.

"she's the daughter of mars. second in command to reyna and is one hell of a fighter. she could really help us here," jason explained to mr.d and chiron, "she had been my savior several times on the field before and her demigod abilities match that of clarisse if not better," he added on.

piper heard the way jason was speaking about you and smiled. jason had mentioned you in passing to her when something that reminded him of you was brought up. she wasn't jealous or overly protective but she could see the sliver of love still in his eyes whenever he brought you up. being the daughter of aphrodite really had its downfalls when she could sense that jason still mourned the end of his previous relationship.

"what do you think of that percy?" chiron asked. percy shrugged, "if she's as good as jason is making her seem, i don't see why she wouldn't fit in," he replied. piper agreed, not wanting to reply to the question out of trying to avoid awkwardness with jason.

mr.d clapped his hands as chiron looked at the three, "great. go get her from camp jupiter," chiron said before dismissing the three. jason clapped happily as percy walked away to find annabeth meanwhile piper stayed by the side of jason, hearing his coherent mumbles about you.

jason soon stared at piper, quieting down a bit, "excited?" she asked. jason didn't respond, not knowing how to take that now his two ex girlfriends were going to be at the same camp full time, "a bit, she'll be a great addition to camp half-blood-," he replied as piper cut him off.

piper shook her head no, shutting him down mid sentence.

"you still love her, i can tell. you don't have to lie about it jason. she sounds like a great girl. if she makes you happy then i'm happy," piper said as she wrapped her arm around him, "she was a huge part of your life back in new rome and if she's destined by the gods to be the one you marry, so be it."

jason was stunned in silence. he knew piper was not the overly jealous type. it was unusual given all her half-siblings were very quick to get consumed by jealousy and rage over their partners but he knew piper was being truthful. he could sense that she meant no ill-will about you coming to camp half-blood.

"thanks piper, she really was a great girl. you'd get along great."

"well, what are you waiting for? we need to be at camp jupiter in a few days so prepare for it."

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piper now saw you in all your glory. you were as gorgeous as she imagined. you were talking to a few of your siblings very animatedly. your hands were raised in the air as you were trying to make a point but she could tell you were getting a bit agitated at the subject. the confidence you exuded was truthful to what jason had told them earlier.

"i don't know how we'll convince her if she won't even speak to me let alone look at me, jason muttered defeatedly. percy stared at him in shock, "no way are you giving up this quickly. you traveled across the country to not even try? embarrassing."

jason stared at percy to get him to shut up but he continued, "she's a great fit for camp half-blood and if you want a second chance, no way you'll get it by giving up like that," he stated. reyna stared at jason in surprise, a smile appearing on her face in an instant.

"you want a second chance? holy shit, this is the best thing that could happen to her because she still has feelings for you!" she muttered the last part. jason whipped his head back to look at reyna for what she confessed, "she what now?" he asked.

reyna smiled at him sheepishly.

"she might have insinuated the reason why she won't talk to you is because she still might like you. she perked up hearing that you were coming over today but she shot her feelings down almost immediately when she thought that you didn't like her in that way anymore."

piper shook him in excitement, "see! now go in there, ask her to come back to camp half-blood and get your girlfriend back you big idiot!" she stated. jason knew that he didn't have long to convince to you come back with him and if he had to do it, it would have to be tonight.

+

the night was coming to an end and you were now sitting on the fields of mars in silence. it gave you a sense of peace and comfort when you were surrounded by the things that attached you to your dad.

"sitting here when you're sad? not much as changed, has it?" you heard jason ask. you immediately grabbed a sword, pointing it at him, "not a step closer grace," you stated as you shook the sword weakly. jason smacked the sword onto the ground, you making no effort to argue or pick it back up.

"still mad at me?" you didn't respond once again as he sat in front of you, pushing up his glasses, "i know you're still upset at how we ended and how i left but i came here to ask you something. we want you at camp half-blood."

your eyes widened, not expecting to hear that, "you came here as recruitment? you're sick jason. i guess you really are the bastard son of jupiter after all. the first time we meet and it's for that?" you replied, getting up to leave, "hey, listen! i wasn't done talking!" he said standing in front of you.

jason sighed.

"it wasn't necessarily just that," he exclaimed, "a part of me wanted to see you too. a near four year relationship is hard to get over," he whispered. you laughed in disbelief, "you've dated after we broke up. don't think i didn't hear about you and piper."

"i heard of you and octavian so it's equal," had you rolled your eyes any harder, they would have rolled into another dimension, "it was a few weeks and it meant nothing. we went back to being friends not even a month later. you were in that relationship for what? six month to nearly a year and a half? don't mark me up as stupid, jason. word gets around rather quickly in new rome."

jason growled. one thing he didn't miss about all of this was your stubbornness and the way you would argue for hours until you proved yourself right.

"and it ended. she wanted me to see you the most. they all want you over at camp half-blood and you know that what i feel personally about you is exactly how you feel about me. don't forget that in the four years we were together i learned how to read you like a book."

stupid jason and demigod abilities made rain come over camp jupiter as your dress was now starting to weigh down on you. your casual attire was similar to reyna's purple dress but you made yours silver to make it a difference.

you stared at the sky, tears coming over your eyes as you cursed at venus for making you cry over this dumb relationship. jason knew he was breaking down that wall you built up because of him.

"you're an idiot, jason. you leave me to go to some dumb camp in the east coast, get into a relationship for almost two years, and expect me to follow you back that quick? you're insane!"

jason knew that he had you where he wanted you. you were debating the idea of going back to new york and most importantly, back to him. you were refusing to look at him so he wouldn't see you crying. it was a quirk he noticed you had when the two of you would have arguments. it made you look weak as the daughter of mars but to him, you were the strongest girl he had ever met and he made sure to tell you that all the time.

"darling, look at me," he stated firmly. you were quick with the response as you finally looked at him again, your eyes were bloodshot red and your hair was sticking to your face as the rain poured down, "you're making it rain and in the state of california no less. i think that should make you realize that what we had prior to me leaving was a challenge from the gods to see if we could overcome hurdles in a relationship."

"bullshit jason," you screamed as he brought you in for a hug. you didn't want to return it, you really didn't, but his warm embrace made it hard not too. you shoved your head in his neck, still crying as he patted your wet hair, "it's not and you know it. i'm not saying we have to jump into a relationship right away but what we had is still there," he whispered.

you stared at him, your chest still rising quickly but jason soon placed his lips on yours, bringing you in for that long awaited kiss. you returned it just as fast and the two of you remained that way for a while. the fields of mars happened to be where you had your first kiss with jason as kids and it couldn't have been a coincidence that you were having your first kiss with him after two years separated from each other in the same place.

"what do you say? come to the east coast. i think you'd love the snow," he asked. you laughed a bit, "i'll have to think about it overnight but if you guys really need me, i don't see the issue in moving temporarily."

jason shook his head no.

"temporarily? no baby, you're staying by my side permanently," your face warmed up at jason's statement as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder, "the praetor dress looks amazing on you. you should bring it to camp half-blood," he said.

farther into the camp, piper and reyna slapped hands with each other in success.

reyna hated to see you leave but as head of camp jupiter, she knew you were destined for more than what california had to offer. the two of you were meant to be by each others side forever and even in the after life.

[rozetheeuwu]

21, 22, 16, 24 & 26 for the Belrose Sisters for the ask game (because I think they come in my mind first for those questions)

Alright, that's a bunch. Lets do this! Sorry if I ramble in some answers and if my answers aren't clear since I still don't know how to express my thoughts properly lol

TW mention of child abuse (but not going into detail about it.)

Putting under read more because it's a long post lol

21. When do you think they were at their happiest?

Before the fire accident probably.

They obviously lived a normal happy life then, and although they finally have each other again and live together in their old home they have a lot of healing to do before they can achieve that same happiness again.

22. When do you think they were at their lowest?

Charlotte: Realizing she wasn't the one who caused the fire and that got her parents killed and her and her sisters thrown into the orphanage and in Sigmund's care.

She said it herself, for so long that's kinda what she based her life around and for that to be gone leaves her in a place where she just doesn't know who or what to be.

Laura: Probably when her parents passed away and being put into Sigmund's care. Unlike her sisters she didn't really base her life around the accident/revenge so she had more time to focus on herself.

Although she went through the same abuse under she seemed to occupy herself with other things rather (Like the art thing she talked about in the New World Asylum for ex.). When she got out she immediately got to work on the garden from the mansion.

It's clear that's where she set her mind on and having a hobby/interest like that helps you keep your life in balance.

So yeah, losing her parents in a fire is probably the lowest point in her life.

Saphira: Sigmund getting killed by Lin's hands and not hers.

This is similar to Charlotte, she based her whole life around getting revenge on Sigmund and when he's gone she feels empty and doesn't know what to do with her life. Although it was Lin that killed him and not her, she would probably still feel this way or similarly at least.

And even though she has her sisters it's not easy to take care of them, especially since she doesn't even properly take care of herself.

23. Future headcanon

They all get do volunteer work at different places to get more work and life experience since they didn't really have a chance to growing up.

16. A childhood headcanon

These are all going to be very random lol

Laura was a horse girl growing up, she also watched MLP no doubt in my mind.

Saphira had a knack for getting hurt while playing as a child and was often seen with band aids and bandages.

Charlotte wasn't a picky eater, but refused to use forks to eat and only ate using a spoon.

24. What do you think is a secret they have that they never told anyone?

I'm gonna be honest, I don't think they ever kept secrets from each other. I feel like the only 'secrets' they would have was if one of them was feeling sad, hurt, angry but didn't want the other two to worry (although they would pick up on that quickly).

26. When do you think they were being "themselves" the most?

Saphira during the entirety Labradorra + tournament + Victory Road part.

Charlotte during the tournament.

Laura's moment before the siege Labradorra with Laura and Benette returning to the city and her sisters in the house as well as her interaction with us in Charous Hall.

And that's all! Sorry I didn't go into detail with the last question I just have a hard time explaining why I think certain things kfjdgld

Thanks for the ask!

[zegrvshvghes]

He’s the best-JB63

I never thought I'd find love after what happened with my ex-boyfriend. He left me when he found out I was pregnant and it felt like my world fell apart.

I was scared, alone, and didn't know how to raise a child on my own. But everything changed when I met Jesper.

Jesper and I met at a mutual friend's party. I wasn't looking for a relationship, but he was charming, sweet and funny. We hit it off immediately and started dating soon after. When I told him I had a three-year-old daughter, he didn't flinch.

He embraced the idea of being in a relationship with a single mother and even said he was excited to meet my daughter.

The first time Jesper met my daughter, I was nervous. I wasn't sure how she would react to him, but he immediately put her at ease. He got down on her level, gave her a warm smile, and introduced himself.

My daughter didn't say much, but Jesper wasn't deterred. He played with her and read her a story, and by the end of the night, my daughter had taken a liking to him.

Jesper is an amazing step father to my daughter. He has made an effort to bond with her, play with her, and be a part of her life. He engages her in conversation, asks her about her day and listens to her talk about her favorite things.

He takes her to the park, teaches her sports, and even lets her help him cook dinner. I am constantly amazed at how well he interacts with her, and how much she adores him.

He has a gentle and patient nature which is perfect for a toddler. He never gets angry or frustrated with my daughter, even when she's throwing a tantrum. Instead, he calmly talks to her and tries to figure out what's wrong.

He knows how to diffuse a situation with humor or a gentle touch, and he always makes sure my daughter feels loved and safe.

One thing I appreciate about Jesper as a stepfather is how he respects my daughter's biological father in conversations.

He never tries to replace him or badmouth him in front of my daughter. Instead, he is supportive of their relationship and encourages my daughter to talk about her father. He understands that her biological father is a part of her life and doesn't want to create any animosity between them.

Jesper has also shown that he is willing to adapt to our family dynamic. He knows that my daughter and I have a strong bond, and he doesn't try to come in and change everything. He understands that he is a new addition to our family and respects that.

He listens to me and takes my opinion into account when it comes to decisions related to my daughter.

One of my favorite memories of Jesper as a stepfather was when we went on a family vacation. My daughter was excited to have him come along, and Jesper made sure that the trip was memorable. He planned fun activities for us and made sure my daughter felt included every step of the way.

He even taught her how to swim, something I had been trying to do for months.

One of the challenges that come with being in a blended family is discipline.

Jesper has shown that he is willing to enforce rules and boundaries but does so in a respectful and gentle way. He understands that discipline is necessary for raising a well-behaved child but does not believe in using fear or punishment to achieve this.

Instead, he uses positive reinforcement and encourages my daughter to make the right choices.

He is not just an amazing stepfather to my daughter but he is also a supportive partner to me. He understands the demands of being a single mother and is always willing to help out where he can.

He takes care of my daughter when I need a break or am feeling overwhelmed, and he has shown that he truly cares about our well-being as a family.

He has shown us both what it means to be loved unconditionally, supported, and cared for. He has taken on the role of a father figure with grace and patience, and I couldn't be more grateful for him.

[silentmoths]

if it isn't a bother, can i get kamisato ayato x gn!reader platonic relationship wherein ayato acts like the reader's brother, finding out that their ex partner played with their feelings?

how would ayato react to seeing the reader crying in their room from the breakup and how he'd comfort them + how he would deal with the situation at hand.

i just love him and i feel like fanfics shouldn't necessarily be centered around romantic relationships so i thought of this because well, he's my comfort character and i just wish i was a kamisato 😞💔

HELLO HI IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET TO

I've been super smashed at my job but I have some downtime rn so I can finally get around to this ask!

Ayato + Gender Neutral, adopted kamisato reader

Fluff, hurt/comfort, Ayato being a bit chaotic.

The moment Ayato finally returns to the estate for the evening, he knows immediately something is wrong. Call it an intuition, but he'd always been surprisingly astute at knowing the ins and outs of the kamisato estate, even if he didn't spend nearly as much time here as he'd like.

It's well past midnight, asides from the guards who welcome him at the gates, no one else should be awake; thoma had a tendancy to turn in early so he could rise equally as early the next morning to get a start on his day, and ayaka was like clockwork, she thrived on routine...that only left...

He hears it the moment he sets foot into the hallway, the quiet sniffle that immediately has something deep in his chest twisting in anger.

He should knock, but he finds himself silently sliding the door to your room open just a crack to get an idea of what might have happened, and his heard twists just a little more.

Once upon a time, before he'd been the head of the clan, Ayato and Ayaka's mother had returned home one day from one of her little outings with a child in tow, hiding behind her robes as the whisked through the estate to see father and then be introduced to the siblings.

One of her dear friends had passed of illness, and had begged the kindhearted lady kamisato to take their child, of course who was she to refuse? Ayaka gained a new playmate and Ayato immediately found himself extrending his protective wing to include his new sibling as well. Just like ayaka, they had insisted in aiding Ayato when he had taken the mantle as commissioner, almost desperate to earn their keep.

so what had happened while he was gone, to leave them staring out the window so despondently? tears running down their face?

Silently, he slips into the room, catching their attention when he slides the door shut once more, the fact they flinch with shock only serves to add to the list of terrible things ayato wants to do to whomever had caused this.

"A-Ayato...s-sorry, did I wake you?"

"No, I've only just returned for the evening...what's happened?"

"Oh its...it's nothing to worry about ayato-" "If it's made you this upset, it is." He pushes, coming to rest beside them, offering an arm that you gladly lean into. "Why are you crying?"

"It's Aoi...I...I had to go into town today for some business with the Kujo clan...and...and I saw him with...another woman.."

Something inside ayato snaps, he'd known about their relationship with this Aoi, of course, it wasn't like it was a secret, and yet ayato had always been...worried about it, brushing it off as simple, brotherly distrsust, but now he'd given ayato a reason to dislike him.

"When I approached, he acted all koy, but she got...angry...told me she was his girlfriend and had been for a few months now..."

"I always had a sneaking suspicion he was a snake but... I'm so sorry..." Ayato sighs, running a hand through his hair, honestly, he was never particularly good at comforting...when mother had passed, Ayaka had been near inconsolable for a while there, and it was only with your help finding games and little distractions that she recovered as quickly as she had... but now?

"It's not your fault ayato...these things happen sometimes...I just...I wish I could have known sooner...so I didnt get so invested..." you sigh, resting your chin on your knees.

"If you'd like, I can send some ninja to make his life hell?" he offers "perhaps slip some wasabi into his morning tea for a week straight? or leave fish heads in his bed?"

While the offers had been totally legitimate, he's not expecting the wet chuckle, totally derailing his more devious plans for the now-ex boyfriend.

"You're a peice of work sometimes, y'know that?" you chuckle "As funny as that would be... I'm pretty sure Aoi is already shaking in his boots... if the look on his face when I found him was anything to go by."

"well he very well should be, leading a member of the kamisato clan along like that? He'd be a fool not to expect ramification." Ayato huffs "playing mind games with me is one thing, but to play those games with my siblings? Unacceptable."

"....thanks ayato...that means alot..." you sigh, leaning into his side just a little more "you n ayaka have always been so good to me..."

"But of course, you're one of us after all."

[exoticraven]

The lifeless body

KlausxDaughterreader

(Au) please use any pronouns u like I just like to write in he/she pronouns. That is what I am comfortable with. Please give me feedback or leave a comment to tell me how I did. I have been working to improve my writing with your guy's help I think I can get better.

Warning: Talks of death, cussing

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One cool winter night Klaus and his daughter Hope crowd around a glass casket. It was a beautiful part of a clearing in the woods where magical creatures of all types run amuck. Sadly on this night, all the magical creatures hold sadness in their hearts as they watch the events that unfold before them. Klaus actually shows tears. Hayley held onto her daughter's hope as hope try to fight her tears. Another woman was at the head of the glass casket with her hand on top. The mother of the child that lay dormant inside the very said casket her hand lay on. How did all this happen you may ask the will of course we have to go to the beginning of all this tragedy

The beginning of the week was a very event day for Klaus and hope. There was a knock on the compound door. Klaus opened it two strange woman at the door. Klaus knew the one that was right in front of him. The young one behind he had no clue who they were. The young one was very timid, her glaze was never up it was always down. The lady in front clear her throat.

"long time no see Klaus" She said

"Ah silva what brings u here?" He question

He moved aside to let them both in. He got a senses this was not a courtesy visit. He looked at the one he called silva her hair was a Burgundy color which curl up toward the ends of her hair. Her beauty was supernatural to said the less.

"May we talk in private?" she raised her brow

He nodded "of course."

She looked over at the younger girl that enter with her. "it about time for her medicine to have a spare bedroom she can lay in?" Silva brush hair out the younger girl's face.

"yes up the stairs and to your left" he said as he point up.

Silva took the girl towards the spare bedroom. Once there the girl lay down on the bed as Silva injected a glowing weird liquid in the girls veins. Once silva was done the younger girl was already fast asleep. Silva took off her shoes and lay the girl's favorite blanket over her and walk out. Silva than rejoin Klaus downstairs where they were alone. Klaus sent Hope off with her mother so Him and silva can talk.

"SO what brings you to me humble abode? I know it wasn't just to see your Ex-boyfriend" he smirk

"of course not Klaus I am here for an serious matter." she said brush a few strands of hair out her face "My sister is planning something bad'' she looked at Klaus with worry.

"Okay how does this involve me?" he walk over to his small bar pouring whiskey in a cup. Taking a sip out of it.

Silva took a deep breath in "Because Klaus it involves both your daughters!" she said with a annoyed tone.

Klaus scoffed "I only have one daughter and that is-"

Silva cut him off "you had a child with me!" silva kind of rise her voice to get her point across.

Klaus shake his head and laugh "yeah right what next you going tell me the boogie man is rea-"

Silva huffed loudly cutting Klaus off once more than pointed upstairs "that person I came in with is your (son/daughter/your gender). (y/pn) name is (y/n) I never told u because I didn’t think u want them." Silva said with sadness in her heart.

Klaus could fell the sorrow Silva harbored  in her heart for not coming him soon with the sleeping child that was upstairs. Klaus looked at Silva with a touch of sadness somewhat believing what the woman had just said.

"What your sister plaining" Klaus tone was serious.

That how Klaus and his daughter hope was roped into this little plan Silva had going. She needed to stop her sister and knew Klaus could help. Klaus did make Silva take a DNA test to prove Raven (y/n) was his. The test came back positive. When Klaus show the results something pulled at his heart. Was it sadness or angry he wasn't quite sure to be honest. While Silva told Klaus of her plans to stop her sister. Raven (Y/n) and Hope was getting along really well. They were showing all the photos of theirs friends. Raven (y/n) was happy with their old life but knowing they had to leave to protect them wasn't something she want to argue against. She wanted to protect them at all cost. Her friends were her family also. Her life may never return to normal but at least her friends were out of harm's way.

2:30 Am on a Thursday night. Silva, Klaus and hope were storming a castle that held Silva sister. Raven(y/n) felt like it was a trap and decide to follow along with two of Silva friends children. The group that embarked with Raven (y/n) was Sera, her boyfriend Zack who Raven (Y/N) had a crush on, Sera little sister crystal and the typical fighter of the group Gen. They follow Raven (Y/N) to the castle. She only knew because she listened to the conviction that hope, Klaus and Her mother had in the library. When they got there which was an easy cause silva, Klaus and hope killed most of the guards. They walked into the castle scared and looking over their shoulders. They came to a big area with Silva, Klaus and hope down on the group hurt and wounded.

"I will finish what I started sister and that finale. The people who wrong me will feel pain like no other!" a ghostly voice said

"I know in your heart u have love I seen when you held Raven (Y/N)-" silva tried to continue but her sister use her magic to shut her up.

"You have fall to realizes that they hurt her to. The decides to beat Raven (Y/N) up for no reason and suck the magic out her. They try to kill her and when all evidences was brought to the front they were cast to the side because greed was the most powerful magic in there that day." the woman said with tears in her eyes "they hurt my little Birdy (Your nickname) sister. They clips her wings and didn’t care. They said she did something that was unforgivable which was a fucking lie!!! They torment her! They shoot drugs up her systems and made her a addict all because they could and they could get away with it.!!" The blue orb that was in the middle of both Silva and her sister grew bigger. "This is the only way they will learn!!! We ease her memories of the events but that getting to her making her go insane to the point it shatter her!! This is what I must do to get the justice she deserves!!"

Silva look up at her sister she wanted called out to her but couldn't because of the spell that was put on her to keep her silence.

"But wouldn't that cause more harm than good Nova?" Klaus question holding his leg. His and hope's healing power was block due to the orb in the middle of Nova and them.

"No they will be put in the ground where they belong!! This Arcane bomb will make sure of it!!''  Nova yelled

The Arcane was ready for use. She was immune to the bomb due an event that happen as a kid that involved an arcane bomb. Sera cast her paralyzes spell but instead of hitting Nova it went into the arcane bomb. Nova laugh at the fail attempt on her life. They attacked Nova but nothing works her hungry for revenged was fueling her. The bomb was about to go off. They move from the orb during the fight which aloud crystal to close the portal underneath it. Nova was beyond angry at this point. She charged crystal which in return trap Nova in a bubble around the arcane bomb. Crystal ran off and made a point as Nova said a few words that cause giants to appear at the beginning of the bridge they came across. Guards were following suit ready to defend their master. Zack and Gen held the big ass doors close with a staff of holding. Anyone could use the staff of holding. Crystal made a portal to the hail side that was far enough to see the castle but not too close to get a after math effect of the bomb. Crystal went through first to strengthen the other side. Sera got Silva thought next than Sera went through. Hope help her father to his feet as the limp towards the portal. Gen was using one hand to keep the staff straight and the other to keep the portal from being suck into the arcane bomb. Hope yelled for Gen to get through the portal he tried to argue her statement but she wasn't having it. Raven (y/n) took control of the staff so Gen could get through. She was using what was left of her powers to be at a distant. She was behind Her father and half-sister. She saw that they weren't going to make it in time. She closed her eyes and step back into the bubble around the arcane bomb to gain some arcane to do what she needs to. She holds her hands out in front her, put them together and did a push movement which cause the portal to move towards Klaus and Hope. The portal collapse after they got thought and was use as more fuel for the arcane bomb behind her. She open her eyes wiping her tears away and whisper a last goodbye. She was trap along with her aunt which her aunt held her knowing Her little bird (your nickname) was not going make this.

Klaus and Hope limp out the now close portal. Everyone was cheering that they made it out alive. The only one that wasn’t was Silva.

"guys where….Raven (Y/N)" she question

No one hear her question over all the cheering. Which angry Silva. Klaus and Hope already knew where Raven was (Y/N) which hurt their hearts. Hope fell to her knees in tears along with Klaus who was holding his devasted daughter. When she saw the teens that arrive with her daughter still happy and cheering not paying any mind that when it made her flip. Since of course she was away from her sister reach thanks to crystal she could speak now.

"ENOUGH WHERE RAVEN (Y/N)! WHERE MY DAUGHTER" Silva said though her tears.

The teens look around finale, their smiles and happy energy drop as the realize Raven (Y/N) was nowhere to be seen or heard. Silva spun on her heels looking at the castle. Silva eyes widen realizing where her daughter was, which she took off trying to get down the hail back towards the castle. Before she even got to the edge Klaus had tackled her to the ground holding Silva in his arms. She struggle against his grip.

"Klaus let me go!! I have to save her!! I HAVE TO SAVE MY DAUGHTER" Silva yelled out.

One of her arms slipped free which she reach towards the castle where her daughter was hoping it was just a dream she could wake up from and see her child sleeping next to her but the pain in her side where she was slash told her otherwise. The bomb went off as Silva screamed out.

"NO!!!....." Silva voice broke. She collapse to her knees while Klaus still held her. Her hand was over her mouth crying. Her world just fell apart. The castle collapse killing the guards and giants that were at the gate. Every one watch Klaus calm Silva down who was crying into his chest. After a while she calm down and the arcane surge was gone. They headed to the castle to see if they could at least recover her body.  Once there they started to shifted thought the debris. Silva and Klaus came to a pile of debris that had walls making a triangle. They both move two walls out the way revealing Nova holding Raven (Y/N) close to her chest. Nova had tears and mumble you shouldn't have died to the now dead child in her arms. Silva went to her knees in tears and yelled at her sister "You cause this!! She gone because of this stupid revenge plan!!!" The teens and hope came up to them. Nova look dead at Sera and said "this should have been u" with venom in her tongue. Sera knew why, so did crystal. Klaus was confused why Nova would said that to a teen they just met will at least he thought they just met. 

"Why should it been her?" he question quietly

"She the one that torture Raven (Y/N). She was the who plan out the events that hurt poor Raven (Y/N) all because she was the most like girl in the school and was going be chosen for prom queen. Sick fuck" Silva said her lips tremble.

Angry rose up in Klaus as he look at Sera. Zack, Gen and crystal was shock and look at her taking steps away from her.

"that a lie" Sera denied the truth that came out of Silva.

"there more she wanted her demonic boyfriend Alastor to rule the world. Raven was trying to stop her. SO in return she use the arcane in raven to open a portal to invite him to this world. That why you wearing the ankle bracelet that stops your magic." Silva said with angry in her voice

Sera open her mouth but nothing came out. She was the villain in the room that even crystal didn't know about. Klaus was about to kill Sera when Hope put her hand on his chest shaking her head. Klaus was angry but as the wish Hope ask he didn't kill sera but she was on top of the list.

"I will find the life gem to bring her back. Than you will end Sera. Mark my words" Nova vanish in thin air.

"You will leave last Sera do not follow any one or talk to any one once we leave" Klaus lash out

Klaus went over and pick up his now dead daughter in a princess style and started to carried her out the debris. Silva, Hope and crystal follow suit. Gen gave one last look at Sera and shook his head following Crystal.

"Zack please I have change" Sera said sweetly

"That a damn lie. You block my memories of Raven (Y/N) once. It will not happen again. Bye sera I hope you are happy for what u have done." He walked away leaving sera look at him with tears.

He had to Jog to catch up with the others. Tears in his eyes knowing he could have stopped all the tourmate that sera did to Raven (Y/N).

That brings us to where we started the funeral of their dear Raven (Y/N). Klaus was wanting revenge for his fallen daughter. Hope to seek the same thing as her father. They may not be a full-blooded sister but the way they got along was like there had been sisters along. Silva was gone her world destroy her little baby now laying in a casket of glass. Silva didn't know what she wanted now. All that she held dear to her heart was now gone. Klaus's other siblings Elijah and Rebecca were at his side watching their brother's sorrow. Hayley held Hope close to her. They lay the most beautiful flower on top of the casket as the wind slowly blows out the candles one by one. The world cry out because of this death and everyone on the planet could feel it.

To be continued..... <3

[sparkly-skies]

@mondscheinprinzessin "#<< and that's just where they're gonna stay forever#to the tune of jatp's unsaid emily | that's the soundtrack to your mind fics? what kinda sad stuff do you got up there?😭 (in which I mean, please share)"

I'm just gonna anwer that on this blog.

I wasn't thinking of anything in particular, I just thought "ah yes, the fanfic ideas in my mind, that's where they'll stay forever probably because I put off trying to write constantly", and then had that line with the melody in my mind and couldn't remember where it was from until I googled it. Have some Unsaid Emily for the crying of it:

Anyway, I still went through my notes doc and I can share some sad ideas if you want 😌

The main thing is still the "put Olli in a Dirndl and let him get harassed which then brings up a past incident he thought 'wasn't that bad' but he's still angry about it" vent fic one; I've told you plenty about that already I think, although I think I've maybe strayed a bit too far from what I originally wanted to write with that. Maybe I'll have to circle back to--- actually nevermind, I got confused and looked at my notes again and it does work like that, I just forgot part of why I wanted to put him in a dress in the first place. It works like that, please continue (me @ my brain). I'm still not sure how to get the comfort in there, sorry.

this one's hurt AND comfort, you could read it! I saw this prompt: - "Um, I know this might sound weird... but can you help me dye my hair? It would make me feel better." - "It's not weird at all. What colour?" and I don't have too specific ideas about it yet, but maybe something about Aleksi feeling torn about having "left" his solo career to join a band that's so different from what he did so far and thinking that maybe it would help if he tried to look more like he "belongs" there, so he asks someone for help dying his hair black the first time.

I think we also already talked about that one, or was that with someone else? - "I don't ever want to feel like I did that day again." Either someone (Olli? Tommi?) running into his shitty ex and telling his now-boyfriend they don't want to feel like they did in that relationship ever again; or a day one of them almost gave up on their music career because it was really hard and a shitty day came at the end of a shitty month and it seemed like they'd never make it anyway; or somewith with regards to past suicidal feelings and finally opening up to his friends about it.

Did you ever listen to Santa Cruz' Breathe? I did and it almost made me cry. It hits SO hard, like wth, losing friends and wondering how things would be if something would have been different? just rip my heart out, that would hurt less 😭

Hey, this is not necessarily a sad one! I wrote down "We're safe inside this Pandora's Box", which I've also had down to try to draw something for for ages now (in fact I think it was the first thing I wrote down for BC), and I have no idea for it at all, I just thought it could be a good title for a fic about how they (the band as a whole or a pairing of friends or a couple) are safe and happy with each other, they are each other's boxes to be safe inside and they'll be fine as long as they are there with each other.

and then there's also the one we've already talked about with Joonas or Olli going to visit his parents and immediately being treated like a child again in regards to... just about everything. Btw, the last line of the notes for that is "So many possibilities. Anyone hurt someone, please, thanks😊 - Laura"