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wickedhawtwexler · 1 year

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i am Definitely Not A Doctor but if you have adhd and aren't able to access adequate medication, rhodiola rosea supplements have been saving my ass these last few months

#i'd say adderall was managing like 80-85% of my Dysfunction™ and this helps with like. 45-50%. which is better than 0%#but it helps a lot with brain fog which is my number one worst adhd symptom #if i can get rid of the brain fog i can cope with everything else but when my brain gets all fuzzy it's game over and i'm useless #it's not something ur supposed to take every day for a long period of time. i've been taking them on days when my meds don't help #like today 🙃 and yesterday 🙃#i have an appt with my doctor tomorrow so hopefully whatever i get put on next helps more than my current meds 🤞#anyway again i am not a doctor! this is just a friendly suggestion of something to look into #it's not something that's clinically proven but there are some preliminary scientific studies suggesting it could be helpful #i think there are a few conclusive papers about it helping focus & clarity for non-adhd ppl but nothing conclusive about adhd #anywayyyy i'm rambling! i've gotta get back to work lmao #m.txt

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simgerale · 3 months

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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

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duketectivecomics · 5 months

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So I think we can all agree that Editorial is a joke at this point right? I refuse to believe that there’s anyone even there at this point

#randyvents #idk SPOILERS I GUESS but the bio for duke at the back of the issue lists Doug & Elaine as dead like???#DID YALL SERIOUSLY KILL THEM OFF PANEL??? DID YALL JUST READ ‘JOKERIZED’ AND ASSUMED THAT MEANT DIED LIKE??????????????????#Elaine JUST got cured too what the hap is fuckening 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ihatecomicsihatecomicsihatecomics #<-said in a way that I will never stop reading them to be clear #my frustration is THRU the roof I can’t even #and I still gotta work today too wtffffff #*back of the dc power issue. sorry forgot to clarify that earlier #still need to read the actual story itself & also I’ve been SLOGGING thru urban legends 🙃#sorry for missing a post yesterday yall. January’s been an Entire Ordeal™️

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giggleesblog · 25 days

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i hate my brain

#i did everything in my power yesterday to at least lessen my depression symptoms #which i feel like worked yesterday #but today i wake up and it hits me full force again #like what’s happening #it’s been especially bad first thing when i wake up too lately which is so unlike me????#haven’t had therapy in like two weeks either so that’s even better 🙃#ugh

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izzy-b-hands · 2 months

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I may be on day two of being stuck in bed thanks to some of the ✨worst back pain I've ever had in my life✨, but the neighbours are outside grilling, the window is open a bit, and it smells so fucking good. I'm not even hungry rn, but I am v much enjoying the second hand good food smells.

#text post #if im still not online much today the pain is why lmao #Housemate has been an absolute angel looking after me and helped me figure out it's nothing more serious #i just really befuckened my back 🙃#feeling a great deal better today than it did yesterday tho so I'm crossing my fingers I'll be back to normal by tomorrow #or at least as close to normal as possible lol #for today i am continuing the schedule of ibuprofen water edibles heating pad and naps on the wedge pillow #with the extra benefit of the neighbours grilling what must be something w/a nice marinade on it bc #like im not a big meat eater or bbq person at all but this smells so sweet and interesting that even im like 👀#...i might be slightly hungry actually but that's a win bc i was physically sick yesterday from this stupid knot in my back #and managed some nibbles yesterday but know i need to try and ramp that up today if possible #so grill away neighbours and help convince my stomach to nibble something later today

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raeathnos · 5 months

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#apparently I’m not done being mad about this I’m sorry guys I gotta vent #my dad is like an ox and never sick and like not very understanding with health issues/general illness #which you’d think he would have been after having me the super sickly child with a ton of health issues but no #we have a positive Covid case in the house and I have the same fucking symptoms I just started later #I have taken two tests- one yesterday and one today #and he yelled at me saying I’m wasting tests and also that I’m apparently fine which like #even if I somehow don’t catch covid I’m still sick but okay dad 🫠#if it helps put things into a better perspective… did yall know that back in November after I had my 3rd fucking endometriosis surgery #he asked why I was off work for two weeks and why I didn’t go back the day after surgery?#like I had had this surgery twice before and at home recovery was also two weeks both those times #but moreover like sir I have 3 incisions in my abdomen and my job requires me to left 50lbs???#at which point he still insisted I was fine and was just being ‘dramatic’ 🙃#I wanna fucking scream #I’m lissed the fuck off #did yall know he nearly got me killed once because I had neurovirus and he refused to take me to the er?#I eventually lost consciousness from severe dehydration- he thought I was sleeping and continued to argue with my mom that I was fine 🫠#they eventually took me but I was unconscious for several hours and it took five bags of iv fluid for me to regain consciousness #and the doctor estimated I was about two hours away from death so like #yeah #if that gives yall a better idea of the shit I’m putting up with #I have like zero tolerance for dealing with his bullshit when I’m sick #it’s the trauma from not fucking being believed for years of my life about any of my illnesses #and like also the fucking almost dying part #fun times 🫠#I’m sorry I’m ranting so much today I’m just really fucking done and have no other outlet 🙃

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forbiddennhoney · 16 days

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#personal #sorry for many posts im very tired and cant hold my thoughts in my head today #also it has taken me literally 3 hours to get ready for work today #no joke. ive been trying since like 8-somethn am and it's now 11am 🙃#its kiiiinda my own fault for going for dinks yesterday #but also oughghghghgh body please be nice to me u literally had fun ik this is a risk we take every time we try going out #but like plsplspls body be nice

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bunnihearted · 18 days

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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking #they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly #keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time #bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy #but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point #bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be #proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is #yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol #and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao #and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel #i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks #why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls #and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others #but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on #ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives #so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok #ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down #i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal #like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve #i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that #i still feel depressed tho <3 #idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to #i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk #im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol

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elegyofthemoon · 20 days

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#i dont wanna go to work today #last night was so uncomfortable and seeing whos working tonight i can sense itll be the same issue again #ans not to mention i have to sit NEXT to the guy please 😭#tbh id rather stay home and work on this other project thats stressing me out instead but 🙃🙃🙃#if i call out sick that also means i cant cover for my friend tomorrow bc i told him id be happy to #but now im uncomfortable it sucks #vent #like. im. fine. safe. but my coworkers were saying really misogynistic comments that i was just pissed off and burned out #that plus racial comments as well so i was just very pissed off till point of exhaustion #it wasnt to ME #But also as someone who is afab and considers herself a girl that shit was uncomfortable #but anyways.#i wanna call off work today just to avoid that #i was so excited yesterday bc it was mostly all the coworkers i really like and then One Guy ruined the entire atmosphere #to a point it was super noticeable i was really exhausted and my friend said he'd take over for me instead #same guy who i was gonna cover #hes honestly so nice. maybe too nice lmao #it started as a good shift before i wanted to start punching things but eheh #whatever i need to work on auditons

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jakeperalta · 1 year

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are you FUCKING kidding me how is sabrina sold out ONE MINUTE into tickets being on sale I have had this tab open since 9am I was selecting my tickets literally the second it turned 10 and they're sold out??? not even one single ticket????? what is the point of having a general sale if you've clearly got no tickets left

#i was there on tuesday morning searching everywhere for the non existant presale #i was there yesterday trying for the presale right on time #and now today i was like ok well I'm fully focused i'm ready i'll only get one ticket if necessary but n #*no #who is getting these tickets before me i don't get it #guess i'll be checking for resale closer to the time 🙃#talking

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raventhekittycat · 1 month

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how can I tell im home sick? had a fucking dream about making a turkey sandwich. there was like a nice charcuterie board and spreads and part of it was like think cuts of turkey from a roast as well as breads and my thought in the dream was "finally I can make a good turkey sandwich"

#today and yesterday were definitely homesick days #nothing is bad here just missing things at home #wanted to be at the lake today #yesterday looking at maps for things to talk about in class i saw a new restaurant i was jealous of #which was ironic cause it was an izakaya and it's like i have those here bitch whyyy #anyways #yea #missing home #also couldn't fucking get an appointment today for next month for a driving test #so im very likely fucked in the near future #i called 191 times and that was just me never mind the people helping me #so yeah 🙃#k life feels like it kinda sucks a bit now i guess with that #anyways i miss home and buy god im also prolly touched starved #cause i just want a fucking hug and to be held in someones arms #like the sex would be nice but what i wanted today was just to be held #k maybe im more blue than I thought I was

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imwritesometimes · 4 months

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nothing like waking up and immediately having horrible migraine aura followed by a horrible fckn migraine to just completely derail all the plans you had 😖

#last week was very very VERY stressful & busy and a lot of my day to day shit fell to the wayside #and yesterday was really good in terms of getting back to normal! I was like hell yeah crushin it!#and then I started getting the tell tale pre migraine headache last night and I was like I'll take meds to combat this now! try and prevent!#lot of good that did me! haven't had the aura shit in a while fckn doozy of a day had to scrap everything and crawl back into bed #feel slightly better? vision still isn't uhhhh... like I wouldn't drive rn lol but at least it's a little better #head is still fucked but it'll probably be that was until tomorrow #god I hate this I know it's from the massive weather change coming gonna rain for a week straight 😞#and because I'm so fckn old now AND have nerve damage my whole body is just FUCKED from going back to cold ass weather #I did find out today my brother and I experience different migraine auras though which was interesting #still can't wear my glasses tho so lmao def can't drive or do practically anything at all 🙃#just now able to look at my phone (only apps in dark mode fck u tumblr for being one of the only apps that has dark mode)#can't even brainstorm on fic which is killing me I can only sit like a potato and just exist #brain cannot imagine things only pound pound pound #erin explains it all

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rosicheeks · 3 months

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Unfortunately relatable. I grew up in the church and have a lot of Christian trauma from that. I show up for special occasions for my parents… sometimes. But it’s uncomfortable from the moment I step through the door. Bigoted pastor, the self-righteousness disguising the prejudice, the political comments from the altar. Shots at young people left right and center as if the hell on earth wasn’t caused by the same older generation 90% of the congregation belongs to..

I miss being young in the choir and the youth groups and not struggling with it. It’s wild to look back at the younger version of me who was unshakeable in his faith and honestly just saddening.

I was texting my sister today about it and she said

“I 100% think ALL of us have a ton of religious trauma and everyone else in the family just doesn’t realize it cause they’re still drinking the kool-aid.”

I ran out of tag room and didn’t want to delete any 😭 seriously not lying I could write a book about all my thoughts and experiences

#I relate to all of this so much #and it’s so sad how many people truly have religious trauma #I still find myself lucky and privileged cause I know there are stories MUCH worse than mine #it’s really hard cause my parents still think I’m a Christian #honestly at this point I have no clue what i am #even if I end up still being a Christian that doesn’t help or heal all of the years of church trauma #but the hard part is still acting the part for my parents #growing up I always tried to fit into the good Christian girl mold #cause I know that’s what my parents wanted and I didn’t want to disappoint them #but once I started smoking weed and they found out? it went all downhill from there #their perfect angel fell from heaven #and I feel like ever since I haven’t been really their daughter…. I’ve just been living on the outside looking in to everything #it hurts looking back at all the years I spent brainwashed into believing that was the ONLY faith #it genuinely makes me sick to my stomach thinking about the fact that I went to a pro life rally #the thing I was talking to my sister about was how mental health was never talked about in the church #when I started dealing with it and went to my parents or the pastors or any adult really and told them what I was dealing with #wanna know what the first thing they would ALWAYS say? well have you prayed about it? the way they treated mental illness was that it was #YOUR fault cause God is punishing you for something…. that you need to pray or go to church so then God will eventually take it away #and the thing is I don’t necessarily blame my parents (which kinda sucks cause I want to blame someone)#but honestly it’s just the environment they grew up in too… like I’m 99% sure my dad has dealt with depression his entire life #but won’t get diagnosed or anything cause they always believe faith has something to do with it #which makes me incredibly sad cause I just think about how much my dad has suffered and how he didn’t need to #^^ I was typing this out when I was late to my family gathering hahaha but then I think my sister called or something so I had to stop #sorry this post is all over the place - I swear I could write a book about religious trauma #yesterday went ok surprisingly but today? TODAY is going to be so much worse #sure I’ll make a post about it later but I guessssss I should go to bed now? it’s 2am and I have to get up at 5:45 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#and I have a fuuuuull day of fun Christian festivities while I’m dealing with all of this bottled up and unresolved crap from my past #please don’t get me wrong I love my parents and like I said I don’t blame them - they did their best #it just really sucks wondering what my life would have been like if I didn’t grow up in the church or in a super religious family #I wonder if when I told my parents I was depressed if they would have instantly brought me in to get help

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lesbiansanemi · 3 months

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I need to beat something into a pulp I’m so pissed off

#my manager yelled at me today two minutes after clocking in over stuff that didn’t even happen #and the stuff that did happen I have NO power over it was after I left #and he does this all the fucking time and it’s always me he yells at #cuz I’m first one in most days and only full time person #and like ten minutes later he’ll come back like ‘sorry I shouldn’t have taken that out on you’#and I would get over it if it was once or twice #but it happens literally every couple days and I’m so 🙃🙃🙃 fucking sick of it #and he got taken aback today when I got fed up and was like ‘actually here’s what happened and here’s everything I and everyone else in the #department did yesterday’#and then he just fucking vanished and I have no seen him all day meaning 🙃🙃 I’m ‘in charge’ and if stuff doesn’t get done #I will be yelled at again tomorrow morning except no one has told me what is expected today #I’m going to go insane I hate this job I hate this stupid fucking job I hate my manager #kaz rambles

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#bleh. dont burn yourself out kids #everything ive been a part of for the last 4 years in this lab has to b published eventually #and i just had my 1st paper published. probably the most interesting thing i worked on and how do i feel abt this? i dont feel anything #but bitterness. every congratulations i hear i just wanna say fuck off. dont encourage this. do u kno what i did to make that data exist #as u see it? i mangled something within myself beyond repair. enjoy the information if u want but i wont #all i see is a symptom of an illness im doing nothing to treat #everything i did in this lab will be seeped in anger and pain #it has to change. i wont let it be the same in my next lab. no more fucking timed experiments #i cannot b trusted to b normal abt them #ugh. i just feel bad bc i finished my measurements for the week and i have a 2 day lul until i leave on vacation #and i kno i have to get 3 heavy instruments to fedex tomorrow bc i didnt do it today #sigh. i csnt focus. i spent so much time today tryint to remember what im supposed to b doing. then i made myself mad writing out the #hypnoses for an experiment i didnt fuckinf design and i dont care abt. like y did we do this? idk i just fucking do what u tell me #maybe ill go run again. i dont wanna do anything #my dad yesterday: ready for vacation? me: yea 😭😭😭😭😭#just gotta not crash my car on the drive to the airport bc i have to drive myself there 🙃#unrelated #i hope the instrument manufacturers appreciate the unicorn tape i got specificly for shipping those things #bc how could i not when given the option?

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deevotee · 9 months

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My dad and I have been working on one of the rooms in the house since saturday and everytime we fix one problem we find a new one 😭 the dude who built this house was such a joke

#literally yesterday we got close to finishing #realized there just wasnt a support beam in one part of the room #today we did thqt and got close to finishing #realized the duct we were moving is rusted open and unmoveable for now #we cannot catch a break #also to give you an idea of the kind of construction this dude did who built the house:#he used cl9thes as insulation 🙃#like. huh.#devo speaks

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