#little rant ignore me

[welcometojackass2022]

I have come to a realization that maybe the reason I’m having so much trouble getting back into writing fics and consuming Jackass/CKY/Viva La Bam content is because I am much better off mentally than I was when I started this in August 2022. Hell, much better off than I was even in like April/May of last year. It was so easy to be hyperfixated and spend all my time consuming content, writing content, or daydreaming about Jackass and all the other stuff cuz I was so depressed and isolated that I could get away with it. College obviously has given me something to do, but I’ve also been on anti-depressants for over a year now (didn’t realize that milestone until just now), I’ve actively taken steps to improve my mental health in ways I never used to, and I’m experiencing real genuine romantic love for the first time in my life. I’m having so much trouble balancing this healthy, well-developed life I’ve got going on in the real world with the urge to delve back into my old habits and isolate myself and consume/write/think exclusively about Jackass stuff.

[yorshie]

If I don’t show this I’m gonna frickin explode. Just. Just.

I found box turtle markings. This is obvi Leo (shhhh no he’s not my favorite shhhhh) but I have to scream about this because I Found M Markings On A Real Box Turtle!!!!!!

I’m gnawing on my fricking stylus over here. I’m Gonna Cover Them In Markings No You Can’t Stop Me I Can’t Just Do Tattoos I Have To Make It Complicated!

[sleepdeprivedlilbean]

ah yes my favorite duo 💃🕺 : centuries old eldridge horror and his ✨favorite man slut✨

close-ups and my ramblings under the cut (it’s a lot guys. i have a lot of feelings about them and i was just YAPPING 😫)

yall really ate up my last post with Nightmare which omg thank u guys so much for that 🥺

now here’s more 😈

anyway

slutty manservant isn’t the only outfit Killer has, but it’s definitely his favorite lmao (the amount of times he’s been asked if he’s a Lust variant is crazy 💀. don’t get me wrong tho they r besties 💅)

the trench coat vibe was also definitely the way to go with Nightmare and i just 😫

now what’s their dynamic?

i definitely feel like my version of Nightmare and Killer are very much a “talks and listens” duo like shown with the chibi little guys

honestly tho, at first their relationship was strictly business and transactional, but the more time they spent together, the more comfortable they got in each others company and eventually became friends and equals and maybe more

and i feel like during all of that it’s just the two of them. Murder and Horror don’t show up until waaay later once Killer and Nightmare’s relationship has already been established

and no their relationship (whatever it may be, romantic or not i’ll be honest i still haven’t decided 🥲) isn’t toxic, as how i c my Nightmare isn’t anything like cannon Nightmare if that wasn’t already clear

my Nightmare, once free from the rage fueled haze of his corruption, is actually rather calm, collected, and dare say kind in his own way (he is a man of action and very few words)

he doesn’t create negativity out of malicious intent, but rather out of necessity, and actively will comfort those who are greatly struggling, which is how he first came into contact with Killer, seeing him isolated in his dying world

Killer was the first person Nightmare had attempted to “comfort” per say, and was freshly free from his corrupted mentality, hence, y he wasn’t very good at it lol. also, the corruption was reason he hadn’t gotten to Killer sooner in the first place, as he as actively enjoying the suffering Killer was going through at the time. if that makes sense???

anyway, sure they might have been cold to each other at first, with a lack of comforting on Nightmare’s part which somehow turned into a partnership?? but nothing was ever abusive within their relationship

i feel like the turning point for them would be that Nightmare admits to Killer in a moment of vulnerability that he was the first and only person to treat him like he wasn’t some, abomination. monster. freak

he’s never judged him based on his poor past actions, nor is role/duty

he accepts him. and all of him. fully and with all of his flaws not that he has any

(god i love them)

i do feel like if they were in a romantic relationship it’d be rather casual in a way that makes it clear there’s something going on between them, but they’re definitely not the type for pda (veeerrry rarely and only in front of people the trust. it’s a different story when they’re in bed tho 😏)

they’re the old married couple that banters and teases each other but with much more sexual tension lol

ok that’s enough yapping from me haha

if you’ve made it this far genuinely ur the best like wow 🥹

this was a looooot of nonsense so thanks for taking the time to read it all

i’ll be honest i still have more to say but like 💀 nah im cut off-

maybe someday tho…

alright bye 😘

[caruliaa]

just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one

[thisvisionofmyspirit]

Maybe a controversial opinion that y'all are going to take the wrong way but. Metal is a music genre, not a honorific title. People who say Sleep Token isn't metal might think they're insulting ST but they actually aren't. People who say ST is metal might think they're defending ST but they actually aren't.

"Is ST metal?" is a purely neutral debate. The answer, whatever it is, should only matter to you when you're looking for their discography at the store and you want to know what category they might be in because you have a bus to catch and you don't want to wander around the aisles for half an hour. It says nothing about the band's merits.

I think if we could all agree on that, we wouldn't get mad at each other.

[possibly-eli]

curse of ireland's only real known, widespread influence outside of ireland being a youtuber and a musical artist. like babes im so sorry to ruin whatever quirky fairycore bogland or super hype loud fun idea you may or may not have of ireland but. it isnt that im sorry. its literally just a place

edit: i put too many fucking tags on this post and it broke so youre just going to miss out on my immaculate rants. tumblr fucking hates me

[set-wingedwarrior]

I know it happens often to see writers during a long fic to complain at some point about the first chapters because they got better in the meantime and they look bad to them now.

But this is the first time where I saw this happened when the writing actually got worse

[thenamessparkplug]

shoutout to my old 4th grade teacher for being more supportive of me one time 6 months ago than my own mother's ever been< 3333

[cows1012]

big fan of marble nest, so here is a hypothetical of sleepy head and shrew but if their designs were unique from the usual npc designs. i think they deserve it, as the resident daniil fanclub members

[plethomacademia]

OK here is what we are gonna do.

I am doing one more read through of this chapter. Then I am posting it. Then I am going to try not to refresh the page 9024392 times because in the end, the worst thing that can happen is I lose some subs from people who forgot they subscribed uh three months ago. And no matter what, I get to write the next chapter now which is ANGSTY.

Whatever occurs, I am going to be busy the next two nights (for fun) and then I will come back and see what writing stirs me.

I get so nervous about the long fic because it's not just smutty smut smut, it's got a lot more of me baked into it, but this is for fun! After tonight I will have posted 15k of original fiction in a single week! Only some of it was about laying eggs inside a man!

[petiolata]

Decided I'll just block people I see tag their art with "not ship art" "don't tag as ship" and the like.

It's not that I care whether it's ship art, or whether the artist intends it platonically or romantically.

It's that it shows a deep, fundamental misunderstanding of how art works. Art is not meant to be interpreted to the exact dictation of the artist. Art is meant to evoke thoughts and feelings *beyond* what the artist intends.

The audience, viewing, completes the experience by supplying interpretations based on their own unique experiences.

If someone doesn't get that, then they're too mentally shallow for me to waste time on their art. Why would I? There's nothing for me in it--I'm not permitted to have my own thoughts or feelings about the art after all.

Viewing art as complete, immutable product that the audience exists only to "consume" without thinking is the mentality that enables the hideous conversion of "artist" to "content creator".

Besides, the artist has admitted they can't clearly communicate ideas or scenes, since they feel the need to clarify something that should be obvious 99.9% of the time.

[redr0sewrites]

Wowwo guys

i did an unhinged character bingo for aaravos hes so silly hahahahhahahahha idk i think i might've gotten bingo idk i love him sm i SWEAR im normal (im not) pls send help ‼️‼️‼️

[saltynsassy31]

I NEED to get this off my chest

Just...ignore me DO NOT COME AFTER ME

Idk if anyone will even see this and altho I hope I'm not the only one in this I rather be ignored and I don't think anyone who follows me cares so here goes

Okay, I really wanna read a glitch in time, but a part of me just... I can't. I haven't been up to date on a lot of Danny Phantom stuff, and I am trying. I am just busy, and I am trying to rewatch the show to refresh my memory first and foremost cuz it has been a hot second, and girlie over here needs a refresher cuz she got the memory of a goldfish

But the reason I can't specifically read glitch in time, even tho I have it with me right now is that...well, I hate the finale of the show, I specifically hate Sam and Danny getting together, especially the way they did, I knew they'd probably be end game but to have it confirmed hurt my soul, I've been avoiding it for that and I know it's silly IM SORRY but it's true 😭😭😭

I feel bad cuz I've only heard good things about it, especially with Vlad, who i love, and I WANT TO, and I hate that what's holding me back is this of all things, its so stupid, I know, I fucking know but UGH! I can't help but cringe. When I first rewatched the final season a while ago I couldn't even finish it

I liked them as friends tbh, it just worked better, imo so I shrivel up inside seeing the two as anything but friends

[taldigi]

i dont hate miraculous characters. I hate what they represent. I hate the development they've been given- and the personalities, attitudes, and morals that they are made to speak. I hate the actions that they have been created to perform. I understand that characters aren't real, they are tools to tell a narrative.

But that's not.. I look at Adrien and Alya- and even Canon Marinette and I can only see shells of characters that could have been great. That used to be great.

I see the miracuclass and characters like Zoe and Kagami and GDV and Luka and I'm like.. why. Why are they here. The premise was strong enough to stand on it's own. They didn't even explore NINO fully. The potions? The other Kwami??? Why are side characters getting narratives. You are wasting perfectly good food. Even within the limitations of TF1 and the setting as a children's cartoon...

"No Fire potion cause fire is dangerous for kids" what are you TALKING ABOUT little kids fucking LOVE FIREFIGHTERS. You could have more underwater stories. KIDS LOVE MERMAIDS. I could think of 20 episodes RIGHT NOW that follow the prefab of canon that do nothing but explore potions and alternate kwami combos AND link them together via plot. Fuck you Zagtoons you money laundering scheme.

strangles the AIR... JUST... I get it. and I'm just.. I'm torn between "let people like what they like!" and "Why are you eating garbage, stop it." and like,, just a pinch of "Stop liking what I don't like"

[vilevampire]

I've never received so much psychic damage from reading something in a fic as I have today reading a paragraph referring to f1t as p4c's "best friend and most trusted companion" with no mention to m1ke at all

[poems-of-a-lover]

i will never understand the "stop casting straight actors as gay characters" argument. people just wanna out gay actors so they can have a better grasp on who to hate.